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• On The Verge - Bay Laurel
• Not Of That Kind - Bay Laurel
• Lost In Black Love - Bay Laurel
• Apart - Bay Laurel
• ANXIETY - Bay Laurel
• A Misery Song - Bay Laurel
• Worms And Blood - Bay Laurel
• Outside - Bay Laurel
• We Lost - Bay Laurel
• Paint - Bay Laurel
• Black-Dove - Bay Laurel
• A Lighter Of Sperm - Bay Laurel
• Down The Hall - Bay Laurel
• Blue - Bay Laurel
• Pale Colours - Bay Laurel
• Outside These Walls - Bay Laurel
• Away - Bay Laurel
• At Night - Bay Laurel
• The Dying - Bay Laurel
• Strive - Bay Laurel
• Slow Demise - Bay Laurel
• Winter Flight - Bay Laurel
• Where Pain Comed To Die - Bay Laurel
• Thoughts - Bay Laurel
• In The Arms Of Silence - Bay Laurel
• In Sorrows Tide - Bay Laurel
• In Nothingness - Bay Laurel
• Dream Forever - Bay Laurel
• Celestial Signs - Bay Laurel
• Bleeding Tears - Bay Laurel
• Black Candles - Bay Laurel

Feeling tired, bitter and weak.
We're trying to keep the dead from falling asleep.
Something is lost and it's hard to tell right from wrong.
There's a war going on, it's breaking us down.
At least we're not all alone in this cold.
It's time to call our God and ask what's wrong.
I know I was wrong but there's so much to come.
I don't want to see all this pain around me.
So call:
It's all going down when everything's fine.
We need a cure but we don't know what for.
It's sad but there's no one to blame. Time is always right.
Maybe it's just who we are, the game that we play.
To leave must be better then end up this way.
It's time to call our God and ask what's wrong.
I know I was wrong but there's so much to come.
I don't want to see all this pain around me.
So call:

Flying on a dream of gleaming lights.
Lost and alone with you.
Passing through the days in sanity.
Time has ceased to be.
You turn to me with your smiling face but now I know.
Your real face lingers.
I'm falling away from you.
Your hands reach out to touch the sky
but I know you've been there before.
You say you can't stand another night but I'm not of that kind.
Don't try to get me high tonight because I know your ways.
I rather leave now than finally stand forsaken.
Your hands reach out to touch the sky
but I know you've been there before.
You say you can't stand another night but I'm not of that kind.

I hate the unknown world outside
I hate the sadness in my dawn
Everythings lost and gone behind
My empty walls
The time stands lonly and still
I need to feel you to hold you
So far away so far apart
Love turns dark
Take me higher
We're under the grey
Sad skies lost in love
Here I'm killing myself
When I'm thinking of you
Black thoughts are tubling aroung
So sad so real I wish I just could leave
This place this fear this turmoil inside
Take me higher
We're under the grey
Sad skies lost in love
Everything I've done has been taken us down
Everything I've said has been broken apart
Everything I need is so far from here
Everything everything missings my everything here
Take me higher
We're under the grey
Sad skies lost in love
Take me higher
We're under the grey

Turning back to you
You once where the days that shined
Now the dark breaks through
And will you ever smile
Like you used to do
Grey snow dies
Winter falls beyond our cries
You're staring into the wall
And you know I won't leave
We can kill some more
We're waiting for forgiveness
And we're waiting for the fall
Noone seems to learn
And we'll always end up torn.....apart
Bring in the thunder
Let us just die
In here nothing is left
So why keep on fighting
Love is in ashes
Despair in this room
My heart turned to stone
But right now I'm lost and weak
We're waiting for forgiveness
And we're waiting for the fall
Noone seems to learn
And we'll always end up torn.....apart
Turning back to you
You once where the days that shined
Now the dark breaks through
And will you ever smile
Like you used to do
We're waiting for forgiveness
And we're waiting for the fall
Noone seems to learn

On my way up I trip and start to fall.
This state of mind takes away the will to fight.
Scared, and certain to die. Running into a wall of anxiety.
Cold, but not alone. You're always beside me.
I want you to take me from this darkness.
I want to move on. I want to be strong but it's hard.
Feelings that I hide crush me like a child.
It's taking over. Making me realise, there's more inside.
Scared, and certain to die. Running into a wall of anxiety.
Cold, but not alone. You're always beside me.
I want you to take me from this darkness.

Getting away from here.
A line of people just like me.
My hometown is covered in blood.
I don't know what's about to come.
At night the madness starts. We watch the darkness fall.
We're all afraid to walk into the flames.
The night has just begun. We're all on the run.
The sirens wail, cuts through my body and soul.
A misery song.
The night is cold and we're so tired.
Someone's screaming, fear is or guide.
Close together walking in pain.
People crying for help in vain.
Death is all around. We're praying not to be found.
It's so unreal when beautiful lights fall down.
To the ground with a sound that shivers down my spine.
The sirens wail, cuts through my body and soul.

I feel them crawling under my skin
I'm a home for the worms inside
I'm not starving I'm fat and warm
I can feed all the warms in the world
Just dig in my flesh it's yours
I'll show my friends with pride
They'll beat me up and say goodbye
I'm waiting for the summer baby
I'll be swallen up
In the heat I will explode and
Cover you with worms and blood
I feel them feast under my skin
Slowly I rot, slowly I cry
Spring is burning in my eyes
Suck me swallow me feed your filthy lies
Kill me rape me and when my time is through forget me
I'll die before my friends with pride
They'll spit on my corpse and say goodbye
I'm waiting for the summer baby
I'll be swallen up
In the heat I will explode and

Gazing, pale black eyes
Longing, to see them
Bleed for his needs and cry for their lost lifes
He's telling us all but we're cold and small
I can't feel. I'm just bored and out of reach
Life is our only world
I'm watching the wicked play outside
Life is our only world
I'm watching the wicked play outside
We will hide the reasons come close
And die with empty eyes he will
Kill your sweet dreams stragle your whole world
He's growing inside, under blackend skies
I can't feel I'm tired and I don't care.
Life is our only world
I'm watching the wicked play outside
Life is our only world
I'm watching the wicked play outside
Fill me some more, I'm waiting for your blood
He's telling us all but we're cold and small
I can't feel I've seen in all before
Life is our only world
I'm watching the wicked play outside
Life is our only world

Kill me dear because I'm weak
I've never felt so much
Kill me sweet because I'm the dark
Lurking in your big red heart
I treat you bad sometimes I know I've been wrong
Our love can be sick and tiring but I'm not the only one, yeah
Take me where I have to be
I used to think that you would
Take where the dreams we used to have
Push it against the wall
Into the time with pain slice up out healed hearts
The fire will burn you but I have to die, yeah
Our hangman will wait until the end
Our hangman will smile he knows you can
There is no need to let me slip by
Make me feel closer... my grave
Somewhere we lost our path
Somehow we lost our love
Kill me dear because I'm weak
I've never felt so much
Kill me sweet because I'm the dark
Lurking in your big red heart
Into the time with pain slice up out healed hearts
The fire will burn you but I have to die, yeah
Our hangman will wait until the end
Our hangman will smile he knows you can
There is no need to let me slip by

Paint me in the colours of the sun
Let me feel the bliss in your smile
I've been down for so long
I'm waiting you, needing you, hating you
There's nothing to do
I'm worshipping you. I'm longing to feel you
Paint me. Paint out home.
Paint in the colours you choose.
Nothing would please me more
The curtains you pick are the fools
It's strange and it's filled with you
Just maybe we're closing in.
Maybe we'll break it again
I'm wanting you, needing you, hating you, loosing you.
I'm worshipping you. I'm longing to feel you.
Paint me. Paint out home.
Paint in the colours you choose.
Nothing would please me more
The curtains you pick are the fools
It's strange and it's filled with you
I'm longing to feel you.
Paint me. Paint out home.
Paint in the colours you choose.
Nothing would please me more
The curtains you pick are the fools

She's been out black dove no pride
She's been out breaking your seals
She's been out you'll never sleep with her again
She's been out a few hours too long
She's been out a few hours too long
She's been out breaking all the seals in the world
Black dove no pride you wish her dead again
Black dove no pride you'll make her bleed again
Black dove...
Pouring tears on her precious skin
Bloodstained carpet in your room of decay
Underneath the jealousy rules
You're screaming until you drop... dead
Paint black nothings left helpless she's crying
Once she was beautiful but now disgust is all
You see nothings left, mighty fist crush her bones
God is dead mighty fist crush her soul
See the fear in her eyes feel the fear
Death lies on your bedroom floor
You'll make the black dove fall
Pouring tears on her precious skin
Bloodstained carpet in your room of decay
Underneath the jealousy rules
You're screaming until you drop... dead
She's been out black dove no pride
She's been out breaking your seals
She's been out you'll never sleep with her again

Raging liars are buring my hair with a lighter of sperm
Oh, she's sweet and lonely sex is our world and god is a pervert
Blossoms blossoms see them grin hair is burning hair is stinking
I'm stuck in this town and I rot
Black blood is flushing inside my veins
Blond hair is burning in mellow flames
A violent crowd of angels are crushing our hours with love
The boys and the girls have gathered tonight
So we shoot them down with our brand new guns
Bloodshed bloodshed outside our filthy house
Our god is wheeping but we are laughing tonight
Black blood is flushing inside my veins
Blond hair is burning in mellow flames
The gods are crying where slaves of devils breed
Our souls are dying I'm a lighter of sperm
Sadness fills the room and the friends I've had are leaving
I didn't realize you told me today was the last day we spent up here
Sadness sadness I didn't think I would feel this way I remember
And I know that it will never be the same again
Black blood is flushing inside my veins
Blond hair is burning in mellow flames
The gods are crying where slaves of devils breed

Take me down the hall
Take me slow baby
Taken me from my stinking home
Mother take me down
My love is gone, yeah
Thousands miles away and
The red wine is pouring day
Another hangover has blown away
The town lies cold outside
I'm lying cold inside
Somehow something went wrong
Somewhere somebody's crying
But i'm home...
Down the hall
Fuck me dead and leave me baby
When my soul is gone

Blue eyes on fire, gushing hate inside
Blue sky you're higher everytime I try to climb
With cold hands you stripped me
And left me screaming on the floor
Sail on to enchanted world
I'm lying dead behind
Blue ocean of grief
Take me to your kingdom
I'll never reach the skies
So let me drown in your sorrows
When I break your surface
I'll never fall again. I'm blue...
Blue eyes on fire, gushing hate inside
Blue sky you're higher everytime I try to climb
I reached out in vain
Your touch was cold as death
I can never reach you, so I die...
Blue ocean of grief
Take me to your kingdom
I'll never reach the skies
So let me drown in your sorrows
When I break your surface

Today we're through with this life.
Today there's no need to try.
The time is here but we've got nothing to fear.
We're not alone but it's so hard to go.
And you know:
It's much better now when I'm gone.
Pale colours of life. The world that we made has died.
Now we're bitter and weak. Sometimes it's better to leave.
The time is here but we've got nothing to fear.
We're not alone but it's so hard to go.
And you know:

Don't make me stay here too long.
This day is too good and I'm so tired.
Tired of waiting for you to come.
Today I must face what's been after me so long.
Outside these walls.
Words don't mean much but you want it done.
Outside these walls.
You can do what you always do.
I'm in here for you.
Don't make me stay here too long.
I just want to find a flow where I can glide.
Get to the end of what I do.
Something is wrong but it's all here for you.
Outside these walls.
Words don't mean much but you want it done.
Outside these walls.
You can do what you always do.

I don't get rid of the fear that's growing inside my restless mind.
Something is chasing me I got to move on.
Got to find something new to get me one step further away.
I don't want to stop to think. I just want to move.
You don't know the anguish I'm going through.
It's in my mind. It's in my blood.
Someone please help me to get me one step further away.

It's all too late. The sun won't rise again.
I'm so ashamed and there's nothing that I wouldn't do for you.
Full of life but tired.
In the night we cry.
I'm so afraid but I'm trying hard not to show.
It's all unreal. I try to be strong but I feel so alone.
Full of life but tired.
In the night we cry.
Let us out of this dark ride. It's time to make things right love.
Time to sort things out. Let us out.
I'll give all I got. I'll try to be good.
Just make it through the night until dawn.
I'll give up my life. I'll give you my soul.
If only I remember this time.

The light will fade in this day of sorrow.
A black candle shines before my eyes.
My thoughts are lonely and empty.
Tired I stare into the burning bright flame.
All light will cease. It's just a matter of time.
The day, the candle, the sun and the stars.
The dying is waiting for the fall.
The dying will leave the world without a hope in the blackest dawn.
I drift away into the flame.
The candle is burning weaker.
Now it's almost gone and I meet the fear that I've hidden from.
The ashes of torture fills the ground.
A blood red sky has turned to black.
Like everything will.
The dying is waiting for the fall.

Mesmerized I swallow a piece of your toxic mind, a taste of decease.
I don't know why you've chosen me to be one of the guinea pigs in your game.
Now I'm a wreck in hell to please you.
In this life we strive to feel so fine, to feel so alive.
On the way there's something new to try.
I swallow a piece and hope it's not a lie.
All around there are people who feel that it's all about the things that we need.
It's not right what you've done to me but it might be a way to make them see.
Now I'm a wreck in hell to please you.
In this life we strive to feel so fine, to feel so alive.
On the way there's something new to try.

You're down so let me in.
Crawl beside me as I descend.
Try not to cry.
I hate your tears, they make me feel so alive.
In different times, in different lives.
I could have made you happy. Now it's all too hard.
I've become so cold.
Something is dead. I'm not the one you loved.
Wicked cold slow demise.
A desperate try to find something to hold on to.
Something that lasts for me and you.
Strange desire. Slow demise.
When I'm gone I miss the warmth.
When I'm home it seems we're trapped in the cold.
Eyes, tired and dull.
I don't want to loose what makes it worth while.
Maybe we could try to move on.
Try to find something new without any goals.
Time to move on.
Try to move on.
Wicked cold slow demise.
A desperate try to find something to hold on to.
Something that lasts for me and you.

(The 5:th of February 1994. A frozen world outside my window)
In a landscape so shimmering white.
Under a cold sky so blue.
They look so sad in their dresses of cold.
Maybe they long to be in another world.
Their arms, stretched to the sky.
To the horizon they long to fly.
Lost under sorrow silver they mourn the days that died.
Frozen arms stretched out to touch the sky.
Winter flight...
Their arms, stretched to the sky.

A day like this. In a room far from bliss.
The world is right outside with an offer I must refuse.
I've been here too long. Waiting for something to come.
Dead faces on the wall. Show me how to get on.
Take me down that long bright road.
The time is now so let's leave this town.
A way to come alive and a reason to get out.
A place where pain comes to die.
The days roll by. I'm still here but time's running out.
Climbing on the walls.
It's taking my mind, it's stealing my time again.
Always the same. Nothing changes, never will.
I just have to get rid of the pressure on my chest,
the pounding thought of not getting there.
Take me down that long bright road.
The time is now so let's leave this town.
A way to come alive and a reason to get out.

Behind my head in pain thoughts are tumbeling around.
Thoughts that never can be written in words.
Oh, I felt your grief.
I'm weak when the laughter is gone.
Endless rain is falling down. Endless roads to go.
Deep inside the sadness grows.
I'm right in the middle of nowhere.
The stones upon my chest are making it so hard to breathe.
I feel the hopelessness as I meet...
A dying lanscape in a dying world.
A grey sky in a black universe.
I'm gazing towards the horizon.
I wish that I was there.
Fast, faster and faster to my waiting grave.
Sometimes I'd like to walk and do you know.
You are the breaking skies above.
A dying lanscape in a dying world.

When I'm gone, will they remember me?
When I'm gone, will the flowers cry on my grave?
I face the fear of the unknown path.
Pictures are passing by as I think.
Tomorrows words may not be spoken.
Tomorrow can be the day to fly.
My last kiss for you my dear?
My last goodbye for you my friends?
When I sleep in the arms of silence?
Will flowers weep upon my grave?
Candles shine beside my name?
Will they remember?
Will they forget? I wonder.
When I'm gone.
I see a hall with thousands of people.
Forsaken souls who never died.
Their names shall never be remembered here.
Grey dawn, empty eyes.
Dreaming shadows dreams with the night.
Dreams on, dreams with the night.
When I sleep, will I share their dreams?
Will flowers weep upon my grave?
Candles shine beside my name?
Will they remember?
Will they forget? I wonder.
When I'm gone.
I face the fear of the unknown path.
I cry in despair when I see it all.
Tomorrows words may not be spoken.
Tomorrow can be the day to fly.
I know it's time because I can feel it inside.
My guardian angel is since long times gone.
The creeping silence is closing in.
Closer and closer.
Soon it will reach me and take me in it's arms.
Take me to it's empire. Take me in it's arms.
Will flowers weep upon my grave?
Candles shine beside my name?
Will they remember?
Will they forget? I wonder.

I'm locked in here, crimson skies has fallen
Nowhere to run to, nowhere to hide
I'm scared of the cold outside
But when you warmed my frozen world
I felt truly free and I almost forgot that you'd soon be gone
I'm back again, it's so black again
I wish I knew
Lets all drown in the fleeting silence
Somehow I lost my way, somewhere out there
I lost my faith in life
And now I fighting the present lousing for you
Drifting in sorrows tide
And the sadness comes with darkness as you fall
Vanished when you know I need your spark
I gaze in rain I gaze into the night where you went down
The sleeping world is gone before my eyes but when you die
In your fires eye I've been tumbling around
Been burnt a hundred times but I don't want to get out
In your nightfall I've been flushed away
To lake of tears a lake of dreams
Drifting around in our own sorrows tide
And the sadness comes with darkness as you fall
Vanished when you know I need your spark
I gaze in rain I gaze into the night where you went down
The sleeping world is gone before my eyes but when you die

I'm lost within my dreams.
Hiding from the life that I'll never see.
Nothing to see and nothing to feel.
My body is no longer a part of me.
I'm away... I'm alone...
In nothingness I can't see your endless suffering.
I can't see your red eyes.
In nothingness I can close the doors to the world.
I'm in nothingness while time dies.
I see faces in fear. I hear screams in pain.
I'm standing impassive with indifferent eyes
because I don't feel the reality in the world outside
and I don't feel the fear that is dragging me down.
I'm away... I'm alone...
In nothingness I can't see your endless suffering.
I can't see your red eyes.
In nothingness I can close the doors to the world.
I'm in nothingness while time dies.
Searching hands are trying to help but for me they are stealing.
Trying to take my inner world from me.
Taking my world from me.
Please let me be.
Don't talk to me becuase I'm not even listening.
Don't take my hand to make me see the fear.
Take away the flowers you've brought me because
they are reminding me of the world outside.
I'm fading away into a deeper life
where dreams are dwelling and feelings are gone.
I'm all alone when you're all here.
I'm alone...

I'm walking on the path as I've done a hundred times.
The wind is whisteling. It is so cold.
My steps are fixed. To the forest I walk.
The rain is whipping my face and I'm freezing to my bones.
I'm standing alone with the night.
The rain is making me feel.
Temptation is making me seek the truth beyond the sad life.
The dark sky has something that keeps me in obsession.
Will I meet the unknown? Can I dream forever?
I've dreamed the same dream every night
and now I'm here to make it happen.
Hand in hand with the lost I'm walking towards the end.
Let the sky fall down becuase I'm here to walk in.
I'm standing alone with the night.
The rain is making me feel.
Temptation is making me seek the truth beyond the sad life.
The dark sky has something that keeps me in obsession.

Wake up from your sleep and feel the agony burning.
Meet the forsaken day and the darkening end.
Do not cover your childrens eyes with your bloodstained hands.
Let them see the abyss where you all shall dwell.

All these feelings are ending up in frozen words.
All my dreaming has been shown to be only dreams.
My heart is black as the night.
I'm walking on a bleeding road again.
I can't live in a dream forever so I'm trying to forget the time
together.
Lost withing this feeling.
The black world keeps turning. The black time is here.
I'm lost in this dark night when depression takes over and
fills my eyes with bleeding tears.
Life has turned to grey.Ttrapped inside a vision of pain.
I hate this life and I hate this cruel world.
My eyes don't need to see becuase my mind can feel.
I'm standing lost again. I dream with the night of a better day
when the truth comes out to be filled with pain.
Lost withing this feeling.
The black world keeps turning. The black time is here.
I'm lost in this dark night when depression takes over and

Drop your final hope into the abyss of fear.
Lay down your wings to never fly again.
Walk with the shadows to the darkened place inside you mind.
Light the fire and mourn for the passed times.
For the night, light up the black candles.
To feel the grief, light up the black candles.
Leave your dreams and seek the sanity.
The sanity within this peaceful darkness.
Bring your mind to a deeper life.
Take your final hope and leave it in the abyss of fear.
For the night, light up the black candles.