Someone is talking
But it's not conversation,
Sounds more like a voice in my head.
It says
'I live in nightmares
I'm the new god of panic
And I'm waiting for you to come home to me.
'So boy, welcome to sleep
I'm gonna make you, make you, make you bleed.'
I could be dreaming
But then maybe that's fatal.
There's nowhere to hide in your dreams.
I'm so uneasy
I'm shaking and nervous.
I'm alone in my room and I'm scared of it.
So, don't let me sleep
It's gonna make me, make me, make me bleed.
My mother told me
'Don't believe in ghost stories.
There's nothing to hurt you in here.'
But she was wrong
And now it's come back to haunt me.
It says it won't leave me alive for long.
I don't want to sleep.
It's gonna make me, make me, make me bleed.
What goes around comes around, you better realize
You kill life. You kill life. Why? Why?
I see your eyes, I see your lies.
I see you hide, inside.
What goes around comes around, now it's your time.
How long can you lie?
How long can you hide?
How long can you live with your soul bleed?
How long can you live with your soul.....
(Chorus) Bleed! Bleed! Bleed! Bleed! Bleed! Bleed! [repeats]
What goes around comes around, no more lies.
You kill life. You kill life. Why? Why?
I see a mother cry. I see a brother cry.
Bring it on! Bring it!!!
I'll make you bleed and you're bleeding now (bleed!) [repeats]
Motherfucker!
I got my pride and that's all I need!
I'll make you bleed with another blow without the radio.
Don't take advantage of this process.
You might have to digest a blade, made for your ass to fade.
I'm livin' on instinct.
Never think when I'm rushin', bones crushin'.
When I put your sorry ass in a package, you piece of shit!
Sealed and delivered from a savage, and now you sweat because you're going down.
You envious clown! Bleed!
(Chorus)
Burnt all bridges I have passed
No looking back to the life I once had...
- The hate for myself is all that's left now
"As blood runs down my arms
I feel peace in my heart..."
On my skin, the razor blade is shining bright
The veins show clearly through, my blood is running wild
The deep red flowing within, longing to be free
Blessing
My name
Her pain
Hurtful
Somehow
I feel
Hopeful.
Listen,
Like me
New plan
I swore
Good friend
I feel
Shameful
tell the truth
and tell it 'til it makes me bleed.
stretch your mouth
and let your words fall over me.
no fight, no blame.
talk to me;
I'll bleed a little more for you.
take the chance
to watch the red rise
from the white of my wide, wide eyes.
no fight, no blame.
going nowhere, moving fast.
saying nothing, nothing lasts.
no fight, no blame.
no search, no pain.
no dream, no gain.
no try, no fame.
no fight, no blame.
blame.
[Say Baby Say Goodbye]
I want you near me.
I want to feel free
to forget my history.
I want you near me.
I want to feel free
to destroy my memory.
I want you near me.
I want to feel free;
to forget my history,
Greetings from chosen of the dark again.
I am the new messiah, new fucking sin!
I'm more brutal.
The true heart in me goes
How would you like to choke on your own blood,
motherfucker
So feel the piercing pain, pain!
As I explore your thoughts
And as I rape your mind even your subconscious will
bleed.
I give you damaged emotion,
I give you agony unknown,
I am the purest form of evil I kicked Satan off his
throne,
Look into my blackened eyes, get on your knees,
I am a dark old demon obey!! obey....
So feel the piercing pain, pain!
As I explore your thoughts
And as I rape your mind even your subconscious will
leave,
So feel the piercing pain as I destroy you motherfucker,
I think her gun's
unloaded now.
I guess tomorrow
will be after all?
Who made me judge
and jury here?
It seems I'm bearing
witness to her fall.
I don't know why
she cries to me.
(she keeps her pain
as company)
'Cause it's only time
before we all must
bleed.
Mirrors of her
memory
Reflect nothing with
each word she says.
Her views have got
me spinning 'round.
I think she's burning
as loud as hell
a ringing bell
behind my smile
it shakes my teeth
and all the while
as vampires feed
i bleed
prithee, my dear,
why are we here
nobody knows
we go to sleep
as breathing flows
my mind secedes
i bleed
there's a place
in the buried west
in a cave
with a house in it
in the clay
the holes of hands
you can place
a hand in hand
Rain On My Doorstep
I Got You On The Line
There's Something Missing
That Money Can't Buy
Weight On My Shoulder
Why Would You Leave
I Thought We Were Special
You Got Me On My Knees
Don't Bring It Down - It Down
Don't Say It's Over Now
I Can't Endure The Pain
Don't Bring It Down
Baby Let It Be
Words Being Spoken
Trying Hard To Understand
Life Has No Meaning
If I Can't Be Your Man
You Say Love Is Over
And That We Grew Apart
The Voice Of Another
Echoes In Your Heart
Don't Bring It Down - It Down
Don't Say It's Over Now
If You're Gonna Let It Rain
Don't Bring It Down
Don't Bring It Down On Me
Baby Let It Be
You Know I Can't Endure The Pain
Rain On My Door
You're Not Here Anymore
And I Need An Answer Or A Reason
Cuts Like A Knife
I Am Stabbed In The Side
And I Bleed
Don't Leave Me Burning In The Fire
Your Blood Runs So Cold
Don't Bring It Down - It Down
Don't Say It's Over Now
If You're Gonna Let It Rain
Don't Bring It Down
Don't Bring It Down On Me
Baby Let It Be
If You Gonna Let It Rain
Lord Don't Bring It Down
Don't Bring It Down
'Cause I Can't Endure The Pain
Don't Bring - Don't Bring It Down
What goes around comes around
You better realize
You kill life, you kill life
Why??? Why???
I see your eyes, I see your lies
I see you hide, inside...
What goes around comes around
Now it's your time
How long can you lie???
How long can you hide???
How long can you live with your soulbleed???
How long can you live with your soul...
Bleed Bleed Bleed Bleed Bleed Bleed
What goes around comes around
No more lies
You kill life, you kill life
Why??? Why???
I see a mother cry
I see a brother cry
Bring it on
Bring it
I'll make you bleed and you're bleeding now
Muthafucka
I got my pride and that's all I need
I'll make you bleed with another blow without the radio
Don't take advantage of this process
You might have to digest a blade made for your ass to fade
I'm living on instinct
Never think when I'm rushin' bones crushin'
When I put your sorry ass in a package
You piece of shit sealed and delivered from a savage
And now you sweat because you're goin' down
You envious clown fuckin' bleed
I'm feeling crossed
I take it inside
Burn up the pain
My thoughts are strange
Just like the things
I used to love
Just like the tree that fell
I heard it
If art is still inside
I feel it
I wanna bleed
Show the world all that I have inside
I wanna scream
Let the blood flow that keeps me alive
Take all these strings
They call my veins
Wrap them around
Every fucking thing
Presence of people
Not for me
Well I must remain in tune
Forever
My love is music
I will marry melody
I wanna bleed
Show the world all that I have inside
I wanna scream
Let the blood flow that keeps me alive
Won't you let me take you
For a ride
You can stop the world
Try to change my mind
Won't you let me show you
How it feels
You can stop the world
But you won't change me
I need music
I need music
I need music to set me free
I don't believe you when you say
That you don't know what you are.
I try to understand why you.
Are never happy?
You live your life in fantasy,
And glass cathedrals.
Why don't you come down from your cloud
And face reality?
I want, I love, I need, I breathe,
I lust, I trust, I cheat, I bleed...
Behind the walls they built for you.
You live your orchestrated life
Inside your heart you know it's wrong.
But you can't stop it.
Your soul it longs for something more.
But never finds it.
And so you blame me for it all
And choose another.
I want, I love, I need, I breathe,
Beams of fire sweep through my head
Thrusts of pain increasingly engaged
Sensory receptors succumb
I'm no one now, only agony
My crimson liquid so frantically spilled
The ruby fluid of life unleashed
Ripples ascend to the surface of my eyes
Their red pens drawing at random, at will
A myriad pains begotten in their wake
The bastard spawn of a mutinous self
The regurgitation of my micro nemesis
Salivating red at the prospect of my ruin, my doom
Malfunction the means for its ascent
Bloodletting the stringent voice to beckon my soul
So futile, any resisting tension
As death-induced mechanics propel its growth
The implement, the device of my extinction
The terminating clockwork of my gleeful bane
The definitive scourge of its mockery
The end-art instruments, lethality attained
Heed, it commands, heed my will
Bleed, it says, bleed you will
Falling into the clarity of undoing
Scornful gods haggle for my soul
Minds eye flickers and vellicates as I let go
Taunting whispers accompany my deletion
A sneering grin, the voice of my reaper
Once the king you bro'jght on your decline
You tried to make it on the borderline
Now I can't help you treating you with deep disgust
Cause too much set me wondering in past
You don't stick to what you say at all
But now your lies are catching up with you
I can't see no friendship beneath your facade
Your true intentions are to feed your pride
[chorus:] Bleed
you're a liar
go away
you're a shame to me
Your game is slyly played, but at what a stake
Friends ain't toys to play with as you like
Spin'em around with flatteries, then suck'em out
You could fly me to the moon
Bury me underneath the sun
I don't think that you're the only one that hides behind the gun
Why don't you just sit on the couch
Don't even try to move your mouth
I think I'm getting tired of everything
Everything you say
You never want to bleed for me
You never want to bleed for me
Bleed for me
Look at your legs
They're all torn up
Thought they were closing shop last night
Did you pick a fight with someone who did nothing wrong or right?
I go to sleep when I'm awake
I stay awake and grind my teeth
I go to bed and walk around Around, around inside my head
You never want to bleed for me
You never want to bleed for me
You never want to bleed for me, yeah
You never want to bleed
There's something missing
I know it's missing again
And I know you're tired
'Cause I'm so wired all day
There's someone missing
I keep on struggling
Everyone's kicking me back and forth
And I think I'm getting tired of everything
Bleed for me
(Bleed for me)
You could fly me to the moon
Bury me underneath the sun
I don't think that you're the only one that hides behind the gun
You never want to bleed for me
(Bleed for me, yeah)
You never want to bleed for me
You never want to bleed for me, yeah
You never want to bleed for me
(Bleed for me)
Bleed for me, yeah
Bleed for you, you
Bleed for me
Frightened Shadows
Appear behind the light
And the coldness seizes me
A paralyzing pain catches me again
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Another day is over
see horror on the screen
The shadows gonna
touch my heart
A skeleton hand
that bears all the grief
Does lightly stroke my sleeping emphaty
Can I leave and close my eyes
for one more night
Can I pay to be set free
of all this pain
That makes me bleed
Gotta meet the pries
and ask for his help
Will the collection
heal my soul
Can money clear the temple
of prejudice and lies
Can I reach heaven and enter paradise
(Chorus)
Love and faith
Future and hope
Never appear in their lives
Has all guilt been payed
by the death of christ
Or is there something to apologize
She won't mind, she's got bills to pay
She won't mind, because I come today
Its feels so wrong to be right
She sits tight, in a different way
Pulls my eyes with the words she say
To be is all that she desired
But they didn't love you in our time
Nobody wants you in your life
Bleed and they'll serve you, alive
Words confessed from a memory
I feel them at last when I sing of what used to be
And I sing along like a choir
If I say goodbye to love will it go away
If I say goodbye to love because its here today
And it feels so strong tonight
For the rest of our lives
Fearing the way that will keep us alive
I put my hands to the sky
Pray for a sign if I believed in a god
We lay with our hearts to the floor
Feel from the ground of the earth keep us warm
I put my hands onto your head
As I
Say goodbye to love
I Say goodbye to love
I Say goodbye to love
I Say goodbye to love
They didn't hold you
I cried
Nobody wants you in your life
[talking:]
These niggaz gon bleed, pass me the weed
These niggas gon bleed
[Hook: Big Pokey]
These niggaz gon bleed, I just hit em with that thang and it freeze
Good that I did my deed, so pass me the weed
So I could slay, another MC
These niggaz, ain't fucking with me
[Lil' O:]
I represent the born in killers, from the land of the trillest
Drug dealers thug niggaz, who specialize in kidnapping squealers
Gat concealers, drillers for scrilla through outfed gorillas
We bust back with bazookas, just to make sure they feel us
Like Atilla the Hun, killers with guns leaving you numb
Loving nothing, but bitches and funds
Give me your ones, for fun you'll get annihilated
Pull the nickle fine plated, both his eyes dilated
Yeah the Southside made it, how you love that
I know you niggaz hate it, but you can't fuck with that
Lil' O, better known as Fat Rat with the cheese
Triggas squeeze, on all the South's enemies with ease
[Hook x2]
[Lil' O:]
I hit your block like Jeffrey Dommer, eat a nigga ass up
And what click you claim, I could give a fat fuck
You touch my fast bucks, I'm at your front do'
Quicker than a fast nut, with that blast and that buck
Rob-rob murder-murder, killer cap peeler
Slug feeler hit list, dump a nigga in the ditch hit
You bitches it's bidness, you know I'm saying
So when you see me out the roof, cause you know what I'm spraying
And you know where I'm aiming, I proceed at your toes
And I make my foes fall, like wars at Jericho
Get greedy with calicoes, jaw breakers and body blows
Flying feet to the nose, multiple bullet holes
Like a heroin overdose, or too much cocaine in your nose
I got that heart stopper flow, the chart topper glow
So start with Lil' O, best believe I draw heat
A monster mind shit, bitch it's all about me
[Hook x2]
[Lil' O:]
Ain't no discussing, we issue concussions for nothing
Redrumming like Russians, hitting boys like percussion for thinking that we bluffing
Cause it ain't nothing, to get these triggas crushing
Niggas rushing for they shit, but it's too late they got hit
Try the glock greeders, certified block bleeders
Heavyweights from Texas state, smuggle top flight cheeba
In the drop top beamer, with a top notch diva
Thugged out diamonds shining, with my hand on my heater
These niggaz act like senoritas, so I slap them all
And I know it breaks your heart, that I'm back to ball
But the fact of it all, is that I still won't stop
out in the cold
paralyzed mind
visions of moving
hunger for more
born into silence
caught in the past
dreams of rising
hunting the light
[Chorus:]
hold on
sowing seeds
your heart
let it bleed
mourning for lost time
petrified eyes
heading for eden
nothing to lose
Now his intentions unfold, they're not what they seem,
He only wants to take control.
Boy is he selling you loads, all you do is believe,
Grant him his black-eyed fantasy.
He claims that he knows you, says it's written in the stars,
Do you believe this bullshit?
Tell me you don't want to face this situation any more than I do.
Oh you think you're so great, keep it up at this rate,
You're bound to catch it if you wait.
I've seen the symptoms before, they come as they please,
Here comes the low rent man again,
He claims that he knows you, says it's written in the stars,
Will you believe this bullshit?
Tell me you don't want to face this situation any more than
I do.
So what does he have in store; does he need you to bleed?
Inadequate in all he breathes,
He claims that he knows you, says it's written in the stars,
Will you believe this bullshit?
There's only so much of a person that you can take apart
You already shattered me, not even left my heart
Now I'm dying on your doorstep
And you're watchin' me crawl
And I don't want to be caught here where it's never your fault
Cause I've given you all of me,
And now you're leavin' me to bleed
Ohh.
You've broken all of me
And now you're scattering the parts
and it's obvious that you don't care
and love was never really there
I'm not gonna stand around here
When you're already gone
I'm tired of listening
Excuses go on and on
Cause I've given you all of me,
And now you're leavin' me to bleed.
Ohh.
It was never about me,
It was always about what you could be
And now that you left
I realize you were just a lie in disguise.
Given you all of me
And I'm not gonna sit here and bleed.
Where and why this journey lies
With faded sighs for every mile
I'm awake
Hunger bleeds in each and everyone of us
We chase our dreams unaware
And I never had the chance to say no
And I never had the chance to say no
Don't walk away
Where's the trust the one in us
Entwined, inclined and gladly blind
Fade away
Hunger bleeds in each and everyone of us
And now I'm lost
And I never had the chance to say no
And I never had the chance to say no
Don't walk away
Say no
Sinning children of broken faith
Beaten into the human race
Why are they here? What is their place?
Unconsciousness written on their face
I scream a battle cry to bring them home
No longer will they be alone
I give them eyes in the form of pain
They drink blood and pray to my name
Time for you to bleed
For you to bleed
Bleed
Bonded friends in a sacred place
Let's make a pact to erase
No one will know what we have done
The Inner Circle has begun
You can escape who you are
You can erase all of your scars
Their's so many way to release
Drinking blood will never cease
Time for you to bleed
For you to bleed
Why must I be like someone else?
Why can't I just be myself?
If I should change who would it please?
Tell me the truth, is this all there is?
When I die will anybody care?
Well don't tell me how to feel
and don't tell me what's not real
'cuz I am just me
Chorus :
And I'm gonna let myself bleed
So get out of my way
I'm gonna let myself fear, let it live
'cuz this is my pain
'cuz this is my pain
You tell me that I should believe
These things just take some time
Well I believe that you should leave
You just don't understand
Well it sucks to me
I don't need your condescending sympathy
Don't tell me how to feel
and don't tell me what's not real
'cuz I am just me
(Chorus)
You're never gonna get inside of my head
I never really cared about the things that you said
You're never gonna have a place in my world
'cuz you don't get it, you just don't get it, oh no
(Solo)
(Chorus)
To every heart thats growing darker, colder and colder
The heart on the sleeve is getting older and older
Harder and harder to beat
To every soul that's burning brighter and brighter
Riding the fire higher and higher
The heart on the sleeve is getting darker and darker
Harder and harder to bleed
And it won't be long now
And in time you'll find out
This heart is yours, let it bleed
And it won't be long now
And in time you'll find out
This heart is yours, let it bleed
To every time I keep you waiting, hoping and praying
The heart on that sleeve is always building and breaking
Making it harder to see
To everything that doesn't matter, pulling you under, and taking you over
The heart on the sleeve is getting closer and closer
Just cut it open and bleed
And it won't be long now
And in time you'll find out
This heart is yours, let it bleed
And it won't be long now
And in time you'll find out
This heart is yours, let it bleed
Time, time takes away
Time gives you chances to come back again
And it won't be long now
And in time you'll find out
This heart is yours, let it bleed
And it won't be long now
And in time you'll find out
Bleed - You are bleeding to death
But from the outside you look so good
And inside you've rotted away
And you won't know until that day
When we have drained you
It will be too late
To save your skin
And alter your face
And a little time is all that we need
Are you ready?
Are you ready to see?
Are you strong enough to bleed?
You are like a new star at the dawn
Never seen the morning dew before
When the sun rises up it lets the light in
You have to face where you have been
You called it faceless hours
But I needed more those wasted days
I never wanted all these hours
Only fools rush in I heard they say
You can run all night
Make up your mind, if you do belive in me
Are you strong enough to bleed?
Yeah, you can run all of your life
But you've got to figure out when it's time to see
Are you strong enough to bleed?
Why it's so hard to find out every story has two sides
And the wheel of life has half a mind
To turn its back with swollen eyes
You called it restless hours
But I needed more those wasted days
I never wanted all these hours
I need a minute of decay
You can run all night
Make up your mind, if you do believe in me
Are you strong enough to bleed?
Yeah, you can run all of your life
But you've got to figure out when it's time to see
Are you strong enough to bleed?
Just take your chances, go all the way!
If you can take it just call it a day
You can get what you want, be nobody's fool
You've got to be strong when you're on your own
And you try, and you try, yes, you try to go on!
You can run all night
make up your mind, if you do believe in me
Are you strong enough to bleed?
Are you ready?
Are you ready to see?
You're not listening, so why should i talk to you
Why should i understand, why should i follow through
Out of luck
Out of time
Out of hopelessnes
And sleepless nights ahead
Not asking for this strange situation
Not asking for this trite vaccination
Not asking for this genius complication
Are you loving
Or leaving
Or lying
Or dying away
(i've got to get the hell out of here,
Get my shit off the ground, knock this place down.
So far, far away, i just bleed...don't ask me to repeat...)
I hope one day the earth will explode
all people dead, all pain blown away
every single soul burned of the heat
even mine, lost within'
I hope one day I will lose my hate
cause it's draggin' me down, to nowhere
it's killing every little hope that is left
to be free, one day
I hope everyone will suffer and feel the hate
dying of pain and loosing their blood
it's the only future I see for us
and I'm not negative
we will bleed
innocent people do not exist, oh no
everyone is guilty, including myself
we killed our mother, our precious mother
now she will take us
I hope someday it will come this far
mother has given' given' given' givin'
now she's takin' takin' takin' takin'
I can't blame her
I feel like Im drowning in ice water
My lips have turned a shade of blue
Im frozen with this fear that you may disappear
Before Ive given you the truth
I bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I cant say
Im dying here (Im dying here)
Cause I cant say what I want to
I bleed my heart out just for you
Ive always dreamed about this moment
And now its here and Ive turned to stone
I stand here petrified
As I look in your eyes
My head is ready to explode
I bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I cant say
Im dying here
Cause I cant say what I want to
I bleed my heart out just for you
And its all here in black and white and red
For all the times those words were never said
I bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I cant say
Im dying here
Cause I can't say what I want to
I bleed my heart out just for you
You could fly me to the moon
Bury me underneath the sun
I don't think that you're the only one
That hides behind the gun
Why don't you just sit on the couch
Don't even try to move your mouth
I think I'm getting tired of everything
Everything you say
You never wanna bleed for me
You never wanna bleed for me
Bleed for me
Look at your legs, they're all torn up
Thought they were closing shop last night
Did you pick a fight with someone who didn't
Know they're wrong or right
I go to sleep when I'm awake
I stay awake and grind my teeth
I go to bed and walk around
I walk around inside my head
You never wanna bleed for me
You never wanna bleed for me
You never wanna bleed for me
You never wanna bleed
There's something missing
I know it's missing again
And I know you're tired
'Cause I'm so wired all day
There's someone missing
I keep on struggling
Everyone's kicking me
Back and forth, and I
Think I'm getting tired of everything
Bleed for me
You could fly me to the moon
Bury me underneath the sun
I don't think that you're the only one
That hides behind the gun
You never wanna bleed for me
You never wanna bleed for me
You never wanna bleed for me
You never wanna bleed for me
Bleed for me, bleed for you
Bleed for me
Yeah, you know I bleed for you
Well, it's been almost a year to the moment
When I finally realized it was over
And I knew that love wasn't good enough
Of a reason for me to stay
Well, I saw you yesterday; you were drivin'
And I tried so hard to forget
You were alive, and as you passed by I began to cry
Over things that I did not say
And hide underneath my blankets and sheets
I'm finally free
I'm killin' the ghost of you, and I'm close to
Awakening me
Yeah, yeah
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
And love's something that I wouldn't wanna live without
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
On my own, my own, my own
Well, it takes all of my strength to be stable
And I force your insults under the table
And if you were wise you would compromise
And allow me to live my way
'Cause I am not a force to be reckoned with
And you don't have a clue what you're messin' with
And you can't see to the best in me
'Cause it's more than your heart can take
And hide underneath my blankets and sheets
I'm finally free
I'm killin' the ghost of you, and I'm close to
Awakening me
I'm awakening me
I'm awakening me, yeah
I'm awakening me
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
And love's something that I wouldn't wanna live without
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
On my own, my own, my own
I'm takin' my heart and I'm settin' you free
And, baby, now you're just another song to me
And the edge of your sword isn't sharp enough for me
To bleed
If I were you, I would turn and run
This is retribution for everything you've done
This is not another random act of violence
I could care less for you, this is for me
Where are your boys at now?
For your sake, I hope your legs can run as fast as your mouth
You rolled the dice, all bets are on
I'll kill you, take the money and run.
I am fear
I am pain
I am everything your nightmares bring.
So take a look around
You're alone now, you're mine now
you fucking bitch.
I will erase you
They will forget you
You're about to dropout of life
If I were you, I would turn and run
This is retribution for everything you've done
This is not another random act of violence
I could care less for you, this is for me.
I'm nothing like you, you're nothing like me
It hides inside me
Inside i am a fucking monster, I am a monster
We've ignored the truth trying to paint this perfect
life
There's no ugliness if we only close our eyes
But you cut too deep too often
Now I'm hemorrhaging inside
Now it's too late to stitch up with a butterfly
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
You tear out my soul
You watch as I bleed
Is this what you want?
It this what you need?
You tear out my soul
You watch as I bleed
I swallow all my hate and keep it buried deep inside
But I'm choking on a truth that I can't deny
That you cut too deep too often
Now I'm hemorrhaging inside
It will take more than a tourniquet this time
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
You tear out my soul
You watch as I bleed
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need
You tear out my soul
You watch as I bleed
But you cut too deep too often
Now I'm hemorrhaging inside
Now it's too late to stitch up with a butterfly
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
You tear out my soul
You watch as I bleed
Is this what you want?
Are you satisfied?
There's nothing left
You've bled me dry
You've bled me dry
You've bled me dry
(But you cut too deep too often. Now I'm hemorrhaging
inside)
You've bled me dry
(But you cut too deep too often. Now I'm hemorrhaging
My Eyes Are Burning Through Their Lids
I Can't Remember When I've Closed Them
I Think Of Searing Off My Lips So I Can't Scream Your Name
I Know You See That I Am Just A Shell Of Me
How Is It So Easy For You To Watch Me Bleed?
This Sucking Wound Is Eating Through My Chest
I Ache For You.
I Will Linger Here At Best
I've Got A Hole Right Here
I Think The Sun Was Out Today
I Can't Remember When I've Felt It
I Keep Waking Up To Waste Away In This Empty Room
And I Cannot Believe
The One That You Would Reach For In Your Sleep
Is Now Writhing At Your Feet
And You Just Let Me Bleed
This Sucking Wound Is Eating Through My Chest
I Ache For You
I'm feeling crossed, I take it inside
Burn up the pain, my thoughts are strange
Just like the things I used to know
Just like the tree that fell, I heard it
If art is still inside I feel it
I wanna bleed, show the world all that I have inside
(I wanna show you all the pain...)
I wanna scream, let the blood flow that keeps me alive
(I wanna make you feel the same...)
Take all these strings, they call my veins
Wrap them around, every fucking thing
Presence of people not for me
Well I must remain in tune forever
My love is music, I will marry melody
I wanna bleed show the world all that I have inside
(I wanna show you all the pain...)
I wanna scream let the blood flow that keeps me alive
(I wanna make you feel the same...)
I said
I wanna bleed
I wanna feel
(Show you all the pain...)
I wanna scream
I wanna feel
(Make you feel the same...)
Won't you let me take you for a ride
You can stop the world, try to change my mind
Won't you let me show you how it feels
You can stop the world, but you won't change me
I need music
I need music
I need music
To set me free
I opened up my heart again
after keeping it closed from those phonies and foes
unlocked the door and let you in
she blew open the door with a smile and a rose
you took the rope and tied my hands
pushed me down on the floor eyes started to pour
and after that you took my plans
but you prepared me for war
I lost a lot of blood in the past
Chorus:
But now I don't bleed at all
go ahead try to shoot me
push me off of a buildin'
cut me cuz now I don't feel at all
I got nothin' to live for dyin' is easy
cut me cuz now I don't bleed at all
I let you go on and hurt me let you desert me
so go ahead and disturb me undermine me and burn me
Throw me off of a buildin'
I'll still be chillin'
cut me cuz now I don't bleed at all
I woke up from my deathbed and grinned
took the tube from arms wiped the blood of my sheet
I made some calls and made new friends
Which you manipulated and beat
If I can't have you no one will
apparently not even god
and so I took a lot of pills
and now I'm just fallin apart
I know you thought it wouldn't last
I lost a lot of blood in the past
Go ahead take it to the limit one more time
beat me cheat on me steal my shine
take a bat to my forehead
run me down
take a shovel dig a ditch put me in the ground
take it to the bridge and make me jump
make me high make me crunk, make me cry make me drunk
leave me for dead in the back of a trunk
run me down with a 4 x 4
knock me out with a 2 x 4
raise me up but keep me low
roundhouse kick my beak like Tai Bo
What could you really do to me
everything I ever loved been took from me
Neither here nor there
push me down a flight of stairs
bring the beef cooked or rare I don't care
You look surprised when I open my eyes again
I let you gon on and hurt me let you desert me
so go ahead and disturb me undermine me and burn me
throw me off of a building I'll still be chillin'
BLEED! Till I'm seeing the white in your eyes
BLEED! Till I choke you, you lose air and die
BLEED! Till my anger has pierced through your skin
BLEED! Till your hallow and nothing's within
The rush of this carnage
It gives me a high
You'll never destroy us
The Spartans can't die
I wanna see you bleed!
BLEED! As the vultures are claiming the sky
BLEED! As the bodies are stacked 10 feet high
BLEED! As our shields are crushing your skull
BLEED! As our spears are commanding your fall
Enemies attack with hesitation
They didn't expect this confrontation
Now they face retreat, humiliation
The gods have failed to see this revelation!
As I cradle what you told me to
Still defined by wounds that grow in you
Opened ashes bleeding as you die
I never felt besides, I only lied
Have I forgiven you, I forgiven you
Am I becoming you, I becoming you
Will I grieve for you, will I die for you
Have I forgiven, am I becoming you
Create a focus for my decline
...your drifting fine
I cannot bleed for you, I cannot cut your lines
Another... to push deeper as we die
Have I forgiven you, I forgiven you
Am I becoming you, I becoming you
Will I grieve for you, will I die for you
Have I forgiven, am I becoming you
You cannot touch me now
I cannot hurt you
Do you bleed with me
Do I grieve for you
Have I forgiven you, I forgiven you
Am I becoming you, I becoming you
Will I grieve for you, will I die for you
Have I forgiven, am I becoming you
you don't have to care if you don't want to,
you've got yer own life to live
only do as much as you want to,
give no more than you've gotta give
it don't matter that you don't see the need,
just sit back, relax, and watch the earth bleed
you don't have to take care of your home,
you don't have to hear when your mother calls
you can't do everything on yer own,
[Chorus x2]
Experience destruction of self through greed
Still I resent every day that I breathe
True, it's on the negative that I feed
But that's how my dark soul chose to bleed
[Verse 1]
Explore philosophies based upon re-incarnated
Shaded ways of life display strive created
through the compliments belated,
Woke in the morning feeling hated by my loved ones
As I shove guns in my mouth in a dark alley in the inner city
Called the ghetto
Even dreams stated shitty
The acidity of my saliva enjoys my flesh
From the inside, the pain from moves from my gut to my chest
Here we rating like cancer breast from the stress level
On a quest to make money with sober fuck the devil
With this black magic forked-tongue that I amputate
With my mind, sometimes the rhymes the only way to ventilate
All the evil spirits from the inner-self
I concentrate, on flaws placed upon my inner-shelf
Observation, my, orbit, visionary
Pre-destination relief destroys what you carry, as choice
My voice reflects the dark times
The darkness, cleansed by kerosene
Now it's time for me to spark this flame
Spark this flame, spark this flame until ignition, refrain
[Chorus x2]
[Verse 2]
Captivating my movements, my mentals move through
All the un-natural elements designed to disgroove
The harmony between, the scars on me and the
Contruction of character, I live with agony
As a re-occurant theme the motive is blood
I bleed, beneath the surface deep beneath my face I bleed
I believe, echoes in my mind as Apostle's Creed shines
My thoughts empower me, to devour the, strong side of me
Now cowardly I cry, As I try to defy three
Of the lovers in my world
Family true Earth and this music is my girl
Damn she used to love me, hope you dub me
Onto tape numerous times,
Then you lose generations and eventually lose mine
Non-existant, used to be positively persistant
Think about how myself forgot and now i'm jisted
Now I'm blacklisted, with flashbacks and nightmares
where i'm slash-wristed and my vertabrae is twisted
Point, I missed it, about life so take heed
To my audio-biographical sketch in which I bleed
[Chorus x2]
That's how my dark soul chose to bleed (what, what)
That's how my dark soul chose to bleed (what, what)
BLEED! Till I'm seeing the white in your eyes
BLEED! Till I choke you, you lose air and die
BLEED! Till my anger has pierced through your skin
BLEED! Till your hallow and nothing's within
The rush of this carnage
It gives me a high
You'll never destroy us
The Spartans can't die
I wanna see you bleed!
BLEED! As the vultures are claiming the sky
BLEED! As the bodies are stacked 10 feet high
BLEED! As our shields are crushing your skull
BLEED! As our spears are commanding your fall
Enemies attack with hesitation
They didn't expect this confrontation
Now they face retreat, humiliation
I believe the sun will rise one day
and we'll come alive and reach for something real
I can feel the sun through darkest sky
but all the faith inside won't take away this fear
and I'll be stronger than before
'cause they can't bleed me anymore
I believed the tired man when he said that
"nothing here weighs heavier than regret"
he must've known someone just like me
now I've fallen down but don't give up on me yet
'cause I'll be stronger than before
and they can't bleed me anymore
I believe in a monday morning dream
of a rising star and a celebration of freedom
"I believe the sun will rise" some say
with an independence day for every season
and I'll be stronger than before
So it's come to this again, begging
For another chance.
See you're still bleeding from the
Last, still you choose to
Drink this glass
Still wonder how you
Can forgive me
Every time I nail you to that tree
Bleed on me to wash this stain a
Reoccurring miracle
Tell me is it worth the pain to
Bring me back to beautiful
Wear my shame like a broken
Crown King of all who've
Fallen down.
All the good deeds that I could
Do aren't worth what's
Stuck between my shoes.
Still wonder how you
Can forgive me
The things I want to do I don't do,
The things I don't want to do I do
Every time I nail you to that tree
Bleed on me to wash this stain a
Reoccurring miracle
Tell me is it worth the pain to
With a crown of thorns, I'm impaled to the cross Forsaken
and disowned, I'm blinded by my fear
One last crusade a final burden
I carried the cross to the hill
To face my bitter end
The masses are gathered, To watch me as I slip away
With spikes through my hands, This is my fate to be
One final breath before redemption
My soul demised from its womb
As my body was drained from blood
From the wounds in my hollow soul
I will bleed until I am dead
Then I transform into another shape and fly away
Pardon me if I rape an angel on my way
My soulless body has been erased and deleted
I say farewell, I say goodbye I leave this world behind
Like a flower I will wither until the end of time
Even though my soul is free I cant forget my dismal fate
When all is said and all is done, Pain shall be written
Well, it's been almost a year to the moment
When I finally realized it was over
And I knew that love wasn't good enough
Of a reason for me to stay
Well, I saw you yesterday; you were drivin'
And I tried so hard to forget
You were alive, and as you passed by I began to cry
Over things that I did not say
And hide underneath my blankets and sheets
I'm finally free
I'm killin' the ghost of you, and I'm close to
Awakening me
Yeah, yeah
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
And love's something that I wouldn't wanna live without
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
On my own, my own, my own
Well, it takes all of my strength to be stable
And I force your insults under the table
And if you were wise you would compromise
And allow me to live my way
'Cause I am not a force to be reckoned with
And you don't have a clue what you're messin' with
And you can't see to the best in me
'Cause it's more than your heart can take
And hide underneath my blankets and sheets
I'm finally free
I'm killin' the ghost of you, and I'm close to
Awakening me
I'm awakening me
I'm awakening me, yeah
I'm awakening me
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
And love's something that I wouldn't wanna live without
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
On my own, my own, my own
I'm takin' my heart and I'm settin' you free
And, baby, now you're just another song to me
And the edge of your sword isn't sharp enough for me
To bleed
Na na na na...
The mirror, staring shade of grey
love is dead
fall time blowinin', the last day
the summer is dead
OH NO, OH LORD, I WILL BLEED
OH NO, OH LORD, I WILL LEAVE
Like the last white horse of freedom
love is dead
now eaged, running days are gone,
the world is dead
OH NO, OH LORD, I WILL BLEED
OH NO, OH LORD, I WILL LEAVE
Saddled for the one last ride
my heart keeps yarning by your side
Saddled for the one last ride
My souls is now longing by your side
Lonely as my love to bleed
within the blood I will leave
Lonely as my love to bleed
I she'd no blood
Never for a leach like you
So wipe that grin from your face
I bow to no God
Heaven holds no place for you
Come close I'll end your disgrace
Pathetic little worm
Is there a reason for you not to see?
The lesson is ending and you need to bleed
A soul so sheer
An animated empty shell
I know you're failing inside
You are what you fear
In this world you live your hell
You run but you cannot hide
You need a little more
Is there a reason for you not to see?
The lesson is ending and you need to bleed
We all die alone in this perfect world
Nothing can take away your end from you
Tread carefully over these dead bodies
There's no difference between action and reaction
You're so polite
Manipulation infuriates me
Choke on your sick serpent tongue
Get out of my sight
Walk away. You know you'll never be,
The unseen or the unsung
Time to go to war
Is there a reason for you not to see?
The lesson is ending and you need to bleed
There is a difference between you and me
Now I am commanding you down on your knees
Is there a reason for you not to see?
The sweet sensation of blood running, the beauty of the wound
Facination in the moment when the needle puntures the skin
The chaos of self
Constant batles of mind
No control of self
Pain is everything
Seeing the flesh divided feeling open to your will
Images like a retinal rasterburn never to be forgot
Reflections to complex to understand
Reflections to meaningfull to grasp
Bleed
The monster inside eating away your sanity
Replacing your mind with a savage beast
Subduing your will, the order of chaos
Losing the battle of your mind
The pain is real
Reflections to complex to understand
Reflections to meaningfull to grasp
Bleed
The beast within
Feel the pain
The sweet relief
What is pain
Without love?
Need to break free, break out of these chains
Tame the savage, and repel the beast
Utter confusion
No more battles of mind
In control of self
Pain dissolved
Reflections to complex to understand
Reflections to meaningfull to grasp
is it so that the way i played was the reason for your pain
so i failed in everything while you thought i'd enjoy my game
and all the truth i had to give became a pain for those who live
and all the blindness that i see was made to choke me while i breathed
why don't you bleed when I scratch ya,
why don't you weep when I hurt ya,
don't be so weak when there's nothing here worth breaking for
all i see, all i understand worth nothing in your world
all i know, all i have to give worth nothing in your world
cause all the loneliness i found scared me to death while you were around
all the blindness that i see was made to choke me while i breathed
when it's deeper than the ways down you used to know
deeper than the roads down you used to go
I don't bleed you
I just need to see you
I would love to turn your vice
And make a silly error twice
She isn't dreamy
She just needs to see me
Drowning in the mainstream flow
And frowning wherever I go
So come down now little one
Leave your place in the sun
I come in bleeding
Stumbling round and needing
I would love to burn your trash
And make a picture with the ash
I come in storming
Before your cloud starts forming
I would love to cut your hair
And leave and empty promise there
So come down now little one
Leave your place in the sun
Start your engine
But don't forget to mention
To your friend that I need work
Don't remind her I'm a jerk
Enter clowning
Enjoy me while I'm downing
Drink tickets and poison herbs
Courtesy of the suburbs
So come down now little one