i understand your aggression, you haven't learned your lesson, you must have missed something, now look what you're doing. you try to hard to be different, i understand what you meant, you're full of shit, you're a hypocrite, show us why you're doing it. too many people dying on the street for me to give a fuck about your stupid clique too many people, junkies, drunks and whores. you're just bratty little rich kids always wanting more. you think that you have a cause? i just think what a loss that you waste so much time on a problem that isn't yours. too many people never had a chance, i suppose that's no reason to save your song and dance. too many people born without a home, you just keep on whining about a problem that isn't one. you think you're doing something, you're just doing nothing. bitching, pissing, moaning. why the fuck you doing it? too many people dying on the streets for me to give a fuck about your stupid cliques too many people, junkies, drunks and whores. bratty little rich kids always wanting more.
I think it's been too long since we all stopped to think.
Maybe tonight we could just forget everything
because even though you've got a broken heart both pieces are inside of you.
I think it's been too long since we realized that maybe things weren't so bad after all.
Doesn't the night make you feel alive? It does for me.
And don't the stars look so pretty?
They're there to say, "don't worry, every things okay."
To remind us that time is running out on us,
so don't fall asleep you might regret it.
I, I never would hurt you
But even if I did you
You never would tell me
Oh, we are finished
As of a long time ago
As of a long time ago
I stop
I don't enjoy you anymore
Well I guess I just don't enjoy you anymore
Well I guess it's all laid out in black and white
You don't like it at all
Love
Love is the answer
To no question
But thanks for
Oh, the suggestion
I know I don't care at all
Yeah, I know I don't know anything at all
But I stop
I don't enjoy you anymore
Well, I guess I just don't enjoy you anymore
Well, I guess it's all laid out in black and white
You don't like it at all
You don't like it at all
You don't like it at all
she was once a young girl, running thru the halls, she is still a young girl, but then she had to fall, she's too fast, at what she did the best, now the time has cum, for her soul to rest, it was the beauty in her eye, or the sweetness in her smile, i guess i wont be seeing you, for a little while, it has cum again time, it just came too soon, her body left in january, but her souls lives in june, her eyes were the stars, her face was the moon, andrea we love you, why did you have to leave so soon, her eyes were in the stars, we wont forget you, i wont forget you...i wont forget you....
said i couldn't do it, i guess i wasn't gonna try, she said i couldn't do it, so i'm leavin its goodbye, self motivation was the point, i guess i just had none but i won't give you up till i'm done. it's just the difference between can't and won't, shower me, do so i'll go believe in god, he will help me this i know, 12345678, now i wanna be on the god show with god as the producer himself, 5 am t.v, shovel the ***, now to help suddenly among on the glass, though the *** my life the god guy when you need him in left my lying, here bleeding
heard a rumor i got left out, heard you have talent but i wouldn't know, i guess i;m not quite good enough, all i wanna know is why you don't show me all i wanna know is why you won't tell me your story, all i wanna know is why u don't show me cause i want, i want you to sing for me, talk to me, sit by me, all i wanna know is why it took you so long, i realize it's much too late, why don't i feel pleased? i don't need your fucking sympathy!
Danny went home and killed himself last night
She'd taken everything, she'd taken everything
Danny went home and killed himself last night
She'd taken everything, she'd taken everything
She took his cash, she took his checks
She took the soda pop, there was nothing left
She took the love letters out of his desk
Danny went home and killed himself last night
She'd taken everything, she'd taken everything
Danny went home and killed himself last night
She'd taken everything, she'd taken everything
She took his car, she took his bike
She took everything she thought he liked
And what she couldn't take, she found a way to break
She left his amplifier
An amplifier is just wood and wire
And wire and wood don't do any good when
Your heart is blazing like a wildfire
And all you've got to show for it's an
Amplifier
Amplifier
She took his gun, she took his knife
He took his drugs, they took his life
She took it all in one big haul
She left his amplifier
Dynamite
Late last night
Jet face white
So polite
Dyna
Dyna
Dynamite
At first sight
Had to try it
Spoke outright
Dynamite
Dyna
Dyna
Dynamite
In your eyes
Tight, skin tight
Dress in stripes
Caress in spite
Dyna
Dyna
i know what we had was stupid and juvenile. i know my attempts to impress you were juvenile. do you remember waiting outside your back door? we had just gotten back from a movie and i got real nervous. but you bared with me this time, i tried to shed my skin of youth, but it didn't help when i saw you just as nervous as me. i know it's been awhile since i saw your face. we exchanged a smile like a slap in the face. i know what we had was stupid and juvenile. but we're both still as young and stupid and juvenile. so please bare with me this time, i try to hide my nervousness once more, but it didn't help when i saw you at the video store. please bare with me this time, i try to forget you but now i want to remenisce.
monday morning 8:30, across the hall i saw you starin at me, cuz i was staring at you, that same day when the clock struck one, we were eating lunch just having fun, i hadn't seen you yet, just then our eyes met, and i knew from that day on you would be the one, the next day at 4pm i wrote a letter i knew i would never send, but i could pretend, i wrote down what i couldn't say then i ripped it up, i through it away, i knew i was too shy, i thought about your eyes, and i knew from that day on i was in love....wednesday morning 8:30 across the hall i saw you staring at me, as you held some girls hand, that same day as the clock read one, with that girl you were having fun, you hadn't s
it wasn't the temperature last nite that made me so cold, it wasn't the little ounce of fright but anyone could have told, i could have used another shirt, i really hope this doesn't hurt, it was the saddest thing of all, you were growing old! when you were a little kid nothing mattered much, but when you turned 13 things weren't as such, life started to happen, everything was new, nothing you can do about it nothing you can do. when you turned 19 nothing left to change, your stuck in life an idiot and all you feel is pain. all of a sudden a hell of a rumble, lighting and thunder you didn't know what you could do and it declined from there. you are nothing, you don't care.
What do you mean, "Where are we going?" We're getting as far away was we can.
Besides, a question like that makes a mockery of this whole trip.
If you're going to make me answer that then we might as well go home right now.
Wasn't half the point just building it?
Doesn't the result seem meaningless compared to what we've done?
We did ourselves.Wasn't half the point just getting there?
What do you mean "Are we there?" We don't even know where there is.
Anyway, what does it matter if you think you're having fun right now?
So what does it mean if you're here or there or anywhere?
Nothing in this life is ever done. If life were a result we'd all be dead.
Nothing stays for good; it's washed away just like all good things in time.
Let me build a campfire and let it burn itself out.
be all that you can be, be prepared to die for your country, usa the land of the free, there's a flag over your eyes you can't see. oh, can't you see, canada is our country, bellingham where we buy cheese, no need for the statue of liberty, great hockey, jason priestley, john candy..wowee! it's kind of chilly, ice brewsky, i'm fucking lazy and it's for me, we've got lots of trees and praries, we got a maple leaf,it's kind of neat, mulroney ruled the counrty, got bad t.v but at least we're free!
the time you got, you reach the top you fall back down, your on the ground you just can't give up. a young man, a gun in his hand if he would use it he would lose it more than just dumb luck. you have one chance, no time to dance, you patronize it, critisize it, try not to shut up. you never knew what you could do, it shelters you through and through, if not you're a fuck. snowballs tumblin' down, it just keeps comin' round. smowballs tumblin down, rolls right through your town. you say "what's the point?" there is no point 'till it takes over, you're fucked over and you need some more. it must be stronger must last longer your money's gone, your life is gone, your substance is a whore. can't live without it? i don't doubt it, your wife is gone, your life is gone, you have fell behind. don't take for granted what you've landed, friends are here another year and snowballs rollin' fine.
the last thing i wanna see, is you lying on top of me, you got no morals in your heart, you feel no pain, the last thing i wanna find is a beautiful girl with a chemical mind, that controls you, that is you. clean yourself up, get your life outta this rut that controls you, that is you...i cant stand to watch you, disintegrate into nothingness, but soon enough, that's all you are, you're future is so far, it's outta sight! do you think you own yourself, you don't, do you think you know yourself, i don't, if you could only see yourself, you'd see, there's nothing more left to you, nothing more than a wasted body, wasted mind, a disgrace to human kind a disgrace [chorus] your future is so far it's outta sight, so far, so far, so fucked up, your not even there.
New girl at school
She looks cool
Cool enough to cool you down like a summer vaction
She sleeps around, so they say
So do they, of course
But she's got a bad reputation
Reputation
Reputation
They say you got a bad reputation
But I say it's their imagination
You're an angel
oh oh, oh oh oh
They say you get off on frustration
But I know you've got an explanation
You're an angel
oh oh, oh oh oh
She's got it bad
Got it bad alright
But I got it worse for her and her bad reputation
Reputation
Reputation
They say you got a bad reputation
But I say it's their imagination
You're an angel
oh oh, oh oh oh
They say you get off on frustration
But I know you've got an explanation
You're an angel
Girl, I've never been so tired of living in my life
And now the end is here in sight
'Cause we were happy there
It was a long, long time ago
We were happy there
Girl, they say the time has come for me to be replaced
And now I just can't show my face
'Cause we were happy there
It was a long, long time ago
We were happy there
And we're going to go back home so
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
We were happy there
It was a long, long time ago
But we were happy there
And we're going to go back home so
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Yeah, are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
You're asking where did my love go?
I tell you really I don't know
She left me here with just one word
The one thing that I heard
The one thing that I heard
Well, it was never never neverland
It was never never neverland
You will never, ever understand
Neverland
She always said it won't work out
I went ahead, I had no doubt
She always said it would not work
Now I feel like one big jerk
I feel like one big hurt
Well, it was never never neverland
It was never never neverland
You will never, ever understand
Neverland
You're asking what will I do now
What does it matter anyhow?
I gave her everything I had
Everything I bought
Everything I got
The one thing I forgot
The one thing I forgot
Well, it was never never neverland
It was never never neverland
You will never, ever understand
Sometimes I can't help but feel the stars are laughing at me.
I must have made that fucking wish every night for the past year.
There's a place on the way up to princess park
that I'd like to go but I can't go alone.
Sometimes I can't help but feel that time has left without me.
I though that when you saved someone's life they'd be around forever.
I just want you to know that I'm still around
Sitting on my front porch watching the sun come up.
Cup of coffee in my hand watching the morning start.
Are you watching the same sun come up thirty-four miles away?
Are you wondering if I'm thinking the exact same way thirty-four miles away?
I've been lying around. I still smell you here.
I've been reading a note that smells like the sun looks.
Isn't it funny how some things can go unchanged for so long?
Next thing you know the day begins again. So do we.
Even though it was the middle of the night I felt the sun come up.
I just want one night to tell you I'm sorry because I miss your bad days and I miss your morning.
Now I sleep accross this land with no more problems than an empty heart and empty hands.
But one night I'll write you, maybe from California. And I'll want to go back to the rain and cold.
And one night you'll call me looking for a cup of coffee and I'll sleep deeper knowing that you've been told.
Do you ever get the feeling this train's been derailed?
Every time you make the claim that you don't care?
Every time you make the ironic claim, 'revolution is lethargic'?
there's a kid who's full of hate and he's sitting all alone, to a 14 y/old kid the world can be so cold. he's got crowbar in his left hand and a switchblade in his right, and he knows it's too late, someone's gotta die tonite..and the crack of the bat is his favourite sound, except for the thud, when the body hits the ground. there's a mother who's lost control and she's began to cry. the moon is up the sun is down, someone's gotta die. [chorus] i don't know why you didn't take it, i don't know...u-n-i-t-y?? (ill have to get back to you on the secondpart...)
Like a photo that I can't look at but I can't throw away.
It's in the same drawer as I put your letter.
Why then can't I pick up this pen and write you back?
Like when the sun goes all the way down, right behind the mountains.
What would you do if you knew it was your fault?
Why then can't I pick up this phone and call you back?
I'm going to write down how I feel - this page is blank for a reason.
I guess this is my letter back to you and I'm sorry.
nobody heard of a vindictive god that hurdles thunder bolts threw the air, but you haven't been good and a storm is coming up, it must be jesus, so get on your fucking knees and pray for gods forgiveness, cuz some punx wrote a fucking book, that the world didn't take seriously, how long before we realize that the time is shorter than we once thought, you spent your whole life trying to get a mortal but you've been sorrowly deceived.
Did you see the stars tonight?
I couldn't help but think of you and wonder what we would be doing if you were here right now,
maybe we would be looking at the stars together and wondering "What's next?"
Do you remember when I said, "It's never felt like this"?
Under the midnight sky I'm thinking of you.
you said you gotta win the fight, but there's no fight to win..arghh. this ain't no competition, before you wage war, better know yr enemies. cuz there's no winners to any war, so let's strive for unity. everyone's against the misfit, against the kid who doesn't fit, that the way you know you've won, no worries when it's 12 on 1. aint no room in this small small world for you and yr hate. you say you gotta win the fight, what a fucking joke. yr a no-brain steroid freek, with no hope! today's the day we stand up tall, today's the day we dominate. yesterday's been put in the past, and tomorrow's too fuckin late! we'll raise our voice this time, we'll yell it loud: we'll tell you to fuck off, and we'll say it fucking proud.
not embarrassed to be alive, i will strive, if your opinions mattered, i'd fucking die, i don't do things you way, i'll be cum'n down to see you today, you moving closer to the edge, you paid your dues, you made your way, your wondering what's happening to you, your not a human more that me, and as far as the eye could see, i never left you anyway, it's more than you could ever say, i forgot your name, you said if you could find a way, i said that what i've been trying to say, some motivation comes your way, your feeling better once again, you said thanx for being a friend but it's all a fucking lie, i forgot your name and i'd love to see you die, you were a better friend than me....
This paragraph ends the exact same way as the last.
They both end with a dot, dot, dot.
And maybe this author is not the angel he once thought he was.
Am I really that afraid to just pick up the phone?
I guess so. These words are all the same.
I hope that you still read.
This story's no novel -
a compilation of the shortest stories that never seem to end.
They all end with a 'to be continued'.
These chapters are all the same;
the names have just been changed.
If you dog-eared the page that things started to change
you'd find the one I met you.
If you dog-eared the page that things started to change
there is something in him, way down deep inside. there is something special.there is something in him you know you will never have. there is something special. and you can rip his legs off so he won't run away. and you can tear his heart out as he tries to crawl away. but you will never touch him, touch the real him. you can rip his legs off. he won't go away. there is something calming inside his beautiful eyes as you tear inside him. there is something soothing inside his beautiful eyes. you will never phase him it's like pulling the wings off of flies.
Why is the sole purpose in life to serve as the shit that we fill our coffins with?
It's kind of like being at the bottom of the ninth and still we don't know how to play the game.
Take a look around, your life is in front of your eyes.
It's just like recognizing the fact that life moves way too fast as you're standing at the pump
filling up on gas and you think to yourself, "There's no way I'm going back."
The romantic ride into the sunset.
It's just like diving in headfirst without dipping your toe.
I had to get away for a while and I'm sorry you can't come but that would defeat the purpose.
i guess i missed the point, who was i trying to impress, i want to beat the game, who was i trying to beat, only fate, and if you wan to find me i'll be upstairs, locked in my room, cheating myself and no one else, locked in my room, cheating at solitaire i need to beat, i need to rub it in, cuz i got no one to share, i can't wait to go to school and tell my friends i cheated at solitaire
A solas contigo, en tu presencia quiero estar,
nadar en el rio de tu santo espiritu,
y cada mañana al despertar, escuchar tu voz,
asi en la sombra de tus alas me gozaré,
bridge
Mi esperanza está en Ti
derrama tu gracia sobre mí,
y con tu gloria y con tu majestad,
encaminame en tu verdad.
Maravillosa es tu grandeza mi Señor,
sobre todo es tu nombre oh mi Dios,
incomparable cuan hermoso eres Tu,
Sé exaltado por los siglos Santo Rey
Repeat Bridge
A solas contigo, en tu presencia quiero estar,
nadar en el rio de tu santo espiritu,
y cada mañana al despertar, escuchar tu voz,
asi en la sombra de tus alas me gozaré,
Repeat Bridge
A solas contigo quiero estar
En tu presencia oh mi Dios descansar
I could study your mind like a globe for hours,
but where in that mind of yours is tonight?
I could read your face like an atlas all night,
but where in those pretty eyes of yours is October?
The months float by like sailboats
and you'll miss the sunset if you look straight ahead.
Don't you think that the moon looks the best from the shore?
I could have sworn that doing something positive merits a positive reaction
and I could have sworn that friends were there to encourage you, not condemn you.
i know that you'll never talk to me, but a dumb boy can always dream, and that's exactly what i plan to do, dream of a place where i'd be cool. i see her walking away wearing a beautiful, white sleevless sweater. i don't know what i would say if ever given the chance to meet her. i might just tell her my name, scared to death of what she would do, for now i'll just close my eyes because sleeping sure beats being ridiculed.
over 30 generations, is gonna fry thanx to one earlier in time, we can't rejeuvenate the collection of shit they left behind, it's responsible for the product they left behind, then this the novelty of today can't compare it to the ways of yesterday, we got no reasons to be then death is the novelty of today,we got nothing left to say..
Are the boys gonna cry now?
Yeah, they're jerkin' the tears
And you've made up your mind
You're gonna be yours
Lots of things gonna change now
Are the girls gonna smile now
Grinnin' from ear to ear?
'Cause I've made up my mind
I'm gonna be mine
Lots of things are deranged now
Lots of things gonna change now
You can take a photograph
Take another one of those
You can take off your clothes
Take the covers off the bed
But don't take back what you said
Remember, remember
I'll be here
If you're jerkin' the tears
Jerkin' the tears
Is the room gonna shake out?
Like it's been doin' it for years
And we've made up our mind
You're gonna be mine
Lots of things gonna change now
Now they're moving in circles
Are they dancing in spheres?
And we've made up my mind
We're gonna be ours
Lots of things are deranged now
Lots of things looking strange now
You can take a photograph
Take another one of those
You can take off your clothes
Take the covers off the bed
But don't take back what you said
Remember, remember
It's like this
If you're jerkin' the tears
Jerkin' the tears
Don't you change your mind
Don't you change your mind
Don't you change your mind
Break up your mind (I know you're thinking about it)
Don't you change your mind (I know you're thinking
about it)
Don't you change your mind ('cause I've been thinking
about it too)
Don't you change your mind (don't know what I'm gonna
it's not as if this hasn't happened before, it happens all the time. i'm sitting in a room completely full of people yet i'm still by myself. and the music's playing, the party's raging, and i'm still by myself watching t.v. without the volume because everyone's way too loud. here i am alone. it's not as if i'm the only one here, this room is anything but empty. i've tried my best to have a good time, i've tried to maintain a smile. but i wish you were here with me watching t.v. sitting on the couch. something's missing, something's empty, that something missing is you. here i am alone.
Every time I look into your big brown eyes
I get paralyzed, paralyzed
Every time you take a step down
Every time I think about the thousand guys who want you
I realize
Every time you take a step down
You give me something to think about
I'll give you something to live without
And you give me something to take the day away
You give me something to think about
I'll give you something to live without
And you give me something to take the day away
I can hardly wait for tomorrow to come around
I won't be found
Every time you take a step down
Every time you take a step down
You give me something to think about
I'll give you something to live without
"that flag is your freedom, son. that flag is all you've got. a representation of freedom, son. that's freedom of speech and thought. and i would die for it no matter the circumstance." funny, i was just thinking i'd piss on it if given half the chance. yeah, i may have to look in the mirror tomorow at my broken nose and black eye but at least i can look at myself with respect because at least i fucking tried. and you can bury yourself in the flag when you die for your homeland. and you can think that one's sexual preferance decide's whether or not he's a man. but don't ever tell me that this patterned piece of fabric means that i am free and still use the word "faggot" in front of me. i came home bloodied and bruised that sunday night for your insecurities and your freedom
What's the colour of pretty?
December whispers with her whiskers and purrs.
It's the way the sun hits your wall.
Don't worry your pretty little head today.
In two's into June, can I come in, too?
Did you hear my favorite bird sing?
I sing songs to the sun icing this long winter over.
Countless hours sitting.
Wasted another day.
Seemed important.
Best friends seem so inseparable.
Aimless missions now alone.
I'll slowly walk the long way home through the city we grew up in,
never glancing at the monuments that hold our memory like a picture.
And the school yard we used to hide in holds the ghost of our old friendship.
My friend, I'll walk alone without you.
Can you still look at the photos we took without a second to catch your breath?
The ones I gave you upon leaving.
Can you still feel that?
I never thought we'd slowly walk our different directions.
awkward would be the perfect word to describe what i'm feeling right now, i'm at a loss of words. i could tell you anything but that would it mean to many liars abuse.
and the kids will unite and the music will be the soundtrack. and they'll sing in unison because inferiority means nothing to them. as one they will stand together. as one the kids stand forever. we'll win this one. the day will come. and the kids will stand because they will get the upper hand. as the music was being played the people fell but the kids remained. we'll win this one. the day will come when we stand up to you.
we came, we saw, we ripped them to the ground, a spoonful of sugar, helps a million deaths go down, w-a-r spells bullshit to me especially in a country that claims its the land of the free. those stars and stripes, red white and blue, it's about time you ask "what your country can do for you" having trust is what we need to do it would come easy if we told the truth. your waiting for a change but it will never come.
the gym teachers teachin, the opponent is my enemy. to cheat, he is preachin, to win by all means necessary. today at school in my gym class, where being a conceited fool is the only way to pass. i learned that it's not just a game we play, cheat to win being preached by the shits who can't get laid. it does nothing but promote violence, it gives the opponents means to retaliate, it does nothing but promote violence, it's just another excuse to fight. everyone's gotta be a hero everybody's gotta prove their cause, but you're supporting yr fragile ego as you wait for your applause. i question the hypocritical word of the t-ball coach to preach "it's only a game" when you use the winning approach.
you can try to find a home away from home, but don't get too involved you gotta come home some day, is it really worth a few seconds of freedom, before the pain of the sudden stop, it's alright cuz all good things must come to an end.
What's the point in your scavenger hunt?
Don't you think that some things should be left unfound?
What's the point to this scavenger hunt?
Spending every single second looking.
And ironically his final words were,
"I finally found the answer in front of my eyes, I guess I just looked for something more.
I guess I tried to find something non-existent and fucked myself up.
Now i wish I could travel back in time and change the way
I used to view the world because maybe things weren't what I thought they were
we are we gonna need all this shit your teaching me... why cant we just let history be what it was meant to be...why do waste my time, sitting down on my behind, with some time to unwind, you'll find that i turn out fine. let's keep the books shut, lets keep our eyelids up, we'll tell authority to shut up cuz their just fat old fucks, lets burn the walls down, lets turns some heads around, we'll make sure they know that the young minds are where it's at. why do we waste our years, learning about he ancient years and fears, don't they know the '90's are here. and we've wasted 13 years, let's make a difference, let's set them straight, we'll teach em that strength comes in unity not in hate... congruency to uselessness, = almost nothingness but we know it's none the less with out a diploma life's a mess, what does it all mean, this piece of paper's telling me, 13 years of hell are over be prepared for 60 more...
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