Contamination
Numbness
Throttling in the blackened river
Of time and insane
Swallowed again
Drown again and
Deranged parasites
And a metallic green odor
So full the emptiness
Aimless
Withered scales decorate it's
Skin and it's falling away
Twist and writhe serpentine
Treason and peril
Thrust down the kill
It's eyes gaze animus
Are again as before
Dead except the eyes
That which is transformed by moonlight
Ancient evil carnivorous nocturnal pure
Human skin shed
Senses sharpen
An ancient evil
Terror that must not be named
Prey bled until dawn
Are bled until dawn
That which is transformed by moonlight
Ancient evil
Human skin shed
That which is transformed by moonlight
Carnivorous nocturnal pure
Cloaked dusk onward
Coming with the mist
Inatiable hunger
Come and see the bodies
Red wake of carnage
Master of true pain
Singular in mind and motive
Lunar hatred
For harvesting humanity
Come to feed
Come to destroy
Blood red and true
The mind this time and awaiting end faint as it is
Only her voice remainds
In this desert hollow echo of surrogate ritual
Lies must forge on
Destination unclear
Through kill to win anything
Blood red and true
Kill for non-fiction
Through moving up to this bottom
Grant me down here
All falsehood and plague
What's left of ritual
The thousand times you die
This plan, this time
The thousand times you die
This pain, this time
The thousand time you die
This pain, this time
Desert echo this plain
What's left of ritual?
Ear to the woodsfloor
It's in the mind
And every time
I shut mine eyes
Spinning spinning
The wind whispers 'don't stop'
The very earth commands her death
The very earth commands
Stabstabstabstabstabstabstabstabstab
Thy lips so red mine darling
Lips so hot
Oh, whore's breath
This is the last time
Death creeps from behind
Rushes up from below
Come my darling, it is time
With the fate of the muse unsure
Assumed ambiguous in rust
You depart toward death and war
So obedient
Back turned to the winter
You fashion this direction
An again the sea of wasted, wasted scent of Venus
Venus casts down the decry
Decry tainted spice red, red is the number of the spider
Spider's web rehearsed acidic
Acid creates the pattern
Pattern marked onto naked flesh and the flesh is now grass
Tall grass that cloaks the serpent, the serpent that which births the stone
The stone is inscribed with "law", but the "law" conflicts with virtue
And virtue sheds a 1, 000 tears
It's essence lies dormant
Within every willing host
Waiting to release it's malice
Waiting to spread perverse lies
Biding to crush and extinguish
Death stretches His arm
Across the whole of the globe
In His embrace
Blessed with blisters
Succumbing to it's wounds
Every scar a joyous victory
Ever break open
Dispatching His ugliness
Across the whole of the globe
In embrace blessed with blisters
Depraved indifference to human life
Blessed with blisters
Now shown the fruits of suffering
And the grief of all that is made
Depraved indifference to human life
Blessed with blisters
Walking the fire
Sorrow rains down
Hatred reigns now
If Satan be mine only audince
So shall it be
Misfortune
Ailment
A curse
Cave scorpions across thy lips
A curse
As I cut mine flesh
I send this to you
As I bleed
As I heal
I send you the misery of existence
A curse
I see your stink
Cunt
I scream to notice my fingers numbing more and more
Losing my pulse, holding my breath
Saving its allowance to purchase one last hope
It's funny how fragile life gets, contained in glass
Waiting for salvation to come, one letter at a time
Forming redemption with ink and a feather
How many times must these wrists be severed
To bleed out all the tired blood
Hold my words, dust my page
Trace the ink strokes enraged
Carving out liberation, with pencil lead
Tones in flesh fed, lips to savor all truth, all pain
The madness endeavor
Not wanting to mix words
I separate my intentions by etching syllables in wood
Breaking down motives keeping store, what for?
Writing verse in rhythm, meter with premise
Currents forging cracks in smiles
Too precise to recognize
Knowing it's too late to reconsider my failing position
I succumb, unthreading the tide to be overcome
By this oncoming, unstopping mass
Hold my words, dust my page
Trace the ink strokes enraged
Carving out liberation, with pencil lead
Tones in flesh fed, lips to savor all truth, all pain
Given to utter vexation and vulgar asceticism
Revealing in the blows
From the unseen accuser
Not only to bear witness
But attain evidence
Skin becomes to the tearing under fresh affliction
Sweat now mingles with the blood of gross hematuria
From the head
Down the back
Passing the thigh
For it is he that breath hatred onto censuring
And the stones are covered with this blood
Arms to torso and leg to leg
Now adhered with this
Each new blow
A echo of the last
Yellowed orbs rolling under these eyelids
The limbs give way
The last cry of joy
Forever and ever
Chin bobs the shoulder amidst great pallor
This figure is now folded and crimson
Arms and legs bound with pus and wax-like crust
Covering the feet of the accuser
It has begun, the breaking down of wills
The struggle to submit
The conflict between compromise and manipulation
You can't resist, you can't resist
With independence consumed, we walk the thin line
That's timely tested and detested
By those falling short to subservience,
Being subdued by the line
One needs to fall down,
To another's oppression gaining ground
One must give in to the mindless game control
One needs to fall down,
To another's oppression gaining ground
One must give in to the mindless game control
Held by your embodying beliefs
And conclusions undecided
Freedom contravies to overlock
Designated points where your heart once recided
Don't fall to the mindless game control
One needs to fall down,
To another's oppression gaining ground
One must give in to the mindless game control
One needs to fall down,
To another's oppression gaining ground
In the last rays of the setting sun
And the past days, that's where our memories run
And all of those times still race though my mind
I'm shattered inside to find
When the night comes down
And I'm here all alone
When the night comes down
And there's no place to go
Call me and I'll wait till the summer
You never understood
Call me and I'll wait forever
For a love that's only good
As the light starts to dim
The fear closes in and the nightmares begin
Oh no you won't be there tomorrow
Oh no say it isn't true
Can't take this pain and sorrow
Nucleus extols ice
a black cloak of night-shape
powers before the beyond
becoming the tomb of the sun
lifeless burnt-out sphere
now frozen to black
and ice is wept by the sun
stifled by crystal universe
arctic pitch black pyre
of this sky no more
lifeless burnt-out sphere
I'm a dream away and a sleep behind waking up safely blind
Resurrected, dumb yet protected
Confessing sins to unkind witness
Whose holding charm an arms leght distance, away
While assisting mistakes to sneak up behind me,
Finding me, unclaimed and blamed for shames sake
For every shining star there are three that have fallen
Two misjudged by hands having stolen
For every shining star there are three that have fallen
Two over looked by eyes that are swollen
with lies and a fools golden splendor
True targets of admiration stands in the shadows
Eclipsed by the undeserving,
Claiming the spotlight as their own
Enacting failures to a mass audience
Giving stage fright to greatness
Performing miracles and walking on water
When boastfully alone,
Hidden abilities un-shown, un-wept, un-dreamt
Sneak away to play without permission to say
Do you care enough to look beneath? ...or care less
For every shining star there are three that have fallen
Two misjudged by hands having stolen
For every shining star there are three that have fallen
Two over looked by eyes that are swollen
Tyranny and hatred
Signs of one command
The ruler of the sea
There are three others
His three infernal brothers
Leviathan rules supreme
Stands for the power
Which we devour
Destructs the world that we see
From the water
He comes forth
Beast of hell
All hope is lost
You will discover
Almighty power
Evil is here
Leviathan
The beast from the water
Leviathan
Leads you into the slaughter
Leviathan
The battle must be won
Leviathan
Heaven's fallen son
He stands for death
Destructs the rest
Risen in trust
Into the deep where he lies
You here cries
The devil commands
The evil one
With desire
Prey for help
The time is lost
Destruction is now
You think he's done
He's just begun
Armies march forth
The power is his
It lies within
Hell's domain
The evil is near
It's time to fear
As demons come forth
Armies of death
Obey his command
They kill
On request
They start to wreak havoc
On the sacred
They march from the west
You will discover
Almighty power
The evil is here
From the water
He comes forth
Beast of Hell
Leviathan
The beast from the water
Leviathan
Leads you into the slaughter
Leviathan
The battle must be won
Leviathan
Heaven's fallen son
[Lead - Jeff]
I'm sitting here reflecting on a world that's passed me by
My time is spent, where has it went
If I only had just one more try
But there is no turning back now,
We must move on my friend
Not so long ago it seems when I was young
My adolescent dreams of great things to be done
I took for granted pleasures that children only know
Memories like treasures, I lived and let them go
The years have gone to fast,
and I can't change the past
Turn back the pages of time
I cherished not a moment, saw chances pass me by
Regret will be my eulogy, of things I didn't try
I lost my life to triefles and found no meaning there
A hedonist disciple afraid to even care
These years have gone to fast,
and I can't change the past, will this day be my last?
Turn back the pages of time
I locked away my secrets, no relationships begun
The fears I learned in youth, never trusting anyone
Self doubt prayed upon me, forever the willing host
I left no mark behind me as if I were a ghost
These years have gone to fast,
and I can't change the past, will this day be my last?
He said that he knew Jesus
Came knocking at my Door
He promised me salvation
He let me know the Score
Asked to his congregation
They passed the Plate to me
I made no comtribution
He said Salvation I won't see
Now Mister Politition
You know I hear the Words you say
You will not raise our taxes
Or take our Guns away
But you're up for Re - Election
And give yourself a raise instead
Now the tax is up and the Guns are banned
And you deny what you once said
The Criminals have the Rights you say
But the Victims pay the Price
As they're kicking in your Door
Guess we're supposed to treat them nice
It's called the legal System
Due process so they say
It has no place for Justice
Thirteen priests of seven churches and ten thousand whores
What wonder your slavery
Searing mine flesh with your breath
Bow trembling in your existance
For you I give all
For you I give all
With mine blood I conjure thee forever now your slave
For you I give all
Thirteen priests of seven churches abd ten thousand whores
Misery is now duty
Oh the glory by your side
Cripple me with your chains
A soul for the fiend
Show me your darkness
Pact and script of secrecy
And traffic with this evil
Cut, With The Night, Into Mine Heart
From the land of loveless
Knowledge born of Darkness
Mine Forest Burned to the ground
Burned to the floor long ago
Cutting the night from mine heart
Basking silent in hatred
Rinsing, Rising
Proselytized to hatred
Steal on the thiever
Bearer of 666 diseases
Fuck, with the night, into mine heart
Christ is lowered, needing thoughts to exist
A wicked time is at hand
This tone your holocaust
And virtue is for the dead
Cold cacophony surround you mind
Trade slavery
Slave traitor
Bloodied, chained and dying
Freedom is a vice of your mind
Born of idiocry
Among mountains of whispered lies
A Collision of violent jagged stones of dead
Beach and soft pale flesh and brittle bone
The sun sets over the bloddy scene
Her Screams of terror roll off the shore,
Where once she bathed her fragile skin in the sun
She is now penetrated by demonic force
Stones grinding her flesh to pulp,
Leaving her unable to run
Spilling Cunt blood on the waves,
Water runs it's course
In every orifice there stabs a stone
In every cut she bleeds to death
In every orifice of her own
She watches her last breath
Crushing her beneath it's jagged edge,
Splitting her open violently
The many stones plummet upon her flesh, beating her
Silently fucking her
A vicious beating of rocks and stones
Hardened earth takes her
Pounding thrusts crush her bones
A high performance demon at the speed of light
Screaming through the gears in the middle of the night
Don't know where I'm going high on octane fumes
I ride at the red line so give me some room
Speed kills, it kills you to see me running so free
Speed kills, I leave with dust and a memory
The fast lane's too slow my eyes see white lines
My only goal, a low estimated time
The only speed limit that I recognize
Is a big block V-8 that's opened up wide
Speed kills, it kills you to see me running so free
Speed kills, I leave with dust and a memory
Four speeds and overdrive and nitrous in my veins
The road appears before my eyes and passes through my brain
As I scream by you wander just who might I be
The only evidence I leave is just a memory
Speed kills, it kills you to see me running so free
I have stolen heaven and earth
Gone unaccused of any crime
Been framed in an ice sculpture of Jesus
Begging to be absolved
Thorns bleeding, causing my saviour to melt
Every time blasphemous words
Have split from my lips
Ending my sentence with a sentence
And a exclamation
Prayers cannot save me,
God has damned us all
Slap my face for taking his name in vain
Receiving him is so far gone
Kneeling now so where is god?
Hads exalted, holding cross
Praying now so where is god
Wash my out mouth
With holy water and soup
Trying to cleanse the thoughts
Impure on the inside
Torment rape the Virgin Mother
Burn from me this guilt enough
To fill the cup of Christ
Strap my confessions to the fence
For all to ridicule weakness
Make an example out of me
Receiving him is so far gone
Kneeling now so where is god?
Hads exalted, holding cross
Praying now so where is god
Wash my out mouth
With holy water and soup
Trying to cleanse the thoughts
Two Roads that lead to nowhere
One Road is filled with pain
The other is smiles and sunshine
And one in the pouring rain
One takes you ever forward
One goes back to where you came
It doesn`t matter which one you walk
In the End it`s all the same
I`ve walked the Road that leads to nowhere
I`ve walked among the dead
If you try the easy Path
You will walk with me and hang your head
If your burning eyes under blackened Skies
Should see the Path I`ve tread
You`d touch on your Mortality
And die a wiser man instead
Two Roads that lead to nowhere
Two Roads that lead to nowhere
Heart replaced with stone and a necklace of scars
I plunge this equation into mine veins
Mine voice so far from mine voice
Mine hand so far from mine own hand
Voices from the angel on mine left thumb
Whisper terrible words and perversities
From a long flagellated vessel
Oh more, much much more is found of us
From the pandemonium
Begins the nativity of sin and death
Becoming most vain serpent
Everlasting perverse calculus
Heart replaced with stone
And a necklace of scars
From a long flagellated vessel
Now mine voice, mine hand, and mine heart
Herald the glorious becoming
The most vile of secrets
All of this troth
Given to mortification
Face down and obedient
Truths illuminated, no longer obscured
Full in emptiness complete
In wonder of malignant spirit
Impious yet desiderative
Plunge this equation into thy vein
The essence of seraphim
Merging with sword, onto them
And the seamless garment like the morning
Dipped in the blood of men
Made as the filth of the world
And overwhelming to direct vision
Becoming the agents of torment
Veins filled with the serum of prophesy
Becoming the agents of torment
Eyes weeping the tears of prophesy
Become the agents of torment
Ears filled with the semen of prophesy
Ultimate acts of perverted intimacy
Nary a soul left without the punishment
Mountains now full of yours
Surrounded by their own graves
Let no warning sound from the trumpets of gold
Become the beginning of the end for the land of the living
Delivered to death those of the whole of the globe
From the death of all
Also claims those who call for it
And none shall escape this
Be as shadows amongst the nations
And cause great mourning
Wings upon wings upon wings
Cause men to die
Filled with iniquity and perfection
Swallowing the holy mountain of god
And it's fiery stones
Incense down from capsized center
Raise this voice to the ashes of the world
Still hemorrhaging from the intoxication of rhema
Dwelling within the hand of desolation
Merging the sword, onto them
The heir apparent
And inflicter of delicious agony
The whole of the human race
Winds whip past the hull
screaming through
straight to your heart
the scent of your weakness
excites this metal
I will meet you with war
ignious links hiss
as the winds arise
searing fear into your heart
the scent of your weakness
ignites this metal
charred remnants of
foes past
bitter taste of ash
your whimpers feed the flame
the scent of fear
and searing flesh
The eye sight scrapes back and forth
against the frame of death mask slit
The mouth gurgles forth
a black matter thick and putrid
Naught ears detect the rattle
The hissing crackle of time
Space
The vessel convulses in rhythm
with torment
and space
Space
The air cuts the skins
Force now under
Bandages hands tear and pull
at the chest cavity
Screaming all the meat away
In a epileptic frenzy
Searching to not exist
The feet wait silent
In a pool of excrement and blood
And still the mouth gurgles forth
Woe under full moon in haunted wood
Midnignt evocation
Offering infernal parchment
Scrawl forever with blod
Enmeshed now in coil of hell
Secrecy dark mystery
Lovely horror
Magic circle, signs and seal
Of fallen angels and their awful names
Two pitch black candles alight
Radiate dull blue flame
In a silver censor of church sacristy
Bitter mockery
Broken and defiled
Burning henbane, thornapple and myrrh
From center of circle
Litanies conhuraction the regents of hell
Goblin ceremonies of warlock band
Sour milk of urine and blood
Lactated from the breast
Your flesh is relic,
Your vessel obsolete
The zenith of Reality's hood
Where Infinity runs it's course
Deeply Satanic vapors seep once more inside,
Your flesh is relics, your obsolete
Your blood will stain your gold
Beyond reason
Beyond intellect
I bid the body farewell
Slumped down and cold history
A voice to drown out
Taken in mine own hand
A blade, a rope, bitter poison
Climb into the nil realm
Beyond mortal pain
Poison coursing through the veins
And all is end
Dripping pain as fire
Puncture this vessel with metal
Drift out and onward
Tenth rung of a ghost climb
From the murky depths
A final consciousness
Slumped down there
Cold and history
Now comes invisible
Poison courses through
Veins on fire
A throat crushed closed
Puncture this vessel with metal
Perseverance through this
Rite of purgery
Leaving your shit planet behind
Coldest of hells
Hatred of this world
Hatred of this life
The eyes of spectres
Which call to me
Infesting every moment
Invincible insanity
Unlife not meant for here
Never ending the sound
Rope creaking in mine night
The eyes of spectres
Which call to me
Reflecting every
Movement to die
"Come with us
You belong to us
Kill yourself
Fear steals a voice
The price paid for dreaming
This is the cloud
that lumbers across vision
A canopy of paranoia
threatening light
at its sting
Visions of existence
appear and recede
for isn't it the end
that makes passion rise
And isn't it the during
that raises the chalice
Hell burns in their soul
Dark abyss they start to grow
Demons killing, loss of control
Master Satan, still below
Gates to hell
Where they dwell
You will die
For they must
Crush your hopes
Steal your dreams
Start to scream
You try to run
It's no good
Demons have you
In their grip
You can't break free
Now your done
Takes your soul
Now they must
Turn your life into dust
Drags your soul
Back to hell
Chants a verse
Raging sea
Drinks your blood
And rings the bell
There is no heaven
Of the glory light
Now your day of torment
To live the highest law
Forget your mortal sins
They have no might
Divine thyne undoing
Blessed are the strong
Kill
Destroy
Master in death
Live to live
Forget the rest
Terror
The world, destructs the weak
Kill
Destroy
Master in death
Live to live
Forget the rest
Terror
The world
Destroys the weak
Fallen angel
Destroys the weak
Hell burns in their soul
Dark abyss
They start to grow
Demons killing loss of control
Master Satan
Still below
Gates to hell
Where they dwell
You will die
For they must
Crush your hopes
Steal your dreams
Start to scream
You will die by his hand
To the west and to the sea
Satan in hell with the dead
Skull is tearing
Now you're dead
Gates to hell
Where they dwell
You will die
For they must
Crush your hopes
Steal your dreams
Start to scream
You try to run
It's no good
Demons have you
In their grip
You can't break free
Now your done
Takes your soul
Now they must
Turn your life into dust
Drags your soul
Back to hell
Chants a verse
Raging sea
Drinks your blood
And rings the bell
[Lead - Mike]
Faint traces barely detected
Last weapon used
Soul puncture wounds
Not self inflicted
And with the night she reaches into herself
To show you here blackened turnip heart
Cold blooming skin
Tampered, perched carefully off balance
Waiting on the edge of unexistance
And still the nightmares come
Silent in her cruel juggernaut head bowed a willows hang
And still the nightmares come
Yearning for unexistance
Doesn't know the shine of the sun
Only the growing piy in her chest
Just enougth feeling left
Three weeks ago yesterday, the last time we spoke
Today's distance holds us too far to measure
and tomorrow will never hold us that close
Our hands once stitched together
Weaving bloodstreams into one
Arteries under pressure
Sharing breath in our lungs
Crossing our hearts hoping to die
If fingers untangled attempt to defy
Passion above all else
Giving my heart or nothing else
What's left of myself, isn't myself
When used up and placed on a shelf
Passion above all else
Giving my heart or nothing else
What's left of myself, isn't myself
Passion above all else
I opened up a hole in my chest, so deep
And extracted so much of myself
One can't help but hurt
This time I'm going to feel it in the morning
I dream of love when love can't be seen
I don't forgive you for giving up on me
But I understand what causes distance
And loss of interest
You said you'd give up the world
I've never meant so much to someone
And been so soon forgotten
Passion above all else
Giving my heart or nothing else
What's left of myself, isn't myself
When used up and placed on a shelf
Passion above all else
Giving my heart or nothing else
What's left of myself, isn't myself
Passion above all else
Passion pledges never to wander,
Never to wonder
What could be different, what could be undone
Swearing to stay true, undiluted,
Following through
Focused on the sun, the bearer of all purity
Shuttering out discouraging light
Channeling streams of foresight
To warm my face and never replace
When the winds come down
cacophonous and vast
the crude skull whisper
the creature blackens same
and a thunder coils
to clear a path
mine soul blackens free
now, mine vessel is but dust
with a luminous clap
now thunder
this thunder
A collision of violent jagged stones of dead beach
and soft pale flesh and brittle bone
The sun sets over the bloody scene
Her screams of terror roll off the shore
Where once she bathed her fragile skin in the sun
she is now penetrated by demonic force
Stones grinding her flesh to pulp, leaving her unable to run
Spilling cunt blood on the waves, water runs it's coarse
In every orifice there stabs a stone
In every cut she bleeds to death
In every orifice of her own
she watches her last breath
Crushing her beaneath it's jagged edge
Splitting her open so violently
The many stones plummet upon her flesh
Beating her
Silently fucking her
A vicious beating of rocks and stones
Hardened eath takes her
Pounding thursts crush her bones
Throw around your weight See how far it will get you
Making points with the players
In the game of names and who's fucked who
There is nothing superior, to those with angelic status
When you're a puppet, with strings pulled by the facade
Confidence not arrogance
Arrogance, is something you can't learn
Confidence not arrogance
Arrogance, personality's trying to turn
Never will they know what it is like
The magnificence shining of a humble but confident soul
An empty room can be filled to the point of maximum capacity
By one person being overwhelmed in love with oneself
They protect themselves from any humbling return
Building egotistical houses with delusional architecture
Confidence not arrogance
Arrogance is something you can't learn
Confidence not arrogance
Arrogance, personality's trying to turn
Never will they know what it is like
The magnificence shining of a humble but confident soul
All noses in the clouds, pointing to the heavens
Gasping for identity and a breath of lasting recognition
Talking down to everyone listening, stepping up, resisting
We seek for shelter in the deep of the night
From the dark and the light we close our eyes
The longest days the times that we make
And the risks that we take 'neath the starry skies
Run forever; we're unwanted you see
Run forever and we want to be free
Deceitful dancer run in the rain
And deny all the pain 'cause you'll never fly
There's no answer, there's nothing you made
That can hide you're afraid both to live and to die
Run forever; we're unwanted you see
Run forever and we want to be free
Free from the truth and the lies, the feelings inside
The walls that we've built from the pain in our minds
No more will we take for our will they won't break
Hold on to your dreams for your life's what you make it hold on
Reopen the gaping wound
Blind eyes wind their way through empty sockets
Protect these horns that hide unseen within us all
The strangler, the whore that vamypre
Castarted missing bride
The vampyre cobalt ridden and exhausted
Furnace furnace
Death creates all past
Hope dies again castrated for missing bride
Reopen the gaping wound
Unseen within us all
Hope dies again
Descent through the womb of the moon
Of this crystalised red moon
Anata no kimochi yokan shite ita kara
Hoshi wo miru furi wo shite tachidomatta no
Sayonara wa sou shinu koto ni nite iru
Dakishimeta nukumori wa kioku no naka e to toozakaru
Anata to aete ureshikatta wa
Anata no erabu ashita ga kitto kinou yori kagayaku you
Ai wa watashi wo kizutsukenai wa
Kanashii keredo sore wa ikita akashi na no
Surechigau kokoro daremo tomerarenai
Osorezu ni mitomeai
Otona ni nareba yokatta
Tsutaetai hodo omoiafure
Totemo kotoba ni dekinai
Koi wa sugi ai ga nokoru
Ima wa omoide wo dakishimete
Dakishimete mou sukoshi dake
Hitomi wo tojite senaka miokuru
Yuuki ga deru made anata ni aete ureshikatta wa
Ai shita koto wa zutto watashi dake no takaramono na no
I always thought you were my friends
Thought that you believed in me, behind me till the end
I always thought you would be here
And never thought it'd end like this, resentment and the bitterness
Now, I see that you were only here
To take all that you could get,
I now the truth and won't forget
You, took my heart, my soul, my songs
Used me and then walked away, but when your crying back I'll say
[Chorus]
Don't look to me, when your world is falling down
And you need someone around
Don't look to me
When your friends have all betrayed you
And you need someone to save you, don't look to me
Once, we were the bond no one could break
But over time the chain got weak,
Selfishness the weakest link
Now, I'll rise above my broken past
Forget the ones who pulled me down,
Find happiness at last
Don't look to me, when your world is falling down
And you need someone around
Don't look to me
When your friends have all betrayed you
And you need someone to save you, don't look to me
Standing here alone, knowing I can make it on my own
Sometimes all that we can do
Is push forward through the storm
Standing here alone, knowing I can make it on my own
Sometimes all that we can do
Talons clutch high cheekbones
Phallus invades now swollen throat
A thorn reaches to fertilize the withered egg
Peril barbed and resistant
Emerging from tremendous heat
Primeval atom born of great fulmination
Gravitationally attracted to the forming matter
The inflation of the cosmos
Receive the world
Larva formed in glorious negativity
Another form readying the destroyer
The hideous is finally set forth
Face upturned towards the pillar that suspends Him
The brood of invisible ones shall never be named
Form without limbs readying the time end
The becoming of awe
Away from human frame
Form without limbs
Mouth beckoning the end of man
The unspeakable instrument will move through them
Reach within to see this free
And set fire onto me
And then the division
A glory that shines in every atrocity
Reveals itself in every vile act
Cleans itself in despondence
And the pit known only to broken men
Deafening are it's secrets
Again attacking sanctity
With blasphemy and fornication
A law written as it is spoken
Past crooked lips
And the pit known only to broken men
Deafening are it's secrets
Every particle of hatred
Sends direct for convocation
This world is for death
Parched and barren
Conduit to the suffering of the universe
And the grasp of it's destructiveness
Cannot slumber
From this pit of degradation
Eyes, tongue and sword
Suckle at the honey
Sour, dejected and wretched
Risen above the calls of the flesh
Tearing deeper
Tearing deeper
And again the massive conspiracy against all life
No air
No exit
Futility is the first gradual
Then utter
All are, at once, taken to the destroying place
And under the crossroads
I was always so good at selecting words
To hurt rather than heal
Busy premeditating verbal murder
We should have instated a code of silence between us
Instead of choosing to speak, every something was wrong
forcing feelings, tiring ourselves out
Many times without a doubt,
Shutting up might have saved us
My fingerprints washed off your body
Kisses wiped from your lips
Inspection couldn't find a mark left behind
Or proof of the time I spent inside you, beside you
With all the skin we shared, I'm scared
You've taken back what I mistook as my own
causalities spared, judgement impaired
For what cause was I disowned?
Are first loves forgotten?
Open words with a closing, to insight a battle
Overhead glances invite free interpretations
Jealously vows a way to get back at me suddenly
It's over with no time to explain
I was honest with someone, when honesty wouldn't work
Again paths crossing, feeling secure
Long enough to catch my reflection, rejection
In a way you can say that everything in life
Has an expiration date
Running out of breath
Running to your rescue
Signing to donate my heart
Finding it's been rejected by incompatible blood types,
Complications and misunderstandings
Close your eyes when your lips are covering my mouth
Or you don't mean it.
I wish some insight would have come to me
Before self surgery
You see, I wasn't the first to have torn into my chest
To win you over
But for me it is over and that is to say
You won't be missed
Wait, before you say good-bye,
Let me take a picture to remember
Not to meet you again in another life,
or in another's body
Your self-extinction
Suicide be thy name
Horrors blind to the dove
Shit on your blind and
Feeble innocence
Hovering over your false courage
Ghost hope and spent charity
Clinging to human frailty
Forces grind into your dove
A faith is lost you bring
With your scriptures
And when you kill yourself
Come visit me
Hovering just above blind earth,
To join with her mist
Some never never embrace
Reach and grasp this frost-bitten heart
Stench and smoke bellow from under
Dispersed in dark womb of night
This gleaming harlot reflects the magician
And the child's horns mirror hers
Longing to travel with she
Skinless and away
Head thrown back in defiance
Belly thrust forward
Grotesque
A vagina full of feverish visions and the foul fiend peers from behind her eyes
Take wings at Midnight,
Under glimpses of a uncertain Moon
Her thoughts become scarcely human,
They infest and cloud her mind
And she longs for this rotting ill,
And the grim bolt of her king
She waits in bestial desire to meet her master's last words
"Do you think I would except just any soul willing to give itself to mine power...
I torture and chastise you to ripen you for mine embrace...
Demons searching for the chosen one
Angels killing, death has begun
Ruling horror close at hand
Son of Satan is in command
Death we're seeking for
Killing all in sight
Smashing through the boundaries
Marching through the night
Lusting in the evil
Sacrifice the life
Possessed in his power
Now prepare to die
Evil has arrived
Warrior of hell
Destructive aggressor
Your life he takes tonight
Death is forsaken
It has begun
Reign of terror
Satan's son
Total evil
Rips through his brain
As death flows free
Through his veins
Killing for life
He is bringing death
To the mortal scum
They will burn in hell
Evil they're seeking for
Divine is his power
Angel of destruction
Your lives he will take
War has driven
Forces to death
Holocaust on earth
Newborn die
The Anti-Christ
Rules the hellish sites of death
Killing for life you know you must die
All that you took,
Your death has arrived
The vision of destruction
Has done no harm
This powerful evil
Cause for alarm
Destructive Aggressor
[Lead - Jeff]
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