Amperozide is an atypical antipsychotic of the diphenylbutylpiperazine class which acts as an antagonist at the 5-HT2A receptor. It does not block dopamine receptors as with most antipsychotic drugs, but does inhibit dopamine release, and alters the firing pattern of dopaminergic neurons. It was investigated for the treatment of schizophrenia in humans, but never adopted clinically, its main use is instead in veterinary medicine, primarily in intensively farmed pigs, for decreasing aggression and stress and thereby increasing feeding and productivity.
Guilty, guilty as sin
Guilty of putrefaction
Feels it tearing up the heart and soul
Of the world that I once knew
I blame you humanity
Now its gone
The world is crying
And here we all die
Leaving footprints filled with despair
Storming through what was so beautiful
All I see is ashes of life and beauty
You will never see another day
Marching like thousands of soldiers
Destroying everything
The sun turns black in front of my eyes
The moon is crying
A disease without vaccin
Spreads like wildfire
I call you guilty
But do you know what it is
I blame you
You are guilty
Guilty of putrefaction
Lost in myself thoughts goes around
Floats in a mind hard to understand
Paralyzed by dreams impossible to reach
Far away but yet so near
A burning light far within me
I want to burn but it might die
Disappointed at life I struggle on
I reach out far, as far as I can get
I want to get up start burning again
Somewhere far away it's still glowing
But the fire that once burned
Is now cold and dead
I have to bring it back to life
Get a grip climb up again
A burning light far within me
I want to burn but it might die
Disappointed at life I struggle on
I reach out far, as far as I can get
I tumble in the dark, trying to get a grip
A grip of life, I want to turn right
A burning light far within me
I want to burn but it might die
Disappointed at life I struggle on
When I feel the things I feel
I do not understand
What in life is real
reach out and touch my hand
Visions from the future
Like whipsers from the dead
Manipulated machines
Screams inside my head
I can hear the laughter
And I can hear the cries
The lonesome child screaming
In a world of lies
Blessed are those who do not know
Who cannot see or hear
Blessed are those who cannot see
Or taste the vicous fear
Blessed are those who do not know
That nothing is for real
Blessed are those who do not know
That there's nothing left to feel
Evil resurrected
Forever to survive
Demons walk beside us
Dead but still alive
Diabolic creatures
Infects humanity
No hope for the living
Blind by greed eyes cannot see
Praying for salvation
We fall down on the ground
regrets for our own living
When dreams cannot be found
Blessed are those who do not know
Who cannot see or hear
Blessed are tose who cannot see
Or taste the vicious fear
When dreams turn into anquish
The withering begins
Like autumn leaves we fall down
No redemption for our sins
Paranoid illusions
In a mind of decay
Artificial living
A whisper of fantasies
Like choires in the wind
Graceful sweet poetry
In the ear of the lover
A poem of bloodstained roses
Shared in an oath
A serenade of desire
And celestial lust
Enchanting voices dying
Soon to be gone
Slowly sleeping away
Never to be heard again
Crimson love set ablaze
By the velvet words that are spoken
In a masquerade of deceitfull illusions
Tasting the nectars of passion
Given by the scarlett woman
Of the everlasting masquerade
Diabolic and seducing
As a spell of the passionate sirens
Promised eternal passion
Fallen in debris
Never to be forgotten
The end of lovers dream
A sombre portrait
Of a dreaming lover
Pledged to a bride
Of the masquerade
...and so the princess of twilight
Disappeared into the unknown.
And then when nightfall came
The beautiful flow of an autumn passion
Faded away like a dying flame.
The only memento of emotions
I am the beholder
Of what the future might bring
Have no longer a part in
The belief of our blood divine
No matter what choices I make
They are now a part in my life
Dark impressions surrounding my mind
As they enter in my subconscious
It feels like I am cursed and sentenced
Banished away from this realm
They stole what was left of me
Rang the curfew of life
I asked for answers
But all I got was lies
Perhaps they didn't mean it that way
But still...
Frightened by their presence
Denied their existance for years
But as my knowledge grew older
I realised they have examined me piece by piece
In this era of changes
I cannot remember my past
My dreams and memories
An essenial part of me
Years of struggling
To figure out when they arrived
I found the horrible truth
In this era of changes
I smell the brimstone
I can see the owl
They are all around me
Watching every step I take
My mind rejects the scenario
Overwhelmed by fear
Too vast for me to grip or handle
My mind chooses the easy way out
"They have been here for centuries, perhaps since
The beginning of time, and have in silence been
Manipulating the genetic evolution of our breed.
Documents of their presence, their part in
The scientific revolution found as way back
As in the time of the ancient sumerians."
I can't take no more
I can't handle the truth
I'm losing controll
I'm losing my mind
In this era of changes
I cannot remember my past
My dreams and memories
An essenial part of me
Years of struggling
To figure out when they arrived
I found the horrible truth
As I roam along the path
Between life and death
Shattered dreams
Seem to be all there is left
So please bring me forth
And show me the way
Be my guide and lead me right
Bursting out in tears
As the agony lays heavy on my shoulders
And misery burns like a fever inside me
Memories that should be buried and forgotten
Haunts me when I sleep
An emotionally devastating nightmare
That never seems to end
This tragedy in wich I live
Harvest the last pieces
That are left of my miserable soul
This endless sorrow of mine devours me slowly
So please bring me forth
And show me the way
Oh beloved one
You have given me precious memories
Which I will always remember
You are and shall forever be in my dreams
My everything...
You seduced me and found the key to the portal
The portal that leads
To the very depth of my heart
With a sweet caress
You opened the gate of eternal lust
My everything...
In a divine spell I was held
Almost as in a fairytale
Embraced by your love, body and lust
My everything...
...Deeper and deeper I sink
Into the mist of melancholy
Fragments of precious moments we had
In memory forever
In dreams and imagination
An everyday growing emptiness
Hurts as if a piece of my life has vanished
Dismal thoughts of desolation
Grieves in my mind
I cry tears in solitude
I cry my tears for the loss of my everything
The pain inside from a broken heart
Tears my soul apart
The greatest passion of all
Fading away
Forever lost...
Emotions which now
Only seem to exist in my dreams
Emotions which now seems to be
The night is falling over the darkest souls
Infinity is calling out
To everyone who knows the pain of hearts broken
The agony of one word spoken
A story told of suffering and pain
Of love and hate
A lullaby of lies and blame
A time of dreams we shared
The love we made on the darkest night
Shining through the shallow mind
Deceiving voices telling lies
The truth never spoken
An endless choir of sighs
Sun is rising on another day
Watching shadows disappear
Whispered secrets in the shallow mind
Screaming, crying, missing, fear
In the dead of the night
Where the tides of exsistence
Silently seems to float away
She appears again my queen of beauty
She is the one in my dreams
Who lights my burning desires
She is the one in my dreams
With whom I share
My carnal lust
And all my sinful desires
She is the one in my dreams
Who I am ready to die for
The bringer of passion
And the bringer of my destiny
It's a nighttime drama
Of beauty and passion
Dreams and desires
Yet so fatal and tragic
In the dead of the night
Where the tides of exsistence
Seems to float away
My queen and I are soon together as one
It's a nighttime drama
Of beauty and passion
Dreams and desires
Yet so fatal and tragic
A moment of pure divinity
Sweeps over my body and soul
But as I reach out to touch her
The spell is broken and I see her face
Seduced by evil
Disguised in beauty
My soul is now forever forlorn
My journey has reached its fatal end
Cold, bitter darkness
Surrounds me as I lay down to sleep
Eternally...
And so it's written
The final chapter
Of a nighttime drama
So fatal and tragic
The bringer of passion
And the bringer of my destiny
It's a nighttime drama
Of beauty and passion
Dreams and desires
My blood I gave to thee my love
So pale and beautiful
My creature of the night
Darkness calls you to me
Enchanting eyes cold as ice
Looking right through me
My soul you took away
Kisses filled me, emptying me of my being
My luscios vampire
You beauty of night
Take my hand and lead me
To the grave of light
Rivers of blood
Running from your eyes
Oh why, my love
Cant you take me
Oh why, my love
Wont you slay me
So pale and beautiful
My creature of the night
Putrefaction, hurry oh beloved bride
To establish our lonely camp
Rejected by the world, rejected by god
My hope, lies in you
Take my paining body into the wonder of you
Smother my pain in your embrace
Worms devour thought and feeling
Take my paining body into the wonder of you
Smother my pain in your embrace
Worms devour thought and feeling
Hasten, decorate our chamber
For on a scootblack bier the silent lover
your dwelling shall reach
So hasten, prepare our bridal bed
Which shall sow with carnactions
To wonderful gratification, stifling bewitchment
Us black attired comrades followeth
Our wedding march ringeth from iron bells
And shrouds of green draperies hideth us
When storms ravish the worldly seas
When atrocities reign on the bloodfilled earth
When feuds are raging, we slumber thou and I
In contented peace
Take my paining body into the wonder of you
Smother my pain in your embrace
Worms devour thought and feeling
Take my paining body into the wonder of you
Smother my pain in your embrace
Worms devour thought and feeling
To ash in my ravished heart
Oh rich are you, wench, whom I dowry
Giveth me the great, the flourishing earth
Up here, do I suffer, though happines overcomes me
Hear the raven calling the final hour has struck
The blackclothed bride facing destiny without fear
Far at last she is to begin her own requiem
The utter ceremony of the last ones
Forever trapped in the grey mist of misery
Fragmenst of the past flashing before her eyes
As she enters the century gates
The old candles are burning in the vault
The smell of dying flowers and rotten flesh
Surrounds her has she finds her way among the coffins
In the amber light of the candlelight
She sees the silhoutte of the altar of a thousand roses
Fallen beyond all grace deeper and deeper
The sound of her own blood dripping
Like sacred tears from a bleeding rose
An amorous requiem where she cries her sacred tears
Until she reaches the other side
Caressed by the morning wind as it gently touches
And undresses her shivering body
With gloomy eyes she invokes the other side
And wraps her existence in oblivion
The wine in her veins has become sour
But still it hurts for her to drain her heart
And sacrifise the most sacred tears of them all
A scream of pain and pleasure
makes her body turn into colvulsions
As the cold steel of the blade cuts deep into her flesh
Fallen beyond all grace...
Hear the raven calling, the final hour has struck
For on the altar of a thousand roses
Lies the dying bride
Awaiting the demons arrival
In the sign of the pentagram
Invoking the deamons to rise
And take her to the other side
As the night falls the ritual ends
her heart is now empty she is almost asleep
her sacred tears are forever lost
The wind has stopped mourning
And the raven is gone
Her soul is no longer condemned
To everlasting pain
Fallen beyond all grace...
In the amber light of the candlelight
The ground is turning red
her naked body now lies pale on the altar
And as she closes her eyes
Years have passed now
It's another time and another world
Yet still it's all the same
Nothing ever seems to change
Dark powers manifest
Malignant horrors in my mind
Constant voices, sung by the damned
Crying out unhallowed, thoughts in my head
I have trusted and I have believed
I have pledged and I have sacrificed
My blood and mind, body and soul
Ravished and ruined after all I have done
My heart has turned to stone in this godforsaken world
My mind so I'm pure by all the filth
It is constantly exposed to
Greed, lies, betrayal is tragic
But, oh so very dominant
In the nature of creatures that are surrounding me
I now find my only shelter
In the solitude of my own
A small flame of hope
Lit somewhere out in the endless dark
Yet it's still all the same
Will it ever change?
Fallen from grace
Surely I must be lost
My mind grows darker
As the time shows no changes
Creating venomous acts
Of emotional rejection
Deprivation of all levels
What have I done to deserve
A life so incomplete
All my dreams erased by fools
Broken promises, one after one
There can be no trust anymore
I feel the end is near
I don't have the strength
To cut me loose
I am falling apart emotionally
A soul in solitude lost forever
In the greatest of all suffering, madness and sorrow
Elements of which no euphemistic words
The beautiful flow
Of an autumn passion
Silently embraces In it's mistful darkness
The october moon
Spreads it's pale dim light
Like a silken caress
Over the midnight landscape
The beautiful flow
Of an autumn passion
So pure and vast
Like the sky of an october night
In an almost mysterious tranquillity
A glorious moment of passion
Takes it's shape
In the great season of tragedy
The beautiful flow
Of an autumn passion
Silently embraces
In it's mistful darkness
It was a glorius kingdom
Where life a long time ago
Was lived in total harmonius serenity
Wings spread wide open
Carried by the wind over oceans wide
A timeless journey in the endless light
Brought to another dimension
Escaping from the thoughts of a blackened wind
My dreams are captured
Imprisoned to die and be forever forgotten
Tears are falling from my eyes
Carving rivers down my cheek
Turning cold and hard as ice
Crumbling into the sea of lies
Running in circles, screaming in vain
Eternal suffering, eternal pain
Forever lost my faith in all
Forever found my darkest call
Spreading my wings once again in the sky
Disappear like an arrow shot in the dark
Screaming for vengeance, a shadow no more
Hunting the angels of my past
Vanished... the angels came
Heading back towards a forgotten paradise
Once magnificent before the angels came
An almost forgotten place from an ancient era
Lies silence filled with dredful memories
Returning to cast upon them revenge
And tear their souls apart
My tears are gone
Yet the pain inside wont leave me alone
I came to sense in dismay
Awakened by years of hate
This dismal era
Has got to face it's final apocalypse
Wings spread wide open
Carried by the wind over oceans wide
A timeless journey in the endless light
Brought to another dimension
Escaping from the thoughts of a blackened wind
My dreams are captured
Imprisoned to die and be forever forgotten
As I slowly close my eyes
I can see what I once had
Screaming out loud but no one hears
Surrounded by emptiness
I clench my teeth to hold back the tears
The fire that burned is now dying down
I cannot hope no more
Do not dare to believe
Erased emotions, denial of lust
I fear the pain of being left alone
Lies to myself, just want to forget
Years of joy turns to despair
Tries to get through the mist of love
And I cry along the way
Thoughts goes around in my bitter mind
Confused, tries to understand
My soul is empty, Im dying inside