Day-staring

As I'm day-staring my way through life
I ask my auto-pilot step aside
Like trying to coax a cloud down from the sky
Come down here, make me alive
Because a split second of a moment that holds time
Can be worth a whole lifetime of waiting
For something more than that same mundane life narrative
Transcend this place
It's in a place where hearts collide
And love is overwhelming
In a place where a breath of fresh air still refreshes my insides
Feel like I am more than the things that I occupy myself with
I am spending days starring wait for life to start/lightning strike
When your hand holds my hand
Let your warmth still fill me
Let you eyes and beautiful sights still inspire and thrill me
And if ever I'm drowned in stress and it seems that I've begun to forget
Remind me of the bright sky and the moment we first met
Felt like I am more than the things that I occupy myself with
I am spending days starring wait for lightning
But I finally found something that is worth holding onto
Scratching and clawing so I don't lose my grip on you
But why, why are my arms so tired
Is it from holding on for dear life
I shouldn't be wasting time waiting for the pulse or something at all