You don't care about nothing
So you don't care about love
If you want me to come back
You'd better change
You'd better give up talking about money
Begin thinking of love
If you want me to come back
You'd better change
You'd better change for the better
It cost more than dollars and cents
Take it from me there's - got to be
An end to this decadence
This decadence
You don't care about people
So you don't care about pain
If you want me to come back
You'd better change
You'd better change for the better
Start using some common sense
Take it from me there's - got to be
An end to this decadence
For decadence - is fatal
It's the beginning of the end
In self-defense
I cannot recommend
This decadence
You don't care about real life
You're too distant and strange
If you want me to come back
You'd better change for the better
It may be rather intense
Stop this caprice, you've got to cease
This fin-de-siecle pretence
For decadence - is fatal
It's the beginning of the end
In consequence
I cannot recommend
This decadence
This decadence
This decadence
Watch her out there on display
Dancing in her sleepy way
And all her visions start to play
The icicles of our decay, Marlene
Drink it to Marlene
Fading flowers in her hair
She's suffering from wear and tear
She lies in waterfalls of dreams
And doesn't question what it means, Marlene
We drink it to Marlene
And all along the desert shore
She wanders further evermore
The only thing that's left to try
She says to live I have to die, Marlene
We drink it to Marlene
Marlene
We drink it to Marlene
She whispers sadly, "Well I might"
And holds herself so very tight
Then jumping from an unknown height
She merges with the liquid night, Marlene
Marlene
We drink it to Marlene
Her lovers wrap her mist in furs
And tell her what she has is hers
But when they take her by the hand
She slips back in the desert sand
Our Marlene
We drink it to Marlene
Marlene
But what she leaves is made of glass
And lovers worship as they pass
And each one says, "Well, now she's mine"
But all drink solitary wine
Marlene
Marlene
Fare thee well
Fare thee well
Marlene
Marlene
Watch her out there on display
Dancing in her sleepy way
And all her visions start to play
The icicles of our decay
Marlene, drink it to Marlene
Fading flowers in her hair
She's suffering from wear and tear
She lies in waterfalls of dreams
And doesn't question what it means
Marlene, we drink it to Marlene
And all along the desert shore
She wanders further evermore
The only thing that's left to try
She says to live I have to die
Marlene, we drink it to Marlene
Marlene, we drink it to Marlene
She whispers sadly, "Well, I might"
And holds herself so very tight
Then jumping from an unknown height
She merges with the liquid night
Marlene, Marlene
We drink it to Marlene
Her lovers wrap her mist in furs
And tell her what she has is hers
When they take her by the hand
She slips back in the desert sand
Our Marlene, we drink it to Marlene, Marlene
What she needs is made of glass
And lovers worship as they pass
And each one says, "Well, now she's mine"
But all drink solitary wine
Marlene, Marlene
Fare thee well, fare thee well
Marlene, Marlene
Fare thee well, fare thee well, fare thee well
Marlene, Marlene
Watch her out there on display
Dancing in her sleepy way
While all her visions start to play
On the icicles of our decay.
Fading flowers in her hair
She's suffering from wear and tear
She lies in waterfalls of dreams
And never questions what it means.
And all along the desert shore
She wanders further evermore
The only thing that's left to try¡
She says to live I have to die.
She whispers sadly well I might
And holds herself so very tight
Then jumping from an unknown height
She merges with the liquid night.
Lovers wrap her mist in furs
And tell her what she has is hers
But when they take her by the hand
She slips back in the desert sand.
But what she leaves is made of glass
And lovers worship as they pass
Each one says - now she is mine
But all drink solitary wine.
Say, yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy, is it?
Yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy
Then you slowly recall all your mind
Why your soul's gone cold and all hope has run dry, dead inside
Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
Slowly recall all your mind
Say, yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes, they know that you hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy, is it?
Yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy
Then you slowly recall all your mind
Why your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry, dead inside
Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
Slowly recall all your mind
If I scare you now, don't run from me
I've been hiding my pain, you see
Tell if I scare you now, don't run from me
I've been hiding my pain, you see
Slowly recall all your mind
Why your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry, dead inside
Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
Slowly recall all your mind, you'll slowly recall all your mind
Say, yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time
In decadence
I'm speaking to myself again
Falter through these ruined years
My windows are red with tears
I'm passing through gaping doors
Through the aeons of my inner wars
This is the silence that never ends
It brought my sanity to decadence
These years of vanity's
Been breaking me down
My hands are shaking, my mind is aching
Lost in a trance
All downfalls they come in advance
Life is a deadly romance
But you might get fooled at first glance
I'm passing through aging halls
While I'm waiting for the curtain call
This vile anxiety
Brought here by you for me
This war, this war
This grave sobriety
Seems like it's killing me
This war, what for?
My world's on fire
State of denial
Sleepwalking souls
Extreme ritual of carnal pleasure breaking
the chains of dignity
Human bodies become the temples of impurity
Embrace a shape of living Blasphemy
Celebrate forbidden practices, bearers of immortality
Fell fascination for intence debautchery
As a father rapes his daughter and sun
As women spread legs for goats and dogs
Smash down the mortals of Christ
Indulgein perverted practices, praise sins!
Fill your body with the quintessence of Perversion!
Nothing is vile enough, nothing too extreme,
For beyond the limits of that which is grotesque
Torture and pleasure, sperm comes with death
See the face of Jesus so sad
The sun of god cries for his legacy with tears of cum!
Flout innocence!Spit on virtue!
Their will is broken by humilation
Burning crusifix penetrating virgin vaginas
Scream of ecstasy!
See the triumph of our Lord!
Rotten world, empty words
Noone cares, decadence
You are blind, cause you can't see
That decadence surrounds you
You are blind, cause you can't see
The dying world around you
Luxury befogs the sight
Laziness paralyzes the brain
The papers lie about tomorrow
Believe or face the truth
On the street people die
Wars and hate passing by
You are so blind, cause you can't see
The greedy arm of profit
You are so blind, cause you can't see
The chains that hold you cown
Luxury befogs the sight
Laziness paralyzes the brain
Nice commercials dull the mind
paralysed dreams haunt the night
our thoughts behind so surreal
seven ways to die
and only one to stay alive
dark blood, cold veins, and only laughter remains
we´re twisting hand in hand
together in decadence
paralysed dreams...
it´s time to lose control, it´s time to dance
it´s time for decadence
it´s time to lose control, it´s time to dance
it´s time for decadence
dust on your lips tastes so sweet
comfortable death i can hear
sofisticated walls shades the light
n chance to stop or left behind
we´re twisting hand in hand
tegether in decadence
let´s try to make it right tonight
we don´t wanna die
dancing on the shores of fire
we´re gonna taste lithium light
it´s time to lose control...
ethereal dancing, raindrops are falling down
confusing my senses, ´m wandering through fields of light
sophisticated walls shade the light
no chance to stop or left behind
dark blood, cold veins, and only laughter remains
we´re twisting hand in hand
together in decadence
c'est la décadence la décade où on danse
les décapés du caporal les décatis du capital
c'est la décadence je sais ce que j'avance
on marche à pétrole et à essence
liberté pour les paranoïaques
tous les schizomaniaques tous les échecs et mat
tous les macs à pilate tous les psychopatates
en absence de démérol je n'avais pas d'alcool
je n'avais même pas de succès damné instantané
liberté pour les toucans blancs
c'est une indécence incroyable je pense
tous mes voisins qui pleurent suffoqués
puis tombent en proie au grand malheur
et puis enfin meurent d'une crise de coeur
à l'unanimité
c'est une évidence que nous allons le faire
entre paranoïaques on va si bien s'entendre
tu me feras mal je te le rendrai bien
«dure de t'aimer» dit la mère à sa fille
qui vient de la larguer pour un drogué
un aventurier à Montpellier
qui a fait la zone à barcelone
une épidural
à l'anormal
à l'anarchie
un manque de pudeur
un mal de coeur
de jeune drogué
qui a perdu sa fille
qui dégueule à pleine gueule
sur la société
Taking in the view
filling up your empty eyes
Watching all the dreams
quickly realize
Reaching down within
nothing left at all to say
Watching all the dreams crumbling away
To feel the decomposing touch of hours
the hours turn to days
is learning life in many ways
You leave me with a book of life to fill in
there's nothing I can say
(Lyrics: Saric)
One of a kind
At the end of time
The wait to ignite
A bird's wish to fly
See it all burn
Like moments in time
Awaken the hushed
That is burning inside
Out of ashes
Out of ashes it's born
All that once was
All that has been destroyed
Not to fall
Not to fall for nothing
Instead to stand
To stand for something
Smoldering pain
The hour has come
Rebirth here again
For the quiet one
Spreading the wings
It is time to fly
It's here to behold
One more time
Out of ashes
Out of ashes it's born
All that once was
All that has been destroyed
Not to fall
Not to fall for nothing
Instead to stand
To stand for something
It's time to heal
Time to see it clear
The strength from the nest
Given by its parents
And the next day
Forgotten the rest
Moves on, only thinks
To fly far away
Out of ashes
Out of ashes it's born
All that once was
All that has been destroyed
Not to fall
Not to fall for nothing
Instead to stand
To stand for something
Ash to dust – dust to rust
It goes and never returns
Ash to dust – dust to rust
Here I am again on the brink of destruction
Lost all senses of comprehension
What I have seen is cold reality
The stage has frozenb but still approaching
Death takes its toll on me
Mind decay
Disminded energy
Haunted by yesterday
Don't want my soul to bleed
Senses astray
Lost sanity
Time to pay
Hidden in this world that was made for me
Standing alone, I am freezing
The door is locked now, I'm trapped in me
One-way path and a missing key
Chaos in my mind, I am lost in thought
Never an end, why won't it stop?
A sculpture ideal to be perfect in all ways
But what I see is a statue with no face
Death takes its toll on me
Mind decay
Disminded energy
Haunted by yesterday
Don't want my soul to bleed
Senses astray
Lost sanity
Time to pay
Hidden in this world that was made for me
Standing alone, I am freezing
The door is locked now, I'm trapped in me
One-way path and a missing key
Looking down at the past forgotten
Undying memory of what was and that should have been
You're not the fear, it's me
Is there something here that is pulling me back?
Did I lose myself in this attack?
Arranging my mind's complex thoughts
To be released from this predestined loss
Death takes its toll on me
Mind decay
Disminded energy
Haunted by yesterday
Don't want my soul to bleed
Senses astray
Lost sanity
Time to pay
Hidden in this world that was made for me
Standing alone, I am freezing
The door is locked now, I'm trapped in me
My whole body hurts so bad
This is a fate I shouldn't have had
Growing to be dry bones and ashes
Bleeding red inside from rips and gashes
Red, too dim to see
Blood forever bleeds
Fire is burning me
Pain, make it leave
Red is the end blurring my sight
Red is the end after defeat in this fight
Red is the end at the warning alert
Red is the end coloring my earth
Sickening to see dreams die
All it takes is to realize
Stranded in a waterless sea
Just see the red image of mercy
Red, too dim to see
Blood forever bleeds
Fire is burning me
Pain, make it leave
Red is the end blurring my sight
Red is the end after defeat in this fight
Red is the end at the warning alert
Red is the end coloring my earth
I am now in this world to stay
To chase my demons away
Red, too dim to see
Blood forever bleeds
Fire is burning me
Pain, make it leave
Red is the end blurring my sight
Red is the end after defeat in this fight
Red is the end at the warning alert
Red is the end coloring my earth
Demonic creatures hide in my mind
A morbid truth one cannot hide
I'm not ready to go
Alone in the far corner of a world of dreams
I listen to the plaintive whisper of sweet memories
They're clipped with time, a sedate, soothing rhyme
Slowly cries the litany of mine
Over this landscape of loose translation
My trembling gathers a tacit rejection
In seclusion I dwell in deep desolation
In desperate secrecy, my pain
I live to steal the night again
The day has come too soon
Sobbing, the stranger's clutch is due
So little time to learn so much
No other night could bring such a passionate touch
Over this landscape of loose translation
My trembling gathers a tacit rejection
In seclusion I dwell in deep desolation
In desperate secrecy, my pain
I live to steal the night again
Finally all the destructive words were said
Nothing left only to keep what is sacred
The memories kept again for all remaining time
But now, there's a future in this fucking crime
Over this landscape of loose translation
My trembling gathers a tacit rejection
In seclusion I dwell in deep desolation
In desperate secrecy, my pain
Chained to a rusty illusion
Lost senses, no reality
I am to take the motors off track
The spirit back from the machinery
Corrosion, slowly degrading
Corruption, sees how Im fading
Destruction, what should I do?
Been scored right through
Its been long since that time
Rusty taste, dried out mind
Never are things going to be the same
Loneliness becomes my friend
Corrosion
The texture of life turned to rust
Mind sapped of struggling lust
Try it out, have a free ride
You will see how it is to have died
Corrosion, slowly degrading
Corruption, sees how Im fading
Destruction, what should I do?
Been scored right through
Its been long since that time
Rusty taste, dried out mind
Never are things going to be the same
Loneliness becomes my friend
To begin heading towards the end
Corrosion is covering me
All I see, as Im observing the dead
Rust - the outcome of humanity
The philosophy of life is flawed
Vanity of time; past, present, future
Seem to mean nothing
But a cyclic pattern to die
Mechanical, over and done
A rusted man-machine
Haunted by passion to live on
Be in constant motion
Until the final termination
Corrosion, slowly degrading
Corruption, sees how Im fading
Destruction, what should I do?
Been scored right through
Its been long since that time
Rusty taste, dried out mind
Never are things going to be the same
(Lyrics: Saric)
Walking by, all to me is known
Greeting with a smile, everything is common
A sound breaks the stillness, toward it we go
The whistle blow is what everyone is headed for
In a flash, running like the wind
Everyone wishing they were part of it
All I ever wanted
To know where the train departs
And if it was destined to lead me out
Knowing everyone, every stone but feeling alone
Those who jumped on never came home
The thought pulls me in even though I know I shouldn't go
But still I wonder if they found what they were looking for
In a flash, running like the wind
Everyone wishing they were part of it
All I ever wanted
To know where the train departs
And if it was destined to lead me out
This peaceful place, so secure, so safe
But all of it consumes me while I'm dreaming away
Let's walk out again to see the running train
It is where I should be, where I should go and where I want to stay
In a flash, running like the wind
Everyone wishing they were part of it
All I ever wanted
For you to be home when I'm gone
Looking around but I cannot find
What I'm looking for I am not sure
I want to get the fuck out of this place
Blocked by walls in front of my face
Where am I? Am I far from where I was?
I am already far and lost
Search for humanity, totally detached
Callously left to persist and last
Walking around, I can only see walls
Trapped inside long dark vicious halls
Help me! Why can't anyone hear me?
Am I the only one hearing these calls?
I was here already before
I'll go back but I won't find the door
All from here is gone but me
No release from this never-ending labyrinth
I walk in my own footprints
I feel the cold winds, they blow in my face
Ensuring me, I walk towards the dead
But I'm lost, where am I to head?
Lead me to the exit door
I hear my steps on the cold empty floor
I am dying, I want to get out
It's so silent, scares me to the core
Walking around, I can only see walls
Trapped inside long dark vicious halls
Help me! Why can't anyone hear me?
Am I the only one hearing these calls?
I was here already before
I'll go back but I won't find the door
All from here is gone but me
No release from this never-ending labyrinth
No one from outside will come
I know, because you're all gone
If you would be here you would have shown
That earth is not as cold as stone
I know you think I'm lost forever
You're wrong, I'm stronger than ever
Spit before me and laugh with pride
I'm am stone cold and will forever stride
Walking around, I can only see walls
Trapped inside long dark vicious halls
Help me! Why can't anyone hear me
Am I the only one hearing these calls?
I was here already before
I'll go back but I won't find the door
All from here is gone but me
Whispers fade in the dreams, even fantasy
Can't deny the pure reality
Disliked the day and was always mad
Filled with anger, laughed at the sad
Slept long to await the night
The time when it didn't have to fight
Filled with hatred on its greatest height
Always knew when the time was right
I ask myself: is that me?
Is this what I am supposed to be?
There's a sign on my neck, a number blackened
I'm a creature in this land of fright
Who in this time gave me this role to act?
So corrupt, and thought it was right?
Left alone to await the pain
Apprehensive, fell down in dismay
Never cried, stood there and smiled
For it was pure and never insecure
Locked in a cage and poked with a stick
It was enraged until it got sick
Started to move away from the pain
Like a beaten animal locked with a chain
I ask myself: is that me?
Is this what I am supposed to be?
There's a sign on my neck, a number blackened
I'm a creature in this land of fright
Who in this time gave me this role to act?
So corrupt, and thought it was right?
Wondering; is someone still out there
Someone having blood in his heart left?
Asked; will you give some blood to mine?
It's so cold; it's empty to the core
If pity was out there and someone still was smart
Only gave a little to this drained heart
Give the creature back a dead organ
See it's me, and see what I've become
I ask myself: is that me?
Is this what I am supposed to be?
There's a sign on my neck, a number blackened
I'm a creature in this land of fright
Who in this time gave me this role to act?
Waking up, was that a dream?
A living nightmare's all I see
The strongest one of them all
Laying there, pushed to fall
I collect my final strength
It's not enough, there's so much left
I want to give it away
To make the past stay
I see it right before me
There, open, standing with pride
Like a red healthy looking apple
Beautiful but rotten inside
Lost in damned metastasis
Should have been anything but this
My tears will no more help
All that's left is to fight death
I so desperately want to give
Back the strength to make you live
Gone, is no word for me
Stay, is the one I accept to see
Why did it choose this way
Please don't leave, just stay
If you are taken away
My roots are cut from me
I see it right before me
There, open, standing with pride
Like a red healthy looking apple
Beautiful but rotten inside
Lost in damned metastasis
Should have been anything but this
My tears will no more help
All that's left is to fight death
This vicious silent killer
Wants to block every way of return
Eating inside, slowly by time
You have to be saved now
I see you smile once again
I know, you know it's not a game
It's all there in your mind
You have to leave it all behind
Inside me forever lay
My memories, my hope will stay
I want you to pull it through
Fight, kill, recover, prove
I see it right before me
There, open, standing with pride
Like a red healthy looking apple
Beautiful but rotten inside
Lost in damned metastasis
Should have been anything but this
My tears will no more help
(Lyrics: Saric)
Time wants me to show it what I'm fighting for
All I want to give to this world before I'm gone
It's the fight for what is worth
It's the fight for self control
It's the fight for strength of mind
It's the fight to survive
When the will is weakening
And the strength is leaving me
Life to me is threatening
With a constant fight to live
Finally I realize
It's what I do and not what I try
Facing the fact that I'm on my own
Accepting this path I must walk alone
No need to tell me
what I should be fighting for
I'm fighting the day
and I'm going to win my war
It's the fight for what is worth
It's the fight for self control
It's the fight for strength of mind
It's the fight to survive
When the will is weakening
And the strength is leaving me
Life to me is threatening
With a constant fight to live
Finally I realize
It's what I do and not what I try
Facing the fact that I'm on my own
Accepting this path I must walk alone
Do not follow
When the will is weakening
And the strength is leaving me
Life to me is threatening
With a constant fight to live
Finally I realize
It's what I do and not what I try
Facing the fact that I'm on my own
Accepting this path I must walk alone
Do not follow
(Lyrics: Saric)
The piercing call commands a frantic hunt
The trigger's been pulled
There's no turning back
and it's what I must do
And not what I want
Nausea by the taste of exertion
And pressure to carry on
Every move is a game with future
And I must bet it all
Craving, wanting more
Instinct says it's time to go
I am what I am
And what I always will be
Point of no return
Is what's been reached
Point of no return
Point of no return
Is what's achieved
Point of no return
To have unlimited odds to lose
Against one chance to win
Makes the only right answer to become
Without hesitation bet it all
Adrenalin rush fills the will to stay
Deadly temptation
Looking around in the moment thinking
Just one more day
Craving, wanting more
Instinct says it's time to go
I am what I am
And what I always will be
Point of no return
Is what's been reached
Point of no return
Point of no return
Is what's achieved
Point of no return
I wake up now to a brand new day
The only thing to bring me up is hate
I feel this sorrow I have now
As useless as anger
Craving, wanting more
Instinct says it's time to go
I am what I am
And what I always will be
Point of no return
Is what's been reached
Point of no return
Point of no return
Is what's achieved
Never will it stop, future black eternity
Struggling the past, struggling to see
I only want to know where I'm heading to
It's all the same, whatever I do
I hope it will stop, this deep animosity
Give my feelings back and end this misery
Nothing can I do, except to keep on fighting
Slowly killing my soul like struck by lightning
Black eternity
Haunts me now
Black eternity
Go on leave me
Black eternity
I got nothing to give
Black eternity
Let me live
I'd do anything to make the memories disappear
What's left now is fighting the fear of fear
There's a feeling deep inside that don't want to let go
I try to move on even though I'm on my own
I hope it will stop, this deep animosity
Give my feelings back and end this misery
Nothing can I do, except to keep on fighting
Slowly killing my soul like struck by lightning
Black eternity
Haunts me now
Black eternity
Go on leave me
Black eternity
I got nothing to give
Black eternity
Let me live
To change what's done
When all is said and gone?
The many turned to none
It's time to take me home
I hope it will stop, this deep animosity
Give my feelings back and end this misery
Nothing can I do, except to keep on fighting
Slowly killing my soul like struck by lightning
Black eternity
Haunts me now
Black eternity
Go on leave me
Black eternity
I got nothing to give
Black eternity
(Lyrics: Saric)
Once again rising from the dirt
To hit back more than before
Marching in line, those who lasted time
To grasp an ounce of life
This time is different than before
This time we walked out on our own
Something inside screams to be pleased
Wanting to be unleashed
Fast forward
Fast forward - Marching again
Fast forward
Fast forward we go
Marching into the flames
I am marching into the flames
Preparing for more, running into war
With the belief of being strong
A mental preparation for something unknown
No feelings to be shown
Although conquered by a strange fear
Knowing death is certain
Only not knowing when, why, who and where
Adrenalin is pumping
Fast forward
Fast forward - Marching again
Fast forward
Fast forward we go
Marching into the flames
I am marching into the flames
Forward
Forward
Forward
Don't look behind
Forward
Forward
Forward
Stay in line
Forward
Fast forward
Fast forward - Marching again
Fast forward
Fast forward we go
Marching into the flames
Beginnings and endings are intertwined
Existence is cyclical, delays of time
I want to return and reverse what went wrong
I haven't seen it for so long
Roaming through a monotonous road
I see the light pass before my eyes
So many doubts and memories to hold
I'm so desperate to cut these ties
Pay no mind to my demise
Say it's right this time
Do you fear this distress?
Doesn't at all feel right like this
I hunger for control
Taking back my soul
I live my life through you
Theater of the absurd
Individual moments that make up a life
Like a losing player's final moves to demise
The analogy should hold a self-conscious cage
Whatever it takes to get through one more stage
Roaming through a monotonous road
I see the light pass before my eyes
Who can you trust but your shadow?
The one always in sight by your side
Pay no mind to my demise
Say it's right this time
Do you fear this distress?
Doesn't at all feel right like this
I hunger for control
Taking back my soul
I live my life through you
Theater of the absurd
Burying my claws in the frozen floor
Not even pain can I feel anymore
A naked stage, symbolically portrayed
I'd rather burn out than to fade away
Roaming through a monotonous road
I see the light pass before my eyes
I wake up alone, in this place I call home
It's rusty and gray, I'm drowning in me
Pay no mind to my demise
Say it's right this time
Do you fear this distress?
Doesn't at all feel right like this
I hunger for control
Taking back my soul
I live my life through you
(Lyrics: Saric)
The noose of depression tightens its hold
Wants me to see no other way
Frustration returns to tell me what it's always told
Control it, repress it and hate it away
This is where I draw the line
Staring fear straight in the eye
Lost in heavy mist
(Challenge)
Overpowered point to resist this chance
I will choose this way
(Challenge)
And I'm dead sure
This moment I know I will not regret
Tempted to drive faster than I can see
Blurring everything but my goal
The long empty road is calling for me
Hell, I no longer care and I won't hold back anymore
This is where I draw the line
Staring fear straight in the eye
Lost in heavy mist
(Challenge)
Overpowered point to resist this chance
I will choose this way
(Challenge)
And I'm dead sure
This moment I know I will not regret
The hour has struck and I am prepared
Going where I've never been
I see this as I am the one who's been dared
I'll take it, I'll do it, I'll kill it, I'll win
This is where I draw the line
Staring fear straight in the eye
Lost in heavy mist
(Challenge)
Overpowered point to resist this chance
I will choose this way
(Challenge)
And I'm dead sure
This moment I know I will not regret, regret, forget, upset, reset
This twisted fate, I found my hate
Is this the deep revelation?
I was meant to set myself free
But my hate was cheating me
Fearless, low kind
Inverted, you and I
Desire, in sight
Wanting your life
Pain, thirst to satisfy
Feeding on the taste of life
Wanting you to embark
Welcoming you to the dark
The day is young, though I am not
Thoughts of decay and encrusted rot
I always give, you always take
I bet you love to see me pay
Fearless, low kind
Inverted, you and I
Desire, in sight
Wanting your life
Pain, thirst to satisfy
Feeding on the taste of life
Wanting you to embark
Welcoming you to the dark
Come to me
The endless hours, the timeless days
The things I've done are now a haze
Just analyze, observe and see
Use my dead eyes; be me
Fearless, low kind
Inverted, you and I
Desire, in sight
Wanting your life
Pain, thirst to satisfy
Feeding on the taste of life
Wanting you to embark
Beyond the light lies emptiness and dark, before my eyes colours dancing bright... The flame of life burns inside my heart while children playing... A drop of fear reigns inside my head, a shadow of blood, colour turns to grey, the flame of war, flesh is blue and cold while children dying... A pale flower is hiding from the sun, a bitter smile like a candle in your face, the winter leaves flying kisses in the air like souls that leaving... Beyond the light lies emptiness and dark, before my eyes colours dancing bright, the flame of life burns inside my heart while children praying... I see lovers walking in the street holding hands dissapreaing in the night, they don't think don't have anything to loose, they don't care, they don't know it's time to choose... Cursed friends seeking bitter love, fake smiles to camouflage their lives like you're watching a movie that you have but you're playing in this movie that you hate... Silent guns, lightning in the night for my fist is what's really mine, secret crimes puryfied before dawn... All alone with flowers in her hands, lover crying, talking to a stone... What else to loose... It is too late to choose.
You come and you go
I pass you by but you all seem so low
Empty stares, empty minds
I want to run but I'm trapped with these kinds
I'm my own creation
My own devastation
Life is what you make it you say
I got it all wasted away
From the moment you were born
You've got your wasted self to mourn
You make your own way to the grave
That is the ultimate aim
Life swiftly peeling away
Getting to explode one day
Years of hurt welling up inside
Always growing the rising tide
Guaranteed a life with happiness
But all I can see is darkness
Everyway I turn, I turn into a wall
I'm an ailing flower in the garden meant to fall
I'm my own creation
My own devastation
Life is what you make it you say
I got it all wasted away
From the moment you were born
You've got your wasted self to mourn
You make your own way to the grave
That is the ultimate aim
These images flash before my eyes, I see
When days were long, joyful and free
I didn't care if the future was grey
I just lived for the fucking day
Now a reign of darkness, hurt and despair
Doomed together, no one gives a care
I can see the future, burning in fire
We will all soon expire
What is this feeling?
What shadows fall over me?
What is this scream I keep so silent?
Alone, my cries echo aloud
Yet I can't hear a single sound
Welcome to the land of despair
Welcome to the agonies lair
We all burn in fire
We're all welcomed to hell
In the shadow at the end we do not see
The sadness in their eyes before they betray thee
I walk in the dark, along the heavy wall
I see them always stronger, better arms, never to fall
Here I am alone
Shall I walk on to the dead-end?
To die or to pretend
Then it's thyself who forgives thee
Out of you will have passed all capacity
To be hunted, nothing more
Pain in the pounding sore
In the steep emptiness of the gorge
In the way quieter than a whisper forge
Annihilation's not that difficult
Just open the wound and fill it with salt
Sun gone down, the last light failing
Afterglow from the last sunlight faded
They survive to enslave thee again
We do not have a God but a hell
A dark passage leading to nowhere and on
Dark never-ending, suddenly all gone
Now there's nothing more to see
The bell tolls for thee
The fear was made of what I had been through
The apprehension was for the evil I would do
In the sack is the essence of all
Dead earth and the dead stalks of fall
They're from the flowers and their rotten blooms
The smell that is death in the sinful gloom
Thou wilt wrap this sack around thy head
Inhalest deeply, and smell the odor of death
Faint, muted, dry and far away
We are all in the same cauldron left to stay
There's a scream that will never die
It will go forever
It will always cry
Sun gone down, the last light failing
Afterglow from the last sunlight faded
They survive to enslave thee again
We do not have a God but a hell
A dark passage leading to nowhere and on
Dark never-ending, suddenly all gone
Now there's nothing more to see
The bell tolls for thee
In the steep emptiness of the gorge
In the way quieter than a whisper forge
Annihilation's not that difficult
Just open the wound and fill it with salt
Hated injustice, hated cruelty
Lay in my rage that blind my mind
That was given to me because I never asked for it
I was not the aim but I got hit
Time is shortening, there's one direction to go
No, no, please no, no!
Just save me from this eternal hell
Free me from the tolling bell!
Faint, muted, dry and far away
We are all in the same cauldron left to stay
There's a scream that will never die
It will go forever
It will always cry
Sun gone down, the last light failing
Afterglow from the last sunlight faded
They survive to enslave thee again
We do not have a God but a hell
A dark passage leading to nowhere and on
Dark never-ending, suddenly all gone
Now there's nothing more to see
The bell tolls for thee
Danny, I can't breathe,
Every thought in my head is you,
I can't eat,
simply I can't be..
Forgetting you is harder than it seems..
You and I were meant to be,
You're the smile,
you're the song,
you're the one I thought would never come..
You're my zombie doll,
you're my heart and soul,
you're the ring around my finger...
But now I've let you go,
now you've gone away..
But now, I've let you go, now you've gone away..
Baby, I miss you.
Sweetness, I need you.
When you listen to this....
Think of July,
think of the moon,
think of our first kiss..
Danny, I can't breathe,
(Lyrics: Saric)
Unbearable heat is now all around me
Dear friend will this agony come to an end?
I can keep looking back but I will never more see
What we saw then about what could be
Perfection is achieved not when there's nothing add
But when there's nothing left to take away
Though they always look for someone to be given the blame
And they always remember my name
The ultimate discharge
I will now set it free
Nothing more to put out of sight
Nothing more to hide from you
Nothing more to hold tight
I have nothing left to lose
Away from the shadows I flee
Always running in my dreams
That is why I write to you
To stop this scream
Always haunting
Waiting for the right time
has always kept me waiting
I have to do it alone to have it done
Life giving me nothing but further hating
Why is the pain not gone?
The ultimate discharge
I will now set it free
Nothing more to put out of sight
Nothing more to hide from you
Nothing more to hold tight
I have nothing left to lose
Away from the shadows I flee
Always running in my dreams
That is why I write to you
To stop this scream
Always haunting
It is all in pieces, all coherence gone
Dynamic pulse consumes all
Battering, hammering, charge point giving forth
One final breath, draw in (the discharge)
Is there some way to cure an impossible disease?
Just do it with an impossible cure
The answer of the young boy to the wise man
Completion by the power to endure
The ultimate discharge
I will now set it free
Nothing more to put out of sight
Nothing more to hide from you
Nothing more to hold tight
I have nothing left to lose
Away from the shadows I flee
Always running in my dreams
That is why I write to you
To stop this scream
I see a long blood stained corridor in front of my eyes
Walls all ripped and torn of lost souls trying to get out
I want to run escape this
Leave all behind this suffering
Run out of here alone to be
I don't care they're all gone to me
All I feel now is mental disarray
Feeling claustrophobia while running in dismay
I'm not here to stay; running away
Hell awaits but not today
Smashing against the wall while running through this nightmarish hall
In this hell, tearing nails out while clawing the way up again
I want to run escape this
Leave all behind this suffering
Run out of here alone to be
I don't care they're all gone to me
All I feel now is mental disarray
Feeling claustrophobia while running in dismay
I'm not here to stay; running away
Hell awaits but not today
No matter what's ahead
Always smashed into another dead end
The air smells rusty and stale
My body feels cold and pale
I want to run escape this
Leave all behind this suffering
Run out of here alone to be
I don't care they're all gone to me
All I feel now is mental disarray
Feeling claustrophobia while running in dismay
I'm not here to stay; running away
Hell awaits but not today
Feeling the pain once more and illness growth flowing in the air
With my eyes you look at me
You will see what I see, day by day
You hide as I look away
I see you, you watch me, our eyes meet
Observing your every move
Alone here you and I, days go by
No persona to despise
No one here hears us cry anymore
Thought, chaotic by nature
Ordered when it's crumbling away
The curtain is now opened to show
The 3rd stage of decay
The power it holds inside
Filled with passion that has died
Who are you to tell me
What my eyes should see?
I look at your eyes again
In the shade, I see the dead ringer
Laughing at my suffering, follow me
You who cry at my pain
The one who is taking control
Living through your breath, having it all
Feeling what you feel within
The creation which I've lead to ruin
Thought, chaotic by nature
Ordered when it's crumbling away
The curtain is now opened to show
The 3rd stage of decay
The power it holds inside
Filled with passion that has died
Who are you to tell me
What my eyes should see?
Breathing out a decadent sigh
You and I are confined in this room
Not losing sight of ourselves
Together forever our own slaves
I want to see your smashed face
Shattered like the pieces building up life
Gathering pieces as one, cutting you
Bleeding me through your skin
Thought, chaotic by nature
Ordered when it's crumbling away
The curtain is now opened to show
The 3rd stage of decay
The power it holds inside
Filled with passion that has died
Who are you to tell me
I look at the wall.
And what do you see there?
I see my light slowly dying.
Silence!
It's finished and gone.
Nothing you can do, just wait for it to come.
Finished, nearly finished, it must soon be done
I say to myself; the light is extinguished
Despite the fact I never saw it lit it's gone
All around is a static void; shown as an empty hole
Forever gray, stranded between night and day
No doubt, for the end is here
Yes, it's time it ended
What time is it?
The same as usual.
Have you looked?
Yes it's Zero.
Why do you keep me?
There's no one else.
Life long the same answers.
Finished, nearly finished, it must soon be done
I say to myself; the light is extinguished
Despite the fact I never saw it lit it's gone
All around is a static void; shown as an empty hole
Forever gray, stranded between night and day
No doubt, for the end is here
Yes, it's time it ended: stop
Portraying a world close its end
But returning and always repeating itself
A chronic pattern, emptiness of time
Progressing to oblivion
It isn't dark.
I'm asking you is it light?
Absent, always. Let's stop playing!
Never!
Cover me with the sheet.
Your last soliloquy?
My final poetry.
Finished, nearly finished, it must soon be done
I say to myself; the light is extinguished
Despite the fact I never saw it lit it's gone
All around is a static void; shown as an empty hole
Forever gray, stranded between night and day
No doubt, for the end is here
Yes, it's time it ended
Their souls encumbered by dead weights
One serves the other to punish with hate
Their souls have become dimmed in fruitless wrath
There's no hope left in this bloodbath
Lost souls doomed to battle
Forever face each other
Wrathful opposing sullen
On going vital fighting
They are never to die
Howling frantic endless sighs
No coming triumph in sight
Because they refused the light
Was this worth all anger?
Trapped in hell forever
Caught in endless pain
Never to return again
Doomed to be immortal
Hate and being brutal
Skinning, biting, destroy
Hungering for final death
Countless souls attacking in the foul slime
In life refused to accept the light
In death they are buried in the wastes
Gargling the words of an endless chant
Lost souls doomed to battle
Forever face each other
Wrathful opposing sullen
On going vital fighting
They are never to die
Howling frantic endless sighs
No coming triumph in sight
Because they refused the light
Was this worth all anger?
Trapped in hell forever
Caught in endless pain
Never to return again
Doomed to be immortal
Hate and being brutal
Skinning, biting, destroy
Hungering for final death
Sullying and squandering, wasted all their light
Bringing them to the brawl of wraiths in fright
Easily grasping their depressing plight
They are doomed to Hell in an endless fight
Lost souls doomed to battle
Forever face each other
Wrathful opposing sullen
On going vital fighting
They are never to die
Howling frantic endless sighs
No coming triumph in sight
The leash around my neck
Is pulling me through pain
Don't want to keep following
Struggling to get free again
Stop or soon I'm gonna burst
I don't want to make it hurt
Psyche turned to an empty rift
Killed all that was left inside of it
You are pulling me through pain and hate
Through shattered glass in agony
Torn and slit on a blackened path
My misery is my war within
The wall of strength has crumbled
The wall of battle is by my side
I am stuck in this pattern
The depression eating me alive
I try to compensate my mind
To overcome what I have to hide
My mask covering my face
To hide the fading appearance
I am never going to fail
I'll prove it when I prevail
To show the suffering by repay
I am screaming inside
But I'll find my way
A war heart is what's left inside of me
It's going to lead my way
I'm on my own again
No one can betray
I'll fight along with misery
Hit me, punish, torment me
War within
Never to get to me
You are pulling me through pain and hate
Through shattered glass in agony
Torn and slit on a blackened path
My misery is my war within
The wall of strength has crumbled
The wall of battle is by my side
I am stuck in this pattern
The depression eating me alive
I try to compensate my mind
To overcome what I have to hide
My mask covering my face
To hide the fading appearance
I am never going to fail
I'll prove when I prevail
To show the suffering by repay
I am screaming inside
But I'll find my way
I've asked it to be given to me
Sought until I would find the door
Everyone who asks receives
Who seeks will find and destroy
Life is the eternal test
Life is the temporary trust
Will the door be opened again for me?
It is my hope and phobia
You are pulling me through pain and hate
Through shattered glass in agony
Torn and slit on a blackened path
My misery is my war within
The wall of strength has crumbled
The wall of battle is by my side
I am stuck in this pattern
The depression eating me alive
I try to compensate my mind
To overcome what I have to hide
My mask covering my face
To hide the fading appearance
I am never going to fail
I'll prove it when I prevail
To show the suffering by repay
I am screaming inside
Father of the darkest night hide the light that blinds my eyes, mother of the endless time break the walls that bring to the shadows. Keeper of the wind of life to the stars I'll pray tonight, preying to the shooting star for your breath the gift of life to give me.
The wounds you still feed are your choice my sinner, so fuck yourself with all this misery... You can stay of course and pray and pray and pray to any shooting star you like; and even if you break all the walls, even if you hide your lies inside my arms you can still feel the blood on your hands... It's your karma babe. I am not your saviour and of course I'm not your father. It's too late to trust me for a dolce vita... Dolce vita is a long train running, smashing all your beliefs. Think about it once again or just take a close look at the sunsets' fire.
Creature of my pain and fears see the hopes in sunsets' fire, watch them burning in the flames like the sun behind the sea is dying. Father of the darkest night light the path that guides my life, mother of the endless time stop the clock that ticks to end my heartbeat.
As I drift through the hallways of darkness
I'm being chased by the suffering fathomless
The path is dark, creatures reeking of decay
Can't say what hurts but to keep them away
Towards the darkness
I am drawing near
Sounds of haunted chants
Killing perseverance
Surrounded by the haunted
Drifting in the darkness
Feeling constant terror
Mind heavy with horror
I can't get out, I'm caught here forever
Dying again in a permanent cycle
This is my life to be eternal
This is my own hellish inferno
Towards the darkness
I am drawing near
Sounds of haunted chants
Killing perseverance
Surrounded by the haunted
Drifting in the darkness
Feeling constant terror
Mind heavy with horror
Incessant circle, nowhere to find an end
I died there a little more once again
Nevermore will I remain in peace to rest
Fly covered flesh
On rotting bones
The stench of blood
Agonizing smell of death
Endless time of silence
Energy been lost
Covered in pestilence
Making up the final plot
A forgotten question
Does nothing but fill my mind
All the words that weren't said
Put me on that ride
Too scarred to tell
Rejected heaven for hell
Just another loser astray
In the cycle of decay
Will you be the one,
To dig my dismal grave?
When I'm gone from here,
Will you even slightly care?
Will you leave me subdued,
Like anyone else will?
Or will you be the one to
Stab me for the kill?
A forgotten question
Does nothing but fill my mind
All the words that weren't said
Put me on that ride
Too scarred to tell
Rejected heaven for hell
Just another loser astray
In the cycle of decay
Decadence
Sears through the trees
Cleansing away
The remaining leaves
Roots like spastic hands
In shallow graves
Clutch at the sky
I'm left alone to rot away
A forgotten question
Does nothing but fill my mind
All the words that weren't said
Put me on that ride
Too scarred to tell
Rejected heaven for hell
Just another loser astray
I think about you a lottake care I wanna do
And I wish I think about you all the time my life.
I think about you a lot take care, do you wannado?
Of course I know your situation backwards too
See my eyes, (in my eyes) see my lips (in mylips), See my face
(I would like to know what you really think I wanna)
I don't know why I don't know why I love you baby
I don't know why I don't know how to put it baby, I don't know how to do
Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this
She is not fussed about my news I don't care I'munderstand
Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this
She is not fussed about my news world you mindlook at me boo
I think about you a lot take care I wanna do
And I wish, don't be silly she is popular
I think about you a lot take care, do you wannado?
Everyday I want you in my life all about you
See my eyes, (in my eyes) see my lips (in mylips), See my face
(I would like to know what you really think Iwanna)
I don't know why I don't know why I love you baby
I don't know why I don't know how to put it baby, I don't know how to do
Rap:
Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this
She is not fussed about my news I don't care I'munderstand
Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this
She is not fussed about my news world you mindlook at me boo
In my eyes in my lips, See my face
I would like to know what you really think I wanna
You don't know why, you don't know why I brotherwith you
I don't know why I don't know why you wanna do mewrong don't tell me goodbye
Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this
She is not fussed about my news I don't care I'munderstand
Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this
No one sees the raven inside my soul
It wants to get out and rips me till I'm torn
Everything I do always turns out wrong
The fallen I was placed among
My frayed soul is soon but gone
Nothing will be left because I'm the one
Been chosen to stand in the flames
While you are laughing at my pain
Misery, I'm here among the fallen
Melancholy, screaming, despair, pain, help calls and tragedy
Please stop the tragic memories
Treachery, I have no one but myself
I want to scream but my voice is gone
Eternal night's over the dying sun
In my dreams, light still appears
But when I wake up I'm covered with tears
The time that has passed, is nothing but a blur
That what I saw of life, no one wants to learn
The shadow of doom stands above my path
I can never go back to the past
Misery, I'm here among the fallen
Melancholy, screaming, despair, pain, help calls and tragedy
Please stop the tragic memories
Agony, I am doomed to a life in eternal flames
Please save me
Misery, I'm here among the fallen
Melancholy, screaming, despair, pain, help calls and tragedy
Please stop the tragic memories
(Lyrics: Saric)
Being through one too many battles
And now it looks like nobody cares
Everything is covered by broken walls
A piece of myself smothered in despair
The sight of it pushes me to the point
To stretch the limits with blinds on
As a horse pulling the chariot
Galloping into war
Creeping poison
A silent weapon
For a quiet war
Things changed
Will never be as before
A silent weapon
For a quiet war
Voice will be silenced
As never before, never before
Carrying the weight of the world
On worn out shoulders
Wrapping, climbing plants forcing all down below
Restraining me to let the wild grow
Frustration, hesitation, pressure choking me
Suffocation, I cannot breathe
Once standing proud, shining like a star
As I reach out it's always too far
Creeping poison
A silent weapon
For a quiet war
Things changed
Will never be as before
A silent weapon
For a quiet war
Voice will be silenced
As never before
Quiet war conquering all of me
Undyingly it is killing me
Never before did this pain feel so unbearable
Hidden predator
Creeping poison
A silent weapon
For a quiet war
Things changed
Will never be as before
A silent weapon
For a quiet war
Voice will be silenced
Love me my love
Hold me my love
Kiss my red rose
Give breath to my lips
Give fire to burn me my sun...
My burning sin
Shedding my skin
Ending my life
My life in your hands
A candlelight's death in the wind...
My angel eyes in my dream lies
Our pure love
My angel fly take me high in your wings to the sky...
Naked I'll stand
Before the end
Push me to fall
Naked in your dream
I'll fall in the warmth of your arms
I wish I had a dream
A bullet proof vest
Against sophisticated pornography
Instead I have a gun
An Alpha-Omega...
There is no thought to give you but patience
To watch your deep, childish and teasing tongue penetration on ice cream
Like a unicorn carried upon a wheelchair
Emotional breakdown is probably what you believe
But give me a minute to put on my ethical c0ckring
And I'll pretend your soldier bunny boy
Ready for an evening peach perfumed foam bath with you
Ready to dress you with garlands
And give you the final strike
Upon your favorites white satin
So...
Am I still your star?
I wish I had a dream
A bullet proof vest
Against everything and everyone
Instead I have faith
I have a politically correct sodomised mind
An empty gun begging for a bullet
And a glance on a snowy night
The restricted area of freedom
With a dream and a gun
Here I am present to a glorious finale...
With a dream and a gun...
Out into the wasteland
Out into the wasteland
No religion
No religion, no religion at all
No religion
No religion, no religion at all
No religion, no religion at all
No religion
No religion, no religion at all
No religion
No religion at all
No religion
Emissionary man amongst the heathen
Can't you see a modern primitive
I came back, i'm gonna find,
I'm gonna give religion
When there was, no religion at all
I'm outta the wasteland
I'm into this head man
I'm outta the wasteland
No religion at all
I'm outta the wasteland
I'm into this head man
I'm outta the wasteland
No religion, no religion at all
There's a man in need of resurrection
(no religion)
Can't you see a modern primitive
(no religion)
But i'm a man i need my love and
Freedom (no religion)
When there was no freedom at all
I'm outta the wasteland
I'm into this head man
I'm outta the wasteland
No religion at all
I'm outta the wasteland
I'm into this head man
I'm outta the wasteland
No religion, no religion at all
No religion
No religion at all
No religion
No religion at all
In vr land
The future of fun
Tell me what to do
In vr law
Computer crime
Um, so sublime
A fantasy scene
In my machine
Give me secret of life
Let me know, yeah, what i am
And you know that i could get
Outta the wasteland
I'm into this head man
I'm outta the wasteland
No religion at all
I'm outta the wasteland
I'm into this head man
I'm outta the wasteland
No religion, no religion at all
I'm outta the wasteland
So far from the the deadland
Ow, i'm outta the wasteland
No religion, no religion yeah
I'm outta the wasteland
So far from the the deadland
Yeah, i'm outta the wasteland
No religion, no religion at all
No religion, no religion at all
No religion
No religion, no religion at all
No religion
No religion, no religion at all
No religion
No religion, no religion at all
No religion at all
No religion at all
The dark turned into grey
During the golden age of sin
Into distance it let me fade
But I'll never let it win
There is only one guarantee
It's the cycle of suffering
I look ahead for the end
That I don't want to see
I got a heavy dose of it
Like a shot piercing my skin
I got it twofold what you all did
But I fought while you all hid
You're still that little kid
Who never got caught in the grid
Where they injected the heavy dose
The heavy quantity of pain
It all feels like hell
Did the pain get there to stay?
Because I die when this feeling comes alive
The anger is around my neck
It's there like a noose that wants to break
My sore life all into pieces
To end the dying beating
I got a heavy dose of it
Like a shot piercing my skin
I got it twofold what you all did
But I fought while you all hid
You're still that little kid
Who never got caught in the grid
Where they injected the heavy dose
The heavy quantity of pain
A heavy dose of nothing is not enough
A heavy dose of everything is just as tough
A heavy dose of something is like a lure to be repelled
A heavy dose of anything is hell
I got a heavy dose of it
Like a shot piercing my skin
I got it twofold what you all did
But I fought while you all hid
You're still that little kid
Who never got caught in the grid
Where they injected the heavy dose
I am on the way into the city of woe
I am on the way to the forsaken people
I am going down into a pit so low
I am on the way into eternal sorrow
The cry ceased and the echo passed hearing
I saw three mighty presences appearing
With neither joy or sorrow in their bearing
No sign of compassion or caring
I stand on the foyer of hell
In this nightmare I will dwell
No direct ascent past the beasts
To pass this you must descend through Hell
These wretches were never dead
They ran through swarms of hornets naked
That gauged them the more they fled
Sweet blood soaked them red
It made their faces stream with bloody gouts
Pus and gore that dribbled to their feet
If they fell they were to be swallowed
By loathsome worms and filthy maggots
I stand on the foyer of hell
In this nightmare I will dwell
No direct ascent past the beasts
To pass this you must descend through Hell
Descending all through Purgatory and then,
You will be free to dwell
No direct ascent past the beasts
To pass this you must descend through Hell
Descending all through Purgatory, crossing the fire
The great door has no entrance – any narrow roads lead to this... Whoever crosses that gate without entrance freely walks between heaven and earth, meanwhile hell below the risen sword makes you tremble... Walk on though and you will find the land of fortune. From the moment you can not walk further the mountain it is impossible to even reach the path. Do not resist. He who know controls the universe inside and could say – I am the universe – That's why each one who tried to beat me confronts universe itself and he has to erupt its harmony. From the moment he thinks to fight me, he has lost. When the enemy marches on we disturb, when the enemy avoid conflict we attack, when the enemy retreats we leave noone behind. The great door has no entrance so I will leave fruits, flowers and food for your thought outside as a gift of excitement... Do not resist and I will erase your wrinkles of desire. Refusal means wisdom, wisdom breeds in peace, peace conflicts nature, nature feeds agression, agression equals instinct, instinct defends survival, survival is the perfect excuse. Life constructs destruction, destruction leads in war, war fights arrogance, arrogance is our best decoy. Do not resist.
Winter... tears in my eyes, listen promises and lies, blu sky sleeping with the spring, great clouds travel in the wind. Pale smile, picture in your face, sleep now covered in black lace, bullets, am I shooting star? I wish now... I wish now. Sleep now my friend, you've seen the end, there stands your gun, cold winter sun. Silence... keep me safe and around, soldiers crying out loud, summer never reached their heart, blind hate tearing them apart, hear me, listen here my song, come now, being away so long, your time... See your time ends... You wish now... You wish now. Sleep now my friend, you've seen the end, there stands your gun, cold winter sun.
When my soul was filling with warmth again
The spark in my eyes resurrecting from the pain
But you took it all into your possession
I believed you but you betrayed me
I did believe your words
Didn't care for the things I heard
Never to become a possession
Kill me instead in frenzied obsession
You thought you had control
Possessing all as your own
A disappointment to my eyes
A failure in disguise
You crossed the flaming line; you took away what's mine
You took that part of my heart with you
You wanted to have there me as your own
But left me dead to remain alone
I did believe your words
Didn't care for the things I heard
Never to become a possession
Kill me instead in frenzied obsession
You thought you had control
Possessing all as your own
A disappointment to my eyes
A failure in disguise
My eyes now full of hate, making you desperate
You try to escape from your fucking reality
Until you understand, I won't leave you be
I will make you know, you will never possess me
I did believe your words
Didn't care for the things I heard
Never to become a possession
Kill me instead in frenzied obsession
You thought you had control
Possessing all as your own
A disappointment to my eyes
I have seen the end and got out alive. You have never tried to face reality, you have always been head over hills and maybe this is why I love you. All I want is a big hug so get a seat on the couch, this is a casting couch made out of blood, hopes and liquids... Keep your gun away, it doesn't belong on this story. This is a hotel room, this is the perfect place to make love, the perfect place to end up alone... Light up a cigarette and pour me some coffee. We will build our whole new life together now, we can start all over... Now it's time to get a shower, my cleansing ritual, stand below and let the cold water flow on your head, hold your breath and count to ten, are you feeling a better person now? There's something going on here so don't prentend you don't know. Leave your watch on the table... Time doesn't belong on this bedtime story. I'll get roses to put on your hair and candies to tease your mouth... I will give you drugs to keep you like this, a sleeping beauty, and buy something to love or something to spend, buy a lifetime waiting for a love like yours. Too many meen have failed before on this farewell of living my cinderella, too many men have swallowed my pride so why don't you walk away and leave me far behind? Light up a cigarette and pour me some more coffee, I told you... We will build our whole new life together now... Is really this night so pure that I repeat your name endlessly like a prayer or is it just too dark that no angel can light it up? The shroud gets wet and the gun wont fire to dry it... I have seen the end and your will do so too.
Where is god in suffering?
The die is cast, may vengeance yield me
Only a man who's felt despair
Feels what life's really bringing
Life is a war, leaves you all torn
Drew me out of nothingness
It made me be what I am now
Incapable of feeling bliss
Now it's time to settle the score
The string chokes me more
The farther I fall the more I see
The farther I sink the safer I feel
I'm here to prove I'm worthy to
Be the one to challenge you
I can now stop trying
I can see you dying
The hope destroyed, the spirit crushed
Think it could end with a killing
Abandon life, a smile in me
You will lose and I'll win
So be it; I will stay
I must distract my thoughts
What makes you be is what you see
When you know, you will show me
Now it's time to settle the score
The string chokes me more
The farther I fall the more I see
The farther I sink the safer I feel
I'm here to prove I'm worthy to
Be the one to challenge you
I can now stop trying
I can see you dying
The pain, it remains
Forever scarring my strung out face
Bitter taste, strong appetite
I must bring myself back to life
And now, farewell to suffering
Substituted myself
The past is gone; the present's come
A phoenix risen from the dead
No need to hear what they all say
Release is what awaits me
I cannot feel; won't leave it be
Never, never again
Now it's time to settle the score
The string chokes me more
The farther I fall the more I see
The farther I sink the safer I feel
I'm here to prove I'm worthy to
Be the one to challenge you
I can now stop trying
Everywhere you turn something is forlorn
Drained mind from the time you where born
Twinkling light, a dagger carves the skull
Nothing left, no memories no soul
No feelings left, no emotions, no life
All that is left is demolition and demise
Trapped in a squared empty room
Dark which sticks in as a womb
Stabbing
Twisting
Burning
Pounding
A cut so deep inside my soul
The dagger still caught inside my mind
Cannot run away from the pain
It's carving inside my brain
I am left to pretend
Like I knew what had happened
The pain will not once again leave
But I can't remember who cut me
Panic, to get out of this room
Wanting to get out of the wretched gloom
Must be a way out, can't even shout
Howling like a wolf
Trapped by hunters in the night
Shattering the glass, desperately want to pass
The dagger of the mind's still carving
For the lust of life I'm starving
Fucking let me out!
Stabbing
Twisting
Burning
Pounding
A cut so deep inside my soul
The dagger still caught inside my mind
Cannot run away from the pain
It's carving inside my brain
I am left to pretend
Like I knew what had happened
The pain will not once again leave