Based on the story by H.P.Lovecraft
A magician with powers so strange resurrected from the past
He changed dust into flesh so not to rest eternally
See:
What is dust?
Death?
Or youth for life?
(Joseph Curwen)
Onwards your spell drew it
Eyes will seek for you, trust a secret
faith in the unknown ancient melancholic times
Where the mist was, the old, the weak, are silenced
Like the folks that ran away after years
Never play with the raising of the dead
Powerful minds will overtake yours
Do not call up that which you can't put down
Memorize the words of the descending node
I'm climbing down now, it's dark in here
I hear the moaning now
I'm going back again to the cellar stairs
I hear the moans again
This time I hide my fear
I climb down deep and find the answers here
Day by day memories hurt inside.
Watch him pay while he keeps on slidingé€
Day by day memories hurt inside.
Watch him pay while he keeps on sliding down.
What do I need in my pityful decline?
Can't cope at all with the stain you left behind.
I don't need your help 'cause my soul cannot be saved.
Wasting away.
See me dancing on my grave.
I see the end of my world.
I see the end.
I see the end of my world
The end is in sight.
What do I need in my pityful decline?
I can't cope at all with the stain you left behind.
Give me just what I want.
What I need I get.
Your talk is full of shit.
I'm full of life, you bet.
Shut up your face!
Where is he?
This man that I used to know?
Where is he?
This man that I used to know?
Day by day memories hurt inside.
Watch him pay while he keeps on sliding down.
Shine on like a star.
Call me from afar.
Space.
See me fly high.
Feel the XTC.
Burn inside of me.
What do I need in my pityful decline?
Can't cope at all with the stain you left behind.
Don't need your help 'cause my soul cannot be saved.
Wasting away.
I'll be lying in my grave.
This is the end of my world.
This is the end.
This is the end of my world.
My own downfall is here.
Day by day memories hurt inside.
Give me just what I want.
What I need I get.
Watch him pay while he keeps on sliding down.
You're talk is full of shit.
I'm full of life, you bet.
Shut up your face.
Imagine a land of milk and honey
You've been there in your dreams but it exists
There is no shame, only love and joy
And lust will be satisfied in ecstasy
Flowers fill the hills of equality
The fragrance of roses caresses the air
Visions of Eden delights your inner child
So take my hand, I'll take you there
In delight we could dwell forever more
To cherish the sea of magic dreams
To eat the fruits of joyous temptation
And bite into the shining apple green
This Garden of Eden where mist engulfs the mind
Where gods dwell to ease their sorrowed souls
Paradise in my hand unifies all delight
Together for eternity on borrowed time, take me
Let your soul float into the mystic
scarlet regions awaiting in your dreams
Embrace the flowers of fulfillment
which the prophecy foretells
Listen to the oracle of light
Dedicated to Opa van der Aa
remembering the day we took eachother's hand
but in our minds we knew we would lose a friend
out here we think, we gaze and look above
every star for everyone we've loved
I don't hear and I don't see but
as my guardian he is here with me...
we are what you'll lose
deliverance is what you will gain
nothing else to choose
but deliverance from the pain
my feelings are mixed, like living apart together
but in my sleep I know he's with me forever
this time it's him who's says that it's OK
helping me to get over the previous day
lacrimosa, dies illa
in heaven reunion will take place
so take my hand have no fear
lacrimosa, dies illa
through my laughs and through my tears
I'm overwhelmed by memories
not in one day nor in years
Deus, Deus canticum, Deus, in nominee.
Tuo, Tuo salvum me, Deus, eripe me.
Is there a world, is there another side?
Where there's still belief in that one miracle.
Where you can't tell your dreams from what is right,
Where you can't see if someone speaks Truth or Lies
Struck by sound.
I'm just a blind man, hit by a restless soul.
My eyes couldn't warn me now, but my hearing took control.
Too late, why didn't he see, he must have heard anything but me.
Too late, I did not sense, he tears down the invisible fence.
What seemed like a shadow,
What seemed an imaginary friend.
What is seen as a vision,
Is what really matters, when you've reached the end.
The man you've hit is, bleeding and you fear.
Will this man survive, will his help be near?
I saw his face before, looked into his eyes.
They gazed into the dark, it felt as they were mine.
In the freezing night, a wind rose up and asked for answers.
A choir of boys sang joyful with delight.
Warm and sweet the sound, filled their heart and mind with memories.
As they remembered what they kept inside.
Raise, your, raise your head.
Say, no, say no more.
Tell, his, tell his name.
Step, out, out that door.
Miserere mei Deus, miserere Jesu Christe,
Qui natus es de virgine, Miserere mei Deus.
We had left as friends,
With forgiveness in our heads.
Both victims and suspect,
We do feel that.
Now it's time, time to change
When will we unite? When will we both see the meaning?
There will be new times, there will be a sign.
For the eyes of all true.
There will be a sign for you.
A bond for life, the quest that's in their head.
The beauty of it all seems slipped away,
The value of it all astray.
They're made to last, their breed won't easily break.
Endurance is a virtue they possess,
Deliverance what they caress.
There's times to wait, and times to doubt,
And times to do everything your way.
Decide to go, decide to act,
Decide to get on your knees and pray.
Warned by pride, ambitions that collide.
Isn't it a shame to waste your time,
On falling down before you climb?
When will we unite? When will we both see the meaning?
There will be new times, there will be a sign.
For the eyes of all true.
There will be a sign for you.
Lost and found, it's deep within yourselves.
When trickery and lies do rule the stage,
Impossible to temper rage.
What's this world, where no one can forgive.
The story of a man nailed to the cross,
Fame, is what drives a man,
To the center of the earth.
Master and servants, kings and knights,
They will fight for what they're worth.
Any man, with a golden tongue,
Who's miracles are for sale.
Pleasure for pain, salvation for loss,
On your coffin he's the nail.
Why waste,
Any precious time, to wait would be a shame.
This taste,
Is of victory, with all but you to blame.
Why waste,
Because in the end, you're grateful for your name.
See this man, hear his words, they're the Prophecies of Fame
Try to withstand the Prophecies of Fame.
Fame, see how we're convinced,
He describes the goal you'll reach.
Questions and answers, weakness and strength,
Devotion is what they preach.
Raise your hand,
Share your country's pride.
As one we stand,
Devotion nation-wide.
By the time you've lived your life,
Memories are all you need.
Where're my children, where's my wife?
Torn by pride and greed.
All alone,
In my grief at home,
In my endless roam, why?
Enter the gates of deception my friend,
Here lies no path, no beginning, no end.
Hear me, my warning,
Hear me, for I foresee.
Red of the Horizon, the sun hardly awake,
A glimpse of fear is rising, uncertain what's at stake.
Get yourself together, make sure you clean your mind,
Only look ahead of you, there's no time to rewind.
Cry or lie, two ways to die.
We'll make a world where HE leads the way,
The future as we see it now, becomes history today.
What to say, when to hush.
What to fear and when to trust.
What at ease and when to rush.
When to serve My Master's Master.
Wipe the thought of loved ones, of those you leave behind,
Images are mortal but your soul one of a kind.
No need to feel lonely, there's more like you out there,
No need to be searching though, you wouldn't find them anywhere
Shall I speak, or shall I hush.
Shall I fear, no time for trust.
Shall I ease my inner rush.
Must I serve My Master's Master?
Do you give your life, do you sell yourself,
Do you believe? Do you desert?
Stop, the war is near. Stop, this is the end,
Or the beginning, so hold your breath and stop.
As the city awakes, the Master's followers take a bow.
But you raise up and speak, it's the only way to stop it now.
Hear me, my warning,
Hear me, for I foresee.
Stop me, I'm warning
Stop them, my prophecy.
Head us from darkness, from bloodshed from hate,
Brothers from the same ground as where our Father's died.
We said the world farewell but still we lived to see.
How everyone forgot what went wrong with this regime.
Maybe you think I preach but I predict to thee
Where's your sanity young man? Where's your sense to feel?
You're time will come. You will succumb.
I don't understand why do you ignore?
Fascist pigs causing shit like they did before.
Where's your sanity young man? Where's your sense to feel? õ
Don't hold your breath. You'll feel my wrath.
I'll kick your fucking ass!
Choices made in life. You know it's plain to see.
Different views, black and white, there will always be.
Blinded by our fear, we live reality.
But what I see, Deaf Dumb Blind, I don't want to be.
Where's your sanity young man? Where's your sense to feel?
Your time will come. You will succumb.
Keep avoiding while you can. Then you won't get hurt.
Don't hold your breath. You'll feel my wrath.
I'll kick your fucking ass!
Stay out. Out of the shade.
One way. One way to see.
The joys.
The griefs.
The pain.
The pleasures.
The boy that leaves the strain unseen.
Sometimes it might seem it's just a waste of time.
Deaf ears don't listen to what I have to say.
Step up and act now to guarantee you won??
Gotta change your ways. So damn you if you don??
Where's your sanity young man? Where's your sense to feel?
You're time will come. You will succumb.
Keep avoiding while you can. Then you won't get hurt.
Don't hold your breath. You'll feel my wrath.
Call out my name. Your sadness is my sorrow.
Make up your mind and the feeling stays inside.
No time for pain. No Time to thinks things over.
Find out what's real in your secret world
This is what I say.
We're living our years of decay.
But I cherish all moments each day.
I remember the love that I knew. õ
So sad. So true.
The quest for the truth where it lies.
All I see is the pain in your eyes.
But feelings do not betray.
My faith will move mountains.
Every day of my life.
What will it be, wrong or right?
Insane.
Mentally insane.
Close.
You're so close yet so far away.
Together alone we will stay.
I'll care for you for what it's worth.
Untill you will be one with the earth.
Every day of my life.
What will it be, wrong or right?
I will wait.
Be faithfull.
Untill my death!
Insane.
All aboard, we set sail to open sea,
Take your place, shut your mouth listen to me.
I will claim, reign for all for you and me,
This world my throne, enslaving all, enslaving the weak.
Reached out, once before,
All hope faded away.
Screamed for help again,
Careless what you say.
Time has come, breed new worlds to find new space,
Quest for life, through water, land, you understand.
On your knees, my command is your belief,
Obey and row! Discover all for my kingdom.
Eyes closed watch the sun,
Come and take my hand.
Freedom, free at last,
Now the time is when.
You'll see
Beyond space and time - Obey!
Discoveries all mine - Obey!
Enslaving all for me - Obey!
Slaves of misery - Obey!
Free in our mind
What has happened in this room I'm in?
Something so unreal.
I cannot remember things I've done,
Why am I right here?
Staring at this mess I'm into,
Trying to believe.
There are ways enough to cure this,
I know this for sure.
Lies.
Don't listen to those lies,
There is no other choice.
The call for more and more,
The grown addiction.
I won't choose it
I won't choose
Waiting in this state of emptiness,
All what's left is greed.
Thinking about leaving all this mess,
Why am I still here?
No one tells you what's true or false,
Manipulation of whole tribes.
No one needs to decide your goals,
The recognition of yourself.
We used to know each other,
Found out you're close to die.
Is there a way to help you,
To help you stay alive?
Searching on and on to find a way,
Faith will help you.
Searching on and on,
You're so cold and numb.
Hell
They try to break me
They try to beat me down
They try to freak me out
You try to save me
You try to get me up
You try to tread me right
Don't try to touch me
Don't waste your precious time
Please turn around and go
Go away
Leave me alone
This is our last goodbye.
rex tremendae maiestatis
qui salvandos salvas gratis
salva me fons pietatis... amen
the trumpet scattering it's awful sound
across the graves of all lands
summons all before the throne
death and nature shall be stunned
when mankind arises
to render acount before the judge
the written book shall be bought
in which all is constained
from the depths of hell
and the bottomless pit
deliver us from the jaws of the lion
lest hell engulfs them
confutatis maledictis
flammis acribus addictis
voca me cum benedictis... amen
oro supplex et acclinis
cor contritum quasi cinis
Sin is the reason for living my own way.
No one will challenge me 'cause I am worth the pay.
Tear down the house. Nothing simple is unturned.
Wait for the moment where violence is concerned. I'll wait. õ
Taste me. Taste me.
Taste my twisted game.
Tell me. Tell me.
How sick is your brain?
Since I became your queen. My beauty's what you've seen.
Sin is the reason for living my own way.
No one will challenge me 'cause I am worth the pay.
Tear down the house. Nothing simple is unturned.
Wait for the moment where violence is concerned. I'll wait.
Taste me. Taste me.
Taste my twisted game.
Tell me. Tell me.
How sick is your brain?
Make this the one that the forces will forsee.
I know the ones that my crazy mind will crave!
The mechanism is on.
We're living it up. We're living it up tonight.
The violation of us.
We're getting it up. We're getting it up 'till we come.
untill we come!
In the beginning I read the signs of decay
I was not to know what would come over me today
At the arrival of the train my body arrived
It could have been me and my mind was revived
The key of solutions is right in my hand
I've seen the tomb in which that urn stands
My coming days are ruled by death
Maria, why these veils of blood?
Or am I of that little faith?
As I struggled through the corridors of my overactive
imagination, or paranoia as some might say,
the ultimate truth overwhelmed me:
Like a fly in a web she had trapped me
Unknown paths of the mind, glooming spheres of consciousness
reveal the second face of your life
When you please the soul, you'll be unfolded
but serenity is lost
as you fall into confusion of your mind
Dusk you'll see!
Sail the sea of dreams
Vision immortality, escape the destiny of your real life
Would you like to be drowned in sleep forever?
Join me and stay then darkness will remain
and drain your consciousness
Then you'll see the world from beyond
- coward solution, easy way out
Real life ignored
- fantasy taking over now
Mirror the past
- get a life or wake up dead
What do you fear?
- is it your mind or life you dread?
I think it's you!
The sea of dreams, its currents take you from the shores of
existence
Fail and dream
what are you, where do you come from
your appearance hits me like a bomb
the words I say seem to stammer my mind
all you do makes my spirit wind
from your head to your feet it's all fine
and your eyes shiver down my spine
make my day, make my life worthwhile
you must teach me again how to smile
how to cry how to feel what's inside
and to know that I'm dignified
I want love but I do want pain
come to me 'cause I am insane
I take the step now
we know what to do
you understand my call
it's the crumbling of my denial
no one sees how we play this game
slowly we fan eachothers flame
we want love and we sooth our pain
we feel fine 'cause we are insane
screaming out, see my rage
feel my flesh, thickened by my age
hear the tone of my call
it's the crumbling of my denial
you will be mine !
Through the wasted years and all bitter times
The druid came to heal all our crimes
As long as we're surviving he shall conquer us all
In the book of ancient magic and light
The ancients will obtain the knowledge of their might
To heal the tortured souls, their ultimate goal
Angels of mercy in disguise
Save tortured souls
Freedom is their goal
Onwards they dwell
Druid, a winning streak
Ancients, doom is in your hands
If you want to see the day
The reward is to travel through the skies in times to come
Part of my life, from the cradle to the grave, for better for worse.
I feel a sign of life inside of me.
The tender movements force to make me see.
And then I realize. You will be my demise.
Waiting for months, prepare for what will be.
I'll guide you through your life and make you see.
I am your guard. All you'd be I have at heart.
You'll learn the world to know. It won't be easy to watch you grow.
Part of my life, from the cradle to the grave, for better for worse.
Part of my life. You make me feel strong.
Cause here with us is where you belong.
For better for worse to bring you near.
I'd give my life to end your fear.
There'll be a time for pride, a time for shame.
But in my heart you'll always stay the same.
And still I'd realize, you're in this world of lies.
I pray for your health. I fold my hands.
A whispering voice that reassures meé€
Clouds packing. The earth is rumbling low.
Calls of nature around the sky they flow.
Terrifying heat and shivering cold.
Our minds melt together like it's doomsday.
You are not alone, so have no fear.
I know that I'd give my life away!
In times of sorrow, in times of grief.
There's no need for looking.
You just wait for your relief.
In times of sorrow. You kneel down and you pray.
There's no need for fighting.
Our instincts will lead the way.
Don't fear!
Through the leaves the cold wind whispers.
Sparkling thin rays of moonlight.
My arms will keep you warm.
So close your eyes. I'll be near you.
Sleep... sweet... dreams...
once there was a time
when no man had ever touched the earth
all that has been built was balanced
and so was man's birth
come with me
and you'll see
you've been put here for a reason
use your powers well
keep respect for all
because on my surface you will dwell
when the morning comes
we find our way in life
her powers make the trees look green
the sun will laugh to flowers in the sand
I came through
another night...
your disgrace for me
has brought up shame on my behalf
what we've seen so far
feels like you're tearing up my scars
on my recall
I've shown you all
you careless fools
I make the rules
the sun will laugh to flowers in the sand
I came through
I prepared you with all I know
as I taught to you I watched you grow
changes in the heart and in soul
no one ever has got the strenght for that goal
you see...
time will tell it's tale to us all
the part that we play
will be told by time alone
and so we realize
our story will be told by time alone
those who see the shades understand
they're the ones who's fear won't get out of hand
when one relies too much on his hope
he won't search the area beyond his scope
follow the line
which one is mine?
I've seen things clear
no I won't fear
suffer with me
or you will see the end of time
the figure you are dreaming of
the shapes of those are mine
come in my mind
coming with the tides
are roaring waves of doom
darkness we'll find, soon
if you listen to my cries then you won't miss
the prophecies I tell to everyone of you
I see you're frail, never have I seen my inner self so black
every twig I try to grab
is si fearfull it will crack
my lungs are screaming
because my heart is too shy to explain
you're born to fail
never will I find the rest
untill I'm lost and gone
and my blood poors down the drain
from beneath the earth I rumble and I bait
I've resigned myself without resistance to my fate
I drag you down
now I'm dead and what I did was useless to you all
you're down with me
the only thing I still maintain is making you even worse than me
and dragging you down within my fall
cry for me and for the world
because where I look it is black I find
cry for me because I have unfurled
I have found
Hunting for living anomalies to gather
your life's work: a collection of beings of all ages
Your destiny is to create the ultimate zoo of life
Your only companions are your specimens
Travelling through the spheres of unknown dimensions
Druid of the future, please take me with you
Exercise the right to choose what you collect and classify
Into the void of a blackness you despise
I throw your sanity in the pit of your demise
Your mind is losing all grip on reality
My game has begun now, you will suffer just like me
Your vision has been blinded by the guilt in your own soul
Your hearing is mistreated by your own screams while I laugh
Feelings have been blunted by what you have done to me
Time for my revenge has come, the last day you will be
Oblivion will attach to you when you lose the grip on yourself
Without anything to look forward to because you're blind as of now
But I can see you clearly, can hear you screaming inside your skull
And it pleases me, it feeds me, my goal is in sight!
My name's Mr. Conscience and I have destroyed your life
You think I'm a poltergeist but I'm only in your mind
You've become a vegetable drooling in your bed
I think you have paid the price so I'll let you die instead
Why does this journey end in the unknown?
You're hiding behind the face of your victims
An imitation of the ones you killed
Afraid...
To see yourself in the mirror (the mirror lies!)
Afraid...
To be yourself in real life
Bastard! Coward!
I've blackened my inner self of innocence
And it's tearing my soul apart
I'm abused
Misused
Confused
And I died (mentally!)
Am I what you call insane?
My mind decayed with hate, I lost my common sense
Thus cannot tell right from wrong
Revenge!
To avenge with a relentless killing spree!
I cannot be saved no more...
This childhood of mine betrayed
My sanity fades away while sowing my seeds of hate
Now tell me who's to blame!
I'm afraid to be
And afraid to see, to live my life as myself, so a
Chameleon of life I'll be!
I'll escape and be someone else!
Memories from the past keep haunting me
All visions of guilt and shame that will make me cry
Even make me kill!...
And hide my face from you!
Afraid...
To see yourself in the mirror
It lies...
It defies...
what are you, where do you come from?
Your appearance hits me like a bomb
the words I say seem to stammer my mind
all you do makes my spirit wind
from your head to your feet it's all fine
and your eyes shiver down my spine
make my day, make my life worthwhile
you must teach me again how to smile
how to cry, how to feel what's inside
and to know that I'm dignified
I want love but I do want pain
come to me ëcause I am insane
I take the step now
we know what to do
you understand my call
it's the crumblings of my denial
no one sees how we play this game
slowly we fan eachother's flame
we want love and we sooth our pain
we feel fine ëcause we are insane
screaming out, see my rage
feel my flesh, thickened by my age
hear the tone of my call
it's the crumbling of my denial
You can't control year after year
Embrace oblivion with fear and weep and bleed and fall down
Paradise?
Perfect creation of mankind
Welcome to paradise!
Welcome to addiction, depression, corrosion, affliction
correction, repression, relapsing, collapsing
Into the abyss of progression
Together we create despair and guilt and anger
Justify?
We should justify our crimes
Ignore the shore of sympathy
I die
The weight of the world keeps you in fear
You confine yourself in agony
And condemn yourself to misery
More and more you turn into yourself
No one can prevent this tragedy:
Confined in yourself
Confined in pain
Confined in agony and shame
Condemned to misery
Prevent this tragedy!!!
Welcome to the perfect creations of the human race
Injustice, ignorance, prejudice, oppression, to name but a few
As an individual we just have to justify all crimes
And ignore our own conscience to fit perfectly in this society
The mourning after...
To oblivion we fade the morning after we fail to wake
My child...
To oblivion we fade the morning after we sail away
The beast within has just arrived.
It got me confused. It struck me blind.
Bad habits will die hard.
To see you here so close so near.
Give yourself to me.
I'll be the captor of your heart.
Morality I cannot find.
Like it's out of sight, out of mind.
My lust is growing stronger.
All values gone. All will be done.
Give yourself to me.
You will be amazed of my disgrace.
Come to me I'll tell you, you're wildest dreams.
Fantasy I'll give, you XTC.
Got to stop. Wake me up.
Face the facts.
I'm drowned.
Weakness of flesh. õ
Wake me up and face the fucking facts.
I'm drowned in Weakness of flesh.
Come to me I'll tell you, you're wildest dreams.
Fantasy I'll give, you XTC.
Got to stop. Wake me up.
Face the facts.
I'm drowned.
Weakness of flesh.
Wake me up and face the fucking facts.
I'm drowned in Weakness of flesh.
I can't resist desires so sweet.
I betrayed my love admitting defeat.
And with your life your pleasure left behind.
Where you can see that you must have been blind.
Feel me. Believe in me.
I'll die without my values and trust.
Endless waves roll by, lost in the tide of time
Freezing emotions hold my mind
Chained by the shadows inside
Try to remember, can't forget
(all my life just seems in vain)
Even the sun has left
Taking me down in an abyss
(only have myself to blame)
Having no regret
Candles burning shining bright
Helping me through the night
Soon another morning comes to clear me up inside
And I try...
All my troubles, all my tensions
Make a new start, make it happen now
Darkness fades as clouds roll by
The sunlight bursts the sky
Cleans my body, frees my soul
(only had myself to blame)
Leaving it all behind
Afraid of the world I weep in my fear
I mourn for unbelievers
Damned for life they'll be
A journey of my major decline
Minor of joy tears to dry
Being fearless is life's fantasy
Day by day memories hurt inside.
Watch him pay while he keeps on sliding€‰
Day by day memories hurt inside.
Watch him pay while he keeps on sliding down.
What do I need in my pityful decline?
Can't cope at all with the stain you left behind. õ
I don't need your help 'cause my soul cannot be saved.
Wasting away.
See me dancing on my grave.
I see the end of my world.
I see the end.
I see the end of my world
The end is in sight.
What do I need in my pityful decline?
I can't cope at all with the stain you left behind.
Give me just what I want.
What I need I get.
Your talk is full of shit.
I'm full of life, you bet.
Shut up your face!
Where is he?
This man that I used to know?
Where is he?
This man that I used to know?
Day by day memories hurt inside.
Watch him pay while he keeps on sliding down.
Shine on like a star.
Call me from afar.
Space.
See me fly high.
Feel the XTC.
Burn inside of me.
What do I need in my pityful decline?
Can't cope at all with the stain you left behind.
Don't need your help 'cause my soul cannot be saved.
Wasting away.
I'll be lying in my grave.
This is the end of my world.
This is the end.
This is the end of my world.
My own downfall is here.
Day by day memories hurt inside.
Give me just what I want.
What I need I get.
Watch him pay while he keeps on sliding down.
You're talk is full of shit.
I'm full of life, you bet.
Feed me. Heed me!
This is real. This pain inside I feel.
To vanquish in my life. All in vain, but the memories will remain.
To haunt me in my strife.
Do it your way.
But I am hungry for your blood.
Please leave my kind alone.
Leave me alone.
I am hungry for your blood.
My search in life is filled with pain.
Feed me. Heed me!
Feed me with your pain!
Do it your way.
But I am hungry for your blood.
Please leave my kind alone.
Leave me alone.
I am hungry for your blood.
My search in life is filled with pain.
Feelings of doubt. õ
Deep within abound.
Rivers of tears wash away my fear.
Will I ever be by your side wherever we'd go?
You're my brother.
You're my best friend.
Only we will know.
I stared into your eyes each day.
Now I'd wish it could be for real.
Would you ever look into mine if you'd know how I feel?
I will not break in the shadows of deceit.
All love not lost.
Nothing gained.
Doesn't matter the cost.
Leave no regrets.
No control upon my soul.
Leave me alone.
Stay with me.
And feel the grip of my despair.
Contradiction reigns!
Driving me insane!
Do it your way.
But I am hungry for your blood.
Please leave my kind alone.
Leave me alone.
I am hungry for your blood.
ët was pulled away by force
when I began this quest
they took away the spark
my future, life of bliss
face of blood they left me
near death but full of hate
to leave without a trace
and take away my mate
journey of my major decline
minor of joy tears to dry
I seem to fly
drifting through space and time
flying to my destiniy
I can't seem to find
anyone who's in my way
will know the price to pay
I'm numb but don't count me out
my odyssey will end one day
the quest has made me tough
entombed in solitude
I reached my goal and thus
a better man saved you
in my roots underground, bits of grief still remain
lingering memories, replacing joy by pain
in my roots underneath my silent cries grind and burn
shaping my own defeat to the point of no return
you are leaving me to cope with my scars
ignoring me for what? I don't know
former joy burnt down and decayed,
all that might have been turned to hate
dew washed away by the rain, acid bitterness eats me
it burns a hole in my crust,
seedlings of our trust won't grow no more
leafless you left me as leaves fell down to earth
naked I became when you left,
lonely is the woods of my trunc
where in the whirl of your thoughts was the reason anyway?
Seasons nature's cure for my shame,
in time my branches will grow again
spring, winter's foe has arrived,
blooming I once did... and will do again...
what did I do wrong to lose your trust?
the tree that's me was shook
you turned your back and left,
can't you see I was afraid of you
and of that higher tree that took the sun away
it all happened much too fast for me
and what you didn't know:
Eyes, all I see, what is mean, what is real.
I know how it feels, within you, all is clear.
I see far beyond all your dreams, fantasies.
Tasting the past, what's to come here at last.
Tell me why, reasons why.
Everything's a lie, for
The All-seeing eye.
In this world of lies,
All will pay the price.
Rule and Dominate.
I am the One who sees beyond the pure reality.
I am the One who reigns beyond infinity supreme.
We will reach the earth someday,
'cause our fathers told us so.
We need the will to carry on,
And we feel the will to live.
Tell me why, reasons why.
Everything's a lie, for
The All-seeing eye.
In this world of lies,
All will pay the price
Rule and Dominate,
All your love and your hate.
Follow my Rules, follow my lies.
Pay for your sins, all innocence died.
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
Pray for forgiveness and bow to the cross.
Follow my Rules, follow my lies.
Pay for your sins, all innocence died.
Honor my book, follow the path.
Be a slave or feel my wrath.
Everywhere all the worlds and seas,
The eye is spying on all our dreams.
I am the One who sees beyond the pure reality.
Get a grip before you make me sick.
The things you say of low-self-esteem.
Life is hard and nothing is for free.
So swallow your pride and follow your dream.
Get a grip.
No pain.
No gain.
It's hard enough as it is.
Free your mind from all the stress that you give.
Get on your feet.
There is more you can achieve.
Hold your head up.
In yourself you must believe.
Hear my threnody.
Share my despair but.
Please leave me alone in my nightmare.
Wrong is in my dreams.
Deceit and illusion.
Life is what it seems.
You hear me wailing now
Get a grip before you make me sick.
The things you say of low-self-esteem.
Life is hard and nothing is for free.
So swallow your pride and follow your dream.
Get a grip.
Don't you know that you're driving me up the wall.
You're so insecure.
That's why you feel so small.
But I know these times are hard.
Face up and you will see.
You must persevere 'cause you still mean a lot to me.
Hear my threnody. õ
Share my despair but.
Please leave me alone in my nightmare.
Wrong is in my dreams.
Deceit and illusion.
Life is what it seems.
You hear me wailing now
Get a grip before you make me sick.
The things you say of low-self-esteem.
Life is hard and nothing is for free.
So swallow your pride and follow your dream.
Get a grip.
Hold your head up high,
You don't give up.
You try.
Hold your head up high.
Actions speak louder than words!
I know life is hard.
You're struggling from the start.
I know life is hard.
Life is what you make of it.
Hear my threnody.
Share my despair but.
Please leave me alone in my nightmare.
Wrong is in my dreams.
Grip. Don't complain!
Life is what it seems.
...the lavas that restlessly roll
Their sulphurous currents down Yaanek
In the ultimate climes of the pole
That groan as they roll down Mount Yaanek
In the realms of the boreal pole...
it's been not so long I accidently sold
my former frame of reference to the cold
thinking back, remembering, my tale seems so unreal
I'm closed up but the time has come to reveal
anxious, also ignorant, my investigative mind
had led me there and led me to be so blind
haunted are the mountains, I plead for your restraint
or hope for men's survival will be faint
all my days are nightmares and memories haunt my brain
my former mind of knowledge has gone insane
you'll never hear this twice ëcause once I had seen
the sheen that filled the sky soon I'd die the mounts drew the bounds
and I climbed one step too high soon I'd die
the cold that had enwrapped my heart is bound to freeze my eyes
the truth that seemed on our side had covered all with lies
take off my hands, take off my feet take off my ears,
rip out my tongue but don't hurt my mind, don't hurt my sense
don't hurt my intellectual powers
what is frozen you don't feel, what hurts is what you lose
but at this moment I gave up, the ice had blown my fuse
made out of cold, made out of fear God's will attracts,
God; s will is here
all had begun, when led by fear, right at the end of the world
Part of my life, from the cradle to the grave, for better for worse.
I feel a sign of life inside of me.
The tender movements force to make me see.
And then I realize. You will be my demise.
Waiting for months, prepare for what will be.
I'll guide you through your life and make you see.
I am your guard. All you'd be I have at heart.
You'll learn the world to know. It won't be easy to watch you grow.
Part of my life, from the cradle to the grave, for better for worse.
Part of my life. You make me feel strong.
Cause here with us is where you belong.
For better for worse to bring you near.
I'd give my life to end your fear.
There'll be a time for pride, a time for shame.
But in my heart you'll always stay the same.
And still I'd realize, you're in this world of lies.
I pray for your health. I fold my hands.
A whispering voice that reassures me€‰
Clouds packing. The earth is rumbling low.
Calls of nature around the sky they flow.
Terrifying heat and shivering cold.
Our minds melt together like it's doomsday.
You are not alone, so have no fear.
I know that I'd give my life away!
In times of sorrow, in times of grief.
There's no need for looking.
You just wait for your relief.
In times of sorrow. You kneel down and you pray.
There's no need for fighting.
Our instincts will lead the way.
Don't fear!
Through the leaves the cold wind whispers.
Sparkling thin rays of moonlight.
My arms will keep you warm.
So close your eyes. I'll be near you.
evil roams the land of my dreams
onslaught is the onset of coma
ancients chase the crystals of black
magic is the secret I keep
searching in the land of my dreams
gazing in the eyes of my dying conciousness
I have to grasp the last stone
failing means I will never awake
slowly I drown in my sleep
hoping my brain will awake
my last crystal will fall in their hands
leaving me to die alone in my sleep
ride!
I hear hooves pounding
I see his mask, it's black!
I try escaping but I can't move
I'm doomed
sword!
flesh!
blood!
kill!
die!
Welcome in Battle School, where you'll be trained,
No place for fools.
Your talents will only find their use, to wipe the 'buggers' out of this universe.
To change the face of time, dare to face the future's curse.
Human Strategy un-aware, but that was then and now is tomorrow.
They'll be back more faster now, beyond what time can borrow.
Don't fight for fun, don't fight for fame,
Just play the war in Ender's name.
Welcome in Ender's Game,
Don't get insecure, as doubt leaves lethal trace.
Feel you team arise, grow stronger pace by pace.
Ender, lead us to survival of the Good.
Come and lead the troops to Victory.
Empty your own head.
River of the world.
No one would oppose.
None'll harm you.
So you wish to leave it all behind.
See it from the start.
Again shine.
Never felt so untrue about you.
In reality you'll see innocence.
Trampled in the dirt.
With harmful intent I butchered your face.
Waiting to see disgrace.
Get away.
Get away from me.
Never seem to get me anywhere.
But right here.
Praying makes no sense.
Now I'm to deal with me.
The easy part is taking yourself inside.
But somehow I'm driven to feel.
Unqualified.
Now I'm to bow down.
The way.
To control all fear.
To be free of all confusion and furthermore.
Is to live in the land of the void.
Into the light.
Empty the boat.
Shut your mouth and??
It's in my heart. It's in my veins.
My wish is your command. You will obey all that I say.
Or suffer by my hand.
Serving me is all you're living for.
So do not think, do not try.
Do as I say, not as I do.
Our way of life.
Take my command. The rules that I dictate.
Follow and submit. The translations of my hate.
You're in control ignoring what I feel.
Can't speak up my mind.
You've checked my lips were sealed.
You raise your voice and I fulfill your needs.
Too scared for pain. I leave my heart to bleed.
It's in my heart. It's in my brain.
My wish is your command.
Do as I say, not as I do.
Our way of life.
Take my command. The rules that I dictate.
Follow and submit. My lust of power is gonna drag you down.
I've reached my point of no return.
It's where I want what I have earned. Liberation.
A journey, destiny unknown where I'll be queen
and reign with love care and vigour.
Can I be strong enough to change my
life and run you win yes you win??
Shut your mouth and??
Take my command. The rules that I dictate.
your spirit turns black
as sympathy of life declines
only selfish ways reign
in your sickened mind
your tears have dried
and floods of deceit are unleashed
upon all humanity
heed me from you, deceiver, make believer
you shattered my dreams in two
all trust lost in dust
I sweep and in agony I bleed
your honesty repressed by hypocrisy
mental thief, turning my life into disease
no paradise, in hell you'll see
internally I'm screaming
my fear of dying's dying
as compassion decays
tell right from wrong
words nothing more than vicious lies, betrayal
too late, I'm pissed off with violent rage
we call him traitor
...bastard!
Hate and fear united
won't turn into tranquillity
no sympathy for God or Christ
reality? It's all fantasy
life's washing away
forever caressing the bitterness
ancient rhymes infest my brain I go insane
old spells are cast ancient rhymes unleash the pastî
(Charles Dexter Ward)
thragta I memoria, ersensa nova nom
a ritmica ghidana, yog sodomae sabadomî
ancient rhymes I hear pounding in my ears
in vigatha worthanathas, ghafili commosthiî
walls are trembling, fog is thickening
dust regains it's life, fear grows in my mind
who recalls me from the grace?
Once again I'm king of all, bow and obey? î
vocum envocathae, confilae maghaesthiî
walls are trembling, fog is thickening, ancient rhymes I hear
voices, I don't know from whom, are pounding in my ears
resting I won't do again now ancient rhymes I hear
the knowledge that it came to life still
Say farewell. The world is at it's end.
Marching to the gates. The bloody skies descend.
On your knees. The hope for massive help.
Will some feel sorry for? Will anyone defend? õ
Face what you have. This is all you can take.
Face what you see. Help yourself.
Face what we've caused in this world full of hate.
Face what to do. You can't trade place.
Deal with the real.
I have dreams of knowledge unrestrained.
To feed our hungry minds. To perfect our lazy brains.
Will they dare to co-operate with us?
Is there anything for them? Enough for them to gain?
Save us from the violence. From the warfare. From the pain.
Now we can't find the ways to save our own world to keep it sane.
Face what we've caused in this world full of hate.
Face what to do. You can't trade place.
Deal with the real.
Kyrie eleison Christe eleison.
Kyrie eleison Christe eleison.
In your house will I find the strength I need?
Whisper the name of Father and Son.
Where's the reason? For whom did you bleed?
After your dying day it began.
Hear us cry your God and mine.
No more time. No question why.
No more peace inside my mind.
One more step. First say goodbye.
Dare to take one step behind.
Heal your pain. Take up your Faith.
Once you make. Believe yourself.
Everyone shares it with you.
We can't find the ways to save our own world to keep it sane.
Face what we've caused in this world full of hate.
Face what to do. You can't trade place.
This domain you can't see straight away.
Far from the daylight zone.
Subterranean life inside of it.
Ghost space beneath the ground.
Find a way to get down into it.
Explore your inner self.
First you need to survive own decay.
Then you will see what's next.
This domain, you found it finally.
Hard way to cross the line.
Be aware of the dregs of memory.
All things you bottled up.
Tough to face the truth inside of here
Although there's no regret
Diving into the bog of images
Re-introduce yourself
A beam of light falls through the maze.
And shows the grimness of this place.
Is this the place of your pride?
The place where thoughts get bright?
Please cover up what's inside.
Kill the light.
Dead ground, dead ground.
Go digging the
Dead ground, dead ground.
This domain you can't see straight away.
Far from the daylight zone.
Subterranean life inside of you.
Ghost space inside your head.
I have seen the way you gonna be.
When you keep holding on.
Wandering all around in nothingness.
Nothing will be the same.
Dead ground, dead ground.
Keep digging the
Dead ground, dead ground.
You lose yourself and you're the only one who doesn't care.
You are exhausting your whole life.
You can not tell us all the reasons that you had in mind.
We'll leave you all alone.
Getting lost for ever.
Getting lost for life.
Wandering in the deepest caves.
The deepest caves of mind.
No one will forgive you.
No one understands.
The reasons of these twisted thoughts.
The twisted thoughts of mind.
Dead ground, dead ground.
Stop digging the
Welcome, to the center of fantasy.
Seldom, has a single one escaped me.
The first time you glance, there seems nothing to see,
But just look behind the facade, and you'll be.
There and where and everywhere, with me
Nothing is real, but the idea alone,
Of parallel worlds side by side.
Just take a step and your choice will be made,
Onto your journey you'll ride.
Stealing, the mirror it's mine, the mirror is mine for good.
Feeling the power it gives, for those who have understood.
The moment it turns its color to black, the worlds it contains are yours.
Stealing, the mirror it's mine, the mirror is mine for good.
Waking up, in a world I don't know (if) I know.
Knowing, it's a parallel (to) one I do know.
Changing, is an outcome of choices you make.
Improving is, only successful if you stay awake.
Hope I'm wise, role the dice,
What's in store, truth or lies?
Give me all it takes, give me what God makes.
Why don't they understand,
What hurts is what you feel.
Ignorance made us fools,
Mistaken what was real.
Everyone here's to blame for this,
The slightest guilt for free.
The slithering touch of evil men,
Is weakening you and me.
Eyes closed for neighbors, eyes closed for friends.
Which fate to choose from, it's their life that ends.
The day we seal our friendship,
Is the day we say goodbye.
But although it's farewell,
There's no need for us to cry.
The force that we've been sharing,
Is the force that binds us all.
Hold on to your dreams,
To survive beyond the fall.
Waiting to see his face again,
By genocide defiled.
The arrogance hasn't changed a thing,
Disgustingly he smiles.
Eyes filled with hatred, eyes filled with pain.
Nothing to choose from, nothing's the same.
Silent chambers, silent the night.
Whisper your name, for we are to blame.
Everyone here's to blame for this,
The slightest guilt for free.
The slithering touch of evil men,
Is weakening you and me.
Eyes call for justice, eyes of the law
In the Southern woods of a kingdom so small.
A little baby which was born with a caul.
The legend said if a woman would bear.
We'd granted fortune and release from despair.
Behold the quest is complete. Good fortune will lead our way.
Baptized the child will be ours for eternity.
Who took my little boy just brought him into this world.
God take good care of him. Oh thy please let him live.
Whispering. I'm taking what's mine.
Withering. You're my fortune sign.
My mouth was filled with slaughter and pain.
Our tribe took fortune and fame.
In my eyes the flames. A sense of delight. We ride into the
Violence and bloodshed. It doesn't feel right.
I'm fooling myself in a way.
Killing and raping. Their blood on my hands.
Something inside is telling me I don't belong here.
Behold the quest is complete. Good fortune will lead our way.
Baptized the child will be ours for eternity.
I took your little boy and brought him to my world.
I take good care of him so you won't see him live.
I miss my baby a child that was born.
A mystery was here in my arms.
Where is my baby I feel forlorn.
This tragedy is tearing my heart. õ
As years passed by I grew up from child to man.
In my heart and my soul. My strength will frighten my friends and foe
But my roots don't feel whole
The lady who took care of me so well.
Our resemblance had to break the spell.
As I saw mother and her child.
I can't believe you're still so undefiled.
Waited many years to hold you in my arms
From the depths of the soil
A scary building has grown
Every step gets me closer
Like I live here all alone
As the door swings open
Hundreds of eyes stare at me
Burning with fire of evil
Is this a chance to flee?
Lightning from the sky
Explosion of a distant star
Take me, oh protect me
From what the time will give me
Every step followed by a whisper
"Why, who is she, what she does here?
What will she do, where will she be?"
Every breath gives birth to a curse
Lightning from the sky
Explosion of a distant star
Take me, oh protect me
