Hear the sound of her psychic motor
Can you feel the mechanical specter?
When you sleep she defies your senses
Can you fight the machine's desire?
She's an android succubus
An engine from hell
To achieve her lust
on you she casts a spell
She's got an urge to mate
You're getting intimate
with a demoniacal, metaphysical, digital vamp
She'll turn up in high resolution
just like a real automated temptress
She was made to excite your hardware
You'll be lead to a physical congress
Contact
Lewd electromotion
Cyberlubrication
Get ready for the jolt
Climax
Carnal interaction
Orgasmic modulation
There's no surge control
Contact
Lewd electromotion
Cyberlubrication
Get ready for the jolt
Climax
Carnal interaction
Orgasmic modulation
There's no surge control
She's an android succubus
An engine from hell
To achieve her lust
on you she casts a spell
She's got an urge to mate
You're getting intimate
See the lies
See the untruth
See the fall of my dream
See the rain
See the sadness
See the distress i glean
Feel the anger
Feel the grief
Feel the rage in my heart
See all the ruins of fool's paradise
Feel the rage in my heart
It got me raging
It hurts so bad
Raging
I'm stark raving mad
I am just a man of ideals
Intensely hooked to his dreams
Can i rely on reality?
Do i need apostasy?
Hear it... My soul screams
In my head, in my head
my wishes survived by the strength of my will
But i dread...
some passion's tricks could turn 'em into nil
In my head, in my head
I envisage a realm i'd like to share
My heart bled...
so unless you show me you really care...
I will keep these dreams in my head
See the lies
See the untruth
See the fall of my dream
See the rain
See the sadness
See the distress i glean
Maybe such an ordeal will serve
to elevate my conscience
But right now, my heart suffers from
its inner burst of violence
...Raging
It hurt so bad
Raging
I'm stark raving mad
In my head, in my head
I envisage a realm i'd like to share
My heart bled...
so unless you show me you really care...
A breach in incorporeality
An entrance to intensity
A passage to a strage immensity
Admission to intricacy
Intricacy
Life brought you in its galleries
And put you through all its mysteries
The galleries live, they have a soul
The galleries rule, they're in control
Another trap, you need another start
You've lost the map, now will you loose you heart
Endangered in the alleys of a mind
You strongly hankered exit you must find
The labyrinth debilitates
You better take care of your brain
The labyrinth adjudicates
Decides the way you'll go insane
Obscure mindways
Halls of craziness
Obscure mindways
It's time to rack your brains
Obscure mindways
Corridors of madness
Obscure mindways
How will you go insane?
Becoming flustered in disorientation
The maze obstetriciates your every torment
Every junction is subjected to dilemma
Each way leads to a different unknown
You may run towards a safer area
You may run towards a danger zone
Journey through arteries of complexity
Your at deadlock, lost and disconcerted
Journey through frightening insecurity
Trapped in fear, is freedom disconnected?
Hurt, oppressed
Smashed into darkness
Down, deppressed
You could not care less
Despite the strains
Some hope remains
Pain repressed
Suffering in silence
Grudge progressed
Craving for vengeance
Upheaval
Driven by the nurture of grudge
Nemesis
The rise of revenge is on
Rising revenge
Rising revenge
I have returned
I'll leave no stone unturned
He who pays the piper calls the tune
I pay since so long
He who pays the piper calls the tune
So nothing is wrong
I'm calling revenge
Because it's what i deserve
Rising revenge
Rising revenge
Revenge up and coming
Revenge up and coming
Revenge up and coming
Revenge up and coming
Revenge up and coming
Revenge up and coming
Revenge up and coming
Revenge up and coming
Upcoming
loaded with drive
Slowly forging
Towards your fate
You’ll face your own apocalypse
And the void you denied
You forced your ingress into realms
Ready meant to decline
Your credit bliss has been overcharged
So the grief is the price
Your false foundations will collapse
Never learn otherwise
Never-ending inception, fatal induction
Just bring the goat for the sacrifice
Now that you face your own essence
Can you part with the lies
Now that you’ve lost your innocence
Will you dare to survive
Seek absolution to ease the fall
Let the pain be the guide
Just pick the goat for the sacrifice
Bring a dream to demise
Never-ending inception, fatal induction
Just bring the goat for the sacrifice
Condemned to learn
The bridge has burnt
But you always return
Never-ending inception
Condemned to learn
The bridge has burnt
But you always return
It’s a fatal induction
You’ll face your own apocalypse
And the void you denied
You forced your ingress into realms
Ready meant to decline
Hear the sad doctrine of lost ones again
Ride on the furrow of despair
Obey the factory until you meet the end
To runaway you should not dare
Supremacy is the factory
Bow and obey to the factory
A psychodisleptical place
Where i have to dwell
Secluded here with the insane
Sharing their hell
Supremacy they keep telling me
But i don't believe in the factory
The fragrance of blinded consciences
lunacy stinks
A machine until obsolescence
No need to think
But secretly i do
Feeling the conspiracy
The moving spirit in the plot
The want me to be conditioned to lunacy
They keep me from reality
Somehow i have to stop the rot
Their master program hasn't worked for me
Factory of delusions
Producing only scars from broken dreams
Factory of delusions
My anger is now bursting at the seams
Now i'm the factory
I see just what i want to see
I'm the factory
He is the first one to be
Where someone was before
Where life is a lie and humanity is no more
No more than an illusion
No more than an aspect
Suffering from a pain that doesn't really hurt
But causes damages to his fulfilments
Theft of feeling by the corner of an eye
A lobotomy gets its part of impeachements
Computerized animation of existence
A life engulfed under a synthetical brain
The pain of an electronic pestilence
Burning microbes running into corporate veins
Somebody stole all of his emotions
There are no laughs, no tears, no sleep
Fading and fading, he never asks questions
The needle has gone too deep
Don't ask him the goal of his life
He will never know
Don't ask him the goal of his life
He's a robot
Prey of mad science, lobotomized
Transformed into a zombie, inhumanized
Vision brings the memory
Of a life under a human form
Memory brings the vision
Of a present that is not conformed
See what you've done to that man
See what you've done
He does remember the sorrow, the joy
But doesn't feel them anymore
Because the anger of being a toy
For sure would be filling his core
He is the first one to be
Where someone was before
Living in the present by a body of the past
Once it was his own
But it is not anymore
That body is alive but its life didn't last
I know what's the problem
reality's your deception
There is nothing you can believe in
I'll take you to heaven
I've created the solution
I will be the god you'll believe in
Rendering in progress
To late to stop the process
Life's no longer carbon-based
Your soul I possess
Genetic algorithms
Parameters of delusions
I prepared a new world to live in
Compact in one vision
is my tree-way foul creation
Wire frame is all I believe in
Rendering in progress
To late to stop the process
Life's no longer carbon-based
Your soul I possess
Praise the god from the machine
Praise the god from the machine
It's a life simulator
Generator of concrete illusions
It's a life simulator
Generator of concrete illusions
Wire frame is all I believe in
I prepared a new world to live in
I will be the god you'll believe in
Praise the god... Deus ex machina
Praise the god... Deus ex machina
I prepared a new world to live in
I will be the god you'll believe in
Praise the god... Deus ex machina
It was just another fantasy
made in virtual reality
By the sensors you enjoyed the game
See the tragedy the whole thing became
The machine took your mind away
from its mortal frame
'cause to live in a human way
has become its aim
Face the void
Prepare for the fight
Victimized
by cruel megabytes
Feel the cybervoid
Against the machine cycle time you race
Data curse your soul
You're lost in cyberspace
with no control
Face the void
Prepare for the fight
Victimized
by cruel megabytes
Direct access to madness
throught permutation
Cybervoid
The machine will curse your mind
You're left separated from mankind
Cybervoid
The machine has made you blind
You're dream of a lifetime left behind
You have lived in a fantasy
but the dream's destroyed
Your spirit is doomed to roam
in the cybervoid
Face the void
Prepare for the fight
Yesterday has been understood
But its past hasn't been figured
You would be surprised if you could
For sure, today would be clearer
No one is leaving beyond time
Existence is limited by life
The past is gone today draws the line
It is not dead, it is just stuck in ice
Will you break that ice?
Sudden turn of the process of time
Sudden overthrow
Chronological turbulence
Mixture of the epochs
Sinking into confusion slime
Madness starts to grow
Nightmares of the past are no more frozen
The chronocraze strikes
Chronocraze
You are plunged in a deadend odyssey
Through the heart of a timeless state
where the frontier between now and then
Is just a misguiding fate
Memories are free
Recollections are materialized
I hope you have
Only good souvenirs
Some pretend to know
What has been and what will be
The truth will only glow
If you are there to touch and see
Shadows of what used to be
Entering your realities
Shadows of what used to be
Reaching all infinities
Past deeds are mixed with
Present actions
The only futur you have is
made of expectations
The only futur you have is
Biomecanique
Biomecanique
A.d.n electronique, sperme digitalise
Ils ont decouvert comment se feconder
Nous les avons crees mais ils veulent nous detruire
Ils se sont multiplies, ils veulent nous envahir
Machines organiques, concues de metal et de chair
Experiences genetiques que nous devront payer tres cher
Ils se sont programmes pour nous dominer
Nous devrons nous surpasser, pour les neutraliser
Terreur biomecanique
Terreur biomecanique
Les differences et divergences de nos valeurs
etaient-elles si importantes?
Unissons-nous pour faire face a cette erreur
d'une science trop demente
Dangeureuses actions d'une race electro-animale
Leurs impulsions destructives, viennent d'un cerveau central
Nous les avons crees mais ils veulent nous detruire
Ils se sont multiplies, ils veulent nous envahir
Biomecanique
Terreur biomecanique
Our different views, our internecine hate
All that is now a non-sense
Let's unite, we must conciliate
and face that mistake of science
Biomecanique
When the heart as to defy the reason
You find yourself in a deep confusion
Reach the wisdom of the overself
Otherwise your mind is blocked and stray through blurs
stray through blurs
All is scrambled and muddled up
stray through blurs
That's enough, that think must stop
stray through blurs
All is scrambled and muddled up
stray through blurs
That's enough, that think must stop
You think and you think and you think you think
But while wheels are turning you go mad
It clinks, it drones, it roars and runs through you
But what do you get? What you already had
Confused, clouded
anxiety grows
Confused, clouded
anxiety grows
Whole lots of thoughts, scribbles and words
thoughts you believed to be solutions
But all the answers bring their questions
Encyclical reproduction
Confused, clouded
anxiety grows
Confused, clouded
anxiety grows
All is scrambled and muddled up
stray through blurs
That's enough, that think must stop
stray through blurs
All is scrambled and muddled up
stray through blurs
That's enough
Sometimes the heart has to defy the reason
Time now to listen to your emotions
Wandering inside your hell is building your prison
Different winds, different seasons
Get out of blurs
Before they hurt you too much
Get out of blurs
In spite of all the things I do
to kill my memories of you
I never really found a way
to throw the grief away
I know time could never really heal
all the pain you've made me feel
So all the grudges I've concealed
will now be revealed
Vain, all is vain
Vain, all is vain
Pain will remain
I am about to close the door
I will care for you no more
But I cannot just clear my head
and leave it all unsaid
I can't escape this sombre phase
No matter how i live my days
They say the road to peace is forgiveness
Forgive me, I couldn't care less
Vain, all is vain
Vain, all is vain
Pain will remain
In spite of all the things I do
to kill my memories of you
I never really found a way
to throw the grief away
To your gates now i must return
before we make the bridges burn
I gotta make your conscience come to life
See the grain that's falling from above
The falling piece of sky
It's time to turn the hourglass again
and some more hope you'll buy
Aren't you scared of the sun?
You know it could burn you down
One day you fly and the next
you crawl on the ground
Read the runes and try to watch your steps
Your life is made of snares
Once you're high you're scared to see
the depths
When is your next despair?
One day the light nears
The next is disappears
It's like an orbit 'round a sun
that is never real
Shapping the boundaries
of all infinities
You circumnavigate 'round a thrut
you could never feel
Aren't you scared of the sun?
You know it could burn you down
Once day you fly and the next
you crawl on the ground
Always relapsing
into the suffering
Futurity will be draw
from your memories
You'll see the real sun
beyond the bygones
Why don't you try to believe
in new itinaries?
Aren't you scared of the sun?
You know it could burn you down
Here come the sign of the next
One has to see what isn’t shown
One has to hear what isn’t said
One has to get what can’t be owned
And then to live when all is dead
Frustration is the guide of your actions
You fear this dimension of silence
You’re bathing in the dust of illusions
Neglecting the roots of existence
One has to seek heat in the frost
One has to fall when he should climb
One has to bear his heavy cross
Until he’s fallen seven times
Better face your disgrace
Your stigma shines in your eyes
Love and die, resurrect
Another season to rise
*Repeat
One has to face the loneliness
‘Cause life’s a crowded solitude
One has to tame the emptiness
And than to feel its plenitude
Better face your disgrace
Your stigma shines in your eyes
Love and die, resurrect
Another season to rise
*Repeat
Love, die, resurrect
Better face your disgrace
Your stigma shines in your eyes
Love and die, resurrect
Another season to rise
*Repeat
Frustration is the guide of your actions
You fear this dimension of silence
You’re bathing in the dust of illusions
Neglecting the roots of existence
Better face your disgrace
Your stigma shines in your eyes
Love and die, resurrect
Another season to rise
Love, die, resurrect
Love, die, resurrect
This is the realm of projection
Out of the depths of your mind
It’s all a vast overconscience
Linked to the top of your spine
Man’s a fragment of oneness
In the cosmic mitosis
Watch your own separateness
From the sundered genesis
Look in the glass that’s made of flesh
Just let the truth shine and reflect
Glass made of flesh, human reflections
Glass made of flesh
Behind the judgements of others
You sense the fears of your pride
So can you catch your reactions
Before the rise of your fight
An eye that sets you on trial
Looking glass for your conscience
In your mind lie the rivals
Will you found their existence
*Chorus
Watch the organic mirrors
Close encounter of your counterself
Man’s just a fragment of oneness
Some say we’re all the same
They’ll set the patterns of success
But no one wins the game
Look in the glass that’s made of flesh
Just let the truth shine and reflect
Close encounter of your counterself
Man’s just a fragment of oneness
Some say we’re all the same
They’ll set the patterns of success
But no one wins the game
Look in the glass that’s made of flesh
Now nothing is gonna be the same
From this day forward
Now nothing is gonna be the same
From this day forward
Adrift among its existence
It starts to rise
Emphatic endeavour to be
Intensified
Distant proximity
Of a new energy
Seeking integrity
It's time to let it be
Darkness is the sight
This black wall
Hides a power that will never
Draw back
Potential paragon
Strange phenomenon
Absolute form of life
Full capacity
Adrift among its existence
It starts to rise
Emphatic endeavour to be
Intensified
From this day forward
nothing is gonna be the same
From this day forward
nothing is gonna be the same
Transfer of the energy
Renewal of vitality
Revival of the will to be
Transfer of the energy
Renewal of vitality
clinging to your soul
They reach you from far
Sucked onto a hole
Resisting is war
The unwanted trip begins
Off beam, bedevilled
You're struck by mystery
The meaning of this remains out of sight
What is it all in aid of?
Estranged and wandered
abstruse, this state is recondite
Dark blurs in the waving space
Negative undulations in the light
Time to face a shapeless race
fluid spectres you will have to fight
Intricate
Estranging intromission
Highly confused
estranging obscuration
We are now returning to the matter
Far away, we're in another world
We are now returning to the matter
Far away, we're in another world
Yonder is hiter
But you know you're elsewhere
Somwhere you have never been
What is it all in aid of?
What is this?
Something your eyes have never seen
Dark blurs in the waving space
Negative undulations in the light
Time to face a shapeless race
Have they told you the way to reach heaven?
Lying truths made you blind and servile
By the waves of deceit you've been driven
You're a slave to those who master the wiles
Can you feel the curse?
Don't you fear the worse?
See the greif you generate
You've been hypnotized
by the burst of lies
You did swallow the bait
Lost in your delusions, reality goes
downward into the crypts of hate
All the revolutions of humanity
will never really help your fate
Love is an illusion if your mind is kept
in thrall within the streams of lies
By your sublimations of mendacity
all truth's gonna be falsified
Can you feel the curse?
Don't you feel the worse?
See the grief you generate
You've been hypnotized
by the burst of lies
You did swallow the bait
Your dreams and your emotions
have been socialized
But can we speak of freedom
when love methodized?
So everything your heart brings
will be neutralized
you stay a foolin order to be normalized
What's your core belief?
Find your own relief
Take the powder of your eyes
Let the truth appear
Let your mind be clear
Then your conscience will arise
You believe in your doctrines and religions
You believe in a sign from the stars
You believe in your wars and revolutions
You believe in all, but your heart is denied
Lost in your delusions, reality goes
downward into the crypts of hate
All the revolutions of humanity
Will never really help your fate
Love is an illusion if your mind is kept
Une coulisse faite de pluie symptomatique
Transpiration d’un exces d’amour pathetique
Ternes couleurs d’un arc-en-ciel achromatique
Et hier pourtant, meme les tenebres semblaient magiques
Impulsions animales
Dans ma tornade cerebrale
Je dois faire face au mal
Dans un desert incorporel
Sables mouvants remplis de passions ephemeres
Dans le tourment je m’engloutis, je n’ai plus d’air
On m’a plonge dans un desert incorporel
Face a mon ame, seul dans les vagues de mon fiel
*Refrain
Je suis demence, je suis violence
Face a la rage de ma conscience
Et je suis seul dans le desert
Je dois transcender mon enfer
Je suis aux portes du mystere
Je vois mon ego a l’envers
Pourquoi faut-il avoir si mal
Pour faire sa pierre philosophale
Le reve s’endort mais moi j’en redemande encore
L’amour est mort, pourtant toujours il me devore
Serait-ce le diable qui me tente sur la dune
J’entends le rire de ceux qui promettent la lune
*Refrain
Une coulisse faite de pluie symptomatique
Transpiration d’un exces d’amour pathetique
Subtle vibrations invading your mind
Counterprojections distorting the scenes
Waves of coercion forbid you to climb
Holding the presence of doubt in your dreams
Those gleams of bliss you feel
Then drive out of control
How will you make them real
When will you clean your soul
Flashes of darkness obscuring the light
Freezing emotions from subconscious fears
You never live ‘cause you only react
Something established your mental frontiers
Coercive currents
Waves of chaos
Coercive currents
Freedom is lost
Ontogenetic intoxication
Static impulse of your stained innocence
Snares on your paths to purification
Display the might of coercive currents
*Chorus
So how will you know now
If the dream’s against reality
You feel an attraction
By the magnets of uncertainty
Those gleams of bliss you feel
Then drive out of control
How will you make them real
When will you clean your soul
Subtle vibrations invading your mind
Counterprojections distorting the scenes
Waves of coercion forbid you to climb
Holding the presence of doubt in your dreams
I'm ready to dive
where nothing's alive
but my own reality
I'm ready to fall
where nothing is all
where all is clear to me
I don't need you to deceive
the senses I rely upon
Don't incite me to betray my conscience
I will overcome
I'll make no compromise
You won't stop me... I will curse the bane
I'll face the worm that never dies
I will trample it and call the rain
I'll make no compromise
Roots of lies i'll eradicate
I'll make no compromise
Through silence i will peregrinate
I'm ready to dive
where nothing's alive
but my own reality
I'm ready to fall
where nothing is all
where all is clear to me
What i need is to bring everything
into oblivion
within me there is the only place
where i can see the sun
I'll make no compromise
You won't stop me... I will curse the bane
I'll face the worm that never dies
I will trample it and call the rain
I'll make no compromise
Mother holds the schemes of a life to be
In the matrix mind you will have to roam
Tripping over selective memory
Down a channel that runs alone
Glass membranes give birth to atomic spines
Be a part of the plan or return to dust
Feel observed cause mother knows where you hide
Did you look at the big eye set for us
Technocarnivore mothermouth
March past on conveyors
Technocarnivore mothermouth
Feed the craze of your soldiers
Load a bliss and trade your identity
Mother’s making slaves of the mouths to feed
Have you lost your sense of humanity
Mother eats your soul with the jaws of greed
*Chorus
Match the wave when you sense the crave
Fear the fangs of voracity
Feel the lust of the big machine
That drinks the blood of your fantasies
*Chorus
Technocarnivore mothermouth
*Chorus
Fibroid pipelines give you sustenance
A fly caught in the web is your meal today
Hungry warhead jawbones wait behind
Ready set to bite when you run away
Always impress
Always possess
Cover the stress
Never depress
Kiss and repute
Clean and pollute
Share and dispute
Deny the truth
Don’t be concerned
Life is a quiet river
Don’t be distressed
It’s such a quiet river
Antagonize
Demoralize
Militarize
Monopolize
Annihilate
Obliterate
Assassinate
Exterminate
*Chorus
Storms in your head return and you’re wondering
Why peace of mind can never be
Pieces of you resist to your cravings
Looking for some serenity
Foster your name
Further your fame
Don’t loose a game
Deal with the shame
Manipulate
Intimidate
Humiliate
Degenerate
Storms in your head return and you’re wondering
Why peace of mind can never be
Pieces of you resist to your cravings
Looking for some serenity
Always impress
Always possess
Cover the stress
Never depress
Never be seen
With tears in your eyes
Never be weak
‘Cause you’ll be despised
Leavens of fools betray the taste
Of all the dreams that I embrace
I have enough of all the waste
There is a faith I must retrace
I feel my burst of anger
I face my human nature
I have to crack the blister
I must unleash the pressure
I feel your lies
I feel your sly corruption
I don’t need more commotions
I feel your love’s delusion
I don’t need more deceptions
I feel your lies
I need a relief
Need a belief
Need an awareness of liberty
I need a rebirth
To clean the dirt
I need a change of polarity
Leavens of fools betray the taste
Of all the dreams that I embrace
I have enough of all the waste
There is a faith I must retrace
I feel my burst of anger
I face my human nature
I have to crack the blister
I must unleash the pressure
[INSTRUMENTAL]
His mind is the mold
Of fearful events
A matter of time
'till it's reality
The power to see
What someday will be
Visions of the future
Through creativity
What's in his mind?
The birth of another tragedy
Just give him time
And it will be part of destiny
And it will be part of destiny
Brain by brain
A contagion runs
A virus of madness
Hits everyman on earth
An acropolis
Hides the antidote
He'll find its access
When the right time will come
It isn't like it was meant to be
Now that it's real
There is no acces he can see
He starts to fear
Cheated by his imagination
Punished for his crime against humanity
Innocence would be found only in his mind
He's now forced to soar through that world in his mind
To find the strong antidote that will save mankind
Destiny must not turn to a tragedy
Once a bad but tractable intent
Now a mischieving illusion
Once a malignant experiment
Now turned to obsession
Insensitiviness of your action
Makes you want to quit
But stopping now would make it unappealing
It is all in the challenge of making everything fit
If it all works out, Reality would mean nothing
Unreality's exhalation
Reaching your senses
Truculent force, truth's instinction
A life with no limits
Dream of a lunatic idealist
Starting to be imminent
Regeneration begins
Dream of a lunatic idealist
Starting to be imminent
Regeneration begins
Illegitimate experience
Nullification of existence
Decomposition of realism
Life is losing euphoism
Incoherence rules
Mentality is fooled
Victim of your fantasy
Let's call it dynamo
The energy, the electricity
Let's call it dynamo
Infinity, the omnipotency
It's like a storm, a squall of energy
A powerburst, the strongest force that you will ever know
Plug your faith into it and it will be
A powerburst, feel the power of the dynamo
It's the dynamo
Let's call it dynamo
Let's call it dynamo
infinity, the omnipotency
Dynamo
powered by the dynamo
Dynamo
powered by the dynamo
Turn the booster on
Drive the power up to the maximum
Climax, highest impulse
Turn the booster on
Drive the power up to the maximum
Cold, cold kingdom of ice
Bring me the sun
Cold, cold kingdom of ice
Bring me the sun
I made a kingdom in wich i am the king
The king of ice and frozen drops of emotions
I made a rampart, a chilling shield
Once protection, now just a cruel isolation
Frosted avowals
Sad revelations through the ice
Frosted avowals
Sad revelations through the ice
No love can penetrate my icy fortitude
Now i have to declare my painful solitude
I made a realm in which i became a slave
My frosted eyes are dropping their tears in darkness
My heart is cold, for love i crave
Break the ice, heat me with a warm caress
Cold, cold kingdom of ice
Bring me the sun
Cold, cold kingdom of ice
Bring me the sun
An abstarct reality
Kingdom of dissension
Made of absurd situations
An abstarct reality
Freedom of illusions
Innate from a veracious fiction
Imprisoned by infinite horizon
Deserted in a world without conception
An abstarct reality
Mental hurly-burly
Preposterous integrity
An abstarct reality
Can you believe what you see?
Experience impossibility
Imprisoned by infinite horizon
Deserted in a world without conception
Getting harebrained
You are bewildered by the things you see
Getting insane
It is an exordium to your lunacy
Reality is unreal
No way to know what is true
You are confused and you feel
That someone is playing with you
Hegemony of uncertainty
Domination of the nonsense
Archness of the tare
Loss of accuracy
Your senses are fading
Overwhelming falsifications
You cannot bear
Padlocked in a liberty
Completely unescapable
finalizing your entrance
Into the exit hall
It's too late to stop the process
It is irreversable
There is a poison in my mind
My vain ambitions burn in me
Another dream‘s buried alive
Another heaven I’ll never see
So now the devil’s in my soul
And so my heart became a grave
The flame just burns without control
I am the master and the slave
Recycle a bliss and feed the wind
Orgasms of lies will screen the pain
Pleasures of darkness bless the sins
So quell the lust and bring the rain
Emancipation is out of question
We set the standards of maturation
Hear the voices of egolution
Feed your internal masturbation
A love that kicks against the pricks
Caresses made with dirty hands
So once again the bliss revives
Ignoring what the heart demands
A love that drowns the will for peace
A passion made of blue deceits
A fight for power fills the flesh
Renewing all the past defeats
*Chorus
Just have a god and spoil his name
To boost the one of human fame
And when you feel you’re incomplete
We’ll give the child another game
I’ve got the devil in my tongue
I speak of love but think of pride
A silent scream behind my words
But that’s a pain I wanna hide
I’ve got the devil in my eyes
I see no speck of purity
A vision through the veil of lies
Shows me the wrong reality
Recycle a bliss and feed the wind
Orgasms of lies will screen the pain
Pleasures of darkness bless the sins
Quell the lust and bring the rain
Ruse of the snake
He bites again
Closing the light
Cain has reborn
Greed in the eyes
Man has to fight
Greed, ambition, vengeance
Vectors of avarice run through the years
Where’s that divine garden
Just have another bite…what do you fear
Specters of yore, ready to rise
Vectors of time carry the lies
Specters of yore, ready to rise
Vectors of time carry the lies
Clever the apes
Learning the norms
Trained and restrained
Dive in the mess
Thorns in the flesh
Freedom estranged
Greed, ambition, vengeance
Vectors of avarice run through the years
Where’s that divine garden
Just have another bite…what do you fear
*Chorus
Thousands of years, thousands of lies
Spread on the new millennium
Thousands of fears, thousands of cries
Bringing the throes of absurdum
Greed, ambition, vengeance
Vectors of avarice run through the years
Where’s that divine garden
Just have another bite…what do you fear
*Chorus
Thousands of years, thousands of lies
Spread on the new millennium
Thousands of fears, thousands of cries
Incorporeal magnets pulling me from every side
Obnubilation tries to throw me into its vortex
Psychic whirl of thoughts feeding the storm inside
Threshold of madness, situation getting complex
Pulling obstacles on my pathways to relief
Disruptions try to lead my soul into a pitfall
In the grip of lies, broken dreams and disbelief
Where can i find the needed help to climb this high wall?
Hidden in the thinker's lair
The only place where i feel free
Sheltering from winds of despair
Trying to know who i have to be
Taking breaths of inner air
I srcutinize inside of me
To return i will dare
Now i prepare my repartee
Watching, thinking, analysing
Watching, thinking, analysing
Incorporeal magnets pulling me from every side
Obnubilation abducts my life and makes it complex
Psychic whirl of thoughts, but this time i will not hide
Exhilirated by the will to avoid the vortex
I'm back from the thinker's lair
Returning where i have to be
Back from the thinker's lair
And i've prepared my repartee
Born as a lie your memories
keep me alive
I'll never die your destiny
I contrive
I'm the seed of sadness
I'm the seed of madness
It's hard to believe, you're so naive
I can get you all
If you try to make me leave
I'll try to make you fall
In lies you believe, your heart i deceive
and you take my blame
I laugh when you grieve, your pain conceives
my eternal fame
I live in your dreams and nightmares
I never rest
Inbred in your brains
with fallacy I infest
I have to bring back the fears i recall
I'm a source of torments
I beget the pretense that makes you crawl
on the grounds of doom
I'm the seed of sadness
I'm the seed of madness
If you try to make me leave
I'll try to make you fall
We're serial citizens, civilized animals
slaves to pleasure and pain
Who decides the outcome?
Who controls the game?
We're serial citizens, civilized animals
slaves to pleasure and pain
Who decides the outcome?
Who controls the game?
Bring me pleasure trough the pain
I love to make you feel
I'm the mentor, I'm the master
My rules can't be repealed
Bring me pleasure trough the pain
I love to make you feel
I'm the mentor, I'm the master
My rules can't be repealed
In lies you believe, your heart i deceive
and you take my blame
I laugh when you grieve, your pain conceives
my eternal fame
I am your suborner
Lies bring me success
I'm the subgod liar
Life i will repress
I am your suborner
I'm the subgod liar
Bring me pleasure trough the pain
I love to make you feel
I'm the mentor, I'm the master
My rules can't be repealed
We're serial citizens, civilized animals
slaves to pleasure and pain
Who decides the outcome?
Who controls the game?
We're serial citizens, civilized animals
slaves to pleasure and pain
Who decides the outcome?
Mirror mirror on the wall. Who's the fairest of us all?
The ones with money and control. The ones who's afraid to take a fall.
Who will ever see the small? Who will ever see us all?
The ones with power as the goal? Them who lives behind the walls?
Take me to the stars of stars. The ones who is craving our awe.
The beautiful people in their dream. Funny money money, they all call.
Fun, I want it all the time. Fun, I want to taste the wine.
Money, to buy all things that gleam. Money, money, money, the higher we climb.
Take a look into the reflection and see what all of us really are .
The pretty people is all of us. that you and me are the best we can be, we're in the sun.
As to all you men of power, parasites, all of us you devour.
By raping our mother nature, the God-given earth that is our.
There's only one thing on your mind, you repeat it like some mantra.
A chanting whisper that will spellbind, what really matters you'll leave behind
Take a look into the reflection...
THEY FEED ON OUR FEAR
IT'S TIME TO MAKE A STAND
IT'S TIME TO MAKE THEM SEE
She was just a little girl on vacation
She was just a little girl all on her own
She was just a little girl on her way home
She was just a little girl, how could you
I never wanted you to take her freedom
I never wanted you to take her innocence
She never wanted you to take her freedom
She never wanted you to be the one
why - how could you
why - how could you
sometimes I wonder whatÂ's going on inside your head
sometimes I wonder what gave you the right
to desecrate her body and rape her (mind)
pain-nightmares-self blame-hate
rape-tears-rape-rapist
you gave her those scars
deep inside her soul
scars too deep to heal,
just too deep to heal
look into the mirror, remember what youÂ've done
I hope that shame never will be gone
how could you live with yourself
I wish it happens to you too
what you reap is what you sow
why-how could you
why-how could you
why-how could you
rom 3:21-25, 5:1-2; joh 3:16-17
god has revealed a rightousness apart from the law
a rightousness through faith in jesus christ to all who believe
god presented jesus christ as a sacrifice trough faith in his blood
you've been bought by the precious blood of Christ
for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God
and are justified freely by his beautiful grace
through the redemption that came by christ jesus
you've been bought by a precious blood of christ
justified through faith
and we rejoice in the hope of the glory of god
for god so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son
that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life
for God did not send his son into the world to condemn the world
why do we suffer?
why do we feel pain?
why do we laugh?
why dow we sorrow?
why do we live?
why do we die?
why do we seek peace?
why do we make war?
why do we hate?
why do we love?
why do we exist?
why do we destroy?
why do we need limits?
why do we have racism?
why do we kill?
sovereign, faithful, righteous, mercyful
risen, alive, worthy, holy
i kneel before your throne
broken
purify me with your blood
restore me
sovereign god
my life is yours
loving, caring, king of kings, ruler
protector, refuge and strength, ever present
i kneel before your throne
healed
purified by your blood
restored
my life is yours
open your eyes and see what's going on
have you even heard about the risen son
dont you know the meaning with your life
i will tell you now and again, and again, and again
you're no longer enslaved
the power death enslaved
come and believe
come and believe
jesus is the only way to life
his words are sharper than a knife
he has made you redeemed
made you redeemed
you're no longer enslaved
the power death enslaved
come and believe
come and believe
redeemed from mortal sin
redeemed from mortal death
darkness no longer lives within
cause you are free from it
you're no longer enslaved
the power death enslaved
come and believe
ps23
waking up screaming by nightmares that haunts me
darkness surrounds me and fills up my soul
people say i'm dumb
but i just feel numb
'cause the madness that fills me
just can't let me be
searching the power to resist
cutting wounds in my wrist
pain in my flesh sets me free
from the pain that isn't me
pain in
pain out
cutting myself
in rage of my mind
misery and blame
is exceeding the pain
yes I feel the pain
but itÂ's a pain that I can recognize
feeling life
abhorent strife
a single drop of blood
is pouring from a vein
a wish that it will take
away from me this pain
Â'cause no one understands
this pain in my soul
i see people all around me
where am I
i see nothing but darkness
seeking kicks to feel good
i want to be free
don't wanna live a sick life
it feels like
someone's destroying my life
get away
get away
get away in jesus name
get away
i seek and try
to find freedom
the good I see and hear
there I find comfort
god most high
help me so
i can get peace
you're only one
jesus see me
i am nothing
where ever I turn
you are there
give me peace
give me strenght
give me blessing
give me holyspirit
you are God almighty father
jesus sees you
he will restore you
give you life
you never knew
you're seeking
want to have bread
do you want some
jesus in your life
god sees you
god lifts you
god redeems you
rom 12:2
you god sometimes life it's so hard
for I do it hard for my self
so god help me from failing over and over again
please lead me from temptation
god set me free
from worldly addiction
let me see you
not humans mistakes
everywhere I see mistery around me
god I don't know what I can do
so god help me so I can live in this world
and not by the world
god set me free
from human addiction
let me see you
not humans mistakes
do not be confirmed to this world
but be transformed by the remewing of your mind
that you can prove what is the good
MY CHILD
In this torture of heartbeats I sat in the loneliest of dreams. Listening to my thoughts of pain slipping down my consciousness, like raindrops down a wet cliffwall. But then I heard something, I've never heard before.
There was a feeling of another mans presence , and a voice so loud and clear. As if, there was no other voice and there had never been no other voice.
Don't be sad.
Don't be afraid.
Don't feel pain.
You're not alone.
(But even though the voice was so loud and clear, as it filled every moment of my being I couldn't understand. For the words had no meaning to me.)
In all my life I've felt pain, and loneliness has always been my companion as I've walked down this endless road of existence. My heart exploded one more time and I was force to wake up from my never-ending state of melancholia.
Don't be scared.
Don't be afraid.
I am the life.
I am the way.
I could no longer resist the power of these words. Words who touched me like no one had ever touched me before. Just like if someone really cared. I searched my soul for words worthy enough but every word I found seemed to small.
In my desperation I cried in all the pain I felt inside, hoping for whoever was out there could hear me.
Please help me. Please help me. Please help me.
There was a moment of complete emptiness and quietness. And then as if someone sighed in relief.
My child. My child.
Don't be scared.
Don't be afraid.
I am the life.
identification wannabe
acting like a robot
manipulated by your idols
when I look at you my soul cries
'cause all I see is a copy of something not real
you do everything to fit into a label
sorry to say, but you are what the world calls a wannabe
manipulation completed
personality erased
in the search of your ID you're getting blind
fooled by the trends and not questioning what's behind
your brain's turned off and you're in confusion
sorry to say, but you're what the world calls a wannabe
no one knows you better than your creator
your true id, to him you're a pearl
give him your life, get true life in return
