Blind me, erased what was
Stillborn I have become
The feelings I once felt
Are now dead and gone
I've waited here for you
For so very long
So empty, just a shell of a man
Stillborn, this I understand
The feelings I once felt
Are now dead and gone
I've waited here for you
We were friends
Yet never all that close
Two different people lord
I guess yeah, I suppose
Well I could see by the lines on your face
So much on your mind
Searchin' for someone, anyone, something to treat you kind
Chorus
I hope you found what you were lookin' for
'Cause I haven't seen your face around here no more
When did life become a chore
When was it that you couldn't take it anymore
With nothin' above you & nothin' below
Couldn't cure the need for somewhere else to go
I just hope ya found what you were lookin' for
Sweep all your fears
Beneath the rug there on the flour
Shed a new skin
No longer insecure
Your livin' harder yeh
Harder than you know
Tell me - how fast can ya burn?
And how far can ya go?
Yeah!
Misty morning, clouds in the sky
Without warning, the wizard walks by
Casting his shadow, oh, weaving his spell
Funny clothes, lord, a tinkling bell
Never talking
Just keeps walking
Spreading his magic
shiiit.
Yeeeaaaahh!
Evil power disappears
Demons worry when the wizard is near
He turns tears, yeaaah, into joy
Everyone's happy, mama, when the wizard walks by
Never talking
Just keeps walking
Spreading his magic
Yup.
Lord, lookout!
Yeah.
The sun is shining, clouds have gone by
All the people give a happy sigh
He has passed by, giving his sign
Left all the people, lord, to feel so fine
Never talking
Just keeps walking
Spreading his magic
Yeaaaahhh!
Have all you are and all you're to be
Fade in your world and all that you see
This hole in the wall all is under your thumb
Dulling your senses until you become
Until you become
Oh yeah, I gotta run
Oh I just got to run
Caught in a world where
you could never run too fast
To finally reach
Lord, The Beginning...At Last
Dismantling comfort of those you surround
Placing joy upon strangers
Now child, ain't that profound?
This hole in the wall all is under your thumb
Dulling your senses
Until you become, Until you become
Mmm yeah, I gotta run
Oh I just got to run
Cought in this world where
you could never run too fast
To finally reach
Lord, The Beginning...At Last
Where Are You Going?
Never knowing
Just who and where
You gotta turn
Forever caring
Forever sharing
You never learn, learn
Lifetime of getting burned.
Oh yeah, I gotta run
Oh I just got to run
Caught in a world where
you could never run too fast
To finally reach
Lord, The Beginning...
...At Last
Hunt me down, seek me out, bring your best
That's how I want it to be
Full of doubt, full of fear, all's unclear
It's over cuz now I can see
Like a tank, seething strength, crushing all
Pulling you under my treads
Lost some years, lost some days, that's O.K.
I piss on what's in my way
(CHORUS)
Your two-faced abusin'
Mindless confusion
Resolution
(I feel I'm breathing my first breath)
Manipulation
Dyin' salvation
You'll never rest
(You can't kill what's stronger than death)
Looked inside, found myself, it was me
Waitin' there at the well
If you're green, you ain't seen, life's a game
Sometimes it's just hard to tell
Gouging eyes, breakin' bones, eatin' flesh
Puts a smile on my face
Crawlin' through glass, eatin' nails, losin' blood
It's all part of findin' your place
Chorus
*Growls of doom provided my Mike Piazza
I feel my wheels have come undone
I've fallen off my tracks
Lord, I need Your guiding hand
If I'm to make it back, oh, make it back
Back, back, back, back, back, back, back
All my life, everything's been after me
All my life, I just refused to see
Take me in from the storm
Come and rescue me, under the wings
Of Mother Mary, Mary, Marry, Mary
Doing wrong is all you know
In the end, do you know where you go?
You can't keep doing what you do
Sooner or later, it all comes back
To you, you, you, you, you, you
You, you, you, you, you, you
All my life, everything's been after me
All my life, I just refused to see
Take me in from the storm
Come and rescue me, under the wings
Of Mary, Mary yeah
All my life, everything's been after me
All my life, I just refused to see
Take me in from the storm
Come and rescue me, under the wings
[Instrumental]
What you get and what you see
Things that don't come easily
Feeling happy in my vein
Icicles within my brain
(cocaine)
Something blowing in my head
Winds of ice, it soon will spread
Death would freeze my very soul
Makes me happy, makes me cold
My eyes are blind but I can see
The snowflakes glisten on the tree
The sun no longer sets me free, child
I feel there's no place freezing me
Let the winter sun shine on
Let me feel the frost of dawn
Fill my dreams with flakes of snow
Soon I'll feel the chilling glow
Don't you think I know what I'm doing
Don't tell me that it's doing me wrong
You're the one that's really a loser
This is where I feel I belong
Crystal world with winter flowers
Turns my day to frozen hours
Lying snowblind in the sun
Will my ice age ever come?
Instrumental
Come, 'Take My Hand'
Let us walk for a while
Your burden of pain
Replaced with a smile
For the peddlers of death
Come, calling one more time
Bearing promises
So called friends running loose
Draining you whole
'Til you're of no use
Letting go of what you need most
Early wish
Early grave
Come, 'Take My Hand'
Let us walk for a while
Your burden of pain
Replaced with a smile
For the peddlers of death
Come, calling one more time
Bearing promises
So called friends running loose
Draining you whole
'Til you're of no use
Letting go of what you need most
Early wish
Early grave
Walk in my world of war and mass confusion
Peace is a word that no one cares of knowing
Death is the drug of choice amongst the masses
Engines of hell forever burning faster
The shotgun of life, the spread of all the ashes
The wheels of the tank, the souls in which it smashes
Oceans of blood, the shores of all the fallen
The hole in the ground, forever always callin'
Lords of destruction, Lords of destruction
Lords of destruction, Lords of destruction
Lords of destruction, Lords of destruction
I walk through fire, i feel no pain
fields of war which fuel my veins
in the end, son, i was once like you
cut me child, you'll see i bleed
scars of black which help me see
in the end, son, i was once like you
life, birth, blood, doom
the hole in the ground is comin' round soon
life birth blood doom
the hole in the ground is comin' round, comin' round soon
Fields of death, the rotted womb
hatred, chainsaw, the blessed doom
in the end, son, i was once like you
The ashes that fly, the skin which burns
Kill all you can, refuse to learn
in the end, son, i was once like you
life, birth, blood, doom
the hole in the ground is comin' round soon
life birth blood doom
the hole in the ground is comin' round, comin' round soon
life, birth, blood, doom
the hole in the ground is comin' round soon
life birth blood doom
the hole in the ground is comin' round, comin' round soon
Graveyard disciples
March into the fields
Existence through destruction
The bodies beneath the wheels
The trip into the black
Life's dying fall
Born to pull the trigger
Fueled to feed the hate
Innocence is shattered
The part that cripples the hand of fate
The trip into the black
Life's dying fall
The trip into the black
Time; take some time
If you wouldn't mind
Just a minute or two
Cus time done weighin' on my mind
Blinded my eyes
Not knowin' what to do
Alone I've held the hand of sorrow
Feelin' like I'm hangin' from the gallow
Lord won't ya please color my sky one time blue
When life's left town and run me through
I'm glad I found a friend in you
I tried Lord how I done tried
Not to break down when it was goodbye
And no one said it was gonna be easy
I found out that ain't no damn lie
Alone I done held the hand of sorrow
Feelin' like I'm hangin' from the gallow
Lord won't ya please color my sky one time blue
When life's left town run me through
Hell's rolling with you
Riding on your back
Harvest of terror
We all shall fade to black
Fields of depression
The wounds that never mend
The final solution
Bring it to an end
To an end
To an end
Inside this world of pain
Your beliefs of suicide
Denial and repression
Psychopathic pride
Iron determination
A will that cannot bend
A final solution
Bring it to an end
To an end
To an end
Suffering and sorrow
The casualties of war
Spirit has broke me
Broke forevermore
Pure assassination
The machine, it rolls again
The final solution
Bring it to an end
To an end
It'll leave you with nothin' to say
Lost without a way
Ain't it funny child
Love sometimes leaves you
As dead as yesterday
Hoping to hold a handful of sunshine
Like a child told it cannot play
Never ever figured Lord love would leave me feeling
As dead as yesterday
Lord could you help me find some shelter?
Lord could you help me find some shelter?
It'll leave you feeling hollow & helpless
And there is where you'll stay
Ain't it funny child love sometimes leaves you
All alone at last
Years roll by so fast
Twisted and insane
The house you built
No longer the same
Once you're there
Once you're there
You can't come back
Nothing lives
Nothing grows
Inside the dead meadow
Months keep rolling by
Live another day, then you die
ghosts inside your head
we choose our paths
when all is done and said
Once you're there
Once you're there
You can't come back
Nothing lives
Kicked around, smacked about
Gagged & bound
No more on the down & out
Took my pay, cut me off, had a laugh
Tables are now turning around
Thought it was funny
Just spending my money
Thinking I'm a joke
Yeah, oh yeah
No more doors shut on life & me
Now I refuse to see
Ohh!
I will break you, I'm the bullet that's miles inside your head
The final vision, last word that shall be said
I will break you, I'm the bullet that's miles inside your head
We meet again, how have you been?
Meet my friend
I've come to collect what's mine
Immune to fear, with this gun in hand
The future's clear
All that was is to be realigned
Thought it was funny, spending my money
Thinking I'm a joke
Yeah, Oh Yeah
Life's four walls crashing down
Closing in
Let's let your end begin
Yes I am, yes I am
If you ask me, I'd do it again
Instrumental
Smokin, trippin, drinkin
never thinkin whats to be
Another day, another war
has come to set me free
The cage is broke the tank is full
it's where the violence rules
drinkin booze and raisin' rifles
hell straight through & through
A never ending rolling nightmare with no end in sight
i start to drink, get high and smashed, it gets me feeling right
The cage is broke the tank is full
it's where the violence rules
drinkin booze and raisin' rifles
hell straight through and through
Drinkin', pukin', pissin', and fightin'
and startin' all over again
Drinkin', pukin', pissin', and fightin'
and startin' all over again
Drinkin', pukin', pissin', and fightin'
and startin' all over again
Drinkin', pukin', pissin', and fightin'
and startin' all over again
Where I fall and where i rise, i couldnt give a damn
another shot, another beer is all that i have planned
The cage is broke the tank is full
it's where the violence rules
drinkin booze and raisin' rifles
helps me through and through
Dying to live
Living to die
Ain't no hellos here
Nothing but goodbye
It's like singing a song that cannot be sung
It's like having to end child,
what's yet to love begun
[Chorus]
Hey, hey, hey now
Where I am at times I just can't tell
Hey, hey, hey, now
I'm lost somewhere Between Heaven and Hell
All that you know and all that you knew
In the end child,
tell me what's it all mean to you?
Don't forget just who and where you are --
You can spread your wings son
But don't you spread yourself too far
Hey, hey, hey now
Where I am at times I just can't tell
Hey, hey, hey, now
You're so fuckin' tough, so motherfuckin' bad
13 years of grief is all your folks ever had
Just an ignorant cunt, talkin' such shit
Tryin' to act like a man, you little fuckin' punk kid
Yeah
Son, look at you now
Yeah
Son, look at you now
Day of court, day of fear, in walks the judge
Half a year nothing less, no he wouldn't budge
Hand over your belongings and your motherfuckin' soul
That's the joy of life, six months in the hole
Yeah
Son, look at you now
Yeah
Son, look at you now
You raped your mother, yeah, you beat her down
Jesus can't protect you when your brain's unfound
Once so fuckin' tough, so motherfuckin' bad
13 years of grief is all your folks ever had
Yeah
Son, look at you now
Yeah
2, 3, 4, 1, drank all my fucken brew
And I ain't got's no more
Feeling so damn tired
Running on desperate fumes
For the end is always near, now
Empty handed it's always soon
Psychocise me, terrify me
Jeopardizing all that's mine
Megolamize me, certify me
On my knees until I cry
Lord only knows where I've gone
Lord only knows where I've been
In a world of trouble again worries
Streaming 'round the bend
Treat me like a dog, now
Knowing I won't turn
Blind me like a slave, now
What's in you?
Step inside this nightmare where I live
The madman roams inside my head
Step inside this nightmare where I live
The madman roams inside my head
Oh. What's in you now?
Oh what's in you now?
Oh what's in you now?
Oh what's in you now?
Helter Skelter running through my veins
Satan's coming on his way
Helter Skelter running through my veins
Satan's coming on his way
Oh. What's in you now?
Oh what's in you now?
Oh what's in you now?
Oh what's in you now?
Oh. What's in you now?
Oh what's in you now?
We were friends
Yet never all that close
Two different people lord
I guess yeah, I suppose
Well I could see by the lines on your face
So much on your mind
Searchin' for someone, anyone, something to treat you kind
[Chorus]
I hope you found what you were lookin' for
'Cause I haven't seen your face around here no more
When did life become a chore
When was it that you couldn't take it anymore
With nothin' above you & nothin' below
Couldn't cure the need for somewhere else to go
I just hope ya found what you were lookin' for
Sweep all your fears
Beneath the rug there on the flour
Shed a new skin
No longer insecure
Your livin' harder yeh
Harder than you know
Tell me - how fast can ya burn?
Take your time, time
Take your time, take it mama
Take your sweet time, take your time
Take it baby, I'm gonna get to you now
Don't even try, ain't gettin' by mama
Think ya can but ya can't
Ain't no gettin' by babe
Now I'm gonna get to you
The bottom of the barrel is where I've been and I'll always be
It's where I find reality
I ain't seein' clear no and I don't wanna be
Let me drown in my misery, yeah, oh baby
Wine, I'll make you mine, babe
Serve you a glass of my troubled wine
Wine, yeah, I'll make you mine, baby
Serve you a glass of my troubled wine, my troubled wine, babe
Tell me what you is, tell me who you is
What you be, Lord I'll be your ship
Your ship sinkin' in the sea
Now just take my hand
When you hurt, when you cry
When you bleed a little ship
A little bit's all ya need
I'm always here for you
The bottom of the barrel, yeah, where I've been and I'll always be
It's where I find reality, now
I ain't seein' clear no and Lord, I don't wanna be
Just let me drown in my misery, yeah yeah
Wine, yeah, I'll make you mine, babe
Serve you up a glass of my troubled wine
Wine, yeah, I'll make you mine
Serve you up a glass of my troubled wine, drink up
Wine, oh, I'll make you mine, baby
Serve you up a glass of my troubled wine
Wine, oh I'll make you mine, babe
Serve you up a glass of my troubled wine
Wine, Lord I'll make you mine
Serve you up a glass of my troubled wine
Wine, yeah, Lord, I'll make you mine, all mine, all mine
Serve you up a glass of my troubled wine
That's right doll
Wine, wine
Wine, wine
Wine, wine
Hey, hey, won't you get yourself out my way?
Yeah, yeah, I'm living life like it's my last day
It's got me comin', it's got me going
Which way I just don't know
Lord, oh Lord, I love you and I thank you so
It's my obsession, it's a truckload of aggression
Come lookin' for a friend
I ask a question
You start messin' around with my head once again
I'm just toe'n the line
I'm just toe'n the line
Mama, don't you worry none
We're just toe'n the line
Yeah, yeah, it's a rush running through my veins
Yeah, yeah, I'm gonna drive the wife insane
It's got me comin', it's got me going
Which way I just don't know
Lord, Lord, I love you and I thank you so
It's my obsession, it's a truckload of aggression
Come lookin' for a friend
I ask a question
You start messin' around with my head once again, yeah
I'm just toe'n the line
I'm just toe'n the line
Mama, don't you worry none
We're just toe'n the line
A fist for your head
Yeah, a fist for my cure, baby, now
I'm tired of feeling weak, Lord
I'm tired of feeling small
Ain't gonna feel like this anymore, yeah
I'm just toe'n the line
I'm just toe'n the line, yeah
Mama, don't you worry none
Lord, Lord, we've been doin' fine
Lord well, mama
Lord, we're just toe'n the line, yeah
Got me a fistful of creation
Ain't nothin', Mama, I can't do, yeah
Then build me your walls
I'm gonna break on through
Won't ya tell me, won't ya tell me
Who I am and who I can't be, yeah
Well, the loser be you, Mama
'Cause I know it ain't me, yeah
You couldn't feel the sunlight upon your face
Your little world a little out of place
You couldn't hear the ocean, you couldn't hear the waves
I know you meant to come back, I know you meant to stay
All you touched
All you know
All you loved, yeh
Well I can see you smile
Can you see my tears?
I reach to hold you but you ain't there
You left a hole so big Lord, beyond repair
I'll try to find forgiveness in talkin' what will never share
All you touched
All you know
All you loved
You just left 'em with nothing to say
You're just throwin' it all away
No you didn't care to see the light of day
You're just throwin' it all away
Like the sand upon the beach
Yeah
Alone in the garden
And all that would be
Alone in the garden
You thought would set you free
Nowhere to draw water
And if you could it would be damned
Go on turn your back now
On everything
Yeah
Barefoot and baron
The dust distorts the sound
Last one left in this God forsaken town
Tarnished all your memories
Your smile's a front at best
As you stare out the tilted window
Is it one big second guess?
Yeah
I'm so far away
I'm so far away now
I'm so far away
I'm so damn far away
I went on down, down to the river
Went on down to see what I could find
Didn't see much, whole lotta nothin'
Except for a school that be takin' on a ride
Oh Lord, oh, I should've known, babe
Oh Lord, ohh, now I shoulda known, shoulda known
Mama, now I shoulda known
Thinkin' that you're hard as nails
Hopin' that that hammer don't fall
You're thinkin' that you're hard as nails
Hopin' that that hammer don't fall, baby
Talkin' 'bout the hammer, whoo
Hammer and the nail
That's right, oh yeah, tell ya a story
I went on back, back to the river
I went on back, think it wasn't long
And as I stood, stared into the water
I just realized that I bought a dancin' song
Oh Lord, oh, I should've known, babe
Oh Lord, ohh, now I shoulda known, shoulda known
Mama, now I shoulda known
Thinkin' that you're hard as nails
Hopin' that that hammer don't fall
Thinkin' that you're hard as nails
Hopin' that that hammer don't fall, baby
Talkin' 'bout the hammer, whoo
Hammer and the nail, man
Oh, yeah, thinkin' that you're hard as nails
Hopin' that that hammer don't fall, baby
You're thinkin' that you're hard as nails
Hopin' that, that hammer don't fall
Talkin' 'bout the hammer, whoo
Now I said ?Hey papa, wanna thank you so
For who you is and what you did and all that you do?
Now I say, you, you always taught me right from wrong?
I ain't got much, but papa I wrote you this song
All the pain and suffering I watched you ignore
From a poor boy, through the ruins of war
?When my life is over and I done found my home
Just remember, yeah, son, you're not alone, no?
A hard road is what it's gonna be
When I think of all you been and done
So glad I got to know you, papa
So glad I was the chosen one
I'm so glad I was the chosen one
I'm so glad, so glad I was the chosen one
Now I say you, yeah, you, oh you always seemed find some time
Beyond my dying day, you'll always be a friend of mine
Now I say you, you left some big shoes to fill
I'll do my best to make you proud I promise that I will
Yeah, I will
All the pain and suffering I watched you ignore
From a poor boy, through the ruins of war
?When my life is over and I done found my home
Just remember, yeah son, you're not alone, no?
A hard road is what it's gonna be
When I think of all you been and done
So glad I got to know you, papa
I'm so glad I was the chosen one
I'm so glad, so glad I was the chosen one
[Incomprehensible]
?Son, you are not alone?
A hard road is what it's gonna be
When I think of all you been and done
So glad I got to know you, papa
I'm so glad I was the chosen one, that's right
A hard road is what it's gonna be
When I think of all you been and done
So glad I got to know you, papa
I'm so glad I was the chosen one
I'm just so glad I was the chosen one
I'm so glad, glad I was the chosen one, yeah
Yeah, I'm glad yeah I'm glad
Have all you are and all you're to be
Fade in your world and all that you see
This hole in the wall, is under your thumb
Dulling your senses 'til you become
'Til you become, oh yeah
I gotta run, 'cause I've been
Caught in a world, caught in a world where
You could never run too fast
To finally reach, the beginning at last
Dismantling comfort of those you surround
Place joy upon strangers, ain't that profound
This hole in the wall is under your thumb
Dulling your senses, 'til you become
'Til you become, oh yeah
I gotta run, oh, I just got to run
Caught in a world where
You could never run too fast
To finally reach the beginning at last
Where you going, going?
Never knowing, knowing
Just who and where, where
You gotta turn, turn
Forever caring, forever sharing
You never learn, learn
Talkin' down the line
I nearly lost my mind
Nearly lost you babe
I think about you child
Through my sick and twisted smile
I nearly lost you babe
Shakin' in my hands
I just don't understand
I nearly lost ya mama
Lovin' just to hate
A war that just won't wait
I nearly lost ya babe
My eyes have gone blind
Oh, the past I just can't find
A flower to be saved
A flower for your grave
Mama at times I just don't know
Oh, sweet Jesus, where'd I go?
What it was to be
Was kinda clear to see
Nearly lost ya babe
There ain't no backin' down
'Cause I ain't nobody's clown
I nearly lost you mama
Breakin' down inside, yeah
I nearly lost you babe
Forever one more time
Until the day I die
I nearly lost ya babe
My eyes have gone blind
Oh, the past I just can't find
A flower to be saved
A flower for your grave
Though I just don't know
Oh, sweet Jesus, where'd I go?
Where'd I go?
Oh, yeah
Oh, my eyes, they have gone blind
The past I just can't find, oh
Flower to be saved
A flower for your grave
Mama, I just don't know
I'm your suicidal doomsday machine
Bestowing my grace on everything
My ill will shall never leave
Embracing until you cannot breathe
Superterrorizer
Superterrorizer
Crashing, burning, in you I confide
I'll drink and spew all your bloodstained pride
You're just a pinball inside my machine
Until you reach the falls, my closing stream
Superterrorizer
Superterrorizer
Superterrorizer
Lord, I question whether I've had my fill
Lord, I question whether I can take much more
You may laugh as I lay here bleeding
No more afters or befores
Some day you'll know just how I feel
You left me there twice before
Some day you'll know just how it feels
Shattered, cast aside, stripped of your pride
Like you were never nothing special
Made you feel like another spoke in the wheel
So you say I'm just another dollar
So you say I'm just another day yeah
Once my blood was strong but now its jaded and its thin
Unlike you I can still tell right from wrong
Some day you'll know just how it feels
While you left me there twice before
Some day you'll know just how it feels
Shattered, cast aside, stripped of your pride
Like you were never nothing special
Made you feel like another spoke in the wheel
Some day you'll know just how it feels
While you left me there twice before
Some day you'll know just how it feels
Shattered, cast aside, stripped of your pride
Like you were never nothing special
Oh, the walking dead have rose again
Oh, hell is rolling, 'round the end
Oh yea tried to walk away
But you kept coming back for more
Oh yea I tried to walk away
But you kept coming back,
But you kept coming back
You kept coming back for more
Say what you will say you want the end
Like you never ever had it before
I'll give you everything beyond the truth
I'll give you everything and even more
Oh the graveyard rolls again
Oh kill it all and kill it again
Oh yea I tried to walk away
But you kept coming back for more
Oh yea I tried to walk away
Livin' up, fightin', obsessin'
Just as long as I can share it all with you
Yesterday, today, tomorrow, come rain, come shine
Hell and back, the beginnin' in between 'til the end of time
All that shines turns to rust
All that stands in time turns to dust
As above, so below
You ain't no fool and honey, I'm damn sure that you know
Yesterday, today, tomorrow, come rain, come shine
Hell and back, the beginnin' in between 'til' the end of time
All that shines turns to rust
All that stands in time turns to dust
All that shines turns to rust
All that stands in time turns to dust
All that shines turns to rust
I look around I see that time ain't changed
Same old faces, Same old names
All the things we thought we knew
You lied to me & I lied to you
(Now) All this time
You never sympathize
All this time
I can't find my way back inside
What you give is what you get
But you drew the line on me baby
Tears falling free but you can't see (child)
I'm just a touch away baby
[Chorus]
Tell me where am I now (oh-o)
Why, where & how
Show me the road back home (oh-yeah)
Tell me where am I now (oh-o)
Why, where & how
Show me the road back home, back home
The pain blew in like a hurricane
Stranger in this town bearing your name
Trapped in the silence with my memories
It's cutting me deep & its tellin' me
All this time
You never sympathize
All this time
I can't find my way back inside
Going nowhere & I'm headed there fast & I
don't mean maybe
The light is getting low & my touch is growing cold
Oh just hold me baby
Tell me where am I now (oh-o)
Why, where & how
Show me the road back home (oh-yeah)
Tell me where am I now (oh-o)
Why, where & how
Show me the road back home, back home
[Guitar Solo]
What you give is what you get
But you drew the line on me baby
Tears falling free but you can't see (child)
I'm just a touch away baby
Tell me where am I now (oh-o)
Why, where & how
Show me the road back home (oh-yeah)
Tell me where am I now (oh-o)
Why, where & how
You, yeah you, yeah you
You got a cardboard cutout soul
Just a power-tripping, mind-raping, backstabbing junkie
Thinking your hype is true
You, yeah you, yeah you
Respect ain't a word you know
You're just a fabricated lie that doesn't exist
Dropping names wherever you go
Life's phoney smiles and fake hellos
The hardcore rush of watching heads roll
As I dig your grave and kill your lifeless stare
Fuck yourself for all I fucking care
You, yeah you, yeah you
Thinking you know it all
Thirty-five years old with a wife and two kids
Still living in your mother's home
You, yeah you, yeah you
A sellout and a social whore
You'd sell your mother's soul just to get ahead
A disease down to the core
Life's phoney smiles and fake hellos
The hardcore rush of watching heads roll
As I dig your grave and kill your lifeless stare
Fuck yourself for all I fucking care
You, yeah you, yeah you
Still haven't figured what it is you do
Just a no talent nothing with a ten ton ego
Until your fifteen minutes are through
You, yeah you, yeah you
A conscience deaf and blind
I'm driving the hearse without remorse
Killing you and your kind
Life's phoney smiles and fake hellos
The hardcore rush of watching heads roll
I dig your grave and kill your lifeless stare
Take a good look, I know what you see
Shrouded in black and all life's debris
Shot in the back, live through the day
Ain't no remorse, you do as they say
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Now that I've seen what's come and past
Forget all that's pure, it never lasts
Inside a mass murder machine
Victims for life, slaves to the end
Rooted and sick, how it's always been
Built to destroy, one can't deny
The hole that becomes the hand in the sky
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Now that I've seen what's come and past
Forget all that's pure, it never lasts
Inside a mass murder machine
Now that I've seen what's come and past
Forget all that's pure, it never lasts
Inside a mass murder machine
I wish I was blind, yeah
Yeah, I wish I was blind, oh no
I wish I was blind, yeah
Yeah, I wish I was blind, oh no
I wish I was blind, yeah
Yeah, I wish I was blind, oh no
I wish I was blind, yeah
Yeah, I wish I was blind, oh no, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I've seen all that's come and all that's past
Forget all that's pure, it never lasts
Inside a mass murder machine
I've seen all that's come and all that's past
Forget all that's pure, it never lasts
Inside a mass murder machine
I've seen all that's come and all that's past
Forget all that's pure, it never lasts
Inside a mass murder machine
I've seen all that's come and all that's past
Forget all that's pure, it never lasts
I'm kinda sick mama, kinda down
Truckload of trouble, Lord
Be what I found and as I turn to get away
Another spoken problem done
Got something to say
Lord, I gotta find my home
I need a lovin' woman I can call my own
I'm just tired mama, tired of runnin' alone
I need a, need a lovin' woman, I can call my own
Ain't got no time, no time to think
Search me some gold, child, grab me a drink
Got's me a frown, need to find a smile
Whether your grass is green or blue child
I'll walk the mile
Lord, I gotta find my home
I need a lovin' woman, I can call my own
Lord, I'm just tired, Lord, I'm tired of runnin' alone
I need a lovin' woman, I can call my own
Lord, I gotta find my home
I need a lovin' woman I can call my own
I'm just tired, mama, tired of runnin' alone
I need a, lovin' woman, a woman I can call
My own, my own
If the end be a comin' I soon be a bummin'
All you Jesus freaks I hope you're wrong
I've got so much left to live for
All these religions without God's supervision
All you Jesus freaks you kill yourselves
All in the name of the Lord
There ain't but
You're gonna meet your maker
Soon he be comin' to town
You hear the horse a comin'
Mercy on your soul when you're found
Oh, been out ridin'
Ridin' a horse called war, oh yeah
No denyin'
You can't bury a horse called war, that's right son
All of this hatin', just social masturbation
All you Jesus freaks we need you now
What the hell are you waiting for?
Through all the pollution
Ain't seen no solution
For you Jesus freaks that ride the horse called war, yeah yeah
You're gonna meet your maker
Soon he be comin' to town
You hear the horse a comin'
Mercy on your soul when you're found
Oh been out ridin'
Ridin' a horse called war, oh
No denyin'
You can't bury a horse called war, can't bury, that's right
Everyone's talkin' but nobody's walkin'
We keep feedin', it keeps eatin'
We'll be down, down, down on the killin' floor
You're gonna meet your maker
Soon he be comin' to town
You hear the horse a comin'
Mercy, Lord on your soul when you're found
Oh been out ridin'
Ridin' a horse called war
No, no denyin'
You can't bury a horse called war
Oh been out ridin'
Ridin' a horse called war
No, no denyin'
You can't bury child, yeah I swear
I wanna live, I wanna give
I wanna live, I wanna give
I've been a miner for a heart of gold
It's these expressions, I never give
That keep me searchin' for a heart of gold
That keep me searchin' for a heart of gold
[Incomprehensible]
I've been to Hollywood
I've been to Redwood
I crossed an ocean
For a heart of gold
[Incomprehensible] in my mind, it's such a fine line
That keeps me searching for a heart of gold
That keeps me searching for a heart of gold
That keeps me searching for a heart of gold, I said
I've been to Hollywood
I've been to Redwood
I crossed an ocean
For a heart of gold
[Incomprehensible] in my mind, it's such a fine line
That keeps me searching for a heart of gold
That keeps me searching for a heart of gold
That keeps me searching for a heart of gold
I said, I said, I said
Searching, oh, yeah
Keeps me searching for a heart of gold
That keeps me searching for a heart of gold
That keeps me searching for a heart of gold
I got the call Monday mornin', oh no
Sometime around 9 a.m.
I felt down and out, left for dead
Lost without a friend
Now how you live with yourself
Child, I just don't know
But as far as I'm concerned I think ya really suck
You're rotten and you really blow
I hate your guts
Oh, I wish that you was dead
I hate your guts
You're damn right that's what I said
I hate your guts
And I wish that you was dead
Gonna dig the holy myself
But I'd rather run ya over with my truck instead
Your first name should be ass
Your last name should be wipe
Believe me when I say this
See I've been shit on more than twice
Well, it's funny how it works
And don't just seems to never end
Just when ya think ya had enough
They'll bend ya over and fuck ya once again
Say I hate your guts
And I'm wishing you were dead
Yeah, I'll be hating your guts
You're damn right that's what I said
I hate your guts
I'm wishing you was dead
Gonna dig the hole myself
But I'd rather run ya over with my truck instead
And start of that engine
What's mine is mine, what's yours is mine
And that's the way it's gonna be
If ya got a problem with that ya little bastard
Don't ya come around to me
Now I've been doin' this now for quite a many day
I'll rip off your nuts
And shove them down your throat
And head off on my merry way
Money hungry and greedy
Oh child, you're just downright wrong
You see you pissed me off so many times
I just had to write this song
Everyone's got their problems
And don't I know you sure got yours
But you make livin' child
And you make it seem like a back breakin' chore
I hate your guts
I wish that you was dead
I hate your guts
You ain't got clean idea
You're damn right that's what I said
I hate your guts
I'm wishing you was dead
I'd dig the hole myself
I said the morning mist is burning slow
Blood on sons and brothers gonna flow
Tomorrow will I live
No, I just don't know
I said the morning comes, we march again
Into the fields of the killing man
I don't know where I'm going
Or just where I've been, where I've been
At times, I feel so alone, yeah
Hope to find my way back home
Mama, I done asked the Lord
He told me, "Son, yeah, I just don't know"
Harvester of pain
No, I ain't the one to blame
Harvester of pain
I've been caught between the blue and the gray
Yeah, blue and the gray
Now I said, mama, I done killed a man
Was told he wasn't part of the plan
Don't worry none
I be getting by best that I can
Oh yeah, I say every day's a living hell
Oh, the reaper be weavin' his spell
Now a sergeant take me aside
Tell me "Son, peace ain't what we're here to sell"
Ain't what we're here to sell, I'm tellin'
At times, I feel so alone
Hope to find my way back home
Mama, I done asked the Lord
He told me, "Son, yeah, I just don't know"
Harvester of pain
No, I ain't the one to blame
Harvester of pain
I've been caught between the blue and the gray
[Incomprehensible]
Oh, yeah, at times, I feel so alone
Hope to find my way back home
Mama, I done asked the Lord
He told me, "Son, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah"
Harvester of pain
No, I ain't the one to blame
Harvester of pain
I've been caught between the blue and the gray
Harvester of pain
No, I ain't the one to blame
Harvester of pain
I've been caught between the blue and the gray
Blue and the gray
Kill your past and all you thought you knew
Blacked out, hatred running through and through
Horsemen rolls, tomorrow's fading fast
Make damn sure, ain't nothing's gonna last
Doomsday Jesus we need you now
Doomsday Jesus we need you now
Souls that bleed have nowhere left to run
Blind the crucifix and shoot the gun
Generals speak, we leave a trail of dead
Keep on killing 'til there's nothing left
Doomsday Jesus we need you now
Doomsday Jesus we need you now
Doomsday Jesus we need you now
Doomsday Jesus we need you now
Doomsday Jesus we need you now
Doomsday Jesus we need you now
Doomsday Jesus we need you now
Doomsday Jesus we need you now
Doomsday Jesus we need you now
It's gonna break you, son, it's gonna rot you through
Forget the past and all you ever knew
You've never known such fear, you've never shed such tears
It'll have you wishin' you were never here
Where have I gone? Blacked out on my death ride
Twisted and broken down, forever on the wrong side
Where have I gone? Blacked out on my death ride
Twisted and broken down
All that has been, all that's to be
No tomorrow, the demise of sanity
All that has been, all that's to be
No tomorrow, the demise of sanity
Straight through the depths of Hell, ain't got no soul to sell
Death on death, the eternal funeral bell
You've never known such fear, you've never shed such tears
It'll have you wishin' you were never here
Where have I gone? Blacked out on my death ride
Twisted and broken down, forever on the wrong side
Where have I gone? Blacked out on my death ride
Twisted and broken down
All that has been, all that's to be
No tomorrow, the demise of sanity
All that has been, all that's to be
No tomorrow, the demise of sanity
Where have I gone? Blacked out on my death ride
Twisted and broken down, forever on the wrong side
Where have I gone? Blacked out on my death ride
Twisted and broken down
All that has been, all that's to be
No tomorrow, the demise of sanity
All that has been, all that's to be
No tomorrow, the demise of sanity
All that has been, all that's to be
No tomorrow, the demise of sanity
All that has been, all that's to be
Can't you see I feel your pain?
I've got Jesus running through my veins
In this hopeless life that's turned on you
Give yourself to me, I'll help you through
I feed off your unanswered fear
When visions of life's end appear
Hand over your will and then you'll see
Now get on your knees and worship me
Worship me
On your knees
Worship me
In this world, when at it's best
Of never ending hate and death
Abandon all and trust in me
Escaping from reality
My world, it has no space or time
The crippled walk and the sick feel fine
Hand over your will and then you'll see
Now get on your knees and worship me
Worship me
On your knees
Worship me
Beyond this wall of life unknown
I'll lead you where you need to go
Void of worry, stress and pain
Left with nothing but your name
We've washed your brain and cleansed your soul
Till nothing's all you need to know
Hand over your will and then you'll see
Now get on your knees and worship me
Worship me
On your knees
Here come ol' flat top, he come groovin' up slowly
He's got joo joo eyeball, he one holy roller
He got hair down to his knees
Got to be a joker, he just do what he please
He wear no shoeshine, he's got toe jam football
He's got monkey finger, he shoot Coca-Cola
He say, "I know you, you know me
One thing I can tell you is you got to be free"
Come together right now
Over me
He bag production, he's got walrus gumbo
He's got Ono sideboard, he one spinal clacker
He's got feet down through his knees
Hold you in his arms till you can feel his disease
Come together right now
Over me
Come together baby
Come together baby
Come together
Come together
He roller coaster, he's got early warning
He's got muddy water, he one mojo filter
He say, "One and one and one is three"
Got to be good looking 'cause he's so hard to see
Come together right now
Over me
Come together baby, yeah baby
Filter, got a mojo
So come together
Just come together
Just come together
Muddy water, spinal clacker baby
Mojo filter early warning with a sideboard
A walrus [Incomprehensible], a walrus clacker
Come together, yeah
Come together, yeah
Come together
A little hating in the morning time
A little hating come around at noon
Ain't no remorse, all that you think
Ain't no regret, all that you do
Jesus, hell, yeah, what do we do?
(Jesus)
Can you hear us screaming up above?
Lord I guess, we were just born to lose
A little hating on my TV screen
A little hating in the news that I read
Lay to rest a soul so kind
Rewarding the wrong
Feeding the twisted mind
Jesus, hell yeah, what do we do?
(Jesus)
Can you hear us screaming up above?
Lord I guess, we were just born to lose
Yeah
You lookin' at me
Forever hurt, forever bleed
It ain't black, it ain't white, it ain't wrong
Lord knows, it ain't right
A little hating in the morning time
A little hating come around at noon
Ain't no remorse, all that you think
Ain't no regret, all that you do
Jesus, hell yeah, what do we do?
What do we do?
(Jesus)
Can you hear us screaming up above?
Lord, I guess we were just born
I guess, we were just born
Mother come pick me up
I feel I've lost all that I knew
In this forest full of lies
You're all that's ringing true
Oh, by my world
Black Pearl
Forever my world
Black Pearl
Gather all that's left
Place my fears up on this shelf
Now I feel alive
As I'm no longer by myself
Oh, by my world
Black Pearl
Forever my world
Black Pearl
Oh, by my world
Black Pearl
Forever my world
Smokin', trippin', drinkin'
Never thinkin' what's to be
Another day, another war
Has come to set me free
The cage is broke, the tank is full
It's where the violence rules
Drinkin' booze and raisin' rifles
Hell straight through and through
A never ending rolling nightmare
With no end in sight
I start to drink, get high and smashed
It gets me feeling right
The cage is broke, the tank is full
It's where the violence rules
Drinkin' booze and raisin' rifles
Hell straight through and through
Drinkin', pukin', pissin' and fightin'
Startin' all over again
Drinkin', pukin', pissin' and fightin'
Startin' all over again
Drinkin', pukin', pissin' and fightin'
Startin' all over again
Drinkin', pukin', pissin' and fightin'
Startin' all over again
Where I fall and where I rise
I couldn't give a damn
Another shot, another beer
Is all that I have planned
The cage is broke, the tank is full
It's where the violence rules
Drinkin' booze and raisin' rifles
In this garden full of good
Lies a garden full of evil
Awaits strange, bizarre
Unusual people
Here is where
Tripping and nobody cares
Here is where
The setting sun is never feared
It goes on and on and on
Oh, it never ends
It goes on and on and on
Welcome my friends
Beneath the tree of heaven
Lies the horror of the clay
Beneath the tree of heaven
Come as you please, do as you may
Beneath the tree of heaven
Crooked minds like a crooked tree
Never caring where one's branches
Have been or where they're gonna be
People so seedy
People so greedy
In the end
Ain't we all a little needy?
It goes on and on and on
Oh, it never ends
It goes on and on and on
Welcome my friends
Beneath the tree of heaven
Lies the horror of the clay
Beneath the tree of heave
Tree of heaven
Lies the horror of the clay
Beneath the tree of heaven
Come as you please, do as you may
Conceived to kill, living just to die
Hell in a hand basket, why even try
Death on death, makes the world go round
Fitting to live six feet underground
Oh yeah, oh yeah
Ain't nothing else gonna change
The more they do, the more they're the same
Different name, familiar face
Not to be taken or replaced
Killing, raping, bridge burning, forsaken
Despising, undermining, betraying, slaying
Give it a hand, ain't life grand?
The world at war, number one
One more time 'cause is was so damn fun
Things were pure, back in the day
You're fucking dreaming old man, it's always been this way
Oh yeah, oh yeah
Ain't nothing else gonna change
The more they do, the more they're the same
Different name familiar face
Not to be taken or replaced
Killing, raping, bridge burning, forsaken
Undermining, despising, betraying, slaying
Sailing across my ocean
Sailing across my sea
I fill it up with hope Lord
I drown in empty misery
Sailin' across my heaven
Sailing across my star
Until I find the voice I've been hearing in my head
Forever couldn't be too far ... yeah
Oh it couldn't be to far
Oh it couldn't be to far
The cold wind blows
Like a leaf on a tree
I can feel myself fallin lord
I need your guiding hand to catch me
When you hear yourself this song
I hope it brings yourself a smile
The times we had we thought would last forever
But forever only lasts a little while
Forever only lasts a little while ... yeah
Loneliness my friend
I'll think about you every day
3, 4
All that you want, all that you need
Don't bother asking, just come to me
I know I'll see you, I'll see you again
Just keep on talking, listen when you can
Love reign down on me
Love reign down on me
Love reign down on me
Love reign down on me
Down on me
It's something you find, yeah, you'll never lose
A feeling so fine now, just thinking of you
Take your time, son, take it slow
Sooner or later, you'll get to where you gotta go
Love reign down on me
Love reign down on me
Love reign down on me
Love reign down on me
Down on me
Looking back on the times we shared
Yeah, you and me
You held me up, you made me high
You're the way life's meant to be
Love reign down on me
Love reign down on me
Love reign down on me
Drinking, drugged up, completely shot to hell
Left behind, ain't nothing left to sell
Oh, ain't nothing left to sell
The hatred of your blood, so tortured, so insane
Dead ends and lost hope, keep running through your veins
Oh, running through your veins
Oh, so high and then I fell
Oh, can't stop the ringing of my funeral bell
The loss of one's self inside the wheel of doom
Genocide is coming way too soon, oh way too soon
The undying fear, the strength of one's demise
Broke and strung out, you wave yourself goodbye
Oh, goodbye
Oh, so high and then I fell
Oh, can't stop the ringing
Oh, so high and then I fell
Oh, can't stop the ringing of my funeral bell
Oh, so high and then I fell
Oh, can't stop the ringing
Oh, so high and then I fell
Forever rolling on
The wars we wage unknown
Eternal is the blessed end
Destruction overdrive
Disregard for life
Obsessed throughout the end of time
Oh yeah
Throughout the end of time
Throughout the end of time
Throughout the end of time
Throuhgout the end of time
The masses gather 'round
The drug of choice is found
The hate machine keeps rolling on
Oh yeah
It keeps rolling on
It keeps rolling on
It keeps rolling on
It keeps rolling on
It keeps rolling
It keeps rolling
It keeps rolling
It keeps rolling, rolling on
Oh yeah
Destruction overdrive
Destruction overdrive
Destruction overdrive
Destruction overdrive
Destruction overdrive
Destruction overdrive
Destruction overdrive
And here I stand
I find myself alone again
The miles I've walked
Loss of hope and loss of friends
Yet I keep on running
And I won't look back
The waters rise
You never know just where they're at
The waters turn, yeah, yeah
The hardships we endure, yeah, yeah
You ain't the only son or forgotten daughter
We have drowned in blackened waters
The sun has set
The endless stream where nothing lasts
Forever damned
Today, tomorrow and all the past
Yet I keep on running
And I won't look back
The waters rise
You never know just where they're at
The waters turn, yeah, yeah
The hardships we endure, yeah, yeah
You ain't the only son or forgotten daughter
We have drowned in blackened waters
The waters turn, yeah yeah
The hardships we endure, yeah, yeah
You ain't the only son or forgotten daughter
Otis, he loves us!
Last night I was going home and I wanted to have some fun.
Last night, we aint gonna stop until we have some fun.
Oh yeah, gonna have some fun, aint gonna stop until we're done.
Oh yeah we're gonna have some fun.
I say oh, oh, oh, we're gonna have some fun.
Last night we were walking around and that's the way,
we're gonna go out and get fucked up, oh yeah, ain't nothing to say.
Oh yeah, we're gonna have some fun, aint gonna stop until we're done.
Oh yeah we're gonna have some fun.
I say yeah, yeah, yeah, we're gonna have some fun.
Oh, oh, oh, we're gonna have some fun.
Last night I am walking home and what I know is true,
(laughing through the next few lines) and you know it's true,
and you know where you wanna go
(laughing) all night, and I wanna go.
I say yeah, yeah, yeah, we're gonna have some fun
(laughing)
[Incomprehensible]
You leave me hanging high
Lost my sense to confide
Blanks, confused and empty
Yet overcome with a relieving sigh
Silence, deafening silence
Wicked world running through your head
Tired of second guessing
What I did or what it was I said
Ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh
Anchor my soul no more, low down
On the outside running smooth
Of a gutless cold machine
Although, I saw it coming
This soon, I didn't think I'd see
Just come out and tell me
You ain't gonna break my will
You're water under the bridge now
Lying dormant, dead and still
Ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh
Anchor my soul no more, low down
[Incomprehensible]
My eyes can no longer be blackened
My smile can no longer break
As far as I can throw you
I wouldn't trust you 'cause your so damn fake
Let's get somethin' straight here
Get the fuck outta my way
Forever my stone will be rollin'
No matter what ya do or say
Ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh
Have all you are and all you're to be
Fade in your world and all that you see
This hole in the wall, all is under your thumb
Dulling your senses until you become
Until you become
I gotta run
I just gotta run
Cought in a world where
you could never run too fast
To finally reach
The Beginning...
...At Last
Dismantling comfort of those you surround
Place joy upon strangers
Now ain't that profound
This hole in the wall is under your thumb
Dulling your senses
Until you become...
Where You Going?
Never knowing
Just who and where
You gotta turn, turn
Forever caring
Forever sharing
You never learn, learn
Lifetime of getting burned, burned
Oh yeah!
Oh, in my time of dying, oh, want nobody to mourn
All I want for you to do is take my body home
Take it home...
Well, well, well, so I can die easy
Well, well, well, so I can die easy
I can die easy.
*incoherant distant talking from a very drunken Zakk*
Jesus, gonna make up my dyin' bed.
Loord, Meet me, Jesus, meet me. Oh, Meet me in the middle of the air
If my wings should fail me, Lord. Oh, please meet me with another pair
Well, well, well, so I can die easy
Well, well, well, so I can die easy
Lord, Yeah!
Jesus, gonna make up.. somebody, somebody...
Jesus gonna make up... Jesus gonna make you my dyin' bed
Saint Peter, at the gates of heaven... Oh, Won't you just let me in
I never did no harm. Lord...
Ohhhhh, yeah
Never did you no wrong
ooooooooo No wrong!
I've only been this young once. I never thought I'd do anybody no wrong
No, not once.
Lord, I musta done somebody good,
I see their smiling face.
Yeah I see your face child!
Ohhhhh.......
Oh my Jesus
Oh my Jesus
Oh my Jesus
Oh my Jesus
Oh yeah, Oh I'm gonna make it my dyin' day,
Yup.
Have all you are and all you're to be
Fade in your world and all that you see
This hole in the wall all is under your thumb
Dulling your senses until you become
Until you become
Oh yeah, I gotta run
Oh I just got to run
Caught in a world where
you could never run too fast
To finally reach
Lord, The Beginning...At Last
Dismantling comfort of those you surround
Placing joy upon strangers
Now child, ain't that profound?
This hole in the wall all is under your thumb
Dulling your senses
Until you become, Until you become
Mmm yeah, I gotta run
Oh I just got to run
Cought in this world where
you could never run too fast
To finally reach
Lord, The Beginning...At Last
Where Are You Going?
Never knowing
Just who and where
You gotta turn
Forever caring
Forever sharing
You never learn, learn
Lifetime of getting burned.
Oh yeah, I gotta run
Oh I just got to run
Caught in a world where
you could never run too fast
To finally reach
Lord, The Beginning...
...At Last
Color my world all black & blue
The hell you dish out
Comes back three-fold to you
Inside your riddled rotten core
I hope you get what you deserve
Worse & even more
[Chorus]
How can you do the things you do?
You make Satan look like Christ
I swear its true
How could you do the things you do?
The Rolling Stones once sang a tune
Singing words of sympathy
Yet none were sung for you
If the lord of darkness seen you comin' his way
He'd get on his knees
And look to Jesus
Take a listen
Child, if you can
Gonna tell you a story, now
About a broken man
He done built his walls
In time they all caved in
He done lost what he loved, son
Done killed him in the end
Lord, I'll take it here to heaven
Feelin' like you don't belong
Lord, if life was music
Yours would be one torn and tattered song
Oh yeah
A whole lot of hurtin', child
A whole lotta pain
If you could do it all over, son
Tell me, would it end the same?
A never ending feeling
Forever sinkin' low
I lost the light in your tunnel, child
You lost which way to go
Lord, I'll take it here to heaven
Feelin' like you don't belong
Lord, if life was music
Yours would be one torn and tattered song
Oh yeah
Lord, I'll take it here to heaven
Feelin' like you don't belong
Oh, Lord, if life was music
Yours would be one torn and tattered song
Oh yeah, now
One torn and tattered song
Hey, yeah now, Lord, one torn and tattered song
I feel my wheels have come undone
I've fallen off my tracks
Lord, I need Your guiding hand
If I'm to make it back, oh, make it back
Back, back, back, back, back, back, back
All my life, everything's been after me
All my life, I just refused to see
Take me in from the storm
Come and rescue me, under the wings
Of Mother Mary, Mary, Marry, Mary
Doing wrong is all you know
In the end, do you know where you go?
You can't keep doing what you do
Sooner or later, it all comes back
To you, you, you, you, you, you
You, you, you, you, you, you
All my life, everything's been after me
All my life, I just refused to see
Take me in from the storm
Come and rescue me, under the wings
Of Mary, Mary yeah
All my life, everything's been after me
All my life, I just refused to see
Take me in from the storm
Come and rescue me, under the wings
Lord, I woke up early this morning
As I looked around, my world be crumblin' down
And what I saw, I couldn't believe
Who are you, what might I be?
Things that we are going on, going on, babe
Stare at the sun, one means three
You're at the helm insanity, insanity
If you'd look down, babe
Mama, you just might find but you're too far gone
Now you're just losin' your mind
Wanting just to get away, one more fix you'll be okay
Lord, the things you do
Well, I try and try to talk you down
You're so damn high, you can't hear a sound
Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh, what's going on?
Once you start, you just can't stop
You start to shake, mama, don't you fall apart
Engine's keep on burnin' up
Burnin' out of time, you're too far gone
Now you're just losin' your mind
Now you're just losin' your mind
Now you're just losin'
Oh yeah, we pass through time without a move
You're the one, oh, that's being used
And if you'd looked out you just might find
But you're too far gone, now you're just losin' your mind
Now you're just losin' your mind, oh yeah
Now you're just losin' your
Mama, keep on losin', yeah
I sit reflecting, I feel the end has begun
It seems my day, now mirror the setting sun
So many places that I have been
This ride that was long seems so short in terms of now and then
For all that has been and all that is
And all that's to be
Lord, I'm just killing time
Time's killing me
Dead man breathing, just taking up space
Calloused and weathered like the lines on ones face
Dead man breathing, my conscience is bare
The lining of my soul is torn yet I no longer care
For all that has been and all that is
And all that's to be
Lord, I'm just killing time
Time's killing me
For all that has been and all that is
And all that's to be
Lord, I'm just killing time
All for you
Everlasting love forever skies of blue
All in your heart
Never ending just a means for start
[Chorus]
Comfort in your eyes
For the warmth inside your smile
Faith's done gone astray
It was you who made living all worth the while
I thank you my child
It was you who made living all worth the while
I thank you my child
With the touch of your hand
Amidst confusion I can see enough to understand
All my fears repressed
Oh lovin' you child it's the best
[Chorus]
You're all & everything to me
Til the end of times you know you'll always be
Ain't no second guess
Tired of this done with that
Never satisfied with where I'm at
Sit and think what to do
Just a motherfuckin' bore without a clue
Shot my drugs, drank my booze
Tired of joy and self abuse
Eternally jaded through and through
Just a self loathing dick without a clue
Bored to death, I'm just bored to tears
Same old shit just different day and year
Killed myself but that got boring too
So beyond the point where it's not true
Far beyond high dramatically low
Eternal stare as if I care to know
All of this struggle, all of this work
In the end you die like some moronic jerk
Shot my drugs, drank my booze
Tired of joy and self abuse
Eternally jaded through and through
Just a self loathing fuck without a clue
Bored to death I'm just bored to tears
Same old shit just different day and year
I killed myself but that got boring too
So beyond the point where it's not true
Yeah the colors I see are all bleeding
The sound that was is now standing still
Wonder when it was it all faded
A stolen corpse which cannot be killed
Oh bored to death, I'm just bored to tears
Same old shit just different day and year
Killed myself but that got boring too
And here I stand
I find myself alone again
The miles I've walked
Loss of hope and loss of friends
Yet I keep on running
And I won't look back
The waters rise
You never know just where they're at
The waters turn, yeah, yeah
The hardships we endure, yeah, yeah
You ain't the only son or forgotten daughter
We have drowned in blackened waters
The sun has set
The endless stream where nothing lasts
Forever damned
Today, tomorrow and all the past
Yet I keep on running
And I won't look back
The waters rise
You never know just where they're at
The waters turn, yeah, yeah
The hardships we endure, yeah, yeah
You ain't the only son or forgotten daughter
We have drowned in blackened waters
The waters turn, yeah yeah
The hardships we endure, yeah, yeah
You ain't the only son or forgotten daughter
Through your fear I am reborn
My hand of grief can't be ignored
You know my name, yeah you know who I am
Frustrated turmoil again and again
I am the spike which drives through your hand
For I am eternal, battering ram
I'd kill myself to see you die
As you suffer, tears of joy come to my eyes
You know my name, yeah you know who I am
You know my name, yeah you know who I am
Frustrated turmoil again and again
I am the spike which drives through your hand
For I am eternal, battering ram
Frustrated turmoil again and again
I am the spike which drives through your hand
For I am eternal, battering ram
You know my name, yeah you know who I am
Frustrated turmoil again and again
I am the spike which drives through your hand
For I am eternal, battering ram
You know my name, yeah you know who I am
Frustrated turmoil again and again
I am the spike which drives through your hand
I'm your suicidal doomsday machine
Bestowing my grace on everything
My ill will shall never leave
Embracing until you cannot breathe
Superterrorizer
Crashing, burning, in you I confide
I'll drink and spew all your bloodstained pride
You're just a pinball inside my machine
Until you reach the falls my closing stream
Superterrorizer
I'm kinda sick Mama
Kinda down
Truckload of trouble Lord
Be what I found
And as I turn
To get away
Another spoken problem done
Got something to say
Lord, I gotta find my home
I need a lovin' woman
I can call my own
I'm just tired
Mama tired of runnin' alone
I need a lovin' woman
I can call my own
Ain't got no time
No time to think
Search me some gold child
Grab me a drink
Got's me a frown
Need to find a smile
Whether your grass is green or blue child
I'll walk the mile
Lord, I gotta find my home
I need a lovin' woman
I can call my own
I'm just tired
Mama tired of runnin' alone
I need a lovin' woman
If I could I surely would
Child ease your pain
But if I could no longer
Would you still know my name?
If I couldn't drain the tears
That pour from these eyes
Would you turn your back on me
Would you wave goodbye?
[Chorus]
Or leave me way beyond empty inside
Awaiting my last day to arive
Way beyond empty inside
Awaiting my end to arrive
If I could be the shoulder
Which your head would rest upon
Would you still be waiting (mama)
Or would you be gone?
If I couldn't keep the smile
Forever on your face
Would I still be around
Or would I be replaced?
(Yeah)
Way beyond empty inside
Awaiting my last day to arive (yeah)
Way beyond empty inside
Awaiting my end to arrive
Oh-o
Oh-o-o-o
Oh-o
Oh-o-o-o
[Guitar Solo]
(And) Would you promise me
Things they'd never change
Could you promise me
That things they'd stay the same?
If I couldn't clear the clouds
From over your head
Would you keep your word to me
Amongst all the things you said?
Or leave me way beyond empty inside
Awaiting my last day to arive (yeah)
Way beyond empty inside
(oh-o-o)
Awaiting my end to arrive
I see you across the room
Search for some happiness ain't anytime soon
Turmoil has turned you inside
Sift through your pages of miracles you wish to find
[Chorus]
When you're too numb to cry
& you're just left wondering why
When you're too numb to cry
& you're just left wondering why
To change in the blink of an eye
If you could you surely would wave yourself good-bye
I try & I try & I try
Get a hold on your suffering
There's something sick
Inside these walls
Your loss of mind
Has come and called
Your dissolution
View of why
You'll find no dignity
Upon the day you die
When you die, oh yeah
In the end
We find what's true
Suffering overdue
You claimed this oath
And then you swore
Beyond today
Beyond forever more
Withdrawn inside
These sickened walls
Silence is broken
You can break me no more, yeah
No more, oh yeah
In the end
We find what's true
Suffering overdue
Oh, yeah, alright
In the end
We find what's true
Suffering overdue
I tried to speak my mind
But it fell on deaf ears
These scars I held within
For so many years
So many years
So many years
So many years
So many years
So many years
So many years, yeah
Oh yeah, alright
In the end
We find what's true
Suffering overdue
Oh yeah, alright
In the end
We find what's true
Instrumental
Instrumental
Disillusioned, pure confusion,
Where I'm rolling, never, never knowing.
Walkin' minefields, all is surreal,
Where I'm rolling, never, never knowing.
Walked out of my mind,
Don't wanna find, whatever’s left,
Poppin' pills and drinkin' booze,
Smokin' everyday.
Stoned and drunk completely gone,
My world is here to stay.
Ain't no silence, constant violence,
Where I'm rolling, never, never knowing.
Demolition, crucifixion,
Where I'm rolling, never, never knowing.
Walked out of my mind,
Don't wanna find, whatever’s left.
Stoned and drunk completely gone,
My world is here to stay.
Hide my fears and kill my doubts,
Whatever’s in my way.
Poppin' pills and drinkin' booze,
Smokin' everyday.
Stoned and drunk completely gone,
My world is here to stay.
Walked out of my mind,
Don't wanna find, whatever’s left
Stoned and drunk completely gone,
My world is here to stay.
Hide my fears and kill my doubts,
Whatever’s in my way
Poppin' pills and drinkin' booze,
Smokin' everyday.
Stoned and drunk completely gone,
My world is here to stay.
Without you woman by my side
I'm contemplating suicide torn from all my pride
A man tells me, son that ain't the way
Gonna make a deal with you child
Gonna live another day
Just sign right here son
Everything will be alright
[CHORUS:]
*Oooo-oh
Ain't nothing I wouldn't do
*Oooo-oh
All & everything for you
*Oooo-oh
Your love is all I know and ever knew
*Oooo
Therefore I have sold my soul for you
*Oooo-oh
*Oooo-oh
I was told by this man it would be worth my while
He'd return me to my woman
Return me to my smile ----
It's all I ask for in this life
Whatever's wrong son he told me he'd make right
Just sign right here child
Everything going to be alright
[CHORUS]
All for you
[SOLO]
Just sign right here son
Everything going to be alright
[CHORUS]
Take, take a little time
Son you can run
But there ain't nowhere you gonna hide
Now you done takin' all I done had
Paybacks be a comin'
So ya best start sayin' your prayers
Shine on
So I can find my way on back to you
Shine on
So I can shine my lovin' light on you
Ain't never comin' back
A better set of hands is where she be at
Don't go thinkin' you ain't done nothin' wrong
I'm the judge
I'm the jury
I'm gonna put your ass where you belong
Chorus:
Shine on
So I can find my way on back to you
Shine on
So I can shine my lovin' light on you
Take, take a little time
Son you can run
But there ain't nowhere you gonna hide
Now you done takin' all I done had
Paybacks be a comin'
So ya best start sayin' your prayers
Chorus
Ain't never comin' back
A better set of hands is where she be at
Don't go thinkin' you ain't done nothin' wrong
I'm the judge
I'm the jury
I'm gonna put your ass where you belong
Chorus
What have you done? Where have you been?
Lord of the handout, always once again
Always once again, always once again
Always once
Refuse to bow down, refuse to bleed
Eternal illusion, ain't no one can see
Refuse to bow down, refuse to bleed
Eternal illusion, ain't no one can see
Ain't no time to rest, got the pedal to the floor
Ain't no end in sight, forever wanting more
Forever wanting more, forever wanting more
Forever wanting
Refuse to bow down, refuse to bleed
Eternal illusion, ain't no one can see
Refuse to bow down, refuse to bleed
Eternal illusion, ain't no one can see
Refuse to bow down, refuse to bleed
Eternal illusion, ain't no one can see
Refuse to bow down, refuse to bleed
Eternal illusion, ain't no one can see
Refuse to bow down, refuse to bleed
Eternal illusion, ain't no one can see
Refuse to bow down, refuse to bleed
Eternal illusion, ain't no one can see
Refuse to bow down, refuse to bleed
Stoned once again
How long has it been?
Oh, there can be no other
My ever constant fix
For in the stream which drowns my sin
Oh, there can be no other
Oh, could I be wrong, could I be wrong, oh no
Oh, it's where I fear I belong
Oh, I've lost myself along the way
Oh, yeah, ain't got nothing left to say
I've burnt my bridge to the past
And I buried my broken bones
How I long for what I once had known
Cinder blocks and chains
Laid by the insane
Oh, there can be no other
Worthless to the core
Diseased forever more
Oh, there can be no other
Oh, could I be wrong, could I be wrong, oh no
Oh, it's where I fear I belong
Oh, I've lost myself along the way
Oh, yeah, ain't got nothing left to say
I've burnt my bridge to the past
And I buried my broken bones
How I long for what I once had known
Oh, could I be wrong, could I be wrong, oh no
Oh, it's where I fear I belong
Oh, I've lost myself along the way
Oh, yeah, ain't got nothing left to say
I've burnt my bridge to the past
And buried my broken bones
How I long for what I once had known
How I long for what I once had known
How I long for what I once had known
Tell me, what a young man, Mama, what's he got to live for?
Tossed in the shuffle of everyday war
Searchin' for some trouble, which I'm sure he will find
Spend your whole life fightin' son, meet your dyin' time
It's a shame, it's a shame
The trigger be his only friend
It's a shame, oh, yeah, oh, yeah
But it ain't never gonna end, that's right
He's a pocketful of hate that don't give a damn
What fate awaits the machine gun man?
Well, he ain't got no future and he ain't got no plan
What fate awaits the machine gun man
The machine gun man, yeah?
I can't see tomorrow, Lord, I don't see today
Trail of confusion, Lord, done leadin' my way
They say the only thing worth killin', Lord, be killin' time
The only soul worth savin' now Mama, be a savin' mine
It's a shame, it's a shame, Lord
The trigger be his only friend
It's a shame, oh, yeah
But it ain't never gonna end, that's right
He's a pocketful of hate that don't give a damn
What fate awaits the machine gun man?
Well, he ain't got no future and he ain't got no plan
What fate awaits the machine gun man?
He keeps shootin', mama, like any old fool would do
Lord, the life he be leadin', ain't the one he had to choose
As he walks on out that door, Mama breaks down to cry
Oh, as she waves the machine gun man
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, yeah
He's a pocketful of hate that don't give a damn
What fate awaits the machine gun man?
Well, he ain't got no future and he ain't got no plan
What fate awaits the machine gun man?
This fear that clouds my mind
This fear that just won't die
Blacked out this world
Nothing's pure, nothing's real
Oh, I'm just bidding my time
'Till I wave Goodbye
If I could, you know I'd die
The final rest, just one big lie
This trip that's broke my back
My death is war, it's where I'm at
Oh, I'm just bidding my time
'Till I wave Goodbye
Oh, Goodbye
Oh, Oh, Oh yeah
'Till I wave goodbye
Take all that you can
Take it all
I know you'll do it again
Rape, rape me again
I'll take the fall
I know you'll do it again
Oh, another truth
And there's nowhere you can hide
Oh, in this house of doom
No one gets out alive
Oh, once you step inside
No one gets out alive
You lie, and you lie again
You've got your plans
And you sure ain't no friend
Oh, there ain't no turning back
They say "you reap what you sow"
Hell, if that ain't a fact!
Oh, another truth
And there's nowhere you can hide
Oh, in this house of doom
Ain't no one gets out alive
Oh, once you step inside
No one gets out alive
Oh, another truth
And there's nowhere you can hide
Oh, in this house of doom
Ain't no one gets out alive
Oh, once you step inside
No one gets out alive
I sit back and I close my eyes
Lookin' back at all the lows and all the highs
Through the black and white and in between
All the miles I've walked, the wars I've fought
And all I've seen
It all seems like yesterday
Like a bird, time just flies
No sooner than you said, "Hello"
It's time, it's time, it's time to say goodbye
Consumed by worry, stress and fear
Never learning to live
Weighed down by wondering why we're here
Collected memories, all that's in the end
I guess a sense of peace wasn't meant for some, my friend
It all seems like yesterday
Like a bird, time just flies
No sooner than you said, "Hello"
It's time, it's time, it's time to say goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
It all seems like yesterday
Like a bird, time just flies
The light in the window is a crack in the sky
A stairway to darkness in the blink of an eye
A levee of tears to learn she'll never be coming back
The man in the dark will bring another attack
Your momma told you that you're not supposed to talk to strangers
Look in the mirror tell me do you think your life's in danger here, yeah
(CHORUS)
No more tears
Another day passes as the night closes in
The red light goes on to say it's time to begin
I see the man outside the corner waiting, does he see me?
I close my eyes and wait to hear the sound of someone screaming here
(CHORUS)
So now that it's over can't we just say goodbye?
I'd like to move on and make the most of the night
Maybe we'll f**k before I leave you this way
Your lips are so cold I don't know what else to say
I never wanted it to end this way my love my darling
Loaded, stormin' out of control
Fired up, hell ridin' we roll
Drinkin' from the well of the damned
Seize the roads, assault the land
Respect through fear
Walkin' tall
Beyond unreal
Ohh, always up for the ride
Ohh, junkies of the genocide
Risin' always above
Hell ridin' never enough
The rush of the chrome to reign supreme
Pistons of torture, crucifixion of speed
Respect through fear
Walkin' tall
Beyond unreal
Ohh, always up for the ride
Ohh, junkies of the genocide
Ohh, always up for the ride
Ohh, junkies of the genocide
Intimidation, degradation
Loomin' large, desecration
Bury the old game, worship the insane
Tomorrow will soon be here
Immune to fear, the end is never here
Hell ridin' the gears of life
Intimidation, degradation
Loomin' large, desecration
Ohh, always up for the ride
Ohh, junkies of the genocide
Ohh, always up for the ride
I paved this road
I broke myself in two
This I know
Up and down, In between
There's nothing I haven't seen
All these scars which bear my name, yeah
My eyes are wide, ain't nothing's the same, yeah
I tried to run, but the damage is done, yeah
The damage is done
The damage is done
Where I've gone and where I've been
One only knows
One more mountain, one more mile
I'll do as I'm told
All these scars which bear my name, yeah
My eyes are wide, ain't nothing's the same, yeah
I tried to run, but the damage is done, yeah
The damage is done
The damage is done
Oh yeah, oh yeah
The damage is done
Oh yeah, oh yeah
The damage is done
Oh yeah, oh yeah
The damage is done
Oh yeah, oh yeah
The damage is done
All these scars which bear my name, yeah
My eyes are wide, ain't nothing's the same, yeah
I tried to run, but the damage is done, yeah
the damage is done
the damage is done
Oh yeah, oh yeah
The damage is done
Oh yeah, oh yeah
The damage is done
Oh yeah, oh yeah
The damage is done
Oh yeah, oh yeah
The damage is done
Oh yeah, oh yeah
The damage is done
Oh yeah, oh yeah
The damage is done
Hands on the wheel
All is straight ahead
Left behind
Second guessing all that I once said
I once said, I once said
My spirit is bent and there's blood on my hands
The more I'm down, the less I understand
Once so found, now so lost
I ask no questions, it's just one more bridge to cross
All is black and white
Wouldn't change even if I could
I'll take what I'm handed
Whether it's damned or if it's good
If it's good, if it's good
My spirit is bent and there's blood on my hands
The more I'm down, the less I understand
Once so found, now so lost
I ask no questions, it's just one more bridge to cross
My spirit is bent and there's blood on my hands
The more I'm down, the less I understand
Once so found, now so lost
I ask no questions, it's just one more bridge to cross
I ask no questions, it's just one more bridge to cross
We skipped the light fandango
And turned cartwheels across the floor
Yeah, I was feeling kind of seasick
But the crowd called out for more, yeah, oh yeah
And the room was humming harder
And as the ceiling flew away
We called out for another drink, oh yeah
The waiter brought the tray
And so it was that later, yeah
As the miller told his tale
That her face at first just ghostly
Turned a whiter shade of pale
She said there is no reason
And the truth is plain to see
But I wandered through my playing cards
And I would not let her be, oh, oh yeah
One of sixteen vestal virgins
Who were leaving for the coast
And oh, and my eyes were open
They might just as well have been closed
And so it was that later, oh
As the miller told his tale
That her face at first just ghostly
Turned a whiter shade of pale, oh yeah
Oh, and so it was, yeah, oh later
The miller told his tale
Yeah her face was kinda ghostly
Turned a whiter shade of pale, oh yeah
So you're done with dealing
Yeah, so you don't say?
Caught in the river,
The dam is broke,
But you just want to stay.
Oh, we all got our reasons
Oh, a story to tell
Oh, you can look but you wont find it here, child
Oh, no you wont
Oh, nothings left but blood in the well
You've been gone for so long now
Save your pity, so thats what you say
You were never caught in the river
You broke the dam,
It's where you want to stay
Oh, we all got our reasons
Oh, a story to tell
Oh, you can look but you wont find it here, child
Oh, no you wont
Oh, nothings left but blood in the well
Ashes fly ashes burn
The sun is black ain't no return
Ashes fly ashes burn
Over and over ain't no need to learn
It's all dust on dust
It's all you and me
Out done completely out played
Just shovel some more dirt on the grave
The choices you make and the choices that are
When hell is so close and heavens so far
Ashes fly and ashes burn
Over and over ain't no need to learn
It's all dust on dust
(It's all dust on dust)
It's all you and me
(It's all you and me)
Out done completely out played
Just shovel some more dirt on the grave
It's all dust on dust
(It's all dust on dust)
It's all you and me
(It's all you and me)
Out done completely out played
You say, you don't know what it's all about
Just look around, you'll see there is no doubt
The worms and maggots gather for the feast
An endless slave behind your belief's
Oh oh, choose what you wish to believe
Oh oh, choose what you wish to see
Oh oh, the hatred one can't ignore
Let the gathering begin for we live no more
You can't erase the past that will not die
Life's countless suffering, your countless lies
Dead and buried, peace, yet you turn away
Pain on hate was born here to stay
Oh oh, choose what you wish to believe
Oh oh, choose what you wish to see
Oh oh, the hatred one can't ignore
Let the gathering begin
Oh oh, choose what you wish to believe
Oh oh, choose what you wish to see
Oh oh, the hatred one can't ignore
New Religion
Take me
Raise me above
Take me
This undying love
What once was
I wish to no longer see
Wings of hatred
Come set me free
You are the air in which I breathe
You are the blood I drink in me
These words beyond forever true
My new religion is you
Forsake me
Its you that I serve
Take me
This undying love
You are the air in which I breathe
You are the blood I drink and bleed
These words beyond forever true
My new religion is you
Faith is blind
Carry it to the end
Faith is blind
All I've done and said
Feed them the lies
For that's all they want to see
Crawl in your grave
I'm your Lord of Reality
Faith is blind
Follow me to the black
Faith is blind
Your demise is where your at
Feed them the lies
For that's all that they wanna see
Crawl in your grave
I'm your Lord of Reality
Feed them the lies
For that's all that they wanna see
Crawl in your grave
I'm your Lord of Reality
[Guitar solo]
Faith is blind
Carry it to the end
Faith is blind
All I've done and said
Feed them the lies
For that's all that they wanna see
Crawl in your grave
I'm your Lord of Reality
Feed them the lies
For that's all that they wanna see
Crawl in your grave