Why I should feel this way
Why I should feel this way
Why I should feel the same
Something I cannot say
Something I cannot say
Something I can't explain
I feel you... outside
At the edge of my life
I see you... walk by
At the edge of my side
Why I should follow my heart
Why I should follow my heart
Why I should fall apart
Why I should follow my dreams
Why I should follow my dreams
Why I should be the piece
I feel you... outside
At the edge of my life
I see you... walk by
At the edge of my side
I had to let you go
To the setting sun
I had to let you go
To find a way back home
I had to let you go
To the setting sun
I had to let you go
To find a way back home
I've never seen the lights so bright (x3)
Blinded by the light that's inside you (x3)
I had to let you go
To the setting sun
I had to let you go
Reaching out...
How things look different on the way down
Disillusioned, I've lost desire
Will I burn in the unforgiving fire?
From the flames, I walk away
I've found a way to erase the pain
An empty bottle, my receptacle
A guardian angel called escape
Don't dwell on the forthcoming
As I know it won't be happening
And you know, when I'm gone
You'll hear my cries on the wind
(Lyrics & Music John)
No one can find me
Here in my soul
Kicking and screaming
Out of control
Calm myself down
Nobody knows
No one can find me
Here in my soul
Hooked on your problems
Do I know why
And if you come my way again
Would I lend a hand
Would I understand
Solitude was never seen as loneliness
And things need time
And time leads to other things
And playing roles
Which are limited
By the poor fund of knowledge
In this sick, sick world
We all fall down
Once in a while
(Music Danny)
(Instrumental)
(Lyrics Vincent/Dave/John Music Danny)
Is it the emptiest of
All your broken hearted feelings
A serious misconception
To choose a path that led to ruin
I live for today
Can't get away from the burning inside
Ashes to ash
Dust to dust
So quick to point the finger
When you're the source of your condition
Why should I feel sympathy
When you only show me nothing
I live for today
Can't get away from the burning inside
Ashes to ash
Dust to dust
I could stare for a thousand years
Penetrate your deepest fears
Leave you cold with a faceless embrace
Then disappear without a trace
I live for today
Can't get away from the burning inside
Ashes to ash
(Lyrics & Music Danny)
I feel I know you
I don't know how
I don't know why
I see you feel for me
You cried with me
You would die for me
I know I need you
I want you
To be free of all the pain
You have inside
You cannot hide
I know you tried
To be who you couldn't be
You tried to see inside of me
And now i'm leaving you
I don't want to go
Away from you
Please try to understand
Take my hand
Be free of all the pain
You hold inside
You cannot hide
I know you tried
To feel...
(Lyrics & Music Danny)
How I needed you
How I grieve now you're gone
In my dreams I see you
I awake so alone
I know you didn't want to leave
Your heart yearned to stay
But the strength I always loved in you
Finally gave way
Somehow I knew you would leave me this way
Somehow I knew you could never stay
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away
And I grieve
In my dreams I can see you
I can tell you how I feel
In my dreams I can hold you
And it feels so real
I still feel the pain
I still feel your love
I still feel the pain
I still feel your love
Somehow I knew you could never, never stay
And somehow I knew you would leave me
And in the early morning light
After a peaceful night
You took my heart away
(Lyrics & Music John)
I know that I want you
I know that I need you
But I can't pretend that
This'll make it right
You whisper your name
But I can't hear you
Don't leave me behind
Lend me your hand
I can feel them
I think they're closing in
Don't leave me behind
Lend me your hand
Let me feel you
By my side
Be where I can hear you
I long to feel
(D. Patterson)
Empty vessel under the sun wipe the dust
from my face another morning black sunday
coming down again empty vessel empty veins
empty bottle wish for rain that pain again
wash the blood off my face the pulse from
my brain and i feel that pain again
im looking over my shoulder cos millions
will whisper im killing myself again maybe
im dying faster but nothing ever last i
remember a night from my past when i was
stabbed in the back and its all coming
back and i feel that pain again
i abhor you i condemn you cos this pain
will never end you got away without a
scratch and now youre walking on a lucky
path i have to laugh but youd better watch
your back
theres pathetic opposition theyre the
cause of my condition ill be coming back
for them ive a solution for this sad
situation nothing left but to kill myself
again because im so empty
(D. Patterson)
I tried to murder the lonely,
Contemplate our mortality.
Into infinity,
Frozen memory
Wipe the tears from yesterday,
A time for change, take the pain away.
Angel, my destiny,
Can you feel me?
(D. Patterson)
It's killing you, you're killing me,
I'm clinging on to my sanity,
All I need is a short term remedy,
Come and hide me from this terrible reality...
Dreaded memories flood back to me,
But there's still a wilful mind behind these cold,
psychotic eyes,
Now I tread this path so differently,
I've opened my mind and darkened my entire life.
I'll dance with the angels to celebrate the holocaust,
And far beyond my far gone pride,
Is knowing that we'll soon be gone,
Knowing that I'll soon be gone...
Another day unfolds, still I exist
Never felt so cold, I never knew I was turning away
Though I can't explain, I only love you now that your missed
As I stand in the rain, leave me to go through this
I don't think I could face another sleepless night
If only I could trace that elusive light
In a dreammland flight to your agonizing eyes
A never ending flight, my silent cries
Still I close my eyes and my mind becomes clear
Still I dream, and there you are...
How still you lie and how your eyes bring back the fear
Still I can't facen what's going on in here...
Everything that I've evet felt has gone,
At last my spirit breathes
I see no point in going on
So goodbye... It's time for me to leave
Inside...
The dark is fading away
I don't want to be alone anymore
Inside...
The light of dawn is here once more
The light...
Darkness is slipping away
Of dawn...
I don't want to be alone
Is here...
Won't you stay?
Not a word passed your lips
Just a golden kiss
As I whispered silently
"Help me through this"
One common, subterranean destination
One life, another day
A vestal child unveiled by temptation
Innocence slips away
Far away
Been down so long
Too deep the water that I tread
Sometimes I feel myself going under
Sometimes I envy the dead
So take me far away
So little time
Your crystal eyes gaze into mine
A burning flame
Forever dreaing, dreaming a lie
Trapped inside internal eyes
Caressed by innocence, a sanctuary for your mind
Born alone beneath pale sardonic skies
One love, one life, one sorrow
I won't reproach myself this time
A condemned mman, granted a sweet reprieve
A turn of fate, a genial twist of the knife
Undying affection for life
Destiny, Infinity, Eternity
[Lyrics & Music: D.Patterson]
As I turn away from a life so grey,
Where have all the flowers gone?
Just what went wrong?
Innocence, insanity, irony
Stone cold reality
Oh lord come and save me
Do you think we're forever?
I've been in tears
Hope has dies in me
But now I'mm here, I don't wish to leave
Trapped in time
A miracle of hope and change
A swirling mass, no mercy now
If the truth hurts prepare for pain
Do you think we're forever?
The unseen, the eternal river of understanding
Persevering, dying escape
Forever tempting fate
Take me back
A flood of tears bonding my soul with my mind
A dream of love, reality closing in behind
As I close my eyes, the vision dies
As I bid my last farewell to mankind
The unseen, the eternal...
A sacrifice in the flight of dawn
The beauty of twisted reality
In my heart, my dreams
A sacrifice for freedom
Alone in the grace of the dark
The pains of a failed generation
I longed for the death of the sun
Another glorious revelation
Destiny's plan for ruin
I danced with the shadows
In tranquil chaos, I lay naked in the rain
An interception of light
A disturbing memory
This suicide veil I wear in shame
Reaching out...
How things look different on the way down
Disillusioned, I've lost desire
Will I burn in the unforgiving fire?
From the flames, I walk away
I've found a way to erase the pain
An empty bottle, my receptacle
A guardian angel called escape
Don't dwell on the forthcoming
As I know it won't be happening
And you know, when I'm gone
You'll hear my cries on the wind
Where are you tonight?
Wild flower in starlit heaven
Still enchanted in flight
Obsessions lament to freedom
A timeless word, the meanings changed
But I'm still burning in your flames,
Incessant, lustral mmasquerade,
Unengaged, dilit love didn't taste the same
And I still wonder if you ever wonder the same
And I still wonder...
(4:25)
In dreamland grandeur
I held mesmerised peace
Innocence breathed again
A mind's escape
Leave walls of tears behind
Ethereal vision haunting still.....
The solitude left me blind
Beneath an open sky
Sibilant cries of youth dying
Enslave me with grief
A moonlit era, oblivion's twilight kiss
Wishes in lament
Happiness in a broken vision
Utopia still unborn.....
Tormented echoes of a fallen Eden
I longed for her beauty
Yet from dust, she returned
The dream, an enigma.... silent
(6:57)
Throne of grief
..... in a dying essence
Crying beauty
..... the fettered aura
Forgotten oceans of hope
..... Betrayed aphony
Sullen laughter in unventured paradise
(as one) forever searching
For landscapes serene
Amidst the sunset of age
With joyous masquerade.....
..... the summers died
(8:11)
My life's minds plagued by lyssophobia
In a cage solitude locks me in
As the dark blackened walls close in on me
Dementia strikes, there's no turning back
Drowning in the stygian sea
As those voices repeat to me my malediction
Memento Mori
Remember you must die
A gratuitous wraith of violence
Blots out the light of my mind
For on this night someone must pay
For the cost of my life
For me to escape the curse of perdition
This poor, weaker being must receive pain
As you wince at the actions of my sadist ways
And cry at the throes of your moribund state
A Daemon issues your last rites
Paster Noster Upto In Terra
I break, I twist, I burn, I destroy
Memento Mori
As the candle of life, that burned in your heart
Is doused by the grip of death's hand
Asmodeus, the spirit of lust
Bears his necrophile ways
For the wishes of the demon in black
My largesse in life should be immortality
Dislike the weak, mortal humans
But in life there's always death
A multitude are born to be damned
His perdisized body will burn forever
In the scorching flames of Gehenna.
(9:31)
There is a whole mountain
And a river runs through it
If you split my mountain wide
You would find many rivers
Among flocks of non-white doves
And non-temptable mortals
The kingdom is much more real
And the beauty is endless
Only when tightened beyond recall
Is your necklace a blessing
Leave your pearls in the sea
You undeserved bitch
You are not worthy of such a treasure
My hand on your heart, I know there is a beating
In this oh so bleak landscape
There are many mountains
... but not so much water.
My kingdom
(3:07)
(Instrumental)
Your souls are nailed to the cross
The blood still runs
but the wounds will heal
and leave scars of rememberance.
An unstoppable end
The world turns every day
An ending with no end
So, for this time of morning
I can no longer cry
Even though the story goes on
The script is being written
Start shape our destiny
We are the bible...
Believe in angels, they believe in you
Oh, spread your wings, there is more than this darkness
Open your eyes, the horizon has no end
You can see forever, you can know all time
You can live forever...
Every dusk can blind, as a sunrise on a day
Every sunset there is, lifts the eternal sunrise
And the sunrise ends when the sun dies...
And every ending has an eternal beginning...
We are the bible...
(1:58)
(Instrumental)
(7:34)
With loving passion, oh your radiance
A serenade I cry
Your silk lined coffin the lachrymatory
To hold a mourner's tears
Ethereal splendour
Pale skin and down cast eyes
Scent of paradise
Like her, forever remains unknown
Through tear stained eyes
My view is growing weaker
Please help my grief be vanquished
Thy bed of roses, funereal drapery
Impale my on your thorns
Celestial splendour
Pale skin and down cast eyes
Farewell autumn kisses
Like her, forever remains unknown
I loved her ... but now she's gone
(It's so hard to face)
Overcoming ... tender reckoning
If I too depart the earth
I harmony to (our) heaven we'll elope
Heavenly grace with which to ease the virgin's tears
(7:16)
All tears restrained for years
Their grief is confined
Which destroys my mind
An ode to their plight is this dirge
Some yearn for lugubrious silence
(It is the) serenity in the image of coffins
Shall life renew these bodies of a truth?
All death will he annul, all tears assuage?
Fill the void veins of life, again with youth
And wash with an immortal water, age
They Die ... (they will always die)
(4:14)
In each others arms
We cried together
And your tears tasted sweet
All is not lost
And never to be forgotten
Like a shiver down my spine
The lonely nights keep falling
And I still want you
All is not lost
And never to be forgotten
She's passed away but dreaming
Her soul's awake and screaming
The weeping willow is weeping
And beneath our hearts ...
... all joy is sleeping
our bliss is carried away ... sweet tears
(4:12)
And I often sigh
I often wonder why
I'm still here and I still cry
And I often cry
I often spill a tear
Over those not here
But still they are so near
Please ease my burden
And I still remember
A memory and I weep
In my broken sleep
The scars they cut so deep
Please ease my burden
Please ease my pain
Surely without war there would be no loss
Hence no mourning, no grief, no pain, no misery
No sleepless nights missing the dead ... Oh, no more
No more war
(6:53)
It is not I who sleeps
It is you who sleeps ... you sleep
Insane you sleep, I sleep in sanity
(1:10)
(Instrumental)
(6:25)
I hear your voice
It sings so softly
Curious to join in
A harmony to breathe forevermore
Joyous the one to hear a voice
In fields where grass grows tall
Golden carpets swell and whisper
Autumn trees will weep
Immune to pity, I've grown used to grief
The eternal tear reciprocates
In fields where grass grows tall
Golden carpets swell and whisper
Autumn trees will weep
Dawn breaks open like a wound that bleeds afresh
In bleak misery, the lifeless lie in squandor
Love has left me, fleed from me
Fragrant lust waits beside and dies
Like flowers that wilt without refreshment
In midday sun I sit and bide time
Adorning me, a lovelorn rhapsody
(23:24)
(No lyrics)
(6:42)
As a shadow is cast overhead
I rejoice in the coming of the gloom
Lifting my eyes to view what, to me, is beauty
I decipher what is read in the cloud
The verse is shouting out and ringing in my ears
The claps of thunder, scared? No, me I revere
in the enchantment of mother nature
Her caress it soothes and brings me joy
Kneeling to the rainfall
Wind's whispers beckoning
Inhaling the sweet scent
Elation is overwhelming
The way is dim but somehow I find it
One by one the victims of life are dwindling
Me, take me ... grief no more if death will save me
Take me, save me, show me salvation
Lead me ... a sacred path, reinstate creation
Show me joy, grief, pride
and show me your envy
The way is dim but somehow I find it.
(2:41)
Somniferous whisperings of scarlet fields
Sleep calling me and my dreams are wondrous
My reality abandoned (I traverse afar)
Not a care if never wake
(5:47)
Wandering aimlessly through dead filled fields
Rewards are just. who knows what absence yields?
By the golden beauty of dusk
and the sun low in our sky
By the haunting shadows of trees
and graves, mesmerized am I.
Searching deep inside trying to reach my dreams
I see a face stare back at me ... oh, so serene.
By the golden beauty of dusk
and the sun low in our sky
By the haunting shadows of trees
and graves, mesmerized am I.
Those whispering shades ... sad, silent glades
Pain is a far away land,
misery, a lifetime's journey ...
... and I lust for death (judgement).
All tears, restrained for years
Their grief is confined
Which destroys my mind
An ode to their plight is this dirge
Some yearn for lugubrious silence
Serenity in the image of the coffins
Shall life renew these bodies of a truth?
All death will he annul, all tears assuage?
Fill the void veins of life, again with youth
And wash with an immortal water, age
They die.
I cry a tear of hope but it is lost in helplessness
The darkness eats away at the very embers of my soul
For the deepest love I had has dissolved before my eyes
My sorrow is bleak, I beg for deliverance
Lord, in your mercy, hear my prayer
All emotion is consumed by an inner silence
All grief is unassuaged by disconsulate tears
I want for nothing, I live for nothing
I am waiting to die but I am afraid of dying
Lord, in your mercy, hear my prayer
Crestfallen emotion
Wallowing in guilt
Drowning for evermore
Falling deeper into fear
My inner self is now
a sleeper of stone
Help me.
The intense grasp death's strangle-hold has over me
confines me to my own personal agony
Set me free, let me go
Release the chilling grasp with which it clutches me
The earth issues it's extreme unction
as I realise my punishment for sin
Enguifed by death for all eternity
In my bones I no longer feel the cold
as the mire unbosoms it's secrets to me
Ubiquitous fetidness, death is everywhere
My God, unshackle me
My suffering grows with increase of my guilt
Destroy devotion. Be at one with the earth
I sink down into the clammy soil
At one with the earth.
As the dawn emerges I cry in grief
Sorrows flow,
the sadness of another day tortures my heart
Life fades. Echoes, voices calling
Within my mind. Shadows. I cry
My senses deteriorated
I break down devoid of hope
All faith is lost. Why live?
I beg for mercy, I plead, tell me
Why? Why me?
Why must I be one of the chosen?
Forgive me for my inquisition
Please answer, I offer my condition
My eyes are closed, I call to the darkness
allowing the gloom to swallow me
I relax
Gripping my soul as I'm extracted from reality
The umbra chills me
I levitate, staring at my inanimate corpse
Drifting towards the eternal bliss
Beckoned by beings superior
Colossal roar of silence deafens me
I disburden myself
Where am I bound?
My trappist ways are forgotten
as peralsized souls cry out for me
Impassive, I atrive for the light
My true self finally manifests
I am found.
(D. Cavanagh)
When the silence beckons,
And the day draws to a close,
When the light of your life sighs,
And love dies in your eyes,
Only then will I realise,
What you mean to me.
Needed time to clear my mind
Breathe the free air, find some peace there
I used to keep my heart in jail
But the choice was love or fear of pain and
I...
chose...
love...
Cause everything is energy
And energy is you and me...
Light shines in through an open window
Shines inside your heart and soul and
Light will guide your way through time
And love will help you heal your mind and
life...
will...
be..
Cause everything is energy
(D. Cavanagh)
"Tonight your soul sleeps, but one day you will feel real pain,
maybe then you will see mee as I am,
A fragile wreck on a storm of emotion"
Countless times I trusted you,
I let you back in,
Knowing... Yearning... you know
I should have run... but I stayed
Maybe I always knew,
My fragile dreams would be broken for you.
Today I introduced myself,
To my own feelings,
In silent agony, after all these years,
They spoke to me... after all these years
Maybe I always knew...
(D. Patterson)
I've feeling I may not be coming down from this,
I was searching through the heavens and somehow I slipped,
I feel, I'm seeing so clear
Trying to forget tomorrow and all that's happened,
This is not the way, the way I was meant to be.
I feel, I'm seeing so clear,
I thought I was never going to die.
I feel, I'm seeing so clear,
We need more time.
Slipping away, I think I'm gonna crack,
Misplaced trust, loyalty stabbed in the gut.
I feel, I'm seeing so clear,
I thought I was never coming back,
I've been down for awhile,
And now I'm coming back...
Throne of grief
..in a dying essence
Crying beauty
..the fettered aura
Forgotten oceans of hope
..Betrayed aphony
Sullen laughter in unventured paradise
(as one) forever searching
For landscapes serene
Amidst the sunset of age
With joyous masquerade...
..the summers died
And I often sigh
I often wonder why
I'm still here and I still cry
And I often cry
I often spill a tear
Over those not here
But still they are so near
Please ease my burden
And I still remember
A memory and I weep
In my broken sleep
The scars they cut so deep
Please ease my burden
Please ease my pain
Surely without war there would be no loss
Hence no mourning, no grief, no pain, no misery
No sleepless nights missing the dead... Oh, no more
No more war
(4:20)
My passions rise..... a twilight ride
Stark light of dark night in my eyes
My forlorn lust.....
My soul it burns
My forlorn lust.....
My soul is burning
Take you now, in my sleep
I want to touch you, to scratch you deep
To leave you scarred.....
To see you burn
To leave you scarred.....
To see you burning
Your souls are nailed to the cross
The blood still runs
but the wounds will heal
and leave scars of rememberance.
(D. Patterson)
Life has betrayed me once again,
I accept that some things will never change.
I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony,
and it's left me with a chem'cal dependency for sanity.
Yes, I am falling... how much longer till I hit the ground?
I can't tell you why I'm breaking down.
Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
Have I really lost control?
I'm coming to en end,
I've realised what I could have been.
I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask,
I admit I've lost control.
[Instrumental]
Just freedom is only a hallucination
That waits at the edge of the distant horizon
And we are all strangers in global illusion
Wanting and needing impossible heaven
Chasing the dream as they swim out to sea
The mirage ahead says that they can be free
Become lost in delusion drowning their reason
Swept on by the current of selfish ambition
Frightened ashamed and afraid of the blame
The questions are screaming the answers are hiding
The sickness is growing distracted condition
You can feel the disgust and smell the confusion
Lying insane getting soaked in the rain
Draining the sky of the guilt and the shame
The nightmare is coming the clouds are descending
Pulled under two thousand metres a second
Clawing at walls that just slip through my fingers
Darkness consuming collapsing and breaking
Distilled paranoia seeped into the walls
And filled in the cracks with the whispering calls
Shadows are forming take heed of the warnings
Creeping around at four in the morning
Lie to myself start a brand new beginning
But I'm losing myself in this fear of living
Freedom is only a hallucination
That waits at the edge of the places you go when you dream
Deep in the reason betrayal of feeling
The mistakes that I made tore my conscience apart at the seems
Freedom is only a hallucination
That waits at the edge of the places you go when you dream...
Freedom is only a hallucination
That waits at the edge of the places you go when you dream
Deep in the reason betrayal of feeling
The mistakes that I made tore my conscience apart at the seems
Freedom is only a hallucination
That waits at the edge of the places you go when you dream...
Feel free to comprehend
What I see will never end
It can't be now that life is gone
It's too real to overcome
It's too real
It's too real
Too real
It's too real
These days my hands are tied
These days I think you'll find
I'm not me now, a light has died
It's too real to run and hide
It's too real
(I was floating in the water, something tried to pull me under)
It's too real
(I was floating in the water, something tried to pull me under)
It's too real
(I was trying to live, my life wouldn't let me, it wouldn't let me)
It's too real
(I was trying to live, my life wouldn't let me, let me, let me, let me)
Feel free to comprehend
What I see will never end
I'm not me now, a light has died
It's too real to run and hide
I'm not me
(You were floating in the water, something tried to pull you under)
I'm not me
(You were floating in the water, something tried to pull you under)
I'm not me
(You were trying to live, your life wouldn't let you, it wouldn't let you)
I'm not me
Started a search to no avail
A light that shines behind the veil tryin' to find it
And all around us everywhere
Is all that we could ever share if only we could see it
Feels there's truth that's beyond me
Life ever changin' weaving destiny
It feels like I'm flyin' above you
Dream that I'm dyin' to find the truth
Seems that you're tryin' to bring me down
Back down to earth, back down to earth
Layers of dust and yesterdays
Shadows fadin' in the haze of what I couldn't say
And though I said, my hands were tied
Times have changed and now I find I'm free for first time
Feel so close to everything now
Strange how life makes sense in time now
Feels like I'm flyin' above you
Dream that I'm dyin' to find the truth
Seems that you're tryin' to bring me down
Back down to earth, back down to earth
Back down to earth, back down to earth
Seems like you never really knew me
Seems like you never understood me
Seems like you never really knew how to feel
But electricity, ooh it drew you near to me
What you needed, was to be rid of me
An' there were times you really made me smile
And there were times you really made me cry
And there were times I never really knew how to feel
But electricity, ooh it drew you near to me
What you needed, was to be rid of me
And the fear made you so unsure of me
What you needed, was to be rid of me
Electricity, ooh it drew you near to me
What you needed was to be rid of me
And the fear made you so unsure of me
[Instrumental]
(Lyrics Vincent Music Danny/John)
Asleep is the rose, in tired innocence... dreaming time away. Secure in the
comfort of slumbers faint embrace. Blissfully ignorant, unaware of the imminence...
Recurring memories emerge from the deep... of old secrets unforgotten sleep.
They sink beneath the surface just long enough for you to breathe. Then return to choke you when you wake up alone. Shredded inside... there's one place left to turn. A long-term problem, a temporary remedy, but fuck it all anyway you can pretend to be happy.
So many years of pathetic lies, empty promises and unfulfilled dreams are
scattered like dust into the winds. Looking for the sun that eclipsed behind black feathered wings. Tomorrow never comes, there was only ever one day... but now it's too late.
The inequity of fate
The pains of love and hate
The heart-sick memories
That brought you to your knees
And the times when we were young
When life seemed so long
Now you are left alone
Where did it all go wrong
Day after day
You burned it all away
(and it's too late)
All the hate that feeds your needs
All the sickness you conceive
All the horror you create
Will bring you to your knees
(Lyrics & Music Danny)
Hey you rotting in your alcoholic shell
Banging on the walls of your intoxicated mind
Do you ever wonder why you were left alone
As your heart grew colder and finally turned to stone
Did I punish you for dreaming?
Did I break your heart and leave you crying?
Don't you ever dream of escaping...
Pathetic oblivion
Forgotten hopes buried in your soul's lonely grave
Pathetic oblivion
Remember how you were before you locked your heart away
Did I punish you for dreaming?
Did I break your heart and leave you crying?
Do you ever dream of escaping...
Don't you ever dream of escaping?
(Lyrics Vincent Music Danny)
Speak to me
For I have seen
Your waning smile
Your scars concealed
So far from home, do you know you're not alone
Sleep tonight
Sweet summerlight
Scattered yesterdays, the past is far away
How fast time passed by
The transience of life
Those wasted moments won't return
And we will never feel again
Beyond my dreams
Ever with me
You flash before my eyes, a final fading sigh
But the sun will (always) rise
And tears will dry
Of all that is to come, the dream has just begun
And time is speeding by
The transience of life
Those wasted moments wont return
(Lyrics & Music John)
If I begin to feel lighter
Hold me down
And I'll be yours for evermore
God bless this mess I'm in
For it is time
To be rid of a certain sin
A cool breeze down my spine
And if I'm really here
Then I feel fine
A freelance child
You bring it all back
This world is eating me inside
Chorus:
Don't look too far
Missing a degree of warmth
A name without a face
I'm losing grip all the same
I sever the line that divides
I sever the feelings inside
I sever between you and me
And I want to learn to fly
Bring the pain right back again
Is this all there is of me
Hearts and minds, find the time
That in the end there was no
possible reason for anything
Chorus:
Rant & rave
In the eyes of the beholder
You've gotta face this straight on
You've gotta go head to head
If you want to understand
And begin to turn this thing around.
(Music Danny/Dave)
(Instrumental)
(Lyrics Vincent Music Danny/Dave)
Feel my heart burning
Deep inside... yearning
I know it is coming
A fettered heart, waking
A tainted youth, fading
Leave it all behind
Delirious again
Mesmerise my senses
Souls entwine one more time
All our times will come
Searching oblivion
Leaving nothing but the memories of
All the things you give
They're all you'll leave behind
Within their mind
Open laughter held in distant days
Eternal stars have changed
I know that it can't be the same
There's no romance for you tonight
Feel my heart burning
Deep inside... yearning
I know it is coming
All our times will come
Searching oblivion
Leaving nothing but the memories of
All the things you give
They're all you'll leave behind
Within their mind
And time recedes every day
You can search your soul but you won't see
As we pass ever on and away
(Lyrics Dave Music Dave/Danny)
No one seems to care anymore
(as) I wander through this night all alone
No one feels the pain I have inside
Looking at this world through my eyes
No one really cares where I go
Searching to feel warmth forever more
The wheels of life they turn without me
Now you are gone... eternally
No...
Don't leave me here
The dream carries (me) on
Inside
I know...
Its not too late
Lost moments blown away
Tonight
Chorus.
Mankind, with your heresy
Can't you see that this is killing me
There's no one in this life
To be here with me at my side
(Music Dave/Danny)
(Instrumental)
We are just a moment in time,
A blink of an eye,
A dream for the blind,
Visions from a dying brain,
(D. Cavanagh)
As I drift away... far away from you,
I feel all alone in a crowded room,
Thinking to myself
"There's no escape from this
fear
regret
loneliness..."
Visions of love and hate
A collage behind my eyes
Remnants of dying laughter
Echoes of silent cries
I wish I didn't know now that
I never knew then...
Flashback
Memories punish me again.
Sometimes I remember all the pain
that I have seen.
Sometimes I wonder what might
have been...
Visions of love and hate
A collage behind my eyes
Remnants of dying laughter
Echoes of silent cries
And sometimes I despair
At who I've become
I have to come to terms
With what I've done
The bittersweet taste of fate
We can't outrun the past
Destined to find an answer
A strength I never lost
I know there is a way,
My future is not set,
For the tide has turned
But still I never learned to live
without regret.
(7:31)
Undying odyssey..... a myriad of times
The soul has seen
Through eyes of heaven
The imperium of earth
Nothing left to perceive
Help me to escape from this existence
I yearn for an answer... can you help me ?
I'm drowning in a sea of abused visions and shattered dreams
In somnolent illusion... I'm paralysed
Infinity distraction......
A pious human disorder
Blind to passage of souls
Conclusion from one remembrance
Help me to escape.....
Transfixed... I gaze through my window at a world lying under a shroud of frost. In a forlorn stupor I feel the burning of staring eyes, yet no-one is here. Detached from reality, in the knowing of dreams, we know the entity of ensuing agony waits to clasp us in its cold breast, in an empty room. We awake and it's true. I dreamt of the sun's demise, awoke to a bleak morning. In the emptiness I beheld face for the dead light is a foretelling of what will be..... I saw a soul drift from life, through death, and arrive at Elysian fields in welcoming song. Yet I stand in a dusk-filled room despondently watching the passing of a kindred spirit... and there is no song... just a delusion of silence.
(8:03)
My paralysed heart
is bleeding.....
My love's torn apart
Desire to be free
A bleak garden to cry
When my inamorato died
Loveless so real
Lifeline of mortality
Condemned to misery
Restless oblivion forever
A bleak garden to cry
When my inamorato died
My visionary dreams are vanquished
Aspirations fade away
Reverence dies within
A bleak garden to cry
When my inamorato died
(7:05)
I'm lying here, oh so peaceful.....
..... In serene harmony
I'm dreaming yet I feel awake
I'm dreaming yet I am awake
Subjected to pain. Dark screams repent
And in a foreboding rage, a soul will die.....
..... a soul will die
My mind is burning, I'm burning
I can't feel you anymore
Have I reached my point ?
Will I drown in delusion ?
The winds fell silent
And in my cerulean twilight
I left myself once again
..... it's overwhelming
Suffer yourself, and let me die here awhile
(3:40)
(Instrumental)
(8:12)
I bear the seed of ruin
A golden age turned to stone
Elysium..... to dust
For this, a tragic journey
A vision of a dying embrace
Scattered earth
Silence.....
Where Echonia wept
I sank into the silent desert
Fallen am I,
In the solitude of a broken promise
.... I cried alone
My emptyrean is a scar
From the memory of her beautiful life
Forever was her name
Fulfilment lost in a lifetime of regret
Ornate peace would cover me
As I would die now.....
For one last wish
(4:24)
I gave you my soul
You left me dying
(freezing in the cold wind that screams through
the silence, in the barren wastes of my heart)
Within the walls
Of my mind..... alone,
The winter serenade
Fell silent to me
(9:59)
How can you climb a mountain to kill a God?
Why do you cross unknown lands, to kill our Gods?
Why do you build walls ... to starve our Gods?
Is it for the same reason you blind us?
Is this why you punish our children?
And rape our sisters?
When will we drown
When will we burn?
Will you die with us? I think so
You are slicing your own wrists
You are tearing out your own hearts
And you are drowning your own children
So you can end it
..... Or we will
We are telling them the truth
And revealing all your lies
We do not need to climb a mountain
Or to cross unknown lands.....
..... Because we are Gods
And we will drown you
We will burn your homes
We the people, we the spirits, we the Gods.
(3:54)
(Instrumental)
(5:40)
We smothered in life
Listen, listen, listen
The written word will devour you
And burn your mind
I'm burning your mind
I am entering your soul
My promise to love and caress you
Mirrors desting and breathes the universe
Before Tomb.....
(Regression)
Taste me
Let the angels wings close
And shield you
I bleed for you
In the shadows and the recesses
You'll find dark
Yearn (me)
From the dark all is revealed
Light sheds through
Bleed with me
We will share the light and dark
Together and more
(Nirvana Cover)
Underneath the bridge
The tarp has sprung a leak
The animals I've trapped have all become my pets.
And I'm living off of grass and drippings from the ceiling.
It's OK to eat fish, 'cause they don't have any feelings.
Seeing is believing but I don't want to know
Walk on through the wasteland
I just can't let go
Hold on please
Face down I just break down,
When I see you cry all the time
Behind those grey and lonely eyes
Hold on to me
Reality is dawning
Unforgotten by time
Tempt fate release
Escape
As the flames fly high
Some one now is screaming
But we don't know why
Think now that we're lost here
Face down I just break down
Hold on please, behind those grey and lonely eyes
When I see you cry all the time
Hold on to me, unforgotten by time
Tempt fate, Release, reality is dawning
Escape, spirit is awakening
Hold on to me, hope is waiting
Hold on please, somewhere in the hurricane
Tempt fate release, crying in the distance
Above the clouds
We flew to heaven
Through the eye of the storm
And into the light
I see you
You're everywhere I go
In everything I do
I dreamed a thousand years
Just to be here where everything is right
Scrape those screamless skies
Defy the limits and fly
I see you
You're everywhere I go
In everything I do
I see you
You're everywhere I go
There's always something you would dare to say your good intentions are boring take me away if it keeps you sane then it's ok if I play it safe would it save me I'd like to get some rest now if I can just ignore the truth scratching at the window this time I got to make a move ego (inflammation) stand back and watch me... dissolve all recognition running through my veins until I dissapear Burn this wait out of my mind Climbing up the wall gonna creep between the cracks destroy all emotionnnnn gona rip me face to shreds This feeling is over me ..........................tie the ropearoundmyneck cut my eyeballs open This feeling is over running through ny veins until I dissapear Burn this wait out of my mind meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Unbroken unchained relentless to regain
what we have lost
a grip in reality screaming deep down within me as
I count the cost
holding on in spite of the doubt
always trying to find it out
that we could find a way back there
beyond the moon right through the air
Deep inside the silence staring out upon the sea
The waves are washing over half forgotten memories
Deep within the moment laughter floats upon the breeze
rising and falling dying down within me
And I swear I never knew how it could be
And all this time all I had inside was what I how it couldn't be couldn't see
I swear I never knew how it could be
All the waves are washing over all that hurts inside of me
Beyond this beautiful horizon lies a dream for you and I
This tranquil scene is still unbroken by the rumours in the sky
But there's a storm closing in
Voices crying on the wind
The serenade is growing colder breaks my soul that tries to sing
There's so many, many thoughts when I try to go to sleep
but with you I start to feel there's a sort of temporary peace
There's a drift in and out
In the moonlight
Moonlights pale embrace
To know the space between us
The space between us
Dream light
Dream light comes in waves
(The waves within us)
Star light
Star light, silent embrace
(The waves within us)
To know the space within us
(The space within us)
The space within us
In blood red skies!
Night is fight
Oceans rise
Words can't hide
To know the space between us
(The space between us)
The space between us
Finding the dream so high
Feels so alive
The world is like a jewel in your eyes
One life, feel it
Further your dreams so high
Feel so alive
The world is like a jewel in your eyes
One life, feel it
The moonlight
Moonlights pale and grey
(The space within us)
There is no space between us
(The space between us)
The space between us
In blood red skies!
Tears run dry
Love is free
In time, in peace
And now is here
This life, this dream ...
You know how it feels but... is it all in your mind?
When you know how it feels to be pushed and pulled through your life
And sometimes it seems like there is life in your eyes
And all that I know is I love you
Yes I love you
And it feels like we're already flying
But the air is too thin and we're dying
The clouds all around take us higher
The world far below is on fire
I hold out my hand just to touch you
And all that I know is I love you
A vision a promise of heaven
A reason for being forever
You're just a whisper away
We've come too far to turn back
This is where we stand and face it
This is who we are, one step closer
Into thin air we will go there
We've come too far to turn back
This is where we stand and face it
I feel you breathe
You're just a whisper away
We've come too far to turn back
This is where we stand and face it
This is who we are one step close
Into thin air we will go there
We've come too far ...
(Radiohead Cover)
Rows of houses all bearing down on me
I can feel their blue hands touching me
All these things in all positions
All these things will one day take control
And fade out again and fade out
This machine will will not communicate these thoughts
And the strain i am under
Be a world child form a circle before we all go under
And fade out again and fade out again
Cracked eggs dead birds
Scream as they fight for life
I can feel death can see it's beady eyes
All these things into frution
All these things we'll one day swallow whole
Storm-lord, the Dreaded One
Poison of our worlds
In times of darkness, of death and decay
he grasps dominion all over
His stench hovers as shame
in the house of fraticide
An impressive depravity of a cadaverous epiphany
A profane blasphemy of the darkest atrocity
Welcome me, mortal beings
to a world a cry of fear
Incursions to evil
shattered are your dreams
My breath, a torrid wind
of immortal pestilence
heaves torment, pain and anguish
suffer in your silence
Chaos, no salvation
misery, no redemption
Twisted minds hold the key
Benevolence, I pray for thee
Drowned in fear, shrouded in black
Mourning eternally in a spiritual lethargy
Every beat of his heart
is a death-toll chiming in a mind
As chimes grow stronger
the earth shudders in his wake
His final lament is a
requiem to the Gods of Darkness
All deep contempt is a
Inside this cocoon is a dream
The slot in the box that I keep
Burried a hundred miles deep
Deep in my soul in a place
That's surrounded by aeons of silence
And somewhere inside is the key
To everything I want to feel (feel)
But the darks of the dawns of my memory
Are lost in a place I can never be
Could someone please show me the way
Could someone please tell me
Cause I cannot see
And the silence is raging
Silence is raging
Silence is raging
(Silence is raging)
Silence
Silence
Fading to silence
Silence
Silence
Fading to silence
Memory
Memory
Silence's the key to a memory
Memory
[Digipack Bonus]
[Pink Floyd, from "The Final Cut"]
They flutter behind you your possible pasts
some bright-eyed and crazy some frightened and lost
a warning to anyone still in command
of their possible future to take care
in derelict sidings the poppies entwine
with cattle trucks lying in wait for the next time
Do you remember me? how we used to be?
do you think we should be closer?
She stood in the doorway the ghost of a smile
haunting her face like a cheap hotel sign
her cold eyes imploring the men in their macs
for the gold in their bags or the knives in their backs
stepping up boldly one put out his hand
he said, " I was just a child then now I'm only a man"
Do you remember me? how we used to be?
do you think we should be closer?
By the cold and religious we were taken in hand
shown how to feel good and told to feel bad
tongue tied and terrified we learned how to pray
now our feelings run deep and cold as the clay
and strung out behind us the banners and flags
of our possible pasts lie in tatters and rags
Do you remember me? how we used to be?
(Pink Floyd Cover)
So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field
from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you trade
your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cold breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears,
Fight, we will fight right,
Living low in a world of our own,
Destined to live right, fight,
We're taking hell as our home,
Burning lives burning,
Asking me for the mercy of god,
Ancient cries crying,
Acting fast upon the way of the dog,
Welcome to hell,
Welcome to hell,
Welcome to hell,
Welcome to hell.
Kill we will kill death,
Masturbating on the deeds we have done,
Hell commands death kill,
Argue not of feel the death of sun,
Burning lives burning,
Asking me for the mercy of god,
Ancient cries crying,
Acting fast upon the way of the dog,
Welcome to hell,
Welcome to hell,
Welcome to hell,
Welcome to hell.
Leave your souls at his feet,
Kiss the flames,
Scorn defeat.
Die we won't die live,
Our choice of difference is what you'll never know,
Mortal voids live die,
Buried deep beneath the fall of the snow,
Burning lives burning,
Asking me for the mercy of god,
Ancient cries crying,
Acting fast upon the way of the dog,
Welcome to hell,
Welcome to hell,
Welcome to hell,
When you look at me
From your own century
I may seem to be
Strange archeology
But when the winds blow
From this direction
You may sense me there
In your reflection
I think I feel you
But I will never know
As the swallows leave
And the children grow
I wanted to live forever
The same is you will too
I wanted to live forever
And everybody knew
When I caught you there
In tomorrows mirror
I thought felt you
Jump out of my skin
Throwing oil into
My blazing memories
Filling empty footsteps
I was standing in
I wanted to live forever
The same as you will too
I wanted to live forever
And everybody knew
As the falling rain
Of the northern jungle
Hanging droplets on the leaves
Bombards my brain
I hear you
Across the room
A sea of daffodils spring into bloom
You are the mist
The frost across my window pane
And again
She moves her body
And her whispers weave
And the world spins
And tells me that I'll never want to leave
As I think of you
From this dark century
I will always be
With generosity
That we both may share
The hope in hearing
That we're not just
Spirits disappearing
And I fell you, like I knew you before
And I guess that you can heal me through this song
And my love will never die
And my feelings will always shine /x3
And I know that you just want me to belong
(To sunrise)
And I guess that now I'll just be moving on
(To sunrise)
And my love will never die
And my feelings will always shine /x3
I never betrayed your trust
I never betrayed your faith
I neer forsake your heart
I never forget your face
There's a feeling that I can't describe
There's a reason that I cannot hide
To never seen my life's so bright
Blinded the shine behind your...
I can see,
This life,
What you mean to me.
When I feel,
I dream of you
Then I wake,
Tell me what did I do?
I've had to let you go
To the setting sun
I've had to let you go
Evangelist you claim god speaks through you,
Your restless mouth full of lies gains popularity.
You care not for the old that suffer,
When empty pockets cry from hunger.
Penniless from their generosity,
Sharing their money to quench your greed.
Searching for the answer to their prayers
They cry their last wish of need.
Save me.
His spirit lives and breathes in me.
The almighty transformed to your screen.
The meanings lost in its translation,
No holy words, describe his deception.
You say you'll help us find the lord,
Tell me preacher how do you know
A simple quest for a visible savior,
To lead us through our final prayer.
Save me.
Send your donations,
Contribute to the cause.
Luxuries,
Your righteous reward?
Praise the lord, praise god,
Is what you wish to sell.
There is no heaven without a hell.
In your mind's eye could you truly believe,
That by giving you can save your soul,
Could you be so naive!
You heal the sick,[you] raise the dead,
You blind the congregation
With the things you say.
Religious blackmail a deceit of trust,
That death will come and all will be lost.
Can you hear the serpents call,
Look deep in those deceiving eyes.
Ignore the writing on the wall,
You should read between the lies.
When doubt subsides his honesty,
An inquiry, is it blasphemy?
Impure the soul, that's made to suffer,
No sermons left to hide or cover,
An empty promise, lie unfulfilled,
To steal a dream or get it killed.
They claim your trip to heavens nearby,
The fragments of connection died
Some things just won't fade with time
Hide behind a transparent eye
You can't see me but I can you...
Betray without a moment's thought
Regret nothing but getting caught
Your time has come and here I stand
Why should I hold out my hand to you...
I could never turn to you
I was silenced by that look in your eye
Feel I'm slipping back again
Black cold night I toss and turn I'm sinking, feel so
...drained
Shroud me, blind me, sick, weak, empty, drag me
...into pain
I tried so hard, don't drown me, bound to me,
self indulgently ...crazed
Black as coal, my sunken soul, will it ever be
...saved?
Come on and twist that knife again
Well I'd like to see you fucking try
Never going back again
An answer won't come from me
Confront your own worst enemy
What does your mirror see
Just freedom is only a hallucination
That waits at the edge of the distant horizon
And we are all strangers in global illusion
Wanting and needing impossible heaven
Chasing the dream, as they swim out to sea
The mirage ahead says that they can be free
Become lost in delusion drowning their reason
Swept on by the current of selfish ambition
Frightened ashamed and afraid of the blame
The questions are screaming, the answers are hiding
The sickness is growing, distracted condition
You can feel the disgust, and smell the confusion
Lying, insane, getting soaked in the rain
Draining the sky of the guilt and the shame
The nightmare is coming the clouds are descending
Pulled under at two thousand metres a second
Clawing at walls that just slip through my fingers
Darkness consuming, collapsing, and breaking
Distilled paranoia seeped into the walls
And filled in the cracks with the whispering calls
Shadows are forming take heed of the warnings
Creeping around at four in the morning
Lie to myself start a brand new beginning
But I`m losing myself in this fear of living
{of living, of living}
Freedom is only a hallucination
That waits at the edge of the places you go when you dream
Deep in the reason betrayal of feeling
The mistakes that I made tore my conscience apart at the seems
Freedom is only a hallucination
That waits at the edge of the places you go when you dream..
Freedom is only a hallucination
That waits at the edge of the places you go when you dream
Deep in the reason betrayal of feeling
The mistakes that I made tore my conscience apart at the seems
Freedom is only a hallucination
As the pressure grows
and these feelings flow
Trample on bodies,
bodies in holes of faith
Times I've asked the lord
for forgiveness
while kept under a spell
of a sweating locust's breath
No need to tell me
'cos its written on your face
Sliding down now
with the black lights shining
I don't care where you go you won't get away from me
Black as the night is day filled with no sympathy
Marching down the hall for a misery
I don't care where you go you won't get away from me
You won't get away from me X2
Get away from me
You won't get away from me
Mouth tastes of sick
my stomach twisting inside
Everything's wrong
and I can't get away
The gravity of fear
you can feel it coming near
It's coming straight for you,
it'll twist and drag you down
I don't care where you go you won't get away from me
Black as the night is day filled with no sympathy
Marching down the hall for a misery
I don't care where you go you won't get away from me
You won't get away from me X2
Get away from me
One has to come to terms with one's own mortality.
And you can't really help people who are having problems with mortality,
If you've got problems of your own.
So you have to begin to sort things out,
And I thought I had sorted things out until I saw this excerpt from this book,
Of certainty I shall remember what it said:
"Life is not the opposite of death. Death is the opposite of birth.
Life is eternal."
And I thought that it's the most profound words
I have ever heard about that issue and it really put me in peace.
(I felt it was a wonderful story.)
And that's it.
What else is there to say?
Heh.
Life is eternal.
Surely the opposite of life is not the death, but life is eternal.
There is no opposite.
And so, what happens is, I suppose,
(and isn't it a raging or outrageous)
State of pure consciousness, stillness and silence?
Yeah, what we are looking for now,
We are searching for and we have been searching for,
Now we've become closer it and now we know it's already there,
Is there for ever to seek,
It's there,
And it's going be there,
All the time,
Forevermore.
Only you can hear your life
Only you can heal inside
You know you ain't going nowhere
you said you'd help me in the morning
you're stuck inside while the mind is flying
twisting on pins into my eyes
facin' up the walls with your crocked hands
while you're miles away...
and we driving on the ceiling below you
there's spiders on the wall and they stink of piss
I didn't think at all end up like this
staring at me making me feel bad
dead heads lying in the corner
I put my hands up to my eyes
but the holes in my palms let me find a way
to corner you...
I can feel my chest pressing inwards
sucking through my skin into my brain
oxygen pushing on the window
cracks in the glass let it slip away
I close my eyes at what's left inside
I start to cry and I keep on laughing
and then I'll ran away...
for all the time in my hand
circle around in depth
For all the time this land
found calmness fall once again...
Razor blades floating in the warm bath
whispers coming from the next room
air bubbles in your veins turning my hands black
window cleaner keep on spying
I put my hands up to my eyes
but the holes in my palms let me find a way
to corner me...
slipping off the edge in catatonic blood
Twelve ton hammer for my breakfast
trying all they can in miles an hour
multiple decibel inscriptions
all face grey and looming downwards
screaming all the way...
sniffing all the time for a ounce of silence
Numbers counting down inside me
solar system thoughts circle round my head
false teeth hanging from the ceiling
feet looking of the goms of the 2nd son
you broke my neck 'cause I snapped my spine
I eat my hands 'cos my legs are crying
I wish you would die away...
for all the time in my hand
For all the time this land
[Written by Pink Floyd]
when you're to land on your feet
what do you do to make ends meet?
teach
make them mad, make them sad, make them add two and two
make them me, make them you, make them do what you want them to
Is this the one who thought it was insane
coming down against it all
Didn't want it didn't need it didn't want it
Twisted face of fading beauty
count the cost of suffering
cannot see the day before you
only feel what's deep inside
try to change it makes no difference
Didn't want it didn't need it didn't want it
Let me go
Looking outside inside craving for something
hoping for anything - I'll believe in anything
who has eyes that see - who wants to believe?
in something, in anything? in one thing
in freedom - looking outside inside
set assist pandemonium - broken promises
died alive flying high - you caught me
in your eye. disintegrated insinerated
this is not now I want to be - too much is
coming through someone please tell me what to do
Born to the glare of the senses passive contentment you are so easily amused spoon the reality infused a new inherent Here and now we are gone in a happy a dream in the passage your time this world isn't waiting chances are fading the moment is passing you by the fools are fooled once again Questions lie beneath the surface A concience and gladly cast it to the wind we stole our existence are gone in a happy passage your time Here and now we a dream in the chances are fading this world isn't waiting the moment is passing you by
Là, vois, le saule s'incline au dessus du ruisseau,
comme une personne qui se descend, criant pour l'amant.
Me rapelle d'automne, presse dans ton reverence,
je m'ai engagee à vous...
[Literal translation]
There, look, the willow clings over the river,
Like a person who bows down, crying for the lover.
Reminds me of Autumn, [when] you were kneeling,
[Dream:]
In the world of my subconscious, a realm of the unknown
a vision is carved by the almighty hand
The agony of a thousand souls supressed by life itself
released unto the lord by his command.
My hands are covered with the blood, the blood of his salvation.
His spirit will live eternally
Take his life, by your command.
A sacrifice, by your command.
As I rise from my troubled sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep
wondering if he has chosen me to do his work, I speak no blasphemy
Do I confess? I am terrified, I cannot run, there is no place to hide
I search for help, but there's nobody there for my dream is now a recurring
...Nightmare
Brother of the holy order, I seek your help
Understand my plight, help me fight this curse that bestows me
My son you must not fight, for this is no cure
but a mission you should undertake
to free a soul from the grasp of
...Satan
So that night I did dream of mysteries untold
In the presence of the heavens was I
I could see for myself all the evils of the world
in all their morbid glory
Men took part in rites to praise the black messiah
the beast they call "The Evil One"
As voices in my head did tell me of my task
To release the soul of my only son
[Spirit voices:]
Take his life, by your command.
A sacrifice, by your command.
Fill the chalice, cleanse the soul
Save him now, in the chapel of salvation
[repeat]
[Possession:]
Insanity dwells in the mind of a man who will take the life of his only son
Tilted just a bit to the wrong side
Mother Mary your tea's in the oven
My head's got caught in the red tape
Voodoo sunset, morning Jesus
Marilyn Manson just fell over
Cos his dress got caught in his high heels
Twist the world upside downstairs
It's all about the shouting
And all I need is you
But you don't know it's true
Morten Harkets' brand new go cart
Foul mouthed and smelling of onions
Lost my keys and I can't get in now
Fine day for a queen she union
And all I need is you
[Intangible.
Eternal.
Without beginning nor end.
The nameless, formless energy that permeates all living things.
That sweeps through nature like a ripple in an ocean,
sending cascades of timeless wonder through the air,
on the song of a bird, the freshness of the morning air.
A clear calling for our inner nature
to awaken beyond our every day lives, and fears.
Love is timeless, love is purity.
It is the lightless light, the rays of
the sunrise dancing on the surface of the sea.
Love is you, and love is me.
It is the deepest knowing, the serenity of being
the laughter of the earth, the limitless breath of the wind,
the wonder of potential,
the power of thought, the gift of life, the highest vibration,
the most profound awareness... the knower.
Life.
Love.
Infinite.
Within you.
Now.
Always.
For it is in love's gentle embrace that
we come to know the space between us.
A feeling deep within that not all is what it seems.
that we bear witness to a magic as deep as our own,
to a summernight horizon that whispers "welcome" to your soul.
And in those fleeting, trembling moments that we share between the worlds,
it is enough for us to know that in each other we must care,
for alive and not alone are we the children of the world,
here to witness time and the unfolding miracle of the soul.
There is no difficulty that enough love will not conquer.
There is no disease that enough love cannot heal,
No door that enough love will not open,
No gulf that enough love will not bridge,
and no war that enough love will not throw down.
It makes no difference how deeply seated may be the trouble,
how hopeless the outcome, how muddled the tangle, how great the mistake.
A sufficient realization of love will dissolve it all.
And if you could love enough, you would be the happiest
[Written by Pink Floyd]
Goodbye, cruel world,
I'm leaving you today.
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.
Goodbye all you people,
There's nothing you can say,
To make me change my mind.
(The Beatles Cover)
Aah, look at all the lonely people
Aah, look at all the lonely people
Eleanor Rigby
Picks up the rice in the church where a wedding has been
Lives in a dream, waits at the window,
wearing the face that she keeps in a jar by the door
Who is it for?
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from ?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?
Father McKenzie
writing the words of a sermon that no one will hear
No one comes near.
Look at him working.
Darning his socks in the night when there's nobody there
What does he care?
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?
Aah, look at all the lonely people
Aah, look at all the lonely people
Eleanor Rigby
died in the church and was buried along with her name
Nobody came
Father McKenzie
wiping the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave
No one was saved
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Existence, throught a spirit's will
A force, use the power of evil
Darkness, visualize
As light pierces through your yearning eyes
Rebirth of a lost soul
Your body, a channel with witch to grow old
Mephitic, smell of death
Rancid flesh, of the undead
Inner screams,
Useless tears,
Shattered bones.
My prayer...
"Oh Lord...
...Help me die."
"Please help me die."
This inner gloom,
A subterrainean hell.
A morbid sleep,
In my stygian world.
My mind is locked,
At chains my thoughts.
I pray for death.
Euthanasize my soul.
Sanctify me!
Epitaph, to mankind
Engraved, on your mind
Stigmata, on the flesh.
Suddenly
Life has new meaning
Suddenly
Feeling is being
And you shine inside
And love stills my mind like the sunrise
Dreaming light of the sunrise
Suddenly
I don't have to be afraid
Suddenly
It all falls into place
And you shine inside
And love stills my mind like the sunrise
Dreaming light of the sunrise...
Dreaming light and...
You shine inside
And love stills my mind like the sunrise
Dreaming light of the sunrise
I feel you
But I don't really know you
I dreamed of you from the moment I saw you
And I've seen the sunrise in your eyes
The sky... the sea... the light...
Live your dream beneath the northern horizon
Be at peace, set your heart in flight again
For the light is truth...
Your dream world is a very scary place
Your dream world is a very scary place
Your dream world is a very scary place
To be trapped
Your dream world is a very scary place
Your dream world is a very scary place
Your dream world is a very scary place
To be trapped inside
Trapped inside
Trapped inside
All your life
Shine in time
Shine in time
Shine in time
Until you find
Your closer
Your closer
Your closer
To the truth
Within you
Within you
Within you
Is the truth
That your dream world is a very scary place
Your dream world is a very scary place
Your dream world is a very scary place
To be trapped
Your dream is such a lonely, lonely place
Your dream is such a lonely, lonely place
Your dream is such a lonely, lonely place
To be trapped inside
Trapped inside
Trapped inside
All your life
Shine in time
Shine in time
Shine in time
Until you find
Your closer
Your closer
Your closer
To the truth
Within you
Within you
Within you
Is the truth
I know, I know, I know your closer
I know, I know, I know your closer
I know, I know, I know your closer
I know, I know, I know your closer
I know, I know, I know your closer
I know, I know, I know your closer
Closer
Closer
Closer
To the truth
Within you
Within you
Within you
I'm sorry about the sun,
how could I know that you would burn?,
and I'm sorry about the moon,
how could I know that you'd disapproved,
I'll never make the same mistake,
so next time I create the universe
I'll make sure we communicate at length
oh yeah,
but until then...it's better off dead,
a smile on the lips and a hole in the head,
better off dead, it's better than this,
take it away 'cause there's nothing to miss
I'm sorry about the world,
how could I know you'd take it so bad?,
and I'll never make the same mistake,
so if you are looking for a fantasy
why not trying the entire human rase
just to play it safe
until then...
a smile on the lips and a hole in the head,
better off dead, it's better than this,
take it away 'cause there's nothing to miss
Better off dead, better off dead,
why don't you try pushing daisies instead
Better off dead, better off dead,
a smile on the lips and a hole in the head,
and I'll never make the same mistake,
the next time I create the universe
I'll make sure you participate
oh yeah
and I'll never make the same mistake,
the next time I create the universe
Floating (inatankofhatredfuel) with nowhere to hide unspoken (10000thousandthoughtsanhourandrising) twist back inside Life don't belong here How did we get here Feel like I just never tried to find a way back to the outside it stops me from breathing kills all the dreaming TALKING TO YOU FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF A WALL IN MY MIND AND IT'S CLEAR THAT YOU'RE NEAR TO ME. THINK I FOUND A WAY TO UNDERSTAND WHY I COULDN'T SEE WHAT WAS HAPPENING THE FEAR OVERCAME ME.TOOK A TRIP ON THE INSIDE I TOOK A TRIP ON THE INSIDE I TRY TO HOLD ON 'TIL THIS FEELING IS GONE.BREAK THROUGH TO THE OTHER SIDE NEED TO BREAK THROUGH I just can't lay down and die it takes a lifetime to understand why TO THE OTHER SIDE OF EVERYTHING... it seems that you need me but you don't seem to hear me wall...sickshitsickshitsickshitsickshitsickshitsick shit.... Talking to you from the other side of a
Glad to see you're wide awake
This is the great escape
From a life that tried to mould you
And the lie it sold you
What would you do?
What wouldn't you do?
What would you do?
What wouldn't you do?
What would you do?
What wouldn't you do?
What would you do?
What wouldn't you do?
Do you try to reason why?
Look yourself in the eye
What you are is all you've been
What will be is all you do now
What would you do?
What wouldn't you do?
What would you do?
What wouldn't you do?
What would you do?
What wouldn't you do?
What would you do?
What wouldn't you do?
Spill a tear as your sense of self slowly
Melts away
Melts away
Melts away
Melt away
Until death's mirror reflects
The meaning of our lives
Wander aimless and mesmerized
Are you there?
(Is it) wonderful to know
All the ghosts
All the ghosts
Freak my selfish out
(My) mind is happy
Need to learn to let it go
I know you'd do no harm to me
(But) since you've been gone I've been lost inside
Tried and failed as we walked by the riverside
Oh I wish you could see the love in her eyes
The best friend that eluded you lost in time
Burned alive in the heat of a grieving mind
Oh what can I say now?
And it couldn't be more wrong 'cause there's no one there
Unmistakably lost and without a care
Oh lost all the love that we could have shared
And it's wearing me down
And it's turning me round
And I can't find a way now
To find it out
Where are you when I need you
(Only you can heal your life,
Only you can heal inside)
It must have been an angel
Who counted out the time
Yes it must have been an angel
Who raised a knowing smile
And I just couldn't reach you
No matter how I tried
No I just couldn't reach you
So instead I ran to hide
(Only you can heal your life,
can heal inside,
Only you can heal your life,
can heal inside)
Mother can you hear me?
Can you tell me, are you there?
Father can you help me?
'Cos I know that you care
And I don't have to fight it anymore
For all those years we were dreaming
And I don't have to worry anymore
'Cos I found my belief in...
Mother can you hear me?
Can you tell me are you there?
Father can you help me?
'Cos I know that you care
(Only you can heal your life,
can heal inside,
Only you can heal inside
can heal inside)
One has to come to terms with one's own mortality. And you can't really help people who are having problems with mortality, if you've got problems of your own. So you have to begin to sort things out, and I thought I had sorted things out until I saw this excerpt from this book, of certainty I shall remember what it said: "Life is not the opposite of death. Death is the opposite of birth. Life is eternal." And I thought that it's the most profound words I have ever heard about that issue and it really put me in peace. [I felt it was a wonderful story.] And that's it. What else is there to say? Heh.
Life is eternal. Surely the opposite of life is not death, but life is eternal. There is no opposite.
think for yourself you know what you need in this life
see for yourself and feel your soul come alive tonight
here in the moment we share, trembling between the worlds we stare
out at starlight enshrined, veiled like diamonds in..
...time can be the answer, take a chance, lose it all
it's a simple mistake to make to create love and to fall
so rise and be your master you don't need to be a slave
of memory ensnared in a web, in a cage
i have found my way to fly free from the constraints of time
i have soared through the sky seen life far below in mind
breathed in truth, love, serene, sailed on OCEANS OF BELIEF
searched and found life inside, we're not just a moment in time...
....can be the answer, take a chance lose it all
it's a simple mistake to make to create love and to fall
so rise and be your master you don't need to be a slave
Its been a long cold winter without you
I've been crying on the inside over you
You just slipped through my fingers as life turned away
Its been a long cold winter since that day
And it's hard to find, hard to find
Hard to find the strength now but I try
And I don't want to, I don't want to
I don't want to, want to speak now of what's gone by
'Cause no matter what I say, no matter what I do
I can't change what happened
I can't change what happened
No matter what I say, no matter what I do
I can't change what happened
I can't change what happened
No matter what I say, no matter what I do
I can't change what happened
I can't change what happened
No, no you can't change
Just slipped through my fingers
And I feel so ashamed
You just slipped through my fingers
And I've failed
'Cause no matter what I say, no matter what I do
I can't change what happened
I can't change what happened
No matter what I say, no matter what I do
I can't change what happened
I can't change what happened
No matter what I say, no matter what I do
I can't change what happened
I can't change what happened
No, no I can't change
Just slipped through my fingers
And I feel so ashamed
You just slipped through my fingers
And I've failed
You just slipped through my fingers
And I feel so ashamed
You just slipped through my fingers
And I've failed
You just slipped through my fingers
And I feel so ashamed
You just slipped through my fingers
Long way from home
Nowhere to go
What made the river so cold?
The sweat of thoughts
trickle down my brow
soaking and stinging my eye
You gotta face it head on
so you can't turn this thing around
cos this ain't right
Tell tale sighs and cries
of dreams unfulfilled
and time is running, running dry
Panic stricken bloodshot hearts
try to restart
but no longer build the will to survive sweet oblivion
You gotta face it head on
So you can't turn this thing around
Cos this ain't right
I got these feelings and I don't know why
I see all my fears in the darkness of light
What made the river so cold?
Never anyone to rearrange and falls through
time inside the empty
Call to the blameless, I am faithless, placid dying eyes
You gotta face it head on
So you can't turn this thing around
cos this ain't right
You have to go eye to eye
Raise your face to the sky
cos this ain't right
I got to believe when I say
In the garden of hell
Did you heed the warning
You lie awake in your cell
Hear the evil calling
Look inside
This extraordinary place
Never know what you'll find
But there's no room for mistakes
So please understand
You must weigh the cost
You soul belongs to me now
No way out
It's what you live for
You will never know
Until its right before your eyes
Nothing will ever show
Open up your mind and recognize
You're not immortal
Just a soldier of fortune
At the crossroads of your life
In the shadows of death
I tried to reach you
What's going on your head
Hope you come back real soon
There's a chance you take
To escape on the ocean
Your debt is hardly paid
They removed your emotions
I was forged to leave
Running for so long
Now I'm on the dark sea
What will be
It's what I live for
You will never know
Until its right before your eyes
Nothing will ever show
Open up your mind and recognize
Your last decision
Fulfil your vision
At the crossroads of your life
Live the lie
Tell the story
A lifetime on this earth
If you die
What's waiting for you
Will the voice be heard
One more time
One for glory
Leave behind the hurt
Remember now
Through all the changes
The silence always burns
You will know the truth
It will keep you from harm
I know you feel the sadness
The madness
Deep within your heart
You will never know
Until its right before your eyes
Nothing will ever show
Open up your mind and recognize
Your last decision
Fulfil your vision
At the crossroads of your life
Come close to the unfamiliar warmth
Coy gesture
To paralyze
Beloved
Covetous
Stuns the brute with uninvited praise
The troubled times
The tear aways
Disconnected
But forever demanding
Cataclysm
The slate is clean
Anathema
It's rapture endearing
Occupied opposition
Modern day mayhem in its place
Trust your fears that deception will come
In the shape of chivalry
Antidote
To this apathy
Initial longing like needles to nerves
Converts into conquered
Kiss it goodbye
The beauty's conceit
In this house of suffering
What's been denied
Is now desired
Bound and branded
Deprivation provokes frustration
The copy kill preconceived
Impelled to convert
Amends from this solitude
Recoil victims from travesty
Cataclysm
The slate is clean
Anathema
It's rapture endearing
Bound and branded
Infested the ironing
Trapped the deadly the anathema
Catapult the overdose earth harvest
Anthemed placed cut I don't surfer
Attire the encased
Serpens the sound treachery
Once them burial crucify
Approved the Bermuda sea
Twister the freedom exile
There is way the nothing hell
Percepts the bolivares
Dirty kill syringed malinger
