Wasted my time, you wasted your time on me
Let's face the facts that we must break clean
Fucked with my mind, I was too blind to see
So I waited patiently
I will not stand by and try
I will not stand by your side
You drained the life out of me
Livin' in such misery
Life is not kind, people are filled with greed
You are no exception, you were no friend to me
Fucked with my mind
Took self esteem and I waited anxiously
What did you mean, you said you cared for me
I was so naive, I let walk all over me
I've gained courage, now I am
So better off without you in my life
You sold me out and though it all you fuckin'
wasted my time.
I've realized though all your lies you did not
think too much of me
You helped yourself and did not think to offer
me your company
The hurt inside will heal in time and that's the
price I have to pay
And that's just fine, I've done my time and now
I'm glad to walk away cause after all, you fuckin'
wasted my time
Born into violence
Didn't know any other way
This life of crime he was destined
For, and this is his fate
From a broken home
Getting beat was an everyday thing
This is what is going down everywhere
And for him it's too late
Can't blame him
There's nothing he can do
They made him take their abuse
And he's takin' it out on you
It's my turn, I'm takin'
It out on you
The world is mine
And no onecan take it from me
That's his mentality
That's why he got put away
Did his share of time
And he's out and back
To his old ways
Got wiser, became a leader and took
Control of the streets
Turned his gang into an empire
Times are hard and getting rougher
Could never understand why my family had to suffer
May be it's because we're not as fortunate as others
At least we've got each other, and we can rely on one another
Working hard just to make ands meet
Through good and bad we refused to accept defeat
Trying to give us what they never could have
Not a day goes by that we don't thank god for what we have
Times are hard but getting better
We paid our dues but money doesn't last forever
Maybe it's because the money doesn't always matter
At least we have each other and we can rely on another
I thank my family for everything that was given to me
Being there no matter what, even willing to die for me
They're not at fault if I'm not as good as I'm supposed to be
They did their part and now it's all up to me
I thank god and all my family
Did their best and now it's up to me
God help me
Guide me towards righteousness Lord, once again
Please give me back the innocence of my youth
That was taken from me so long ago
Out of my control
I do not lay the blame on anyone
Only you can save my soul,
I'm calling
I'm calling out, I'm calling, is anyone listening?
I'm calling
I'm calling out, I'm calling, are you listening?
Cause I'm trying to fight it with all my heart and soul,
Strength and hope, is it all my fault?
I can't deny it, sometimes I lose control
I lose all hope
God save me now
From my past and present sins once again
Please give me the peacefulness of my youth
That I've never had
I keep it all inside, for the sake of pride
I will not disrespect my family
Only you know what I hide
I'm calling
I'm calling out, I'm calling, are you listening?
Cause I'm trying to fight it with all my heart and soul,
Strength and hope, is it all my fault?
I can't deny it, sometimes I lose control
I lose all hope
Until then, it feels like
I'm caught between
Heaven and Hell
Please take away the sins of me and my father
Give me the strength to prevail
If you forgive me, then I'll forgive myself
Until then, it feels like
I'm caught between
Heaven and Hell
[break]
There is no place the weak here
This is the home of the weak in me
You were the light in the darkness
That I lived in full of redemption and sin
Even though I was surrounded by the best of friends
My future was looking dim
You gave me hope in a time when I lost control
About to lose my soul
You picked me up from the gutters that I once roamed
Helped my see what I now know
When I thought there was no one there for me
Your light shined on me
You gave me hope, you gave me all I need
You set me free
When I fought against myself, to be as good as I can be
You gave me strength, you gave me what I need
You're everything to me
In the darkest of days you came into my life
It was full of so much strife
Self-destruction was the name of the game that I played
You reinforced the values that I had lost at no price or cost
And even when I slipped into the darkness again
You fought to bring me back in
I hope you know what you mean to me
You mean everything, everything
I hope you know that I'd do anything for you
I mean anything
You made a man out of me when I thought I knew it all
I knew nothing
You brought me hope in my darkest days
I love you more than anything
When I thought there was no one there for me
Your light shined on me
You gave me hope, you gave me all I need
You set me free
When I fought against myself to be as good as I could be
You gave me strength you gave me what I need
I can't help you, you gotta fight
for yourself
You did this to yourself and
I reject you, what do you want from me now
After you've let us down
And I don't wanna know the reason why
No excuses for all your funkin' lies
I don't want to hear your alibis
I gotta turn turn my back and walk away
I can't forgive when it's my life at stake
You've played yourself out, now it's too late
The time has come to set you free
My back is turned so you can see
It don't matter to me
The time has come to set you free
My back is turned so you can see
It don't matter to me
Because our friendship is now deceased
When justice serves you'll think of me
It don't matter to me
You played yourself and I've been forced to draw
the line
With me you will not find (any pity) It don't matter
You forced my hand, you lied, you've been cut off
And I can't help you out this cause it don't
matter to me
i never backstab another to save mine,
i stand the time.
for me its do or die,
these are the rules i live by.
and i shed my blood for my brothers of the same mind,
of the same kind, who never leave a side.
see we never think twice,
and they shed their blood for me.
shos by my side, im by your side.
my blood is my loyalty,
my brothers are loyal to me.
who by my side, this is what we believe.
we stand for one another in hard times, in good times.
no matter what we find,
a way so we can get by.
say what you want to say - the same old thing.
say what you want to play - the same old game.
say what you want to say - i wont change.
say what you want to say - just look my way.
what you see is what you get.
this is who i am, nothing less.
you think youre better but you bleed red like the rest of us but are you willing to
now thats the real test.
who you know,
where youre from and what youve done in my eyes!
none of that matters.
staying true to yourself is what we strive for!
staying true to myself, now whos hardcore?
i say it now, i said it then!
for all those who always try to offend.
you paint a picture but you still dont comprehend one thing about me cuz you aint my friend
We won't take any shit and we're not about to leave
Just cause you don't like who and what we want to be
Who are you to say what's wrong what's right
If it's what it takes, we're ready to fight
Ready to fight, ready to fight
I'm tryin' to keep calm and you're pushin' me
I'm tryin' to keep my calm and see you're still
pushin' me
I don't know why you keep pushin' me
I'm tryin' to keep my calm and see you're still
pushin' me!
You've pushed your luck with me and I don't
Appreciate the fact that you're tryin' to
intimate me
I've tried to keep my cool
But you've taken it from me
Here I'll put it to you
before we fight
I need to step to you
to prove I'm right
I never leaked a drop of loyalty
i never lost my hate and purity
you say you're down and out and I'm to blame
but all there ever was
was shame in your game
never will we battle or bleed for you again
never will we swallow our pride for your revenge
i guess you never had it in your heart
you never had our back you were destined to part
you played yourself out
flashing true colours
proving that bit of doubt to your brothers
All you wished was to block my goals
all you did was to strengthen my soul
and what I wanted from you
I could never get
so dreading our deaths is how we choose to live
you're the one who feeds my rage
you're to blame for endless pain
it's been in your nature to destroy my dreams
it's in my heart to damage your means
'cause I feed off your fire day after day
it's you who I live for 'till I shit on your grave
so shall it be the last laugh on me
All you wished was to block my goals
All you did was strenghten my soul
And what I wanted from you
I could not get
So dreading our deaths is how we
Choose to live
You're the one who feeds my rage
You're to blame fror endless pain
It's in your nature to
Destroy my dreams
It's in my heart to
Damage my means
Because I feed off your fire
Day after day
It's you who I live for until I shit
On your grave
Chorus
So shall it be the last laugh on me ?
When you lay there to rot, I breath
No more fighting we've had enough
we won't take any more of your shit
you got the badge and you got the gone
In a world full of war and hate
What do you think, is there any salvation?
Is there any hope for the future in these times of
The revelations?
In this world that we can't escape
Have we exceeded our expectations?
Have we gone too far with technology
To protect our nations?
(I speak)
For me and my generation
I have to ask these questions
(For them)
For me
In this world full of war and hate
All we can do is ask these questions
I pray for the best, the future is not
Yours, mine or anyone's
On the eve of our destruction
Has anyone asked us
How do we feel about the future of humanity?
This is insanity
(I speak)
For me and my generation
I have to ask these questions
(For them)
For me, for everyone
What is this world comin' to?
That is the question that I have to ask all of you
Who hold the proof and the world
In the palm of your hands
Well it's not one country, it's not one man
It's all of you who spread the fear
Desire to control it all, make your choices wisely
You've played yourself out
So just go on your way
You choose your fate now
If you decide to stay
It's not pity that saves you
Cause you're given a chance
I've helped myself out
By Taking this stance
So don't look back now
There's nothing to say
You should be grateful to walk away
I woke up from a dream today, I thought of you, Jay
I looked at the clock, it read 2:22
I know that you are here with me like every day
Still I miss you in every way
Your coolness, your presence
I'll see you on the other side someday
Until then, I'll honor you my friends
Your spirit will always live
It will live through me
Until then, you have gone but you're not forgotten
You're more than a memory
You will always be a part of me
I was on the east side today and I thought of you, Mike
I had a drink, said a prayer, wiped my face
I knew that you were there with me like every day
Still I miss those good old days
Your laughter, your presence
I will see you on the other side someday
Until then, I'll honor you my friends
Your spirit will always live
It will live through me
Until then, you have gone but you're not forgotten
You're more than a memory
You will always be a part of me
Until then, I will honor you every way that I can
Until then, I will be missing you my friends
Livin' in a world
People try to be what they're not - but can't see the fantasy
Who's living a dream
It seems it's you
We know whose real
Your life is just a game
You don't deserve your fame
Living in a world
Where the fake get apid and the true get pushed around
True to the game I'll stay while for you it's the fame
I despise you and your selfish ways
i will not hesitate,
if i wait, i give in to chance and i cant live life that way.
can you read my face,
theres no way i'll turn and walk away so just make your mistake.
so when the time comes i dont care,
when the time comes i'll be there,
when the time comes show no fear,
'cause its time and im right here.
i will not lose face, i'll save,
everything i am 'cause thats just how i was made.
i will not hesitate,
if i wait i give into chance and i cant live life that way.
a wise man once said to me
æon, dont you ever back down to no one?
beware of whats around you.
the elements of life will sometimes take you in.
bad things always surround you.
its your choice now to think.
crime is easy to come by and temptation is bound to bring you down.
corruption distorts your judgement and it seems you cant trust no one now.
thinking to myself theres a price to pay.
is it worth the pain,
the pain of someone taking your life away?
saying to myself there is a better way.
its not worth the pain,
the pain of someone taking it all away.
memories are here to remind you,
learn from your brothers.
dont make their mistakes.
trouble will somehow find you,
its your choice to contemplate.
crime dont pay in the long run.
money aint worth the risk of death or jail.
im not judging no one.
What are you gonna do when they all turn on you
is it worth for us to live their way
it's their mistake and we're the blame
are we to live by their rules and be told what to do
we're not part of their society
fuck their authority
we're the youth of today and nothing can stand in our way
we are young and strong with our new hopes we can't go wrong
we'll live without conformity
we got our dreams
fuck authority
can't you look around you and see the world of today
they're all fucking hypocrites
who lies to get their way
we shouldn't feel this shame
when we know we're not the blame
we can't take their abuse
they're full of selfish lies
we've heard too many excuses
when we know we're right
I've won and I've lost
The struggle tears me apart
The final judgement means much to me
I try to follow me heart
I know that I try
But are my effort's too weak
It's just a matter of right or wrong
It's what I do and not what I speak
I can't believe that there is no hope
Or else I am sure to give in
I have to keep my faith alive and
Tell myself not to give in
I know that I try
But are efforts too late?
Will I be able to right my wrongs?
Will I be able to conquer my hate?
Temptation or restraint
The choice is left up to me
In the end I hope I prove my faith
In he who judges me
Walking through these streets of hate
And I can feel their pain
I see how this fuckin' place
Can sometimes drive you insane
But I choose to keep my sanity
Won't let anything bring me down
I gotta be strong mentally
Be quick to the schemes that are all around
When I walk these streets
I know that it's in vein
I've been told I should get out
Before I wind up a victim in pain
But I choose to keep my sanity
Won't let the bgad times bring me down
I gotta think of all the good things
And all the good friends I have around me
Streets of hate
Walking through these endless streets
And I can feel their rage
I see through bitter eyes and
The fact still remains
I read between your lies
You got beat at your own game
Take a trip with me for soon
I will sin
Without one regret
The pain will begin
As the knife got deeper
I won't go without a fight
But you know the price you'll pay
That price is with your life
Suffering and pain like nothing
In your past
I walk the walk, and my path
Will be your last
Repeat 1st verse
Los tiempos son duros, son deficil
No entiendo por que hubo tanto sacrificio
Tal vez es que no fuimos tan afortunados
Esos tiempos han pasado por que a cada cual
nos amamos
Trabajando para vivir en tiempos malos
No aceptamos perder asi
Me dieron lo que no pudieron tener
Y no dejo que pase un dia sin darle gracias a el
Con dios estoy bien
Los tiempos duros se mejoran estamos muy bien
Pero el dinero nunca sobra
Sabres para mi ese dinero no me importa
Yo tengo mi familia lo mas importante en mi vida
Esto es para mi madre ella me enseño a querer
Y para mis ermanos que me ayudaron mantener
Esto es para mi padre
Me dio la fuerza para defender (lo mio)
para toda mi gente y dios por el poder
Don't tell me how much
Better it was in the 80's
Don't talk about the brotherhood
Lost within the scene
To me you were always a quitter
From day one, just like you proved
Me right in the long run
I'm walkin' down the street
I will not show you fear
No time for sympathy
I give my cold stare
I don't care what you think of me
It's not revenge I seek, it's just you and me
I'm walking down the street
And tension fills the air
I will not think defeat
Moment of truth is here
I don't care what you think of me
It's not revenge I seek, it's you and me
Right Now You and Me
Right Now You and Me
All that talking you've done is weak
You got to be about what you speak
All the schism and hype will seize
Once we take this beef to the muthafuckin' streets
Don't ask me nomore questions
Just get out of my face
I told you I know nothing
I'm leaving this fucked up place
You're trying to take my freedom for
Something that I haven't done
I'm not a fucking rat
So just go fuck yourself
Justice, justice
That word don't mean nothing to you
Fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you and your system too
You've ruined my life
There's no turning back now
If I don't rat I'll never get out
I know nothing, that's not
What I'm about
You locked me up an innocent man
Because I got some pride
I got some pride
Can't you see what you're
Doin' to me
Locked me down when I should be free
I've done no wrong
I'm an innocent man
You don't give a fuck
I'm lookin' forward to better times when I won't
have to struggle to get by
Searchin' for some peace of mind, hard times got
me crossin' the line
And every difficult day I learn I'm not alone in the
struggle to get by
Everybody's got their own fight
It's just a fact of life
And I know things don't come easy
But I know that I'll get by
But I know that things don't come easy
But I'll survive
So I'm takin' it as comes
I know I've got to stay on my feet
I've got to roll with the punches because I see that
it's up to me
And every day that that I fight temptation I know God is
on my side
These are the lesson of life
And I will get by
And I know things don't come easy
But I know that I'll get by
I know things don't come easy
But I'll survive
And when I think back
It gives me strength inside
And I won't hold back
I take it all in stride
I will get by
It's my life and I'll do what i want
It's my life and I'll say what I want
Its my life and I'll do what I care
It's my life and I'll shave my hair
You turn it around you turn it around
your turn in my life up side down
He had a life and so much to give
I'll never understand what he did
He had a family who cared for him
That was a selfish thing that he did
Life comes down hard on you sometimes
You gotta deal with it, give it time
I know he had a lot on his mind
Wish I could talk to him one last time
I know things are hard but that's no reason to end it now
I can't believe that it was so bad, that you had to take yourself out
Waste of life
I know times are hard
Hardcore still lives
One, two, three, four
Hardcore we live this we breathe this
You can't stop what can't be defeated
Hardcore pride, hardcore pride, hardcore pride
I don't want you around - get out, get out
I don't want you here - get out, get out
I don't care what you do - get out, get out
I don't care what you say - get out, get out
Madball!
Hang out with me then you stab me in the
Back- are you friend or foe
See me on the streets you walk right by
Me- are you friend or foe
Tell me on the phone that i'm a fucking
clone- are you friend or foe
Why dont mind your own life and leave me
alone- are you friend or foe
friend, foe
I know you're not so ignorant
And you've been mislead by lies
Pathetic thoughts, so intimate that you pray
For your demise
I can tell you, I've seen it happen twice
Young souls with so much vision who refused
To see the light
The lines are drawn, the rules are set
No good cause, no chance left
And when there are lives lost
You'll live with those regrets
Because their weak minds were drawn to your
false threats
The lines are drawn, the rules are set
No good cause, no chance left
And when there are lives lost
You'll live with those regrets
Because their weak minds were drawn to your
false threats
Don't lose your faith
Don't throw it all away
Don't lose your faith
Don't run away from life
Why pride yourself on misery an say there's no
hope left
You sell yourself and others short
You should not think so selfishly
Your life is not so bad
And after all, you have a choice
You say that you've been there
Think that you've seen it all
You keep frontin' like you know it all
You let ignorance set in and
Control your life
Runnin' your mouth into
Extreme heights
You chose to dis me and the crew
You played yourself like a fool
Showing pride's far
Beyond your might
Push came to shove
Now it's time to fight
Tell me how you're livin'
Face to face
Tell me how you're livin'
Is it in disgrace ?
everyday i hate more and more 'cause i know the truth.
its just a role you play and nothing more.
lifes a game to you.
but i live by another set of rules and i know just what it takes to prove.
that weak at heart is what youll always be.
your fake ass wont compete with me.
it must be hard to live in disgrace.
they know the truth and now who should you blame?
you have no fucking shame.
im the one so blame me.
everyday i hate i cannot relate.
youll never be a part of my scene.
youre just a sucka mc,
a fucking wanna be.
my memories of better days still stand in my way because no matter what i say i still play your game.
the frustration of wanting things that you cant see.
and its hurting you but its killing me,
its feeding my disbelief.
and i take back all that ive done.
i cant take back, whats done is done.
ive seen the pain in your face,
the pain in your eyes.
its no surprise to me,
i see what ive done wrong.
no sense in holdin on,
now standin side by side,
i hope i tried.
i realize its the end of our time,
the end of our lives together.
now theres no words left for me to say 'cause i know that things wont change.
and theres nothin left to rearrange,
all thats left is the memory.
i cant take back all that ive done.
youre always talking but the things you say have no meaning,
they carry no weight.
take your time but dont waste mine.
go sell your stories im not looking to buy.
we all have flaws but this is your downfall.
talkin a game you cant even back up and youre so hollow you have no clue.
theres repercussions and theyre comin for you.
confessions-i leave it up to you,
i know where i stand.
oppressions-something i must choose to make you understand.
to make you understand i dont share your pains 'cause i dont preach about pointless things.
i only speak when i have something to say or i wont fake moves disgrace my name.
self pride-i cant throw away,
i have too much love for family.
self pride-i wont throw away,
you are the blood running through my veins.
you are the streets that made me this way.
in you ive lost and regained faith but in my silence i'll never betray.
these are the streets where men are made.
where our values are sometimes plagued into temptation i dwell for days.
and i cant stop, wont stop living by the gun.
never one to run from my fears.
cant stop livin this way and i know what my life means to me.
i see theres things that shouldnt be,
i see theres still hope for me.
but i see myself in these streets and i try but i cants stop.
you say theres still time but i wont stop.
and i know theres still hope for me.
but i see myself in these streets.
I still can't believe till this day
That he's gone - passed away
His life was taken in the
Blink of an eye
All I can ask myself is 'why'
Cold as life harder than you
That's how he's remembered
In everyone's view
That's how he'd want it
That's how we want it too
Cold as life, colder than you
He was not an angel and that we know
But he had a heart, he was our bro
His life was taken in the
Blink of an eye
All I can ask myself is 'why'
You wanna try and fuck with me
And disrespect my family
You wanna judge the way I live
And you don't even know me
You'll never understand our hate
It doesn't matter anyway
Never understand our kind
Try to disrespect what's mine
Your words don't mean a thing to me
Your living in a fantasy
Now we have no more to say
We'll get about it our way
Game has gone far enough
And it's time we put it to an end
We're comin' out with all we got
Time is runnin' out fast
Adn you're the only one to blame
We're comin' out with all we got
In a society where no one is free
Because you're judged by what they see
Affraid of what they don't understand
Putting you down whenever they can
Thought that it was better these days
But there are some people who will never change
Still a minority in their eyes
And when confronted, they will always deny it
Be proud of who you are
Fight for what you stand for
Together as a crew
There's something you can do
Be on-point when you take action
Never give them the satisfaction
Of watching you suffer for their lies
Your worst enemy is yourself
Who do you believe in?
Well, I believe, I believe in me
Will you fight or give in?
I'll stop at nothing to be something
Who do they believe in?
In themselves, they believe in me
How will you lead them?
By making something out of nothing
Self doubt has been getting the best of me
For way to long
I've been fighting this, fighting this all my life
Now I'm ready for it to be gone
I know I have the courage
I know I have the strength too
I know I have the will
The power to do what I want to do
Adapt and overcome
Rise above all those mistakes and flaws
I'll learn from it and then
I'll climb every obstacle and every wall
Who do you believe in?
Who do you believe in?
Who do you believe in?
Who do you believe in?
Believe in yourself now
Who do you believe in?
Well I believe, I believe in me
Will you fight or give in?
I'll stop at nothing to be something
Who do they believe in?
In themselves, they believe in me
How will you lead them?
So in your eyes we've always been the bad guys
dropping false knowledge
you're just full of lies
you misled our youth to distract them with fantasy
but your plan backfired
blew out intro reality
I've taken on losers like you in the past
so why should I stoop to your sorry ass
i tought you were my friend but you only showed me disgrace
In your eyes we've always
Been the bad guys
Droppin' false knowledge
You're just full of lies
You've misled our youth
Distracting them with fantasy
But your plan backfired
Blewout into reality
I've taken on losers
Like you in my past
So why should I stoop
To your sorry ass
I thought you were my friend
But you showed me disgrace
I'll slap you with
I see the way that you're looking at me
You don't like what you see
Harrasing us every chance that you get
When the fuck are you gonna leave me be
I'm getting sick of your smart-ass ways
And I don't have to play your bullshit games
Now, hads against the wall
Don't fuckin' move - don't say a word
I look in your eyes, I know you're not much older than me
Going out of your way to impress your peers, and make a fool out of me
And then you wonder why some people just don't fuckin' care
Quick to lock us down, and when in need you you're just never there
Help - where are you
If this was you, what would you do
Cause I won't help you
I can't trust you any more
Won't back down from you no more
You think that you're better than me
Give me a chance and then we'll see
Take off your badge, now talk to me
Con todo corazon canto esto para ti , Mis raices nunca se me olvidaron´
Me , americano , de Nacimiento , pero Latino Cien por Ciento
esto no es tema politico , sabes bien que no creemos en racismo.
es un mensaje para el esfuerzo , a mi cultura y al movimiento hardcore
esto es para mi gente siempre presente , para toda la gente siempre presente
para todos en Sur America , en el caribe y en España , tengan orgullo , esto es suyo
griten duro es mi vida , esto es para mi gente siempre presente
para toda la gente ahora y siempre
Times are changing for the worse
Gotta keep a positive outlook
Growing up in such violent times
Have some faith and you'll get by
Thinking back when I was a kind
Times have change so much since then
All grown up I gotta do for myself
I refuse to depend on anyone else
Life's hard, you struggle sometimes
In the end I'll get what's mine
But for now I'll deal with the time
Have some faith and I'll get by
Times are changing for the worse
Times are changing - I keep
I know my family is there for me
And without them where the hell would I be
But still I gotta try to be my own man
Make good of what I got - do the best that I can