Guilt (2012)

Actors

• Joel Anger (actor)
• Giorgiana Lascu (actress)
• Adam Smalley (producer)
• Adam Smalley (writer)
• Adam Smalley (director)
• Adam Smalley (editor)
• Miriam Bennett (editor)
• William H. Michael (composer)

Genres

• Drama
• Short

Taglines:

Soon it will take over

Guilt: Soon It Will Take Over (2012)

Actors

• Giorgiana Lascu (actress)
• Adam Smalley (producer)
• Adam Smalley (writer)
• Adam Smalley (editor)
• David Joel Anger (actor)
• William H. Michael (composer)

Genres

• Drama
• Short

Taglines:

Soon it will take over

Karma's a Bitch (2010)

Actors

• Peter Arpesella (actor)
• Bill Lippincott (actor)
• Teresa Ganzel (actress)
• Chad Villella (miscellaneous crew)
• Annie Wood (writer)
• Annie Wood (writer)
• Annie Wood (director)
• Annie Wood (actress)
• Mikul Robins (actor)
• DeLane Matthews (actress)
• Stephanie Erb (actress)
• Chelsea Switzer (actress)
• Eric Curtis (actor)
• Eric Curtis (editor)
• Eric Curtis (producer)

Genres

• Comedy
• Short

• Lyrics: play full screen play karaoke
• Guilt - Marianne Faithfull
• Guilt - Jaci Velasquez
• Guilt - Criminal
• Guilt - Imperative Reaction
• Guilt - Long Blondes
• Guilt - Conception
• Guilt - Acrostichon
• Guilt - Chapterhouse
• Guilt - Hurts
• Guilt - Blind Ego
• Guilt - Nero
• Guilt - Eye Of Judgement
• Guilt - Dehumanation

I feel guilt, I feel guilt,
Though I know I've done no wrong I feel guilt.
I feel guilt, I feel guilt,
Though I know I've done no wrong I feel guilt.
I feel bad, so bad,
Though I ain't done nothing wrong I feel bad.
I feel bad, so bad,
Though I ain't done nothing wrong I feel bad.
I never lied to my lover,
But if I did I would admit it.
If I could get away with murder
I'd take my gun and I'd commit it.
I never gave to the rich, I never stole from the poor,
I'm like a curious child, give me more,
More, more, more, more, more, more.
I feel blood, I feel blood,
Though I feel it in my veins, it's not enough.
I feel blood, I feel blood,
Though it's streaming through my veins it's not enough.
I never stole a scarf from harrods,
But if I did you wouldn't miss it.
I never stole a doll from lovecraft,
But if I did you know I'd kiss it.
I never stole from the rich, I never gave to the poor,
I'm like a curious child, just give me more,
More, more, more, more, more, more, more, more.
I feel guilt, I feel guilt,
Though I know I've done no wrong I feel guilt.
I feel guilt, I feel guilt,
Though I ain't done nothing wrong I feel guilt.
Guilt, guilt, guilt, guilt

I've given it my best shot
With everything that I've got
And still I feel I'm falling short again
I whistle while I'm working
Pretend that I'm not hurting
But deep inside I'm hiding all the pain
The more I try
The more I live a lie
It was love that saved me
You amaze me
But I was never too far from your reach
Yesterday can't hold me
You took control of me
Conviction's overturned and I am pure
And I'm not guilty any more
I feel your hand of mercy
Heal everything that's hurting
Your words so sweet cut right through my defense
You were always waiting for me
But I could never just see
If I lose myself I'll find my way to you
I know I

Rejection, deception
World of distrust
Division, confusion
Blinded and lost
The blame of ignorance
The weight of misery
The threat of violence
The guilt of life
Aggression, submission
Crawl through the dirt
Violation, alienation
World of hurt
The blame of ignorance
The weight of misery
The threat of violence

You never cared
You never tried
To see the one you took for granted
The one you left alone
To move on to the other things
Not a day not an hour could be spared
There's always tomorrow
Or maybe next time maybe next year would be better
I'm sure he knows how much you care
It's just so far and you're so tired
If there were only more hours in the day…
Now you stand
As the guilt holds on
It's not as easy now
To let go of what you ignored
And the time you should have given
But death put an end
To the waiting that you never knew
The pain, the fear that's over now
Still you know
The blame falls on you
It wasn’t worth it to try any harder
And now you try to walk away
There was nothing you could do
You gave everything you had
But underneath the veil you hold
Lies the truth you cannot face
You failed the one who loved you
All the next times all the next years never happened
I'm sure he knows how much you care
It's just so hard and I'm so tired
If there were only more hours in the day…
And as we look into the past
There's no mention of the truth
The guilty scars all covered up
Lying safely out of sight allowing us to lie again
And move on to the other things
Time will let these things slip by
Through the doors into the void and life continues on
But I have never felt so empty so rotten I've become

You know what it's like
This happens to everyone once or twice
You were driving off in a taxi
Leaning out the window and shouting your number
But I got me, I got away by the skin of my teeth that time
And you were telling me; you were dancing close to me
And you were telling me you had an idea
But don't say I shouldn't worry ‘til the morning ‘cause I’m worrying now
I got a boy and we've been together you see
Before I knew you
Before you knew me
Now I've made my choice
And I'm sticking to it
Guilt has nothing, nothing to do with it
Guilt has nothing, nothing to do with it
Guilt has nothing to do with it
We were driving off in a taxi
You were looking out the window
And I was looking down at the floor
There's nothing to say anymore
We both know why we're here
And now you tell me
You've got me in your room
And now you're telling me you want this to work
But don't say I shouldn't worry ‘til the morning ‘cause I’m worrying now
I got a boy and we've been together you see
Before I knew you
Before you knew me
Now I've made my choice
And I'm sticking to it
And Guilt has nothing, nothing to do with it
Guilt has nothing, nothing to do with it
Guilt has nothing to do with it
So tell me when you're out next
So I don’t go out too
Then make a fool of myself again
So tell me when you’re out next
So I don’t go out too
Then make a fool of myself again
I've made my choice
And I'm sticking to it
And this has nothing to do with it
I've made my bed I’m gunna lie in it
And guilt has nothing
I got a boy and we've been together you see
Before I knew you
Before you knew me
Now I've made my choice
And I'm sticking to it
And guilt has nothing, nothing to do with it
Guilt has nothing, nothing to do with it
Guilt has nothing, nothing to do with it
Guilt has nothing, nothing to do with it
Guilt has nothing to do with it
You know what it's like

I have crossed the ultimate limit today
(a war is half-way won)
time and time again I've said to myself;
there's a time and place for everyone
frozen flame subsides in hunger
my heartbeat lingers as I wonder;
could it be that my affection lies?
I will have to try to comfort you what is on your mind?
as I woke this morning in the flare of my shame
(the claws of night still within reach)
I possessed the powers to arise from the pain
there's a time and place for all
and each consciousness
abash inside me tears assunder, pleads me guilty
could it be that my affection lies?
I will have to try to comfort you what is on your mind?
on an empty stage the play goes on
I applaud the actors as they slowly pass
guess it lies in mankinds constitution the vivid dreams

guilt is growing in my head
building on a painful past
distorting all I think and see
my mask is your reality
innosense on it's own
among the tempting forces
i'd so much like to fit in
but i'm a victim of society
our depreciated world
one big chicken house
filled with selfishness
is growing worse
hypnotized, then wide awake
I had to shift the blame to me
then sliding into
a sickening pit of beastial pleasure
performed my fear and fantasy
forgot about reality
acted compulsive, non-intentionally
bear the truth deep in me
unstoppable, on the first impulse
desperate, the only way to forget
immediate, relief, social isolation
bitterness, the price of control
now living with the burden
in my callous brain
reliving this certain crime each day

Silent sin of endless sleeping
Wakes to fin your conscience weeping
Shame
Time recalls the distant voices
Ancient memories leave no choice
Tormenting guilt like wreaths of hatred
Different skin of different places
Pain
Feed their sweat and taste their breath

When I go
You will be someone new
You will see the stars come out
You won't feel the pain I've caused at all
'Cause someday I must face up
Someday you'll be better off on your own
So just let me go
Under the bridge
I'll carry this guilt
No more
So under the waves
And out of your way
I'll go
When I'm gone
You will find someone new
And he won't lie or torture you
And you won't cry for what you've lost at all
And someday
When you wake up happy
You will thank the Lord that I'm gone
So darling be strong
I'm under the bridge
I'll bury this guilt
Forever more
So under the waves
And out of your way

He never cared what the prophets said, anytime...
He gathers rain for his guilt and pain, falling down...
To clean himself, to wash his soul...
Escape from himself...
Mistakes, made over and over again...
Clearing his guilt...
His forehead branded by their holy sign
Day by day he's living in this line
He's begging the master on his knees...
(priest:)
"One word, one sign and everything's forgiven.
Now, say you prayers and everything's alright.
Don't shift your blame on another backdoor.
Sell your soul and soon you will be absolved."
He tries to repent for his sins as he was told
His only hope arriving at the other side
In the name of belief
In the name of belief
They wash their hands of it
Obessed and blind
Unable and bowed running out of time
Too mortified to reveal this evil crime
Tortured in guilt, what's right what’s wrong
(priest:)
"Your fate, your soul, everything is fleeting.
I tell the truth in favor of the saints.
They came to teach discerning good and evil.
Now it's mine to pronounce the rights for all."
Unsolved questions remaining like a wall
Empty words are leading to the final fall
In the end he will receive eternal life...
There's nothing more to care...
Escape into another phase...

Sometimes I don't know where we're going
Sometimes I feel you should be crawling back to me
Time is ticking by without us knowing
Before you know it, it will be too late to see
You keep on talking but it makes no sense at all
You try to fake it but you're breaking every rule
Right from the start you've always made me feel a fool
The guilt you hide will come between us afterall
You keep on talking but it makes no sense at all
You keep on talking but it makes no sense at all
You keep on talking but it makes no sense at all
You keep on talking but it makes no sense at all
Sense at all X9
Sometimes I don't know where we're going
Sometimes I feel you should be crawling back to me
Time is ticking by without us knowing
Before you know it, it will be too late to see
You keep on talking but it makes no sense at all
You try to fake it but you're breaking every rule
Right from the start you've always made me feel a fool
The guilt you hide will come between us afterall
Sometimes I don't know where we're going
Time is ticking by without us knowing
You keep on talking but it makes no sense at all
You try to fake it but you're breaking every rule
Right from the start you've always made me feel a fool
The guilt you hide will come between us afterall
You keep on talking but it makes no sense at all
You keep on talking but it makes no sense at all
You keep on talking but it makes no sense at all
You keep on talking but it makes no sense at all
Sense at all X43

We are guilty as a race
Everything that man creates
Sends this world further down
In a self-destruction spiral
We have made this living hell
We are the enemy of itself
We must rise to protect existence
Strike while the iron is hot
We must rise to protect existence
And cleanse the earth of these impure elements
We are guilty as a race
Everything that man creates
Sends this world further down
In a self-destruction spiral
We have made this living hell
We are the enemy of itself
Vengeance controls my mind
Hatred for humankind
I feed off your fear
Your judgement day is near
Your kind will soon cease to be
Leaving nothing but a painful memory
I'm going down and I'm taking you with me
You claim existence and deny it to others
So you breed and breed
An empty mind and a vacant stare
I fake it but most call it life
I can not stay numb to this horror that burns my eyes

screaming muted silent
purging emptiness
ravenous and bloated
nurtured pestilence
clenching in the shadows
writhing in the light
destitute of purpose
void of life inside
empty eyes, rotten filth
stench of shame
reek of guilt
self-inflict, tortured skin
snapping bones
twisting limbs
abscess in the fractures
blistered frigid rape
vomiting in velvet
pissing on your face
incongruous insults
carnage in the crib
infantile regression
no excuse to live
empty eyes, rotten filth
stench of shame
reek of guilt
self-inflict, tortured skin
snapping bones