Berzerk Filmography

• Revelation 666
  2006, role: actor , character name: Himself

• Lyrics: play full screen play karaoke
• Committed To Nothing - Berzerker
• The Final Sacrifice - Berzerker
• The Principals And Practices Of Embalming - Berzerker
• The Deception - Berzerker
• The Cancer - Berzerker
• Spare Parts - Berzerker
• Slit Down - Berzerker
• Retribution - Berzerker
• Reality - Berzerker
• Purgatory - Berzerker
• Pure Hatred - Berzerker
• Paradox - Berzerker
• Painless - Berzerker
• Pain - Berzerker
• No One Wins - Berzerker
• No More Reasons - Berzerker
• False Hope - Berzerker
• Failure - Berzerker
• Eye for an Eye - Berzerker
• Evolution - Berzerker
• Disregard - Berzerker
• Deform - Berzerker
• Death Reveals - Berzerker
• Corporal Jigsore Quandary - Berzerker
• Compromise - Berzerker
• Chronological Order Of Putrefaction - Berzerker
• Caught in the Crossfire - Berzerker
• Cannibal Rights - Berzerker
• Burnt - Berzerker
• Betrayal - Berzerker
• An Unforgotten Force - Berzerker
• Your Final Seconds - Berzerker
• Weapons Of War - Berzerker
• Massacre - Berzerker
• Lonely World - Berzerker
• Last Mistake - Berzerker
• Internal Examination - Berzerker
• Ignorance - Berzerker
• Heavily Medicated - Berzerker
• Feburary - Berzerker
• The Principles And Practices Of Embalming - Berzerker
• Never Hated More - Berzerker
• Afterlife - Berzerker
• Black Heart - Berzerker
• Berzerker - Berzerker
• Constant Pain - Berzerker
• As The World Waits - Berzerker
• Burn The Evil - Berzerker
• World Of Tomorrow - Berzerker
• Free Yourself - Berzerker
• Follow Me - Berzerker
• February - Berzerker
• Y - Berzerker
• All About You - Berzerker
• Berzerker - Battleroar

Logic thoughts rule my world and they're running through my head
Only seeing things the way you think they should be
Upholding honor and respect is the way I live
To have trust is the hardest when I've seen it all before
I've known for some time that you're one of them
Wanting nothing and you're giving nothing more
I've dealt with your kind and you're all the same
Let me tell you that you're not alone
Only seeing things the way you think they should be
Never knowing never feeling never hurting me?
To have trust is the hardest when I've seen it before
And this is what I have to deal with now
Wanting nothing and you're giving nothing more
I never thought I'd be the one to have to lay the blame
I've dealt with your kind and you're all the same
Let me tell you that you're not alone
Many I know, think just as you do
Of nothing of no one... exception... yourself
Biding my time and not getting to close
This is not how I will now die
Committed to nothing you walk with closed eyes
I'm cleansing the world of the scum that resides
Not fearing the ones that will cause me disgust
I know that I am all that I have left
Time waits for nothing, no one
Never could understand why
I'll retain my dignity
Never given you a reason to lie
Logic thoughts rule my world and they're running through my head
Only seeing things the way you think they should be
Upholding honor and respect is the way I live
To have trust is the hardest when I've seen it all before
I've known for some time that you're one of them
Wanting nothing and you're giving nothing more
I've dealt with your kind and you're all the same

I said please mr. merchant of death sir, please!
I said please mr. merchant of death sir, please!

Wanted to be the first technician on a cranial autopsy
The principles and practice of embalming
Examination of all the head and before the incision
Cavities might allow
Blood to escape through the veins causing change
To the original condition of the brain
An incision, is first made through,
the scalp flaps and in line with the skull,
a double V shaped, cut is then made,
by sawing through, the bones of the skull
Open the skull
Dura is spilt
The brain is removed
For examination
By cutting it loose
With a long bladed knife
Tightly ligate
The ends of the veins
Drill a small hole
Through the back of the skull
Puncture the scalp
Insert through this hole
A section of tubing
To be used as a drain
Hold this in place
With a safety pin inside the:
Since it is physically imposible
To prevent all leakage in to the skull
We have developed a procedure which eliminate problems
If offers the hope that, what was required to fix the head is gone
There's no frustration to show our work once it's strengthened
Drill and wire the calvarium to the skull on both sides
Twist the wires tightly so the skull will be unable to slip
No autopsy may be made unless authority has been secured
Coroner may order an autopsy to seek cause of death
Or if the causeof his death is not yet apparent
An incision, is first made through,
the scalp flaps and in line with the skull,
a double V shaped, cut is then made,

Such a bright eyed young man
With the world at my feet
Offered such amazing opportunities
Bullshit
False friendship plagued me through this process
Now I'm free I can start again, the reawakening
I've, lived the life of a recording artist
And been unfulfilled
Take this, take that,
Drain me until my passion is gone
Music was something I did for the love of
You took it from me
So many fucking sleepless nights and headaches
That no one else saw
Fuck this bullshit industry
I've had more then my fair share
Now I'll do it passionately
And let myself grow
I remember a time all too long ago
Music was my love my true meaning
I couldn't get enough
My waking obsession
These times are long behind me
Its got me thinking
Its got me thinking
Its got me thinking
And as I sit here writing this I can feel it coming back
All the joy I felt creating something from deep inside me
Working through those late, late nights
With nothing but drive to create
This is when I was content
This is my therapy
I've, lived the life of a recording artist
And been unfulfilled
Take this, take that,
Drain me until my passion is gone
Music was something I did for the love of
You took it from me
So many fucking sleepless nights and headaches
That no one else saw
Fuck this bullshit industry
I've had more then my fair share
Now I'll do it passionately
And let myself grow
I'm free! What a great feeling
What ya gonna do?
No more bullshit promises
You forced me into this
I'm free! What a great feeling
No more bullshit promises

Forget your life and all you know
I’ll see more when all the walls come crashing down
White light is your only safety
Any other thing might hurt you too much
Every time a liar’s born
There is only one thought and it is murder
Anytime anywhere, take your pick
Welcomed to the darkened place
Men trade their only born son for life
Think there’s nothing wrong taking a fee
Nothing I can do can change the past
Can you live without watching? can you?
Why can’t you see?
The cancer grows it spreads it spreads until there’s nothing left
You’ll never know
How good I felt when I thought I was free from all of you
There was a time when all I wanted, all I needed was to feel I was the only
One, the only one that really mattered
And now it’s more like I have time to contemplate and watch the way that I
Have taken what I wanted, what I really wanted
Why can’t you see?
How good I felt when I thought I was free from all of you
Why can’t you see?
The cancer grows it spreads it spreads until there’s nothing left
You’ll never know
How good I felt when I thought I was free from all of you
We all die, we all die
We all die, we all die
We all die, we all die
We all die
There’s nothing for us now
We all die, we all die
We all die, we all die
We all die, we all die
We all die!!!
Forget the times you broke your promises went against your word
The way that see the world and see your life and operate here
There ain't no time there ain't nothing there ain't no answers here
Sometimes I ask myself these questions when I lay sleeping
Then again it’s for your own good that you really don’t know the truth
Just know I’m coming on through, I’m coming on through, I’m coming on
through,
I’m coming for you.
Why can’t you see?
The cancer grows it spreads it spreads until there’s nothing left
You’ll never know

Watching the mind
Destroyed I’m disheartened
Resigned to drop dead
(It) Begins in my grave
Face me, face to face
I’ve lots to tell you
I’ve known for years about this
Those who walked away
Shaped their minds for nothing
Looking, searching for my body parts
Viewing you all from a place not so far
A small warning
I did not sign up for this
What have you done?
To what was once me
Looking, searching for my body parts
Viewing you all from a place not so far
A small warning
I did not sign up for this
What have you done?
To what was once me
Watching the mind
Destroyed I’m disheartened
Resigned to drop dead
(It) Begins in my grave
Face me, face to face
I’ve lots to tell you
I’ve known for years about this
Those who walked away
Shaped their minds for nothing
Face me, face to face
I’ve lots to tell you
I’ve known for years about this
Those who walked away
Shaped their minds for nothing
Looking, searching for my body parts
Viewing you all from a place not so far
A small warning
I did not sign up for this
What have you done?

Slit down from the thorax, to free all,
the gas that should not be there,
the cerebrum will have not survived,
upon close examination, from the chest to the skull,
has show the movement of fluids that the surface refused,
co-injections have failed to prepare the remains,
there's much too much to be saved, decomposition has claimed,
what was an animal frame with it's organs and brain,
will be dissected and then reduced to mush,
It's not to be chopped to bring you power,
it's only to be devoured,
what is it now that you throw doubt upon,
don't ask of things you not meant to have or know,
have or know,
Pre-embalming purge, and rotting pigmentation,
extra firming fluids, and hardening compounds,

I can’t take anymore
Can’t take anymore
Knowing that you’re still out there
Forced into the corner
I’ll feel better when
I know your life is over
It’s good of you to summit yourself to this torture
When all the rest are thinking, I’m in such agony
With force I could take of your respect and honour
Watched all your bullshit and I must say it sickened me
There was a time when all I could do was sit by
And watch the hatred and the pain go by
Now, payback has arrived
I’ll break your fucking jaw
Try me and you’ll find out for yourself
What I’m really like
Reality’s torn apart
Make’s me think I’m not part of this
Decide, decide
Which life should I take?
The forces are against you now
Decide, decide
It’s good of you to summit yourself to this torture
When all the rest are thinking, I’m in such agony
With force I could take of your respect and honour
Watched all your bullshit and I must say it sickened me
There was a time when all I could do was sit by
And watch the hatred and the pain go by
Now, payback has arrived
I’ll break your fucking jaw
Try me and you’ll find out for yourself
What I’m really like
Reality’s torn apart

The uncreative juices flow from all but a selective few
and even those they tend to be wasted,
you have taken pride in a lifeform that you think you know
but what you do not know is it's rotting,
it is so unfortunate that this is how our world must be
but why must i accept reality, is this reality?
how can i exist amongst you people when i feel this way
when all that seems so wrong is everywhere,
A world without substance feeling so superior
i am discontent with lies and with ineffective lives,
should i grieve for mankind or live out my life
to be free of pain i'll want it back again,
so to be one with man i must be false to myself
any effort's futile for my life is just mine,
i have visions of worlds that are unparalleled
my attempts are in vain to walk this earth without shame,
for being human,
This is my reality and you do not have to accept it
you are only human with excuses and complaints,
couldn't you be something greater come on now you know the answer
you are so absorbed with your own pathetic lives,
why should i feel pity for you i don't think i know the answer,
have you ever thought about opening your closed eyes,
what is it that you're afraid of, don't you want to see yourself,

I’ve taken torment to a new level of suffering
Agony, enemy
In my life
Few people have let me down
And I’ve learnt
The best revenge is served stone cold
Creeping up
So they’ll never see it coming
I lift them up
Only to bring them crashing down
If only I could have all that I wanted
To punish the ones that committed these crimes
It will make the difference and be savage
We’ve all got the power, in my evil design
In my life
Few people have let me down
And I’ve learnt
The best revenge is served stone cold
Creeping up
So they’ll never see it coming
I lift them up
Only to bring them crashing down
When I’ve thought is it too much to take
I remember that they tried to crush me
It’s important that they feel the pain
More like I get pleasure from it
I’ve gone so long without hurting
Whose who’ve tired there best to fuck me
And now I-see they-feel the pain
When I place them in purgatory
If only I could have all that I wanted
To punish the ones that committed these crimes
It will make the difference and be savage
We’ve all got the power, in my evil design
In my life
Few people have let me down
And I’ve learnt
The best revenge is served stone
Cold
Creeping up
So they’ll never see it coming
I lift them up

In the brain we've found a role
Detach your life from mind control
Evade life of being ruled
DESTROY
the parts that lie unused
Permanence
Eternity
Surgery
Will set you free
Vacant eyes and lack of care
Now one with humanity
HATE, PURE, PURE, ANSWER,
NO-ONE EVER, AGAIN, PURE,
HATE, PURE,CHILDREN SEW THEIR
MINDS SHUT, ANSWER, NO ONE EVER.
In the brain
Is a directive
Brain found to be
Grossly defective
The soul, it sees,
Sees through the eyes,
It's time is up
Lobotomize
Mutilation
Drilling holes in
Trepanation
Evolution
Ten percent
Is all we use

I can't take this
Forever I've wanted to be a lot more than just a person
Not to play on the side of the humans
We're forced to live and die in this system
I can't see the logic that we are taught
Pleasure is attained through freedom
Pain is the answer
Try to escape from the body
Welcome to the paradox
Can not take this
I thought that pain was my savior
Living a lie from what I'm thinking
I'm chasing my life which must end right here
How can I free myself from this world that I'm forced to live in?
We'll see at the end that this idea freedom
that you hold to yourself, can never
Retrieve all the things that were meant to be
if they're causing us pleasure
I want to be the pain causing the change to our race
When it hurts you
I want to be the pain causing the change to our life
When it hits
I want to be what I am, not the circumstance of how I was born
I can not take this, I will not take this
I want to be the pain causing the change to our race
I want to be the pain causing the change to our life
I want to be what I am, not the circumstance of how I was born
I can not take this, I will not take this

Memory apart after opening
Feel nothing; The dream is gone
Spinning in a mind overflow,
Dream what reality cannot
Ever make you understand
A vision to bring back the sense of the world
Deranged senses
Become defenses
These are the visions I don't want to keep
The mind tortures itself constantly without meaning
Painless
Means out of me
Every trace
Burn the skin
Sow the heart with salt
All thought gone
Painless
Means out of me
Every trace
Burn the skin
Sow the heart with salt
All thought gone
Numb is peace
Numb is peace
This is the dawn in which the prey take courage and turns on the predator
it is the dawn in which the underdog finds the strength to rebel
nothing disoriented them mighty more than the attack of those how have always feared
them in the past.
Can't allow
One to be
What we cannot
We'd hurt somehow
They saw your dreams
Which means they saw your fear
Which means that they must disappear
Hold the matches
Scared is tough
When you're numb
The fear's enough
When you're tired
Sleep forever
We have work now
These are the visions I don't want to keep
Painless
Means out of me
Every trace
Burn the skin
Sow the heart with salt
All thought gone
Painless
Means out of me
Every trace
Burn the skin
Sow the heart with salt
All thought gone
Numb is peace

Torn, apart, her face,
ripped from her fleshy skull,
her scalp, degloved,
what an horrific site,
with inches from her life,
and all that's left inside,
confusion's in her mind,
her luck's run out,
Tormented cries coming from inside,
ride with her into the state of...
a brutal act but she did well,
to tolerate the anguish of that night,
the anguish of that night
Torn, apart, her face,
ripped from her fleshy skull,
her scalp, degloved,
what an horrific site,
with inches from her life,
and all that's left inside,
confusion's in her mind,

There'll be a time
Where I can take what they've taught and make it work
THIS would be a better place if you could free you mind of thought
THOUGH to be in this place life, has abandoned you
WORLD that we now live in has changed so rapidly
THERE'S no need for equality equality
All the dreams, ideals you fought for, waiting now for someone else
It's not real, that you're feeling parts of life's exterior
I can see you body rot, gaze upon your cornea
No one wins we end together, values, visions dead forever
HATE to be nothing why do you abandon me
WORDS without actions lies they mean nothing
CAN'T you all see the light that waves in front of you
THIS could be a mirror of the only ever way that WE'VE KNOWN
I can take what they've taught and make it work
THIS would be a better place if you could free you mind of thought
THOUGH to be in this place life, has abandoned you
WORLD that we now live in has changed so rapidly

Preacher, preacher, preacher with a badge
You’d better shut your mouth
Never, anymore
Or I’ll shut it for you
Another time, another time
Or on, another day
Never succumbing to…
Hit the mark
Give it up
Full destruction
No more reasons, anymore
Taking what is mine
You’re not mine
The last one
Break the mould
I’m taking all
I would want
It’s not the same for you
Changing moods have hurt you
You’re attracted to my hatred
It’s just a matter of time
And I’ll take the blame for your failure?
Nothing is found
Nothing really is ever known
Nothing has ever been what it seemed
It’s just like this and will be like this for fucking ever!!!
Preacher, preacher
Preacher with a badge
You’d better shut your mouth
Never, anymore
Or I’ll shut it for you
Another time, another time
Or on, another day
Never succumbing to…
Hit the mark
Give it up
Full destruction
No more reasons, anymore
Taking what is mine
You’re not mine
The last one
Break the mould
I’m taking all
I would want
It’s not the same
We’re never right
It’s not the same for you
Changing moods have hurt you
You’re attracted to my hatred
It’s just a matter of time
And I’ll take the blame for your failure?
Nothing is found
Nothing really is ever known
Nothing has ever been what it seemed
It’s just like this and will be like this for fucking ever!!!

Time to reflect
Fear the world and all that resides here
You feed the one that I must reject
It’s not for them to lead me
It is only false hope
Blessing the fearful and praising the living
Join the prison and descend to hell
Watching and preaching the words with no meanings
How to realize it’s a doomed existence
We’re doomed to failure
Opened eyes now speak the truth
In the end it’s all that’s left
Let me be your serpent and …
Raise on up in place of god
Interconnect the chosen few
Join your hands and praise my life
As if your thoughts are pure
What is it that makes you feel?
More like there’s something missing
What is the truth?
What is the reason to live here?
Murder, father, freedom, wisdom
What is, it that, makes you feel so sinful?
In a world free from
From those who wish to harm you
If you impose your will
You’ll burn us all in hell, Hell
The book it tells lies and bends the truth
And it influences the weak
Disaster is breeding here
It’s not what it seems
You want to feel like a god?
Well I’ve got something to say
You’ve got nothing to fear
Now that you are mine
Time will only go forward
There’s no limit
There’s no limit
Opened eyes now speak the truth
In the end it’s all that’s left
Let me be your serpent and
Raise on up in place of god
Interconnect the chosen few
Join your hands and praise my life
As if your thoughts are pure
What is it that makes you feel?
More like there’s something missing
What is the truth?

We are what's left behind
I can feel It call my name
These worlds that I have taken
Will stay with me as lies
No they won't leave their victim
I know that we are on their list of deeds
The decomposing lifeform
Our tortured earthly souls are waiting to be freed
Their day has only just begun
And any killing bird stays to the bitter end
They take the pain
That you have given to me
If only I could bring against this world the feeling of
myself now choking it's not safe you're running from help
If I was blind I'd see the strain of being here embodied
to be a victim of the earth and now I'm trapped inside.
It's too late for us now, the wheels are in motion
Hear broken regrets, I fear you're out of time,
Death is coming, your life's a failure,

When I see the rage is building
And I know there’s nothing stopping
Stopping me from changing into
What it is almost pure
When I’m doing what I’m doing
I always take it all so I
Continue in this fashion
And continue to be free
Mother never told me to
Respect those that you do not like
Why should I be forced to hurt?
And take the fucking blame
Why are you ignoring me?
Where will I get morals from?
Mother never taught me
And I don’t know why
Destroy the one that you love
Crush all memory of them
Appreciate the power that you have and that you wield
It’s a game of life, play to learn
Push in down deep inside
Time to create more than you could
Ever want
Only when the world has stopped
Could you be the only one?
Another day another time
That I’ve never known
When I see humanity
Taking all of the life from me
I wonder why we bother at all
Unlock the door
Pray it’s finally over
Game on
Settle down
Powerless to stop
Freedom is the one you seek
Tell me why I you must be free
Listen to this fuckin’ crap!
This is what you want to be?
Tell me what you really mean
Freedom is the only way to start again
I swear there no reality
You’ve taken more then you deserve
But no one is impervious
When I see the rage is building
And I know there’s nothing stopping
Stopping me from changing into
What it is almost pure
When I’m doing what I’m doing
I always take it all so I
Continue in this fashion
And continue to be free
Mother never told me to
Respect those that you do not like
Why should I be forced to hurt?
And take the fucking blame
The world of beauty and of order is disappearing before me
I’ve taken lives
In your next life
Eye for an eye
Just like Judas
Eye for an eye
I’m surrounded
Burn all the dead
It’s what is deep inside
Worship the system
That you’re following
Fuck your religion
You follow like sheep
I see the way forward
You see nothing
Time to say fuck it
I’m my own man
Destroy the one that you love
Crush all memory of them
Appreciate the power that you have and that you wield
It’s a game of life, play to learn
Push in down deep inside
Time to create more than you could
Ever want
Only when the world has stopped
Could you be the only one?
Another day another time
That I’ve never known
When I see humanity
Taking all of the life from me

First animals, acclimatised
Bones that have changed, never the same
You’re so low
For what it’s worth
Before no time
You’ll be walking on your own
Isolation, no turning back
Untouchable, I’ll go on
Propaganda
So farfetched
Your last chance
To rule the world
Then mammals
Are customized
Their bodies go through change to survive
It’s all we know
For what’s its worth
I see there’s no evolution
Forced to grow
Forced to evolved
Why resist change
Open your mind
It’s beyond your life
It’s evolution
Why the fuck can’t you understand
Isolation, no turning back
Untouchable, I’ll go on
Propaganda
So farfetched
Your last chance
To rule the world
Isolation
No turning back
Untouchable
I’ll go on
Propaganda
So farfetched
Your last chance

I have often thought to myself
Why some people don't eat flesh
Is it the morals that we're taught?
Lurking deep beneath our skin
Bodies that are constant sources
Rich in power and in strength
Human form is far removed from
What we like to think of as :
Where did the concept of eating human flesh?
Become so repulsive from?
There's got to be and even better way
For others to think of what they might
Place upon their plate without disregard
I wish someone could someday explain to me this strange concept

Degradation, i don't want your,
rhinoplasty, i don't need you,
not any more,
though i am a perverted man,
disproportioned, version of a,
normal man, dirty man,
any surgery can not get the god dam filth out of my head,
Maladjusted, not because of,
my appearance, you can't see past,
how i was born, are you blinded by the way you live?
violated, version of a,
normal man, dirty man,
reconstruction, reformation, reaching out into a shallow world,
My normal features, they gaze with impunity,
i am an animal, don't want to be a man,
i wish destruction on every man i see,
am i a man, am i a man, am i?
to forgive them means loss of my memory,
can i decide between a psycho and a citizen,
no chance of that i want death to my enemy,
i'm not a man, i'm not a man,
How can you think of me? judge of me? watch me?
all i want to be is, is to be free,
Degradation, i don't want your,
rhinoplasty, i don't need you,
though i am a perverted man,
disproportioned, version of a,
normal man, dirty man,

Is death freedom from this world?
The one's who knew you will soon FORGET
That you have now attained WHAT YOU WANTED
So why should it be HAUNTING YOU?
As the generations past and time leaves you behind
Existence will be now erased from other people's minds
so that once a living being affecting many other lives
I can see that all you feel is PLEASURE
Are you unaware that there is comfort found in pain?
The endlessness of all the thoughts compounding in your head
shows you the tragedy of willingly, wanting to be here.
Existence is meaningless in OUR WORLD
Hurt that frequents your mind a constant memory
Of a life that is not always WANTING
To be free of all the PAIN AND HATRED
I can almost feel it WHY CAN'T YOU
Death is to be free of and to cause ultimate pain
Life is fleeting moments of regrets and poor decision making
So many untruths to sort through never knowing why
One day I shall understand why WE DON'T
Can't understand the mortality of man?
Why do I use words of hate to fund communication?
Does the perfect world exist already, in my mind
I can see it, I can feel it
Is death freedom from this world?
The one's who knew you will soon FORGET
That you have now attained WHAT YOU WANTED
So why should it be HAUNTING YOU?
Death is to be free of and to cause ultimate pain
Life is fleeting moments and regrets and poor decision making
So many untruths to sort through never knowing why
One day I shall understand why WE DON'T
Are you unaware that there is comfort found in pain?
The endlessness of all the thoughts compounding in your head
shows you the tragedy of willingly, wanting to be here.

Music: Steer/Owen/Amott
Lyrics: Walker
Excised and anatomised, deviscerated disarray
The torso diverged with pride
Deftly amputated, evulsed limbs now defunct
The trunk imbrued, tatty stumps used as lugs
For a chondrin puzzle so quaint
Head and body decollate
A heaving mass so quiescent...
Scattered and scrambled, your teasement grows
- A bloody caricature to make whole
A squirming grisly jigsaw, detrital fragments fit so snug
- That missing piece will leave you stumped
Totally disassembled, nicely sliced and diced
- A human being this once resembled
Real cranium teaser, carved from flesh and bone
- So mystifying...
Battered and diffused with placating blows
- A human jigsaw to make whole
A sequacious pattern which once fitted so snug
- Joining together each dubious lump
Ravaged disassembly, neatly cubed and diced
- A cold mannequin once reassembled
Astute brain teaser, incorporate flesh and bone
- So mortifying...
An incessant game - methodically made
With each cumulative piecing - of commensated meat...
Bi-manual reconstruction, eldritch problem complete
A convened effigy
A pathological toy, each chunk rigorously
Inter mortis locking, as you pathogenically rot
Such a perplexing task
To fit the remains in the casket
Uliginous mess so quiescent...
[lead: Human jigsaw by W.G. Steer]
[lead: A heaving organic puzzle by M. Amott]
An incessant game - methodically made

I see,
No chance
Relying on myself
I take away
Responsibility
They drain my life
I purge the pot they breed in
First I must take pride and not ponder
A day to stay
Don't underestimate
I take away
The task that you failed
I ache but I, I fought them till it didn't matter
For they must change now or before I burst,
Those around me
Are incomprehensible
Is harder to bear
With my backache
Fortunately
I take great pride
(I'm) before my time
No demise
Compromise
I can see you're watching me
But could you even understand my pain
Watching, what is it in your brain that never gets it?
One day I'll disappear to the answer locked in my
Head that you'll never see of feel,
A consumer
The more the body is pierced, tortured, wounded, humiliated
the more complete his mans victory over pain,
the greater man victory over pain ,
the greater his victory over the flesh.
I see that they
That people are a plague
No sympathy
No liability
They drain my life
We'll see the life they're living

Greenish discoloration of the abdominal wall,
odour of putrefaction is noticeable,
the eyeballs become soft,
Irregular green patches appear over of neck,
chest and lower extremities,
a bloody, frothy purge may pour from the mouth,
The abdomen is distended with gas,
the corneas have collapsed,
the discoloration is becoming red,
due to the pressure of the decomposed blood,
Body surface is mottled,
red, green, brown the eyes bulge,
and the tongue swells to fill the mouth,

Shoot one of them, one of us
Another hit in the chest
Stare them down
Torn between, burying my friends
War can be a peaceful place
Fallen soldiers everywhere
Guns spray the hate towards you
Time and time again
Throw your pride away
It's dispensable
Before you pull the trigger on yourself
Lost and confused
Can't think clearly
Thoughts of home are
Running through your head
No more goodbyes
Prepping the trigger and
Sending the pain... the pain
Forced into so called shame
There mission
Under... Under, order they obey
Throw your pride away
It's dispensable
Before you pull the trigger on yourself
Lost and confused
Can't think clearly
Thoughts of home are
Running through your head
Shoot one of them, one of us
Another hit in the chest
Stare them down
Torn between, burying my friends
War can be a peaceful place
Fallen soldiers everywhere
Guns spray the hate towards you
Time and time again
Caught in the crossfire
No more goodbyes
Prepping the trigger and
Sending the pain... the pain
Forced into so called shame
There mission
Under... Under, order they obey
No more goodbyes
Sending the pain
Forced into so called shame
There mission
Under... Under, order they obey
Caught in the crossfire
No more goodbyes
Prepping the trigger and
Sending the pain... the pain
Forced into so called shame
There mission
Under... Under, order they obey
No more goodbyes
Sending the pain
Forced into so called shame
There mission
Under... Under, order they obey
Throw your pride away
It's dispensable
Before you pull the trigger on yourself
Lost and confused
Can't think clearly
Thoughts of home are

Devouring my last rites,
without thoughts of changing,
to have my life taken away,
inheriting the skills of,
the dead to hunt and live,
the dead to hunt and die,
because that is our only way,
Never understanding,
tomorrow never comes,
waiting and believing,
that they have got it wrong,
why are we made to suffer,
for their ignorance,
underestimated,
to me it makes no sense,
Devouring my last rites,
without thoughts of changing,

You're mine,
were blatant with your kind,
i have paid, i'm taken with your face,
I can taste your flesh,
can taste your world,
to feel the pain of making...
why can't you breathe?
i've made you writhe,
in pain, the pain of making...
Why just take my life?
why not take it all?
I can taste your flesh,
can taste your world,
to feel the pain of making...
why can't you breathe?
i've made you writhe,

No one survives
Against hateful minds
I can feel the pressure growing
Last time you walked away
This time there will be no one there waiting to take your place
Think not that the world now ones you
Think not of your despair
Rise up and take their power do not hesitate or fear
For them a distant memory
Waiting with baited breath
I see through parts of your life
Why do you lie to me?
One of the reasons why, the movement,
began to move executions behind prison's,
is the effect that it would have on young people,
their parents would take them to witness an execution,
thinking that perhaps it would have some salutary effect,
they would hold em up so that they could get a good glimpse and all of that,
but I found I guess 30 or 40 cases, where after witnessing an execution
a child of tender years, would hang a playmate or hang themselves.
We must distrust each, other it is our best defense
From those who seek to specialize in betrayal
There's no comfort in freedom
For what we seek is pain
You're life has now come undone

More then ever, I have felt
True confusion in my life
It is so hard to decide
Am I insane?
Drifting out of my sane mind
My enjoyment overrides
Have I stolen innocence?
I am out of control?
Chase the ones
That want to be the sunlight
This here life will be a lie
Take heed of wisdom
Clear as the night
What I don’t see’s
A warning
Never wanted to
Never wanted to
Release my grip
Only had one chance to
Watch you loose consciousness
Squeeze and drain the life from your outer shell
Charged with murder one day I will be
More then ever, I have felt
True confusion in my life
It is so hard to decide
Am I insane?
Drifting out of my sane mind
My enjoyment overrides
Have I stolen innocence?
I am out of control?
We’re soaking
I don’t know
You’re sulking
Seduction
Enthralled
Chase the ones
That want to be the sunlight
This here life will be a lie
Take heed of wisdom
Clear as the night
What I don’t see’s
A warning
Hollow, I see my thoughts in front of me
Consciousness drifts away
Confusion overwhelms me
How can I stop this?
Never wanted to
Never wanted to
Release my grip
Only had one chance to
Watch you loose consciousness
Squeeze and drain the life from your outer shell
Charged with murder one day I will be
Hollow, I see my thoughts in front of me
Consciousness drifts away
Confusion overwhelms me

I see a waste of life
Taken in the darkness of night
I saw all that I needed
To let go is never easy
All of this time, I have thought that
I must have known more than you
Now I stand here feeling my loss
Feeling the hurt, feeling pain
Suppressed feelings never surface
Never needed them to show
All the sadness, draped upon me
Now its time to let it go
Burn the decomposing flesh
That is left behind me
Now that I’m alone
I must have to deal with death
Fear….The unknown
Why take a life so young
Burn the decomposing flesh
That is left behind me
Now that I’m alone
I must have to deal with death
All of this time, I have thought that
I must have known more than you
Now I stand here feeling my loss
Feeling the hurt, feeling pain
Suppressed feelings never surface
Never needed them to show
All the sadness, draped upon me
Now its time to let it go
Burn the decomposing flesh
That is left behind me
Now that I’m alone
I must have to deal with death
All of this time, I have thought that
I must have known more than you
Now I stand here feeling my loss
Feeling the hurt, feeling pain
Suppressed feelings never surface
Never needed them to show
All the sadness, draped upon me

I’ve taken lives, taken more then I can stand so
What are you thinking when your watching me
What you going to do
Where are you now?
There’s more to destroy
Forceful consumption controlling it all
To conquer the world
While I’m watching
There’s nothing more
They’re watching me
I came through when you needed said that I could do it
Although you deserve nothing
When your watching me telling what your really feeling
Tell me when you’ve taught yourself to
Think freely
When I think of the times we’ve could of done it
And the fact we’ve mainly done it your way
What I see is I see there’s no meaning and
I believe your hunting me
I have seen all I can its only getting worse
I cannot live with this
Why do we only care for ourselves its madness!
All this time wastes away, so
Different when I lived here
An empty shell, destroys time, is there nothing we can do?
We are the ones the only ones
We are the ones the only ones
We are the ones the only ones
We are the ones the only ones
I’ve taken lives, taken more then I can stand so
What are you thinking when your watching me
Weapons of war
What you going to do
Where are you now?
There’s more to destroy
Forceful consumption controlling it all
To conquer the world
While I’m watching
There’s nothing more
They’re watching me
I, I wont look back
Now, I know what’s there
I can feel your pain
I, know now what I am
We are the ones the only ones
We are the ones the only ones
We are the ones the only ones

Arms, legs, feet, hands all limbs are gone,
flesh torn life loss blown to black dust,
torn earth seeks death blood is on ground,
feel the grim pain it is your fault,
once maimed you fall force is so strong,
got what you wish? last chance for more,
wounds all open to the heavens,
skull is intact limbs won't grow back,
no end is near used to be bold,
can not get help, chanced your life well?
eyes are so blind to the horror,
feel the grim pain it is your fault,
call to arms you do not have,
cause torn flesh is now all that's left,
and i can see your juices drain out,
like a body that is apart,
got what you get i can see that,
life calls to me and paints grim death,
what we live in i do not know,
i'm not a god but i think so,
you've had your chance used to have hope,
lost now in hell feel your life fall,
not one to run i'll bare this world,
i am so strong your life is gone,
no time for weak you are a sheep,
can not get help no hope for you,
now i tell you your chance is gone,
time for you too, i'll burn in hell,
my chance is here with your lost kind,
from the start you've had not much time,
not one to run i'll bare this world,
i am so strong your life is gone,
Got what you get i can see that,
life calls to me and paints grim death,
what we live in i do not know,
i'm not a god but i think so,
you've had your chance used to have hope,
lost now in hell feel your life fall,
not one to run i'll bare this world,
i am so strong your life is gone,
no time for weak you are a sheep,
can not get help no hope for you,
now i tell you your chance is gone,
time for you too, i'll burn in hell,
my chance is here with your lost kind,
from the start you've had not much time,
not one to run i'll bare this world,

Trust me, feel my power
Anger, it burns inside
My life, of my life
Anger, anger
So full of rage and hatred
Now that I know what’s right
A call to god
Goes unheard, unanswered
Lonely world
Robs us of your morals and tortures me
I can’t, feel like that
Lesson, The worlds deprived
More lies, more lies
Favours, favours
I will give No more favours
And I’ll watch you decline
A call to god
Goes unheard, unanswered
Lonely world

The box was taken to the edge of the earth
There it will be safe from all the evils that exist on this world
To feel all of life has been talked about
you're in trouble
You've got yourself to blame
Forces are pushing away
With forty people
You fought to free your demons
He tested your mind
To be the leader
Shame made you crawl back again from me to breathe
And be a man.
Born without the concept of hate
Taught to act afraid
I've seen your last mistake
Start to learn though pain
What you taken before's
What you mustn't break
I've seen you last mistake
There has to be a better way
Better way
I need more power to hate
Turned around by failure
I've seen you last mistake
Turned around by:
Man's brutality and his in-inability in feel empathy,
with misery is one of mankind worst sins
it is the very basis of human degradation,
and if man can create so much suffering,
what right does he have to complain when he himself suffers?
Born without the concept of hate
Taught to act afraid
I see your last mistake
Carved in my sore head
Thought that people would learn
But to my surprise
I've seen your last mistake
We have to find a better way
A better way
I need more power to hate
Turned around by failure
I've seen you last mistake

Washing up to prepare for the night
Resigned to the blood
A physician tries to learn
There's no glory, it's haunting
I saw such a thing
All those years ago
Bodies torn
Till the hurt that they've known is gone
With a bit of soap
It's just a dangerous façade
Watching him shake
Frightened of the blade
Straighten the blade
I beckon
Not taught the right way
Washing up to prepare for the night
Resigned to the blood
A physician tries to learn
There's no glory, it's haunting
I saw such a thing
All those years ago
Bodies torn
Till the hurt that they've known is gone
With a bit of soap
It's just a dangerous façade
Watching him shake

Grey and blinded with light,
serrated and nailed by the child,
for those who dare to oppose,
suffering will increase 2 fold,
beware the child,
Beware the child,
beware the child,
beware the child,
beware the child,
Grey and blinded with light,
serrated and nailed by the child,
for those who dare to oppose,
suffering will increase 2 fold,

Heavily medicated
Powerless to stop it
Desperate twisting thoughts of
The horrors of the
Ones that owe you something
Most think they owe nothing
Another shot of sake
Tip your glasses
Concentrate and focus
Forget all you know
Appreciate the power
Before the hate squad enters
Never seemed so clean
Sanitary conditions
I will conquer all that I know
Life has no order
Life is life
What can we do to bring back some Pride?
Now that I know what’s going to happen
Hate is the fuel that helps me survive
Ominous thoughts from my mind
I don’t believe I know what happened
Double the dose and lie down
I will never paint a pretty picture
Always rely on myself
Never really thought you would learn
Sustained assault is my right
Turning to the cross never thought
I’d fight a Christian
Heavily medicated
Powerless to stop it
Desperate twisting thoughts of
The horrors of the
Ones that owe you something
Most think they owe nothing
Another shot of sake
Tip your glasses
Concentrate and focus
Forget all you know
Appreciate the power
Before the hate squad enters
Never seemed so clean
Sanitary conditions
I will conquer all that I know
Life has no order
Life is life
What can we do to bring back some Pride?
Now that I know what’s going to happen

It is febuary 1998,
with too many mindless bodies,
walking the face of the planet,
and too many mindfull bodies,
without enough motivation,
to do anything constructive with their lives,
i despise these people,
in a way i can not verbally express,
my hatred for humanity
has reached an all time high,
i believe i am a higher power
and a greater being,
than our all too common society,
Lately i have asked myself
should i concede defeat
and conform to our commercialist society,
surely it would make my life
on this world easier to bear,
but when i get near my lowest moments,
i remember...
Why, i hate the world,
and everything, that is inside,
i remember why, that i despise

Wanted to be the first technician on a cranial autopsy
The principles and practice of embalming
Examination of all the head and before the incision
Cavities might allow
Blood to escape through the veins causing change
To the original condition of the brain
An incision, is first made through,
the scalp flaps and in line with the skull,
a double V shaped, cut is then made,
by sawing through, the bones of the skull
Open the skull
Dura is spilt
The brain is removed
For examination
By cutting it loose
With a long bladed knife
Tightly ligate
The ends of the veins
Drill a small hole
Through the back of the skull
Puncture the scalp
Insert through this hole
A section of tubing
To be used as a drain
Hold this in place
With a safety pin inside the...
Since it is physically imposible
To prevent all leakage in to the skull
We have developed a procedure which eliminate problems
If offers the hope that, what was required to fix the head is gone
There's no frustration to show our work once it's strengthened
Drill and wire the calvarium to the skull on both sides
Twist the wires tightly so the skull will be unable to slip
No autopsy may be made unless authority has been secured
Coroner may order an autopsy to seek cause of death
Or if the causeof his death is not yet apparent
An incision, is first made through,
the scalp flaps and in line with the skull,
a double V shaped, cut is then made,

The fear inside my hate filled mind
The concept of eternal life...
Never could you understand
That life won't take you by the hand
Wait... you stop to ponder I'm leaving you behind,
Behind
Opened eyes used to stare, but never see
I've given all I can, now set me free
Why ask for my
Help you're on your own
Why should I try?
You're just a waste of time
Why should I care?
No-one could tell you so
Why won't you listen
No-one will ever know
What I know
Help you're on our own
I shouldn't try
You're just a waste of time
I shouldn't care
No-one could tell you so
I shouldn't listen
No-one will ever know
That I know
You are a guest
Take, Away, Fear, Burn, Away, Ask, Clear to see
Hate, Scorn, Pain, Torn, No, Fault, Fear is real
Take, Away, Fear, Burn, Away, Ask, Clear to see
Hate, Scorn, Pain, Torn, No, Fault, Fear is real
Cause I
Never could have known
Never will I show you
Never could of seen
All that has ceased
Never needed more
Never can I forgive
Never hated more
You never learned a thing
Take, Away, Fear, Burn, Away, Ask, Clear to see
Hate, Scorn, Pain, Torn, No, Fault, Fear is real
Take, Away, Fear, Burn, Away, Ask, Clear to see
Hate, Scorn, Pain, Torn, No, Fault, Fear is real
Cause I
Never could have known
Never will I show you
Never could of seen
All that has ceased
Never needed more
Never can I forgive

The act of death is certain, it's your right to want to want to know
What lies beyond this world and what awaits your future now
Waiting for the afterlife
Waiting for your time to die
Waiting for the afterlife
Waiting till the time is right
Waiting for the afterlife
Waiting, wanting, searcing, suffering
Waiting for the afterlife
Time is upon you time to die
Why don't stop to ponder, why you're afraid of death
Why don't you stop and wonder, what could be worse than this
Now you're alone your life has ceased I can feel it
All of your hatred has come undone
I've watched you live, I've watched you die I have seen it
And now it's over I can finally move on
Your time spent here is over now you deal with it
No coming back, never living, I know
To earn freedom, you must let go, I now know it
Of all the hatred, for it's time to move on
Waiting for the afterlife
Waiting for your time to die
Waiting for the afterlife
Waiting till the time is right
Waiting for the afterlife
Waiting, wanting, searching, suffering
Waiting for the afterlife
Time is upon you time to die
Why don't stop to pnder, why you're afraid of death
Why don't you stop and wonder, what could be worse than this
I can't stand by and watch you wait for an after
Life that has been promised to you by your faith
Why would you believe such nonsense without any

Questioning standards, striving forward
I don't understand the connection between most people
Lonely from the world and because of the world
Why do I want more than most of us?
And why won't I just settle for less?
I'm the only one with the reasons and answers why
Symptoms of hatred, I see an altered state
Hallucinations of the mind, as you argue with yourself
Dissention to madness, is not far from hand
Independence you once had delusions deluded
What I say I do and I do what I say
I know it all too well, I see it everyday
So let me tell you now I know you're not alone
To make this very clear
I think that you are way beyond my help
Year after year I tried and trained not to assimilate
But only to find myself even more alone
As I ponder about life and my existence
I feel a resolve that you're not here with me
Walking alone through the wastelands of destruction
And as I explore I find you living there
Symptoms of hatred, I see an altered state
Hallucinations of the mind, as you argue with yourself
Dissention to madness, is not far from hand

Always living on the line of what you think is right or wrong
There was a time when even I could not bear to be alone
Needing someone or something that is not mine to call my own
To have and hold
Severing the only line of trust that you once thought you had
Now that I can see past you, I can start to be a man
Death to me seems no mistake, for I have yet to hate
So can you see my pain, can you feel my pain, can you see my...
This is my world
And I see, what you don't
Forever, wanting more
Life breathes, from our soul
Looking into bloodshot eyes, mesmerized, they can't look back
Slowly turning in my mind is the visions of your death
Finding truth amongst my lies, but not accepting
Now I grow and gain control
Opening to inner sanctums that you do not understand
Having no respect for life and taking it with my bare hands
Always searching with contempt for ways
To rid my pounding head from this place
This is my world
And I see what you don't
Forever, wanting more

You have not lost what is... Lost what it is that I hate so much
I've seen it all before and now that you're in front
You think that you're the one
For all the times that I've done more than I shouldn't have
I'm here and now you're scared I'll push you aside and move on with it
You'll see that what I am is more than you could wish to ever ask for, ever
I've taken all I can and now it's not me that's gone off
I'll tell you what I know about all the times I've never fought and won
I'm torn over doing all the right things that never seem to matter
Can't stop the constant thoughts
Body numb but brain still active
You've no control
My body aches as mind runs wild
I'm in constant pain
The forces on me are greater than you alone
You lie, you lie, you lie
Meanings are meanings you take from your life
Music is something I use to express
My utter disgust with the human race
Rally the troops cause you're ready to fight
I've made you a person who's willing to die
Feelings are rising and burning inside
My time is short here it's time to arise
You have not lost what is... Lost what it is that I hate so much
I've seen it all before and now that you're in front
You think that you're the one
For all the times that I've done more than I shouldn't have
I'm here and now you're scared I'll push you aside and move on with it
You'll see that what I am is more than you could wish to ever ask for, ever
I've taken all I can and now, it's not me that's gone off
I'll tell you what I know about all the times I've never fought and won
I'm torn over doing all the right things that never seem to matter
You're not the only one
You act like someone else
Your
Your time has almost come
Your

Why hate?
I'm a strong believer
Why feel?
It's just as I see
Why care?
What more can I do?
Why LIVE?
Is it all that I need?
Why want?
Searching my feelings for
Why fear?
For all that is numb
Why hate?
It is all that I've ever known?
Why HATE?
It is all that I'll ever know?
Display it in another form
All I ask is nothing but what I expect from my f**king self
What is blame? What is blame?
I have given all that you have given, I know you the fearful
Always wanting never learning why must I take all the blame?
Why complicate life?
The world waits for no man and nothing
Why be frightened of my view of you?
Blood running through your mind is now numb
Wanting but waiting and wasting your final chance
Follow the one, follow the one, follow
Why complicate life?
The world waits for no man and nothing
Why be frightened of my view of you?
Blood running through your mind is now numb
Wanting but waiting and wasting your final chance

Embers burn and light the way to take the steps of those before you
Fearing life and taking what was never yours is far from graceful
Now you'll suffer, I'll burn all the memories that you've held on to
Wanting, waiting, wasting all your life with such anticipation
Blowing out the flames of life it's time
Burning all your flesh I watch the flames turn white
Didn't even ever think to ask you why
Will this stop the lies?
Thinking that your life had meaning
That it was someting great
Why don't I choose to believe
You will never convince me
Burn the hatred
Burn the evil
Burn the bitch
It's almost done
Burn the lies
Burn the deception
Burn it all
I'm far from done
Always wanting never learning and you never made the time
Till your life's sudden ending came and now you live to die
Trapped in what you thought "it could never ever be worse"
Than the life full of misery that you had upon this earth
Searching for the ultimate escape you think you've found
Now you're just a rotting corpse as you lie there in the ground
This is all is and now you've only had to die
This all there is and now there's nothing
You're... The only one
You... The only one
When you're safe we'll hunt you down, Ruin you
All the things that I've never wanted or had to
Burn the hatred
Burn the evil
Burn the bitch
It's almost done
Burn the lies
Burn the deception
Burn it all
I'm far from done
Learning nothing, doing nothing
Feeling nothing, what's the point?
All this time that I've stood by you
You're a shell all dead inside
This is all you'll get from me
This is all I have for you
Why must I continue to...
You are now NOTHING
Burn the hatred
Burn the evil
Burn the bitch
It's almost done
Burn the lies
Burn the deception
Burn it all
I'm far from done
Always wanting never learning you never made the time
Till your life's sudden ending came and now you live to die
Trapped in what you thought "it could never ever be worse"
Than the life full of misery that you had upon this earth
Searcing for the ultimate escape you think you've found
Now you're just a rotting corpse as you lie there in the ground
This is all is and now you've only had die
This is all there is and now there's nothing
Burn the hatred
Burn the evil
Burn the bitch
It's almost done
Burn the lies
Burn the deception
Burn it all
I'm far from done
Burn the hatred
Burn the evil
Burn the bitch
It's almost done
Burn the lies
Burn the deception
Burn it all
I'm far from done

We are not dead
My life is much different to yours, I can assure you
You know no one like me
On the outside we all look the same
But behind closed doors is where we all really live
Disadvantaged by your thoughts and never wonder why
You can make the difference is it that you wish to die
Look into yourself and you will always find the light
Thoughts of your insanity are ruining my mind
Evolving minds so dangerous to all that is and ever will be
It is only when the quiet times fall upon me
There is too much power in my single thoughts alone
Looking for someone something to share my inner thoughts with
My thoughts serve me well
Relief from Suffering
The taste of hatred on my tongue
As I walk through this world
I make better choices and think things through
Never to walk away from problems of old
Look in yourself you'll never find
Why or what controls your life
Your inner child your inner mind
Taken from you now's the time
Thoughts can not lie only decieve
Those of us that who have never grieve
There's no more time there's nothing

So hungry for what I seek
I, I, I strive for the best
My struggle is all I see
I, I, I'll never forget
You've seen it hurts me not to fight
But in the world it is right
Follow what you're told to be truthful
And hold on for a rough ride
So hungry for what I seek
I, I, I strive for the best
My struggle is all I see
I, I, I'll never forget
You've seen it hurts me not to fight
But in the world it is right
Follow what you're told to be truthful
And hold on for a rough ride
You've seen it hurts me not to fight
But in the world it is right
Follow what you're told to be truthful

Always wanting but never learning
Submit to your plans for my waking life
To be one with the world I cannot grasp
It's beyond me
Sterile life with a forceful nature
Many times I have seen this before
What more could you possibly fail at
Is it just you?
My life taken from me, to follow your lead so blindly
Submit, submit you're wasting your life
You dumped on me, the last blame I'll take betrayal, betrayer
You'll burn in the pits of hell
I ask for nothing but what I expect from myself
Suppress that feeling, I'll watch you die
With no drive and no hope no motivation running through your veins
Push me closer, Push me closer
Frightened that I will one day awake and see I'm just like you
It's getting closer, getting closer
Mad at the world for bringing you down
Never giving reasons why none can be found
Could have been a leader could have been a someone
Could have been should have been you could of proved me wrong
It's beyond me
Always wanting but never learning
Submit to your plans for my waking life
To be one with the world I cannot grasp
It's beyond me
Sterile life with a forceful nature
Many times I have seen this before
What more could you possibly fail at
Is it just you?
My life taken from me, to follow your lead so blindly
Submit, submit you're wasting your life
You dumped on me, the last blame I'll take

It is febuary 1998,
with too many mindless bodies,
walking the face of the planet,
and too many mindfull bodies,
without enough motivation,
to do anything constructive with their lives,
I despise these people,
in a way I can not verbally express,
my hatred for humanity
has reached an all time high,
I believe I am a higher power
and a greater being,
than our all too common society
Lately I have asked myself
should I concede defeat
and conform to our commercialist society,
surely it would make my life
on this world easier to bear,
but when i get near my lowest moments,
I remember...
Why, I hate the world,
and everything, that is inside,
i remember why, that I despise

Indisposed your worse thoughts your nightmares upon you
There's nothing I can do but take it all from you
We must stop this epidemic
It's not a glossary of the embalming process
As you rot and take on a smell
Putrid stench all over...
That's the reason that you've had enough?
Why is death treated as something you must learn to revere
Why are all our bodies left to rot
Why should we thankful for your false appreciation
Why must we know everything about life
Constrain the limbs and suspect my containment
A grizzly scene... blood is all I see now
Such a laborious task and a jumbled mess
To confront and clean up as I look deep inside
Why is death treated as something you must learn to revere
Why are all our bodies left to rot
Why should we be thankful for your false appreciation
Why do we never think, question it inspect it
Upon inspection I saw nothing out of place
Saw nothing that would require more time
I know that it's just a job for some people but
You can't see it the way I see it it is my life
It's my life
Indisposed your worst thoughts your nightmares upon you
There's nothing I can do but take it all from you
We must stop this epidemic
It's not a glossary of the embalming process
As you rot and take on a smell
Putrid stench all over...
That's the reason that you've I had enough?

i want you to know
all the angry songs you sing along to
are all about you.
they're all about you
don't act so suprised
you know you had it comingn don't give me that line
i led you on. oh i got you all wrong
you say you want to know my secret
what makes me so numb
how can i move on not knowing anything at all
what did you want me to say?
if you get what you want can you get what you deserve?
by now i thought you get it too
i know all about you
say what you want but say it like you mean it
girl, there's no vengance in such shallow words
so say it like you mean it
the last five minutes of talking have got me all
oh where there the hell did you get off
talking to me like that?
i want you to know
all the angry songs you sing along to
they're there for me too
not just to hurt you
if you want a conversation
lets leave it at this
oh how can you move on
when girl you've got such
starry eyes
what did you want me to say?
if you get what you want can you get what you deserve?
by now i thought you get it too
i know all about you
say what you want but say it like you mean it
girl, there's no vengance in such shallow words

The shaman dances around the fire
The thought of blood becomes desire
All is lost, out of my sight
I start to tremble, from lust for fight
Oh, inside my dreams, the things I've seen, they pull me within
I'm calling Tyr, to come ashore
To turn my voice into a mighty roar
Finally I can see the red mist
And the axe starts to live in my fist
On an endless war, I heard a roar
Through frost and ice, from a distant shore
Now there is no meaning upon the earth
And my salvation will come through death
But my fury will go on
Until Valhalla becomes my home
Oh, warriors stood there, with skins of bear
Letting their screams into the air
I have seen men attack, on certain death
And mutilated warriors keep fight to their last breath
But only now I can understand
The ultimate wrath that makes them stand
Oh, now they let me see, all that they can see
In front of a frozen sea ...