Just got my license revoked
Got an idea about who spoke
Pleasure is taken away
Things just ain't going my way
Someone will have to pay for this ordeal
Don't give a fuck I don't care how it feels
Put on your glassjaw and fight
Standing you look like a fool
Looking like there's places you'd rather be
Everything's looking all right
Time's right to put out your light
Boys are in town, and you're our mission
Everything depends on your decision
Someone will have to pay for this ordeal
Don't give a fuck I don't care how it feels
Put on your glassjaw and fight
You say you've got it, but you haven't learned shit
You say it's time to give up, but not yet
I'll show you how to do this shit for real
And add a little of that hardcore feel
Hate is the name of that game
Can't do it all in our name
Barricades built all around
Shut up, just don't make a sound
Someone will have to pay for this ordeal
Don't give a fuck I don't care how it feels
Put on your glassjaw and fight
Just got my license revoked
Got an idea about who spoke
Pleasure is taken away
I'm a shadow's fall.
I wanna know why, because I trusted you and because I'm in love.
Why you and me?
Cold love.
I can't stand this no more.
The loss of someone so special.
The goods cannot be ignored.
And you're too close, now let me fade away.
Fade away.
I hope to see you again,
In a better time and in a better place.
So we can sit and talk like we used to.
And I see you know.
I can't stand this no more,
The loss of someone so special.
The goods cannot be ignored.
And you're too close, now let me fade away.
Fade away.
I hope to see you again,
In a better time and in a better place.
So we can sit and talk like we used to.
And I see you know.
I'm a shadow's fall.
I'm a shadow's fall.
I see you know,
I've killed the pain inside.
I can feel your hand inside mine.
As we walked toward the depth, toward lies.
I see you now, girl, with me.
I see you know the pain inside.
Walk of death.
Through the valley.
I'm glad that you're near
and I'm sad that you're here.
That is what it's like to be me.
I'm glad that you're here
and I'm sad that you're near.
This is what it's like to die alone.
This all hurts so much
that i honestly believe
you're the one this is hard for.
I'm bartered tact for wit
and I've already made up
a billion stories about you.
Knee deep in static
I hear you breaking up,
I'm breaking up,
I guess we're breaking up.
You're not the other woman
you're just another (woman).
Another hobby for a guy like me.
You're given me a heart like a gun
and I'm so shocked that I've made it through these billion days.
I didn't think I could tough it out all those days a billion.
So we're growing?
I'm sure.
"There's no other I can turn to,
there's no other i can turn to
if not you, heart
who else can I believe?"
I hope you enjoy dying alone.
Lay down this latrine in nailbomb,
In the city of Molotov,
In the province of gun,
In a whole off the highway
In the land of two suns.
Sometimes I get pissed
When
My blow goes like a quickie in the snow
But I'm sure I'll go down inside.
I chew the thorn when midnight gets too long
The seed of a bastard.
Alone in the sun for sticking it in too long.
On the feet of a dragon.
Some nights the wind pipe's covered in dope.
I pray it be covered in a rope.
Me, me, me.
Grief, grief, grief.
Beat the heat.
But I'm sure I'll go down inside.
I chew the thorn when midnight gets too long
The seed of a bastard.
Grunt fuck.
Grin fuck.
Push her in the snow fuck!
The dope fiend splashes gash like a nailbomb.
Prove.
OHOHOH oh yea.
Kneelin' on my pillow God, kneelin' on my pillow..
I will see there..
I will be there..
You and me, my glowing team.
We will pasture.
I will capture.
You and me, my glowing team.
23 rolls just can't be wrong.
I got a box full of nails and notes.
Why can't I glow?
Prove it in a box.
How you livin' now?
Glow.
It's got the best of me.
I will sever... I will be there..
You and me, my glowing team.
[unclear]
I, I see the fucking manger.
On her desk she left a warning.
And I said, "Will I ever see all that's coming through for me?"
And will I ever break the mountains on the bridge?
23.
Watch me.
And I..
Why can't I glow?
Best of this filled with blocks.
How you livin' now?
Glow.
I will see there.. I will be there..
You and me... my glowing team.
I deem perfection by the words wrote in the letter.
No better,
And I wish,
And I wish it could always be better.
Wishing it could be...
I deem perfection no better,
Trying to make me,
Less bitter.
I deem perfection,
Perfection wrote in the letter.
The words you wrote in the letter.
Trying to make me less bitter,
That the letter,
No better,
Less bitter,
Try to make me less bitter.
Try to make me,
Less bitter.
Next time you think of mine, will you say it's the same?
And I wonder,
Will you think of the lives that your counterparts stricken?
Next time you think of mine will you say,
Will you say it's the same?
She means nothing.
What would you do if I scythe myself too?
I've got a job for you.
Lumberjacks and logs,
And lillypads and frogs.
I broke one string now,
Three more to go.
Taken outside,
Be guarded by you.
How could you rape me?
Me and Marshall,
How could you rape me?
Me and Marshall sat and watched it,
How could you rape me?
Yeah!
Now what would you do if I decided to?
I broke one string now there's three more to go.
Before I take out and stamp on it again, y'know.
How could you rape me?
Me and Marshall,
How could you rape me?
Me and Marshall sat and watched it,
How could you rape me?
Next time you think of mine, will you say it's the same?
And I wonder,
Will you think of the lives that your counterparts stricken?
Next time you think of mine will you say..
Will you say it's the same?
Will you say it's the same?
I don't know, I don't know.
People say "I don't know"
Everyday.
Yeah.
Prepare.
Yeah.
I won't take back no more,
I don't reject what I say.
Cause if I get what I like,
We'll take my time away.
Away.
Pack your shit and leave and take my memories of her with you.
(Away.)
..And take her fucking with you.
I smell the sound of a growing gash
With pop sensibilities.
K-Q-E-D
"It's a tune that equals you."
I feel
Hallelujah I fail,
Bulemia I'm frail.
Hallelujah I fell,
Salting the back of a snail.
And...
This is worship and this is tribute
Am I crumbling, ripping and failing?
Knowing you fit, you fit, you fit in...
And, and,
You fit in!
K-Q-E-E-E-E-E-E-D
"It's a tune that equals you."
I feel
Hallelujah, I fail,
Bulemia, I'm frail.
Hallelujah, I fell,
Salting the back of a snail.
And...
Am I worshipping or am I tributing?
Loving, crumbling, ripping, and failing.
My turkish prison is knowing I fit in.
And, and,
I fit in!
Feeding time,
An old friend of mine
At the leper zoo, yeah yeah
Que sera?
Erotic hurrah
With no rescue, girl.
Feeding time,
An old friend of mine
At the leper zoo, yeah yeah.
Que sera?
Erotic hurrah
It's cool.
Be cool, girl.
Sailor, Sailor
Sailor, Sailor
Sailor Scent
Sailor Sailor Scent Sailor Sailor Sailor Scent.
And...
worship, tribute
crumbling, ripping, and failing
Knowing you fit, you fit, you fit in...
And, and,
you fit in!
Feeding time,
An old friend of mine
At the leper zoo, yeah yeah.
Que sera?
Erotic hurrah
With no rescue, girl.
Feeding time,
An old friend of mine
At the leper zoo, yeah yeah.
Que sera?
Erotic hurrah
It's cool.
Be cool, girl.
Sailor Scent (x4)
Sailor, Sailor
Put the needle to the record and hit me with your style.
Soon enough I'll learn to unload my mouth.
Can you say it's getting blacker,
The vibe up in this place.
When I displaced, what made me turn my face?
I can't wait.
I jumped ship to a burning sow
Had a ball.
Atom bomb.
It was quite a dirty habit,
When the last thing I do,
Has a swine slewn,
Down martyr avenue.
Am I driftwood or hosana?
A knee-deep in disease.
I'm the body.
Laid a 9 on my sleeve.
I'm a bitch girl.
I'm a bitch.
I jumped ship to a burning sow
Had a ball.
Atom bomb.
I jumped ship to a burning sow
Had a ball.
Killed a shark.
I jumped ship to a burning sow
Had a ball.
Atom bomb..
Denial is a river in Egypt.
Division is a reunion in the south.
Soon enough I'll learn to...
Denial is a river in Egypt
Allusive as the communion in my mouth.
Soon enough I'll learn to...
I jumped ship to a burning sow
Had a ball.
Atom bomb.
I jumped ship to a burning sow
Had a ball.
Atom bomb.
Tell the one about the man who dug a
Hole so deep
He lost sight of his word
Hit it one more time for our men in uniform
(with a price apon their heads)
This is a war! Sober up!
call it what you want, the color changes
up in the sun.
Not throwing stones at you anymore.
Your name's in lights and I don't wonder anymore.
Anymore.
All my X's live with hexes
This is why I hang myself with jealousy
apon a fencepost half-mast.
Fashion: war between the guilty and the guilty
and the guilty and the guilty and the teen.
Not throwing stones at you anymore.
Your name's in lights and I don't wonder anymore.
Anymore.
Oh yeah, I would like to..kneel down like mice do.
As I'm crying in the beer of a drunkman.
And it's rotted, rotted, rotted!
Not throwing stones at you anymore.
Your name's in lights and I don't wonder anymore.
Anymore.
Oh yeah, I would like to..
I'd like to die like fucking mice do.
As I'm crying in the beer of a drunkman.
And I'm crying in the beer of a drunkman.
Fashion.
Fashion.
Buy it.
Load it.
Shoot it.
Admittance.
Inspiration was a crutch.
It inspires us all.
It inspires sex and love and lust,
And I held on.
Life€™s contort to bear and hold,
It lasts forever my friend.
But I€™ll hold on.
Of all my brothers and sisters, I chose you.
We were inspired.
Life was inspired.
But the whole point of this big picture was,
Something lasted forever, my friend.
And I held on...
And I held on.
Life€™s contort to bear and hold,
It lasts forever.
And I€™ll hold on.
Life€™s contort to bear and hold,
It lasts forever, my friend.
And I€™ll hold on.
Something lasts forever.
I know I€™d kill and I know I will.
I€™m not ashamed that something lasts forever.
It€™s pounding in my mind,
And it€™s throbbing in my heart.
We were held.
We were safe.
We were at home.
I€™m not ashamed that it was my crutch.
I can€™t deceive.
And I won€™t believe,
That I was ashamed,
But I was only crying.
Open up now.
I wanna see you.
Life€™s contort to bear and hold,
It lasts forever.
But I€™ll hold on.
Siberian Kiss
Give me back
my pictures of me.
Me, you and him makes three.
It figures the wheezing will measure your rate
of depress
and i hope you know.
Like a bitch in heat,
I hope she know.
So put another penny in and turn the crank
until the frames cease to move
and the movie turns into a photo,
a photo the size of a kiss
I hope she knows.
Staring at a parisian sex flick
where the characters don't meet
the characters don't speak
and the characters are like mirrors facing mirrors:
Space always expanding.
So put another penny in and turn the crank
until the frames cease to move
and the movie turns into a photo,
a photo the size of my fist
I hope she knows.
A hiccup in paradise
I keep you jealously to myself,
in a photo the size of a kiss
a kiss in the shape of a bullet.
On phone lines and letterheads
I'm dying about.
I've watched you whore yourself out for one more thing.
There's always one more thing.
If I can't have you no one will.
Pushing a lover to love another.
Are you turned on?
I keep you jealously to myself.
Fraudulent
Miracles, Make Miracles Seashells
Rice Paper Princess (Guess too poor)
In the mist above perfection
Rain On The Parade
Me that's crowding daylight
And never the two shall meet
Said the tiger to its greatest fan
The amount of love you wish to give is more than i can stand
and now you leave me in defeat
leave me battered, broken man
The amount of love you wish to give is more than i can stand
Now I have you where I want you
I know that you are listening
This is my chance to tell you everything
my chance to tell you I love you
but I've waited too long
Now the record's over
Now the record's over
There's a women sitting in a motel room
counting minutes and seconds
adding to her list of "one hour loves."
She's tired but the new will do
she'll replace the body,
his friends are good for a bang-bang!
An amiable hobby,
he's got a secret.
Just keep it and sleep with it.
He can't believe a thing you've said.
"We're going nowhere"
"...fair is fair."
The way you play with lives
is such a big disguise
we swear that
we're not gonna' take it.
The way you play with lives
is such a big disguise
we swear
we're not running naked.
There's a man sitting in a motel
waiting for a hooker that he never applied for
...or is it even her?
Just when it's perfect
it's finite,
he called it
he said he's sober,
it's over.
So long.
I burn the lamp.
I burn when I do everything I do for you.
(It's like being caught in the blaze).
I hate you.
(And I guess it's nothing new for you).
I'm not impressed,
I guess I'm not impressed.
With which dialect, which dialect marches best,
And who reaches heaven in what order
When our kids are baptized in mortar.
It's a shame that our messiahs move their pawns from different mountains
And we're left to dance these bodies 'round the fountain.
If a leader preaches worship to the sheep within the valley,
Who'll be riding in a tank that says "just married"?
We found that ultimately you can make it snow in the summer.
Contrary to what you believe
We oscillate and vary speed.
The food in jail is sulphury.
How do inuits spell relief?
Summer's trudging closer and a flurry of white as well.
It's the heart of nuclear winter and I'm scared as hell.
It's a shame.
I draw them on reckless,
etched in,
scratched in like resurrection.
Your sins are killing you
and you can bet they'll get me too.
I've got to give some to get some.
Mining in the river
Standing in the rain.
Down on your knees
As you heave at the drain.
You can lead a whore to water
and bet she'll drink and follow orders.
And I said, "Is this what you wanted?"
"Is this what you needed?"
Give it some more time.
Tonight I'm going to a party,
but it's already started without me.
I aced philosophy
and mastered the art of spiritual phase.
I've got to give some to get some.
The disco ball spins away another year.
I wish you a broken heart and a happy new year.
Only three words come to mind.
Welcome to Hollywood whore.
Wake up in Hollywood whore.
My dance has passed.
Combine the throb within the head
with the rhythm of the feet.
Say a novena for all those lost
and read the bloodstains on the sheets.
I've whored myself for less than this
and I've prayed to appear to fed.
As I knelt on my pillow God,
I clenched my fists and banged my head.
Who could ever take the place of me?
How I kiss up to God my fists
and I pray to keep my head
though I like your pretty eyes better blackened
and my fists all red.
Through sickness and health
I've kissed up to God two years.
I have focused on the cameos made by the tiger
in the valley of the locust.
Wipe it off you mouth.
Get up off your knees
and make me your god.
It's sexual debauchery.
You cost what you're worth.
Followed by a boy like this.
Re-ignited by all your visits.
As long as your mouth is shut
You'll still be beautiful.
Stand there and pull the lever.
Believing that€™s love.
You work the big machine belief fuel my fire and then...
I€™m in love,
I lied,
I€™m in love I lied.
And here€™s my story.
I stood there,
Pulled the lever,
Believing that€™s love.
I lied.
I work the big machine and with you.
I fuel the fire.
Your stories...
I fuel the fire.
It€™s all love.
And it€™s okay.
You€™re blind,
To what she has lied to you about.
To your knees.
Pleasure for one.
But she just teased you.
Buried eyes.
In the flow of sour emotion.
No one else can feel what I hide inside€
Loving you.
If I can€™t have you no one will.
Love you.
And for your love I would kill.
I thought I loved.
I gave my all to you.
But you led me like a fool.
Like a fool, and I..
So many ways...
So many ways that I cant..
I cannot count the ways€
Watch out.
Silent death will come over you.
You won€™t realize,
What the fuck that I have done to you.
Can€™t reach your fucking next course..
As I indulge myself on your mindless corpse.
I love you.
I love you.
And if I can€™t have you no one will.
Love you.
And for your love I would kill.
I love you.
I gave my all to you.
But you led me like a fool.
(Uncool)
So many ways.
Here's my story.
Oh my God..
What I thought was wrong..
Love. Love is wrong.
..
I got you face down.
You're sounding you're cool?
We're alone.
ANd it's love.
I take your body for..
A screwdriver..
A powertool.
Fucking you, fucking your dead body.
But it's all OK, because I love you.
Little girl€
Blindfold€
Industrialize€
Face the daybreak€
Leap unto my sweat€
Kira, I call your name€
You, I am so true.
White, black pale skin.
Sun rays burn my eyes,
As you place the knowledge behind bars.
I never flaunt my anger,
In this house of torrid memories.
The name that spurns the name that...
I€™m, I'm so alone.
You, I am so true.
White, black pale skin.
Sun rays burn my eyes,
As you place the knowledge behind bars.
The touch, the feel, so soft caress.
My plan to fucking rape you.
You, that's right.
I€™m, I'm so..
I'm so alone.
Look!
The walls are heaving in€
Sun shines on the new fallen snow€
Brought upon by the truth.
The truth of your communism.
When I call your name..
I am so alone.
You wouldn€™t understand that I heard every word you said.
Every time I try, I see it everyday.
Until once I realize that I had a home,
But I€™m so alone.
I€™m so alone.
Kira.
Yesterday you threw a spear and now you think you're getting it back?
Yesterday you threw a bloody mess with a cross through my face and now you think you get it back?
Yesterday you threw a spear and now you think you're getting it back?
Yesterday you threw a bloody mess with a cross through my face and now you think you get it back?
London's sin of a brain.
I fucking needed it this way.
Oh, not you. Nothing, not you.
Not you, nothing not you.
London's sin of a brain..
I fucking needed it this way.
Driven from the pink rose petals inside my head
I'm shining tombstones, trying to raise the dead.
Didn't you try to shave with one hand?
Didn't you try to shave once, shave once?
Didn't you try to shave with one damn hand?
I wanted it this way.
I needed it this way.
I fucking wanted it.
I fucking needed it.
I wanted it this way.
I needed it this way.
I wanted it.
I needed it.
I want it.
I fucking wanted it.
I needed it.
I wanted it.
I fucking needed it this way.
I fucking wanted it.
I needed it.
I wanted it.
I need it.
I want it.
I wouldn't die would you be my savior?
I wouldn't die would you be my kind?
Nothing's dead in my bed. In my..
I wouldn't die would you be my savior?
I wouldn't die would you be my kind?
Nothing's dead in my bed. In my..
I raise the dead.
London's sin of a brain.
You like to carry my heart in a bag that's broken.
You're asking when do I stop?
When the bottle's empty.
Blacker than my father's soul. Drunk enough to raise us all.
Pink (x2)
Roses (x2)
Nomad, Drowning Rat. Black, black, so black you cant even grasp the fact.
Blacker than a begger's soul. Rich enough to raise us all.
Lead with your need as god decends
Pink (x2)
Roses (x2)
Cold to the ground, what gets me this down?
The smell of magnesium, the smile of a clown.
I wanna drink you. Scare you. Fuck you and Film you
Pink (x2)
Roses (x2)
Dark steals through the chance to kill,
Dark steals through the chance to,
Dark steals to steal a living mind,
Dark steals for the chance to kill mine.
When no one loves you, no one loves I'm with lust I'm with lust I'm with stupid.
I jam with stupid.
No one loves you.
No one loves you.
No one loves you.
No one loves you!
They go home counting red gold.
My hind is in the courtship.
Hahahaha.
Dark steals through the chance to kill,
Dark steals through the chance to,
Dark steals to steal a living mind,
Dark steals for the chance to kill mine.
When no one loves you, no one loves I'm with lust I'm with lust I'm with stupid.
I jam with stupid. I.
They go home counting red gold.
And lives.
Hahahaha.
Yeah? Yeah?
Things will change.
Oh.
If things are said one way they will change.
If things are said one way they will change.
They will change.
Hahahaha.
If it make's you
It takes you
I don't want to
If it makes you scared
In the bare, anyway
If it makes you, i don't want to
See your face when you feel not alive.
You're lying in bed with the pride of a lion.
You are there.
If you're shrewd enough to be underlined, then
You are there.
A world premier.
If it make's you
It takes you
I don't want to
If it makes you stare
In the bare, anyway
If it's the last thing you do...
If it's the last thing you do...
If it's the last thing you do, plagiarize.
You're lying in bed with the pride of a lion.
Are you there?
If you're shrewd enough to be underlined, then
Are you there?
My boss said to me,
take my advice please
instead, for one second, up off your knees
we are not the competition
when we strive, we strive..
to be number one
Mr. Shiver, I'm glad you sent a line
euphoria's endearing
but it's cold; we might as well retire to the
drawer where all used things (where all used things)
resign.
Mr. Shiver in the river
you were sold
you were told
I do (I do), if we make it over the mountain.
I do (I do), if we make it... if we make it...
Dressed in leather, red ball and vault attire
the most ironic place to be is easy (yeah):
between my finger and the blade, right before I let the used
(I let the used) resign.
Mr. Shiver in the river
you were sold
you were told
I do (I do) if we make it over the mountain
I do (I do) if we make it... if we make it...
You might lose the one you choose
you might lose who won you times ten
(times ten, times ten, times ten) [repeat]
time time...
I do (I do) if we make it over the mountain
I do (I do) if we make it... if we make it...
You only get one taste
and for this gift we are graced.
You only get one taste
and for this gift
wait.
Now let me go
so I can brag about the gifts that he stole.
(Thank you) For all the lonely nights.
I will carry this with me where I go.
Bad taste in my mouth.
You would think I'm a whore.
Bad taste in my mouth.
You would think I'm you.
You only get on taste
and for this gift we are graced.
You only get one taste
and for this gift
she's likely to go,
or so she'll say.
We sleep as we do to keep our nights days away.
Love,
or so she'll say.
Immature love.
You breed immature lust.
So died the virgin.
I have told you before,
You we're nothing special to him
(and that's just another thing that's nothing new for you).
You'll be born.
You before.
Embody me
with you body.
I've never seen it.
I have never.
Embody me
with your body.
I've never seen it.
Are you happy?
"Who you fucking now?"
I use my slit wrist
to sign my name with
and when you can't compete with the Joneses
gun 'em all down
(even the father).
You filthy whore.
Shut up and swallow my pride for me.
Move closer or drive farther.
Suck on the end of this dick that cums lead,
but first I'm coming after you all.
It's ladies night at the bar
but she smokes a man's cigar.
I guess she's dying.
Oh well.
I don't give a fuck about your dignity.
That's the bastard in me.
I know a girl
who sells herself around
and I'm sure one day
she'll sign autographs in your town.
Looking back into my diary
what makes me say those things?
What causes my laughter at another's disease?
It's the bastard in me.
You live in shit
and you will eat your own way out.
I am too fly and shy
like no other guy.
Too fly and shy just for you.
I'll mark you all.
As i watched it all begin...
I€™m caught
In the
Middle
Of my own reality.
Where nothing€™s for and nothing€™s against,
Why don€™t you wake-up and you€™ll see the lies and the pain and the oppression.
I could never understand,
All that is good,
And all that€™s supposed to be.
And escape from my anxiety.
I can't escape.
I€™m caught
In the
Middle
Of my own reality.
I could never understand,
All that is good,
And all that€™s supposed to be.
And I, I could not not escape the lies.
My reality.
Oh my God,
They held me down.
I can't escape.
I€™m caught
In the
Middle
Of my own reality.
As i watched it all begin...
I was there.
I€™m caught
In the
Middle
Of my own reality.
Where nothing€™s for and nothing€™s against,
Why don€™t you wake-up and you€™ll see the lies and the pain and the oppression.
I could never understand,
All that is good,
And all that€™s supposed to be.
And I, I could not escape the lies.
My reality.
I€™m caught
In the
Middle
Of my own reality.
I could never understand,
All that is good,
And all that€™s supposed to be.
And I, I could not not escape the lies.
My reality.
Oh my God oh my God,
I held myself down.
I was trapped in my own mind.
I€™m caught
In the
Middle
Of my own reality.
"When I get back"
Pre-break of dawn
hear the ring it's me
live from a pay phone
talking in the rain.
Things pan out exactly as i say they will.
Will I be less happy
when I get back?
Two hand in one glove
as if we were poor.
The hard up make the soup from stones
like the poor before them did before.
You say the waiting could crush your heart.
But it's nothing new to me
have you crave me so desperately
but I know
how when you need me you bleed for me,
though now I'm gone you fill my shoes with new
fans.
Always and forever
we are apart and may she see
she'd be free rejoicing in distance
if she only let me sleep.
"Will things make less happy
when I get back?"
Absence makes the heart grow still.
Abuse the hunt; confuse the kill.
I know, I know.
Make the dead feel deader
deader.
Make the dead sleep nights with a razor
waiting.
Kill the prey.
I'll hold my child's head underwater.
If it's a boy, I was joking
if it's a daughter, I'll say I did what I did
because I had to...
And if you find my kid later
tell her I laughed too.
We just might work out fine
because I love you enough
to let you give the pain that I want
...And when you do
I just might fuck you
enough to love you.
Once upon my night stand
lied letters piled in columns
postmarked Middle Island
out east in the country of Solemn.
Welcome to Hollywood whore.
Wake up in Hollywood whore.
My dance has passed.
Combine the throb within the head
with the rhythm of the feet.
Say a novena for all those lost
and read the bloodstains on the sheets.
I've whored myself for less than this
and I've prayed to appear to fed.
As I knelt on my pillow God,
I clenched my fists and banged my head.
Who could ever take the place of me?
How I kiss up to God my fists
and I pray to keep my head
though I like your pretty eyes better blackened
and my fists all red.
Through sickness and health
I've kissed up to God two years.
I have focused on the cameos made by the tiger
in the valley of the locust.
Wipe it off you mouth.
Get up off your knees
and make me your god.
It's sexual debauchery.
You cost what you're worth.
Followed by a boy like this.
Re-ignited by all your visits.
As long as your mouth is shut
You'll still be beautiful.
You took my hands and led me wrong..
Now I€™m back and I€™m sad.
I cannot stand there,
I will not watch that,
I won€™t be left here alone.
Your phony values,
Your stolen pep talk,
You took the stars from my eyes.
You told me.
You fucking told me.
"Everlasting friendship."
You lied.
You told me.
You told me.
"Everlasting friendship."
I trusted you.
Your hatred an excuse against all that happens to you.
Something to fall back upon and I see your stories.
Your hatred and excuse against all that happens to you.
Something to fall back upon and I see your stories.
You wanted to end the fight my son,
While you attack the defenseless when their guards are down.
It's in the past, leave it behind.
I don€™t hate you, but I€™ll speak my mind.
You wanted to break the walls, now face up to what you built.
You€™re a hypocrite and your double standards create your hate.
Face the lies, you're a hypocrite my friend.
Yes, you are.
She cured the plague of the holy child
and all the while
she just walked in
and "boom!" she said
in her room with her red fingernails
and a grip on the answers.
When it's home
and I'm broken, let's fix.
When it's home
and I'm swollen, let's kiss.
When it's home
and we're walking, she'll lead
If she's waiting, we'll leave.
I'm so gracious.
If you touch it
it's cold.
If you drop it
it breaks.
If you hold it
it shakes.
"Boom!" she said.
My name's "I Dare".
All the while...
In room 909,
You couldn't make that shot.
No one can make that shot.
No one's that good.
You're so nationless, so groupless.
You fucking sniper.
I know you with your japanese eyes.
You're so nationless, you're so groupless.
I know your name, boy.
In room 909.
Cut yourself open.
Sitting alone, getting to know you.
Cut yourself open.
In room 909 making the shot.
No one can make that shot.
That's right, you're the best in room 909.
You're the chosen.
Cut yourself open.
Cut yourself open, boy..
Nationless.
Groupless.
And all that I have built staying away,
Getting to know you.
Wasting my time in that room.
Staying away.
Getting to know..
Getting to know you.
Getting to know...
Getting to know you.
At the carnival.
The ferris wheel.
You're manning the top.
And that, it's so confidential,
And that nine...
That room, 909.
Contract accepted.
The cops went in your room.
Maybe you did it.
The white cop found the gun.
Nationless.
Groupless.
And all that I have built staying away,
Getting to know you.
Wasting my time in..
Wasting my time.
Cut yourself open boy.
Getting to know..
Getting to know you.
Getting to know...
Getting to know you.
I wanna know you.
You can never understand me.
'Cause I, I felt this in my...
I felt this in my soul.
You never made an understanding.
'Cause I, I felt this in my...
I felt this in my soul.
This, this never meant shit to you.
I could prove that.
My, my moist eyes..
You broke a sweat and I belong here.
You can never understand me.
'Cause I, I felt this in my...
I felt this in my soul.
You never made an understanding.
'Cause I, I felt this in my...
I felt this in my soul.
This never meant shit to you.
I could prove that.
My, my moist eyes..
You broke a sweat and I belong here.
I belong here now.
You took my hand and led me wrong,
Now I€™m back and I€™m sad.
And I... I wanna know why.
It's always on my mind, I can€™t get it out..
I wake up at night, in my bed, and its on my mind.
It's always on my mind.
And I can't get it out.
It's always on my mind, I can€™t get it out..
I wake up at night, in my bed, its on my mind.
It's always on my mind.
And I can't get it out.
I know I try.
That burning feeling.
Red liquids.
Clear liquids.
Blessed are the sick.
Children shiver in the river.
Where is our god now?
Does he watch over all in El Segundo?
He don't lie when he say,
"Under."
I'm wasting away.
I find time to pine.
When pining away my time.
Within sin
With no redemption
We will find our souls
and the shells they're kept in
all wasted away.
Blessed are the sick in me.
The prey, the thrill, the chill and we
are martyrs that crumble on time.
Predestination.
We'll stop upon dimes.
and hed constructed us all in El Segundo,
as the shivering children pray.
Demons in
demons out.
Cry for dawn.
Gratis.
Bored.
I'm the matador of the children's ward.
Beggars wed choosers.
Red sheets.
Bed sheets.
Boozers.
I'm the head fan.
Blessed be my bed pan.
It's a cold, having just been mugged feeling.
In the sun
I've got this for you
it's under my finger nails.
I brought this for you.
It's typically Sunday.
I'm digging a hole.
Many ways
Many days
Many faces down the line
When people whisper it makes her nervous
Its you from the airport
Addressing most littlest
In several days I just might prove worth it
So after all, after all
They let you decide
After all, after all
They let you decide
Anyways
Anyway
Walk the wire, wonder why
When people whisper it makes her nervous
And its you from the airport
Addressing most littlest
Several days too late to unearth it
So after all, after all
They let you decide
After all, after all
They let you decide
We are the most impassioned ugly people
Ugly people
Ugly people, say.
So after all, after all
They let you decide
After all, after all
They let you decide
I am Calligula
Glutton of Gluttons
Men over women
Man over woman
The whore of all men
And I...
Am not ashamed to admit, it's not enough to say "I love all of you"
And I'm aroused
When you lying, you lying
We are OK, in a misguided Sadist way
We are OK
We are OK, in a disabled veteran way
We are OK
Can i ever begin to imagine
the terrible itch in mine
it haunts your mind
the family of five
the end in mind
I dine with wolves again
I travel with theives again
What did I teach you?
What did I teach you?
Your lying, your lying
We are OK, in a misguided Sadist way
We are OK
We are OK, in a disabled veteran way
We are OK
So don't confuse why we put you here
For your automation for individuality
I scroll down your back, and your neck, and your wrist
A notch on my bedpost is how you shall exist
No more, no less for the greater good
Thats you, American womanhood
Thats you, American womanhood
It haunts your mind(the end in mind)(A lot of times)
We are OK, in a misguided Sadist way
We are OK
We are OK, in a disabled veteran way
Were so cold
Ha ha ha ha...
"Thats glassjaw?"
"Thats glassjaw"
"Oh, la la la la la la...."
This once, this once, this once..
Are you going to run from here?
I'm dying to know if she died to me.
Take it back now.
Are you going to run from here?
I'm dying to know if she died to me.
She is not that strange.
She says goodbye some day.
My black coffee fantasy never seems to bother me.
In my mind I'm hoping I'll betray the sinners dance and fade away.
I'll fade away.
This once.
Dying,
(My godess and my gods)
And the blood taste was red.
Are you going to run from here?
I'm dying to know if she died to me.
Take it back now.
Are you going to run from time?
And die to me?
Change is not that strange.
She says goodbye some day.
My black coffee fantasy never seemed to bother me.
In my mind I'm hoping I'll betray,
The sinners dance and fade away.
I'll fade away.
Press the story of stories praised,
Of love and women up above,
Layer this guilt that fits like a glove,
I say it before you heated and tickle,
Press the story of stories,
Paint with love,
The woman up above lets me wear this guilt,
That fits like a glove.
I can see on my own now.
Breath in the culture,
And I will take what's mine.
And I will try to stay mundade..
Pretending it hurts you,
I will take what's mine,
And I will try to stay mundane.
I exclude light and wash my hands of you.
By larger being devoured,
leaving only me to improve.
Weep.
Don't fucking weep.
Your weak eyes cry tears of the week.
Weep.
Catch up with the sheep.
It's a sacrilegious ceremony.
New flavor of the week.
Nothing's sacred in the faces of the soulless
(that you're made into).
You're raptured by a guilty stifle down.
"...And what I'll do
is mess you up and lie to you."
Look at you
You know it's true.
It's a field trip to Hollywood Babylon.
But
I'm
not
coming.
No.
Yeah it's over.
You can bet in mid-october I will still be ranting 'bout most early may
Yeah he's a winner
He's a goddamn sinner
While he dines I'm on the wrong side of the day.
And I said, "I don't understand why I'm fumbling after"
You're the reason I cannot forget this season or the letter when you first referred to it. And I said...
It's all calypso.
but it's not easy to know
you walk around with your shoulders down frowning
it's not easy to know
Yeah it's over
You can bet when mid-October ends
I'll still be ranting bout most early may.
See yeah, he's a winner
He's a goddamn sinner
While he dines I'm on the wrong side of the day
And I said, "I don't understand why I'm fumblin' after"
Yeah you're the reason i cannot forget this season
or the lesson how an ape shall not kill ape. And I said...
It's all calypso
but it's not easy to know
you walk around with your shoulders down frowning
it's not easy to know
It's just the tango
but it's not easy to show
I walk around with my horns out granted
it's not easy to know.
I'm going under.
you can't trust a man who's a governor
ape can't trust me
you can't trust a man with a gun at all
ape can't trust me (you can't trust me)
It's all calypso.
but it's not easy to know
you walk around with your shoulders down frowning
it's not easy to know
it's just the tango
but it's not easy to show
I walk around with my horns down now
but it's not easy to show.
how could you heal if you don't ease back the blame.
knowing you're right won't you win?
Three times alone this week
I was suppose to be a rock star.
"I only beat you when I'm drunk,
You're only pretty when you're crying."
We are suppose to be the ones to set the air afire.
Three times alone this week
I was made into a liar.
Whether (or not) I found the gold
I never told.
Richer: I
brilliant white.
I.
I wear shoes that move men from desert to riches.
Show me what you've got
and scratch it because it itches.
Call me Chameleon
and extingish my fire.
Three times alone this week
I was suppose to be a liar.
Maybe not.
Why the stare?
Would I lie about that which I am scared?
What did I say to you?
Step into
a pot of gold,
rejoice in fire
that which soon burns gold.
What did I say to you?
I can't deny
The throat, the love, sincerity,
I can't deny it
"I've got to keep my P.M.A."