the wind will carry my words
and they will run by the dozens to heed my call
I dress this voice with purpose
because it means so much to me
five years pass and here's my chance
so if you're falling under
keep your head above the water
sooner or later you will find
things will get so much better
why does this happen to me
my feelings you will not see
I keep them hidden deep inside of me
I fuckin hate this side of me
what did you help me create
I will never be the same again
so the story goes
about a person who lost all hope
along with all the places that he could go
to find reassurance
building bridges to nowhere
im chasing a memory saying "please erase me"
to me its dark outside
as dark as my insides
will ever, there be light
looks like not this time
say what you will but
mean what you say
stand behind your words
and make no mistake that
guys like me are few and far between
people like me are just what this world needs
crossing bridges
hand in hand with
no one by my side
I know I'll die alone
I hate everything
and like a movie I've seen this all before
to me its dark outside
as dark as my insides
will ever, there be light
looks like not this time
I will fade out like the rest
What drives you to wake up everyday
With the same face, in the same place
And nothing ever changes
What drives you to wake up everyday
With the same face, in the same place
And nothing ever changes
And nothing ever changes
My life is on repeat
Every second, every moment
Time is my
Time is my only friend
What drives you to wake up everyday
With the same face, in the same place
And nothing ever changes
Time spent well is time spent sleeping
And what hope do I have
To wake up and still be breathing
Oh what aspirations
Time is my
Time is my only friend
If I died right now I'd have nothing to show for my
life
My harsh thinking left me in the dark
This disease spread through the night
And there's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can do
I'm going nowhere in life
I need someone just to me breathe
Why am I
Why am I alive
I've got time
I've got time to spare
I've got time
I find shelter in the darkest places
And it's keeping me
And it's keeping me from sleep
I find shelter in the darkest places
And it's keeping me
the mirror shows images to me that don't exist
to which I bring my fists
so I sit and reflect
one time the sun set in my eyes
and showed me the fire I built inside
you made me feel a little less alone
maybe if just for a while but it was never set in stone
maybe its meant to be
maybe this is for me
not letting go of anything
you made me hate the places I loved the most
so I'll just stay mad and never let go
Somewhere between the dark and the light
I lost what I thought was my point in life - and now
I need direction, a place to call home
Instead of feeling like I am a ghost, I don't exist
The days repeat and never change
And what difference will I ever make
What difference will I make
What difference will I make
With the changes that take place
Where do I stand
Where am I at
And how long will this last
The words I spill will never contain
Exactly how or why I feel this way
I will not share with you, what's wrong with me
Because you'd never understand anyway
Will you be the change that I need
Will you be the change that I need
Please affect me in any way
Please affect me in any way
At this point in my life I've found that I have nothing
that I see
This is wasted time
Where has the time gone
All I ever seem to do is run
Bury me beneath the sun
With all that I've done wrong
Where has the time gone
All I ever seem to do is run
Bury me beneath the sun
With all that I've done wrong
Bury me beneath the sun
we lie in paper boats
inviting the storm
bringing all our mates
to the ocean floor
we lie in words of rhyme
in hopes to someday find
our last chance or power inside
when your eyes meet mine
I feel a part inside me die
when your eyes meet mine
I die inside
say you won't forget me
to be alone this far down
say you won't forget me
it's the only thing i fear
cause everyday it feels like I'm the one out-numbered
and I won't be left at bay just like all the others were
I'm at the farthest depths
that you've never seen
raise the mast break out the oars
I won't lose this ship to the sea
say you won't forget me
to be alone this far down
say you won't forget me
you make me regret many things
like giving you a second wing
why do people say "love is free"
love took the best part of me
I want to rip your heart to shreds
and make you take back the words you said
you say you're sorry
I don't believe your words
in the end I hope you get what you deserve
All the people that I've met
All the others they have left
Out of all the good things that I have
You're the one I'm glad I kept
But I wrote that line when I wanted you in my life
The things I've said and the places we've been
I want those memories erased from my head
I keep placing myself in these situations
It's happened three times before yet I keep on trying
I keep my head held high and they keep bashing me down
I keep my head high and they bash me
I keep placing myself in these situations
Sinking lower than the deepest of valleys
Finding myself in the darkest places
I've been in the dark so long that it feels like home
And I've come to realize I was born to be alone
To be alone
To be alone
Thick skin worn thin, I don't want to change
Thick skin worn thin, I just want to be appreciated
They say there'll be better days ahead
They say there'll be better days ahead
All the people that I've met
All the others they have left
Out of all the good things that I have
You're the one I'm glad I kept
I thought I made the right decision by keeping you
around
But the moment I need you most you were nowhere
As we near the end
We regret all we did
What did we do
With all the time we spent
For those like me
This is my song for you
And if you feel this way
Then I feel for you
Why despise the one thing I'm good at
Closing doors, shutting them out
You never stood a chance
Someone should have warned you
You never stood a chance
I don't belong here
I don't belong anywhere
I should just go back
To the place I came from
Just leave me be
Feeling the pressure
Wanting to be accepted
I may stand out but I go unnoticed
I don't belong here
I don't belong anywhere
I should just go back
To the place I came from
Just leave me be
No one accepts me
And no one deserves me
I don't wanna change
I'll hold your grudge til the end
I wish we never met
So many things I regret
But mostly you
The words you choke are burning your throat
You lies will never get you anywhere
Take a look at what you did
I don't belong here
I don't belong anywhere
As we near the end
We regret all we did
What did we do
1)Mes ir vel susitikom,
Lyg svajoniu laivai,
Smelio laikrodis liko,
Lyg prie juros zaislai.
Meile ilgesiu zaide,
Lyg pakrantes vaikai,
Tu pasauk meiles varda,
Gal sugrisi i ta karta,
Apkabinki bangas, juk mylejau tave!
Pried.
Jei meiles laivas kitam krante,
Lai nesa bures ji pas tave!
Kai bus meile sugryzk ir abejoniu neliks,
Laivai svajoniu (dangui) skraidys
(x2)
2) Isdavyste sugriuvo,
Lyg suduzus uola.
Smelio paslaptis jura-
Nuskandins bangose.
Tavo dieviskas juokas
Vel prei juros skambes.
(bbz:) peda ant ranku
Meile nesa i dangu.
Kai mylesiu tave,
Musu meiles laive!
Pried.
Jei meiles laivas kitam krante,
Lai nesa bures ji pas tave!
Kai bus meile sugryzk ir abejoniu neliks,
Laivai svajoniu (dangui) skraidys
(x2)
Pried.
Jei meiles laivas kitam krante,
Lai nesa bures ji pas tave!
Kai bus meile sugryzk ir abejoniu neliks,
Laivai svajoniu (dangui) skraidys
