I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
Care if I'm old
I don't mind
I don't mind
I don't mind
I don't mind
mind
Don't have a mind
Get way
Get way
Get way
Get way
Get way
Way from your home
I'm afraid
I'm afraid
I'm afraid
I'm afraid
Fraid, of a ghost
Even if you have
Even if you need
I don't mean to stare
We don't have to breed
We can plant a house
We can build a tree
I don't even care
We could have all three
You and I moving in the dark
Bodies close but souls apart
Shadowed smiles and secrets unrevealed
I need to know the way you feel
Refrain:
I'll give you everything I am
And everything I want to be
I'll put it in your hands
If you could open up to me oh
Can't we ever get beyond this wall
'Cause all I want is just once
To see you in the light
But you hide behind
The color of the night
I can't go on running from the past
Love has torn away this mask
And now like clouds like rain I'm drowning and
I blame it all on you
I'm lost - God save me...
[Refrain]
God save me...
...everything I am
And everything I want to be
Can't we ever get beyond this wall
'Cause all I want is just once
Forever and again
I'm waiting for you, I'm standing in the light
But you hide behind
The color of the night
Please come out from
Ill find my spot in the world if it takes forever.
One day ill bring all the spots in the world together.
Ill find one spot or 2 or 3,
Ill find the spot thats meant for me
Ill find my spot in the world if I believe it
And when I do you know im never gonna leave it
It is the spot where rainbows start.
Ill find spot inside your heart.
It could be under my nose or across the ocean.
Take all my strength and my emotion.
Deeper than the eye can see,
Find the spot thats meant for me
Ill find my spot in the world if it takes forever.
One day ill bring all the spots in the world together.
Ill find one spot or 2 or 3,
Ill find the spot for me.
Ill find my spot in the world,
Tears, money, honey on my bread
Sugar on my pillow, songs in my head
Head to the church, I love to repent
Say what I mean when it's not what I meant
Oh I wanna lay in bed on Monday
Wearing a diamond studded hat
Live a good life, a full life, do it all again
Love one man forever, who's a thousand men
Chorus:
I want what I want
I want it now
I feel what I feel
Don't bring me down
I know what I know
I don't know how
I want what I want and I want it now
I want to lead, follow, wallow in the mud
Do it for my Daddy, do it for God
God knows, am I getting it wrong?
But who the hell cares when you're gettin' it on?
Oh I want something to believe in
When it all comes crashing down
Remake the world, no pain or violence
Turn up the volume, 'til there's a total silence
(Repeat chorus)
So take me to an angel
Who has seen it all before
'Cause tonight I need an angel
To come walking through my door
Do it for my Daddy, do it for God
God knows, am I getting it wrong?
But who the hell cares?
I'll shake it baby
I'll break it baby
I'll stoke it baby
I'll choke it baby
I'll slam it baby
Wham bam it baby
God damn it, but I won't be your boomerang bang
Chorus:
Boomerang bang
Your boomerang bang
I've got my hands and my face and my knees on the floor
This is reality baby
And nothing more
I'll grab it baby
I'll stab it baby
I'll pump it baby
I'll dump it baby
I'll stone it baby
Handbone it baby
Lease, rent, and own it
But I won't be your boomerang baby
Holding back cause there's nowhere to go
Hearing things that I don't want to know
But the rumour flies high, somehow it seems to get
Back to my heart, and it lies
They say things that I don't understand
And I know they have got the upperhand
But the rumour flies high, somehow it seems to get
Back to my heart, and lies
And oh but I believe
The rumour can turn it all around,
Yaeh the rumour can knock you to the ground,
Oh rumour, well hold on baby and let's not cry
Cause somehow its seems to get back to my heart and lies
Did you hear the rumour
Holding back cause there's nowhere to go
They say whatever he can't see well he'll never know,
But the rumour flies high, somehow it seems to get
Back to my heart, and it lies
Oh but I believe
The rumour can turn it all around,
Yeah the rumour can knock you to the ground,
Oh rumour, well hold on baby and let's not cry
Cause somehow its seems to get back to my heart and lies
It lies, and gets right back to you
And oh but I believe
The rumour, can turn it all around,
Oh the rumour, can knock you to the ground,
Oh rumour, well hold on baby and let's not cry
Cause somehow its seems to get back to my heart and lies
Did you hear the rumour
Yes it lies
Did you hear the rumour
Yes you lied
Little girls in pretty boxes
High tech sweat and younger skin
We were all delicious and smelled of Arpege
I buzzed my killer in
Bring me the head of Jerry Garcia
Super sex on water skis
Iced decaf and mocchaccino
And a hooker by the grinder please
Chorus:
Magazine, know what I mean
You go on and on about stuff I've never seen
Magazine, stuck to my hand
The boys don't ever get it
But the girls all understand
Angel, waffle, women are weird
Tighten up your tail
Throw her on the linoleum and
Harpoon her like a whale
Dad's on drugs, Bristish sex
A rollicking good time
Trust fund kids
When men are pigs
Just cook that little swine
(Repeat chorus)
Missionary position, politician
Young girls in the world's oldest profession
Beauty, health, fashion, food
And the books and and sex and art and news
The boys don't ever get it but the girls all understand
(Repeat chorus)
Magazine
Rip it up and just throw it away
Rip it up and just throw it away
Rip it up and just throw it away
Magazine, still stuck to my hand
The boys don't ever get it
Could've been a politician
Tell people what to do
With intellectual vision
Hell, I could lie to you
Could've been the inspiration
For a love song or a prayer
Maybe start a new religion
Would anybody really care?
Chorus:
Could've been, should've been
Could've been me somehow
Could've been, should've been
Could've been me
Well, I'm not gonna get caught sittin' about
Waitin' for the world to go 'round
It's gonna be me, gonna be me
Not should've, it's gonna be me
Somehow, yeah yeah
Somehow, yeah yeah
Could've been on television
Just one more talking head
Sell you an apparition
Buy this and you'll wind up dead
If there's a God above
I shouldn't be so bad
It's open to interpretation
The best time that we never had
(Repeat chorus)
You beat yourself over the things you say
And someone else is losing their life today
Before you walk away
Start givin' it up
Livin' it up
'Til you drop
Diddle it up
Diddle it up
Up 'til you
Hey hey
Chorus:
And I'm sending you the sky
And I'm sending you the sea
And it's all for you, for you
From me, from me, from me
And I'm sending you to heaven
Heaven has no jealousy
And it's all for you, for you
From me, from me, from me
Sending you a picture of my bed
Sending you a picture of a gun
Sending you a picture of the voice in my head
(Repeat chorus)
Sending you my coat to keep you warm
Sending you a letter with a bomb
A bomb
Sending you a picture of the calm before the storm
(Repeat chorus)
And I'm sending you to heaven
Heaven has no misery
And it's all for you, for you
From me, from me, from me
Under the junk mail in the hallway
It waits for you
A kiss from me
(Repeat chorus)
And I'm sending you to heaven
Heaven has no sodomy
And it's all for you, for you
From me, from me, from me
And I'm sending you the sky
Well I admit, I tell white lies
And I admit, I dramatize everything hat I do
Well, I admit, I am headstrong
And I admit, I act too young
But for the bad in me, there's good to offer you
Oh, but the girl you see, slips her number into pockets,
And lets her love fly off like rockets, to the moon,
Well baby there's no room,
For the girl you see, she's not anything no not like me,
If you really think that I could lead you on -
Well you read me wrong, so wrong, so wrong.
Well I admit, I just don't care
And I admit I sometimes stare, but usally it's at you
Well I admit I tend to cry
And I admit I don't know why,
But for the bad in me there'sgood to offer you.
Oh, but the girl you see, slips her number into pockets,
And lets her love fly off like rockets, to the moon,
Well baby there's no room,
For the girl you see, isn't anything no not like me,
If you really think that I could lead you on -
Well you read me wrong, so wrong, so wrong.
You read me wrong, so wrong, so wrong.
So I'm caught in a trap and don't know what to do
So tell me, can't you see all that matters now,
Is me, and you,
But it's no use baby cause, oh
Well baby there's no room, for the girl you see,
Isn't anything no not like me,
If you really think that I could lead you on -
Well you read me wrong, so wrong, so wrong.
You're in the doors that keep revolving
The sirens that keep screaming
You're in the flashing of the headlights
The things that i'm believing
You're in the water that I'm drinking
The sound of 911
The walls that protect me
From the damage that you've done
In this world you are with me
Chorus:
But I walk this earth alone
And all I've ever known
Is you are right beside me
If I love you for a day
Then blow my life away
Could I leave you behind me
You're in the crashing of the windows
The angels 'round the ceiling
You're in the fire in my belly
The fucked-up way I'm feeling
You're in the warning on the label
The pills that disappear
The whines as I'm talking
The words you'll never hear
In this world you are with me
Chorus:
You make me laugh
You make me cry
You make me roll around the floor until I die
God only know the reason why
You make me laugh
When you're shaving off your hair
When you're in your underwear
You're smarter than the average bear
You're so impossible
Oh ooh
(Repeat chorus)
I'd like to see you naked
Before your clothes go out of style
You're so impossible
Oh ooh
See my face in the mirror and it's changing everyday
So I sing this woman's song, oh woh
This is the man who made me cry
Pretended he loved me then said goodbye
This is the man who loved me so
But I didn't love him so let him go
And, oh, but I feel so ashamed
But now I know how much I've gained by
This woman's song
The good, the bad, the sadness, it can make you strong
This woman's song
There's a method in my madness so I'll carry on
This woman's song
This is the man who rocked the boat
Yeah, I never know how I stayed afloat
And this is the man who gave the ring
Sure knew how to make my heart sing
And, oh, but I feel so ashamed, so ashamed
But now I know how much I've gained by
This woman's song
The good, the bad, the sadness, it can make you strong
This woman's song
There's a method in my madness so I'll carry on
This woman's song
See my face, in the mirror
Well, it's changing everyday
So I sing this woman's song
Everything that I did wrong
Gonna throw it all away
This woman's song
The good, the bad, the sadness, it can make you strong
This woman's song
There's a method in my madness so I'll carry on
This woman's song
The good, the bad, the sadness, it can make you strong
This woman's song
There's a method to my madness so I'll carry on
This woman's song
This woman's song
This woman's song
vanessa's father, who liked to be alone,
creating works of art,
which he'd paint in a cottage made of stone.
one day I crept inside, and I was unaware,
of what I was going to find,
well the pictures they opened up my mind.
I saw sculptured of young lovers intertwined,
and on their bodies he had signed his name,
so I left that place, with a different look upon my face.
When I was fifteen, he had a certain charm,
the way he smiled at me, and the way that he'd gently touch my arm.
and somehow we would always be alone,
when it was time to take me home and so we'd speed through the
countryside,
in his convertible we'd ride.
Vanessa's father was driving me home at night,
and I never said a word, oh but somehow we just got here,
her father, was driving me home at night,
when I think back to then, I would count the days till I could see him
again, oh no, oh no, oh no.
another weekend, strange thoughts inside of me,
is it Vanassa, whom I am really going there to see,
I'd smoke a cigarette, I thought so secretly,
but the door it gently opened and he stood there smiling down at me.
Then he pushed me backwards against the wall,
I looked up cos hes so tall and then he stared into my eyes,
and kissed me so hard, I cried.
Vanassa's father, was sleeping with me at night,
and I never said a word, oh but somehow we just got here,
her father, was sleeping with me at night,
when I think back to then, I would count the days till I could go there
again,
oh no oh no, oh no.
The shaft of light would fall against my skin,
that would seem sensual to him but I am too young to use these
qualitiess,
you bitch, I must be evil I must be tainted,
he breathed against the girl hes painted a thousand times I gave up,
and put out to him.
now this is present time, look back on history,
oh and it seems so clear, everything has been planned out for me,
my husband smiles at me, sends love for me to see,
I can't regret my past,
cos,
I was walking barefoot on St. Paul's bridge
When I saw a man talking to God
He was round and handsome
Anachronistically
A little odd
I overheard his conversation
He said, "I can't live in a world devoid of love."
And the voice, the voice was so familiar
It was the voice of Peter Ustinov
"Peter," I whispered from the shadows
"We've all been damaged by the 20th century
A man like you can talk to God
But can you spare a word for me?
For I have loved you since the time
I saw you in 'The Mouse that Roared'."
"That was Peter Sellers, my dear.
Go away," he implored
Chorus:
"See, I used to be Ustinov
But used to's no good enough for me
See, I used to be Ustinov
But used to's not good enough for me."
The I blurted out "Quo Vadis"
"Topkapi," ooh yeah "Evil Under The Sun."
He waved his hand, "It's too late for that.
As you said, the damage has been done."
Then he lifted his body up
To throw himself to a watery grave
"Peter," I yelled
"What about 'Billy Budd'
The innocent no one could save?"
(Repeat chorus)
"So tell me what you're dying for
Have you been so disrespected?"
He winked at me and said, "'Billy Budd.'
I wrote, starred, and directed."
Then he bowed and kissed my hand
And said, "What was I thinking of?"
And walked away into the night
The night I saved Peter Ustinov
"You used to be Ustinov
But used to's still good enough for me
You used to be Ustinov
Softly, gently, I will let you down
Cause I don't love you in the same way now
I can hold you but not with lover's arms
Cause you are more of a brother to me now
And I can lie next to you, but I can't lie to you
So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain,
For you the future's easy, so don't weep, for me it's getting
Steep
I loved you for exactly who you are,
And I'd say you've come the nearest yet by far,
And I can lie next tou you, but I can't lie to you
So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain,
For you the future's easy, so don't weep, for me it's getting
Steeper and in the dark that's where I want to be
Deeper, I'm going somewhere you won't want to see...
So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain,
For you the future's easy, so don't weep
Yes I will watch you,
Walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain drops
For you the future's easy, so don't weep
For me it's getting
I saw the river today and it made me feel okay,
But I never ever had a lot to say,
Reading a book take a look at a boat go by,
oh, oh, oh, oh I sigh -
I've been throwing a coin into the river
Make a wish as I watch the water quiver,
Now and then i go walking by the river of time,
Leaving all my thoughts behind
I saw the river today and it made me feel free,
Oh tell me what is happening to me,
I catch my reflection and suddenly see,
The woman the girl couldn't be
So I'm throwing my youth into the river,
Make a wish as I watch the water quiver,
Now and then i go walking by the river of time,
Leaving all my thoughts behind
Winter comes and goes, and the wind it blows,
Still the water flows, and everybody knows,
Come the summertime all the churches chime
For thye river of time
I saw the river today and I started to cry,
Cause the promise it made was a lie,
Stumbling brook you're a crook, take a look and see
See what you've done to me
So I'm throwing my heart into the river,
Forget the wish that you never could deliver,
Now and then I go walking by the river of time,
Leaving all my thoughts behind
Winter comes and goes, and the wind it blows,
Still the water flows, and everybody knows,
Come the summertime all the churches chime
For thye river of time
So I'll keep throwing a coin into the river,
Forget the wish that you never could deliver,
Now and then I go walking by the river of time,
Leaving all my thoughts behind
Rain coming down on my windowpane, and I don't mind
Rain coming down on my windowpane, and I don't mind
And a million umbrellas are reaching for the sky
Nothing's gonna get me down, nothing's gonna get me down
Rain coming down on my windowpane, and I don't mind
And he doesn't even recall my name, but I don't mind
When the midnight cinderellas are wishing they were dry, so I am
Nothing's gonna get me down, nothing's gonna get me down
Well I'm gonna waltz to the river
Watch the rain coming down, oh no
Well I'm gonna waltz to the river
Watch the rain coming down,
And he'll never now I'm here
On this earth, at this place, at this time
Rain coming down on my windowpane, and I don't mind
And I know that I'll never feel the same, but I don't mind
And the weatherman has told me it'll rain until July (tell me why)
Nothing's gonna get me down, nothing's gonna get me down
Well I'm gonna waltz to the river
Watch the rain coming down, oh no
Well I'm gonna waltz to the river
Watch the rain coming down,
And he'll never now I'm here
On this earth, at this place, at this time
Oh oh I've been running in the rain,
I've been running in the rain,
I soaked you up, you sqeezed me dry, ah, oh
Drowning in your lies, running, running in the rain
Well I'm gonna waltz to the river
Watch the rain coming down, oh no
Well I'm gonna waltz to the river
Watch the rain coming down,
And he'll never now I'm here
I wish that I was you
I wish that you were dead
I wish I was alive
At least inside your head
I'll set fire to the past
Park across the street
And sit and watch it burn
I saw you on a train
The train was heading south
South of you and me
And me, I shut my mouth
The churches that we build
We burn - and burn and burn and burn
and burn again
We burn - and burn and burn and burn
and burn again
I wish the kid was grown
And walking on this earth
Looking just like you
And looking like myself
The bridges that we build
We burn - and burn and burn and burn
and burn again
We burn - and burn and burn and burn
and burn again
And burn and burn and burn
and burn again
And burn and burn and burn
and burn again
I wish that I was you
I wish that you were dead
I wish I was alive
At least inside your head
I'll set fire to the past
Park across the street
And sit and watch it burn
And burn and burn and burn
and burn again
We burn - and burn and burn and burn
and burn again
We burn - and burn and burn and burn
and burn again
And nothing you can do
Nothing you can say
I only miss when I’m breathing
I only need you when my heart is bleeding
You are the color that I’m living
I only miss when I’m breathing
This ain’t no ordinary feeling
You are the only thing that I believe in
I know you’re coming back to me and
I will be waiting here for you to the end
I only miss when I’m breathing, yeah
I only miss when I’m breathing, yeah
I only miss when I’m breathing, yeah
I need you baby, for you …
I only miss when I’m breathing, yeah
And now I’m staring at the ceiling
I may be silent but my heart is screaming
It’s getting hard and so deceiving
I only miss when I’m breathing
I only miss when I’m breathing, yeah
I only miss when I’m breathing, yeah
I only miss when I’m breathing, yeah
I need you baby, for you …
I only miss when I’m breathing, yeah
It's all coming back to me now darlin'
The things that I hide from are here
I used to run around late at night
Giving myself up without a fight
But now I see it, I see it clear
The truth is here, So come on hold me tight
'Cause I was not a child afraid of darkness
But an Adult Afraid Of The Light
It's all coming back to me now darlin'
The shadows I held in my arms
But my arms were weak, I let them slip away
Leaving me to face another day
And now I see it, I see it clear
The truth is here, So come on hold me tight
'Cause I was not a child afraid of darkness
But an Adult Afraid Of The Light
Opening, Open, Opening, Open every door
When It's A and not PM, I see
Now I see it clear the truth is here
Adult Afraid Of The Light
The truth is here, So come on hold me tight
'Cause I was not a child afraid of darkness
But an Adult Afraid Of The Light
Yes the truth is here, So come on hold me tight
'Cause I was not a child afraid of darkness
But an Adult Afraid Of The Light
Oh the truth It's all coming back
So long war
Rock 'n' roll has not been heard before
In their long black cars
Technicolor movies for the stars
I wish I'd learned to dance the way my parents dance
It seems I always try to lead the man
'Cause I can
I wish that I was 25 back then
London's high
Marianne is faithful to the sky
And a brand new beat
Floating from a room across the street
It wasn't only Armstrong up there on the moon
It seemed everybody's head was in the sky
Sometimes I
I wish that I was 25 back then
What I need is Jean Picard
To teach my how to fly
Get to meet whatever's up there
Watching from the sky
Bring back a new cigarette
That doesn't make you die
Don't want a super highway
Just want a super high
Sometime I
I wish that I was 25 back then
Sure as the wind blows, we will meet in America
Sure as the sun will keep shining, we will meet in America
When you sleep tight for me it's the morning light
So I'll cross these waters, to be with you in America
Such a long, long time since I've been to America
So sleep tight til I am by your side
I can fly, dreaming through this sky
Or sail today from this bay
And I'll be there for you
'Cause I love you, so let's meet in America
Sure as I want to be, oh with you in America
London's chime sings me a different time
I can fly, dreaming through this sky
Or sail today from this bay
And I'll be there for you, 'cause I love you
When you sleep tight, for me it's the morning light
Sure as the wind blows, we will meet in America
Sure as the sun will keep shining, we will meet in America
Sure as I want to be, oh with you in America
He says he'll never love another girl
And I'm so sure of his sincerity 'cause he has never lied to me
And oh, he'll feel a fool if I should go
And tonight when I am softly sleeping think of him 'cause he'll be weeping
Ain't no point in dreaming 'bout things he never said
At least he's not concealing what's really in his head
My jeans I want them back, hear his sweet words of goodbye
My jeans I want them back, bringing tears to my eyes
My jeans I want them back, hear his sweet words of goodbye
My jeans I want them back, them back, them back
I can't ignore the look that's in his eyes
Oh, yes he's promised me fidelity, forsaking all his dignity
He cries, and holds his arms out open wide
And I go running in between them, the dream suddenly dies
There's no point in longing for things he'll never do
No use in prolonging what I know isn't true
My jeans I want them back, hear his sweet words of goodbye
My jeans I want them back, bringing tears to my eyes
My jeans I want them back, hear his sweet words of goodbye
My jeans I want them back, them back, them back
Thinking clearly, why am I wasting time with you?
Thinking clearly, whenever I say that we are through
Ooh, we're through, you just say we are through
You know I love you, love you, love you
My jeans I want them back, hear his sweet words of goodbye
My jeans I want them back, bringing tears to my eyes
My jeans I want them back, hear his sweet words of goodbye
My jeans I want them back, them back, them back
My jeans I want them back
My jeans I want them back
I thought i knew what love was like
the fairytale, the masquerade
you proved me wrong and made me learn
in simple terms, take me to the church
The dreams i dreamt have lost their spice
the goals i made i'll sacrifice
the car, the house, the millionaire
i don't care, just take me to the church
oh i'll...
Chorus:
forget the white mercedes, lords and ladies
the secret safe behind the door, marble on the floor
forget the house in mayfair, we'll live somewhere
keep saving up the bus fare, to take me to the church
My friend's words didn't mean a thing
she'd show me how her perfect ring
which cost a grand would compliment
her tiny hand, take me to the church
And in my dreams, he'd write a check
and slip a diamond 'round my neck
and love would stand where it could see
and laugh at me, take me to the church
oh i'll...
Chorus:
forget the white mercedes, lords and ladies
the secret safe behind the door, marble on floor
forget the house in mayfair, we'll live somewhere
keep saving up the bus fare, to take me to the church
Bridge:
when you were just a step away, well i feel so lonely
and now i know the time is right for this matrimony
i'm gonna love you till i die
i wanna tell the world the reason why
oh i'll...
Chorus:
forget the white mercedes, lords and ladies
the secret safe behind the door, marble on the floor
forget the house in mayfair, we'll live somewhere
Too bad, no storm in my tea-cup
It's so sad, my stockings they have no runs
I look up, no smoke in the chimney
By the lamplight I promise this room
Anywhere the wind blows, Anywhere the sea breaks
Anywhere the earth quakes, Let this world explode
Take me to a new place, with nothing in my suitcase
I'll Go, Anywhere the wind blows
Anywhere the wind blows, I'll go
I stand, no perfume, no makeup
It's me, so what if my face is bare
Dressed up in my father's old sweater
I slam the door and run down the stairs
Anywhere the wind blows, Anywhere the sea breaks
Anywhere the earth quakes, Let this world explode
Take me to a new place, with nothing in my suitcase
I'll Go, Anywhere the wind blows...
The rain, it straightens out my hair
There's people rushing everywhere
And buses, taxis, phones and faxes
But I'm already there
Anywehre the wind blows, Anywhere the wind blows
By the lamplight I promise this room
Anywhere the wind blows, Anywhere the sea breaks
Anywhere the earth quakes, Let this world explode
Take me to a new place, got nothing in my suitcase
I'll Go, Anywhere the wind blows