This union with creation is a brilliant coronet
What I cannot gain by knowledge
I infect, As I posses.
Put into perspective as I walk up the facade,
Instead of sinking
It's got me thinking.
How could I be wrong when I am right?
I'll never know, we hear the truth and turn away.
Our ears are burning every day.
The quandary is the elucidation oh-ho.
With sightless faith, small steps,and pride,
let that suffice, no longer a spark, It's gone ablaze, before our eyes.
The whole earth trembles at his name in fear and awe,
Instead of blinking, It's got me thinking.
We learn to sacrafice, we learn to take a life.
We take and we don't give.
Live how we want to live.
And no one wants to lie.
But we all have to lie.
Relax, then die.
The apartment is empty. The pictures have left their marks on the wall. Nothing has
ever taken so long. Moving away a new horizon to look at each day and I'll try not
to hold on. You practice your packing, the trailer is crammed with memories dear.
Only the highway bears your pain. Count your blessings let the future now outweigh
the past. And why would you look back? Live life perfect. I admire the strength that
you both have. I pray for you. Timing, everything, all that you have everyone loves
you. And we too. Memories trail behind start out new and find the people who waited
for you. Timing, everything, all that you have everyone loves you. And we too. Live
life perfect. I admire the strength that you both have. I pray for you. Trailer full
of victories and tragedies, new memories. Live life perfect. I admire the strength
that you both have. I pray for you. Timing, everything all that you have everyone
loves you. And we too...
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Faith like a rock,
The size of a seed,
Eternal life,
It's all you need.
Work your will,
My life is yours,
Rejoice in You Lord.
My faith in you will never die.
Live fast,
Die slow.
Stand back,
Let go.
Choose life.
You'll see,
How awesome it is when God sets you free,
Live eternally.
I killed the Son of God today.
I built the cross where He was slain.
My sins,
The hands that held the hammer that drove the nails through His skin.
Someday I win.
I want to make it up.
I want to die to myself for You.
It makes me fall apart,
When I think of all that You went through.
I owe my all to You. (I owe my all to You)
Because when it came to do or die.
You died for me,
Though I would be nothing perfect,
For human eyes to see.
My hands are Yours for works.
My eyes will seek until I've found You.
My legs will walk the earth,
Until You tell me my work is through.
I want to make it up,
I want to die to myself for You,
We've got a problem that starts and ends with you.
That starts and ends with me,
in hopes for all redemption.
Redeem a purpose. Receive me skeptical.
Wishful, repentful just to sway your independence.
Just to feel ok, now and for all.
I'm bringing you down.
I'm letting you know I care.
I left your arms, no turning back.
I chose this lonely, lonely road.
I'm on my way.
I don't need you.
A self sufficient superstar.
I'm losing faith.
How I miss home.
This life is costing me my own.
What can I do?
Where can I run?
The world against me soon I'm...
Down in my heart's where I hide you.
Yet where I go is where I find you.
I'll never be ashamed of you.
I'm sorry I've forsaken you.
Easy to see, I need your will to carry me.
There's not a thing that
I can do.
Realization I let You...
Down in my heart's where I hide you.
Yet where I go is where I find you.
I'll never be ashamed of you.
I'm sorry I've forsaken you.
I'm in your arms, came running back.
I left the lonely, lonely road. Whoa oh oh ho oh ho
Ee-Ai!
Every other hour floating through life,
Everyone says your not the type,
You life's a Christ like life and never were a hellion,
Yet now you teach lessons on the art of rebellion.
We used to make fun of people who were two faced,
So now you mock your parents who preach until they're blue faced,
Some say it aint over till the fat lady sings,
Well boy your saran wrap has lost its cling.
Your light has lost its ferver,
You've got no self control,
You've dwindled down to nothing,
You're just stuck in that filthy black hole.
But there's always a guy who will welcome you back,
He'll get your life on the narrow track,
Doesn't take much except a broken soul,
He'll warm you up and bring you in from the cold.
Your light has lots of ferver,
You've got much self control,
You sir have definatly become someone,
Hello my friend.
It's good to know you're looking after me.
On this day I'll plummet to the sea.
In my next life will you keep me warm?
Keep me warm.
Listen whin I tell you, sun,
the reasons are so clear.
The irony is that no one is here.
When you're by my side,
I've got all my friends.
But veracity gives me a tender glimpse
and then I'm left with nothing.
Goodbye my friend.
I'm glad I got to share this world with you.
Our affinity is now through.
In your next life can I keep you warm?
The sun sets but once a day.
Three years ago, you left that day.
And I knew I would never be the same.
You left for a brand new life.
No more tears, no more sorrow,
No more of that disease.
Oh God why did you take her from me?
My sweet Claudia... my beloved friend,
God put your suffering to an end.
Can you see me from heaven?
Oh are you proud?
My sweet Claudia,
I cried so loud.
I love you mom,
Please don't fear,
Your baby boy will make it down here.
But you know what?
I miss you.
It will be okay,
It will be alright,
I'll look after dad every night.
I'll just pray that he sees you again.
My sweet Claudia... my beloved friend,
God put your suffering to an end.
Can you see me from heaven?
Oh are you proud?
My sweet Claudia,
I cried so loud.
My Claudia,
I cried so loud.
My Claudia,
I cried so loud.
Break me, Lord.
I've taken control.
I don't know how to get up from this fall.
Fill my head with comfort instead and resolute mistakes past made.
Help me take this day by day.
Take what is yours.
Make it your own.
Show my way home.
Your will not mine.
I know if I surrender control.
Help me, Lord.
I failed you before.
I haven't quite accepted that I'm wrong.
What you see.
Mold it to be the life that you have planned.
You're my brother.
Companion.
Through thick and thin,
No one has been there.
No one has cared quite like you.
Our love a fortress,
I'll never abandon.
Though thick and thin.
I'll stand right by your side.
And I, just want to say,
Please don't forget what we've experienced.
Through time and travel.
No distance is greater,
Than separation from your friends.
Now here we stand under God,
We take hands.
Praying for His will inside our lives.
To keep us strong.
We'll help one another survive.
Through thick and thin.
I'll stand right by your side.
And I,
Just want to say,
There's nothing we can't handle together.
I'm here for you.
Brothers love true.
You're here for me.
Eternity.
You're my brother.
Companion.
No one has been there quite like you.
Stairway To Sin
It's just begun, the steps of sin.
The decision making process gone astray.
If I had known, what was to come,
I'd be sure to turn my head and run away.
But that's too bad,
It's in the past and I'm stuck right here.
I've gone from A to C without a stop at B.
And now I lost the will to do it by myself,
Loving grace is what it takes to set me free.
All alone is how I feel...
God show me to me what is real...
I choose to sacrifice myself, now I simply need your help.
I'm sick and tired, of feeling guilt, why can't I just not sin and not end up in
shame?
It sounds simple, but yet it's not, I got mad again and in vain used your name.
I'm not as good as people say I think I sure fooled them,
Oh how I wish that they could see into my soul,
Now I lost the will to do it by myself, loving grace is what it takes to make me
whole.
Candy coating all my dreams,
Nothing is ever as it seems,
I choose to sacrifice myself now I need your help.
I feel ready, to do your will.
I love to see my friends see you in me.
I want to be, your favorite son, but in the end I know you'll love us all the same.
Well that's alright because you gave me eternal life, and now I will tell every
person that I can.
Now I have the will to do it with your help, loving grace is how I became a
Christian
Jesus the man without sin.
Sent to die for the wrong of mankind.
How sad His Father must have been,
To send His one and only Son to die for the lives of you and I,
Now let me tell you why, Jesus Christ died for us.
A necessary sacrifice to save the world from being lost.
But He did so all of us could find salvation forgiveness through Him.
The King of Kings and two petty thieves.
Left to suffer on Calvary.
Is this what it takes to make them believe?
Calvary. Is this what it takes to make them believe?
He rose in three days.
The stone angelically removed from the grave much to the murderers surprise.
The chains of death could not ensnare, this blameless man's perfect soul.
The Lord wished it known.
He came with love from resurrection,
Not with revenge but redemption.
Indignation set aside from those who left Him on the cross to die.
The chosen one, His blood washed me clean.
To live is Christ to die is gain.
Perpetual love.
Perpetual life.
I fear no man.
Impervious.
I'm born again,
I'll take up my cross.
That's the story of the man without sin.
He has given me a seat at His throne, a sanctuary from my foes.
He has shown me what is good and how to live day by day.
In a perfect sort of way. I can't repay.
But I'll try to live for you it seems impossible to do.
But I can do all things through you,
When we were kids, we were told to respect our elders and what they did, only speak when spoken to.
When she was stripped, of the trust bestowed to us by the one she loves,
she didn't know she could run to you.
It's a sad time we live in, little girls grow up scared of their dads,
it's a feeling they should never have.
What kind of person can do this?
How worthless is the word innocence, to her dear old loving dad?
Now her mom sits, wondering why her baby goes through these fits, of anger, torment, and of rage.
Oh please dear God, pick up this small beauty and show her you and all the wonders you can do.
He showed her exactly how to hate.
Him a full grown man, she was only eight.
He stole what was most precious to her.
Possessed by the pawn.
Affect a secret smile.
Challenge your poison.
Your vigor is my trial.
Weary when you wait
executive degree,
process to restrain.
The fate you have for me.
You make sure what you're running to.
You made sure what you're running from.
Forces divine, they'll grow weak in time.
The treasure we both came to find.
Don't separate what falls in line.
Your tongue is like a fire.
Wish I could contain.
With sharpened, poison words.
I walk into this flame.
Tinted by your ruse.
Accustomed to your schemes.
With wile and detriment.
And still I let you be.
The message still the same.
The prayers always change.
A vivacious group of friends,
one thing that we share.
End result is life.
Forever isn't long
when you can't measure time.
Everlasting pride.
Seems you've heard this message
a hundred times before.
The point is that we need to live forevermore.
No agony in discourse.
No wallowing in dread.
The choices that you make will matter when you're dead!
We've always got our friends
to gather in this fight.
There's pressure coming in,
from every shape and size.
Now is not the time
to fall bellow the mark.
We have to be protective;
we have to stand up strong.
The bridges that we're crossing,
will never be rebuilt,
no time for resentment,
or living with our guilt,
for staring's sake take a glance, at what we can adjust.
Our time has come.
There once was a time for us.
You cannot make it back no matter how fast you react.
This was our bond.
We said we'd always play for keeps.
No one takes it back; They always ment it when they asked.
You never remembered why we were here.
The places that we shared
and times when you weren't there.
I picture you when we were friends.
But I consider when it rains it pours,
there's nothin more.
I won't take it out on you.
But I'll remember
when you went your own way, you felt so afraid, no one would follow you.
Time is now your affluence
the aromatic bouquet of the flora that those corporate types all love.
A stage upon which you retort.
Some chemicals in your bloodstream will never fill the void of being clean.
Gone is the normalcy,
last of the lost.
I long for you now,
forgive me somehow.
As I am weary
I release the hate that caused the break.
From taking it out on you.
And I will never disavow you're in my heart I'm making it up to you.
Confident we know the way.
We will live again someday
I never said my last good bye.
I'll always give you one last try.
Holding on when it seems that your grip is failing.
Who's to say that you can't take it back?
Live your life as if you know this is your last day.
Make the choice to live forever.
The decision's weighing the answer is yours.
You can't wait forever don't let yourself hit the floor.
The prodigal one won't you return.
The light is on the door is open.
You bed is made your home is here.
Come back and laugh and we will forget.
Everything you've done wrong is gone here.
Stepping back to see footprints you've left in your path.
Stepping up for everything you've done.
Now move on pack up your thoughts and keep on going.
Keep the faith and you will be all right.
Receive the prayers prayed for you here.
I have faith no one believes
I love a God no one can see.
You put your trust into thin air.
That's what they all told me.
But I believed because of fear,
and I can see you crystal clear.
I know that you will, meet me here.
I walk the narrow path.
Perplexed and befuddled.
I'm persecuted, plagued and I'm troubled.
My past my history,
my future's a mystery.
There's only one certain thing
that's for sure.
It's my God who is so real.
He makes my life easier to deal.
With the aid of his goodness.
I experience true bliss.
Do you understand your life is in his hands?
Confusion is my hat;
Centrifuge of hurt is where I'm at.
I request some help with that.
My past my history,
my future's a mystery.
There's only one certain thing that's for sure.
It's my God who is so real.
He makes my life easier to deal.
With the aid of his goodness.
I experience true bliss.
Do you understand your life is in his hands?
I have faith no one believes
I love a God no one can see.
You put your trust into thin air.
That's what they all told me.
Everything I've ever done.
Everything I have.
Amounts to nothing.
Keeps on crushing you within.
Sometimes you want to be alone.
It won't find the time to understand and concentrate on everything you see.
If you think about it hard you'll know.
You want to be free.
Across the board, it seems I cannot comprehend
Why you would subjugate, then act like we are friends?
It makes no sense, slaves at best
Don?t try to hide the fact that you are unaware of all our thoughts
I won?t be scared that you won?t let yourself be done
You are a servant to the chains which come undone
I won?t be, liberty
Don?t try to hide the fact that you are ignorant of your demise
Absolution
Absolution
Absolution
Free yourself from whatever it is that holds you back
We know the dreams you had to pinpoint your attack
But you will be, liberty
Don?t let the fact that you?ve been weak before control you from inside
Absolution
Absolution
Further instructions will come in a dream.
Brain will revolt as the villagers scream.
Leaders assemble and gamble for rank.
All that was right is now wrong.
This means everything to you.
Nothing means everything to you.
Tables of measure have overruled fate.
You like to bargain to settle debate.
We supply choices for few to resolve.
A lesson to learn in us all.
This means everything to you.
Nothing means everything to you.
Is it the wisest choice you made?
What a tragic game you played.
It was your equivalent,
to become someone you could not be.
What were their last words.
"Its all downhill from here."
This one will be the last one you trust.
This time, there no time.
Distortion of my words.
Help me know my flaws.
Churning in the vault of bitterness and hurt.
Twist what should be left alone in solitude.
Still I picture you trying to repent.
Feel the burn.
Watch us burn.
Time and time was spent finding out the truth.
We believed in our undying youth.
Nothing ever more modeled after you.
Now everybody knows,
And anyone can see,
The way the story goes,
And what you did to me.
Tasted once before.
Unlock sacred doors.
Shut to our requests.
Say you did your best.
You said you were our friend.
The lies were common place.
What happened to forgiveness?
Strength will come when we are friends and put the "u" in "us" again.
Stand for what you care about and pick each other up when you fall down.
It hurts to scrape your pride.
Compensate for misspelled lies and where we are will change with time.
Brotherhood will fall in line.
You had your chance now it's our turn.
Come together over me.
Pick your head up of the ground to see.
We're there.
We have a chance.
Don't turn your head to take another glance.
It hurts to scrape your pride.
Compensate for mistrust eyes and where you are will change with rhyme.
Brotherhood will die in time.
I can't explain it.
You can't contain it.
Hope it takes you quick.
Tried on your own.
Your future's alone.
Why can't you see the mess you're in.
The story is old.
The ending is bleak.
Your body is strong and your mind is so weak.
You think that you'll last.
I give you a week.
Although this is sad,
Your problems not unique.
The choice now is yours.
We set it before.
How much do you have to lose?
They've got you by the neck.
Your life now in check.
It's too late to turn back now.
Just another stat.
Just another name.
Just another face and another shamed.
They heard you cry but nobody came.
Tell me who's to blame?
And something that's out there is tearing my soul.
I tried to defeat it,
it swallowed me whole.
Now I can tell you that something is wrong.
You won't believe 'til you follow along.
You'll find yourself when you truly believe.
Deep inside I tried to find a purpose for me no surprise.
I've pushed myself away.
Sometimes I refuse to think and sometimes I just need a break.
Leave myself a lone today.
Sit and drink the air.
And stop to let out all the hurt.
Collapse inside your arms.
I never want to let this go.
I'm not in tune with anything.
If I go on like this I'll scream 'til I go mute.
And people who cant speak don't have to answer for themselves.
I'll scream this one for you.
I know what failure is.
I understood it all along.
Salvation was a gift,
but someone wrapped it wrong....so wrong.
Life has a funny was of leading you on,
letting you down.
Deep inside I try to find a purpose for me no surprise.
Please leave me alone.
For what it's worth, thank you.
For what it's worth I love You.
For what I'm worth, take me.
For what I'm worth, use me.
I've read of all You've done for me,
Now let me do for You.
And I pray that I never lose sight
Of all that You went through.
And the stripes on His back,
Can you see them? Can you imagine?
And holes in His hands can you feel them?
Nails pierced the skin.
And the feet that he stood on so broken,
His spirit still strong.
And the love that He's given to me
Is forever-long.
For what it's worth, thank You.
For what it's worth, i love You.
For what I'm worth, take me.
For what I'm worth, use me.
And the stripes on Your back,
I can see them. I can't imagine.
And the holes in Your hands, I can feel them.
Nails pierced the skin.
The feet that You stood on so broken.
Your spirit still strong.
The love that You've give to me
Is forever-long.
And the stripes on His back,
Can you see them? Can you imagine?
And the holes in His hands, can you see them?
Nails pierced the skin.
And the feet that he stood on so broken.
His spirit still strong.
And the love that He's given to me
Is forever-long.
For what it's worth, thank You.
For what it's worth, I love You.
For what I'm worth, take me.
And for what I'm worth use me.
For what it's worth, thank You.
Rejuvenation,
After a soul draining trial, a natural high
Which gives a big smile to my face and my mind
Sends warm chills up my spine, an incredible feeling like security all around me
I have confidence when no one is around
Sweet Jesus stomps my fears into the ground
The shadow of death is lurking in your head
But there can't be a shadow unless light's shed
Condemnation is not what we're about
It wouldn't help, even from a shout...
In your ear you still wouldn't hear...
When we were kids, our dreams were invincible,
When we were young, our whole lives ahead of us,
And it was well understood we'd all become astronauts,
And firemen,
Let's not pretend, we all become famous,
Let's not pretend, there's more to this then we hoped for,
For we knew the rules when we were still children,
You blow it,
You fail it,
Disappointment.
It's well on it's way, well understood,
And you have a place, to be (when we were young),
Time on our hands,
Still out of our hands, just like rain (it rained so hard),
Time ran away, and left us afraid,
Your parents are proud,
You've got everything,
No passion at hand,
You'll be Ivy League,
It's more probable,
We all become salesmen,
You know it,
You fear it,
Mediocrity.
It's well on it's way, well understood,
And this is your life,
Don't apoligize for what you are,
Because you're a star.
I hope you find contentment,
I pray you find an answer,
'cause life is better than your occupation,
Revelation.
When we (when we were young) were,
Time on our hands,
Still out of our hands,
Just like rain (it rained so hard)
I'll take the pain for all you do,
Anything to become your best friend,
Always waiting with open arms,
Only to run into rock solid hearts.
Moff me,
Scoff me,
Beat me,
Kill me,
Give myself to all under a Dogwood tree,
Treat me how you like, I don't care you see,
I'll treat you the same no matter what you label me.
All I want to do is love you,
Give me a chance to get inside of you,
I would only give up my only kid,
Just to help you spend forever with me, yah!
Try me once you'll be back for more,
I'll change your life when i knock on your door,
Once your booked you can tell about it,
Then we'll get 'em all on it no one wants to quit.
Moff me,
Scoff me,
Beat me,
Kill me,
Give myself to all under a Dogwood tree,
Treat me how you like, I don't care you see,
I'll treat you the same no matter what you label me, yee-ah!
All I want to do is love you,
Give me a chance to get inside of you,
I would only give up my only kid,
So we see it start again,
Another adolescent standing with her friends
Just one more guy too shy to tell her how he feels
So when he does, to us it's no big deal
They start to date and hug and kiss and hold hands
Also soon forgetting one of God's great commands
It says "You shall have no other Gods before me"
Did they care? No, 'cause they couldn't see
It started with a kiss, not just a little peck
Next thing he knew, he was slurpin on her neck
It's obvious to see, that he has no recompense
They're just another couple, that never make any sense
Just as a though becomes a deed
Soon there's a mouth you have to feed.
How the child count becomes three.
He and she are just a like
Barely got training wheels off of their bikes;
How did they expect to live carefree?
Always whining "There's no time to play"
Sorry, but that's the price you pay,
I have it was worth five minutes o' love.
Shucks, funds are getting tight
Money situation doesn't look too bright.
We'll see what happens when push comes to shove
It started with a kiss, not just a little peck,
Next thing he knew, he was slupin on her neck,
And now they have a kid, and another on the way
What a shame to see their sky is gray
It started with a kiss, not just a little peck,
Next thing he knew, he was slurpin on her neck,
It's obvious to see, he stumbled, then he fell,
Can I make due for now, with a promise?
My wishing words, always go against your will.
Simple solutions, surely seem so senseless.
You muttle through past presents only to find a blur.
You cry out to the open air "what do you have for me?"
You want answers now but you think you're not heard
You cry out to the open air "what do you have for me?"
You want answers now but you think you're not heard
Malfunction, a description of you
Think again, buddy, God doesn't make junk.
You know I can't blame you for your daddy's terrible errors,
More people love you thank you'll ever know.
You cry out to the open air "why should I go on, Lord?"
You want answers now but you think you're not heard.
You cry out to the open air "why should I go on, Lord?"
You want answers now but you think you're not heard
You cry out to the open air "what do you have for me?"
You want answers now but you think you're not heard.
You cry out to the open air "what do you have for me?"
You want answers now but you think you're not heard.
What does it take to spur you along?
Didn't you learn from friends too far gone?
Get off your rear and get out the door.
Make use of your time before we're no more,
All no more all no more all so more all no more
I'll sing a song of a time such as these.
Though many a year as now passed.
The lesson's the same, but the sentiments changed.
The impression it made still does last for all.
Serving his country,
Enlist! Do it now.
His took up his arms, he would show.
Such bravery as he took many a life,
Of the people he would never know
Sing of me.
Of all the men I've killed,
I know that this will build me up.
Think of me.
I know that I'll be brave.
They all fell down that day.
Well after the war, people picked up their life.
The damage was already done.
While fatherless children slept under the door,
And woke innocent to the sun.
Please why me?
I know they'd take it back,
Why don't they take it back?
Comfort me.
A child grows to fast,
And now let him ask.
A small little child sits and waits for his dad,
Hands clutching a brown telegram,
Informs him his father won't be coming home.
He gave up his life for his land.
Sing of me
And all the men I've killed.
I know that this will build me up.
And think of me.
I know that was brave.
He walked away...
Turned around to watch friends fade.
Chased by enemies, he made,
Like sin and lust,
Collecting dust on his faith.
Sure they showed him the good times,
But they all ended in bad times
In bad times.
But I dont need them anymore,
It's not to even out the score.
I walked away...
Turned around to watch friends fade.
Chased by enemies, I made,
Like sin and lust,
Collecting dust on my faith.
Sure they showed me the good times,
But they all ended in bad times
In bad times.
And I don't need them anymore,
It's time to even out the score.
And now my feet are planted firm on staying pure,
I'm new.
My past has no place here,
Though I may slip,
Who knows?
I might not, I just might not.
Yeah they showed me the good times,
But they all ended in bad times.
When will idle contradictions cease to exist?
Sit back down and do nothing to resist,
Pontificate assistance without intent to act,
The U.S.A. is Jill and now Jill is Jacked!
We're all sopposed to live in unity.
We've given up on how its intended to be.
Why isn't there any harmony?
I just want to point my finger and say it cant be me.
You point one finger, theres three pointed back at you.
The cliche actions speak louder than words is so true.
Nothing will be acomplished unless initiated.
The Star Spangled blue, white, and red, is now faded.
When resistance became acceptance we failed to question why.
No one stood up to stop it, they just turned a blind eye.
So they sat back and complained about all thats gone wrong.
The world wont change its sinful ways.
Superficial nature wearing thin.
I can't seem to begin.
What really do I see when I stare back at me?
As crushing time reveals my foe,
Inheriting all woe.
Solutions in the past,
Conditioned not to ask.
It's what you're meant to be,
Your name and number.
Be all that you should be.
You will recover things you haven't lost,
Because they don't see you like you think they do.
Please just become you.
"Release your fear" is what he said.
This all came to a head.
Feel cheated out of you,
Tradition follows through.
Though I can't see how this will end,
I know that you will always pull me through.
My soul went searching for a cause
But came back empty-handed.
The emptiness you see...
There's a story where everything could not go right, and I wrote it.
I thought about it late last night. Can you feel it?
A tale that feeds on tragedy. Would you read it?
The lessons worth your time.
At the end of the story,
I'll be alone again, alone again.
Does it seem so convincing?
Reckless and undefined, just wasted time.
What are pages, but days that never seemed to flow? What are chapters?
Just years I never read. They're all captive.
They put the book down years ago. Would you blame them?
I wouldn've done the same.
At the end of the story,
I'll be alone again, alone again.
Does it seem so familiar?
Reckless and undefined, redemption time.
It's picking time,
Time for me to leave,
And walk away from us.
My feet are tired,
Too tired to carry both of us through this again.
On into nothing,
Out in the open.
I say goodbye in faith. I'll wait.
Surrender your pain.
Lay down your love.
When I come back,
And it all comes crashing down,
The end-- of your world -- is closer than you think.
My shattered heart,
Is stained with memories,
Of how was life to be.
When giving hurt, The sacrifices made,
Were not enough for me.
I'm coming back,
To rectify,
All the pain,
I caused you.
Don't shield your eyes,
Face tomorrow on your own.
Failure to reason,
Endless confusion,
The unanswered question,
Is why you're on my mind?
Incomplete without want,
Want is what I know I can't have,
Left alone to argue,
The only arguement that I can win.
Yesterday has past you,
That day that we thought we had,
Incomplete without you,
Come back down.
Be around and i'll be home again.
Cross my heart. Close my eyes, as I fall into You.
Be all that I need from You.
I never knew You'd take the opportunity to know someone like me.
All of me rests in You, my Father.
You're my shield.
Hear me, all that I am is You.
So come back down,
Be around and I'll be yours once more...
Deep inside I tried to find a purpose for me no surprise.
I've pushed myself away.
Sometimes I refuse to think and sometimes I just need a break.
Leave myself a lone today.
Sit and drink the air.
And stop to let out all the hurt.
Collapse inside your arms.
I never want to let this go.
I'm not in tune with anything.
If I go on like this I'll scream 'til I go mute.
And people who cant speak don't have to answer for themselves.
I'll scream this one for you.
I know what failure is.
I understood it all along.
Salvation was a gift,
but someone wrapped it wrong....so wrong.
Life has a funny was of leading you on,
letting you down.
Deep inside I try to find a purpose for me no surprise.
Inhabitants of the earth a good news day.
I've got much to say without pain.
I bring hope to you for always.
If we hope for what we do not see we wait.
Oh how earnestly.
Perseverance, ever so near it, waiting patiently.
My hope, my promise.
You said You'd always be here,
no matter what we've done and all the times we fail.
You said You would deliver us.
Not long, until our hope is revealed,
I'll keep waiting here for You.
Hope that is seen is not a hope at all.
Why would one still hope for what he sees?
We must wait to be revealed.
My hope, my promise.
You said You'd always be here,
no matter what we've done and all the times we fail.
If your heart could see,
If your heart could feel,
To shield in your feelings,
Boundaries of steel.
Let someone else get into your head,
Let your mind be free,
Open up to me.
Paint a picture of memory rebates.
Share your broadings with your loved ones
Catergorizing moms that stepped on and jumped, bumbling under alcoholic pressure.
Self-enlisted troops marching up against you,
Now there's no erase, emotional scars.
Children don't request to become a punching bag.
Teach the family to walk a narrow line.
Don't look back at what you left behind.
Once again a bastard undefined.
Someday I'll see you swollen with new broods.
And take a little photo
A shaken triggered past I see
Hiding under your blanket of guilt,
Shadow haunts him with pain that was his unborn life,
I left your arms, no turning back.
I chose this lonely, lonely road.
I'm on my way.
I don't need you.
A self sufficient superstar.
I'm losing faith.
How I miss home.
This life is costing me my own.
What can I do?
Where can I run?
The world against me soon I'm...
Down in my heart's where I hide you.
Yet where I go is where I find you.
I'll never be ashamed of you.
I'm sorry I've forsaken you.
Easy to see, I need your will to carry me.
There's not a thing that
I can do.
Realization I let You...
Down in my heart's where I hide you.
Yet where I go is where I find you.
I'll never be ashamed of you.
I'm sorry I've forsaken you.
I'm in your arms, came running back.
There was a time that I was fine,
(I swear that everything was fine)
But it just covered all the lies.
I didn't know that everything would change.
I was lost in my own world.
You were compromising yours.
You were never even there.
Not enough to see what you would lose.
I'm letting you off.
My assumption that if I can find some way to get back there,
Intervention straight to your heart.
Without it everything is so perfect.
Why can't I just hide the past,
Forget about the good times?
It's in me, I am you.
Hope I'd never see it through...
Never even think it -- you.
Just so similar to all my fears,
Always feeling trapped inside.
Broken promises provide, years of torment gone astray...
Responsibility, too much to pay.
I open my heart too much anger locked away,
Inside a boy who's without you,
Without what's left I'm left on my own,
Bitter view of an american family.
Create my own redemption.
Arise all ye warriors.
A battle we must win.
Be shielded in His Glory.
Let the fighting begin.
Put on the holy armor.
It's time to take control.
Come along with me to fight for the lost souls.
Atop the hills we cry "victory is ours".
We're never turning back to our lifestyles of worthless sin.
Hear our prayers.
We pour our hearts to you.
Oh, Lord. As we cry victory!
March along in valor and shout this battle hymn.
We're armored and we're ready to put satan to an end.
With God's Word as a sword there's nothing we can't do.
Allow Him to command you and see what happens too.
There's power of His Love.
Strength from up above.
Feel the brunt of our attack.
It's not easy to be me,
With all my philosophies and my flippant state of mind.
I'd much rather take a nap than jump aloof and do all that,
To worry what the crowd thinks of me tonight.
I'm not asking you to love me.
I'm just letting out the truth.
No holds barred about what I feel,
Nothing wrong with what I say.
I'm not telling you to hate me,
I just want you to relate.
Don't forget about the message or the reason we're on stage.
We once opted for a route wich included "selling out."
I won't divulge that here now, so I digress.
I'm not asking you to love me.
I'm just letting out the truth.
No holds barred about what I feel,
Nothing wrong with what I say.
I'm not telling you to hate me,
I just want you to relate.
Don't forget about the message or the reason we're on stage.
She said she'd stick with him,
Until the very end.
He believed what she said,
When she said that she would.
For better or for worse,
That was the oath decreed,
Two years later divorced 'cause of speed.
Pull through,
Work it out,
They all cried,
To no avail,
To no surprise,
Two calloused hearts,
Could no longer try.
Although loved and supported,
She continued to die.
By her choice,
All alone.
Her drug addiction,
Has destroyed the home.
She lived her own life,
By her own greed and will,
Death's grip enslaves her,
And flaunts the kill.
Husband left staring at her sunken face.
He weeps to himself,
"I showed her no grace.
I had every chance to swallow my pride,
and tell her how beautiful she was inside."
What have I now but memories,
Death's taken the wife given to me.
We're both alone,
None to blame now,
She's gone.
And the sadness turns to pain.
He walked away...
Turned around to watch friends fade.
Chased by enemies he made,
Like sin and lust collecting dust on his faith.
Sure they showed him the good times,
But they all ended in bad times
Independent. I leave you now, to drown in desolation oblivious to no one.
Perpetual comparison, you realized when I left that you were done.
Suffer! 'cause this would be your fault. I know it's just another lie...
You expect me to succumb, snuff your insecurities.
You bounce from friend to friend, you're nothing but a memory of treasure lost.
We stumbled side by side, we all tried to ignore the promises you never kept.
You realized when I left that you were wrong, you're wrong.
All on my own,
It was just like the first time,
This could be the worst time to be me,
Spare me your thoughts,
Your position's decieving,
I wish it would lead me to my own,
I tried to be strong,
I learned to carry on,
But people are happy just being sad.
Call me afraid,
It isn't so easy,
It's always been easy to be weak,
Over my head,
Like the water that chokes me,
You're my only hope,
That's what I have.
You're my only hope,
That's what I have.
Hand you my heart,
Give you my hand before I fall,
