Verse One: SLug
It's the caffeine, the nicotine, the miligrams of tar
It's my habitat, it needs to be cleaned, it's my car
It's the fast talk they use to abuse and feed my brain
It's the cat box it needs to be changed, it's the pain
It's women, it's the plight for power it's government
It's the way you're giving knowledge
slow with thought control and subtle hints
It's rubbing it, It's itching it, It's applying cream
It's the foreigners sight seeing with high beams, It's in my dreams
It's the monsters that I conjure, It's the marijuana
It's embarrassment, displacement, it's where I wander
It's my genre, It's Madonna's videos
It's game shows, cheap liquor, blunts,
and bumper stickers with rainbows
It's angels, demons, gods, it's the white devils
It's the monitors, the soundman, it's the fucking mic levels
It's gas fumes, fast food, Tommy Hil' and mommy's pill
Columbia House music club, designer drugs and rhyming thugs
It's bloods, crips, fives, six
It's stick up kids,
It's christian conservative terrorists, it's porno flicks
It's the east coast, no it's the west coast
It's public schools, it's asbestos
It's mentholated, It's techno
It's sleep, life, and death
It's speed, coke, and meth
It's hay fever, pain relievers, oral sex, and smokers breath
It stretches for as far as the eye can see
It's reality, fuck it , it's everything but me
On and on and on and on
The list goes on and on and on and on
> "it's all according that life on a whole..."
It's in the water, it's in the air, it's in the meat
It's indirect, indiscrete, inconsistent, incomplete
It's in the streets, every city and everywhere you go
In every man it's the insanity, the fantasy, the casualties
It's the health care system, it's welfare victims
It's assault weapons, it's television religion, and it's false lessons
It's cops, police, pigs with badges guns and sticks
It's harassment and a complex you carry when you're running shit
It's wondering if you get to eat, it's the heat
It's the winter , the weather
It's herpes, and it's forever
It's the virus that takes the lives of the weak and the strong
It's the drama that keeps on between me and my seed's mom
It's that need to speak long, it's that hunger for attention
It's the wack , who attack songs of redemption
It's prevention, It's the first solution
It's loose, it's out for retribution,
it's mental pollution...and public execution
It's the nails that keep my hands and feet to these boards
It's the part time job that governs what you can afford
It's the fear, It's the fake
It's clear it can make time stop
and leave you stranded in the year of the snake
It's the dollar, yen, pound, it's all denomination
It's hourly wages for your professional observations
It's on your face and it's in your eyes
It's everything you be
Cause it ain't me, motherfucker, cause it ain't me, uh
On and on and on and on
The list goes on and on and on and on (3x)
Judges have decimated
Meanings of our laws
Already guilty?
Something has a flaw
Wrongly accused
Blindly confused
Open your eyes
Try to realize
Don't you know
You can't see
Too damn blind
To judge me!
Wrongly accused
Blindly confused
Open your eyes
Try to realize
Laws are meant to follow
But they've misled you
Conceal their meaning
So they can suit you
Misjudged by the system
No one ever knows
Adding injury to insult
No one ever knows
No one
No one knows
No one
No one
No one knows...
Judges have decimated
Meanings of our laws
Already guilty?
Something has a flaw
Wrongly accused
Blindly confused
Open your eyes
Wake up, realize!
Scapegoat
Scapegoat
Scapegoat
Scape - Goat
I for one will say
I haven't seen it all I know.
A second chance for me was
long ago so change is still.
To think about the world I took
that brought me here (WHO AM I) suppose to be
I breathe.
I bleed.
I'm here to show you all my mistake.
(ITS RIGHT HERE BESIDE YOU)
Lie next to me
and you'll see I'm the scapegoat
I'm here to tell you that
this ride's not for free.
Look at me I'm the scapegoat
What will you do about it?
Find another way
to look at life and understand that
(I CANT STOP) what's suppose to be
but I can show you what it will take
(IF YOU WOULD SHUT THE F*!K UP AND LISTEN)
Lie next to me
and you'll see I'm the scapegoat
Im here to tell you that
this ride's not for free.
Look at me I'm the scapegoat
What will you do about it? (LIE)
(SCAPEGOAT)
Lie next to me
and you'll see I'm the scapegoat
Im here to tell you that
this ride's not for free.
Look at me I'm the scapegoat
I will pray to lord
I run too far away from home
But I, when I will cross the sea alone
cos' I can feel the energy
when the lord's been crying
too many years
I will walk away for them
I see their thoughts in me again
But I, when I will dream this dream again
cos' I can take this blame on me now
when the lord has been crying for me
is my lord really crying
this long time for me?
for me again
But I, when I will dream this dream again
corrupt errupting authority watchin over me all the time rhyme after rhyme
i'm keepin' it real w/
that spat out flow of steele, those lyrics promote a unity of the real people,
but still sometimes i feel like a walkin conspiracy theory
to all of the motherfuckers around who got a problem w/
my ways it's ok i'll keep my head up w/
my chin down bull forward head on collision, w/
those who ain't got no faith in the cause that i feel i need to get across in my lifetime
the clock's tickin' time's winding down so make it all worthwile stop blamin' me,
i'll be your scapegoat.....
these psychotic tendencies you have for me just comin' out of nowhere,
nah, if you spoke your mind more often you'd see it's not me,
cause i'm your teacher your preacher a creature willing to take on my own responsibilities though,
i'll be your scapegoat blamed by your ego's unwillingness to be confronted
and true, lackin' respect you choose to spit in the wind,
but Karmas' chasin' you blamin' me, I'll be your....
[Music & Lyrics: Reisenegger]
Mocked Insane Marginal man
Mirror of your lowest drive
Antichrist
I carry the weight I am denial of your life
Scapegoat
Scapegoat
Segregate show me your hate
It's never too much to bear
You can't face taking my place
I crossed the limits of fear
Scapegoat
Scapegoat
I suffer for you
I suffer for you
Mocked Insane Marginal Man
Target of power and control
Antichrist
Been crucified raped my mind and my soul
Scapegoat
Scapegoat
I suffer for you
Well so long's been the day since I braced a tree
Since I, tried to conquer something bigger than me
For I thought
That I could never go back
Yet here I stand in the midst of them
Learning what it means to be a child again
And I know
It's not too late to go back
And won't that be the day?
When we molecularly meltdown the walls we once held raised
And suddenly, suddenly we're climbing trees
Limber are our members like the children that we use to be
When you say play
When you say play
Well my joints don't hurt when they normally would
And my knees are doing things that I never thought that they could
They're going back in time
Empowered by the memories, of me as a youngin running through the trees
And i know, it's not too late to go back
Cause I'm back now
And wont that be the day?
When we atomically breakdown the walls we once held raised
And suddenly, suddenly we're climbing trees
Limber are our members like the children that we use to be
When you say play
When you say play
It's time for us to play, oh
It's time for us to play
Well times are dire and I think it's time we found a way
To bring our inner children back from where they've gone astray
For life is short and sure to expire
It's time we spread love instead of spreading the fire
Yea times are dire, I'll say it again
To truly change the world, we need to change the way we're living
For life is short and I think it's time we found a way
To kick our shoes off and play
And wont that be the day?
When we molecularly meltdown the walls we once held raised
(Walls we once held raised)
And suddenly, suddenly we're climbing trees
Limber are our members like the children that we use to be
When you say play
When you say play
Well I'll be everything that you want me to be
(Well I'm a child in your eyes)
And I'll give my life to humanity
(I am always in your eyes)
I'll make my way to the top of the tallest of trees
Spreadin seeds, spreadin seeds, spreadin seeds, spreadin seeds
So make me only in to what you want me to be
And I will spread the truth from the top of the tallest tree
When you say play
When you say play
When you say play
And oh what a day it was
Sun shining, blinding through the trees
Enough to bring my ego to it's knees
Then along she came
Through the sun and the rain
Through the thick of the fog
Through my fear and my pain
She was a true messenger from God
She was, showing me a sign
Wanting me to keep hope alive she said
'Plant a seed
Watch the magic ensue
Let it blossom be it loved
By something higher above
Let it be known to others that it's yours and your own
As you bathe in the light of the glory that's bestown'
And let the rest roll off with the rest of the run off
Just let the rest roll off with the rest of the run off
Just let the rest roll off with the rest of the run off
Just let the rest roll off with the rest of the run off, she said
And oh was it a dream or not
It hasn't as of yet lost its buzz
Never the less it was what it was
And I know that she came
Through the sun and the rain
Through the thick of the fog
Through my fear and my pain
She was a true messenger from God
She was, showing me a sign
Wanting me to keep hope alive
And so I fight
The fucking whore of the earth
Trying to drag me down, down, down
The devil's playground
'Plant a seed
Watch the magic ensue
Let it blossom be it loved
By something higher above
Let it be known to others that it's yours and your own
As you bathe in the light of the glory that's bestown'
And let the rest roll off with the rest of the run off
(I'm bathing in your light)
Just let the rest roll off with the rest of the run off
Just let the rest roll off with the rest of the run off
(I'm bathing in your light)
Just let the rest roll off with the rest of the run off
In the back of my mind
I let it unwind
God please give me a sign
Adonai be the skip within my stride
For when the whole world sees black and white
Adonai, I see your light
I see your light
I see your light
So through the dark I fight
Oh God
I'm going out of my brain
This world is fucked or I'm fucking insane
Am I insane?!
The fucking whore of the earth
Trying to drag me down, down, down
(The devil's playground)
'Plant a seed
Watch the magic ensue
Let it blossom be it loved
By something higher above
Let it be known to others that it's yours and your own
As you bathe in the light of the glory that's bestown'
And let the rest roll off with the rest of the run off
(I'm bathing in your light)
Just let the rest roll off with the rest of the run off
Just let the rest roll off with the rest of the run off
(I'm bathing in your light)
Just let the rest roll off with the rest of the run off, she said
She said
She said
Stride forth as you would in last days
It's time to wake up, get up and get out
Or get the fuck out my way
Yea I'm hell bent on a mission
I'm steadfast for a cure
I aim to shake the beasts foundation
To it's very core
I'm coming for ya, that whore
To make a change
Question authority
Question the government
Question all you assume to be true
We made our money off the towers we tombed
We made our money off our land on the moon
Question the government
I want some fucking proof
I want the God damn truth
Was there ever a man on the moon?
Come on baby tell me come on
Hey you down below
You may not have a stage but you have stone
So let us be your rock, to rock and roll
And dance the way you do
Dance the way you do
Change your ways
Question authority
Question the government
Become a staple for your peers through the end of days
Question all you assume to be true
Cause these days they send you to the gallows for questioning
(We made our money off the towers we tombed)
(We made our money off our land on the moon)
(Question the government)
I want some fucking proof
I want the God damn truth
Was there ever a man on the moon?
R.!
F.!
I.!
D.!
Chips in every single person that you see
Overtaxed, overworked, underpaid
Now we're tagged with a radio frequency
It's time to wake up and smell the shit
(We're not that far off)
We're neck deep in it
Let us be your rock, to rock and roll
And dance the way you do
Dance the way you do
Their lies were formed to slowly eat at you
The bugs under my skin are on the creeping again
Join in hands or let us remain
An accomplice in the shadows of our government's gain
Change your ways
Question authority
Question the government
Become a staple for your peers through the end of days
Question all you assume to be true
Cause these days they send you to the gallows for questioning
(We made our money off the towers we tombed)
(We made our money off our land on the moon)
(Question the government)
I want some fucking proof
I want the God damn truth
Was there ever a man on the moon?
Was there ever a man on the moon?
Was there ever a man on the moon?
Increasing volume calls for decrease in gain
He said
Ports screaming
A never knowing coming turning event
Cyclical as the life I've spent
A life spent in thought of the time that has passed
The time that has passed leaves me bathing in regret of the past
And I've paid
My penance
Life in the hair of instabilities main he stood
A bitter dead
You mother fuckers wanna hate on your makers
You've ripped your roots right out of the ground
You've walked around too long just to piss on my lawn
We are an army
Hitting your car head on
Well I'm drawing the line
He's drawing the line
Fuck drawing the line
For no longer
Will our waivers
Be washed away
Slow as our wind might blow
We row
This boat has turned into a ghost ship
And my corpse is rotting, rotting, rotting, rotting, rotting away
She's rotting away
Rotting, rotting, rotting, rotting, rotting away
She's rotting away
Stomach what you are not
Breathe with the difference of earth
Believe in a mind like mine
Stomach continual pills
Swallow me
Stomach me
Savor me
Continual pills
Reflect on pity (poison, what's poison?)
Learn its true means (know poison)
Choke on my dick in the thick of a gun click
I'm rotting away
Slow as our wind might blow we row
This boat has turned into a ghost ship
And my corpse is rotting, rotting, rotting, rotting, rotting away
She's rotting away
Rotting, rotting, rotting, rotting, rotting away
Rivers will flow to the appropriate homes
Nails will find the appropriate wrists
Rivers will flow
Rivers will flow
Rivers will flow from my wrists like wine
Suddenly I've found
My lungs lie dormant in a burial ground
Like a Bosnian bloodhound, inside
A woman's vultures eat our heart but not our hide
All within the pause between words
Waiting for you to talk
You're tearing this heart apart
Cardiac arrest waiting for you to talk
Two sides align with arms stretched out
I drew the line between the humble & the proud
As my digits grace the battleground,
I sigh I've gasolined myself without a match to light
Forget the literal
Look a little deeper in these words (heaven, open)
Before you talk
You're tearing my heart apart
Cardiac arrest waiting for you to talk
potpourri and gasoline smells so sweet
Were only fifty feet away, with no brakes
Hand crafted, hand made, a hands destruction, I break.
I've choked on the guilt, but you'll choke on me, my taste, & all whom I've tasted words, deepest of deep from neck to my toes in this current that flows from a lie these are the reasons of how and why that I found order I'm tuning into the transmission radiating from you it comes clear thru static what once was emphatic is a negative twelfth step recovering addict I'll twist your knife inside this open wound Heart, weighed best like lead A dove that grew wings just to be pronounced dead by a boy Not a man but a boy A no merit critic that yearns to decree & dictate her order Wrong enough on record, right enough in the heart I never thought an infantry could tear us apart If I'm dead to you now, wait till I fuck her & I will talk a witness at hand Without defense, a witness without a witnessing stand I've choked on the guilt but you'll choke on me in her, you'll choke on me in her.
There's something in the way you held your head
And the light silhouetting the sight
Something's gotta give in this image
For the beauty's ensuring soar eyes and
No one ever knows who will
No one ever knows who won't
No one ever knows who will and who won't
We're practicing the art of wasting away
In the brace of each others arms
Under the sun, my lover and me
What a picture in my wallet this would be
It's all that I need
There's something in the air in which you stand
And the aroma that passes in the wind
Something's gotta give in this image
For the beauty's ensuring my end and
No one ever knows, but i've been dying to tell you
No one ever knows, it keeps me dying to tell you
No one ever knows who will and who won't
We're practicing the art of wasting away
In the brace of each others arms
Under the sun, my lover and me
What a picture in my wallet this would be
It's all that I need
It's all that I need
It's all that I need
She's all that I need
She's all that I need
She's all that I need
You're all that I need
You're all that I need
We're practicing the art of wasting away
In the brace of each others arms
Je suis, my lover and me
What a picture in my wallet this would be
We're practicing the art of wasting away
In the brace of each others arms
Under the sun, my lover and me
What a picture in my wallet this would be
It's all that I need
It's all that I need
It's all that I need
that very man on the corner with sign in his hands has lost his whole as the six to a twelve year old, I became that very man with the hole faster than wind, you'll leave your mark I'm on the incline with seven feet your seven fucks away from innocence cigarette burns should adorn my arms I've broken crosses into x's another covenant means little in the moment I swear when I came here that I hated you but now I love you I'm seven drinks away from sober yet you will shine blessed with not a whole, I have not a whole, I have but a hole seven leaves, seven drinks, seven down, drown and sink, crown of thorns, rigid streets, habits on leave, I'm in hell.
I felt so cold
when through me
she went
so though you're gone
your presence resides in me
till I can show you that I'm something tonight
is there a way to cut these corners?
until I know I'll give it all I've got
throw me away
cuz its cold outside
so throw me away
ice sharp as knives
is spread through my neck
I thrive and I feed
on your kiss
which I live
despite myself control
I can't keep my hands off of you
and even if I tried
I don't think it would last very long
so I'm searching through my heart
I'm finding where you stay
so I can separate myself
and tear you away
I may be young, but I've got nerve
Nerve enough to say the things that need be heard
I want to save the world
One soul at a time
And I won't stop at the drop of a dime
I won't stop
Soil your carpet, and the carpet you'll clean
As she reaps her sweet revenge upon our scene
Mother nature is handing 'em out
She's ringing hell's bells, bells?! Ah, hell
She's waited on us for so long and now she's happening
Open your eyes, reset the standard
Hold high yourself above the filth
Cause karma's coming around
The end is near, and in clear view
And will be until we change the things we do
We need to work for love, and join in hands
And defend what we hold so grand
I've got a list of demands
And I will see them through
Soil your carpet, and the carpet you'll clean
As she reaps her sweet revenge upon our scene
Mother nature is handing 'em out
She's ringing hell's bells, bells?! Ah hell
She's waited on us for so long and now she's happening
Open your eyes, reset the standard
Hold high yourself above the filth
Breathe in new life, sheep seek your shepherd
Govern this grace we've all been dealt
Cause karma's coming around
And we're all just parasites
And the earth gives back in spite
Of all the hurt that we bring her
You'd think we'd treat her better if we actually knew her
Yea we're all just parasites
We're all just parasites
The kink in the design
Was perfect in design
The parasite
Yea, I'm awaiting the coming of new age
As I sift through the sands of the times
(Sift back to the day when the bells first chimed)
And yea I'm being broken of the "thought to be so"
Life's the reason, we're the rhythm, I'm the rhyme
And the voice of the times
And I will
Open your eyes, reset the standard
Hold high yourself above the filth
Breathe in new life, sheep seek your shepherd
Govern this grace we've all been dealt
Cause karma's coming around!
And we're all just parasites
(We're all just parasites)
Yea, we're all just parasites
We're all just parasites
We're all just parasites
We're all just parasites
Sore
Sore cunt from a career of self-serve
What the hell have you done to yourself?
What the fuck have you done to everyone else?
Face the jury
Buoyantly
Vividly
Rendering every pocket blistering
You've found a way to displace the shame
To misplace the same weight
Gift wrapped in disease
Shotgun in a muzzle
Shotgun silenced..
Sealed in a graphic
Sealed in silence
Pivotal as choice is
In your hands
Have you not any shame?
How could you blame the world?
How could you place any fault?
Reflective surfaces show
Who holds responsibility for it all
I'll never accept who you are
Monster's not word enough
What you are
Words can't say
Alive and well to my dismay
Dismay brought from a conveyor of self-serve
Look what You've done to yourself
Fuck you and what You've done to yourself
Have you not any shame?
How could you blame the world?
How could you place any fault?
Reflective surfaces show
Who holds responsibility for it all
I'll never accept who you are
Monster's not word enough
Never accept who you are
What you are
Words can't say
Alive and well to my dismay
What you are
I can't say
What you need?
I'll shove a splintering stake up your cunt
We've all made mistakes
With room for more mistakes to make..
No I will never be a monster..
I'll never accept who you are
Monsters not word enough
What you are
Monsters not word enough..
Meet me by the watered rail
By the pier, I wait here I try to find myself
But I find myself inside of you
When I feel you, circum succumbing, surrounding me.
Become extinguished, no more burn enveloping on me
This I know, when I cum in you
So long since I've been, surrounded by you
It feels like I can't breathe
This coming release, on my skin & under me, on sheets,
Disgust replace thee, I'm not wanted in this space, this place
Can't stand the thought of, of me inside you
It feels like I can't breathe
Everything you ever said was a lie
Everything we ever did was a lie
You live your life with the motive,
to be caught by the gullible eye.
The country is FUCKED
We've got a maniac running the lines
Writing the headlines
Keeping the fire burning
Incessantly fanning the flames
Flames of fear, the end of the world is near
Lets try and tax their tips
The average waiter of $2.13
Our supply has fallen short of demand
And we need more bullets for M16s
To shred through the dead weight
Their lives expense we could not anticipate
And I hope this weighs on your shoulders
Cuz my back breaks
With every innocent life they take
What have we now but a 747 of loads
And the president counting down as these nations explode
5,4,3,2,1
Standby for the war of our worlds has begun
March
March on
Storm the gates of this abomiment
And free the liar of his cause
March (what do we do?)
March on (to the sound of a drum)
Let freedom ring from desert to mountain top
And the sound of the ring I will degrade with every word that I sing
I'll piss upon with every word that I sing
Shredding through deadweight
For in their sleep they cannot anticipate
My words heavy as boulders
As they roll off my tongue to your ear, am I hurting your shoulders?
5,4
Enough with the numbers, fuck it
I'm ready for war
March (what do we do?)
March on (to the sound of a drum)
Storm the gates of this abomiment
And free the liar of his cause
March (what do we do?)
March on (to the sound of a drum)
Let freedom ring from desert to mountain top
And the sound of the ring I will degrade with every word that I sing
And three cheers for the cause
Saddle up cause I'm ready for war
Saddle up cause I'm ready for war
Pray that the power of God eludes you
Or let the power consume you
And burn with every last cent that you've earned
The money you've made off the lives that you put in the grave
We're all pawns in the game
March
March On..
And the cavalry's ready
In a perfect world
All people would agree
That given the circumstance we better start to believe
We all are just running
From something we'd never foresee
The ending of humanity, yea
In a perfect world
All people would agree
That given the circumstance
We better get the fuck on our feet
Because we all are just running from something
Something we could never foresee
The ending of humanity
We'll be swimming with the manatee
Our faiths have torn this world apart
We've been misguided, misdirected, misinformed by those elected
And now it's time to take a stand abroad
Praise Jesus, praise Buddha, praise Allah, praise God
Well I'm making amends with myself
To better discern myself
For the better of my own health
I'm learning to love myself
While digging up the dirt I've been dealt
Cause we all are just running from something,
Something we could never foresee
The ending of humanity
We'll be swimming with the manatee
Black or white
Yellow, red
We're the same
It's time to dust off them water wings
Black or white
Yellow, red
We're the same
It's time to dust off them water wings
Well I'm making amends with myself
To be discern myself
I'm making amends with with myself
For the better of my own health
Well I'm making amends with myself
I'm making amends with myself
I'm making amends with myself
I'm making amends with myself
for the better of everyone's health
(I will face myself)
It's best we amend with ourselves
In a perfect world all people would agree
That given the circumstance we better begin to believe
Cause we all are just running from something
Something we'd never foresee
The ending of humanity
(Where you gonna run?
What you gonna do?
Where you gonna turn?
When are we gonna learn?)
We'll be swimming with the manatee
In a perfect world we'll be
(Where you gonna run?
What you gonna do?
Where you gonna turn?
When are we gonna learn?
You better begin to believe it baby)
In a perfect world we'll be
In a perfect world we'll be
You and me in eternity
times have changed
and acceptance should come of all things naturally
because I am sick of dealing with your view
of my reality
to those girls
with bleeding eyes
whom pull on me
like moon to the tides
you make me see things
aren't easily divided
to those girls
which I despise
you can't see through me
with your piercing eyes
never again will I change
to be part of your augmented society
this heart that you once knew
this heart has since been sold
and when karma came around
it hit your heart ten fold
and now I feel on higher plain
I'm looking down on you
I've got you around my finger
mother always makes things better
and I'm not better anymore
my confidence is high
and my nose for once turns up
your spitting out excuses
but your speech is yet abrupt
and there she is
she's like the wind
she comes and goes
leaving me breathless
this rabbit hole gets deeper
I'm losing grip with finger
well I'm not better anymore
I won't absorb you anymore
Solace in the shape of a night
A night which dines upon iridescent light
A fly's eye view will do me fine
To sort the matter
I couldn't creep around her climb
A fishhook tongue at feeding time
I felt the way it feels
For her to hook your collar
Its high school
She's curious
You're grounded
I let you live her lie
This gift which I have given you
Would be no gift if I had chose to fight the lie
It's high school
She's curious
You're grounded
The love you have the body you embrace
Would be no gift if I had chose to fight the lie..
She's coming through
Picture perfect
This gift which I have given you
She who you hold to highest heights
Would be no gift if I had chose to fight the lie
Bathed in moon light
this water on your skin makes you beautiful tonight
and I'm drawn in
by the reflection in your eyes
But what I feel I forfeit when I pretend you're right
because everything in your wish is my will too
but it's an itch I cannot reach
that underlying fear that with you in my life
I will never be but a
dove...
with no wings...
I fall...
from your tree...
And you don't know
please don't leave me alone
for I will love you more
more and more each day
So reach for me
just reach for me
And I don't know
what had me at first
it must have been your smile
or that look in your eyes
so go...
and burn me again...
but just know...
that I might not be here...
waiting...
And you don't know
please don't leave me alone
for I will love you more
more and more each day
Oh hurt,
it seems we were meant to be
oh pain,
you are my soul mate
Why can't I just be happy
why can't I just be free
happy and free
Because you're my love
and I am hooked
so hear my cry
and kiss me today
Fuck the world & every friend I ever had
For after falling in their arms
They just fucked me in the ass
But in a way we paved the way
We've dropped our pants and touched our toes away
We've sacrificed our means to disagree
So fuck what's real
And forget what's not
Cuz when it all is said & done
Being fucked is what you've got
But friends will always be there when you're standing face to face
But when you're backs in view, they're sure to fuck you too
Were all just a whore who will flake away & I'm sure to dissipate,
but mark my words my ghost will fuck you
We all will just as soon dissipate
Fuck family, fuck friends, fuck love, and fuck this band
Fuck it all, to its ends, well fuck each other over till we can no longer stand.
To sit high in stomachs, to tend to nauseate am I rubbing off on you does it make you rubber, I'm on the bounce back, and I humbly denounce me, myself, and you On a playground, I take a snapshot of her tag sticking out By the water, I fell in love with the girl whose tag stood stout I am the liquor lining stomachs I cause butterflies, do my feet feel good on you? Or does it make you less than I'm no greater or equal to, the fractionate second that my fist connects with you A greater than digit with a negative sign Flipped over and divided by the opposite side I'm greater than your mouth gaping open With my dick in my hand Fractional ferocity Iron cast of fist is born Cannot sleep an hour more When vehemence boils remedy And never again will I be the garnered & she's got everything to offer & this I see when her eyes shine thru mine & I ask her what she sees in me & she answers softly this love can't be defined.
What a cynical date
I should have had you at the door
A door frame the barely stands today
Merely given a taste
And my hands are on the verge of breaking
From two years to this very day
Over come by you
And the limits are now limitless
And broken hearts will only keep us to the ground
And I'm sorry if my compliments hurt you
But knowing this hurts even more
I guess you'll have to tape my mouth shut girl?
Beautiful
I feel the need to express the explosive emission
From a nuclear reactant chest
With a heart that is pumping the pending problem
You keep indulgence at bay
Indulgence takes me away
Makes room for replacement
Sets new pace to an old race
To become one with the better half
Of loves bittersweet
Bittersweet love
And as the waves collide
I collide
Over come by you
And the limits are now limitless
And broken hearts will only keep us to the ground
And I'm sorry if my compliments hurt you
But knowing this hurts even more
I guess you'll have to tape my mouth shut girl?
Beautiful..
If you do not wish for these words
Why do you happily sit there and take them?
I promise the choice is yours
And I'm not willing to make you take them
You love them
Girl
In life as in death I will always love you
Will always love you..
Bittersweet love..
I love you
I swear that I love you
And as the waves collide
I collide
Over come by you
And the limits are now limitless
And broken hearts will only keep us to the ground
And I'm sorry if my compliments hurt you
But knowing this hurts even more
I guess you'll have to tape my mouth shut girl?
So come clean
because above all I want you to be honest with me
& in the end nobody wants to be lied to
but my hopes are restored when you say you still love me
but I know you couldn't love for your life
But still he gives it all he's got
because his name is child and its written in blood
that you can fight it all you want
but if there's something that this world doesn't have
its a thing called love
& its clear
that you could care less about others
because in the end you always come out on top
yet my faith is renewed when you say you still love me
but I know you couldn't love for your life
But still he gives it all he's got
because this nameless child is written in blood
and you can fight it all you want
but if there's something that you don't know
its a thing called love
But this gift
personified like it's alive itself
because after all this work you know it bleeds with me
and all bets are off when you say you don't love me
but I know you couldn't love for a gun to your head
You feel more
secluded from me today
yet I feel more
excluded by what you say
So cut me out more
because I am more now
You step in
to rest your simple case
but I know I'm not ready
for that smack in my face
So cut me out more
because I am more now
But then I will hit you back
because I'm back and I learned from the sting
when you slapped my face
but get back and you'll learn too
when I hit you back
because I'm back and I learned from the sting
when you slapped my face
Because I am more now
Lay your cards down
Lets fight a war where the weapons equal fact
Put your ace down
Your smooth persona contradicts the way you act
He's not the only one, you've got a jack up your sleeve
He maybe the king of kings but you're the queen of thieves
You wanted to be heard I want to be heard too
On a post traumatic cruise with the God in you
I'll see your first bet I'll raise the heat thru truth and pressure;
rise Lets let the cat out,
we could make billions building kingdoms based on lies
& of all these things you draw a line when a moment collapses into a year
of famine who are you to hold my hand?
You're looking to be hurt (news flash)
I wont be hurting you I've bailed on this ride
There never was a God in you.
This is the last song
In which I fester my anger
I've been down that road
More than I can remember
My lifetimes have been countless
I'm a mouse in a wheel who's assumed he's been boundless
I've got a Wii, a 360, a PSP
And I'm still so unhappy
What will it take to break through the fake
Consumeristic ways that have lead to our heartache
We're chasing false ideals
We're bred to think are right
We're running in the wheel
The wheel of black and white
Shades of grey, I'm dying to see
In an engine that's ran off of duality
It's cowboys
And Indians
It's batman
And bad guy
We're fucked
We're fucking so pathetic
We must be monkeys
Yea that's right put on those dancing shoes
Like you did your water wings
Now break it down
From the two step to the chugga-chugg-chugg
To the part after this one
To the part after that one
We're all one in the same
Aliens up high
Saucers in the sky
New wave, new age
A new day to turn the page
Hey
Why all the secrecy?
I wanna know what monsters lurk the beds above our heads
(The boogey man is dead)
Yea hey
Dismiss conspiracy
Dismiss everything
Everything is but a dream
So dream
Yea dream
The American dream
The American screams
Oh God, I'm fuckin so pissed off
I've worked this dream for a decade and I'm still not paid
Yea fuck you, who say I do it for the money
I can't even afford bread, butter, and honey
I'm fuckin hungry for riches
Hungry for fans
Hungry for love
And a better fucking band
So hate me now that I've spilled you my heart
Since I've ripped up my dream and I've torn it apart
Now I can be what you already hate
now I can be what you already hate
I've blown out my brains and I've dug my own grave
This song is the truth of to which I'm a slave
Drop us now, better now than be later
Same sad song, same stupid player hater
All you bitches I just called out the shitter
Band of the month meets the new pinch hitter
This song is a joke and the ball's out the park
Cats out the bag, dog's barked its bark
Desktop is dying, can't even record
I need a new drive of which I cannot afford
I could carry on, but you'd get so bored
Fuck you again, I'm so fuckin floored
to be is better than not to be
but to indulge in oneself
is a crime I won't commit
commit me
if to be means living a life of blind complacency
than I am not to be the one lifting my life away
when I have better things to do so lets fight
another life awaits in front of you
where your guns will never ever do
so what will you prove
without your loot
and I'll play the bunny just for you
but your guns will never ever do
so how will you prove
without your boot
Our story starts with a boy
Who finds himself in a girl
Outdone, outgunned, on the run without a care in the world
See they had justification
In believing freedom is free
Or so they thought
I guess they must have been mistaken
When they figured freedom couldn't be bought
I think I'm at it again
Cause it feels like
It seems like everyone's eyes are burning a hole in my confidence
And paranoia's at an all time high, as my chest gets tight
FYI, in the midst of a panic attack it's harder to breathe
So from what were they running
And to whom was there crime
You can call it as it lies, for the truth will be disguised over time
Some may say it was nothing, some may say they were strange
Or so they thought
I guess they must have been mistaken
When they figured freedom couldn't be bought
I think I'm at it again
Cause it feels like
It seems like everyone's eyes are burning a hole in my confidence
And paranoia's at an all time high, as my chest gets tight
FYI, in the midst of a panic attack it's harder to breathe
Oh yea it's harder to breathe
It's harder to breathe
I'll cross your T's if you dot my I's
I'll scratch your back, you scratch mine back until the day that we die
We made a pact that they wont take us alive so let's die
Die like Bonnie and Clyde
So throw me a bone
I would die for the world if the world would have it so
They'll probably knock us off
They'd never let us go
So when you find me dead
With a bullet in my head and a note
Be it known I wasn't alone
I think I'm at it again
Cause it feels like
It seems like everyone's eyes are burning a hole in my confidence
And paranoia's at an all time high, as my chest gets tight
FYI, in the midst of a panic attack it's harder to breathe
I'll cross your T's if you dot my I's
I'll scratch your back, you scratch mine back until the day that we die
We made a pact that they wont take us alive so let's die, oh die
Die like Bonnie and Clyde
Impertently marked
The deign and the weary now
Govern my exult
Govern my heart, my mind, my body
The weight on my soul
Making love to her will always be
A frictional engrave to sought to not remember
Streaming real time
Closed screening in wait for what dreams may come
For what dreams often bring
A time when what I did was right
Before a calm resign
Between the girl and boy
Post mourning the most
Beautiful of days, weeks, months, years, lives
Making love to her will always be
A frictional engrave to sought to not remember
And word on the street is
That she's got a lot of love to give
Everything a boy could want in a girl
What are the odds of living it again?
I've got to become one with what I've been missing
It's long past been you'll never live it again
You want what you lost
You want what you brought to its end
Odds
The odds to live it again
Odds
What are the odds to live it again?
What am I running from lord?
I've got to find a way
Back into my mother's womb
That girl meant everything to me
My mother
My lover
My family
Over and over again
Without hesitation I will run
Over and over again
So go back to the one you love
What am I running from lord?
Wilt as I'll wilt lord
Making love to her will always be
A frictional engrave to sought to not remember
And word on the street is
That she's got a lot of love to give
Everything a boy could want in a girl
Making love to her..
Its long past been you'll never live it again
I creep to the window and what do I find?
But two bodies in my bed with a body unlike mine,
His body's unlike mine thru crime
A window without light that burns
A bulb into the night my soiled eyes
They close you'll steal yourself a fairy tailers time
You'll find a way to keep a love like mine
Silk is smooth
But not as smooth as you it doesn't hook like you
It doesn't fuck like you do
Rub me down, and lay beside and practice giving in a dance we do
A dance we do, a dance a dance that I win
You'll steal yourself a fairy tailers time
You'll find a way to keep a love like mine
I hope I find the bridge we built and burn it down
Lord knows I've carried this weight by myself
By myself thru stories told
We space between the cast & mold we ran the train on honesty
And left what left be honesty left untold rub me down
On your knees, practice giving in a dance we do
A dance that I win
It feels like we're making everything and nothing at all
I love you
In a promise
Open and always in every situation
No rhyme or reason
The reason she's leaving need not be given
For she's given more than any should
Given a lifetime
Given more than any should
Love
What a premise
Come one
Come all
Come again
Fellow ladies and gentlemen
I need your utmost attention
You wanted the story on how the story begins
But I tell you matter not with the beginning
But rather with the ending
For the end will set the story
The story of a young man
A nice working lad
Trying to get back what he never really had
He was waiting on his tax return
Taxes aside
Money couldn't save his life
He was hopeless
And left to die
All alone in the darkest of basements
In the blink of an eye
He went down
He was hopeless..
Girl you know its true
I once held care for you
But that lies neither here nor there but with the wind
Cause I tried so fucking hard to help you
Drop your guard
Just to build it higher than mountains in the end
He lashed out in denial and slander
She was always a bitch
Pussy's always pussy
No matter what the label
Every meat will have its grade
And I'm lost in the meaning of my own words
You reaffirmed what it meant to feel abandonment
And yet you flood the banks of my establishment
And I've been thinking this relationship over
Over and over, its clear to me now there's no us and we're over
Hold the banks with what life you have left
Hold the banks with your lives
He lashed out in denial and uncouth words
What is denial?
I'm not in denial
This is denial
This is slander
She was always a bitch
Pussy's always pussy
No matter what the label
Every meat will have its grade
She was always a bitch
Fuck it
It may be wrong but it's my only way of dealing with it
I'll say what I want
Until the cow comes home
She's never coming back..
She's gone
And now he's looking for something
Real
Alive
Breathing
And now he's starving for someone
And now he's dying to find himself
He's in the field and yet the cow will never follow him home
And he'll say what he wants
Because she's never coming back..
And I'm heading home
Pull the curtain,
Bring wall paper,
down Like the burn of the oven
A note which knows no sound
One gram short of a pound
And all that jazz
On sky beams, or on cat walks, its all green to me
In short your growing into silence
A voice that cant be heard 20/20
But I am blind leave what you think behind
With half a distance of a distance
You will never arrive in short
You're growing into silence a bed which you have made
I will continue to support you
You think you cannot be out smarted
While you fuck me I'll keep my enemies close
While I fuck you too
Tension that comes from every direction
A pull without a release
It's good to know you feel the need to contract
Upon the very words in which I failed to react
For this is why I cannot let this bitterness lie
Virtue is my enemy with the devil at my side
He sits upon my shoulder, as I sit upon your words
Awaiting this consumption brings my level down to yours
When an eye is milked for all its worth
How can you ask why the weak must cry?
We've seen too much in this holocaust
We've unintentionally, internally brought upon us, actuality
Bringing us down to earth
you said I was something new
something you've never known before
and you have forced me to let go
and you're not worth one of my tears
and still it's sad that you can't see all this
stained are the papers that I slave over for you
so just stay, in your four walls
don't blot my tear just let me drown and stay out of mine
and now I turn my back
and I refuse to look in your eyes
and in time it all will fade away
and I'll wipe this tear off my cheek
and I will wipe
this tear off my cheek
and I wont drown
in these useless tears
Blind by a veil self-implied,
My morals inside
Succumbing self abuse,
I slowly transform into you,
Hard to abstain from a high, for with it you fly,
In a leaf or on a bed
Abstinence has left me dead,
How do I ever turn around
When I'm broken, and livid, light headed
On the road to hell
And God is all I have
Touch my head,
Make me numb,
Make me see,
With this gift,
I'm not dead,
I will see
Again I wake with regret,
I've grown to detest
My actions like the night before,
Where rest is found on a floor,
Eyes glazed once again,
This veil is laced in
To lies your telling me,
I eat them for prosperity
Parched as we are and the sand still blows
The same as before same as before
The storm could even storm
Bird ever sing
Cat make a call that's my life
Inside a broken straw
Then I thought I saw an angel
I swear in all her glory
I thought I saw an angel
Wave in a break, grain against grain
Everything and all that's my life
Inside a broken straw in all whom I've lusted
Completion couldn't find a moon that always wanes
As long as the sand blows the same
Can we wane?
Weightless, stressors retreating, floating
Against all gravity
Inward onto abandon, weighting in all this gravity
Selfless beautiful angel, weighting all this gravity
I watch my back
But still you linger
Not caring about a word I say
Nothing changes
and I grow weaker
Afraid of my feelings
And still you want me to stay
I watch my back
But still you linger
You're my back up
I know no other way
But if I grew up
And learned how to leave you
Would you love me more
Out of jealousy
So just tear
Me down
And break
Me down
Just take this all away
Its just the right time
To make it easier
It's the right time for now
If I just let it go
I might be sad
But it's the right time for now
Watch my back
And still you take away
You want my eyes on you, so you can grow
Not caring
If my heart just breaks
If you had one too
Your love would show
I wanna let you know
Just what you mean to me
You're so sweet and I can not describe
The anger I get
When you give back the love I gave
So now I'm dying
And I still hold your hand
So just tear
Me down
Just break
Away
Get your filthy paws off of me
God please, take me back
Rewind time, for I'm ruined now
for I wish, I was young
With a heart that's not ruined now
I rub my eyes, on edge of sleep
But this dream has become reality,
I neither want to wake up nor stay asleep,
But no longer will I push away memories
For old times
You fell when you ate the pill, & when it comes to us, you pick her still An antidote is what I think you need, you're too weak to proceed Well you're wrong While I'm learning You crave I'm just deeper This fracture don't ask why, you'll get thru this, while I get by Tumbling down again Provoked with hostility, it seems that girls are worth more than your friends may be The whole truth you refuse to see, I think you need another voice in your head to believe You're wrong While I'm learning You crave I'm just deeper This fracture don't ask why, you'll get thru this, while I get by She just wanted a boy who had something to say I'll swallow & choke on these, nothings Wrench in a bike spoke, feather of lead I'd rather be dead than be you, you will burn.
Downward spiral
I thought the worst had passed me by
but I can't go on
in this cycle I know too well
So fly......away.....
and I'll kill you before I kill myself to be......
free
Long discussions
I tell you how I feel
but still you sit there waiting
eyes are cold, and your heart is black
but still he walks slowly
the same rhythm of feet on floor
just to kill me softly
but I'll kill you before I kill myself
So fly......away.......
and I'll take you before I take myself and be......
free
One more romance
one more hate unto my heart
until I stick this through him
and I'm covered in his blood
and I hope they both die
a painful death which I deserve
cuz I'm always wrong
so myself,... so ya know I'll be free
Hate is such a strong word
yet it seems to perfectly describe my feelings towards you
Well never fear my dear
Stay right here
Close to me
Veer yourself away from the windows
I've got my shotgun,
Bring on the dead ones
And my wrath will soon ensue
They were never meant to walk
Will we make it out alive?
God, give me the strength and the nerve
To pop a zombie's head like a zombie deserves
Well the whole world turned upside down
When the zombies rose forth from the ground
Now the whole world continues round
With the zombies
So glow, glow, glow
In the shower of shameless pride
Cleanse as he would have cleansed
God give me the strength and the nerve
To pop a zombie's head like a zombie deserves
I've got my shotgun, and she goes boom
God give me the strength and the nerve
To pop a zombie's head like a zombie deserves
Well the whole world turned upside down
When the zombies rose forth from the ground
Now the whole world continues round
With the zombies
So glow, glow, glowing the shower of shameless pride
Cleanse as he would have cleansed
God give me the strength and the nerve
To pop a zombie's head like a zombie deserves
I've got my shotgun, and she goes boom
Boom
Well the whole world turned upside down
When the zombies rose forth from the ground
Now the whole world continues round
With the zombies
Well they rose forth from the ground
And they turned this whole world upside down
And now thy wrath be spread abound
With the zombies
Well the whole world turned upside down
Yea the whole world turned upside down
Now the whole world is upside down
In a brand new way
We've sent our own on a mission
We vote our sons to die
Well I can never fucking fathom
Anybody's savior sending them to murder a nation
Start a rebellion if you please
Well I please
As I bring out your dead
This air has aged with such stagnance
As we uphold and behold
Those whom have belayed these molds
The molds in which we're forced to fit
The molds our people have been slaved with
The molds our children will be plagued with
In a world knee deep in bodies this air represents inevitability
Rebel, rebel, yell, rebel, hands up
Self govern or hop aboard with the impostors
I feel this notion hath wait
But I feel this notion has taken its toll on us
Rebel, rebel, yell, rebel, hands up
Divorce all prior existence
Acknowledge the thought that there might be something more
The more before the board had been built
The pieces no mold
Inevitable destruction with no instruction
Lets give unto the man, as he has given unto us
Bring the metal
Who brings the metal?
The dead bring the metal
Thou shalt not be bent over
Thou shalt not further this crusade
We'll sail our ships into your mother fucking icebergs
Rebel, rebel, yell, rebel, hands up
Self govern or hop aboard with the impostors
I feel this notion hath wait
But I fear this notion has taken its hold on us
Rebel, rebel, yell, rebel, hands up
Thou shalt not follow in their way
Thou shalt not further this crusade
Head stones a row, fall in line
As I bring out your dead
Thou shalt not further this crusade..
We'll sail our ships into your mother fucking icebergs
Walk and roll with the punches
I'll keep on walking
The future awaits my reply
Move forward or turn my back
On the healing hand of time
I feel fine, same sick back again and I'm fine
Our hearts will mend in time
Our hearts remain entwined
By the healing hand of time
By the healing hand of time
Legs tire the first thoughts that enter myself
Are of the stress that I felt
I hadn't had my fix
And her parents had a wearing on me
So I stalled my walking
Bitching and moaning
Wasting the time of a life
Walking hand in hand with my beautiful future wife
Reflect and reframe
Day from night
You're hiding I'm seeking
Erroneously screaming olly olly oxon free
If you'd have it be
I'd walk my life away
In the streets of downtown Washington D.C.
I'll keep on walking
Walk and roll with the punches
Museums, high ceilings & the brightest of lights
Breath short
Rising panic as the room contorts
Into the jaws of a lion of an anxious sort
Stalling my walking
Bitching and moaning
Wasting the time of my life
Delving in the interest of my beautiful future wife
Well here's your breath of air
Here's your dying cure
Here's your sign of hope (all hope is gone)
This song's my cure
(Behind the blindfold)
You're hiding I'm seeking
Erroneously screaming olly olly oxon free
If you'd have it be
I'd walk my life away
In the streets of downtown Washington D.C.
Just so you could see
A newer me
And what this boy has grown up to be
Time spent remembering
Every time I'm face to face with it
I wish I couldn't remember
I wish I couldn't remember the wonderful times
Same sick bounce back again and I'm
Same sick bounce back again and I'm fine
From the trees of Athens
To the capital you call your home
I will be there to guide you
Beside you
Our ever-loving spirits divide to new wholes
(Behind the blind fold)
You're hiding I'm seeking
Erroneously screaming, singing for you, olly olly oxon free
If you'd have it be
I'd walk my life away in the streets of downtown Washington D.C.
Just so you could see
A newer me
And what this boy has grown up to be
If it's love we can make it work..
If it's love
Let it work
Well demons crawl along the walls
Through out the room in which I sit
Yea I'm living it again
Yea I'm living it again
I've made the mistake of letting you in
Same shit, same stench in the wake of the life that I have lived
I'm at the lowest of lows
When low and behold there comes along
That very light in which I've longed
Just to succumb to the opposition
You can never outrun
The past and the things that you've done
Get out of my head
Fuck that I'll never bow to circumstance
It's not what I've done it's what I do
That determines where my soul is headed to
The path I walk, and of it's truth
The time has come
To witness what you've become
I'm going out on a limb here man
But im sick of my sin
Well history repeats itself there in
It is what it is
I should have learned this the first time through
I've made the mistake of letting you in
Only to be buried again in my sin
Again
I've done it again
I'm lost from within
I've done it again
I've lost it
Same story as the last CD
Different me
But am I simply repeating history?
Same sad spot, same gist, same scene
Now do I let go, or repeat history?
Same alone, same all alone
I can't let her go
Well history repeats itself there in
It is what it is
I should have learned this the first time through
I've made the mistake of letting you in
Only to be buried again in my sin
Well history repeats itself therein
Well history repeats itself therein
(I'm letting you in)
Well history repeats itself therein
Well history repeats itself therein
Our story's been shelved away
And I'm locked inside
Between the depths of page
I now age
But as the river bends bending til it's destined end
This is what he said
And if we never speak again
I will pretend
Cause I've got the imaginative
Along with the creative
Said along with the creative
(I toss and turn)
And I cannot get you out of my dreams
(You fill my mind)
Despite my every try
(Is this for real?)
I'm lost within the seams
(So wrong, so right)
Of a lie
But as the river bends bending till it's destined end
We can only bend so far before we break
And when the waves refuse to break
Then the ground will surely shake
And quake, that it did on that day
And if we never speak again
I will pretend
Cause I've got the imaginative
Along with the creative
Said along with the creative
Along with the creative
Alone with my creative
I'm stepping back to redefine what I'm created for
What I'm created for
For all the things we have lost
(I'm stepping back to redefine what I'm created for)
It seems that nothing worth having comes without it's cost
(I'm living life through the eyes of a creator)
And I'm coming to find
(I'm stepping back to redefine what I'm created for)
The power of my mind
A conscious state of mind
And if we never speak again
I will pretend
(Whatever I want, we're all one in the end)
Cause I've got the imaginative
Along with the creative
Said along with the creative
And so it comes to be
I've created a world in which you're right here next to me
Where all things, all thought transcends reality
I've created a world to which the world will never see
I'm here to tell you
That I want you to know
That left in your wake
This is the boat I now row
A boat that was built on the most precious of principle
As trite as I'm true
In all that I do
I row forward for you..
As I have my fault
So have you yours
Your affection found sanction at
Inconsistencies door
And through blaming myself
I've found I'm worth so much more
A kingdom less throne unto my own
I row forward alone
For you
As trite as I'm true
I never thought that re-remembering me
Would mean remembering you
I'm tragically left concave
From a love that could be a best seller
From a love that could be one of the best
A chromatic indulgence
An atomic release
A peace, a voice to further
The chrysalis inside
The love I have inside
But I've seen her face behind
Every wall we climbed
And these mistakes are the waves that I now ride
That I must ride
To the crash
As trite as I'm true
I never thought that re-remembering me
Would mean remembering you
I'm tragically left concave
From a love that could be a best seller
From a love that could be one of the best
From a love that could be a best seller
From a love that could rise above the rest
Can we run?
Resetting the stage
That's what you came for
Resetting the stage
Now get what you came for
Go and run and get what you came for
Now did you get what you came for?
As trite as I'm true..
I've come to look down on forever For every reason that was ever contrived Forever used to mean the two of us within our bed Your side left vacant since the day that you died And it hurts to be alone when growing older & seventeen feels like a lie In terms of hurt it feels like I've aged to 95 & it hurts even more to know you're alive But now you're not with me and nor will forever ever be on our side When you're so out of range, you're love for me was just a prospect of change Prosperous would simply be preposterous Never was relief free of charge & how am I not supposed to die when you kiss Knowing that its where I shoulda been All I ever wanted was an answer something easier bought by richest of richest, like a post card put your love into words. I can't say that I don't want to tell you that I still love you What's done is done, leave the rest for the birds If you can read my thoughts than tell me what I'm thinking I think you're scared that the words would be you still love me too Leave me in November Novembers where I'll stay Suddenly I have found my love again In November I will race the wind.
When a song
A song can touch a nation
Doesn't that say something?
Isn't that a miracle?
When a mother
Can womb a child
Doesn't that say something?
Isn't that a miracle?
Doesn't that say something?
Do I hear a miracle
Chiming in our ears?
Please discuss
The commune
And the loving from a woman
Does that not have merit?
Can that not be credible?
Credible as fathers
Dying for their sons
Sons dying for their fathers
Doesn't that scream something at all?
Doesn't that scream something at all?
This love is a ride
We've tied ourselves down
For the time of our lives
Biding our time to die
If you missed me you'd write me
Loved me you'd call
Gave a fuck at all
You'd be there
Wouldn't that be something?
That would be a miracle
As honest as you were with you and I
I can't wish this away
As honest as you were
I can't wish this away
Who are you?
Coexistent we are
To coexist I need you
Who are you?
Coexistent we are
Coexistent we are
If you're the sun
I'm the moon
For without you
I hold no light to keep ground visible in night
I've come the darkest of moons
I've come the newest of moons
And I'll wait for you to shine again
I'm dying for your shine
If you missed me you'd write me
Loved me you'd call
Gave a fuck at all
You'd be there
Wouldn't that be something?
That would be a miracle
As honest as you were with you and I
And I swear this song's not negative
For these years have only grown into my open gaping love for you
And these words would never lie
As honest as you were with you and I
As honest as you were with you and I
If you missed me you'd write me
Loved me you'd call
Gave a fuck at all
You'd be there
Wouldn't that be something?
That would be a miracle
Wise men say
Be careful what you wish for
The truth would surely shame
The branding of your name
Stranger unknown
In the back of a Cadillac
He's dressed in black
From his toes to his head
Prospective collusion apparent
In the words that he said
She said
Sign your soul to me
And I will set you free
Carry on given weight through the hopeless times
They come a dime of a dozen
In cornucopias of many kinds
But it's all right
I'm gonna take this money
Turn it around times ten
And start a brand new life with you
You say you wanna get married
I don't buy it
How could an angel marry the devil?
I won't buy it
No I won't buy it
Their came a time
When the constants became unstable
Then came a rise were the questions of many sorts
What do I do?
What is my next move to get back to you?
To get back to the heaven that I once knew
She will be the only heaven you will ever see
Because you signed your soul to me
Is your love for this girl really worth all eternity?
You say you wanna get married
I don't buy it
How could an angel marry the devil?
I won't buy it
No I won't buy it
Hear the growl
In the lowest of rumble
Scream the tremors of past wished
Should've never wished this
I'll take my cues from the wise in the next life
So do you wanna get married?
I don't buy it
How could an angel marry the devil?
I won't buy it..
We've got our fingers crossed
We've got his very best friends in on the job
We the people are the people
And as people we will have our way
We're doing away with this sharp
Unorthodox
Ir-rhythm
Damning our streams
Give me this way out
Cause I'm being run over
By an eighteen wheeler with sorry
Written on the side
My life inside a broken straw
Let go of the railing
Give up, give up, come down
Please give me this way out
Cause my cup has long runneth over
And a flat line reading would
Surely do me right
My life inside a broken straw
And beneath me
Is the water I'll never reach
A cleansing not known to me
Well I stand up to breathe
My legs cripple, knees give in
And I cave in..
I'm caving in
I never wanted to be nothing more than unhappy
I'll wear this stereotype like a crown
And inherit the world as a king
Fucking rock star
Let go of the railing
Preferably before your last words
Your last breath
The subjects dropped and I'm killing you
Se la vie
We soon will see
Your bed in hell will reek of me
With your tail between your legs
Kill me
Kill me and see what I'm made of
Crucify me and make me a king
Let the killing begin
Cause nobody ever wants to die
In vein
Give me a reason to be remembered
Your alter is fading
As will you
You are my reason to be remembered
Crucify me
Make me a king
I never wanted to be nothing more than unhappy
And now I'm the spokes jack ass
I'll wear this stereotype like a crown
And inherit the world as a king
Fucking rock star
Let go of the railing
Preferably before your last words
Your last breath
The subjects dropped and I'm killing you
Se la vie, we soon will see
Your bed in hell will reek of me
With your tail between your legs
Kill me
the smell of piss and shame
gives new life to this lifeless place
but there's something about the stench and these walls
my head cocks back and my cells respond
and though recoiled, I may be
this place always relived in memory
could you ever conceive this by looking at me
you stupid bitches couldn't see through these clothes
Think of me...
An Element...
Of design...
but still your tone is sharp
and your words can cut like a knife
so here I am, please cut me down again
I am the one who will get up once more
fortified by what you want from me
tingled deep through finger tips
your touch reminds me of this place
but there's something about your aura and your skin
your head cocks back and your nose turns up at me
and so I try to break away
from this hell that you call life
you could never conceive these things by looking at me
you stupid bitches couldn't see through this skin
I'll change never change my mind
of who I am inside
fall away from
and taste what I am
Slowly, suddenly
I'm slowly slipping through the cracks of life
(He said what?)
I'm slowly slipping through the cracks of life
(He said what?)
I'm fucking dying in the cracks of life!
(You're fucking joking right?)
The system
It fucks you
Don't believe what the media tells you
And it's always the same in the morning
Slowly, suddenly
I'm slowly slipping through the cracks of life
(He said what?)
I'm slowly slipping through the cracks of life
(He said what?)
I'm fucking dying in the cracks of life!
(You're fucking joking right?)
The system
It fucks you
Disregard what the television tells you
Population control in the morning
Well I'll right my wrongs
With a new kind of song
Never forgetting what I have
A pen and a pad, a pen and a pad is all that I have
And I'll write my words,
With the tone of the absurd
Never forgetting what i have
A pen and a pad, a pen and a pad these weapons I have
What you choose to move
Or be let moved
Will be the tune we play to you
Well I'm a servant of God
I'm on a mission and I will not be stopped
I'm moving in full swing, not knowing where I'm going
Questioning everything
I have
These weapons i have
These weapons i have
These weapons i have
A dark path through which the future is left unsure
I'm at war
Slowly, suddenly
(He said what?)
Slowly, suddenly
(He said what?)
I'm fucking dying in it slowly
(He said what?)
I'm in the cracks of life
(You're fucking joking right?)
These days are deranged
We're zombies to the system
Like monkeys in a cage
Cause these days when all we are, are rats in a maze
I'm sick of just a cookie, I want some fucking cake
And I said 'Hey! What a thought?!'
I know it might sound crazy but I think the magic in this world is away
No doubt I'm claiming that the magic in this world is stolen away with age
And I know it to be due in part to society
I'm finding it criminal that the magic in this world
Has long been jarred up in a bag
And stolen away with age
Just a little bit criminal
As the thief is disguised through the money and the lies til we find
We're being stolen away with age
(We're stolen away)
(We're stolen away)
We're stolen away
When black and white replaces grey
(We're stolen away)
And the child within is lead astray
And I said 'Hey! what a thought?!'
I know it might sound crazy but I think the magic in this world is away
(No doubt I'm claiming that the magic has long been chained)
No doubt I'm claiming that the magic in this world is stolen away with age
And I know it to be due in part to society
I'm finding it criminal that the magic in this world
Has long been jarred up in a bag
And stolen away with age
Just a little bit criminal
As the thief is disguised through the money and the lies til we find
We're being stolen away
We're stolen away
We're stolen away
We're stolen away
We're stolen away
We're stolen away
We're stolen away
And I said 'Hey! what a thought?!'
'Hey! what a thought?!'
I know it might sound crazy
'Hey! what a thought?!'
We're stolen away with age
And I know it to be due in part to society
I'm finding it criminal that the magic in this world
Has long been jarred up in a bag
And stolen away with age
Just a little bit criminal
As the thief is disguised through the money and the lies till we find
We're being stolen away
Sinking in the eyes of an angel
I fight to rise above
I'm swimming in an angel's love
A midnight conversation lover
I bother not with the surface
For in her sea I find my purpose
I don't care
At all
And I know we will find our way
Guide us through
Your angel eyes will do
I wish that we could fall in love
But you've got your wings to lift you
From the fear the fall
I'm lost in time with this angel
The people watch this band
But I'll take my chance in a new one-night stand
I stare at her with conviction
Convinced she is the one
I will not take my love and run
And I know we will find our way
Guide us through
Your angel eyes will do
I wish that we could fall in love
But you've got your wings to lift you
From the fear the fall
Come down to me and disregard your wings
For when the angel falls in love my heart sings
When speaking of angels
The devil was the most powerful angel of all..
I wish that we could fall in love
But you've got your wings to lift you
From the fear the fall
Come down to me and disregard your wings
For when the angel falls in love my heart sings
And I know we will find our way
Guide us through
Your angel eyes will do
When being cautious
With the process
We devote what we can
While we try to withstand the simple at hand
We leave our selves open
Through voluntarily going to the depths of the deepest and the darkest of oceans
Just to say we left our mark in the conquest
Its fucked
But I've long since left the camp
And I often wish ill again
It seems that life has got me by the heels again
Just to drop me on my ass
Impeaching all dependency
In a quiet place between substance and loss
I threw away our love in a coin toss
And all of this time it seems
We were just falling apart, apart
While I grew into a part of you
So many things that I wanted to see
That I strived to be
In time you couldn't spend with me
I walked around like I was running it all
I ran it all so carelessly
I'll give you something in return for nothing
My love is built
Unconditionally
Well I still I wanna be something
I still wanna be something
I still wanna be something for nothing more
Negating human nature
In a quiet place between triumph and loss
I threw away our love in a coin toss
Bring the years and inform the clergy
I made it this far without you
And all of this time it seems
We were just falling apart, apart
Well I grew into a part of you..
Bring the years and inform the clergy
I made it this far without you
And all of this time it seems
We were just falling apart, apart
Well I grew into a part of you
In your head when you sleep with him
In your head when you sleep with him
I'll be in your bed when you sleep with him
In your fucking bed
Stalker
Vampire
Pariah
Lazar
Incubate The New Strain
Incubate The New Strain
Golem
Vector
Incubate The New Strain
Incubate The New Strain
Abject
Face Like Ash
Crawling
Up Through The Cracks
Carrier
Toxic Burnt Trash
Corpses Haunting
This Underpass
Incubate The New Strain
Incubate The New Strain
Abject
Face Like Ash
Crawling
Up Through The Cracks
Scapegoat
Tremor-Wracked
Murder
Rancid lord of pestilence
Belial- supreme avenger
Devour those bereft of sight
To see the way of Satan
Foulness of Bethlehem
My prodigious appetite
For perversion and sin
Revel in the carnal joy
Celebrate female pleasure
In the name of Asmodeus
She will dance for my delight
Take flight on wings of lust
Entranced by slender limbs
And heavy breasts
Desire is absolute
Honour my Baphomet
And sigils unholy
For they remind you of me
When I am gone away
Like the last moth of winter
That hides to cheat death
The sweetest pleasures beckon
You must devate the self
Listen to inner voices
Despicable choices
There are those content
Just to play with the bodies of the dead
The flesh is the life
To you and I
Ave Satanus
Rege Satanus
Eastern angel
I must learn to breathe without you
As I descend alone
To the bottomless pit
The flesh is the life
To you and I
Ave Satanus
I will pray to lord
I run too far away from home
But I, when I will cross the sea alone
cos' I can feel the energy
when the lord's been crying
too many years
I will walk away for them
I see their thoughts in me again
But I, when I will dream this dream again
cos' I can take this blame on me now
when the lord has been crying for me
is my lord really crying
this long time for me?
for me again
But I, when I will dream this dream again
Fool's the name
Sitting target for the ghouls to cane
Mention me then spit on the ground
A shameless game
Fortune's found its place for me in a pit of pain
I've been kicked out every household
Now they
Blame me (Don't blame me)
Silently (So silent)
Scapegoat, shame on you
Love me dear
And be prepared to live a life of morbid fear
A soulless life of solitude
In exile here
Better still to keep your own Utopia
You can have that dream come true
So...
Blame me (Don't blame me)
Silently (So silent)
Scapegoat, shame on you
Aftershave and smoke
And the same unfunny jokes
They say they'll take you
quot;Anywhere but there quot;
Believe every half-whispered
Half-remembered lie
Where truth is a luxury
They can't afford to buy
Scapegoat, looking for a scapegoat
Scapegoat, looking for a scapegoat
There's always someone else for you to blame
There's always someone else for you to blame
Backed into a corner he barricades his life
Fastens up the shutters every night
This island is big enough for every castaway
But most of us are looking round for someone else to blame
Scapegoat, looking for a scapegoat
Scapegoat, looking for a scapegoat
There's always someone else for you to blame
There's always someone else for you to blame
There's always someone else for you to blame
There's always someone else for you to blame
I who wait and writhe and wrestle
With air that hath no boughs to nestle
My body weary of empty clasp
Give me the sign of the Open Eye
And the token erect of thorny thigh
And the word of madness and mystery
Scapegoat
I am a man
Do as thou wilt as a great god can
I am awake
In the grip of the snake
The eagle slashes with beak and claw
The gods withdraw
The great beasts come
Scapegoat
Goat of thy flock I am gold I am god
Flesh to thy bone-flower to thy rod
Thrust the sword through the galling fetter
With hoofs of steel I race on the rocks
Through solstice stubborn to equinox
All-devourer-all-begetter
And I rave
And I rape and I rip and I rend
Everlasting-world without end
Scapegoat
They try to bring me down
I'm tired of wearing this sorrowed frown
Try to escape to myself
Try to relate to you
You try to bring me down (2x)
Try to relate to you
I'm not your fucking scapegoat
You try to bring me down (2x)
Try to relate to you
I'm not your fucking scapegoat
Say what you want, scapegoat (6x)
I'm not your fucking scapegoat
You try to bring me down (2x)
Try to relate to you
I'm not your fucking scapegoat
You try to bring me down (2x)
Try to relate to you
I'm not your fucking scapegoat
Say what you want, scapegoat (6x)
Scapegoat
There's a lane beside a highway
That takes you somewhere
Where people still care
In painted houses and corner shopping
With running rivers that still have fishes
And I'll kiss you in yellow fields
And we can make a home
And work fingers to the bone
And lie exhausted beside a fire
And talk about the time
Before we found the lane
You ... Dream ... You ... Dream with me
He packs a bag 'cause it's too quiet
And up the dusty bank onto the highway
And goes through places he's never heard of
The angry crowd did think that he's a space
cadet
And I'll need you to make me sober
And I'll kiss this all goodbye
And make up some alibi
You ... Dream ... You ... Dream with me
Wheres you salvation now?
Scrape at my face. divine scapegoat
Sing hymns at my disgrace
Confess you sins then cut my throat
And watch as i fall from grace
Your religeous dogma
Never suit my taste
Yet still i suffer the curse of the human race
Building walls
Strong and high
Of cement
Of granite
Of blood, bones and excrement
I am my own god now
Your empty religion can't save you
Your idol god can't save you now
Not this time
Not ever
Humanities...insanity
Has started to take it's toll
You better pray. pray everyday
To save your fuckin soul
Manipulated
And sat on mankind
Read between the lines
And open up your fucking mind
Building walls
Strong and high
Of cement
Of granite
Of blood, bones and excrement
Wheres your salvation now?
You've pushed me around
For the last time
I gave you a chance
And you gave me a hard time
I don't know who
You think you are
I'm leaving yeah
Cause you've gone too far
Yeah you gone too far
And I'm not your scapegoat
And I'm not your punching bag
And I won't be sorry
Cause I'm the best thing that you'll never have
You beat the crap
Out of my heart
Making me sad
Made you feel so smart
You're not a man
You're just a bum
I can see right through you
And I think you're dumb
Yeah I think you're dumb
And I'm not your scapegoat
And I'm not your punching bag
And I won't be sorry
Abandoned broken and bleeding.
A feast for their eyes a spectacle.
A martyr of the forsaken.
A scapegoat for their suffering.
Burn me alive.
I feel the hatred behind their eyes.
Burn me alive.
In eager circles to watch me die.
Burn me.
As silence falls through the masses.
The cruelest display of sacrifice.
A savior of the abandoned.
A scapegoat for their suffering.
Burn me alive.
I feel the hatred behind their eyes.
Burn me alive.
In eager circles to watch me die.
Burn me.
[Verse 1:]
It's been a decade now I've mastered my craft
Slick quick and sharp as a tack stick like the sex in your back
Perhaps I'm strapped with a gat but best to step the fuck back
Three hundred pounds of the tats
Prepared to stomp your face flat
I'm the reason heathens quit breathing by bleeding from lesions
Leading these demons through killing seasons and leave them grieving
No need in proceeding your begging and pleading
Only appeasing my thirst for blood, I stop when Hell is freezing
The Hitchcock of hip hop, the darkest shit on the block
These haters hate it cause their bitches on jock
I got it on lock, dropped like these empty shells from a Glock
I'm quick ta bullet ya spot and watch your corpse as it rots
[Chorus:]
Going to Hell and they wanna blame me
And your children were pale now they wanna name me
Wanna put me in jail cause I know they hate me
I'm tired I'm tired sick of bullshit
When your life's at an end and you're going crazy
And violence is a trend cause it's what they made me
I'm tired I'm tired sick of bullshit
I'm tired I'm tired sick of bullshit
[Verse 2:]
They try to blame me for school shootings
Disputing freedom of speech, they're saying their minds we are polluting
But what happened to people being responsible for things they did?
Red Lake that reservation yo fuck that kid
This shit ain't suitable for weak minds
Explicit lyrics and deep rhymes, just relax and it will be fine
No need to shoot up your school, no need to act a fool
No need to drown the neighbour bitch inside your swimming pool
No need to slit your wrists to be noticed
But if you must remain focused, slit horizontal and then quote this
I am a bitch, I am so weak, I can not take this life
It ain't my fault I killed myself, in fact I blame this knife
[Chorus]
[Verse 3:]
Sometimes I can't stand it, anti-the-whole-planet
I wish that I could vanish, I know I take for granted
But can you blame me for feeling I'm going crazy
In this world where it is legal to kill a baby inside a lady?
And even worse now this gay shit is a trend
Emo faggots wearing girl pants huh where does it end?
But you're telling me to keep an open mind, shit my mind is open
I think it's your mind flooded from the dicks that you've been smoking
And can anybody tell me what the fuck a metrosexual is?
And what religion's got these preachers out here touching kids?
Nevermind I don't think that it was meant for me to know this
We're going straight to Hell as if you didn't notice
Erase these words we've spoken
Is this what freedom is
Censoring out mouth
Pretend you're a god
Think you're a god
Raising your child
Infallible wisdom
Own up to your shit
You put the blame on us
We say fuck you
Spit on your propaganda
Your words ain't shit to me
Follow the truth
Realize yourself
Deep in your heart
You know we're right
But you can't deal with
Fucking up their lives
You put the blame on us
We say fuck you
Who's the scapegoat
Who's to blame
We're the scapegoat
Bring it on
Truth we bring you the truth
Well I'm just walking around like there's someone watching over me
What did I as an individual do?
Maybe I'm paranoid, crazy, but I'm just trying to
Avoid any blame that might come from you
The youth of today get the blame for others mistakes
You see half of them don't even participate
Running around here's something I've found
And I'm taking it with me to the, so!
We're not the scapegoats yeah for your society
We're not the scapegoats 1-2-3-4
We're not the scapegoats yeah for your society
Don't know who you want us to be
We are born innocent until proven guilty
Now what the fuck am I supposed to do?
Running around there's something else that I've found
But I don't really care so fuck you
The youth of today get the blame for others mistakes
You see half of them don't even participate
Running around here's something I've found
And I'm taking it with me to the, so!
We're not the scapegoats yeah for your society
We're not the scapegoats 1-2-3-4
We're not the scapegoats yeah for your society
Don't know who you want us to be
Looking at today, nobody on the same page
Open your eyes and look out for tomorrow
You think the war is done the battles just begun
Open your eyes and look our for the sorrow
Looking at today, nobody on the same page
Open your eyes and look out for tomorrow
You think the war is done, the battles just begun
I'm sick and tired of this shit, so!
We're not the scapegoats yeah for your society
We're not the scapegoats 1-2-3-4
We're not the scapegoats yeah for your society
Don't know who you want us to be
Rancid lord of pestilence
Belial- supreme avenger
Devour those bereft of sight
To see the way of Satan
Foulness of Bethlehem
My prodigious appetite
For perversion and sin
Revel in the carnal joy
Celebrate female pleasure
In the name of Asmodeus
She will dance for my delight
Take flight on wings of lust
Entranced by slender limbs
And heavy breasts
Desire is absolute
Honour my Baphomet
And sigils unholy
For they remind you of me
When I am gone away
Like the last moth of winter
That hides to cheat death
The sweetest pleasures beckon
You must devate the self
Listen to inner voices
Despicable choices
There are those content
Just to play with the bodies of the dead
The flesh is the life
To you and I
Ave Satanus
Rege Satanus
Eastern angel
I must learn to breathe without you
As I descend alone
To the bottomless pit
The flesh is the life
To you and I
Ave Satanus
Abandoned, broken and bleeding
A feast for their eyes a spectacle
A martyr of the forsaken
A scapegoat for their suffering
Burn me alive, burn me alive
I feel the hatred behind their eyes
Burn me alive
In eager circles to watch me die
Burn me
As silence falls through the masses
The cruelest display of sacrifice
A savior of the abandoned
A scapegoat for their suffering
Burn me alive, burn me alive
I feel the hatred behind their eyes
Burn me alive
In eager circles to watch me die
Burn me
Abandoned, broken and bleeding
A feast for their eyes a spectacle
A martyr of the forsaken
A scapegoat for their suffering
Burn me alive, burn me alive
I hear the ravens calling to you
Oh soulless creature violent death
Scapegoated, blame laid upon me
I'll be damned to take what's left
The real root of the problem
Has been buried too deep
By the time you get to it
Problems will have surpassed the end
Dig them up, Dig them up
Or let the pendulum swing (2x)
I put my hand to your heart
And let the bullet burn your blood
You seem to me death incarnate
Raper of life, killer of love
The real root of the problem
Has been buried too deep
By the time you get to it
Problems will have surpassed the end
Dig them up, Dig them up
Or let the pendulum swing (2x)
The real root of the problem
Has been buried too deep
By the time you get to it
Problems will have surpassed the end
Dig them up, Dig them up