Stranded on a shore of no light
The waves brings me sorrow
and with a vision of past in my mind
All I crave is to see you back in life
I call your name
But you wont hear me
I seek your eyes but they wont see
And when I reach for your hands
I realise I can't feel them no more
I see your eyes
I feel your pain
Sailing waters I am drifting inside
The wind brings me sadness
And with a vision of pain in my mind
All I wanted was not to see you die
I call you name
But you wont hear me
I seek your eyes but they wont see
And when I'm burning inside
I hope you're there
Cant you see my tears
I see your crying
And I have tried to forget
You'll always be in my mind
I stare the eyes of a man alone
A man I used to care for
A man I used to know
For every tear that falls
A wound grows bigger
Into my already bleeding soul
If I had only been there
Oh god I wish I could have saved you
I still remember the times we shared
I've tried to keep inside the grief I suffer
I can't believe that I been swept away
Like I never existed
As a part of your life
(Solo: Englund)
I'm still stranded on the shore of no light
And the same wave still brings me sorrow
And I'm drifting yes drifting inside
And my wound grows bigger
For every tear that falls
I leave this note by your side
I did the same thing every night through years I've tried
Inside are words for you to find to let you know
About the things I never dared to show or say out loud
And I know it's late
Tears from sorrow now falls in hate
Too late to change
I undress my guilt here by your side
And maybe I can bury it tonight
Along with memories of things I've done to you
That will never come undone
Can't stop my world from burning down
These flames are all my fault
When the ashes fall from heaven
They fall as my confession
All the words that I leave offer reasons
Holds the keys to the doors that I've locked
And I knew they would never be opened
'Cause the ashes falls from heaven
'Cause the ashes falls from heaven
I cease my shame here by your side
And maybe it will vanish with the lies
Along with memories of things I've done to you
Things that cannot be undone
Can't help myself from falling off
This thirst is all I've got
When the ashes falls from heaven
It calls to be forgiven
All the words that I leave offer reasons
Holds the keys to the doors that I've locked
And I knew they would never be opened
'Cause the ashes falls from heaven
'Cause the ashes falls from heaven
And I know it's late
Tears from sorrow now falls in hate
Too late to change
All the words that I leave offer reasons
Holds the keys to the doors that I've locked
And I knew they would never be opened
'Cause the ashes falls from heaven
I place my foot on the first step
That leads me down into my fate
So father please forgive me
As I cannot see it end
I am now up on the table
It trembles under my weight
I wipe away the cold sweat
Close my eyes &...
Falling out of what I know is true
Falling come shelter me as I lie here bleeding
Falling away from what I thought was you
Falling come shelter me as I lie here bleeding
So speak & I listen
I'll take the time to hear you out
So scream & I sure listen
I just need a little time
Gathering the pieces of a stronger me
Helpless weak & battered
My wounds are bleeding
Falling out of what I know is true...
Gathering the pieces...
Stranded on a shore of no light
The waves brings me sorrow
and with a vision of past in my mind
All I crave is to see you back in life
I call your name
But you wont hear me
I seek your eyes but they wont see
And when I reach for your hands
I realise I can't feel them no more
I see your eyes
I feel your pain
Sailing waters I am drifting inside
The wind brings me sadness
And with a vision of pain in my mind
All I wanted was not to see you die
I call you name
But you wont hear me
I seek your eyes but they wont see
And when I'm burning inside
I hope you're there
Cant you see my tears
I see your crying
And I have tried to forget
You'll always be in my mind
I stare the eyes of a man alone
A man I used to care for
A man I used to know
For every tear that falls
A wound grows bigger
Into my already bleeding soul
If I had only been there
Oh god I wish I could have saved you
I still remember the times we shared
I've tried to keep inside the grief I suffer
I can't believe that I been swept away
Like I never existed
As a part of your life
(Solo: Englund)
I'm still stranded on the shore of no light
And the same wave still brings me sorrow
And I'm drifting yes drifting inside
And my wound grows bigger
For every tear that falls
Feel free to question me
Let out the hate you feel
Blame all your doubts on me
And your caving reality
I will not judge, I cannot judge
So feel free to question me
I would hold you when you're sleeping
I would guide you when you're drifting
I'd be the light you seek in your darkest hour
I will show you how to leave it
Out of the darkness & into the light
Leave it
I will show you how to leave it
To find a new day & a vision in bright
Feel free to question me
Let out the hate you feel
Walk throught insanity
And awake into crystal clarity
I will show you how to leave it
Out of the darkness & into the light
Leave it
I will show you how to leave it
One step at a time
Small progress seems futile
But it's as valuable as life
I'm engaged to longing
With sorrow as the ring
Controlling me, denying me
My every morning is in every way
The beginning of a recreation day
The beginning of a recreation...
Time heals, but still the mourning reigns
I still breath when the loss reminds me again
I am here
Life is fear
And sorrow's all I know
Am I in debt cause so it seems
But what I owe,
I don't know
Devoured by guilt and cursed beyond control
My every morning is in every way
The beginning of a recreation day
The beginning of a recreation... (x 2)
(Solo: Englund/Danhage)
My every morning is in every way
The beginning of a recreation day
Compelled to speak when not to speak
My words lead & I follow
I must talk or else I'm weak
Let no one know my shell's hollow
False world created
I just watch it come to life
Your faith's my weapon
And your trust by my side
Lost all my senses
Can't feel, can't hear, I'm
Blinded
Lost all my senses
Emotionally numb
Blinded
Nothing's sacred & no one's safe
I'm feeding on denial
Getting careless soon bound to fail
Fooled by my own betrayal
Are you lost in fury?
Fearing to fail
Are you aching for vengeance?
And got lost on the way
Are you hiding your anger?
Fearing truth will prevail
Ashamed of the present
And what you've become today
False world created...
Strapped in a bed with no clothes
The room has no windows
I try to remember last night
But there's nothing
It is cold and my body starts to shiver
I try to fight it but trying makes me nauseous
I'm having a hard time deciding
If this is where they take me
Where they take me
I'm crawling back to sleep
And I still can't believe
Howcome you lost your faith in me
I spoke with nothing but honesty
I don't recognise the silence
I can feel it the reality of it scares me
Sounds of steps outside
Keys in the door-lock
White robes they're human
I've been misled
I'm crawling back to sleep
And I still can't believe
Howcome you lost your faith in me
I spoke with nothing but honesty
[Solo Danhage]
I'm crawling back to sleep
And I still can't believe
Howcome you lost your faith in me
I am your temptation
Your every vicious thought
Lacking self-confidence
Deception in it's purest form
I am your hesitation
When you wander in circles
The hand you reach for when no one's there
In a charade so perfect
Come walk this way
And I'll have you
I'll show you
Yearning, dreaming
Your humble servant
Your trust so precious
I'm the user, the abuser
Haunting, serving
The great deciever
I am your false beauty
I am your hidden hate
THe hideous face of sloth
What makes you degenerate
And I am the shadow
What you sense when no one's near
Discomfort & pleasure
'Til your chapter ends
Come walk this way
And I'll have you
I'll show you
Yearning, Dreaming
Your humble servant
Your trust so precious
I'm the user, the abuser
Haunting, serving
I've been searching for so long
For someone to lead the way
And I've been searching for someone
Someone to ease the pain
And I've been searching for someone
Anyone to help me cure my shame
Madness caught another victim
And the victim's name is blame
What are my options?
When the road I'm walking ends
What are my options?
When all my ambitions fails
The words you now are reading
Are meant for your eyes only
I hoped for strength but now I'm leaving
Cause I fear my feelings
And to not do you justice
Is too much for me to bare
And as courage is my weakness
I choose the cowards path
What are my options?
When the road that I'm walking ends?
And what are my options?
When the last ship of hope have sailed
What are my options?
When the road that I'm walking ends
So what are my options?
In a garden of sorrow
Among the mourning of souls
A silent whisper you must walk alone
Even though my tears tells me not to
I must walk alone
I seek shelter
Cause I am hiding
As light is our darkness
We seek the day
But when the shade of the night comes
It chases my strength away
My steps echoes
In this chapel of fall
And I see my past being
Being left behind
I hope I beg
Can't someone come and take my soul
And take my soul...
My sanity has left me
My trust died with you
What is left are only pieces
My tears fall for you
I'm gonna fly
I'm gonna roll
I'm gonna thunder
So I place the roses
So gently on your grave
And I still remember
I can feel the flames
And I know I have failed
and my promises nothing worth
I see it all so clear
But my words mean nothing
I'm gonna fly
I'm gonna roll
I'm gonna thunder
My sanity has left me
The trust I once had has died
What is left are only pieces
All my words been proven lies
Been proven lies
If I could I would
Fly roll thunder
All for just another chance to speak with you
Show you
But my words...
But my words mean...
Nothing
All the battles that I've fought and lost
When I'm asleep they come
All the screams that I've screamed unheard
A week wounded soul
Dare I open my eyes and see
How much more can they possibly harm me
The frustration
The hurt
The fear
Of a week wounded soul
They're watching me
They're touching me
Moving so quick they're all around me
Ain't got the right
But say they do
The Shocking Truth
A week wounded soul
I painted a picture of you,
your soul was red and your mind was blue.
Destiny laid a light on my creation.
This dream I had made a slave of my passion,
reality was always too far away.
And we were happy until it came too close one day.
Suddenly I faced the truth of my dream,
my love had only been a picture, a scene.
I suppose I needed to believe,
didn't want to see you had never been close to me.
But I'm sorry,
this illusion has caused you a lot of pain.
And I have no solution,
I'll try to never be back again.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I painted a picture of you.
My dream was a lie and the lie became truth.
Reality held his breath too long.
It's disgusting what dreams can do.
But I'm sorry,
this illusion has caused you a lot of pain.
And I have no solution,
I'll try to never be back again.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Lonely thoughts from a lonely mind
He fights for recognition
Desperate tries only
Increasing the pressure
Falls blind unseen forever
The children of today
The children of tomorrow
Forced out of a life of their own
We are the sinners of these days
And only bringers of sorrow
We're only bringers of sorrow
Unforgivable sin
Temptation too big
Unforgivable sin
Temptation too big
Unforgivable sin
Unforgivable...
Wounds inflicted a bloodstained soul
Distinct marks of violence
Skin fragments under nails
And a God forsaken fate
No holy water can save him now
A false prophet, a deceiving smile
Arms open - here's trust to find
A man of God, a temptation too big
Unforgivable sin
No holy water can save him now
And no prayers can cleanse the lust
He used, abused, & he raped the trust
The innocence of a life is lost
Unforgivable sin
Temptation too big
Unforgivable sin
Temptation too big
Unforgivable sin
- my faith in you has always been there
I thought my trust in you would always last
but since you've deceived me
now that has to change
I'm on a mission built on vengeance
and I'll never forget the past -
Here I stand
I see your name carved in stone
I can almost hear your laughter
But yesterday's gone
This loneliness so cold
this emptiness so cruel
God has forsaken me
And my faith too
God you were my Judas
Your deception killed my belief
God you were my Judas
Your deception...
Your nails hammered in
You made me wear your crown of thorns
With your hands by the hammer
You made me take the fall
Where are your angels now
When darkness all I see
What are your blessings worth
When all left is A Scattered Me
God you were my Judas
your deception killed my belief
God you were my Judas
your deception
God you were my Judas
your deception killed my belief
God you were my Judas
In a garden of sorrow
Among the mourning of souls
A silent whisper you must walk alone
Even though my tears tells me not to
I must walk alone
I seek shelter
Cause I am hiding
As light is our darkness
We seek the day
But when the shade of the night comes
It chases my strength away
My steps echoes
In this chapel of fall
And I see my past being
Being left behind
I hope I beg
Can't someone come and take my soul
You can't possibly know me
What I feel cause even I don't
A strange sensation of never being lonely
Has made me question the essence of existence
...of life
Are we parts of a puzzle
Small pieces in a major plan
Fuppets on a string being run by a master
Formed and shaped like clay
solo englund / solo danhage
I'm trying but failing unanswered cries unites
The struggling of finding the truth behind the lies
I'm trying they're laughing my rulers of the mind
I'm trying ...I'm trying
Their constant presence deceives me
I can't tell when i'm awake or when i dream
And my hiding is useless
My anxiety reveals me
Gives me away
I'm trying but failing unanswered cries unites
The struggling of finding the truth behind the lies
I'm trying they're laughing my rulers of the mind
Look at me
And tell me if there's something
Strange you see
Am I special - something's wrong
- can't be the only one
Talk to me stare me in the eyes
And say you know it too
It really doesn't matter
I know your fear - seen it all
The truth
We are all a part of
Forced to live within
A conspiracy for ages
The masterplan
Tell you about my theory
Cleanse myself from secrecy
Prove it's not all fantasies
All to live in decency
My quest for answers
The truth of what lies behind
The search is over
And I'm in shock of what I've found
We are all a part of
Forced to live within
A conspiracy for ages
The masterplan
solo danhage / englund
We are all a part of
Forced to live within
A conspiracy for ages
The masterplan
Like leaves on trees in fall
I'm shivering I'm falling
Like the screams from a new-born child
So innocent so fragile
Screaming struggling trying
I want to see what the future holds
This life in fear is no life at all
The will I had ain't strong enough
And the strength I seek ain't there
My world is dead
My future's broken
And it all stays the same
They're coming
They're coming here to stay
They're coming
They're taking me away...
I beg for a helping hand
I'm reaching I am searching
But no...
And i pray for an ear that listens
My hope's washed away
I'm here alone
solo danhage
I hear them
They're coming
Quickly through the hallway
The door opens
Helpless again
The will I had ain't strong enough
The strength i seek ain't there
My world is dead
My future's broken
Cause it all stays the same
They're coming
They're coming here to stay
They're coming
They're taking me away...
They're coming
Only to leave me in shame
See my sorrow
My tears when they fall
Feel my anguish
Where's my shelter when I am cold
My eyes seek something
But finds nothing at all
My souls screams for mercy
Where's my guidance when I'm lost
The will I had ain't strong enough
The strength I seek ain't there
And my world is dead
My future's broken
Cause it all stays the same
They're coming
Strapped in a bed with no clothes
The room has no windows
I try to remember last night
But there's nothing
It is cold and my body starts to shiver
I try to fight it but trying makes me nauseous
I'm having a hard time deciding
If this is where they take me
Where they take me
I'm crawling back to sleep
And i still can't believe
Howcome you lost your faith in me
I spoke with nothing but honesty
I don't recognise the silence
I can feel it the reality of it scares me
Sounds of steps outside
Keys in the door-lock
White robes they're human
I've been misled
I'm crawling back to sleep
And I still can't believe
Howcome you lost your faith in me
I spoke with nothing but honesty
solo danhage
I'm crawling back to sleep
And I still can't believe
Howcome you lost your faith in me
The sun is back again the day is here
Try to recall try to remember
What night brought upon me this time
There it is I've seen it before recognise the shape
I'm scarred but not sore
Recognise the shape i recognise the shape
I've been marked by the triangle
Screams for answers
Lost beyond control
And I
I try to find a reason
But here I am a hollow soul
Here I am
I've been marked by the triangle
The night has come
It brings the fear
It's never-ending everlasting
What was that sound
Is somebody here
I can sense their presence
The room is getting colder
Screams for answers
Lost beyond control
And I
I try to find a reason
But here I am a hollow soul
Here I am
I've been marked by the triangle
solo englund / danhage
It's getting harder to breath
Please go away
You've already taken my dignity
And what more could you possibly need
The darkness is gone
It's day...
Screams for answers
Lost beyond control
And I
I can't find a reason
So here I am a hollow soul
Here I am
Weakened by the truth of life
Suffering this endless pain
Mourning the birth of time
Falling asleep to wake up in vain
Demons making trophies out of man
Nurturing from the souls of the lost
False prophets behind every lie
Predicting disaster in hope of horror
I hope death finds me
With the proper god in mind
To hope is to fear
To hope is to fear
To hope is to fear
To hope is to fear
Try to imagine not to fear the awakening of the sleeping
Try to see this fiction in it's truth
Instead of believing in a romance being
Distracted confused sad my soul's abused
I won't drift away with my tears
Cause to hope is to fear
I hope death finds me
With the proper god in mind
To hope is to fear
To hope is to fear
To hope is to fear
To hope is to fear
Let me through this hall of light
I've got to set foot on
There is no way to tell his story
Without telling my own
And if his story is really a confession
Then so is mine...
What will it come to
Where will it end where is
The last stop of this journey among shadows
Will I ever find myself
Where am I being sent
The well of my faith is close to dry
who knows...
Have I got the strength to make a step again
Tired of just giving and have nothing gained
Silent screams
My fears are real
Cause I'm scared you see
Of the shadowed me
I'm travelling the footsteps
Of so many more
How come I feel so damn alone
You try to comfort
But you don't really care
Cause this is my cross to bear
Silent screams
My fears are real
Cause I'm scared you see
Of the shadowed me
Silent screams
My fears are real
Cause I'm scared you see
Brought into this world
Met by open arms
I was born as a hero
All the tears I wept
The tears that just kept falling
All the dreams I dreamt
Dies when the river's calling
Liars
Soulless
Lairs
I am soulless
Another side of me
Oh yes it's getting stronger
Kept as a prisoners
A darker soul can't be found
All the times I've cried
The times when I was lonely
Breathing for the last time
My body dragged down slowly
Liars
Soulless
Lairs
I am soulless
Why wont you leave me alone
Wont you leave me alone
Why wont you leave
Why wont you leave me alone
Liars
Soulless
Lairs
The silence awakes me
My heartbeat would so easily reveal me
Who am I what is left is it my mind
That constantly deceives me
I am beginning to doubt me
If what I feel and see is real
It seems as if I exist in different worlds
There is one in darkness
One is loss of time
One of self-doubt and one of hurt
All my pride has left me
My value as a human has been extinguished
My close ones' those who love
Disbelieve me won't believe me
So I got no-one to confide in
And what worse is
I'm beginning to accept this
My body's become my prison
My keepers are what you would call...
Fiction
I am beginning to doubt me
If what I feel and see is real
It seems as if i exist in different worlds
There is one in darkness
One is loss of time
Here I am the remains of me
My eyes tired but I can't sleep
My muscles withers
The weakness sows it's seed
God I ask you for your meaning of this
Can't you see what has become of my
Can't you see the tears I cry in horror
As last my eyes are closed and I am breathing slowly
Hoping again that this is the end
And I am on my way to embrace the holy
Look me in the eyes
What have you found in me
A dark discovery
In my dreams I try to hide away
But there is no shelter to find
And I try to reach to the light of the day
I rage against the dying of the light
God was I wish that I was all alone
Oh god all the ones that I learned to know
Think about those who I leave in sorrow
It is not fair why do I have to go
Please I beg you
To take away my pain
The dark discovery
What have you found in me
The dark discovery
The dark discovery
We all have to die eventually
But of course I didn't want to die
I wasn't old or infirm or in bad health
But most of all I didn't want to leave
My darling wife and my young son
Who now has no father to look after him
Make me see through eyes
Of a different soul
Cause mine are closed and sealed
Since long before
To seek and hopefully find
Find my own voice
To sail beyond the sunset
And strand on solid ground
I must to maintain
My now so weak belief
May it grow or else
The darkness will never cease
Lost am I in woods of never ending tress
That tomorrow will be dying due to my grief
Is this my ending I failed in my calls
Should have been there
Would have stayed
But to live in fear is not to live at all
Yes to live in fear is not to live at all
I close my eyes and I drift away
Crying loud gone is the day
Will I be awakened tomorrow
That I can only pray
The spark in me quickly fades
A silent voice inside
Child take a look at yourself
You've got to look with better eyes than that
Or else this journey ends
You're fighting a war
where the battle is yourself
Falling and you know
you are bound to fall again
Is this my ending I failed in my calls
Should have been stronger
Would have fought
But to live in fear is not to live at all
Yes to live in fear is not to live at all
I'm climbing this latter
But it seems to long
Still it lights up a fire inside of me
That I did not think existed
But thinking again remembering hard times
Cause am I forsaken
Forsaken by gods
But this still is my battle
I am
I am abandoned
Will the sun be rising that I wont know
cause light reaches me not
I know I'm aging and that I can't see
In darkness I am fumbling
With these hands as my eyes
Sensitive fingers lead my way
Through this pit of no light
I cried before my gods
I wept for my sins
Blackened dawn
And what kind of god
Would have me deserve this
Blackened dawn
Clouds gathering darkness
The already black sky
Rain starts falling
Soaks the far ground sour ground
Cries from where
Demons inside of me
As the son of eternal night
Wants to become
The son of light
Like a candle someone blew out
The glow is there but slowly fading
The ashes as my soul lies shattered
I cried before my gods
I wept for my sins
Blackened dawn
And what kind of god
Would have me deserve this
Blackened dawn
The wolves carries my name
In their midnight speeches
And that quiet subtle voice
Is summoning me from afar
And a voice much closer
Screams to me with unholy impatience
And the weight of your soul
Will decide it's final resting place
As light is our darkness
we seek the day
But when the shade of the night comes
It chases my strength away
I've seen unknown lands
No map has ever charted
And I lived in the deserts
And the wastelands
And I have spoken with the demons
And the souls of the slaughtered
And the weight of your soul
Will decide it's final resting place
Can you feel the cold
The chill around your neck
Dare I touch your skin
And wake you up again
In the light of the moon
I begin to sow the seeds
My seduction
My dominance
Your tragedy
I can taste your fear
And I can seal your fate
With your death as my altar
And your soul as my aim
You can't rid the pain
Your weakness feeds me strength
Cause I've been born again
In malevolence
To eternity
Of guilt and remorse
To the vengeance of a tragic
A tragic soul
The Corey curse
Brick after brick
The weight of the stones
all for a confession that I my soul have sold
You've come to cleanse our Salem
Your work of God not much worth with me
My silence will kill me
But I'll haunt you for infinity
To eternity
Of guilt and remorse
To the vengeance of a tragic
A tragic soul
Cold is the air that I breath sleepless
but I don't mind the rain
With fear I strive
but still enjoying the pain
I'm awaiting the dawn
as I welcome the end
If you ever felt the way that I feel helpless
and help is all you need
In tears you try
but there is no way
no way you can win
Solitude Within
Cold but I don't mind the rain
Fear of...
My heart is pounding
never so frightened
My body's trembling
I'm dying
Dying
Cold but I don't mind the rain
Fear of
Being alone again
All I ever wished for
was a vengeance on solitude
And all I ever longed for...
The presence of you
Cold but I don't mind the rain
Fear of being alone again
Cold but I don't mind the rain
- father I've seen her through the window
she's been summoning spirits
she's brought a curse on us all
and for that she has to be punished
and I got these voices in my head
telling me I got to stop her
cause she speaks to the dead -
Darkness casts upon us all
Gone is the light that used to fall
Darkness casts upon us all
Dead is life buried since old
Sorrow voices
I'm being embraced by the dark black hole
Watched you your blasphemy
Your filthy soul must be cleansed by me
I'm your salvation
I'm your christ
But instead of me you'll be crucified
Father
She speaks to the dead
And I'll crave her confession
Cause she speaks to the dead
There she is
Lighting the candles
I'm watching her again
Becoming at one with the shadows
She must be punished
And I am the one
To exorcise the demons
Make sure it's done
Father
She speaks to the dead
And I'll crave her confession
Where ever you'll go I'll be
Where ever you'll be I'll find you
I am despair
I am the cries of the abandoned child
The pain of the battered beast
The screams of the soul you keep
I am
Nosferatu
I appear as mist and I come as fog
I fall as rain and I rise like dawn
Dawn
I plant dark seeds to harvest...
to harvest the souls
To harvest the souls
Call of your angels or I'll make them stay
My fate is written and I'll make you fall from grace
You must leave your breathing life
Only to be reborn in mine
All the stories you've heard are true
The tales of my darkness too
I am the myth
I am the legend but your father too
I grant you my kingdom son
Don't you long to be what I've become
I invite you in
To live this life of immortal sin
Your birth has made you the chosen one
Your innocence so perfect for a darkened son
You'll live a life where death means no harm
You'll feed on others seduced by your deadly charm
Call of your angels or I'll make them stay
My fate is written and I'll make you fall from grace
You must leave your breathing life
-we have evidence of a superior culture out there
they come from ...god knows where
maybe from outer space
maybe from some other dimension of existence...
All the battles that I've fought and lost
When I'm asleep they come
All the screams that I've screamed unheard
A week wounded soul
-they've been manipulating my life since I was a little boy
And they never asked permission
they never once asked
-you know what the hardest part is
the isolation the ridicule the self doubt
half the time you are wondering if you are going crazy
Dare I open my eyes and see
How much more can they possibly harm me
The frustration
The hurt
The fear
Of a week wounded soul
-for years I've worked real hard
suppressing all abduction memories
now that I remember
I'm scared to death almost all the time
I know they'll be coming for me again
they always come back
They're watching me
They're touching me
Moving so quick they're all around me
Ain't got the right
But say they do
The Shocking Truth
A week wounded soul
A deeply wounded soul
-They are abducting our citizens on a regular basis
conducting experiments on them
collecting specimens about ova
they have been impregnating women
and then later invading those women's bodies again
and steeling the unborn foetuses
I wear these marks of shame
Not with pride my head's held low
And I aim beyond where I stand today
Far beyond fate where I am placed
And if weakness is a virtue
And an act of strength a pride
Then I am king and misery's my empire
You said you would be there
Always claimed you would see me
Never ever forget
Always try to forgive
Always be understanding
If I was wrong you'd believe me
If days were hard you would ease them
Things would stay the same
We would never change
Always be who you are my friend
I dress in shame and guilt
With despair as my robe
Must save this abandoned ship
From the mist and the raging storms
If weakness is a virtue
And an act of strength a pride
Then I am king and misery's my empire
You said you would be there
Always claimed you would see me
Never ever forget
Always try to forgive
Always be understanding
If I was wrong you'd believe me
If days were hard you would ease them
Things would stay the same
We would never change
I run to prevent the fall
To escape the wounds
The unanswered calls
Just put it all to sleep
Lay it all to rest
I need to rid the doubt
To believe again
To even breathe in the same way
But someone needs to show me how
I always thought that I would know
That when things were broken it would show
Somehow I though I always knew
The difference between the lie and truth
I always thought I'd live a little longer
To have a chance to grow a little stronger
But maybe I was wrong
I ran but I did still fall
I can't prevent the wounds
I'm sore and my suffering's greater
How I wish for sleep so that I could rest
And I run from the obvious
Been so devious cause I thought that I was free
Thought that I was free and
I always thought that I would know
That when things were broken it would show
Somehow I thought I always knew
The difference between the lie and truth
I always thought I'd live a little longer
To have a chance to grow a little stronger
But maybe I was wrong
Somehow I thought I'd always know
If you were hurting it would show
We are broken and I'm left alone...
Then I was wrong
Maybe I was wrong
I always thought I'd live a little longer
To grow a little stronger
I always thought that I would know
That when things were broken it would show
Somehow I though I always knew
The difference between the lie and truth
I always thought I'd live a little longer
To have a chance to grow a little stronger
My sanity has left me
My trust died with you
What is left are only pieces
My tears fall for you
I'm gonna fly
I'm gonna roll
I'm gonna thunder
So I place the roses
So gently on your grave
And I still remember
I can feel the flames
And I know I have failed
and my promises nothing worth
I see it all so clear
But my words mean nothing
I'm gonna fly
I'm gonna roll
I'm gonna thunder
My sanity has left me
The trust I once had has died
What is left are only pieces
All my words been proven lies
Been proven lies
If I could I would
Fly roll thunder
All for just another chance to speak with you
Show you
But my words...
But my words mean...
In depths so deep I can't believe
Confusion conquers and frustration wins
Into where light does not reach
This is where pain and sorrow meets
Into denial
Baptized into a liar
Give me the power
Would you
Could you
Caught in a world where angels weep
Where hatred battles greed
And frustration wins
Chained to a world where all good sleep
This is where pain and sorrow meets
I'm doubting still denying
The truth was more than shocking
I'm doubting I'm hiding, hiding
I'm running knowing they're watching
I'm still in disbelief from what I've seen
Lord, if you don't help me I can't get through this.
I can't...
Lord, I'm too old for games,
Foolish wisdom...
And I'm tired of rhetoric, meaningless rhetoric that never changes things...
Lord, just help me,
Just help me...
I was feeling god's pain and I've never had anything that's been any worth to god,
In my fifty years that wasn't born in agony, never, never...
Dead empty...
And I know that sermons won't do it,
I know that revelation won't do it,
Covenant won't do it,
I know now, oh my god do I know it...
Until I'm in agony,
Until I'm in anguish over it,
I'm preaching sermons...
Oh god...
I broke down and I wept and I mourned,
Does it matter to you at all?
I can't handle this,
I can barely make it into here...
Little by little you're losing me, you're almost caught...
Love with Christ.
People I know that were my friends,
I've seen them go one by one, some of my closest friends...
You're changing from what you were,
You're CHANGING,
Little by little somethings happening to you...
Will he bring you to your knees?
That's all the devil wants to do take the fight out of you, and kill it,
So you won't in prayer anymore,
So you won't weep before god anymore,
Go to HELL,
No weeping, not another pray, it's all ruined, no nothing
This is life and death - and the walls go down and ruin sets in...
Where's the tears?
Where's the mourning?
Where's the confessing?
The love of Christ?
The agony of gods heart...
It's like when kingdoms fall and you're left without a lender
It's like when dreams your all and all you dream is to see her
And everything reminds you of when you were safe in slumber
And the circles you wander grows greater and bigger
So falls the wintersnow
So vivid yet lifeless out of control
Dark days and all that comes with it
what feels like a lifetime mourned
And how I awaited deliverance for what seemed a lifetime lost
And days turn to years
Just like when kingdoms fall and the world feels like the deceiver
Their words of comfort still wont reach me, can't touch me
Inside this self-created shelter where no one sees
Where no one hears
I allow myself to break and really reach to touch the ache
So falls the wintersnow
So vivid yet lifeless out of control
Dark days and all that comes with it
what feels like a lifetime mourned
And how I awaited deliverance for what seemed a lifetime lost
And days turn to years
Shadow casts regrets on the wall
I stand alone when my empire fall
As I complete another lap
I hope I find the day when it all
leads me to my final resting place
Leaves me alone until I feel safe
Opens me up until I confide
in a world where I don't collide
So falls the wintersnow
So vivid yet lifeless out of control
Dark days and all that comes with it
what feels like a lifetime mourned
And how I awaited deliverance for what seemed a lifetime lost
Lyrics: Evergrey
-I have now made her repent her sins
she confessed to me she came to reason
she now knows the consequences of her deeds
I showed her the way and she struggled but followed
I feel grateful every time when the voices calls
and I gladly surrender When Darkness Falls -
Several hours past now
My hands still trembling
From that rush so divine
I need my medicine
Look at your eyes they seem so cold
As if there's nothing there
Wash your bloodstains of my shirt
Oh lord I've done it again
I've done it again
Enter moonlight
I come from demonseed
When darkness falls
Cursing your blasphemy
When darkness falls
No remorse what so ever
That is how sick I am
It all falls into oblivion
I have forgotten you
All alone and I'm craving for more
as the darkness falls in me
Only the shadows brings me comfort
There is no stopping me
There is no stopping me
Enter moonlight
I come from demonseed
When darkness falls
Cursing your blasphemy
When darkness falls
No remorse what so ever
That is how sick I am
It all falls into oblivion
I have forgotten you
All alone and I'm craving for more
as the darkness falls in me
Only the shadows brings me comfort
There is no stopping me
Time has come to ask myself
What future lies ahead
The weakness of my soul
Awakes the fury that was dead
And what is it that brings out the shame
In my dreams i travel
Lost confused
Still searching
Watching the skies
All my sleep is wasted
Awake or not
Still waiting
Watching the skies
My home is no longer
A place where safety can be found
Constantly looking over my shoulder
Forced into the darkest corner of the mind
I find myself not trusting anyone
And distrust leaves you lonely
The hiding from the fear
Brings me closer to despair
Feelings of doubt joins me
I fight to keep myself above the surface
I try but the waves i swim are just growing stronger
The light's getting distant and i am drifting further
i'm being swallowed by the night
solo karlsson
In my dreams i travel
Lost confused
Still searching
Watching the skies
All my sleep is wasted
Awake or not
Still waiting
Watching the skies
Please be the eyes
That guides me through
Please be the hands to lead me
In search for the shocking truth
Please be my courage
My will to win
Please understand and listen
Leave the lie you got to find a way
Ask yourself why and give yourself a reason to stay
Leave the lie I am begging in vain
We're all left to fight with why
You're not the same.
Left behind we are stranded not free
In silence I cry what went wrong was it me
Led to believe in a truth that was false
Truth built on greed and the faith of the weak
Waking up blind and blind you must be
So stupid of me to believe in your hypocrisy
Gave it all up for life in a dream
So foolish of me to not stop your infidelity
Unfaithful
In a future not so distant
The sun and moon will still rise
But mother earth shall force us to listen
I have seen it written and so it shall it be done
I have a gift
Some even call it blessing
I'm caught in a dream
A dream where I can't run
Where I can't run
Where I can't run
Where I can't run
Dreaming, dreaming, dreaming
Wish I was caught in a dream but I'm not so
I'm dreaming, dreaming, dreaming
Wish I was caught in dream but I'm not
I try to hide my visions
Throw 'em in and lock 'em up
In a room with just four walls
I did not choose this mission
Who pointed me the prophet?
With a crystal ball
I have a gift
Some even call it a blessing
I'm caught in a dream
A dream where I can't run
Where I can't run
Where I can't run
Where I can't run
Dreaming, dreaming, dreaming
Wish I was caught in a dream
Dreaming, dreaming, dreaming
Wish I was caught in dream but I'm not so
I'm dreaming, dreaming, dreaming
So what now my friend
Where do you go from here
When will the dark days end
And all the clouds clear
Is it goodbye my friend
I've see your fall and it's calling
Got we by hidden tears
That just keeps falling
Falling out of reach
You can't prevent it
You can't cause
All wounds won't heal
So times have changed my friend
Took a turn to the worst of worse
Can't turn your head on fate
Cause you can't unwound a curse
Closed eyes won't kill thoughts
Your fears the vivid dark
Got wet by hidden tears that just
Keeps falling
Falling out of reach
You can't prevent it
You can't cause
All wounds won't heal
Falling out of reach
You can't break free from chains
You can't cause all wounds won't heal no
They stretch greater and further
Until there's nothing to conquer
And all you do is watch then unfold
Falling out of reach
You can't prevent it
You can't cause
All wounds won't heal
Falling out of reach
You can't break the chains
You can't cause
In a time and a place where I had to bit my lip
To not be crying
Through the embers of the 2nd phase I had to
Chose another way of dying
And in dreams they come for you
Have they not come to see you too?
In silence flying through the room
Lonely thoughts try to conquering you
I want to help you but you never ask
And I want you to and I told you forever that
Why won't you tell me why you never laugh?
Cause I've told you forever you have to believe in me
Hand in hand through the worlds I try to conquer
I have fate walking beside me
And through halls of forgotten bliss I have to
Make a choice or die trying
And in dreams they come for you
Have they not come to see you too?
In silence flying through the room
Lonely thoughts try to conquering you
I want to help you but you never ask
And I want you to and I told you forever that
Why won't you tell me why you never laugh?
Cause I've told you forever you have to believe in me
Believe in me...
Why would you ever...
Englund
I want to help you but you never ask
And I want you to and I told you forever that
Why won't you tell me why you never laugh?
Cause I'll always hear you
I want to help you but you never ask
Cause I want you to and I told forever that I
Would always help you guide you when you're blind
Forever and ever
I want to help you but you never ask
And I want you to and I told you forever that
Why won't you tell me why you never laugh?
Lonely thoughts from a lonely mind
He fights for recognition
Desperate tries only increasing the pressure
Falls blind unseen forever
The children of today and the children of tomorrow
Forced out of a life of their own
We are the sinners of these days and only bringers of sorrow
We're only bringers of sorrow
Unforgivable sin, temptation too big
Unforgivable sin, temptation too big
Unforgivable sin
Unforgivable
Wounds inflicted a bloodstained soul
Distinct marks of violence
Skin fragments under nails and a God forsaken fate
No holy water can save him now
False prophet, a deceiving smile
Arms open, here's trust to find
A man of god, a temptation too big
Unforgivable sin
No holy water can save him now
And no prayers can cleanse the lust
He used, abused and he raped the trust
The innocence of a life is lost
Unforgivable sin, temptation too big
Unforgivable sin, temptation too big
Some time has past
the winter is here
Dark memories haunt me
My vision is not clear
But my focus is crystal
Cause my wounds are bleeding still
You hurt me forever
How could I ever have thought that you would
The only two that I trusted
Why the hell should I forgive
You left me to winter
And god damn this loneliness
My sadness you'll see
This sorrow ends in victory
My trust your betrayal
I stab away my sorrows
It all ends here my sight now clear
A new day begins tomorrow
A brighter season is here
The sun chases away the cold
But it hasn't got the strength to scatter
The clouds inside of me
Have they been building forever
And now to thick to cut through
What did I do to deserve this punishment
And why am I the only one who's forsaken
Made you rest made you sleep eternal
But this empty soul is mine
All my tears
All this sorrow
All ended in defeat
My trust your betrayal
I stab away my sorrows
It all ends here my sight now clear
A new day begins tomorrow
We are gathered here together
To decide over the hearing
Of a most evil and an unpleasant crime
Perpetrated by an evil and unpleasant mind
Someone who would even kill his best friend
For reasons of personal greed and ambition
The defendant is accused of
cold-bloodedly parting
I'm walking through fields of the fallen alone in silence
I'm praising their courage I envy their loss
My steps leaves marks of another forsaken soul
My choices might haunt me forever
Until I'm gone
With so much lost in anger
Too much built-up fear and all these thoughts colliding
Making my wounds seem fatal
Pushing my head under water
Making me tired and torn
If only things were different, only things were different
My soul and my inside's been coloured
and there is no silence
Not distant from courage I'm wearing the loss
My eyes sees the dawn of another horizon
My battle it rages forever
With so much lost in anger
Too much built-up fear and all these thoughts colliding
Making my wounds seem fatal
Pushing my head under water
Making me tired and torn
If only things were different
If only things were brought to me in a different shade
Shown to me so that I could relate
Lock all doors that would make me stray
and offer me a brand new day
Never claimed to be someone I'm not
and always feared to be forgotten
So led astray that I lost all worth
So torn by wounds in a world of hurt
With so much lost in anger
Too much built-up fear and all these thoughts colliding
Making my wounds seem fatal
Pushing my head under water
Making me tired and torn
If only things were different if only things were
We are liars and vultures
Rapists of the weak
Plunders of peace
We're on a constant search for someone
To walk us through the storm
To help us when we're lost
Make us understand we're not alone
We are defenseless
Not knowing when we will fall
Without words and speechless
Walk us through the storm
On a bound collision course
We're scared we'll end up to nothing
And we change to fit the mold
We are...
We're accidents forced to happen
We are liars and vultures
Rapists of the weak
Plunders of peace
And we are hiding from each other
Afraid you'll see our right face
We're planning the escape
To rid our fate
We're scared we'll end up to nothing
And we change to fit the mold
We are...
We're accidents forced to happen
We are the hollowed center and...
And we bend to reach to control
How far...
How far will we reach for something
We don't even know
We're scared we'll end up to nothing
And we change to fit the mold
We are...
We are the hollowed center and...
How far...
How far will we reach for something
Something we don't even know
We are so afraid of the unknown
We're scared we'll end up to nothing
And we change to fit the mold
We are afraid we stand last with nothing
I walk towards the setting sun
I'll prove to them that I am one
enslaved by their hearts so torn
Cause their demands needs more than so
And when I'm weak then I can't run
must prove to them that I'm strong
Considering what I've been through
Another cut another wound
What's the point of touching it
So close you almost taste it
What's the point of reaching for it
when all doors are closing
And I wish I could feel it
that feeling of belonging
Instead I'm sentenced to solitude
and all doors are closing
Through endless nights of anguished sleep
with no one there to hear her screams
She's gone beyond where they can't reach
The bell of freedom sets her free
And when I'm weak then I can't run
must prove to them that I am strong
Can't hide these scars
Can't hide these wounds
What's the point of touching it
So close you almost taste it
What's the point of reaching for it
when all doors are closing
And I wish I could feel it
that feeling of belonging
Instead I'm sentenced to solitude
and all doors are closing
I too have fallen helplessly
Spent a thousand nights sleepless
Had every hope of light shattered before me
Preventing me to reach outside
Stopping me from leaving the blind
Keeping me locked inside
and all I can ask is why
And when I'm weak then I can't run
must prove to them that I'm strong
Considering what I've been through
Another cut another wound
What's the point of touching it
So close you could almost taste it
What's the point of reaching for it
when all you get is more distant from surface
And what's the point to be strong enough
gather strength and rise above
To be brave and see it through
I leave this note by your side
I did the same thing every night
Through years I've tried
Inside are words for you to find
To let you know
About the things I never dared to show
Or say out loud
And I know it's late
Tears from sorrow now fall in hate
Too late to change
I undress my guilt here by your side
And maybe I can bury it tonight
Along with memories of things I've done to you
That Will never come undone
Can't stop my world from burning down
These flames are all my fault
When the ashes fall from heaven
They fall as my confession
All the words that I leave offer reasons
Holds the keys to the doors that I've locked
And I knew they would never be opened
Cause the ashes fall from heaven
Cause the ashes fall from heaven
I cease my shame here by your side
And maybe it will vanish with the lies
Along with memories of things I've done to you
Things that cannot be undone
Can't help myself from falling off
This thirst is all I've got
When the ashes falls from heaven
It calls to be forgiven
All the words that I leave offer reasons
Holds the keys to the doors that I've locked
And I knew they would never be opened
Cause the ashes fall from heaven
Cause the ashes fall from heaven
And I know it's late
Tears from sorrow now falls in hate
Too late to change
All the words that I leave offer reasons
Holds the keys to the doors that I've locked
And I knew they would never be opened
Cause the ashes fall from heaven
I am your temptation
Your every vicious thought
Lacking self-confidence
Deception in it's purest form
I am your hesitation
When you wander in circles
The hand you reach for when no one's there
In a charade so perfect
Come walk this way
And I'll have you, I'll show you
Yearning, dreaming
Your humble servant
Your trust so precious
I'm the user, the abuser
Haunting, serving
The great deceiver
I am your false beauty
I am your hidden hate
The hideous face of sloth
What makes you degenerate
And I am the shadow
What you sense when no one's near
Discomfort and pleasure
'Til your chapter ends
Come walk this way
And I'll have you, I'll show you
Yearning, dreaming
Your humble servant
Your trust so precious
I'm the user, the abuser
Haunting, serving
Her gentle hand in his
Revelation serves as bliss
They walk away from sunshine
Led to believe the lie
His lust for untouched youth
A well kept secret sealed
His every night confession
Reveals the most profane obsession
Their trust is won and fate is conquered
The essence of conviction
Why me?
I did no wrong
I did not know
You lied to me
I meant no harm
And I am blaming me
Hand in hand down the altar aisle
Her father's presence brings her to a smile
A grand welcome from the assembled crowd
Greeted as the "circles" first child
Undressed to nothing and held to the sky
Her smile is gone and she starts to cry
Desperately seeking her father's eyes
But he sees nothing
Have I
Worked this soul too hard
Strained these arms to far
Fooled myself to think I was superior
I am inferior
And have I forced myself to think I fight this on my own
I'm all alone
Been loyal to the blind
Had friends that were not mine
I failed to see the disease before it created distance
Seeds sown when we were young
Gave birth to frozen lungs that breathe to exhale the illness
We were seduced by the phantom
Closed our eyes despite the symptoms
The apparition made us bleed like open wounds
It took us from awake to simple fools
Been loyal to the blind
Had friends that were not mine
I failed to see the disease before it created distance
Seeds sown when we were young
Gave birth to frozen lungs that breathe to exhale the illness
We have come to nothing
And we belong to freedom
We are hollow
But we belong to nothing
Been loyal to the blind
Had friends that were not mine
I failed to see the disease before it created distance
Seeds sown when we were young
Speak to me
I can't hear when your words not spoken
Where's your belief to me
The one that could never be broken
I'll take your burdens and sorrows
And I'll rise if I can
It's your silence that makes me so hollow
We should leave it behind us
Cause we're lost and astray
All things that were known now are changing
I'll take your burdens and sorrows
And I'll rise if I can
It's your silence that makes me so hollow
We should leave it behind us
Cause we're lost and astray
All things that were known now are changing
And we should leave it behind us
Cause we're lost and astray
All things that were known now are changing
Everything changes
Make way for the darkness
And create space for something new
Remove the blinds that held us
From seeing what we really should
We should leave it behind us
Cause we're lost and astray
All things that were known now are changing
And we should leave it behind us
Cause we're lost and astray
All things that were known now are changing
And we should leave it behind us
Cause it can't stay the same
He walked her down the street
And stopped where he always left her
He kissed her on the cheek and said
- Honey, I'll see you later...
And little did he know
That the words he said would never happen ever
He waved to her and turned
And that was the last time he saw her
I'm sorry for the times I screamed
And the times I made you lonely
I'm sorry for the times I made you cry
And the times I didn't hold you
I'm sorry for the doubts I brought to you
I'm sorry for the dark I walk you through
I'm sorry for the times I put you through
Forgive me...
Did not walk far
Before I heard the sounds of sirens
Did I reflect at all when they stopped?
And everything turned silent?
Did you scream at all?
I wish I would have been there
Did you scream at all?
I wish I would have been there
I'm sorry for the times I screamed
And the times I made you lonely
I'm sorry for the times I made you cry
And the times I didn't hold you
I'd never lie
It's you and I
But I failed to keep my promise
If I could I would do anything to change it
I would spend all my time to make sure you would all be safe
Danhage
I should have done it all so differently
I should have followed you like you wanted me
If I had known what fate would do to you
I would have prayed to her to take me too
I'm sorry that I didn't walk with you
I'm sorry that I did not listen to you
I should have done it all so differently
I have tried, I have fought, but for nothing
And I have touched, I have reached, just for something
I can't breathe, I can't sleep, but I'm fighting
Before the curtain falls
Step in and walk along
Breathe in and let it come
Sit down and watch the curtain fall
Step in and walk along
You've got to give into let it show
How to beat the wake to become
And praise the strong
Step in and walk along
Breathe in and let it come
Sit down and watch the curtain fall
You took my trust for granted
You shook my hand and smiled
I walked away believing
In a world that never was
You'll never walk alone
I'll mark your words and follow
You'll never be alone
So step in and walk along
Breathe in and let yourself go
I know you see me
you always did
As you close your eyes
you make me fade
Do you ever wonder if I sleep at night
If I sit in silence
or think you're right
I can not share your feelings
Your feelings of belonging
Never pretend I'm something
even if all doors are closing
Try to shine as much as you can
Don't be a burden and they will understand
I've tried to be just as much as I could
Tried not to scream as loud as maybe I should
I can not share your feelings
Your feelings of belonging
Never pretend I'm something
even if all doors are closing
Won't deny that if I had the strength to
I'd be one of you
Even if the world was different
Even if my heart was made of stone
Even though I know I'm different
I'd still walk alone
I can not share your feelings
Your feelings of belonging
Never pretend I'm something
even if all doors are closing
I can not share your feelings
even if all doors are closing
I still walk alone
We're still in the water
It's getting harder to breathe
I've started counting the seconds
There's been no light here for a week
My only comfort has silenced
I just thought she was asleep
Her breathing stopped forever
And it's leaving me...
Thinking I will never leave these waters
But I feel that life is leaving me
Thinking he will never ever free me
I'm stuck forever in a dream
I'm caught forever in a dream...
How can I save myself from apocalypse?
How can I change his ways into thinking different?
Can I gain his trust and confidence?
I just need a minute of his common sense
If he'd only say my name
Cause to him we're all the same
In this world where he's king and deserving fame
We're his personal belongings
A simple way to ease the lust
I have heard himself reason
And it sheds my hope to dust
And I should never
Why would I ever?
Let myself be held prisoned forever
They must have wanted to
Or maybe been talked into
Joining darkness forever
Danhage
If he'd only say my name
Cause to him we're all the same
All the same and deserving fame
We're his personal belongings
A simple way to ease the lust
We're still in the water...
He said forever and she screamed never
He promised God to love her now and forever
Time will change her
His laws will break her
Only to make her more pure and better
And now she's crying
No more denying
Asking forgiveness for the time she's been lying
Nothing can harm us
We're made in heaven
My chest is open
My heart's on the ground
My bare feet soaked in my blood
as I leave you without a sound
No one to reach for even though I stretched too far
No one sky to warm me up
as darkness clouds the blue
I'm leaving
I couldn't live with the shame
No more denying
I've stopped the search for blame
Heading for virgin soil
Set foot on sacred ground
and with no one to reach for
No no one
Twentyseven years of falling
Twentyseven winters slave
Twentyseven years of dreaming
and this is all the strength life gave
Twentyseven summers weaker
and the autumn's just the same
Twentyseven years...
And if you'd ask then I'd deny that
I didn't have the strength to fight that drowning weakness
And I buried all signs to cover what I feel underneath
the hollow remains of me
My chest is open
My heart's on the ground
My bare feet soaked in my blood
as I leave you without a sound
And there will be no tomorrow
Won't see the light of day
No more pain and no sorrow
I'm free from the words that you could say
Twentyseven years of falling
Twentyseven winters slave
Twentyseven years of dreaming
and this is all the strength life gave
Twentyseven summers weaker
and the autumn's just the same
Maybe the pain will bring me closer
Maybe the hurt makes it easier
If isolation plants the seed to stay
Repainting the shade of grey
Don't ask me to stretch any longer
These arms are strained beyond what they can take
Don't ask me for strength cause it's gone
And I've reached my end restoring the loss to faith
My moonlit walks
Don't scatter thoughts of shattered dreams
The lack of sleep serves as morphine
Awake and stretch for any shoreline
Just as the current tears me to sea
Don't ask me to stretch any longer
These arms are strained beyond what they can take
Don't ask me for strength cause it's gone
And I've reached my end restoring the loss to faith
Don't ask me to feel any longer
These feelings been worn since I sat down to play
Don't ask me to help cause all aid is lost
Don't ask me to feel
These feelings been worn
Don't ask me for help
This heart has been torn
This is how we try to keep warm
And trust me you'll need it when it's cold
One more thing just so you don't forget
Don't wake him when he's sleeping
Try and hide before he sees you
You can try but I'm that you won't
Don't you cry so that he hears you
I am sure that you won't
And you'll despise yourself for dreaming
Hate yourself for believing
Lie to yourself in obedience
For how long will it be this dark?
The light's been gone since ever
How are we supposed to carry on?
Are we here forever?
And you'll despise yourself for dreaming
Hate yourself for believing
Lie to yourself in obedience
Obedience
And you will cry yourself to sleep
Fight yourself to not give in
Lie to yourself in obedience
Does anybody miss her?
Can anybody hear her?
Does anybody scream her name?
Does anybody miss her?
Englund
Danhage
Try and hide before he sees you
You can try but I'm that you won't
Don't you cry so that he hears you
But I am sure that you won't
And you'll despise yourself for dreaming
Hate yourself for believing
Lie to yourself in obedience
Obedience
And you will cry yourself to sleep
Fight yourself to not give in
Lie to yourself in obedience
Give me a reason why I'd follow you
One single hour where I become you
Unjust prophecies
Uncalled for enemies
And all those nights of anguished sleep
Where you wish that someone heard
You've become numb to the world
But you're not alone
So have you ever
felt like I feel
Wounded and never
got a chance to heal
And have you ever
been through what I've been through
Still breathing...
So please hear my words
as I'm begging you to heal my wounds,
heal my wounds I'm bleeding through
I never saw it in the eyes of you
and what I felt was always true
Unjust prophecies
Uncalled for enemies
And all those nights of anguished sleep
Where I wish that someone heard
I've become numb to the world
and I've become you
Have you ever
felt like I feel
Wounded and never
got a chance to heal
And have you ever
been through what I've been through
Still breathing, still breathing
Unjust prophecies
Uncalled for enemies
And all those nights of anguished sleep
Where you wish that someone heard
You've become numb to the world
But you're not alone
No you're not alone
So have you ever stood where I stand
My only wish is you'd understand
And have you ever gone through
what I've gone through
Been poisoned in the blood-red sea
I've fallen out of reach
It's coloured by the mix of tears and the open wounds of thousand
Devoured by the strength of waves that feels like flames of fire
Enslaved by years in nothingness
I surrender to the silence
And when I'm reaching
you're just turning
Your hands are gone when I try to reach for them
Today you died for me
Today you set me free
But the scars you caused will stay
Nothing is erased, no nothing
You claim it's not your fault
You say you're not to blame
But even though you died today
Nothing is erased
No nothing
Did you really think that we would cope forever
Maybe you never stopped to think at all
The scars that we wear were not self-inflicted
It was your words that caused our fall
Today you died for me
Today you set me free
But the scars you caused will stay
Nothing is erased, no nothing
You claim it's not your fault
You say you're not to blame
But even though you died today
Nothing is erased
No nothing
And when I'm reaching
you're just turning
Your hands are gone when I try to reach for them
Today you died for me
Today you set me free
But the scars you caused will stay
Nothing is erased, no nothing
You claim it's not your fault
You say you're not to blame
But even though you died today
Nothing is erased
No nothing
What if I would say I'm different
What if I would say I've changed
Would it really doesn't matter
I'm just asking for some faith
And if you'd give your heart I'd take it
To never ever break it
But the scars you caused remains
Time for a breather let it all sink in
A pause from the deceiver and to reach deep within
I close my eyes if only for a second
To let my courage rise
All I need is one more reason
To fail you as you failed me
Waiting for the waves to break
Hoping for the tide to change
Embracing the awaiting aim
Believing more than ever
Believing more than ever
I've tried too many times to leave you
Just as many times as I've cried to see you
Every road has its end and my end's here
How long have you held me in this water
Much too long since my body is numb
How long have I been here and where am I
And why are my hands tied
How long have I been your little altar
Your little toy and sacrifice
How long have you kept me in these waters
In a world where you're God
And we are all your servants
If I had known how to get out of solitude
I would have done it all to help you
If we had known about the pain we caused you
We would have stopped just to save you
How far did he go to get to know her
Much too far and we all must have been blind
It was an ordinary morning
Monday morning just before 9:00
And you are all my servants
The guilt is yours not mine
If I had known how to get out of solitude
I would have done it all to help you
If we had known about the pain we caused you
We would have stopped just to save you
Englund
Danhage
And you are all my servants
You will all oblige
This will teach the lesson
The guilt is yours not mine
If I had known how to get out of solitude
I would have done it all to help you
And if I have known about the pain we caused you
I have been walking this long dark road
And I have been climbing this tree so old
I have been wanting to let it all fall
It's making me
Turning me...
Inside out
Going outside in
As I lie here
Inside out going outside in
You promised me to leave me be
But I got lost and could not see clearly
Not I'm afraid of whom I used to be
Right now I'm just glad that you found me
Inside out
Going outside in
As I lie here
Inside out going outside in
Can I admit to you that I was wrong?
Will you forgive me for what I have done?
Would you leave me here wounded and bleeding?
Danhage
Inside out
Going outside in
Inside out going outside in
As I lie here...
Inside out
Going outside in
As I lie here
When did the walls grow this tall
And the darkness begin to fall
When did I lose the sense of control
How much can I overcome
And I'm lying here
I'm tired I'm worn
It comes from within
It's taking me over
It's making me weak
Brought my doubts to the surface
It's leaving me helpless with no air to breathe
I belong to the shallow
To the ones who praise retreat
I stumble and falter
Who's there to catch me when I stumble
Reduce the pain of my fall
Be my embrace of comfort
And the voice that ease it all
And I'm lying here
So tired so torn
Threat comes from within
It's taking me over
It's making me weak
Brought my doubts to the surface
It's leaving me helpless with no air to breathe
I belong to the shallow
To the ones who praise retreat
I stumble and falter
And it's taking me over
For as long as I remember
I fought this war alone
And the blood on my hands the weight of the cross
Are bricks in a wall
Built from vengeance
It's taking me over
It's making me weak
Brought my doubts to the surface
Tides rise from within
I belong to the shallow
To the ones who praise retreat
So high on believing
Not seeing your changing
I carry the weight and I'm weary
We're rounded severely
Despite of your vision
You claim seeing so clearly
Can't respect your decision
In the wake of the weary
Your angels are calling
The aim is rewarding
Through ashes and falling
So helpless and withering
We're wounding severely
Despite of your treason
And a future I'm fearing
I try to run when the walls come down
Try to hide from the feelings I'm fearing but still.
Can't respect your decision
We're wounded severely
Should see it so clearly
And I can't take it no more
A life in a lie where I scream and I cry
I remember your voice and your dreams
Your smile when you laughed
And your pain when you screamed
I'll follow your footsteps let them be my guide
Can you save me from being myself?
It's hard to be strong when you're stuck in a shell
If you don't desert me I won't let down
In remembrance
Of all the things you used to do
In remembrance
Of all the faith I had in you
In remembrance
And when I walk, I walk for you
In remembrance of you
I remember when we used to run
Against any threat united as one
We faced all our fears
And we chased all the clouds blocking the sun
And through the haze my sorrow created
I heard your voice and the promise you stated
And I...
Won't let you down
In remembrance
Of all the things you used to do
In remembrance
Of all the faith I had in you
In remembrance
And when I walk, I walk for you
In remembrance of you
Cause I never saw you deserted
Or you never spoke so I heard it
Cause I would never let you down
Did you call me and I didn't listen?
Did I force you to make a decision?
Did I?
In remembrance
Of all the days we planned
And all the things we said we'd do
In remembrance
Of all the times we had
And the fate I shared with you
In remembrance
You'll always be my truth
Cause what I know I've learned from you
In remembrance of you
Of all the things you used to do
And all the faith I had in you
Cause when I walk, I walk for you
Was it just a phase
Was it all a lie
Your first mistake
Have I been blind
When words mean nothing
lack value and weight
All we have is nothing
what does nothing weigh
Lost my will to see it clear
Lost my sense of clarity
I'm standing in ruins and watch us fade
All just because of a lie
I told you in confidence
and trusted you'd never sacrifice our silence
I rise from the ashes and remains of your broken promises
Don't know if you ever were
Don't know if you ever will
be someone I could trust
there's too much doubt to kill
So was it just a phase
was it all a lie
My first mistake
but last being blind
I told you in confidence
and trusted you'd never sacrifice our silence
I rise from the ashes and remains of your broken promises
Cause I would never betray my trust and words no never
I rise from the ashes and remains of your broken promises
Lost my will to see it clear
Lost my sense of clarity
I'm standing in ruins and watch us fade
All just because of a lie
I told you in confidence
and trusted you'd never sacrifice our silence
I paint all black and step in among the shadows
The feelings of emptiness devours me quickly
And I know I never asked
But I need you to help me
Release me from darkness
Release me from all that chains me here
I'm drowning in silence
And I'm drowning alone
I hate to ask but I wouldn't if I didn't need it
Not stronger on my own
I'm weaker just so much weaker
And I know I never asked
But I need you to help me
Release me from darkness
Release me from all that chains me here
I'm drowning in silence
And I'm drowning alone
Release me from darkness
Release me from all that chains me here
My arms getting tired
So relieve me from hurt
See me cause here I am
Hear me cause here I am
Remember me cause here I am
Notice me cause here I am
Release me from darkness
Release me from all that chains me here
I'm drowning in silence
And I can't out-swim the fear
Release me from darkness
Release me from all that chains me here
My arms getting tired
Remind me of what you said life had made you do.
What did you do to make all you had fall through?
What forces you to make the choices that you do?
Are we to blame for all the failures that are you?
Or should we blame you?
Should we blame you?
I should blame you for the falling rain.
I should blame you for all my constant pain.
I should be there to remind you every day.
I should...
How come we hear the cross that you should?
How come we wear the wounds that you should?
I am confused.
Why is it me who's bleeding?
We never had the chance to make the choice you had.
We were all too young to understand.
Not like you.
Not like you, dad.
I should blame you for the falling rain.
I should blame you for all my constant pain.
I should be there to remind you every day.
I should.
I should walk you through the halls of my own fate.
I should let you taste the tears that fell in hate.
I should be there to remind you every day.
I should.
Englund
Danhage
Remind me of what you said life had made you do.
What did you do to make all you had fall through?
What forces you to make the choices that you do?
Are we to blame for all the failures that are you?
Or should we blame you?
I should blame you for the falling rain.
I should blame you for all my constant pain.
I should be there to remind you every day.
I should.
I should walk you through the halls of my own fate.
I should let you taste the tears that fell in hate.
I should be there to remind you every day.
Relentless I'm speechless
I'm fooled by my inner weakness
Enticing Inspiring
Your words were so convincing
Delightful but soulless
Claimed harmless wishes seems less
Exciting
Just frightening
No more dawning days
Only whispers of darkened ways
Forever falling tears
Forever falling
No more screams in vain
No more dreams put to shame
It's only me
Only me
Defenseless and smiling
Her innocence is shining
His own flesh and own blood
His words were so convincing
Delightful so beautiful
Can't stop what he's been told
She's three years old
No more dawning days
Only whispers of darkened ways
Forever falling tears
Forever falling
No more screams in vain
No more dreams put to shame
It's only me who's forever
Falling, sleepwalking, desperate, calling
No more dawning days
Only whispers of darkened ways
Forever falling tears
Everything is built from change
All the things we recreate
Fallen - lost - forsaken faith
The unspoken made us frozen
If we took time to contemplate
The years has passed and now it's late
Much too late to compensate
The loss that made me frozen
Reaching out with dying hope to still be seen
Longing to belong
We're frozen we're numb
We're misunderstood when we're hurting
We're frozen we're numb
If you could dive into my waters
Where the light's been chased away
If you could wake inside my hurt
Where all needed sleep is slayed
Then your eyes would see what I see
You can feel what I feel
And we meet on the surface
To catch the same air to breathe
We're frozen we're numb
We're misunderstood when we're hurting
We're frozen we're numb
We have left this alone too long to see
That we are hurting
We're frozen we're numb
We're misunderstood when we're hurting
We're frozen we're numb
I've read your words
I understand it's said it's done
I walk away in fear of what you said that I've become
Can't change your words now they are stains made to stay
Won't be erased
I've read your words
I understand it's said it's done
I walk away in fear of what you said that I've become
Can't change your words now they are stains made to stay
Free are those who walk away from setting suns
And free are those who laughed at chains that held them bound
Free are those who conquers in vain but won't stop to run
Battered and down they pick up their pieces to rise as one
Free are souls who wander alone in the shade of sun
And free are those who's forgotten by all but still warm inside
Free are they with no intention to fold never bend for the cold
Just to find someone too
I've read your words I understand it's said it's done
I walk away in fear of what you said that we've become
Can't change our words now
Can't make them undone
I'll walk away
I'll walk away
Fragments of the past flash before my eyes
Never ending streams of images colliding
Silhouettes of memories slowly fading away
Illusionary seductions haunts me in my dreams
Fighting for freedom
But the chains I'm in won't break
It will soon be too late
I am here, I am lost, I am weak and bothered
Is this it? Will I grow when my soul falters?
I am here, I am lost, I am weak, and bothered
Is this it? Will I grow? I am weak and bothered
Blinded by the fear
Of being left alone
I seek the truth within
As the shadows are closing in
Calling oblivion
'Cause the state I'm in won't change
And I'm fighting for freedom
'Cause the chains I'm in won't break
I am here, I am lost, I am weak and bothered
Is this it? Will I grow when my soul falters?
I am here, I am lost, I am weak and bothered
Is this it? Will I grow when my soul falters?
I am here, I am lost, I am weak and bothered
Is this it? Will I grow when my soul falters?
I am here, I am lost, I am weak and bothered
Is this it? Will I grow when my soul falters?
I am here, I am lost, I am weak and bothered
Is this it? Will I grow when my soul falters?
I am here, I am lost, I am weak and bothered
Is this it? Will I grow when my soul falters?
I am here, I am lost, I am weak and bothered
Is this it? Will I grow when my soul falters?
I am here, I am lost, I am weak and bothered
Stranded on a shore of no light
The waves brings me sorrow
and with a vision of past in my mind
All I crave is to see you back in life
I call your name
But you wont hear me
I seek your eyes but they wont see
And when I reach for your hands
I realise I can't feel them no more
I see your eyes
I feel your pain
Sailing waters I am drifting inside
The wind brings me sadness
And with a vision of pain in my mind
All I wanted was not to see you die
I call you name
But you wont hear me
I seek your eyes but they wont see
And when I'm burning inside
I hope you're there
Cant you see my tears
I see your crying
And I have tried to forget
You'll always be in my mind
I stare the eyes of a man alone
A man I used to care for
A man I used to know
For every tear that falls
A wound grows bigger
Into my already bleeding soul
If I had only been there
Oh god I wish I could have saved you
I still remember the times we shared
I've tried to keep inside the grief I suffer
I can't believe that I been swept away
Like I never existed
As a part of your life
I'm still stranded on the shore of no light
And the same wave still brings me sorrow
And I'm drifting yes drifting inside
And my wound grows bigger
For every tear that falls
I have forsaken you
and all I ever felt was true
To take that step and fall to aim beyond these walls
With hope that the stars align
to get a glimpse of my goal defined
I stare the eyes of my biggest fear
Swallow pride I'll persevere
I fear my heart
Fear my soul
I fear I'm weak
I'm fearing you
I fear the cold
That the world is yours
That I drown your shores
I fear I'm wrong that I don't belong
I fear the cold
All nights of fallen grace
All nights where I lost the trace
All I need is that single hour
Where all doubt's erased
If I could I'd crown myself each day
If I could I'd let myself know I'm okay
If I could I'd throw myself into the flames
But I fear my heart
Fear my soul
I fear I'm weak
I'm fearing you
I fear the cold
That the world is yours
That I drown your shores
I fear I'm wrong that I don't belong
I fear the cold
I wish for dreamless sleep
For something that will keep all thought silent
All screams of inner fear makes control impossible
Tears me open
If I could I'd crown myself each day
If I could I'd let myself know I'm okay
If I could I'd throw myself into the flames
But I fear my heart
Fear my soul
I fear I'm weak, I fear I'm wrong
I fear the cold
That the world is yours
That I drown your shores
In a moment of clarity
It all became crystal
And now I try to find someone to heal me
I'm broken
Through the mist in a dream where I show you
Through the rain and the dark that holds you
Heal me, I'm broken
Time to discover what lies hidden in the sand
Time for renewal and to be cleansed by the hand
To heal me relieve me
Heal me
Release me while I'm still breathing
And when it all came to clarity
There was no perfection
Dreams where shattered
Hope was washed away
Through the mist in a dream where I show you
Through the rain and the dark that holds you
Heal me, I'm broken
(If you're one of those people who believe that
You cannot be free from the bondage of sin...
I'm not talking about perfection...
But do not believe that you can ever be free...
That there will always be bondage in your life...
I have nothing more to say to you.
This message from now on will mean nothing to you...)
Time to start over
I'm given a new chance
And time to discover
There were no treasures in the sand
To heal me relieve me
Heal me
Was your wish that I hadn't seen you
When they came to take you away?
Was your wish that I would believe you
To make you stop and make you stay?
Did you think that I'd never leave you?
That I'd be there from dusk till day?
Did you think that I'd always save you
And carry you on my arms through the falling rain?
And how can you deny me hope and ...
And how we should rise to see you walk the water?
Can you deny my hopes when ...
Cause all you really did was just to make it hurt
Did you think of all the blame that you left me with?
Did you think of all the guilt that I now feel?
I thought that I was as close as someone ever get
I was so wrong to think that I knew you
So now I relive that moment every day
Asking forgiveness for the things that I never got to say
And how will I ever rid the thoughts or even make them fade ...
Away?
How can you deny me hope and ...
And how we should rise to see you walk the water?
Could you forsake all hope to fail?
And all you really ever achieved was to make me fall into the water
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And how could you give up the chance to make this work again?
And why, cause all you really did was just to make us fall ...
Into the water
Would you not offer me a chance to prove I'm changed?
And how... cause all you really did was just to make us fall ...
I've tried it all
It's gone too far
And worst of all
Is the promise that I can't keep
I have emptied every source
I have learned all there is to know
To stand by as you wither
To watch your spirit drain
I just wish, hope could last forever
Last forever
So here we are
The end of your days
So here we are
So here we are
I have lost, I have failed
My promise not kept and I'm sorry
I have emptied every source
I have learned all there is to know
So here we are
Holding hands at the end of days
Your eyes slowly shut
Your hand let's go
And I kiss you farewell, farewell
So here we are
So here we are
The end of your days
So here we are
So here we are
I have lost, I have failed
My promise not kept and I'm sorry
The end of your days
So here we are
I promised hope forever but I'm sorry
The end of your days
And I'm sorry
I recall when the bright light descends
Something takes possession over me
I remember when the nightmares began
On that cold night of December 26th
I don't know what it is but I lost all control
Can't you see I'm condemned by the past that
They close in my history I don't want to be like
This no more you can't see what I mean but you
Would if you saw all the sight that I have seen
I cross my heart in hope to see
What I saw was not a part of me
Dig inside yourself and you shall feel
But dig to deep and you become like me
I hate to see one more get lost like I
To those big eyes
December
Evil words are spoken makes me fear
The world that now reigns over me
I was strong but now weak and I fall with my tears
Can't you please make the demons leave me be
I don't know what it is but I lost all control
Can't you see I'm condemned by the past that
They close in my history I don't want to be like
This no more you can't see what I mean but you
Would if you saw all the sight that I have seen
Please don't let your eyes meet mine
I have seen it all before
Cause the eyes mirror the soul
I hate to see one more get lost like I
Those big black eyes
December 26
Those big black eyes
I hate to see one more get lost like I
Those big black eyes
December 26
Twilight
Still not dark
The snow on the ground sheds some light
A silhouette not taller than a child
Appears in the doorway
Too strange to be real yet too real to be a dream
Immense fear grabs a hold of me
I'm paralysed numb and naked
Branches passes me I see treetops beneath me
A floor in grey below me slowly shuts like an iris
Activity - and all turns black once again
Lunacy - my weakness force me to follow
Encountering a depth of hate never seen
Blood runs cold I cease exist and my soul is hollow
Deprived of all pride
I've been stripped of all value
I'm worth nothing here
And I know no-one
She stares at me
At least I perceive her as a she
And she speaks to me I can hear her
Her lips doesn't move
Why can't I be left alone to live my life in harmony
The visitors by night makes this a living nightmare
Deprived of all pride
I've been stripped of all value
Worth nothing here
And I know no-one
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Deprived of all pride
I've been stripped of all value
Worth nothing here
And i know no-one
Deprived of all pride
I've been stripped of all value
On the other side
All is gone
And my soul screams sorrow
All is lost
As I shiver for tomorrow
Tomorrow
I want to see this sorrow end
I want to feel joy again
The demons inside are here to stay
And life as know it fades away
Will the wounds in me never heal
The scares you left always be
Dare you turn behold the hurt you've done
All I wish for you is Damnation
I want to see this sorrow end
I want to feel joy again
The demons inside are here to stay
And life as know it fades away
I want to see this sorrow end
I want to feel joy again
The demons inside are here to stay
And life as know it fades away
So is this it?
Does time end here?
Is this what I fought for?
And what I've gained
What a fool I've been
To think life had more to offer
Instead I lie here
In remorse and suffer
And I hate you for doing this
And I hate you for saying that
I never did enough to ever please you
Never did enough for it to cease to
Affect me the way it does
Provoke me the way it must
And I'm still thinking
I'm not enough
My war on time
Got worse and faster
The sands fought hard
And every day I lost a battle
And even though I know I lied
And even though I saw the signs
The same three words each time
I am fine
And I hate you for doing this
And I hate you for saying that
I never did enough to ever please you
Never did enough for it to cease to
Affect me the way it does
Provoke me the way it must
And I'm still thinking
I'm not enough
I'm ashamed of the life I've lived
I'm afraid of what I have been
And it just became
Never been so unsure.
Never felt so torn.
In a way, I've been blind.
Should have seen, should have known.
The shallow myths of you.
Can't believe I put my trust in you.
Can't believe I opened up for you.
In a way, I've been blind.
Lost my words, lost my way.
But I was led...
Did you think it would pass unnoticed?
With the hope I'd be caught in your lie.
Was your wish that I'd be the only?
With the nails sinking in through my palms.
And the weight of deceit on my arms.
Gazing out at a sky, that pains me just like fire.
And I know, salvation reached the liars.
Won't confront the reasons behind the failure.
Cause they're trying to make me find the way you are behind the...
Deceiving eyes pretending...
Your not it, you're not him.
Did you think it would pass unnoticed?
With the hope I'd be caught in your lie.
Was your wish that I'd be the only?
Who's worth your sacrifice?
Inside...I'm naked.
From loss into your embrace
I fled the fear and the dark of day
Like an angel of fallen grace
My broken wings can't hold my weight
I came so close that I felt the flames
I came so close that I'll never be safe again
I'd give anything to find a way to leave the fear and evacuate
Come reach inside my inner fear
Come feel my sorrow and my tears
My broken wings can't hold my weight
through the dark of day
Leave that guilt-stained cross behind
Free your arms do it one by one
It's not your fault you are not to blame
Your wing-clipped past should not bring you shame
And the years that you still endured
should work as strength to see past it all
Come reach inside my inner fear
Come feel my sorrow and my tears
My broken wings can't hold my weight
through the dark of day
All hope's been burnt to ashes
And I'm so tired of hiding the bruises
My broken wings can't take me
through the dark of day
Deep cuts will not help you heal
The pain inflicted's just false relief
Precious moments where you can dream
of a day when you too can feel
Come reach inside my inner fear
Come feel my sorrow and my tears
My broken wings can't hold my weight
Here we are once again
Time to choose at the crossroads end
Here we are stuck again
Time to speak or to forever be silent
It comes to a point where I can't take another lie
The day has finally come
Where I demand your silence
Comes to a point where I can't accept another lie
The day has finally come where I would die for your silence
At loss for words
And I'm short of breath
And in fear of truth I came to trust in you
What I demand of you is just to speak the truth
You've got your chance right now
Or to forever be...
It comes to a point where I will know you lived a lie
And I'm the first on my knees to accept my naivety
Comes to a point where I can't accept another lie
The day has finally come for you not me
To be...
At loss for words
And I'm short of breath
And in fear of truth I came to trust in you
What I demand of you is just to speak the truth
You've got your chance right now
Or forever be bleeding...
To forever be believing...
To hide from me...
And leave me alone...
Englund
Here we are once again
Time to choose at the crossroads end
Here we are stuck again
Time to speak or to forever be silent
At loss for words
And I'm short of breath
And in fear of truth I came to trust in you
What I demand of you is just to speak the truth
You've got your chance right now
Show your soul for birth of freedom
Leave the cold to share our vision
Will you follow me
Will you walk with me
We'll hold your heart if it bleeds
Let me be your hand of guidance
No more solitude
No more independence
If God weeps he weeps through me
And if God hurts it hurts in me
I am
Light to cast away shadows
The Spirit, Holy Ghost, and even Jesus
God walking earth
Ambassador
Scattering all dark thoughts wandering
I shatter all doubts surfacing
This is my rescue and salvation
Climbing walls of an endless circle
Walking paths you never heard of
Struggling in an endless battle
Searching for a higher purpose
Drowning in betrayals river
The freezing cold will make you shiver
Join the world of greater learning
Crown me king and be my servants
Mislead by beauty
One you rarely find
So loving and friendly
It's one of a kind
Their arms wide open
Willing to take me in
No doubts in choosing
A world free from sin
All the dreams I had
All my future wishes
Put aside for a greater journey
All the things I planned
Left my friends so coldly
Put aside for a
Higher...
Mislead by beauty
One you rarely find
So loving and friendly
It's one of a kind
One single army
Unite as one
A touch of blessing
Which cannot be undone
Drowning in betrayals river
The freezing cold will make you shiver
Join the world of greater learning
Crown me king and be my servants
All the dreams I had
All my failure wishes
Put aside for a greater journey
All the things I planned
Left my friends so coldly
Put aside for a higher purpose
Solo
All the dreams I had
All my future wishes
Put aside for a greater journey
All the things I planned
Left my friends so coldly
Put aside for a
We tried, we fought, we lost
We cried, we saw it fall
We lost this game to forgiving needs
Carve the wound until it bleeds
You're keeping your distance, you're pushing me away
You've never let me say the words I want to say
Our time here has withered
Our circumstances changed
You never let me say the words I want to say
You're keeping your distance, you're pushing me away
You never let me say the words I want to say
Our time here has withered
Our circumstances changed
'Cause you never let me say the words I want...
Too close to edge and we are down, we are shattered
Still we strive to rise again against the will that push us under
The surface of pride and hope
And through the roof that holds the rope
Too close to an end and we are down, we are shattered
Still we strive to rise again against the doubts that held us under
The surface where light brings hope
And through the dark that kept us closed
Resist the will that push us under
Forever, we're lost beyond a day
Tomorrow will bring bitternes and fragments of hate
Our sickening lives, will die behind
Silhouettes of evergrey and scars from yesterday
The dreams we keep inside, will surely pass us by
And when truth becomes a lie we all die
The remains of yesterday, will keep us all awake
Reality will quake and we all bleed... we will bleed
Sadness the joy that I lack are traded for
A meathook, buried in my back
Nothing can ease your pain, dancing on the edge
Soon to go insane
Downwards we go
I'm fading for sure
Downwards we all go
Evergrey
Time passes us by, and each day we die
Side by side, slowly we die
Dying we're dying
Piece by piece we're fading away season of decay
Fading we're fading
Nothingness takes our last breath, we're soon to be no more
Forever lost beyond our lives, never to return
Life is pain
In the evergrey
Life is pain
In the evergrey
The dreams we keep inside, will surely pass us by
And when truth becomes a lie we all die
The remains of yesterday, will keep us all awake
Reality will quake and we all bleed
Downwards we go
I'm fading for sure
Downwards we all go