I am what the heart can only discover
I bleed for you
And now nothing but a painful reminder
Can't feel for you
Lost in a predicament
Can't help but experiment
With the other
Anticipate for another time
Lost in the maze of my mind
But you don't
And yet you won't
I see all the pouring rain around me
Yet I don't feel a thing
In time realize
Don't bother to stop and think
That sometimes when you can't be right
Got to find time to change the mind of another
But if you think that you might want to be
Don't hesitate to contain
But you don't
And yet you won't
Bleed my hands are still
See your face and so I
Leave this all for you
Until I bleed my hands are still
See you face and so I
Leave this all for you, down again
It's all in the face
It's all in the face
It's all in the face
Don't walk away
See my lie
But if it's too cold then you'll understand next time
So what's your hand and what's your ace
Been there, seen it,
I lost my head again,
Into the dark you
Can't seem to find the end,
With empathy would it be,
Is there nothing left to say?
Typically no sympathy
If there is it's not my kind
I tear into,
The one's that reign are coming
Down
Under the wretched hand,
If you doubt the man then so will I,
Under that hand I've come to warn you,
If I turn to see you fall down then so will I,
Tear Into,
Been there, seen it,
I'm all alone on stage,
Into the light you
Can't keep in all your rage,
But I cool down,
I cool down,
I tear into,
The one's that reign are coming
Standing on the corner
waiting for you to walk across my face
wait for me, it makes you laugh,
to see me crumble____ oh_____
and i'll stay
in hiding
what's insatiable i am, i am
try this and find what's longer
time is never a factor
to me i need to clear my head
of you
always on my own
i'm always stumbling
it all goes the way
that you like it______
i'm hiding
what's insatiable i am, i am
try this and find what's longer
time is never a factor
to me i need to clear my head_____
it beats me but never the stronger
find me the one that belongs here with me
i need to clear my head_____
We have been waiting in a "not just yet"
We were wrong to ever suggest that this may end
Waiting, for this, all to, come true
End it here and find why not just yet
Can you leave the light on
We've been wasting all my time
We've been lacking all of this, Oh.
We have been seeking for an end to come
But we can't carry on like this knowing that they've won,
We've been,
Waving, the white flag,
Begins to be such a drag,
When you end with fear you'll know why not just yet
Can you leave the light on
We've been wasting all my time
What's on your mind
We've been lacking all of this
We've been wasting all my time
What's on your mind
We've been lacking all of this
You've been suffering for so long,
You can't handle it on your own
They'll all understand when you're gone
That you can never make it come undone
Do you want to try to make it so
Time and again, we're left here wondering,
What made you go down that road
You pushed away and hid behind a smile,
For them not for you,
They'll never understand what you've done,
You're breaking all the rules.
It brands your eyes
Melts your soul
Back around into another time
Might make it so hard to live
Without you there
Then they always seem
To push you where you
Tend to get knocked down,
Again and again.
Nobody knows the real reason now,
Still they watch and still we pray for you that you're
Looking down from above the moon.
It brands your eyes
Melts your soul
Back around into another time
Might make it so hard to live
Without you there
It brands your eyes
Melts your soul
Back around into another time
Might make it so hard to live
May laugh, may smile, maybe someone will
May feel it hurt sometimes but
That's all that they want from me
May tell you lies, maybe sometimes won't
Hide behind this mask I'm told
Is that all that they want from me?
Won't you come back
And see the tears you face again
It's all in my hands
Throw my hands up
'til i see your face i won't give it up
Just leave me here to cry, yeah
Throw my hands up
'til i see your face i won't give it up
Just leave me here to cry
May be over for you on the out__side
But when it's all in my hands
Won't force myself when i just can't
Is that all that they want?
Break my shell, she'd no tear,
Take my soul, but leave me here,
Alone, ashamed, with no care,
Can't feel a thing you leave me no other opportunity
I see my heart is bleeding
Before I know the probability
That I won't let the time fall below out of
Mind me if I'm too lost to figure out just where I've got to
Before the lights dim down, listen to my voice and follow me
Don't blame yourself it's not your fault
To see it or to feel it
I've been to face it all
Somewhere doesn't seem like I belong
I am alone, immune, to everything that goes on try not to
Offend the different, don't bother me I'm minding my own
Become alone, become immune
Can't see a thing that you bring me
Consider my philosophy
Feeble people weakened by
Innocence is left inside delivery
But if you brace yourself
To see it or to feel it
Immune to all I see it
Know I'll never feel like this again
Can't feel a thing you leave me, no other opportunity
I see my heart is bleeding
Before I know the time that I won't let it
Fall below out of mind
I'm left to be
I've been to face it all
Somewhere doesn't seem like I belong
I've been to face it all
Somehow I just don't fit here
I am alone, immune, to everything that goes on try not to
Offend the different, don't bother me I'm minding my own
I'll wait here
Until it comes down to nothing
Don't mind about all the labored days
And figure out how to and go on,
Do you care at all?
It seems that you get to me down in here
From where we are
Do you, do you believe in trying?
When nothing else is left to do.
Take me there
To where you go in a time like this
I try to find all of the other ways
And figure out how to and go on,
Do you think it's fair at all?
It seems that you get to me down in here
From where we are
Do you, do you believe in trying?
Nothing else is left to do.
If you see me walking
The wrong way
Then I may
I'll wait here
Until it comes down to nothing
And you get to me
And you get to me
And you get to me down in here.
From where we are
Do you, do you believe in trying?
When nothing else is left to do.
From where we are
Do you believe in trying?
When nothing else is left to,
Nothing else is left to,
Just know that
You get to me down in here.
I'll wait
I have been sitting all this time
Relaxing in my armchair
With nothing to believe
I can't say for sure that it was ever even there
Find my head is in my hands
I know you see me but you just don't care
Yet I'm walking, awaiting, I look for someone to
Blame is in your hands only you know where
You've been
Still I know when I can find mine
I can't find mine lost it, I am
Knowing when I must leave
Down, turn around
Take my cup and fill it
I filled it up before don't you believe me
There on the ground
Take my eyes to see it fading
Wait for something to go wrong
But will you wait for me even though you know you're
Strong enough to know when
I can find mine
I can't find mine lost in, between the fine lines
Knowing when I must leave
Down, turn around
Take my cup and fill it
I filled it up before don't you believe me
There on the ground
Take my eyes to see it fading
I can hear you calling
See your face I'm falling
I can see you fading
Hold your fears in
Wait until I'm gone
Sucked the life right out of me
Down, turn around
Take my cup and fill it
I filled it up before don't you believe me
There on the ground
Take my eyes to see it
There on the ground
Take my eyes to see it fading
I'm in the water leave me here
With an anchor in my hand
I'm in the water leave me here
With an anchor in my hand
I have heard it enough to walk away
I am cold and alone
I have seen it enough to look away
I am cold and lonely
Dropped! Over the edge help pull me up
I am in over my head
Over the edge help pull me up
I am in over my head
It has been long enough to rip away
I can't on my own
If I leave this for you to understand
I am damned
It's not that I don't believe
It's not that I don't want to see
Exactly who I am
You think I'm colder
I'm harder than steel
You're wrong
Leave it hidden still I see out
Of the corner of my eye
Seal it shut leave it on the shelf for me to pick up
On my way out on my down and
It has been long enough to rip away
I can't on my own
If I leave this for you to understand
I am damned
The dark lines
Beneath my eyes
Will fade but won't spread
You say I'm harder than steel
Don't want to be so angry
Don't want to keep so quiet
Now it's open fire
And I can't move
Don't want to be so careful
Don't care enough to mind,
Leave me with no headroom,
To climb back down
I'll just wait for a landslide
Made up my mind
To make me whole again
I take up your time
When I'm alone
Don't want to be so anxious
Don't care to stand in line
I lay in an open fire
As you watch me burn down
And wait along the wayside
Made up my mind
To make me whole again
I take up your time
When I'm alone
I don't want to let you down
Don't care to bring this up again
But in my defense, it doesn't make sense
Why you even come around
But then over and over you lay around
And watch me go back out before the storm
Made up my mind
To make me whole again
I take up your time
I am,
To make me whole again
Take up your time
Dirty hands never get washed off
Hurts my head to think for that long
Wrapped up in my own
Thoughts of you not broken
Find my faith
It's been too long
It might belong here
It's been too long.
Dirty face never gets cut down
Watching the others spill all around
Washed up in my own
Thoughts soiled not broken
Leave me here in my shadow
Breaking my back, for all this
They will tell you what's over there
Leave me here with my shadow
Breaking our backs for all this, guilt
Find my faith
Been too long
It might belong here
Time it spent
Everyday I've seen
To this day I don't know what it means
Looks like something I might have recognized
Can't see clearly something with my eyes
Look through the wall see on the other side
Must be something in disguise
It's all in my head I pray
I can feel my soul deny
But still I feel it hurt sometimes
Why_____do you break me down
Only to find the circle goes around me
See around
Initiate shame
Don't forgive for it will turn out the same
The weary eyes don't agree with the mind
Infect what you cannot take
To bleed is more than I can say
Look down the hall see something on the floor
Must be someone at the door
It's all in my head I pray
I can feel my soul deny
But still I feel it hurt sometimes
Why_____do you break me down
It's such a simple thing
To let yourself go
The heartache that it brings
By now I should know
The feeling I used to get [The feeling that i get]
With every step that I'd take
My skin is tougher now
My skin is tougher now
Divided, Deny it
Tell me what do you think of me now
That I can get by on my own two feet
Don't hide it, tell me are you a liar
Do you think of me now [now --yeah]
That I, I said I, I'll get by on my own
Said I, I said I
All the little things
I've learned along the way
(Nothing can ever be picture perfect)
Help to heal my wounds
Without any trace
(On and on they help me carry on there)
Hands come unbound
And the only sound is silence
My thoughts are clearer now
(I'm all surrounded)
Thoughts come clearer now
Divided, Deny it
Tell me what do you think of me now
That I can get by on my own two feet
Don't hide it, tell me are you a liar
Do you think of me now
That I, I said I, I'll get by on my own
Said I, I said I
It's a wonder I couldn't get away
There's a reason I never tried
Take a 3 by 5 and save the days
My skin is tougher now
Much much thicker now
wait with me 'til morning rises
as, you turn to go
for just one moment, just one time
this time let it show
walk with me until this road ends or
to where it leads
would you care if it dropped you in
the middle of nowhere
Can you hear me?
Hang around your head
Can you taste it?
Hang around, your heaven's just ahead
come now, don't you lie
you've had the needle already stuck in your eye
more than you claim
could you swear upon your honor that
you never cared
Can you feel me?
Hang around your head
Can you taste it?
Hang around just hang around and see
*Dzap!*
Can you hear me?
Hang around your head
Can you taste it?
Hang around just hang around and see
Can you feel it?
Banging on your head, hang around.
Can you taste it?
Hang around, your heaven's just ahead.
when it all comes crashing down on you, Hang around.
Grass is green, the trees are tall
Watch me walk and watch me fall
Flower pot sits in the window, staring at, staring at
The world
In my eyes
The world
Perfect blue skies
Memories are jaded, with fingerpaint
Just keeps on faing, won't hesitate
Wanna bring, wanna bring, wanna watch me see
The world
In my eyes
The world
Perfect blue skies
Grow up kid your destiny calls you
Nothing left to prove
All my life been proud of direction,
But proud for who
Can't be real and so I close my eyes
(the world__in my eyes)
Look ahead, all is perfect blue skies
(the world__ perfect blue skies)
Can you see my world?
In my eyes
If morning comes up way too fast
A feeling left untrue
See my head and watch it roll Yet I
Continue to walk, walk as you crawl
Lie, Believe me, I don't care
Feel the faces press up against me
Taken by the hand
I feel the hell under my feet Yet I
Continue to walk, walk with the beat
Lie, Believe me, I don't care
I see you, without change,
I fear you.
Anticipate the time
All your life left in my mind,
Breathe so soft,
Hearts they cry,
All is true for you
If morning comes up in your face
Try not to relive that bruise
It seems now that all's said and done that I,
Have lost of my, all of my use
Lie, Believe me, I don't care
I see you, without change,
I fear you.
Drag it up, Breathe so softly,
And I will,
Pull it down, I can't stand on my own
And I will,
Breathe soft, Leave on,
Take mine, Resolve,
I have been sitting all this time
Relaxing in my armchair
With nothing to believe
I can't say for sure that it was ever even there
Find my head is in my hands
I know you see me but you just don't care
Yet I'm walking, awaiting, I look for someone to
Blame is in your hands only you know where
You've been
Still I know when I can find mine
I can't find mine lost it, I am
Knowing when I must leave
Down, turn around
Take my cup and fill it
I filled it up before don't you believe me
There on the ground
Take my eyes to see it fading
Wait for something to go wrong
But will you wait for me even though you know you're
Strong enough to know when
I can find mine
I can't find mine lost in, between the fine lines
Knowing when I must leave
Down, turn around
Take my cup and fill it
I filled it up before don't you believe me
There on the ground
Take my eyes to see it fading
I can hear you calling
See your face I'm falling
I can see you fading
Hold your fears in
Wait until I'm gone
Sucked the life right out of me
Down, turn around
Take my cup and fill it
I filled it up before don't you believe me
There on the ground
Take my eyes to see it
There on the ground
Take my eyes to see it fading
She said, "Bury me,"
On the brink of a tragedy,
Always looking straight ahead
Never saw this coming.
She can't break free,
On the edge of insanity,
She'll wait forever just to see if it will
Come along for her.
But if it's over long before her fall from grace,
Here I am,
She's never been this far from saved.
She just lay still
Wishing that she will
Wake up one day, with a chardonnay while
With her wide eyes,
Waits for a prize,
That she knows she can win.
And if it's over long before her fall from grace
Here I am,
She's never been this far from saved
She's trying to make sense of where this all began
Until it ends she knows she'll never be the same.
Do you care what happens now?
Do you, even see right in front of you?
If it's over long before her fall from grace,
Here I am,
She's never been this far from saved.
She's trying to make sense of where this all began,
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Names are endless but faceless
Down on the ocean, sure of my arrival,
The waves are fallin', but i don't mind,
Visions gone right to my head i try and break it down,
What it means all this i've seen i've ot to understand
Bang my head i keep thinking
Although an empty cup i keep drinking
Visions in my dreams are more real than they seem,
Nothing heard but silence, put on a painted face,
The island sun is beating down, beating down and so,
Flower my imagination, accepted in denial,
No inspiration, i'm out of, out of my mind
Empty thoughts i keep thinking
Pulled back down i keep sinking
Visions in my dreams are more real than they seem
Breakin' up, i can't believe it
Stand back up, to be knocked over again
Crashin' down, gonna drag you back to the back of the back
Of the wrong line
Blink a shade of color, the mist forces my eye
To shut i can't open it yet i, an yet i'll try
Silhouette of angel, whispers where i belong
I ask her "Where?" she says look down,
She's so soft, yet my ears they keep ringing,
Don't believe keep blinking
Leave me out
Of any games you play
Just let me walk away
If you settle things down
Let me go in peace
I try to spread my love all around
'Cause your dirty secrets
Have turned me into a dirty lie
I know everything that you ever said
Was just to ease my mind
When I got caught
Inside your web
It was taking me over
You were leaving me under the ground
With my voice, With my hands
I will do anything that I want to do with them
It's my choice, And they're my demands
They are strong enough to break the skin
Now that you're gone
I don't need much of anything
That you have for me anymore
You left me alone
But then I suppose
That's just the way my story goes
'Cause these dirty feelings
Have pushed me over the line
Know that all the things that you ever did
Will kick your ass in time
When I break free
From your linked chains
That were taking me over
They were keeping me under the ground
With my voice, With my hands
I will do anything that I want to do with them
It's my choice, And they're my demands
They are strong enough to break the skin
I've figured out my weaknesses
And so I hide them from you
Every time you come around
I feel it's all that I can do
There's a nervousness that comes with this
But I cannot describe it
So I hide out in the basement,
in an alley where it's dark and cold and you can never
Find me there.
But now that I'm stronger
I will shout it out loud
You were taking me over
But now I'm rising over the crowd
With my voice, With my hands
I will do anything that I want to do with them
It's my choice, And they're my demands
She's like a drug when you're addicted to love
That elusive answer that you can't think of
Slowly pulling you in like she's been sent from up above
She's like a pill you get your fill
But then you still need more
She's all up in your face in such a way you can't ignore
Her standing there
Maybe this will be good for you
(Like falling down)
Maybe all of this will be good
Lay down in her open sky
You're still waiting for her moon to rise
She's contagious
She's like a dream but none you've ever seen
Turns you into the man you never thought you could be
Now that we're all alone she said
This is just between you and me anyway
Maybe this will be good for you
(Like falling down)
Maybe all of this will be good
Lay down in her open sky
Still waiting for her moon to rise
She's contagious
Face down when you realize
All the love in this room has been swept aside
Come save us or just me
Sometimes she's gonna treat you like
You've never done anything right
You were never more than a lover
Already stained
Cannot be untainted
A long ride to where?
I was once when the man came with an anchor to down on
Impossible to obtain
Look to imagination
Light fades, eyes fall
You still believe when I tell you it's a lie
There's no man that ever mattered casted shadow
All I can see, the whites inside their lies have yet to
Become more than just a fragment
A fragment
All that there is now
Cannot remain unsavored
Leave pain, short breath
Why still believe when we already know
Son of an angel comes to relieve your soul
All I can tell, the poison that you bring has served you well
Yet can't become more than a fragment
A fragment
I cannot see, lost inside
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Intrusion of privacy credit cards drivers' licenses
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Blackened skies
Closing in
Risks run high
Dangerous world we live in a dangerous world
Names are endless but faceless
I wanna be the part, the piece
That makes you numb
I've never seen, you look so comfortable
The way you're finger rests across your face
So let the walls that fall
Around you crumble to the ground
It's not so hard if you just
Let yourself go into me.
No one's home you still come in
I'm alone I kinda like it
I break around the edges
I break around the edges
I may hang on to you
To lay right under you
Got nothing left to prove, so I
Take you up on my high horse
Ride off never turn around.
Not a day that goes by
That I don't wish you here
I feel like I'm losing my mind
When I get so tired sometimes
No one's home you still come in
I'm alone, but
I break around the edges
You waltz through my defenses
I may hang on to you
To lay right under you, and say it's for you
Got nothing left to prove, so I
Take you up on my high horse
Ride off never turn around.
I'm the part, the piece
High or Low, I've played those games
I watch the tide deeply insane
Dunes of sand in the glittered sun
She walked right by contagious and stunned
Removed from the doubts about my,
Removed from the doubts about me,
Removed from the doubts about my God,
All your doubts about me
Spend your time, left behind,
Shine your soul and look you'll find,
Can you believe it has become real?
Read aloud, words connect the people
Watch her soul as she drifts away
She glides with the wind as her body lay
Can you see all of the other things been left there on the side?
Can you feel that when the day comes i'll be in that state of mind?
But i'd never let the sun beat down, move right on down the line,
High or low, not this time
To love is the right,
To love is the right,
To love is the right,
Verse 1:
All as one in space
We're part of the same
All as one we wait
You wore out your stay
Last call
It's late
So long
As we all come together as one
One way
One heart
All a part of the pain
Chorus:
Give me that beat
Show your love
Out of your seat
Keep that beat on
Give me that beat
Show your love
On your knees
Keep that beat on
Give me that beat
Verse 2:
All as one we wait
You wore out your stay here
All as one in space
All a part of the same
Last call
It's late
So long
As we all come together as one
One way
One heart
All a part of the pain
Chorus: (x2)
Give me that beat
Give me that beat
Show your love
Out of your seat
Keep that beat on
Give me that beat
Show your love
So suddenly
Keep that beat on
Give me that beat
Show your love
Out of your seat
Keep that beat on
Beat
Love
Teeth
Keep that beat on
Last call
It's late
So long
As we all come together as one
One way
One heart
Oh, love, love is strange
Oh-oh
When there's beauty on the inside,
The outside there's nothing to ch-ch-ch-change
Oh after I know, after it I want this song to love with someone watching over me
Rain or storm, the only ṗlace I wanna be is close to the heart of everything I even need
The lightening's not frightening when you are with me
Oh cause love is not always what you think it'll be
Love, oh love is strange, oh-oh-oh
When there's beauty on the inside,
The outside there's nothing to ch-ch-ch-change
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Can't judge a book by its cover
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Love, love is strange, oh-oh-oh
When there's beauty on the inside,
The outside there's nothing to ch-ch-ch-change
The lightening's not frightening when you are with me
Oh cause love is not always what you think it'll be
Love, love is strange, oh-oh-oh
When there's beauty on the inside,
The outside there's nothing to ch-ch-ch-change
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Can't judge a book by its cover
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Can't judge a book by its cover
Oh, love, love is strange
Oh-oh
When there's beauty on the inside,
The outside there's nothing to ch-ch-ch-change
Oh after I know, after it I want this song to love with someone watching over me
Rain or storm, the only Wlace I wanna be is close to the heart of everything I even need
Life is not frightening when you are with me
Oh cause love is not always what you think it'll be
Love, oh love is strange, oh-oh-oh
When there's beauty on the inside,
The outside there's nothing to ch-ch-ch-change
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Can't judge a book by it's cover
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Love, love is strange, oh-oh-oh
When there's beauty on the inside,
The outside there's nothing to ch-ch-ch-change
Life is not frightening when you are with me
Oh cause love is not always what you think it'll be
Love, love is strange, oh-oh-oh
When there's beauty on the inside,
The outside there's nothing to ch-ch-ch-change
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Can't judge a book by it's cover
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Strange love, strange love for one-another
Can't judge a book by it's cover
[Chorus]
People want my power,
And they want more station,
Stormed my winter palace,
But they couldn't take it!
All the way to Paris,
Run my reputation,
Try to pull my status,
But they couldn't fake it!
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey!
Trying to put a bullet on you guys won't go,
,. Looking for your ticket, the less will go,
..but your guys won't go!
Man, you look on, you look on your race,
But I'm too gone, I' too gone,
When you get on, you get on, you shake it!
Man, took on, took on, too much don't blow!
[Chorus]
People want my power,
And they want more station,
Stormed my winter palace,
But they couldn't take it!
All the way to Paris,
Run my reputation,
Try to pull my status,
But they couldn't fake it!
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey!
Can I get a witness, closer look,
Everybody ,
And you could be the widget to my turbo,
Let me see your status on a closer look,
Do you forget, forget the basics?
On a , you must go search,
And it's too far; it's too far the basis,
But you're slipping, you're sliding,
Can make it go!
[Chorus]
People want my power,
And they want more station,
Stormed my winter palace,
But they couldn't take it!
All the way to Paris,
Run my reputation,
Try to pull my status,
But they couldn't fake it!
How hard we found
Another instrument to crash you,
Crash you, crash you!
I need another instrument to crash you
Crash you, crash you!
I need, crash you!
Ha, ha, ha, crash you!
[Chorus]
People want my power,
And they want more station,
Stormed my winter palace,
But they couldn't take it!
All the way to Paris,
Run my reputation,
Try to pull my status,
The icy path, the steep passage uphill
Soaks in the steps of infinity
Through this withering weather
Blazing the moments of reality
At the plains, the highest compound
Of the frozen constellations
The defiance of degeneration
The gravity of existence
Where the stars descend
Where the sun deserts
Illusions delusive
The encounter
...Of the above and below
Time coils with reaons coherent
Serenity exuded and benightened
Where the stars descend
Where the sun deserts
Illusions delusive
The encounter
...Of the above and below
At the plains, the highest compound
Of the frozen constellations
The defiance of degeneration
The gravity of existence
The encounter
From the melting shores to the icy hills
The route from the membrane to the core
A ladder of evolution, a crossroad of confusion
Sharpens the spear of delineations
From the icy hills to the melting shores...
From the melting shores to the icy hills
A ladder of evolution
The encounter
"We shall stick it out to the end,
but we are getting weaker, of course,
and the end cannot be far.
It seems a pity,
but I do not think I can write more."
Frozen columns spearing the horizon
Gazing throughout the stellar endlessness
Alone at the peak of sole endurance
Under the blue and desolated skies
At the frontier of the icy wasteland
Grid by the urge for a new conquest
A discovery, a spiritual recovery
A moment of profound release
Illumine - the everlasting path
Illumine - the broad horizon
At the polar mesial, the foreland
To unleash, rove and to cease
No way back at the end of this track
Where the sun is my friend, fiend and decease
At the end of the icy wasteland
The last resort, the last deport
Traces beyond the stellar map
Coexistent from here on
Illumine - the noble moments
Illumine - the cause of those
In this wasteland mankind has found it's curse,
The suffocative coldness and the ice storms
Still, I am standing on a frozen universe,
A sealed space for unknown life forms
Where centuries of blizzards have paraded
To conceal organisms' survival
From a distant sun this essence invaded
Our world, tender and pervial
A riddle in Cosmo biology,
Existence without metabolism and fetor
Crystallized cells that found an analogy
To breed inside a massive isolator
Under the hostile surface, dwelling in the dark
Like a mysterious and unseen ghost
Waiting to consume daylight's spark
And find a suitable host
Imitating the known human guise,
A bacterium supernatural
From hidden depths in the multilayered ice
It adapted to the new material
A riddle in Cosmo biology,
Existence without metabolism and fetor
Crystallized cells that found an analogy
To breed inside a massive isolator
It was Iceolated
Until it gyrated
Around our numb and innermost
The illustrious obstructions at the skyline
Keep intelligentials inside their walls
A labyrinth built of gelid brine
Where inclement weather feeds the wintry pall
Here I call out to polaris
Screaming from bone and marrow
The echo should reach even solaris
But seems trapped in passages narrow
No melting, no sublimation at this place
The glacier's crack got it's prey
Like a demon with a dreadful face
Tearing all senses away
I'm trapped in the dark, in the white
Waiting to get a glimpse of the skies
But this cave-like space swallows all light
I'm stuck in miles of ice
Yet the thoughts accumulate
But not those of hope and aid
Cause no sane civilisation will reach this crate
Iceolated in mile-spread arcades
I hear the storm howling above
But the sound of breaking ice is louder
Sharp edges with intention to clove
Decorated with nature's cold powder
Broken arms, broken knees
Broken chest, finally peace!
No melting, no sublimation at this place
The glacier's crack got it's prey
Like a demon with a dreadful face
The fuse is about to burn
Energy ignites the frames
The halo around and through
Flares in the sea-color blue
The fable is about to regain
No order is here to endure
Disruption will come true
Final eruption of the icy blue
Hypothermic future
Gate to a new existence
Never to let anyone through
Neither a glimpse nor a view
Earth concealed, never again to be revealed
An evolutionary implosion, summary erosion
Mankind had it's chance, no more advance
Diode Earth
The route is about to turn
Failed existence - error
An ending has come through
That summons me and you
Earth concealed, never again to be revealed
An evolutionary implosion, summary erosion
Mankind had it's chance, no more advance
The polar sun protrudes through the frozen wilderness
As the endeavours of the silent wanderer summon in vain
Cease to exist as the blood crystallizes blending with snow
I am there; I was there - in Nature's fierce trap
The flesh is frozen covered by layers of numbling snowflakes
Assail at this square of ice amidst the enervating worlds
A dream of endurance torn in pieces hollow and in vain
This is my last passage through the state of being sane
Equal to nonexistent, drifting away
Untamed courses, swifts astray
To another time, to another bay
To a nonexistence...
At the top of the world, yet in deepest sorrow
The endeavouring character of cruelty and love
The brilliance of death, the pursuant of life
Rumbling at this square of my deterioration
The polar sun protrudes through the frozen wilderness
I am amongst the pale, frozen haze, like a dream
The light weakens upon the sea of everlast
Yet the horizon is crystal bright, the air cold and light
Equal to nonexistent, drifting away
Untamed courses, swifts astray
To another time, to another bay
The skies of a future horizon
Blind my sight like an icy spear
Like a beam through a starlit mirror
Illumination of the world entry
Millions and billions of shining embers
The stellar manifestation of the skies
Like a frozen leash of gleaming moments
Tied to the seeking glare of my eyes
The illusion of existence
Frozen by this winterland
The purpose of revival
The coherent collusion
Millions and billions of shining embers
The stellar manifestation of the skies
Like a frozen leash of gleaming moments
Tied to the seeking glare of my eyes
Through the hidden realm of the fallen
Where the predatory effusion rises
Concourse - the dwell superior to every war
Man and nature
Fire and ice
Under the diamond skies
Emaciated yet strong, shaded yet sharpen
Diversity of colours fades to monochrome
The mundane weakens to starve
Hours disrupt in a glimpse of moments
The horizon fall with the snowflake
Man and nature
Fire and ice
Earth inclines away from the sun
As the cold season is improving
At my viewpoint, a palace of eccentricity
Where the whole scenerey is moving
Nature's monuments in a transpolar drift
(Casting dark blue shadows that we fear)
The coastline ends up in this delta's rift
(A dynamism ignited by the obliquity of spheres)
Standing still, still travelling through an area of ice
By a slowly rotating current that leads the stream
clockwise
An omnificent hall of brutal adventures
Ejecting islands from a polar den
Formation - growth - deformation - disintegration
At the annual snowline, again and again
I'm sailing on crystal sheets
Where explorers met tremendous drama
The scenery's harshness can't deplete
Imagination's cyclorama
I'm on the move, or is it the world?
Nature stages a shifting play
By uniquitous events my view is purled
And lionized by ablation's pray
Standing still, still travelling through an area of ice
By a slowly rotating current that leads the stream
I've conjured my visions awake
To render excitement to pride
I visit the old for this sake
And credulously follow the guide,
A natural thought which I can't omit
Outspoken by the sagacious alp
Leading upwards to the summit
That the luminary sun scalps
Thousands of obstacles pass my way
Mile-wide rivers and abyss-deep questionings
Within the senses I feel astray
Effected by the human reasoning
The greatest alp is my own perception
Of my skills in relation to the rock
So, the highest summit is the senses' inception
Not a planestesimal or material parrock
At childhood I started to climb manhood
At manhood I climb the future
Progression is the only ladder, good
Enough to mount failure
To my awareness I am the same factor
As the blizzard is to the mountainside
A both creative and destructive actor
That carries the circumstances inside
As soon as we held sceince key
Our thinking became infected
We tried to reclaim to cronian sea
Like infinitely wise we acted
But the sea conquered our toil
Still we knew it all
With egos firm as frozen soil
Our mastery began the poles fall
Like a dying season we fell asleep
Our sensibility desisted to grow
The pit of stupudity seems ocean deep
As we still bury our heads in the snow
We have to handle preparation before we summon
erudition
Otherwise wthe world's like glaze
Transparent, but a slippery derision
That covers the earthly maze
And we're lost in haze
Alarm! Alert! Wake up from your (un)conscious
Adjust your soul to this colure's frequency
We need a cessation of failing nunscious
And hibernation is a way to consult modesty
As the barren lands becomes grime
The biomes suffer by our torment
Cause we are insulated by time
Result: awake but dormant
Like a dying season we fell asleep
Our sensibility desisted to grow
The pit of stupudity seems ocean deep
As we still bury our heads in the snow
We need maturation of our capacity
Somewhere in the maze
Mankind's solace is rendering
Throughout the starlit haze
The woven rim groans eagerly
Monochrome forecast of the future
Poetry of the incoherent rhymes
Is the last speech of mother earth
End of the journey the fall of night
The curtains of greed fade the light
A history of evolution
Ages of constructions
Moments of endurance
The glimpse of reproduction
Selection evolving to perfection
Balancing without distraction
A glorious heritage
Left behind, by the blind
Somewhere in the face
The children's tears sparkle
Yet there is no place to become
Neither father nor mother
Neither brother nor sister
Deportation
Ice melted, water drained
Skies are red, air that chokes
The shallow horizon stains
Trees blooms in grey
Not for another day
Deportation
A history of evolution
Ages of constructions
Moments of endurance
The glimpse of reproduction
Selection evolving to perfection
Neither father nor mother
Neither brother nor sister
Sitting in the subterranean chamber
Embraced by the vast solitariness
Seclusion concealed by a vision's ember
That speaks the words of science grandness
And light determination in my soul,
To unite with Terra and the mysterious
Order that lives on this crude pole,
And transmits feelings of the ecstatic and delirious
The Arctic Fever tempers me to explore,
The environment and my emotions
I'm an extraterrestrial in this secretive lore,
Tested by organism's corrosion.
Like the wind is strong our relation is equally fragile
Contaminated, and then lost?
(Exposed, and then refined?)
As organelle and mind reconcile
With the tundra, delta and every path I've crossed
Surrounded by millions, billions, zillions of species
But sometimes still I feel alone
'Cause microbes carry such neutral facies,
Their expressions are trapped in ice and stone
But if I ever leave, I will return
'Cause my blood is heated by the Arctic Fever
My body freezes, but my soul burns
So, I'm both transmitter and receiver
The oceans, the freezing passages
Wipe out the traces of the mankind
Eradicate glance once released
Uphold the order of the cycles
The patterns of the stellar rage
To ravish the insomniac dynasty
With the pale northern tranquillity
Screams cease to silence and no rumble
The fire, fierce, calms to ashes and debris
Ocean waves, the pulse of time
Beats through the icy kingdom
A chapter to open, a story to close
A moment of release, a heart that froze
Nine waves
Ashore, throughout the nine waves
Adore, the memory of the cronian seas
The lore, the era of equilibrium
Summer and winter
Autumn and spring
The entire entity
The utter province of the world
The habutation of all domination
Adrift and afloat, yet sinking
The final adventure of man's proclamation
Ocean waves, the pulse of time
Beats through the icy kingdom
A chapter to open, a story to close
A moment of release, a heart that froze
Nine waves
Ashore, throughout the nine waves
Adore, the memory of the cronian seas
The lore, the era of equilibrium
Summer and winter
Autumn and spring
The entire entity
Ocean waves, the pulse of time
Beats through the icy kingdom
A chapter to open, a story to close
Glacial deserts surround this habitat
Where lounges are slaves to the Northern gale
An inaccessible position on an inaccessible plat
Here, even daylight feels immensely pale
My journey took me across the Arctic Ocean
Where lonely horizons are rife
I've told them my heartfelt devotion
"To see the untouched regions of life"
The permafrost is serving as soil
Absorbing the rays from above
It's texture reminds of the stone's toil
To defeat time to become Jove
Snowfields cover the end, the vertical
And plants an ice-covered water, and their notion
That concentrates organic particles
As a roof that seals the rhythmic motion
Here, photosynthesis can't support life
Still something stirs beneath
It's strength cuts like the sharpest knife
When it travels towards that ceiling underneath
I am an explorer with a pure dream
To find existence in the purest form
A rover that passes the coldest stream
