Catherine De Barra you've murdered my thinking
I gave you my heart, you left the thing stinking
I'd break from your spell if it weren't for my drinking
And the wind bites more bitter with each light of morning
I envy the road, the ground you tread under
I envy the wind, your hair riding over
I envy the pillow your head rests and slumbers,
I envy to murderous envy your lover
'til the light shines on me
I damn to hell every second you breathe
I envy...
Oh my Catherine
for your eyes smiling
and your mouth singing
with time I'd have won you
with wile I'd have won you
I know a secret
Something still belongs to me
I'm not afraid of those who killed their body
For still they cannot kill their soul
You may beat me down
Just denying the truth
But you can't kill the me in you
Dreams are illusions
They fade away before we can catch them
Promises that may be broken, dreams we'll forget
But what birthed in you cannot die
You may beat me down
Just denying the truth
The bloom of youth
Shone from her lovely face
A rose against her skin
Would not seem out of place
This silent succubi
Had men carapt in dreams
Such sweet seducers
Are never what they seem
Catherine
Catherine
Catherine
Catherine
Catherine
The rage of unloved wives
Would seal this beauty's fate
Many years of fading looks
Brought bitterness and hate
A man of God must casure
Justice will be done
For Satan dwells within
The black heart of this one
Catherine De Barra
You've murdered my thinking
Gave you my heart
You left the thing stinking
I'd shake from your spell
If it weren't for my drinking
The wind bites more bitter
With each light of morning
I envy the road
The ground you tread under
I envy the wind
Your hair riding over
I envy the pillow
Your head rests and slumbers
I envy to murderous
Envy your lover
'Til the light shines on me
I damn to hell every second you breath
'Til the light shines on me
I damn to hell every second you breath
I envy the road
The ground you tread under
I envy the wind
Your hair riding over
I envy the pillow
Your head rests and slumbers
I envy to murderous
Envy your lover
'Til the light shines on me
I damn to hell every second you breath
'Til the light shines on me
I damn to hell every second you breath
'Til the light shines on me
I damn to hell every second you breath
'Til the light shines on me
Oh my Catherine
For your eyes smiling
For your mouth singing
With time I'd have won you
With wile I'd have won you
For your eyes smiling
For your mouth singing
With time I'd have won you
Oh my Catherine
With time I'd have won you
With wile I'd have won you
Catherine De Barra
You've murdered my thinking
Gave you my heart
You left the thing stinking
I'd shake from your spell
If it weren't for my drinking
The wind bites more bitter
With each light of morning
I envy the road
The ground you tread under
I envy the wind
Your hair riding over
I envy the pillow
Your head rests and slumbers
I envy to murderous
Envy your lover
'Til the light shines on me
I damn to hell every second you breath
'Til the light shines on me
I damn to hell every second you breath
I envy the road
The ground you tread under
I envy the wind
Your hair riding over
I envy the pillow
Your head rests and slumbers
I envy to murderous
Envy your lover
'Til the light shines on me
I damn to hell every second you breath
'Til the light shines on me
I damn to hell every second you breath
'Til the light shines on me
I damn to hell every second you breath
'Til the light shines on me
Oh my Catherine
For your eyes smiling
For your mouth singing
With time I'd have won you
With wile I'd have won you
For your eyes smiling
For your mouth singing
With time I'd have won you
Oh my Catherine
With time I'd have won you
With wile I'd have won you
I know she'll hurt me
She'll make me blue
I won't say I love her
`cause she knows I do
Maybe this moment is all that I need
She stays for breakfast, then leaves
Catherine runs away from herself
Catherine lives on borrowed time
But I'll wait for her, wait for her
God knows she's mine
When she has left her scent will remain
One night of pleasure, a bedsheet with stains
I eat what she throws me, I don't have a choice
Alone I can still hear her voice
Catherine runs away
Next time she's with me I'll hold her tight
Then I will ask her to stay one more night
Maybe this moment is all that she needs
I saw Catherine she was living alone
I saw Catherine there were ghosts everywhere
I saw Catherine no-one could reach her
I saw Catherine they had broken her shell
I saw Catherine she was her own victim
I saw Catherine she was empty inside
I saw Catherine no-one could reach her
I saw Catherine she had her mother's eyes
Someone said the world is turning
I can't believe it's true
Surely we'd feel it spin
There must be something very wrong
Yes, there is : look at Catherine
She eats alone by candle-light
Kneeling in her room
It's midnight -- It's midnight -- It's midnight
I saw Catherine I want to be with her
I saw Catherine I want to sit and watch her eat
I saw Catherine no-one can reach her
the sound of tearing might wake the neighbors up,
but how else am i supposed to get you off me.
youve been writing my own clichs,
and isnt it cute how apathy makes everyone smile.
somebody please help this man he looks nearly dead,
hacksaw in hand and a new convertible head.
"i had to feel something, or die trying."
this one last inevitably written clich.
edged with irony seems to have left us both,
with one truth: "the beast cannot live without host."
so without thought, starve sycophant.
Hours change as seasons show just like before
My feet are chained to stakes and i will never soar
They always asked me for keys to open gates
But tell me why we think a promise land awaits
They always asked me for keys to open gates
But how weould i know? But how would i know?
Look! I'm melting
Living more like the ones we claim to hate
We'll try this one more time
Please your peers with a promise, priorities
We'll try this one more time
fill me with another glass to pass along this demons grsp now!
They say this time it's different, of course this time it's different (x2)
There's no hero in me now, and im melting inside.
There's no heros, There's no heros
There's no heros, There's no heros
There's no heros, There's no heros
Did you forget how to fly
Or were your wings torn from the bone
You used to fly so sweetly on a breeze
You whispered sweetly you are the anchor
That has give my spirit a license to soar
But now you're grounded
Not by a blade or word but scarred by separation
You traded your freedom for open rotting wounds and chains
If I called you by your name deserved
A disguested look would soon return
Why disguise your given looks?
...or make it up to match the books?
My glass is never full, i'm a natural.
In a world you can touch, i'm a natural.
There's no hope now. There's no hope for you!
Tempt me not to bring upon
A list of truths you wish were wrong
The terrafying twist of lies
Bestowed on those which you despise.
The double clicks will get your fix through all of this
it's natural.
See I am one of those you seek, a lesser form of you(x2)
See I am one of those you seek.
You're the one who's built this jail.
See I am one of those you seek.
What's with these lights?
is this an interrogation?
What's with these lights?
Third degree in the masses eyes
What's with these lights?
Is this an interrogation?
What's with these lights?
I've got nothing at all to say
Beggar with a soapbox
Kinesiatic with pride
Beggar with a soapbox
But i've got nothing to say
Build a bigger soapbox
the nothing just gets louder
this is just another instance of strategically placed stagnation
move along
nothing to see here
this is just strategic stagnation
all our stomachs growl for the same thing
just another fix to us inside
eat, sleep, lather, rinse, repeat
Each time you open your mouth, I want to rip your heart out.
Each word you say to me is designed
To make me hate myself worse than I have ever hated you.
With you the scene is a battlefield,
Death to all who don't look like you.
With you the scene is a war,
but you wear a uniform too.
You say that were face, you say that were talent less,
But you dance just the same.
You are a coward, you don't want a unity,
All you want is uniformity.
So much for your claims of acceptance and brotherhood.
You are a heartless snake,
I hope one day you face your vision,
And it destroys you like the dream you claim to embrace.
How does it feel to find you've lost your sight to a distraction so complete you had no idea it was happening to you?
Took your eye off the ball and now you've lost sight of all your goals, you can't focus on the dreams you've been blessed with
Whats your name, Whats your name son..say whats your real name?
What have i become? im so in love with myself again(x2)
All this time i never knew that what you meant was what you said.Oh no, What's that..100th time, the 100th time
Whats your name son?
whats your real name?
whats your name son?
whats your real name?
I'm so in love again
what have i become? im so in love with myself again(x2)
i dream of days when i can smile never doubting not a day when what you want is nothing more than what you've got.
i cant stand beside you while you to inside
Forthcoming entry of pain
I will be the poison shot into your heart
I will be the one to end your life
I will beat you to the ground
I will see you wither like a rose
Turning black and turning blue
Like any flower in the frost
Death has come for you
Reach for the sky
this is a stickup
You saw me so much better than I did
You knew everything about me
I wanted to trust in you
But I somehow never could
I have seen it in your eyes
You saw clearly into my heart
But as I walk away
I can see the flame licked wreckage
And the smoldering ash
I can remember your eyes mirroring my soul
With these embers all around me
I realize how numb ive become
Their warmth reminds me
How much I miss your touch
And I refuse to remain this way
All you love has come and gone,
and everything that you know has come undone,
you better have fun,
when the truth is on the run,
cause you lie to yourself and everyone,
you better have fun, you better have fun,
you better have fun, you better have fun,
you better have fun, wow,
count your friends, it won't take long,
including yourself you'll find you only have one,
you better have fun,
so listen to me, for what it's worth,
when your clouds lost its silver lining,
it's gonna get worse, it's gonna get worse, yeah,
you better have fun, you better have fun,
you better have fun, you better have fun,
all right fellas, fun, you better have fun,
better have fun, yeah you better have fun,
you'd better have some fun, you better have fun,
Softly whisper in your ear, softly whisper in your ear,
softly whisper in your ear, softly whisper in your ear,
softly whisper in your ear, softly whisper in your ear,
softly whisper in your ear, softly whisper in your ear,
softly whisper in your ear,
softly whisper in your ear, I want it all but it's not
here, you've changed a lot in a year, bye bye,
broken halos never mend, sadness is completely in,
smiley face waves, bye bye,
ahh, la da da da, da da da,
softly whisper in your ear, I want it all but it's not
here,
you've changed a lot in a year, bye bye,
sigh, la da da, la la da,
softly whisper in your ear, softly whisper in your ear,
la da da da softly whisper in your ear, softly whisper in
your ear, la da da da, softly whisper in your ear, softly
Tonight i died
and no one knew
I cant sleep
but my eyes wont move
im a freak ill be just like you
just a typical fuck up up so soon
why do i put my self through so much
to play along
why do we put ourselves through so much OH MY GOD
why do i put my self through so much
to play along
why do we put ourselves through so much OH MY GOD
I'm a sad piece of Shit
im the one that you miss
im a sorry excuse not a fight
now im tired to breathe
never able to sleep
i think i might, must be bloating
why do i put my self through so much
to play along
why do we put ourselves through so much OH MY GOD
why do i put my self through so much
to play along
The resistance falls beneath our onslaught.
Unstoppable force, watch our numbers grow.
Join our dark army it only costs your soul, and a box of hair dye.
Tom the overlord owns all your friends.
And you'll never stop us, were better dressed than you.
Organized melodrama, the world according to popularity.
Your friends are numbered.
Well help you count the bodies.
Your friends are numbers.
Well give you one as well.
We are a sophisticated ego mass.
But were all afraid, we all live in fear.
We assemble every weekend,
Well turn this world into a soap opera.
Lights, camera, action.
The past is there for all to see
the past is there for all to see
the past is there for all to see
the past is there for all to see
I see you through you
We'll see right through you
The past is there for all to see
the past is there for all to see
I see right through you
With all the good times, when you want some,
where is the fun,
into your open arms, I will run,
we'll have funny fun fun fun,
I hear voices, from the angels,
I hear voices, from the angels,
I drove my beetle, to the bottom of the ocean,
good times here we come,
feeling faded, super-psycho sedated,
I bet on living but the dealer won,
I hear voices, from the angels,
I hear voices, from the angels,
I hear voices, from the angels,
lay your head down, go to sleep,
lay your head down, go to sleep,
lay your head down, go to sleep,
lay your head down, go to sleep,
lay your head down, go to sleep,
I hear voices, from the angels,
I hear voices, from the angels,
I hear voices, from the angels,
I hear voices, from the angels,
I hear voices, from the angels,
I hear voices, from the angels,
I hear voices, from the angels,
The night pretends not to notice im the only one who s yet to sleep
For the moonlight cast the shapes that fit me best
Day time brings those who this and that but see not what my eyes do
Carried across these colored maps by the cloak of could this be
My eyes see these light-less canvases as beauty at its best
but something tells me im not like the rest
As the sun comes down i look around and realize this is home
Make believe youre paths of excellence mean more because the daylight.
And that my means of life are insufficent, yea youre right
the night pretends not to notice im the only one whos yet to sleep
for the moonlight casts the shapes that fit me best
Praise the night time. You could have seen this coming
Praise the night time. You could have seen this coming
Praise the night time. You could have seen this coming
Praise the night time. You could have seen this coming
Day time brings those who this and that but see not what my eyes do
Carried across these colored maps by the cloak of could this be
My eyes see these light-less canvases as beauty at its best
but something tells me im not like the rest
I'm not liek the rest
I don't care how blue your eyes are, you'll never get away.
Tongue tied to that spread eagle traffic jam leper,
Its a party on the interstate.
Everyone's just pulling in.
Everyone's just getting off.
What lies between is just another ride to us.
Dont hold on for too long,
That gal aint what she used to be.
Fast lane to fornication,
Just watch out for spare parts,
Discarded in the frenzy.
Weve been riding this for far too long now.
I'm breaking my back
To hold this all together
Inside my place
I think I'm hiding itself
Secretly im wishing
His heart would stop
So mind your son
I'm not a kid
Try and I try and I try and I try
I'm breaking my back for them
Try and I try and I try and I try
We're too late for him
Who am I?
Who the fuck are you?
Secretly I'm wishing
His heart would stop
So mind your son
I'm not a kid
Sleep with both of them Mr Monroe
And your acts will get you nowhere!
Try and I try and I try and I try
I'm breaking my back for them
Try and I try and I try and I try
We're too late for him
This ain't a test
You'll live with this
Tell me sir,
What's your secret?
You got more tricks than a fucking magician!
Secretly I'm wishing
His heart would stop
So mind your son
I'm not a kid
Sleep with both of them Mr Monroe
And your acts will get you nowhere!
NOWHERE!!
I'm sick, tired, of living, like this,
feel like, killing, another, just to steal a kiss,
and when it's gone, there's not a single reason I want to
live, when it's gone, there's not a single reason I want
to live,
and when it's gone, there's not a single reason I want to
live, when it's gone, it's gone,
well I'd like to say to you, is everything okay,
and what I'd love to do, is drink a milkshake with you,
and when it's gone, there's not a single reason I want to
live, and when it's gone, there's not a single reason I
want to live, and when it's gone, there's not a single
reason I want to live, and when it's gone, there's not a
single reason I want to live, and when it's gone, there's
not a single reason I want to live, and when it's gone,
there's not a single reason I want to live, and when it's
gone, there's not a single reason I want to live, when
it's gone, there's not a single reason I want to live, to
Dance, just dance
[Chorus:]
This is a test for all of you
To show us just what you can do
You've got a stage inside us all
Feel the music, dance on and on
Dance to your heart's content [x2]
Come free yourself, feel this flow
Tonight let go
My Cinderella, I'm dancing all alone
I'm like a prince without a crown
You know you like my moves, presenting at my best
And if you're lucky, you might be my princess
[Chorus]
Let's get this party started, let's start the dance war
Grab your partner, toss and turn
This song is almost over, don't be the only one
Let's break it down, right around, fucking-absoson
(???)
My Cinderella, I'm dancing all alone
I'm like a prince without a crown
Dance to your heart's content [x2]
And all will see just what you've got
Fucking drop it like it's hot
Come free yourself, feel this flow
Tonight let go
Mark my words, but make them not with darkest pigment
pay heed, but money doesn't grow on trees
don't let them hear you walking closer
screaming whispers yes you hear me
freed from your eyes
screaming whispers yes you hear me
we'll bring their demise
Thinking maps were made for us to follow
You showed me light was near, The brightest light is here
We tend to always cling to comfort
Now I'm your greatest fear, the brightest light is here
Hearing things we've been told a thousand times
making judgments, selling lives $9.95
Teach me of the ways to tear apart this structure
Screaming whispers, screaming whispers
This land is bare, It's all so unfamiliar
We'll find our way back home.
We'll find a way, we always find a way.
You know we'll find a way, find a way back home now.
Find a way back home tonight.
We'll find our way back. Home now! Find a way back home tonight.
We'll find our way back. Home now! Find a way back home tonight.
We'll find our way back home.
Thinking maps were made for us to follow
You feel as if the ground is folding
The playing field has never been on your side
Blame them all for the pain you're inflicting
Look at you, you're just along for the ride
Team with those who sympathize for your weakness
Environments that hold and never let go
Never let go!
If lust is trust, If lust is trust, if lust is trust
than can call me your savior.
If lust is trust, if lust is trust, if lust is trust
THE SKIN OF LIARS ALWAYS TASTES THE SWEETEST
She always tastes the sweetest.
You feel as if the ground is folding
The playing field has never been on your side
Blame them all for the pain you're inflicting
Look at you, you're just along for the ride
This nightmare haunts the inside of your eyes,
Whether in sleep, or wide awake, or somewhere that lies between.
A womans silhouette, perfect in every way, now thrown into darkest regret.
And as she begins to fade, you hear a voice that pierces the dark:
'You never came for me.'
Ive always been alone in love.
An 'IOU' note signed by love herself.
Id never doubted, tomorrow will be the day when every mans hero will be mine.
Tomorrow never came.
This promise Ive held onto for so long,
But tonight I'll hold a lie, and my love will never be the same.
My head screams at me,
'End this fairy tale,' 'love will not be found,'
'open up your eyes and see youve only loved a lie."
I killed the perfect lover.
I buried her inside my heart.
In the blink of an eye, like the shot of a gun,
Ive become the loneliest boy ever.
Faithless, dishonest, impatient and a whore,
Take all you need from me
I give it all to you
but still i fell like a slut
its just the thought that sticks
the awful thought of it
frigid fingers are making me sick
(chorus)Dont you like me inside/out its days like these
i never doubt (chant) CANT BELIEVE THAT WE CALL THIS
LIFE Dont you like me inside/out its days like these i
never doubt CANT BELIAVE THAT WE CALL THIS LIFE
these are the lives we lead
just like a cut they bleed
infected lies like battle wounds
and when your time has come
with the battle far from won
you'l be the one who has to chose
these are the live we lead
just like a cut they bleed
infected lies
infected lies
Inside/out astounded
what makes us think disgust is right?
step back
am i sick
i feel this way when right turns wrong
Inside/out astounded
what makes us think disgust is right?
step back
am i sick
i feel this way when right turns wrong
(chorus)
Dont you like me inside/out its days like these i never
doubt CANT BELIEVE THAT WE CALL THIS LIFE dont you like
me inside/out its days like these i never doubt CANT
BELIEVE THAT WE CALL THIS LIFE
(bridge)
(breakdown)I think i might throw up I think i might
throw up
(chorus)
Dont you like me inside.out its days like these i never
doubt CANT BELIEVE THAT WE CALL THIS LIFE dont you like
me inside/out its days like these i never doubt CANT
BELIEVE THAT WE CALL THIS LIFE CANT BELIEVE THAT WE
CALL THIS LIFE
I've tried turning you over and over,
but you're never gonna be my four leaf clover,
I've slept on in again and again,
and i gotta tell you that
you're just a has been,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, made up my mind,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, made up my mind,
I don't wanna' see your smiling face,
because you're coming in last
in the great love race,
you can touch me, kiss me,
do what you will,
because I've swallowed handful
of sleep-alone pills,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, made up my mind,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, made up my mind,
take my hand and I'll show you the way
to the end of the line
where you're going to stay,
you're going to stay,
there's a place in my heart
that I want you to know,
that it's empty and hollow,
but I think you should go, yeah,
I think you should go,
and I was thinking,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, made up my mind,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, made up my mind,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, made up my mind,
I've made, I've made up my,
I've made, I've made up my,
Open page one,
Kick start the mind work
2nd Page,
Dive into imagery
Read along, baited in, images so splendid
Objects of our obsession
Made to look the way we want, we always thought
Objects of our obsession
We're always half of what we seem
Made to believe this picture dream
I have yet to hear you say
I love that jacket It brings out your personality
But maybe that's just me
This picture
This picture's proof
Proof that you are a fallacy.
This picture
This picture's proof
Proof that you are a fallacy.
Read along, baited in, images so splendid
Objects of our obsession
Made to look the way we want, we always thought
Objects of our obsession
This Picture. THIS PICTURE.
3rd page, 4th page a never ending story
We've gone too far this shining star is duller than we thought
This shining star is duller than we thought.
Still we fight we march to war
Never knowing when we'll fall
Fueled by a call to cleanse a call
From our god to spill...your blood
We are tireless
We are loveless
We show no mercy
And we know not peace
And our war will end
With your head on a stake
This fire in our eyes
Will guide you to eternity
We spare not the weak
And we spare not the cowardly
And this fire will guide you
Our Peace is in death
Your fate lies on our blades
Evil man dead man
Rest in ashes
Take this in hand, said he who stands,
behind the chair, a broken table there,
every Christian lionhearted man will show you,
every Christian lionhearted man will show you,
don't walk so tall, before you crawl,
for every child, is thinking of something wild,
every Christian lionhearted man will show you,
every Christian lionhearted man will show you,
every Christian lionhearted man will show you,
I have a drink in one hand, a crumpled twenty in the
other, I've never felt better,
smoked two more cups of coffee, ground up all of my
cigarettes, I always forget,
like Jack and Coca-Cola, they say we always go
together, but you go down better,
don't touch me there, don't touch me there, don't touch
me there, don't touch me, don't touch me there, don't
touch me there, don't touch me there, don't touch me,
I've killed the fun forever, I feel my hearts been
tarred and feathered, you've never looked better,
I need my motorcycle, I want to leave here now forever,
forever is never,
who loves and rides away, will live to see another day,
skinny, I can't stay,
don't touch me there, don't touch me there, don't touch
me there, don't touch me, don't touch me there, don't
touch me there, don't touch me there, don't touch me,
feel like I've been hit with it, she's a helicopter
propeller, I never felt better,
don't touch me there, don't touch me there, don't touch
me there, don't touch me, don't touch me there, don't
touch me there, don't touch me there, don't touch me,
don't touch me there, don't touch me there, don't touch
me there, don't touch me, don't touch me there, don't
touch me there, don't touch me there, don't touch me,
let me under your sweater, let me under your sweater,
let me under your sweater, let me under your sweater,
let me under your sweater, let me under your sweater,
The sun is shining but it's still cold
This January is bitter as I've ever known
You're always smiling, there's no reason to be
You're always chipper at least that's how it seems
Chorus:
Well, Catherine I can't give you anything
Much more than this couple hundred dollar ring
And promises ain't never been my strength
But you are all I'll ever need
You are all I'll ever need
Your hair's a mess, clothes don't match
You laugh and say, "Baby, ain't I quite the catch?"
But all those material things, they don't matter anymore
You're mine forever whether we're rich or we're poor
Repeat chorus twice
All I'll ever need, yeah
All I'll ever need, yeah
Yeah, you're all I'll ever need
Half of her smiles
Love feels as a fire
She went for me
A sound lullaby
Shes old money
Shes to grow
I just dont care anymore
Oh Catherine with your beautiful eyes
Oh Catherine with those waterboy cries
If I could be king
Of the world who smiles
Oh Catherine I'll tend you a fire
Burning down the bridges