The Death of a Composer: Rosa, a Horse Drama (1999)

Actors

• Peter Greenaway (miscellaneous crew)
• Peter Greenaway (actor)
• Peter Greenaway (director)
• Peter Greenaway (writer)
• Kees Kasander (producer)
• George van Breemen (producer)
• Corné Henri Bibo (actor)
• Roger Smeets (actor)
• Lyndon Terracini (actor)
• Christopher Gillett (actor)
• Marie Angel (actress)
• Miranda van Kralingen (actress)
• Phyllis Blanford (actress)

Genres

• Music

Amon Saga (1986)

Actors

• Debora Rabbai (actress)
• David Brimmer (actor)
• J. Robert Spencer (actor)
• Noboru Shiroyama (writer)
• Yoshitaka Amano (writer)
• Yotee (actor)
• Flavio Romeo (actor)
• Peter Bavaro (producer)
• Jack Taylor (actor)
• Hideo Seaver (actor)
• Toru Yoshida (producer)
• Baku Yumemakura (writer)
• Keith Howard (actor)
• Shunji Ôga (director)
• Dan Stevens (actor)

Genres

• Animation

• Lyrics: play full screen play karaoke
• Biomech - Vals No. 666 - Allegaeon
• Cower Before Me - Allegaeon
• Preaching The Machine - Allegaeon
• From Seed To Throne - Allegaeon
• Nex Of Terra - Allegaeon
• The Cleansing - Allegaeon
• Point Of Disfigurement - Allegaeon
• The Renewal - Allegaeon
• The God Particle - Allegaeon
• The Weeds Will Prosper - Allegaeon
• A Cosmic Question - Allegaeon
• Accelerated Evolution - Allegaeon
• Across The Folded Line - Allegaeon
• Atrophy Of Hippocrates - Allegaeon
• Downfall - Welkin
• Wretched - Welkin
• The Weary - Welkin
• The Throne - Welkin
• Rites - Welkin
• Loki - Welkin
• Heart Storm - Welkin
• Cynical Breath - Welkin
• Chapters - Welkin
• Wheelchair Groupie - Alquin
• Taste - Elegeion
• Depleted - Elegeion
• Thoughts - Elegeion
• Through The Eyes Of Regret - Elegeion
• Heaven's Torment - Elegeion
• Wallow - Elegeion
• Elegeion - Elegeion
• Solitude - Elegeion
• The Last Moment - Elegeion

State of condition comatose burn victim
The deaf blind paralyzed blight
Pure decision to end the suffering of those
That cannot win the fight
So what'd you do, so what'd you do
With your god the fat you chewed
And from his silence to your faith infer
To split the hair and watch them suffer
And still, you say "you're playing god" "in the name of god"
"for the love of god" ...goddamn you
Opposition to prolonged life decision
By the man who calls himself right
Holier than thee, you go breaking your creed
Solely perceived on your false insight
chorus
As her eyesight fades
In the dark she'll curse your name
His hearing dissipates
Now in silence he'll curse your name
The man under a bullets reign
They will all curse your name
The child defaced by flame
They will all curse your name
Ryan solo
Time passes and the nation of god refuses time is wasted on a contradicting point
They taste their flexible morality and choke on the bitter reality
Greg solo
Ryan solo
Greg & Ryan
State of affliction derails your conviction
By the man at first who wasn't sold
Your position faces the opposition
Now a victim of your misguided mold
chorus

With the tyrants rise, so begins the rapture
On winds of disguise, I will return
Congregate the masses, religions join then pass
Hell spawn at my command, so begins my reign of man
Cower before me (x2)
Born in fire, rise from these ashes
Serpent god eternal, power flows through me
Reign in fire, haven to the beast eternal
Rule infernal, cower before me
Follow the chosen one, the prophecy in hand
Forged in fire, encrusted in the barren land
Slaves lashed and broken, beliefs shattered like stone
Foretold by the profit, I stand upon a blood red throne
Cower before me (x2)
Born in fire, rise from these ashes
Serpent god eternal, power flows through me
Reign in fire, haven to the beast eternal
Rule infernal, cower before me
Armies of the dead, my disciples of the dark
Legions of pawns, we prepare to leave our mark
Crusaders of the plague, my warriors of the dark
Legions of rats, prepare for the sacred Reich
The sky bleeds red, on my ascension to the throne
The scriptures, prophesies the chosen ones great demise
I'll lead the vermin, the virus, vile and the human race
I oppose the great sermon, I am the lords disgrace
Cower before me (x2)
Born in fire, rise from these ashes
Serpent god eternal, power flows through me
Reign in fire, haven to the beast eternal

A belief, a conjured up belief, sworn to make you pay
The greatest lie, ever created, for a monetary donation
Watch for, a fallout
Then see, what you believe in now
Vast amounts of mind consumed, by counterfeit reports
A wound, brought forth on man, illusions for, sanity
Watch for, a fallout
Then see, who you believe in now
I don't need a preacher, for this facade
I don't need your input, on who is my
Collection of lies, with rewards or punishment
Pushed upon, fuck your congregation, I won't be, taken
Watch for, a fallout
Then see, what you believe in now
I don't need a preacher, for this facade
I don't need your input, on who is my God
Believe I won't be recruited, to your artificial creed
Watch for, a fallout
Then see, who you believe in now
I don't need a preacher, for this facade
I don't need your input, on who is my God
I don't need a preacher, for this facade

Animalistic behaviors triumph for we are here to procreate spreading seed
Sub conscious focus to dominate survival of the fittest.
The filth of the land is blinded by advancement and reality proceeds to drift away
We will fight we will destroy together we will consume the weak
Target in sight we will destroy together we will consume the weak
Greg solo
Fixed action patterns aggression seems to deem fit sex feeding fight or flight is integrated
pre-chorus
chorus
A species built to prevail the taste of blood entices you not knowing how to fail
Ryan solo
Greg solo
Ryan solo
Do you live in fear or create it?
Ryan & Greg
We are mastering the art of intimidation feeding the fire of confrontation
pre-chorus

A great storm approaches, and with it death encroaches
In our final hours we are deceived
So with this partial core, dictation will be no more
And shake the foundations of belief
Fire, distaster by thy scene
Fire, releasing the unseen
An era, beyond repair, Chernobyl reigns of terror
Man killed by his own, invention
Damnation marches faster, on the cusp of this great
disaster
In the winds ride our asphyxiant
Fire, distaster by thy scene
Fire, releasing the unseen
The end of all, is so beautiful
The man made god machine, is here
So beautiful
Man's greatest achievement, created fear
Did you ever think you'd see, at the turn of the
century
Our accelerated march towards domination
Men so blinded by their greed, that they never came to
Power means nothing, with no civilization
Fire, distaster by thy scene
Fire, releasing the unseen
The end of all, is so beautiful
The man made god machine, is here
So beautiful
Man's greatest achievement, created fear
Countless gone
A necessary gain
Fire, distaster by thy scene
Fire, releasing the unseen
The end of all, is so beautiful
The man made god machine, is here
So beautiful

This day unfolds wrath beyond life
In front of your eyes we face the cycle
The ground trembles as elevations rise
The land gives way now we face the blast
Your final hour brings understanding that your gods right under you
This is the cleansing a global campaign exterminating the virus that is us
Cleansing a global sentence reigning with natural justice
This day unfolds for we cannot proceed
The time is now for the land to bleed
The global cleansing humankind fears
Ash ridden skies Armageddon nears
pre-chorus
chorus
The skies light up with fire designed to cleanse the land
Pyroclastic flow devours all within its path
Greg solo
Destroying mans empires the infection that is us
A conclusion to humanity our existence turns to dust
Ryan solo
Greg solo
This day of truth of humankind's demise exploits the powers of religions lies
Catastrophic eruptions rhyolite floods wash away the streets
pre-chorus

A war within the severs ties from all dissociation
Breathing in the chaos tenfold manipulation
The severity lost identity self- mutilation
Unstable unable to clear your head
The visions consume you of your loved ones dead
They say beauty's on your inside but your inside is disfigured
Born without a choice on how you're wired
They say beauty's on your inside but your inside is disfigured
Feeling the wrath of life you manufactured
Empty again regulation deficiency idealization
Past the point of self-control your actions read devaluation
pre-chorus
chorus
Ryan solo
Ryan solo
Greg solo
pre-chorus

Cycles in motion continuously shifting conditions and shifting the seas
With life hosting life endlessly a complex design
The skies clear up for the cleansing has passed
The layers show signs of a violent past
That is proving defining the cycle the system
Theories based on single cell organisms
With energy water and oxygen
Is it possible to revive life again?
What was once spoiled is now fertile land
The question stands was this renewal planned?
Ryan solo
Complex reactions for this beast to thrive
Conditions of life adapting to design
Photosynthesis drive atmosphere stabilizes
Self-sustaining biological processes
chorus
Greg solo
Cycles in motion continuously shifting conditions and shifting the seas
With life hosting life endlessly a complex design renewing
Greg solo
Translating the land calculating the stages
Beating the clock surviving the ages
Staring so deep in the eyes of defeat
Knowing now that this phase will repeat

Accelerate the matter
Showers of debris
Defines a universe so empty
Dark matter
Super symmetry
Accounts for that which is unseen
Can electromagnetic collisions determine our creation?
At what expense
We prove our existence
Exhaust axons of belief
Machinery so immense
A universe with no dimensions
Enter the void
Black nothing
Tug the strings of mortality
Energetic
Devices prey
On the fabric of reality
pre-chorus
chorus
Ryan solo
Greg solo
Mankind pushes forward
Feeding on answers
Mankind pushes forward
For the truth
And understanding
Comprehending proof
Through light speed energized particles
Ryan solo
Greg solo
pre-chorus

Skell's of society, perceived through filtered eyes
Judged on biased reality, a malevolent despise
Mechanic, action, programmed simple minds
Veiled in a hatred, blackened disguise
Paradigm shift, judged by the hypocrates
Paradox rift, a sermon for the ruthless
We are the weeds, battered and broken
Skell's of society, lest we be outspoken
We are the weeds, born to burn in hell
Worms of society, forever we will prosper
Scars of tomorrow, scabs of the human race
Seen as vile, defined as the great disgrace
Morbidly clad, we're painted in black
The more you kill, the more we'll grow back
Paradigm shift, judged by the maggots
Paradox rift, a sermon for the heartless
We are the weeds, battered and broken
Skell's of society, lest we be outspoken
We are the weeds, born to burn in hell
Worms of society, forever we will prosper
We take on the masses, with our heads held high
High deviant catalyst, defeating simple minds
We are the weeds, battered and broken
Skell's of society, lest we be outspoken
We are the weeds, born to burn in hell

Conjectures thrive,
Why are we alive?
Presenting an open mind
Intergalactic travel?
Dimensions?
A product of genetics?
What defines reality?
What defines a soul?
Where is the line of fathom
And how much truth do we know?
What lies beyond what we see?
These cosmic questions for all humanity
What lies beyond what we know and see?
These endless questions are for all entities
Too many signs in this life to ignore
What were the ancients telling us?
From Giza to galaxies
Exceeding comprehension
What's the truth on foreign life?
What defines reality?
What defines a soul?
Where is the line of fathom
And how much truth do we know?
What lies beyond what we see?
These cosmic questions for all humanity
What lies beyond what we know and see?
These endless questions are for all entities
Are the answers here
On this sphere we occupy?
In the land we're bleeding dry?
Is the truth disguised?
Should we look to the skies?
Would we find ties to global demise?
So many have vanished
At what cause and time?
Did civilizations face annihilation?
Infinite, no walls,
Just a blink of an eye,
When is the beginning and end
Of existence and time?
What defines reality?
What defines a soul?
Where is the line of fathom
And how much truth do we know?
What lies beyond what we see?
These cosmic questions for all humanity
What lies beyond what we know and see?

Chromosomes X and Y, divide and multiply
Constant revolving D.N.A.
Adapting to stimuli through vibrations of nuclei
Until humanity dies away
So now break it down into the finite compounds
Who could foresee when we crawled from the ocean
Those who could stand upon these shores?
We evolve from primate to man
From man to gods, from gods to dust
Ryan solo
Uncharted growth breeds in us new hope
Our phenotypic divergence
Genomes in mutation sparks a revelation
Beginnings of a species convergence
pre-chorus
chorus
Greg solo
See this double helix rise like a phoenix
From these ashes
Of humanities flaws
Ryan solo
Ryan solo
Greg solo
Greg & Ryan
So if they want to pit us against survival of the fittest
To see how we will make it through
To survive with distinction a species hell-bent on extinction
If only Darwin knew
pre-chorus
chorus
Who could foresee when the first cell was split that the process would lead to this

Inside a rational haze through an irrational gaze
The future in reverse a path to primitive days
Singularity returns as normality turns
Zero volume infinite density the hourglass of humanity burns
Mechanisms machines to mold our fate as we travel across the folded line
Backwards in time
Through a tear in the sky
Through the mirror universe
Staring back at familiar eyes
Symmetric in time
Across the folded line
Outside the horizon
Reform to original design
To re-write the past is to reform the future
Erase all account
Dissipating doubt
Parallel point of origin
Lines of time diverge
Endless chance to change the past
To make the lines converge
pre-chorus
chorus
Ryan solo
A spatial shortcut through electric lines of force
An exchange of space and time
Ryan solo
A linear shortcut through electric lines of force
An exchange of matter and time
Greg solo

A prescription for their pocketbooks a lethal dose of agony
Cutting the throats of the wretched
Deranged and desensitized no remorse is seen in their eyes
Walking the path of the dead
Who are you to design the life we live?
Who are you to decline a further chapter?
Mass belief in a trusting system built by greed on gold foundations
Tasting the chance of an uncertain future
And now there profits to be made so now there's lives to be saved
This new found disease deserves a pill
chorus
Rayn solo
Those who control the knowledge controls the masses
Greg solo
Those who control the knowledge controls the flock
Ryan solo
Greg solo

Wild Face
Burned With Yearning
Bloody Meadows, Forced To Hate
In Their Hands, Pain Keeps Growing
The Veil Of Promise, Shows NO Stains
The System Fails
The Sky Comes Down
Misery Is Ending
Clouds Pore Down
Rains Of Sorrow
The Downfall Starts
We Eat Our Own Full Weight
Of Misery, Grieve And Hate
Thinking That We'll Survive
Growing Enstranged
We Eat Our Own Full Weight
Of Misery, Grieve And Hate
Thinking That We'll Survive
Growing Enstranged
Wild Face
Burned With Yearning
Bloody Meadows, Forced To Hate
In Their Hands, Pain Keeps Growing
The Veil Of Promise, Shows NO Stains

Like Sheep Grilling In The Heat
Of What Was A Sweet And Thrilling Day
Race The World To Be The First
On The Ride That Goes Straight To Hell
Like Sheep Grilling In The Heat
Of What Was A Sweet And Thrilling Day
Race The World To Be The First
On The Ride That Goes Straight To Hell
Leave Me To Be
Don't Want To Go
Let Me To Live
My Own Life
Like Sheep Grilling In The Heat
Of What Was A Sweet And Thrilling Day
Race The World To Be The First
On The Ride That Goes Straight To Hell
Fighting An Others Demons
This Wretched Life Must Go
I Never Asked For This Trip
Beyond The Depths Of My Own Goals
Fighting An Others Demons
This Wretched Life Must Go
I Live In Poverty
Like Sheep Grilling In The Heat
Of What Was A Sweet And Thrilling Day
Race The World To Be The First
On The Ride That Goes Straight To Hell
Like Sheep Grilling In The Heat
Of What Was A Sweet And Thrilling Day
Race The World To Be The First
On The Ride That Goes Straight To Hell
Leave Me To Be
Don't Want To Go
Let Me To Live
My Own Life
Leave Me To Be
Don't Want To Go
Rising At Time
Dragging My Limbs
Let Me To Live
My Own Life
Let Me To Live

With A Ridged Enslaving Beat
The Sound Crawls Up To Me
Silence Dies In Ripping Screams
As They Are Out, Finding Me
Looking For Their Hungry Eyes
Tears Well Up In Me
Why Can't They Just Pass By
And Let Me Bleed
I Want To Sleep
Beyond The Gate Of My Own Keep
I Cannot Hope To Be Free
Driving My Nails In The Walls
Still Slowly I Slip Away
I Hold The Pain
Let It All Burn
Turn Around My Sight
Black Hands On A Dying Light
Hollow Teeth With A Holy Sign
The Air Choking, Closing Tight
Crawling Towards The Final Line
Black Hands On A Dying Light
Hollow Teeth With A Holy Sign
Sounds Crawling Up To Me
Silence Dying In A Ripping Screams
The Air Choking, Closing Tight
Crawling Towards The Final Line
Beyond The Gate Of My Own Keep
I Cannot Hope To Be Free
Driving My Nails In The Walls
Still Slowly I Slip Away
Don't Let Me Sleep
I Die Alone
Into The Dark
over The Plains
Of Weathered Grief
And My Own Life
Why Play My Divine Snare
Fight Aside The Crumbling Right
The Danger In Eternal Care
Wrestling With The Cloth Of Night
Spreaded Wings Surrounding Me
Holding My Mind Complete
One Ray Of Breaking Light

The Ability Of An Own Voice
Is A Gift, Blessed And Praised
So Why Try And Hide Yourself
Behind The Statue Of An Empire Raised
Hail To The Throne
Feed The King
The Ability Of An Own Voice
Is A Gift, Blessed And Praised
So Why Try And Hide Yourself
Behind The Statue Of An Empire Raised
Hail To The Throne
Feed The King
Let Perish, The Rest Of It
In A Flock There Is No Room To Grow
Let Perish, The Voice Of It
The Shepherd Will Let ... Let You Drown
The Ability Of An Own Voice
Is A Gift, Blessed And Praised
Hail To The Throne
Feed The King
Hail To The Throne
Feed The King
The Ability Of An Own Faith
Is A Gift, Blessed And Praised
So Why Try And Hide Yourself
Behind The Statue Of An Empire Ruined

The Harder We Scream At This
Heart Fleshed By Integrity
Passed Onto The Dreaming Plains
Groaning We Rest Ourselves
The Harder We Scream At This
Heart Fleshed By Integrity
Passed Onto The Dreaming Plains
Groaning We Rest Ourselves
Without The Rites
Without The Pain
Without The Lies
The Malice And Without The Stains
Without The Rites
Without The Pain
Without The Lies
The Malice And Without The Stains
Walls
Standing With Pride
Built With Passion
Time Endured
Walls
Standing With Pride
Spend In Friendship
Bounded In Hate
Armies Strong As No Living Man
Flooding Landscapes On Knees And Hands
Screaming The Names Of Them Who Lead
The Battle For Individuality
The Battle For Individuality
The Battle For Integrity
The Battle For Individuality
The Battle For Integrity
But The Whaling Echoes Tell Us
That This Will Not Be In Vein
Our Heart Will Keep On Growing
Beyond The Borders Of This Domain
This Will Only Enrichen
Our Sense Of Right And Wrong
The Mind Is Set To Flourish
And Take Our Misery Down
Armies Strong As No Living Man
Flooding Landscapes On Knees And Hands
Screaming The Names Of Them Who Lead
The Battle For Individuality
The Rites Cleans Our Past Tense
The Rites Make Way Of Grief
The Rites Strengthen Our Will

Speak The Name That Spawns Worldwide Disasters
Reaping The Wicked, Seizing The Damned
Fear The Hand That Weighs Of All Your Stories
Depths To Conquer, Evil To Drown
Evil To Drown
With The Sword In Which Fires Are Burning
I swing To Clench And Purify The Sky
From The Evil, The Sins, The Plagued
Follow My Rules, Or Admit To The Lie
With The Sword In Which Fires Are Burning
I swing To Clench And Purify The Sky
From The Evil, The Sins, The Plagued
Follow My Rules, Or Admit To The Lie
Admit To The Lie
I Feel Vengeance Burning Inside
For Those Who Pushed Me Aside
With The Sword In Which Fires Are Burning
I swing To Clench And Purify The Sky
From The Evil, The Sins, The Plagued
Follow My Rules, Be Willing To Die
To All Who Ever Followed
A Path To My Demise
I Will Never Forget

Voices Are Raw
Changing Structures, Falling Apart
What Once Was Holy Is Now A Daze
A Part That Just, Just Crumbled Away
The End Of My Faith
The Waves Are Coloured With Floatage Of Grief
As The Sun Sets On My Own Mystique
Breaking, Wrecking And Loosing Control
In My Heart I Dance On A Storm
I Dance Alone
I Hear Them Howl
I Hear Them Scream
None Of Them Know What They Need
They Feel So Empty
They Feel So Weak
So Very Small
Fallen To A Knee
I Can Howl
I Can Scream
But Still The Marshes Remain Too Deep
I Feel So Empty
I Feel So Weak
So Very Small
Fallen To A Knee
While They Are Waiting To Validate Their Life
I Need To Neglect My Compassionate Side
To Swim For Others Is Worse Then To Drown
But I'll Never Let, Let Them Down

No Sky Is Falling
No Church Has Burned
No Child Is Drowning
Cynical
No Wolf Is Howling
No War Was Fought
No Poles Are Melting
Cynical
No Sky Is Falling
No Church Has Burned
No Child Is Drowning
Cynical
No Wolf Is Howling
No War Was Fought
No Poles Are Melting
Cynical
This Is No World To Fill With Chance
Slaves Of Our Own Decadence
Wrestling Stories Of Innocence
We Will Never Escape The World Chance
This Is No World To Fill With Chance
As Slaves Of Our own Decadence
Wrestling Stories Of Innocence
We Will Never Escape This World Stance
Feel My Cynical Breath
Hating All But Myself
Feel My Cynical Breath
Burning All That Is Left
This Is No World To Fill With Chance
As Slaves Of Our own Decadence
Wrestling Stories Of Innocence
We Will Never Escape This World Stance
With A Tongue To Set On Fire
The Things That You So Treasure
In Your World
I Hate Your Words
I Hate Your Face
I Hate What You Stand For
Believe And Race
I Fear For My Downfall
So I Grasp To Kill Your Dreams
I'm Afraid To See You Rise
So I Enjoy Your Painful Screams
I Fear For My Downfall
So I Grasp To Kill Your Dreams
I'm Afraid To See You Rise
So I Enjoy Your Painful Screams
I Hate Your Words
I Hate Your Face
I Hate What You Stand For
Believe And Race
I Hate The Way I Break You Down

A Glance Of Insanity
A Mind Set To War
Craving For Solitude
Moulding The Door
Destroyed By Self-Knowledge
Crushed Bu Relief
Craving For Solitude
Surrounded By Weeds
To Let It Grow
To Let It Feed
To Need Believe
To See It Go
To Drown In Tears
To Turn The Page
To Feel Alive
To Kick And Fight
To Make It Stream
To Trust And Hope
To Reach Ahead
To Glow Inside
With Hands Full Of Memories
A Head Torn By Fear
The Shadows Reaping
Light Shines On Me
Light Shines On Me
To Let It Grow
To Let It Feed
To Need Believe
To See It Go
To Drown In Tears
To Turn The Page
To Feel Alive
To Kick And Fight
To Make It Stream
To Trust And Hope
To Reach Ahead
To Glow Inside
Enlighten Me
Selective Need
Squired Greed
Hope Drenched Seed

She moved her chair up on the stage
Her Hasselblad was on her knees
Watch her eyes, she lookes so happy
And see her smile, oh I know it’s not for me
Wheelchair groupie
Oooooh, wheelchair groupie
Her wonderboy came down the stairs
With silver pants and golden hair
Watch her eyes, she lookes so happy
And see her smile, oh I know it’s not for me
Wheelchair groupie
Oooooh, wheelchair groupie

Tempted by your taste
I knew that from the first time I met you
I can't be the force you need
When you're broken down
How come I always reach
And yet I fall behind you?
I guess I'm
Falling again
Silently dreams, lord knows the sacrifice
Silently screams lord, I know the sacrifice
Waking after sleep
In peace I find no interest in knowing
Where I am inside your heart
So just hold me down
How come I always reach
And yet I fall behind you?
I guess I'm
Falling again
Silently dreams, lord knows the sacrifice
Silently screams lord, I know the sacrifice
I made, I've made
Innocence is lost
To tear apart is to be inside you
Wasted by the course you lead
Why not break it down?
How come I always reach
And yet fall behind you?
I guess I'm

When you look into my eyes
You will not see a thing alive
For what rests inside this head
Is what once lived, yet now is dead
A man who always dreamt of life
Tried to live but died inside
A man who lives, yet chose to die
Is dead inside, yet still alive
That man was killed by a thousand lies
Not a mortal death, but a death inside
Those few who bear me no disguise
Show me truth behind the lies
Tell me of your wild desires

It makes me sigh
Watching life go by
I see the darkest night
Under the pale blue sky
To know what''s real
I cannot see
Hidden beneath the mask,
Even when reality be
I have been blinded
Afraid to see
The darkness in the light
Elude the truth, the way it be.
On a Winter''s morn
I see the Grey Dawn
The cold chills my spine
Like the hatred in my mind
I went to the forest
I went to the lake
Saw my own reflection
I saw two eyes, so full of hate
(Please help me )
As I gaze into the sea
I wish there was no one here, but me
To be at one with this earth
Let all rest in peace, allow a rebirth

I have found myself lost
Walking down these familiar streets,
Those strange faces stare blindly
I withdraw into my mind
In this solitude, it is sadness I find
In lament, I live a lie
I long to live, yet hope to die
Eyes window the pain
Contained in me
Face masks the torment
You will never, ever see
Enclosed within these walls
They''ve muted all my cries
Trapped alone in darkness
I never felt alive
Then I briefly saw the light
A fools paradise
I felt the sun''s warm rays
When you gave me back my life
But now that dusk i near
Lost again, I find
I''m back in those dark woods,
Although now I''ve seen the light
Although it shone so brief
It cleansed through my mind
But as a fire soon burns out
All the hope I had has died
I walked through the shady graves
Buried beneath the mire
Not a single soul can be saved
In weariness, I tire
Oh, how I long to live!

When I found you, you were innocent
Hiding in the wounds
Heaven though you were an angel
Desperately concerned
How did you know you weren't the one for me?
It's my choice to be alone now
Sick inside
How can I turn away
With every tear that you offer?
How can I let you go?
When I need you to
Lie with me
Cry with me
Die with me
Stay with me
Dream with me
Confide in me
Bleed with me
Confused in silence, innocent
Holding onto the inside
Of the wound
Heaven left me to my torment
Sent to die
When you're waiting, I'm nothing
But an empty prayer
How can I turn away
With every tear that you offer?
How can I let you go?
When I need you to
Lie with me
Cry with me
Die with me
Stay with me
Dream with me
Confide in me

I never thought
I was never taught
I could not see
This empty vessel I call me
And now I know him
I realize, I can't control him
So let me be

How could I ever let you go? - Come back to me
How was I ever meant to know? - In my arms
Since then my life has gone so slow - I need more
I need and end to all this woe - Want you back
I think you're all that you cared for me - Go far from here
When things were good, you closed your doors - Don't come back
Now that I'm gone, you need me more - Stay away
And now it's you I will ignore - I've lost you
Speech
Light only makes shadow
Is only for hearing
Do you understand?
Words
Night is all I know
I do not know
I don't understand
Blood
Hope is born out of struggle
Is only for bleeding
Can you read my mind?
Endure
Endure and then you go
And then you go

How many deaths must I endure
Before I see the light?
Always awakening in darkness
Where hope's a diminishing light
... where's the light?
In my heart no time exists
Yet to my skin, age still persists
Even when cold and still I lie,
My love for you shall never die
The days I weather
The nights I cry
I'd rather hope forever
Than live a lie...
I'd rather hope forever
Than live a... lie!
I'd never feel a flame
Nor see a light
That burned as warm
Or shone as bright, as you
I've all I never wanted
And nothing of what I do
All I want is happiness

I know that
I fucked up
I'm sorry
You should know the truth
I used all
My life up
Thinking how
To end all this pain
If I had one more chance
I would do it again
But I'd be here to stay
I wouldn't give it away
I would've put down the knife
I wouldn't drain out my life
In this death I can see
Just how much you mean to me.
The last moment of life
I know I don't want to die
But now it's too late for me
In death I finally see
Goodbye...
Things went well that night
I said something right
You saw the best in me
A view I could not see
Then that fateful night
The pain I could not hide
I had to be set free