I always had my doubts
But to my surprise
Somebody cool like you
Standing right before my eyes
Just like a fairytale
Out of my deepest dreams
Feels like I'm flying without any wings
No fear of falling cause I know for sure
That you're the one that I've been waiting for
There is a love I feel for you
Whatever loves says you know I will do
I trust my heart will not lead me a stray
It told me you're my one true love
Sitting here thinking of you and me
Seems like we're meant to be
Words just can't explain how nice it is you're here with me
I know this love is real
It's a rhythm that I'm feeling
Deep in my heart
And I can't let it go
I've got no fear
Cause I know for sure
You are the one
I've been waiting for
There is a love I feel for you
Whatever loves says you know I will do
I trust my heart will not lead me a stray
It told me you're my one true love
Baby you know my heart, my hopes, my thoughts
I'll share them all with you
And I can't believe the love the day
You made my dreams come true
There is a love I feel for you
Whatever loves says you know I will do
I trust my heart will not lead me a stray
It told me you're my one true love
To right the unrightable wrong
And to love pure and chaste from afar
And to try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star
This is my quest
To follow that star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far
To fight for the right
Without question or pause
To be willing to march into hell
For that heavenly cause
And I know
If I'll only be true
To this glorious quest
That my heart
Will be peaceful and calm
When I'm laid to my rest
The world will be
better for this
That one man, scorned
and covered with scars,
Still strove with his last
ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable star
You put me on a shelf
You think you've got me pegged
Like everybody else
Always messing with my head
Stop trying to make me change
Stop trying to make me fake
'Cause I really don't appreciate it!
Do you mind
If I'm just me?
So what if I do everything
A little bit imperfectly?
What do you care?
Would you be there
When you get it straight
That you can't make me
Anything you want me to be?
'Cause that's not me
(I'm an individual)
This world can get you down
It's always stumping
To pattern your whole life
They got you jumping
I used to say 'How high?"
But now I say goodbye
'Cause I think I've had enough
Do you mind
If I'm just me?
So what if I do everything
A little bit imperfectly?
What do you care?
Would you be there
When you get it straight
That you can't make me
Anything you want me to be?
'Cause that's not me
(I'm an individual)
That's not me
(I won't be your paper doll)
You've got me mistaken
For somebody else
I'm not your creation
A weaker imitation of myself
Yeah!
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Do you mind
If I'm just me?
So what if I do everything
A little bit imperfectly?
What do you care?
Would you be there
When you get it straight
That you can't make me
Anything you want me to be?
'Cause that's not me
(I'm an individual)
I say that's not me
(I won't be your paper doll)
Oh, do you mind, yeah, yeah
That's not
That's not
No, it's not
That's not me
O come, all ye faithful,
Joyful and triumphant,
O come ye, O come ye to Bethlehem;
Come and behold him,
Born the King of angels;
O come, let us adore him,
O come, let us adore him,
O Come, let us adore him
Sing, choirs of angels,
Sing in exultation,
O come, let us adore him,
O come, let us adore him,
O Come, let us adore him,
Christ the Lord.
Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Let your heart be light
From now on,
our troubles will be out of sight
Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Make the Yule-tide gay,
From now on,
our troubles will be miles away.
Here we are as in olden days,
Happy golden days of yore.
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us once more.
Through the years
We all will be together,
If the Fates allow
Hang a shining star upon the highest bough.
And have yourself A merry little Christmas now.
Through the years
We all will be together,
If the Fates allow
Hang a shining star hanging on the highest bough.
And have yourself A merry little Christmas now.
Someday at Christmas men won't be boys
Playing with bombs like kids play with toys
One warm December our hearts will see
A world where men are free
Someday at Christmas there'll be no wars
When we have learned what Christmas is for
When we have found what life's really worth
There'll be peace on earth
Someday all our dreams will come to be
Someday in a world where men are free
Maybe not in time for you and me
But someday at Christmastime
Someday at Christmas we'll see a land
with no hungry children, no empty hands
One happy morning people will share
a world where people care
Someday at Christmas there'll be no tears
All men are equal and no man has fears
One shining moment, one prayer away
From our world today
Someday all our dreams will come to be
Someday in a world where men are free
Maybe not in time for you and me
But someday at Christmastime
Someday at Christmas we will not fail
Hate will be gone and love will prevail
Someday a new world that we can start
With hope in every heart
Someday all our dreams will come to be
Someday in a world where men are free
Maybe not in time for you and me
But someday at Christmastime
Someday at Christmastime
[Bianca and Isabella, talking]
[Isabella:] Hey, Bianca!
[Bianca:] Yeah, Bella?
[Isabella:] Guess who's coming to town?
[Bianca:] Santa Claus?
[Isabella:] You got it!
I heard he's bringing lots of presents, 'cause I've been on my best behavior.
[Bianca:] You better hope so cause he's watching.
[Isabella:] Hey, I see's got here now.
[Bianca:] Quick! Hurry up, Bell, we gotta get you to bed.
Hey!
You better watch out
you better not cry,
you better not pout
I'm tellin' you why,
Santa Claus is coming to town
Santa Claus is coming to town
Santa Claus is coming to town
He's making a list
Checkin' it twice,
He's gonna find out
Who's naughty or nice,
Santa Claus is coming to town
Santa Claus is coming to town
Santa Claus is coming to town
He sees you when you're sleeping
He knows when you're awake
He knows if you've been bad or good
So be good for goodness sake
So, you better watch out
you better not cry,
you better not pout
I'm tellin' you why,
Santa Claus is coming to town
Santa Claus is coming to town
Santa Claus is coming to town
[Bianca and Isabella are talking again]
[Isabella:] Hey, Bianca!
I can't wait to see what Santa's bringing me this year.
[Bianca:] Me neither, but we better we'd better get to
sleep now or he won't bring us any toys.
[Isabella:] I know!
[Bianca:] Good night, Bella
[Bianca:] Good night, Bianca
He sees you when you're sleeping
He knows when you're awake
He knows if you've been bad or good
[Isabella:] So be good for goodness sake
So, you better watch out
You better not cry,
[Santa: ] You better not pout
I'm tellin' you why,
Santa Claus is coming to town
Santa Claus is coming to town
Santa Claus is coming
Santa Claus is coming
Santa Claus is coming to town
And now that winter's here
Soon it will be Christmas.
I see your face so clear
Though you're far away.
Your home is in my heart,
It's every where I go
And I'll be waiting here
'Til you're home to stay
I think of Winters past
When we were together.
The sweetest memories
All come into play.
Your voice rings in my ear
Just to let me know
That you'll be here with me,
Home on Christmas day.
Angels calling from on high
Will bring a starry sky
To light the frosted ground below
So you will know
Your way back home tonight,
A candle burns so bright
To show the way.
I'll make a silent wish
Just for you this Christmas
To keep you safe and warm,
Never led astray.
That everywhere you go
Is sheltered from the storm
And that my Christmas wish
Is with you every day;
Each and every day.
Angels callin' down to say
They'll always know the way
To lift you 'til you soar so high
That I will see you
In the sky above
My Christmas gifts of love
Will guide you back.
And now I promise you
With all my heart this Christmas,
That all the love we shared
Will never go away.
Your spirit's everywhere
And I hope you know
That you are always here,
Home on Christmas day.
Home on Christmas day.
Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you, its only seed
It's the heart, afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream, afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul, afraid of dyin'
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
I wait for Christmas all year long
How I wish I that I could only change it
Take the calendar and re-arrange it
Then every day would be so nice
Candy Canes and all the Snow that's fallin'
Every summer would be Deck the Hallin'
Every day at Christmas comes from me to you
So I pray (So I pray)
And I wait (And I wait)
And I hope that it doesn't come late.
[Chorus]
Why couldn't it be Christmas everyday.
Riding around with Santa on his Sleigh
Don't you know if you'll be good just like you should
You'll here those jingle bell rings
Why couldn't it be Christmas everynight
So that it will meet those twinkling lights
When you say every days a holiday
You'll here those calendars sing
Why couldn't it be Christmas Christmas Christmas everyday
Just believe in Christmas Christmas Christmas all the way
And every time I see your eyes
Their some mistletoe that's right above you
Where the Christmas gifts do say I love you
There some that say it's just a dream
But close your eyes and you can almost see it
All you have to do is just believe it
Maybe there's a stocking full of Christmas Joy
So I pray (So I pray)
And I wait (And I wait)
And I hope that it doesn't come late.
[Chorus]
Why couldn't it be Christmas everyday
Riding around with Santa on his Sleigh
Don't you know if you'll be good just like you should
You'll here those jingle bell rings
Why couldn't it be Christmas Christmas Christmas everyday
Just believe in Christmas Christmas Christmas all the way
Whatever kind of weather
Summer, Spring and Fall will melt together
Now I can see it clear
That we can make December last throughout the year
[Chorus]
Oh
I wish that
This world was one world
I wish that
Love ruled on this Earth
That everyone would try
Try to take some time to show
Some kindness
That every life would be
A life that knows
No loneliness
This is my wish
(Chorus)
And I wish that
There would be no wars
And I wish that
No one had to hurt no more
And I wish that
Everyone could see
Only love is worth fighting for
And I wish that
All of us could live
In a world where
All of us could forgive
And I know it's just a dream
But I wish this could be
I wish that
No tears would be cried
I pray that, oh
Peace comes to these times
That love would be the light
That would light our way
Through all the darkness
That all of us could find
The loves to fill
Our hearts with
That is my wish
(Chorus)
Maybe I ask too much
Maybe I shouldn't try
But only faith can take us
Through these troubled times
I wish that
Love ruled on this Earth
And I wish
(And I wish that there would be no wars)
And I wish
(And I wish that no one had to hurt no more)
And I wish
(And I wish that everyone could see only love is worth fighting for)
And I wish that
All of us could live
In a world where
All of us could forgive
And I know it's just a dream, oh
And I know it's just a dream
But I wish this could be
Pray for a bet-ter day
Ohhhhh
Pray for a bet-ter day
Sometimes it feels like nobody cares
Sometimes it feels like your the only one who's there
And I cry myself to sleep
And I wake up on my knees
And I pray for a better day
Sometimes it hurts so much more than I say
I try to keep it inside but I wear it on my face
When it feels like i'm falling
Feels like i'm falling
Ohhhh
That's when I pray
For a better day
I know it's there on the horizon
And it's just about to break
Tomorrow's coming around
Don't let today bring you down
All you have to do is have some faith
And pray for a better day
Pray for a bet-ter day
Yeah yeah
Just when I think that there's no where to go
Just when I think that i've hit my lowest low
And it feels like i'm crawling
Feels like i'm crawling
Oh that's when I pray
For a better day
I know it's there on the horizon
And it's just about to break
Tomorrow's coming around
Don't let today bring you down
All you have to do is have some faith
And pray for a better day
I wanna live a life full of meaning
(full of meaning)
I wanna make the world a better place
(A better place)
I wanna find my fairy tale
I'm waiting for my ship to sail
I wanna be who I can
Show them all who I am
Won't ever give up on the world
I'm gonna pray
For a better day
(for a better day)
And I know it's there
I know it's there
And it's just about to break
Tomorrow's coming around
Don't let today bring you down
All you have to do is have some
All you have to do is have some
All you oughta do is have some faith
(pray for a better day)
(pray for a bet-ter day)
Pray
For a better day
(pray for a bet-ter day)
Pray
You've got to pray
Ohhhh
(pray for a bet-ter day)
Won't you pray for a better day
Won't you pray for a better day
(pray for a bet-ter day)
Won't you pray for a better day
Ohhh baby
Ohhh baby
Ohhh
(pray for a bet-ter day)
Ohhh
Lost in the crowd
Will never and never be seen
Shouting otu loud
Gotta find a way out of this dream
Mmm.. Cause I don't want to hide
Not from the world outside
Today my eyes are open wide
And now I'm awake
I have no fear, won't dissapear
I'll still be here tomorrow
And now I'm awake
I'm feeling feel strong, I'll carry on
A thousand years and more
Maybe we try
But I'm tired I just wanna be free
Maybe I found
There's quiet people like me
Mmm.. But there's a noise within
That's where our voice begins
And there's a sound of silence
And now I'm awake
I have no fear, won't dissapear
I'll still be here tomorrow
Yeah now I'm awake
I'm feeling feel strong, I'll carry on
A thousand years and more
So every step I
Take's a leap of faith
Everywhere I go I
Find my strength
And now I'm awake
Mmmm.. I have no fear, won't dissapear
I'll still be here tomorrow
Yeah now I'm awake
I'm feeling feel strong, I'll carry on
A thousand years and more
Now I'm awake
Ohhh Now I'm awake
Now I'm awake
Look at me
I am changing, tryin' every way I can
I am changing, I'll be better than I am
But I need a friend - to help me start all over again,
oh - that would be just fine
I know it's gonna work out this time
'Cause, cause this time I am - This hour I am
I am changing, ha. I'm getting my life together now
I am changing, yea, I know how
I'm gonna start again, I'm gonna leave my past behind
I'll change my life - I'll make a vow
And nothing's gonna stop me now...hey
And I am telling you I'm not going.
You're the best friend I'll ever know.
There's no way I can ever go
We're part of the same place.
We're part of the same time.
We both share the same blood.
We both have the same mind.
And time and time we have so much to share
No, no, no, No, no, no,
I'm not wakin' up tomorrow mornin', Ha Ha
And findin' that there's nobody there.
Darling, there's no way
No, no, no, no way I'm livin' without you.
I'm not livin' without you.
I don't wanna be free.
I'm stayin', I'm stayin'
And you, and you, and you
You're gonna love me.
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
You're gonna love me
Love me, Love me, Love me.
Yes you are.
Ooooh ooh ooh
I'm tired of living life
Black and white
There's so much in between
Like a rainbow in the sky
Waiting to be seen
When I open my eyes
To find inspiration
I search for the best I can see
If I settle for less
I won't be the best I can be
When I dream
I dream in color
So much
I want to discover
Somewhere I know there's a rainbow
Waiting for me
Life is short
I've been told
Time is a very precious thing
I want to go where
I've never been
And see what's never been seen
When I wake up each morning
I won't take for granted
There will always be another new day
Gotta live for each moment
Never let time slip away
Ohhhh
When I dream
I dream in color
There is so much
I want to discover
Somewhere I know there's a rainbow
Waiting for me
When my eyes are closed
I see the way to go
I feel so awake and alive
Ohhh oh
When I'm fast asleep
I still feel the beat
Of the heart that's ready to fly
Ready to fly
When I dream
I dream in color
There is so much
I've yet to discover
I'm just beginning to set myself free
(set myself free)
It's clear to me now
What I believe
Somewhere I know there's a rainbow
Waiting for me
Yeah
Eh-oh, eh-oh, eh-oh
Baby take a look around (eh-oh, eh-oh, eh-oh)
Feel the beat go through the croud (eh-oh, eh-oh, eh-oh)
Flip the house light right on time now (shine now)
Hit the spotlight let it shine now
There's something 'bout this
Let's keep it moving
And it's so good when the music is cooking
Do you really wanna rock tonight
I'll let you get connected now it feels so right
I don't know what it is
That makes me feel like this
I know I'm going far
One day I'll be some kind of superstar
And everyone will know no matter who they are
(I'm gonna be a superstar)
Baby better stick around (eh-oh, eh-oh, eh-oh)
Let me see you right out loud (eh-oh, eh-oh, eh-oh)
Man I started gotta stop now
Here I go right to the top now
Oh, There's something 'bout this
Let's keep it moving
And it's so good when the music is cooking
Oh, Do you really wanna rock tonight
I'll let you get connected now it feels so right
(so right, so right)
I don't know what it is
That makes me feel like this
I know I'm going far
One day I'll be some kind of superstar
And everyone will know no matter who they are, yeah
(I'm gonna be a superstar)
Maybe I'm only dreaming (eh-oh, eh-oh, eh-oh)
I can feel the spotlight beaming (eh-oh, eh-oh, eh-oh)
Fancy girls and lots of make-up (eh-oh, eh-oh, eh-oh)
If I'm asleep don't wanna wake up
Let me hear you
C'mon get a little crazy
Am I
Dreaming cause it's kinda hazy
Hey (ohhh)
It's all mine and I can taste it
Stay
Ohh it's my time and I can't waste it
I don't know what it is
That makes me feel like this
I know I'm going far
One day I'll be some kind of superstar
And everyone will know no matter who they are,
I don't know what it is
That makes me feel like this
I know I'm going far
One day I'll be some kind of superstar
And everyone will know no matter who they are
Oh, I'll be a superstar
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
It's pure and simple
I'll be there for you
You've been sayin that im drivin you crazy
And i havent been around for you lately
But ive had a few things on my min
When im with you i am filled with emotion
Cant you see, im given you devotion
And a love like this is hard to find.
I know i've been walkin around in a daze (baby, baby)
You gotta beleive me when i say
Ooh ooh
Where you go (i'll always be there)
Whatever you do (i know im gonna be there)
Its pure and simple
Ya ya
I'll be there for you.
Whatever it takes
Im gonna be there
I swaer its true
U know im gonna be there
Its pure and simple
Ya ya
I'll be there for you
So many nights
I sit by my window
Waiting for someone
To sing me a song
So many dreams
I kept deep inside me
Alone in the dark
But now you've come along
Cause you
Light up my life
You give me hope
Cause you carry on
You light up my dreams
And fill my nights
With song
Rollin' at sea
Adrift on the water
Could it be frighening
I'm turning for home
Finally a chance
To say "Hey, I love you"
Never again
To be all alone
Cause you
Light up my life
You give me hope
Cause you carry on
You light up my dreams
And fill my nights
With song
Light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my dreams
And fill my nights
With song
It can't be wrong
When it feels so right
Cause you
You light up my life
I wait for Christmas all year long
How I wish I that I could only change it
Take the calendar and re-arrange it
Then every day would be so nice
Candy Canes and all the Snow that's fallin
Every summer would be Deck the Hallin
Every day at Christmas comes from me to you
So I pray...And I wait... And I hope that it doesn't come late.
Why couldn't it be Christmas everyday.
Riding around with Santa on his Sleigh
Don't you know if you'll be good just like you should
You'll here those jingle bell rings
Why couldn't it be Christmas everynight
So that it will meet those twinkling lights
When you say every days a holiday
You'll here those calendars sing
Why couldn't it be Christmas Christmas Christmas everyday
Just believe in Christmas Christmas Christmas all the way
And every time I see your eyes
Their some mistletoe that's right above you
Where the Christmas gifts do say I love you
There some that say it's just a dream
But close your eyes and you can almost see it
All you have to do is just believe it
Maybe there's a stocking full of Christmas Joy
So I pray... and I wait... and I hope that it doesn't come late
Why couldn't it be Christmas everyday
Riding around with Santa on his Sleigh
Don't you know if you'll be good just like you should
You'll here those jingle bell rings
Why couldn't it be Christmas Christmas Christmas everyday
Just believe in Christmas Christmas Christmas all the way
Whatever kind of weather
Summer, Spring and Fall will melt together
Now I can see it clear
Ohhh
I wish that
This world was one world
I wish that
Love ruled on this Earth
That everyone would try
Try to take some time to show Kindness
That every life would be
A life that knows no lonliness
This is my wish
And I wish that
There would be no wars
And I wish that
No one had to hurt no more
And I wish that
Everyone could see
Only love is worth fighting for
And I wish that
All of us could live in
A world where
All of us could forgive
And I know it's just a dream
But I wish this could be
I wish that
No tears would be cried
I Pray that oh
Peace comes to these times
That love would be the light
That would light the way Through all the darkness
That all of us could find
The love to fill our hearts with
That is my wish
And I wish that
There would be no wars
And I wish that
No one had to hurt no more
And maybe I shouldn't try
But all our faith can take us
Through these troubled times
I wish that
Love ruled on this Earth
And I wish that
And I wish yeah yea yeah yeah
And I wish that
All of us could live in
A world where
All of us could forgive
And I know it's just a dream
And i know it's just a dream
How do i put into words
That my fellings for sure
You're the one im here for
I, i'll
Nothing i wouldn't do
I would never desert you
Hurt you
I want you to know
Who's gonne be there
Standing by your side forever
Who's gonna help you
When you can't keep it all together
And who's gonna promise
That they'll never leave you all alone
I will
I will
I will
For you
When the night feels too long
When all your hope is gone
I'll show you how to carry on
Ohh, cause now,
In your eyes i can see
Everything you can be
And if you're lost i will find you
Remind you
Don't you know
Who's gonne be there
Standing by your side forever
Who's gonna help you
When you can't keep it all together
And who's gonna promise
That they'll never leave you all alone
I will
I will
I will
For what i believe
I'd risk everything
You know i believe in you
And you're willing to fight
'cause you know deep inside
It's the right thing to do
It's the chance that you take
It's the bond that won't break
Love is the one thing
That never. ever ends
Who's gonne be there
Standing by your side forever
Who's gonna help you
When you can't keep it all together
(keep it all together)
And who's gonna promise
That they'll never leave you all alone
I will
I will
I will
For you i will
Who's gonne be there
Standing by your side forever
(im gonna be there)
Who's gonna help you
When you can't keep it all together
And who's gonna promise
That they'll never leave you all alone
I will
I will
I will
For you i will
I used to think that I could not go onAnd life was nothing but an awful songBut now I know the meaning of true loveBy leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it then I can do itIf I just believe it there's nothing to it
I believe I can flyI believe I can touch the skyI think about it every night and daySpread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soarI see me running through that open doorI believe I can flyI believe I can flyI believe I can fly
See I was on the verge of breaking downSometimes the silence can seem so loudThere are miracles in life I must achieveBut first it's got to start inside of me
If I can see it then I can do itIf I just believe it there's nothing to it
I believe I can flyI believe I can touch the skyI think about it every night and daySpread my wings and fly away
I believe that I can soarI see me running through that open doorI believe I can flyI believe I can flyI believe I can fly'Cause I believe in me
If I can see it then I can do itIf I just believe it there's nothing to it
I believe I can flyI believe I can touch the skyThink about it every night and daySpread my wings and fly away
Ooooooooh
And I am telling you i'm not going
Your the best friend i've ever known
There's no way I could ever go
No no there's no way
No no no no way
I'm living without you
I'm not living without you
I don't want to be free
I'm staying
And you you're gonna love me
Oooh ooh ooh oooh
And I'm telling you i'm not going
Although there are times I show it
There's just no way
There's no way
We're part of the same place
We're part of the same sound
We both share the same blood
We both have the same mind
And time and time
We've had so much to share
No no no no no no no
I'm not wakeing up tomorrow ha!
And finding that's there's nobody there
Darling there's no way
No no no no way
I'm living without you
I'm not living without you
You see that's so true
No way
There's no way
Take out the melody
And scream and shout
And you can say what you want
I'm not walking out today
Stop at the rivers
Push back and peel
I'm not gonna leave ya
There's no way
I will
And I am telling you i'm not going
Your the best friend i'll ever know
There's no way I could ever, ever go
No no there's no way
No no no no way
I'm living without you
I'm not living without you, not living without you
I don't want to be free
I'm staying, i'm staying
And you, and you, and you
You're gonna love me
Oooooh ooh oooh oooh
You're gonna love me
Yes you are
Ooooh love me
Ooooooohh love me
Oh, come on, come on, come on, come on!
Didn't I make you feel like you were the only man âyeah!
Didn't I give you nearly everything that a woman possibly can
Honey, you know I did!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I think I've had enough,
But I'm gonna show you, baby, that a woman can be tough.
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I want you to come on, come on, come on, come on and take it,
Take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby!
Oh, oh, break it!
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Oh, oh, have a!
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby,
Look at me
I am changing, tryin' every way I can
I am changing, I'll be better than I am
But I need a friend-to help me start all over again,
oh-that would be just fine
I know it's gonna work out this time
'Cause this time I am-This time I am
I am changing, gonna get my life together now
I am changing, yes, I know how
I'm gonna start again, I'm leaving my past behind