I'm the betrayer
I'm the betrayer
Well, I'm the betrayer
Well, I'm the
I'm the betrayer
I'm the betrayer
Well, I'm the betrayer
Well, I'm the
Well, I'm the betrayer
I'm the second one
What have I ever done to you?
What have you done to yourself?
I guess, it takes you back
A decade or two
I'm the black sheep boy
Another problem to you
I'm the betrayer
I'm the betrayer
Well, I'm the betrayer
Well, I'm the
I guess, it takes you back
I'm the betrayer
A decade or two
I'm the betrayer
I'm the black sheep boy
Well, I'm the betrayer
Another problem to you
Well, I'm the
So you don't want me around
I guess, I can live with that
I've been away for a while
I haven't really missed you yet
But if you ever come by here
Just give me a reason
Well, I'm your black sheep boy
Well, I'm your flesh and blood
I'm the betrayer
I'm the betrayer
Well, I'm the betrayer
Well, I'm the
I guess, it takes you back
Another problem to you
A decade or two
I'm the betrayer
I'm the black sheep boy
Well, I'm the
Another problem to you
The saddest smile
can fill my heart with lies
To laugh or cry
that's what it's all about
I just can't figure out
I said goodnight
and hung up the phone
Stayed up all night
'cause I knew you weren't alone
And all those memories
will be my death
The smell of your presence
has stained my bed
I used their love
to compensate
the lack of you
But it's too late
Your pretty eyes
I'd give my life
Good reason
not to ask me out
So drink up
and get me drunk
and let it
drag me all around
The saddest smile
can fill my heart with lies
To laugh or cry
that's what it's all about
Things we said, things we?ve done
Now you?re dead, now you?re gone
And I believed in you
Why can?t I complain on you, Lord?
Why can?t I complain on you, Lord?
Why can?t I complain on you no more?
Now you?re free from your sore
More to me than before
And I believed in you ?til the end
Things we said, things we?ve done
Now you?re dead, now you?re gone
And I believed in you ?til the end
Why can?t I complain on you, Lord?
Why can?t I complain on you, Lord?
Why can?t I complain on you no more?
Why can?t I complain on you, Lord?
Why can?t I complain on you, Lord?
You fools try to live with yourselves
Through other people's dreams
It's a pity, you don't listen to yourselves
Just to your next of kin
Judging people putting down their beliefs
Is that a necessary?
You're gonna get it back, believe me
You're just a peasant under your regime
It's all
You want
You know, you got it
And you know you gotta throw it away
You know, I try to live with myself
And not through my dreams
I try to listen to what's in my head
But it's not what it seems
Just like you but in a different way
I'm gonna get it back
You know, I try but in a different way
Another power you lack
It's all
You want
You know you got it
And you know you gotta throw it away
It's all
I want
I know I got it
But I know I'm gonna throw it away
You fools try to live with yourselves
Through other people's dreams
It's a pity, you don't listen to yourselves
Just to your next of kin
Judging people putting down their beliefs
Is that a necessary?
You're gonna get it back, believe me
You're just a peasant under your regime
It's all
You want
You know you got it
And you know you gotta throw it away
It's all
You want
You know you got it
And you know you gotta throw it away
It's all
I want
I know I got it
But I know I'm gonna throw it away
It's all
You want
You know you got it
And you know you gotta throw it away
It's all
I want
I know I got it
But I know I'm gonna throw it away
It's all
I want
I know I got it
But I know I'm gonna throw it away
It's all
I want
I know I got it
But I know I'm gonna throw it away
It's all
I want
I know I got it
I was heading down to see you but I didn't know the way
I was trying to forget you but you always seem to stay
It's a miracle that I am still alive to see you play
With everyone, like a setting sun, with everyone, like a setting sun
When I get my things together I will take it from the start
I will say goodbye to everyone and walk out in the dark
Ain't it funny how things like this don't ever seem to work
Out for me, well, too scared you see
If you work out for me, well, too scared to see
I've spend far too many hours trying to figure out your heart
I was meant to walk behind you, I was doomed from the start
And you are pretty and you make me feel that I am somehow part
Of the mystery, that's your history, the mystery, that's your history
The mystery, that's your history, it's your history
I remember how you called me and we went down to the sea
I remember how you fooled me to believe that I was free
And we talked about whatever we had been through, you and me
Now it's history, what a misery, now it's history, what a misery
I was heading down to see you but I didn't know the way
I was trying to forget you but you always seem to stay
It's a miracle that I am still alive to see you play
With everyone, like a setting sun, with everyone, like a setting sun
I've spend far too many hours trying to figure out your heart
I was meant to walk behind you, I was doomed from the start
And you are pretty and you make me feel that I am somehow part
Of the mystery, that's your history, your mystery, that's your history
The mystery, that's your history, it's your history
I've spend far too many hours trying to figure out your heart
I was meant to walk behind you, I was doomed from the start
And you are pretty and you make me feel that I am somehow part
The course with itÂ's grey lanes
My body feels so tence
From the lake to the mountaintop
Takes forever on icy roads
We ainÂ't saying nothing
WeÂ're staring at the clouds
With tired eyes
Too many hours like these
Messes up everything
And her picture before my eyes
Stuck somewhere inbetween
WeÂ're not doing nothing
But staring at the clouds
Trapped with eachother
And the car sound
WeÂ're shutting eachother out
With tired eyes
The landscape is beautiful
Hourses are pityful
And her picture before my eyes
WounÂ't let go no matter how i try
And i ainÂ't doing nothing
But staring at the cluods
So lonesome
In this crowd
Taste my loneliness but yet surrounded
Having guilt for these lonely feelings
Every night the same questions burning in my head
Keeping me far away from sleep
Happenings in my life wants me to be down
Maybe I?m better off living on my own
Far away from friends that I don?t want to hurt
Would anybody miss me
If I went away for a couple of days
Or would I miss myself too much?
The candle on my floor is getting smaller
Just like my life?s getting shorter
I can?t take much more
I need something to get it off my mind
But everybody?s better
And everybody?s sorrow is worse than mine
Happenings in my life wants me to be down
Maybe I?m better off living on my own
Far away from friends that I don?t want to hurt
Would anybody miss me
If I went away for a couple of days
Or would I miss myself too much?
But sometimes I feel okay, sometimes
But sometimes I feel okay, sometimes
But sometimes I feel okay, sometimes
But sometimes I feel okay, sometimes
Sometimes I feel okay, sometimes
Sometimes I feel okay, sometimes
Sometimes I feel okay, sometimes
Kind of hard feeling,
like when someone complains on clothes,
or something else that is stuck in the throat
Hard and lonely,
I never understood
Come home again
Come home,
I never understood
The aching in my throat is still as hard as before
I did not know or understand
I'm older now but just as young
I'm the same person
Selfish,
The selfishness that crawls upon you when you least expect
Like a spider in your bed
That you have layed into pieces,
but still not
It doesn't die,
Someone scares me
Another is scared by me
Winter's coming
Summer has passed away
Losing shape and color
Pulls me from what I love
Screaming at each other
Feeling cracked inside
Like the bitches in the sun
Every mother is dying young
Insects keeps me in my destiny
Don?t you leave me
Like some other did
Like the bitches in the sun
Every mother is dying young
Treat me like non existing
Treat me like head of nail
If you don?t know me, you?ve got luck
'Cause you won?t care when I am stuck
Like the bitches in the sun
Trace me where I'm heading
Cover me with broken blankets
Show me things that can't be seen
Just like my reflections
Close the door
So that I won't be afraid
It's my turn,
to be burned on a stick
If you'd ask
I would've passed,
but it's too late
It's not my fault
It's normal to see
people in a different way
It's just like a circle
Please don't fall
Give it the can
Open all the windows,
You don't have to tell me or convince me that the sun sets in the morning
You don't have to show me how the snow comes down at night
I know what it looks like 'cause I've been there more than you
I know what it feels like and it's all because of you
I don't have to hear from you if you're not here tomorrow
I don't have to listen, if you listen to those lies
You know how it is when that old heartache gets to you
You know how it is when you just don't know what to do
And I don't have to answer your call
And I don't have to listen to you
And I know I am nothing to you
And I know you don't hurt like I do
And I don't have to answer your call
And I don't have to listen to you
And I know I am nothing to you
And I know you don't hurt like I do
You don't have to tell me or convince me that the sun sets in the morning
You don't have to show me how the snow comes down at night
I know what it looks like 'cause I've been there more than you
I know what it feels like and it's all because of you
I don't have to hear from you if you're not here tomorrow
I don't have to listen, if you listen to those lies
You know how it is when that old heartache gets to you
You know how it is when you just don't know what to do
And I don't have to answer your call
And I don't have to listen to you
And I know I am nothing to you
And I know you don't hurt like I do
And I don't have to answer your call
And I don't have to listen to you
And I know I am nothing to you
And I know you don't hurt like I do
You don't hurt like I do, like I do
You don't hurt like I do, like I do
I try to stop the train
To get used to pain
To get used to take the shit theyÂ're talking
And i canÂ't explain
Whatever happened
I try to write it down on paper
And i donÂ't know why you called me over
You said you tried to make me bitter
But i donÂ't think you would do a thing like...
ThatÂ's not your way of getting sober
Tell me more about your career
IÂ'll give you compliments not telling how i lie
And suppose i donÂ't have feelings for you
What good does that do
Anyway itÂ's sad to say
And ignore that iÂ'm not looking at you
And donÂ't care what our friends say
Why do they bother anyway
And if you should be my savior
Would you take care of my wounds
Would you hold me and secure me in your womb
IÂ'm the smallest lake
Fits in every city
Afraid the sun will dry me out
And i see lovers loving
And all the animals
Are drinking from my hand
HelpÂ's the sun to kill me
And though i donÂ't have much to give you
I try to offer you
Whatever good i do
And what if i canÂ't live without you
IÂ'm not that good looking and bright
But you know iÂ'd treat you right
And if you should be my savior
Would you take care of my wounds
Would you hold me and secure me in your womb
The city smiles
With all itÂ's lights
Maybe it's too easily fit
No problems are as hard as before
Look for me under the pillows
Hiding from self-created danger, sucking the dust
For what's left, well, go on, I'm the last to know
But don't ask me if it hurts for I don't know
I've lost sense of pain or I just don't give a damn
What do you care anyway, you always second-hand me?
I'm like a spare tire who is used, when the first one breaks
Sorry if I'm out of style, I never meant to be in your way
Tell me when I'm gone too far, I slipped
And I grabbed the first thing, I could find you
You would have done the same
I looked out of the window
But I've been away for too long this time
Probably I'm too blame for almost everything
I know sometimes I behave like a monster
But please don't walk away
You can keep me in your basement
You fell asleep
Just to make me feel bad
Denied me your body
And made me feel dead
Since it went wrong
It has never been the same
But everything changes
ItÂ's all just a game
Though they say that in time
Everything will go right
Too far away
And timeÂ's not on my side
I tried to call you
Still knowing youÂ're out
I canÂ't wait
Until i hear your voice again
Though they say that in time
Everything will go right
ItÂ's hopelessly black
ItÂ's coming back
DonÂ't you know
ItÂ's with you that i feel the best
The painÂ's still in my chest
It never rests
Though they say that in time
Everything will go right
ItÂ's hopelessly black
I told your face it looked like hell
You slapped me red and ran away
Said you?ll never come back
While I?m around
I said I?m sad
I?m sad it?s at
I?m sad it?s at
I?m sad it?s at your birthday
I wanted you the best of time
And not a screwed up little lie
Said you?ll smash me through
Whatever I said
I said I?m sad
I?m sad it's at
I?m sad it?s at
I?m sad it?s at your birthday
The monstersong is what I sing
When I?m alone
Is what I sing when I?m alone
The monstersong
When I?m alone
The monstersong is what I sing
The monstersong is what I sing
Just sitting here looking out
Waiting for you to appear around the corner
Thinking about what to say if you did
But you never do
Don?t hate me for my jealous ways
I?ll try to change to the better
If you want me to
But you don?t know what it?s like
To come home
Patiently devoted to
The words I haven?t spoken
But have heard a thousand times
And never cared about
Lived above the closely sandy winter
That?s been decided without me
In the past time
Decisions have been made
Decisions have been
Have been made without me
Have been made
Through the eastern wall
The sun shine in and hit my face
I fell down dead and was never woken up again
The limitation wasn?t there to my surprise
Then they told me the decision's
Have already been made
Decisions have been made
Decisions have been
Patiently devoted to the words I haven?t spoken
And never cared about
It?s been decided without
The damage done, the lie is sung
How long you wanted to beat me up?
Well, I appreciate if you don?t act like me
And I believe in you about this case
If you traveled this far to spit me in my face
I must really deserve you calling me a fake
Crying in despair, don?t know what to wear
Hated the looks they threw at me
But not as much as I sometimes hate myself
And I believe in you about this case
If you traveled this far to spit me in my face
I keep saying, I don't understand
Well, she knows me, I don't go that way
It might be better in another town
When you're never there and he's never around
If you'd ask me, well, it's just not right
And I'll know that until the day that I'll die
And I'll listen to every word you say
It might be your truth but to me it don't make no sense at all
It don't make no sense at all
And I don't like this, mess I'm in
My life's been made out of trouble
Since I don't know when
Well, it's been some time now
And I've been on my own
I've had time to think now
And it don't make no sense at all
It don't make no sense at all
Ohh, that's just my luck
Well, that's just my luck
Any day now
It will all break down
I keep saying and I don't understand
What she knows I don't go that way
I keep saying and I don't understand
What she knows I don't go that way
I keep saying and I don't understand
What she knows I don't go that way
I keep saying and I don't understand
What she knows I don't go that way
Any day now
It will all break down
Yeah, any day now
It'll break me
Well, c'mon now
And think about it
Take a long hard look at it
You see it don't make no sense at all
Take a long hard look at it
A new surprise
It gets me everytime
And because of the spring
I canÂ't do anything
And i check up on the phone
And it works how itÂ's supposed to
ThereÂ's someone outside my door
But i just keep on sleeping
And iÂ'm waiting
I spend my days at home
Where it all started
I trust my mind
Keep my windows closed
The late night shows
I follow every moment
And the night becomes my day
ItÂ's got a pleasant cold
When trees turns grey
They get hard to notice
I spend my days at home
Where it all started
DonÂ't make me cry
DonÂ't say that itÂ's fading
A phone call late at night
And iÂ'll just keep on waiting
I spend my days at home
Something is missing around here
Surrounded by tragical memories
That pushes me out of the too small bed
In a too small house
Pieces of the shelter is missing
Waving with the white flag, no answer returned
Mad at the know not who?s fault
Hoping that you?re okay
Why should you be there, to spread it out again
Trapped inside your home
You?re trapped inside your home
Such a nice place, it's just a bit too small
Trapped inside your home
You?re trapped inside your home
Such a nice place
Believing that it?s gonna be all the same
Haven?t realized what damage is done
Waiting for the phone to ring
Like it used to, in the middle of the night
Finding hidden alcohol in the closet
But ignored the warning
Your chance was taken away
I?m hoping that you?re okay
Why should you be there, to spread it out again
Trapped inside your home
You?re trapped inside your home
Such a nice place, it's just a bit too small
Trapped inside your home
You?re trapped inside your home
Such a nice place
Never satisfied
Nothing is ever too good
Even if the pieces fall right
You spread it out again
Never satisfied
Nothing is ever too good
Even if the pieces fall right
Even if the pieces fall right
He's gone away
He's so distracted
He must be sick in some way
well so they say
He's already gone home
ThatÂ's why he is all alone
Invisable to the eye
Hey, three is a crowd
IÂ'll see you tomorrow
Hey, three is a crowd
Stay away until tomorrow
Look at his hair
Look at those clothes that he wear
Let's pick a fight with him were
Everybody can see
Let's fool him to come around
Then he'll get his face pound
He gets on my nerves all the time
You fucked up.
You're busy on your back
It's okay in a way I just cannot see it
If you take what I have I just can't believe it
Try to sort it all out it's a way of dreamin'
You will keep in the way as a case of sorrow
Try to feel not a thing at least until tomorrow
Give me your medicine if you go, I'll follow
(Follow, follow)
If you go, I'll follow
(Follow, follow)
If you go, I'll follow
(Follow, follow)
If you go, I'll follow
What's that about?
(What's that about?)
What's that about?
(What's that about?)
What's that about?
(What's that about?)
What's that about?
What is that all about? Leavin' me defenseless
Leavin' me with a sight that I just can't let go
It's a thing on my mind if I go, will you follow?
(Follow, follow)
If you go, I'll follow
(Follow, follow)
If you go, I'll follow
(Follow, follow)
If you go, I'll follow
(Follow, follow)
If you go, I'll follow
(Follow, follow)
In a car
Not her own
Owned by someone called her man for all time
On her way
To a house
To a couple she call sir and dear mom
She's afraid
It's her plan
To reveal the dissapointing things she's done
Nicotin
And all the gin
Why can't 30 years of lying be undone
On a chair
Face to face
The achievement of her lifetime is so beautiful
It's OK
Let it out
And i knew she said she knew that we would help her
No one's mad
Only sad
And a heavy weight inside her's gone forever
What is wrong?
You're at home
And she went away to where she allways wanted
Something in her died so long ago
Oh, if you say that you are over me
Then i guess iÂ'm over you
And if youÂ've found out why it hurts so bad
Then let me find out too
I never leared about the endings
Nobody told me of the truth
No one will last me for a lifetime
No one will ever be like you
And you can tell me stories
Of beauty and of glow
IÂ'll find out when youÂ're lying
But not ever when i am dying
Please, donÂ't be a stranger to this body
Tell it about that sweet embrace
Give it the pleasure to be wanted
Give it whatever love it takes
What if i miss your eyes
What can you give me in return
What can a song like this be doing
What if you hear it and then you turn
Away from all these stories
Of beauty and of glow
You will find out when iÂ'm lying
Oh believe me
I know it aint right to treat you like I do
Oh and believe me
I try so hard to figure out what I should do
but it's true
I'm brought up this way and I don't it know any other way
And it's not
It's not a matter of putting the blame on someone else
I've got to many things inside my head I'm about to collapse
And I guess that if I drink too much
I'll just have to drink some less
It's not a fantasy
the devil's got a hold of me
and it doesn't get much lonelier
Seven years alone
One less and she was gone
And everybody knows by now
They're tired of me whining
But I'm hole now
I'm hole because she's strong
I'm hole now
But I'll break before the dawn
You don't have to know me
You don't have to believe
I'm sick of all you people
I'm sick of what you see
But I'm hole now
I'm hole because she's strong
I'm hole now
But I'll break before the dawn
I don't know what's right
I can't take care of my life
But you don't have to worry
I won't ask you to
There's not much strength in this body
Not much to hold on to
I'm getting weaker now
But I'm still standing
But I'm hole now
I'm hole because she's strong
I'm hole now
But I'll break before the dawn
But I'm hole now
I'm hole because she's strong
I'm hole now
I went to that bar
Just to meet up with a friend.
The friend who gets me wasted.
After a while when he hadn't let me down.
I started notice people.
I didn't say a word
But you didn't seem to mind.
I guess it didn't matter.
I thought you were going home
With some other guy.
I guess you found me better.
I felt alone
And you took me home.
You brought me to your mansion.
You told me of your life.
And I forced you into mine.
I think I said too much.
You asked me to stay
I thought I'd stay for a while.
Enough to make me hungry.
I thought I wanted nothing
But I wanted you for life.
You're still here beside me.
We've had our times
Like most lovers do.
Times to think it over.
There's really nothing better
Than to be alone with you.
There's nothing to look forward to at all
Missed all the lucky spots,
but I guess that was on purpose
Nothing comes my way,
well not today anyway
I guess I wouldn't have to feel this way
It feels like nothing stayed the same
One accident almost never comes alone
I know you're only a call away
but it's not that easy
I don't have that courage
I wouldn't force you
If you don't want to
It's all up to you
If you don't want to
Have you ever considered me,
Maybe it's too easily fit
No problem seems to be as hard as before
Look for me under pillows
Hiding from self created anger
Sucking the dust for what's left
Well what do you care anyway
I'm like a spare tire, who is used when the first one breaks
Sorry if I'm out of style
I never meant to be in your way
Tell me when I've gone too far
I slipped and I grabbed the first thing I could find
You would've done the same
I've been away for too long this time
Situation died, hopelessness arrived
Was it just a game you played,
to see if you could manage
Pushed me into something,
that I could not reach you
And I'm too scared to try
If only you could tell me,
that you couldn't stand me
Then I would keep to my part of the world
But memories won't leave me and I really think you care
Picked up the phone and tried to
hear you through the open line
But I forgot your number and
you never knew mine
Looking for something to believe in,
but nothing really matter anymore but love
A distant happiness all gone in helplessness
Have I lived it all
Can you see how I cry
Will I ever be as good as I once were
Its all the same its always me
And every time I see you I will have to let you be
Used to think that winter was the worst part to get through
But now I'm really not so sure anymore
Can you see how I lie
My hands just can't stop shaking and I can't get no sleep
You never missed me while I was away
You never told me you wanted me to stay
Your disappearing act is what I fear
But you don't seem to notice, your too busy with your own
The rain that hits the roof, that's beautiful to me
And I don't think you love me
You said it was OK
I guess I should be glad for you
But this is just a coop, and I'm not even there
I know why you hurt me
It's all because of pity
But I'll pick up the pieces of my heart you cut in
parts
This gotta be the real last ditch
Just give me some time
This gotta be the real last hell, but it may take a while
My life is like a cave-in, and it's getting darker now
If I gotta live, I won't settle for that
I'm gonna find a way
Even if it takes some time
And maybe on the way, I might find something good
You said you didn't want to see me no more
You told me what you hated me for
I understood, and I agreed
You went, you took it all for granted
and you got what you wanted
I saw it and it got to me
You blow the candle out
and I can't stop you
I read, what you wrote in your book
Because of everything you took
I know I went too far
But it's just all that you are
But its not that I can't cope
And I did all that I could
I did more than I should
And I tried to think
Don't come close to me,
I won't let you in
And don't you point your finger
That proves that your not housebroken
Maybe I'm the one to blame
Correcting you for what you said
But you came much too close
And I don't want you to think like that
When I keep to myself
Its because I know that I don't have
anything to offer you
I can't keep up with my life,
Too much, too fast
I don't know what to do
I need some time to clear my mind and get it back together
I'm amazed by things you say
And things you do along the way
And if I have the looks you do then maybe I could do that too
But I don't think so
Once in a while, I need to hear that I'm OK
Got to be quiet so that you won't wake up
Cause if you do I won't know how to handle you
I don't know you,
only met a few times but I like you
I think I do
I'd like to know you better,
so I could give you more of me
Kind of helpless
Pretty tired
You've got my blood
We're related
Some accidents
Something funny,
that we laugh about sometimes
Last winter we went riding garbage sacks
You are sleeping
I hardly dare to move
You can say so many evil things
I've got to control my ups and downs
I've got to control your perfect lies
you say that my downs are on the outside
forced to my skin like clothes
try to take your love
and throw it back in place
try to take your love
and throw it back in place
but you are so strong when it all comes down
you dress up shut and throw up
but I keep myself in my state
yeah I keep myself in my state
try to take your love
and throw it back in place
try to take your love
and throw it back in place
She said I'm sorry that you lost your job
but I've been trying this for far too long now
I try to ask you but my words don't seem to come out right
I try to tell you but you don't seem to be in sight
This time words are not enough
I gotta act now
I gotta get you, but I forgot how to
Circles, we're running in circles
Stand still, so I can catch you up
You should've told me that it didnt look good
You should've told me that I did what I could
Those broken promises you gave
Maybe I know her better, but not point blank
Everybody is dancing all around me
Pierced right through me, like a big tool
Looking at the pale morningstones
Don't fit here, the skin is too small
Dress up and be the next day's star
Asking sweet, but the elders always laughing
Doesn't god love her
But she actually enjoyed him
Morning arguments flying right at me
Please say it again, and I'll push you off that cliff
Keep me around as your skeleton
The curtains that I stole, a new year running cold
I picture like my dream what never will appear
I picture like my dream what never will appear
I will take it in a while
And I'll give you your time in a while
I will take it in a while
And I'll give you your time in a while
Keep me around as your burden
The stillness in my eyes like winter late at night
I try to forget, you try not to regret
I try to forget, you try not to regret
You try not to regret
I will take it in a while
And I'll give you your time in a while
I will take it in a while
And I'll give you your time in a while
Keep me around as a friend
Try not to shut me out
I think I've done my time
Memories that I have
I'm glad that you were mine
I'm glad that you were mine
I'm sad that you were mine
I'm sad that you were mine
I'm glad that you were mine
I'm glad that you were mine
I'm sad that you were mine
Still to far from me
Only now in real life
Guess iÂ've never been this free
Guess itÂ's time to realise
When you left your life collection
Was it planned for me to see
And i took the first moment
Just to not let it be
And i blame, i blame it all
It all on me
There was something in that mind
Something wanished and gone
And i just couldnÂ't follow
What was going on
When i tore apart your picture
It was just cause it was old
But i put it all together
Just like i was told
I never pictured that about you
My home is no more immune
You brought me my enemy
Just like i told you not to
And nothing in this world
Can wash it clean
And i donÂ't wanna be able
To see how that could have been
And i blame, i blame it all
It all on me
Headacher, painful
Heartbraker, beautiful
So i turn out all the lights
Compared to how you used to feel
I?d say that you feel better
The strokes you had, the blackout days
Has finally come to a state of nothing left
Even though you?re not around
I think I know just how you feel
Or is it just what I like to do?
Maybe what I like to do
Is just go away from everything
But I?m afraid I will get even more bored
Then what I am already am around here
Even though you?re not around
I think I know just how you feel
Or is it just what I like to do? Yeah
Something in the wishes of my time
Something in the wishes of my time
Something in the wishes of my time
I canÂ't deny
The way
Your fingers make my body shiver
And that i almost did surrender
To what was easy
In a way
But i know itÂ's all over
ItÂ's the last page of the book
Â'cause youÂ're the knife
That cuts my wrist
The open sore
To where i drift
And itÂ's the price
For being weak
And itÂ's the price
But i know itÂ's all over
ItÂ's the last page of the book
But i wounÂ't go
And i wounÂ't cry
Â'cause youÂ'll be gone
When i arrive
And if the clouds
Covers the sky
If I could I'd tell you
(Everything I've done)
If it would make things better
(Everything I've done)
If it could make you see
How little it meant to me
How much I hate what I've become
If it would be good I'd tell you
(Everything I've done)
How much I hate it when you tell me that you're better off alone
How much I hate it when you tell me that my heart is made of stone
How much I hate what I've become
She's there when I panic
She's there When I can't stand it
When I can't stand what I've become
This is a scam I'll tell you
(Everything I've done)
When I can't stand it when you're lying keep it up and I'll explode
When I can't cope with all the rumors that you say have not been told
When I can't cope with growing cold
Nothing is ever easy
Everything's there to deceive me
Whatever could bring us closer
This is not what you love me for
Will give you a present, actually please you
Whatever will actually please you
It's funny and sad to look at you these days
When nothing really matters
And we're doing our best I guess
I just wanted to know
Does anybody own you?
No, I got to pay
End up broke and worn out
You'll have to do better than
You'll have to do better than
Better than, better than that
ItÂ's the way you
Look at me
When rejectionÂ's
At hand
Could you take me in your arms
And forget the way i am
That makes me
Feel better
Than whatÂ's
Lost in the sand
Could you take me in your arms
And forget the way i am
Look for worse than iÂ've accomplished
Just to see the faliure of it all
Cricket sounds could make me mad
But anywhereÂ's a desert
So nobody
Needs that loving anyhow
For whatÂ's conciense worth
In a pretty mind
Could you take me in your arms
And forget the way i am
Look for worse than iÂ've accomplished
Just to see the faliure of it all
Cricket sounds could make me mad
I was down and out in hallway passing out
From alcohol and nicotine and you stayed up all night
Wondering where the hell I've been
Wondering where the hell I've been
Find a reason why I live my life
Looking for medicine, I stay up all night
Wondering where the hell I've been
Wondering where the hell I've been
I was falling down, my legs couldn't carry me
No longer carry me, you let me have my time
Next to the bathroom sink
Next to the bathroom sink
And you gave me all you had
You gave me all you had
It's been a long, long time
I can't remember how long since my body could stand me
I hope that in time
Before too long I can be somebody else than me
You gave me all you had
You gave me all you had
And you gave me all you had
You gave me all you had
I was down and out
You gave me all you had
In hallway passing out
It's not a problem
Give me the answer
And how can I get close to you
When all you do is push me away
And how can I get close to you
When all you do is push me away
It's not a problem, well, it's a problem to you
Give me the answer and I'll give you the clue
You're at your hideout, you're only part of the new
Turning your back at your own side
And how can I get close to you
When all you do is push me away
And how can I get close to you
When all you do is push me away
You're at your hideout
You're only part of the new
Turning your back at your own side
I'll turn the other cheek to you
And then you'll pay, and then you'll pay, and then you'll pay
If it kills you why don't let it slip away
Ain't it really just a way to hide away
In so many ways you and me we're just the same
Such a perfect thing to say when you hide your face
It's not a problem, well, it's a problem to you
Give me the answer and I'll give you the clue
You're at your hideout, you're only part of the new
Turning your back at your own side
And then you'll pay, and then you'll pay
It's not a problem, well, it's a problem to you
Give me the answer and I'll give you the clue
You're at your hideout, you're only part of the new
I'm just running around
It's so hard to be on time
I keep falling down
Nothing left for me to find
But when she comes around
Then it feels a little better for a while
Sometimes I dream that you're alive
Sometimes I dream that you're still here, that you're alive
You're evil now
Well what was that all about
Not a sign
Not a word and then goodbye
But then she comes around
And it feels a little better for a while
It?s been a while
Since I saw you the last time
And it feels like I never will again
I told you that I am a mess
But you didn?t seem
You didn?t seem to care
No I can?t hold you down
Try to think about me as before
I am the greatest fool of all
I am the greatest fool of all
When things were a lot better
And we always looked at each other
With equal love
Never burning
The other one?s heart on a stick
And just throwing it to waste
No, I can?t hold you down
I never really wanted to
I am the greatest fool of all
I am the greatest fool of all
So many things
I wanted you to know
But couldn?t tell you on the phone
Afraid that you would laugh
And say that I?m a fool
Well maybe I am
But I am the greatest fool of all
I am the greatest fool of all
