Gérard Anaclet Vincent Encausse (July 13, 1865 - 25 October 1916), whose esoteric pseudonym was Papus, was the Spanish-born French physician, hypnotist, and popularizer of occultism, who founded the modern Martinist Order.
Gerard Encausse was born at Corunna (La Coruña) in Spain on July 13, 1865, of a Spanish mother and a French father, Louis Encausse, a chemist. His family moved to Paris when he was four years old, and he received his education there.
As a young man, Encausse spent a great deal of time at the Bibliothèque Nationale studying the Kabbalah, occult tarot, magic and alchemy, and the writings of Eliphas Lévi. He joined the French Theosophical Society shortly after it was founded by Madame Blavatsky in 1884–1885, but he resigned soon after joining because he disliked the Society's emphasis on Eastern occultism.
In 1888, he co-founded his own group, the Kabbalistic Order of the Rose-Croix. That same year, he and his friend Lucien Chamuel founded the Librarie du Merveilleux and its monthly revue L'Initiation, which remained in publication until 1914.
What a strange situation that I got myself into
I knew I should have listened when they said stay away
from you
I made my decision, I didn’t care about the consequence
The pain, the lies, you hurt my pride
I wonder where my money went
Chorus:
You do what you do just to get at me
If it makes you feel good go ahead and try
I’ll take anything that you throw at me
It might hurt but I ain’t gonna die (no, no, no)
Well you wouldn’t know a good thing if it looked you in
the face
If you’d pay attention instead of getting off into my
space
You’d see a new way that wasn’t there the day before
One more try, if not, goodbye
Go ahead and close the door
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(Solo)