choose from any number of magazines
who do you want to be?
billy idol or kool moe dee?
if you're afraid they might discover your redneck past
there are a hundred ways to cover your redneck past
they'll never send you home
roots!
the funny limbs that grow underground
that keep you from falling down
don't you think that you'll need them now?
just find a place where no one knows of your redneck past
yeah, you can easily dispose of your redneck past
you'll show them all back home
desole
je suis american
please cook my steak again
je suis american
desole
je ne parle pas francais
laws vary from state to state
getcha some books on tape
learn about holes in space
if you're afraid they might discover your redneck past
there are a hundred ways to cover your redneck past
6:49 A.M. Friday, November 20
Good morning, Mr. Ben, it's about 6:30
Winston-Salem, North Carolina
Just laying here in the bed, half awake, half asleep
Thinking about you, uh
I was, uh, wondering if you were looking after your
Most valuable possession, your mind
I was thinking about John Glenn
His space journey and all
They said that when you're in space
You lose muscle mass and the body mass
And I wondered if there was any end to it
Or whether if you didn't exercise in space
How long it would be for you were just
A head or a mind and have no body or arms
You would have them
But you couldn't use them
I was wondering if, uh
If your body mass would drop to a certain level
And then it would stop right there
And keep whatever you needed to use your mind
'Cause it would still be working
Thirty seconds remaining
Anyway, I was just pondering that
What do you think about that?
I hope everything is going alright
I'm going to wake up here in a little while
Barren stares as they light up the screen
Bearing teardrops that shatter in slow-motion
Novocaine our brains and we're out like lights
But as I'm growing older I'm bored
I remember when misery thrilled me much more
When I can't relax
And I'd like to go back
But that's gone
Yeah, that's gone, Turn around
Turn the volume down
We're counting the days down
Till the day when we live in a video
I'll be stone-faced and pale
You'll pout in stereo
24 hours every day of the year
Oh, what fun I can't wait 'til the future gets here
Closing in on the pain and the torture
He's slamming the doors like it's something to strive for
The girl tearing the curtains down looks funny as hell
And of sense of humor is there be any doubt
But that natural selection has weeded it out
Used to keep me from laughing out loud
But that's gone
We don't think that way no more
That's gone, turn around, turn the volume down
We're counting the days down
I've seen some old friends sort of die
Or just turn into whatever
Must've been inside them
And whatever all of us had then in common
Grew up and left home
We don't think that way no more
Turn around, turn the volume down
Christmas twin falls
Idahos her oldest memory
She was only two
It's the first time she felt blue
Cafeteria, Harrison, elementary
Beneath the parachute
Saw her without shoes
7-up I touched her thumb
And she knew it was me
Although she couldn't see
Unless of course she peeked
My mom's good
She got me out of twin falls, Idaho
Before I got to old
Well you know how that goes
That's where she still was [Incomprehensible]
She turned 17, 1983, three weeks after me
So last I heard, she had twins
Or maybe it was three
And though I'll never see
Tonight the bottle let me down
It let your memory come around
The one true friend I thought I'd found
Tonight the bottle let me down
I've always had a bottle I could turn to
And lately I've been turning every day
But the wine don't take effect the way it used to
And I'm hurting in an old familiar way
And tonight the bottle let me down
It let your memory come around
The one true friend I thought I'd found
Tonight the bottle let me down
Each night I leave the bar room when it's over
Not feeling any pain at closing time
But tonight your memory found me much too sober
I can't drink enough to keep you off my mind
And tonight the bottle let me down
It let your memory come around
The one true friend I thought I'd found
Tonight the bottle let me down
For the benefit of Tom and Mary,
before our guests arrive.
If they haven't found out already it's gonna blow their minds.
Will they find the strength to find the will to testify?
And for the benefit of Tom and Mary,
there's something we can't hide anymore.
Everybody here knows the story,
some have fabricated extra parts.
See the sisters shouting whispers,
feeding heartache to the sparks.
Put a damper on the party,
it'll lighten up this room.
And for the benefit of Tom and Mary,
they've got to see the truth today.
Miss Powersson says here they come.
And all the chatter and the smiles have come undone.
And you could here a pin drop on the carpet floor,
everyone's pretending not to hear them knocking at the door.
For the benefit of Tom and Mary,
before our guests arrive.
If they haven't found out already it's gonna blow their minds.
If they haven't found our already,
And all the seams all seem to show,
and for the benefit of Tom and Mary we gotta let,
Now are you ready to rock?
Now brace yourself
Brace your fast asses
For some gut wrenching metal
It's time for the ultimate sacrifice
The evil Beelzebub
The final hour is approaching
The ultimate sacrifice, the ultimate sacrifice
Oh God
Here I sit
Broken hearted
Came to shit
But only farted
The ultimate sacrifice
It's too late to cry
I said it's too late to
It's too late
No supper for you
The final hour approacheth
Blue jean, baby, L.A. lady
Seamstress for the band
Pretty eyes, pirate smile
You'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her
Dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me
Tiny dancer in my hand
Jesus freaks out in the street
Handing tickets out for God
Turning back, she just laughs
The boulevard is not that bad
Piano man, he makes his stand
In the auditorium
Looking on she sings the songs
The words she knows, the tune she hums
Oh, how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you can hear me
When I say softly, slowly
Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
You had a busy day today
Blue jean, baby, L.A. lady
Seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile
You'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you should have seen her
Dancing in the sand
Now she's in me, always with me
Tiny dancer in my hand
Oh, how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you can hear me
When I say softly, slowly
Hold me closer, tiny dancer
And count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
We were in a park
and I could jump so far.
Seems that all I'd ever done,
is smoking pot out in the car.
And this fear faded in,
.......in my old school.
He says
"Ben, we both know you're a saint,
I've been running through these fields
it's such a lovely place you drink,
is it your imagination,
it's been years since I've been on my feet?"
Now it's Rocky's day,
and it's on it's way.
Sun won't be coming out today.
Now it's Rocky's day,
and it's time he went away.
Sun won't be coming out today.
Now I recall,
but I don't know who,
told me Rocky was a runner,
won a medal back in school.
Now at Christmas Momma says,
you go up in Rocky's room.
And as we watch the sun go down,
he thanks me for my dreams.
He says "I know you think you are,
but you're not completely free.
The man who's seen the spectre of....
is completely free."
Now it's Rocky's day,
and it's on it's way.
Sun won't be coming out today.
Now it's Rocky's day,
and it's on it's way.
Sun won't be coming out today.
Then he smiled,
and he turned and walked away.
He said over his shoulder,
"I'll be gone when you're awake."
Now it's Rocky's day,
and it's on it's way.
Sun won't be coming out today.
Now it's Rocky's day,
and it's on it's way.
Let me tell y'all what it's like
Being male, middle class and white
It's a bitch, if you don't believe
Listen up to my new CD, sham on
I got shit running through my brain
So intense that I can't explain
All alone in my white boy pain
Shake your booty while the band complains
I'm rockin' the suburbs
Just like Michael Jackson did
I'm rockin' the suburbs
Except that he was talented
I'm rockin' the suburbs
I take the checks and face the facts
That some producer with computers
Mixes all my shitty tracks
I'm pissed off but I'm too polite
When people break in the McDonalds line
Mom and dad you made me so uptight
Gonna cuss on the mic tonight
I don't know how much I can take
Girl, give me somethin' I can break
I'm rockin' the suburbs
Just like Quiet Riot did
I'm rockin' the suburbs
Except that they were talented
I'm rockin' the suburbs
I take the checks and face the facts
That some producer with computers
Mixes all my shitty tracks
In a haze these days
I pull up to the stoplight
I can feel that something's not right
I can feel that someone's blasting me
With hate and bass
Sending dirty vibes my way
'Cause my great great great great granddad
Made someone's great great great great granddaddy slaves
It wasn't my idea, it wasn't my idea, it never was my idea
I just drove to the store for some Preparation H
Y'all don't know what it's like
Being male, middle class and white
Y'all don't know what it's like
Being male, middle class and white
Y'all don't know what it's like
Being male, middle class and white
Y'all don't know what it's like
Being male, middle class and white
It gets me real pissed off and it makes me wanna say
It gets me real pissed off and it makes me wanna say
It gets me real pissed off and it makes me wanna say
It gets me real pissed off and it makes me wanna say, fuck!
Just like Jon Bon Jovi did
I'm rockin' the suburbs
Except that he was talented
I'm rockin' the suburbs
I take the checks and face the facts
That some producer with computers
Mixes all my shitty tracks these days
Yeah, yeah, I'm rockin' the suburbs
Yeah, yeah, I'm rockin' the suburbs, yeah, yeah
You'd better look out because I'm gonna say fuck!
You'd better look out because I'm gonna say fuck!
You'd better look out because I'm gonna say fuck!
Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
So I just did me some talkin' to the sun
And I said I didn't like the way he got things done
Sleepin' on the job
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'
But there's one thing I know
Them blues they send to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me
Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'
Yeah, but I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me
Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
No, I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me
Tourists wear their wallets in odd places when abroad,
so as not to be ripped off and ways to ..........
Lawyers write some goofy terms in letters to the future,
so as not to be all screwed by........
So will I.
And I guess I will protect myself from you.
Sometimes I get so tickled I just can't talk.
I will protect myself from you.
I'll keep on reminding me,
I'm always free,
I'm always free to walk.
You're not exactly what I'm looking for,
You don't even know that when I've got it straight,
now keep it in mind,
No you're not what I was looking for.
I just need a little more of what you've got.
A little bit dumb, make me laugh.
And I guess I will protect myself from you.
Sometimes I get so tickled I just can't talk.
I will protect myself from you.
I'll keep on reminding me,
I'm always free,
I'm always free to walk.
.......................different country anyway.
Whatever happens between you and me today,
probably will be OK,
but it won't bother me anyway.
And I guess I will protect myself from you.
Sometimes I get so tickled I just can't talk.
I will protect myself from you.
I'll keep on reminding me,
I'm always free,
I'm always free to walk.
Always free.
Free to walk.
You can't hurt me 'cos I don't care about you.
September '75 I was 47
inches high
Mom said someday I would have
A badass mother G.I. Joe
for your little minds to blow
I still got beat up after class
Now I'm big and important
one angry dwarf
and 200 solemn face
are you
If you want to see me
check your papers and your T.V.
Look who's tellin' who what to do
Kiss ass my ass good-bye
Don't give me that bullshit
you know who I am
I'm your nightmare little man
Vic you stole my lunch money.
made me cry.
Jane remember second grade
Said you couldn't stand my face
Rather than kiss me you said
you'd rather die
You'll be sorry one day
Yes you will, yes you will
You shouldn't push me around
Cause I will, yes I will
You will be sorry when I'm big
I had it all, or should I say I saw it all?
And it's a long way from the dustbin of New Jersey to the top
Who would have known?
Who would have known
I had a dream, but dreams had other plans for me
For 30 years I set the thermostat
Where Frank Sinatra liked it,
And old his girl hands on his hats
I never knew which one were mine
Now he's gone, and I'm alone
And I don't know where I might be going
I heard the wind, the wind stopped blowing
Set me on the roadside from the house
But how, for me was always someone else you know
That shadows always fall, when the sun goes down
I shook the hands, a few dames and presidents
And though they always smile politely
With the measure of decorum
Still their eyes would stand me on me
For a glimpse of something more
But now he's gone,
Now they're gone
And I don't know where I might be going
I heard the wind, the wind stopped blowing
Set me on the roadside from the house
But how, for me was always someone else you know
That shadows always fall, when the sun goes down
Alone, is shadow of a star, don't you know
That shadows always fall, yeah shadows always fall,
When the sun goes down
And I don't know where I might be going
I heard the wind, the wind stopped blowing
Set me on the roadside from the house
She plays wipe out on the drums
The squirrels and the birds come
Gather 'round and sing the guitar
Oh I have you got nothing to say?
When all words fail she speaks
Her mix tape's a masterpiece
Walks through the garden so the roses can see
Oh I have you got nothing to say?
And you can see Daisies in her footsteps
Dandelions, butterflies, I wanna be Kate, Kate, Kate, Kate
Everyday she wears the same thing
I think she smokes pot
She's everything I want, she's everything I'm not
Oh I have you got nothing to say?
She never gets wet, she smiles and it's a rainbow
And she speaks and she breathes, I wanna be Kate, Kate, Kate, Kate
Down by Rosemary and Cameron
She hands out the Bhagavad Gita
I see her around every couple days
I wanna see her so that I can say hey Kate
She never gets wet, she smiles and it's a rainbow
You can see, I wanna, wanna, wanna, wanna
Wanna be Kate, Kate, Kate, no, no Kate, Kate, Kate
Won't you look up at the skyline
At the mortar, block, and glass
And check out the reflections in my eyes
See they always used to be there
Even when this was all was grass
And I sang and danced about a high-rise
And you were laughing at my helmet hat
Laughing at my torch
Go ahead and laugh all you want
I got my philosophy
And I trust it like the ground
That's why my philosophy
Keeps me walking when I'm falling down
I see that there is evil
And I know that there is good
And the in-betweens I never understood
Would you look at me I'm crazy
But I get the job done
I'm crazy but I get the job done
So go ahead and laugh all you want
I got my philosophy
And I trust it like the ground
That's why my philosophy
Keeps me walking when I'm falling down
I pushed you cause I loved you guys
I didn't realize
That you weren't having fun
And I dragged you up the stairs
And I told you to fly
You were flapping your arms
Then you started to cry, you were too high
Now you take this all for granted
You take the mortar, block, and glass
And you forget the speech that moved the stone
And it's really not that you can't see
The forest from the trees
You just never been out in the woods alone
So you can laugh all you want to
But I've got my philosophy
And I love you you're my friend
But you got no philosophy
She broke down and cried at the strip mall acupuncturist
While the world went on outside.
The Chinese doctor took her arm,
Gazed at the floor and read her wrist
For the secrets in her life.
"Here's your medicine," she said,
"If you'll not smile at him then someone else will.
If you'll hold that thought,
Then I'll hold that thought."
Oooh ooooooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oooh ooooooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I was shown the 36 ways I'm not available
On a simple, easy chart.
And later on that evening
On the beach in Santa Monica
It was a very risky start.
Suppose this stupid chart is right
In a year will you still feel the same way?
Oh well, you hold that thought
And I'll hold that thought too.
Oooh ooooooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oooh ooooooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Aaaaah Aaaah
Did you ever see the film
Where the man is given spectacles
To make the world look upsidedown?
He falls about the place
But in time he somehow readjusts
And when they take the glasses off,
The eyes he's always had see sky below him,
And he falls again.
Ah but you hold that thought
And I'll hold that thought.
You hold that thought and I'll hold that thought.
And you hold that thought and I'll hold that thought.
Oooh ooooooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Half asleep, half a Billboard, half a street
Well, that's my window
All in all, if you wanna know
I'm half asleep
Old friends and strangers
They treat me like a little girl
But not you, dear
You were always here
Like back in the black and white spotlight
And I'd smoked a packed house
And you were sitting pretty then
Just like you're doing now
I was so convinced or so they say
I could have gone all the way
Like everything else
I did it halfway
Half asleep, that's where the dreams
And demons meet
Say stop the laughter, dim the roar
This clown's not funny anymore
Friends used to say that to me
Treat me like a little girl
But not you, dear
You were always here
You're back when we tripped the light out of sight
The band would play
I'd sing my heart out for drunken crowds
It didn't mean a thing
We were so alone
I loved you so
Doesn't seem like
An hour ago
And when I'm down and out
I try to figure out
What was it all about?
Was the spark always there?
I only know now
I wanna take another breath
Half asleep, no keep talking, I'm still here
Don't let them take you away, my dear
Someone said, "He can't hear you
He's half asleep"
Another guilty white boy, won't you turn me in?
Always had it easy, charge me for my sins
Ain't been through the slavery, ain't been through the cotton fields
Through the back of a ....., cos I'm guilty
Ain't been through the slavery, ain't been through the cotton fields
Through the back of a ....., cos I'm guilty
Broken bones and bruises, Daddy brought the ball this far
But living on his shoulders, he passed it with his car
I've been through the little league, a 9 years old in the social arena
Oh baby gonna be an appeal, cos I'm guilty
I've been through the little league, a 9 years old in the social arena
Oh baby gonna be an appeal, cos I'm guilty
Always had it easy my future's in the mail
Every reason to succeed, every chance to fail
Ain't got nothing on nobody, .......
When I found that opportunity, .........
........ World War II, ........ Vietnam
I spent my life ........ .my pals
And now I'm guilty
Ain't been through the slavery, ain't been through the cotton fields
Through the back of a ....., cos I'm guilty
I've been through the little league, a 9 years old in the social arena
Oh baby gonna be an appeal, cos I'm guilty
You wonder why we fall on top of everyone
You wonder why we're no fun
I thought I'd write, I thought I'd let you know
In the year since you've been gone I've finally let you go
And I hope you find some time to drop a note
But if you won't, then you won't
And I will consider you gone
I know that you went straight to someone else
While I worked through all this shit here by myself
And I think that you should spend some time alone
But if you won't, then you won't
And I will, then I will consider you gone
Gone
Gone
Gone
I wake up in the night
All alone and it's alright
The chemicals are wearing off
Since you've gone, gone
The days go on, the lights go off and on
And nothing really matters when you're gone
If you think that you feel nothing at all
If you don't
(If you don't)
Then you don't
(No, you won't)
If you won't, then you won't
(If you won't, then you, no you won't, if you, if you, if you won't)
Then I will
Then I will
Dad I know you were sad when you died
And I was young it's the way I kept you in my mind
The mess I was left
And a mother cried
And when she stood up she was nobody's mother
I'd be fine
But I missed you then and I miss you now
Like you'd missed things I might say
You seemed lost in clouds
But I'm older now
I can see through lifting haze
That you were away even when you were here
Sometimes a phrase or a manner that's you
Comes through me and goes in a flash
It's a frame it's a blink like life
Oh and how much now should we pay for the past
'Cause you could age
With grace if I freed you in my mind
But I love you then
And I love you now
All the things I wish I'd asked
When I'm lost in clouds
I remember how
I was robbed and I was blessed
And you were away even when you were here
'Cause it's not about you, not you
Anymore
It's about what I do with it all
And I
I'll never let you let me down
This morning I wake to be older than you were
Fresh like snow for miles
Every footstep will be mine
You'd have lost that way
You'd have gone so straight
You'd have made my wedding day
You'd have saved my youth
From that bullet of truth
You'd have kept those wolves at bey
But you were away
And so Annie waits, Annie waits, Annie waits
For a call from a friend
The same, it's the same, why's it always the same?
Annie waits for the last time
The clock never stops, never stops, never waits
She's growing old, it's getting late
And so he forgot, he forgot maybe not
Maybe he's been seriously hurt, would that be worse?
Headlights crest the hill
Shadows pass her by and her out of sight, ooh
Annie sees in dreams
Friday bingo, pigeons in the park
Annie waits for the last time
Just the same as the last time
Annie says, "You see this is why I'd rather be alone"
And so Annie waits, Annie waits, Annie waits
For a call from a friend
The same, its the same, why's it always the same?
Annie waits as the last
Headlights crest the hill
Who will be the one forever more? Ooh, ooh
Annie, I could be
If we're both still lonely when we're old
Annie waits for the last time
Just the same as the last time
Annie waits for the last time
Just the same as the last time
Saw a silhouette across a fluorescent
Floating overhead, undoing his helmet
Through the murky beams and blue-green sea life
I saw him spinnin' towards the moonlight
I pull him in, he wasn't breathin'
His eyes were wide and I saw two of me there
There's an ugly buzz that hovers just above the quiet
Found a way to make it silent
I'm comin' up for air
I'm comin' up for air
They hold my hand and ask me to pull through
A voice I know says, "Dear, he probably can't hear you"
Comin' up for air
Comin' up for air
Some summers in the evening after six or so
I walk on down the hill and may be buy a beer
I think about my friends, sometimes I wish they lived out here
But they wouldn't dig this town, no they wouldn't dig this town
Try not to think about it, Alice Childress
Try not to think about it anymore
Try not to think about it, Alice Childress
Anymore, no not anymore, no
Alice the world is full of ugly things that you can't change
Pretend it's not that way, that's my idea of faith
You can blow it off and say there's good in nearly everyone
Just give them all a chance, just give them all a chance
Try not to think about it, Alice Childress
Try not to think about it anymore
Try not to think about it, Alice Childress
Anymore, no not anymore
No it didn't work out, no it didn't work out
The way we thought it would, no it didn't work out
An arranged marriage is not so good
Thank God it's you, you know your timing is impeccable
I'm not fooling you, I don't know what to do
Some dude just knocked me cold and left me on the sidewalk
Took everything I had, everything I had
Try not to thing about it, Alice Childress
Try not to think about it anymore
It's getting light where you are, Alice Childress
sometimes i get the feeling
that i won't be on this planet
for very long
i really like it here
i'm quite attached to it
i hope i'm wrong
all i really wanna say
is you're the reason i wanna stay
i loved you before i met you
and i met you just in time
'cause there was nothing left
i sat here on my suitcase
in our empty new apartment
until the sun went down
then i walked back down the stairs
with all my bags and drove away
you must be freaking out
all i know is i've gotta be
where my heart says i oughta be
it often makes no sense
in fact,
i never understand these things i feel
don't change your plans for me
i won't move to LA
the leaves are falling back east
that's where i'm gonna stay
you have made me smile again
in fact, i might be sore from it
it's been a while
i know we've been together many times before
i'll see you on the other side
but don't change your plans for me
i won't move to LA
the leaves are falling back east
that's where i'm going to stay
all i really wanna say
is you're the reason i wanna stay
but destiny is calling and won't hold
and when my time is up i'm outta here
(note: please add a space here)
all i know is i've gotta be
where my heart says i oughta be
it often makes no sense, in fact
i never understand these things,
i feel
i love you, goodbye
You might put your love and trust on the line
It's risky, people love to tear that down
Let 'em try
Do it anyway
Risk it anyway
And if you're paralyzed by a voice in your head
It's the standing still that should be scaring you instead
Go on and
Do it anyway
Do it anyway
There will be times you might leap before you look
There'll be times you'll like the cover and that's precisely why you'll love the book
Do it anyway
Do it anyway
Tell me what I said I'd never do
Tell me what I said I'd never say
Read me off a list of the things I used to not like but now I think are ok
Sometimes it's not subjective: wrong and right
Deep down you know it's downright wrong but you're invincible tonight
So you
Do it anyway
It's done
You did it
Despite your grand attempts the chips are set to fall
And all the stories you might weave cannot negotiate them all
Do it anyway
Be honest, anyway
So tell me what I said I'd never do
Tell me what I said I'd never say
Read me off a list of the things I used to not like but now I think are OK
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Woah woah woah woah
It's gonna be so very hard to say
And watch the trust and joy all drain from her innocent face
But you must
Do it anyway
It sucks but
Do it anyway
Call it surrender but you know that that's a joke
And the punchline is you were never actually in control
But still, surrender anyway
Tell me what you said you'd never do
Tell me what you said you'd never say
Read me off that list of things 'cause I used to not like you
But now I think you're OK
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Woah woah woah woah
Everybody knows that you just gotta do it anyway
Do it anyway
Do it anyway
Do it anyway
Do it anyway
Do it anyway
Do it anyway
Do it anyway
Do it anyway
Cause you don't do nothing to avoid self punishment
You won't do nothing
You won't feel nothing
Gotta
Do it, do it, do it anyway
How many special people change, how many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall, faster than a cannonball
Where were you when we were getting high?
Some day you will find me caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova, a champagne supernova in the sky
Wake up the dawn and ask her why, a dreamer dreams she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye
Slowly walking down the hall, faster than a cannonball
Where were you when we were getting high?
'Cos people believe that they're gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
6 am day after Christmas
I throw some clothes on in the dark
The smell of cold
Car seat is freezing
The world is sleeping
I am numb
Up the stairs to her apartment
She is balled up on the couch
Her mom and dad went down to Charlotte
They're not home to find us out
And we drive
Now that I have found someone
I'm feeling more alone
Than I ever have before
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
Off the coast and I'm headed nowhere
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
They call her name at 7:30
I pace around the parking lot
Then I walk down to buy her flowers
And sell some gifts that I got
Can't you see
It's not me you're dying for
Now she's feeling more alone
Than she ever has before
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
Off the coast and I'm headed nowhere
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
As weeks went by
It showed that she was not fine
They told me son, it's time to tell the truth
She broke down, and I broke down
Cause I was tired of lying
Driving home to her apartment
For a moment we're alone
Yeah she's alone
I'm alone
Now I know it
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
Off the coast and I'm headed nowhere
I feel like a quote out of context
Withholding the rest
So I can be free what you want to see
I got the gesture and sound
Got the timing down
It's uncanny, yeah, you think it was me
Do you think I should take a class
To lose my southern accent
Did I make me up, or make the face till it stuck
I do the best imitation of myself
The "problem with you" speech
You gave me was fine
I liked the theories about my little stage
And I swore I was listening
But I started drifting
Around the part about me acting my age
Now if it's all the same
I've people to entertain
I juggle one handed
Do some magic tricks and
The best imitation of myself
Maybe I'm thinking myself in a hole
Wondering, who I am when I ought to know
Straighten up now time to go
Fool somebody else, fool somebody else
Last night I was east with them
And west within
Trying to be for you what you wanna see
But I can't help it with you
The good and bad comes through
Don't want you hanging out with
No one but me
Now if it's all the same
It comes from the same place
And if my mind's somewhere else
You won't be able to tell
I do the best imitation of myself
Yes it's uncanny to see
You'd really think it was me
The best imitation of myself
I'm not one to look behind
I know that times must change
But over there in Barrytown
They do things very strange
Though you're not my enemy
I'd like things like they used to be
And though you'd like some company
I'm standing by myself
Go play with someone else
I can see by what you carry that
You come from Barrytown
Don't believe I'm taken
In by stories I have heard
I just read the daily news
And swear by every word
And don't think that I'm out of line
For speaking out for what is mine
I'd like to see you do just fine
But look at what you wear
And the way you cut your hair
I can tell by what you carry that
You come from Barrytown
In the beginning we recall
That the word was hurled
Barrytown people got to be
From another world
Leave me or I'll be just
Like the others you will meet
They won't act as kindly
If they see you on the street
And don't you scream or make a shout
There's nothing you can do about it
It was there when you came out
It's a special lack of grace
I can see it in your face
I can see by what you carry that
So you wanted
to take a break
Slow it down some and
have some space
Well fuck you too
Give me my money back
Give me my money back
you bitch
I want my money back
(And don't forget to give
me back my black T-Shirt)
Wish I hadn't bought you
dinner
Right before you dumped me
on your front porch
Give me my money back
Give me my money back
You bitch
I want my money back
and don't forget
i thought about sitting on the floor in second grade
i couldn't keep the pace
i thought i was the only one moving in slow motion
while the other kids knew something i did not
but if i acted like a clown
i thought it'd get me through, it did
but that don't work no more
you're not a kid no more
i thought i'd do some travelling
never did
regrets, regrets
i thought about the hours wasted
watching t.v., drinking beer
i thought about the things i thought about
until immobilized with fear
and all the great ideas i had
and how we just made fun
of those who had the guts to try and fail
and then i ended up in jail
regrets, regrets
... but just for a day
seems the police had made a computer mistake
said there must be thousands like me with the same name
anyway, i thought about the things i settled for or never tried
i never visited my grandma even once
when she was sick before she died
so i don't blame you if you never come to see me here again
Fred Jones was worn out
From caring for his often
Screaming and crying wife
During the day but
He couldn't sleep at night
For fear that she
In a stupor from the drugs
That didn't ease the pain
Would set the house ablaze
Do you not hear me anymore?
I know it's not your thing to care
I know it's cool to be so bored
It sucks me in when you're aloof
It sucks me in, it sucks, it works
I guess it's cool to be alone
Will you never rest?
Fighting the battle of who could care less
Every day you wake up late
Sometimes I wish I was that way
You think Rockford Files is cool
But there are some things
That you would change if it were up to you
So think about your masterpiece
Watch the Rockford Files and
Call to see if Paul can score some weed
Do you never rest?
Fighting the battle of who could care less
Unearned unhappiness
That's alright, I guess
I've got this great idea
Why don't we pitch it to the Franklin fucking Mint?
Fine pewter portraits of General Apathy and Major Boredom
Singing whatever and ever Amen
Oh well, maybe not, I'll try again
This should cheer you up for sure
See I've got your old I.D.
And you're all dressed up like the Cure
You never rest
Fighting the battle of who could care less
Unearned unhappiness
You're my hero I confess
I'd like to tell you, like to tell you
Tell you everything
'Cause nothing changes, ever changes
Nothing seems the same these days
Dave's been a mess since Cheryl left
Just sits at home and beats back death
And Beth still wears his stupid dress
There goes Joe Caparo again
With Darren's girlfriend
They're asking where ya been, like I know
Where ya been? Hey Summer, where ya been?
I tried to tell you, tried to tell you
Just took a bit too long
And now your phone is disconnected
And your shit's out on the lawn
The hardback cafe closed down
Now we've got Office Town
You shoulda stuck around
There go Ross and Frank again
They're holding hands
They're asking where ya been
Like I know where ya been
Hey Summer, where ya been?
I could take a train or fly away
Maybe write a book or change my name
What I've kept with me
And what I've thrown away
And where the hell I've ended up
On this glary random day
Were the things I really cared about
Just left along the way
For being too pent up and proud
Woke up way too late
Feeling hung over and old
And the sun was shining bright
And I walked barefoot down the road
Started thing about my old man
It seems that all men
Wanna get into a car and go
Anywhere
Here I stand--sad & free
I can't cry and I can't see
What I've done
God...What have I done
So don't you know I'm numb, man
No I don't feel a thing at all
Cause its all smiles & business these days
and I am indifferent to the loss
I've faith that there's a soul
whose leading me around
I wonder if she knows
Which way is down...
I poured my heart out
I poured my heart out
it evaporated...see?
Blind man on a canyon's edge
of a Panoramic scene
Or maybe I'm a kite
That's flying high & random
Dangling a string
Or slumped over in a vacant room
Head on a stranger's knee
I'm sure back home
from the back of your big brown eyes
i knew you'd be gone as soon as you could
and i hoped you would
we could see that you weren't yourself
and the lines on your face did tell
it's just as well
you'd never be yourself again
saw you last night
dance by the light of the moon
stars in your eyes
free from the life that you knew
you're the magic that holds the sky up from the ground
you're the breath that blows these cool winds 'round
trading places with an angel now
saw you last night
dance by the light of the moon
stars in your eyes
free from the life that you knew
saw you last night
stars in your eyes
goodnight, goodnight sweet baby
the world has more for you
than it seems
goodnight, goodnight
let the moonlight take the lid off your dreams
we took a small flight
in the middle of the night
from one tiny place to another
and my parents they remained
at the shack with lorraine
and my aunt and my grandpa and brother
we walked past the tarmac
and boarded the craft
the rain had me chilled to the bones
just the three of us took flight that night,
uncle richard, me and james earl jones
and the pilot he gave me a blanket
while the tall dark man sang to me in deep rich tones...
goodnight, goodnight sweet baby
the world has more for you
than it seems
goodnight, goodnight
jane be jane
you're better that way
not when you're trying
imitating something you think you saw
jane be jane
and if sometimes that might
drive them away
let them stay there
you don't need them anyway
you're worried there might not be
anything at all inside
but that you're worried
should tell you that's not right
don't try to see yourself
the way that others do
it's no use
you're worried there might not be
anything at all inside
but that you're worried
should tell you that's not right
you've had it harder than anyone could know
so hard to let it go
but it's your life
and you can decorate it
as you like
beneath the paint and armour
in your eyes the truth still shines
jane be jane
lying awake in my hospital room
silas creek parkway is my only view
and the doctor just came by and told me the news
i need a second opinion
i should warn you
i go to sleep
i know you don't
know what i mean
i get upset or happy
i go to sleep
nothing hurts when
i go to sleep
but i'm not tired
i'm not tired
i know it seems that i don't care
but something in me does i swear
i don't remember all last year
i left you awake to cry the tears
while i was dreaming in streams
flowing between the shores
of joy and sadness
i'm drowning
save me
wake me up
i should warn you
i go to sleep
you won't know when i go to sleep
because i'm not tired
i'm not tired
there was a time when i had nothing to explain
oh, this mess i have made
but then things got complicated
my innocence has all but faded
oh, this mess i have made
and i don't believe in god
so i can't be saved
all alone as i've learned to be
in this mess i have made
all the untested virtue
the things i said i'd never do
least of all to you
i know he's kind and true
i know that he is good to you
he'll never care for you more than i do
but i don't believe in love
and i can't be changed
all alone as i've learned to be
in this mess
i have made the same mistakes
over and over again
there are rooms in this house that i don't open anymore
dusty books of pictures on the floor
that she will never see
she'll never see that part of me
i want to be for her
what i could never be for you
but i don't believe in god
so i can't be saved
all alone as i've learned to be
Ran out of time, running my mouth
Ran up a tab and all the way back to Kalamazoo
All the way back home
I was surely stoned, now I'm sober in my yard
Can you believe I was there?
Can you believe I've been anywhere else?
There was a time, almost forgot, we had been drifting all the way to Kalamazoo
And I said that I loved you too
All the way back home
There's a little joke, I just made up
How many of me would it take to screw up your life?
One to settle down, one to turn you around
Now I'm sober in my yard
I would say you had to be there, now I regret that you're still there
Seems like you've been frozen, frozen there in time
Waving your goodbyes
Up to the sky
You place on the ..... has faded away
Used to be lost in more than one way
Kalamazoo, don't you know that I've been there too
And it'd put your mind more at ease
If you'd say those words of release
Saying shit that don't sound too cool,
like lovey-dovey honey-bunny,
give us all a break dude.
You're checking out.
Cool whip.
Oh Oh Oh.
Cool Whip.
Oh Oh Oh.
Cool whip.
Oh Oh Oh.
Cool Whip.
Oh Oh Oh.
That tops it off,
Having isn't bliss, sunshine is amiss
Happy when you're cold, wanna be alone
He's a lot of steam, she's a lot of breath
Takes a lot to see, takes a lot to beg
And it's just like Mitchell Lane, everything's the same
Wanna kill your friends, reminded you of when
Happy when you're stoned, wanna be old
And it's just like Mitchell Lane, everything's the same
So go on, go on and complain
Remember when we were 15, and Robbie made that stupid face all day
I guess he made his point, cos I'm still here when I could be anywhere
Having isn't bliss, sunshine is amiss
And it's just like Mitchell Lane, everything's the same
well i thought about the army
dad said, son you're fucking high
and i thought, yeah there's a first for everything
so i took my old man's advice
three sad semesters
it was only fifteen grand spent in bed
i thought about the army
i dropped out and joined a band instead
grew a moustache and a mullet
got a job at chic-fil-a
citing artistic differences
the band broke up in may
and in june reformed without me
and they'd got a different name
i nuked another grandma's apple pie
and hung my head in shame
i've been thinking a lot today
i've been thinking a lot today
oh, i think i'll write a screenplay
oh, i think i'll take it to LA
oh, i think i'll get it done yesterday
in this time of introspection
on the eve of my election
i say to my reflection
god, please spare me more rejection
'cause my peers, they criticize me
and my ex-wives all despise me
try to put it all behind me
but my redneck past is nipping at my heels
i've been thinking a lot today
i've been thinking a lot today
i've been thinking a lot today
Satan is my master
He has always been
He tells me what to do
He buys my Metallica records for me
And sometimes I think...
Stop the bus
I wanna be lonely
When seconds pass slowly
And years go flying by
You gotta stop the bus
I'll get off here
Enough's enough
I'm leaving this factory
All she wants
Is food on the table
I won't be able
To bring it home
All she wants, come on,
All I need is free
I'm a factory
Did Mother Nature tell you
Boy you come and go as you please
That's what she said to me
Big brother got the keys
And I got Jackson Cannery
Millionaires and mill rats live side by side here,
Messed up my brother's mind
He's far from earth
What's he worth
The same as you or me
In this factory
It's 4 in the morning
Mother don't know
That I'm going far away
She's whispering to the moon
I hope he don't join you soon
Baby boss
Climbs up on his soapbox
But Great Caesar's ghost
Knows what's best for me
I met this girl, she looked like Axl Rose
Got drunk and took her home and we slept in our clothes
In the morning put my feet on the floor and thought
Being awake never felt like this before
And Julianne y'know she wouldn't approve
Spent all day on the phone 'cause I had nothing to do
Got rid of Axl by the afternoon
Being awake never felt so clear and blue
That's all I knew
Guess that I was innocent too
I'll sing a song and it won't be the blues
I don't miss Julianne
A friend she told me she felt sorry for me
She said the truth would come crashing down on me
That I'd be sorry but the truth of it is
That I feel guilty for not giving a shit
I got my bag of trash
I got my bag of trash
I drag it up and down, I drag it up and down the road
How could she miss a man
Who drags a bag of trash down the road
This week I feel like I been born again
I know that Julianne would have a fit
She'd find a reason for the things that I did
And gave me credit for the things that I've never been
That's all I knew
Guess that I was innocent too
I can try just as hard as I can
Pull over the car
Pull over the car
I think I see a fly fisher
Pull over the car
Pull over the car
My dad wants to break up with your sister
You make me feel so retarded
You make me feel so...
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
You make me feel
Make me feel
Make me feel retarded
Can't leave it alone
Jerk off on the phone
I want you to come on over
Pretty Bad Idea
Pretty Bad Idea
Really Really Bad Idea
You make me feel so retarded
you make me feel so...
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
You make me feel
make me feel
make me feel retarded
When I stood you up
I thought that you'd give up
Now I realize your just like a dog
You make me feel so retarded
Won't you smile, you look so shocked,
Put the name-tag on your smock.
We've come to see ya
Eddie Walker
And we may pack a little tight
The girl up-front says it's alright.
And look there's more of us still getting off the bus
We wish you'd come back home with us.
Eddie Walker this is your life
This one's you when you were small
And you're learning how to walk.
They pick you up and you keep falling down.
There you are with Aunt Louise
You're bouncing on her knees
Remember all those trees behind the garden
They're gone
They all got cut down when she died
Eddie Walker this is your life
You never had a son or a wife
You sure had a hell of a time
Eddie Walker this is your life
This one's you and Mary Jo
Well she couldn't come, she's says hello
No, Eddie Walker, she doesn't hate your guts
It's just the whole thing shook her up
How they picked you up and you kept falling down
Eddie Walker, this is your life
Eddie Walker this is your life
You never had a son or a wife
You never had a reason to cry
This whole stack, and all of these
For your semester overseas
We're gonna leave ya, Eddie Walker
Some summers in the evening after 6 or so
I walk on down the hill
And maybe buy a beer
I think about my friends
Sometimes I wish they lived out here
But they wouldn't dig this town
No they wouldn't dig this town
Try not to think about it, Alice Childress
Try not to think about it anymore
Try not to think about it, Alice Childress
Anymore, no not anymore
Alice, the world is full of ugly things
That you can't change
Pretend it's not that way
It's my idea of faith
You can blow it off
And say there's good in nearly everyone
Just give them all a chance
Now let's give them all a chance
No it didn't work out
No it didn't work out the way we thought it would
No it didn't work out
An arranged marriage is not so good
Thank God it's you
Y'know your timing is impeccable
I'm not fooling you
I don't know what to do
Some dude just knocked me cold
And left me on the sidewalk
Took everything I had
Everything I had
Try not to think about it, Alice Childress
Try not to think about it anymore
It's getting late where you are, Alice Childress
Won't you smile, you look so shocked,
put the name-tag on your smock.
We've come to see ya,
Eddie Walker.
And we may pack a little tight,
the nurse up-front says it's alright.
And look there's more of us still getting off the bus.
We wish you'd come back home with us.
Eddie Walker this is your life.
This one's you when you were small,
and you learnt how to walk.
They pick you up and you keep falling down.
There you are with Aunt Louise,
you're bouncing on her knees.
Remember all those trees behind the garden?
They're gone.
They all got cut down when she died.
Eddie Walker this is your life.
You never had a son or a wife,
you sure had a hell of a time.
Eddie Walker this is your life.
You never had a son or a wife,
you sure had a hell of a time.
This one's you and Mary Jo.
Well she couldn't come, she's says hello.
No, Eddie Walker, she doesn't hate your guts.
It's just the whole thing shook her up.
How they picked you up and you kept falling down.
Eddie Walker this is your life.
You never had a son or a wife,
you sure had a hell of a time.
Eddie Walker this is your life.
You never had a son or a wife,
you never had a reason to cry.
This whole stack, and all of these,
for your semester overseas.
We're gonna leave ya,
Howard, the strangest thing
Has happened lately
When I take a good swing
And all my dreams
They pivot and slip
I drop my fists and they're back
Laughing Howard
My intention's become not to lose what I've won
Ambition has given way to desperation and I
Lost the fight from my eyes
Boxing's been good to me, Howard
Now I'm old, you're growing old
The whole time we knew
In a couple of years I'd be through
Has boxing been good to you?
Howard, I confess I'm scared and lonely and tired
They seem to think I'm made of clay
Another day, not cut out for this
I just want to say, I say
Well sometimes I punch myself as hard as I can
Yelling nobody cares hoping someone will tell me how
Wrong I am
Has boxing been good
Well, she crept back in the house at half past three
Shook her head to see him snoring in his sleep
If you really loved me she said
I wouldn't have to be so mean
He's a heap of junk that pours from his top drawer
Sometimes likes to spread it out around the floor
It's evidence of what he was like
He likes to remember when...
Sha la la, sha la la lo li
The end is growing near
We're treading water now
And holding back our tears
And the day is rising
We're sinking sha la la lo li
In a minute it will all be coming down
And they know it now but no one makes a sound
Such a shame to ruin this bright
Lazy summer day...
My my, the cruelest lies are often told without a word
My my, the kindest truths are often spoken, never heard
She said, "You've been pushing me like I was a sore tooth.
You can't respect me 'cause I've done so much for you."
He said, "Well I hate that it's come to this
But baby I was doing fine. How do you think
Destiny was calling
Monday afternoon
Wednesday you'll be crawling
And you'll pray to be there soon
With sports and wine
Some men never grew up
Fortunate like you
Some men never found out
What it takes to be a dude
That's Sports and Wine
The girls don't understand it
What you think is art
My oh my we're all impressed
How sensitive you are
Everybody's talkin' about you now
You know it's true
Always has been sports and wine for you
So you ask me how I think I know
Just what makes you tick
I know what I know y'know
I know you make me sick
Sports and wine
Girls don't understand it
Anything you say
I don't understand it either
Guess that makes me gay
Everybody's talking 'bout you now
I was never cool in school
I'm sure you don't remember me
And now it's been 10 years
I'm still wondering who to be
But I'd love to mix
In circles, cliques, and social coteries - that's me
Hand me my nose ring (Can we be happy?)
Show me the mosh pit (Can we be happy?)
We can be happy underground
Who's got the looks, who's got the brains
Who's got everything
I got this pain in my heart, that's all
Hey you with the long and lonely face
There's got to be something else
Let me tell ya something else
There was this girl who passed me by
She gave a smile but I was shy
I looked down, so down
Don't look there no no, go go underground
But now there's a place to go
It's the morning, it's the evening
It's everything
I click my heels and I'm there
Underground, underground
Everything's happy underground
You been kicked around
Did life bring you down here
Everything's heavy underground
We'll be decked in all black and
Slamming the pit fantastic
Officer Friendly's little boy's got a mohawk
He knows just where we're coming from
It's industrial, work it underground
Get down, get down, get down
Underground, underground
Everything's happy underground
You been kicked around
Did life bring you down here
Your Uncle Walter's going on and on
Bout everything he's seen and done
The voice of 50 years experience
Drunk, watching the television
You know he's been around the world
Last night he flew to Baghdad
In his magical armchair
Cigarettes and a six pack, he just got back
Now the spit's flying everywhere
Hey, hey, hey, hey (Your Uncle Walter's going on and on)
You're back so late (Where did you go that you were gone so long)
how could you leave me here so long
With Uncle Walter
Your Uncle Walter saw who fired the shots
He drove his chair in the cavalcade
He's flown from South Africa
To countries where
They beat themselves on the backs with chains
There was a fleet of battleships
And 1 reclining chair
Headed north on the Arabian sea
Now he's back and he'll tell us what
He and his oldest boy Blair
Are getting rich with their mail order scheme
Oh, oh, oh, oh
We're glad you're home
But how could you leave me here so long
With Uncle Walter
Your Uncle Walter told me
Everything he'd do if he was president
Oh what a perfect world
This world would be
If he were President now
And he sees the children
Smoking pot
He knows that in a moment
They'll be shooting up heroin
Teardrops in his armchair
A 50 minute lecture
And tobacco juice rolling down his chin
Hey, hey, hey, hey
You're back so late
How could you leave me here so long
I know a girl who thinks of ghosts
She'll make you breakfast
She'll make you toast
She don't use butter, she don't use cheese
She don't use jelly or any of these
She uses Vaseline, Vaseline
I know a guy who goes to shows
An' when he's at home
And he blows his nose
He don't use tissues or his sleeve
He don't use napkins or any of these
He uses magazines, magazines
And I know this girl who reminds me of Cher
She's always changing
The color of her hair
But she don't use nothing
That ya buy at the store
She likes her hair to be real orange
She uses tangerines
(Tangerines)
Tangerines
(Tangerines)
Tangerines
I said what you wanted to hear
And what I wanted to say
So I will take it back
Are all the dishes intact?
Let them be broken
It's easy to be
Easy and Free
When it doesn't mean anything
You remain selfless, cold and
Composed
You've done me no favor
to call and be nice
Telling me I
Can take anything I like
You don't owe me to be so
Polite
You've done no wrong
You've done no wrong
Get out of my sight
It's easy to be
Easy and Free
When it doesn't mean anything
You remain
Selfless, cold, and
Composed
Come on baby. Now throw me
a right to the chin
Don't you stare like
You never cared
I know you did
You just smiled
like a bank teller
telling me politely
Apehead's brother wants to beat up Paul
The boys have gone to watch
Some of the girls are down at the mall
Justine's got cherry cola and scotch
Later on it's everyone around to Beck's
Her parents are away in New York
Sara, well, she just can't bear
The stupidity, the boredom, the grind
She stays at school so that she can hear
The sound of the life of the mind
And it's noisy up there
It rocks me like a mother
Rosa Parks and DNA
Joan of Arc and JFK
But it's noisy up there
(Noisy up there)
It rocks me like a mother
Oh, ohh, oh, ohh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
She's cut 'em all out of her social circle
Won't introduce them to Lincoln or Frost
Doesn't want to let them get to know Keats or Studs Terkel
They'll never know what they have lost
But Sara, well, she just can't bear
The stupidity, the boredom, the grind
She stays at school so that she can hear
The sound of the life of the mind
And it's noisy up there
(Noisy up there)
It rocks me like a mother
Copernicus and Fortune's Wheel
Plato, ? and the New Deal
And it's noisy up there
(Noisy up there)
It rocks me like a mother
Sara already knows pretty soon she'll be leaving
Well, she's hoovered up whatever she can find
But she doesn't want to hear about
Pregnancies, foam fights, TV, take-outs, have sex, weddings
The sound of the life she'll leave behind
Yeah, it's noisy up there
(Noisy up there)
It rocks me like a mother
Oh, ohh, oh, ohh
Oh, oh, oh
And it's noisy up there
(Noisy up there)
It rocks me like a mother
Oh, ohh, oh, ohh
I don't get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that a lot
Now I know all the wrong turns
The stumbles and falls brought me here
And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday
And I know that I am
I am, I am the luckiest
What if I'd been born fifty years before you
In a house on the street where you live?
Maybe I'd be outside as you passed on your bike
Would I know?
And in a wide sea of eyes
I see one pair that I recognize
And I know that I am
I am, I am the luckiest
I love you more than I have
Ever found a way to say to you
Next door, there's an old man who lived to his 90's
And one day, passed away in his sleep
And his wife, she stayed for a couple of days
And passed away
I'm sorry, I know that's a strange way
To tell you that I know we belong
That I know that I am
Yeah I want a different answer
So I ask you once again
But the truth's in the silence
And this time I got it
It's over
Thank you for breaking my heart
Now I know that it's in there
I left it wide open
And asked you to stay
But you know better
Guess I thought it wouldn't happen
That I could care until it hurt
Damn, the ironic timing
The clouds and their linings
That open up and pour
And thank you for breaking my heart
Now I know that it's in there
What a fool to imagine
That you'd feel the same
But you know better
Rain has washed the leaves away
Skeletons and stars
I'm pulling the door to and closing the blinds
So thank you (thank you for)
For breaking (for breaking my) my heart
Now I know what it feels like
And it hurts so badly
Tell me this will pass
Everyone gather round now
sing him a song
just in case by tomorrow
it happens he's gone
For two weeks and seven days
Our fair foreign friend
I have this feeling
We might never see Steven again
We thought he was gone
But he's come back again
Last week it was funny
Not the jokes wearing thin
everyone knows now
That every night now
Will be Steven's last night
in town
He's charmed everyone here
Except for Tamara Easter
Who later revealed to him
Her innermost secrets
Won us over with stories
About Linda McCarthey
Lost points with the ladies
For saying he couldn't love a
woman with cellulite
We were talking bout something
seems like was funny
Then Steven got quiet
I think Steven was mad
Maybe he wasn't mad
But we felt really strange for a moment
then the moment was gone
Leaf by Leaf page by page
Throw this book away
All the sadness all the rage
Throw this book away
Rip out the binding, tear the glue
All of the grief we never ever knew
We had it all along
Now its smoke
The things we've written in it
Never really happened
All of the people come and gone
Never really lived
All of the people have come have gone
No one to forgive smoke
We will never write a new one
There will not be a new one
Another one, another one
Here's an evening dark with shame
Throw it on the fire
here's the time I took the blame
Throw it on the fire
Here's the time we didn't speak
it seemed for years and years
Here's a secret
No one will ever know the
realsons for the tears
They are smoke
Where do all the secrets live
They travel in the air
You can smell them when they burn
They travel
Those who say the past is not dead
Stop and smell the smoke
You keep on saying the past is not dead
Come on and smell the smoke
You keep saying the past is not even past
You keep saying
Shattered at dawn, so far for so long
Feeling you leap out of time
Thinking I don't want this thing to end
I want a blue sky
Where our stony paths meet
Comfy color sheets,
Thinking when our pale knees need a cigarette in a morning beat under the blue sky
Last night at the bar, I was wrong, I was only hurting
And you were acting too polite with me
Hello to the á¹—ale, through the storms and the rain,
Like a couple of empty starting in post parts
A-a-a-ah the blue sky
A-a-a-ah sky high
A-a-a-ah
Pawn-shop billboard, we buy gold or dreams
Just fade and twist, it's a heartache that never ended
The brightness of air, I'm walking somewhere
And when they ask you, just tell them that you knew me back then, under the blue sky
A-a-a-ah sky high
A-a-a-ah below the blue sky
You took a trip and climbed a tree
At Robert Sledge's party
And there you stayed till morning came
You were not the same after that
You gave your life to Jesus Christ
And after all your friends went home
You came down, you looked around
You were not the same after that
You were not the same after that
You were not the same after that
You see 'em drop like flies from the bright sunny skies
They come knockin' at your door with this look in their eyes
You got one good trick
And you're hangin' on, you're hangin' on to it
You took the word and made it heard
And eased the people's pain
And for that you were idolized, immortalized
And you were not the same after that
Walking tall, you'd bought it all
You were not the same after that
Till someone died on the water slide
You were not the same after that
You see 'em drop like flies from the bright sunny skies
They come knockin' at your door with this look in their eyes
You got one good trick
And you're hangin' on, you're hangin' on to it
You were not the same
You see 'em drop like flies from the bright sunny skies
(Droppin' from the bright sunny skies)
They come knockin' at your door with this look in their eyes
(Yep, knockin' with this look in their eyes)
You've got one good trick
(Yep)
And you're hangin' on, you're hangin' on
(You seem 'em drop like flies)
You're hangin' on
You're hangin' on
All is quiet his tired eyes
see figures jotted down
And clothes all strewn around
the bedroom flood
Now nothing's adding up
And nothing's making sense
She's sleeping like a baby
She doesn't like a baby
She doesn't know he wasn't meant for this
I'm missing the war
I'm missing the war all night
Missing the war
He drove home again
Pissed and beaten
Its really no big deal
It happens all the time
Its no big deal
I'm missing the war
I'm missing the war all night
Missing the war
I'm missing the war
'Till beads of sunlight hit me in the morning
So much time so little to say
Time may fly
And dreams may die
The shaking voice that tells him go
Still thinks he might
He knows he won't
I'm missing the war
Missing the war all night
It was the opposite of 'Fire and Rain'
You know the song
I never thought I'd see this guy again
But I was wrong
Oh, every five years
Since 1972 when at recess
He recruited me to try to kick
The church down to the ground
Michael Praytor
So random
Who knows why some satellites
Come by and by
While others disappear
Into the sky
Good morning, mirror
Break the change to me
I tried to stay too close to see
That there's a pattern in the tiles
And a fool who marks the miles
It was long hair
And this time it was no hair
Seeming thin, divorced, inspired
Engaged in chemo, born again and fired
Michael Praytor
So random
Who knows why some satellites
Come by and by
While others disappear
Into the sky
Disappear into the sky
At Hanes Mall parking lot at 5am
I saw him sleeping in his car
I've been up all night from New York
Bumming out on 95
Now I'm 30 and we all live with our parents
"And my wife," he said, "she kicked me out"
I said, Same here
Guess I'll see you 'round
(I'll see you around)
Guess I'll see you 'round
(I'll see you around)
Michael Praytor
Michael Praytor
Michael Praytor
Michael Praytor
So random
Who knows why some satellites
The lights are off again, she took me by surprise
She's so sensitive, an' shit just happens sometimes
She's my everything, she's my best friend and more
We don't do anything, we didn't do the day
Before you go, you oughta know
That I didn't mean to hurt you, I just wanted you to know
Black tears are falling down her face and I am wrong
Black tears are falling and she won't say what I've done
She's sitting here beside me, then she is gone
Black tears are falling, falling
Remember long ago, together laughing, loving
Oh, so long ago, when we were buying something
Life was simple then but she's not happy now
And I don't feel anything, her lips are moving
I am mesmerized by tiny lies
I'm watching as the shapes are drawing slowly from her eyes
Black tears are falling down her face and I am wrong
Black tears are falling and she won't say what I've done
She's sitting here beside me, then she is gone
Black tears are falling, falling, black tears are falling, falling
Losing Lisa, losing Lisa, losing Lisa
And there's nothing I can do
Black tears are falling, falling, oh oh
Black tears are falling, falling, oh oh
Black tears are falling, falling, oh oh
I'm not so bad
I just hate to see a good time had
By everyone but me on this lonely Christmas Eve
I hear them up and down, up and down the street
They're makin' noise, noise, noise, noise
How I hate their happy noise
There's only one thing I hate more come to think of it
And that's the people who keep making it
Feast, feast, feast, feast
They'll have more than anyone could ever eat
Me I'm stuck here with my cream of wheat
There's no one here to feast with me
On this lonely Christmas Eve
Don't they know I'm up here all alone in my cave of winter hills
How I wish this would go away, this dreadful holiday
That they call Christmas Day, oh
When they're done with all their Christmas noise
And they had their Christmas feast
Just when I think that I may finally
Get a moment's peace, they start to
Sing, sing, sing, sing
Now I'll never get no sleep
I'm screamin' out the window but it don't do no good
They sing and sing and sing all through the neighborhood
Sing, sing, sing
They take their little break
And then they do it all again
Had a dream that you were in
The leather jacket that didn't fit
Until we split in two
Half of you turned into glue
And half of me latched onto you
Under the summer moon
All for a leather jacket
We were so indecisive
We hadn't really thought it through
'Cuz we were so in love then
And things like that don't happen
And things like that don't slip away
Oh goddamn, I saw a goddamn
Fuckin' goddamn, goddamn, woah
Oh goddamn, shitchya it's cool
Play it on the radio
Come here one time, wassup y'all
I got this funky groove goin' on
I gotta give a shout out to my homeboy in L.A.
Wassup boy? Wassup y'all, come on
Yo, this goes out to my homeboy Trey
Going out in Chapel Hill
Yeah, shouts out to A.K.A. known as Roadie Killer
New York City
Yo, shouts out to my main manager man
Al Wolmark known as A.K.A. you're a bad motherfucker
C.E.C. bring in the bass, y'all
Yeah and I thought that's how you felt about the motherfucker
Yeah I thought that's how you felt
Yeah Sledge, bring in the bass
For those of y'all who wear fannie packs, come on
For those of y'all that wear fannie packs, come on
For those of y'all that wear fannie packs and pony tails, come on
For those of y'all that wear fannie packs
And got the pony tails come fucking on
Yeah, my boy, Sledge on the bass in your face
My boy, Ben on the piano coming in, let him in, let him in
Yeah, let my boy, Ben in, alright, yeah
Hey D? Hey D? Yeah, wassup?
You gonna let me in D? Wassup?
You gonna me in? Yo let that piano solo in
Let me in, let me in, Goddamn, yeah
You and your mother have seen things happen
I don't mind singing and I don't mind rappin'
I can find at least a hundred ways to get my shit
I play the piano, goddamn that's some funky shit
Yeah, I said for those of y'all who wear fannie packs
This song's coming out, it's coming attchya
I wanna borrow an allen wrench
I wanna borrow some duct tape
I wanna borrow a mic cable bass in your face
Bass in your face, let's break it, break it, break it down
We're gonna break this shit down, gimme some bass
That's pretty good bring this shit in
Oh goddamn, shitchya it's cool
Play that cymbal, man
Play that tasty, tasty high hat work
Yo, I'm gonna bring that tasty high hat work bring it
I'm gonna bring that shit in, I wanna taste it, man right now
Yo, this sound goes out to my main man
At the point in Atlanta, wassup
Gimme my fuckin' monitor, man
Ernie, I'm sorry, I can't give you any more
Monitor than that
It won't go any higher than that
Because the transistors the resistors
They won't go any higher
Alright, y'all, take this motherfucker out with a piano solo
Goddamn, uh, uh goddamn
Alright, turn that shit out
I hope you taped that, that's our next single
Oh, they've left, they gave up
These guys are fucking idiots
He shouted out his last word
And he stumbled through
the yard
And she shattered her last
china plate
And spun off in the car
When he lunged onto the hood
She stopped to tell him she'd
been wrong
HE was thrown head over heels
Into the traffic coming on
But then
All is fair in love
Did you get my other letters
Sometimes I think I oughta call
Cause you know I often
Wonder if you open them at all
Every couple nights or so
You know you pop into my
dreams
I just can't get rid of you
Like you got rid of me
Ohh but I send my best
Cause God knows you've seen
my worst
But then all is fair in love
All this breathing in never
breathing out
I guess she made her way
Through the mob too late to
hear him say
That he'd gotten all he'd
wanted
A crowd to watch him bear the pain
He'd been keeping in
so what
What was our home
Paper not stone
A lean-to at most
And when you pulled your half away
Gravity won
Like it always does
Did I weigh a ton?
Would it be easier to just delete
Our pages and the plans we made?
Erase me
So you don't have to face me
Put me in the ground and mow the daisies
Ah, the memory, see how it goes
When you
Erase me
Erase me
So what will you do
With no me for you?
I know what we said
But what if I left a thing or two
We know that you don't seem
To think about what you need
'til you reach to find that you've
Erased me
What the fuck is this?
You're crazy, turned around
In two weeks time replaced me
Ah, the memory everybody knows
How it goes you just
Erase me
Did me like a bro and tazed me
Fireworks - poof - it's gone, amazing
New bio, you've gone solo
Drawing mustaches on our wedding photo
Erase me
Erase me
Erase me...
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Erase me
This is us shouting, baby
Erase me
Do we call the cops now, baby?
Ah, the memory everybody knows
About the brand new home
Erase me
And you'll never have to face me
Erase me
Option-Command-Escape me
And if you feel nothing
I wish it was last September.
So we could lose ourselves in crowds everyday.
'Cos Emaline, don't walk in time,
she's not the same that's all you can say.
That we've learnt our lesson, but I,
Don't wanna walk away from Emaline.
They're talking now.
Does she know what they're saying?
She's got the air, to float above it.
I'm sinking in the summer champagne.
She's dear to me, and so expensive.
Now I'm not talking 'bout money.
Money talks,
I hate to listen,
but lately it's been screaming in my ear.
When I've heard enough, I tell myself-
That we've learnt our lesson, but I,
Don't wanna walk away from Emaline.
It only took me one look to understand Emaline,
sometime I don't know what she's saying.
Sometimes I do,
Sometimes I don't,
know what she's saying.
But I know,
I know,
I know what she wants to believe.
It wish it was last September.
Don't let me walk away from Emaline.
For stupid reasons,
now I'm talking 'bout money.
Money talks,
I hate to listen,
But lately it's been screaming in my ear.
Yeah, what advice! Girls need attention.
Or are you diffrent than all mine?
For all it's worth, she's got attention.
But people accuse you black and white.
Now I've heard enough, I'll tell you what.
Really shouldn't sit here and whine,
(Damn)
I order something, it took a while
This morning something was on my doorstep
What's this I'm holding?
Time capsule owner, cause I'm a brand new man
And I don't think I want it
I don't think I want it,
A roll of flies
Hang in behind me
What guarded up nights and questions, and photo-flashes burning,
And I'm so high, I can't recall my statements,
I only know I made them, because my face vibrated
Is it all in my mind?
I could've sworn I saw it
I thought I was high, just like this one I'm coming
Chorus:
Oh-oh if you're feeling small, and you can't draw a crowd
Draw dicks on a wall
Oh-oh if you're feeling small, and you can't draw a crowd
Draw dicks on a wall
I was startled when it was just feet on gravel
Two have come apart, I must have once been raveled
Now in pretty phrases, it don't mean nothing
And I wanna sell 'em, I see my wine again
So smooth you can hear the beard,
So smooth you can hear the beard,
(Hear the beard)
Three times it's poetry,
So smooth you can hear the beard
Chorus:
Oh-oh if you're feeling small, and you can't draw a crowd
Draw dicks on a wall
Oh-oh if you're feeling small, and you can't draw a crowd
Draw dicks on a wall
If you can't draw a crowd
Draw dicks on a wall
And if you can't draw a crowd, settle for what you can draw
I'm just saying
I'm just saying
What a saying: that I'm just saying
But many wait, to what I'm saying
Always come back again, I can't ignore it
I'm a brand new man, but I'm still ṗrayin' for it
Chorus:
Oh-oh if you're feeling small, and you can't draw a crowd
Draw dicks on a wall
Oh-oh if you're feeling small, and you can't draw a crowd
Draw dicks on a wall
If you can't draw a crowd, draw dicks on a wall
If you can't draw a crowd, draw dicks on a wall
And if you can't draw a crowd, settle for what you can draw
I only wanted to be Stevie Wonder
But I got to settle for this vannila thunder
(If you can't draw a crowd)
This vannila thunder
(If you can't draw a crowd)
This vannila thunder
(If you can't draw a crowd)
This vannila thunder
While I held you with our undry eyes
Happy years pass by
It's OK to cry
After all
In the end
Just pretend
Well it's sticks and stones
and broken homes
that taught us how to smile
After all
In the end
Just pretend
There's a name that plays in my head
like a song
all day long
she's with me every day
After all
In the end
Just pretend
Everyone needs
Everyone needs
Everyone needs
If the sun can't shine
you'll be just fine
look into your mind
where you're free
After all
In the end
Just pretend
Cause we heard each other
once before
lets not do that again
After all
In the end
Just pretend
And a voice so familiar
wakes me up in the middle
if she thinks I'm having a bad dream
After all
In the end
Just pretend
Everyone needs
Everyone needs
Everyone needs
After all
Hey, something is new
It got into me and I hope that it got into you
The way my covers are made
Trumpets will play
And I hope that it's inside
I hope that it got into you
There's no doubt
Here lies Amelia Bright
In a red 50's dress
From a thrift shop nearby
I laid on the ground and stared at the sky
With Amelia Bright
There's clothes
That hide them away
There's me spread
All over the floor
And I'm lost in one place,
I'm stuck, and I'm straight,
And I hope that you feel the same way
There's no doubt
Here lies Amelia Bright
In a red 50's dress
From a thrift shop nearby
I laid on the grass and stared at the sky
With Amelia Bright
There's no doubt
There's nothing to work out
You're alone
'Cause you're always on your own
When you yawn,
It makes me want to yawn, too
Plain, expressionless view
It got into you with a necklace, no shoes,
The promise of truth
And a life to be bright and new
There's no doubt
Here lies Amelia Bright
Over the bars of the graveyard at night
I laid on the grass
And stared at the sky
With Amelia Bright
With Amelia Bright
sleep
until Prince Charming comes in
from a thousand men
to kiss you on the cheek
and wake you up
you weren't even waiting and then
I let myself in
she coolly asked, "how was it?"
I'd take credit for it
and it doesn't get out
your lips cold and in your soul,
but I'm more here than there
and I feel you here right now
don't save me Prince Charming
I'm busy, I'm busy, I'm busy
don't save me Prince Charming
I'm busy, I'm busy, I'm busy
see, here comes Prince Charming again
with another plan â"
waiting just to feel good, yeah
he's gonna take you away
from all of this
so, sleep
don't save me Prince Charming
I'm busy, I'm busy, I'm busy
don't save me Prince Charming
I'm busy, I'm busy, I'm busy
I never heard what she said
I never know to stay away
I never know when to quit
she's okay, she's okay
sleep
until Prince Charming comes in
from a thousand men
to kiss you on the cheek
We’re famous
Contagious
We make outrageous claims
Public enemy
The royal family
Game over; pink champagne
Let there be no doubt about it (you are dancing in my
crossfire)
Let there be no doubt about it
The possibilities
Are endless
I can do most anything
And the impossibilities are beginning-less
And meaningless
There will be no doubt about it (you are dancing in my
crossfire)
There will be no doubt about it
There was this feeling I had
(...Into the other world)
I was your destination
Ohhh
You raise me
I will amaze thy
Radio plays me
(You don’t faze me)
I got no sympathy
If you’re not into me
Then you’re the enemy
(Don’t shoot me!)
There will be no doubt about it (you are dancing in my
crossfire)
There will be no doubt about it
You are dancing in my crossfire
There will be no doubt about it
There will be no doubt about it
Let there be no doubt about it
well she went away for the holidays
said she's going to L.A.
But she never got there,
never got ther, never got there
they say oh oh oh
she went away for the holidays
said she's going to L.A.
but she never got there
never got there, they say yeah oh oh
The KKK took my baby away
took her away, away from me
The KKK took my baby away
took her away, away from me
hy ho, hey ho
wonder where my baby will be
took her from me, took her from me yeah
wonder where my baby will be
took her from me, took her away
bring bring bring me the prasident
find out wher emy baby went
bring bring bring me the F.B.I.
find out if my babes alive
whooah a whooah
whooah whooah whooah
yeah yeah yeah
whooah yaeh yaeh yaeh yeah
she went away for the holidays
said she's going to L.A.
but she never got there
never got there
never got there
they say yaeh oh oh
she went away for the holidays
said she's going to L.A.
but she never got never got there
they say yaeh oh oh
The KKK took my baby away
took her away, away from me
The KKK took her my baby away
took her away away from me
The KKK took my baby away
took her away, away from me
The KKK took my baby away
Awww!
Mommy!
She touched me mommy!
Awww!
Mommy!
He touched me first!
You two!
You make me mad!
You're bad!
You go to your room!
You make me Mommy!
You go to your room!
You make me Mommy!
You go to your room!
You make me Mommy!
You go to your room!
You make me Mommy!
Yeah!
Awww!
Mommy!
I don't wanna be a doctor!
Awww!
Mommy!
I don't wanna be a lawyer!
You two!
You let me down!
And how!
You go to your room!
You make me Mommy!
You go to your room!
You make me Mommy!
You go to your room!
You make me Mommy!
You go to your room!
You make me Mommy!
You make me Mommy!
You make me make you!
You make me make you make me!
Kill me Mommy!
You go to your room!
Kill me Mommy!
You go to your room!
Kill me Mommy!
You go to your room!
Kill me Mommy!
You go to your room!
Kill me Mommy!
I'm not Mommy!
Kill me Mommy!
I'm Daddy!
Now the houses are ghosts
Over Silver Street
They got 'em dressed up like clowns
Married couples slamming doors
Bums praising the Lord
You're playing tapes for the town
Now the neighbourhood's mixed
And your college friends
Are getting younger every year
The wind don't blow
And the grass don't grow
You're never leaving Silver Street
You bought some brown wire-frames
At a junk shop
And that was you trademark at school
Now they're barely hanging on
And the styles are moving on
It's hard for a man to stay cool.
So the seasons change
And the storefronts change
While everything stays the same
The wind don't blow
And the grass don't grow
You're never leaving Silver Street
But, now don't get me wrong
Cause I like this neighbourhood
Oh, and seeing you was good
But now we spent the day
So completely uninspired
Asking, "Why should I be tired?"
They're filling the potholes in on Silver Street
You're waking the neighbours up at noon
Now your friends are out on break
And you're out on your brown lawn
Breaking the dirt with a broom
Rachel
Hey wait, that's, ah, Joe
and that's Leo.
And your name is? Rachel.
Rachel, how are you?
Joe and Leo say, "hello"
[yes, they do]
they love you, Rachel
[oh, they love you]
they just want you
to have a good time
Rachel, they love you
as you can see,
Come out here Joe,
come on out.
Joseph loves you
[oh, it's true]
he's gonna love you in a good way,
he's gonna love you in a good way, Rachel
good way,
good way,
good way
That's right.
You feel good.
These people feel good.
Ah, it's catching on,
it's catching on!
Yeah, it is!
everybody's got that good feeling
my girl Rachel's
got you rockin' and reelin'
Ben Folds on the piano,
reelin' and dealin'
Darren Jessee behind the drums
thinks that she's got that good god feeling
Rachel, one more time. [Rachel screams]
Rachel, one more time. [Rachel screams]
Rachel, two times. [Rachel screams]
One more time. [Rachel screams]
That is so good.
Ya'll, what's your name standing beside Rachel?
Heidi? Holly.
Whatcha got Holly?
Now, come on, loud as it gets. [Holly screams]
Words and music by roddy frame
"hey baby, baby bring your love to me"
Repeats the radio relentlessly
All day i dream a dream where feelings flee
In free formation.
The sweetest sound reflects in saddened eyes
Defies description and identifies
The heart that hungers for the sudden skies
The souls migration.
Chorus:
How sweet to fly
To touch the sky
To feel in the flow
Like the one who glides there.
I feel we flew
We never knew
But to know is to go
When your heart resides there.
I take a winter coat and walk the square
The people gather and the birds they scare
Concrete and clay conspire to cage me there
Among the lost boys.
Down in the streets i see the trees grow bare
Broken and battered in the thinning air
The birds are scattered and my footsteps there
I long for lost joy.
she's a million miles away
from me
seperated by a hollow wooden door
some time we can't erase
serves me right
to let her in the first time
that she knocked
and all this wandering
got you nothing
you were ready to but
never could
things you never saw in me
she'll see
observations that she'd heard from other people
that she never understood
serves her right
not knowing just exactly what she wants
and all this wandering
got me nothing
you were ready to but never could
are you happy
wandering
remember sitting on your car
that night
clouds rolled out unvailing lights around the bay
and you told me all those things
remember that?
you told me you can't match your clothes
remember that?
confessed how when I laugh sometimes, I'm crying
and we sat and didn't talk for half an hour
remember that?
alone
cause I won't remember
anymore
and all this wandering
You jumped in front of my car
When you, you don't wanna jive.
Ninty miles an hour, girl, is the
Speed I drive.
You tell me it's alright,
You don't mind a little pain
And all you want me to do
Is a take you for a drive
You're just like
Crosstown traffic, so hard to get through to you now now yeah
Crosstown traffic, always runnin over you child child hey
Crosstown traffic, what you do is slow me down
When I got better things on the other side of town
Now I'm not the only soul who's
Accused of hit and run child
Tire tracks all across your back
I can , I can see that you had your fun now
Darlin' can't you see my signals turn from green to red
And with you I can see a traffic jam
Straight up ahead
You're just like
Crosstown traffic, so hard to get through to you now now hey
Crosstown traffic, always runnin over you child
Crosstown traffic, all you do is slow me down
When I got better things on the other side of town
Oh oh oh!
Yeah yeah
Crosstown traffic
Oh oh oh oh oh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh
Crosstown traffic
Oh oh oh yeah
Crosstown traffic
Son, look at all the people in this restaurant
What do you think they weigh?
Out the window to the parking lot
At their SUV's, taking all of the space
They give no fuck
They talk as loud as they want
They give no fuck
Just as long as there's enough, for them
Gonna get on the microphone down at Wal-Mart
Talk about some shit that's been on my mind
Talk about the state of this great nation of ours
People look to your left, yeah, look to your right
They give no fuck
They buy as much as they want
They give no fuck
Just as long as there's enough, for them
Son, look at the people lining up for plastic
Wouldn't you like to see them in the National Geographic
Squatting bare ass in the dirt eating rice from a bowl
With a towel on their head and maybe a bone in their nose
See that asshole with a peace sign on his license plate?
Giving me the finger and running me out of his lane
God made us number one 'cause he loves us the best
Well he should go bless someone else for a while and give us a rest
(They give no)
Yeah, and everyone can see
(They give no)
Pale, pubescent beasts
Roam through the streets
And coffee-shops
Their prey gather in herds
Of stiff knee-length skirts
And white ankle-socks
But while they search for a mate
My type hibernate
In bedrooms above
Composing their songs of love
Young, uniform minds
In uniform lines
And uniform ties
Run round with trousers on fire
And signs of desire
They cannot disguise
While I try to find words
As light as the birds
That circle above
To put in my songs of love
Fate doesn't hang on a wrong or right choice
Fortune depends on the tone of your voice
So sing while you have time
Let the sun shine down from above
And fill you with songs of love
Fate doesn't hang on a wrong or right choice
Fortune depends on the tone of your voice
So sing while you still can
While the sun hangs high up above
Wonderful songs of love
Beautiful songs of love
Beautiful songs of love
Ho ho ho!
Play it Grandpa.
(Yeah, play it!)
Let's tell them a little story
about what happened this Christmas.
(Yeah, tell them!)
Christmas Eve
I didn't get much sleep
I kept hearing things
heavy breathing from the chimney...
who could it be?
(I'll tell you what it was...)
(What happened then, Ben?)
(Yeah, what happened?)
Well, I went back to sleep...
(You went back to sleep?!)
(Shit!)
Tired man, went back to sleep.
and in the morning
I couldn't believe my eyes
a whale of a corpse with a long, white beard
was dangling over the fire
(ha ha ha!)
oh, Santa, he's a big, fat fuck
went down the chimney, got his fat ass stuck
oh, honey call the lawyers fast,
'cause Mrs. Claus is gonna sue my ass
hey, hey, hey!
(hey!)
Okay Grandpa, step up.
Sing in this thing right here.
Tell them what you saw,
tell them what you saw, Grandpa!
I gotta tell you folks
he wasn't wearing no clothes
(No clothes?!)
he must have rubbed a whole gallon of Crisco
from his back, down to his toes
while I was talking to the cops outside,
the dog was lickin' Crisco off of his thighs
they hauled him away in a double-wide
what a sad, sad way to die
Santa, he's a big, fat fuck
went down the chimney, got his fat ass
oh, honey call the lawyers fast,
Stop the bus
I wanna be lonely
When seconds pass slowly
And years go flying by
You gotta stop the bus
I'll get off here
Enough's enough
And I'm leaving this factory
All she wants
Is food on the table
I won't be able
To bring it home
No I won't, come on,
All I need, yeah is free
Cause I'm a factory
Did Mother Nature tell you
Boy you come and go as you please
That's what she said to me
Big brother got the keys
And I got Jackson Cannery
Whoa, Whoa
Whoa, Whoa
Millionaires and mill rats live side by side
Messed up my brother's mind
He's far from earth
Tell me, What's he worth?
The same as you
The same as me
In this factory
Did Mother Nature tell you
Boy you come and go as you please
That's what she said to me
Big brother got the keys
And I got Jackson Cannery
Whoa, Whoa
Whoa, Whoa
It's 4 in the morning
Mother don't know
That I'm going far away
She's whispering to the moon
I hope he don't join you soon
Baby boss
Climbs up on his soapbox
But Great Caesar's ghost
Knows what's best for me
He says stop the bus
Did Mother Nature tell you
Boy you come and go as you please
That's what she said to me
Big brother got the keys
And I got Jackson Cannery
Big brother got the keys
And I got Jackson Cannery
Big brother got the keys
2-3-4. . .
Pull over the car
Pull over the car
I think I see some sweet squirrel rim
Pull over the car (really)
Pull over the car
I think I feel like gettin' down on ya
[note: this is a mystery lyric.
I doubt that I'm right about it]
Chorus
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
You make me feel
Make me feel
Meke me feel retarded
I can't leave it alone
Jerk off on the phone (yeah!)
I want you to come on over
Pretty pretty bad idea
Really bad idea
Really really bad idea
Chorus
Retarded, you make me feel so
(oh, yeah ok!)
Na na na na na
When I stood you up
I thought that you'd give up
Now I realize you're just like a dog
Yesterday I got so old
I felt like I could die
Yesterday I got so old
It made me wanna cry
So go on, go on,
Just walk away
Go on, go on
The choice is made
Go on, go on
And disappear
Go on, go on
Away from here
And I know I was wrong when I said it was true
That it couldn't be me and be her in between
Without you
Without you
Yesterday I got so scared
I shivered like a child
Yesterday, away from you
It froze me deep inside
Well come back, come back
No other way
Come back, come back
Come back today
Come back, come back
Why can't you see?
Come back, come back
Come back to me
And I know I was wrong when I said it was true
That it couldn't be me and be her in between
Without you
Without you
Without you
(Go on)
So you wanted
To take a break
Slow it down some
And have some space
Well f**k you too
Give me my money back
Give me my money back
Give me my money back
You bitch
I want my money back
I want my money back
And don't forget
To give me back my black T-shirt
I wish I hadn't bought you
dinner
right before you dumped me
on your front porch
Oh, give me my money back
Give me my money back
Give me my money back
You bitch
I want my money back
I want my money back
And don't forget
To give me back my black T-shirt
(Ben: There were some words that were left out of the original that Darren
Jessee wrote and I couldn't sing them. I just couldn't make myself sing
them... until TONIGHT. A new world.)
You f**king whore
You f**king whore
You f**king whore
So you wanted
To take a break
Slow it down some
And have some space
Well f**k you too
Give me my money back
Give me my money back
Give me my money back
You bitch
I want my money back
I want my money back
And don't forget
Yeah, don't forget
You short,
mean,
bossy,
overbearing,
Always answer the phone
Before I can get to it,
whiny,
you're an otherwise
sweet
be-atch
Yeah, I want a different answer
So, I ask you once again
But the truths and the silence
And this time I got it
It's over
Thank you for breaking my heart
Now I know that it's in there
I left it wide open and asked you to stay
But you know better
Guess I thought it wouldn't happen
And I could care until it hurt
Damn the ironic timing, the clouds and their linings
That open up and pour
And thank you for breaking my heart
Now I know that it's in there
What a fool to imagine that you'd feel the same
But you know better
Rain has washed the leaves away
Skeletons and stars
I'm pulling the door too
And closing the blinds
So thank you for breaking my heart
Now I know what it feels like
And it hurts so badly
Tell me this will pass
His wife is tired
she wants to sleep
but all that Morgan Davis wants is cream of wheat
he wakes and then she turns out the light
he tiptoes through the darkness and slips into the night
the boring life that he leads of buying and
selling stocks makes him feel
he's growing old and tired there's no joy in life
just the passing time in this boring life
he wants the lights the jazz
a piece of ass
a toothless bitch to blow him for a vial of crack
he cooks the junk in some Gatorade
he scores a bag of chronic on the east mlk
the secret life that he leads of buying and
selling drugs keeps him up at night
he's selling hash screwing trailer trash
and he's making cash
it's a whoring life
my friends are all salesman
my wife is a slut
there must be something bigger I can stick in my butt
the IRS is auditing
my life's in a rut!
And so he's fired his heat
he's blowed his blow
it's coming up on sunrise and it's time to go
he smells like barf his hair's a mess
he wipes the coke and lipstick off his fat hairy chest
he stumbles home from a lezzie show
he'll be at work in an hour or so
he crawls in bed with his sleeping wife
I woke up and I drove to work
on the wrong side of the road
and what the hell would I do
I must admit, I didn't know
and Andrew came along, ya'll
to add a couple of lines or so
I've got one I finished yesterday
and I've got 3.6 to go
one down and 3.6
tomorrow and I'm out of here
one down and 3.6
tomorrow and I'm out of here
People tell me
Ben, just make up junk
and turn it in
but I never was alright with
turning in a bunch of sh*t
I don't like wasting time
with music that won't make me proud
but now I've found a reason
to sit right down and sh*t some out
one down and 3.6
tomorrow and I'm out of here
one down and 3.6
tomorrow and I'm out of here
I love you more than
any man has loved before
I love you more than
all the stars up in the sky
I think that we should settle down
and live happily forever, after
what do ya think of that?
I'm really not complaining
I realize it's just a job
and I hate hearing belly-aching
rock stars whine and sob
cause I could be bussing tables
I could well be pumping gas
But I get paid much finer
for playing piano and kissing ass
this one I wrote just and hour ago
and 3.6 at last
one down and 3.6
tomorrow and I'm out of here
one down and 3.6
tomorrow and I'm out of here
one down and 3.6
one down and 3.6
NOTE: is an instrumental with speaking at the beginning. Not sure who says what.
-- God damn, I wanna rock.
-- Ready to rock, man?
-- (laughing) Yeah!
(drumming)
-- Hey! Hey! Hey, quit fucking around! I wanna rock, OK? 1, 2, 1, 2, 3.
(Robert's fuzz bass, and Darren plays a swing beat. Robert stops and Ben
plays. Everything stops.)
-- Man, I am serious. (laughing in BG) I'm not fuckin' around now, I'm
three inches tall on this little fuckin' mic and it SUCKS! I wanna ROCK!
Enough (?) bullshit, you motherfuckers, let's GO! 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4...
(music starts, then stops)
-- I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
-- 2, 3, 4!
(music starts, then stops)
-- I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
-- 1, 2, 3, 4!
My name is Hiro
I am 51
Since 1980
life has been no fun
And I
Don't wanna die!
I left my family for the secretary
Uh uh, uh uh, uh uh, uh uh
Her name is Yuko
She is 22
She and my daughter
Were best friends in high school
They say I'm crazy
And it's temporary
But I refuse to rot like my contemporaries
I, I wanna explode
In a karaoke super nova
I don't wanna grow old
Won't you let me
Won't you let me explode
I don't wanna grow old
Won't you let me
Won't you let me explode
In a karaoke super nova, yeah
Uh uh, uh uh, uh uh, uh uh
Last night she dressed me up in hip-hop pants
The phat-G style that rides below your ass
She wants to show me to her mom and dad
I told her I would not be down with that
Coz lately I can feel the years between us
And hope to God that friends at work don't see us
Tonight she asked me if I'd ever seen Jesus
Coz she had back stage passes for the three of us
I don't wanna grow old
Won't you let me
Won't you let me explode
I don't wanna grow old
Won't you let me
Won't you let me explode, uh oh
In a karaoke super nova, yeah
So now she's gone and broke my heart, god damn her
Turns out she's been f***ing this drum programmer
She likes his style, she likes his rock-star glamour
Well shes an infant, he can damn well have her
I don't wanna grow old
Won't you let me
Won't you let me explode
I don't wanna grow old
Won't you let me
Won't you let me explode
I don't wanna grow old (Don't wanna grow old)
Won't you let me
Won't you let me explode
I don't wanna grow old (Don't wanna grow old)
Won't you let me
Won't you let me explode, uh oh
In a karaoke super nova
Alright
Alright bring the saxes in
that's good, keep it up
okay some more overtones, bring in the tamborines
yeah, shit yeah
more shit, come on bring in some more shit
baby, come on
alright
it's all, it's all me baby, come on!