Don't you cut me down
Unsaid noise I've found
You said you'd be cruel
Our conversation hurt you
As you speak, its obvious
But in the end, its all words
Speak the way you feel
But spoken words don't heal
You cant change this now
I've learned that this is how
As you speak, its obvious
But in the end, its all words
We fall apart, we all fall apart
You fall apart, we all fall apart
I cant see the obvious
'Cause in the end, you know its all your turn
And nothing heals the words we live
Give it back, give it back, give it back to me
Let it go, let it go, let it go through me
I can't show you [Incomprehensible] me
Here I come, here I come, are you ready for me?
I want to forget just how you feel
This is what I need to make this real
Up the dose, you know I do, you know I do, get it
Up the dose, I will, I will
Up the dose, the never ending dose
And I'll get higher and higher
Break away, break away, break away from me
I'm a feign, I'm a feign, I'm a feign to me
My reaction is what's keeping me
Dirty me, I can see, are you ready for me?
I want to forget just how you feel
This is what I need to make this real
Up the dose, you know I do, you know I do, get it
Up the dose, I will, I will
Up the dose, the never ending dose
And I'll get higher and higher
Up the dose, the never ending dose
Higher and higher
Up the dose, the never ending dose
Higher and higher
And I'll get higher and higher, higher and higher
Come to
I need to feel
You bore me too
When you sleep too long
Strange house
Same day
When will you fall upon your face?
When will you fall upon your face?
Wake up
I dream for me
You must be high
'Cause you dare me
Strange house
Next day
When will you fall upon your face?
When will you fall upon your face?
When will you fall upon your face?
When will you fall upon your face?
When will you fall upon your face?
I'm defensive never questioned
I commit to no direction
I won't break down into weakness
If it feels good, it's a sickness
I won't give up until the blood soaks my fingers
I recognize that the difference is my spirit
Rise up in the fold -- I'm saved
The reflection in the mirror
Is the vision any clearer
Though it may seem that I'm angry
Your reaction is what makes me
I won't give up until the blood soaks my fingers
I recognize that the difference is my spirit
We choose skin to refine
It shows in good time
Rake it, you cut inside of me
Grind it, you pick apart again
(Boy)
Fight it, you never 'sume to face
(I'm lying)
Hate it, I wish I could escape
All these things we're sayin', I don't care about
All these things we're sayin', I don't care about
We don't change your mind
Strange, I don't decline
Rake it, you cut inside of me
Grind it, you pick apart again
(Boy)
Fight it, you never 'sume to face
(I'm lying)
Hate it, I wish I could escape
All these things we're sayin', I don't care about
Hey hey, fuck you and all the bitches made
Once again, I fit it in and fuck it up again
And you think what? A motherfucker abusing rake
In the face of hate I stay in shape, I push it to an escapade
There goes my life and now it seems
That I'm drowning
Respect, isn't something you get for free from me
A generation left me floating independently
Now keep gain to what the industry showed me
The masterminds, they trusted you freely, today
There goes my life and now it seems
That I'm drowning
This is my life and now it seems
That I'm drowning
There goes my life and now it seems
That I'm drowning
This is my life and now my dreams
I feel no pain
I walk right through
A no where man
Learned from you
You get the one that you wished for
You laugh to cry
I guess the one that you wished for
Has made you cry
I told you, some way
So quick to rename
Isolated
My grip is good
I fall to stand
A smile that could
Screams out a plan
You get the one that you wished for
You laugh to cry
I guess the one that you wished for
Has made you cry
I told you, someway
So quick to rename
You're weary, no soul
So quick to rename
[Incomprehensible]
I told you, some way
So quick to rename
You're weary, no soul
So quick to rename
Isolated, isolated
Isolated, isolated
Stop messing with my level head
I'm running away
Tried fixing you
Can?t go it alone
It wasn't this way
It always on your mind
Always on rewind
Slow change
No decline
It shows, it?s always on your mind
Check my request, for caress
In comes a day
Tried fixing you
Can?t go it alone
It wasn't this way
It?s okay to be
It?s okay to be free
To throw it away
It always on your mind
Always on rewind
Slow change
No decline
It shows, it?s always on your mind
And it?s total affection
It?s total affection
I run you, to hate me
I run you
It always on your mind
Always on rewind
Slow change
No decline
We say we know what we want so we do
Age of infusion we melt to the core
I tell you this time hey, goodbye
Four walls retracting, I cry
Goodbye
Body and soul I'm impressed we expose
Comfort yourself and ignore what you chose
Space out your bad dreams let this fuck you up
I tell you this time hey, goodbye
Four walls retracting, I cry
Goodbye
Son of a soul swingin' the meat scene
Given the goal breakin' the porn queen
Kickin' my hate black an white daydream
Over the bold givin' up the soul
I cry Goodbye
I cry Goodbye
My eyes seem to see
What others never see
Something's building inside me
But it's not for real
You hate, rape me
Some way is how
My resurrection's now
So unable to breathe
With broken knees
No cause for a scene
'Cause no one's knees are clean
Such a killer inside me
I'll come for you
You hate, rape me
You hate, rape me
Some way is how
My resurrection's now
So unable to breathe
With broken knees
Don't tell me I can't hate
You hate, rape me
You hate, rape me
I'll never hurry, I'll never worry
In time the truth will come
Your mind's blind and you won't come home
It's what you need to ignore
It's what you get in store
You can't explain
You won't be the same
I rage sometimes
Set up the blow up
Open your mind
See how I rage sometimes
Same sign the time will come
Break down clown you get high from some
It's what you need to ignore
It's what you get in store
You can't explain
You won't be the same
I rage sometimes
Set up the blow up
Open your mind
See how I rage sometimes
You can't ignore yourself
You can't ignore yourself
You can't ignore yourself
You can't ignore yourself
In time the truth will come
Your mind's blind and you won't come home
It's what you need to ignore
It's what you get in store
You can't explain
You won't be the same
I rage sometimes
Set up the blow up
Open your mind
In the air my troubles are away
Only if just for this one day
Everyday is an afternoon clowns
Kings and Queens and we all get crowned
The change has fly, leaving you left to try
Walking through dark, she stumbles into the light
Bleaching out the backdrop, her eyes steal the wait
She thinks the worlds so gray
It's right because it's just that way
Life's through backdrops and colossal extremes
Your reactions make me want to, want to scream
The change has fly, leaving you left to try
Walking through dark, she stumbles into the light
Bleaching out the backdrop, her eyes steal the wait
Your headaches, get up, get up, go
Walking through dark, she stumbles into the light
Bleaching out the backdrop, her eyes steal the wait
Fuck, stupid, one, two, three
Four, five, six, seven, eight, go
Everyone really knows you
Secrets show to the real you
Impress us, still just hide
So extreme is the fakeness
So being me is the worthiness
Speak the words you deny
What you think I'm so ashamed?
Can't tell that you still know my name
Things ain't never gonna change
No respect I feel the same
So what's on for the masses?
Hanging close to the classes
All the while you just fry
This new revelation
A classic bending observation
Disrespect in your eyes
What you think I'm so ashamed?
Can't tell that you still know my name
Things ain't never gonna change
No respect I feel the same
So it's true, I can feel its worth
I said what do you live for?
I was into it before
I scream no respect
I'm not going to take it anymore
What you think I'm so ashamed?
Can't tell that you still know my name
Things ain't never gonna change
No respect I feel the same
No respect, no respect, no respect
Over mind exposed
Down the tube it goes
Projects my sanity
Pass the point of pain
To decrease then gain
Image of my scene
I let you down for wastin' my crown
I held out your charm and took all your pride
Put the rest in still
Charge my point and trip
Sucks the passion free
My distress I crave
Be submissed be brave
Precondition so I see
I let you down for wastin' my crown
I held out your charm and took all your pride
I took all your pride for wastin' my crown
I held out your charm 'cause I let you down
Kill it, control it
Kill it, control it
Kill it, control it
Kill it, control it
I let you down for wastin' my crown
I held out your charm and took all your pride
I took all your pride for wastin' my crown
I held out my crown and I let you down
I can't breathe when you suffocate me
There's no thoughts, you just suffocate
Such twisted reasons, not so clear anymore
Give what we give and then we're screaming no more
Maybe, I can't stop calling, I'm so true
And you've been doubting me all along
Maybe, I'll turn the shoulder, you'll know
Then you won't doubt me cold anymore
I can't think, when you complicate me
There's no sound, you just complicate
Your self expression makes this feel like before
Give what we give and then we're screaming no more
Maybe, I can't stop calling, I'm so true
And you've been doubting me all along
Maybe, I'll turn the shoulder, you'll know
Then you won't doubt me cold anymore
I have been suffocating
Maybe, I can't stop calling, I'm so true
And you've been doubting me all along
Maybe, I'll turn the shoulder, you'll know
Then you won't doubt me cold anymore
I have been suffocating
Maybe, I can't stop calling, I'm so true
And you've been doubting me all along
Maybe, I'll turn the shoulder, you'll know
Then you won't doubt me cold anymore, maybe, someday
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
I, I'm driving the back roads
In my mind, the oceans cold
I, I cant wait on you
My time is now and now that it?s true
If I cant find, find my way to the sand
I?ll dream that I, I see sun on the waters edge
I, I will travel far
But my visions blurred, the suns in my eyes
I, I'm driving the back roads
In my mind, the oceans cold
If I cant find, find my way to the sand
I'll dream that I, I see sun on the waters edge
Imagine the sun shines on your back
If time stood still, you know I'd be back
If I cant find, find my way to the sand
I?ll dream that I, I see sun on the waters edge
The oceans cold, the oceans cold
I'm going away
I?ll run away
Go a distance for
I?ll run away, away
I?ll run away
Go a distance for you
Image, of my soul
Confusing, made into something
I know the sea
I must throw it away
No one is safe
In this sunlight today
So lets just pray
So lets just pray
So lets just pray
Together, together!
Pray, this will never let us down
Slowdown, let me shell you
Seldom, sells you
I know the sea
I must throw it away
No one is safe
In this sunlight today
So lets just pray
So lets just pray
So lets just pray
Together, together!
Pray, this will never let us down
Never, let me down
Lets you down
Slowly I rise from my resting
Toying with myself and fall back glistening
Sweat is the taste when you leave me
And stuck in a wasteland of no more
No, No, No, No
What is this?
Was that the timer?
Outside it's freezing
Inside it's cold
No one to keep me warm
My bones are old
All day the cold stays
And someday I won't wait
Sunshine inject my mind warm me
I can't feel my hands
Sunshine inject my mind warm me
I sit around and watch the snow
I see the sun come out then go
I wish this really was not so
But falling down on the ice
Means it's melting slow
I'm not impressed out but it might seem to look that way to you
I can impress I can try to come off cool
And if you drag me into feeling like I'm tired of you
I wouldn't care even though it might seem to look that way
Don't tell me now I know
I'll figure it out on my own
I'm not in check but I don't show what I say to you
I never flinch never care I know I'm cool
And if you drag me into feeling like I'm tired of you
I wouldn't care even though your in front of me
Don't tell me now I know
I'll figure it out on my own
Don't you think you know you might
This offering my friends invite
Go ahead and face what's mine
The end of you I wash the slime
Don't tell me now I know
I'll figure it out on my own
Don't you think you could
Punch to the face
Makes you hit the floor
Such a disgrace
And you come back for more
What do you waste?
What do you score?
A wicked embrace
A willful rapport
Stuck in the waste
Caught in the waste
Stuck in the waste
Caught in the waste
Blood on the face
Makes you hit the floor
Such a disgrace
And you come back for more
What do you waste?
What do you score?
A wicked embrace
A willful rapport
Stuck in the waste
Caught in the waste
Stuck in the waste
Caught in the waste
Stuck in the waste
Caught in the waste
Stuck in the waste
Caught in the waste
Stuck in the waste
Stuck in the waste
Stuck in the waste
Stuck in the
This fades into all that you say
Up in, it's all mine
A virgin to the sound of today
We all shine
Stand up, stretch your mind
We're living in a summer song
Breakout, don't taste fine
We're living in a summer song
This burns in my thoughts for today
A frame of mind
A picture in the sunlight and shade
Alive we live life
Stand up, stretch your mind
We're living in a summer song
Breakout, don't taste fine
We're living in a summer song
Sunlight
Sunlight
Stand up, stretch your mind
We're living in a summer song
Breakout, don't taste fine
We're living in a summer song
My summer song
My summer song
My summer song
Searching for home left all alone
Life's on a stroll, love comes and goes
When will it end? Nobody knows
I chose my road, I know I'm a long way from home
Searching for home
Maybe I'm wrong I know what I feel
Somewhere it's out there in it I'm real
But when will it end nobody knows
I chose my road, I know I'm a long way from home
Searching for home, my home
Searching for home
And you said the journies just footsteps home
In my head, I'll never be alone
And you said my life will tell a story
But I'm still none the wiser and I can't understand
Searching for home, left all alone
I chose my road, I know I'm a long way from home
Searching for home, my home
I'm away
We're O.K
What you say
Lost today
So, break your connection
Invades protection
What you say, What you say
Could give way
Made of clay
Life in shame
So in vain
So, break your connection
Invades protection
What you say, What you say
You kill the day motherfucker
[Chorus x2: Scarub]
It's all too complicated
The things I want are over-rated
What i've achieved is understated
All i get is aggravated
I stay dedicated in Hip hop affiliated
I wreck shop that summer hated
So why my mind honestly fadded
[Scarub]
So have the nerve to ask me why I'm so melancholy
I say i stay fustrated because I'm seeing secondary decaps with raps
As in lightening as burnt out neon signs and liquor store windows
Think about it, perhaps I'm too complex for the next man
But i get decks when i see sims game respectful
The answer is dimly advertising the obvious
Obviously Scarub is a man who chooses to build while the rest simply insult
your intellegence
Cover it up with name brands and huh we'll call it entertainment(you hear
that shit)
I over heard a man say to a friend last night
He went to some show and again was dissappointed
That the performance was given(ohh no)
Where's the fresh MC's at huh
I thought to myself while you were out all night clubbing
I hermit at home writing raps you and your homies be lovin and dubbin
Exchanging tapes with your friends like Peeping out ain't it something
Them Living Legends be bumping in the trunks and boom boxes
walkman sound systems the best takes a mixers the perfect addictsor
When combined with the ear some alchol or just high on life
But when it comes to giving props folks ask like cheap skates
Or better yet like conservative women on the first date
They brush you off with a handshake a hug maybe a kiss on the cheek
But thats as far as it goes
They won't fuck with ya(come on)
They won't fuck with ya(Just a little)
They may joke with ya smoke with ya toke with ya(come on)
But they won't fuck with ya(why not)
They won't fuck with ya(I'm a good guy)
Hey I can fuck with ya but never go broke with ya(I thought you liked me)
Whats going on
[Chorus]
[Scarub]
Whats it in the name
Then you'll probably ask me what it means
Siam S-I-A-M Scarub is a man
A creation composed of a body and a soul
A spirit encompased in a psyiche gear towards mobile control
Understood to the ability to communicate by means of speech
I reach through as an invidiual that counter balance the majority
Who literally sound and act the same
Reminding me of herds of businessmen and their suits carrying their briefcases
With their designer ties thrown over their shoulders
A whole bunch of the same thing of what I'm trying to escape
I rather chill with my crew
Pop in a tape or better yet create more of what makes me feel good
Meanwhile others create images that convice the poplace that they're real good
I don't know about you but i find that fake shit too time consuming(Hell yeah)
LIke button flies and glamour girls
Chop sticks and waiting on public transportation
It's just verbal masterbation that they be placing on petastools
Swear they dropping jewels
It's pitiful how they be foolin fools
That claim faketious figures that stand way out of their league
I'm a pimp
T'm a mack
I'm a this
I'm a that
More like an actor stuck in character playing out rap
For once lets be honest with ourselves
We can start with me decifle through the true and false and through away the
fallicies
I'm not a killer
I'm too high on life to make an end
I'm not a criminal
Deserved everything i took
I'm not your nigga
I'm much bigga
Then you figga
When asked what is ya(What is ya)
I'm a man
You know what I'm saying it's like people are so stuck on what their names
are that they don't even focus on the music anymore it's it's all
It's wishful thinking
It's always wishful thinking, uh huh
It's wishful thinking
It's always wishful thinking, and uh
[CHORUS]
I used to know this girl as fly as Saturdays
And every time she smiled my way like honey to me
I would hold my heart as well as my hopes back
For fear of how she would have reacted
If I was to express how I was attracted
To her spectacular bosoms and vacular[?] amenities
And every time I would see her ever-so-beautiful figure walking the earth
It would just confuse me
Making me woozy
But I kept my mouth shut
I figured putting myself in such a position of vulnerability
Would just give her the power to either lose me or abuse me
So in the dark I stood
Skylarking I would ponder on what if
But the what-ifs would have been solved
If I wasn't so chicken-shit to get involved
In these matters of the heart
But that's all in the past and
She's gone leaving me gasping while asking
I wonder if I'll ever have another chance
Wonder if I'll have another dance
A change in my circumstance
To romance from wishful thinking
It was a day like this when we met in 1993
She came up to me whispering something like sunshine
While I was in line
At the festival which couldn't compare
To the festivities of her beauty
I moved our conversation from
Name into hobby
Hobby into visions
Visions to envisioning the two of us meeting up again
If she would just pick the time and place
The way our eyes embraced
Sublime troubles bits and based in an ideal song
I looked into her face and saw my future was less than perfect placement
Our worries were kept in the basement
Either that or the attic
There would be no static
In our living room
My mind mapped out the blueprints
Consuming each other's thoughts in the dining room
Romance would be placed in the bedroom
Illuminated with joy and perfume
Tribulations would be hung in the kid's room
Furnished with laughter after our lives were situated
And financially elevated
Our house would be decorated in colours and feelings I've only seen in
dreams
But was never able to describe
I felt all of this
But didn't know how to subscribe
To her interests
You know how first impressions are
Catalogues that come with no index, appendix, or bibliographies
Just a table of contents for us to guess at
Choose a chapter and hopefully it works for you
We agreed that our time shared was pleasurable
And that we should rendez-vous
I attached the idea of exchanging numbers
So again I could see her
She smiled, sunbeam so warm
I was blinded by her glare
Meanwhile mesmerized by the magnificent mana she seemed to bear
Then said she would be back at the festival tomorrow
And to meet right here
(Like, right here in this particular spot?)
[CHORUS]
Now I had expected a no-show
Kept on checking the time on my wrist-match
Then felt a elbow nudge me from the back
When I turned around and she was top-notch
Smelling like butterscoth
When trying to speak
I was too shocked
All blocked up in my voice-box
I just stood there and smiled
She took my hand, manoeuvred me through the crowd
I hung on like a child
That's a security blanket for dear life
We rounded the bin where
She took me into her booth
She was a vendor, visual artist, a poet
Who loved to work with the youth
Said what attracted her to me was my aura
Seemed to bear truthfulness
In a world full of filthiness
And hearts swallowed up into emptiness
Not in the exact words but I said the same
We sat there all day in the shade talking
Boredom never came
I told her about my music
I said I wanted to use it to touch
Use it to travel around the world sharing my views on such and such
And finally to clutch a point in time where I could say that I was happy
Own a business, have a wife and some children to call me pappy
Nodding her head she smirked and said she knew our ideas would work and
again
Not in the exact words but I said the same
Evening quickly arrived and I had to go
It was the last day of the festival
Smiling she said she was glad I came
A pen was pulled
I supplied the paper
Numbers were exchanged
We both stood up and showed love in the form of a hug
And went our separate ways
I remember them vividly in my memory
Those yesterdays
[CHORUS]
She held delightful conversations over the phone
With a mouthful of words that
When were said made you feel like you were
Worth something more than just flesh and bone
Taking up space and time
Our discussions raced the mind
Forever building, healing, exchanging ideas
Drilling to the core of what we were here for
How to communicate with ancestors and
Why we as people deserved more
From equal rights, revolutionary fights to spiritual insight
She even shot over to the house and gave me a cooking lesson one night
It was nothing fancy
Rice and beans seasoned with a side order of plantainels
The table was lit with candles
We sat juxtaposed and stood out the windows
To gaze at the stars
I said let's make a wish on that reddish one
She was like "Fool, that's Mars!"
Then mapped out all the celestial bodies from the little dipper up to the
quasars
And finally picked one
We closed our eyes and made a wish
But I substituted my wish for hope
And it still wasn't enough to anchor us down
You see hope holds just a little bit more weight than a wish
And my wish turned hope then swish
And my time was too short on the rebound
The clock countdown was to my disadvantage
And I'm not the type to come with full-court pressure
So my game's ?
In her eyes I was tucked away and forgotten
And all my plottin' to win this girl
Too small to be measured
[Hook 1: Scarub]
Some of these girls they think they own ya
Using they sassy ways ta put it on ya
Then when you don't call them back soon enough yeah they phone ya
Cursing you out throwing shit fits tryin ta stone ya
Hold on I remember being committed bending on my knees
Asking for your company till death do us part
If you like the way we vibing baby you can be down
But tying me around your pinky lady don't even start
[Hook 2: Amazon]
Ok sometimes it seems you see my presence in your dreams
But lately you've been acting so uncertain and displeased
Constantly expecting me to honor and obey this
lifetime of dealing with the women that you play, stop it
I'll make it simple don't ask me for my name
I'll keep my cleavage covered you keep your sorry game
Fame has made you wicked and you'll always be searching for humanity
i hope that while you live you rest in peace.
[Hook 2: Scarub]
I like those freestyles, I hold on to what I have
Like a mean child, Stingey because thats all I have
In the meanwhile, you hardly know half of my story
But surely your eyes despise and judge me as one of those guys
being found
[Hook 2: Amazon]
Acting like a spoiled adolescent
While you disrespect every last lady in your presence
i've got confidence I leave you in the past tense
Cause my passion no longer exists, you wont receive my kiss.
[Hook 3: Scarub, Amazon]
[Sca] A mark in the dark
[Ama] A waste of a heart
[Sca] A piece of a part
[Ama] A blend in the crowd
[Both] A shadow [x9]
[Verse 1: Scarub]
It was never yours to begin with
Face it, it happens to the best of us
A reality check,huh, makes a mess of us
Then left looking like the rest of us do now
I mean those who steal scour like a child acting all juvenile in denial
[?] I wish that itch turns into a burn when you can't scratch what you want
Don't it
Now we can pretend it never happened but it will always be different won't it
Just don't let it happen again and were cool, Don't trip
Scarub's literary were never in the grips of yours to begin with
Youse were born and were in with it
That's only till the end of it
Everyone has their own philosophy on how love ought to be
and some are better then others
While others see others as monstrosities
Your dream is my nightmare
How did you figure you'd be the boss of me
Trying to make me move at the velocity that you choose
Order me to move expeditionary an hour freeze, froze
Now i've never been the one to be like these hoes
But these hoes expecting to brown nose
Not all women just those who suppose that the world revolves around them
And until they wake up I will forever clown them
If you can't compromise I can't corroborate
If you spit lies I won't walk away
Never was one to operate like that
i'm as stubborn as you are bitchey
You can't get through my abuse me up until i'm all gone
Then ditch me and glide to the next
But I see what you mistook me for
See how you figured you could break me into your advantage
And order me to the door until it's outworn then get torn to shreds
Keep your seductive jargon, I can't hear you, how dare you
Chuckling to myself will I wait by through my rearview
Your such a shadow girl
such a shadow girl [x4]
[Verse 2: Amazon]
He said he'd like to take me dancing cause my figure was impressive
Said he'd seen me in his fantasies constantly
Won't you write your number on this napkin
I'll pick you up at seven
His girlfriend was in frisco for the weekend (What?)
While he was speaking I kept thinking all prejudges story cause you bore me
Keisha, Pam and Cory told me bout your fame and glory
Girls before me babies mamas skimpy loose pajamas in your dirty hamper
Open condoms scattered on your dresser
Who you trying to fool
I can smell the silencing from what your calling poetry
Your eyes are manly focused on anatomy
instead of me experiencing several different immature Peter pan
Never growing up you'll be a free man
Hours pass my prince is yet to reach the surface
And what would be the purpose
My tears are not commercial in this cycle of relationships is constantly a battle
I look beyond the shadows for a shadow
[hook 1]
[hook 2]
[Chorus: Scarub]
It's matters of the heart that rip you apart
Then stop you before you even start
To provide the rules of the chart
Hours glasses you each
Hour that passes you by
You wondering why
Why are you even wasting your time
Following whats in between the shoulders
instead of whats going on in the mind
It's matters of the heart
That keep your eyes open in the dark
Waiting up late for that love one or the wife or husband to come home
When you know they're probably roaming the town
Getting down with some other clown
Screwing around
And when they do you accept their mouth full of excuses
no matter how crazy they sound
It's matters of the heart that keep you high on hoping
Hold you down
[Verse 1: Scarub]
I've heard it all before
Never no more
Save your breath
No one left
Just waiting for the sun to rise
Don't be surprised when i'm gone
Out the front door no looking back
Truth is what you lack
How you gonna mess around behind my back
And then tell me that i'm wrong
I've heard half of you to break vines
Seen the other side with my own eyes
Didn't want to believe What I saw
It makes no difference if you apologize
The nerve to play me for a follie figure
Extra ounce of melancholy
As if you were to be concerned
The lesson I learn
Is that you gotta be the first to burn
Don't get charred,boiled,foiled,disgrunted as ash that was once something
You gotta be the first one no matter the person
Rehersing the words when you wake up in the morning
Or taking and heart aching hallucination of that lover by your side
Stop faking yourself taking yourself for a ride
It's suicide or and it's slow and it doesn't soothe whats on the inside
Where the real men hide
Practicality and let their fellings fill them up
But less then their emotions to spoil
Like lotion and body oil
Covering up the fucked that was always there
Becoming open minded
You just may be down with your soul mate but because your behind it
Many times people mistake lust for love
but don't see the truth because they blinded
It's matters of the heart that take up all your time
and you can't rewind it
[Chorus]
[Verse 2: Eligh]
What matters to me the most is like honesty is the best policy
Like policies crack between your mullers
A mess can be made of a situation'
Negativities involved and argument
Between two partys thats escalated in enciroments
Like muscles that pump blood through your entire leg of mind state
Get up and get what makes you content
Sit up straight and admit to the shit
Facts been proven a million to one times
Over make it heated in discussion
When in the function unsoberly
Actively action packed in matters of the heart
Lies in deciete of crutins meeting you in the dark
Florescent letters addressed to you
Wrapped in a sweater colder then sickness
Mold in a pickle to keep the message sour
Competition is not my for te
To me this world is my ash tray
For what matters inside is love and art and happiness
Holding on to the pain drags you down
Weight in the shoulders easy to release
Easy to be deceased by the beast
Talking shit straight to the heart
Causes your chances to increase
Honesty, consistent,resistent to uglyness
And other kiss designed to sense a weakness
Crushed under the weights of matters of the heart
[Scarub]
It happens quicker than it seems
Visions are turned to dreams
Dreams no longer gleam, or glare
The dreamer prepares for
The 'ever after' or, the final chapter
Few leave with laughter
Left on the face
This space is usually filled with feelings
Leaving the body warped
Contorted, morbid, consorted, carried and buried
The life that was once adorn forever mourned
Freak what you feel
Before it's too late to fill your plate
And don't ever say you were never warned
It's like too many fakes
There life was no feeling
No purpose, or passion
What's your reason for living is what I'm asking
And once you find the answer to your meaning
Your reason starts gleaming
Beaming brighter than first love
Higher than a first dove
That leads the sun into the sky
Pushing it's first shove of light
Bringing forth day
Freak what you feel in each and every way
No matter what they say, no matter what they say
Freak what you feel
[Tiombe Lockheart]
Unprohibited, Always spirited, Do what I'm feeling, I won't ????, I might
fall cause, I'm dreaming, I'm just a dreamer, It's all believing, It's all on
purpose, It's just for leaving
[Scarub]
I like chillin with my friends, laughing til it hurts
Seeing pretty ladies in the summer wearing skirts
Sandals and tank tops, t-shirts and flip flops
Listening to hip hop
Feeling it in my rib cage when the bass drops
Just some of the things that make me feel alive
Make you forget about that 9 to 5
Or at least change the vibe while your in it
The way puppets with no strings fall out of proportion
I seen the same thing happen to people when their passion ain't scorchin
When only cash equals their fortune
Or no longer having a torch in 'em
And adrenalines at a minimum
While the pendulums moving towards them
It's like their running out of time
Or time's not working for them
Nothing there to assure them that their problems they can endure them
Crossing their arms too fast
Cutting all them out
All possibilities of hugging a fortune
The outcome: a case of attitude overashadowing advancement
Self destruction, they like the sloppy way of living
Don't let that all up in your function
No quitting now we in too deep baby, we gotta fight
Mistakes are made but through it all we still be shining bright
We only humans, but as humans we can make it tight
Freak what you feel, and what you don't feel we goin' make it right
Freak what you feel, freak, freak, freak what you feel
freak, freak, freak what you feel
freak, freak, freak what you feel
Cuz when it's too late, it's too late...
[Tiombe Lockheart]
Clearly time to do, Live your life so, Make those mistakes and, There only
lessons, It's all lessons, Another level, It's all on purpose, It's just
Whats up
Welcome to the new
Come check out what i've got in store for you
But you know what
I'm kind of hungry come come walk with me
And I and I tell you what i been up to
Look
[Chorus x2: Scarub]
I'm filling space
Reflecting on whats new and how it use to be
Some say around my way that i've been gone to long
But I rather have you feneing then be use to me
I see ya when I see ya
But until
[Scarub]
It's like we be living the modern daily life
melodramatic episode entitled lively hood
Where were all characters intertwined protagomist and politicians
All thrown into the same pot
Overcrowded and when shit gets hot
Whose ever richer got the law on their side
And police in their pockets
Busting out with billy clubs
Trigger happy militants jsut love to push and shove
With their badges at the club
It's too packed
If the crowd is too black
If they pull you to the side and ideas is what you lack
They patrol for them back
Forcing you how to act
Telling us to simmer down
Say they got places for clowns
And if your skin is brown
Then we'll return you to the ground
But me I'm heavenbound
Mister incarheto went through your town
I stay astray probably found
Come take a walk
With me down these inter city blocks
I got a slow stroll but my mind is quick
Predicting actions before they happen
Attacking life like rapping
But when babloyn also happend
I don't know shit
I've been reasoning with people
On this planet acting evil
When I see them it's a sequal
Or the same Seleloke
Some say they got a plan
But leave the money from my pockets
My stomach is grumbling
And I wish they would stop it
Can't focus when I'm hungry and my ears are hurting
So I keep dispersing
Under their breath I hear them cursing
probably should have checked them on it
But I'm a just keep walking
I need this sandwich I haven't eaten all day
It's already 5 o'clock man but yeah don't worry
It's a cool place a cool service they don't speak english
but just tell them what you want
[Chorus: x2]
Yeah I usually order you know
but the delivery dude he got kind of like
he got mugged like yesterday somewhere over here
so we gotta walk but we almost there
[Scarub]
What happens when you find yourself in a terrible predictament
When major decisions need to be made
That'll affect the whole world around you
And finding help is like trying to find a reliable source
There's a chance o whats the size
And does it work in your favor
And on whos scale
Just finding someone to confide in becomes fustrating as hell
Like trying to find a cop when you need one
Or better yet trying to shake the cops when you need to run
Nothing works in your favor
No matter your behavor
Social status or financial platters your able to afford
Even if I'm platium
Even if your fattening them pockets
Fresh skyrockets explode in the brain
The aftermath is hell
The cost to rebuild seems imposible to acquire
Your life is on the line of fire
Sucess is what you desire
Circumstances cause you to retire
Either can see no buyer
Tired someting
But we hold on to our feet right now I'm hungry
It's it's too much for stomach right now look we're almost there
It's about three more blocks after we make this left
and cross the street over here on what is it...
[Chorus]
[Scarub]
The mind mud wrestles
A combination of dirty thoughts and wet instincts
I tried to talk to the girl who said if dirt were dollars
Then i would be a rich man
I had to stop and think and said if dirt were dollars
Then the men on top would be even richer from the dirt
That they drew in the land that they own
Filthy rich while we still inched in
some kind of financial calomine lotion
A potion while they pan around
like they going through the same amount of motions
As we do you see that
Let me help you sandwiches
As you ain't can see we be devouring the wheat bread
While all they eat is the flour
You try to catch up to the lettuce
Thinking they inbelished you
But they still deny you relish
That shit is still pickles
They just gone like grey poupon
Acting all stingey with the mayo
When the salt and vinegar you added the cold cuts then cheese
No matter if you are american parmesan or comoloan
They only stick to they own
But front like it's olive
The mess make me as hot as a jalopina
Making me wanna get all up in ya face
Acting like they taste better
But I don't get bitter I barbaque my own method
For filling my platter on any ocassion
Stimulating my sensation to eat while thinkin my options
Is anoyative improvis Coming fresher with the side order of fries
And maybe some brown rice sounds kind of good right now you know
Yeah maybe
Some kind of new naw soplantos or I dont know something
We bout to find something I'm hungry as hell
It's right here right here right here
the leaders of agony dominated your life
your delusions your simple minds decorating the lies
in fear you live
in weakness you're dying
you think you're liberated but the fact is you're just
a worthless slave
for what?
You obey without gaining anything but your agony
the leaders of agony brain washed you
you blind sheep read between the lines
what's the purpose of the dominion?
The fact is we're all one; we're all the same
who made the differences is a sadist bastard who wants
to rule over your mind
for what?
you build everything in his name and you bury your name
subversion
set me free you leader of agony
I'm the one who built your kingdom of lies
I'm the one who suffered instead of you
I'm the one who created you for nothing but agony
you sadist bastard set me free
so you promised me that fair is what you'll be
liar
so you promised me that you'll give as you took from me
liar
you're a sly king sitting on your throne pretending
he's fair
walking in shadows of fear
creating realities
things they don't want us to hear
truth be untold
ancient times are the stories of authorities
repeating the circle of the same story...
Blinding the Masses
blinding the masses
blinding the masses
making you fear the scepter showing you nothing but
your weakness
exploited minds chaotic lives all gathered in one point
how could they help the other when they can't help
themselves?
liberation is the perfect lie they tied us in long
chains
blinding the masses
blinding the masses
making you fear the scepter showing you nothing but
your weakness
Weakness
what you hear
what you see
what you feel
what you believe
what you breath and swallow
lies and corruption
what you say
how you appear
what you give
what you preach
what you spit of your mouth
nothing but ignorance
wake up now and face the massacre or run away and hide
in a place where you can find your need
but if you want to stay then subversion is the only
solution for your evolution
open your eyes and see how they keep on manipulating
blinding the masses
blinding the masses
making you fear the scepter showing you nothing but
your...
weakness in your lifeless soul there's nothing you can
you obey the rules stand back and watch them all
manipulating you
blinding the masses
blinding the masses
making you fear the scepter showing you nothing but
your...
weakness in your lifeless mind how can you live and
take it when all they do is blinding you?
Blinding the masses
blinding the masses
making you fear the scepter showing you nothing but
your weakness
blinding the masses
open your eyes and see is there a difference between
you and me?
They feed us disease and still we starve and swallow
the face of destruction is growing time is the key and
you will realize that in the void of death nothing will
stand tall forever
blinding the masses
Walking on sand in the valley of the dead and i feel
their souls creeping inside me
I roam in the valley of the ancient gods searching for
the secrets of life
In the valley of the sandwalkers the secrets of this life
are buried with the dead
In the valley of the sandwalkers the hopeless society
lives and ruin
The blind can see in his dreams and we are blessed by the
knowledge
The blind can see in his dreams and they are cursed by
the ignorance
The blind can see in his dreams and we are cursed by the
knowledge
The blind can see in his dreams and they are blessed by
the ignorance
how could you believe what they say when your whole
world is built upon deceit?
The myth is real and the fact is fake?
Is this your meaning of being sane?
you're a typical fool
eye for sanity
the eraser of insanity
you will suffer no more from the plague of confusion
follow their lead destroying the eye for sanity
destroying the truth and the only truth
killing the revolution
giving birth to your confusion
feeding the beast for a new chapter of endless insanity
as I know that the truth exist within
within your mind within your soul
but in the shape of madness, sanity is sold
choices are made but the core still remains
the world gone mad
seeing and believing is not the question
just a story to be told for all generations balancing
two equal contradictions...
the good and the evil
how could you believe what they say when your whole
world is built upon deceit?
The myth is real and the fact is fake?
Is this your meaning of being sane?
you're a typical fool
living in misery
corruption
hate
greed
painful visions
all in one destroying the eye for sanity
living in phobia
illusions
psychosomatic thoughts
in fear of death
all in one destroying the eye for sanity
they are killing the eye of sanity
they are giving you madness and insanity
but if you want perfection you need to balance the
equal contradictions
stay in the core for everything around you is life and
the truth exists within
the eye of sanity is the core
the eye of sanity is everything within your mind and
your soul
follow my lead I'll give you an eye for sanity for I'm
the truth and the only truth
I'm each and everything within your mind and your soul
The day when souls fade away Taken to the other
dimension
The Beasts await the unjustified Eager and hungry for
torturing
those who follow the rules are blessed forever and
those who won’t shall suffer for eternity
it's all up to you now you are the one who builds his
own heaven or hell
The Devourer Of The Unjustified Souls
The Devourer Of The Unjustified Souls
Hypnotized and controlled minds living their lives
based on delusions
Deprived of their own nature
Sickness arises, pain embraces their souls
You are the paranoia of left and right path
The pessimistic hope
Egoistic morbid visions
I Embrace the light of the infinite sight
where there's no difference no left and right
accepting everything as a part of the Divine
Hypnotized and controlled minds living their lives
based on delusions
Deprived of their own nature
Sickness arises, pain embraces their souls
You are the paranoia of left and right path
The pessimistic hope
Egoistic morbid visions
The Devourer Of The Unjustified Souls
The Devourer Of The Unjustified Souls
They control the masses by growing fear in the heart
They control the masses by growing illusions in the
mind
They control the masses by growing weakness in the body
and soul
They control the masses by differentiating them from
the other creations
They control the masses by growing fear in the heart
They control the masses by growing illusions in the
mind
They control the masses by growing weakness in the body
and soul
They control the masses by differentiating them from
the other creations
They hid the truth away
The real symbol of perfection
Manipulating the mind and soul
Mind and soul
Giving you lies
leaving you in a pile of shit
Manipulating the mind and soul
Mind and soul
the mind and soul
Mind and soul
the mind and soul
Mind and soul
Unveil the conspiracy
Unleash the creator within
feel the unlimited perfection
Justify your own self
Embrace the light of the infinite sight
unite with the only truth
where there's no difference no left and right
Accepting everything as a part of the Divine
Unleash the creator within you
Unveil the conspiracy of
The key of life will open the gates and no one shall
ever stop me
I'll have all the pleasures of this life
ANKH
all the walls through my destiny
all the suffocating of the hate
all the pain in this dreadful life
all the animal instinct inside of us
all the walls of flames in front of me will never
prevent my deeds of becoming true
I will hold the key of life
I will never sacrifice
I will dig my own ways
I will control the days
I will reach my own perfection
I will enlighten the dark
when the blind hated me
for he can't really see me
enduring all this blind hate
from inside I suffocate
but I know the key of life
I know the key of...
LIFE
ANKH
ANKH
all the sanctimonious lies
all the agony of slavery
all this prisons locking me
all this hate suffocating me
by the key in my head I will unlock the gates of heaven
