I lost my innocence at birth but I make no excuses
for the trivial things and the pain life induces
Bitches are wild, and so was I, young and stupid
it's incredible, what a shitty circumstance produces them
Criminals, led by the originals, high strung, motivated by the, principles
some of us out - he used to think we were invincible
on the corner bangin' and slangin' the high bitual
Deadly rituals fill my head, nothin' spiritual
Bullets filled up bodies like hands from my physical
I got touched by the hot hands of bitter fools
Divided and tempted snake bitten by the ridicule
Frustration and hate filled my adrenaline
I play doctors here's two bullets for your medicine
I carry those days like a weapon close to me
The memories of hot lead rippin' a hole through me
Son, fill your heater, how bout chase killer
Rock 'em up and show you're no quitter
Snakes' pit every ground I landed on
Hated on, but I'm still standin' strong
You hate the songs that you pump up all day long
Hated on, but I'm still standin' strong
Snakes' pit, every ground I landed on
Hated on, but I'm still standin' strong
Stand...
So many, come and go in this lifetime that you serve
Faces change, liscenses' everywhere you turn
Gangsta's become blinded, visions become blurred
Learned to stay alive to the real side of the curb
You came along way but some still refuse to notice
they turned they back on us and they tried to provoke us
You ask about us, you talk trash about us
walk fast around us, but my block fast allowed us
Don't try to crowd us nigga, we'll smack you up
Look around and see who's willin' to back you up
You're in a ghost town and home alone like Macaulay nigga
don't say my name nigga, don't even think of me
Fire start spittin' from my grill piece, ya scorched up, touched up
I'm the C4 that blew up your porch
I spit venom quicker than the punch on your Porsche
Venom so deadly I'll make your fuckin' life divorce ya
Ask for Alamoney, bitches, you all phoney
I'll make you sing the blues like you're Paulpau Coloney
Go ask Moley, you in the middle of shit
And anything you say I'll be known the shit
The force drops hits a ball, makin' me die of laughter
Cause I know what these son-of-a-bitches are after
Your mind and soul, if your blind and cold
then your true sign is shown, then your fuckin' mind is blown
Son, fill your heater, how bout chase killer
Rock 'em up and show you're no quitter
Snakes' pit every ground I landed on
Hated on, but I'm still standin' strong
You hate the songs that you pump up all day long
Hated on, but we're still standin' strong
Snakes' pit, every ground I landed on
Hated on, but I'm still standin' strong
Bitter - bittersüsser atem
Bitter - bittersüsses warten
Wunderschöne selbstbestäubung
Und ich dachte ich öffne mich
Wunderschöne selbstbetäubung
Und ich dachte ich fühle mich
Bitter - bittersüsse schwere
Bitter - bittersüsse leere
Wunderschöne selbstverblendung
Und ich dachte ich sehe mich
Wunderschöne selbstentfremdung
Und ich dachte ich finde mich
Keine chance mehr
Kein zurück meh
Keine chance mehr
Kein gefühl mehr
Bitter - bittersüsse stunden
Bitter - bittersüsse wunden
Wunderschöne selbstbelichtung
Und ich dachte ich wehre mich
Wunderschöne selbstvernichtung
Und ich dachte ich kämpf um mich
Keine chance mehr
Kein zurück mehr
Keine chance mehr
Kein gefühl mehr
Ich will nur etwas, das ich wieder spür
Keine chance mehr
Kein zurück mehr
Keine chance mehr
Kein gefühl mehr
You push me away
Bitterly
My apologies fall on your deaf ears
You curse my name
Bitterly
And now your eyes they look at me
Bitterly
I stand ashamed
Amidst my foolish pride
Cause for us, there'll be no more
For us, there'll be no more
And now my eyes
They look at you
Bitterly
In my heartsent my confession my condolence,
You're indefinite you're incompetent inconsiderate.
You're so childish,
I will push you out of what is real out of my head.
You can stick and drown at your residence of dissapointments,
Are of yours to come.
So embrace them oh my shallow one today,
If I could change anything then I would change everything.
These bitter days shall remain.
I don't ask for your forgiveness I don't care much for your actress.
That's just you though shallow and selfish.
So I go now oh my hollow one today.
If I could change anything then I would change everything.
These bitter days shall remain.
So carry your blues behind your eyes,
Don't flatter yourself I will survive.
So carry your blues your own denial.
Your feathers are gone you'll never fly.
If I could change anything,
Then I would wipe the years away.
If I could change anything,
Then I would wipe the years away.
If I could change anything,
Then I would change everything.
These bitter days shall remain.
Since you're gone I'm much better than you.
So carry your blues behind your eyes,
Don't flatter yourself I will survive.
So carry your blues your own denial.
Your feathers are gone you'll never fly.
Wrapped up. Spat out in your self doubt
Should I rip my heart out
Pack it up and send it to you
Things said in anger
Said for gain
Said to cut down
I'll never hear again
Well a part of me sees it all too clear
But another part still burns
For the safety, for the comfort
But our hate outgrew our love and ate it
I can see it started years ago
And I recognise your pain
But I can't forget the innocence
That you've taken from me
Now I see you
But I can't hear you
No - I can't hate you
No - And I don't want to break you down
There's just some things that I want to tell you
Now that you're not hear to drown me out
I've just got to break through
I collect the poison as it spills from your mouth
Savour the taste so that I may work you out
When affection becomes affliction
Let it go
Been watching for far too long
Far too long to get this wrong
I've got the scars to prove it
Snap straight back and I'm here to use it
Delay the memory of the facts and what's outside
Left with your mind, the only place to hide
'cause your so bitter inside
Wrapped up. Spat out in your self doubt
Should I rip my heart out
Pack it up and send it to you
Things said in anger
Said for gain
Said to cut down
I'll never hear again
Well a part of me sees it all too clear
But another part still burns
For the safety, for the comfort
But our hate outgrew our love and ate it
I can see it started years ago
And I recognise your pain
But I can't forget the innocence
That you've taken from me
Now I see you
But I can't hear you
No - I can't hate you
No - And I don't want to break you down
There's just some things that I want to tell you
Now that you're not hear to drown me out
I've just got to break through
I collect the poison as it spills from your mouth
Savour the taste so that I may work you out
When affection becomes affliction
Let it go
Been watching for far too long
Far too long to get this wrong
I've got the scars to prove it
Snap straight back and I'm here to use it
Delay the memory of the facts and what's outside
Left with your mind, the only place to hide
You push me away bitterly
My apologies fall on your deaf ears
You curse my name bitterly
And now your eyes they look at me bitterly
I stand ashamed amidst my foolish pride
'Cause for us there'll be no more
For us there'll be no more
And now my eyes look at you bitterly
Bitterly bitterly
Yeah
Decisions, conflictions, so much they cannot see
Frustration building inside me
Hurry up, no wait up, coward mentality
Anticipating fallacy
Hurry up, wait up
Late to kill some time
Hurry up, wait up
For what?
Decisions, conflictions, someplace I'd rather be
Frustration building inside me
I don't even want to think
All I want to do is sleep
'Cause I'm bitter when I wake up
I don't even want to think
All I want to do is sleep
'Cause I'm bitter when I wake up
When I wake up, when I wake up
When I wake up, when I wake
I don't even want to think
All I want to do is sleep
'Cause I'm bitter when I wake up
I don't even want to think
All I want to do is sleep
'Cause I'm bitter when I wake up
I don't even want to think
All I want to do is sleep
All I want to do is sleep
Just don't imagine that I'll still remember you
Don't even think I'll try
I'll take my memories and drown them in my glass
And then I'll drink a toast of bitterness and wash you from my heart
I count the blessings that took you away from me
I laugh to think I cried
I don't need what you got I don't miss what you do
'Cause I can raise my glass and drink a toast of bitterness to you
And now my mind recalls no memory of you
And so I raise a smile and drink a toast of bitterness to you
Just don't imagine that I still remember you
Don't even think I care
You took your love elsewhere and I drank mine away
I'm just gonna speak from my heart
This song ain't about every man
But sometimes when you have had your heart broken
And there's pain
You gotta let it out exactly how you feeling it
I realize right now I'm just bitter
I remember the times we shared and I
Remember the long phone calls at night
You used to say the sweetest things
But today my phone rings and I wish
That you would just stop talking
I just can't take this anymore
You broke my heart and I know for sure
You're not the man I thought you was
Compromised myself enough
Now it's time to stop living this lie now
Don't follow me home nigga
Stop ringing my phone nigga
Just leave me alone nigga
I wish you well but
Right now I'm just bitter
Why did you come into my life
You didn't plan to do me right
If you didn't mean forever more
Why'd you get with me for?
No free nook that's not yours anymore, no, no
Don't follow me home nigga
Stop ringing my phone nigga
Just leave me alone nigga
I wish you well but
Right now I'm just bitter
Don't follow me home nigga
Stop ringing my phone nigga
Just leave me alone nigga
I wish you well but
Right now I'm just bitter
You make me sick nigga
I ain't your dog nigga
You made me write this song nigga
I wish you well but
I'm gonna find another nigga
Wrapped up.Spat out in your self doubt
Should I rip my heart out
Pack it up and send it to you
Things said in anger
Said for gain
Said to cut down
I'll never hear again
Well a part of me sees it all too clear
But another part still burns
For the safety, for the comfort
But our hate outgrew our love and ate it
I can see it started years ago
And I recognise your pain
But I can't forget the innocence
You've taken from me
Now I see you
But I can't hear you
No - I can't hate you
No - And I don't want to break you down
There's just some things that I want to tell you
Now that you're not here to drown me out
I've just got to break through
I collect the poison as it spills from your mouth
Savour the taste so that I may work you out
When affection becomes affliction
Let it go
Been watching for far too long
Far too long to get this wrong
I've got the scars to prove it
Snap straight back and I'm here to use it
Delay the memory of the facts and what's outside
Left with your mind, the only place to hide
In that mean and awful hall
With the other jealous bitches
And the bitter grumbling men
I could sneer, I could glare
Say that life is so unfair
And the one who made it, made it
'Cuz her breasts were really big
Well I don't wanna get bitter
I don't wanna get cruel
I don't wanna get old before I have to
I could bitch, I could moan
Say I want to be left alone
But that's not really true
Because I like my time with you
Till you rand and you rave
Wishing fat folks to their grave
But I feel sorry for them
You say they get what they deserve
Well I don't wanna get bitter
I don't wanna get cruel
I don't wanna get old before I have to
I don't wanna get jaded
Petrified and weighted
I don't wanna get bitter like you
Like you, with the darts in your eyes
Like you, with disdain for mankind
I was charmed, now I wonder
Well I don't wanna get bitter
I don't wanna get cruel
I don't wanna get old before I have to
So I'll smile with the rest
I'll wish everyone the best
And know the one who made it,
Made it cuz she was actually pretty good
Well I don't wanna get bitter
I don't wanna get cruel
Bitter,
Bitter what's your name?
You see, I see so much of you anymore
You're the same
Stuff it all in and you shout it all out
Bitter, bitter, bitter
Make it all dim and parade it about
Bitter, bitter, bitter
Bitter is your name
Pity,
Pity what's your game?
You know I see so much of you anymore
you're a pain
Stuff it all in and you and you shout it all out
Pity, pity, pity
Make it all dim and parade it about
pity, pity is your game
Bicker,
Bicker what's your name?
You see, I see so much of you anymore
You stuff it all in and you shout it all out
Bicker, bicker, bicker
Make it as dimm and parade it about
Bicker is your aim
Mother mother can you hear me, i keep trying
Just to find me all i know now, all you s how me,
Endless questions, hopeless ending
This bitter pill is pushing me away and now i feel
Like there's nothing left to say and i pretend to
Look the other way but in the end will i be okay,
Will i be okay
Father father will you be there as i cry out
Silent again turning colder, frozen deeper,
Numb to this dream sleeing within
Before i face another day, won't you let asleep,
Lost among the dreams that always comfort me
And before i find my feet, won't you show me
What i need, what i need to walk again
a dirty deed is brewing green ivy overgrowing
the scissors poised and ready and she said that she was going
a thousand hours of waiting she put it all in writing
she pricked her finger for it but she's not cooperating
oh i swear
by the river styx
that's where i am fixed.
but i think the time is nearing i think i might be thawing
if only i were certain that my temperature weren't falling
and the tourists have been coming
from my fingers sawing
pieces for exhibits where impressive crowds are drawing
oh i swear
by the river styx
that's where i am that's where that's where i am i am fixed
and if i had the patience and i had the humor and you had the slightest clue what
all this
fuss was for all of the times that i say that ill do it there's 909 that i secretly
ruin its good
that i tell you what i am escaping for over the rainbow and out through the back
door
if only i could prove it
if only i could do it
if only i could torture all the people who can use it
and at the final hour i am forced to sit and gather
the thousand hours of inspiration slowly growing sour
oh i swear
by the river styx
that's where i am that's where that's where i am i am fixed
and if i had an offer to be better id decline
and if it were more awful to consider id be fine
and if it were all my fault
that i'm that i'm that i'm that i'm
and i've pined and i've regretted that i aided and abetted
this end and if it isn't it will be soon you bet it will be
and the tapes are in the fire
go to bed because i'm tired
of saying it is done
because i've always been a liar
and if it were all my fault that i'm bitter
I'm waiting for something else
i've already lost myself
this day is descending
the flower is bending
and i tried to believe in these lies
i tried to still see with black eyes
i wanted to tame you but
you never came through
chorus:
bitter
just one more day when its already been too long
bitter
just one more day when its already been too long
bitter
just one more day when its already been too long
and the sea is forming shackles to deliver
and i came to a resting place
i tried to take just a taste
the future is wasted
and i can't see the light from the sun
i can't even see where to run
you said we are learning but
the whole world is burning
its so wrong
repeat chorus
i gave you everything i thought that you would need
you just cut my heart and left me to bleed
i had to fly away to get out of this mess
i don't know why i cried myself to death
i really dont know why... i wasted all my tears
i really dont know why... i wasted all thoes years
you never gave me half of what you said
played me for a fool and left me there dead
now it is all plain for me to see
the only thing you didn't care for was you honesty
i really dont know why... i wasted all my tears
i really dont know why... i wasted all thoes years
now i' just ashamed to say i'm one of your kind
for you it's just a game how could i have been so blind
i will hold my breath if you come my way again
i will hold my breath if you come my way again
if you come my way... if you come my way
now i' just ashamed to say i'm one of your kind
for you it's just a game how could i have been so blind
i will hold my breath if you come my way again
i will hold my breath if you come my way again
if you come my way... if you come my way
[Music: Smail]
[Lyrics: Balich]
When the night is gettin' old
And the air is gettin' colder
You know I'll never fold up
I turn my back on fear...
As I lie awake alone
And the voices come to taunt me
Every night another haunting
Driving me beyond my years...
When sleep finally flies me away
Under crimson clouds of pain
All my regrets have taken shape
As bitter tears that fall like rain
Hey - I think I'm ready
To confront the things in life that are haunting me
Hey - If it takes me all my days
I'll drive away the bitter tears of pain
Phantoms of what could have been
Now come to tempt my soul to sin
Dark purple mountains of misery
Bring the weight of the world on me
Hey - I think I'm ready
To confront the things in life that are haunting me
Hey - If it takes me all my days
I'll drive away the bitter tears of pain
So tired of the pain - the never ending strain
It's time I made the change
It's time to rearrange...
'Cause I - I think I'm ready
To confront the things in life that are haunting me
Hey - If it takes me all my days
I'll drive away the bitter tears of...
Pain
[_____________________________]
[_____________________________]
[_____________________________]
[_____________________________]
[_____________________________]
[how many ways can you say goodbye]
[that was nothing]
[______________ something]
how many days were in dreaming
in many ways just a lie
in better days I'd be dreaming
as my life passed me by
now pardon me for trying
trying to tear apart
and pardon me for lying
As failure becomes so imminent, broken, I walk away;
Was this all in vain?
We once had a dream... it's now dying
Helpless I assist, I assist to our utopia's end
All these years spent building this foundation...
Now trading hope for sorrow
What have we done?
All these years spend building...
Was this all in vain?
Never felt as lonely as in this crowd
All these empty eyes staring at me...
I won't make it through the night...
Won't make it without you...
Reach out for my hand and help me chase the taste of bitterness that fills my mouth
Let me hear your voice just like you used to...
I can take the pain when you're by my side
Don't let lust and greed have the best of you
Beaten, vanquished; is this how it ends? How it ends?
We once had a dream... it's now dying
Helpless I assist, I assist to our utopia's end
Helpless I assist, I assist to our utopia's end
As failure becomes so imminent, broken, I walk away;
She left me there
I'm wonderin what I'ma do now
She dropped me on the side of a cold cold road
On a rainy day
Well...
And I called 3 times
Feels like she erased me in no time
How could you forget somebody
That you loved one day
[Chorus]
I don't wanna cry now, I don't wanna miss her
I don't wanna hate her but I can't forgive her
?You took my heart and made it bad to love again?
Love again, love again, love again
I don't wanna get mad when I see your picture
I don't wanna think about you, wish I could forget her
?You took my heart and made it bad to love again?
Love again, love again, love again
You promised us
?Said that you would fly till the world stops?
Well it keeps on spinning
And you drove away
So you lied to me
Everything you said was a fairytale
In this world of wishful thinking
You're the wishing well
Well...
(I don't wish you well)
[Chorus]
I don't wanna cry now, I don't wanna miss her
I don't wanna hate her but I can't forgive her
?You took my heart and made it bad to love again?
Love again, love again, love again
I don't wanna get mad when I see your picture
I don't wanna think about you, wish I could forget her
?You took my heart and made it bad to love again?
Love again, love again, love again
[Chorus] (Repeat until end)
I don't wanna cry now, I don't wanna miss her
I don't wanna hate her but I can't forgive her
?You took my heart and made it bad to love again?
Love again, love again, love again
I don't wanna get mad when I see your picture
I don't wanna think about you, wish I could forget her
?You took my heart and made it bad to love again?
You think that you can forget me as soon as you can find someone new?
But you can never forgive me for all the things you say that I put you through.
Do you still wonder about me?
If I've found something to ease my pain, and did you think you could hurt me?
By driving me insane?
Let Go!
You killed me, left me there to rot
I let go, now I am beyond control
Never forget my face
Inside your heart is an empty space
but you can never forget my face
I'll take the blame you shove away
There's not much more for us to save
I'll keep my distance inside myself
I'll never ask for any bodies help
You never knew the price we'd have to pay
But you will never forget my face
You can never forget my face
No not ever
When it all comes down around us
You are nowhere to be seen
But I'm just happy you could make it
Cause it's my favourite time of year
And maybe this time around
Your going to hang on and stick it out
Do you think they'll remember just who we are?
And if I don't wake up in heaven
And if I wander 'round this lonely place
If you stay until tomorrow
I won't be bitter either way
I feel no mercy from the heavens
And my heart is worn away
I've lost my voice now, it doesn't matter
No-ones listening anyway
But next time they come around
And drag their circus back into town
We'll free all, well free all the animals
And if I don't wake up in heaven
And if I wander 'round this lonely place
If you stay until tomorrow
I won't be bitter either way
You think that you can forget me as soon as you can find someone new?
But you can never forgive me for all the things you say that I put you through.
Do you still wonder about me?
If I've found something to ease my pain, and did you think you could hurt me?
By driving me insane?
Let Go!
You killed me, left me there to rot
I let go, now I am beyond control
Never forget my face
Inside your heart is an empty space
but you can never forget my face
I'll take the blame you shove away
There's not much more for us to save
I'll keep my distance inside myself
I'll never ask for any bodies help
You never knew the price we'd have to pay
But you will never forget my face
You can never forget my face
No not ever
You can never forget my face
Twist me with your motivation
You make me sick
Won't you feel my frustration?
It's ten feet thick
All I see is apathy
In this world I won't be
I will be a better man
I won't be a bitter man
Twist me with your complication
This time it stuck
Curse me with your lips
You wretched fuck
Out of me am I free
Twist me with your motivation
You make me sick
Won't you feel my frustration?
It's ten feet thick
All I see is apathy
In this world I won't be
I will be a better man
I won't be a bitter man
Twist me with your complication
This time it stuck
Curse me with your lips
You wretched fuck
Out of me am I free
In this world I won't be
Through my years of depression
I have learned that life sucks
Seems to be no end to pain
Overwhelmed by disappointment
I just want to break something
Anger rushing from me
Life is so Insane to me
Maybe hell is relief
All I know - is that I'm pissed off
Failing again - tormenting my brain
Never was so angry before
But the way life is - so punishing
Waiting for my life to go
In the way I've strived it to
Never get your hopes up high
Expect the worst and all the fucking lies
a dirty deed is brewing green ivy overgrowing
the scissors poised and ready and she said that she was going
a thousand hours of waiting she put it all in writing
she pricked her finger for it but she's not cooperating
oh i swear
by the river styx
that's where i am fixed.
but i think the time is nearing i think i might be thawing
if only i were certain that my temperature weren't falling
and the tourists have been coming
from my fingers sawing
pieces for exhibits where impressive crowds are drawing
oh i swear
by the river styx
that's where i am that's where that's where i am i am fixed
and if i had the patience and i had the humor and you had the slightest clue what all this
fuss was for all of the times that i say that ill do it there's 909 that i secretly ruin its good
that i tell you what i am escaping for over the rainbow and out through the back door
if only i could prove it
if only i could do it
if only i could torture all the people who can use it
and at the final hour i am forced to sit and gather
the thousand hours of inspiration slowly growing sour
oh i swear
by the river styx
that's where i am that's where that's where i am i am fixed
and if i had an offer to be better id decline
and if it were more awful to consider id be fine
and if it were all my fault
that i'm that i'm that i'm that i'm
and i've pined and i've regretted that i aided and abetted
this end and if it isn't it will be soon you bet it will be
and the tapes are in the fire
go to bed because i'm tired
of saying it is done
because i've always been a liar
Sometimes it's better to be something
Than it is to be someone
Nearly a month has past since you left me
But I can't just get over you
I am not the one
Who's taken everything for granted
People aren't so
understanding anymore
I wish the tears would
fall down like the rain
But when the clouds cleared
everything would still just be the same
Threw up my arms, man I don't care at all
I won't make the same mistake I made this fall
and your October is my September
I may be better now, but I am bitter now
I remember the way
It use to be
I remember the all the things
you said to me
Now God, how I wish
that I could cry
I don't know what's going on
I guess it's hard to cry from disbelief
Threw up my arms, man I don't care at all
I won't make the same mistake I made this fall
and your October is my September
Shame is such a plain way
To describe this state
And every forked tongue
Displays your intentions
With every forked tongue
A way to ascension
But all is not well
In this world we've created
So bitter and jaded
Again with the same rusted
Routines we make
Does every forked tongue
Seem as unrelenting
As power, as pressure
Every gluttonous pleasure you seek
All is not well
In this world we've created
What's a world with bitter air
A perfect place where no on cares
Where shameful memories linger on
How much longer til we fall
Evil man sturse a crowed
Anti-god he wont appear
Waiting for eternal sleep
Heading closer to the end
Dreaming of etenal peace
So wait your turn
Your almost dead inside
So were is the life
He took it all away
And I'm so bitter on inside
But I wont leave you behind
And I lost my way back to you
One last try, before I let you go
Why am I so bitter inside
I wont leave you tonight
I wont leave you to die... alnoe
I feel so far away from life
Every day I fall short of you
Why are you there
Why is it so hard to choose
From right to wrong
Don't worry about me
I'm on my way
Free your life
It'll be alright
Walk a thousand mile
