Tofenacin (INN; Elamol, Tofacine, Tofalin), or tofenacin hydrochloride (USAN), also sometimes called mono-N-desmethylorphenadrine, is an antidepressant drug with a tricyclic-like structure which was developed and marketed in the United Kingdom and Italy in 1971 and 1981, respectively, by Brocades-Stheeman & Pharmacia (now part of Astellas Pharma). It acts as a serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, and based on its close relation to orphenadrine, may also possess anticholinergic and antihistamine properties. In addition to its use as a pharmaceutical medication, tofenacin is the major active metabolite of orphenadrine and likely plays a role in its beneficial effects against depressive symptoms seen in Parkinson's disease patients.
Sitting here like I've done before
Crying for my desperate soul
Trying to find the words but nothing's left
If this is what it's for
Live this life, an empty hole
Be born, to be born
What is the meaning?
The mournful whisperings on the field of the dead
They have so much to tell me, so much is unsaid
I held your hands when I begged you to stay
You closed your eyes as you passed away
Oh, memories
[Chorus:]
When you died my body cried
Memories
But inside I know you're in paradise
I thought I heard you call out my name
But it might have been the wind
To me we're all the same
One of these nights when pain overwhelms me
I'll come to you for all eternity
Oh, I'll be free
[Chorus]
[Solo: Micke]
Sitting here...
You give us visions of paradise
You tell your truths based on lies
We sell our souls to turn lead into gold
While you suck the marrow from our bones
The marrow from bones
Is this freedom that we've been told
To perish in your world centered around your cities of gold?
Your master plan now slowly unfolds
To molest and steal this fair country's soul
[Solo: Micke]
You promise pleasure, deliver pain
You turn our woods into barren plains
Controlled by greed, without a doubt
Your system will rot from the inside out
Would I sell my mother? Would I sell my land?
My children's future in your command
Have you no shame, betraying the hand that fed you
But now you'll go where the devil has led you
What can't be bought, you sell without a doubt
It's not yours to spend, but how could you understand?
The bones of the past brought back to life by evil fed
On the longest day of pain bring forth the spirits of the dead
Gather in darkness, when they are crossed the candles fade
That which was borrowed must be repaid
[Chorus:]
All the dreams you buy
(At the Gates of Everbe)
Where the crows lie
Scream in vane, man of shame
Bleeding the way that Christ did
You're not Him, no second sight
You'll always see the dark, not the resurrecting light
[Solo: Halvar]
April night, deceitfully cold, embracing light
Feel his thorns, painful nails although his might
The cries of shame as the Saviour fades
The sins of us all must be repaid
My time has gone
It won't come again
It seems so distant
When...
It lay ahead of me
The path of life's infinity
All those years of misery
[Chorus:]
I look to the stars and watch one fall
I close my eyes and pray they'll call
Can't they see, my wish is deep
All these years longing for endless sleep
My time has gone
It won't come again
The time of innocence
When...
It lay ahead of me
A life of opportunity
The time of ignorance
When I was free
[Chorus]
[Solo: Micke]
Industries increase, but the fucking air can't breath.
Nuclear waste, we'll die of cancer in radiation disease.
Forests slaughtered, manipulate the laws of nature.
The ozone disappears, the day of cremation is drawing near.
Indulgence, pride our welfare increase
Polluted skies but is it as good as it seems?
Children cry Is it worth the price we pay?
Life dies to put the human race away
Once bright in colours now black and grey
Mother earth is dying, writing in pain
We've perfected the art of taking but forgot how to give
Now what's the use of crying we're dying... to live
Who can we trust? Is no one on there own side?
Political coruption, bankaccounts twist their mind
The quest for life, we can't find our holy graal
So Here I am once more in my private hell again
Hunched foetal in darkness, trying to soothe the pain
I've killed myself a thousand times before
And if it would ease you pain
I'll kill myself a thousand more
So I'll die again
[Chorus:]
Take my hand
Take my soul
Take my wretched life and make me whole
Take my lies
Take my truth
Take them all away as I die before you
I scar you deep inside, I only leave you hurt
My black embrace only smoothers you with dirt
I hold the shining blade close to the vein
To cut me off from myself, to kill all the pain
We bring salvation for your soul and purity for your flesh
We shall rid your mind of thoughts, our name you shall bless
We'll teach you our righteous ways and fill you with belief
Learn to live by our laws 'cause apathy relieves
[Chorus:]
Sinner, confess, repent and be blessed
Sinner, repent for the life you led
Sinner, confess, repent and be blessed
Bring forth the lamb, bring it forth to the slaughter
We shall feast upon it's blood
Rip and tear the flesh, sacrificial rites
In the name of the Living God
[Solo: Halvar, Micke]
We've conformed to obedient masses
Yu saved our souls from vice
But tell the truth 'cause we seek the truth
Is there happiness in our eyes?
Who you can turn to you don't know
Your friends stopped to care long ago.
Your parents turned away in desperation and shame.
Society doesn't even know your name.
You're burnt to the bone
Alone, now you stand alone
Empty hearts turn to stone
You're burnt to the bone.
Society has failed, yes that's what we say.
But aren't you responsible anyway?
Yes, there is no one else to blame.
This was your choise, but does it remain.
You're burnt...
What's left of your brain slowly realise
You've got no life worth living for.
And one day they will find you, like so many others before
Not breathing anymore.
Drugaddict, you can't say what it is
Night or day
All you want is to fade away
The sound of silence scares me
I close my eyes and hold my breath
As I hide in the gloom to escape the certain death
No one is left to she'd a tear
All are gone except the one I fear
[Chorus:]
I fear my fate is sealed
It feeds upon the fear I feel
It's breath upon my neck
The time has come, screams won't help me now
The safety of light yet so far away
It's dragging my life, my soul deeper
Dragging me down into eternity
[Chorus]
The Reaper's dice has been thrown
Still I'm afraid to face the unknown
Reality's dim, dimensions twist
Time stands still, yet eons pass me by
Logic is no more, my sanity fades
Trapped in this nothingness, never to die
[Solo: Micke, Halvar]
When I passed the line the seventh time
It opened up the gate to the shadows in my dreams
[Chorus:]
I'll take your soul for free my friend
So come to me
It opened up the gate to the shadows in my dreams
The light of darkness so tempting it seems
[Solo: Micke]
When I saw that sign the seventh time
I could feel His hand reaching out for me, He said
The Angel of Mercy has broken his chain
Now he's free, relieved from the pain
He was trapped in his hell, day by day
Damned inexorable to fade away
[Chorus:]
Why these years of sorrow
Why these years of fear
Searching for a reason
But the answer isn't there
Why these years of sorrow
Why these years of fear
Searching for a reason
But in emptiness I steer
[Solo: Halvar]
Why did the Tormentor proceed so brutally?
To slowly twist his neck in pure conspiracy
All of his life he had to try
But he couldn't help praying to die
[Solo: Micke]
Embraced by the chill of the wind
It's icy fingers reaching for my soul
The arctic wasteland greets my eyes
As I watch my fate unfold
The sad wings of solitude wrapped around me
The cold spell of winter bites my skin
The flames of pain sear my wretched flesh
Still this purgatory won't cleanse me from sin
[Chorus:]
I've kissed the sinner's hand
I've drunk from the chalice of tears
Still death grants my soul no rest
Damned to dwell in my winterland
[Solo: Micke]
The animation of my soul
Vivid images of barren plains
Brought darkness into my eyes
Spawned by eons of pain
So this is life?
So this is where I'm supposed to be?
Feels like I've locked myself in a cage
And thrown away the key
Can this be for real?
Or is it as unreal as it seems?
Won't someone wake me up from this
Killing, painful dream
[Chorus:]
I am a hollow man
I live in nightmareland
In my life, I am led astray
Everything crumbles away
At the touch of my hand
[Solo: Micke, Halvar]
I cannot sleep at night
Your nails infest my bed
The shreds of my best nightmare
Still circle in my head
Like someone really cared
Like someone still believes
There is no absolution
No way to cleanse my sin
Just another pointless void
On my way to infinity