Never thought I'd be this way
Hung on every word you say
Scars that you gave to me
I earned all too eagerly
Cause down inside of you
Deep inside of you
Down inside of you
Is all of heaven and hell
Everyday is all the same
Take the pleasure with the pain
Things that you put me through
Never is enough for you
So I'll fly
Find another life
I know somewhere it's right
Draw the shades to close my eyes
(I never want to see again)
I found the cost of courage high
(Sometimes hard to pay)
I hear the song the sirens sing
(Calling on the shore for me)
So sell your soul and try to fly
(The teather still remains)
And all the finer things they laid apon my table
Smiled as their hooks were slowly sinking in
Another pill I'm to consume
(To make me learn to feel again)
Followed by another one
(To make me loose the same)
God if I could recognize
(The things to make me whole again)
And draw this air into my lungs
(Remember how to breathe)
For as the curtain rose I danced as I was able
Felt my deception slowly sinking in
So I turn to you my love
(For the solace that is there)
And offer any cherished thing
(For a slight reprieve)
I hoped that you might find me here
(And I could learn to smile again)
As a balm for these wounds
(Take away the sting)
And as the band did play your body I did cradle
And I found my head uncrowned and all life's sweet nectar flowing down
the cracks and seams wasted on some petty little prayers
And I
Reached up for despair but I was well below that cherished stage
And all
My mangled hopes all song unsung
I fear I've wasted all my sun
I fear I've wasted all my time
Everything is faded
Smiles are fabricated now
I fear I've wasted all my sun
I fear I've wasted all my time
Held my eyes closed for too long
And I ran out through the streets in hopes that I might find it there
All my buildings stared back at me tenantless and bare
And I
Reached up for the sky, but it always seemed so far away
Transcendent thoughts you gave lie atrophied and broken
My mangled hopes all song unsung
I fear I've wasted all my sun
I fear I've wasted all my time
Everything is faded
Smiles are fabricated now
I fear I've wasted all my sun
I fear I've wasted all my time
Held my eyes closed for too long
And I sat when I should have stood; and swallowed when I should have spit
Until now I only recognize me in pictures taken long ago
All the changes simply haunt and never go away
A friend will tell when I hit hell, I may not feel the change
Held my eyes closed for too long
Held my eyes closed for too long
Just before I go don't you offer any sweet advice Cause where were all
Your shoulders when I needed them so long ago
Now with legs weak and weary from this silly dance
With a suitcase full of memories, I pack my bags and slowly
I've seen your Johnny come lately
Seen your exiled love parade
For you another hit is so easy
One more mask for the charade
Yeah, you don't hear the sounds I hear
Yeah, you don't feel the fear you fear
The distance that is there
Well it's wearing pretty thing now
And breaking you down is gonna be so easy
I've felt your high and mighty
Parasols and darkest shades
Sideways glance says maybe
Longing eyes give you away
Yeah, you don't hear the sounds I hear
Yeah, you don't feel the fear you fear
The distance that is there
Well it's wearing pretty thing now
And breaking you down is gonna be so easy
We'll walk this way now baby
Bring the pleasure bring the pain
Your secrets safe with me for saving
No one has to know you came
Yeah, you don't hear the sounds I hear
Yeah, you don't feel the fear you fear
The distance that is there
Well it's wearing pretty thin now
And breaking you down is gonna be so easy
Easy
Easy
My skin is my shield
But who's to save me from inside
Wretched as if
To procreate from genocide
See how it tried to fly
Wings that are kryptonite
I wanted to fell this
I'm thinking of trying to fly
'Cause if I get my ins
I'll walk the sky
All that is ill
And all I fight to keep inside
Grips me until
The point of breaking's no surprise
See how it tried to fly
Wings that are kryptonite
I wanted to feel this
I'm thinking of trying to fly
'Cause if I get my ins
I'll walk the sky
I wanted to feel this
I'm thinking of trying to fly
'Cause if I get my ins
I'll walk the sky
I wanted to feel this
I'm thinking of trying to fly
'Cause if I get my ins
It's all I want
It's all I needed now it's through
It all comes back to you
The only one
The one I needed I abuse
More color for the bruise
So I sing this song for you
There's nothing left for me to do
Good-bye dear one
Venus I thought you'd bless me too
So selfish to presume
So I sing this song for you
And I hope that what is true
Will find a way to you
I sing this song for you
Venus never showed the way
The stars would not be sold
Heaven stole the light of day
And we were never told
So dark the day...
So much for life, for life and love
And now it's done
The color always changes hue
Bright to black and blue
So I sing this song for you
Do you ever see
These shadows over me
And all the things you left that leave me hollow
Do you ever feel
In time we're forced to heal
And all the bitter pills you made me swallow
All undone
All unsung and left to fall
Every memory that I hold
Were all just scars in the making
And all the things we can't let go
Were all just scars in the making
Somewhere left behind
Is another perfect line
One that makes you turn and helps you follow
But I could never say
And I could never sway
I could never bring you to beg or borrow
All undone
All unsung and left to fall
Every memory that I hold
Were all just scars in the making
And all the things we can't let go
Were all just scars in the making
I could never make you fall
Or anything at all
And I'll never understand
What you hold sacred
Every memory that I hold
Were all just scars in the making
And all the things we can't let go
Were all just scars in the making, scars in the making
There's no way you could ever try
There's no way you could ever hide
Maybe someday you will wonder why
Do you ever see
The shadows over me
Walk away, I walk the wire
And my fields are burning in the flames
Feel my way, blind in the mire
Struggling from your voice inside my head
But now everything's trying to drag me down
But I'll rip the sky from the ground
But tell me now, who's my saving one
Jesus or a gun
Stripped away my last desire
Nothing comes and nothing's sent away
Happiness I couldn't hire
Struggling from these thoughts inside my head
All that's safer falls from my favor
When it over who will cry for me
It's safe to say I don't desire
Everything you push inside my head
Memories are just where you laid them
Drag the waters 'til the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find? Was there somethin' you left behind?
Don't you remember anything I said when I said
Don't fall away and leave me to myself
Don't fall away and leave love bleedin'
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleedin' in my hands
In my hands love lies bleedin'
Oh hold me now I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you've left to go?
She cries her life is like some movie in black and white
Dead actors fakin' lines over and over and over again she cries
Don't fall away and leave me to myself
Don't fall away and leave love bleedin'
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleedin' in my hands
In my hands love lies bleedin'
And I wanted, you turned away
You don't remember, but I do
You never even tried
Don't fall away and leave me to myself
Don't fall away and leave love bleedin'
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleedin' in my hands, in my hands again
Mister, could you maybe lend a hand
To help a drowning, starving, soulless man
Whose eyes are blind and feelings all but numb
Whose ears are all so deaf and mouth is dumb
This is the way, is the way
I fill your spaces now
It's the way, it's the way
'Cause all that's been left for me
Is the fight to fill these empty spaces now
Night is day and day is night again
And all that's eating bites with toothy grins
The pages of my memory torn in twain
Where reconstructing lies could not contain
This is the way, is the way
I fill your spaces now
It's the way, it's the way
'Cause all that's been left for me
Is the fight to fill these empty spaces now
This is the way, is the way
I fill your spaces now
It's the way, it's the way
I fill your spaces now
This is the way, is the way
I fill your spaces now
It's the way, it is the way
'Cause all that's been left for me
Is the fight to fill these empty spaces
Empty spaces now
Empty spaces
Say it to my face
Look me in the eyes
And say what you have to say
You know we can't erase these words before goodbye
And turn the final page
Ahh here comes alone again
Everything's broken
Everything's vacant
Everything's wasted time again
Sentiments hopeless
Innocence jaded
Everything's wasted time again
And so we leave this stage
And all our best read lines
And all the acts we played
So say you wanna leave
And say we never held the way we always hoped we'd try
And say hello to alone again
'Cause, everything's broken
Everything's vacant
Everything's wasted time again
Sentiments hopeless
Innocence jaded
Everything's wasted time again
Ahh someday we might find
Some sacred place in time
But until then all we'll share
Are dreams we've left behind
'Cause everything's broken
Everything's vacant
Everything's wasted time again
Ahh, yeah!
Everything's broken
Everything's vacant
Everything's wasted time again
Sentiments hopeless
Innocence jaded
Everything's wasted time again
Everything's broken
Everything's vacant
Everything's wasted time again
Sentiments hopeless
Innocence jaded
Everything's wasted time again
Everything is broken
Everything is wasted time
Everything is broken
I'm not the first you sucked down
I drank your pleasure slow
Then stumbled out from your veil
Still I've come for you tonight
Choke my faith and stab my pride
And tell myself that
This is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time now
I'll bleed for you
Preservation or predation
As I'm reeling I don't know
Crumbled I spill out of your hand
I want to fall
And you see it all
And you'll just laugh when I say
And everything I feel I know you know
And everything that heals I know you know
And everything that steals I know you know
And everything that kills you now
Take me out alive
Take me out it's all so stale
Give me another life
Excuse me if I tried and failed
And I don't mind if I fall
It's not that far at all
I got a new thing, it's so inspired
It's not the real thing, but it's for me
Because the real thing I don't desire
So it's the new thing I choose for me
Denial comfort me
Built the gallows high
You gave me plans and silver nails
The architects of pride
But I'm the one you're hanging now
And I don't mind if I fall
It's not that far at all
And I don't mind if I fall
It's not that far at all R
Mary Pretends
Mary pretends she's so insane, so insane, so insane
Mary pretends she's so insane, so insane, so insane
She just sits back and laughs at the pain
Laughs at the pain, laughs at the pain
Mary pretends she's so insane, so insane, so insane
Falling down of her mind
Gives her everything she's wanted from the world
Close her eyes, drift inside, so alive
She wants to know what it feels like
She wants to know what it feels like to fly
She wants to know what it feels like to die
The sky was dark this morning
Not a bird in the trees
Silence hung suspicious and anxious
Like a blanket covered scream
You were gone
You were not there for me
And I cursed the sky
And begged the sun to fall all over me
This life's not living, living ain't free
If I can't find my way back to me
Let the sun fall down over me
Let the sun fall down
All my friends are searching
Quiet, desperately
Look into their eyes you'll see the faithless crying
Save me, save me, save me
What are they to feel?
Who are they to be?
What am I to do with, do with me?
Just let the sun fall all over me
This life's not living, living ain't free
If I can't find my way back to me
Let the sun fall down over me
Let the sun fall down
Until my eyes cry out
'Til my head is free from doubt
'Til my lungs sigh right out
'Til I'm wiser
Let the sun fall all over me
This life's not living, living ain't free
If I can't find my way back to me
Let the sun fall down
Let the sun fall all over me
This life's not living baby, living ain't free
And if I can't find my way back to me
Let the sun fall down over me
Let the sun fall down over me
Let the sun fall down over me
Let the sun fall down over me
Mary pretends she's so insane
So insane, so insane
Mary pretends she's so insane
So insane, so insane
She just sits back and laughs at the pain
Laughs at the pain, laughs at the pain
Mary pretends she's so insane
So insane, so insane
Falling down of her mind
Gives her everything she's wanted from the world
Close her eyes, drift inside, so alive
She's gotta know what it feels like
She wants to know how to fly
She wants to know what it feels like to die
Goodbye
Mary pretends she's so insane
So insane, so insane
Mary pretends she's so insane
So insane, so insane
She just sits back and laughs at the pain
Laughs at the pain, laughs at the pain
Mary pretends she's so insane
So insane, so insane
Falling down of her mind
Gives her everything she's wanted from the world
Close her eyes, drift inside, so alive
She's gotta know what it feels like
She wants to know how to fly
She wants to know what it feels like to die
Goodbye
Falling down of her mind
Gives her everything she's wanted from the world
Close her eyes, drift inside, so alive
She's gotta know what it feels like
She wants to know how to fly
She wants to know what it feels like to die
She calls me from the cold
Just when I was low, feeling short of stable
And all that she intends
And all she keeps inside, isn't on the label
She says she's ashamed
Can she take me for a while
And can I be a friend, we'll forget the past
But maybe I'm not able
And I break at the bend
We're here and now, but will we ever be again
'Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade...
Away...again
She dreams a champagne dream
Strawberry surprise, pink linen and white paper
Lavender and cream
Fields of butterflies, reality escapes her
She says that love is for fools who fall behind
I'm somewhere in between
I never really know
A killer from a savior
'Til I break at the bend
It's too far away for me to hold
It's too far away...
Everyday you're on my mind
Pain is feeling passing time
But if she found out about you she would die
And if I have to live without you so would I
So I thirst for the water
I find myself wanting now
So I'm running away to you
I cannot escape you
To feel your touch
The faith you prove
I'm running away to you
Hearts are never made of stone
Pain will cut you to the bone
But I know that holding you is all so wrong
So tonight's the last we'll ever be alone
So I thirst for the water
I find myself wanting now
Turn around, fill my eyes with you
All senses to commit
It's cold outside in the middle of the winter and my brain's in the fridge
(Would you know what shape I'm in)
Point things in the better I'm lucky if I even give in to the sin
(Would you know what shape I'm in)
And it's all been luck until now
Caught in the race of up to down
Photography mixed in the monogamy keepin' my world happenin'
(would you know what shape I'm in)
I know that I'm better when I know that you are better and I'll hold you again
(would you know what shape I'm in)
And its all been luck until now
Caught in the race of up to down
And it's all been luck until now
I only hope that you're still 'round me now
And it's gonna rage
it's gonna stay with you always
Every second counts on you to prove you're off the ground
It's cold outside in the middle of the winter and my brains in the fridge
Point things in the better I'm lucky if I even give in to the sin
And its all been luck until now
And its all been luck until now
And its all been luck until now
Caught in the race of up to down now
And its all been luck until now
Caught in the race of up to down
And it's all been luck until now
I only hope that you're still 'round me
Memories are just where you need them
Drag the waters, till the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find? Was it something you left behind?
Don't you remember anything I said when I said?
To fall away
Leave me to myself
To fall away
An leave love bleedin'
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleedin'
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleedin'
I hold it now, I feel the dangers
Am I the only place that you've left to go?
She cries that life is like, some movie in black and white
Dead actors, naked lies over and over and over again she cries
To fall away
Leave me to myself
To fall away
Leave love bleedin'
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleedin'
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleedin'
And I wanted you turn away
You don't remember but I do
You never even tried
To fall away
Leave me to myself
To fall away
Leave love bleedin'
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleedin'
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleedin'
In my hands, in my hands again
After the laughter passes by
And what remains are shadows of the truth you try to hide
And for our sins left never reconciled
The simple truth is hearts were made just to fail
No matter how we try
If I don't see you again
I only hope someday you understand
Time turns good love to goodbye
I should have told you
It's all it would ever be
And so we face the silence of another memory
And draw the shades down upon a scene we once believed
So before you walk away
And I just walk on out just know
If I don't see you again
I only hope someday you understand
Time turns good love to goodbye
I should have told you
It's all it would ever be
I don't know why
Or are we learning all the way
Or is it all just wasted time
Or someday maybe we will find our way
If I don't see you again
I hope someday you understand
Time turns good love to goodbye
I should have told you
It's all it would ever be
I should have told you
And I wanna thank you for the way you let me in
Showed me beauty's all no deeper than your skin
And any smile you give lasts only for a while
So sell your tragic somewhere else there with your gile
Don't come creeping inside my head
And don't come sneaking around my door
Don't come slipping inside my bed
And don't come sneaking around my door
Shouldn't trust myself again so
Don't come hanging around my door
Just trying to help the feet find the floor
And I know the places where your darkest heart conspires
Manipulations of a spoiled and selfish child
But pleasures gave so sweet turn bitter after a while
Don't come creeping inside my head
And don't come sneaking around my door
Don't come slipping inside my bed
And don't come sneaking around my door
Shouldn't trust myself again so
Don't come hanging around my door
Just trying to help the feet find the floor
Just me and myself
Think I'll just try that for a while
Two fisted, all alone again
Don't come creeping inside my head
And don't come sneaking around my door
Don't come slipping inside my bed
And don't come sneaking around my door
Shouldn't trust myself again so
Don't come hanging around my door
Just trying to help the feet find the floor
Don't come sneaking around
(Find the floor)
Don't come sneaking around
(Find the floor)
Don't come creeping
Just trying to help my feet
Trying to help my feet
Fuck the way I feel right now
I'll never feel this anymore
Shut the feelings all right down
I'll never need them anymore
Callous now till all's sublime
Forever, is just some useless word you'd say
You threw it all away, didn't you?
I'll ever, hope you someday feel this ache
You threw it all away, didn't you?
Kill the pain away right now
I'll never feel it anymore
Twist what's real until it's everything I want it to be
I'll never fall again, no
Forever, is just some useless word you'd say
You threw it all away, didn't you?
I'll ever, hope you someday feel this ache
You threw it all away, didn't you?
Wash the stains away right now
Till the dream returns somehow
Turn my sights onto tomorrow
Killing this sorrow now
Forever, is just some useless word you'd say
You threw it all away, didn't you?
I'll ever, hope you someday feel this ache
You threw it all away, didn't you?
Forever, is just some useless word you'd say
You threw it all away, didn't you?
I'll ever, hope you someday feel this ache
You threw it all away, didn't you?
Didn't you?
Didn't you?
On my way for the day I find no sorrow
Everyday is all the same there's no tomorrow
And I feel like I feel
Cause it's cold here where you left me
Hey I think that someday I might need you somehow
I, I think I might have loved you
These things I said but you were
A million miles away
A million miles away
On my way for the day I find my heart is not for taking
And I know it's all but gone
It only served to make me cry
And I feel like I feel
Cause it's black here with your memory
Paints her sky light tangerine
Maple laughter evergreen
Frustrated, it's only believing
And she knows who mind she blows
Come on, Sunday girl
You'll never change the world
Leave it, girl, let's go
Guess the flowers know her name
Brightest angels placed to shame
Must hate her, she had them believing
And she knows wherever she blows
Come on, Sunday girl
You'll never change the world
Leave it, girl, let's go
Keeps me high on her shelf
Treats me like no one else
She wants me to fly but I fall and I fall
And I thought, I thought I had it all
Come on, Sunday girl
You'll never change the world
Hideaway, take me now
I cannot face another round
And I'm flipping through the pages
For a name to take my place
Close my eyes, wish that I could find a space
To hideaway
Troubled days cloud my eyes
Stole the sun from my skies
And in this darkness I am tossing, turning
Lying wide awake
Hold my breath, wish that I could find a place
To hideaway
Hideaway, take me now
YEAH!!!
I know what darkness means
(and the void you learned from me)
The isolation steams
(So I think it wants to bleed)
The echoes in my brain
(All the things you said to me)
You took my everything
Now I'm coming for you!
I won't back down
I will not bow
I've come to bring you hell
I can’t forget
Things you did
I've come to bring you hell
The shadows that you see
(In the places that you sleep)
Are memories of me
(Better pray your soul to keep)
The truth behind your eyes
(You know the thing you never see)
Your darkest little lies
I'm coming for you!
All the scars that never heal
All the wounds that will not seal
I will not forget the day
These memories never fall
I've come to bring you hell
I have this smile to hide me
And I have this cross to bear
I have your picture that still haunts me like your memory
These things have I
I have these words to lie to me
These stupid songs to share
I have these countless hours to fill the void you left me
These things have I
For all those things I've done
Let you down I apologize
But sorry's hard somehow
Seems so strange it'd be so easy now
But I've got this faith to blind me
And I've got these dreams we shared
And I have the fear that dreams are all I'll have that's
left to me
These things all these things
These things have I
These things all these things
Give me one good reason
To why you're so blind
I covered your back again
And you'd better cover mine
If I turned and walked aay
Would you stick your knives in me
How much longer til you break
Until I walk away, walk away from you
Give me one good reason
To why you're so unkind
You know I believe, believe it's true
I know I'm dead before my time
I know It's coming down
If you could only see what's right
You'd see what's coming 'round
So I walk Alone
I ask no quarter friend
I walk alone
Til I find you again
I know no place to call my bed
But I know this thorny crown
If you would only feed your head
I wanted to feel something
To be something To see something
I wanted to find one thing that was mine
And leave this behind
But I can't find my way
To get far away and bury these days
Fantasy once reality
Becomes such a parody
If I could find one thing that was mine
I'd leave this behind
But I can't find my way
To get far away and bury these days
If shining or if shaking
It's reality faking
If I could find
One thing that was mine
I'd leave this behind
But I can't find my way
Rain falls down like you alibi
Thought you held the stars in the sky
Till I found your love
Was a lie
And I lost the life
And the days with you my love
All your lines I cannot erase
Pull your fingers from around my brain
But you put this hate
In my eyes
But I love the scars
You know I put my faith in you
(I gave it all to you)
There's nothing left for me to prove
(There's nothing left for me)
And I won't be there when you fall
And I won't care at all
Not this time, not this time
Not this time, not this time
Where you stumble's where you fall
And I won't care at all
Not this time, not this time
Not this time, not this time
So I push myself away
(I draw away from you)
Sadness left here in my veins
(Sadness left for me)
And I won't be there when you fall
And I won't care at all
Not this time, not this time
Not this time, not this time
Where you stumble's where you fall
And I won't care at all
Not this time, not this time
Not this time, not this time
And I bled for you
(I bled for you)
This heart has tried
(This heart has tried)
The damage you do is what you never realize
And I won't be there when you fall
And I won't care at all
Not this time, not this time
Not this time, not this time
Where you stumble's where you fall
And I won't care at all
Not this time, not this time
Not this time, not this time
And I won't be there when you fall
And I won't care at all
Not this time, not this time
Not this time, not this time
Where you stumble's where you fall
And I won't care at all
Not this time, not this time
I gave you all all my soul
You gave it all away
You tried so hard tried to blame
But there's no more words to say
Got no alibi
Now you're out of lies
Am I getting through to you
How much more should I define
Nevermore to be your fool
Am I getting through to you
I tried so hard to shake it off
You threw it in my face
Under your skin your wicked ways
The sweetness I can't taste
And all that you provide
All that you disguise
But if you call you know I'll be there
Tripping on your wires
I see our stars tonight
Do you recall that light
Or do you ever think of me
And in your world somewhere
Do memories rip and tear
The ones that always keep you hanging on
To all that might have been
And I love you now
And I hate you now
And I miss you most of all
All those times we laughed
The scars that you left
Still I miss you most of all
And by the water's side
The tall grass where we lied
The nights we cried ourselves to sleep
Most Septembers now
I break down somehow
Remebering all we said
And all those dreams we never got to see
And I love you now
And I hate you now
And did you ever find
The star in your mind?
Or do you miss me most of all?
Are you somewhere
Without a care
Or are you as alone as I
Did you ever make it home
And I miss you most of all
And I miss you now
And I love you now
And I hate you now
And I miss you most of all
And did you ever find
The star in you mind
You see me hanging round
starting to swear about this black hole of a dark field
and silently within hands touchin skin sharp
breaks my disease and i can breath
and all of your ways
all you dream falls on me
it falls on me
and your beautiful sky
the light you breath
falls on me
it falls on me ahha
i feel like a pain
it draws me in again
sqaushes all my worst of me
darkness in my veins
I never could explain
and i wonder if you have ever seen
and still believe
and all of your ways
and all that you dream
falls on me
it falls on me
and your beautiful sky
the light you breath
falls on me
it falls on me
am I that strong
to carry on
have i changed your life
have i changed my world
could you save me ahhhhha
and all of your ways
all you dream
falls on me
it falls on me
and you beautiful sky
the light you breath
falls on me
it falls on me
and all of your ways
all you dream falls on me
it falls on me
and your beautiful sky
the light you breath
falls on me
it falls on me
ahhhhaha yea ahhhah yea
So here I am with my thoughts of you
And this world I've left for me
Stoic faces when I think of you
And how I once believed
So now you call me, but you know I won't let you through
I've myself to decieve
So leave the memories alone
I don't want to see
The way it is, as to how it used to be
Leave the memories alone, don't change a thing
And I'll hold you here in my memory
So I find me in your garden now
A sad smile for the scene
And all the flowers that we planted now
Taken by the weeds
But in my minds eye, you know they still bloom for me
They stand tall there, in that summer breeze
Leave the memories alone
I don't want to see
The way it is, as to how it used to be
Leave the memories alone, don't change a thing
And I'll just hold you here in my memory
In my memory, yeah
So leave the memories alone
I don't want to see
The way it is, as to how it used to be
Leave the memories alone, don't change a thing
And I'll hold you in my memory
You'll never change
You'll never change
You'll never change
All this time
I thought this coming down was fine
Now everything I fought to grow
Is withered hanging on that vine
[Chorus:]
And all I wanted
Was all I needed you know
And everything good in my life
If you have to take it all way
Oh, no, take it all away, oh, no no no...
Take it slow.
Everything I try to find
Is every love I'll never hold
And in your garden now
The weeds are choking seeds we've sown
[Chorus]
Now you find
Your own savior for a time
And if you try my love
I wanna make her go, I wanna make her come
I wanna push her away
Don't wanna feel no pain
Don't wanna feel no shame
Don't wanna feel this way
I'm so alone here
Why must I be
I'm the one she calls ozone baby
She waits alone for me to come down
But I want to fly like silly angel
Aim for the sky, straight into the sun
I wanna make her feel, I wanna make it real
I wanna give her away
She wanna keep me here
She wanna hold me dear
She wanna make me stay
She's so alone here
She don't need me
My sun, on you, burning, singe you
Confined inside, rot from my lies, sucker
I'll only hold you down, I'll only steal your crown
I'll only make you cry
I'll only break your pride, and eat you up inside
Why should you even try
I'm so alone here
Lay me down in sheets of linen where she lies
I know she's grinning in there
Crossed your heart and hoped to die
And still you broke that spirit that I bear
Lay me down for a while
Maybe you can tell me why
All my dreams are so defiled
And prove to me
You're something like human!
Lay me down in sheets of linen where she hides
I know I'm going nowhere
Everything I hoped to be and feel
With her there comes a hunger
Believing any minute all could break
She's looking out for something unknown
That could never be replaced
In a world consumed by madness
A world where I can barely breathe
Forsaken beauty lies again
These empty arms embrace what's come undone
A life together torn apart by halos of the son
The loss becomes the lover
The emptiness becomes my everything
I taste her in the air
Feel her everywhere
I don't know how I'll ever feel sane again
In a world consumed by madness
A world where no one hears you screams
Forsaken beauty lies again
These empty arms embrace what's come undone
A life together torn apart by halos of the son
Chase the sun in my head
Blistered skin turning red
I can't complain
It's something to do
Cloud my mind and erase you
Since you're gone
All is wrong
Nothing feels the same down here
And if you're gone
And I'm alone
Whose heart will I scar now dear?
Fall in, fall out
Break free, break down
Feel my legs pushing through
This world I built around you
I know the blame
Is not apon you
I know the heartless things I chose
Fall in, fall out
Break free, break down
One look and I die
One kiss, goodbye
Drag this frown from my face
Force a smile to take its place
I can pretend that I'm not confused
And I don't need the likes of you
Fall in, fall out
Break free, break down
One look and I die
Satan, you know where I lie
Gently I go into that good night
All our lives get complicated
Search for pleasures overrated
Never armed our souls
What the future would hold
When we were innocent
Angels, lend me your might
Forfeit all my lives to get just one right
All those colors long since faded
All our smiles are confiscated
Never were we told
That we'd be bought and sold
When we were innocent
This prayer is for me tonight
This far down that line and still ain't got it right
And while confessions not yet stated
Our next sin is contemplatd
Never did we know
What the future would hold
Or that we'd be bought and sold
Memories are just where you laid them
Dragging waters till the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find?
Was it something you left behind?
Don't you remember everything I said when I said
Don't fall away, and leave me to myself
Don't fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands
Love lies bleeding...
Oh hold me now, I feel contagious..
Am I the only place that you've left to go?
She cries that life is like some movie black and white..
Dead actors, vacant lies, Over, and over, and over again she cries..
Don't fall away, and leave me to myself
Don't fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again,
Leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands
Love lies bleeding...
And I wanted
You turned away
You don't remember
But I do..
You never even tried...
Don't fall away, and leave me to myself
Don't fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again..
Ohh..
Ohh..
For this life
I think she knows
There's nothing left to show
Lose your faith
In a world
And the seeds can't be resown
Curtains drawn
She looks behind
No magic left to find
The truth you're not supposed to know
Her eyes saw long ago
Walk the wire
We walk the wire
With all I am
I stand alone
In fields that I have grown
But if there's nothing left to hold
Let the angels take a soul
I'm sick of it all
I don't care
I'm blissfully aware
Old too fast and smart too slow
From dust to dust we go
Walk the wire
We walk the wire
With all I am
I stand alone
In fields that I have grown
But if there's nothing left to hold
Let the angels take a soul
Sick I am
Of fighting alone
The blood I taste, my own
So if there's nothing left to hold
Let the angels take a soul
The angels take a soul
With all I am
I stand alone
In fields that I have grown
But if there's nothing left to hold
Let the angels take a soul
Sick I am
Of fighting alone
The blood I taste, my own
So if there's nothing left to hold
Let the angels take a soul
I gave you everything
I gave you trust and salvation
I gave you everything that I could provide
I gave you strength to stand and you shoved me
Down
I know you want me to love you
But all you ever do is bring me down
Won't you go away forever?
I've felt the world of pain
Brought me to the water and then left me dry
Took the drug from the user
Took all my strength to run the shoved me
Down
It's kinda freaky just to see you crawl
And all you can do is stare
I know you're tripping
When I kick you to the curb
Yeah!
I know
How you're always putting down all your friends
I know
How you think your righteousness will make amends
I know
How that little short skirt always gets you in
I know
How you hold me down just hoping I'll say when
And I know you want to own my soul, yeah, yeah
I don't know why you
Think that you can stand there on your own
I don't know why you
Always find the time to bitch and moan
I don't know why you
Think you're always right and never wrong
But I know why you're gone
I know
How you always get your way with that tease
I know
How you always wanna do just as you please
I know
How you came about those dirty little knees
I know
What you're thinking when you're saying you and me
And I know you still want to own my soul, yeah, yeah
I don't know why you
Think that you can stand there on your own
I don't know why you
Always find the time to bitch and moan
I don't know why you
Think you're always right and never wrong
But I know why you're gone
I know why you're gone
I know why you're gone, yeah
And I know now tomorrow
I've got the sun to shine on me
Yeah!
I don't know why you
Think that you can stand there on your own
I don't know why you
Always find the time to bitch and moan
I don't know why you
Think you're always right and never wrong
But I know why you're gone
I know why you're gone
I don't like you, gone
I had a bad day again
She said, I would not understand
She left a note that said I'm sorry, I
I had a bad day again
She spilled her coffee broke a shoelace
Smeared the lipstick on her face
Slammed the door and said I'm sorry, I
I had a bad day again
And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me up and puts me on
I had a bad day again
She said, I would not understand
She left a note and said I'm sorry I
I had a bad day again, no
And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me up and puts me on
Oh I had a bad day again
She said, I would not understand
She left a note that said I'm sorry, I
I had a bad day again
She left a note that said I'm sorry, I
I had a bad day, no
I guess the lies called your name again
The black you keep inside
Reared its ugly head again
I wash my hands this time
If I never see your face again
Hope it eats you up inside
If I never feel this place again
At least I'll feel my pride, oh
Apologies only now condemn
Honesty slips by
Bitter now and you were bitter then
Darkness is your guide
If I never see your face again
Hope it eats you up inside
If I never feel this place again
At least I'll feel my pride
On you face is that old forgive me smile
For an inch all I know is you'll take that mile
On your tongue you can't hold is another lie
Tryin to get into my head
If I never see your face again
Hope it eats you up inside
If I never feel this place again
At least I'll feel my pride
Seven sins of wantonness and
everything that's good is gone
Sell it all for glory from the peers
Silicone priestess scratch the back and
twists the knife to bone
Kick against the pricks and scrape the shins
I'm the enemy in the enemies now
Swallowed the pill
Drank to the fill
All these things I carry now
In this bittersweet, in this bittersweet now
Try to hold the world there sinking,
swimming in a paper cup
Try to own the one beneath the skin
Held up to the flame 'till singeing
skin begins to draw and tuck
Never told there's a chance to win
What couldn't be, wouldn't be now
Hold your hands up to the sky and try
so hard to rise above
The angels cry tonight
As the rain washed that lonely place
From their eyes
And softly as she said
You know our hearts will never get
Out alive
She made no sound
Then good bye
She said love don't call on me again
I never want to cry like this
Die like this
No more favors my old friend
I never want to cry like this
Die like this
And so we danced alone
But pain is always so betrayed
With our eyes
But I know now
On hearts the faithless can't rely
Do dreams make no sound
As they die
(chorus)
Remember the nights
By the river side
No secrets from our sins
And the world would not subside
And the worst thing
Is knowing
