I would have sailed away
If I'd known that nothing would change
staring out my window sill
In my wasted prison cell
And I know what you want
And I know what you fear
As I cradle your loving
And watch you disappear
(Chorus)
And I feel your heartbeat
Pounding in my head
I like to control you
Cause I can't control myself
Myself
Rain,
Come my way
Mold my head
Like a ball of clay
Softly wither into my grave
Never to see, the sun again
(Chorus)
All alone in a crowd by myself
So sorry,wish I could find a way
Back into your hole again
But I've become your enemy
(Chorus)
Tired
Of everything around me
I smile
But I don't feel a thing no
I'm so far from where I need to be
I've given up on faith, on everything
All I want, all I need
Is some peace
There's a hole
Inside of me
It's so cold
Slowly killing me
Secrets
Eating at the core of me
Shut off
Trusting all the lies I breathe
I'm so far from where I need to be
I've given up on faith, on everything
All I wanted, all I needed
Was some peace
There's a hole
Inside of me
It's so damn cold
Slowly killing me
Sinking ever so slowly
So far from where I should be
No hands reaching out for me
Help me, help me
Something's gone
I can feel it
It's all wrong
I'm so sick of this
There's a hole
Inside of me
It's so cold
Slowly killing me
There's a hole
Inside of me
It's so damn cold
sung by Jim
written by Jim
This has been my prison
Got no high got no low
This has been religion
Took my heart killed my soul
All I want is a dream
Give me something to dream
Got myself in a scene
Don't know where I've been
All I want is a dream
Something naked and clean
Somebody give me a call
I'm climbing up on the wall
And I want it all
And I need it all
I can't get it
Took my heart and soul
Give them back to me
This has been my prison
Got no high got no low
This has been religion
Took my heart killed my soul
All I want is a dream
Give me something to dream
Got myself in a scene
Don't know where I've been
All I want is a dream
Something naked and clean
Somebody give me a call
I'm climbing up on the wall
And I want it all
And I need it all
I can't get it
Took my heart and soul
There's an oddity running down the stream
Everybody's buying those C.F.C's
As the story unwinds it just gets sadder
Cause every store is selling that extraneous matter
We have no tools to fix the hole in the sky
Told by the fools that you're the reason why
Paper or plastic, diesel or unleaded
It doesn't stop humanity from where it is headed
They always lie about it
But we always seem to find in the air (Just tell me why)
We always try to fight it
When mendaciously they hide it everywhere (Hole in the sky)
They always lie about it
But we always seem to find it in the air (Just tell me why)
And when you try to fight it
Music: Love, Erlandson, Auf Der Maur, Schemel Lyrics: Love
Swing low sweet cherry
Make it awful
It's your life, it's your party, it's so awful
Let's start a fire
Let's have a riot! Yeah it's awful
It was punk
Yeah, it was perfect now it's awful
They know how to break all the girls
like you
And they rob the souls of the girls like you
And they break the hearts of the girls
Swing low, cherry, cherry
Yeah it's awful
He's drunk, he tastes
Like candy, he's so beautiful
He's so deep like dirty water
God, he's awful
You're lost, oh, where's your daddy - it's so
awful
And they royalty rate all the girls like you
And they sell it out to the girls like you
To incorporate little girls
Hey, run away with the light
Run away it's divine
Let's run away, yeah, tonight and
We'll steal the light of the world
Swing low, sweet cherry, yeah, it's awful
You're ripe for the picking, it's so awful
You've got your youth
Don't waste your money
Yeah it's awful
I was punk!
Now I'm just stupid!
I'm so awful
Oh, just shut up you're only 16
If the world is so wrong
Yeah you can break them all
With one song
If the world is so wrong yeah you can take it
With one song
Swing low sweet cherry
Make it awful
They bought it all, just build a new one,
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me but it didn't hurt me
He couldn't stand to hear me say
That I'd been with someone new
And when I told him I had been untrue
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me and I knew he loved me
Cause if he didn't care for me
I could have never made him mad
He hit me and I was glad
Baby won't you stay...
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me and I knew I loved him
Cause when he took me in his arms
With all the tenderness there is
He hit me and he made me feel
Baby won't you stay...
1:42
Written By Hole
Performed By Hole
Located On "Pretty On The Inside"
Lyrical Copy By Kiran Parghi
We're rolling you guys
Hey...whoa...hey why are you
Whoa you why are you
Why...whoa yah
Sit back down sit back down
Sit back down Switch yah ahh so so
Shit this is hell shit it's hell
He's always waiting
Gotta make the move to tell her
Hot chocolate boy
He's never met one
Hot chocolate wet one
Hot chocolate boy
Deep, sweet, and bitter
Spoon it out at a place for breakfast
Hot chocolate boy
Hot, frosty, creamy
He was only dreaming
Hold me down, hold me up
Tell them that I'm your gun
Pull my trigger
I'm bigger than
I'm bigger than you
[?]
[?]
Pull them down, hold me up
Tell them that I'm your gun
Pull my trigger, I'm bigger than
I'm bigger than, I'm bigger than
Ooh, yeah he wants to take you,
take you away from your life.
Ooh, yeah he wants to take you,
take you away from your life.
Ooh, yeah he wants to help you.
Come on and take my hand.
Ooh, yeah he wants to kill you,
baby, I know you'd understand.
Just you wait till everyone is hooked.
Just you wait till everyone is hooked.
Just you wait till everyone is hooked.
Just you wait till everyone is hooked.
Ooh yeah, he wants to take you,
take you away from your lies.
Ooh yeah, he wants to take you,
take you away from your life.
Are you gonna sit and watch me?
Watch me while I go down...
Ooh yeah, he wants to take you,
take you away from your life.
Ooh yeah, he wants to kill you.
Tell you about my life.
Sit in the corner and I drink drown soda.
I wanna bomb the whole state of Minnesota.
And I sit in the corner and I drink drown soda.
This is a letter to God
This is a letter to him
Please forgive me now
Please forgive me now
Oh my God, oh my God
This is a letter I've written to you
In this world, had bad times
And I don't know what to do
You bring me love
You bring me joy
And they say I've destroyed a boy
You bring me pain
You bring me soul
So why the hell am I so out of control
This is a letter to God
A letter to you
And at times all I wanna say is
Boo hoo
But who knew?
It's the things you do
That bring me so closer to you
This is a letter to God
This is a letter to him
Please forgive me now
Please forgive me now
And all the lights burnt out and faded away
I watch your shadows in the night but you never stay
Tell me who is this woman that I display
I said no one's gonna tell me how to behave
I am not a slave
I am not a slave
I am not a slave
Rehabilitate, live and learn
Live and love, have some fun
Fly me away, away from here
Take away all of my fears
No more crying
No more lying
And no more last goodbyes
Take my hand
Cause you're the man
Cause you'll always understand
This is a letter to God
This is a letter to him
Please forgive me now
Please forgive me now
Forgive me now
Forgive me now
5:25
Written By Hole
Performed By Hole
Located On "Pretty On The Inside"
Lyrical Copy By Kiran Parghi
Slut-kiss girls won't you promise her smack
Is she pretty on the inside
Is she pretty from the back
Slut-kiss girl won't you water her back
Is she pretty on the inside
Baby pretty from the back
Slut-kiss girl molasses rot black strap
Is she ugly on the inside
Baby ugly ugly from the back
There is no power my pretty power
My pretty power my ugly
Slut-kiss girls won't you promise her smack
Is she pretty on the inside
Is she ugly ugly ugly ugly ugly ugly ugly ugly ugly
Bad boy
Rows and rows of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And fiberglass yeah where lots of clouds that way
Moons and Junes and ferris wheels
the dizzy dancing that you feel
When every fairy tale comes real
lots of clouds that way
But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on everyone
so so many things
I could have done, well
clouds clouds got in the
oh angel dust gets in your acid hair
On acid stars you're getting there
my body is a temple and I'm going to give it to you
When you die
It's alright that way
But now it's just a malice show
Your living life as, as you go
It's all doll after doll
it's all a doll no a doll
Give me a shelf of a whore
Yah now my friends are ugly strange
They shake their heads man
They keep us a trapped well
We'll send this love as
Rearrange of who of
Baby I look at life from pictures now
From riddle love and streets of gold
He says he reached of a candy heart of
I really don't know
I really don't know
I really don't know
I really don't know
I really don't know
like I used to
Music: Love, Corgan, Erlandson Lyrics: Love
She's the angel on top of the tree
Sugarheart here she comes, she's going to fall on me
Innocence was our fire, we told the truth
I miss the sweet boys in the summer of their youth
Tear the petals off of you, make you tell the truth
Tear the petals off of you
Tearl the petals off of you, make you tell the truth
Tear the petals off of you
They will make you so, so cynical
The fire burns the flesh, destroy the past that made us old
She's the grace of this world, she's too pure
For the laics of this world, this world is a whore
Tear the petals off of you, make you tell the truth
Tear the petals off of you,
Tear the petals off of you, make you tell the truth
Tear the petals off of you
Oh, it's all mine and hey, it's all mine and hell it's it's all mine
I never knew what I could be
All the darlings buds of May, they fall with no sound
They carry you down, they carry you down
ooooh ooo, ooooh ooo
All the lillies bloomed and blossomed, wilted and they're shivering
I can't stop their withering
Oh, this world is a war
Tear the petals off of you, make you tell the truth
Tear the petals off of you
Tearl the petals off of you, make you tell the truth
Tear the petals off of you
Tearl the petals off of you, make you tell the truth
Every time that I sell myself to you
I feel a little bit cheaper than I need to
I will tear the petals off of you
Rose-red, I will make you tell the truth
Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
Yeah, she was asking for it
Did she ask you twice?
Every time that I stare into the sun
Angel dust and my dress just comes undone
And every time that I stare into the sun
Be a model or just look like one
While I rock it to the end
Do you think you can make me do it again?
Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
Yeah, she was asking for it
Did she ask you twice?
If you live through this with me
I swear that I will die for you
And if you live through this with me
I swear that I will die for you
Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
Yeah, she was asking for it
Did she ask you twice?
Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
Yeah, she was asking for it
Made something better
He kept it for himself
I'm not that stupid
I just need a lot of help
To understand how stupid you really are
Down at the bottom
Of the ocean, I lay down
Nobody's coming
Just continue to drown
And no one here could ever stop my ruin now, now
And I know I've got a lot to fear
You'll get me out
Oh, God, just get me out of here
Are you astounding us, surrounding us
And asphyxiate all your pain away
Don't try to win it will only end in disgrace
Nobody's daughter
She never was, she never will
Be beholden
To anyone she cannot kill
You don't understand how damaged we really are
You don't understand how evil we really are
And I will dig my own grave, yeah
I'm misbegotten
I am the last one you save here
Of course I'll sleep forever and for ever
Anesthetize all your horrors away
We live inside this black web you have spun
Greed and your bile is miles away
Don't tell me I have lost when clearly I've won
I want to see you stretched out on the floor
The world's broken doll, the world's shattered whore
And you, you can't walk
But you, you can crawl
Come on, infect us all
Asphyxiate all your pain away
Don't try to win it will only end in disgrace
Translucetize the cold light of day
It's glorious
It's terrible
God, I need it
It's beautiful
It's ravenous
I'll just feed it
Coil down to your dark black decay
And I will dig my own grave, yeah
I'm misbegotten
I am the last one you save here
It's a long way back, from where I've fallen from
It's a very hard fall, it's very cruel town
And my dress is torn and I've got no jewels
And I'm hungry for a life a little less cruel
Some dignity, and not too much sorrow
Just a little bit of hope, hold out for tomorrow
Oh I don't care what it takes my friend
I will never go hungry, go hungry again
Oh and I don't care what I have to pretend
I will never go hungry, go hungry again
It's a long ride home, and my head is bowed
And you're no comfort to me now
And it's fully loaded
And it's set on stun
At least I know, that I have won
And my wig's on crooked and I've got no jewels
I rock back and forth and I wait for you
And I don't care what it takes my friend
I will never go hungry, go hungry again
Oh and I don't care what have to defend
I will never go hungry, go hungry again
And out of it all, I have survived
From the fires of hell, I am alive
Sin its costs your spirit
Survived the mess you've made
Oh god can you hear us? You're my salvation day
And it's time for me, yeah, to take a stand
And it's time for me, yeah, to be a man
And I don't care what it takes my friend
I will never go hungry, go hungry again
Oh and I don't care what I have to pretend
I will never go hungry, go hungry again
And the phoenix she rises, she is sure to descend
She will never go hungry, go hungry again
And you're looking to me more and more like a godsend
We will never go hungry, go hungry again
And we owe each other nothing, there's no one left here to offend
Anguish and misery fall here like a dead star
And everything you ever said
Now tears me all apart
He goes down, down to his bitter end
He knows now, now it's the gutter
He goes down, down to his bitter end
He knows now, now you can't touch him
Pray for the rain
Oh, are you up there
Do you listen
It's the terror and the pain and I
Just wait for you to have risen
He goes down, down to his only friend
He knows now, now that you love him
He goes down, down to his bitter end
He knows now, now you can't touch him
I hold on to you like the death of an angel
And I hold on to you with all the life that's in me
Why was I not good enough to save you from destruction?
And your end and my beginning
Oh, they need no introduction
He goes down, down to his only friend
He knows now, now that you love him
He goes down, down to his bitter end
He knows now, now you can't touch him
Sweet as honey
I'll live forever
Pure as first love
Just come home
I hold on to you like the death of angel
And I hold on to you with all the life that's in me
And I hold on to you like the death of an angel
And I hold on to you with all the hope I have left
And I hold on to you
Watch the death of an angel
And I hold on to you
She tears the hole of even wider
Its all the darkness up inside her
Holy old yeah
Your mine your everything is mine
With or without a doubt
Where the fuck were you when my lights went out
Yah you don't want to look at it
Nah hey....whoa
Yah you don't want to look at it
With or without a doubt
C'mon and let me out
Yah where the fuck were you when my lights went out...whoa
Yah you don't want to look at it
Nah hey...whoa whoa
Yah you don't want to look at me
C'mon let me out c'mon and let me out
Yah tie a soul to you when your life goes down
Time flies when you're falling down
I spread my right all over this town
And everyone of you looks the same
I am doll eyes, doll mouth, doll legs
I am doll arms, big veins, dog bait
Yeah they really want you, they really want you, they really do
Yeah they really want you, they really want you, well I do too
I want to be the girl with the most cake
I love him so much it just turned to rape
I fake it so real I am beyond fake
And someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
I am doll eyes, doll parts,doll love
It stands for knife, for the rest of your life
Yeah they really want you, they really want you, they really do
Yeah she really wants you, she really wants you, well I did too
I want to be the girl with the most cake
He only loves those things because he loves to see me break
I fake it so real, I was beyond fake
And someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
And someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
And someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
When I went to school
When I went to school
When I went to school in Olympia
Well everyone's the same
What do you do with a revolution?
When I went to school in Olympia
And everyone's the same
We look the same
We talk the same
Well, don't you please make me real fuck you
Make me sick, fuck you
Make me real, fuck you
When I went to school in Olympia
Everyone's the same
And so are you, in Olympia
Everyone's the same
We look the same
We talk the same
We even fuck the same
When I went to school in Olympia
Don't you please make me real, come on
Make me sick, come on
Make me real, yeah yeah yeah
Do it for the kids
Do it for the kids
Do it for the kids
Do it for the kids
Do it, do it, do it, do it
Do it for the kids
When I went to school in Olympia
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me but it didn't hurt me
He couldn't stand to hear me say
That I'd been with someone new
And when I told him I had been untrue
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me and I knew he loved me
'Cause if he didn't care for me
I could have never made him mad
He hit me and I was glad
Baby won't you stay...
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me and I knew I loved him
'Cause when he took me in his arms With all the tenderness there is
He hit me and he made me glad
Baby won't you stay...
And the sky was made of amethyst
And all the stars looked just like little fish
You should learn when to go
You should learn how to say no!
Might last a day, yeah
Minus forever
Might last a day, yeah
Minus forever
When they get what they want, well, they never want it again
When they get what they want, well, they never want it again
Go on, take everything, take everything
I want you to
Go on, take everything, take everything
I want you to
And the sky was all violet
I want it again but violent, more violent
And I'm the one with no soul
One above and one below
Might last a day, yeah
Minus forever
Might last a day, yeah
Minus forever
When they get what they want, well, they never want it again
When they get what they want, well, they never want it again
When I get what I want, I never want it again
When I get what I want, well, I never want it again
And I told you from the start just how it would end
When I get what I want, well, I never want it again
Go on, take everything, take everything
I want you to
Go on, take everything, take everything
I want you to
It's my line, oh no, you're mine, you're mine
In my life, you're mine, you're mine
My life, it's sensual, it's habitual, an addiction
Go on, take everything, take everything
I want you to
Go on, take everything, take everything
I want you to
Go on, take everything, take everything
I want you to
Go on, take everything, take everything
Take everything
Take everything!
And the sky was made of amethyst
And all the stars were just like little fish
You should learn when to go
You should learn how to say no
Might last a day, yeah
Mine is forever
Might last a day, yeah
Mine is forever
Well they get what they want, and they never want it again
Well they get what they want, and they never want it again
Go on, take everything, take everything, I want you to
Go on, take everything, take everything, I want you to
And the sky was all violet
I want to give the violent more violets
And I'm the one with no soul
One above and one below
Might last a day, yeah
Mine is forever
Might last a day, yeah
Mine is forever
When they get what they want, and they never want it again
And they get what they want, and they never want it again
Go on, take everything, take everything, I want you to
Go on, take everything, take everything, I dare you to
I told you from the start just how this would end
When I get what I want, then I never want it again
Go on take everything, take everything, I want you to
You know what it is
Is that you're a masochist
It's what I'm thinking right now
I've never
You know what it is
Is that you're a masochist
It's what I'm thinking right now
I've never
...Rhiannon rings like a bell through the night
and wouldn't you love to love her?...
...And I walk straight into this mess of mine
And I put on my best Sunday dress
And I walk straight into this mess of mine...
I gave you everything
I hope you give it back to me
I told you everything
I hope you'll never tell on me
The pee girl gets the belt
Your milk makes me mind
Your milk is so sour
Baby, I can only cry
You have all the power
Baby, I can only cry
You have all the power
I've got a blister from touching everyone I see
The abyss opened up
It took everything from me
The pee girl gets the belt
The old milk makes me mind
You milk makes me sick
Baby, your milk has a dye
Your milk has a dick
Baby, your milk has a dye
Your milk has a dick
Burn the witch
The witch, she's dead
Burn the witch
Just bring me back her head
The pee girl gets the belt
Baby, your milk makes me mind
Your milk is so mean
Baby, your milk turns to crime
Your milk turns to cream
Your milk turns to crime
Your milk turns to cream
Your milk turns to crime
Your milk turns to cream
Your milk turns to crime
Your milk turns to cream
Geeks do not have pedigrees
Or perfect punk-rock resumes
Or anorexic magazines
It smells like girl, it smells like girl
She walks over me
She walks over me
Hold you close like we both died
My ever pressing suicide
My stupid fuck, my blushing bride
Oh, tear my heart out, tear my heart out
She walks over me
She walks over me
I shut my mouth with
I gotta use the rest for
Yeah, I gotta shut my mouth with
I gotta use the rest of you
Daddy, Daddy
Please come here
Don't you touch me, don't you dare
We look the same, we talk the same, we are the same, we are the same
She walks over me
She walks over me
I shut my mouth with
I gotta use the rest
Yeah, I gotta shut my mouth with
I gotta use the rest of you
Now you see she walks the same
And now you see she talks the same
You never know what you will get
You never know what you'll forget
She walks over me
She walks over me
Well, I look out my window
What do you think I see?
Thousands of people
Staring back at me
And it's strange
It's strange
It's strange
It's strange
You've got to pick up every stitch
You've got to pick up every stitch
You've got to pick up every stitch
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch
Well, I look over my shoulder
What do you think I see?
Some little man lookin' over his shoulder
Staring straight back at me
It's strange
It's strange
It's strange
It's strange
You've got to pick up every stitch
You've got to pick up every stitch
You've got to pick up every stitch
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Must be the season of the witch (x10)
I...I'll wait...forever and ever and ever and ever...
He shakes his damn rattle
Spittle on his bib
But I don't do the dishes, I throw them in the crib
I'm eating you, I'm overfed
Your milk's in my mouth
It makes me sick
Now I've stumbled here
Failed to make it mine
They say I'm plump, but I throw up all the time
I'm eating you, I'm overfed
Your milk's in my mouth
It makes me sick
Do you fake it for me like I
Do you fake it for me like I
Do you fake it for me like I
My baby's in her arms, crawling up her legs
Like a liar at a witch trial
You look good for your age
I'm eating you, I'm overfed
sometimes i get so sad
sometimes i feel almost heavenly
but baby i just feel bad
yeah lately i just feel bad
linger on your plae blue eyes
linger on your pale blue eyes
it was good what we did yeasterday
and i'd do it again
the fact that you're insane
only proves that you're my best friend
well i will never fuck anyone else again
linger on your pale blue eyes
linger on your pale blue eyes
thought of you as my mountain top
well i thought of you as my peak
i thought of you as everything
that i couldn't keep
yeah that i had but i couldn't keep
linger on your pale blue eyes
linger on your pale blue eyes
yeah you explode inside of me
yeah you explode my heart
cause i'm young ???
linger on your pale blue eyes
linger on your pale blue eyes
linger on your pale blue eyes
I am the one you know, I lie and lie and lie
No matter where you go, I try and try and try
I am the girl you know who lies and lies and lies
I am the girl you know, I lie and lie and lie
I'm Miss World
Somebody kill me
Kill me pills
No one cares, my friends
I'm Miss World
Watch me break and watch me burn
No one can hear me, my friends
Kill girls watch
I eat ether
Suck me under
Maybe forever, my friends
My friends
My friends
I am the girl you know who lies and lies and lies
No matter where you go, I lie and lie and lie
No one can hear you now, cries and cries and cries
I am the girl you know who lies and lies and lies
I am the girl you know, can't look you in the eye
I am the girl you know, so sick I cannot try
And I am the one you want, can't look you in the eye
I am the girl, you know I lie, I lie and lie
I'm Miss World, somebody kill me
Kill me pills
No one cares, my friends
My friend
I'm Miss World, watch me break and watch me burn
No one is listening, my friend
Now I've made my bed, I'll lie in it
I've made my bed, I'll die in it
I've made my bed, I'll lie in it
I've made my bed, I'll die in it
Cute girls watch when I eat ether
Suck me under
Maybe forever, my friend
Now I've made my bed, I'll lie in it
I've made my bed, I'll die in it
I've made my bed, I'll cry in it
I've made my bed, I'll lie in it
I know it, I can feel it
Well, I know it enough to believe it
And I know it, I can't see it
But I know it enough to believe it
Bitter you, bitter me
My better half has bitten me
Bitter you, bitter me
Sleeping with my enemy
Myself
Myself
The pieces of Jennifer's body
Found pieces of Jennifer's body
Found pieces of Jennifer's body
Just relax, just relax, just go to sleep
Just relax, just relax, just go to sleep
You're hungry, but I'm starving
He cuts you down from the tree
He keeps you in a box by the bed
Alive, but just barely
He said, "I'm your lover, I'm your friend"
I'm pure and he hits me again
With a bullet, number one, kill the family, save the son
Himself
Himself
The pieces of Jennifer's body
Found pieces of Jennifer's body
Found pieces of Jennifer's body
Just relax, just relax, just go to sleep
I'm stupid
I'm smarting
I'm stupid
I'm smarting
I want my baby, where is the baby
I want my baby
Who took my baby
Rose white and rose red, roses in my bed
Rose white, rose red
Yeah, yeah
I want some
Yeah, yeah
There is none
I want my baby, where is the baby
I want my baby, where is the baby
There is no milk
There is no milk
Rose white and rose red, roses in my head
Rose white and rose red
She lost all her innocence
Gave into a an absess
She lost all her innocence
She said, "I am not a feminist."
Yes, not
fuck you
There is no milk
There is no milk
Music: Love, Corgan, Erlandson Lyrics: Love
Put me up above the boy
The one I love I should destroy
My sweet tooth has burned a hole
Forget about it all
He hit so hard
I saw stars
He hit so hard
I saw God
He's cold give him a candycoat
He can't swim but he can float
One by one they all fall down
I look at him and drown
He hit so hard
I saw stars
He hit so hard
I saw God
He's so candy my downfall
Melts in my mouth, 'til he's nothing at all
This keeps me, I can't sleep
He rages to be true
He hit so hard
I saw stars
He hit so hard
I saw God
Oh, man, he hit so hard
I saw stars
He hit so hard
She tears the hole of even wider
Lets all the darkness up inside her
Holy oh yeah, hey you're mine
Your everything is mine
Without, without a doubt
Without, without a doubt
Hey, where the f*ck were you when my lights went out?
Yah you don't want to look at it
Now, yeah, you don't want to look at it
Yah you don't want to look at it - Woah
Without, without a doubt
C'mon, let me out
Hey, where the f*ck were you when my lights went out?
Yeah, you don't want to look at it
Noooo..You don't want to look at me
C'mon let me out
You c'mon and let me out
Yeah tie a soul to you when your light goes down
Time flies when you're falling down
I spread my right all over this town
And everyone of you looks the same
And everyone of you feels the same
He's always waiting
Gotta make the move to tell her
Hot chocolate boy
He's never met one
Hot chocolate wet one
Hot chocolate boy
Deep, sweet, and bitter
Spoon out a place for breakfast
Hot chocolate boy
Hot, frosty, creamy
He was only dreaming...
Hold me down, hold me up
Tell them that I'm your gun
Pull my trigger
I'm bigger than
I'm bigger than you
Tell them what it means to be on top
Pull them down, hold me up
Tell them that I'm your gun
Pull my trigger, I'm bigger than
I'm bigger than, I'm bigger than...
I am doll eyes
Doll mouth, doll legs
I am doll arms
Big veins, dog bait
Yeah, they really want you
They really want you, they really do
Yeah, they really want you
They really want you, and I do too
I want to be the girl with the most cake
I love it so much it just turns to rape
I fake it so true I am beyond fake
And someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
I am doll parts
Bad skin, doll heart
It stands for the knife
For the rest of my life
Yeah, they really want you
They really want you, they really do
Yeah, they really want you
They really want you, and I do too
I want to be the girl with the most cake
He only loves those things because he loves to see them break
I fake it so true I am beyond fake
Someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
You see the cripple dance
Pay your money, baby
Now's your chance
Eyes like cyanide
I am so dumb
Just beam me up
I've had it all forever
I've had enough
Remember, you promised me
I'm dyin', I'm dyin' please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin
Our love is quicksand
So easy to drown
They steal the gravity, yeah
From movin' ground
Remember, you promised me
I'm dyin', I'm dyin' please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin
And now I understand
You leave with everything
You leave with everything, I am
Memory
And now I know that love is dead
You've come to bury me
There's nothin' left here to pretend
Anything
Remember, you promised me
I'm dyin', I'm dyin' please
I'm want so, I need to be, ah
Under your skin
And I'm dyin', I'm dyin' please
I'm dyin', I'm dyin' please
I'm dyin', I'm dyin' please
I'm under your skin
Bad boy
Rows and flows of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere
I've looked at clouds that way
Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at clouds that way
But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on everyone
So so many things I could've done
But clouds
Angel dust gets in your eyes, your hair
On acid stars you're getting there
My body's assembled into
A little itty-bitty gift to you
When you die, I've looked at life that way
But now it's just another show
You leave 'em laughing when you go
So, so don't let them inside, don't let them know
Don't give yourself ohh away
But now my friends are acting strange
They shake their heads man, they say I've changed, well
Well, something's lost, rearranged
From living every, every, every, I've
I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
I'ts just illusions I recall
I really don't know, I really don't know
I really don't know, I really don't know
I really don't, I really don't clouds at all
Why are we here...terrified, terrified, wow
The only boy I understand
The one ashamed to be a man
just rape the world
because you can
that's what it takes to be a man
Well knock her up
just slap her hand
I think I can
I think I can
I'm big enough
You look good in my dress
I'll get your friends to clean the mess
You look good in my clothes
I can feel you where the doctor goes
My beautiful son
I know
He had ribbons in his hair
And lipstick was everywhere
You look good in my dress
My beautiful son
I know
You're burried like me
You're burried
I know
My beautiful son
Every time that I sell myself to you
I feel a little bit cheaper than I need to
I will tear the devil out of you
Rose red, I will make you tell the truth
Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
If she was asking for it
Did she ask you twice?
Every time that I stare into the sun
Angel dust and my dress just comes undone
Every time that I stare into the sun
Be a model or just look like one
Wild eye rot gut do me in
Do you think you can make me do that again?
Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
If she was asking for it
Did she ask you twice?
If you live through this with me
I swear that I would die for you
And if you live through this with me
I swear that I would die for you
Fuck you
Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
If she was asking for it
Did she ask you twice?
Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
If she was asking for it
Did she ask you twice?
I...don't...care...an...ymore
And if you live through this with me
I swear that I would die for you
And if you live through this with me
I swear that I would die for you
Live...live...live...live...live
I don't care about what you do
Yeah, you walk in the room
Yeah, I'm impressed
You know your reason for living
I still haven't guessed
She spent twenty years in the Dakota
Every single day it was black in the Dakota
Riot grrrls think you can stop me
And you're forever in her debt
Well I know you haven't sent me
And you haven't sent her yet
She spent twenty years like a virus
They want to burn the witch who's inside us
Well you, you don't fuck with the fabulous four
Or you spend the rest of your life
Picking things up off the floor
She's still alive but I am sure
That all the stars belong to her
On California king-sized beds
She's wrapped in rags inside my head
This is the story, this is the story of someone who's wild
Big black rules, pearl, life
(I don't remember, I forget)
Oh, baby dry your dirty eyes
My water breaks like turpentine
The pee girl burns to be a bride
Your ever lovely suicide
Are they coming for me
Are they coming soon
Hey Jude, hey Jude
Are they coming for me
Judy, Judy
Are they coming soon
(I don't remember, I forget)
The pee girl burns to be a bride
Your ever lovely suicide
Where is the needle?
Where is the gun?
Where is the bullet?
I want some.
Where is the noose?
Turn it loose.
Where is your needle?
I have.....
Starts out like magic,
some sick religion.
That ain't no vulture,
that's a fucking pigeon.
She's got vultures in her hair.
And blood and feathers;
they are everywhere.
You want a treat?
They'll be deep.
Dead mound, drunken sleep;
I got this porno that you burn.
I'll be everywhere you turn.
Baby, there is a room
full of whores and death and you.
I am waiting in that room.
I am waiting, here for you.
It's all horrors.
It's all pain.
It's all diseases....
man, it's all the same.
My little judiast.
My little twin.
Where you start,
that's where life begins.
She said,"I want it now."
You don't listen to what I say,
just masturate your life away.
It's the emptiness that follows you down
it's the ache inside when it all burns out
it's poisonous it muscles it aches
it's everything you had when it breaks
It's the emptiness thats all you have left
too terrified of your frozen breath
It's a bitter mouth it's buttered and knived
it's the awful truth you fight for your life
It might as well it might as well hurt
It might as well it might as well
I went down to rescue you
I went all the way down
fill your hungry wretched life
here they come it's closing time
It's the bitter root it's twisted inside
it's the heart you used to have when it died
it's the emptiness it poisons it lies
It's everything that you'll never find
It might as well it might as well hurt
it might as well it might as well
I went down for the remains
sort through all your blurs and stains
take your rapture blister burns
stand in line it's not your turn
all dressed in red always the bride
off with her head all dressed in white
off with her head
I went down to rescue you
I went all the way down
I went down for the remains
Sort through all your blurs and stains
Oh I will follow you
anytime anywhere
ohh I will come for you
Music: Love, Erlandson, Auf Der Maur, Schemel Lyrics: Love
It's the emptiness that follows you down
It's the ache inside when it all burns out
It's poisonous it muscles it aches
It's everything you had when it breaks
It's the emptiness that's all you have left
Too terrified of your frozen breath
It's a bitter mouth it's buttered and knived
It's the awful truth you fight for your life
It might as well it might as well hurt
It might as well it might as well
I went down to rescue you
I went all the way down
Fill your hungry wretched life
Here they come it's closing time
It's the bitter root it's twisted inside
It's the heart you used to have when it died
It's the emptiness it poisons it lies
It's everything that you'll never find
It might as well it might as well hurt
It might as well it might as well
I went down for the remains
Sort through all your blurs and stains
Take your rapture blister burns
Stand in line it's not your turn
All dressed in red, always the bride
Off with her head, all dressed in white
Off with her head
I went down to rescue you
I went all the way down
I went down for the remains
Sort through all your blurs and stains
Ooh, I will follow you
Anytime anywhere
Ooh, I will come for you
It'll come down and look you in the eye
The way you're gonna go with no place to die
The water breaks like turpentine
I sit dead in the sacrifice
You getta watch, you getta watch
Now you getta watch me die
Bless my body and bless my soul
Rip it in turpentine
See you standing- whatever for
All the dolls they're like an old whore
Who really knows where the ruby ride
I see all the sick reflections in your ruby eyes
And I know all you devils by your Christian names
And I know all you bitches by your Christian names
I getta watch, I getta watch
Now I getta watch you die
Bless my body and bless my soul
Rip it in turpentine
Put your head up over your leg
Count backwards from infinity
Eat the rose and the dirt it grows in
Hey, I don't even know what hole that's supposed to go in
Now you're mad and you're snubbing me
Stinks of metal in the junky tree
You getta watch, you getta watch
Now you getta watch me die
Bless my body, bless my soul
Rip it in turpentine
Put your leg up over your head
I better walk you to your suicide
'Cos you fear maybe hold down suicide
I cease to exist on the Christmas list
I cease to exist in your disease
I lie right down baby give it to me
I lie right down
When I looked at the streets,
you know when it was talking to me....
The void...
when I fill the void.
See you into your revolution.
What's a revolution?
Can you please wake up now?
1, 2, 3.....3, 2, 1
When I looked in the void,
you know when it was talking to me.
Shut up, I hear you
Only miles away
I never trusted you
I only want to stay
The only rape I know
Is happening so true
The only rape I know
album - "Pretty on the Inside"
song - "Teenage Whore"
When I was a teenage whore
My mother aked me
She said, "Baby, what more?
I give you plenty. What do you want more?
Baby, why are you a teenage whore?"
I said, "I feel so all alone and I, I wish I could die."
See the things you put me through and I, I wish I could die.
When I was a teenage whore
The rain came down like it never did before
I pay good money not to be ignored
Then why am I a teenage whore?
I've seen your repulsion and it looks real good on you
Tonight....what you put me through
Out of my house
Get out of my house
Get out of my house
Get out of my house
When I was a teenage whore
My mother asked me
She said, "Baby, what more?
I give you plenty. What do you want more?
Baby, why are you a teenage whore?"
I've seen your repulsion and it looks real good on you
I dont want to live what you had, you have put me through
I wanted that shirt and I, I wanted those pants
It's all that I put me through and I, I never had a...
1:45
Written By Hole
Performed By Hole
Located On "Pretty On The Inside"
Lyrical Copy By Kiran Parghi
(Various songs on radio)
You know your a masochist bye
You know your a masochist
It's what I'm thinking right now
You've never
She needs to lie and wouldn't you love to love her
She walks yah into crucify my
I put on my best sunday dress
So you're lying in your underwear
Oh, in someone else's bed
And the silence is so dangerous
It's a terrible sense of dread
So I have another cigarette
And I just try to forget
How did I end up all alone?
How did we all end up dead?
Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall
I believe I've seen the end of it all
Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall
I've got the cure for it all
And my dirty little secret
Has a wretched little name
In the filthy morning after
I have walked the walk of shame
Oh, and you'll be the end of me
As I have been the death of you
And I quite enjoy your suffering
Oh, I want to watch the view
Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall
I believe I've seen the end of it all
Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall
I've got the cure for it all
Are you there when I'm ready to top myself
Are you there when I'm all alone
Do you even know why I am suffering
Are you down to your bones?
Are you down to your bones?
Are you down to your bones?
Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall
I believe I've seen the end of it all
Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall
It's the end of the world
I never said I would try for you
I never said I would die for you
I never said I would try for you
And I tell you everything
And I hope that you won’t tell on me
And I’d give you anything
I know that you won’t tell on me
Pee-girl gets the belt
It only makes me mine
And your milk is so sour
And I can only cry
And I can only cower
And I can only cry
You have all the power
I’ve got a blister from
Touching everything I see
The abyss opens up
It steals everything from me
Pee-girls gets the belt
Your milk makes me mine
Your milk is so sick
Your milk has a dye
Your milk has a dick
Your milk has a dye
Your milk has a dick
Burn the witch, the witch is dead
Burn the witch, just bring me back her head
Pee-girl gets the belt
Your milk makes me mine
Your milk is so mean
Your milk turns to mine
Your milk turns to cream
Your milk turns to cry
Your milk turns to cream
Your milk turns to cry
Your milk turns to cream
Your milk turns to cry
Skinny little bitch
Staring at the mirror
in your desperation to disappear
And you would be oh so dumb to fuck with me
'Cause baby you're much too young to end up with me
Your bedroom walls are fallin' down
Everyone can see you now
Your bedroom walls [suffer cheap?]
You lie, you lie alone
You lie alone, you never sleep
How you never sleep
Skinny little bitch
prayin to the lord
Praying for some salvation
'Cause she's just so bored
in my fire sex horror cheap drugs hell
And all the things you'll never live to tell
You will never see the light
I'll just obscure it out of spite
You're just a nasty piece of work
Come, come on baby, come on baby let it burn
Oh baby does it hurt
Born of foul creation
Born of sour milk
and cocaine filth
You stabbed your heel on broken glass
So I could kick your scrawny ass
And all the drugs and all the burns
What a nasty
What a nasty
Nasty piece of work
Oh baby does it hurt
Oh baby just go slower
Oh baby just go lower
(Unrest)
You know I want you
You know I want to fuck you all the time
I want to kiss you
I want to fuck you
Yes, she is my
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
Yes, she is my skinhead
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
See that girl, that girl is true
Fuck fucking on sandy beaches
Kiss kissing all over the place and
I'll watch your face and
Oh no I love his face
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
Yes, she is my skinhead
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
See that girl, that girl is true
You look better than
You look better than the face of God
On a funny day
And I don't mind
I can feel it now
I want to fuck you all the time
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
Yes, she is my skinhead
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
See that girl, that girl is true
I'm ready for sex
But waiting for love
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
Yes, she is my skinhead
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
See that girl, she's gonna own the world
I'm ready ready for sex
Geeks do not have pedigrees
Or perfect punk-rock resumes
Or anorexic magazines
It smells like girl, it smells like girl
She walks over me
She walks over me
Hold you close like [ ]
My ever pressing suicide
My stupid fuck, my blushing bride
Oh, tear my heart out, tear my heart out
She walks over me
She walks over me
I shut my mouth with glue
I gotta use the rest for [ ]
Yeah, I gotta shut my mouth with glue
I gotta use the rest of [ ]
Carrie, Carrie
Please come here
Don't you touch me, don't you dare
We look the same, we talk the same, we are the same, we are the same
She walks over me
She walks over me
I shut my mouth with glue
I gotta use the rest [ ]
Yeah, I gotta shut my mouth with glue
I gotta use the rest [ ][ ][ ]
You never know what you will get
You never know what you'll forget
She walks over me
When I look out my window
Many sights to see
And when I look in my window
So many different people to be
And it's strange, so strange
You've got to pick up every stitch
You've got to pick up every stitch
You've got to pick up every stitch
Oh, no, must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch, yeah
Must be the season of the witch
When I look over my shoulder
What do you think I see?
Some other cat looking over
His shoulder at me
And he's strange, sure he's strange
You've got to pick up every stitch
You've got to pick up every stitch
Punkers are out to make it rich
Oh, no, must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch, yeah
Must be the season of the witch
You've got to pick up every stitch
The rabbit's running in the ditch
Punkers are out to make it rich
Oh, no, must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch
When I go
When I look out my window
What do you think I see?
And when I look in my window
So many different people to be
And it's strange, sure it's strange
You've got to pick up every stitch
You've got to pick up every stitch
The rabbit's running in the ditch
Oh, no, must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch, yeah
Must be the season of the witch
When I go
When I go
Music: Love, Erlandson, Auf Der Maur, Zadorozny, Caffey Lyrics:
Love
Love hangs herself
With the bedsheets in her cell
Threw myself on fires for you
10 good reasons to stay alive
10 good reasons that I can't find
Oh, give me a reason to be beautiful
So sick in his body, so sick in his soul
Oh, give me one reason to be beautiful
Oh, and everything I am
Love hates you
I live my life in ruins for you
And for all your secrets kept
I squashed the blossom and the blossom's
dead
Oh, give me a reason to be beautiful
So sick in his body, so sick in his soul
Oh, and I will make myself so beautiful
Oh, and everything I am
Miles and miles of perfect skin
I swear I do, I fit right in
My love burns through everything
I cannot breathe
Miles and miles of perfect sin
I swear, I said, I fit right in
I fit right in your perfect skin
I cannot breathe
Hey, baby, take it all the way...down
Hey, baby, taste me anyway
Oh, you were born
So pretty oh summerbabe
We'll never know...
And fading like a rose
Give me a reason to be beautiful
So sick in his body, so sick in his soul
I'll give you my body, just sell me your soul
Oh, and everything I am will be bought
and sold
Oh, and everything I am will turn hard
and cold
And they say in the end
You'll get bitter just like them
And they steal your heart away
When the fire goes out you better learn
to fake
It's better to rise than fade away.....
Hey you were right
Named a star for your eyes
Did you freeze did you weep
Turn to gold, baby, sleep
Hey honey mine
I was there all the time
And I weep at your feet
Music: Love, Erlandson, Auf Der Maur Lyrics: Love
Hey you, you're way ahead of me
You're drunk on apathy
You burned right out
Hey you, you're just a cripple now
They sell for millions now
They sold you out
And, oh, I had to tell them you were gone
I had to tell them they were wrong
And now they're playing your song
Hey you, don't take it out on me
You're bored of everything
You burned right out
Hey you, so bored and cynical
It's fucking wonderful
They sold you out
And, oh, they've bought and sold it all,
it's gone
They've taken it and built a mall
And now they're playing your song
Ooh, their innocence tastes like candy, yeah
Get so fat on it, it's a tragedy, yeah
Ooh, I can help you come to me, yeah
Just bring your innocence to me, yeah
Hey you, don't you dare blame me
You trusted everything
They sold you out
Hey, you, now when they call it cool
It's just so mean and cruel
They sold you out
And, oh, they bought and sold it all, it's gone
And every note of it is wrong
She's a bimbo playing on the damned phone.
I could really fuck up, yeah,
cause I'm a demon buttercup....heh heh.
You have to spit to see the shine,
I see the carcass in your eyes.
Before I go to sleep,
get it away from me.
See the demon whore house eye,
well, everything you look at dies.
Gonna run the phonebill up,
cause I'm a loser, buttercup.
Before i fall asleep,
baby, I don't owe you.
I could really suck you in,
and you'd never see the light again.
Gotta run the phonebill up,
cause I'm a loser, buttercup.
(Kurt Cobain)
Throughout you know the same
Every night you know her name
No one knows you by your name
You've been raped still, just the same
I'm on my time and everyone's
I have very bad posture
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
Distill the life that's inside of me
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
I'm anemic royalty
Give me a Leonard Cohen after world
So I can't sigh eternally
I'm a liar and a thief
I'm so tired I can't sleep
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
I'm anemic royalty
I'm on warm milk and laxatives
Cherry flavored antacids
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
Distill the life that's inside of me
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
I'm anemic royalty
I'm a liar and a thief
I'm so tired I can't sleep
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
I knew a boy, he came from the sea
He was the only boy who ever knew the truth about me
I'm overwhelmed and undersexed
Oh baby what did you expect?
I'm over rod and so disgraced
And too ashamed to show my face
And they're coming to take me away
What I want I will never have
I'm on the Pacific Coast Highway
With your gun in my hands
I knew a boy, he left me so ravaged
Do you even know the extense of the damage?
My dirty lips, oh secrets dies
In between the sheets and the promises that kept me from your eyes
I'm bloody and so darling bow
I don't know what to do with my hands now
I surrender, I give in
I'll kick down your door if you don't let me in
And I lost myself completely
I look to you my shooting star
I'm on the Pacific Coast Highway
My God how did you fall so far?
Your whole world is in my hands
Your whole wide world is in my hands
Your whole world is in my hands
Your whole wide world is in my hands
I'm out there dying for you, baby
And I got your blood on my hands
Your whole world is in my hands
Your whole wide world is in my hands
Your whole world is in my hands
Your whole wide world is in my hands
And you know I'm drowning
And you know I'm drowning
And you know I'm drowning
And you know I'm drowning
And I will awake.
Your highness, I am so high I cannot walk.
And I will awake.
You cripple, you take away my time, my peace, my empathy.
No babies sleep on atrophy.
Your unborn love and fetal dress,
my bitter candy fated caress.
What was she for Halloween?
The ugliest girl you've ever seen.
What was she for Valentines?
An old forgotten concubine.
Someday she will die for no one
She seems to me to know.
All the glitters gone sour.
All that lies in her place.
Jesus saves.....old age.
It's okay to kill your idols,
just pretend you have no rivals.
We all know that she's friendless.
Spits at mirrors, it's not an issue.
Just remove the hateful tissue.
We all know her age is endless.
She seems to me to know.
All the glitters gone sour.
All that lies in her place.
Jesus saves.....old age.
And then she begs you, she says, "Pretty please."
I'll make her pure again, I'll make her clean.
No one knows she's Hestor Prynne.
Someone please tell Anne Boleyn.
Chokers are back in again.
Someday she won't have to fake it.
Living---well, in itself seems sacred.
Soemday she will just refuse.
All the glitters gone sour.
All that lies in her place.
Jesus saves.....old age.
Rest in peace.....and I'm sorry.
Me in pieces....so sorry.
Rest in peace.....and I'm sorry.
Music: Erlandson Lyrics: Love
And I cry and no one can hear
Inhale
The blinded eyes that see
The chaos
Bring the pitiful to me
Even though I'm wide-awake, I will,
& blackest night & I wait for you
It's cold in here there's no one left
& I wait for you
& nothing stops it happening
& I knew, I'd cherish all my misery alone
And I wait staring at the Northern Star
I'm afraid it won't lead me anywhere,
He's so cold he will ruin the world tonight
All the angels kneel into the Northern Lights
Kneel into the frozen lights
And they paid, I cry and cry for you
Ghosts that haunt you with their sorrow
I cried 'cause you were doomed
Praying to the wound that swallows
All that's cold and cruel
Can you see the trees, charity and gratitude,
They run to the pines
It's black in here blot out the sun
& run to the pines
Our misery runs wild and free
& I knew, the fire and the ashes of his
grace...
And I wait staring at the Northern Star
I'm afraid it won't lead you very far
He's so cold he will win the world tonight
All the angels kneel into the frozen lights
Feel their hearts they're cold and white
And I want you
And blessed are the broken
And I beg you
No loneliness, no misery is worth you
Oh tear his heart out cold as ice it's mine
And I wait praying to the Northern Star
I'm afraid it won't lead you anywhere
He's so cold raining on the world tonight
All the angels kneeling to the Northern Lights
And I pray begging to the Northern Star
I'm afraid it won't lead you anywhere
He's so cold he will rule the world tonight
All the angels kneeling to the Northern Lights
Kneeling to the frozen lights
Feel their hearts they're cold as ice.....
Just do it baby
Well I fucking will
You got nothing left but time
Time left to kill
Just do it baby
You got nothing left
There is nothing left of you but
What I possess
My Messiah's lost
Rose up from the mud
He wanted everything
Every drop of my blood
Just do it baby
It feels so good
You know nothing of possession
And I don't think you could
No No No No No
No No No No No
Just do it bitch
You little punk
When I come at you
You will wish you were at a bar
5:24
Written By Hole
Performed By Hole
Located On "Pretty On The Inside"
Lyrical Copy By Kiran Parghi
Sorry man sorry sorry I've got a bad I should've looked at it
I should've looked at it go go away go away
The sugar star the sugar star and hey your pushing it still hey
You want her on the bed with her legs wide open and here eyes are spread
Listen with punch her balls off
Mrs. jones aww mrs. jones aww
Cry me a river but just take me home
Mrs. jones aww mrs. jones
Sorry man I gotta a gut slit me fucking ran away with my abortionist
My little eyes blacked you know gizzed with
The knife they used to gut my face in
It's been out stabbing baby baby angels in
Smile smile
The skies a narcotic with us black jack bones
Ohh mrs. jones please mrs. jones my virus is raging
It's breaking my balls off mrs. jones please mrs. jones
Die so I I will i will follow you down the sick drain
When I lean on huh the sink don't worry don't worry don't worry baby
You will you will never stink so bad whoa
Sorry man I'm sorry I shouldn't have looked at it I'm sorry man
You know I night blooming sickle cell your a night blooming sickle cell
Anyway anyway look into the bloodroot you suicide bitch
It takes an hour like you to make me wanna live
Sorry me I'm sorry man I'm sorry man wow
The skies a narcotic black jack balls off
Mrs. jones aww mrs.jones
Your little doggy won't leave me alone
Mrs. Jones please Mrs. Jones
My virus is raging it's breaking my balls off
Mrs. jones pleae mrs. jones
Ohh cry me a river baby just take me home
Ohh mrs. jones aww mrs. jones
Sister ectoplasma she's incredulous
Just like a pro she takes off her dress
And she kicks you down in her snow white pumps
Just remember it was me who found the lump
Your why your yah why yah yah yah yah hey hey
Shit shit yah you ohh yah yah yah shit shit
East is worst west is west and my eye was you and my was the best
Yah east is east and west was west my was you and my was my was your
Mrs. Jones yah yah don't ask me again
Music: Love, Corgan, Erlandson Lyrics: Love
Crash and burn
All the stars explode tonight
How'd you get so desperate
How'd you stay alive
Help me please
Burn the sorrow from your eyes
Oh, come on be alive again
Don't lay down and die
Hey, hey
You know what to do
Oh, baby, drive away to Malibu
Get well soon
Please don't go any higher
How are you so burnt when
You're barely on fire
Cry to the angels
I'm gonna rescue you
I'm gonna set you free tonight, baby
Pour over me
Hey, hey
We're all watching you
Oh, baby, fly away to Malibu
Cry to the angels
And let them swallow you
Go and part the sea, yeah, in Malibu
..And the sun goes down
I watch you slip away
And the sun goes down
I walk into the waves
And I knew
Love would tear you apart
Oh and I knew
The darkest secret of your heart
I'm gonna follow you
Oh baby, fly away, yeah, to Malibu
Oceans of angels
Oceans of stars
Down by the sea is where you
Drown your scars
..I can't be near you
The light just radiates
I can't be near you
You are beautiful, you are glorious
Now you're covered in loser dust
You are fabulous, you are gorgeous
Now you're covered in loser dust
And all the things I used to trust, yeah
All the things I'm about to crush
Your youth is gone, it's turned to rust
It's all covered in loser dust
Hey I loathe every inch of you
You're going down for what you love, hey
Every single particle you're going down for your loser dust
All the things you used to trust you're going down
I'm burnt out, I'm furious and look at you, you're embarrassing us
Descend, descend and go you must
Isolate the prize, give it one big flush
It's indiscreet, omnivorous
We won't call you and don't call us
And all that's sick with gloat and lust
And do call me I'm so serious
It's not an image it's just a way
You're going down for your final crush
Hey, nothing here can stop you with you're going down for your loser dust
Hey, I can't wait to see you go; you're going down for your loser dust
Hey, show me one thing I didn't know, you're going down...
Think fast baby, what is the rush?
The very thing you would never trust
The very thing you would never touch
It's all covered in loser dust
These women all around, obsessive cunts, file under miscellaneous
They're starving and carnivorous
I mustn't touch what I want so much
You, you make me nervous
You make me drunk
Do you have to grovel so very much?
It's so unfair, it's so unjust, it's just another witch-hunt
Broken, shattered, busted, yeah, you're going down for what you love
Hey, all the death it's just good, yeah
You're going down for your loser dust
Hey, oh just die in public babe
You're going down for your loser dust
Hey, in you lays a gutter yeah; you're going down for your loser dust
Dear Diary,
I was standing in a bus stop today,
and they must have known I wanted to be a model,
so I'm gonna call them tomorrow.
Won't be long before I'm in all the big rock videos.
The most incredible thing happened to me in Odella last weekend.
That's why I'm writing.....you see, I went to see....
Hey, wow, what's going on up there?
Did you have dinner yet?
Who wants dinner when you can get a god damn
good dick up your ass? (laugh)
Oh, I need you girl.
Huh?
Oh, I need you girl.
You need me, boy?
Yeah, yeah....I need you too.
Huh?
I need you too, baby.....
Dear Diary,
I can't write alot.
Johnnie's in the bathroom.
I met him in Shasta tonight, and he's just incredible.
He's got this long, straight black hair,
and he wears all this silver jewlery, velvet pants, black boots, etc.
(kids singing)
I love your big muscles.
It's a lickable pussy.
Hi baby, how you doing?
Well, all y'all want some pussy?
I've lost my mind yeah, I've lost control
I've the lost the feeling in my arms, I'm a lost soul
Make the most of me baby, oh don't spit me out
This is how dirty girls get clean, don't leave me now
Listen to her lust, yeah, hear her disgrace
Listen to the fragile things as they all break
Watch from the covers, the comfort of your home
Through the ice and sleet baby, oh down down we go
What angry star runs your devil heart?
What angry star runs your devil heart?
Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?
This is the only way d-dirty girls stay clean
And I wanted you like no one before
Said you're coming back for me honey
This is how hell forms
This is how a storm begins
This is how trouble's born
Listen to sleep
Listen to her wail
You've given birth to terrible things, watch them unveil
Listen to my torment
Listen to my pain
Please come on back here baby, let me try again
What angry star runs your devil heart?
What angry star runs your devil heart?
Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?
This is the only way d-dirty girls stay clean
And the rain it poured down
And the wind it moaned
And she wrapped her legs around him
And she's got no home
And he's looking at me, oh god he looks so dumb
What are you staring at? This is how it's done
I will define for you, the meaning of greed
While you were vanishing, this dirty girl got clean
What angry star runs your devil heart?
What angry star runs your devil heart?
Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?
This is the only way d-dirty girls stay clean
Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?
This is the only way d-dirty girls stay clean
Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?
He hit me, and it felt like a kiss.
He hit me, but it didn't hurt me.
He couldn't stand to hear me say
that I had been with someone new.
And when I told him I had been untrue....
He hit me, and it felt like a kiss.
He hit me, and I knew he loved me.
Cause if he didn't care for me,
I could have never made him mad.
And he hit me, and I was glad.
Baby, why won't you stay? (repeat)
Cause when he took me in his arms,
with all the tenderness there is.
He hit me, and he made me feel.
All my friends are embryonic
All my friends are dead and gone
All my friends are microscopic
All my friends wake up alone
Girl germs lead to little virus
Revolution come and die
Elitists who eat the virus
Sleep with me, wake up alive
Gutless
You're gutless
You're gutless
You're gutless
You can try to suck me dry
But there's nothing left to suck
Just you try to hold me down
Come on, try to shut me up
Step and fetch, grease my hips
I don't even have to pause
I don't really miss God
But I sure miss Santa Clause
Gutless
You're gutless
Gutless
You're gutless
Gutless
You're gutless
Gutless
You're undressed
You're gutless
You're gutless
You're gutless
You just don't love me
And I just don't care
Oh, I never said I would play fair
Something so perfect and so rare
There is no cure
There's not a prayer, a prayer
Look what I can do
I am the only perfect choice
You've met your match
I've lost my voice
And when you're gone it gets so cold
I swear I'm too young to be this old, this old
Look what I can do
Oh, I've been cheated
Covered in diamonds and covered in filth
But I'm still breathing
Oh, please stick around and I'll build
Yes, I've crawled on glass
To grasp at straws
Stuttering, staggering through
And I've pierced the last hole in my arm
To gouge out the pieces of you
And your staggering, stuttering greed
And your never ending need
And your terrible awful deeds
And your lack of truth in these things
You know the whole thing is writ
You'll always quit
You always did
To the most delusional stare
And all that I have is out
And laid bare
And laid bare
Look what I can do
Look what I can do
Look what I can do
Oh, I've been bitter
You know what's true
And you know what's right
Oh, I'm forever
Oh, just do the right thing
For once
In your life
In your life
I know that I'm a hungry lost girl
But please stick around and I'll build you a world
I'll build you a world
I got a handful of shit.
What do I do with it?
I got a barrel of shit,
what do I do with it?
I did it clean.
Do it clean, you know what I mean.
Do it clean, I know what I mean.
Do it clean, fucking mean.
Do it clean, I know what I mean.
I've been here.
I've been there.
I've been here, there, everywhere.
Here, there, nowhere.
Shit, shit, shit, shit.
Fuck you up everywhere.
I've been here and I've been there.
Hey daddy....
come over here, yeah.
Got something for you.
Dicknail.
She liked it.
You know she liked it.
Well, she was asking for it.
Dicknail.
I said, I said,"Stop."
I did what you said.
I did what you want.
I was a good girl.
I was a good girl.
I said, I said,"No."
Hey daddy....
one thing's for certain, baby.
You have my guarantee;
you won't forget me.
I said, I said,"Stop."
I did what you said.
I did what you want.
I was a good girl.
I was a good girl.
I said, I said,"No."
Do you remember Christmas morning?
You know it's real beacuse.
Well, here comes Santa Claus.
Well she liked it; you know she liked it.....
And I will awake
Your highness- I'm so high I cannot walk
And I will awake
You cripple, you take away my time, my peace, my empathy
No babies sleep on atrophy
Your unborn love and fetal's dree
My bitter [ ] legless caress
Go for credit in the straight world
Look a dealer in the eye
Go for credit in the real world, won't you try?
I got some credit in the straight world
I lost a leg, I lost an eye
Go for credit in the real world you will die
It's the credit in the straight world
Leave your money when you die
Lots of credit in the straight world gets you high
I got some credit in the straight world
I lost a leg, I lost an eye
{Written by The Germs}
I'm Darby Crash.
a social blast.
Chaotic master....
I'm Darby Crash.
I'm your own,
the young smack.
Getting faster,
I'm Darby Crash.
A one-way match....
demonic flasher.
Deep, deep, deep in my eyes.
It's a round, round, round cirlce of lives.
It's a tame, tame, tame sort of world
where you're caught, bought, taught as it twirls.
I'm Darby Crash,
a social blast.
Chaotic master,
I'm Darby Crash.
Your Mecca's gash,
prophetic stature;
I'm Darby Crash.
A one way match,
demonic flasher.
Deep, deep, deep in his eyes.
It's a round, round, round cirlce of lives.
It's a tame, tame, tame sort of world
where you're caught, bought, taught as it twirls.
She's Darby Crash,
as social blast.
Chaotic master....
Snap, crackle, pop.
In here.
Snap, crackle pop.
Oh, make me over
I'm all I wanna be
a walking study
in demonology
Hey, so glad you could make it
Yeah, now you really made it
Hey, so glad you could make it now
Oh look at my face
my name is might have been
my name is never was
my name's forgotten
Hey, so glad you could make it
Yeah, now you really made it
Hey, there's only us left now
When I wake up
In my makeup
its too early for that dress
wilted and faded somewhere in
Hollywood
I'm glad I came here with your pound of flesh
no second billing, cause you're a star now
Oh, Cinderella they aren't sluts like you
Beautiful garbage, beautiful dresses
can you stand up
or will you just fall down?
You better watch out
what you wish for
it better be worth it
so much to die for
Hey, so glad you could make it
Yeah, now you really made it
Hey, there's only us left now
When I wake up, in my makeup
have you ever felt so used up as this
it's all so sugarless
hooker waitress, model actress
oh just go nameless
honeysuckle
she's full of poison
she obliterated everything she kissed
now she's fading, somewhere in Hollywood
I'm glad I came here with your pound of flesh
You want a part of me
well I'm not selling cheap
Now you complain, you say you want the keys.
Over my dead body, baby----that's where they'll be.
Forgive me now and I'll just slit your neck.
You say you remember, but baby, you forget.
Hey, hey this much is true.
I never trusted you.
Hey, hey this much is true.
Now I burn black for you.
And I'm just trying to forget.
Never....I won't.
Never....I won't.
Never, ever, never.
Saying things that you can't hear,
my doll mouth to your deaf ear.
Gushing up a violent smear,
my doll mouth to your deaf ear.
Hey, hey this much is true.
I never twisted you.
Hey, hey, this much is true,
baby, I burn black for you.
No, I won't go down to it.
Never....I won't.
Ever......I won't.
Never....I won't....never.
Crawl right up the wall,
and up your stairs,
and down your hall.
Now you beg and you want me;
over my dead body, that's where I'll be.
And you laugh at my disease,
while sugar runs from my arteries.
Hey, hey this much is true.
I never bothered you.
Hey, hey this much is true.
Baby, I burn black for you.
And I'm just trying to forget.
Never....I won't.
Never....I won't.
Never, ever, never.
Starts out like magic,
some sick religion.
That ain't no vulture,
that's a fucking pigeon.
She's got vultures in her hair.
And blood and feathers;
they are everywhere.
You want retreat,
they'll be deep.
Dig mine, they choke and seep.
Baby, there is a room
full of whores and death and ruth.
I am waiting in that room.
I am dying in that room.
It's all whore's, it's all pain.
It's all disease. Man, it's all the same.
My little judiast.
My little twin.
Where you start, that's where the night begins.
She said,"I want it now."
She said,"I want it now."
She said,"I want it now."
She said,"I want it now."
Music: Love, Erlandson, Auf Der Maur Lyrics: Love
Oh the boys on the radio
They crash and burn
They fold and fade so slow
In your endless summer night
I'll be on the other side
When you're beautiful and dying
All the world that you've denied
When the water is too deep
You can close your eyes and really sleep
Tonight
Your beauty blinds
If I let you in, under my skin
And risen every angel slain
I know what you are running to
Please come back, oh, come back again
I hear the truth
It's coming from you
Oh come back, won't come back again
In your endless summer night
I'll be on the other side
When the water is too deep
I will ease your suffering
When the glitter fades in morning
Turn away and you will find my empty eyes
Your beauty blinds
I know that you are rotten to the core
I know that you don't love me anymore
Here comes a sign in the form of a girl
She's the finest, sweetest thing in the world ah
Take you to Heaven tonight
I feel the horses coming galloping
In the summer end
Take you to Heaven tonight, ah
'Cause I love you for what you are
I'll gallop to you
Tonight, tonight I will ride
I'll give it to you
We'll go to Heaven tonight
Tonight
I don't know why?
Out on the road, I couldn't wait
Oh baby, I was afraid
Headed for Heaven tonight, ah
I'll go to Heaven tonight
I feel the horses coming galloping
I will never grow old
I'll go to Heaven tonight, ah
Because I love you, for what you are
I'll gallop to you
Tonight, tonight I will ride
I'll bow down to you
We'll go to Heaven tonight
Tonight
I can't believe that I could be happy
Summer will come again, I could be happy
Oh, stop your cryin', you could be happy
Go to Heaven when you make me happy
Here comes a kiss that I never had
Nothing feels like this
Headed for Heaven tonight, ah, ah
I love you
Here comes a storm in the form of a girl
She's the finest, sweetest thing in the world, ah
I'll go to Heaven tonight, for what you are
I'll gallop to you
Tonight, tonight I will ride
I'll bow down to you
We'll go to Heaven tonight
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight
Blacklung coat and your little crown
That's the crown that you get for falling down
Hey baby lemme look in your eyes
I see you standing in a weird red light
You pump and grind that I call my head
The suck-milk nebula I use instead
The suck cream-clot and the sweet milk udder
The weird red light that pulls me under
Hey hey hey some up my stars
Slut me open and suck my scars
Yah now I'm loaded yah now I'm loaded
Blacklung coat and your little crown
That's the crown that you get when you fall down
Hey baby won't you wave goodbye
Cause you go up the fucking weird red light
The rotten-sun spits on your raw hide
Cause your the test the sun of a suicide
He only laughs when you try to to
Rat poison daughter of a suicide
Slut me and your gonna see my scars
Open your eyes when I come down
And I'm loaded yah now I'm loaded
Don't blush when I rip you open
Don't blush when I rip you open
Hey baby lemme look in your eyes
Cause you go off into your weird red light
The pump and grind that I call my head
The suck-milk nebula I use instead
The sweet cream-clot and the suck milk udder
The weird red light that pulls me under
You open and suck my scars you better
Open your eyes when I come down
Yah now I'm loaded I just get loaded I just get loaded
I just get loaded hey now I'm loaded so am I so am I
And I I just got I just got I just get I just get I just get loaded
Samantha, you swore
You never turned that trick before
Keep waiting for a war
You'll never win
You'll lose again
Watch her wrap her legs around this world
Can't take that gutter from the girl
Samantha
You burned me out
Samantha
It's over now
Samantha
Your war
Was a lost cause before I came
Keep praying
Pray for
The pretty things you won't get back
Watch her wrap her legs around this world
Stab the gutter right out of that girl
That girl
Through villages of ether
My crucifixion comes
Will you sing my hallelujah?
Will you tell me when it's done?
Look in my eyes
There's nothing there
Goodbye
I wanted you out of my whole life
Goodnight
And don't try to move
People like you fuck people like me
In order to avoid agony
People like you fuck people like me
In order to avoid suffering
People like you fuck people like me
Fuck people like you
Fuck people like me
Fuck people like you
Fuck people like me
Fuck people like you
Fuck people like me
(Fuck people like you)
Leave your money by the bed
(Fuck people like me)
(Fuck people like you)
In the gutter where you live
(Fuck people like me)
And I throw it all away
And I throw it in your face
And if you were on fire
I would just throw kerosene
Cause I love so much I hate
And I hate what you have seen in me
Samantha
So you think that you could save him
And we know that someone died
Oh, an unkindness of ravens
And we know that Mary lied
And through villages of ether
Oh, my crucifixion comes
Will you sing my hallelujah?
Will you tell me when it's done?
People like you fuck people like me
In order to avoid agony
People like you fuck people like me
In order to avoid suffering
People like you fuck people like me
Fuck people like you
Fuck people like me
Fuck people like you
Fuck people like me
Fuck people like you
Fuck people like me
(Leadbelly)
My girl, my girl
Don't lie to me
Tell me where did you sleep last night
In a patch, in a patch
Where the sun never shines
And my body shivered all night
My girl, my girl
Don't lie to me
Tell me where did you sleep last night
In a patch, in a patch
Where the sun never shines
And my body shivered all night
Her husband was a hard working man
Killed a mile and a half from here
His head was found on a driving wheel
And his body never was found
My girl, my girl
Don't lie to me
Tell me where did you sleep last night
In a patch, in a patch
Where the sun never shines
My body shivered all night
My girl, my girl
Where will you go
To a place where the cold wind blows
To a patch, to a patch
Where the sun never shines
And my body shivers all night
My girl, my girl
Don't lie to me
Tell me where did you sleep last night
In a patch, in a patch
Where the sun never shines
You won't remember anything you felt
When he cuts you all alive with his bible belt
You won't remember anything you felt
When he cuts you all to pieces with his bible belt
Well you'll see
There's no one that kissed me
When you fuck for a week
You kind of think he might like you
Here you come sucking my energy
And you suck it up right off the street
Ha..babydoll
Here you are sucking my energy and I
Drill it in my good hole so that I can see
You are you are so much bigger than me
You are you are so much bigger than me
And a...babydoll
My raw hand my fever blister
Watch me watch me watch me disappear
Here she comes
Her pants undone
All waste and void all waste and void
Her void...and her void wow
There you go in your nazi car
Oh my babydoll how a whore you are
And your sit around with your old rag
How can I how can I talk when you've got the gag and I
Here you come sucking my energy
And you suck it up baby right off the street and I
Babydoll
In the dark yah I destroy what I began what I destroy it
She's hanging in the blossom tree oh
Babydoll just bleeds for me
Babydoll
Touch her oh I feel
Her chemical wedding her chemical peel
I knife me and
I slash my and
I knife me and
Then I slash my my my my my
Sickened suddenly
Here you are as ugly as me
Drill it in my good holes o that I can see
Yah drill it in my good hole so that I can see yah
Here you come sucking my energy
You suck it up baby right off the street
Babydoll
She starts too stare the sun
Into the sun
Now I I want a cancer
That the crooked eye spun
Well you oh my and my energy
Cause baby you are so much so much bigger than me
Babydoll
Little girl she's on the floor she gets it all
Cause she's the whore
Little girl she's on the ground she gets it all
For falling falling down falling down and what a down
What a whiner wow
Help help she says I am not free
She says help me I am withering withering
Withering with a ring
Hang on soul it's a soul comes down
Good sister bad sister
Better burn that dress sister
Scar tissue blood blister
Suck upon the dregs sister whoa
I try but I can't and I want to so bad and
Good sister bad sister
Your different from the rest sister
Choke strangle rip kiss her
Sell me down the river sister whoa
I try but I can't and I want to so bad and
I try and i try and i try and
C'mere and sit down just for a sec please just when your done
You choking on big black bloody mouthfulls of it
Pet me and I am your dog descent
Your choking on your candy flesh
I'll be the biggest scar in your back
Run down it jagged and make it back
I'll be the biggest dick that you ever had
Hey want it back you want it back you want it
Good sister bad sister
Better tell me what you want sister
Never wash your back sister
Even you cannot resist her whoa
I try but I can't and I want to so bad and
I try and I try
She comes to crucify all this earlies
And sugar comes from her other race
I'll be the biggest scar
Run down and jagged and make it a bly
I'll be the biggest star in your sky
You want it back you want it back you want it back
She is incredulous
Choking on her candy flesh
I'll be the biggest scar in your back
Run down and jagged and make it back
I'll be the biggest dick that you ever had
You want it back you want it back you want it back
2:44
Written By Hole
Performed By Hole
Located On "Pretty On The Inside"
Lyrical Copy By Kiran Parghi
Whoa yah whoa yah whoa yah yah yah yah
Do you wanna ride on my death machine
Fucking died in if you love
Whoa yah ho yah ho yah yah yah yah yah
Yah I kill what I mean
Yah I kill what I meat
When I die won't you berry me
Cause I berry-ed you baby deep in me
Whoa yah whoa yah whoa yah yah yah yah
Cut it open what's inside
Then you'll drag me back to you
Wanna know that baby said baby
You know never know
Cut it open so pretty please
You drive it so yah yah I wanna know
Now I know never know
And when I die won't you remember me
Cause I berry-ed you baby deep in me
Yah when you fall for the garbage man
Retard girl, she makes us sick.
Retard, poke her with a stick.
Well, she walks funny.....
kind of like a pig.
Gotta hate that retard girl.
See that retard girl walking in her school,
in the same dress from fourth grade.
See the retard girl, cross-eyed in the schoolyard,
looking for the friend she made.
Retard girl, retard girl.
Retard girl....don't forget her face.
Now shines the moon
among the lake of fire.
She's sucking dick out in the yard.
Well, she walks funny....kind of like a pig.
God, I hate that retard girl.
Hit the retard girl, do one for me.
She don't think like the others do,
see the retard girl squirming in the mud.
Throw her in the trash can,
see what she does.
Retard girl, retard girl.
Retard girl, don't forget her face.
I asked her mother,
"Why'd you implode?"
Well, her head's so big,
it just might explode.
And she walks funny,
kind of like a pig.
God, I hate that retard girl...
Hit her....
See that retard girl staring at the sun.
What does she see?
See the retard girl stare at everyone.
I hope she doesn't see me....retard girl.
The retard girl, the retard girl,
don't forget her face.
The retard girl, the retard girl,
Dear Diary,
I was standing in a bus stop today and they must have known I wanted to?be a model,
so I'm gonna call them tomorrow. Won't be long before I'm in all the big rock videos. The
most incredible thing happened to me in?Odella last weekend; that's why I'm writing.
You see, I met this guy. . .
Hey, wow
Wow, what's going on up there?
Did you have dinner yet?
Who wants dinner when you can get a goddamn good dick up your ass?
(laughs)
Oh I need you girl
Huh?
I need you girl
You need me, boy?
Yeah....yeah I need you too
Huh?
I need you too, baby
Dear Diary, I can't write a lot; Johnnie's in the bathroom. I met him in Shasta tonight and he's just
incredible. He's got this long, straight, black hair and he wears all this silver jewelry, velvet
I love your big muscles
It's a lickable pussy
Hi baby, how you doin?
Well all y'all want some pussy?
Well, all y'all grab on the Soul Train line and get it
...guitarist for the Black Band Babies and we went in a doghouse...
It's not the truth I say,
it's just a mockery.
Don't need to waste my time;
you know I really try.
You take and never give,
it gets so hard to live.
I'm hanging on a ledge,
push straight over the edge.
Grow up and be a man.
Drop dead, right where I stand.
I'm hanging on a ledge,
push straight over the edge.
Don't do the things you do,
don't have to oblige you.
Make choices on my own,
don't by the shit they sell.
You take and never give,
it gets so hard to live.
I'm hanging on a ledge,
Deep down this boy can feel too much
His flesh is weak he needs the satin crown
Got balls intact despite the fact
He'll curse his luck, his painful guts
Screwed up the path he followed
Always the pretty songs for us to sing along and bust up
This is the worst news I have heard alone and disturbed now
He's divine this time
When will you listen?
No fake what does it take when will you listen?
When will you learn?
You fuss, you fight I don't think it's right
That you pushed this man so deep down this hole
Come back
Come back
Always the pretty songs for us to sing along and get fucked up
This is the worst news I have heard alone and disturbed now
He's divine this time
When will you listen?
Deep down this boy can feel too much
His flesh is weak he needs the satin crown
Got balls intact despite the fact
He'll curse his luck, his painful guts
screwed up the path he followed
Always the pretty songs for us to sing along and bust up
This is the worst news I have heard alone and disturbed now
He's divine this time
When will you listen?
No fake what does it take when will you listen
When will you learn?
You fuss you fight I don't think it's right
That you pushed this man so deep down this hole
Come back
Come back
Always the pretty songs for us to sing along and get fucked up
This is the worst news I have heard alone and disturbed now
He's divine this time
When will you listen?
No fake what does it take when will you listen
If there's a ticket - I'm gonna lick it
If there's an ass - I'm gonna kick it.
Give me your glass and I'll raise it
I have lost my reason looking for myself.
Found the trigger and I pull it
Just to see the barrel glow.
I won't cool it - no
Till I'm buried in a hole.
I needed trust, just to return it
Wasted all those years just to learn it.
Questioning without a break
Knowing truth was hard to take, but.
Found the trigger and I pull it
Just to see the barrel glow.
I won't cool it - no
Till I'm buried in a hole.
You're caring - that's ok
But not here and not today.
I'm standing your dismay
weee!
been fourteen years since the day
i started my descent into myself
i get wasted know i'm better than this
know i'm bitter
been walking blind
still i hold my head up high
head talking backwards
just i know i'm better than this
know i better
pull myself up from the hole i dig (x7)
pull myself up from this
been fourteen years since the day
i started my descent into myself
i get wasted
know i'm better than this
know i'm bitter
been walking blind
still i hold my head up high
head talking backwards
just i know i'm better than this
know i better
pull myself up from the hole i dig (x3)
pull myself up from this
I'll fake a smile
If you do too
I'd say that I would die for you
When the rain falls down
I watch our colors drown
And it's not alright
When you're the sparkle
In my darkest night
You can love me
You can lead me
But we're only digging a hole
Can you save me?
When there's just one way
We can go
You're wrong no matter
What you say
We're like the sunlight
We will fade
When you hold my hand
And launch me where I stand
Before I land
I wanna give you up
But I just can't
You can shake me
But you can't make me
Cause we're only digging a hole
C'mon baby
Stop this crazy
Heart breakin show
Nothing sacred
Ghost white orchid
Just before it dries and bends
I've read this story
Many times
i wonder why i let time slip by unconcerned
holding my breath while life's calling out my name
i'm going down - feeling no trace of shame
playing no part - i'm not the one to blame
unfullfilled dreams stay intact here inside
shut out the world and let time fill the cracks all the while
i'm going down - feeling no trace of shame
in a one way make you're
running high blind never
stopped to reality wonder why
the key is yours in the palm of your
hand but where would you go
if you never understand
no one can tell
destiny forms itself with
or without your help
no one can know the pain in
your soul you choose to
live down that hole
weak in spirit waek in mind
in the maze you're running
scared forever blind
to all the things in life
you'd never find
I see myself in you frightened
by the view I can't save you
the demons got you
I would have sailed away
If I'd known that nothing would change
staring out my window sill
In my wasted prison cell
And I know what you want
And I know what you fear
As I cradle your loving
And watch you disappear
(Chorus)
And I feel your heartbeat
Pounding in my head
I like to control you
Cause I can't control myself
Myself
Rain,
Come my way
Mold my head
Like a ball of clay
Softly wither into my grave
Never to see, the sun again
(Chorus)
All alone in a crowd by myself
So sorry,wish I could find a way
Back into your hole again
But I've become your enemy
(Chorus)
Hole
[instrumental]
There's a hole in the neighborhood where I go
When I feel misunderstood
I sit alone and wonder
What I am who I am
There's a picture down the hall reminds me
Of when I almost had it all
When it falls I pick it up
And put it back
Chorus
It's not like me to fall apart
I put my soul out on the table
You take me in
And only then I start to climb
I got a friend I like to see and it seems
I like her and she likes me
But it always leads
To a falling out, a falling out
There's a chapter in a book and every page
Helps me take a second look
It's only then I find
The shelter from the pain
(chorus)
Bridge
There's a fool in my head
Telling me I'm not myself
Is it wrong for me to believe
That I could walk out of this dream
(Chorus)
Crash and burn
All the stars explode tonight
How'd you get so desperate?
How'd you stay alive?
Help me please
Burn the sorrow from your eyes
Oh come on, be alive again
Don't lay down and die
Hey hey, you know what to do
Oh baby, drive away to Malibu
Get well soon
Please don't go any higher
How are you so burned when you're barely on fire?
Cry to the angels
I'm gonna rescue you
I'm gonna set you free tonight, baby
Pour over me
Hey hey, we're all watching you
Oh baby, fly away to Malibu
Cry to the angels
That swallow you
Go and part the sea, yeah, in Malibu
And the sun goes down
I watch you slip away
And the sun goes down
I walk into the waves
And the sun goes down
I watch you slip away
And I walk
And I knew love would tear you apart
Oh, and I knew the darkest secret of your heart
Hey hey, I'm gonna follow you
Oh baby, fly away, yeah, to Malibu
Oceans of angels
Oceans of stars
Down by the sea is where you drown your scars
I can't be near you
The light just radiates
I can't be near you
