I've seen this all before. I swear it must.
Be my curse to find myself. Victim to trust.
I spend my time telling, Myself to question.
But still I fall to doubt, And charity's direction.
A giving heart, Can be a knife.
Sticking in your own back.
Think it through twice.
Life tries us all. Stand or fall. On your own.
Climb your own walls.Bleed or heal. All alone.
Don't ask me for my trust. It's what you won't possess.
Been torn in two too many times. So give my heart a rest.
No you can't have my faith. I don't know you at all.
In time as pressures waste, Our ties I will not fall.
Don't bore into my skin, Don't writhe into my life,
Don't chew into my strength, My energy, my light
I will not let you in, I will not help you out.
Do it yourself, I'm spread too thin.
Find your own fucking route.
Don't ask me for my trust. It's what you won't possess.
Been torn in two too many times. So give my heart a rest.
No you can't have my faith. I don't know you at all.
In time as pressures waste, Our ties I will not fall.
Don't bore into my skin, Don't writhe into my life,
Don't chew into my strength, My energy, my light.
I will not let you in, I will not help you out.
Do it yourself, I'm spread too thin.
Find your own fucking route.
These Parasites Their lazy lies.
Their sad small eyes. Their lack of vision.
These Parasites Their small demands.
Their tearing hands ,No motivation
These Parasites Their lazy lies.
Aching for fact, still as blind as a bat.
How did it come to this and which way is back?
Filled up with riddles of the shallowest kind.
Brought down and violated (they're) after a piece of my mind.
Blue blood inside, turns to red as it dies.
The air we breathe is out make sure we're cold and dried.
Killing our damn selves and cutting the cord.
This type of damage, only a few can afford.
Full eyes, overloading with light.
Stretching lungs nearly splitting so full of night.
Pure skin slithering to my lips,
this jawbone changing form, dark as it drips.
Silence roaring in the blinding of black.
Contorting limbs are mutating with every crack.
The demon builds till the edges are filled.
Turning back is not an option in this womb of midnight drilled
Killing time till the six foot slab drops down.
Wasting mind on the pleasures that really aren't.
I'd be fine if I only had it all
everything, affluence wall to wall.
A dripping sexuality on ice.
A closet full of guns and whores and life
A needle to encapsulate my heart
and cold machines to tear this place apart.
I don't want to touch you.
I've got nothing for you.
I am nothing of you.
Saints on the rise in the form of thorns,
Sermon on the mount from the fire tongues,
Satan on the lips in the form of god,
Killers in a line of the chosen ones.
The lies of angels comfort me
Still I respect their full intent
The lies of devils I'd expect
This stale inhaling Heaven's scent
Spirits chewing holes in the flesh they wait for,
Time is on the heels of the worried hearts,
Blood within the lungs of the world a whore,
Wet as the impending doom of heaven starts.
The lies of angels comfort me
Still I respect their full intent
The lies of devils I expect
And I think I can afford the rent
The lies of angels comfort me
Still I respect their full intent
The lies of devils I expect
I never said I wouldn't fall, your logic's bent
Hallowed are the names of the knowing few,
Knowing all the while their own deceit,
Stumbling on the shards of the shattered pews,
Licking at the wounds of their unclean feet.
Piercing are the screams of the lost unloved,
Shredding are the claws of the beast in page,
Lying are the hearts of the push and shoved,
Dangerous repression of sexual rage.
By and by the time will tell us all
By and by the time will tell us all to go to hell I want another chance,
But all the tallest tales of heaven
Bend my ears into a shape
so foreign Still I wait just like a child to hear Christ whispering,
"everything is alright."
And I'm here in silence, dark and all I have is doubt
to warm my hollow bones
Can you please tell me what the scent of burning heaven is.
These singed lips taste like death of angels... please.
Let it not be.
The lies of angels comfort me
Still I respect their full intent
The lies of devils I expect
This stale inhaling Heaven's scent
The lies of angels comfort me
Still I respect their full intent
The lies of devils I expect
I never said I wouldn't fall, Your logic's bent
The lies of angels comfort me
Still I respect their full intent
The lies of devils I expect And I think
I can afford the rent
The lies of angels comfort me
Still I respect their full intent
The lies of devils I expect
But bent within my faith I finally see
You put your mouth round, suck it down -
do it again.
The hunger, gnaws.
The minutes, crawl.
Each ventrical stalls.
And calls you to fill.
It's dryest of voids.
Clean, chasmic annoy-
Ance pulling and culling
your senses are drilled.
Black marrow, trips.
You're nothing but twitch.
And wish you could stitch
yourself into stone.
Surrounded and tucked.
Your soul stripped and sucked.
This shit out of luck -
overcrowded, alone.
Suck it down -
You put your mouth round, suck it down -
do it again.
The hunger, gnaws.
The minutes, crawl.
Each ventrical stalls.
And calls you to fill.
It's dryest of voids.
Clean, chasmic annoy-
Ance pulling and culling
your senses are drilled.
Black marrow, trips.
You're nothing but twitch.
And wish you could stitch
yourself into stone.
Surrounded and tucked.
Your soul stripped and sucked.
This shit out of luck -
overcrowded, alone.
Suck it down -
Swallow...
Waste time talking to the wall, you'd be better off alive.
When you think you'd seen it all, things get more hectic.
Waste mind, 40 hour hell, sell your soul and sign here,
what you feared is now your life.
Once you knew about the secrets, lost in smoke and paper,
hiding from the real black light
Now I bet you can't remember, embers turned to ashes,
and the magic's buried in your past.
Now I've learned to hold a grudge.
You've taught me very well.
I'd judge you but I just don't care.
Relics, buried in your sorrow
Where you'll be tomorrow.
You look like sin to me. All dolled in flashy freedom,
You know no discipline, You don't bow down to Him
so, I see no reason in your Holding your head up high,
I see no me in you so You must... die.
What you want, what you need are all the answers.
What I've got, what I bleed are all your chances.
Cross me, you'll have to answer to my bloody urge.
Every second more of this is adding to this killing surge.
You don't agree with me or follow any of my truths,
You won't accept my charity or swallow all my rules,
You don't see Him within me, still denying that I'm wise,
You won't bow down so you must,
so you will so we will make you all die.
You follow other wordings, You drink obvious lies,
You open up your mouth, But I see covered eyes,
You make no sense to me so You give me reason why,
You don't fit in with Us So, you will... die.
You don't agree with me or follow any of my truths,
You won't accept my charity or swallow all my rules,
You don't see Him within me, still denying that I'm wise,
You won't bow down so you must,
so you will so we will make you all die.
You speak in shifting eyelids, You bring up questions of,
Things that I choose to scoff at, There is only His love.
You talk of other thoughts that threaten my faith's thin guise,
Frankly you frighten me, So you must... die.
I say so. I say so. I say so. I say so. I say so. I say so.
It has to be, It has to be, It has to be, (etc).
Blonde haired blue eyed white skinned Christ is watching,
Blonde haired blue eyed white skinned Christ is waiting,
Blonde haired blue eyed white skinned Christ is angry.
Blonde haired blue eyed white skinned Christ just sold your soul.
It has to be (etc). What you want,
what you need are all the answers.
What I've got, what I bleed are all your chances.
Cross me, you'll have to answer to my bloody urge.
Every second more of this is adding to this killing surge.
It has to be (etc). I say so.
You don't agree with me or follow any of my truths,
You won't accept my charity or swallow all my rules,
You don't see Him within me, still denying that I'm wise,
You won't bow down so you must,
so you will so we will make you all die.
I feel a softening of my will to the deeper pleasures
the darker corners draw my gaze from the simple glitter
I've started liking the feel of crawling through the stinking
wet walls of piss and litter the cold and hard and rough
I feel brutality has somehow been under-rated
that grating sound that made me cringe at once now makes me grin
I am the island of the future in a closet space
I've felt my face against the floor now I can't get enough
Once I had faith and discipline, now I've got mockery.
I like to posses all the facts, that's what is wrong with me.
I don't believe them anymore my cynical side is my whole.
I want unlimited my freedom, affluence control.
Once I could cage my urges, once I could stop myself.
Once I had safety and I do believe I had my health.
Now I've got pockets full of blood, guts, and come and speed.
Now I've got masses at my feet to come and watch me bleed.
Once stood a fallen nation, destroyed by western fire,
rebuilt to take control of all the world from in the wire.
What if the never-ever comes to claim it's place in all this dirt.
what if the dawning of the zero years consumes this world of hurt?
will we be exorcised at last, our past a sewer to be cleaned
collective consciousness absolved, and all our demons cast inert?
What if we're sleeping in the wet spot of a culture that's a whore
to it's traditions and control, it's horrors sealed with closet doors.
The skeletons a warning here, might learn to bite you and invert,
the tightest grip you've ever held, and make you suck this world of hurt.
Now with the power of a billion stacked in concrete walls.
Possessing all the wealth of nations at it's beck and call.
I am that land of restraint begging it self not to act,
upon each dark repression, fighting hard each urge to overact.
I am a million years of sex repressed and set to blow
the head off all the world to go where I know there's no coming back.
The skeletons a warning here, might learn to bite you and invert,
Abandon, what does it mean? Without a care, reckless, unclean.
Boredom, pushes me there ramming of empty, pulling of hair.
Damage, least just a bit the joy of not, giving a shit.
Face it, straight to the ground a touch of violence.
Loving the gagged and bound.
Fucking, blind to the self what had seemed dry, springing with wealth.
Liar, deep in your form all of these thoughts, that you have scorned.
Never, forced to agree rip out a path, disregard the debris.
Breathing, shows in the cold with every thrust, against the folds.
Distort, second to next no love or hate trapped in turbulent sex.
Drop all, obstacles here swallow your shame, choke down your fear.
Visions of damnation deep.
This soul's abrasions,
dark inoculations.
Numb to abomination.
Bleeding, grinding to try just find the how and forget about why.
Once the envelope's torn, out of these things, the demon is born.
Dark inoculations numb to abomination.
I've forgotten the name of the father.
Forgotten the name of the son.
When I look to their use of the holy ghost,
I think they should fear what's to come.
I've invited the sins of the flesh, I've decidedly taken them in.
When I look to my soul, I don't find it a hole,
but I admit it looks a bit thin.
In this united state.
I have stolen the bread from the alter,
I have tempted the fingers of fate.
I have spit on the grave of the land of the brave
and look to a new united state.
I have pulled the wings off of remembrance,
I have since set alight to the past.
No more wet in these eyes for the lazy,
their head in the sand as the world kicks their ass.
In this united...
Through the cinders I since the horizon,
through the embers the body has stirred.
The end of the world having since come
and gone without whispering so much as a word.
As the sun sends the century packing,
as the dawn threatens not a clean slate.
No where, no way to get back,
and no chance of crashing the gate.
Guess you'll have to take a part in your own fate.
I've bled a fortune worth of lies,
I've caused a wealth of heartfelt pain,
I stand here cold with searing eyes,
look to the sky to bring the rain,
I hold my hoping out of sight,
I hold my doubt between my teeth,
The years catching up to the right,
Crumbling rust and rain,
The stains reveal the years to me.
No fears come close to entropy.
The slowest choking of beauty.
So metaphorical the paint,
And tearing paper cries.
Such wettened eyes revealing
What comes to everyone in time.
The cracking edges rushing in,
To show the bone behind the soul,
Control is far beyond all reach,
I seek an answer that's not "no".
Inside my organs burning,
Creeping into rotting shells.
Outside this skin's surrender.
To the father of the muse of hell.
I will refuse the knife of time.
The sickness of encroaching lines.
Pushing my light into the bleak.
Chasm of this snow-blind deceit.
This weak frame will falter,
And wither like the rotting leaves,
Are we of sterner stuff than flesh,
Perhaps the things that we believe?
Are we enhancing evolution, or just spackling the faults,
Expectancy is such a focus, blind to windows for the walls.
Forever calls me, is it teasing, or sincere?
On one hand of time is bliss, but on the other hand eternal fear.
So as the light lies fading, And eyelids turn to lead,
There's something here I'm hiding,
Somewhere under this skin.
Buried below resides this,
Subcutaneous grin.
There's something I'm denying,
Something I was something I've been
Under this latex lining, filed back
Behind the sin.
Fortunes of embarrassment, rich with ignorance...
There's nothing here worth wanting,
Roots to my spine these lies.
You'll see it when I drop my guard,
You'll spit it back in my eyes.
All walls disintegrating,
Old paths forgotten in time.
My pasts my violations,
Subcutaneous crimes
Go away just go away, memories corrode my head.
Never "past" forever stay ever deep stay fucking dead.
Go away don't let me speak that pussy assed "poor me" bullshit.
I was weak, fear that I'm still, so to the past, I weld these lips.
Fortunes of embarrassment, rich with ignorance,
Obsessions sad digressions I'd just soon forget.
You'll never make me feel it, although you probably could.
I won't accept this failure even though you say I should.
I'll grit my teeth and bear this raping of my common sense,
And wait the morning that inevitably will rinse
Away the innocence now broken down between these lies,
That fire so rapidly and try to cleave my stiffened thighs.
But if I swallow, know I swallow blood here with your smiling
Scarred and greasy face amongst the rot and piss and bile.
You suffering does no damage to me,
I'm a tool of your greed and your lies to succeed,
You've built this tiny little empire on the weakest
of foundations will your jealousy and guilt never tire?
This blood is boiling over, this heart so near to burst,
if it weren't for this hunger, I would have died of thirst.
This head is pounding louder, this will sees through your lies,
you're made of nothing in the end, you're all that I despise.
Surround yourself with doubt, put money in your veins
Immersed within your outs, you deserve your pain.
This mass of black, in drifting back through systems infinite.
Cradling light and frozen biting christ is crimping it.
To throw a spanner in the works and break it into bits.
Leaving the damaged blasted energy unkept, unlit.
Smoldering centuries tenfolded into burning time.
What was an eyeblink seems eternity massive, sublime.
Forever can't exist in parallel, but bent it flows.
Into itself until there's something, so the story...
Cold
I am the rip, the body stripped,
the naked trip, the sharp cold lips.
Cold
I am the end, god's ex-girlfriend,
the devil's breed, lilith on speed.
Come feel my skin, come taste my soul,
Come lick my edges till you bleed.
Come into black, come deepest hole,
Corrupt and cold and let me feed.
Cold.
Warm wet and now it's pouring.
The old man's fucking boring.
God's flock is shocked and whoring.
His name to rot their cores sing...
Time has passed. Since my youthful ways.
Showed my heart, Gave my game away.
Now this mask, Gives me means to be,
Anyone, That I need to be.
So beware, When you ask of me.
What you want to hear, For I will deceive.
In self defense, My self expense,
This seventh sense, Might snap your neck.
As these instincts, Don't let me think,
Pushed past the brink, Evil reacts.
Into relapse, This chain reacts,
Twist til' it snaps, And all is wrecked.
Protect yourself, My heart is hell,
I'll tell you once, And then, no turning back.
No turning back.
So you'll stay, Like the others did.
Til' I show that face. That I use to rid.
Myself of, Any sign of pain,
Til' you're gone. And it all starts again.
My faith in mankind fading.
My trust of stealth, evading.
I'll take your inner peace from you.
I'll break your mental spine in two.
Nerve
You're on my patience,
You will taste my sting.
Nerve
Get off me waste your
time on someone weak.
Nerve
You are defacing in
your ignorance.
Nerve
Find a replacement,
not at my expense.
This feeling washes over me.
I try to overlook the sleeze.
Just when I find the smallest trace.
Of good, there you are in my face.
What is it that you've done.
That makes you special?
What is it that you are.
Please show me, I can't tell.
What is it you posses.
That no one else does?
How is it you conclude.
You are above?
A million voices in the midnight sun.
I close my eyes to the sound
and crack the seal on my tongue.
A million gasping dreams coming undone.
I clench my teeth once again,
It doesn't hurt does it?
Yes it hurts like a motherfucker.
This ink is under my skin.
These metal holes in my flesh.
You ask me if it hurts?
I'm growling under my breath.
People get hurt yes, it sucks,
Some people trust and get fucked,
But where do you look for worth?
In hard work or blind luck?
Yes it hurts fucker, Yes it hurts fucker,
Yes it hurts, and I love it like it was my mother.
Yes it hurts fucker, Yes it hurts fucker,
Yes I'll take it and I'l smile and ask you for another.
Life is pain. Get used to it.
Take it all. Feel it grind.
Use your pain. Focus it.
Now you know, You're alive.
Are you numb to me. Have you grown to be?
Tolerance has built. Is my touch too weak.
Are you through with me? Nothing new with me.
Tired of doing me. Not enough a freak?
Are you telling me. Without telling me.
That soon you will be. Dispelling me.
Are you trying to see. Let me down easy.
No more bruising me. Fucking using me.
Knock you down.
What I am you cannot hope to be.
Never thought you'd fall so easily.
What you are will never frighten me.
Get back up and that is where I'll be.
Are you draining me? Are you staining me?
Using up my soul. And detaining me?
Are you trying me? Thought of buying me?
Well I'm not that cheap. And I'm never free.
Are you shaping me? Painting, taping me?
Mold me into your. Invest, wait and see.
Are you sucking me? Mental fucking me?
Set me up to fall? And then chucking me?
Knock you down. What I am you cannot hope to be.
Never thought you'd fall so easily.
What you are will never frighten me.
Get back up and that is where I'll be.
Seen it before, should have seen it, seen it coming.
Been it before, should have seen it, over-run it.
Had it before, seen it slip away again.
And now it stings like the needle on my skin.
Seen it before, should have felt it, felt it slipping.
Been it before, should have seen it, through the tripping.
Had it before, but again I didn't duck.
To late to cry now I (don't-give-a-fuck)
Are you wearing.
My skin on your
Soul, is it as cold
as you hoped?
I'm in your head,
Don't you wish you were dead now?
I'm am your life,
All you were has been wiped out.
I have your sight,
and your senses are mine now.
Pray all you want, but you're deaf
dumb and blind now.
Are you dying,
Slipping, trying.
Slyly prying,
Lying on your...
Break your way out of my head.
Your prescence burning me. Persistance turning me.
Feels like it's killing me. Oh how it's thrilling me.
Your skin is slicking me. So thick and sickening.
Your vile wet filling me. While my heart's chilling me.
You run, from the tip of my tongue.
Cloth once undone falls from my thighs.
Why is it when you come, you can't quite look into my eyes?
Inside.
I can't - quite get my head straight. I can't wait, but here I stand.
Stuck in this frozen state, I bring supply to your demand.
Why such a mind fuck every time we're stuck into this fix.
Wipe away the sticky sweet, but know it's guilt that always sticks.
Dry lungs and skeletal plunged,
into the deepest, wettest, something.
Why do you turn away when I'm, coming,
I'm coming, I'm coming, I'm coming?
What's trust? I don't know that word.
Try lust, it's more familiar.
Your most endearing trait might be,
How much I'd love to kill you.
Restraint, ain't so easy now.
My hate is building ever down.
My goal is clear and sound in...
Grudge fucking you into the ground.
Grudge Fuck You!
Inside.
You're eating me alive from the... Inside.
You're tearing at me when you come... Inside.
You're swallowing my pleasure from... Inside.
Time ticks by through another sleepless dark.
People are breeding, silently feeding on each other's spark.
Days fly by through this cold eventless life.
Seconds decaying, pulsing and splaying,
slitting through each night.
Eyes grow wider to the shortness of my breath.
With every year the scars growing clearer edging toward the depth.
Sight fades out with the light of every hour.
Sucking the sweet that on it's repeating grows ever more sour.
I don't want to fade to nothing.
Am I dried to dust and blowing away?
I just need to believe in something.
Before I lose one more day.
Infinite.
There's got to be something more.
People are breeding, people are feeding...
Infinite.
There's got to be something more.
More than one way. More than one way.
More than one way. More than one way.
Our genocide, spits and slithers.
Inside, My innards writhe.
Tempers taut, Dried and withered.
You can't hide, Your boring lives.
In every eye lies a sliver Dark tears that go undried.
Tomorrow will deliver It's tongue is never tied
More than one way. More than one way.
More than one way. More than one way.
Wither and die.
Wither and die.
No your self pity isn't dark Knowledge isn't wisdom.
I want you to know.
I really don't miss you.
And seeing you go.
Has been such a gift.
I want you to feel.
What it's like without you.
And maybe you'll see.
There's nothing to miss.
Falling like rain in the sea.
There's so little left of you.
Folding like ash into dirt.
Your memory has too.
I wish you could be.
No piece of my history.
A bad dream at best.
That stretched on for years.
I wish you could taste.
The intricate mystery.
And miles of skin.
Crossed since you were near.
Time has told and gone.
I have come to know.
Time has taught me well.
How lovely it would be to
smash your head against the pavement.
How lovely if you felt the way
I do (just don't fucking look at me)
How lovely - it would make me
squeal to hear you scream and slobber.
How lovely it would be to fuck you
like you fucked me over.
Destroy
I hate every inch of you.
Destroy.
I live to dispense with you.
Destroy.
I feel that have to save.
Destroy.
The world from how you behave..
How lovely it would be to pull you
limb from limb in public.
How lovely if you dried and blew
away (your ashes are choking me).
How lovely - it would make me
wet with sweat feeling you cold.
How lovely - think I'll find a quiet
place and dig a hole.
Destroy
I hate every inch of you.
Destroy.
I live to dispense with you.
Destroy.
I feel that I'm having to.
Destroy.
Cleanse the world of what you do.
You've revealed your soul.
You're an empty hole.
There is nothing left.
You're beyond your depth,
and I'm drowning you.
Bite my tongue.
It seemed like a good idea, at the time.
But the time has since passed away.
It seemed like a good idea, at the time.
Something slept, across from me holding me from childhood sleep.
Something sees, in the dark, every spark from eyes I keep.
Everything, i once feared, seems to be what i hold dear.
All the things, in my head delicious in their shades of red.
Something once, about the hour eleven thirty four I'd cower,
in my shell safe from all I'd invented frightened of the power.
Now those dark, shadowed holes, speak to me respect, I know.
So with reverence I must, trace the dust, the bottom of my soul.
I've echoed devilspeak. I've held back evil's secrets.
I've entertained the blackness, I've lusted under fire.
I've tasted searing tongue I've swallowed sweated blood.
I won't pretend to know, or even that it could be understood.
In deeper pools, comes the dark, part and parcel, swim with sharks.
Now embraced, I hold the night, bark is far more powerful than bite.
Still I see, fear controls, ant-like million tiny souls.
chances aren't, jarred from sleep, confused and lazy are the sheep
Clashing wings the flashing storm, devil's flesh, so hard and warm.
Not a minion, patron, slut, still i have been know his advocate.
Devil's eyes reflect in mine, fleshes known to cross the line.
I have seen behind the veils,
beneath the streets, pried back the nails.
Now these eyes see differently.
See things for what they don't want to be.
I have heard translated lies,
from their intent through their disguise,
I know now so far from bliss,
by innocence left without a kiss
Night life, of open pyres the
sinful secrets passed through wires.
Wet sticky bills for souls for hire,
how simple is surrender to desire.
Desire.
I have touched the skin of risk,
been forewarned did not resist.
Now this carcass feels so old,
but wrong or not, I chose to lose control.
I have tasted wet of sex, swallowed whole what night reflects.
Now this tongue, knows secrets,
I must say were well worth the excess.
Tonight lies before this skull,
so gladly I feel passion's pull,
So the answer question's why,
You're looking at the devil.
A muse to crack your skull.
Rage grown past comprehension.
Roots far too deep to pull.
Whispers enough to level,
Any last trace of you.
My smile, just an extension,
Of the façade I use.
To find a tiny fissure,
And work my way inside.
I'll find the dirty little Ugly
acts you try to hide.
I know just what you're made of.
I've burrowed through the bile.
I'll find strength in your weakness.
If only for a little while.
Fill my throat. With your foul flesh.
Treat me like you, Have the rest.
In return, I'll set you free.
Within hell that's Yours inside of me.
Welcome to inner sanctum,
Protect you from the norm,
No hint of comfort's grating,
No soul to keep you warm.
All things just past your reaching,
And flesh you can't afford,
An endless line of metal on your teeth
and nails across the board.
Tell me all, Secrets by act,
Lie distracted, On your back.
While I chase, Your friends away,
And I sharpen All of your dismay.
Say you like it Brutal
Now you pay, For all your force,
I've traced my hate, And you're the source.
You can stray, Cause I'm inside,
You're boring me to tears, Your loudest form of silence,
You advertise your fear, You're boring me to violence.
You're sickening my soul, You make me want to stop it.
You fill my eyes with stagnant thirsts, You fill my veins with vomit.
You're all so fucking blind, You're all so apathetic,
The things you find important, Forgotten once you've said it.
You fill my head with hate, You fill my heart with jade,
You thrive instead of learn, From the mistakes we've made.
You follow, feed, and suck, Instead of risk or try,
You stupid little fucks! Suffer and wonder why.
This part of me that calls, Your god to bring his wrath,
Down on your tiny worlds, And cut your lives in half.
Keeps yelling in my ear, Reflections of your ways.
Is deafening me into rage, And praying for your numbered days.
Go away from me I don't want any part of you.
Go away from me I don't have any thing for you.
Go away from me I can't take any more of you.
Get the fuck away from me, or trust me, I will bury you.
The mirror doesn't lie. Can you see what I do?
The nothing in your eyes... Equates the whole of you.
The mirror doesn't lie. Can you see what I do?
The nothing in your eyes... Equates the whole of you.
I have no answer for your guilt, I have no reason for this urge,
I have no time to reason out, And separate the binge from purge.
I have no patience any more, I have no tolerance for you,
I've felt the icy fingers. I've licked the wet of lips.
And since the past has come Inside I miss those finger tips.
I've stretched my self to meet the, Cold hands of evil's breath,
I've taken every inch I could, To feel the thrusting in of death's
Demise, surprised to find gray, Skin of "sin" so suited me,
And choosing life, forsaking all the False god's
and their lying, lusting priests.
Fall, from, grace, deface the, I, dol, a, try of this.
Ship, of fools, and make them choke up, on all of their lies.
Two thou, sand years and still, we've let them stop our lives,
it's time to break the chain of strife and disobey.
Disobey
Within the frost of the air, Into the night's holy glare,
The icy skin as it tears,
Become the thing that you fear.
The silence still as it blares,
Eternal downward the stairs,
Take you to depths unprepared,
The thrill is pure, rich and clear.
The writhing under your tongue,
Calls longing for you to come,
Suck the scent into your lungs,
And lick the salt from your lips.
The dripping folds once undone,
Demanding songs left unsung,
And leave you shuddering, stunned,
Forever, well worth the trip.
Heavenly fathers, call to their daughters,
never to falter, falling upon deaf ears.
Deep in the waters, screams through the slaughtered,
Once, these bloodless veins held life, words a thousand months.
Now the wet lights speak to me, windows glazing dark.
The skeletons of faith, I draped with strips of guessing meat once.
Clatter now and scratch the closet door as sleep drifts into spark.
So hold these aches and pains, reminders of the fear of death.
Of what's to come, or not, the line without the punch.
New worries stretch the larger portions of my doubt
and jitters come to visit I had crushed or so I thought at once.
Quickening, the second that the spark of life ignites.
Sickening the smell of rotting failed infinite plight.
Crumbling the world within it's own self cleansing shell.
Man the devil that he is and earth the breadth of heaven's hell.
Numbing so the speed is blistering our whims and thoughts.
Curiosity will kill the lion in our hearts.
Snapping on replacement parts for ripped emotions in our souls.
Comforts few and far between denials set to rake the coals.
Cold, stiff, mechanics twist lifeless limbs contort to fist.
Dead, dry, retracting eyes substitutions dampened cries.
Caged, bound, the spark depletes, the human form is obsolete.
Forced the hand of evolution, we've become our own solution.
The mirror cracked at one time, scattering our ashes far.
These trillionth eyeblinks bring the phoenix ripping from it's scars.
What once was pure enough to subtly corrupt the core
of life and chain react, explode us into nevermore.
All energy turned inwards abscessed into pressured wires.
Till far too tangled webs burst into flame and tears of fire.
Resonance tells the tale subconscious listens in our dreams.
As each day grows dark.
These feathers ache.
To scrape the sky.
To make my mark.
As time is sewn.
I long to try.
To stay behind.
Not break apart.
To find these senses overrun.
I must have stumbled on the way.
In my aversion for the sun,
I've come to shiver in the spray.
Not break apart.
To find myself within this light?
Of every morning's present chill.
Somehow I must have lost my sight.
And come a subject of free will.
Not break apart.
Where do you find peace?
Where do you hold your fears?
Where do you hide the beast
As your end draws near?
Where do you find love?
In books and priests?
In gods above? Or in your
Fear that it will cease?
To take your spit upon my face.
I'll have to close my eyes and wait.
Til' you have disappeared and there
Is no trace. I trust in "time will tell" all fate.
Soft, pure, perfect inner ignorance.
Sweet, calm, peaceful in its lack of alarm.
Young, new, so eager to shed it's thin skin.
Prime, ripe, ready to be taken in.
Deaf, dumb, blind within your innocence.
Be warned, use your charms before they're spent.
With every action I grow.
With every failure I learn.
With every second I know.
That all things in time will turn.
With every thing that I earn.
And every movement I make.
While pretty boys on MTV sing baby, baby, baby!
Sheep that you are. What you don't see.
Tissue of scars. What's left of me.
Dirt in your throat. Burnt skin of time.
Throw the weak from the boat.
And leave the wasted behind.
Blast furnace in my heart.
Blast furnace in my heart.
You want it.
You need it.
You live it.
You breath it.
You suck it.
You spit it
It owns you.
Admit it.
You lick it.
You choke it
It owns -you-
There's something in the way it calls to me am I this weak?
There's something here today that I can't name It's following me.
There's something I can't face it's still awake, and throttling me.
There's some kind of mistake, am I this vile american beast?
There's something in my head that I can't take, it's inside of me.
There's something in my skin I just can't fake,
and crawling through me.
There's something I can't break within my bones, It's collaring me.
But after all I'm violent, born as this american beast.
Know what you did to me.
No, never rid of me.
Bow to the shadows every
time that you think you're free.
What did you do to me?
I'm not that cold.
Within your soul.
No self control.
There's something to this thing that keeps me
from the threshold of sleep.
There's something in my mind that's thrilled at
keeping secrets from me.
Sometimes I see you there remember that you're still part of me.
And I can't tear away regardless of the size of my teeth.
There's something in your heart
that burns me when I'm trying to speak.
There's something you left here
that always leaves me feeling the freak.
What was your reason for just leaving me in this rotting heap.
Just to destroy me?
Stand frozen in forever's light.
Contorting into silent ice.
Beyond the father of the devil's grip.
Converting night into the only vice.
Well hovered over heads of slaves.
Out of reach for the commonplace.
Trashing mortality, nothing saved.
The simple ghost has been replaced.
Standing fast at the foot of nocturnes.
Sleeping well in the grip of bliss.
Overturning all of nature's watchings.
Ruling the darkness with an iron fist.
A simple dosage was all it took to turn me.
Into the shadow even to my kin.
I am the father to this ever sorrow.
I'd say I'm paying, but it's not my sin.
Sold into this chance. I feel no shame, just rage.
Blasting through this dance. I gladly pay its wage.
Old to never reach it. I am a second thought.
And as you can see I'll Rabidly accept my lot.
Sold into this chance. I feel no shame, just rage.
Blasting through this dance. I gladly pay its wage.
False in word. Pure in act.
Twisted and absurd. Perfect in the black.
Don't look twice, Into my eyes,
Forever is a dangerous Form of wise.
Ride the black ice of never. Smash, the cruel hands of time.
Learn the silence that will sever. Ties of mediocrity divine.
No risk, no gain. No risk, no gain. No risk, no gain.
As monkey see, so monkey do.
Monkey do others just like he done you.
Birds of a feather, flock off together.
To the sunset another to kill, steal or screw.
The needle rips, to the night licking lips.
On the knees of the runaway- asphalt's caress.
The holy water, floods their sons and daughters,
From the priest's throbbing altar so bloody and blessed.
The engine screams, the chance of extremes,
And speaks in a language the young understand.
It's been the same, torn purity's name,
And it will echo through the ending of man.
As monkey see, so monkey do.
Monkey is mother to the eternal screw.
What monkey wants, monkey will take.
Monkey refuses to admit his mistakes.
The monkey grows, into himself.
Swallow us all til' he's bloated and blue.
Monkey don't see, what monkey do.
Do unto monkey, before he do you.
Rape, my heart, it's wasted, on one more like you.
Take my soul, deface it's what you're going to do.
Cause I know you
As monkey see, so monkey do.
Monkey do others just like he done you.
Birds of a feather, flock off together.
To the sunset another to kill, steal or screw.
The monkey grows, into himself.
Swallow us all til' he's bloated and blue.
Monkey don't see, what monkey do.
Do unto monkey before he do you.
Rape, my heart, it's wasted, on one more like you.
Break my love, deface it's what you're going to do.
Worming to infest, not quite blood & far from flesh,
this ugly only shows it's shadows.
Running through the downpour, sore from all the sex,
what's coming scares me still it ain't that bad though.
The hints and disciplines, crying wolf from deep within,
this ugly wants what it won't tell me.
Still I guess the best I can, breaking bones to understand,
but still I'll buy all it will sell me.
This ugly wants. This ugly chains me
This ugly taunts. This ugly drains me
This ugly lies. This ugly tricks me
This ugly patiently whips, fucks and licks me
Knocking at my skull, finding every blade too dull,
the vault is keeping me at arms length.
Smashing with my head, such a lovely shade of red,
the drive is violent yet disarming.
Pictures, jis & moans,
sitting worshipping alone abuse is better for myself.
This ugly still wants in, self indulgence is too thin,
I am the savior in the brothel, I'm the saint trading in souls,
Christ on a Harley at full throttle, Bottled angel to be sold.
I hide in corners of the church, the shadowed pieces of the cross,
The flock dressed in their Sunday clothes,
I seek to cleanse them with them off.
I hold the keys to temp and spit, I know the secrets they don't tell,
I bleed stigmata in the pit, I find the humor deep in hell.
I am tomorrow without fear, I am the past you will regret,
I make you think the end is near,
Cause I know how it gets you wet.
I am what frightens you to sleep,
I am the only hope you've got,
Scream the praise your hole to keep,
Deliver you from all this rot.
And as the curtains close this chapter,
as the century winds down,
Maybe you'll learn from all my laughter,
Learn to swim or fucking drown.
Cause maybe this is what it takes,
Perhaps you'll learn from my mistakes,
The contradiction that makes sense,
Nail me up this time I won't flinch.
I crawl the nightlife as I bless, I pay the whores double their price,
I scurry gladly through this mess, I am the artificial light.
I bring the hope to those who bet,
Their lives for fame and fortunes tongue,
I am the shit that you inject, I'm beautiful, rich, smart and hung.
I lie I cry, I lead astray, I have control over your fate,
I live for getting in the way, I love to taunt and agitate.
I'll never stop, I'll never change, eternally, I still exist,
I'm sick and sexually deranged,
Still when I'm gone, I'm always missed.
I live in blood sweat tears and come,
I'm made of sickness made of death,
I am the leach that sucks you numb,
I am the pussy on your breath.
I am the lines the information, the redemption in the wire,
The thought behind the masturbation, I'm the energy the fire.
I am what frightens you to sleep,
I am the only hope you've got,
Scream the praise your hole to keep,
Deliver you from all this rot.
And as the curtains close this chapter,
as the century winds down,
Maybe you'll learn from all my laughter,
Learn to swim or fucking drown.
Cause maybe this is what it takes,
Perhaps you'll learn from my mistakes,
The contradiction that makes sense,
My mockery is spelled in ink across these shapely. Curves
of bone under this wrapping flesh.
My hate won't dissipate so quickly with the coming flame.
From all the tongues that echo all the old apocalyptics.
One step beyond might grab their gaze from all the flashing lights,
But fifty thousand paces and we'll own their eyes.
The fire in my belly building words so butcherous.
The fire in my lungs ejects them forward.
The fire in my head has taught me well, and time is short.
This fire in my crotch contorts my core.
The devil in my eyes The evil in my heart
My one desire, consumes your fire
My one desire, devours your light.
As angels all fall down, So sick of guarding fools.
Into the black we'll make no sound,
The choice is made, these angels know no rules.
I mock your truths, I mock your words,
I mock your safe secure absurd.
I mock your ways, I mock your lives,
I mock your devil's god's and cries.
Will you have strength, enough to try,
or simply chew out your own eyes,
In disencrypting this sharp smile can you decipher
I've set, a trap for you. That you've gladly tripped.
The wire, a supple hue. Of the pink of my lips.
Unwise, to my small game, Unknown to you.
All that you ever had, Must now first answer my clues.
Whether or not, it's in your best interest Or even semi-destructive,
There is no saving witness, To this unspoken seductive.
What am, I saying here In the small light of the morning,
Kiss your old life goodbye, This is my ruthlessness' warning.
So lay with me in the chill, Of afterglow ever still,
Till we replenish the thrill, Over again into ever.
So taste again of my skin, So sticky brittle and thin,
et still invincibly grim, That I shall have you forever.
So look deep into these eyes, A small charaded disguise,
As you slowly grow too wise, You've stepped right into my never.
Not that it's such a bad place, Still no exit or escape,
As it will slowly replace, And condition you to the weather.
I am here to pull you under,
This dark and soulsucking place,
Is now your home and your hunger,
You haven't left the world a singular trace.
I am here to feed you... endlessly.
Things you don't know that you need.
I am here to take my fill trickery.
As you eternally bleed.
Just like the dawns low lights,
Just like the frozen wet nights,
Just like the body of ice,
Don't stop using me forever.
And as the daylight subsides,
As snow so blindingly white,
Consumes this heat in the night,
Don't stop grinding into never.
In the heart of the dark,
Frozen here where you are,
Become my permanent scar,
And come internal endeavor.
The tearing skin of the bite,
Just like the bleeding of Christ,
Bow to this eternal vice,
Don't stop fucking me forever.
So lay with me in the chill,
Of afterglow ever still,
Till we replenish the thrill,
Over again into ever.
So taste again of my skin,
So sticky brittle and thin,
Yet still invincibly grim,
That I shall have you forever.
So look deep into these eyes,
A small charaded disguise,
As you slowly grow too wise,
You've stepped right into my never.
Not that it's such a bad place,
Still no exit or escape,
As it will slowly replace,
And condition you to the weather.
Just like the dawns low lights,
Just like the frozen wet nights,
Just like the body of ice,
Don't stop using me forever.
And as the daylight subsides,
As snow so blindingly white,
Consumes this heat in the night,
Don't stop grinding into never.
In the heart of the dark,
Frozen here where you are,
Become my permanent scar,
And come internal endeavor.
The tearing skin of the bite,
Just like the bleeding of Christ,
Bow to this eternal vice,
I've set, a trap for you. That you've gladly tripped.
The wire, a supple hue. Of the pink of my lips.
What am, I saying here In the small light of the morning,
Kiss your old life goodbye,
This is my ruthlessness' warning.
So lay with me in the chill, Of afterglow ever still,
Till we replenish the thrill, Over again into ever.
So taste again of my skin, So sticky brittle and thin,
yet still invincibly grim, That I shall have you forever.
So lay with me in the chill, Of afterglow ever still,
Till we replenish the thrill, Over again into ever.
Not that it's such a bad place,
Still no exit or escape,
As it will slowly replace,
And condition you to the weather.
I am here to pull you under,
This dark and soulsucking place,
Is now your home and your hunger,
You haven't left the world a singular trace.
I am here to feed you... endlessly.
Things you don't know that you need.
I am here to take my fill trickery. As you eternally bleed.
So lay with me in the chill, Of afterglow ever still,
Till we replenish the thrill, Over again into ever.
So taste again of my skin, So sticky brittle and thin,
Yet still invincibly grim, That I shall have you forever.
So lay with me in the chill, Of afterglow ever still,
Till we replenish the thrill, Over again into ever.
Not that it's such a bad place,
Still no exit or escape,
As it will slowly replace,
And condition you to the weather.
So lay with me in the chill, Of afterglow ever still,
Till we replenish the thrill, Over again into ever.
Not that it's such a bad place,
Still no exit or escape,
As it will slowly replace,That I shall have you forever.
Closed your eyes. Shut your mouth.
Bound your wrists. Spine pulled out.
Full of you so you have
become my shedding doubt.
I suck life from your weakened little hole.
I feel lust, and control your little worthless,
every little splinter, every little shiver, know.
Your apathetic flesh is more alluring than your soul.
Frail legs crawling slow, under translucent glow.
Some things are better left undead and so it goes.
Come falling from the wind, to bring the jittered end,
to strip the world of all it's leading to temptations tin
So lick the plate clean child, and dry your wettend smile.
It's an acquired taste, the souls slide down better, after a while.
In dark the locusts breed, just live to fuck and feed.
Such little creatures, we can't help but suck you of your needs.
So swarming covers you, oh, but you thought you knew.,
Tthe warning heeded not unfolds, beneath an acid dew.
This ticking in your brain, hard strikes the writhing rain.
You feel a million sets of reaping 'cisors clamp and chew.
A drain of heads and tails, drown out in buzz your wails.
Not even marrow left to tell the living of your lies.
And as the harvest fast, becomes the then, the past,
We live like mice, eternally.
We've never seen the endless...
Lemmings en route we'll have to see,
Where will it take our ashes.
We've run away, we've run so far
Making our wish upon a....
How much, how long, how deep we bleed,
once more to wet these lashes.
We've never paid the price for life,
We've never broken through the ice,
We'll never stop, until the last
and final breath...The shortest gasp.
So few will pay enough for love,
Look over push, go straight to shove,
A quickened flinch and a little blood,
our chastity lies deep in mud.
Never hurry, never worry,
never lift your face from the ground.
Never gain an ounce of hope.
Know what you've sought is what you've found.
Never struggle, never forgive,
never wake from dreaming, never live.
Never put the pieces together,
always take and take and take until they give.
We've never paid, we've never seen,
we run from all we've ever been,
We've never hurt enough to count,
"Just make it stop", any amount.
We run and cry, we blindly fight
and take down others just for spite,
We have no lives, just hollow speak,
we are the masses we're the weak.
We are the ones who have control,
we are the ones who've dug this hole
We are the idiots and thieves
we love the past and don't believe.
We have no hope and yours we'll burn
too weak to think, too dumb to learn
We are the masses here we sit,
Being born must hurt a lot I'd think
Ripping through to reach this disappointing light.
Slap me on the ass again and knock this choking free.
Slap me harder till I'm right, slap me till I shriek.
Give me credit give me trust, give me love in small amounts.
Give me guilt and give me shame, give me life and don't explain.
Give me sex, responsibility and trade my hope for doubt.
Give me more, make me your whore,
and give me, give me, give me pain.
Tell me why you put me through this,
Tell me what's a girl to do,
Tell me where the action is.
Wet my taste and let me down.
Tell me what the future holds,
Tell me what's left of this soul,
Hold me down and fuck me over,
Stain this precious wedding gown
Innocence Lost
No hope no fear no turning back,
No chance no tears no second guess,
No time, no shit, we fade to black,
no way to fix this fucking mess.
No ray of light to show the way,
No way to cheat the cards we're dealt
No path to outsmarting ourselves
Before I looked to you as something I adored.
An inch out of my reach beyond my form.
You were an object to me, you held my gaze.
The person I was once has me amazed
So in my head I whispered words, empty now
Not yours, not ever, no way, no how.
I do believe yes, looking back
that you have always, always, known.
Yes, I wanted of you. Yes, I longed to touch you.
Yes, I slept drained of you. Yes, I never had you.
Yes, I've grown beyond you. Yes, I've gone and lived without you.
Yes, I've thought about you. Yes, I've learned to hate you.
Now, I realize you. Now, I stand above you.
Now, I can despise you, and all others like you.
Once, I would have loved you. Done anything for you.
Held, touched, cared, forever fucked you.
Now the thought makes me abhor you.
You've done nothing for me. Tears were never shed for me.
Still I know you knew it silently took more of me
You'll never touch me. You'll never taste me.
No matter how you want me. You mean nothing to me.
I see red and taste your smile, bile-like spitting choked defiled
memories now so maddening innocent, embarrassing.
Now you're nothing and I know, as I look to you below,
When the lights are all out, that's when I see,
Everything and nothing within my life.
Every doubt pouring through and out of my life,
I find I feel I touch and pull back the skin of my teeth.
Bloodlight is the back of my mind,
Ice biting hard in this empty place,
Every pain and fear always goes away
and it's all so clear when I'm fucking your face.
In the back of my mind, in the black of my heart
At the start of the cut to the running of blood
From the tip of my skull to the end of the bed
the sensation is real with the throw of your head
This night like all the rest,
the question of time and the scent of the taste,
that you make of my twisted writing form
Spike, my vein. Deliver me from tedium.
Ease, this pain. Stop my mediocrity.
Dust, my brain. Speed the seconds faster onward.
Bend the sane. Into something more than commonplace.
I, fiend on. Into the endless dawn of each new day.
Friends have gone. So I find good comfort in this haze.
Life, is slow, slower still to one - such as me.
Dull and low. Typical, extreme only in - plain.
I am a remnant of man. I am a torn, broken plan.
I am lethargic, I am weak. I am inheritlessly meek.
I am the licking of the gods.
Upon your wounds while you still plod.
I am the packing foam of love.
I am the push that comes to shove.
I am the cracking skin upon.
The face of everything you long.
I am the scab, I am the germ.
I am what you refuse to learn.
I am a piece of withered mind.
Too late too tired to walk the line.
I am a relic of this race.
These humans soon to be replaced.
There has to be, some something more.
There must have been a simpler course.
Something I simply could have forced.
An easy path straight to the source.
I'm sinking into bloodshot time.
I'm blinded by nothing sublime.
I'm gasping buried in my dust.
Tell me in which god do I trust?
I am the bloody nose of time.
I am the never moving line.
I am the breaking bones of life.
I am the cheating in your wife.
I turn the key, I break the lock,
I suck the skin, I live the flock.
I am the never ending chain.
I am the filth pulled from the drain.
I am the cracking skin upon.
The face of everything you long.
I am the scab, I am the germ.
Ain't no god.
Ain't no heaven.
Ain't going anywhere.
Only black to these dead eyes.
Ain't no hope.
Ain't no magic.
Ain't no spirit in these bones,
That chose me to call it home.
Ain't no faith.
Ain't no devil.
Ain't no feeling, empathy,
Ain't no light I wait to see.
Ain't no now.
Ain't no forever.
Ain't no yesterday, tomorrow,
Only sorrow and a silence calling.
But this blood that's in my veins is running somewhere.
And these thoughts that twist my head are creeping in to me.
And this energy is pushing me to anywhere.
That I can find a bit of comfort, tell myself it's all for something.
I can only feel.
Ain't no god.
Ain't no devil.
Ain't no angel on my shoulder.
Whispered, "run away with me."
Ain't no good.
Ain't no evil.
Only balance wrapped in doubt.
Served as frozen as the moon.
And as Jesus, Allah, Shiva,
Buddha, Ra and Lennon hold
The fort down, I will stand against
the gates and scratch my name and take my place.
I can only feel.
So tomorrow, will we know, at least some clue to where we go,
Can all the beasts possess a soul to cycle through the chain we'll show
the beauty or the ugliness, and as a group be damned or blessed,
And sifting down through all this mess,
will Jesus find us cheating on this test?
Ain't no god.
Still no reason.
That we all can't get
It is deceit, it's made of lies,
it is the key to your demise.
So late it comes, to realize.
The tastes and feelings you despise.
Burn, the space in your veins never learns,
the signs having shown will return.
Too late to act so concerned...
It's dead and gone, yet so eternal.
Blessed, tempting and infernal.
Seeping outside through internal.
In your eyes I see it....
Burn, the space in your veins never learns,
the signs having shown will return.
Too late to act so concerned.
Now you're just food for worms.
It's price is right, it's time is now,
it's pulling, pushing you down.
It's everything you've never found,
it's hesitation, it is doubt.
It's made of heaven, made of love,
it's a reflection from above,
It's all of this, but not enough,
it's god's unresistable...
Bluff, the space in your veins never learns,
the signs having shown will return,
Too late to act so concerned,
Now you're just food for worms.
The space in my head that I made back when I was dead
is now approaching the horizon like a fetus through the after birth.
And now decisions left up to my discretion
bring the future further forward and the possible true.
This blood creation from the mental indignation
that had sprouted from the lack of understanding the lost,
and the choices that so frighten all the fools as fingers tighten
on the throat of clueless masses bring my soul to a buzz.
And living with this longing searching words
but falling short of a description or procession to untieable knots,
so focus anger into passion
and obsession to create is the sensation that I will,
Ignorance, is your addiction.
And it's bliss, betrays your life.
I can see, through your thin skin,
I Generalize, and still I'm right.
If you had, a single clue to
What you aren't, you'd die of shame,
If you knew, you were at fault for
Your horrid life, you'd die of blame.
Caught up in, your egocentric,
Lack of all, that you pretend.
To know or be, so false it's sickening.
You are your own, bitter end.
If your weren't, so apathetic,
If your drive had any flame,
Then you'd be, worth my attention,
And not just, a crying shame.
Don't you cry, It's alright,
I'll just lie, To spare your soul.
Oh, now I've Changed my mind
You're to weak, To have control.
If you were, what you're pretending,
Instead of you, a fading stain.
If you had, the motivation,
If you had the skill or brains.
Maybe then, I wouldn't have this,
Driving urge, to humiliate.
And show to you, the mirror image,
That you refuse, the one you hate.
So if you are, so fucking wise,
Intelligent, and filled with power,
Then prove you're not, what I see you as,
I've spent my sentence below,
I've skinny dipped in the Styx.
I've had my fun with your minds,
I broke it off at the wrist.
I've held this blood, held my tongue
Till I was rotting and stripped.
I've gotten bored with the gun,
I'm even over the fist.
I have no heaven to pay,
I have no hell to resist.
I'd say salvation's at bey,
Repent is not on my list.
Are you recieving my call,
Said are you getting the gist?
So pin your heart to the wall,
Run screaming into the mist.
What is it, sex that you seek?
Have you come to the right place.
Prefer it all over me, or like it back
in your face?
You could be jaded by now,
if not the time that you waste.
Your hesitation betrays,
To late you'll find you're replaced.
When will you learn from your flaws,
Hope it's before you're erased.
Choking on bullets gets old,
once you get used to the taste.
Archangel
