Make up stains and stomach pain
Cold sweat, eleven a.m.
Here I am, cruising again
Tonight's the night of god's lonely men
Break up stains and heavy strain
Bad luck, two p.m.
Here I am, cruising again
Talking alone, shaking in vain
Forget your name, baby
forget your name, buddy
forget your name, daddy
forget your name, lordy
forget your name
relieve the strain
Forget your name, baby
forget your name, buddy
forget your name, daddy
forget your name, lordy
And everything will be the same
Make up stains and stomach pain
Cold sweat, eleven a.m.
Here I am, cruising again
Talking alone, shaking in vain
Tonight I'm waiting for the rain
to clear my thoughts, wash away the stain
Wash everything down the drain
Forget your name, relieve the strain
Forget your name, baby
forget your name, buddy
forget your name, daddy
forget your name, lordy
forget your name
relieve the strain
Forget your name, baby
forget your name, buddy
forget your name, daddy
forget your name, lordy
I'm always making things out to
be more than what they really are.
Without questioning, seeking, and changing,
how can we be expected to move too far?
I can't sit content or conditioned by what others may say.
I fight apathy and complacency to hopefully make a dent.
In this I pray.
Pressing forward to open blind eyes.
Looking on to see what's deep inside.
Moving closer to first change ourselves,
never willing to abide to this world's lies.
No I won't listen to this world's lies.
Sometimes I feel so afraid of what I might be searching for.
Why do I look for an easy way out?
As my failure keeps haunting me the answer's in my reach.
I won't give up, I have no doubts in what lies ahead of me.
You gave me room today
You gave me a second chance today
I give trouble on a growing list
All the phrasing stride make them all sound right
Many words and zero risk
Here comes the second blow
I totally forgot that I love you so
And now all that is left is room for you to leave
Funny the circumstance
A motel in LA on a phony dance
Yeah sure all that is left is room for you to leave
Here comes the second blow
Totally forgot that I love you so
And now all that is left is room for you to leave
Funny the circumstance
A motel in LA on a phony dance
Yeah sure all that is left is room for you to leave
Winter morning breeze
The country so quiet
That it leaves space for everyone to wake
For a year I tried to keep it all inside
I did
Many words and zero risk
Here comes the second blow
Totally forgot that I love you so
And now all that is left is room for you to leave
(Damn...)
(Damn...)
(Damn! )
Funny the circumstance
A motel in LA on a phony dance
She's the one who keeps me bored
I'm meaningless and uncensored
Baby, baby, drinks for free
I'll let you tumble down with me
So much to do, so much to say
So much to prove, so much to fake
I hate it when you frown this way
I hate you so much got to say
Baby, baby, masquerade
Baby I'll just masturbate
So much to do, so much to say
So much to prove, so much to fake
Hey, yeah
And I hope you like porn
Cause if you want to stick with me
Yeah you better like porn
The way I do
And it has to be real
It has to be real funky
Yeah you better like porn
The way I...
Don't understand the points you make
And should've stayed in bed today
Baby, baby, drinks for free
I'll let you tumble down with me
So much to do, so much to say
So much to prove, so much to fake
Hey, yeah
And I hope you like porn
Cause if you want to stick with me
Yeah you better like porn
The way I do
And it has to be real
It has to be real funky
Yeah you better like porn
The way I d-d-d-d-d-d-d-do
She's the one who keeps me bored
I'm meaningless and uncensored
Baby, baby, drinks for free
I'll let you tumble down with me
Some people have no points to make
So tell me why we're on this date
So baby, baby, drinks for free
I'll let you tumble down with me
So much to do, so much to say
So much to prove, so much to fake
Hey, yeah
And I hope you like porn
Cause if you want to stick with me
Yeah you better like porn
The way I do
And it has to be real
It has to be real funky
Yeah you better like porn
The way...
Well there's so much to do, so much to say
So much to prove, so much to fake
So much to do, so much to say
Someone wake me,
Someone wake me,
Someone wake me up now
I want to see the world
My world
Today
Will someone shake me,
Someone shake me,
Someone shake me up now,
I want to change the world
My world
So I'm hanging with Dan
He's like a girl
Who answers the phone
With the highest voice he can reach
He gets close
Giving me looks
And asks about my girl
And whether the flavors go up
So if you like it, and you like it, then you clap
So if you like it, and you like it, then you clap clap
Tells me I'm cool, and does it with style
So if you like it, if you like it then just smile
Are you ready for the new track?
With you I'm not that physical
Let's drink beers, enjoy the kickback
With you I'm not that physical
So Dan leads his life
Unstructured and fresh
He's moved by the thought
Of all the good times he can have
He gets close
A view as a friend
A message from God
That he does not understand
If you like it, and you like it, then you clap
So if you like it, and you like it, then you clap clap
Tells me I'm cool, and does it with style
So if you like it, if you like it then just smile smile
Are you ready for the new track?
With you I'm not that physical
Let's drink beers, enjoy the kickback
With you I'm not that physical
Are you ready for the new track?
With you I'm not that physical
Let's drink beers, enjoy the kickback
And my head is on fire
Yeah I just know I'm gonna to need it
Oooh, acts of fire
Yeah I just know I'm gonna to need it
'And my head is so free
Since I no longer need you',
Said Sophie
I just hate it when I need you
If everything's so simple when
Does it get better than this?
I realize what you do
How you're coming in
And how you see me through
What a shit hole
I need some real fire
What you need is-
And my head is so funked
I just hate it when I need you
Oooh, you act so fucked
And I just hate it when I need you
"And my head is so free
Since I no longer need you',
Said Sophie
I just hate it when I need you
If everything's so simple when
Does it get better than this?
I realize what you do
How you're coming in
And how you see me through
What a shit hole
I need some real fire
What you need is-
Well come back here kids
It's fucking hip shit
Well come back here kids
It's fucking hip
Well come back here kids
It's fucking hip shit
Well come back here kids
It's fucking hip
If everything's so simple when
Does it get better than this?
I realize what you do
How you're coming in
And how you see me through
What a shit hole
I need some real fire
What you need is-
What you need is
Whatever I want from life
So much is covered with you
So I'm checking with force
Why I couldn't move to
Yeah yeah whatever is rushing me
Making sense what I try to prove
Don't give me average life
I'll give you vague moods
I've got a thought in my pocket
And it's pointing at you
Strange situations that we get into
Live your life as a shock
Leave a sign and then leave
Strange motivation that I really need
And now the thought from the pocket
To the tip of tongue
Won't move
I just compress it and go on
Whatever I want from life
Today there's so much to feel
Between the average thoughts
I'm getting real deal
Yeah yeah whatever you want from me
We could just check it with two
Don't give me average life
I want the vague moods
I've got a thought in my pocket
And it's pointing at you
Strange situations that we get into
Live your life as a shock
Leave a sign and then leave
Strange motivation that I really need
And now the thought from the pocket
To the tip of tongue
Won't move
I just compress it and go on
Today was so much of nothing
I was running the town
Checking all of the junkies
And the hookers and doubt
But it gave me a view
On the thing that we have
I am not very far
But I'm willing to check
The guy was crying out loud
I couldn't help it and stared
All the cleaners in town
Had no respect in their heads
But it gave me a view
On the thing that we have
I am not very far
But well
Whatever you want from life
Today there's so much to feel
Between the average thoughts
Let's go real deal
Yeah yeah whatever is rushing me
Making sense what I prove
Don't give me average life
I'll give you vague moods
Sgt. Gonzo says
I am just a freak
I look into your eyes
And all I see is weakness
Sgt. Gonzo says
You're talking to a freak
Why don't we turn things to a plan?
And then we could just freak out
On a roof, escaping streets, trashing Cadillacs
Rocking with Gonzo, rocking with Gonzo is fat
When you hear that sound from the underground
This is it!
On a roof, escaping streets, trashing Cadillacs
Rocking with Gonzo, rocking with Gonzo
Well, well, if you are into freak
We should do it while we can
I'll supply some anger
And turn into the man
Then I look into your eyes
I look into your soul
I look into your eyes
I look into your soul
On a roof, escaping streets, trashing Cadillacs
Rocking with Gonzo, rocking with Gonzo is fat
On a roof, escaping streets, trashing Cadillacs
Rocking with Gonzo, it's like rocking with God
When you hear that sound from the underground
This is it!
On a roof, escaping streets, trashing Cadillacs
Rocking with Gonzo, rocking with Gonzo is fat
On a roof, escaping streets, trashing Cadillacs
Rocking with Gonzo, rocking with Gonzo
A face in the crowd
Anger and doubt
Get it?
A face in the crowd
Rocking with Gonzo is fat
On a roof, escaping streets, trashing Cadillacs
Rocking with Gonzo, rocking with Gonzo is fat
On a roof, escaping streets, trashing Cadillacs
Rocking with Gonzo, it's like rocking with God
When you hear that sound from the underground
This is it!
On a roof, escaping streets, trashing Cadillacs
Rocking with Gonzo, rocking with Gonzo is fat
On a roof, escaping streets, trashing Cadillacs
We pick things up quite easy
I clean my phrases so you'll stay
Sticky stories you are leading
Kindly to next phase
Yeah whatever you have been through
Don't tell me everything today
First we were in a conflict
Now we are in a phase
That is gently moving to
Making room and finding space
To distinguish love from flirt
You got to check out where's the dirt
I clean my sheets so you can stay
Sticky stories you are leaving
Kindly for next phase
Yeah whatever you have been through
Don't tell me everything today
First we where in a conflict
Now we are in a place
That is gently moving to
Making room and finding space
To distinguish love from flirt
So what the fuck did you say?
Not a word about all that happened
And when the plan hits the head,
It s a matter of attention
With your shallow words
You're missing all that s happening
Not a word about the cool
When the song is near the head
It s a matter of attention
Why won't you listen?
Shut up and dance
Cause if you want to hear stories
It's gonna to get wild
Won't you listen?
Shut up and dance
So what the fuck did you say?
Not a word about the truth
Not a clue of what is fake
With your shallow words
You're missing all that s happening
Not a word about the cool
I see a song near your heart
But where the fuck is your attention?
Why won't you listen?
Shut up and dance
Cause if you want to hear stories
It s gonna to get wild
Won't you listen?
Shut up and dance
I was distracted a second, and now I lost the plan
I was distracted a second, and now I lost the
plan
I was distracted a second, and now I lost the plan
I was distracted a second, and now I lost the plan
I was distracted a second, and now I lost the clue
I was distracted a second, and now I lost the clue
I was distracted a second, and now I lost the clue
I was distracted a second, and now I lost the clue
I was distracted a second, and now I lost the plan
I was distracted a second, and now I lost the plan
I was distracted a second, and now I lost the plan
I was distracted a second
Well
The sound as you speak
Reminds me of
Moving out
Just to get away
And escape
From everything sane
Just to get away
The vibe is intense
Be part of: thrill seeking as a fashion
Risk is a friend
Be part of: the restless search for the thrill
The sound as you speak
Reminds me of
Moving out
Just to get away
And escape
From everything sane
Just to get away
The vibe is immense
Be proud
And grab the pressure of the summer
Attracted, offense,
Come be my
Such a sucker for the thrill
The vibe is intense
Come be my
Feelgood hit of the summer
Attracted, offense
Come with me
Such a sucker for the thrill
The vibe is immense
Come be my
Feelgood hit of the summer
Risk is a friend
Come with me
Lately I see signs
Backward rhymes
I cannott get the thoughts to phrases
T. is in the head
He lived his dream too fast
Bet he'd clear a lot of things tonight
It feels I'm in a scene
Modesty and greed
Couldn't get away from it last night
If only it would clash
I'm rather in a mess
Than being in these structured places
Dazzled Kids
Looking at the high score
What is that we see?
We move, friction stays,
Burn our lips each time
And run around
Well here's another big mistake
Why is that you're dazzled?
By a thing you can't see
We move, friction stays,
Burn our lips each time
And run around
Well here's another big mistake
It started as a clash
The war grew fast
I want to get away from it tonight
It seems it's just a guess
Whether more or less
I can't put the thoughts to phrases
Dazzled Kids
Looking at the high score
What is that we see?
We move, friction stays,
Burn our lips each time
And run around
Well here's another big mistake
Why is that you're dazzled?
By a thing you can't see
We move, friction stays,
Burn our lips each time
And run around
Well here's another big mistake
Why is that you're dazzled?
By a thing you can't see
We move, friction stays,
Burn our lips each time
You are born
There are things that you learn
To keep the ball rolling
For every way that you turn
There is always some way better
I found a mum in a toilet. I'm a son,
somewhere age 11
and the way that I turned was to run
from everything that felt different
(AHA-HA) Based on some digging I know
(AHA-HA) It started as candy
(AHA-HA) Distraction in every way
No pain inside me
(AHA-HA) And physically I'm itching
(AHA-HA) Stuff is burning cleverly
(AHA-HA) You can't just sit there doing nothing,
while you're tearing down a system
I'm 27, driving in a car
there's so much going on now
Amsterdam is putting on it's frown
Cynically I'm praying for a girl
Out in the town or near the sea
Somewhere it's quiet
That's all that I want to believe
There's always some way happier
(AHA-HA) Based on some digging I know
(AHA-HA) It started as candy
(AHA-HA) Distraction in every way
No pain inside me
(AHA-HA) And physically I'm itching
(AHA-HA) Stuff is burning cleverly
(AHA-HA) You can't just sit there doing nothing,
while you're tearing down a system
(AHA-HA) Based on some digging I know
(AHA-HA) It started as candy
(AHA-HA) Based on some digging I know
No pain inside me
There's freedom in words that are young
Just read them and throw me
From every opinion you have built
Around and lost in my city
Asleep on noisy days
While everyone was busy
And went for kicks and play
Let's have more anarchy
And mix it with style
Riots and love
Love
Let's thank
The messengers who danced
To music that moved brains
And pumped blood through our veins
Around and lost in my city
Asleep on noisy days
While everyone was busy
And went for kicks and play
Let's have more energy
And mix it with love
Class
Bricks
Glass
Far away from second lives
And ipods turned up so high
So you can't hear a thing
Of all these messages that sting
I was around and lost in my city
It fell asleep on nousy days
While everyone was busy
And went for kicks and play
Second thoughts in my city
We talk a little relationshit
While listening in to 'Lover's spit'
My thoughts go like... (toetoetoetoetoe)
And every time we avoid a kiss
We're talking all but relationship
And when you bring some common sense
My eyes go like... (toetoetoetoetoe)
Everyday I work on the road
I pave it until it turns to gold
And every day that I am away
You say you miss me
Every second I'm away, yeah, it hits me
The giggles and the scent and the need make me dizzy
Maybe one day we'll awake
and it will fall into place
So finally we talk common sense
It doesn't work out, we'll act like friends
We smile a little(toetoetoetoetoe)
If you still mean it
Have a sip
On ending our
Relationship
With every second that goes by
Can you hear it?(toetoetoetoetoe)
Everyday I work on the road
I pave it until it turns to gold
And every day that I am away
You say you miss me
Every second I'm away, yeah, it hits me
The giggles and the scent and the need make me dizzy
Maybe one day we'll awake
and it will fall into place
Now months have passed
Another planet
And instincts rise
Just to forget it
Still everyday it hits
So many nights
Nothing to say
I'm kept awake
By girls with fake names
Everything forward, no looking back
I'll have another sip(toetoetoetoetoe)
Everyday I work on the road
I pave it until it turns to gold
And every day that I am away
I know you miss me
Even when I seem to stay I'm not with you
Right now I'm just an inch away:
you can't get trough
Maybe one day we'll awake
and it will fall into place
Every second I'm away, yeah, it hits me
The giggles and the scent and the need make me dizzy
Maybe one day we'll awake
I feel like a rocket
I miss your soul
All on my steps
And on her toes
She´s like a comet
Nowadays
Maybe the facts
She finally space
Now what you have
Based on silhouettes
A piece of advice
I can´t forget
What it is, I tell you what is is.
Been to easy been too slow
What it is, I love you cause it's dark
And I cannot accept that I cannot explode
I feel like a rocket
She misses your soul
There´s a new comet
Comes and goes
I try to allow the chemistry
Make room for more
Than the strungin tree
Runnin over me feelin so much better
Than runnin overseas
Feel like me
Comin from the years
Spending so much faster now started out to care
I feel like
Tell you what it is, I tell you what is is.
Been to easy, been too slow
What it is I love you cause it's dark
And I cannot accept that I cannot explode
To the pressure over lies
Everything is all red, allright
Keep throwing those bitch into the shores
Always so good to me
Quiet eyes on her smiles
Make my day all red, allright
Keep throwing those bitch into the shores
Always so good to me
we don't really care
don't give a damn about our time
we don't really mind
as long as we're on the side
oh yeah we should've seen it coming fucking miles ahead
you know that history repeats itself over again
oh yeah we should've seen it coming fucking miles ahead
you know that history repeats itself over again
Feelings explode
Feelings explode
Feelings explode
Feelings explode
i'm coming from a contray
painted, treated easily
come and visit us for the daily news oh
now don't give a shit about what happens
cause we're memoired we're peace
life's so quiet, so quiet, i want to scream
Feelings explode
Feelings explode
Feelings explode
Love explodes
Feelings explode
Feelings explode
Feelings explode
The world explodes
we should've seen it coming fucking miles ahead
you know that history repeats itself over again
how can we sleep we gotta do all we should
eight thousand people killed out as a judged flue
Feelings explode
Feelings explode
Feelings explode
Love explodes
Feelings explode
Feelings explode
Feelings explode
I write songs for a record, yeah I do
They must come from a place near the brain and heart
Sometimes they bring me closer to the truth
But it's mostly when I don't ask for it
Words pop up like kisses do with alcohol
I sing them so soft, they hardly come across
Just listen back to some words from the past
So shocked to find them in a perfect place
Two devils, one on each shoulder
Two devils talk in my sleep
Two devils making certain
That I will never lose that need
Everyday I get more cynical
The thing I have to watch put stones around the heart
Especially since she just cleaned me up
The steps to better life are being made
Two devils, one on each shoulder
Two devils talk in my sleep
Two devils making certain
That I will never lose that need
Two devils, one on each shoulder
Two devils talk in my sleep
Two devils making certain
That I will never lose that need
I only worry about my song
While the world don't get it's rest
Neglecting fuck-ups from Sharon
I just want music in my head
We're in a selfish chain of moods
Don't look at what I leave behind
Hamas are after all the Jews
While we have summer on our minds
Everyone feeling iffy
Funny times, I told you so
You want the vibe, of feeling pretty
That changes moods, I told you so
Everyone feeling iffy
Funny times, I told you so
You want the vibe, of feeling pretty
That changes moods, I told you so
You only worry about your work
And what she's saying in her sleep
She's mumbling names you've never heard
And dirty secrets you can't keep
We're in a selfish chain chain chain
For every feeling we build walls
All broken rudders
Last years I haven't felt at all
Everyone feeling iffy
Funny times, I told you so
You want the vibe, of feeling pretty
That changes moods, I told you so
Everyone feeling iffy
Funny times, I told you so
You want the vibe, of feeling pretty
I told you so
You know you taste like something's wrong?
Come on!
Alright
Everyone is in
Everyone is cynical
Everyone a kiss
I need something chemical
Everyone a kid
Everyone is manic
And everyone I see
I'm on something chemical
She says
I need to know
Because somewhere is my lawn
Where I will find some rest
Well somewhere is my-
Everyone is in
Everyone is cynical
Everyone a kiss
I need something chemical
Everyone a kid
Everyone is manic
And everyone I see
We are on a chemical push!
We are on a chemical push!
We are on a chemical push!
We are on a chemical push!
Because summer is the summer is the thing
We are on a chemical push
Everyone, everyone is cynical
Everyone, I need something chemical
Everyone, everyone is manic
And everyone
We are on chemical push!
Everyone, everyone is cynical
Everyone, I need something chemical
Everyone, everyone is manic
And everyone
Yeah I wake up somewhere outside
Buzzing from a situation
That's the upside of my new life
Everyday sees motivation
Dance, now dance
Come on, dance
Now dance
Yesterday was so much uptight
It made me thinking of the ladies
Stayed in bed
Avoid the fast life
Addiction causing situations
It is mainly now I'm uptight
That I'm thinking of you baby
Stay in bed
Avoid the fast life
Dance, the words, the smiles and the kiss
Did you feel crazy like this?
Now dance, the words, the smiles and the hiss
Did you feel crazy?
C-c-c-c-crazy now
Bass
Dance, the words, the smiles and the kiss
You never felt crazy like this
Now dance, the pace, the legs and the hiss
Did you feel crazy?
Crazy, c-c-crazy now
I am moving on the upside
And kiss a certain situation
It is mainly now I'm uptight
Can we skip the conversation?
In the deadlock that we're facing
I am thinking of you baby
Stay in bed until the buzz goes
Dance, Words, Smiles, Kiss
Dance, Pace, Legs, Hiss
And I wake up somewhere outside
Buzzing from a situation
That's the upside of my new life
Everyday sees motivation
It is mainly now I'm uptight
That I'm thinking of you baby
this quiet panic that I feel,
it's a pain inside that won't go away,
but sometimes, sometimes it can hit so hard,
so hard and it's like I'm the only one.
When it comes down I pretend that
I'm so strong, so strong, what could I do?
And just when I think that the words
I hear could mean so much, now here it comes again.
I never could quite understand it,
I never could quite figure it out.
How could I sense this desperate tone?
How could it be so intense when there's nothing at all?
The complexity of my senses,
They betray my emotions,
And as he stands near,
But with hidden resign I plunge forward unaware of my footing beneath me,
Only to peer to the window of reason that continues to shut me out.
But uncertain struggle remains obscured by his indifferent eyes that evade my existence.
I have lost my sense of balance looking over this fence of separation,
For his presence continues to echo the emptiness of my soul
And my spirit that longs for a solitary glance of reassurance from his eyes.
What will I see and what will I do,
Left without myself to forsake my depression.
But my uncertain struggle remains obscured by his indifferent eyes that evade my existence.
Silently I forsake my dejection,
So reluctant to slip on the debris of my self worth.
This is the last time,
This is the only time,
This is a time.
No longer living in my shadow, a new day has begun.
The steps I took so slow at first now move so fast my,
Blood it runs, all throughout my body, deep within my soul,
Filled by the spirit, never to be left alone.
Trusting in tomorrow, but it all starts today,
Fueled by an inner strength, guided by our faith.
My blood, it runs all throughout my body.
My blood, it runs, deep within my soul.
My blood, it runs, filled by the spirit.
Yeah, you turned me on
Felt like I was born
Into a new life but now I am on my own
It`s been a wild time
Didn`t see the sunshine
Now I just like to be on my own
Think I`ve been blinded
Didn`t realize me behind
Your game changed my feelings
And gave me new wings
Like a bird I was sailing
Through the waves I felt save
In your lovely arms
But I didn`t believe
What I got to give
For this emotional flight
You tried to shine on your light
On me made me blind
My head I couldn`t find my soul
Yeah, it`s been a nice dream
Didn`t wake up and I seem
Loosing my mind left all of my life behind
Couldn`t see clearly
Knocked out my brain nearly
No more standing all alone
so much that I have found.
Love in my eyes that's all that
you will see but why is it only me?
True life given on the cross yet we continue to be lost.
Can't you see it's in our grasp?
Our faith is where we'll make it last.
Praying God take my life.
My heart opened, forgive me.
The weight that once forced me down
now I open my eyes so I can see.
And I'm on the edge but I'm falling off.
Searching for truth and I'll give it all I've got.
Scared to open up these eyes
See just what's inside
Twisted and cold
This house is not a home
Help me now
I'm dying here all alone.
This is not a new game
So don't think that you know.
Casually I confide
Awake and paralyzed
Forever in one word
Forever is the longest time
It's the only cure
I'm not sure I'll survive.
This is not a new game
So don't think that you know.
Can you see these blood shot eyes?
And can you see...
That my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
And this hearts not beating
It just doesn't seem the same.
And my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
Can't go on this way...
Promise me, Promise me
Promise me, You will not ever leave...
Promise me, You will not ever leave...
Promise me, You will not ever leave...
Promise me, You will not ever leave...
You will not ever leave.
And my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
And this heart's not beating
It just doesn't seem the same.
We're all living in selfishness,
And not caring about other lives.
We only want what we want.
This greed right in front of our eyes,
The view of our worth is out of control,
We see it,
And just keep taking.
This world becomes more valuable than love.
It haunts our world.
And we cover our eyes,
We buy our hearts content to fill a void.
No, I will relent, and it won't go away, no it won't go away.
This image you want, it will take your life and you will pay.
Our society teaches consumption is the only thing,
Get rich quick scheme,
Take the goods while they're cheap.
Dwelling in a material world.
We drown ourselves in growth and purchase these lies.
It's in our greed, our greed right in front of our eyes.
The media pushes beauty and sex as acceptance,
To wear a mask or a condom and fool yourself.
Buying into this growth, we must kill the image,
If this is how to be accepted than I will have no part
Fighting a war
A timeless hour
Clock still ticking
There's a picture in my head.
An endless killing, an endless slaughter.
There are no innocent, all are dead.
Final days in revelation a prophecy fulfilled.
The dead will rise on judgment day.
No time to think.
No time to hide.
Black ash. No light.
Die eternal death.
Behold the fate you choose.
Behold!
Come into the light.
A living water.
Never thirst.
A voice inside your head knocking at the door to your heart.
A spirit of love.
Acceptance is the key.
(2 Corinthians 5: 17 )
If any man is in Christ he is a new creation.
Old thing pass away.
Behold all have become new.
Excel where I left off.
To go where I have gone.
Defeated my failures.
Still to stand as one.
Why must I contribute to hate?
The tears burning in my eyes.
See the confusion all around me.
This one's told me so many lies.
The walk is easy.
But we make it hard.
God give me the strength
cause I've fallen down, down so far.
Why must I contribute to hate?
The tears burning in my eyes.
I see so much confusion all around me.
Cause I've been told so many lies.
A new life now I began.
Once lost but now I'm found.
Familiar in this same song.
No more chains that I've been bound.
Saying the same old thing.
Yeah I'll continue on.
Take a look all around you.
I will accept this,
These different ways,
This change that's taking place,
And the knowledge that I know now,
And I am a part of this,
And I will do all that I can,
The free gift that is given to me,
For I am strong and I will stand,
And I,
I must,
Deny,
Myself,
So why am I left here,
When my questions run so deep,
To separate myself.
How can we rest as we watch it fall
Continuing to drown,
The time is less,
Reaching through the darkness and there is nothing left,
It is not to be forgotten,
Or to be left behind,
My soul's driving me to what's found,
And I'm not blind.
The direction coming from within,
No one's to blame,
My soul's not empty,
Ignited with flame.
I just won't take it standing still,
Given a second chance,
It's not empty,
I will tell you soon, about the words used when the day has no room for us,
And for the hope that lies within.
And the love I've longed for.
For with my hands in yours, I've held it so tight, in my last breath I will say your name.
And I will know the answer.
That of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit so great in Gods eyes.
The sun rises, we'll wrap ourselves in his light.
And the love I've longed for, and the hope that lies within.
I will tell you soon about the thoughts forgotten,
Why my mind sings this familiar song.
I've been crying over nothing, and felt the fear of truth as the day has no room for us.
I found the love I longed for to take me from this place.
Say youâ? re a friend, talk is cheap.
Itâ? s not the promises we make, itâ? s the ones that we keep.
And I will live in darkness no - only in the light.
Weâ? ll work together not in spite.
You say youâ? re a friend donâ? t walk in front of me.
Just walk beside me.
Never use a fist only an open hand.
I never intend to hurt only to understand.
Look into my eyes, cause thereâ? s not a blank stare.
Itâ? s obvious if you really care.
If iâ? m confused and donâ? t know what to do an open mind seeing helps me through.
Learn from my mistakes and I will learn from yours.
Together weâ? ll defeat these pressures.
Together we stand no hatred at all.
Thatâ? s weakness man it will make us fall.
Bonded by Christ is how we live.
Killing Years
Caught in a lie,
Now denial,
Committed crimes,
Her life to steal,
Your touch violates,
Feeding your eyes, your mind,
Filth in your life,
It dictates.
Your thoughts are filled, black and white images pages drilled,
You stole her innocence, you stole her trust,
You took her very being, you stole her very being away from her.
Took it from her.
Hidden past, these cries of fear, abuse inside these killing years.
She blames herself, trying to escape.
In your tears she shakes her head to empty her mind from her past,
Follows much to close, in this abuse not love.
Never will I leave you.
Never will I forsake you.
ÂCause now I stand with confidence.
Lord you are my healer, provider, redeemer.
And I will not be afraid for what could a man do to me?
(Romans 12: 2Â
)
I will not conform any longer to the pattern of this world
but be transformed by the renewing of my mind.
Then I will be able to test and approve what God's will is.
His good, pleasing, and perfect will.
(1 John 4: 4Â
)
Because the one who is in me is greater than the one in this world
Humility when I fall to my knees for not my will but thy will be done.
For I am not my own.
I was bought with a price, the price a bloody sacrifice.
And I will live for you.
You're the one to erase my pain.
Oh God, take me from my minds fight, and I will not be afraid.
For what can a man do to me?
Never will I leave you.
And will I forsake you.
And now I stand with confidence.
Lord you are my healer, provider, redeemer.
Humility as I fall to my knees for not my will but thy will be done.
For i am not my own.
I was bought with a price, this price, a merciful sacrifice.
For I can only see your light.
You're the one to erase this pain.
Divided,
On the other side you're too far gone,
You have nothing to lose,
Fear your choice can't mend unconditional love
Risen Christ from the dead.
His blood.
There is no one righteous, not even one.
No one who understands, no one who seeks God.
All have turned away,
They have together become worthless,
No one who does good,
Not even one.
Their throats are open graves,
Their tongues practice deceit,
The poison of vipers is on their lips.
The truth they do not seek.
Mouths full of cursing and bitterness,
Ruin and misery mark their ways,
The way of peace they do not know.
I feel the splinter in my hand, I see it all wasted.
I see it all passed by, there's nothing to show for it.
And there's some spare change on the table left for me, pick it up, I'm running out again.
Why do I see these things this way, I don't help, I'm running out again.
I tried to remind you of the day when the door closed, we stopped dreaming as I left your side.
Only to scratch my knee on the ground running out again, the picture painted nothing.
I was left without reason, we tried to remind ourselves of the last time.
The perspective was never in my sight, it was always inside,
They mentioned that you were great, but I just considered you a friend.
Running out again.
Leaving nothing behind.
And I thirst for color to brighten my day.
I washed away the blood, only to see my scars, waited so long,
Hey baby
My name is Foxxx
Yeah
I see you standin over there in the corner lookin all smooth
Short lil' cutie
Hey, check this out
How 'bout we break the scene, you know?
Do it my way
Comin?
Cool
You're listenin, while my baritone's flowin
Smilin at Freddie Foxxx, girl, because you're knowin
We break the scene, it's a night of sheer ecstacy
Nobody's around, just you and me
The music is smooth and we don't have tension
Then we cuddle up when I whisper and mention
Baby, I think it's time that we did it
The smile that you have on your face shows you're with it
Then when we approach the bedroom you stand there
Sexy as ever, then let down your hair
You can't wait, the pressure builds up to shocks
You're about to be loved by the man Freddie Foxxx
Unpredictable atittudes can fill the air
But when you're in the mix with the Foxxx you don't care
Love goes on, might last forever
Dissatisfaction on your part, never
I take you deep, baby, you can't stand it
Pain is pleasure with the black love bandit
When it's over, hug you, kiss you and hold you
Things stay smooth just like I told you
Forever
(Forever and ever, yeah)
Forever
Now baby listen, now I'm your man and you're free
I send you love letters and you love what you read
I sing and serenade you with all my heart
Got a bond between us, baby, never tear us apart
Send you flowers everyday, got you diamonds and gold
We live together always till we grow old
Have dinner in bed, you don't have to cook
Got my butlers waitin on you, hand and foot
I bought you minks and furs, a white cat that purrs
And two matching poodles named His and Hers
We travel the world, goin near and far
And I gave you the keys to your brand new car
Girl, you don't wanna drive, I buy you a plane
And on the side in black letters print your whole name
Give you love and sensitivity, disrespect never
Forever
(Forever and ever, yeah)
Forever
Now my mental is active, so I'm always thinkin
Of ways to make it better, so my love ain't shrinkin
But you're used to it, you want more every day
You're startin to ask me in a arrogant way
I never asked you for nothin, always give
But you're head's gettin real large like you live
Bein real hateful and very ungreatful
Tryin to disrespect the man that made your whole plate full
How you're livin, baby, I wanna ask you
Answer the question before I unmask you
Was it phoney? You knew I had dough, so we did it
But now it's all done, Foxxx just ain't with it
It's over, I get the house, you get Rover
I keep the Rolls and might buy you a Nova
You devoted your love and your heart to my soul
And said that I was the man you always wanted to hold
Now you love me, you want me back, you want a change
All of a sudden, girl, you wanna rearrange
Is it because your bank's goin down the drain?
Or you lost your diamond rings and fat gold chains
Stop cryin, I have no sympathy what'soever
I don't want you forever
(Forever and ever, yeah)
Forever
Hey baby
When we started off everything was real smooth
But I treat you too good, that's what it was
Couldn't even go down the block unless you had the cops on my jock
Youknomsayin?
Hey look
A white flag can not end this bloody war.
No water can cool this fire that burns on.
You've lived in clouds of rebellion
that are now being blown away by the winds of consequence.
The peace in your heart will now be replaced by terror in your eyes
because the fire that will consume
you is a fire that you have lit.
The hands you've killed with will decay.
The eyes you've plotted with will melt away.
The light you rebel in is about to be swallowed up by an unfathomable darkness.
You've made yourself your God and now God will make you a vessel of wrath.
Wipe the tears from our eyes,
erase the fear from your heart put
your knee in the dirt and bow to
the God that holds your blood red
destiny in the palm of his awesome hands.
