Dead Americans (2010)

Actors

• Roy Vongtama (actor)
• Chip Bent (actor)
• Ken Collins (writer)
• Ken Collins (director)
• Ken Collins (actor)
• Andy Kovac (actor)
• Mario Vaz De Mello (composer)
• Jay Hewlett (producer)
• Jay Hewlett (actor)
• Courtney Sara Bell (actress)
• Shivani Thakkar (actress)
• Lynn Downey (actress)
• Gene May (editor)
• Matt O'Hare (actor)
• Ariel Llinas (actor)

Genres

• Sci-Fi

Taglines:

It's not death, it's deactivation.

• Lyrics: play full screen play karaoke
• Anguish - Clan Of Xymox
• Anguish - And One
• Anguish - Nasty Savage
• Anguish - Jacks Of All Trades
• Anguish - Fatal
• Anguish - Sleep
• Anguish - No Regime
• Anguish - Into The Moat
• Anguish - Mindrot
• Anguish - Ethic

Lost among the others, nothing matters now
It seems the sky will find me, its coming right down
Soon it will cover me in whole and surely it will enfold
My anguish deep inside
No one gives me hope I am empty handed
I am bruised to the bone, my spirit is broken
I dont want to bleed a little harder
I curse the blackened sun, my heart is sinking
My heart is sinking
A change of heart, a change of scene
Break the hold and move unseen
I reached the point, I shut my eyes
My souls retreat from things too sweet
Sealed under covers I feel so much hate
Time blows trough these fissures, keep it all away
Pound my head against the wall, so frequently indoors
So secretly I hide
Nothing I see and feel stops the heartache
And nothing I receive fills the hole in
The freedom that Ive won is dragging me down and
Only the blind will see me now
Will see me now
And I fall in a single bed therefore it makes me sad
And the thought of missing her
For a reason
And I fall in a single bed therefore it makes me sad
And the thought of missing her
For a reason
A change of heart, a change of scene
Break the hold and move unseen
I reached the point, I shut my eyes

Out in the land
out in the wind
out in the dark
there is no place to hide
different minds and different thoughts
it´s anguish
wherever you go
wherever you are
wherever you live
there is no place to hide
it´s anguish

Enter at your
Own risk
Down the spiral
Staircase
Flesh, blood,
Muscle, mind
The sword
You live
Is the sword
That you die
Broken promise
Turning point
In cold blood
Paranoid
To see a
Laguna sunrise
Forget the
Spiral
Staircase
It takes you
To the
Wrong place
Now that you
Have the
Time
You want to
Know
What's in my
Mind
Anguish
Cross road in life
Hard to decide
Anguish
The sword that
You live
Is the sword
That you die
guitar solos
Anguish, Anguish
Cross road in life
Hard to decide
Anguish
The sword you live
Is the sword
That you die
Anguish, Anguish
Flesh blood
Muscle mind
Anguish
The sword you live
Is the sword
That you die
guitar solos
Anguish
Extreme pain inside my brain
There's no sinner
Like a young saint
Anguish
Stop this ride
Who can you trust
Anguish
Dragged threw the years
Into the dust
Anguish
Extreme pain
Inside the brain
Enter at your own risk
Down the spiral
Staircase
Flesh blood muscle mind
The sword you live
Is the sword that you die
Broken promise
Turning point
In cold blood
Parinoid
To see a

Beautiful hands touch my soul
Eyes full of fire, you make me whole
Never did I feel like this before
I didn't even know what's it all for
To make you see what you mean to me
Ain't no other way it was meant to be
This moment's we share
God knows how I care
Blood in, blood out
I'll always be there
I close my eyes and let me forget
Blind, disguised there's no regrets
No secrets, closed all the bets
No time at all to feel depressed
Cause when I feel like crying
You make me smile
And when I think I'm dying
I come alive
The feeling I get from you makes me fly so high
I wanna lose my mind
After all it all goes down
After all it all comes out
I lay me down in a secret bliss
Couldn't even tell you how it feels
The ground beneath my feet is on fire
But I can't feel it I'm already higher
Flying way above all my dreams
Making use of what coluld never be
And I guess I thought it was all in my head
Inside my mind, but no it wasn't dead
Golden gates that couldn't be opened
All of a sudden the lock was broken
Four words were spoken, I must've been hoping
Something so great inside me was awokened
I felt the flames burning my soul
My only goal was to fill that hole
Then I saw your eyes and they were saying

Abusive visions
Plague the subconscious
Mind
Reocurring catastrophe,
Reality not eminent
Seclusive mind religions
Trapping repulsive thoughts
Ripping valleys of fear,
Feeling distraught
Tearing at the skull
The visions burn throught
And rip
Convolutions of grey matter,
Ooze over sanity
Cry, rage in torment
Refuse to subside
Possesses my thoughts
In anguish I lie
Tearing at the skull
The visions burn throught
And rip
Convolutions of grey matter,
Ooze over sanity
Cry, rage in torment
Refuse to subside
Possesses my thoughts

Something inside is wrong
And something is taking too long
All these years made us so strong
Can't give up, so much has been done
There is still a strange sensation
There is still so much temptation
There is a fire inside that cheats the pain
And tells no believe it was not in vain
'Cos we have gone too far
But we're feeling like in the start
There's a hole inside our hearts
It's been a long time waiting
A long time of fighting
We're gone too far to give up
A long time trying
A long time of dreaming

Ever since it felt like I had a grip on who I was
Feelings that I cared about my future were always missing
Because I never seemed to care about myself or what was for my best interest
Losing the war within myself
Does everyone go through a time like this
The questions of your existence on who you should be
Or if you are who you are but as we all find out the questions may never be answered
And you will be lost until you stop asking and just existing
It's so hard to see that everything in front of me is alright
When the simple things make sense to everyone but I'm left blind
Does this life even matter to me, or am I just wasting my time
Well I wish I could make the change
Losing the war within myself
Does everyone crash against the wall like this
The struggle for independence
How can you believe in anyones truths are the lies
The madness will drive you insane shake up your spinal column
And you'll be in fog until you stop distrusting and just believing
It's so hard to see that everything in front of me is alright
When the simple things make sense to everyone but I'm left blind
Does this life even matter to me, or am I just wasting my time
Well I wish I could make the change
Losing the war within myself
I may never find my meaning
Haunting dreams that I may never find the reason for this life
Am I just forsaken to wander with thoughts that I'm just wasting my time
By the end the coffin will close while I am laying still wondering why
No one is around mourning for my miserable life
It's so hard to see that everything in front of me is alright
When the simple things make sense to everyone but I'm left blind
Does this life even matter to me, or am I just wasting my time
Well I wish I could make the change
I wish I could make the change yeah
I wish I could make the change
Losing the war within myself

these fabrications you put forth on me
they lacerate this soul
i try to run
you sunder me open to see my blood shed
to hear not my pain
merely your own
woooooooooooo!!!!
you sire these avulsions
and i pray for you
to sew these afflictions
with your propaganda
ive seen no veracity
beneath that breast
why do i adhere to your idiocy
im only belaboring you
right now you're nothing but blackness
to my poor ailing eyes
i can now
taste deception
holy cow
in your heart
you're nothing

This feeling of ecstacy deforms my soul
Slowly decaying mentally blood flow pain
This crying sleep confides all these images of hate
This feeling of ecstasy, deforms my soul
Flight, deprive, life, reject
Flight, deprive, life, reject
Sorrow consumed soul, lifeless empty form
Azrael bring me, quietus peacefully
Crushing the pride falling, falling, falling to my final destiny
Flight, deprive, life, reject
Flight, deprive, life, reject
As the flowers cry my elan perishes away... away
I pray for no life, my path unwinds
Quickly now tomorrow I no longer live
Memories of cries, memories unwind
Suffer me, why did it have to be
To overcome our being to live life to it's pure
You can, you will, you'll see the wonders

[Verse 1]
I been conditioned since before I denied being a Christian
In denial, on trial, I fire
Entire worlds collapse with the weight of mere words
Words construct a sanctuary that changes in a day
In a way, it makes sense as dense images fade
And I take time to forget the finer things in life
Despite not understanding this numbing sensation
I'll cave in probably before I'll prevail
I'll excel pass places others promised to fail
Success is subjective and dismantles the collective
As remedies erase duality
Dueling, ruining my blissful ignorance
Refueling my renaissance
I'm lost seeking to be found, listening for sound
Wearing this crown façade proudly
The proud be plaguing my insecurities
As I nervously ask you to murder me
It's sure to be an identity resurrection
With childhood memories I keep on forgetting
And this continued condition's proving contagious
As I am Ethic and Ethic has become anguish
[Chorus]
Have you ever felt this way?
Or am I the only one?
Anguish has taken a place in my heart
And all I can do is run away
[Verse 2]
Transform this child of the storm
Scorned, as thorns scar my sight without unveiling itself
Unconditional love seems to have guidelines
Landmines placed on an already narrow trail
Driven by desire to be driven by the third nail
And somewhere in my walk I'm bound to pick myself up
But if you give me your hand, I'll be eternally grateful
While as a human I have trouble discerning what is distasteful
I'm playful when it comes to matters of life and death
First and last breath being taken and being left
With the ability to hold truth to what I can accept
And I know lust better than I know respect
And I don't cuss, but that don't make your mind darker than mine
I've seen the abyss and done things people would find
Strange to say the least (deranged) feed the beast
I've recently required a need to live in peace
As footprints in the sand speak with the weight of words
I live in the hourglass struggling to be heard
And I've covered quiet land in search of language
As I am Ethic and Ethic is anguish
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
Isolated stares into an island backdrop
I can't stop considering where I'll be in a few
Years from today with a new outlook on everything
That at one time may have made a difference
As major turns into minor, I give no resistance
I'm a terrible witness and need not fake being convinced, it's
Gonna work out, though I hold tight to the faith I have
I've always been one to take too much of a bad thing
I live in extremes and I'm not who I seem
A cry for help need not play out traditional scenes
Hiding behind laughter
Held up by missed prayer of omega K4 is on plasma
Watch as I shatter right here on this track
'Cause what I'm speaking today I wish I could take back
And act like there's nothing compressing my brain
Pretend like I'm happy and only ethic remains
The fact is right now there's a lot to sort out
I'm swimming in doubt and surviving on hope
And I can live without an answer now if that's required
But I feel this empire's been built on the guilt of its sire
And reconstructions in order from the ground level
A requiem for order, pierce me like metal
Blades of awakening, beginning his banish
As Ethic slowly separates from his anguish