Give me love laced with lies
There ain't much I haven't tried
Give me love laced with lies
There ain't much, baby, I haven't tried
There's so much, so much, so much I need
There's so much, so much, so much that I need
Turn your back, because you've shown your pain
There's nothing you really need to explain
There's so much, so much, so much that I need
There's so much, so much, so much I need, need, need
Hit it
You're killing me and I'm killing you
You can't keep me from what I got to do
No, no, no
There's so much, so much, so much I need
There's so much, so much, so much that I need
There's so much, so much, so much I need
I lost you a long time ago I tossed our love as far as I could throw
I can't help feelin tentative and blind
I only wish that you could read my mind
I need to pitch it all into the wind
I need to face a wall that's cavin' in
I need to fall fall again I do need you
Can friends be lovers can lovers still be friends
What about the story when there ain't no happy end
Look around look around and tell me
What am I s'posed to do
To say goodby'd be a big mistake after
All that we've been through
Some familiar face some familiar song
But those times have come and gone
Sometimes I feel like my memories are
Only there to let me know
That bein' lonely is so damn slow
It's like a deep dark fever dream
I get surges I take a midnight drive
I'm goin' nowhere I don't care when I arrive
I got questions the kind that got no clues
You've got time, time on your hands
Bury your head in the sand
Take your time, hurry it up
Cause it sits there and just drift away
You've got worries more than enough
Course it's rough you soon know that it's tough
All that time, time on your hands
Cause it sits there and juste drift away
I need to know
I've been sitting into a prayer pew
I need to know
There's a little hope inside of you
But that might
Might not be
Oh my baby please look me up
When you feel that you've had enough
You were mine I was yours
Sit to see and now drift away
I need to know
I've been sitting into a prayer pew
I need to know
There's a little hope inside of you and
I need to know
I've been sitting into a prayer pew
I need to know
There's a little hope inside of you
But there might, might not be
You tore the veil
So my eyes could see
Your open arms
Right in front of me
LOrd I feel blind
Make this darknees flee
You know exactly
Waht I need
Help me God I do belive
But I feel lost and it's killing me
I need You right now.
God please answer me,
I know You're here but it's hard to see
I need You right now.
Trying myself
To figure it out
It's like standing on sand
And swimming in doubt
I know I'm not alone
If all of this time
You've been waiting
All of this time
For me to say it
Now I'm calling out.
Help me God I do belive
But I feel lost and it's killing me
I need You right now.
God please answer me,
I know You're here but it's hard to see
I need You right now.
You tore the veil
So my eyes could see
Your open arms
Right in front of me
LOrd I feel blind
Make this darknees flee
You know exactly
Waht I need
It's You
It's You
It's You
Help me God I do belive
But I feel lost and it's killing me
I need You right now.
God please answer me,
I know You're here but it's hard to see
I need You right now.
You tore the veil
So my eyes could see
Your open arms
Right in front of me
You tore the veil
So my eyes could see
Your open arms
(claude s.)
All I need is under the spell of words,
Always there, trying to remind me of
What and who I am...
All I need is high on the sea of stars,
Shining down, trying to remind me of
What and who I am...
A tear to catch when it all comes crashing
Down, a loving face that tears away
The frown, somebody who needs to
Need, is all I needed...
All I need plays on my soft machines,
Like a child, trying to remind me of what
And who I am...
Even though I've seen the heavens fall
With the taint of every heart we tore,
In spite of the odds, my friend,
It was all I needed...
Well there is nothing you can do
To make me feel much better
Unless in some way you will
Wipe off all my spite
And there is no way left for you
To make me feel it's worth it
Unless somehow you can
Turn back time and make things right
Now I feel I'm healed and I don't need you
I do not need to ask you why
I don't need you to say you're sorry
The truth is better than a lie
But I'm gone
I don't care if you start to cry
I don't even want to worry
You did things you can't deny
Well, I'm gone
Now looking back I can't believe
I guess I didn't matter
Enough to make you think
Or even have a doubt
There is no way I can forgive
I'm better off without
You say you're sorry but you
Just regret that I found out
Now I feel I'm healed and I don't need you
I do not need to ask you why
I don't need you to say you're sorry
The truth is better than a lie
But I'm gone
I don't care if you start to cry
I don't even want to worry
You did things you can't deny
Well, I'm gone
I just want to get away on my own
In search of something pure
And sing my song
I do not need to ask you why
I don't need you
I do not need to ask you why
I don't need you to say you're sorry
The truth is better than a lie
But I'm gone
I don't care if you start to cry
I don't even want to worry
You did things you can't deny
Paint me a window so I can see
Over the rainbow inside of me
I need
How I need
Crimson and clover, wagon and hay
These are some sweet things, so lovely and gay
I need
How I need
'Cause I'm not the strongman
I am the one in need
If I were a circus traveling around
Would I be the high wire or the one falling down?
I need
How I need
'Cause I'm not the strongman
I am the one
Just who I am and just who you see
A strange contradiction won't let me be
I need
Sunshine and laughter and innocent eyes
Love that stays after the good and the bad times
I need
How I need
To show you the real me is the hardest of all
Should I stay silent or risk the fall?
I need
How I need
(chorus)
And what isn't lovely blossoms one day
Turns bitter snow to a sweet summer day
And I need
You need
How we need
"...Because of my love for all living things
...I choose to die..."
Open me, with your kiss of steel
End my pain - set me free
For we are enslaved, forever enslaved
Open me, with your kiss of steel
End my pain - set me free
Live only to die some more
Need - killing yourslef to live
For we are enslaved, forever enslaved
Lay your fears to rest, let your dreams awake
For we are enslaved, forever enslaved
Lay your hate to rest - open me...
needing, feeling alone
light never seems to shine
hiding under a stone
now I understand that deep inside
you need to make me feel
something inside her
she's closing the door
screaming inside her smile
she don't cry anymore
feeling her prayer, breathing her pain
dreaming her tears gone by
now she's out of the rain
now I understand that deep inside
you need to make me feel
words fly like missiles
they're flying on now
. . . rest your mind, rest your mind . . .
your lips destroy like missiles
your whispers fly
your whispers fly like missiles
your lips destroy
words fly like missiles
they're flying on now
You're a curse
I cut my lips on your diamond hands
I'm at my worst
When you're breaking my heart's remand
There's nothing to say that you don't know
You're walking away when I won't go
This isn't the first time you won't stay
This isn't the last time you will hear me say
Bleed me from the heart
Need me for my heart
I saw you first
You caught my eye in a sideways glance
You're making it worse
When you tell me I had my chance
So what can I say to make it clear?
You're running away when I'm still here
This isn't the first time you won't stay
This isn't the last time you will hear me say
Bleed me from the heart
Need me for my heart
Say the words
Just like the song that you once wrote
It's like a curse
And I'm winding it round my throat
I'd shown you the way but you won't drive
You tear us apart but this won't die
This isn't the first time you won't play
This isn't the last time you will hear me say
Bleed me from the heart
I can move you if you're blind
I am always at your side
You can run but I can hide
I am always at your side
Ich habe keine eile / I am not in a hurry
Von hier fortzugehen / To leave this place
Ich warte eine weile / I am waiting for a moment
Um dir nachzusehen / Just to watch you going
Lass mich nicht vergessen / Don't let me lose this [memory]
Ich kann es nicht verstehen / I can't understand
Vielleicht soll meine reise hier zu ende gehen / Maybe my journey should end here
I can move you if you're blind
I am always at your side
You can run but I can hide
No need to be
No need to be down here in this corporal sea
No need to comprehend
Adapt or pretend
No envy nor distrust
In the end - lust
This is sex without touching
This is love without speech
This is where the angels in exile
Like you and I, meet
Give it up and give in
This is love, this is sin
Give it up and give in
This is love, this is sin
This is love and I'm infected
You're the drug that I've had injected
Give it up and give in
This is love, this is sin
Give it up and give in
Is this the game? Is this the way? Or is this the fortune
fabulous? We found our song and it reads loud. So speak
it all the way up. From the dirt straight to the grave,
love is such a mighty long word. Such a novel act. Just
stay awake. From the dirt to the grave. From the dirt to
the grave. From the dirt to the grave. From the dirt to
the grave. From the dirt... Is that a fact? Make your...
make your mistake. We supplied all your demands. Give
praise to the mediocre. We... we built... we built this
The fear I carry in my heart
The things that change and turn around me
What is it that I become?
What is it that it's all undone?
I long to be close to You
So close I disappear into You
Doesn't matter what I try and do
You show me what is real and true
The person that I hope to be
Not bound by anyone's opinion
A person with history
Moving to my destiny
Whatever I'm needing
Whatever I'm feeling
I give up to You
I give up to You
You hold me tight in Your hand
That's when I feel the peace that I crave
You make me brave to withstand
You take me thru this barren land
God I hear You speak so clear
Your words melt away my fear
Even when I'm far - You are near
Your love will never disappear
That's when I lose myself in You...
It's broke again, it's broke again
Always the same as no one gains
When everything is perfect
It's all manufactured with a defect
And since they can live on us we live through them
Yes we live through them
They're making us needing them in a physical way
They're making us needing them in a mental way
Now rebellion ain't no longer old
Che's face on children's clothes
Make us never stop needing more
Make us never feel self-assured, 'cos we aint for sure
And since they can live on us we live through them
I am perfect when naked and unleashed
They're making us needing them in a physical way
They're making us needing them in a mental way
Fuck that bloody idea
Take a culture and sell it expensive
It's all so calculated, It's all so calculated
With perfection it all gets so complicated
It's broke again, it's broke again!
Always the same as no one gains
And since they can live on us we live through them
Yes we live through them
They're making us needing them in a physical way
I need some motivation
Inside of me
I need a realization
So I can see
I cannot forget the way I'm feeling
I wish I could
I cannot believe the fate I'm sealing
I wish you would
I want some
I need some more
I can't live this way
I want some
I need some more
I can't live this way
Time after time
I lose my mind
I'm lost in contemplation
I can't let it be
I reach for a new salvation
Until I'm free
I cannot forget the way I'm feeling
I wish I could
I cannot believe the fate I'm sealing
I wish you would
I want some
I need some more
I can't live this way
I want some
I need some more
I can't live this way
Time after time
I lose my mind
I talk to you
I say what I want to
But I make no sound
When timing is everything
And I've got all the time in the world
Until your walls come crashing down
I want some
I need some more
I can't live this way
I want some
I need some more
I can't live this way
Time after time
I lose my mind
Every time I ask you out you tell me maybe next time
Could it be my bad breath or something of that kind
You keep stringing me along like I am just a fool and
I need to know I need to know
Cause I, I need your love, I need your love, I need your love
I need you close to me at night and I
I need your love, I need your love, I need your love
If you don't want me to be your man I understand
Please tell me so
You keep stringing me along like I am just a fool and
I need to know I need to know
I need I need to need to know where know where I stand
Don't leave me standing here with you know what in my hand
I need I need to need to show you what I got here
Oh, I could never have what I need without you
Oh, I could never know who I really am without you
I need something that I won't let me down
I know you are always there to break my fall
You're not that far from me, you're everywhere
You exist
Take my heart
(Frantz/McGee/Treager)
As you stand there
Searching, finding, loving
The one that binds us
Together, we are one
Separate we fall to the perils
Separate we fall to the perils
Need
All I want
All I love
All I care
United in faith
Separated by sin
All I need
Faith twisting faith
Upon itself
Roadways cross in faith
Bending, turning, changing
Destiny is all up to you
Destiny is all up to you
Need
All I want
All I love
All I care
United in faith
Separated by sin
All I need
Time is death, only
Death is a life
Together you me
Oh, I could never have what I need without you
Oh, I could never know who I really am without you
I need something that I won't let me down
I know you are always there to break my fall
You're not that far from me, you're everywhere
You exist
Take my heart
The mesmerizing beauty queen
The undecifred anagram pop
We're miking all the pillow talk
The camera the double speed shot
The punchline in the magazine’s add
Digging for an afterpar ty
A strike in every power plant
We understand We know you can’t
Quit what you need
The wildgrowing seed
But are you willing to bleed
For visions of speed
Or something you don’t need
The shelter from a silent shot
Promoting badly organized raids
Corrosion of a kindergar ten
The womanizer waiting in vain
The pool inside the weatress’ blond head
The synchronizing tranquili zer
The kisses from a pessimist an optimist, a communist
No one you need
But I ain’t willing to bleed
For nothing concrete
Like visions of speed
Well it’s nothing that you need
Try to Quit what you need
The wildgrowing seed
Like gardens without gates
For your visions of speed
knowing what you need
There’s never anyone on line 1
The Transatlantic intercom lied
The conversations ment to be heard
Take all your handcuffed grabbing hands can
The Airco got the best of your head
I’m steaming up a stereo stain
Your window to a better life then what am I
Tell me now am I your speed
nothing you need
just a wildgrowing seed
well then it’s better to bleed
I don't love you baby
Don't love you at all
I don't want you baby
Don't want you at all
I fear it's worse than that
I fear it's worse than that
Chorus:
I need you
Need you baby
This craving makes me crazy
I'm dying inside
Baby make up your mind
I need you
Need you baby
I'm holding on, but barely
I'm dying inside
And I cannot hide my need
I don't miss you baby
Don't miss you tonight
I don't want to hold you
Don't want to touch you just right
I fear it's worse than that
I fear it's worse than that
CHORUS
I need you
Need you baby
This craving makes me crazy
I'm dying inside
Baby make up your mind
I need you
Need you baby
I'm holding on, but barely
I'm dying inside
And I cannot hide my need
How could you just walk away
Nonchalant and unafraid
When it feels to me like you just took my soul
Chorus X2
I'm not quite sure how to breathe without you here
I'm not quite sure if I'm ready to say goodbye to all we were
Be with me
Stay with me
Just for now
Let the time decide
When I won't need you
My hand searches for your hand
In a dark room
I can't find you
Help me
Are you looking for me?
Can I feel anyore?
Lie to me, I'm fading
I can't drop you
Tell me, I don't need you
My hand searches for your hand
In a dark room
I can't find you
Help me
Are you looking for me?
Etch this into my brain for me
Tell me, how it's supposed to be
Where everything will go
And how I'll be without you by my side
My hand searches for your hand
In a dark room
I can't find you
Help me
Are you looking for me?
My hand searches for your hand
In a dark room
I can't find you
Help me
Across a crowded room,I get a glimpse of you,
And my intentions move.
The others fade from sight,
You are alone in line,
I must get close to you.
My life is empty now,
I must get through somehow,
I know the need is true.
You are the perfect girl,
I need you in my world,
I must get close to you.
I see you,
But I can't say a word.
I need you,
Or it's the end of my world.
Across a crowded room,
I get a glimpse of you,
And my intentions move.
The others fade from sight,
You are alone in line,
I must get close to you.
I see you,
But I can't say a word.
I need you,
Or it's the end of my world.
These are the thoughts you scream with,
You are driven by your need, and
The steam is drained and hollow,
Fill me up now, kill tomorrow.
These are the words you scream with,
You are driven by your need, and
Logic is dead and gone, and
So are you if you go home alone.
I see you,
But I can't say a word.
I need you,
Or it's the end of my world.
I see you,
But I can't say a word.
I need you,
Innocent soul, troubled mind
the needle pricks the skin
close my eyes and fade away
soon I m in your world
it s peaceful here, just you and I
no one to fight or fear
nothing matters, only me
my pain has disappeared
only in your world can I dream
escape from reality
the pain buried within
only from your hands will I take
the love and life you offer me
the addiction I begin
suddenly but quietly you came upon me
a wolf in sheep s clothing I let you close to me
and in disguise you told me lies the friend I never had
I was weak, I gave up hope, I desperately needed you
cos only in your world can I dream
escape from reality
the pain buried within
only from your hands will I take
the love and life you offer me
the addiction I begin
my family and friends
I have caused a lot of pain
their accusations I deny
but in my face they see my lies
now I hang around your door
cause everyday I need you more
I need you more
I need you more
cos only in your world can I dream
escape from reality
the pain buried within
only from your hands will I take
the love and life you offer me
the addiction I begin
only in your world can I dream
escape from reality
the pain buried within
I take, I take only from your hands
the love and life you offer me
the addiction I begin
the addiction I begin
The fear I carry in my heart
The things that change and turn around me
What is it that I become?
When is it that it's all undone?
I long to be close to You
So close I disappear into You
Doesn't matter what I try and do
You show me what is real and true
The person that I hope to be
Not bound by anyone's opinion
A person with history
Moving to my destiny
Whatever I'm needing
Whatever I'm feeling
I give up to You
I give up to You
Whatever I'm needing
Whatever I'm feeling
I give up to You
I give up to You
You hold me tight in Your hand
That's when I feel the peace that I crave
You make me brave to withstand
You take me through this barren land
God I hear You speak so clear
Your words melt away my fear
Even when I'm far, You are near
Your love will never disappear
Whatever I'm needing
Whatever I'm feeling
I give up to You
I give up to You
Whatever I'm needing
Whatever I'm feeling
I give up to You
I give up to You
That's when I lose myself in You
Whatever I'm needing
Whatever I'm feeling
I give up to You
I give up to You
This is my day of reckoning
Its time to even the score
No more mask of friendship towards you anymore
I've played this game for long enough
Been so nice it makes me sick
(Pre-Chorus)
How does it feel tell me how does it feel
You have no idea
(Chorus)
And I just want you to suffer remember why you left now
Now that were not together
You have no idea
This is my day of recovery youve destroyed what we built
I really hope the pain inside won't override the guilt
And I just want you to suffer
Why you left I have no idea
Now that were not together
I wish the capitalist machineHadn't already, already,
already
Co-opted the country music scene
'Cause I need
Yeah I need
I need
I need
I want my dragon that was slain
By some arrogant, arrogant, arrogant naïve
In shiny apathy
'Cause I need
Yeah I need
I need
I need
This place is tinier than me
It's so suffo so suffo so suffocating
Oh suffer me
'Cause I need
Yeah I need
I need
I need
Do do do do do
The ice is heaving in the heat
And the darkness finally, finally, finally
Finally retreats
And I need
Yeah I need
I need
trampling on my dreams
as they die before my eyes
I ‘m stumbling on myself
I dreamt of choice
I dreamt of your voice
calling me as I fell from grace
you‘re leaving me
you‘re bleeding me again
deceived like I’m no-one
in silent waves I crawl
sick and tired of all the silence
come breathe desire into my empty lungs
how I long to feel
devoured and wasted from all this hatred
my rain keeps falling from heaven down to earth
the wheel is spinning fast
my spirit crumbles in its last
twitch before it’s all turned blue
no magic carpets here
to make the longing disappear
a fading moment of nothingness
and I’m drowned in your pool of wonders
deaf machines stripping me naked
sucking the juice right from my soul
dreaming of wine and blood
spearing my soul to quench the truth
now I’m torn
all these lies godly shame
now I see that you tricked us all
nothing left but fucked up pain
listen Lord thy kingdom sucks
finished up with a sack of guilt
nothing to show for but empty deeds
is it the end or am I just turning?
into a monster possessed by yearning?
you trashed my body
ruined my temple
now it’s just a worn-out dress
The open path is cold chilling my spine
I reek of life
If god already died, what am I to do?
I understand
Raped my mind, still I choose blind
Narrow paths are merging
Show me how to reach the pattern's end
Patterns upon the wind, did you leave us?
Floating oblivion, they mean nothing
The price of ignorance I have to pay now
The choice is hard
Pattern's changing fast my life is fading
Don't read the lines
Useless lives are sold
Soon to forget what is trapped in my mind
Soon to collect what has always been mine
Soon not to care about voices and screams
Soon to be far away by any means
(So soon)
Soon I'll be there, soon I'll be free
Soon I'll be blind enough to see
Soon I'll be floating through time and space
Tears will no longer be carving my face
Soon to regret what has not yet been done
Soon my soul will be at one with the sun
Soon I will stray from the dark path of doom
Nothing will be like before really soon
(So soon)
Soon I'll be there, soon I'll be free
Soon I'll be blind enough to see
Soon I'll be floating through time and space
Tears will no longer be carving my face
God forsaken, skies are breaking, mind awaken, soon
I'll be god
Soon I'll be there, soon I'll be free
Soon I'll be sailing the astral sea
Soon I'll be diving through colors and haze
My essence transcends in celestial waves
I wonder if it's true what they say
In the books of Job for the dead
Rotten flesh, so what's next? Elysium is it there?
Or is it all just a deceit?
Am I damned? Will I ever be able to go
Back where I came from?
Tell me someone is it meant to be so cruel now?
Solemn thoughts are misused
At last it falls, the grey curtain for my soul
And I feel that I've been deceived
The light of my life is dim
Full of lies that will make me bleed
The last time I cried
For innocence unspoiled
I felt that she had to die
Dancing lights in my head driving me insane
Don't tell me what I should believe
Drawn before me the sins that haunt me
A naughty parade of guilt
It was a boring day like the others
When my body was stripped of my soul
The flesh was sore and the mind was twisted
When they decided that I should pay the toll
As I walk through these forsaken lands
Where soulless people are sold
All I have is in my empty hands
And I'm left all alone and cold
I wonder if there's a god or a demon devoid of faith
Breathe with your heart, sink in the cyan waves
Now face the truth, god is an imbecile
Slow beating thoughts carry my eyes
As they drift from today, flying to no-where's end
Hurry, shadows are building aloud
Carry my life in your eye, drink from my dirth
Touch the end, just to begin again
Suffer the hand, light of redemption's sand
Crimson hello's, joy of a baby's cry
Bearing a hope, enough to project a smile
Now I walk, now I see all the answers in your eyes
Human I've become, naked I am born
Bound to face the horrors of the world
I 'm alive, I'm alive
hazel thorns touched my skin
shots of pleasure buried deep within
searching for the master of the fire-train
swimming in the sea of lost faces
drowning in the pool of nothing
drink the purple rain
come in my domain now
empty eyes mock my pain
Sunday sermons proved to be all in vain
getting close to the matriarch of loss
purple acid raindrops burning human crops
devious confessions pulling every string
muted merry voices sing
please god save me
please god save me now
master bless me
I'll submit right now
Speak oh master how you kill a soul
The chains that bind you here are grim and foul
I beg you master won't you let me go
Immortal bodies need young souls to feast on
-I am damned
I am damned
wings, I feel wings
like the semen of god on my face
here is the proof of his love in my life
stuck like a whore in his brothel of light
bio-constellations of chastity in white
they saturate my voice to influence my choice
enigmatic shards of a crystallized sky
they gave me every reason for feeling blue
faith, I lose faith
to the empty remains of the cross
now I am chained to this circus of death in vain
praying to the emptiness for a mockery of pain
cursed be ye for sowing all this dying
your prophecies will burn for all their lying
oblivion still reigns upon your chosen
it’s sad to see them run to meet the fallen
Two-fold puppets stand in line
Sentient gnomes with forfeit lives
Ripped away from illusions of choice
Pitch-forked demons with a muted voice
It is the moment of truth
Now that my soul is divided
Spitting on my wounds to try and feed
My crimson beast with shards of light
It's like chasing the patterns of the blue waterfall
When all of your dreams should be painted red
Servitor, monochromatic race
Two times blessed and two times cursed
Living the details of someone's dream
Two times dead and two times tricked
Born again with both parts sick
Faith, to divide the systems of god
To dismantle his three-folded case
Embrace both darkness and light
Nature and wisdom alike
Keep on, stand up and struggle
Shatter the shadows
Thoughts die inside
Neuron feelings
Orgasmic psychotron
I am happy
I am sad
I am withered
Chained behind
Bathed in darkness
Choked on light
Far from heaven
now I see
with my soul bruised I walk
crippling on and on
how betrayed we are from our own device
hope dies last in a perfect world
and I keep on dreaming of her eyes
and all that is making me linger on
is someday breathing her hair again
what’s this? I can’t see
is it a god or a demon?
now it’s got hold of me
showing me things that I dare not see
the waking of my life was bathed in pain
dawn was so alone
the coming of my youth was cloaked in fear
as they pierced my will
the entering of pleasures was so blunt
my end of innocence
I looked for the all answers in a glass
better there then in my sober cage
spare me
don’t you dare tell me
to whom I should pray
for I am the master of my loss
a river of truth drinks my pain
proving me my dreams were all in vain
and I’m about to pay for deeds foreseen
surrendering my dreams to the machine
still stitching together the pieces of my mind
still stitching together the pieces of my kind
still stitching together the pieces of my life
still stitching together the pieces of my strife
my dreams were sacrificed for all your needs
I craved for space to breathe
the strength to differentiate wore thin
a fight I could not win
the answers to all this became so vague
imploded on myself lost in a haze
it pretty much appeared I chose my path
left hand madness till my last
half of my life was wasted
upon this stupid farce
my tree of life was rotten
had to leave at last
It’s clear to me now that I am the exile of dreams
I’m dying alive, a demon with wings
I crave for a conscience that’s mute, the judgment within
Forever I’m baptized in the sin of machine
I’m blind, I’m blind I seek for the light
I crave, I crave for redemption and sight
my soul had become veiled
when my mind had prevailed
my image was fading
denying, avenging
we sentient dolls must pay the toll
the age is growing thin on our plastic skin
we‘ll burn for our desire in acid fire
come on let’s choke our dreams
I sought for an ending
to stop all this turning
this circle of bleeding
it rapes all my being
so sick and tired of all the silence
I want to feel free I seek to be free
my eyes have been opened
I just long for a chance to see
devoured and wasted from all this hatred
I‘ve played with reason to suffer wisdom
I hear the voice inside
I have to make my choice
wondrous it seems how our life walks before us
Watch it fade away
(Pawn in a game I didn't choose to play, bring to my
mind the thoughts of yesterday)
pawn in game I didn't choose to play
(I didn't choose to play didn't choose to play)
A snapshot that's painted all black
(the world we know is never coming back somewhere in
time we somehow lost the track)
the world we once knew, now is never coming back
(Sign of the times is it finally starting to change?)
Time expired, tide gets higher
Fire everywhere, a final warning
Crying in despair, for hope I'm yearning
Is this the end I see?
(Is this the land of the never now will I be able to
get up and see?)
Will I wake up and be able to breathe free?
(Oh, will I wake up will I be free?)
I see decay all around
(Take all that's left and burn it to the ground)
take all that's left and burn it to the ground
(We live in a scary and weary dark corner, we live in a
scary and weary dark corner of hell)
Time expired, tide gets higher
Fire everywhere, a final warning
Crying in despair, my last hope's burning...I'm
burning!
Feel the end come drawing near, the tragedy unfolds
before my eyes
Now we crossed the last frontier, it's time to
celebrate our own demise
Fire everywhere, a final warning
Show's over, curtain's falling for today
It is time to let 'em rest now, all the demons you
betray
In the midst of all your sorrow, lie of things you kept
unsaid
Night is black but come tomorrow...
...light will show...the wounds you bled
Dreams fade away, life wasted
Trapped in despair, no chance to make it right
Every night when you're alone, lie to yourself before
you sleep
Every time the distance grows, pray to the lord your
soul to keep
After Look right in the mirror, nothing there to see
A borrowed broken image, became your prison cell
Try hard now, toss the blame for all your sin
In this life of lost tomorrows, would you know where to
begin?
Something more than shattered glory, was it ever meant
to be?
Tragic ending to the story...open your eyes...
You can't be free
Dreams fade away, life wasted
Trapped in despair, no chance to make it right
Every night when you're alone, lie to yourself before
you sleep
Every time the distance grows, pray to the lord your
soul to keep
Every night when you're alone, lie to yourself before
you sleep
Every time the distance grows, pray to the lord your
Our hopes are falling down
Face down to the ground
Gospels burn in new age fire, yeah!
Lies, poisoned all our souls
Now, fight to break free, cause
Many desire heaven, but nobody wants to die
Many desire heaven, but nobody wants to die
Obsolete beliefs are crashing down again
Obsolete beliefs are crashing down
So free, free your mind
It's time, now's the time so free, free your mind now
Noone is sitting on our maker's empty throne
Nothing is hiding in the heart of the design
Noone is sitting on our maker's empty throne
Nothing is hiding in the heart of the design
In the ocean drown, your God's empty crown
Spill his blood around
A mourning sun comes out
And I know there's no trust within me left to show
As I feel the pain grow on and on
For now your guilt is god
See Faith she slowly dies
Hear her desperate cries
No one left to stop His grand demise
Years spent our lives in vain
Now, pray to yourselves, cause
Many desire heaven, but nobody wants to die
Many desire heaven, but nobody wants to die
Obsolete beliefs are crashing down again
Obsolete beliefs are crashing down
Free, free your mind now
Break the chains that bind your soul
Find your true God, now
Now's the time be free
In the ocean drown, your God's empty crown
Spill his blood around
A mourning sun comes out
And I know there's no trust within me left to show
As I feel the pain grow on and on
What will the future finally bring?
I sit and stop, to hear the silence sing
Just engines seek for comprehension
Fighting their way onwards salvation
All hope fails, wish I'm dreaming
Spitting out numbers, feels empty within
It makes me seek this human fall
Choking our glory, and stealing our dreams
Idiotic flesh machines
An interactive game we play
Inside the veins of this world's travesty
Soulless machines feed on devotion
Deprived of every feeling and emotion
All hope fails, wish I'm dreaming
Spitting out numbers, feels empty within
It makes me seek this human fall
Choking our glory, and stealing our dreams
Idiotic flesh machines
After Stripped of freedom
All our childhood dreams are sold
We thrive on murder
Dance upon the ashes of our young
Spitting out numbers, feels empty within
It makes me seek this human fall
Choking our glory, and smashing our dreams
Come inside our little game, where emotions die
Now you'll feed on human pain, leave your guilt behind
Get inside, get inside
Face fears locked in your mind
Death will be your guide
Run but you can't hide
Kiss your sanity goodbye
Every night the prayer's the same, crying to be saved
Nightmares twisting in your brain, glory be your grave
Get inside, get inside
Face fears locked in your mind
Death will be your guide
Run but you can't hide
Kiss your sanity goodbye
Come on to see the world inside
Human debris in black and white
Once you give in we own your life
Losing the fight inside your mind
Blood stained visions, wrong decisions now you're here
to stay
Timeless seasons, killing missions drain your life away
Blame within, the enemy
Face fears locked in your mind
Death will be your guide
Run but you can't hide
Sleep your darkest night
Emptiness inside
The silence, the haunting nightmares
embrace me and I can't let go of you
I'm screaming but no one hears me
It feels like I can't get my message through
And I know for sure the reason
That keeps me going is the memory of what it used to be
And it hurts so bad to know that
It'll take forever to fill this hole inside of me
And I know for sure the reason
That keeps me going is the memory of what it used to be
And it hurts so bad to know that
It'll take forever to fill this hole inside of me
My tears dried, the child in me died
I try so hard to hold on one more day
Must go now, not sure I know how
Cause I can't stand the pain, black remains of yesterday
Now I try to find a reason to keep me going
Keep me safe from sinking in
And it hurts so bad to know that, I got lost
Lost forever inbetween
Everyday they'll serve the same shit anyway
Understand that nothing changes in the end
All this time it feels I'm trapped right in this cage
Try to find a simple way of channeling my rage
All the dreams I dread are lost inside my head
I won't let them crush my faith again
Everyday they try to make me suffocate
Who's to say, it's just the price you have to pay
All you fools that try to keep me way damn low
My last words go fuck yourselves I won't go with the flow
All the dreams I dread my inner truth unsaid
I won't let them crush my faith again
Try a little harder, to fly a little higher
Try a little harder, to fly a little higher
All the dreams I dread still lost inside my head
Can't recall a word they said
Their voice slips through me cause I'm hollow
Heading to my past life's end
While laughter's drowning deep in sorrow
Repent, obey
Distorted is the sight of god's all seeing eye
This sacred lesson's turning out to be a lie
Scorched faith is for the weak
For those who are futile and meek
And ignorance addicts force fed by the sadists
I found joy in vacant dreams
The lust of my life now has withered
As profane as it may seem
I'd love to see the fatalists shiver
Amend, betray
Forsaken is the lucid sight of man's third eye
Deform the lesson don't go with the flow of lie
Scorched faith is for the weak
For those who are futile and meek
And ignorance addicts force fed by the sadists
Come with me eternally and you will never be alone
Come with me your truth I'll be the house of God will
be your home
Now I see you lied to me I know that I will die alone
Now I see you betrayed me I know forever I'm forlorn
Run the wire six feet underground.
Pick a number and put your hollow body on.
(Crack the code and snap the neck,
liver in the freezer on the bottom rack
so squeeze the lung like a potato sack!)
Shhh...
Scrape out the belly and put it in a glass!
Ditch it on the shoulder by the leg of the underpass!
Tie a yellow ribbon round the pelvic bone!
Freedom in a liter bottle, drink it on down!
Tighten up the screw that'll keep your head on!
(Jackie O, O lantern) I come to get you in my sleep
(Jackie O, O lantern) Or am I coming in my sleep?
(Jackie O, O lantern) I come to get me in my sleep
(Jackie O, O lantern) Or are you coming in your sleep?
I'm counting sheep
So didn't they ask you what was the matter?
Didn't they know your kind'll come with the weather?
Put a pan of water on the radiator
wire up the windpipe to a respirator,
roll the brain in salt and wrap the heart in paper!
(Jackie O, O lantern) I come to get you in your sleep
(Jackie O, O lantern) Or are you coming in my sleep?
(Jackie O, O lantern) Get me in your sleep
(Jackie O, O lantern) Or am I coming in your sleep?
alone I walk through the gardens of truth
a twisted path where black water rules
I follow the light but still in the abyss I crawl
reaching out for hands to help me with my fall
soothing light suicide x2
licking traces of borrowed light
slowly sinking in the abyssal walls
a luminous flux is marching forth
leaving me crumbs to help the crawl
drifting minds of the darkest kind
soul-o-tron narcotics set for fledgling minds
hell whispers softly and she makes me yearn
while heaven beats me bluntly to purify my shell
and on I march
falling, struggling, walking, yearning
the white light blinds me all I wished for are a load of lies
Don't you ever get so tired
Of feeling like there's no one, there's no one here
When you're so surrounded
You still feel like there's no one around you
Don't it ever feel so wrong
To live your life so totally lonely
You're so stuck in freedom
That friends just never know you need them
But you need them
Don't let go
Don't let go of love
Don't let go:
It's everything that you need
Don't you ever want this love that's been
Handed to you forever, forever
All you've ever wanted
Is in these arms that holds us together
