There's so many people dying
You complain about your situation
What about me?
Half the world wouldn't know
What it's like to lose your seed
Maybe you can understand
(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
The guilt has lasted years, still cry
It was all planned out
Why was I last to know?
Don't you trust in me?
The table's cold, it's too late
To make up for these mistakes
Maybe you can't understand
(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(How I feel)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday
(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(How I feel)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to thank you all for having me
In this village filled with tragedy
This is something you won't want to miss
I swear it doesn't have to be like this
Reject these who ain't reject
Blood spills for who ain't been blessed
We'll stay true while you obsess
We'll see who wakes up next
Here's to the losers
The substance abusers
The beaten and broken down
Don't look now
All the bluest skies are turning black
Feels like a killer on the loose again
Save me from this pool of blood I'm drowning in
So be thankful for all this steam my friends
And at giving time we all give in
Reject these who ain't reject
Blood spills for who ain't been blessed
We'll stay true while you obsess
We'll see who wakes up next
Here's to the losers
The substance abusers
The beaten and broken down
Don't look now
All the bluest skies are turning black
Let's remember this day
When we're sober again
There's nothing left they can say
Whatever they take they can't take that away
Here's to the losers
The substance abusers
The beaten and broken down
Don't look now
All the bluest skies are turning black
Skies are turning black
Here's to the losers (Skies are turning black)
Substance abusers (Skies are turning black)
I went outside to take a walk
So I could relive memories
I thought that you would lend a hand
But you were never ever there
It's all in your mind
You do what you wanna do
Your promises are all played out
You've got your wish you've worn me down
I treated you the best I could
I realize that I don't need you
I lost my way when you left home
I thought that you could change your life
What did I do why do you lie
You've walked back in my hands are tied
I'm tired I'm so damn angry
With you
Your not gonna change
I see who you really are
Your promises your promises
They're all played out
Your so played out your so played out
The sun shined on our face
Our imaginations took us to any place
At the end of that altered road
Where we all stop running
We were living without no plans
There was never a doubt that some day
One of us might shake hands with the devil
The other would not break free
What if we were young again, yeah
When all of the was just pretending
Everybody wants to move on, whoa
To a brand new thing
That doesn't mean that much to me
Everybody's singing along
To the song the other is singing, yeah
Because it's a brand new thing
The sun went by so fast
Caught up in something we thought would last
The hope grows cold
But the fire's still burning
Thinking about that time
Of giving up everything that was mine
I know that something tells me the end is near
What if we could start again, yeah
When all of this was just beginning
Everybody wants to move on, whoa
To a brand new thing
That doesn't mean that much to me
Everybody's singing along
To the song the other is singing, yeah
Because it's a brand new thing
We don't know
They will follow
They just know
They will follow
They just know
They will follow
Everybody wants to move on, whoa
To a brand new thing
That doesn't mean that much to me
Everybody's singing along
To the song the other is singing, yeah
Because it's a brand new thing
Everybody wants to move on, whoa (Everybody wants to move one)
Everybody's singing along (Everybody wants to move on)
Everybody wants to move on, whoa (Everybody wants to move one)
To all those who have been took
They better take another look
Because they're never really what they seem
Those to betray me, I'm an honest man
Ever to set foot upon this promised land
Before you take them by
Love has faded
I thought I'd let you know
Missing you is natural
Cold and jaded
Don't you follow suit
Love has faded
Cold and jaded
You can not pretend
That there's nothing left to defend
How can you decide
Who goes and who stays
You talked me out my vibe
So much that I can't keep track
And you forgot about what they need
And then you plant another hate seed
Love has faded
I thought I'd let you know
Missing you is natural
Cold and jaded
Don't you follow suit
Love has faded
Cold and jaded
Soon as they come, they go even faster
Must be destined for a million disasters
There she goes
There she goes again
Love has faded
I thought I'd let you know
Missing you is natural
Cold and jaded
Don't you follow suit
Love has faded
I thought I'd let you know
Missing you is natural
Cold and jaded
Don't you follow suit
Love has faded
Cold and jaded
Cold and jaded
Cold and jaded
Love has faded
Been greeted with a smile,
In my back twists the knife,
So quick to flip the switch,
Never know quite what hit,
Behind lines you know,
True colors always show,
Forget that you exist,
The hand that feeds cut off at the wrist.
Hate spreads like infection,
Two faces yet you see one.
Hey, shoot the arrows,
As I turn and go,
Know one day when most of us are gone,
Shoot the arrows,
Holding on to what you feel is true,
And it's killing you.
Fed up for so long,
I've let go,
Watch you hang on,
When did lost trust begin,
As soon as I decide to let you in,
This took a part of me,
That will never return you see,
I've grown cold and hollow,
The hurt that's caused I'll never let it show.
Total lack of devotion,
In you I have no faith.
Hey, shoot the arrows,
As I turn and go,
Know one day when most of us are gone,
Shoot the arrows,
Holding on to what you feel is true,
And it's killing you.
There's no way that you ever could have known,
I would stoop so low,
Don't tell me you wouldn't do the same thing,
And I know all the things you play,
Think hard 'cause now it starts to eat you,
There's nothing else to do,
WHAT'S DONE IS DONE,
You hold on to what you feel is true,
And now it's killing you.
Know one day when most of us are gone,
Shoot the arrows,
Holding on to what you feel is true,
And it's killing you,
Hey, shoot the arrows,
One got addicted
The other ran away
Some settled down a familiar place
One let's go of the wheel
While the other one steers
One got the money that the other put away
Some held their ground and the others couldn't stay
Some followed their dreams and the others stood clear
After all these years
After all these years
One found religion and the other lost faith
One sold something that he couldn't replace
Both looked back to see if the coast was clear
One hits the bottle till his problems go away
One didn't make it to school that day
Sometimes I wish I could just disappear
After all these years
After all these years
It feels like that some days the sun never shines
I can't decide for all these little thin rhymes
They're going down in flames
They're burning alive
I just can't take this anymore
One look at the past and I'm finally here
After all these years
One got addicted
The other ran away
Some settled down a familiar place
One let's go of the wheel
While the other one steers
After all these years
One found religion and the other lost faith
One sold something that he couldn't replace
After all these years
I wanted to know who you really are
I needed the chance to stitch up my scars
I'm closer to you then I was in the start
Come dive right in and tear me apart
I'm trapped and we can't get along
I thought that I was strong
We are so unstable
In bed I'm strung out from your touch
But I won't give you up
We are so unstable
I wanted to learn about the dark side of you
You bring me down like a bottle of pills
I hate the way that you make me feel
Despite these imperfections
Despite all I say
Insight and recollection
I'm done with yesterday
I will lose my mind
And make real this time
To leave it all behind
I won't cry, wolf
Show me a sign
Planets will align
I'm gonna blow my mind
I won't cry, wolf
The one I trusted sold me
This is overblown
But I didn't want to believe
Everyone I trusted deceived me
I will lose my mind
And make real this time
To leave it all behind
I won't cry, wolf
Show me a sign
Planets will align
I'm gonna blow my mind
I won't cry, wolf
I figured out I'm holding on too tight
And I can't let go
I'm hiding, I'm needy
On the inside I'm bleeding
I'm searching for something
But it can't seem to find me
On the surface there is someone
That pretends to focus
I'm waiting and wanting
To accomplish and go on
Trying to live
When the pain can all be gone
Conforming to confusion
The voice in my head
Leading me here back home
I will lose my mind
And make real this time
To leave it all behind
I won't cry, wolf
Show me a sign
Planets will align
I'm gonna blow my mind
One little request changes life for your best interest,
no need for self-control while doctors line their pockets
One for your pain and one for your mind rely and I'm not addicted it's fine
One to lose weight and make you look right one day there'll be one for these lies
Of course feeling numb here (of course feeling numb here) habit for me
No matter what's wrong will set you free, better living through chemistry
Prescriptions for it if you need relief. Better living through chemistry
Every place I turn my eye, new drug marketing line
The sure for everything is just around the corner, this dealer wears a nametag here to fill our order
One for your pain and one for your mind rely and I'm not addicted it's fine
One to lose weight and make you look right one day there'll be one for these lies
Of course feeling numb here (of course feeling numb here) habit for me
No matter what's wrong will set you free, better living through chemistry
Prescriptions for it if you need relief. Better living through chemistry.
Get your life under control.
Get your life under control.
Get your life under control.
Patients are paychecks just looking for the kick back,
Money's the motive and corruption is the tool of their trade
Greed is taking over the hollow heart of healthcare,
No longer taking chances, they've given up on us
We are the only ones that can end epidemics like this (Stand up!)
Now that you know
Now that you know
No matter what's wrong they'll set you free, better living through chemistry
Prescriptions for it if you need relief, better living through chemistry
We are the only ones that can end epidemics like this, better living through chemistry
We are the only ones that can end epidemics like this, better living through chemistry
(Stand up!) Now that you know
(Stand up!) Get you life under control
I never thought I was strong enough
To handle raising my own son
You'll always feel what you've never done
I hope he'll know me when I come home
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
I love my child, he's got his mother's smile
I'm so fortunate, so fortunate
Life can get tight but I will make it right
I'm so fortunate, so fortunate
Oh, yeah, I had to learn what meant more to me
My families became everything
I miss you more than you'll ever know
I wish that I can just leave, come home
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
I love my child, he's got his mother's smile
I'm so fortunate, so fortunate
Life can get tight but I will make it right
I'm so fortunate, so fortunate, so fortunate
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
I love my child, he's got his momma's smile
I'm so fortunate, so fortunate
Life can get tight but I will make it right
I'm so fortunate, so fortunate
So fortunate, so fortunate
I'm sick of the excuses that you want me to believe
I've been understanding, givin' everything you need
Using me is over now and soon you're gonna see
I'm done with you, I'm done with you
Would there be a difference if I followed what you say?
Taken from my mind and I can't seem to get away
Using me is over now and soon you're gonna see
I'm done with you, I'm done with you
Everyone is the same
Quick to point the blame
All I know is that life is a struggle
Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play
All I know is that life is a struggle
Sorry, I'm angry, I've fallen from everything
Why am I so angry inside my head
Life's all the same, It's gonna change,
I'm not ashamed to live my life
Everyone is the same
Quick to point the blame
All I know is that life is a struggle
Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play
All I know is that life is a struggle
Why am I so angry inside my head
I woke up this morning and knew
That the world would test me come unglued
Is it me or do you feel my pain
This world makes my blood boil again
You rip the heart out of me
You rip the heart out of me
You make it look easy
Control and deceive me
I've tried to everything to please you
Gone out of my way like a fool
What makes me break down like a bitch
Do you want to live?
Do you want to live?
Do you want to live?
Do you want to live?
Do you want to live?
I know this girl with a needle in her arm
The red dragon walking circles through her soul
Chases dragons to appease the tracks upon her soul
Cooked the shit twice today to shut out all the pain
I can't take it anymore, I can't take it anymore
Take this needle through my vein, take it through my vein
All I do is pain, all I do is pain
There is nothing left but bloodstains
The tracks you have they tell the tale
Of what your Hell on earth would feel
Do you want to live? Do you want to live?
Let the needle fly away remove it from your life
Do you want to live or do you want to die?
I can't take it anymore, I can't take it anymore.
Take this needle through my vein, take it through my vein
All I do is pain, all I do is pain
There is nothing left but bloodstains
When it all comes down, you're the one thing in your life
And you make the world that we hate inside
Everything is crying on me, it's gone
I've been gone, you are gone
I can't take it anymore, I can't take it anymore
Take this needle through my vein, take it through my vein
All I do is pain, all I do is pain
There's nothing left but bloodstains
Does everyone have answers, problems
Everybody has answers, problems
Problems
Problems
Problems
Let me breathe
Let me breathe
I can't even think right now
Something's got me feeling guilty
Hurt you slowly but so surely
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
Pushing into what I want
Because I am so goddamn selfish
Left you hanging, stopped relating
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go
(Is it you, is it me)
It's easier to let you go
(Let me breathe)
Let me breathe
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go
Is it you, is it me
It's easier to let you go
Breathe
Let me breathe
Most people don't care
Some people just fear
There's so much pressure
That our lives will feed us
Don't need a reason
I will get even
This is the season
Where I feel so manic
You hurt yourself
And blame me when you fall (codependent)
You have lost control
And crashed into a wall (codependent)
Life has found a way
Where karma slaps you in the face
You depend on me
For everything (codependent)
I am the bad seed
It fuels my own needs
I never was scared
To take my chances
I see the downfall
Cause I'm no social
I've got my own life
And you can't stand it
Codependent
Codependent
Codependent
I was so much an outcast
No one ever liked me cause I wasn't wanted
I was so different from the rest of them all
Fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed
And I never got no sleep
Cause I kept on trippin' over what they said
And everything that my mom said made me mad
And everything that my dad said made me sad
Why am I even trying?
I'm crying out, I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
You keep shootin' those glances
Relating to the rawness, I'm a fuckin' lost kid
Trying so hard to become just like me, talk like me, walk like me
You keep trippin' on everything I wear, every time I swear
Even when it comes to my hair
It seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind
I'm not a dope pullin' your life
Why am I even trying?
I'm crying out, I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm trippin' out, I'm trippin' out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Draw me down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Your dreamy dreads
Are you still tripping on me?
You're drinking dread
Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you drift?
Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you drift?
Why are you tripping on me?
I was so much an outcast
Find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
I can't seem to find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
No ever liked me
I can't find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
I can't seem to find a way to make it right
Why am I even trying?
I'm crying out, I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm trippin' out, I'm trippin' out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Draw me down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm crying out, I'm crying out, I'm crying out, freaking out
Draw me down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
We chase misprinted lies
We face the path of time
And yet I fight
And yet I fight
This battle all alone
No one to cry to
No place to call home
My gift to self is raped
My privacy is raked
And yet I find
And yet I find
Repeating in my head
If I can’t be my own
Everyday I think about what you did
Livin' life ain't much with all the shit
Cause I'm going insane with all of it
You keep driving me crazy
Always crazy, you're gonna drive me crazy
You're gonna wake up one day dead inside
Cause your alone, not in my life
I think about you sometimes
And wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride
How could you do this?
All my life has always been like this
Taking shit and I can't deal with this selfish bitch that's always full of it
You keep driving me crazy
Always crazy, you're gonna drive me crazy
You're gonna wake up one day dead inside
Cause your alone, not in my life
I think about you sometimes
And wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride
How could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight
And I blow it away
You want me to be like you
I think about you sometimes
And wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride
How could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight
And I blow it away
I think about you sometimes
And wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride
How could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight
Today you told me that I'd hate you forever
I can't believe what's really going on
Somehow I knew that you felt guilty for something
But tell me why you do this to me
Today you told me that I'd hate you forever
I can't believe that you'd wreck my life
I was betrayed, how can you say that you feel sorry inside
It's never staying, losing close friends
I've gone away, you make me stay but I can't tell it from lies
I've gone insane, losing close friends
Today I made the worst mistake
I put my trust into someone I don't know
And now I know because you've done everything possible to me
Made me so upset
And now I know just who to trust because you're laying in bed
You're thinking 'bout all that fucked up shit
I was betrayed, how can you say that you feel sorry inside
It's never staying, losing close friends
I've gone away, you make me stay but I can't tell it from lies
(Lies)
I've gone insane, losing close friends
I'm so weak
The closeness of your skin
The smell of this place
Makes me go insane
You make me go insane
I was betrayed, how can you say that you feel sorry inside
It's never staying, losing close friends
I've gone away, you make me stay but I can't tell it from lies
I've got insane, losing close friends
Do you wake up and wonder where you’re really going
Retry aging in life you wanted to achieve your goals
Now confusion it lingers
Making me feel sick to my stomach
Because who knows what will happen next
I shattered into pieces in this world
I shattered into pieces in this world
this world your world my world
Confusion it lingers a fear of loathing that I regret
Because who knows what will happen next
I shattered into pieces in this world
this world your world my world
I shattered into pieces in this world
this world your world my world
What do you want in life
Who you have planned for the future I wonder does anything matter
Gives luck on the same old day out and sorrow hold on
To your gold or you’ll have nothing
you’ll have nothing you’ll have nothing you’ll have.... nothing
Why have I shattered into pieces in this world
I shattered into pieces in this world
this world your world my world
I shattered into pieces in this world
This world your world my world
I shattered into pieces in this world
I kill you on the floor
I sit here all alone
And try to find the words that I can't say
We waste them thirty days
We'll both be going our separate ways
Now there's nothing we can fall back on
I know I'm not that selfish
But I cant, I can't help this
Nobody knows what I've done (What I've done)
What doesn't kill us makes us (Makes us die)
And there's a place that I know (I don't know)
What doesn't kill makes us (Makes us die)
There's nothing left for me
But paybacks deaf and next to me
When did I go wrong I don't know
I gotta leave and take what's time
Wasted youth and wasted time
Call these into my stem so they will show
I know I'm not that selfish
But I cant, I can't help this
Nobody knows what I've done (What I've done)
What doesn't kill us makes us (Makes us die)
And there's a place that I know (I don't know)
What doesn't kill makes us (Makes us die)
So give back everything you took from me
Don't believe in me
You don't care about me
I've had my lesson it set me free
Don't believe in me
You don't care about me
Nobody knows what I've done (What I've done)
What doesn't kill us makes us (Makes us die)
And there's a place that I know (I don't know)
What doesn't kill makes us (Makes us die)
Makes us
Makes us
Makes us
I wanted to know who you really are
I needed the chance to stitch up my scars
I'm closer to you then I was in the start
Come dive right in and tear me apart
I'm trapped and we can't get along
I thought that I was strong
We are so unstable
In bed I'm strung out from your touch
But I won't give you up
We are so unstable
I wanted to learn about the dark side of you
You bring me down like a bottle of pills
I hate the way that you make me feel
We are friends
And you feel like we've grown apart
That's not the case
You know i'm speaking from my heart
Friends should last forever
Bitches come and go
Someone's lying to you
And i'm ready to explode
Why would you think
That i would be a liar and your friend
I'll show you what they told you
Are someone else's lies
I'll show you what they told you
Are someone else's lies
What about the days
When we would all hang out
We would talk about our dreams
And drive around
Friends should last forever
Bitches come and go
Someone's lying to you
And i'm ready to explode
Why would you think
That i would be a liar and your friend
I'll show you what they told you
Are someone else's lies
I'll show you what they told you
Are someone else's lies
Liar
Someone's lying to you
Liar
Someone's lying to you
I'll show you what they told you
Are someone else's lies
I'll show you what they told you
Are someone else's lies
Why would you think
That i would want to hurt you
Why would you think
I wanted to know who you really are
I needed the chance to stitch up my scars
I'm closer to you then I was in the start
Come dive right in and tear me apart
I'm trapped and we can't get along
I thought that I was strong
We are so unstable
In bed I'm strung out from your touch
But I won't give you up
We are so unstable
I wanted to learn about the dark side of you
You bring me down like a bottle of pills
I hate the way that you make me feel
I keep coming back I never get killed
I'm trapped and we can't get along
I thought that I was strong
We are so unstable
In bed I'm strung out from your touch
But I won't give you up
We are so unstable
so unstable
were so unstable x4
I'm trapped and we can't get along
I thought that I was strong
We are so unstable
In bed I'm strung out from your touch
But I won't give you up
We are so unstable
I'm trapped and we can't get along
I thought that I was strong
We are so unstable
In bed I'm strung out from your touch
But I won't give you up
We are so unstable
your so unstable
were so unstable
your so unstable
Let me breathe
Let me breathe
I can't even think right now
Something's got me feeling guilty
Hurt you slowly but so surely
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
Pushing into what I want
Because I am so goddamn selfish
Left you hanging, stopped relating
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go
(Is it you, is it me)
It's easier to let you go
(Let me breathe)
Let me breathe
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go
Is it you, is it me
It's easier to let you go
Breathe
Let me breathe
I'll get inside you
I'll get inside you
Don't live with shame, 'cause feelings change but fame remains
The reason why your gonna wanna take me home tonight
It's all the same up in this game, the people change
And money claims everyone from everything
I can't believe that you would think that shit of me
I was amazed at the torment that you put me through
If you can see right through the greed and all your needs
You realize that you were just about as bad as me
Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young
Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
(The way you like it)
Come on baby help me, someone to confide in
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
(I'll get inside you)
My life has changed but fuck the fame, I'll stay the same
You can't complain when you can pay the bills and do your thing
Appreciate, don't player hate, congratulate
I miss the pain and the torment that you put me through
(I'll get inside you)
So what's to fear when everything is crystal clear
You realize that you should do the things you wanna do
Don't give in to what people say, don't be ashamed
To separate the feelings on your mind you can't sedate
(I'll get inside you)
Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young
Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
(The way you like it)
Come on baby help me, someone to confide in
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
I'll get inside you
Now you're beggin' me to stay
(I'll get inside you)
You would always say I'd never be shit
They would always say I'd never be shit
But look at me now, look at me now
Now you're beggin' me to stay
I'll get inside you
Now you're beggin' me to stay
The way you like it
Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young
Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
(The way you like it)
Come on baby help me, someone to confide in
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young
(I'll get inside you)
Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
(The way you like it)
Come on baby help me, someone to confide in
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
She needed shelter from the rain
She saw it on the sign
It said we're open till midnight
I'm sorry by the way
I came here just the other day
And you look so familiar
And maybe you and I can have a drink and start the night
With a friendly conversation, oh
Can you and I be truthful now?
What you run away from
And then you know the pain to make it through somehow
What you run away from
What you run away from
She woke before AM
To smoke a cigarette again
And she stood in the doorway (Stood in the doorway)
She said I love to watch you sleep
And hear the secrets that you keep
And remember what my father told me (Told me)
He said stay strong and don't forget to call
But don't ever come back at all
Can you and I be truthful now?
What you run away from
And then you know the pain to make it through somehow
What you run away from
What you run away from
It feel wrong
I think sometimes I'll cry the way I planned to
And even try
When you know something steered you wrong again
When did you decide
You don't belong here
You don't belong
Can you and I be truthful now?
What you run away from
And then you know the pain to make it through somehow
What you run away from
What you run away from
Can you and I be truthful now?
What you run away from
And then you know the pain to make it through somehow
What you run away from
What you run away from
I still walk away
I still clearly follow
I can not think today
What you run away from
I'm just a run away
I still can not follow
I can not think today
Let me breathe
Let me breathe
I can't even think right now
Something's got me feeling guilty
Hurt you slowly but so surely
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
Pushing into what I want
Because I am so goddamn selfish
Left you hanging, stopped relating
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go
(Is it you, is it me)
It's easier to let you go
(Let me breathe)
Let me breathe
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go
Is it you, is it me
It's easier to let you go
Breathe
Let me breathe
So many times he crossed the line, overboard, overdrawn, over looked, it's over now
She looks at herself no one to turn to, then she wonders how it got this far
Right to pain and plight she enters false pretend to make him fight harder
Lift him up to watch him crawl, so simple when women come
Laughing as it all unfolds, self-righteous grudging soul
Retrospect never shined so bright, different goals, different lives, never saw, I don't know why
Inflated stories reel my mills? from the course back to the source words in circles all lies
He tries to make her feel so used, has her pain all in vain so he can close the door
Lift her up to watch her fall, her broken heart grows numb
Laughing as it all unfolds, Self-righteous grudging soul
All that you breed will become your disease and will only hurt ourselves,
As the love that you make, not the love that you take that keeps us alive
And you give and you take and you learn from mistakes and we all will survive
And the sky make it dark and the sun will then set but tomorrow is another star
People try to hold you down, success keeps them alive, if you falter you will soon find quick responses from behind
But if you prevail they'll turn inside out act as if they never even had a doubt
Lift us up to watch us fall, not even we've gone on. Jealous right from the start
I was so much an outcast
No one ever liked me cause I wasn't wanted
I was so different from the rest of them all
Fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed
And I never got no sleep
Cause I kept on trippin' over what they said
And everything that my mom said made me mad
And everything that my dad said made me sad
Why am I even trying?
I'm crying out, I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinning round, spinning round, I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
You keep shootin' those glances
Relating to the rawness, of a fuckin lost kid
Trying so hard to become just like me, talk like me, walk like me
You keep trippin' on everything I wear, every time I swear
Even when it comes to my hair
It seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind
I'm not a dumb fool in your life
Why am I even trying?
I'm crying out, I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinning round, spinning round, I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm trippin' out, I'm trippin' out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Coming down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Now do you trip?
Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you trip?
Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you trip?
Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you trip?
Why are you tripping on me?
I was so much an outcast
Find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
I can't seem to find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
No ever liked me
I can't find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
I can't seem to find a way to make it right
Why am I even trying?
I'm crying out, I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinning round, spinning round, I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm trippin' out, I'm trippin' out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Coming down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm crying out, I'm crying out, I'm crying out, freaking out
Coming down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
Let's fight
We're face to face
Loyalty is what I need to see from you
You're insecure
I can see the fear that breeds in your heart
Where will you run? Where will you hide?
I see the blood drip from your eyes
Who will survive? Let's get it on and we'll fight
I know who you are the leader of lost souls
You can't kill me I'm immortal
I'm not afraid to die my soul will travel on
You can't kill me I'm immortal immortal immortal
I need the rush
There's nowhere you could hide before you die
Why won't you face me?
I can see the fear that's in your eyes
Where will you run? Where will you hide?
I see the blood drip from your eyes
Who will survive? Let's get it on and we'll fight
I know who you are the leader of lost souls
You can't kill me I'm immortal
I'm not afraid to die my soul will travel on
You can't kill me I'm immortal
I know who you are the leader of lost souls
You can't kill me I'm immortal
I'm not afraid to die my soul will travel on
You can't kill me I'm immortal
Where will you run? Where will you hide?
Where will you run? Where will you hide?
Let's fight
I know who you are the leader of lost souls
You can't kill me I'm immortal
I'm not afraid to die my soul will travel on
You can't kill me I'm immortal
I know who you are the leader of lost souls
You can't kill me I'm immortal
I'm not afraid to die my soul will travel on
You can't kill me I'm immortal
You can't kill me, immortal
You can't kill me, immortal
You can't kill me, immortal
It's so hard to watch you struggle..
Even harder when I have to see you stumble.
Short tempers, harsh words that humble..
Watching the world.. Watching the world around me crumble.
I wont fight back..
Can't give in..
Wont stay here forever like this..
Overwhelming my senses..
..Again.
Like a brother.. Like a sister.
Something like a family..
I was so lonely but you saved me.
Insecurities race through my heart..
New situation - Realizing my part..
The needles change like seasons..
We're fighting our own addictions.
Patience brings.. Heartaches..
Anger flies - Still we try..
I wont fight back..
Can't give in..
Wont stay here forever like this..
Refusing consciousness..
To drown in - To cope with..
Inebriate..
To find when waking..
That nothing has been chaaaanged!
Take.. One more drink.. You can't live without it!
Take one more drink!
Take.. One more drink.. Or drown without it!
Take one more drink!
So hard to talk about it..!
How did I know that you lie about it!?
Stand there and watch you sink without it!
Losing sleep at night - I still dream about it!
I wont fight back..
Can't give in..
Wont stay here forever like this..
Refusing consciousness..
To drown in!
To cope with!
Inebriate..!
Die!
I gave in to
The stress in life
I can't escape
The pressure seems to get me down
It's like a needle in my spine
It stings inside
Poisons me with time
I can't deal with your lies
I wish I could watch you drown and die
And take my time
(Lies)
It's always been a problem, can't you see?
I don't get
(Your lies)
People have said (They have said)
I'm not okay (I'm not okay)
I lost my mind, numb me 'til I won't feel pain again
It's like a needle in my spine
It stings inside
Poisons me with time
I won't deal with your lies
I wish I could watch you drown and die
And take my time
(Lies)
It's always been a problem, can't you see?
I don't get
(Your lies)
Life is gone
I have no one
Life is good
I am no one
Life is gone
I have no one
Life is scarred
I am no one
Life is gone
I have a lie
Something, something inside of my mind
Let it all go and tie me to your fight
Nothing is real inside, just the lies
Something keeps building you high with lies
I wish I could watch you drown and die
And take my time
(Lies)
It's always been a problem, can't you see?
I don't bend
(The lies)
I wish I could watch you drown and die
And take my time
(Lies)
It's always been a problem, can't you see?
Let me breathe
Let me breathe
I can't even think right now
Something's got me feeling guilty
Hurt you slowly but so surely
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
Pushing into what I want
Because I am so goddamn selfish
Left you hanging, stopped relating
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go
(Is it you, is it me)
It's easier to let you go
(Let me breathe)
Let me breathe
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go
Is it you, is it me
It's easier to let you go
Breathe
Let me breathe
Where will we go?
Where will we go?
Sign away all of my decisions
Tell when I breed
Terminate opinions
I dream away my freedom to please you
Let them talk so they feel important
They don't mean a thing, this is my own dream
Why do you have to put this on me?
(Where will we go?)
I'm a mess
(Where will we go?)
I'm a mess
Do what you wanna do
Where the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
Live life the way that you want
Do what you wanna do
Where the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
Live life the way that you want
Life's okay, so don't complain
You can't obtain, figure out how to maintain
It's a shame, make a change
So life will never ever find me down
Found out just what it's really all about
Never doubt, I wish I could get out
Why do you have to put this on me?
(Where will we go?)
I'm a mess
(Where will we go?)
I'm a mess
Do what you wanna do
Where the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
Live life the way that you want
Do what you wanna do
Where the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
Live life the way that you want
Find a way
(Where will we go?)
I'm a mess
(Where will we go?)
I'm a mess
Do what you wanna do
Where the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
Live life the way that you want
Do what you wanna do
Where the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
It's Real Life (It's Real Life)
It's Real Life (It's Real Life)
It's Real Life (It's Real Life)
It's Real Life (It's Real Life)
It's Real Life mixed with Adema get your bite from hanging on a tightrope
To survive you gotta be a dreamer I come to fight my nigga go psycho
We could go live in the arena, tight hold to your windpipe make your mind slow
Say goodnight thanks to Adema I chose taking my time so you die slow
You're still barely breathing, Heaven not below. where is your mind?
You've been caught in a bad triangle, your life's on the line, where is your mind?
It's Real Life
It's Real Life
It's Real Life
It's Real Life
It starts with your mouth running that lip, stop that unless you wanna see me drop that (drop that)
You found in a cloud it ain't worth shit, talk back and you gonna see me cock back (cock back)
Leave any doubt at home with your kids, that you fought back like Bush fought in Iraq
The time is now so just quit, or get tapped by the man with the high drop take that
You're still barely breathing, Heaven not below. where is your mind?
You've been caught in a bad triangle, your life's on the line, where is your mind?
It's just a matter of time, now I have control. You know where to go
You've been caught in a Bad Triangle, your life's on the line, where is your mind?
You're still barely breathing, Heaven not below. where is your mind?
You've been caught in a bad triangle, your life's on the line, where is your mind?
It's just a matter of time, now I have control. You know where to go
You've been caught in a Bad Triangle, your life's on the line, where is your mind?
It's Real Life (It's Real Life)
It's Real Life (It's Real Life)
It's Real Life (It's Real Life)
It's Real Life (It's Real Life)
Here in the dark
Escaping this withering soul (My thoughts are growing cold)
Here by my side is everything I've ever owned (I've got to go alone)
And I don't mind at all (I've got to let you go)
It's the black clouds over your head
It's the monsters under your bed
As tragic as this might seem
We can't escape the bad things
You know what that means
Here in the light
I'll drown in what I'll never be (I've got to watch the glow)
And here by my side swallow swallow the worst part of me (Got no place to go)
And I don't mind at all (I've got to let you go)
It's the black clouds over your head
It's the monsters under your bed
As tragic as this might seem
We can't escape the bad things
You know what that means
Something better change the sin
I don't think I can wait for you
Something that I have to do
I swear that I will see this through
Something better change the sin
I swear that I will see this through
It's the black clouds over your head
It's the monsters under your bed
As tragic as this might seem
We can't escape the bad things
You know what that means
It's the black clouds over your head (Under the black couds)
It's the monsters under your bed (I'm a monster)
As tragic as this might seem
We can't escape the bad things
You know what that means
You know what that means
You know what that means
You can't escape me
You can't escape me
Let me breathe
Let me breathe
I can't even think right now
Something's got me feeling guilty
Hurt you slowly but so surely
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
Pushing into what I want
Because I am so goddamn selfish
Left you hanging, stopped relating
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go
(Is it you, is it me)
It's easier to let you go
(Let me breathe)
Let me breathe
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go
Is it you, is it me
It's easier to let you go
Breathe
Let me breathe
We'll raise our fists and stamp our feet
We will resist all out thoughts, until we succeed
We're marching at the scene
We'll watch them crumble
Oh, we're gonna watch them die
When all the people settle down
All the alcohol runs out
I'll just sit here by myself
Waiting for
Each and every soul's moved in
All walls are closing in
Waiting for
Wishing I was someone else
Waiting for
Waiting for the daylight to come
The highway's coming on by tonight
We'll kill the headlights
Roll right through the twists and the turns
We'll make our move when the time is right
We'll start the fire
Oh, we'll watch it burn
When all the people settle down
All the alcohol runs out
I'll just sit here by myself
Waiting for
Each and every soul's moved in
All the walls are closing in
Waiting for
Wishing I was someone else
Waiting for
Waiting for the daylight to come
I take everything I'm given
Can't stand because the room keeps spinning
This is the life I am given
I take everything I'm given
Can't stand because the room keeps spinning
This is the life I am given
When all the people settle down
All the alcohol runs out
I'll just sit here by myself
Waiting for
Each and every soul's moved in
All the walls are closing in
Waiting for
Wishing I was someone else
Waiting for
A screaming match again
Could this be the end
A breaking point and I can't bear it
You wanna know the truth
The matter life is long
I've taken every wrong direction
Writing on the wall
Love once strong now falls
I'm staring into space
And drowning under my decisions
I wonder how you can sleep
At night, having lied to these eyes
You could feel the relief
The lying awake at night
Wondering nowhere the same time
To know his face and his name
Made me lose my mind
I fell apart for the last time
These eyes neglected to see it
And thanks to you
My conscious finally feels clean
I brought you into this
You blame me over that
We fight each others accusations
You wanna know the truth
The truth is I'm afraid
Afraid of going nowhere always
Writing on the wall
Love once strong now falls
I'm burning in the flames
Covered with the scars of our love
I wonder how you can sleep
At night, having lied to these eyes
You could feel the relief
The lying awake at night
Wondering nowhere the same time
To know his face and his name
Made me lose my mind
I fell apart for the last time
These eyes neglected to see it
And thanks to you
My conscious finally feels clean
Lately, lately
I just keep wasting, wasting
To make me hate me, hate me
Maybe we just don't belong
Again, is this the end
After what you put me through
I'll get inside you
I'll get inside you
Don't live ashamed, 'cause feelings change but fame remains
The reason why your gonna wanna take me home tonight
It's all the same up in this game, the people change
And money claims everyone from everything
I can't believe that you would think that shit of me
I was amazed at the torment that you put me through
If you can see right through the greed and all your needs
You realize that you were just about as bad as me
Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young
Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
(The way you like it)
Come on baby help me, someone to confide in
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
My life has changed but fuck the fame, I'll stay the same
You can't complain when you can pay the bills and do your thing
Appreciate, don't player hate, congratulate
I miss the pain and the torment that you put me through
(I'll get inside you)
So what's to fear when everything is crystal clear
You realize that you should do the things you wanna do
Don't give in to what people say, don't be ashamed
To separate the feelings on your mind you can't sedate
(I'll get inside you)
Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young
Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
(The way you like it)
Come on baby help me, someone to confide in
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
I'll get inside you
Now you're beggin' me to stay
I'll get inside you
You would always say I'd never be shit
They would always say I'd never be shit
But look at me now, look at me now
Now you're beggin' me to stay
I'll get inside you
Now you're beggin' me to stay
The way you like it
Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young
Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
(The way you like it)
Come on baby help me, someone to confide in
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young
(I'll get inside you)
Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid
(The way you like it)
Come on baby help me, someone to confide in
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
(I'll get inside you)
Now you're beggin' me to stay
The weight of the world has been put on my shoulders
I looked in the mirror and know that I'm older
I try to escape but the rain makes it colder
Why do I let all our problems take over?
There's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can say
We need to try to find the right way
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
God has turned his back on me
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
There's nothing left for us to say
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
God has turned his back
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
There's nothing left to blame
To blame
I've tried to explain what it's doing to me
Arguing over the simplest things
You tried to make life like you want it to be
Upset everyday isn't something we need
There's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can say
We need to try to find the right way
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
God has turned his back on me
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
There's nothing left for us to say
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
God has turned his back
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
There's nothing left to blame
You're letting me down again.You're letting me down again
You're letting me down again, letting me down again
There's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can say
We need to try to find the right way
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
God has turned his back on me
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
There's nothing left for us to say
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
God has turned his back
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
I cannot change the fact
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
God has turned his back
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
I cannot change the fact
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
God has turned his back
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
I cannot change the fact
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
God has turned his back
Stressin'out. Stressin'out
Abusing
No more
No more
He says he loves you but the make-up
Will not cover up the bruises he left on you
I tried to stop the cycle for you, this relationship is wack
You bastard, don't touch her anymore
Stand up, stand up
He's a drunk and abusing
Stand up, stand up
He thinks that you'll never leave him
Stand up, stand up
I wont let him get near you
Stand up, stand up
Next time's your fault when he hurts you
I think that you should have the chance
To enjoy the friends you have, he wants to erase them
I know that you are trying hard not to show up
But the coward is an asshole, he's shameless
Stand up, stand up
He's a drunk and abusing
Stand up, stand up
He thinks that you'll never leave him
Stand up, stand up
I wont let him get near you
Stand up, stand up
Next time's your fault when he hurts you
Abusing
No more
No more
Abusing
No more
No more
Stand up, stand up
It's not your fault when he hits you
Stand up, stand up
He thinks that you'll never leave him
Stand up, stand up, stand up
He'll always hurt you
Stand up, stand up, stand up
One day he'll kill you
Stand up, stand up, stand up
He's always hurting you
Stand up, stand up, stand up
Days will come that make no sense
My present situation makes me think too much, too much
It all revolves around you
This life that I'm living means nothing without you
I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you)
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this
This problem here is my fault
It's not that I don't care but I'm so lost
I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you)
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this
Now you (With me, a buzz) see why
(Now you see why)
Don't fuck with feelings inside
Who you lying to? Will I survive?
I like what you put my through, 'cause I feel almost alive (Almost alive)
I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you)
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this
I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you)
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
Taste, you left a bitter taste in my mouth that will never heal to sub-reveal,
Unkind, can never rewind, you play the part that's so unreal
repercussions now pay the price
Watch me walk away done talking now,
pigeons burning yesterday, wont put them out
Never heard a single word, done talking now
Try to get through to me, it won't happen now
I find that you'll get me back sevenfold, decisions in your life
I find gonna get me back sevenfold, bury me alive
You're always on the ride, your adversaries love the view,
signed and sealed lost sight, cannot lead the blind
You point your finger filled with steel, your future deal denied
Watch me walk away done talking now,
pigeons burning yesterday, wont put them out
Never heard a single word, done talking now
Try to get through to me, it won't happen now
I find that you'll get me back sevenfold, decisions in your life
I find gonna get me back sevenfold, bury me alive
You've been riding so high on one big lie all these years
Denied all my pride never thought you'd hear all these years
So crystal clear your promising tears we all did these years,
All these years
All these years
Watch me walk away done talking now,
pigeons burning yesterday, it won't happen now
I find that you'll get me back sevenfold, decisions in your life
I find gonna get me back sevenfold, bury me alive
(At the same time)
Watch me walk away done talking now,
pigeons burning yesterday, wont put them out
Never heard a single word, done talking now
Try to get through to me, It won't happen now
I find that you'll get me back sevenfold, decisions in your life
I find gonna get me back sevenfold, bury me alive
Watch me walk away done talking now,
pigeons burning yesterday, wont put them out
Never heard a single word, done talking now
I woke up this morning and knew
That the world would test me come unglued
Is it me or do you feel my pain
This world makes my blood boil again
You rip the heart out of me
You rip the heart out of me
You make it look easy
Control and deceive me
I've tried to everything to please you
Gone out of my way like a fool
What makes me break down like a bitch
I'll make you a promise today that this family I'll never betray. Life sometimes fades away
Night is a promise and I hope that this one never ends. The face of a woman in my love before I was a man I'm breaking sometimes, and I'm honest, in pain we can live till the end you know you're on my mind and I promise that I'll see you someday so for now I will just pray
Can't believe it's over
Life just gets in the way. Life just gets in the way
Your eyes were upon us, there are no words for what that meant, the strains of my mother and not enough days that we spent it was my selfish pride. And you taught us there was no one to blame in the end where our feelings reside, and it covers before that day we set everything straight
Can't believe it's over
Life just gets in the way. Life just gets in the way
I remember the words that you said, hearing them as I sat by your bed.
That our life just gets in the way.
Feeling the same everyday without you, can't seem to find my way
Cold sweats in the night wake me from sleep, thinking you're alright
Life just gets in the way. Life just gets in the way.
I remember the words that you said, hearing them as I sat by your bed.
That our life just gets in the way.
I went outside to take a walk
So I could relive memories
I thought that you would lend a hand
But you were never ever there
It's all in your mind, you do what you wanna do
Your promises are all played out
You've got your wish, you've worn me down
I've treated you the best I could
I realize that I don't need you
I lost my way when you left home
I thought that you could change your life
What did I do? Why do you lie?
You've walked back in, my hands are tied
It's all in your mind, you do what you wanna do
Your promises are all played out
You've got your wish, you've worn me down
I've treated you the best I could
I realize that I don't need you
It's all in your mind, you do what you want to me
It's all in your mind, you do what you want to me
I'm tired, I'm so damn angry with you
You're not gonna change, I see who you really are
Your promises are all played out
You've got your wish, you've worn me down
I treated you the best I could
I realize that I don't need you
Your promises, your promises, your promises
They're all played out, you're so played out
You're so played out, you're so played out
Realize that I've lost control, impulses keep flashing through my head
I'm on the outside
Take up all my life inside, why would I let them make up my mind
And be mislead
Go ahead make up your mind
I have had enough of who they want
Leave me alone
This pain inside I can't understand
This hate in life that will not go away (Go away)
Go ahead make up your mind
I have had enough of who they want
Leave me alone
Realize that I've lost control, impulses keep flashing through my head
I'm on the outside
This pain inside I can't understand
This hate in life that will not go away (Go away)
This pain inside I can not live with it
It feels like no one really understands
It's always killing me (Killing me)
The problems I face daily
It's always things that I have always take in vain
I'm sick of you judging me
I'm sick of you judging me
I'm sick of you judging me
This pain inside I can't understand
This hate in life that will not go away (Go away)
This pain inside I can not live with it
It feels like no one really understands
It's always killing me
Los Angeles
Shameful city
I've been taken by the world below
Los Angeles
Here I am again
Watching the world go by
Right before my eyes
All the things I should have known
Have started to hit hard
What you are
What you are
But you won't let go
What you are
But you won't let go
Los Angeles
Shameful city
I've been taken by the world that's down below
Los Angeles
A flickering eye
Casting a silhouette
Someone I used to know
But that person is gone
I gotta try to keep telling myself I got it under control
What you are
What you are
But you won't let go
What you are
But you won't let go
Los Angeles
Shameful city
I've been taken by the world that's down below
Los Angeles
This time's where I remember when
I'd deal with it all over again
Los Angeles
Shameful city
I've been taken by the world that's down below
Los Angeles
Shameful city
I've been taken by the world below
Los Angeles
Los Angeles
Try and put me down
You cant comprehend
In the places
In The Life that Ive Been
Hold your tounge some how
Lie And put me down
With all of My life givin
HMMMM
HMMMM
HMMMM
HMMMM
Look at me this once
Dont you turn your head
While you tell
Me you Love Him
Dont you cry again
When you see the past
I`ve Just left
And spit in your face
HMMMM
HMMMM
HMMMM
HMMMM
Everyone thinks
Lieeee too yourself
And then make believe
WHYYYYYYYYYYY
I gave myself
To live with to face to
DIEEEEEEEEEEEE
What i was possed to
And look into your
EYEEEEEEEEEEEE
Waitin to touch you
And make everything all
RIGHTTTTTTTTT
Im so lonely
WAITTTTTTTTT!!!!
LOOK!!! at me
This once
DON'T!!! you turn your head
While you tell me you love him
DON'T!!! you cry again
WHEN!!! you see the past
I`ve Just left
And spit in your face
DON'T TURN YOUR HEAD 3x
DON'T DENY IT!!!
The game is two feet fame
Mental picture and let it be shown
It looks a lot like this
And I can't bear to look alone
There's a mirror inside
That we never really know
Until the hole gets deeper
And it starts to show
There's a part of you
That likes to feel it to
Just like we always do
I've tried, but I can't explain
Why I never be the same
I know why I'm just another face in the cloud now
Yet I'm invisible
I stayed awake until the morning after
I couldn't just tell you there was something more
I fought the pain and soon became a disaster
Don't walk away because they're playing our song
No don't go
I get trapped beneath open doors
If you feel the same way to
Then I got nothing left to lose
I've tried, but I can't explain
Why I never be the same
I know why I'm just another face in the cloud now
Yet I'm invisible
I've always been a seal
If you could see me now
If you could see me now
If you could see me now
I've tried, but I can't explain
Why I never be the same
I know why I'm just another face in the cloud now
Yet I'm invisible
I've tried, but I can't explain
Why I never be the same
I know why I'm just another face in the cloud now
Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
(Oh fuck)
I look forward, to dying tonight
Drinks 'till I'm myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving
Giving in, NO!
Take me under
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm dying tonight
(i'm sick of all this pain)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
(Oh fuck)
I look forward, to dying tonight
Drinks still on myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving
Giving in now!
Take me under
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all that faith)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
Now, you'll hear this now (repeated many times throughout the song)
Sound of the pacing, off to the race here, his time to face it, he sweats profusely, crowd chanting loudly one gulp of ?, one thought consumed me
Now you're stepping inside where you can't be afraid
No excuse mercify, deadly quick emphasized, trained for this moment, no one else could have known it, keep all eyes on me, one gulp of ?, one thought consumed me
Now you stepping inside where you cant be afraid, it's a matter of right when you enter the cage,
Put your heart on the line it determines your fate, it's a matter of pride when you enter the cage
Inside this octagon, it's sad the lightning just begun
For yours marked battleground, can't let him get me down
No noises quiet now, one gulp of ?, one thought consumed me
Now you stepping inside where you cant be afraid, it's a matter of right when you enter the cage,
Put your heart on the line it determines your fate, it's a matter of pride when you enter the cage
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)
Now you're stepping inside where you cant be afraid, it's a matter of right when you enter the cage,
Put your heart on the line it determines your fate, it's a matter of pride when you enter the cage
Now you're stepping inside where you cant be afraid, it's a matter of right when you enter the cage,
Put your heart on the line it determines your fate, it's a matter of pride when you enter the cage
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)
Where will we go?
Where will we go?
Sign away all of my decisions
Tell when I breed
Terminate opinions
I dream away my freedom to please you
Let them talk so they feel important
They don't mean a thing, this is my own dream
Why do you have to put this on me?
(Where will we go?)
I'm a mess
(Where will we go?)
I'm a mess
Do what you wanna do
Where the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
Live life the way that you want
Do what you wanna do
Where the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
Live life the way that you want
Life's okay, so don't complain
You can't obtain, figure out how to maintain
It's a shame, make a change
So life will never ever find me down
Found out just what it's really all about
Never doubt, I wish I could get out
Why do you have to put this on me?
(Where will we go?)
I'm a mess
(Where will we go?)
I'm a mess
Do what you wanna do
Where the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
Live life the way that you want
Do what you wanna do
Where the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
Live life the way that you want
Find a way
(Where will we go?)
I'm a mess
(Where will we go?)
I'm a mess
Do what you wanna do
Where the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
Live life the way that you want
Do what you wanna do
Where the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
Sometimes I just get so frustrated
I don't even bother sleeping anymore
And all of this seems overrated
In all of us there's all the things we've said and done
If we see them lying on the floor
And I, asked them why
Can they remember
All this will be forgotten
Surrender there's nothing we can do to stop them
That's just the way it goes
That's just the way it goes
Days go by
I just can't keep track of the time
Dreams are made for fools and sages
Everybody leaves with what they came here for
Still they gotta keep certain pages
And all of us is all the things we wish we done
If we could see them wash upon the shore
And I, asked them why
Can they
Remember
All this will be forgotten
Surrender there's nothing we can do to stop them
That's just the way it goes
That's just the way it goes
Days go by
I just can't keep track of the time
I'm going back to the way it was
This feeling can't be wrong
It's coming on way too strong
I'm going back to the way it was
This feeling can't be wrong
It's coming on way too strong
Remember
All this will be forgotten
Surrender there's nothing we can do to stop them
That's just the way it goes
That's just the way it goes
Days go by (All of this will be forgotten)
Days go by (There's nothing we can do to stop them)
Days go by (All of this will be forgotten)
Be forgotten
Let me breathe
Let me breathe
I can't even think right now
Something's got me feeling guilty
Hurt you slowly but so surely
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
Pushing into what I want
Because I am so goddamn selfish
Left you hanging, stopped relating
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go
(Is it you, is it me)
It's easier to let you go
(Let me breathe)
Let me breathe
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much mad as no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go
Is it you, is it me
It's easier to let you go
Breathe
Let me breathe
True I wasn't there for you, Told me that I hurt you deeply,
too young to know what to do, 16 and I have no worries
When I saw that picture of you, I had to find the daughter I never knew
My abscess grows, I reap what I sew, these mistakes are my own, they'll tell you're not alone
Locked behind those bars of you, wish there was a way I could help,
too young to know what to do, lessons burn the point you've proven
This love is complicated and bruised, realize what makes me makes you
My abscess grows, I reap what I sew, these mistakes are my own, they'll tell you're not alone
Time to take it slow all this anger letting go, my child I long to hold all this anger
I know I'm not a lord, I was never a saint, gotta take what you got cuz I'm nothing you ain't
If I gave you the world would you throw it away, better keep your chin up
You can abuse it, you can use it, you can go right back down that line, living life with pain
Never erase it, now you know
I'll be here your future's fading, understand what I'm explaining,
I went in anticipating, I'll b here your future's fading
My abscess grows, I reap what I sew, these mistakes are my own, they'll tell you're not alone
Time to take it slow all this anger letting go, my child I long to hold all this anger let it go
I'm always gonna be one life behind
That's why I'm all alone
What's it gonna take to make you see
That we are fallin' apart?
I wonder, can we throw away the past
So we can stop the screaming match
I'm not gonna break down anymore
I've found my way to the door
I can see through both of us
It's an issue over trust
It's killing me, it's killing me
To watch you leave me
(Leave me, leave me)
I've tried to talk about what's really wrong
I see that look of discontent
The volume starts to rise and then it's on
That's why I have to go
Dealin' with the pain is all that's left
Because we cannot get along
You wanna put the blame on me again
I think that we have reached the end
I can see through both of us
It's an issue over trust
It's killing me, it's killing me
To watch you leave
I can see through both of us
It's an issue over trust
You keep blaming me, blaming me
For what you do to me
It's your turn to watch me leave you
It's your turn to watch me leave you
It's your turn to watch me leave you, haa aaa
I can see through both of us
It's an issue over trust
It's killing me, it's killing me
To watch you leave
I can see through both of us
It's an issue over trust
You keep blaming me, blaming me
I watched you change and never knew
That you would be like all the rest
You were so true, too good to be true
I trusted you and fell apart again
I cannot change the fact
That you're not coming back
So depressed, I'm your slave
Betrayed me, you're not the one
To be trusted with my love
Betrayed me, you're not the one
Who should be trusted with my love
I had to leave so I could breath
I hate to fight that's not what I want
You were so true, too good to be true
I trusted you and fell apart again
I cannot change the fact
That you're not coming back
So depressed, I'm your slave
Betrayed me, you're not the one
To be trusted with my love
Betrayed me, you're not the one
Who should be trusted with my love
I cannot change the fact
That you're not coming back
So depressed, I'm your slave
Betrayed me, you're not the one
To be trusted with my love
Betrayed me, you're not the one
Who should be trusted with my love
I cannot change the fact
That you're not coming back
So depressed, I'm your slave
Betrayed me
Betrayed me
Betrayed me
Eyes are still red
Coming apart
The lies won't take me far
Body aches
These hands shake
Dealing comes with scars
It's hard to sleep with all that's questioned
Can I find, peace of mind
Barricades in time
Can I find, peace inside
And let love come save my life
Tried to forget
Feelings of death
Invading panic spawns
Can't concentrate
No one relates
Stealing all the light
Spreading thin the soul in sections
Can I find, peace of mind
Barricades in time
Can I find, peace inside
And let love come save my life
The enemy's my own thinking
I never let it show
The weight of me I am sinking
I fight this more than you know
Can I find, peace of mind
Barricades in time
(Can I find, peace of mind)
Can I find, peace inside
And let love come save my life
(Everything is fine)
Can I find, peace of mind
(Barricades in time)
If you ask, everything is fine
(Everything is fine)
Can I find, peace inside
(Barricades in time)
As I deal with my own strife
The enemy's my own thinking
I never let it show
The weight on me I am sinking
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