I need to tell you something, I want to get this off of me
This girl is out to hurt you and she is really nasty
Janeen will poke your eyes out, Janeen will tear your heart apart
I want to tell you something, I need to get the words out
This girl is gonna get you and she will stop at nothing
Janeen will sink her teeth in, so deeply into your skin
Janeen will make you feel like dying
Oh, she's in the movies
Oh, she's on the screen
Oh, she's like a famous person
Oh, Janeen
I saw her on the TV she was completely stupid
Her hair was a disaster, her shirt was really putrid
Janeen is nothing pretty, she looks like nothing really
She has these awful glasses, she treats us all like assholes
Janeen is so ungrateful, Janeen's a heartless bastard
Janeen will make you feel like dying
Oh, she's in the movies
Oh, she's on the screen
Oh, just like a famous person
Oh, Janeen
Janeen
Be my lover, be my baby, be my wonderdrug
Be my flower, weeping silver tears on
a rusted heart
Don't say a word, just let me kiss it
all away
No more sorrow, no more sadness no more
Be my lover, baby you just got to want me
I don't know, can't think, not even breathing
Be my blood stained suit of armor, be my everything
Don't say you love me 'cause I don't care
I love you more than you will ever know
No more worry, no more trouble, no more sadness
And no more sorrow
Oh my heart shines when you kiss my mouth
what a sweet suprise
And I stop cold when you're in the room
And you look my way
Say my name, say my name
Be my lover. Be my, be my baby
Be my wonderdrug my wonderdrug
my wonderdrug Be my, be my baby
Be my lover
I don't know why we have to die
I don't know a thing about this life
I know the punishment don't always fit the crime
But I will get by
I will get by
I know this drinkin's gonna take me down
I feel the sin inside my body now
Oh mercy mercy forgive my lack of will
Oh I...I'm just trying to get by
I'm just trying to get by
Don't want to go to hell
Can't hardly stand myself
I'm like a weed at the side of the road
Nothing but filthy air
Gotta get out of here
I'm like a weed and you know how hard they can be to kill
And you can't kill me
I don't know why a broken heart
Can hurt you more than having your hand cut off
I've come to save you but you're already gone
Oh I will get by
Oh I will get by
(bonus track)
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Those school girl days
Of telling tales and biting nails are gone
But in my mind
I know they will still live on and on
But how do you thank someone
who has taken you from crayons to perfume
It isn't easy but I'll try
If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky
in letters that would show a thousand feet high
To Sir with love
The time has come
for closing books and long last looks must end
And as I leave
I know that I am leaving my best friend
A friend who taught me right from wrong
and weak from strong
That's alot to learn
What, what can I give you in return
If you wanted the moon I would try to make the stars
but I would rather you let me give my heart
To Sir with love
But how do you thank someone
who has taken you from crayons to perfume
It isn't easy but I'll try
If you wanted the sky I would write
across the sky in letters that would show
a thousand feet high
To Sir with love
No I will not lay down
I will not live my life like a ghost in this town
I am not lonely, swear to God, I'm just alone
I'm back on my feet
I can just close my eyes and forget everything
My house is empty every memory blown away
Oh the sound of the wind through my bones
Makes me laugh at all the bodies I kissed and never knew
Oh the sound of a lovers sympathy
Falling down to the floor just barely out of reach from me
No I will not go back
Every word that's been hiding inside of my head
Is running blindly -- look behind me nothing's left
I can sit in a room
I can hear myself breathing and be quite amused
My life is simple like the wrinkles on my skin
Oh the sound of the wind through my heart makes me glad
For all the ones that never knew my name
Oh the sound of a lovers sympathy
i know you're sleeping
i hope you're dreaming all about us
i can remember your body moving through the shadows
i have never been so in love
i thank god above that i found you darling
and i know it's a miracle
i can see into everything we are
i can't remember my past is over
i've found happiness
i have surrendered all of my yesterdays
for just one taste of this
i hear your heart beat
it's in my memory just like sugar
kiss me like candy
as warm as summer sweet as kindness
i have never been so far gone
i believe in god i believe in you
and i know when i close my eyes
i will see the light come on shining through
i can't remember my past is over
i've found happiness
i have surrendered all of my yesterdays
for just one taste of this
i can sleep at last in your arms
all i want is for you to love me back
i can't remember my past is over
i've found happiness
i have surrendered all of my yesterdays
for just one taste of this
i can't remember my past is over
i've found happiness
i have surrendered all of my yesterdays
for just one taste of this
Lived a good life
Lived a sweet life
Oh, I've had the sun on my face
I have fallen to my knees and been amazed
I have walked beneath the brilliance of a perfect sky
Oh I am saved
Saved
Lived a good life
Lived a sweet life
Oh I have a beautiful friend
I am breathless from the mercy of a smile
I am standing on the brink of the most perfect love
Oh I am saved
Saved
I am saved
I believe
I am not going to be
Like I was
I have changed
I am saved
I have bitten off the pieces that I did not want
I have torn them into tiny bits of rain
Oh the sun has dried those memories like I knew it would
Oh I am saved
Saved
I have bitten off the pieces that I did not want
I have bitten off the pieces that I did not want
right now somebody loves you
right now somebody dreams about you
right now somebody needs you
right now somebody's proud of you
proud of you
right now somebody's calling your name
right now somebody's hoping your well
right now somebody's feeling your shame
right now somebody cares if you live
right now somebody hears you
right now somebody knows who you are
right now someone is praying for you
right now someone believes in your heart
right now somebody wants to be your friend
right now somebody's thinking about you
right now someone is wondering where you are
right now you are a piece of it all
a piece of it all
a piece of it all
you are a piece of it all
Living under June, living under her
Living under June, living under her
I've got a black and white television
I've got an indigo gas oven
I've got holes in my head
Holes in my head
I've got filthy rotten wall to wall
I've got a couch made out of corduroy
My cat's dying, words flying, leaking from the shower stall
And that's not all
Living under June, living under her
Living under June, living under her
I can't believe the things I hear
Falling from the atmosphere
Sexual atrocities are happening right over me
And I can't sleep
Living under June, living under her
Living under June, living under her
Leave me now, don't hang around
Just close the door and leave the key under the plant outside
The one you bought me years ago, look how it's grown
Go away, you cannot stay here
Take your heart off of your sleeve and let me catch my breath
I hope you haven't left a thing
It's hard enough
To be here without your love
It's hard enough
Move along, you don't belong here
Wipe yourself off of my floor and let me get some sleep
I cannot keep you in my heart
It's hard enough
To be here without your
To be here without your
To be here without your love
It's hard enough
It's hard enough
Leave me now, don't hang around
i've made more mistakes than i can count upon my finger tips
i have been ashamed and i have felt as guilty as all sin
counting every tear that drops cannot account for any loss
i'll let the past remain behind me now
fill it up with goodness
i'll drink it down with love
never give up on me
i will never give up on you
you're everything i need
oh just look at what we've been through
so far so good
i have wished on every star that shot across my broken heart
i am still amazed that you came true
i have kissed a hundred lips
but none of them compare to this
i have found myself inside of you
you forgive my sad regrets
and i forgive myself
never give up on me
i will never give up on you
you're everything i need
oh just look at what we've been through
never give up on me
i will never give up on you
you're everything i need
oh just look at what we've been through
i love you
How do you cool your lips
After a summer's kiss?
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss?
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare?
How do you block the sound
Of a voice you'd know anywhere?
Oh, I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face that told me
Maybe you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive, insensitive, insensitive
How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch?
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush?
How do you free your soul
After you've found a friend?
How do you teach your heart
It's a crime to fall in love again?
Oh, you probably won't remember me
It's probably ancient history
I'm one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive
Oh, I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face that told me
Maybe you might have some advice to give
On how to be, insensitive
How to be
Insensitive
How to be
Insensitive
tell me i will never die
take away my pain
rock me gently in your arms
say that i'll remain in your keeping
brush the hair out from my eyes
read me a good story
kiss my finger tips good night
say that i can stay in your company
and i know this much is true
i have lived inside of you
you have always seen me through
while i am peacefully sleeping
you have always been my friend
i can see your beauty shining
i will love you till the end
long will i remain in your keeping
and i know this much is true
i have lived inside of you
you have always seen me through
while i am peacefully sleeping
while i am peacefully sleeping
I just don't love you
Like I used to, like before
I just don't love you the way you want me to
No, I don't love you anymore
And I've been crying
I just don't love you
Don't love you
Don't love you
Don't love you
Don't love you anymore
You lie to me
Cry to me
Crawl on your hands and your knees begging please
Well, what do you want?
What is it you need?
I've given you all that I have
I just don't love you anymore
No, I don't love you
You pull me down
Push me around
I've had about all I can take
You fooled around
Busy doing the town
Constantly leaving your bait
Yes, I've been crying over you
No, I don't love you
You lied to me
Cried to me
Crawl on your hands and your knees begging please
Well, what do you want?
What is it you need?
I've given you all that I have
I just don't love you anymore
No, I don't love you
I don't know how I'll get by without you
I'll be wrecked, I'll be ruined
I don't know how I'll get past tomorrow
I bet I'll be broken open wide
I don't think I told you, I feel terrible
I've been sitting in this chair since Sunday
In the same clothes
With unwashed hair
Nothing moving, I feel unusual
(chorus)
Holy Moses, I've been hanging over
Holy Moses, I've been burned like a cigarette
Oh Jehovah, I've been thrown a bone
And I cannot remember when I was happy
Can you feel my heart beating like a thunder ball?
Can you hear every sound I'm making in the darkness
Without breathing
Nothing moving
I feel peculiar
I don't know, I can't tell
If I am...myself
If I was a good girl, would I be here?
If I was so stupid, then what was what you did?
You were not a good thing for me
(chorus)
I don't know, I can't tell
Winter falling down on me
Icy snow blind misery
Crashing engines flashing lights
Blood stained, shirtless love shot eyes
If only the sun could break through the gray
If we could undo what's been done
If only the night could turn into day
And find us some way in love, love
Tracing angels half asleep
Counting heartbeats four feet deep
Distant sirens drawing near
Will they find me lying here
If only the sun could break through the gray
If we could undo what's been done
If only the night could turn into day
And find us some way in love, love
Frozen, broken hearted me
Haunted, wanted memories
All of them gone now I'm on my own
All of them pass miles and miles from home
Love
If only the sun could break through the gray
If we could undo what's been done
If only the night could turn into day
And find us some way in love
If only the sun could break through the gray
If we could undo what's been done
If only the night could turn into day
Hold our your heart and on it let the sun shine down
Open your mind and through it let the wisdom pour
Give me your word and I will give you all my trust
Give me a sign and I will give you all my love
(hold out your heart)
All my love
There's dirt in my mouth from kissing who
I should not dare
There's mud coming out from every rip and every tear
This thing beneath my ribs will beat me to the ground
I've got to hold out my heart, on it let the sun
shine down (got to hold out my heart)
The sun shine down
My guilty skin like gasoline is burning out a hole in me
My guilty heart lies here in ruin, in ruin,
Nobody knows me, no one will ever see
The distance between what is and what will never be
A bird will break his wings
Like a heart will cut her strings
And there isn't anything to comfort me (hold out your heart)
My guilty skin like gasoline is burning out a hole in me
My guilty heart lies here in ruin, in ruin,
A bird will break his wings
Like a heart will cut her strings
And there isn't anything to comfort me (hold out your heart)
Gasoline
Can you see my heart beating in my mouth
Thank God the bones will keep it there inside
And you won't have to see this latest casualty
And you can get yourself away from
all my demolition love
Can you hear my laugh dazed and scared to death
Thank God my thoughts ain't drifting
through the air
'Cause you would catch one there bound so
tightly to your knees
The dirt beneath your feet is all I need
to be completely mad
Yeah hey hey
Yeah hey hey
Can you picture me here in Calgary
Thank God the voices screaming in my head
would sooner wish instead than face the
bitterness of loss
I can take it now I know myself in
demolition love
Yeah hey hey
Yeah hey hey
Yeah hey hey
When I cry, I close my eyes
And every tear falls down inside
And I pray with all my might
that I will find my heart in someone's arms
When I cry, cry
When I cry
When I am sad I think of every awful thing I ever did
Oh When I cry, there is no love,
No there is nothing that can comfort me enough
When I cry,
Cry, cry
The salt inside my body ruins everyone I come close to
My hands are barely holding up my head
I am so tired of looking at my feet
Or all the secrets that I keep
My heart is barely hangin' by a thread
Hangin' by a thread
Oh look at me
At all I've done
I've lost so many things that I so dearly love
I lost my soul
I lost my pride
Oh I lost any hope of having a sweet life
So I cry,
Cry, cry
Oh the salt inside my body ruins everyone I come close to
My hands are barely holding up my head
Oh I'm so tired of looking at my feet
And all the secrets that I keep
My heart is barely hangin' by a thread
Hangin' by a thread
I miss you all
I wish I was with you now
I wish I was
Every leaf on every tree
And every drop of water in the sea
Every grain of weathered sand
That smashes itself onto dry land
Every stone and every petal
Everything that's elemental
You are never gone
Calling God
Calling out
Folded hands and bended knees
I pray for life's catastrophes
Oh Hallelujah, save us all
Rock of ages fire fall
Holy-roller roll away
Send salvation, send a saint
I am not alone
Calling God
Calling out
Calling God
Calling out
Every leaf on every tree
And every drop of water in the sea
Every grain of weathered sand
That smashes itself onto dry land
Every stone and every petal
Everything that's elemental
Every tear that hits the ground
Everything that's lost and never found
Every hill dreams of a mountain
Every heart a bleeding fountain
Every wish and every prayer
That always seems to disappear
Every leaf on every tree
And every drop of water in the sea
Beautiful pain, beautiful hurt
Beautiful face, beautiful earth
And you my love, most lovely of all
Won't fall
Beautiful heart, beautiful words
Beautiful loss, beautiful world
You my love, most lovely of all
Oh, you my love, most lovely of all
Won't fall
Wonderful days, wonderful sounds
Barely a breath it's heaven or hell
And you my love, most lovely of all
Oh, you my love, most lovely of all
Won't fall
And you my love, most lovely of all
Oh, you my love, most lovely of all
Won't fall
Beautiful pain
Beautiful pain
Beautiful pain
Anna Rebecca
Remember me, please
When you are off living your life
Anna Rebecca
I know that you'll be
Somebody's beautiful wife
Remember me at the old house
Remember my face and my laugh
Remember the days with our feet in the sand
When you are happy at last
Anna Rebecca
Remember my heart
Walking the streets of New York
And if you don't mind
Can you forgive it all?
I didn't know what I had
Remember that December night
Talking ourselves into day
Waving goodbye from the back of a cab
Please remember me that way
Please remember me that way
Please remember me that way
She was forty-four years old or so she told me
She'd been working for a man
Who paid her twenty dollars
Just to hold him
I found that very sad
Very sad
Seems like an odd job to have, I know
To love somebody
Some of us buy friends
Some of us buy houses to live in
It's all the same
We do some strange things
He was lonely and in search of some redemption
And though he paid her well
He wondered if she'd be there
In the morning
He spent all that he had
On a working girl
Seems like an odd job to have, I know
To love somebody
Some of us buy friends
Some of us buy houses to live in
It's all the same
We do some strange things
We do some strange things
Seems like an odd job to have, I know
To love somebody
Some of us buy friends
Some of us buy houses to live in
Some of us buy friends
Some of us buy houses to live in
It's all the same
We do some strange things
We do some strange things
Will you remember me when I'm gone
Will you remember me at all
I tried to be kind, I tried to be good
Will you remember me
God only knows why we try and fail
Is this heaven on earth or the fires of hell
I tried to be honest, it's hard not to lie
Will you remember me after I die
Will you remember me
Will you remember me
I've got a junkie heart in a cage of bone
I'm a scientific wonder, a sober son
I was born blue-blooded
So I've never made a cent on my own
I don't need to tell you that I'm afraid
'Cause I'll be paying for all the mistakes I've made
I tried to be thoughtful, it's hard not to be blind
Will you remember me after I'm gone
Will you remember me
Will you remember me
Will you remember me
Will you remember me
Why does everybody hurt
Every bitter sickening word breaks my heart
Why can't anybody hear
When the thunder disappears and the sun breaks free
It's time for mercy
It's time for mercy
Mercy me
Every color, every shade
Everyone an angel made from the breath of God
I'm your mother, I'm your son
I am not the other one that you love to hate
It's time for mercy
It's time for mercy
Pretty please
When the fires all burn down
When they open up the ground and put you in
I'll lay flowers on your grave
It's a little too late for sorry now
It's time for mercy
It's time for mercy
It's time for mercy
I left my kitchen window open last night
And all that fresh cold air came rushing in
It gets so damn dark down here
Sometimes I want that steel blue air
The only plant I had just up and died
I feel so bad 'cause it's my fault
It was stone bone dry
It hardly ever saw the sun
It never saw the rain come down
I got a cat so I'd have company
We seldom talk, he eats a lot
But seems to like me
My place has never been the same
I'd like to be alone again
I left my kitchen window open last night
I haven't seen the cat
He caught a midnight flight
It gets so damn dark down here
I'm not your lover
And I am not your baby no more
I'm not your girlfriend
And you don't have to tell me
'Cause I already know
You already broke me down
I'm not your perfect angel
I am not your one and only
I'm not your sweet magnolia
It's not like you never told me
Love was just a fast car
And I was just a cross on the road
Now you've got my tongue all twisted
You've got me all strung out
I'm lining up the pieces of my heart on the kitchen floor
Is that what love is?
Is that what love's all about?
I'm not your lover
And I don't think you ever loved me
I'm not your partner
And I don't think I ever could be
Love is like lightning
Thunder's what you've got when it's gone
I'm not your lover
And I am not your baby no more
I'm not your girlfriend
And you don't have to tell me
'Cause I already know
You already broke my heart
Now you've got my tongue all twisted
You've got me all strung out
I'm lining up the pieces of my heart on the kitchen floor
Tell me, is that what love is?
Is that what love's all about?
I'm not your lover
I've never seen this kind of love
The kind that won't wash away
And then leave you in the dark
I would die for you
I would die for you
I would die for you
I've never kissed a sweeter mouth
I've never been swept away
It's what dreams are made up of
Don't you know I could not survive
Without you in my life
I would die for you
I would die for you
I would die for you
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya
Yeah yeah yeah
I've never seen this kind of love
The kind that won't slip away
Yes, I'm soaring through your heart
Don't you know I could not survive
Without you in my life
I would die for you
I would die for you
I would die for you
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya
Yeah yeah yeah
I would die for you
I would die for you
Give me back my heart
It was never mine to give away
It's been taken apart one too many times
And now the pieces won't fit into place
The truth is, I know how to lie
I lie to myself all the time
I told you you could have it
But I was out of my mind
You can have any other part of me
But please give back my heart
Hearts and arrows, drawn in the snow
Heaven's angels lay down their bows
Love is weary, love is worn out
Please give back my heart
I finally fell asleep last night
I had no lover's serenade
A crescent moon had ripped the sky
And stars were falling from my eyes
A tear-soaked lullaby
God was busy healing babies' bruises
God was busy answering prayers
God was busy cleaning a wounded earth
God was busy picking you off the ground
Hearts and arrows, drawn in the snow
Heaven's angels lay down their bows
Love is weary, love is worn out
Please give back my heart
Hearts and arrows, drawn in the snow
Heaven's angels lay down their bows
Love is weary, love is worn out
Please give back my heart
Please give back my heart
Please give back my heart
I'll bite the hand that feeds the pain
I'll lay my life down for love
I lost the truth, I lost my way
But I am looking for it
Oh I am looking for it now
I am looking for it
Oh I am looking for myself
A savior sent to save the world
An angel has no armor
Now torn and bent, no wings unfurl
we are looking for it
Oh we are looking for it now
we are looking for it
We need to find but one thing good
And under every star (I'm finding Heaven)
In every breath of air (I'm finding Heaven)
In everything I have (I'm finding Heaven)
In everything I am ... oh
The world is big, the world is bad
But I will find the beauty - I see a vision in
my head. I am looking for it
Oh I am looking for it
Oh I am looking for myself.
I am looking for it - I am looking for it now
I am looking for it
Oh I am looking for it now
Oh I am looking for myself
Don't worry, the sun is just around the corner
And don't worry, the downpour of unhappiness is over
I see you now so clearly
Crawling on your bloody knees
And everything you thought was going wrong
Was really nothing after all
They're shooting horses
Shooting horses somewhere else right now
Shooting horses
Don't worry, the sun is shining on the ugliness
Don't worry, there really is a God up in heaven
Skies so blue they'll break your heart
Angels carry soldiers off
And everything you thought would pull you down
Into the fiery depths of hell
They're shooting horses
Shooting horses somewhere else right now
They're shooting horses
You don't know how hard I tried
To keep you well
To keep you well
You don't know how much I need you
Lean on me
Save yourself
Don't worry, the sun is just around the corner
And don't worry, the downpour of this heaviness is over
I can see us now so clearly
Laughing like we always did
And everything you thought was going wrong
Was really nothing after all
They're shooting horses
Shooting horses somewhere else right now
I know that you're sorry
I know you've been drunk all week
I know that you did not mean to
Spit out those profanities
I know you're a loser
I know you've had bad skin all your life
I also know you will never find a wife
Someone who could love someone so hard
And you are
And you are
I don't think you're ugly
I just think the world has made you weary
I doubt very much you even hear
anything I say to you
What's that on your shoulder?
Don't you know it's pulling you apart?
Every vein connected to your heart
Nobody could love someone so hard
I know you well enough to say
You need to start again
I hope you never underestimate yourself my friend
My friend
I think that you need me
Even though you tell yourself you don't
I will love you even though you won't
I will be your confidant
Won't you let me hold you?
Won't you let me kiss you on the mouth?
Oh I know you'll tell me to get out
It doesn't matter any way
I know you well enough to say
You need to start again
I hope you never underestimate yourself my friend
My friend, My friend, My friend
I know you so well
I know you so well
I know you so well
every tear you cry
every doubt you have
all of these things will pass away
all of your big mistakes
your little old heart would break
i'm wishing that i could take them back
write down the things you don't want
burn them in a glass
write down the things you dream of
make a paper plane that flies to heaven
and buy a ticket for a plane and come and see me baby
or drive your car all night by just starlight to canada
that's where i'll be
waiting
all of the empty rooms
all of the silent space
every warm embrace is you
nothing is like it was
there's nobody here but us
i have been filled right up with this
write down the words of sadness
burn them in a cup
write down the things you've wanted
throw them to the wind that's soaring up to heaven
and buy a ticket for a plane and come and see me baby
or drive your car all night by just starlight
to canada
oh buy a ticket for a plane and come and see me baby
or drive your car all night by just starlight
to canada
that's where i'll be
waiting
waiting
i've been on my hands and knees
crawling towards eternity
looking for the piece of me that always got away
and i've been so afraid to stand my ground
so i simply shut my mouth
close my eyes, bite my lip
and swallow every tear
i can't do anything
i don't believe in anyone
i just feel sorry for myself all day long
all day long
look inside my body baby
see the twists and turns inside me
every blinding curve that drives you right around the bend
i know you've had it up to there with all my chaos and confusion
i am living a delusion and i do not give a damn
i can't do anything
i don't need anybody else
i just feel sorry for myself
for myself
for myself
for myself
look into my heart and tell me i am a complete disaster
wasn't that what you were after
always thought it was
wasn't i complete desire
filthy ash without the fire
you could not have been much higher without some kind of drug
i can't do anything
i don't believe in anyone
i just feel sorry for myself…for myself
i can't do anything
i don't need anybody else
i just feel sorry for myself
all day long
i can't do anything
i don't believe in anyone
i just feel sorry for myself…for myself
i can't do anything
i don't need anybody else
i just feel sorry for myself
Drinking whiskey from an open toed shoe
Farm hand and an evening glove
Puttin' on a kiss that will last until dawn
I'm going to town with my best dress on
Bare buttin' on an apple crate bench
Do my face in the loft of the barn
I touch myself on the old chaise lounge
I'm going to town with my best dress on
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm so pretty
Gonna ask myself to the prom
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm all sexy
Going to town with my best dress on
Going to town with my best dress on
Double clutching in my high heel shoes
Check the mirror and I blow myself a kiss
Turn up the radio 'cause they're playing my favorite song
I'm going to town with my best dress on
Going to town with my best dress on
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm so pretty
Gonna ask myself to the prom
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm all sexy
Going to town with my best dress on
Going to town with my best dress on
I'm going to town with my best dress on
Never mind, what you think you know about me
Never mind, what you might have seen on the TV
You can?t believe every single word you?re gonna read
What I am is too far in for you to see
Never mind, who said that I was a bit far gone
Never mind, when they tell you, sex is all I what
You can?t believe that I?m every word that I write down
What I am is too far in and can?t be found
Never mind, what they?re gonna say is probably wrong
Never mind, ain?t about the singer it?s the song
You can?t believe how a person looks is who they are
What I am is too far in and can?t be found
What I am is too far in and can?t be found
What I am is too far in and can?t be found
Why are you weeping, yes, I still love you
We fight and fall down and mend
Here drink some water, soon you'll feel better
I know we have all my love
Whatever it was is lost
Whatever you've said forgotten
Why don't we lay down and talk in the morning
Don't cry, just close your eyes and mend
Whatever it was is lost
Whatever you've said forgotten
Why are you weeping, yes, I still love you
You don't know me
You don't own me
You don't show me
That you love me like no other
You don't hold me
You don't know me
You don't love me anymore so
You don't need me
You can't see me
You don't please me
You don't want me to be happy
You don't hear me
You don't feel me
You don't love me anymore so
You don't know me
You never knew me, baby
You never told me
That you loved me when we lied in bed
You'll miss me
You'll never kiss these
Lips of ruby sunset
Featuring: Jackson Browne
There will be no consolation prize this time the bone is broken clean
No baptism, no reprise and no sweet taste of victory
All the stars have fallen from the sky and everything else in between
Satellites have closed their eyes, the moon has gone to sleep
Unloved, unloved
Unloved, unloved
Here I am inside a hotel, choking on a million words I said
Cigarettes have burned a hole and dreams are drunk and penniless
Here I am inside my father's arms all jagged bone and whiskey dry
Whisper to me sweetly now and tell me I will never die
Unloved, unloved
Unloved, unloved
Here I am an empty hallway, broken window, rainy night
I am nineteen sixty two and I am ready for a fight
People cryin' hallelujah while the bullet leaves the gun
People fallin', fallin', fallin' and I don't know where they're fallin' from
Are they unloved, unloved?
Unloved, unloved
Hoping that the kindness will lead us past the blindness
And not another living soul will ever have to feel
Unloved, unloved
Unloved, unloved
Take your coat and shoes off
Come and sit beside me
We could talk for hours
Or we could just do nothing
Four billion people surround us
So many souls lose their way
All that we have is each other
And that?s all I've ever wanted
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Don?t you think it?s funny?
Tell me, what the point is?
We could die tomorrow
Might as well enjoy this
Four billion people surround us
So many souls lose their way
All that we have is each other
And that?s all I've ever wanted
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Give me all your disappointments
I?ll give you my secrets
We could lay our heads down
Or be forever sleepless
Four billion people surround us
So many souls lose their way
All that we have is each other
And that?s all I've ever wanted
When I cry, I close my eyes
And every tear falls down inside
And I pray with all my might
That I will find my heart in someone's arms
When I cry, cry
When I cry, when I am sad
I think of every awful thing I ever did
When I cry, there is no love
No, there is nothing that can comfort me enough
When I cry
Cry, cry
(chorus)
The salt inside my body ruins
Everyone I come close to
My hands are barely holding up my head
I am so tired of looking at my feet
And all the secrets that I keep
My heart is barely hangin' by a thread
Hangin' by a thread
Oh, look at me
At all I've done
I've lost so many things that I so dearly love
I lost my soul
I lost my pride
Oh, I lost any hope of having a sweet life
So I cry
Cry, cry
(chorus)
I miss you all
I wish I was
With you now
There will be ice on the moon
There will be glass in my eyes
There will be thorns in my heart
There will be broken bits inside
There won't be sun on my face
And not one smile to be seen
There will be salty lemon cuts
All over every inch of me
'Cause I am lost, I am used
And I am desperately a wreck here without you
I am deaf, too tired to sleep
Oh, I am horribly alone and incomplete
There won't be fireworks or stars
There won't be flowers anywhere
It will be winter all year long
Darling, I won't even care
And all the movies will be sad
And everybody will be drunk
I'll smoke a million cigarettes
And never talk to anyone
'Cause I am lost, I am used
And I am desperately a wreck here without you
Oh, I am deaf, too tired to sleep
Oh, I am horribly alone and incomplete
There will be ice on the moon
Glass in my eyes
Thorns in my heart
I loved you more than anything
I loved you more than anyone
You were the peaches in my cream
You were my setting sun
You were my favorite hockey card
You were my smoky little bar
You were my cherry Popsicle
You'll never ever know
I was so in love, I had lost myself
I was so far gone I could not get out
I had disappeared, I had slipped away
I was so in love with you, baby
You were my chocolate covered heart
You were my sweetest honey bee
You were my flashlight in the dark
You were my cherry tree
I took you in like oxygen
I let you drive my brand new car
You were like no one I'd ever seen
Oh baby, you became my arms
I was so in love, I had lost myself
I was so far gone I could not get out
I had disappeared, I had slipped away
I was so in love with you, baby
I was so in love, I had lost myself
I was so far gone I could not get out
I had disappeared, I had slipped away
I was so in love with you, baby
I was so in love, I had lost myself
All the leaves are brown and the sky is gray
I've been for a walk on a winter's day
I'd be safe and warm if I was in L.A.
California dreamin' on such a winter's day
Stopped in to a church I passed along the way
Oh, I got down on my knees and I pretend to pray
You know the preacher likes the cold now
He knows I'm gonna stay
California dreamin' on such a winter's day
(California dreamin' on such a winter's day)
All the leaves are brown and the sky is gray
I've been for a walk on a winter's day
If I didn't tell her I could leave today
California dreamin' on such a winter's day
California dreamin', dream on
California dreamin', dream on
Fathers are pleading, lovers are all alone
Mothers are prayin', send our sons back home
(Tell 'em 'bout it)
You marched them away, yes, you did now, on ships and planes
To a senseless war facing death in vain
Bring the boys home
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring the boys home
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring the boys home
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring the boys home
(Bring 'em back alive)
(Why don't you)
Turn the ships around
(Everybody oughta)
Lay your weapons down
Can't you see 'em marchin' 'cross the sky?
All the soldiers that have died tryin' to get home
Can't you see them tryin' to get home?
Tryin' to get home, they're tryin' to get home
Cease all fire on the battlefield
(Tell 'em 'bout it)
Enough men have already been wounded and killed
Bring the boys home
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring the boys home
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring the boys home
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring the boys home
(Bring 'em back alive)
(Why don't you)
Turn the ships around
(Everybody oughta)
Lay your weapons down
(Mothers, fathers and lovers, can't you see them?)
Tryin' to get home
Can't you see them tryin' to get home
(Have mercy)
Tryin' to get home
Tryin' to get home
Bring the boys home
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring the boys home
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring the boys home
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring the boys home
(Bring 'em back alive)
What they doin' over there now
(Bring 'em back alive)
When we need 'em over here now?
(Bring 'em back alive)
What they doin' over there now
(Bring 'em back alive)
When we need 'em over here now?
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring 'em all, bring 'em all home
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring 'em all, bring 'em home now
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring 'em all, bring 'em all home
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring 'em all, bring 'em home now
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring 'em all, bring 'em all home
(Bring 'em back alive)
Bring 'em all, bring 'em home now
(Bring 'em back alive)
You give your hand to me,And then you say hello
And I can hardly speak, My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell, You think you know me well
But you don't know me
Mmmmm
No you don't know the one
Who dreams of you at night
Who longs to kiss your lips
Longs to hold you tight
Oh I am just a friend
That's all i've ever been
Cause you don't know me
I never knew the art of makin' love
Though my heart aches with love for you
Afraid and shy, I let my chance go by
The chance that you might love me too
You give your hand to me and then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy
Oh you will never know
The one who loves you so
Cause' you don't know me
You give your hand to me and then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy
Oh you will never know
The one who loves you so
Cause' you don't know me
ohhhhh, no you don't know me
Every wicked thing I've ever done
Every single sin, I've stumbled on
Every blackened piece of bitterness
Mended with a shard of tenderness
All of this, was wonderful and worth the heartache
All of this, was beautiful and full of light
All of this, was everything I ever hoped for
All of this, was life
Every time I drank myself to God
Every time I fell and got back up
Every lie that twisted back my tongue
Every time I lost and never won
All of this, was wonderful and worth the heartache
All of this, was beautiful and full of light
All of this, was everything I ever hoped for
All of this, was life
Everything must change and so it does
Everything that's good inside of us
Every fading hope will find its way
Every dying wish will see the light of day
All of this, was wonderful and worth the heartache
All of this, was beautiful and full of light
All of this, was everything I ever hoped for
When I held you, you would almost always hold me down
You could see through everything
I said I was falling and you said not to fall on you
I've bitten every finger 'til it bleed
Wishing that you loved me to
Wishing that you loved me to
Wishing that
When I kissed you, you would almost always kiss me back
but I could tell your mind was with someone else
Oh my hands are folded neatly on my lap
and I am picturing you r body as I ask myself
If you loved me to
Wishing that you loved me to
Wishing that
Listen to my nervous laughter
sunken deep inside my heart
my lips are dry, i'm teary eyed for you my love
Harken all you fallen angels, help me find a place to rest
my head is pounding here beneath the weight of this
I'm wishing that
And you know me, oh you know me more than anyone
When I hear your voice everything i've done dissapears from memory
Oh my darling come and save me,
tell me i'm the one your dreaming of
Tell me that you love me to
Wishing that you loved me to
Wishing that you loved me to
Wishing that you loved me to
Wishing that
You loved me to
Wishing that, i'm wishing that, wishing that
Holding you is like holding fire
And it burns my hands, and it leaves me tired
And it makes me run, trying to find some cover
This pain that comes with being your lover
You push me back, and you lead me on
And you make me feel, like this is all wrong
You've gotta learn how to let things go
Start living without fear, be willing to fall down
There's so much love here
You've gotta learn how to let things be
Believe in what you feel, relax and know that love
Will set you free my dear
Holding you is like cupping water
Inside my hands and it's getting harder
To show you all of the love inside me
Wherever I am you're not with me
You push me back, and you pull me down
And you choke the words, inside my heart
You've gotta learn how to let things go
Start living without fear, be willing to fall down
There's so much love here
You've gotta learn how to let things be
Believe in what you feel, relax and know that love
Will set you free my dear
You've gotta learn how to let things go
Start living without fear, be willing to fall down
There's so much love here
You've gotta learn how to let things be
Believe in what you feel, relax and know that love
Busted down outside of town
Had no gasoline
I should have fixed that thing
I should have fixed that thing
How can you go two hundred miles
Without seeing a single soul
I should have stuck on the main road
I should have stuck on the main road
Now I'm waiting, I am waiting
Now I'm waiting, I am waiting
If you saw my face right now
You'd say that I was crying
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
I'm really smiling
If you saw my hands right now
You'd swear that they were shaking
They're not, they're not, they're not
They're only waving
'Cause I am waiting, I am waiting
I am waiting, I am waiting
I am waiting, I am waiting
For someone to come along
Heaven help anybody
The sun is going down
The sun is going down
The sun is going down
I am waiting, I am waiting
I am waiting, I am waiting
I am waiting, I am waiting
