so i say goodnite to you....
so i say goodnite to you when its all been said
and you know its no longer left in me
and theres nothing i can do,
cause youre the only thing that i can see evolving into everything i need
so i say goodnite to you when its all been said
and you know its no longer left in me
and theres nothing i can do, cause your the only thing that matters now,
oh how you seem to go in everyway
when i go home again, oh baby just please forgive me
and i wont be comin back again so baby just please forgive me
when i go home again, oh baby just please forgive me
and i wont be coming back again, so baby just please forgive me
well it's been all this time carreses in the factories
with all the common waste you've sorta taken a liking to me
well it's been all this time protecting what will come to me
in an uncommon way
will you arrive to me with thoughts
so easily justified
well it's been all this time the shipments
turned its back to me
and violations make communions in the factory
will i arrive on time my blame is on the company
feel out the package weight
runaway i say i know i'll say runaway
i know it's just too late
what all did i say i know i'll say runaway
i know it's just too late
Practice all the lines weve rehearsed
play will start at nine
and drama is a game ive been thru
sort thru broken ties
and the curtains on the rise
in the moment of surprise
the stage that i built on holidays
so stand back
lights on...
i wont fail
when your gone...
i will never die without you
fine without you
life without you exists...in time
So have you seen the show run lately?
seats are hard to find
and the teachers on the rooftop
singing praise aint justified
and the curtains on the rise
in the moment of surprise
our thoughts will coincide on better days
so stand back
lights on...
i wont fail
when your gone...
i will never die without you
fine without you
life without you exists...in time
and the curtains on the rise
in the moment of surprise
when you find the part to play
it doesn't seem to matter what you say you will never feel the same it doesn't seem to matter what you do I will fall in love with you and everyday I think we grow apart I guess I saw it from the start I guess I knew that you and I won't be It doesn't mean that I can't dream about you think about you still you complete a part of me I never knew I had to fill I'd give you everything like the times I'd sing on the phone to you was not the easiest thing to do you know its true and I swear by my heart there is nothing on earth that will keep us apart and all I have I swear I give to you all that I say you and I will begin this way when you fall in love with me it doesn't seem to matter what I say you will never be the same it doesn't seem to matter what you do I will fall in love with you and everyday I wonder how you feel if your sincerity is real I took the time I softly called your name I know I should've screamed instead do you miss meaning everything to me cause not a day goes by if I had kissed you it just might have changed our destiny cause we were meant to be i'm standing on one knee wont you please just marry me you know its true you know it could have been this way.
been goin out so long that i show
i'll go and answer all that i know
been out so much that i'm late
it's turning out it's all that i hate
been going out so long that i caved
from throwing out the bait that i saved
i swallowed up the young that i stole
i've mellowed out so i'm sure that i'll hold
so baby come back to me and we'll sleep
i'll admit the things you want me to I
won't fuck the girls I wanted too...
been goin out so long that i stay
been shrugging off the loins that i hate
loving eyes don't know what a fool
sweet loving eyes don't know what a fool
and so baby even if you long to
and everything goes through me on a Tuesday night feeling wrong yet right I won't admit I'm wrong dramatize and move along and everything you say I push down inside a hole where it can hide resurfaces today its leaking out me through the sides of the story that I've been victimized I have to realize and face up to my faults the irony it makes me strong convienient thinking used to mean everything i think i can't be wrong the lies i feed myself a selfish figure shows itself so will you go on when you can't see the darkest part inside of me a darker future lurks unseen will you forgive me? forgive myself how the end will turn out we don't know this hibernation heals the soul so please let me go you're on your own seems we can't face one last embrace and i will return one lesson learned please say goodbye inside i die as i hid behind me fears i've lost what i hold dear and the truth is what i fear and i speak and the devil appears
and so darling for once please get clean for me
nothing else left i can say
when i refuse to say words that won't break through to you
deny when you see me lie when you tell me i'm wrong
it seems good and fine to you
the drugs that you're doing are bad
and i wish it was easier for me to say
please girl stop using
don't run away run along to a world that won't lie to you
trust you and get drawn into your eyes
there are places that take you in its not some drug rehab
its what i've been trying to say
this world has lost faith in you
for the promises that you have made
but there's still a place that believes in you
just close your eyes make believe that this world will come true
the pain that you feel is gone
vices in life fade away and there's no more pain
no more drugs, no more lies, no need to worry
cause I'm standing here by your side
where no harm will come to you
don't you see your trust is safe with me
of course you must get here first
no need for directions
allow me to show you the way
do you know the way to san jose?
let me show you the way
do you know where to turn when you do wrong?
Well it's friday night at the football game,
the crowd is cheering one more time for me,
and everything is going fine so far
but life is just ten yards away
a football play that goes on three but when you don't know me
and you don't see me
the ball springs loose you're alone and scrambling
once again you're looking for that open man
today i'm right beside you screaming you can do this
no one seems to understand i'm not afraid to take a stand
and when you don't know me it makes no difference what you say you are wrong
and maybe you dont wanna say will i just get sacked
someday i do this all because of you yeah tired
and bleeding it's tough i will go on it makes me wanna sing this song
I remember when we first met
it was freshman summer i cant forget
and daydreams of you and i
wrote your name on my folder a 1000 times
so why cant i let you go?
when i know i should
well im not sure i ever could
and how will we go on again?
it doesnt matter cause you left me
ticks the time away again
doesnt matter cause you gone
well i remember when we first met
and now im left to weather
if youll be gone forever
but daydreams of you and i
let me introduce you
to the private eyes that hunt you
gonna paste the clues when i go home
we're gonna try to make it work
tired of information messing with the operation
words will carry a riddle when i go home
I'm gonna try to make it!
i hate calling you out.
you're so into the phone
your lines a mental case
in the air the cries will go through
past the ball of lies that i threw
gonna make this work well you're on your own
you're gonna try to make it work
tired of information messing with the operation
words on the carriage of rhythm?
oh wait my phone!
we're gonna try to make it
i hate call you out you're so into the phone
your lines a mental case
we're going far when i say the lines are opening
she's given all when i say the crimes an open case
we're going far when i say these lines are open wide
you're gonna call when i say these lines are open wide
And maybe one day if you would just look straight into my eyes
you would find your son inside
not just a twinkle in your eye
And maybe you'd say "I did the best I can with what I know"
When our hollowed past feeds the wrong it makes more sense to move along
Game over she said i got a new friend
and thats harder to face over the deep end
its harder to sense she wanted to go home
Game over she said are you recieving
the time that we spent has been decieving
so were parting our ways with no regrets tonite
because ive been doing fine
so please dont leave me ive been feeling fine
so stop wasting all your time
dont decieve me ive been telling lies
because ive been doing fine
and if you dont believe me ive been feeling fine
so stop wasting all your time
so please dont leave me all nite
controlling 2 player situation
will surely result in hesitation
continuing lives and continuing tries
will surely result the situation
So game over she said the level needed for the time
and the place has been defeated
so dont blame its hard to believe it wsa love we had
pretty boy you might be safe 'cause
i like the way you try to sing
but do your expect anyone to listen
pretty boy you might be safe 'cause
i like the way you aim to please
so do expect anyone to listen to you
when your voice is just as fuckin fake
so i'll stay away while i'm not opposed to you,
you sort it out i'm getting by
you're gonna freak what am i supposed to do you
sort it out i'm getting by
silly boy you might be safe 'cause
i like the way you aim to please
but do you execpt anyone to listen to you
when your voice is just a fuckin
and when your words
they don't mean nothing
pretty boy
how very nice of me
do what you want to me
just know i'm never gonna change
in spite of everything
visions a wandering
with my luck you're never gonna see
stand back
you're never gonna see
with lack luster vision
go back along the way
i know i know i can't change
good looking rattle me
tell me along the way
there's so much im never gonna see.
over the novelty of love and life alarming me
there's so much im never gonna see
12 steps coming
so hold yourself together
ive been good but youve been better
now that all our misdirection is left right on me
on the car ride home you tell me
i was lost could you please tell me
broken down and broken off from you inside
well ive been waiting for my longing soul to say
and shes been holding on for a reason then i might stay
if you hold yourself together ive been writing you this letter
stating all the things you needed me to say
and so ahhh aint it funny how it used to be
like a brokedown memory tonight
so staying on is hard to do
but breaking down is long over due
and i, tend to leave my whoas behind
well ive been waiting for my longing soul to say
and shes been holding on for a reason then i might stay
if you hold yourself together ive been writing you this letter
stating all the things you needed me to say
if you hold yourself together ive been writing you this letter
stating all the things you needed me to say
and so ahhh aint it funny how it used to be
how could you take my girl away when i told you everyday but you took her anyway from me i stand alone heartbroken not one word is ever spoken and there's nothing left to say to you its everywhere i go you're stuck inside my head why can't i get you out? i guess i can't let go the memories i have are burning out again and i would never walk away forever I would stay but you took her anyway from me how come you messed with my girl you betrayed the trust that I had with you and i would never do the same to you i could never see the truth from underneath is hidden in his lies I could never see the truth from underneath he's taking her from me there was always something in the way you looked at me all I've got are memories I find them hard to keep I love the way it used to be how can you take from me crossed in two i stand alone betrayed because of you because of you
did you kill someone
i would hide your gun
and any wise guy'd stay
a million miles away
gypsyqueen you'll run
you have had your fun
go ahead i say go ahead
and it would be so sweet
you're cool enough to gauge an idle
moment if it speeds
so speed but what about the way you
keep pretending
and so i cant decide if i wanna stay or leave tonite
cause a dream has called that ive waited for my entire life
so leave the window open cause tonite i think im coming home
so leave the window open for tonight...
and so baby ill be missing everything i leave behind
but just maybe ill be finding what it takes to feel alive
so leave the window open cause tonight i think im coming home
so leave the window open for tonight...
pictures i have seen...
and places in between....
This one dimension of myself has hurt the ones I love
and I have come to shut you out
and the God i fear above
and i will make my way through the lines drawn on the floor
it goes away so quickly now
but I've been gone before and everything I do
and everything I say they come in come conflict even as I sing this song today
and I know I've let you down
please know its not your fault
you're falling out again you're bending at the knees she calls you over there is nothing we can say to you but we won't laugh this time your friends are on your side but there's no closure when the end won't justify the means when all you need is some attention and your friends don't seem the same a face with no name and all you need is some affection you know she forgets your name cause if that's what you want you can have it friends don't matter nothing to you pointless girls are what you're into choosing girls over your friends it has no dignity cause she won't be your bride your friends will always be there till you die how will this story end? sufficing all your needs but what's left over but a selfish friend that I can't stand the search goes on and on realities off track and you get nowhere unless you find what you're searching for a pretty girl who's gonna use you an easy thing to ascertain when you have no shame passive grounds and girls abuse you what did you expect from them when you cry and beg her stay forever there's no bound that you won't go to a submissive angle can't respect you anything you say has lost its credibility wont stop at seventeen the tragic end won't justify the means
so what pull my teeth
with your rabid foamin teeth
you know what you're a freak
you gotta a lot to say
so what's the matter with you
you took a look at the things that you can do
you never wanted to feel this good right
you never wanted to leave
so what it's all a game
and you watch me fall asleep
so fall out kill me please
i never meant to meet you i was goin
on a sweet vacation so i'll be away
what a way to leave that's right i was goin
for a sweet sensation
so i'll be away
so what it's all a game
with young dead put right on key
fall right on fallen key
with medicine believe me i'll be goin
on a sweet vacation so i'll be away
what a way to leave that's right i was goin
for a sweet sensation
so i'll be away
so what pull my teeth
with your rabid foamin teeth
so what it's all a dream
as you watch me fall asleep
so what punish me
with your rabid foamin teeth
you know what you're a freak
you got a lot to say
i lost the wings that are my friends
we're overseas let's not forget
you are the waves that make me sink
i've drowned myself before
i'm goin on a sweet vacation so i'll be away
what a way to leave that's right i was goin
for a sweet sensation
so i'll be away
what a way to leave that's right i was goin
for a sweet sensation
she has seen no words speak through him
he has seen her grow through plastic eyes
and the sign thats posted on the door reads
do not enter, monster in disguise
she says theres no such thing inside
but he says that when i finally love me
i wont break inside you will see
plus i promised mom and dad......
standing, sleeping, sitting, breathing,
cant help but feel the cold air in this room
complacency and urgency
ode to those that know better than i do
so she says will i go numb inside
but shes says are you the boy who loved me
was it something said please tell me
because the flaws that run through you
will surely trample me you see
this soul has many voids throughout me
i have fallen deep inside
ill never find the right way
and im sick of living life through weakness
i would rather slip and die than live this life without you
so when i finally love me
i will break inside you will see
cause i promised mom and dad i have this thing called son wrapped up
this soul has many voids throughtout me
i have fallen deep inside, i will never find the right way
and im sick of living life through weakness
so please wake up the dream is over mindless wondering makes you sleep I'm sorry you were misinformed but welcome to reality Somewhere someone made you think that somewhere somehow dreams come true Childhood stories teachers parents brought your hopes up sad but true And it wasn't ever gonna go out right when its nothing but foolish lies
round and round you break a little
lovely voice is singing like a Mom to her baby
round and round you break a little
comatose is all you'd need to show we're just crazy
water break-in is chasing after us
she says life will lead to lust
then she tossed me outta the womb
round and round it takes a little loveliness
to lead her gang of four into the grave
we're obliged to play a little until we close up
we refuse to go we're just crazy
delicately crashing into us
she's been lauging into us
until she tosses me outta the womb
well i guess we have to run singing
now i know that im done swelling up swell
enough now i know that i'm
swlling up singing
Dances on top a pile of excess
It's a good time until you breathe
Breathless assures my sign of sickness
Swim past the tide, sail out to sea
'Cause I wanna know, 'cause this is hardly worth going for
A long time ago when there was something left to uphold
Last time I'll have to explain my withdrawal
Forces around the point of entry
Will avert the eyes so you can scream
Ship me, forever barred from entering
We'll hold up the signs of apathy
'Cause I wanna know, 'cause this is hardly worth going for
A long time ago when there was something left to uphold
Last time I'll have to explain my withdrawal
Swim past the tide, sail out to sea
'Cause I wanna know, 'cause this is hardly worth going for
A long time ago when there was something left to uphold
and its hard to say youre sorry
when theres nothin wrong and you dont wanna talk about this
something on your mind
you try and point the finger, but you wont let this linger
cant take this anymore
shock my systems with charisma
leaves you breaking in my waste
lost my faith, ive lost my faith,
ive lost my crucial time and place
its hard to say youre sorry when theres nothing wrong
and you dont wanna talk about this
you will understand that you will never need me,
so why dont you just leave me
and be the one to take the fall
shock my system with chrisma
leaves you breaking in my waste
lost my faith, ive lost my faith,
Maria hey don't be too late you'll make me crazy
if we're controlled by what is free
you should tangle up with me
you're the whore i wanna squeeze
until all she wants is me
you're the soul i wanna sew
shine in all the things i do
you're the whore i wanna save from the haze
Maria hey don't be too late you'll make me crazy
you're the whore i wanna squeeze
until all that's left is me
love sick lover I concede to the ample offering
could have stole it if I wanted to
sha na na oh the things I do
The vast plains of ice
Faraway from route of nomads
Against the lacerating wind
Alone pilgrim presses through the snow
Beneath the wendigo's howls
And luring voice of naked nymphs
Await him to falter on this path
A warlock and mortal
From pulpits of madness
Send to forge towards his fate
Eyes blinded
And skin shred by thorns of cold
But somewhere inside burns the image
That rises past the horizon
The circle, the black stones
Monument of heavens below
At dawn of time consecrated
With blood of lesser races
Ceremonial knife
Aligns the stones
By light pouring from the stars
The woods are alive
At night, it's calling... tempting in
deformed trees and branches
petrified with black thorns outstretched so dark that it
blinds it's own shadow
silhouette which guides my way
And smell of death rises
from mouldered soil
I hold the skull bowl
against the cold light of Nanna
Lycanthropy
the arcane power
unleash the beast inherited instincts
through forests maze
my howls haunt
In darkness eyes ignite
the drunk of splendour
from open throat of prey
pours the wine of Satan
The woods are alive
at night, it's watching
deformed trees and branches
drape the parts of victims
oath of kindred spirits
pure and ferocious
Shadows and night are one with me
And cold darkness fills my life
I am wandering here eternally
On a path of sorrow
In the forest I walk alone
Crystallic ice covers the trees
And thick snow falls from the nightsky
Under the evershining star of the north
I was born and I will die
And then my soul shall rise with the wings of winter
The cold northern winds blows into my soul
I stand on the forest and watch as the snow falls
This winter-night feels so everlasting
The night birds on a beautiful sky
And wolves carry my name in their midnight speech
Shadows of the past reflect from my eyes
Thrones of black ice I see
The wings of northern winds I feel
Towards the thrones I walk
Wind is restless
Rain whips my face
I stagger blindly
Into the wood's shadow
Mad stars spat on
Every sound contains a mocking tone
Light is shattered
And left my body
Seeking salvation of somekind
From solitude and death
A wreck, collapsed by despair
There it stands in the glade
The black lodge
And I enter,
Nothing but an empty vessel
Beg to be filled
With new light... with new darkness...
Fire walk with me
Behind my mask, turmoil has stopped
There's a new meaning, in life and death
My purposeful steps, lead me out
Carrying the black flame, planted in my heart
Wind is calm
On the windswept hills I walk
Cloaked by the winter-nights veil
With the moonrise by the moonlight
Views from ages of shadows
Reflecting, silently reforming
Under the opening stargates
Which bleed their haunting light upon me
Gather images, mirror to the other world
Once upon this frozen ground
Dragons spread their wings
Sorcerers and laws of steel
This mighty kingdom rules supreme
Lost and forgotten beyond the realms
Yearning entered to my soul
Shedding it's painful memories
Visions and the key that makes them live again
Once again upon this frozen ground
dragons spread their wings
Sorcerers and laws of steel
Fearful legend told us
He was born from womb of night
Crawled out of hell
Dressed with sin and evil
He wears the mark
Of the devil
And is cloaked
With wolf's skin
Lock the doors
For fullmoon is risen
With his diabolic howl
He lures your children
In the woods he stalks
Lurking in shadows
Serving another victim
To his hellish frenzy
Howls,
Heart rending at the night of wolf
Blood,
On the leaves fallen marks death
Satan,
Planted his seed in every man
To kill,
Wet cunt of autumn weeps
And soil bleeds the blackest blood
All the trees are dead and withered
Like a promise of a new life in young girl's womb
Once solid ground where seeds bloomed,
Turned to mud
Punctured holes, like fetid wounds
Made of rats
Failed to see the light
Behind the smoke of burning corpses
Day after day rising lamentations
For another children buried
One by one black abscesses appeared
Terrible pains twist the bodies
Soon their maturated limbs
Will overpopulate the graves
The feeble flock gathered at church
With their white robes, crosses at hand
Cries of mercy for their sins
Prays to God for save them
But this plague won't left no one spared
In few days, all is ruined
No sign of life
Scattered around lies swollen piles
Vaporizing putrid stench
At next village's gate
Was tall and pale man sawn
Dressed all in black
Stare of a eyes so black
Cold, inhuman and bottomless
It draws you nearer
To hand and lose a soul
Arousal of flame, the embers, ash
Every heart holds the key to damnation
The sinner's blood
The great shadow is closing in
From realm of hell he calls
The name written in book of death
A soul for Satan to claim
The embers, ash
It feels like years
On this star-shed path
For human light
Now accept our offering
Moon's web
Breaks the crust of winter
Crying dark north
At the face of dream
Eyes of intent bear down they bear down on
The ice that gleams that frosts the blood by
This night my god now it boils and the shine
We hold inviting our life into you and yes
We are the blasphemy you never knew...
Stones cleared
With the word of ages
Knowers ascend
By this sidereal bath
Winter
Shimmer of cold light of the moon
Made icicles point us like sharp knives
From this moment on, no words are needed
Two souls, but through this path only one will go
Breath this chilling air
Let the lungs inhale, the spirit of murder
Red crystals pour to snow
To kill a human, to end a life
This forest is a shrine
Your flesh bound to earth
At the treshold of death
Sparks start to gather
Dark gateway opens
You were the key
Into the dephts of evil
One had to die
To channel the power
Into a greater being
Shimmer of cold light of the moon
The sombre castle stands upon the hill
Cold walls that kill the last rays of sun
Winter night laid it´s frosty grip
To veil the valleys and forest dark
Ghost of midnight
Cast the morbid shadows
In the nakedness of the moon
Thy minions howl
Evil gave life
To tormented spirits of old graves
The fog scratches the windowpanes
The Devil works undisturbed
Ghost of midnight
Tyrant of northern darkness
It haunts to steal your souls
With hate to drink your blood
Phantom of night, life eternal
Coiled in wings of darkness
Grim and evil, the lord of nightmares
Before the pale gleam of dawn
Ghastly visitor has left it´s mark
Belltower tolls mournful tune
Once again hearse drags the deceased
Ghost of midnight
Cast the morbid shadows
It haunts to steal your souls
Eternal winter, impenetrable
Grey brother has swallowed the warmth of sun
With the northwind reaches a distant croak
And all lays barren and cold
All that our forefathers fight for,
Was forgotten and lost
Cursed brood of traitors,
Brought infidel values and blood
Few were the men of northern glory
Who rode across the snowy hills
To sacred place of their gods
For rite to unleash the winter of ages
The gods spin the wheel of sun
Cast the blizzards and deadly cold
Forever are we,
Under the northern sky
At these valleys and the hills
In forests dark and thousand lakes
Even when we are died our ghosts shall march
For their fatherland,
The voice of northman still echoes
Darkness builds around
All is silent
This cold soil
Will be the grave
Dreams of child
Turned to dust
Under the old skin
Yearn for sleep
Ages ago, shadows have eaten the soul
In this field of frost, there's only death
Dead emotions
No human inside
Malicious grin
On scarred lips
Vanish to ground
Where once came
This cold womb, solitude
Is the nameless grave
Cold, without light
For lifeless