I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
The thought is too much to conceive
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
that my life became 'cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just to busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
So where were you?
When all this I was going through
You never took the time
To ask me just what you could do
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
that my life became 'cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just to busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
I never meant to fade...
Away
I NEVER MEANT TO FADE
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just to busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
All the photographs were peeling
and colors turned to gray
He stayed... in his room with memories for days
He faced... an undertow of futures laid to waste
Embraced... by the loss of what he could not replace
There is no reason that she passed
And there is no god with a plan
It's sad... and his loneliness is proof
It's sad... he could only love you
It's sad
The door swings to a passing fable
A fate we may delay
We say... holding on...delivered in our own brace
He let em as he laid in bed
hoping that dreams would bring her back
It's sad... and his loneliness is proof
It's sad... he could only love you
It's sad
Holding his last breath
Believing... he'll make his way
But she's not forgotten
He's haunted...he's searching for escape
If just one wish could bring her back
It's sad... and his lonliness is proof
It's sad... he will always love you
There's nothing more depressing
Than having everything and still feeling sad
Man, it's been a long day
Stuck thinking 'bout it driving on the freeway
Wondering if I really tried everything I could
Not knowing if I should try a little harder
Oh, but I'm scared to death
That there may not be another one like this
And I confess that I'm only holding on by a thin thin
thread
I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard
The words that you needed so bad
And I'm kicking the dirt cause I never gave you
The things that you needed to have
I'm so sad, sad
Man, it's been a long night
Just sitting here, trying not to look back
Still looking at the road we never drove on
And wondering if the one I chose was the right one
Oh, but I'm scared to death
That there may not be another one like this
And I confess that I'm only holding on by a thin thin
thread
I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard
The words that you needed so bad
And I'm kicking the dirt cause I never gave you
The things that you needed to have
I'm so sad, saaad
I'm so sad, so sad
Oh, but I'm scared to death
That there may not be another one like this
And I confess that I'm only holding on by a thin thin
thread
I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard
The words that you needed so bad
And I'm kicking the dirt cause I never gave you
The things that you needed to have
And I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard
The words that you needed so bad
And who are they to know, as they are to achieve it
And who are they to change, when they don't even know
An older sign of life upon their heads
And all because they came around and touched you
like you thought you had
Blew it out into the sky and someone else could even
As always in their eyes they would be true
And fly right up to you and say that they would always
trust in you
Now every night it comes
An older sign of life upon their heads
So when they came around and talked about the way
they treat their children
When they talked about their death and said that
they would sometimes hold out
When they crawled out between the boards alive and
tried to stretch for air to survive
How were they supposed to be alive at all
So every night it comes
And who are they to know, as they are to achieve it
And who are they to change, when they don't even know
An older sign of life upon their heads
How many souls have cried for years
Thank God the angels make them see
And take their souls to liberty
Arise above the way that humans treat their children
so, so low
Pushing all the love away
Showing them is this way to live
How are they supposed to be alive
(these are all the children)
Without love how are they supposed to be
(these are all the visions)
without love (these are all the children)
It's here in the horrible world
In forces of the time
In the garden of hate
And the forces that lie
It cuts into the vine
SOmeone gets to bring a change
You can help it in your mind
He never should have been in your home
You never should have left them alone
You should have recognized the ice in his eyes
And nothing would be bad enough
And no one would be glad enough
If he was thrown to the jackals and flies
Now there can be no compromise
But the Earth cannot recoil
If only the oceans would boil
If only the sky could cry black rain
If only it would never happen again
I want you to feel that baby's pain
Hate guides him, hate inside him
Hate multiplies and divides him
Suffer killing, suffocate
Suffer children, suffer hate
To never feel the daylight again
Or see the stars at night again
All the little things we take for granted
These deeds are the seeds that have been planted
Sudden adult death syndrome
He never should have been in your home
Hate guides him, hate inside him
Hate multiplies and divides him
Suffer killing, suffocate
Hardly waiting 'til the bed was warm
You closed your eyes and said,
"I'm feeling torn"
How could I be so unendingly forced into this course?
Sad, I feel sad for you, so sad
You'll be left alone and broken,
Bleeding from the heart when he doesn't come home
Softly sighs my nightingale
Another broken promise tips the scale
And it goes pale
He sings, shifting from side to side, can't
Make up his God given mind
No, why don't you just go?
She's waiting
Whoa honey I am telling you
Painting over portraits again, I pretend
This isn't how I knew it would end.
Cause there are no more pages in my book
And there is too much ink in my pen
So now I'm wishing that the cycle would end, so then
I'd learn to be somebody's man
Cause there is too much history for the history books
And I'd like to start them again
I hate me, so unoriginal
No other feeling could feel so traditional
Cause every year I end up here
I end up here
So now you hate me?
Oh, how original
Well I'm used to it
Lone, individual
Another year and I'm still here
And I'm still here
Looking in the mirror, I'm sure I'm sure
And I didn't do those things from before
Cause there is no more time left on the clock
And you are walking out the front door
So now I'm learning to be wrong even more, the whore
The emptiness I try to ignore
Cause there are no more bullets in my gun
And I am trying to prepare for a war
I hate me, so unoriginal
No other feeling could feel so traditional
Cause every year I end up here
I end up here
So now you hate me?
Oh, how original
Well I'm used to it
Lone, individual
Another year and I'm still here
And I'm still here
And you say,
"I'll take it out on myself, I'll take it out on my
friends."
And you say,
"I've got this knife to my throat, and there's this
blood on my hands."
(And if you pick me up...)
Is it selfish?
Well if so fine,
I've always been selfish
And that's just one of the many problems I will never
be able to fix
I believe I am making everyone's lives around me worse
Increasingly worse
I am a disease to my friends and family
Please leave me alone
We're still young
It's over
I'm so dumb (...pick me up)
I love her
I'm sorry (if you...)
I hate me
It was fine (...pick me up)
Til lately
I hate me, so unoriginal
No other feeling could feel so traditional
Cause every year I end up here
I end up here
So now you hate me?
Oh, how original
Sorry about your life
Sorry about your face
I didn't break your heart
Or tamper with your brakes
You were headed for a spin
So you tried to drag me in
Maybe you had a difficult life
Maybe you're just the faithless kind
Well I got my revenge
My name in neon lights
You got what you deserved
Your sad and miserable life
Sad sad sad sad sad sad
And worse than that you think you're so bad
I could beat ya
I could teach ya
I'm not coming down to meet ya
You're so sad
You're so sad
Sorry about your lies
So who are you calling thief
I didn't cry your tears
And I did not lose your sleep
You were headed for a spin
So you tried to drag me in
Maybe you had a difficult life
Maybe you're just the faithless kind
Well I got my revenge
My name in neon lights
You got what you deserved
Your sad and miserable life, that's right
Sad sad sad sad sad sad
And worse than that you think you're so bad
I could beat ya
I could teach ya
But I'm not coming down to meet ya
You're so sad
You're so sad
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who's the biggest hipocrite of all
I say you, you say me
Either way we disagree
I won't forget your treachery
So easily
No way
No way
I'm so sorry about your face
I'm so sorry about your life
Your bitterness your spite
So sad
Hateful love sweet enemy
All over me
We try to sleep
But we're awake and we weap
We tried to set ourselves free
But when we came out
there was nothing to see
I?ll sit here and wait for you
But when you appear
it will be to late
We try to sleep
But we're awake and we weap
We try to set ourselves free
But we are awake
cause it?s so hard to be
We live by the sea
in a small shack
There we all meet
and put on our masks
Today is ok
so calm and pretty
Darkness don?t come
my worst enemy
We try to set ourselves free
But we are awake
cause there is nowhere to be
We try to set ourselves free
But we are awake
I want you to know
to let me go
The chains in my veins keep on
stealing the life from the inside
I'm taking this life
to be all mine
I’m breaking these chains here
to see the love inside
Still I'm feeling sad
I know it will ease
Still I'm feeling sad
I know it will ease
This breathtaking ride
has been so high
making me blind here to see
the one inside
Still I'm feeling sad
I know it will ease
Still I'm feeling sad
I know it will ease
It's waiting so wild
to fill all this time
Maybe I’m trying to seek
another tie
Still I'm feeling sad
I know it will ease
Still I'm feeling sad
I am sick of you You make me feel so sad Everyday I walk near you after that I'm feeling bad Hate every part of you Every little inch of you Pillow says good night But there is no escape in the dream Because you are watching me From the night From the day I'm so sad
i'm believing, i know it's true
i'm believing for you
i'm conceding this much is true
i'm conceding for you
i'm believing this time it's true
i'm believing for you
i'm conceding for you
i'm believing for you
When I’m alone in my car I keep falling apart,
My troubles start to kick in; my wounds are bleeding again,
Things no one would know, but in my car they explode,
Consumed by my memory, sometimes my worst enemy.
I’m wounded, withdrawn,
Worried, the unknown,
Discouraged, used, (can you take the pain away?)
Depression, alone. (can you take my pain away?)
I’m sad,
I’m feeling like I never have,
Can you help me?
I’m sad,
I’m feeling so bad,
Can you help me?
I feel at home in this bar; my second home is this bar,
The casual drinking is gone, and now I just pour it on.
Empty and numb,
Erosion, bitterness,
Mistreated and hurt, (can you take the pain away?)
I’m weary with the tears. (can you take my pain away?)
I’m sad,
I’m feeling like I never have,
Can you help me?
I’m sad,
I’m failing so bad,
Can you help me?
Have you ever had one of those dreams that seems to go on and on, and on and on?
Well, last night I dreamed that Jesus walked right into this bar, and looked in my eyes and said…
Rejected, betrayed,
Hated and afraid,
I suffered, crucified,
Degraded, and I died.
I’m sad,
I’m feeling like I never have,
Can you help me?
I’m sad,
I’m feeling so bad,
Can you help me?
I’m sad,
I’m feeling like I never have,
Can you help me?
I’m sad,
I’m feeling so bad,
Can you help me?
Love is full of accidents
the break is never clean.
We may not capture what we want,
just the things we need.
Untie the knots inside this mind
and set this spirit free.
There's another trail of tears;
they all lead back to me.
So sad, so sad
The things we never had
So sad, so sad, so sad.
So hide your love and guard it well,
Curse that sweet disease.
Protect every fading truth.
Brave hearts may touch their dreams.
I will always be this way.
I cannot deceive.
When I turn to face myself
You're not not here with me.
So sad, so sad
The things we never had
So sad, so sad, so sad.
Wretched are the feint of heart
when all their truths unfold.
The thieves of love they cought us out
while we were lying low.
So sad, so sad
The things we never had
It's so sad that I feel today I now live so alone all day I can't believe that chance went today 'til she left me alone since I am all alone
she did often come back to me I just didn't have her near me now I feel how much she means to me now she's gone forever now I'm alone forever
now she is gone and she'll never come back now she is gone and she'll never come back well I need you baby I need you so baby well I need you I need you I need you I need you baby
that's all baby
now she is gone and she'll never come back now she is gone and she'll never come back well I need you baby I need you so baby well I need you I need you I need you I need you so baby
Talk to me
Don't be a stranger
Be my friend
Be my angel
Hold me now
Don't wait till later
Kiss me know
Don't wait forever
Stay with me
Don't be afraid now
It's ok
Don't be that way now
We'll never know if you'll hate me
And I swear
I swear that
I swear that
You won't be sad
Won't be sad
Talk to me
Don't be a stranger
Be my friend
Be my angel
We'll never know if you'll hate me
And I swear
I swear that
I swear that
You won't be sad
Won't be sad
Hold me now
Don't wait forever
Kiss me know
Don't wait till later
We'll never know if you'll hate me
And I swear
I swear that
I swear that
You won't be sad
This is...
wrong to give you something
breaking who I am
you say there,s only a mess
so you are said that
so you can,t just give me more
You,d be absurd if you prefer hot to roll
you,re gotta go far away
you,d loose so much if you,re not anymore
you,re gotta go far away
you,d be stupid if you pretend just fall
you,ve gotta far away
you,d blues will drawn your dream or
would, you give me more
So i gotta feel what you don,t feel anymore
that is so much, then take is slow
I can drawm every new thought, I can
draw, take it slow
there,s...
worng to give you something
as a school with no faith
to straight to find a circle way
a school of shame
there,s something that could be
there,s something tomorrow,ll bring me
so someway you can save me
a school with no lights
a school with death sound
your soul can,t fade so young
now i dont care
now i feel better
only when I climb
that,s when I rise
so you can,t just give me more
so then give me more
there is maybe
there is something
together get it
sometimes you can break me
a school with no faith
a school with...
together with it
