[Verse 1:]
Everydays the same
Can't get out of bed
Crazy thoughts are rushin through ma head
Except I'd never take my life
But I have them nights where I'm lyin
Fuck it, let me sniff away my life of lines.
So I sit and cry dealin with my problems
Which has to do with the gun crimes in totthnam
Then a sit in zone then I feel a bit alone
On my jack jones,
Tryna find a way out of this hole.
No one knows how I feel how I feel being down the side
Many nights I've cried
Nobody around me to confide in.
And no one can relate to what I'm fighting
It's bigger than the drug related problem that I'm hiding.
[Bridge:]
So I looked inside, someone replied,
' your not a kid no more, kiss you kidulthood goodbye '
So I did and cried and when I opened up my eyes,
Adulthood was waiting for me arms open wide.
[Chorus:]
Now you wait for days
Thinking what could be? !
Adulthood creeps up so quickly
The city takes you in it's open arms and
Grows you.
[Verse 2:]
So I'm sitting on this chair, battling myself.
Phone to my ear but it goes to voicemail.
Lips start to quiver, my face says hell
As my eyes turn livid and begin to swell.
I leave a little message,
Kind of spillin out my guts.
But I want it to come across
Like I don't give a fuck
But it's such a great life
And I do it on the slight
Where I end it like call me if you want? k, bye.
Practice sittin on ma jack jones
Lighten up a cigarette as tears start to flow. coke on the table like no
Kick it over,
Thinking is this how my lifes supposed to go?
[Bridge:]
So I looked inside, someone replied,
' your not a kid no more, kiss you kidulthood goodbye '
So I did and cried and when I opened up my eyes,
Adulthood was waiting for me arms open wide.
[Chorus:]
Now you wait for days
Thinking what could be? !
Adulthood creeps up so quickly
The city takes you in it's open arms and
Grows you.
[Verse 3:]
So what's it gonna take for me
To turn my life around
Take my finger out my arse and
Finally sort it out .
I just need someone to help me up
When I feel down.
And help me when I'm on my knees
And lift me of the ground (ground)
I'm just lookin for way out
To the point I'm never lookin back and say nowt.
No longer wishin I could
Trade places for a day out
, in another mans shoes cause I hate my life,
Day out.
So it's now or never, give me up and go get her
It's better to better me than bein like whatever
I hate to admit it, I can be like this forever.
Man I really wanna change, it's time to get my life together.
[Bridge:]
So I looked inside, someone replied,
' your not a kid no more, kiss you kidulthood goodbye '
So I did and cried and when I opened up my eyes,
Adulthood was waiting for me arms open wide.
[Chorus:]
Now you wait for days
Thinking what could be? !
Adulthood creeps up so quickly
The city takes you in it's open arms and
It was game on when I saw him
I never thought a breh could make me feel this way
When he done how he done what he done to me so I had to call him
Over and show him what's the deal how I feel
Is this lust or is it real
But boy then he asked me
'yo what u saying what's your name where u from'
I replied and ask the same he said
'my names dean, I come from north I'm 22 so how do u do
'so what u got a man' 'na' 'okay what can I call you'
So for days every night I'm hot and heated in the zone
He's asking me all types of naughty question while I'm on the phone
Boy I'm feening for you in a way I've never known
And now I'm speechless replying back to you with a groan
Oooh boy u got the insides of my body wileing out
I'm trying hold back coz I still wana know what's your minds about
But voices in my head are screaming out take it slow now
So I end the call and say hun I got to go now
I remember when the 1st day that I saw him
I said to myself that I got to have him
He's looking so fly
He's making me feel high
He's making me so ooh ooh
So now were talking once again but now were getting deeper and
He's asking all about my past relationships I've had with men
So I answer coz were in these early stages
I got him intrigued in my every word wanting to turn my pages
Anyhow now it my turn to flip the script
Though I'm feeling kind of nervous biting on my lip
(jeeeze) anyhow he talks about girls but his being brief
You aren't gonna play me boy or take me for no chief
Why u being secretive not letting up and holding back
Look babes yea on a real I ain't feeling that
This conversations getting good I'm doing all I can to ride it
But it seems your holding something back from me and trying to hide it
'na babes man a showing you the real deal'
Real deal baby boy you need to keep this deal real
In order for this conversation to kind of last
Don't be scared what you got to hide about your past
'Hello' 'baby girl shy so look what you on tonight'
'nothing much' 'okay I'll pick you up and we'll get a bite'
So I say cool now were riding in his whip
His phones rings it's his boys he says 'oi blud call back I'm with my chick'
So we finish eating then we drive back to his house
Butterflies are in my stomach and I'm quite as a mouse
Now were inside the music's on were chatting
I'm trying to figure out if this boy's bonified or catting
He's got a lot of female friends his now revealing
But he's whispering in my ear 'Girl you're the one I'm feeling'
While his kissing on my neck and gently touching
Were hugging were rubbing I'm dying for his loving
Ooo but I got to pull back and resist
Even thou this man is really gentle when we kiss
I got to stop it here, before it goes future on
I'm just sittin in the back
Of this car on my way to my
Performance and I'm just thinkin
I can't really have a baby rite now
And I don't want you to think that
I'm selfish it's just rite now I got
Ma career goin and it won't be rite
You know the timin's not there n
Just listen I'm gonna rite u a letter
Baby
Hey babe I'm writin u this letter in
Advance just incase I'm blessed to eva
Have the chance to have you as my baby
Not rite now one day mabey first I gotta
Find the perfect partner witch is crazy
I need someone who's down for us n knows
What I'm about helps support ma every need
Gets to know me in and out be ma perfect
Partner I've always dreamt about him stickin
Around in every situation with no ralin
I don't wanna be promiscuous get thrown
In the deep end have you taken out ma life
Only see you on da week ends I admit I've
Got a weakness I'm tryin'a keep a lid on it
But all this sleepin round I just don't
Know why I considered it I'm lookin for
That special person to spend my life with
Even rub there feet when they'v been workin
Hard tired I'll be understandin when there out wiv there friends I'm not the jelous type ok I lie it depends but I'll run them there bubble barth work at this dubble hard I will do there anythin if I though there were ma other half never bring up beef that we've had from the past but if you wanna cheat on me you'll cool of on my yard
[Chorus:]
So rock a bye baby that I ain't got yet if anyone hurts you I'll break there neck I will do time if they disrespect unless your mum and daddy get wrecked cause it won't be nice if one of us bounced and let the other fall dead in there house before ma heart breaks and ma career stalls I will have no damn baby at all
I'm rough round the edges I admit that I'm not perfect but when I settle down I guarantie that I'll be worth it but if mummy gives her heart to daddy n he hurts it mum'll call some guys to give your dad a little workin so dad will know better than to be cheatin out on mum cause mum'll call some guys that'll put daddy in the trunk it's ok though don't you worry bout this stuff I'm only playin yo unless your daddy tries to flunk so if daddy don't wanna end up in the boot of a car daddy gotta be round permantly like a star and honestly I don't wonna see it go that far so it's best that we stick to the rules from the start cause a mum n daddy need mum and dad'll make a bond mum and dad'll say it's just us until were gone so no one from the outside can come and break are circle if they do mum'll say to daddy that I'll hurt you mummy won't want u havin a step sis or bruva we gotta be perfect daddy can't have another lover but to me that's only standerd if this is gonna work I've seen way to many families split up and left hurt just the thourgh of havin you it's not worth it to risk it plus I ain't look to fit in to no satistic or bein irisponsible and give up on ma kid there's enough single parents in this world as it is
[Chorus:]
So rock a bye baby that I ain't got yet if anyone hurts you I'll break there neck I will do time if they disrespect unless your mum and daddy get wrecked cause it won't be nice if one of us bounced and let the other fall dead in there house before ma heart breaks and ma career stalls I will have no damn baby at all no baby at all no baby at all baby at all I will have not damn baby at all
I can't wait for that day that I feel your first kick and see your little body on the article ric and on that day that your due daddy has to be there there to if not mum is gonna be so mad it's untrue but I'm real exited to her your first breath speek your first words and to see your first steps and be there when you get your nightmares and your scared I'll come rushin in your room hold you tight like I'm here what up porky worky I don't wanna see you cry cry you want your bot bots I'll sing you rock a by by anyone that hurts you baby boo boos gonna die die I'll be there when you fall ova to wipe your eyes all dry dry cause there's to many rite out here livin this life with out a proper role modle or father in there life and that's the reson they walk around with guns and knifes hangin about in all these gangs tryin to fufill a family vibe but first I don't wanna see to many prosber with there lifes so these ppz that run the streets cause they can't get no life to find the situations deep I mean it really isn't rite ladies really need ta think before they let some man inside it time to end the letta now don't you get all sad I've reached ma destination so I'm puttin down this pad but if and when you do arrive I'll never be so glad a thousand kisses senseirly dad
[Chorus:]
Every thing I do i'm just keeping it gutter
Making people shocked so they stutter coz I'm gutter
Have you heard a female spit so gutter?
Oh no coz I'm keeping it gutter x2
Were gutter and that just the the way 'that we keep it'
Everything we do we just keep it so 'Gutter'
My army's eclectic and that's how 'we keep it'
Keep on, pumping strong, going on so 'Gutter' x2
Now I've worked long and hard to get here now can you understand
And can you understand how i'm fully focused man
I've learnt so much and matured so much
And in these last past years been reassured so much
That I'd, come along and be the next best thing
Even though my ride here's been rough and ting
But I, kept at it and held my ground
Coz can't no snakes cum and hold shy down
And snakes I read them all I keep my friends to a minimal
Coz everybody in this game to me is a criminal
It's a must I never put my trust inside another person
Coz if they do me wrong then i'm cursing for certain
I'll end your lights like closed curtains
So cum on now, keep it real, avoid getting hurt and
I know you're thinking that I'm kind of rude
But I don't care, it's my whole gutter attitude
I'm a little older now a little wiser now
So the shit that I spit might surprise u now
I don't take lightly to those who want to spit me
So I say politely F- You if you don't like me
Because it's pretty likely
That you will or you won't, do or you don't
Like the words you heard that I wrote
But I don't give a dam coz my attitudes foul
I'ma do what I do best that's what I do now
And haters tried to say my 'I love you' was a sheg
But the pressed loved it and said it was the hottest bootleg
Yea, I can agree that it boosted my name
But never get it twisted coz I had street fame
I'ma break UK rap like the lining of hymen
And A&R;'s love the timing of my rhyming
Now i'm in such a good position were i'm shining
Until I get to the top i'm still keep it grinding
I'm not here to raise alarms, I'm to raise pulses
So take notice, how I do this, stay focus
I spit and take the piss, I put your status at risk
Cos I'm deadly to this game like a ivy poison kiss
I cause an action, to see your reaction
And put the pressure on you till you throw fits and tantrums
I got certain artist, shook inside of this place
Got em scared like I got heat to there face
Cos I flow kinda gully, I flow kinda muddy
I got through PMS, Prepare, Master and Study
These other emcees just to better myself
Cos it betters my sales, then it betters my wealth
I love the fame and now my name is like a bloodstain
I'm hard to disappear, because I've started to reign
Yeah, soon my name is gona be well known
Me and my whole squad pull up on the night
Taking up the whole road with out cars and our super bikes
Now were outside but the queue's long
So I get bredrin to dance to the thong song
With a bouncer she's licking her lips
Rotating her hips, bum flicks on his (Oooh)
He whispers in her ear, and then I hear him say
Her and her whole crew get in and they don't have to pay
Hey, now were in Harlem shaking to the ground
DJ Scottie B don't stop playing that sound
We make our way to the bar in the club
And my whole crew buying bare bottles of bub
Oh shit, my vision seems blurred
I'm laughing to myself cos my words seem slurred
I'm feeling tipsy
But I don't give a dam I've come to party
If you're standing up against the wall
Yo what's wrong, 'your shoes too small'?
Put them hands in the air-yah
If not ain't they fresh under deyah
Wile out on the dance floor
I mean what the hell did you come here for
Move like your crazy and hard
If you get weird looks shout so what
GET LOOSE
Ga get ga get, ga get ga get ga get ga get
GET GET GA GET LOOSE
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
When I'm spitting this sounds superb
(Get off me) now give me the respect I deserve
Cos I've had enough now, watch out here I come
I'ma keep swinging you like elephant trunks
I've crash-landed, I'm taking over this shit
And since I've come I've made a lot of emcees quit
It's a Shystie phenomenon you can't ignore
I'm on your airwaves, in your high street stores
Jezze jezze now should I take a break
Yeah you would it but there's no way
Naa I think I will stay,
Cos to piss a hater off will make my day
YUP, I'm not slowing down, I'll keep on going now
New rhymes in my head just keep on flowing now
Ah my time this so I'm doing my thing
Can I get ah wot wot can I get a amen
Now I got you thinking bout what my next move could be
But concentrate on your own and don't watch me
Shystie is gona be around for a long while
Hitting back again every time with ah new style
Oh.. taste my lyrics in your face
If you feel you can keep with my pace
At this rate that I'm going boy I just don't care
Cos another artist couldn't do this here
So-come on now tell me why should I fret
Naa come on, tell me why if I'm never gona let
Nobody come along and ever take my place
Cos I've worked like a bitch to get myself in this race
'Oh my days, she's going on real'
Yeah dam straight cos you know that I'm ill
'Shystie's sick she's real to the game'
Boy sit down, stand up girls
Ladies we can run this world
Come on take a stand,
we got the whole wide world in our hands
Now imagine if this whole globe was run by jus women
Jeeze cor blimme what a world we would live in
Getting men all hung upon our love until they be sprung
Imagine men on page three posing nude in the sun
AND--- Imagine ladies pimping these guys
Getting them to sell there bodies on the streets at night
Think, we can choose a man then we treat them bad
Get what we want and need then we ditch them Lads---
Call them to attend to our needs
Get a web cam set up so my friends can see
Then make him pole dance on my bed post then expose him
And put his pictures on the net so everybody knows him
Imagine them with stush attitudes
or the had a shy mood so we make the first move
But we use them for ah one night flex
Sayin don't get attached baby boy its just sex
Imagine the first prints on the moon was ah five
And all the world leaders had a trimmed bikini lines
Open your eyes visualise
Picture ah world run by ah female like shy
A female like WHO, a female like You and a female like I
A female like WHO, a female like You and a female like shy
Boys sit down, stand up girls, ladies we can run this world
Come on take a stand, we got the whole wide world in our hands
Now what if let these men live in kennels like dogs
And we only let them out to do the difficult jobs
Its deep, walk them on the streets and leads are on their necks
And I show him to my friends saying he's my new pet
AND--- think if we went Amsterdam
And the red light district was only full of man
Posing nude looking rude in the shop windows
This world feels like heaven Amen the lord know
Jesus come on guys please us
You're the birds and were the geezers
Imagine if guys took pride all the time
Before they had sex waxed there scrotum line
And girls walk around with moustache's and shit
Unshaven legs, unshaved pits
ERGHHH-- Yeah we crossed the line
but men do this shit all the time
Now I'm a males worst nightmare say your prayers
Cos ah bitch with powers gives mans fears
So I'm here to make it known
Ladies we can run this globe
Say were the mayors and government
F-B-I- and the presidents
Hey we could run the whole of the C-I-A
Take over the streets like were G-I Jane
Imagine us on street patrol,
Woman having full control
No more labours, males give birth
And time of the month don't affect us---
So ladies stand up firm, (Firm)
Come on its our turn. (Turn)
To flip reverse this universe
Understand this, here comes another bad gal lyric
Whose more than over pissed that there's not a true verbalist
Giving competition to this super trooper lyricist
Whose blowing up most these emcees like a terrorist
Let me catch a bit of air
I'm about to smear another emcees career
And there's no stopping me there's no flopping me
In the ranks you'll never be on top of me, I'm new hot property
I'm hot here, your not near, I'm never gona stop here
Why? Cos I got a flow that no one ain't got
I'm like a stick of dynamite, behind a mic
I'll leave your skin itching like a parasite
(jeeze)
What am I like? Oh my days
Forget Simon said, this is Shystie says
I'm mc Shystie, causing controversy
On the mic or in your face I spit my lyrics horribly
Step back, you better ease up now
Take it down before I roll up my sleeves right now
Uh oh uh oh, its over now
Its about to get grimey now
Step back, you better ease up now
Take it down before I roll up my sleeves right now
Uh oh uh oh, its over now
Its about to get Shystie now
Oh shit I'm flowing merciless, I'm on ma second verse and this
Gal is spitting sicker, quicker and I'm getting worse on this
You don't really wana see me start this
You don't really wana see my heart turn into darkness
When I'm storming on the track, warning emcees that
You'll never hold me back,
I'm on the loose I'm like a wild cat
Kick back as I flip my lyrics, then I switch back
Traumatising lives with the tip of my pen
Oh shit look-- she's gone and done it again
I'm big and bigger than bad to the bone
To explosive when I bless on the microphone
Got you contemplating, how I wrote your rhymes
I got far to many lyrics, just not enough lines
too write, not enough ink to spite
Other emcees, that I put on deep freeze
With my frosty flows I breeze out on these
Listen to my policy, because I'm hitting through to solidly
I'm causing a controversy because I'm flowing horridly
Leaving body frames shook, they ain't ready
Can't keep up with my pace I'll leave your mind set unsteady
I walk away from the mic with no worry
leaving every mic melted and I never say sorry
Cos I got that metaphorical flammable tongue
I'm murdering, too late your got stung
Yes I be that limited addition
Come and listen to my mission
As I'm spitting on this riddim,
with ambition
Yes my rhyming slang,
You know its nang
I'm in the place now people prang
Well its over now because the fat lady sang
I'm here now, spitting acid like I don't now
Burning anything that's in my way or comes near now
I'm on to this, my tongue's hot for this
Some days I feel I'm standing on the end of a ledge
Cos these pressures in the world are pushing me to my edge (yeah)
Some days I wish I had no family or friends
Cos when they die or get hurt my world just feels like it ends
AND some days I feel like I'm not your average girl
Cos while your trying to change your life I'm here trying to change the world
MAN, some days I feel my friends want Chanelle to fail
Slip off the rails, get misled loose my head till I derail
OH, some days I hate life get straight scared like stage fright
I witness evil sites this worlds gone mad and it don't seem right
BUT, some days I think well hating life was just a phase
Because I've made it thru the storm my lives at another stage now
Some days, some friends, sometimes will act weird
Because I'm now busy they think Shy don't care
No way-- hoesay-- some day's-- I'm just tied up
So, please understand I haven't given up on you
Oooh child, things are gona get easier
Oooh child things will get brighter, (things are getting brighter)
Oooh child, things are gona get easier
Oooh child things will get brighter, (things are getting brighter)
It takes a man to raise his baby not to make it then to flea
So plead, don't bail out and leave you helped her to conceive
Stick around for your youts, try to do the best you can
Take a stand life is real now ah days be man
And ladies, don't let him put you down your worthy of a throne
Let it be known your worth more than diamonds, platinum and gold
So, when you select your man, make sure that you respect your man
And vise verse over wise, you need to stop and check your man
Men respect your women like you do your mothers
Never hit her, treat her like a queen, and show her that you love
My heart goes out to the feens, trying to stay clean
Keep your head, keep on striving, you will succeed
And when you feel, you've got those days, where you just can't make it through
Stop and think, someone in this world is worst of that you
So, please appreciate these little things in life
Look, a weed is no more than a red rose in disguise
In this world, death is certain but guess what life is not
So seen as though life is short, I just works with what I got
Any time I get is luck, I thank god for my live given
He's blessed me with power, behind my words, which it's written
And music is said to be the speech of all angels
And it's the only thing that brings me peace when my world fails
And since my cousin died, I've appreciated life
So every morning as I rise, I give thanks to my high
Daddy you're my hero hun I love you so
And Mummy its so deep that I'm in love with your soul
Out to my sisters and my bro's I'd put my life upon the line
For Lav, Jah, Shan and Dijon anytime
And too my family and true friends, that's been there from the start
Maximum, love goes to ya straight from my heart
Remember, if you stand still life will pass you by
Hello welcome to the Nathan never show
Tonight we got many guess and exclusive videos
But first, we'd loved to get this woman between my sheets
yeah you guessed it we got shystie in a hot seat
To be quiet honest I'm like sick to death with you
All these kids running around idolising you
from graffiti on trains too kids tattooing your name
What's next for heavens sake a shystie video game
Just kidding you're on the path to ultimate fame
Now can you explain how you got in involved this game?
First of all you need to watch your mouth and mind how you chat
Cause you're getting excited and best you relaxed
Bro, you got me confused like some closet Homo
But further more well discuss that shit after the show
Any way I made my name on this scene as a teen
And these broad page, pages that you seen that's just me
Because my PR you no ruth down there and sainted
She's blown me up now I ain't nothing to play with
Shy as you said this scene like male dominated
I mean you no some women get frustrated
It's hard to keep focus and self motivated
Results to women doing tings x rated
I'm mean you just got to keep control
I no a few stars that sold their soul
Even servicing there services on road
I mean shy I no you ain't no hoe
Listen yeah those question I ignore em cos I've got decorum
So I leave it to the girls who like whoring while I'm touring
Further more that question rude do you perceive me as some sket
Do I look like a girl that's who sleeps around to build a rep?
Question after question being asked
I don't know how long my patience's gona last
I am who I am so let me be who I be
I just want to spit man I don't need this grief
Question after question being asked
I don't know how long my patient going last
I am who I am so let me be who I be
I just want to spit man I don't need this grief
I mean you got Will smith and jada Beck's and posh,
j-low and Ben aflet, 50 and vivica fox
Lauren and her Rasta king eminem and Kim
It's a endless celebrity lists, I don't know were to begin
ooh year not to for get jay z and beyonce
And there's rumours going round that you have a fiance
Listen yeah your talking like you no me you don't know me
Me and you ain't no friend's blood you're to nosey
All your question after question man its all bullshit
And I ain't going to fuel your fire towards it cha
Who I sleep with in between my sheets I keep discreet
I don't need my business talk about on the street
look, I'm a strapping lad a masculine chap
I mean I play croquet but I can learn how to rap
Only last two minutes but believe I'm good in the sack
Sometimes I last a little longer but my woody clasped
I'm begging you please my marriage is like turned in to rubbles
Baby me and you could be the next celebrity couples
I can't stand when these interviewers don't pay attention
And not to mention you look like you're on a pension
You look like that ronald MC Donald and MC hammer
And by your heavy breathing I can tell you got no Stamina
You came on stage with your bow legged walk
Grey hairs on your head and that slur in your talk
From the start of your show I didn't take you serious
I don't even like you point blank and period
Its time for the audience to participate in the fun
Throwing question at you like a cricket ball that's been swung
It could be negative criticism that slips off the tongue
If I were you I would not be bother by none of these bums
Ok you first 'me ' no the guy with the thong in his head
You air head chop, chop time is ticking ahead
Ok hi em hello my name is Bernard yeah
I'm feeling very nervous sorry let me start again em hello
No hi good bye ergh..
Yeah I love your stuff; yeah it's rugged and ruff
I'm in to hip hop me, I'm in to will smith and puff
It must have been tuff, brought up in the ghetto and that
You must have had to sell crack to put clothes your back
Look don't stereo type me because I'm from the ghetto
I ain't buss no guns or drive by's so just settle
S**t what the f**k, what do you wana hear me say
ok I'm armoured with live grenades and ak's
I thing your so articulate
Your lyrical content is magnificent
Such emotion such conviction
Such intimacy, such addiction
Thanks to everybody that supporting me out here
Listen yea My album is dropping out of the end of the year
So, when it comes out go down to the stores and cop it
Cos you play a part of putting figures in Shy's pocket
That's enough of this fraf forgive me shy for all of this crap
It a commercial break soon, but I got one thing to add
I mean hmm, what's your actual chances of making it
This could be tumbling career that lasts one minute
Can you progress through this race to the very finish?
I mean all your competition can you handle it?
Competition you're joking mate that means I feel threaten
And there not no artist in this game that's got shy sweating
Na, I take the piss I tell it how it is right now
And cos I'm real, you see your fans, I'm here to take them right now
Ha Ha simple you feel me doe
From head to toe, my whole style and flows original
And I don't like them fizzy pop emcees yeah I said it
You're all s**t I'll waste you like a ten-pound credit.. What!
Go shystie Go shystie Go shystie Go shystie
Other than that, I'm down too earth a star from the birth
More than worth you to spending your album money to hear my verses
I say what people think but are to scared to say
Ohh!
Ah ha!
[Verse 1:]
I grew up in the H town
Living life on the blocks
From then thats when i became unorthadox
Used to tie knots in my socks
Fill them with rocks
And i'd, swing your jaw if you gave bad looks
Now i havn't changed
Still slightly deranged
Still slightly outraged
And i feel insane
Like the, way i could take so much pain
Like i think life is real
Do you know what i mean
Ever since the days i was young
I would bust up your clicks if you run up your tongue
And, in my hood i see mans getting worked
And that man would come back and say that man got murked, yeah!
I can say that my lifes been hard
Since six i slept in a two bedroom yard
So i, keep listening, whilst full well knowing
I know where ive been
So i know where im going
[Chorus: (x2)]
You dont know where I've been
You dont know what ive been through
So how can you judge me
You dont know bout the life that I got
You dont know what its like to live in my slot
This worlds gone mad and it dont seem right
Every night i pray to god please turn out the light
That will be my one wish!
(that will be my one wish!)
[Verse 2:]
I got the HSE blood in me
I run my east side
Im the girl gully mind chick
Born in E5
And ive always rolled with man
Ever since i was young
Cause the girls acting bitchy and the man say its long
I learned how to move and stay wise on the streets
Cause my older boys showed me how a girl should roll deep
Watch my moves getting moved
Watch my moods getting moods
To survive out here
You gotta do what you do
Hustling on the corner shouting work
Cause if your grinding gotta make it work
Cause life is hard and life is real
And man nowadays dont care when they kill
Boys under sixteen
Life taking a gin
And i step back inside
What the fuck is going on
This is wrong
Tell the families of lost ones im sorry
R.I.P to babies Jessica and Holly
[Chorus: (x2)]
You dont know where I've been
You dont know what ive been through
So how can you judge me
You dont know bout the life that I got
You dont know what its like to live in my slot
This worlds gone mad and it dont seem right
Every night i pray to god please turn out the light
That will be my one wish!
(that will be my one wish!)
[Bridge:]
They dont know what im going through
They dont know what im going through
They dont know what im going through
They dont know what its like for me or you
[Verse 3:]
The hood holds loyalty
The hood holds faith
The hood holds struggle
And the hood holds rage
The hood holds haterz that wanna gruge me,
But i dont watch you, its only God that can judge me
So i dont care if you like me or hate me
Cause lately alot of heads run around crazy
But i aint here to make new friends
Shystie is just here to make a means to the ends
So ima be the reason why you step up your pace in this race
Ima take every chicks fan base
Ima be the realest girl in the game
Ima be the reason people forget your name
Cause im big in the list
Big bad in the list
And i dont care who likes me and whose pissed
Cause Shysties here and im repping it for London
Im never gonna be a pop MC you must be dumb man
[Chorus: (x2)]
You dont know where I've been
You dont know what ive been through
So how can you judge me
You dont know bout the life that I got
You dont know what its like to live in my slot
This worlds gone mad and it dont seem right
Every night i pray to god please turn out the light
That will be my one wish!
Why didn't you say this before, them times when I wanted more
Remember I moved too you but then you said you weren't sure
So we sat and spoke about this and agreed to stay friends
And now your saying that you want me when I'm moving out the ends
Look at my friends that you've been through
I've seen what you put them through
Your wrong, its kind of long,
I've now moved on, I can't get with you
Sorry to tarnish your plans
But you need to understand
That you had that chance to be my man
But didn't feel to take the stand
And now your telling me today
When tomorrow I'm moving away na, that's deep I cant stay
You need to know this, I ain't taking no notice
Cos I was raised not too let no man distort my focus
Thou my heart is sugar coated
Its sealed and still bolted
Hun I notice, how you move
So I could never be devoted
don't risk what you got, cos you got too much to loose
'But I love you' na you just dazed and confused
Make it easy on yourself
This whole scenario, just shows we weren't meant to be
Cos I love as my friend now, so it's best I leave
Look.. your out there studying your masters degree
While I like a thug that devises bank robberies
Ya see, Shystie's all about living life fast
Hopping in and out of cars, thugs repping it large
You cant change your ways, so just keep to your books
Because there's no such things as 'No half way crooks'
This is what I'm on, who I am, I ain't gona change
I'm about the street fame living in the fast lane
Let me make this brief, my ways get me into beef
So I need a man, that's on guard ready to roll deep
Use your logic don't go with your heart, I'm rough round the edges and dark
Yeah we got a deep past but it will never last
I'd rather past, you were right from the start,
Friends until the day we die, friends until we past
Look, you need a relationship that's stable, I ain't really able
I know you got faith boo, but I'm far from a angel,
In my ends I'm labelled, my tag name will say it all
so I couldn't guarantee to you that I'd stay faithful
You need a girl that moves with a slow tempo
Appreciates the things you do and gets sentimental
I ain't the one to like, your not my hubby type
don't throw away your life your playing with a game of dice
'I don't care what you say I wana be with you
I wana hold you down I've opened up my heart to you'
Right now I really don't care this situations not fair
In months to come I bet that you'll forget I even lived here
I'll be your blurred memory,
I bet you wont even remember me
You'll be like what's that chicks name again
Like you ain't heard of me
So just keep your head and just hold it firm
Jugnu Ki Paayal Baandhi Hain
Yeh Ishq Nahi Yeh Aandhi Hain
Jugnu Ki Paayal Baandhi Hain
Yeh Ishq Nahi Yeh Aandhi Hain
O Maahi Tu Mera Sona Hain 2
Sona Hai Mera Sona Hain
Ho Yeh Soni Teri Chaandi Hain
Jugnu Ki Paayal Baandhi Hain
Yeh Ishq Nahi Yeh Aandhi Hain
Jugnu Ki Paayal Baandhi Hain
Yeh Ishq Nahi Yeh Aandhi Hain
Ishq Hai Aashiq Hai Deewani Bhi
Jugnu Ki Kasam Kya Cheez Hai Jawani Bhi
Kamsin Hai Qaatil Hai Meharbaani Bhi
Har Mushkil Hai Mushkil Samjhaani Bhi
O Maahi Tu Mera Sona Hain 2
Sona Hai Mera Sona Hain
Ho Yeh Soni Teri Chaandi Hain
Jugnu Ki Paayal Baandhi Hain
Yeh Ishq Nahi Yeh Aandhi Hain
Jugnu Ki Paayal Baandhi Hain
Yeh Ishq Nahi Yeh Aandhi Hain
Aankhen Hai Masti Ke Paimaane Do
Shola Badan Ke Aashiq Hai Zamane Do
Seene Mein Jo Aag Nahi Toh Jaane Do
Garmi Hai Jo Saanson Mein Toh Aane Do
O Maahi Tu Mera Sona Hain 2
Sona Hai Mera Sona Hain
Ho Yeh Soni Teri Chaandi Hain
Jugnu Ki Paayal Baandhi Hain
Yeh Ishq Nahi Yeh Aandhi Hain
Jugnu Ki Paayal Baandhi Hain
Yeh Ishq Nahi Yeh Aandhi Hain
Jugnu Ki Paayal Baandhi Hain
Yeh Ishq Nahi Yeh Aandhi Hain
Jugnu Ki Paayal Baandhi Hain
Yeh Ishq Nahi Yeh Aandhi Hain
Khud Hai Yeh Panchhi, Khud Hai Yeh Daana
Khichadmbaaji Ka Honto Pe Gaana
Inn Deewaano Ki, Lalchaayi Aankhon Ki
(Laali Dekh Dekh Phiraki De) 2
Dekh Bhai Dekh , Dekh Bhai Dekh
Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh Bhai Dekh
Dekh Bhai Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh
(Chaar Mile Toh Bane Chaukadi,Inki Kaise Pakegi Khichadi) 2
Kaanch Ki Haandi Chadhegi Yeh Kaise
Sapano Ki Yeh Nagari Basegi Yeh Kaise
(Laali Dekh Dekh Phiraki De) 2 Heeheeheeeee
Dekh Bhai Dekh , Dekh Bhai Dekh
Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh Bhai Dekh
Dekh Bhai Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh
Dekh Bhai Dekh
Ajab Dosti Ka Hai Yeh Ghocha Oo Oo Oo
Aage Bharosa Hai Pichhe Dhoka Oo Oo Oo
Ajab Dosti Ka Hai Yeh Ghocha, Aage Bharosa Hai Pichhe Dhoka
Bande Anaadi Hai Banate Khilaadi, Kaise Patari Pe Aayegi Yeh Gaadi
(Laali Dekh Dekh Phiraki De) 2 Heeheeheeeee
Dekh Bhai Dekh , Dekh Bhai Dekh
Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh Bhai Dekh
Dekh Bhai Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh Dekh
