ANNA I
And the last big town we came to was San Francisco.
Life, there, was fine, only Anna felt so tired
And grew envious of others:
Of those who pass the time at their ease and in comfort;
Those too proud to be bought,
Of those whose wrath is kindled by injustice,
Those who act upon their impulses happily,
Lovers true to their loved ones,
And those who take what they need without shame;
Whereupon I told my poor tired sister,
When I saw how much she envied them:
";Sister, from birth we may write our own story,
And anything we choose we are permitted to do,
But the proud and insolent who strut in their glory ¡ª
Little they guess, little they guess,
Little they guess the fate they're swaggering to.
Sister, be strong! You must learn to say no to
The joys of this world, for this world is a snare;
Only the fools of this world will let you go,
Who don't care a damn, don't care a damn,
Don't care a damn, will be made to care.
Don't let the flesh and its longings get you.
Remember the price that a lover must pay,
And say to yourself when temptations beset you ¡ª
What is the use ? What is the use ?
Beauty will perish and youth pass away.
Sister, you know, when our life here is over,
Those who were good to go to bliss unalloyed,
Those who were bad are rejected forever,
Gnashing their teeth, gnashing their teeth,
Gnashing their teeth in a gibbering void.";
FAMILY
Who fights the good fight and all self subdues
Wins the Palm, gains the Crown.
Yo This is going out to all my peeps locked down
Charlie Rock, LD
All my peeps who passed away, yeah
Verse 1:
I remember when we used to chill on a hill
When Forest Projects, used to be Godsville
Brothers was wilin, others was cool
Some hit the island, some smoked fools
Me I chose the life of crime since day one
13 years old, already trying to cop a gun
I never understood why my pops would beat me
No matter what I did, yo he'd still mistreat me
That's why I never listened to a thing he said
And I wasn't just mad when I used to wish him dead
Instead, me and Ma Dukes kept tight
Promised that one day everything would be alright
14 Years old, cutting mad classes
Puffing on a bone, breaking car glasses
Nothing but dreams of cream on my mind
Shook motherfuckers on the block droppin dime
Everybody knew Joey Crack represented
And if I told then I'd take your life
Hey Yo, I meant it
That's the way it goes
When you deal with the real fake jacks
And get your cap peeled
CHORUS:
Hey Joey, let's just get this money
Brothas just be wilin
Hey Joey, you can't trust nobody
Brothas they been triflin
Verse 2:
Yeah Momma never said life would be so hard
sometimes i find myself alone just praying to god
Hoping that today won't be the last
I mean, Just the other day this kid I knew got blasted
(Say Word) Word, it wasn't over no cash.
It was over some broad who liked to auction off the ass
He was a cool kid, although we lost him big
If he was a real nigga, then he wouldn't have got did
Life's trife, and then you die
Nobody dies of old age, but in the hands of another guy
That's why I keeps an alibi
Juliani wants to see a brother fry
So I maintain to keep my mind peace focused
Keep the gat there in case a nigga wanna smoke this
Times are difficult on the streets of New York
It's kinda hard trying to hope for and not get caught
Blue eyes is on my back with intentions of arresting me
But they won't get the best of me
Cause riches are my destiny
CHORUS
Verse 3:
No one expected me to blow like this
What was once hand me downs
Is now the best of atanovich
Yukon Jeeps creepin through the streets
Catching the eye of every big booty cheek freak
Daten rims so shiny you can see your reflection
Green plush interior, under the seat
The heat for protection
Momma look at me now
Got a house in Long Isle for my spouse and my child
D.E.L. condos for first impression hoes
No more holes in my gibros
Strictly denim and clothes
Airwaves blasting my latest single
All up in the Mecca Club
Making Lucci while I mingle
Jingle jewels in the face of past enemies
Eat your heart out son, you never was a friend to me
CHORUS
Big Joe, South Bronx
Represeeeeeent
[ CHORUS ]
Envy
All they do is envy
Don't they know what's in me?
Don't they know I'm comin' back, swingin' for that envy
Why would they offend me?
Why they go against me?
Don't they know I'm comin' back, swingin' for that ass
Sw-swingin' for, Sw-sw-sw-swingin' for
Sw-swingin' for, sw-sw-sw-swingin' for
Mercy, mercy, mercy
Why they wanna curse me, curse me, curse me
Thirsty, thirsty, thirsty
Why they wanna curse me, curse me, curse me
[ VERSE 1 ]
Now every club promoter wanna bid like auctions
`Cus I pack shows, sell tics like Boston
Pat your back ho, why the fuck they coughin'?
Oh, I got `em sick, better get that coffin
I say coffin', you can say casket
They're so trash, where's the waste basket?
Where's my hat and where's my strait jacket?
Yup, they jackin', back to Maybachin'
Everything I do, bitches wanna do it too
I guess-guess you just skip to my lou
I just came through, I flew to St. Lou
Back to kill you, they blew like HQ
Why is it that they make Nicki a target?
Just 'cus this lil piggy went to the market
Marketing steps, they marketed sex
M-Mark it with a X, they talkin' them checks now
[ CHORUS ]
[ VERSE 2 ]
Why did envy?
Why you go against me?
When I got trendy, why you ain't commend me?
Why when I needed it, why you couldn't lend me?
Why you was secretive, frontin' like you friendly?
Why did you fear that? Held my career back
Kick it like Air Max, I don't wanna hear that
`Cus now I see-see-see-see all your run-down
Niggas better have my money by sun down
`Cus now when I come through I'm stylin' on `em
It's like I got hotter than islands on `em
They say she got colder than igloos; Did she?
I'm in a GT, she in a Mitsubishi
Just left Mr. Miyagi
Tell that bitch jump if that bitch feel froggy
`Cus I got one leg up in the middle of the ring
And that bitch better duck when that bell go DING
[ CHORUS ]
I'm me, don't you like what you see
Won't you get like me
`Cus you thought that I would die
But I'm fine
here's a taste of the seven sins
driven to distraction, waiting on your call.
i am getting trigger happy but it doesn't help at all.
no, and i can't even think, with you still in my head.
no, and i cannot do anything, i want you in my head.
envy, envy, envy.
breathless, weak i'm distracted, i wanna get under your skin.
a fever, you leave my mouth dry, but, i can't do anything.
can't stop this burning from within.
c'mon baby, c'mon baby, c'mon baby, c'mon.
fingertips in the honey dipped, you know it set my soul on fire.
from her sultry hips, to her velvet lips,
you know i couldn't get much higher.
i lose my concentration, walk around in a dream.
so come on give me some, of your reaction, i wanna know explicitly,
how it feels, so dirty sweet.
envy, envy, envy.
envy, envy, envy.
c'mon baby, c'mon baby, c'mon baby, c'mon.
too much! too much!
got struck by a lightning bolt,
between the eyes, got paralysed.
way before i realised, hypnotised,
conspiracy, mystery, the air she breathes,
controversy, i'm heading for the deep freeze.
envy, envy, envy.
envy, envy, envy.
from the east to the west,
the north to the south,
i want you so bad,
wanna turn you inside out,
i wanna all night long,
feel the sweet sensations,
sassy temptations,
I see myself with nothing to do
Nothing to show for the last year or two
I don't have much left that I can prove
I try not to dwell on past mistakes
I try not to believe my life's been a waste
But it comes to haunt me everyday
Envy fills my mind
Envy takes up all of my precious time
It leaves me with nothing else
I've lost my pride
Jealousy has become part of my life
And everyone else can tell
Suffering regrets of things that I have done
I don't feel content with second to me
How will this pan out?
Search and wish, so loud
Keep a candle burning
To each his own should learn
Before I turn in envy, I learn through sorrow
I turn in envy and go... to the wall
See how the colors run?
And feel your Sunday rest
Give me a name, bring it in, some change is for the best
I may not win the race
I may not reach the top
Or I may not live your way;
It doesn't mean I'm stuck here
We may not fit the mold
Kind of going off
Well, the medicine inside takes a stronger hold
As we turn in envy, I learn through sorrow
I turn in envy and go... to the wall
Before I burn with envy, I learn through sorrow
I burn with envy and go... to the wall
Falling - was it right?
Could you tell me - is it right
To envy
Your final escape
Well I spent all year packing on the make-up
Spent all year waiting for your call
And when it didn't come
I was nailed, I was nailed
And when it didn't come
It left me standing
Feet nailed to the floor
How were we
So out of sight
How could you think you were below envy
Was it right?
Falling - was it right?
Could you tell me - is it right
To envy
Your final escape
Well I spent all year packing on the make-up
Spent all year waiting for your call
And when it didn't come
I was nailed, I was nailed
And when it didn't come
It left me standing
Feet nailed to the floor
How were we
So out of sight
How could you think you were below envy
(Verse)
I've been watching you all day and night
I bet you'll make someone a perfect wife
My infatuation burns inside
I envy you and watch you in my life.
(Pre-Chorus)
I see your moving toss me, I feel it deep inside,
My mind, I can't control it, I wish I had your life.
(Chorus)
She's got everything,
I hate it cause I envy him
And he doesn't care like I do.
She's got everything,
I hate it cause I envy him
And he doesn't care like I do.
(Verse)
Walk the streets under a full moon sky
They say all the freaks come out at night.
Seems like everyone has so much more
That's why I want you to make me whole.
(Pre-Chorus)
I see your moving toss me, I feel it deep inside,
My mind, I can't control it, I wish I had your life.
(Chorus)
She's got everything,
I hate it cause I envy him
And he doesn't care like I do.
She's got everything,
I hate it cause I envy him
And he doesn't care like I do.
(Bridge)
I don't care, I'll stay here all night and wait for you.
All this is envy inside of me, I can't control.
I want you to know what it's like and feel it, too.
(Chorus)
She's got everything,
I hate it cause I envy him
And he doesn't care like I do.
She's got everything,
I hate it cause I envy him
And he doesn't care like I do.
She's got everything,
I hate it cause I envy him,
(John Bush/Dave Prichard/Phil E. Sandoval/Joey Vera/Gonzo)
I see you hand in hand with my worst enemy
I can't show the anger that I feel or the jealousy
About all I can do is watch
And wish that he hadn't caught
What I had my hands almost on
But now I'm so far gone
Envy I feel, envy I feel, envy I feel
I could end things really quick
With a bullet right to his head
But she was the one who left me
So I should get you both instead
But would I really be glad
To know I gave her the sack
And be in prison for life
Over foolish spite
Envy I feel, envy I feel, envy I feel no
Envy I feel, envy I feel, envy I feel
It's a waste-envy I feel
To live with such haste-envy I feel
[Verse 1:]
I been down the road of hard luck and heartache with hard eightballs
I've seen the men rise and how they fall
I shared broke dreams with coke fiends and now they're gone
While the self-righteous speak easy on how we're wrong
From all angles they're pissed off cause now we're on
It's like I went to bed dead and I woke up born
It's too many floors and couches that I woke up on
I could never count em all but I get choked up
When I think of all my dead friends who roped up on heroin
Shit I probably shoulda been the doped up con
I'm on some spit I rose from the bottom of the pit
Beat the shit out of these beats and beat a problem with the shit
They were saying I'm a beast when my dollars was at zip
Now I got myself a grip and they holler I should quit
Dudes are cocksucking bitches and they're swallowing my dick
Kicking dirt up on my name while they're following my clique
They root for you as an underdog, haunt you as a champion
Wishing they could be him but they're torn up cause they can't be him
That's why they try to smear me when I'm walking with the slanted grin
Every time they hear him rhyme a bunch is what their panties in
So go and pull your hands out the crack of your ass
Term and Slaine is the future, you's are back in the past
It's undeniable we carry Macs in the back of our back
It don't matter if you latins or crackers and blacks, motherfucker
[Chorus:]
Jealousy and envy are dumb ones too
So Slaine he says nothing, he keeps his cool
I feel this jealousy and envy is dumb ones tools
So Term he says nothing, he keeps his cool
Cause jealousy and envy are dumb ones too
So Slaine he says nothing, he keeps his cool
I feel this jealousy and envy is dumb ones tools
So Term he says nothing, he keeps his cool
[Verse 2:]
I got punchlines like banks, frontline like Hanks
Me and Slaine are gonna remain the most hated
Cats rocking them B hats to make it
And I ain't trying to make this erase
Cause every colour got haters, everybody that hate us
For? rush all got exactly what they paid for
So tell me what you gotta hate for
If you don't like us don't front like you do, just say so
So what a life, my gutter life is nothing nice
My mother might pray to Christ I don't take your life
But I dream hella green and permit the scene
Amphetamines, hookers spitting, Martin Luther's dream
I'm on some music shit, please don't make me shoot the shit
My ludicrous lyrics delivered up some ruthless
Easy with assignment, diesel want to find me sleeping in the parties
Probably wanna creep and leave me as a carcass
I've been honest I'm an artist, I was hated on since (when?)
Since I wrote the hardest novels in Lawrence
I can roll up on your squadron with the tool
But Term he says nothing, Term he keeps cool
Falling - was it right?
Could you tell me - is it right
To envy
Your final escape
Well I spent all year packing on the make-up
Spent all year waiting for you call
And when it didn't come
I was nailed, I was nailed
And when it didn't come
It left me standing
Feet nailed to the floor
How were we
So out of sight
How could you think you were below envy
Who fed our fire at such a young age
Good intentions coming off as rage
Taking sides turn another page
Hold another grudge
Who fed our fire and put us in our place
Independence smothered by your chase
Subtle hints to save a little face
Hold another grudge
Ambition is strong but out of focus
What are we trying to prove
One way competition
Sounds like envy looks like you
Turn me into you
Ambition is strong but out of focus
What am I trying to be
Stand still competition
i've got eyes i can see
everything's blurry
i've got ears i hear
so don't fucking worry
i've got eyes i can see
everything's blurry
i've got ears i hear
anything you think, i already know it
go behind my back and your actions expose it
didn't fool me from the start
only envy fills your heart
have you ever heard of loyalty
[chorus]
jealousy has left you with nothing, no less !
one man's agony, another's success
didn't fool me from the start
only envy fills your heart
have you ever heard of loyalty
can't find yourself, it's not in me
another man's confused by jealousy
the green eyed monster's got you in his hand
he's not real, made in the mind of a man
feeling drunk, can't set yourself free
can't deal with your insecurity
Constant competition and criticism between friends
We'll bite and fight with our might untill we win in the end
I've got one up on you, you've got one up on me
Overlooking each other's worthy qualities
I'm sorry it's got a hold of me
And I pray I can shake free
It'll damage my pride, It'll hurt me
So tangled up in envy
I lash out at you, you strike back at a chance
Low blows, anything goes at each other's expense
Choosing up teams, we're picking up sides
We try to nudge, and we won't budge an inch for our pride
Conceit, false prestige
Same old story, hunt for glory
Will I ever see humility?
And will it ever manifest in me?/
And when the damage is done, no one won
And that's our idea of fun
...enough
To overthrow his masters
Always the slave by healthy envy was driven
But is my envy still healthy
When I wish not to inherit the castles they live in
I covet not my neighbour's house
Nor his thralls or his cattle
Only the shield that they are to him
In this battle - of life
The poet looks into the mirror
Sees the signs of human action
You may look in there as well
But only see your own reflection
I envy you each day of bliss
Each lucky spell and divine kiss
That the gods bestowed upon you not me
The pictures they paint; are so utterly faint
But clear enough to stir the envy in all
Self-training classes for the consuming masses
To make us feel ugly and small
But that envy is a safe ally
Is a lie
I live with ghosts from the past
I live in fear that the next day's the last
I can't keep smiling at your games
While the world is falling down in flames
But make no mistake
I wish I could
I cannot assume ignorance
Of the suffering of man
I cannot pretend pleasure
In walking this scorched land
But make no mistake
I wish that I could
Stormtroopers of stupidity
Manipulating magic
Amazing disgrace of the human race
Sells a paradox fantastic:
That opposed to the so called blessed
You find though you do not seek
Happiness
Sometimes I even envy your conformity
It's not all happy days in the freakshow
- you know
Everything bestowed upon you not me
The pictures they paint; are so utterly faint
But clear enough to stir the envy in all
Self-training classes for the consuming masses
To make us feel ugly and small
But that envy is a safe ally
Is a lie
Still - one can dream of a time
When all the lies have been revealed
And then...
The pictures they paint;
With blood shall be stained
The nightmare of dream factories
Brought down at last
The outcasts shall be the new in crowd, you see
And their mantras a thing of the past
'Cause that envy is a safe ally
I watched you fade away,
into a sea of taillights.
My eyes still strained to this day...
Evidence of who we were,
left here along the way.
I see the truth in the tree.
I'll free you, fall away.
I'll free you, fade away. (x 2)
The world just stopped its pull,
and I could almost hear you,
crying out through the noise...
The things I thought I knew,
so close to understanding.
But now I'm dumb to the wise.
I'll free you, fall away.
I'll free you, fade away. (x 2)
I see her, perfectly clothed in white... my eyes burn...
I'll free you, fall away.
WHen i step up on the microphone,
explosive people learn to pimp
an play like they know dis
but they neva see the dynamite get firocious
ya to show dis watch while i blow dis,
from a step up on dis MC ting here good vibes i try to bring,
i try to fling,
but its time to show im not playing be a on ma back when i chat
but i know what they saying,
said a know bout me lyrically, i be a young lady
come for set the M I C on fi-are,
Take dem ravers dem higher met the evil,
say ya neva be like demon an den i neva seen lyrically ability
to put them six foot d double e p test me
i take you to your final destiny......
I got a tongue like a trigger met dem more like river bomb squad,
Den i shiver with ma bomb deliver anyone a test imma bury ya
DId ya momma neva tell ya not play with fiare?
IS it them foot dem wannabe playa?
IS it them foot dem em be a slidaa?
Have them ballin like they was town cryer,
TO be like D an so solid is their desire
But they dont know how i spit
AN they dont know that i wont quit
I put a stop to their bull shit
Make them prang like we shot get lick
AN they dont know about D,
theyll see that them badmind only
Make me more determined to succeed
Dynamaite so solid say fuck the envy...
They dont know bout my crew
They dont know what i do
They dont know about my flow
THey dont know where i go
EVerybodys gettin down to the sound of the s o s o l i d
Be wannawannabe wannawannabe DARKSYDE
EVerybodys gettin down to the sound of the s o s o l i d
Be wannawannabe wannawannabe DYNAMITE
If you wanna go deeper than this
yeah im talkin about back in the day
when i neva had shit never rolled with my clique,
an i never been rollin around with my hand on my stick
now im bussin em quick,
GUns in my hits an my clips an the bricks an im touchin the tips,
cuz im frozen from head to toe chasin cartier baguettes an im feelin
this shit,
cuz i been here from day an i know that im real in this shit,
are you lyrically fit?
challenge me right now on the stage with a mic in your hand to a beat you
can pick
ASher Ds never fadin no way an my flow is too sick,
An i keep a full clip waitin to exhale on the niggaz thats got all the lip,
So mind when you trip, when you feel that your trippin its me that is makin
you trip,
Keep your mind on your shit, when i tell you to jump you jump until i say to
sit,
EH yo ash (what)
You wanna chillin in ma T,
Iced out when people see me,
Think again can they really see me?
Dont chat shit cuz i can see you but you cant see me
I wanna feel merry but im feelin her cunt feelin ma belly
No sess no murf no smelly or was i drunk come bounce on ya merry
its gettin messy,
You better wait for the next part,
Megaman get too dark so dark
Megaman get I dark you dark
When Megaman talk then you talk..we talk
well ma names MEgaman they say mega cant talk the talk
that they talk prepare to get dark,
Are you ready to get cursed?
But first me an ma shadow exchanged verse
listen i said shadow shall i fuck that bitch?
He said no megaman keep your eye on your shit
an i said shadow shall i kidnap man ?
he said no megaman dont you understand
i can take you out over your sleep
But im startin to think that your hatin me
Cuz my head is hot and my hands itchy
AN i dont like the smell of PHD
Dont take the piss ya naa
im gettin sick ya naa
WHen you was broke you know that i bought ya
Like a bitch in the corner
scopin me out you know that i taught ya
Sellin ma flow im the star of the show
When you out to get bookies i be slammin it o like
soon damaged im out the window no trace when i dusst
i dusss when i go
I dont give a shit so check that
everyday see ya neva know mega wreck that
You bust mine i bust yours to sawdust
so when you out take a deep look at your daughter
Mega are you a friend or an enemy?
Execution is a tendancy in my vocabulary
are you feelin me?
I took ya to ice that you never will see
ASher D stick to reality
who was you shottin for ? (eh mega) see
who got you bookies? (but mega) see
so who made you dough? (eh listen mega) see
you thinkin you wouldve made it without me,
then you gettin too brave competin with me,
Asher D your diminished come down the mic thats right
You give me physical pain
With the words you say
Just to see your face
Why don´t you fuck of and leave
See all this ruined
What the fuck are you doing?
Is this all what you get!
Destroy & regret ...
I don´t want another conversation
Had enough of your fucking competition
No more- you reach the edge
Go-Go fuck yourself
Envy
Envy
Envy
Envy
You have no life
So you wanna take mine
But you never will be
What you cannot be
Look at me now you fuckin looser
Feel the anger feel the power
You were always fake
You make me hate
Envy
Envy
Envy
ME:
It makes me feel so bad when
I see you glad
It makes me feel so evil,
Ask me no reasons
All I've got left is wretched.
Dying or dead
How can lips hear to smile when tasting this poison?
Tell me
Teach me
Can't you?
Then I'll show you
I'll show you what is like
To be buried alive
And how uneasy can be
Decomposition
Beware of my eye stalking
Sucking you dry
One gaze of mine may bring out death as reflection
Hush!
Time to die
I've laid my eye on you
But it feels like
Death-row instead of gardens
Raping instead of candy
Hatred instead of kissing
God take away this envy
Envy!
Your life must be perfect
You were born a star
My friends always tells me
Just how wonderful you are
You know every pick-up line
That works tonight
Or is it that mysterious charm
And your jeans so tight
It's you I envy, it's you I envy
It's you I so secretly adore
Your days must be splendid
And the nights a treasure
My friends always dream
Of your presence and pleasure
They add you to the seven wonders
Of the world
And that's pretty neat for a boy or a girl
It's you I envy, it's you I envy
Ready for a show something you'll never see.
Trannylicious in the house
Break it down JB
(Verse 1)
Hahahaha,
It's Johnnyboy bitches are they ready? Okay...
(Chorus)
Envy, Lust, Greed, and Pride
That's my life, No truths, No fucking lies. (x2)
(Verse 1)
Just 3 years ago, I started rockin' hard
Now my shit is so hot the world can see I'm a star
All my haters out there that wouldn't rep for me
All seem to know me now when my stilettos hit the street
Bitches wanna be me, Bitches wish the knew me,
Bitches keep on talking, while Pedos keep on stalking.
Bitches always ask "Why are you so effin hot?"
Why don't you ask you're boyfriend?
Apparently you're not! (apparently you're not) (x3)
I know it's a shame you'll never forget my name
He'll be all up in your bed but I'm the picture in his head (yup)
(Chorus)
Envy, Lust, Greed, and Pride
That's my life, No truths, No fucking lies. (x2)
(Verse 2)
Don't mean to be blunt but JB is in the front
Bitches gather all around AM, JB gonna hit the town
Bitches need to fall back
They need to understand
That Johnny Boy is here
And I'm gonna take your man
If you think I'm joking,
I'll help you understand
I'll knock your ass the fuck out out,
Have fun in neverland.
Have fun in neverland.
And I'm gonna take your man!
(Chorus)
Envy, Lust, Greed, and Pride
That's my life, No truths, No fucking lies (x2)
[Verse 1:]
Your girl be on me
Like she's never seen nobody like me
I'm the worst one of them all
I am your girlfriend's bestie
Hate me! uh oh
I wish you'd test me
Cause a chic like me
Don't ride no beat
I fuck it, like your girl, and leave
Yea, I be on that POP shit
But I still can pop shit
And if you ain't with it
You can go ahead and quit it
I'm the hot topic
And I ain't gon' stop it
I be on some hot shit
And yes, I hang with the best
Cause I'm better than the rest
So watch it
That chic go hard on the track
Spit the fire, she mean
A dozen chics in the back
Start to lookin' like me
Hold up, these hater's on their job
Talkin' bout, "She can't sing".
There is no need to retire,
I want you to HATE me.
[Hook: x2]
Girl now you see me
You wanna eNVy
You wanna be me
Girl, that's that eNVy
Girl put your eNVy on
Girl, throw yo eNVy on
[Verse 2:]
I got a slick ass tongue
Thanks to where I'm from
I got a mean alter-ego
It's over when she comes
C-call me two faced
You either play or get played
They're lookin' my way
Now watch your smile fade away
Cause I'm a mean shit talker
I'm a bad muther, uh huh
Got a cold reputation
Go on and, stop ya playin'
Call me wonder girl
I'm as mad as a hatter
Your time is over, girl
You think you bad? Bitch, I'm badder
Gimme your best shot,
I'm bullet proof
Shot gun
I'm bullet proof
Top notch
The joke's on you
Cause a chic this hot
Is over due
Can't help but see you wanna be like me.
Your imitation's showing signs of eNVy.
[Hook: x2]
Girl now you see me
You wanna eNVy
You wanna be me
Girl, that's that eNVy
Girl put your eNVy on
Speak to me of things that interest only me
Speak to me of things like names that I should use
Speak to me of things that I want
The only thing we don’t
Speak to me again
Speak to me of books that I should read,
Speak to me and call my by a secret name
Speak to me of thirst
And speak to me of greed
I don’t want more than this
Speak to me again
I think I’m pulling you through the wires
I think I hear you in my sleep
I think we talk when no one hears
But you’re far to quiet in my head
Speak to me of thirst and speak to me of greed
I don’t want more than this
Speak to me again
Speak to me, I want much more than this
Someday maybe I'll know,
what's behind that window.
And I'll be on the inside,
looking out at the lonely night.
And I'll be by your side,
we'll hang the Christmas lights.
Get lost in better times,
if only in my mind.
CHORUS
Feel my heart start bursting with envy,
cause I'm still in the dark.
Feel my heart start bursting with envy,
cause I'm still in the dark.
Someday maybe I'll learn,
the comfort of strangers.
And I won't feel the winters blade,
looking out at the lonely night.
Cause I'll be by your side,
we'll hang the Christmas lights,
get lost in better times.
If wishes came trues,
I'd be in there with you.
CHORUS
Feel my heart start bursting with envy,
cause I'm still in the dark.
Feel my heart start bursting with envy,
cause I'm still in the dark.
Feel my heart start bursting with envy,
cause I'm still in the dark.
Feel my heart start bursting with envy,
You wear your little green shirt
Tucked into your little green skirt
You tried to reject me
You're wicked just like envy
And you tried to know my friends
Tried to make them understand
But you had me in your fingers
Your dirty little finger
You tried to offend me
You're wicked just like envy
Just like envy
Just like envy
And you tried so hard to get me
Envy baby!
And you tried to know my friends
Tried to make them understand
But you had me in your fingers
Your dirty little finger
You tried to offend me
You're wicked just like envy
Just like envy
Just like envy
And you tried so hard to get me
Envy baby!
Just like envy
Just like envy
And you tried so hard to get me
Something struck me hit me right between the eyes
And it's not love, no it's envy and it comes as no surprise
So please release me, so I can find my night
(You won't release me, and I can't find my night)
Something knocked me, took the rug from 'neath my feet
And it's not help, it's hinder, in attempt of my defeat
Hahahaha.
It's Johnny Boy, bitches
Envy, lust, greed, and pride
That's my life. No truths; no fucking lies.
Envy, lust, greed, and pride
That's my life. No truths; no fucking lies.
Bitches wanna be me. Bitches wish the knew me.
Bitches keep on talking, while Pedos keep on stalking.
Bitches always ask 'Why are you so effin hot?'
Why dont you ask your boyfriend?
Apparently you're not!(Apparently you're not.)
Envy, lust, greed, and pride
That's my life. No truths; no fucking lies.
Envy, lust, greed, and pride
That's my life. No truths; no fucking lies.
Bitches need to fall back.
They need to understand,
that Johnny Boy is here,
and I'm gonna take your man.
If you think I'm joking,
I'll help you understand.
I'll knock your ass the fuck out;
Have fun in Neverland.
Have fun in Neverland.
and I'm gonna take your man!
Envy, lust, greed, and pride
That's my life. No truths; no fucking lies.
Envy, lust, greed, and pride
That's my life. No truths; no fucking lies.
It's Johnny Boy, bitches
I'm drawn to you, I can feel your desire
Darkness falls, I can't turn back
Satisfy the hunger, satisfy the need
Two breaths, that's all I ask
Together, our love can breathe
Your lips, wet with longing
Your eyes, disbelieving
Your caress, a breath away
At this moment, the world is sleeping
One kiss, eternally
One kiss, nocturnally
One lie only lasts one night
Sleep, my love, now sleep
Contemporary fools with gold in their eyes
Asking too many questions
And telling too many lies