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• Back In Time - Tourmaline
• Oceans From The Rain - Tourmaline
• Running Away - Tourmaline
• Picking Up The Pieces - Tourmaline
• Waiting For A Heart Attack - Tourmaline
• One Chance - Tourmaline
• Masquerade - Tourmaline
• Make Believe - Tourmaline
• Caroline - Tourmaline
• Shattered Life - Tourmaline
• Candy - Tourmaline
• Innocence - Tourmaline
• Spiraling - Tourmaline
• Chris's Letter - Tourmaline
• I Believe - Tourmaline
• Break Me - Tourmaline
• My Struggle - Tourmaline
• Something - Tourmaline
• When The Children Cry - Tourmaline
• Autumn - Tourmaline
• Brand New Man - Tourmaline

Carry me away. Back in time to when I met You
Take all this guilt and shame
That buried me, and bury me in You
Chorus:
I want to be dead but still alive
I want to breathe hope instead of choking
I want to feel the fire deep inside
Burn through me and carry me away
How fake could I be? You see through me
You see right through me
Would You sing to me?
And take me back to when I met you
(Chorus)
I hear You calling me
I feel so far from home
You can see through my past

And I'm amazed by You. Cause You're never far away
And all that I've been through, Your love has never
changed
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You make oceans from the rain
Breathing life into this place
And I will drown inside your love
Until I see your perfect face
And nothing I've acquired means anything at all
Cause you're everything I needed
You're so much more than I deserve
(Chorus)
And I thank you Lord (repeat 4 times)
(Chorus)

Followed my feet to nowhere again, wherever I go there I
I'm stuck on this road and life just keeps passing me by
What can I do to get from beyond these walls that are
laughing at me?
Sentenced to life and the prison is in my mind.
Chorus:
Losing my mind and pushed to the acts,
Someone stop me from running away.
Losing my mind and pushed to the acts,
Someone stop me from running away.
Followed my feet to nowhere again, think that I'm going
insane.
Searching for peace by the outcome is always the same.
I wanna beleive that I'm here for something
More than just taking up space.
Running away cause I just can't deal with this pain...
(Chorus)
Here I am....
(Repeat chorus 2x)
(Losing my mind) Someone stop me from running away...

Open my eyes, my life is scattered on the floor
I walked away from you so long that I could not hear your
voice.
Oh my tears that I cried I left them laying on your heart
And now I'm here with you again, can we pick up from the
start.
Chorus:
All I have and all I need is everything You gave to me
I bitter way so now I'm picking up the paices once again.
I'm falling to my knees that is where I saw Your hand
I've been here way too many times,
I can't belive You'd take me back
And all the tears that I've cried,
Never touched the ground and
Now I'm here with what is left

Hey, hey, hey, you gotta watch me now
Come on, come on, its a beautiful ride
I know, I know, its the easy way
Oh yeah its alright
Oh, oh, oh, you gotta feel the grin
Inside, outside its the easy win
I know, I know, its the only way
Oh yeah its on time
Yeah you know
You can be it
Once you're free...
And I know I won't belong tonight
Yeah I'm lost on that feeling
Stop, stop, stop me to the beat of a drum
I know, I know, you're the easy one
Walking backwards in a frontways world
Oh yeah its alright
Hey, hey, hey, you gotta fall back quick
Easy, easy, gotta an easy fix
I know, I know, its a medical hit

Turned, with your face in rapid distress
Intent to storm back a cloud thats stronger than ten
I'm walking a sun stroke
Got me a rope, I'm a mothworld, I'm ready to win
You know you've got only one chance
To believe In
In the good life
You know you've gotta stop feeling its the last stop
You let it, let it go
Honest with emotion
You've got a notion holding back the motion
Sank Like A slipscreen
You're getting deeper and deeper
Dont forget me

I don't know what to think about me anymore,
Cause I am still the same as always.
Here I am again, that same old broken man.
I can't make it on my own. I need You.
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And I am not afraid of anything anymore.
And I am not ashamed, the masquerade has ended.
And I will stand for You even if I lose it all.
Cause nothing really matters,
You are all that matters, Lord.
As messed up as I am, still You bring me in.
You take me in Your arms and hold me.
The worthlessness I feel, You make it disappear.
You are always there, You're endless.
(Chorus)
I don't know what to think about me anymore.

How did I get so far from the promises I made?
Life it seems so dark compared to yesterday
Everything I had the gift that I received
Is slipping through my hands
Now it's only make believe
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I'm fading away and I feel like I can't breathe
Tomorrow's gone. How long until I break?
I'm fading away and I'm trapped inside of me
Tomorrow's gone. How long until I break?
All the things I chose that slowly took Your place
Are laughing back at me and I can't make it go away
My life is crashing down, another tragedy

Where do I begin?
There's so much I want to say to make it easier
Tomorrow's on it's way
Do you believe I want to take your painful memories?
I know you want to run away
I know that you can't see tomorrow
Chorus:
Caroline, let me wipe away your tears and give you life,
Make you feel beautiful again
Caroline, don't throw it all away
I'm here tonight to take away your pain.
Yesterday is gone and everything that made you cry has
fallen to the ground
I'm here to bring you home, I will always take you back
You haven't let me down
I know you want to run away
I know that you can't see tomorrow
(Chorus)
And when you're feeling al alone and you can't go on,
Remember I am here
And when you think you've gone too far,
I'll meet you where you are

This wanting more from me is tearing me, it's breaking me
But what you want's not mine to give
I'm your dollar sign, your brand new house,
Your product line
When you're done with me I'm spent.
When the smoke is gone I have to face what I've become...
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Will you rescue me? Could you get me out alive?
I'm trying to hold on but I've lost the will to fight
Will You rescue me? Take me far away from this shattered
life.
How can I go on pretending that there's nothing wrong?
Life has brought me to my knees
This mask I hide behind is killing me,
There's nothing left
Is there anyone who feels like me?

So many nights wasted poisoning myself
Guess I just hated the emptiness I felt
To be excepted you gotta look like they do
But You held your hand out and took me just as I am
Your love's like candy oh like something
I've never tasted before
And you take me places
I never dreamed I could go
Oh I've been laughed at and broken in two
And I've felt the wrath that words of hate can do
Oh I've been stranded and left standing in the rain
But You picked my head up and carried me away from this
place
Your love's like candy like something I've never tasted
before
And You take me places I never dreamed I could go
And where would I be without you where would I go without

Something I'm not supposed to talk about
The way you violated me
Something that I could've lived without
The way you put your hands all over me
I wonder do you lie awake and think at night?
How you tore my innocence in two.
I wonder do you cry yourself to sleep at night?
'Cause I can tell you it's what you made me do
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And I can't get back my innocence
I can't get back my innocence
how could you steal my innocence?
how could you steal my innocence?
Sometimes I think about what I would do
If I ever saw your face again
So many untold stories only you can tell
Guess i'll just let God contend with you
Chorus:
And I can't get back my innocence
I can't get back my innocence
how could you steal my innocence?
How could you steal my innocence?
I can't get back my innocence
I can't get back my innocence
How could you steal my innocence?
How could you steal my innocence?
God gave me back my innocence
God gave me back my innocence
God gave my life back to me

Am I leavin' life behind
Was I livin' life at all
I still need to run and hide
Or have I really found the answer
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Over and over again, I am spiraling into nothing
Over and over again, I am spiraling into nothing
What I mean is I don't know
Exactly what it is I mean
The thing I don't wanna do I do
What I wanna do I don't

I said that one day I'd be something and everyone would
soon be proud of me
I'd sit and watch the day go by and think of all the
things I'd like to be
So many of my dreams have gone and now
I'm left with only emptiness
There's nothing that can make me better,
Nothing that can take away this pain
Chorus:
And I wonder what you'd say if I were gone
Would you cry? Did you even notice something wrong?
I often wonder what's to live for. I just want this pain
to go away
All I have are fading memories, pieces of my broken
yesterday
They say every drop of blood meant something
And every ounce He shed was shed for me
Here I am, I'm waiting for You, crying out. I've fallen

Well I'm living with a power and I have never felt this
way before
Oh my mind is thinking clearly now
The chains are broken and I'm standing tall
Oh the Lord has never left me
He's always there to catch me when I fall
Chorus:
I believe in Jesus. Oh He's Lord of Lords
And King of Kings
I believe in Jesus. He rescued me
It really wasn't long ago that I was bound by chains and
trampled on
I felt like all my days were numbered
I felt so all alone, but I was wrong
Oh the Lord has never left me.
He's always there to catch me when I fall
(Chorus)
That's where I find my strength. Falling down like rain.
It washes over me. He's taken me so far.
From where I used to be. He's my everything.

Broken pieces of the man I used to be are all that's left
of who I am
A shattered mass of all my countless broken dreams.
I wonder where I go from here
Chorus:
But I'm on my way and I'm not falling.
You're all the same
You tried to break me
I'm on my way and I'm not falling
You're all the same
You tried to break me down
I found the one that I was always searching for
No more empty promises
I've come to realize what I'm worth is so much more
More than how you made me feel
(Chorus)
First in line, I'm last in line,
First to eat, I'm last to eat
First in line, I'm last in line
First to eat, I'm last to eat
First in line, I'm last in line,
First to eat, I'm last to eat
It doesn't matter much to me

Must be some mistake
'Cause I'm not worth the price you paid.
With every passing hour
I convince myself that you saw something in me.
But I can hear them still,
As the whispers laced with hatred fill the room.
Guess I'm wasting my time
How could you love a man like me?
Lord I need your strength
'Cause I am weak and falling to my knees.
Who is on my side?
'Cause I can't tell my friends from enemies.
Filling up with pain.
Bitterness controls the air I breathe.
What am I fighting for?
Do you have a plan for me?
Must be some mistake
'Cause I'm not worth the price you paid.
With every passing hour,
I convince myself that you saw something in me.
But I can hear them still,
As the whispers laced with hatred fill the room.
Guess I'm wasting my time
How could you love a man like me?
Must be some mistake.

Well I see the winds have changed now
Why'd they have to change today
My eyes are drowning in this sea of pain
The world is closing in on me
I'm slowly sinking in my insides
A float is sinking inside me
My eyes are cold, black, and empty
Can anybody set me free
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Oh I need something I need something more I need you
Oh I need something I need something more I need you
Passion is the only friend I have
It's better lying to me
My eyes are blurring as I fight to stay alive
bound and broken on my knees
Chorus
Why would we live let the healing begin
Why would we live I'm suffering, I'm suffering
Why would we live let the healing begin

Little child dry your crying eyes
How can I explain the fear you feel inside
Cause you were born into this evil world
Where man is killing man and no one knows just why
What have we become just look what we have done
All that we destroyed you must build again
Chorus:
When the children cry let them know we tried
Cause when the children sing then the new world begins
Little child you must show the way
To a better day for all the young
Cause you were born for all the world to see
That we all can live with love and peace
No more presidents and all the wars will end
One united world under God
(Chorus)
What have we become just look what we have done
All that we destroyed you must build again
No more presidents and all the wars will end
One united world under God
When the children cry let them know we tried
When the children fight let them know it ain't right
When the children pray let them know the way

Bathe yourself in the hope of drifting water
Rise with love, it's in the air
Shower your love in the basin of survival
Hold your heart, it's in the air
You're autumn all the time
Your winters softly spoken
You walk through all of my hope for you
Don't you do yeah
Rest yourself in the harness of creation
Bridge the gap of tired souls
Calm your nerves with the smoke of drifting water
Rise with love it's in the air
Do you wanna start a war?
You gave me all the ammunition
I'll watch above the rooftops
And burn your world to ashes
I'll tell you what i'd want
If we were left forever
I'll give you one more chance

A morning rainbow fills the sky, I think I'm dead
But I know I'm not dead yet
I've been missing You, You've been here all along
I guess sometimes I just forget
There was comfort in Your breath
You made me believe that life was worth it
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I'm a brand new man. I will never be the same
I'm a brand new man. I will never be the same
I remember the day that I met You. The emptiness I had
Could fill a mountain. And I believed it was true,
My pain would never go away
But there was comfort in Your breath,
You made me believe that life was worth it.
(Chorus)
And I'm not looking back
My past is far behind me, yeah
I'm stronger every day