Charlotte Martin - Everytime It Rains
Charlotte Martin - The Dance
Charlotte Martin - Wild Horses
Charlotte Martin - Redeemed
Charlotte Martin - Darkest Hour
Charlotte Martin - On Your Shore
Charlotte Martin - Your Armor
Charlotte Martin - Veins
Charlotte Martin - Haunted
Charlotte Martin - Volcano Music Video
Charlotte Martin - Cut the Cord - Stromata (2006)
Charlotte Martin - Constant Craving
Charlotte Martin - 'Science and Love' - Doudna Fine Arts Center - Charleston, IL - 1/17/14
Charlotte Martin - Just Like Heaven
Plot
While the bumbling, nature loving Mr George and a group of eager young students head of to the bird colony lookout, the less enthusiastic members of the class are left to keep up as best they can, under the supervision of the ever cable Miss Kentigan. A no-nonsense disciplinarian of Northern decent, she herds the group along till Jane's plans for a hit and run photo shoot drive her to distraction and the ever mischievous Kelly, Jenny and Sarah get ideas of their own. Join them all in this light-hearted romp through the gorgeous New Zealand bush, with the beautiful Waitakere Ranges as a back drop.
Charlotte Martin - Everytime It Rains
Charlotte Martin - The Dance
Charlotte Martin - Wild Horses
Charlotte Martin - Redeemed
Charlotte Martin - Darkest Hour
Charlotte Martin - On Your Shore
Charlotte Martin - Your Armor
Charlotte Martin - Veins
Charlotte Martin - Haunted
Charlotte Martin - Volcano Music Video
Charlotte Martin - Cut the Cord - Stromata (2006)
Charlotte Martin - Constant Craving
Charlotte Martin - 'Science and Love' - Doudna Fine Arts Center - Charleston, IL - 1/17/14
Charlotte Martin - Just Like Heaven
Everytime it Rains-Charlotte Martin (with lyrics)
The Dance- Charlotte Martin(lyrics)
DJ Tiësto - Sweet Things (Feat. Charlotte Martin)
Charlotte Martin - Every Time It Rains Music Video
CHARLOTTE MARTIN Song to the Siren
Charlotte Martin - "Science and Love"
Charlotte Martin - The Dance (Celia Pavey Cover)
Charlotte Martin - Bring On The Day
The Dance - Charlotte Martin
Charlotte Martin Live - Steel
Charlotte Martin Wild Horses Live
Charlotte Martin - "The Dance" - Live at The Bootleg Theater
DJ Tiesto ft. Charlotte Martin - Sweet Things ( Elements of Life Tour Copenhagen )
Charlotte Martin - The Dance 02.01.14 World Cafe Live Philadelphia
Charlotte Martin - 'The Dance' - Highline Ballroom - New York, NY - 10/3/09
Charlotte Martin - Stromata (KGRL FPA Live Session)
Charlotte Martin - 'Sweet Chariot' - World Cafe Live- Philadelphia - 9/30/09
Charlotte Martin - "This Woman's Work" - Live at Redlight
Charlotte Martin - "Wild Horses" - Live at The Bootleg Theater
Charlotte Martin - "Lightblinde" (live)
Charlotte Martin - "Sweet Things / Steel" - Live at The Bootleg Theater
Charlotte Martin "Water Breaks Stone" 2014-02-01 World Cafe Live Philadelphia
Charlotte Martin - 'Veins' - World Cafe Live - Phildadelphia, PA - 2/1/14
Charlotte Martin - Stromata LIVE
Charlotte Martin Live - I Am Stretched Out On Your Grave
Charlotte Martin - "Parade On" - Live at Redlight Cafe
Charlotte Martin - 'Where The Soul Never Dies' - World Cafe Live - Philadelphia, PA - 2/1/14
Charlotte Martin Live - Keep Me In Your Pocket
Charlotte Martin Live - Cut the Cord
Raven/Talk to Strangers - Charlotte Martin- World Cafe Live- March 23, 2006
Charlotte Martin - Sweet Things into Steel (Bootleg Theater, Los Angeles April 1, 2012)
TSB Interview: In the Green Room with Charlotte Martin
FOX Boston Interview with Charlotte Martin
Charlotte Martin - Beautiful Life - Lyrics
Charlotte Martin - Inch (Lyrics on screen)
Charlotte Martin - Judas
Backstage at the Doudna 303: Charlotte Martin
ISIS Threaten Chicago, Vegas & Charlotte, Gen. Martin Dempsey: ISIS not planning attacks on America
Hebrew Israelites blowing the trumpet at the Trayvon Martin March in Charlotte,NC pt 3
Tiësto - Elements of Life World Tour The Sound of Tiësto DVD 2
Hebrew Israelites blowing the trumpet at the Trayvon Martin March in Charlotte,NC pt1
Hebrew Israelites blowing the trumpet at the Trayvon Martin March in Charlotte,NC pt5
Howard Martin (HeartMath) with Charlotte McGinnis
Ray, Goodman & Brown, Tracy Martin, Charlotte Ottley, Therese Marie, Nikko Smith & More!
NASCAR '14 Online Race @ Charlotte #2
World Humanist Congress: Martin Rowson on Giving the gift of offence
NASCAR '14 Career Mode #13 All-star race (Charlotte Motor Speedway)
NASCAR '14 Career Mode #14 (Charlotte Motor Speedway)
Point Of Origin
NASCAR '14 Career Mode #53 (Charlotte Motor Speedway)
Supersize vs Superskinny: "Charlotte and Heather" (Season 2 / Episode 8)
CND clase Charlotte Chapellier
NASCAR '14 Career Mode #34 (Charlotte Motor Speedway)
The Charlotte Letter
Discipleship Classic Series - The Evolution Of Biblical Hermeneutics Cont.
Charlotte Iserbyt The Deliberate Dumbing Down of America
NASCAR '14 Career Mode #33 All-Star Race (Charlotte Motor Speedway)
Part 7 - Jane Eyre Audiobook by Charlotte Bronte (Chs 29-33)
Charlotte Laws on Huffington Post Live Sept 2, 2014
Charlotte Ann Martin (born in Charleston, on October 31, 1976) is an American singer-songwriter, who performs predominantly on the piano. She has written several studio albums, two of which have received mainstream commercial releases, 2004's On Your Shore and 2006's Stromata. In 2009 she released an instrumental piano album titled Piano Trees before releasing her new studio album Dancing on Needles on February 1, 2011.
Martin grew up in Charleston, Illinois. She won the Miss Illinois Teen USA 1994 title on June 26, 1994 and went on to represent in the Miss Teen USA pageant broadcast live from Biloxi, Mississippi on August 16. Martin graduated from Eastern Illinois University (EIU) in 1998 with a bachelor's degree in vocal performance, majoring in opera. In 1999, Charlotte moved to Los Angeles. On September 30, 2005, she married musician/producer Ken Andrews. Their first child, Ronen Joseph Andrews, was born on May 4, 2008; their second, Stella Jean Andrews was born on March 9, 2011.
Following the birth of Ronen, Martin suffered with the nerve disorder, intercostal neuralgia that left her incapacitated for the better part of a year, causing lengthy delays to the writing and recording process of her latest album "Dancing on Needles".
Would you like the chance to shatter heaven?
Would you like to be the one who pulls the sky down just for me?
Round and round and round we run, and pretend the sun is all you need
I've never known a moment to be frozen
You're making deals with minutes that will slip away, just slip away
So starve the garden stop the rain-
Winter settles on my petals anywaysâ¦anyways
Is your armor thin again
Do I want to wear it down?
Am I worthy to come in?
Do you want to be found?
Nothing into something into nothing
Every rule you break means there's no turning back, no looking back.
The words that I could never say -
The clutter that is in your way is nothing new..nothing new
Is your armor thin again?
Do I want to wear it down?
Am I worthy to come in?
Do you want to be found?
Is your armor thin again?
Do I want to wear it down?
Am I worthy to come in?
Do you want to be foundâ¦
Wandering between the girl you search for and the one you leave
And I cannot wait..
Chasing you around the room is tempting
So near and far away from meaning anything to you-
But just remember if you're jumping, I would start my jump off
Running after you..
Is your armor thin again?
Do I want to wear it down?
Am I worthy to come in?
Do you want to be found?
Is your armor thin again?
Do I want to wear it down?
Am I worthy to come in?
Am I worthy to come in?
Am I worthy to come in?
Childhood living
Is easy to do
The things that you wanted
Well I bought them for you
Graceless lady
You know who I am
You know I can't let you
Just slide through my hands
And wild horses couldn't drag me away
And wild horses couldn't drag me away
I watched you suffer
A dull aching pain
And now you've decided
To show me the same
No sweeping exits
Or offstage lines
Could make me feel bitter
Or treat you unkind
And wild horses couldn't drag me away
And wild horses couldn't drag me away
I know I've dreamt you
A sin and a lie
And I have my freedom
But I don't have much time
Fate has been suffered
And tears must be cried
So let's do some living
After we die
And wild horses couldn't drag me away
And wild horses couldn't drag me away
And wild horses couldn't drag me away
And wild horses couldn't drag me away
A dog named elvis ? bites
dj ? sheep ? eyes
i learn to clean it before it ?
uriah's falling underneath
some air smells bad or stale
i knew you hate me
knew you hate
i can't die again
i can't lie again
i can't love again
i can't run again
where is the cure?
anything cure
communion of hate
twisted ?
dreaming in red
answer in head
where is the cure?
where is the cure?
too many drugs - i'm out of veins
the pressure drops each time you rain
i learn to heat it before it swells
i learn to suck it before it wells
some girls are thin or fat
learn to love me like that
i can't die again
i can't lie again
i can't love again
i can't run again
where is the cure?
anything cure
communion of hate
twisted ?
dreaming in red
answer in head
where is the cure?
where is the cure?
where is the cure?
Covered in another layer, where'd you go?*
Tasting like another flavor I don't know
Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on out of there
Into the bright, mathematical I'll call it a dare
There is not another way out of this mess
There is nothing left inside to repress
Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on back to me
Into the arms, into the arms you're supposed to be
I'm running out of angles
Left here just to dangle
Over your volcano
Give me something broken that I can fix
Show me something hard to see that I'll miss
Sarcasm never got me far, so what anyway
An autopilot shopping cart, I'll take anything you give me
I'm running out of angles
Left here just to dangle
Over your volcano
I know there is so much better
Better than this weather
Over your volcano
Who said this was logical - probably me
Thought I was methodical with my gripped gloves
I can't look down, I can't stare directly in your eyes
All of this heat has got to mean that I'm closer, baby
I'm running out of angles
Left here just to dangle
Over your volcano
I know there is so much better
Better than this weather
Over your volcano
Volcano
Volcano
Kings to follow child to teach
Fools to swallow - girl is fast asleep
Statue stare place to reach
Watching Jeffrey fall asleep
Daddy hugs dogs to walk
Books to lug
Hands to talk a fever in my naive brain
Not wanting things to be the same
Once I had a dream
Once I had a dream, I dreamt the dream in green, grass green
Ramen noodle
Black haired poodle
Hansel Gretel how we hate them
Funny sunny smartass honey
Different scary black died hairy
Once I had a dream
Once I had a dream I dreamt the dream in green, grass green
I'm addicted to your spirit, raven
Forget the operas we sang
I'm warped in your personality and
I wonder if I'll see you on letterman
Ramen noodle
Black haired poodle
Hansel gretel how we hate them
Funny sunny smartass honey
Different scary black died hairy
My friend raven
My friend raven
I'm obsessed with your addictions raven
Forget the mardi gras we drank
I understand that you were saying you're afraid of
The second coming
Fear of flying you're denying raven
I know you know
Let the life come back and force through my veins
It goes, it goes
Through the protons, neutrons securing the frame
Say yes say no
It's a matter of me forcing the praise
Put on the new
Woman, man, and child who are breaking the braces
The catacombs
And revolving doors inside of my brain
Preachers and whores
And the neon pulpits burst into flames
I come from both
Sides of me and either side of their tracks
Humbling my ghosts
Letting life that floods my veins bring me back
The unshackling of the chains on my wrists
And the loyalty to pain that resists
And the greatest books are talking about this
Why must everybody die to exist?
Hello my love
Seeking passages and food for your soul
On 95
Look ahead cause they're not filling that hole yet
Come lay your hands
Over mine and it will make us both brave
Braver to know
Let the light, the life force back in our veins
The unshackling of the chains on my wrists
And the loyalty to pain that resists
And the greatest books are talking about this
Why must everybody die to exist?
Are you ready for the power of god?
Are you waiting for the saints to all nod?
At the girl who should be raised from the dead?
At the demons who've been forced from my head?
Oh hallelujah
Oh hallelujah
Oh hallelujah I've come undone
Oh hallelujah
Oh hallelujah
Oh hallelujah I've come undone
The unshackling of the chains on my wrists
The loyalty to pain that resists
And the greatest books are talking about this
Why must everybody die to exist?
Are you ready for the power of god?
Are you waiting for the saints to all nod?
I awoke today and found the frost perched on the town
It hovered in a frozen sky
Then it gobbled summer down
When the sun turns traitor cold
And shivering trees are standing in a naked row
I get the urge for going
But I never seem to go
I get the urge for going
When the meadow grass is turning brown and
Summertime is falling down and winter is closing in
I had me a man in summertime
He had summer-colored skin
Not another girl in town
My darling's heart could win
But when the leaves fell trembling down
Bully winds did rub their faces in the snow
He got the urge for going
And I had to let him go
He got the urge for going
When the meadow grass was turning brown and
Summertime was falling down and winter was closing in
The warriors of winter
They gave a cold triumphant shout
And all that stays is dying
All that lives is getting out
See the geese in chevron flight
Flapping and racing on before the snow
They've got the urge for going
And they've got the wings to go
They get the urge for going
When the meadow grass is turning brown and
Summertime is falling down and winter is closing in
I ply the fire with kindling now
I pull the blankets up to my chin
I lock the vagrant winter out
And fool my wandering in
I'd like to call back summertime and
Have her stay for just another month or so
She's got the urge for going
So I guess she'll have to go
She gets the urge for going
When the meadow grass is turning brown and
All her empires are falling down and
Winter's closing in
And I get the urge for going
When the meadow grass was turning brown and
Summertime is falling down and winter is closing in
And winter's closing in
It's 3 a.m. and I have been
In my head for quite some time.
Every fear, every tear has been swirling in my mind
And there are still a 100 reasons
I shouldn't walk away.
Do I love you if I leave you?
You had no name.
I was up all night
Waiting for some kind of miracle.
I was up all night
Feeling alone in the universe.
I was up all night.
When morning comes
I will tell you (tell you)
It's life I have to chase.
With every song that I sing
Will be written by your face.
And if you're really meant to be
Then you'll be back again.
And I watch as your beginning
Turns into the end.
I was up all night
Waiting for some kind of miracle.
I was up all night
Feeling alone in the universe.
I was up all night.
If it is you, or if it is me that you save
I'm still throwing it all away.
I was up all night.
With a kick inside
In the dark you hide.
And we both know how the end will be.
In your little tide (??),
With your eyes shut wide
And we both know how the end will be (how the end will be).
I was up all night
Waiting for some kind of miracle.
I was up all night
Feeling alone in the universe.
I was up all night.
If it is you, or if it is me that you save
If you're gone, I can still hear your voice
Little voids making an anti-noise
Powerless, I need to rest a while
You were indelicate on my mind
But out of the black pools
I've risen up
I've risen up above
Do you dare there to give me your eyes?
Kissing me under the gravel skies
Won't feel right if I run after you
But I know one of us has to move
But out of the black pools
I've risen up
I've risen up above
Cause I still love you
I've risen up
I've risen up above
Stay a while
Stay til forever ends
Dont give up
Let the desire sink in
In this room: a door to the open road
In this room: lovers cannot let go
But out of the black pools
I've risen up
I've risen up above
Cause I still love you
I've risen up
I've risen up above
Out of (out of)
The black pools (the black pools)
I've risen up
I've risen up above
Cause I (cause i)
Still love you (still love you)
I see you coming through through the trees*
With a band of horses
Dangling your keys to keep me in control
Better keep me on my knees
A velvet comfy cozy porcupine
A helmet to keep you safely off my mind
And I choose to pretend that this isn't real at all
Is this what I cause to happen
Every time I let you back in
Back in
Ceramic - your version of the truth
So charasmatic
I swallow but can't chew
And I choose to pretend that I cannot feel at all
Is this what I cause to happen
Every time I let you back in
I haven't found a way out of this
I push you out but you get back in
Back in
Fold me in and through your star
Because I don't see where we really are
So keep me in control
Keep me quiet
Is this what I cause to happen
Every time I let you back in
I haven't found a way out of this
I push you out but you get back in
Back in
Back in
we're wild and tame and wild again
we're on and off and sometimes friends
with failed attempts we analyze
the strange suggestions we disguise
i let our kiss fall behind a stone
i read the corners of your mouth
i try to speak but have no sound
i'm out to get you anyway
under the starlit milky way
i let the spark become a blaze
uh-oh
i am in too deep now so it doesn't matter
how far i go
how long i run after you
uh-oh
i can't stop myself from feeling the tremble
uh-oh
i don't have control over this without you
i never tried to cross the line
but in my mind did several times
i turned the page and slammed the door
but you still linger even more
i still can taste you
uh-oh
i am in too deep now so it doesn't matter
how far i go
how long i run after you
uh-oh
i can't stop myself from feeling the tremble
uh-oh
i don't have control over this kind of blue
who am i without you?
spring is always seduced by the snow's brainwashing power
between the sacred and profane
nobody hears me chant your name
another year has gone again
and i will never be the same
She loved to cry
She used to hide in closets and I don't know why
So do I
I do it cause I heard that tears can make you high
All ablaze
Her eyes were something higher than a normal gaze
Written down
Was every dream she had alive; inside I knew that it had died
She was touched by fire
She was touched by fire
But there was nothing left to burn
There was nothing left to burn
So it goes
The seasons change inside my heart and no one knows
Like wind that blows
It creeps into my hollow parts. You wonder why my soul
Gets cold?
I was touched by fire
I was touched by fire
But there was nothing left to burn
There was nothing left to burn
There was nothing left to burn
There's no reason
There's a season for the messes
There's one treason
And no reason reason reason reason
She loved to cry
She used to hide in closets and I don't know why
Come down
The ground's not soft enough to catch you
In your fall, it seems small when you have been that high
And I don't believe I'll ever understand your good-bye
And these bones will rise again all in good time
And these eyes will shine again just fine
My heart
This cave of cries and many questions
Be brave, get to the other side
Keep on, keep strong
For every pot of gold a shipwreck lies
And these bones will rise again all in good time
And these eyes will shine again just fine
There is a wheel that's still turning we all are in
And there is a fire still burning, and my hands are singed
There is a road that keeps going without an end, without an end, without an end
a whoa, whoa whoa ohâ¦whoa whoa whoa ohâ¦whoa whoa whoa ohâ¦
I don't think I like rejection of my little girl affections it's not dope
I've been crawling on the walls just hoping you will call while I've got hair
And teeth
It's not that I don't have a life
Maybe it's sad I'm sort of glad that I'm
I'm normal please date me
I won't call you half as much as you call me
I'm normal please date me
I have only stalked a couple guys but they were not about surprises
Don't run away cause baby I'm your dream
I have got a lot of hobbies some of which include phone calls that hang up
Quick- click
I was somewhat immature you won't believe how getting dumped makes
Girls grow up
All girls that say they don't obsess are full of shit and such a mess but
I'm normal please date me
I won't call you half as much as you call me
I'm normal please date me
I have only stalked a couple guys but they were not about surprises
Don't run away cause baby I'm your...
There is no restraining order that will separate our love that's ever true
Even if I can't convince you my probation officer is kind of cute
I'm normal please date me
I won't call you half as much as you call me
I'm normal please date me
The girl I left behind me was bad at being good
The happiest arsonist that ever was
The happiest communist that ever was
The girl I left behind me-you said she wouldn't do
I know who I want to be-I want to be like you
So why do I change myself to be worthy of you
She's a needer
A bleeder
And likes to be on top
She's a girlfriend
A whirlwind
And not so logical
But she's an ocean in motion
And magical but you won't let her shine
The girl I left behind me
We've spoken once or twice
She says I have twice her strength well isn't that nice
She says I can call her anywhere or any time
She's a needer
A bleeder
I know that says a lot and
She's a girlfriend
A whirlwind
And not so logical
But she's an ocean in motion
And magical but you won't let her shine
You watch me as I fall apart for you
Watch me as I fall apart for you
Watch me as I waste myself and I waste myself and I waste myself
The girl I left behind me
Was bad at being good
Changing mood gave my mind
miles before i fell to sleep
smile for you to smile
dream for you to dream
and i remember radio maria
and the way you looked at me then
and i remember what was never spoken
and the way you sipped on your gin
i remember
i remember
question where we'd been before
Am I treading in your flow well maybe I don't want to know that
We are gone before we go and you are upside down
Waiting in the sweet debris to shock you into loving me
I'm not the way I used to be and I am still alive and I am still alive
I am not your pretty thing
I am not your pretty thing
I am not your pretty thing
Your seventeen your prom queen anymore
I might be too good for you
Maybe you can get a clue
I'll never let you salt my wounds
So tell me who's pretty now
I don't know how a creep can sleep
And why your talk is always cheap
And what you're sowing you will reap
And you sure get around
You sure get around
I am not your pretty thing
I am not your pretty thing
I am not your pretty thing
Your seventeen your prom queen
And you can't have the sun as the same time as rain
Can't be wild and then be tame
Cause I just found out you were caught being nasty
With a whole lot to say a whole lot to say
That's insane that's insane that's insane
I am not your pretty thing
I am not your pretty thing
Inside my mouth i can hear all the voices say
do not lean over the ledge
i shouldn't look down and i shouldn't have found
that your lips i still taste in my head
raising my glass to the head of the class
as she powers out steps one through ten
i think i'll be fine if i'm covered in wine
nice to hate you and love you again
and see you again
and see you again
weary and worn little monster is born
tell me lies and i'll justify them
desperate today and it's making me pay
for that night for that kiss for your bed
whoever dared to love someone out there
i don't need a balloon and a pin
the name of the game is outrunning the blame
so i hate you and love you we're friends
guess we'll be friends
i guess we'll be friends
oh why (why) can't (can't) you take me in your arms now?
why (why) can't (can't) you take me?
why (why) can't (can't) you take me in your arms now?
why (why) can't (can't) you take me?
better stop crying hello and goodbye-ing
go on through me slip right through my hands
you get your time and the other half's mine
it's okay this love weighs fifty men
it's okay this love weighs fifty men
it's okay this love weighs fifty men
oh why (why) can't (can't) you take me in your arms now?
why (why) can't (can't) you take me?
why (why) can't (can't) you take me in your arms now?
why (why) can't (can't) you take me?
why (why) can't (can't) you take me in your arms now?
why can't you take me?
amen
amen
amen
How long how long have you been asleep dear
I will search for answers that are lost
I can't change the way you feel at all
I can't wait, wait for you forever
My millionth dream gets sucked into your eyes
You think that I have been okay I'm not fine
So I'll go talk to strangers
And I will love too fast
And I'll burn so bright I'll run out of light
And I won't last
Why do you want to keep me in a cold room?
Why do you close your eyes to look at me?
Dreams can't change the girl you see at all
So I'll go talk to strangers
And I will love too fast
And I'll burn so bright I'll run out of light
And I won't last
Maybe there is some comfort in the mystery
Close encounters-none of them are you
I can't make myself look sane it's true
So I'll go talk to strangers
And I will love too fast
And I'll burn so bright I'll run out of light oh watch me
I'll go talk to strangers
And I will love too fast
Ode to joy, my lover boy's speaking in tongues
And the sky's bleeding gray
Now I pull my bag o' prayers out
I hope to find one to save the day
And he judged my love, my lust
My taste with the straightest face
As I crumple up inside
A papier-mache, a shell with no name
Sweet chariot
Come, come, take me away from my fear
Sweet chariot
Come, I have to get out of here
And he took me further than I wanted to go
Underneath his shoe
And it leaves me hungry for a touch I can't feel
A touch he won't do
And I thought the circle, it had an end
I'm old enough to know
My denial is how we began and how we will end
And now that I know
Sweet chariot
Come, come, take me away from my fear
Sweet chariot
Come, I have to get out of here
Oh, the blood that's in my veins
So cold and frozen from the stings
Oh, he comes and goes in waves
Am I really here?
Sweet chariot
Come, come, take me away from my fear
Sweet chariot
Can we leave him a trail of my tears?
Sweet chariot
It's been, it's been the longest of years
Sweet chariot
Stromata
The clues to you and I are sprawling out like roads
And if we find a place for them they won't lead home
I only meant to say it once but it's too late
I'm into you and out again
The rotted love manipulates me
The rotted love that twists the fates seem
A bit confused by my reflection
'Cause if we die there's still direction and
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
If I can think on purpose then you'll be right here
A paranoia got the best of what I hold dear
The cold linoleum is talking up my shoes
Deciphering the truth of us
And now I know what I'm about to lose
Now I know what I'm about to choose
Now we go for some reaction
A little game of who's distracted more and
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
And see the disappointments walking in their line
But every step they take is perfectly in time
I'm singing you in every breath I'm left to heave
I feel your arms surrounding me
And when I'm in a dirty river
And my receiver meets her giver
I set a trap to come and catch you
Oh someone stop me now I can't do this
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
I I we're not thinking my stromata
I I we're not thinking my stromata
I I we're not thinking my stromata
The lost and insincere
They think I need to hear what's in their empty eyes, eyes, eyes
We're few and far between
We've hardly been serene
But we stand up to their lies, lies, lies
We are steel
We don't feel anything at all
He took me in his arms
But then he squeezed too hard
He wouldn't let me breathe, breathe, breathe
It's been too many years
I've hurt too many times
To give up everything, thing, thing
I am steel
I don't feel anything at all
The way I've been confused
The way that I've been used
And spit out on your dime
And still you lead me on
And still you take me down
And say it's in my mind
Well I've seen hell and back
I've hidden in the dark with
No one there at all, all, all
I've scraped us back to life
I've laced up both my boots
So try and twist the knife, knife, knife
I am steel
I don't feel anything at all
We are steel
We don't feel anything at all
We don't feel anything at all
Hello boys
Got directions to the bombshell factory?
And a bowflexing nightmare tendency?
Hesitate, where's the tape my retired beauty queen?
Hello girls
Truth can make you stare into the mirror for hours.
And could lipgloss save a nation mr.powers?
Come into what's my own disappear zone-close my ears
Close my eyes
In the world of a stupid girl and in her stupid dress size...
So who are we? who's the judge, and are you something like a hero?
No mistakes..
Different versions of the girl right next to you..
And I'm knocking on your door and can't get through.
And I cry and I sigh and I try to
Close my ears
Close my eyes
In the world of a stupid girl and in her pettiest of lies...
So who are we? who's the judge and are you
Something like a hero?
Dull sensations, push them to the walls
And the thorns that fall, have the guts to walk upon them all
Halfway there
I was waiting by the phone for you to care
And I can't make a seed grow anywhere-
So I wait, so I wait, are you out there?
Close my eyes
I close my ears
In the world of a stupid girl and in her shallowest of fears...
So who are we? who's the judge and are you something like a hero?
Are you something like a hero?
(album version has "chant and scramble" here)
And I'm all for it and I don't know, and not for sure if I'm face down frowned
on the ground or if the devil's gonna get me if I make make make make myself
into a wave out there and I'm never gonna ache like this again and I'm never
gonna 'scape from here.
So I swim and you keep me keep me and I'm turning half blue true and I'm on on
on, out out out out of last words, last words? and I'm half baked and I side
stroke- side go- slide go. Pain pain pain no pain. Pain pain pain no pain. Choke
choke choke lift me out, sift me out- keep me Lord keep me Lord so I won't go
down down down keep me in the rhythm as I float out of my misery oh and I'm far
too gone, and I'm far too gone oh and I'm far too hey. I'm far too gone oh I'm
A little ache that's all
Stomach that's frozen in a sigh was she more than a test-drive doll
Orange shirts could make her go blind
He caught her by the throat instead of the mind
Now she's needing an angel to fly her down to the other side
But in the silver lake, silver spoon
The dirty tinsel neighborhood
She could reinvent her world cause
There's silver honey for the test-drive girl
Remember the nights she needed a near by rescue crew
Dreaming herself infrared and not knowing what to do
Circling and circling and spinning around
Finding ways to peel herself off of the ground
Now the empty chatter in her head never shakes the sound
But in the silver lake
Sandy's spoon moved out of the neighborhood well
She could reinvent her world
Cause there's silver honey for the test-drive girl
Purple hand on the stand
A getaway in a sudan well
Things went slighty out of hand
There's silver honey for her test-drive man
Well in the silver lake flooding through
The midnight vulture in your stew
Well, she could reinvent her world
There's silver honey for the test-drive girl
Silver mine silver spine
Wiping out the cocaine line
Bring me back to the time again when the fire is wild and the summer's red
And you walk through weeds just to make a garden
We loved too much and we loved too hard
And it went too fast and I went too far
Nothing could have stopped me back then
And I'm back to my childhood I can't believe
I was running
But wasn't running from anything, anything yet.
Well, the root still grows in the concrete fine
And you never think you'll run out of time
The root still grows least that's what I'm told
Though the tree is scared of heights.
Don't look down it's been 15 years
How did I get so far from what I hold dear
But I didn't think I would need to think much
The air this high makes it hard to breathe
And all I wanted was something I could believe in
Now I believe that when you're leavin me you're still here
And the grass will be scorched in the summer's sting
And we'll dance there, like it's not seeing anything, anything yet..
And the root still grows in the concrete fine
And you never think you'll run out of time
The root still grows further than I know
Though the tree is scared of heights
Well I still wait for anyone to keep their words
It's like trying to start a fire that could not be burned
So if you wanna cut me down you better aim low
And you look at me like I should've pleased ya
And you look at me like I still should need ya
And I need too much, you need to much to need this
To need this
To need this
To need this wooa woooooa
To need this
To need this
To need this wooa wooooa
To need this
To need this to need this?
And the root still grows in the concrete fine
And we never think we'll run out of time
And the root still goes further than you know
The root still goes further than you know
The root still grows least that's what I'm told
Though the tree is scared of heights
Hmm. Eh hey.
Every tree has got her root and every girl forbidden fruit
As well as demons..
And the path I chose to go, a different girl so long ago,
Well I had my reasons..
And she's in my head so loud and screaming
âshould you be proud of what you came fromâ?
âyou've been crippled and you've walked and you've been shut up and you've
talked so let's talk some moreâ..
Where is the hand for me to reach?
Where is the moral I'll never teach myself?
In all the black, in all the grief, I am redeemedâ¦
And it's ripping at my heart cause I've been dodging all these darts
And on a slow train
And I wear it till it tatters and it shatters on the floor
In instant replay
Well we're all rotten and we're pure and we're just looking for a cure that
feels like spring snow
And what we have is what we are and where we've been got us this far so let me
goâ¦
Where is the hand for me to reach?
Where is the moral I'll never teach myself?
In all the black, in all the grief, I am redeemedâ¦
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yah yah yah yah yah yah yah yah yah yah
Oh ho oh ho oh ho â¦2x
Where is the hand for me to reach?
Where is the moral I'll never teach myself?
In all the black, in all the grief, through all the pain
One way, shoe shine, taylor street
one day i'll find brian's feet
one girl, one girl somehow meet
home sweet home sweet
fuschia sunset in his eyes
maybe i could be his sky
glisten, listen, my surprise
home sweet home sweet
and if you see him
ooh please tell him
that i could dive in
and someday swim in
in his sea of mystery and magic seeds
little blondes can also be
just as deep as red heads breathe
one chance, romance, missing me
home sweet home sweet
and if you see him
ooh please tell him
that i could dive in
and someday swim in
in his sea of mystery and magic seeds
sea of mystery and magic seeds
wander out til i can find
brian jumping out my mind
snatch him, kiss him from behind
Pills
Pills that make you think that you are happy
Pills that make you think that you are sad
Pills that make you love most anybody
Pills that make you altogether mad
Pills that make you feel a little sleepy
Pills that make you stay up way too late
Pills that make your skin feel kinda creepy
Pills that make your brain hallucinate
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Pills that make the boys a little frisky
Pills that help the girls fight PMS
Pills that make your conversation risky
Pills that help you straighten out the mess
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Pills to calm your nerves when on an airplane
Pills to make your acne start to fade
Pills to make you rid yourself of water
Pills that cause your body to retain
Pills that make you think that you're a rockstar
Pills that make you feel a bit insane
Pills that make you think you're in a movie
Pills that make you stand in front of trains
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Her hands are in the air again
Stripped of pride
She was waiting for a sign to be let in
She tried to stop a train for him
Without shoes
And he was so amused, amused
She needs a reason to parade on
She needs a new road to pave
She needs a reason to parade on
It's wearing her outsides thin
There's someone there to save
You wonder why she gives and gives
Till it burns
And there is nothing he can give her in return
She'll live and die by make-believe
Her frozen heart
Well he can't wait around while she gets blown apart
She needs a reason to parade on
She needs a new road to pave
She needs a reason to parade on
It's wearing her outsides thin
There's someone there to save
The distance won't know which way you should go
'Cause we are not built so we can float
We are what we are
But that seems so far
Parting the Red Sea is easier, easier
It's time to introduce herself
She's dethroned
Like some lonesome dusty book upon his shelf
She needs a reason to parade on
She needs a new road to pave
She needs a reason to parade on
It's wearing her outsides thin
There's someone there to save, oh
Such a long time so much to say
She's bound and gagged 32 ways
Ladies and tarts can I tell you a story for a half price and a red shoe
Everybody's got a price on them sometimes - maybe it's me maybe it's you
She hangs around trailer park towns
Cause that's who she was out of the crowd
What kinda shit do you talk, well baby I just hope that half of it's true
Everybody's got a price on them sometimes - maybe it's me maybe it's you
Chin up
Every eye is on you
We don't guess the way you are cause
Things are fine when everything is never fine
A one girl army up against the whole world now
Scared of the dark - scared of the spark
Spit in the flame, just don't get caught
Chancellors are hiding all the answers, round and round I run to throw them
For a loop
Everybody's got a price on them sometimes - maybe it's me maybe it's you
Chin up
Every eye is on you
We don't guess the way you are
Cause things are fine when everything is never fine
A one girl army up against the whole world now
Maybe she's your sister
Girl inside the picture
Maybe she's your mama
Everybody's gotta have one
Maybe she's your savior
Dressed in drag and feathers
Maybe for a dollar you can watch me dance
Chin up
Every eye is on you
We don't guess the way you are
I dig my heels into the dirt cause this one's gonna hurt
Won't let the waves wash me away is what I always pray
In my heart I know you couldn't see in the dark or find your way through me
Now I'm alone my hands are numb how do I carry on
At the turn of the tide I feel this part of me die
Am I washed on your shore and barely alive?
Now I'm held hostage in my head with every word you said
God all those lessons in my past I spit them out so fast I
See myself
With you I act so small see myself with you I always crawl
So someone leave a raft for me the water's getting deep
At the turn of the tide I feel this part of me die
Am I washed on your shore and barely alive?
Here I am in my insecurity
Here I am with my damaged dignity
Here I am you're pulling me in too deep
Here I am
Here I am, I'm in the mercy seat
Here I am, running without my feet
Here I am, oh what's come over me
Here I am
When I was melting in your hand you didn't understand
You slip through me like grains of sand you still don't understand
Overboard I'm thrown out to see what you are and what I mean to me
But I will always have my dream where you can swim to me
At the turn of the tide I feel this part of me die
I've been on your shore before and it was no waste of time
Over my head and in my mind
I wish I could eat the salt
Off of your lost faded lips
We can cap the old times
Make playing only logical harm
We can cap the old lines
Make playing that nothing else will change
Well she can read, she can read
She can read, she can read, she's bad
She can read, she can read
She can read, she's bad, oh, she's bad
But it's different
Bow that I'm poor and aging
I'll never see this face again
You'll go stabbing yourself in the neck
And we can find new ways of living
Make playing only logical harm
And we can top the old times
Play making that nothing else will change
But she can read, she can read
She can read, she can read, she's bad
She can read, she can read
She can read, she's bad, oh, she's bad
It's different
Now that I'm poor and aging
I'll never see this place again
And you'll go stabbing yourself in the neck
But it's different
Now that I'm poor and aging
I'll never see this place again
You'll go stabbing yourself in the neck
It's in the way that she poses
It's in the things that she puts in my hair
Her stories are boring and stuff
She's always calling my bluff
She puts then, she puts the weights
Into my little heart
And she gets in my room
And she takes it apart
She puts the weight
She puts the weight
She puts the weight
She puts the weight
She puts the weight
She puts the weight
She puts the weight
It's in the way that she walks
Her heaven is never enough
She puts the weights in my heart
She puts the
I'm so uncertain of what's growing in my head,
That's how it goes when there are ghosts to put to bed.
What does it want from me certificates of certainty?
There must be help around the bendâ¦
Oooh what would I do without you?
What would I do?
Am I it's brother, it's mother and it's son?
Am I the product of everything it's done?
Am I a woman cause I'm scared to be a man?
I'm reaching deep inside with every thing I amâ¦
One by one the voices make their rounds, I can't believe
The monster I have hidden in my mouth
It has to screamâ¦
Oooh what would I do without you?
What would I do?
One by one the voices make their rounds, I can't believe
The monster I have hidden in my mouth it has to scream
All at once I give into it's sound, rememberingâ¦
The monster I have hidden in my mouth,
It has to sing, it has to sing, it has to singâ¦
Did I just have to live the chapter on regrets?
Should I just tell myself it's easy to forget?
I cannot face my pain the same familiar way again
Cause we are more than who we areâ¦
She had a light of some kind
that shined in her eyes
the way she would laugh
and capture your mind
she had a light of some kind
a prize to be won
a beauty so deep
it was an indescribable one
she had a light of some kind
hard shell and soft heart
and when she would love you
she would love every part
she had a light of some kind
a song in her walk
exciting to be with
and would listen when you talk
she had a light of some kind
to love in her way
that was so pure and special
it would lighten the day
she had a light of some kind
and that's what i remember
she's just like the sun
I think I'll pray for a boat and I raincoat
I think I'll pray for you
The time I waste with my soul on a stretcher
And all I put you through
And there are those who are scared of the dreamers
Their lies become their truths
I try so hard to be your kind of woman
I try so hard for you
And I have not run out
Although you thought I might
And I have not run dry and coming from my eyes
Are many rivers
If you can't breathe with your head under water
Why should I be with you
And I'm left here all alone with my headtrip and
Way too lost for you
And I have not run out
Although you thought I might
And I have not run dry and coming from my eyes
Are many rivers
I must follow where the deep water goes
I must follow you where nobody knows
I must follow you where ever it goes.. it goes
And I have not run out
Although you thought I might
And I have not run dry and coming from my eyes
Are every ounce of pain and I have fought the fight
I woke up this morning and my head, I started roaming
Now nothing's right, nothing's right
Don't remember being born, don't know why we're being torn
Now nothing's right, nothing's right
I open up my mouth just to let the demon shout
'Bout my dirty little schemes, that the wettest of my dreams are you
Nothing's right, nothing's right
Over and over I'm feeling the same of loneliness
And under me, under me feeling the madman
I'm breaking off a piece of what's left of what was me
But it feels all right, it feels all right
I'm laying on your road 'cause I thought that it might hold
It feels all right, feels all right
Do I wanna take a bet, is this as good as it'll get?
And I cannot get away from the comfortable, familiar chains
Nothing's right, nothing's right
Over and over I'm feeling the same of loneliness
And under me, under me feeling the madman
Over and over it's chilling, the things I've let you miss
And if you're a miracle, I am the madman
And I'm sorry I didn't build your walls and
I'm sorry I had to go and fall and
I'm sorry I had the whole thing wrong and
Well I guess I'm the sorriest of all
And I'm sorry that you are feeling small and
I'm sorry that I'm not used to crawling
I'm sorry the writing's on the wall and
Well I guess I'm the sorriest
I guess I'm the sorriest of all
I woke up this morning and my head, it started roaming
Now nothing's right, nothing's right
Don't remember being born, don't know why we're being torn
Now nothing's right, nothing's right
You said you don't identify with my sort of petrified outlook
On the pride that I've managed to ignore so long
Nothing's right
Nothing's right
Nothing's right
Nothing's right
Little Universe
Don't know exactly where I'm aiming
Is this the end and the beginning
I've gone too far
You've gone too far
Confide your hand insides familiar
You'll say forever 'til it kills her
Maybe this time
It's not goodbye
But it's not right
Suck off my light
Baby please don't lose
Hope for me don't choose
Over these half-truths
Or our little universe
Over our little universe
Don't think your actions go unnoticed
Maybe I've been too optimistic
Don't beg, believe
What I can't see
What you won't see
Is all that's real
Baby please don't lose
Hope for me don't choose
Over these half-truths
Or our little universe
Over our little universe
Don't know exactly where I'm aiming for
Is this the end and the beginning
Baby please don't lose
Hope for me don't choose
Over these half-truths
Baby please don't lose
Hope for me don't choose
Over these half-truths
Or our little universe
Over our little universe
Over our little universe
I can't cry, I can't understand
Can't we give in or give up my plan?
And we were swimming in the water with no hands
And I will never quit the fight
I'll push the limits of our love
And every passing day and night
I'll push the limits of our love
And everything will be all right
I'll push the limits of our love
To see how far it goes, goes where nobody knows
You're the light on the darkest me
Don't back out 'cause you cannot see
And though our instincts say that we should turn and run
And I will never quit the fight
I'll push the limits of our love
And every passing day and night
I'll push the limits of our love
And everything will be all right
I'll push the limits of our love
To see how far it goes, goes where nobody knows
And when the world is crashing down
I'll throw it on my back for you
When you're paralyzed and bound
I'll be waging war, my love
My love, my love
And I will never quit the fight
I'll push the limits of our love
And every passing day and night
I'll push the limits of our love
And everything will be all right
She breaks the rules and he falls into place
She makes the moon harrass the sun
The point of madness at her fingertips
He breaksâ¦.
She sucks him dry until he's vaprozied
And what is left she gives to me
Voices of reason start to fade away
I stayâ¦.
Late at night we all run out
Demons, saints must brawl
After dark, our eyes are safe
And lightblinde and lightblinde
She's under water but she won't need air
Her daddy's money made her well
He's finally empty thanks to both of us
I careâ¦
I stareâ¦
Late at night we all run out
Demons, saints must brawl
After dark, our eyes are safe
And lightblinde and lightblinde
Are you still dreaming
Am I too late again
See if it's safe for us to run away, run away
Run away, run away
Late at night we all run out
Demons, saints, must fall
After dark our eyes are safe
Late at night we all run out
Demons, saints and all
Nervous in the break room*
Waiting for the ball to drop
The other foot to drop now
Started with a good year
Turned into a bad year
Salvaging the scraps I can
Thought we had a good time
Thought we had tricked time
You couldn't get away from me
I didnt feel the car crash
Didn't feel my heart smash
It happens too easily
Great ideas
God, we had great ideas
Didn't know this could happen to me
Struggling
To see the meaning in all of the meaningless
I wasted when I had you here
Breaking out the life vest
Cramming for the big test
Cupping tears in your hand
Not ready to lose you
Not ready for any of this to
Mess up my plans
Great ideas
God, I had great ideas
Didn't know this could happen to me
Struggling
To see the meaning in all of the meaningless
I wasted when I had you here
Never known so much love
I never known so much
I've never known so much
Promise me you'll hang on
Promise you I'll hang on
Promise
Will you wear your life vest
I will wear my life vest
Promise
Promise
Promise
Promise
Once again you know my little world is caving in
I can't struggle anymore my love I know our time is over
I'm crawling and I'm clinging with no arms again
I face you in my sin
I pray you let me in
If it's the last day on earth
It doesn't matter what I say to you anymore
I won't see any face but yours
Before I slip away
So I'm cutting out my eyes and feeling faded now
Life may fail me love will leave me but I still have faith in something
The something that keeps clutching tight through empty hours
Oh here I go again oh here I go again
If it's the last day on earth
It doesn't matter what I say to you anymore
I won't see any face but yours
Before I slip away
I belong right here with you
And won't you die to make me happy
Won't you drink me dry so I can slip away
If it's the last day on earth
It doesn't matter what I say to you anymore
Ready or not, here it comes,
A pulverizing love
Suddenly filling every void and,
Hidden from all naked eyes now
In every baby and open heart,
The flowers up to the skies,
The purple comets, the orange doves,
And all this lifting me higher
What do you want, how do you plan to sleep now,
What do I want, more of the feeling,
What do you want, how do you plan to dream now,
What do I want, I'm busting the ceilings
We are letters and words,
In the language of God,
And how His heart must burn,
Every time we're lost
We are twists and turns,
In the language of God,
And how His heart must yearn,
Every time I love
Every time I love you,
Every time I love
Unraveling threads of common sense,
And algebra in my head,
Looking at you without a lens is,
Nothing less than the sky splitting open
Give me your kiss, give me your hand,
And get too personal please,
I want you more than to get out alive,
I want to touch your world and you touch back
What do you want, how do you plan to sleep now,
What do I want, more of the feeling,
What do you want, how do you plan to dream now,
What do I want, I'm busting the ceilings
We are letters and words,
In the language of God,
And how His heart must burn,
Every time we're lost
We are twists and turns,
In the language of God,
And how His heart must yearn,
Every time I love
Ready or not, here it comes,
A pulverizing
Ready or not, here it comes,
A pulverizing
We are letters and words,
In the language of God,
And how His heart must burn,
Every time we're lost
We are twists and turns,
In the language of God,
And how His heart must yearn,
Every time I love
Every time I love you,
State of pain like mercury
Hearing pink illusions
Gorgeous at 85, older at 23
I drink the water out of time
I said has anybody seen the whirlpool floating in my mind
I said has anybody seen
This is the low that I could find
I'm on solitary sand and
I've been stepped on by a man
But I've stood taller than I am
In parentheses
Beauty queens are very shy
More than lash than meets your eye
So she jumps then wants to fly
It¹s too late now I'm in denial
I'll get medieval on boy-bands
I said is anybody listening
The way life makes the nice girls fast
I said is anybody listening
It isn't just unlucky chance
And I'm on solitary sand
And I've had bullshit from a man
But found exactly who I am
I'll never be the vision of a girl who can write poetry
I'll never be the little black dress we¹ve seen on natalie b.
Sharp move.
It's funny how the intuition stabs you
I'm headfirst diving off the plank
Good Morning.
I'm green and mean and have a thousand eyes.
One small
Thin line is easy to erase all.
Crossing over Jordan with the
Lights off.
Better lock the door and not think twice.
Push me deep into your English Channel.
Your palm sweat- it isn't all that I can handle.
I love you, it is an understatement-natural.
Please babeee, keep keep me in your pocket.
All bets off
You kept your bitches in my
Sweet spot
And I got dibs and stitches
So I feel hot
You burn those hallmark cards but
Keep my words
I want wanna be your cigarette
I want wanna be your black jack best
I want wanna be that sweater
It won't make this seem much better
Sink your
Teeth into the taste of me and
Squeeze hard
Till we can feel me splitting and you
Want more
And I want more you know I want it more.
Push me deep into your English channel
Your palm sweat-it isn't all that I can handle
I love you. We have an understanding-natural.
Please baby keep me in your pocket
I want wanna be your cigarette
I want wanna be your blackjack best
"Show me show me show me
How you do that trick
The one that makes me scream," he said
"The one that makes me laugh," he said
And threw his arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it
And I promise you
I promise that I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed his face
I kissed his head
I dreamed of all the different ways
I had to make him glow
"Why are you so far away?" he said
"Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you?
That I'm in love with you?"
You, soft and only
You, lost and lonely
You, strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest ocean
Existing in the water
You're just like a dream
Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe his name
I opened up my eyes
I found myself alone, alone, alone
Above the raging sea
That stole the only boy I loved
And drowned him deep inside of me
You, soft and only
You, lost and lonely
Is simplicity best or simply the easiest?
The narrowest pass is always the holiest
So walk on barefoot for me
Suffer some misery
If you want my love, if you want my love
Man will survive the harshest conditions
And stay alive from difficult decisions
So make up your mind for me
Walk the line for me
If you want my love, if you want my love
Idle talk, hollow promises
Cheating judases, doubting thomases
Don't just stand there and shout it
Do something about it
You can fulfil your wildest ambitions
And I'm sure you will lose your inhibitions
So open yourself for me
Risk your health for me
If you want my love, if you want my love
Oh if you want my love, if you want my love
Oh if you want my love, if you want my love
Not just another moonbeam
read quite a bit of pendy? today
one part dreamer
one part meaner
sets a different mood in some way
reflected down monroe street
in the middle of the day
what of all the other movies
or the one i want to stay?
the girl that grew and no one knew
a space to chase
i sometimes flew into my innerloom
into my innerloom
into my innerloom
all girls wear pink
some are stained with ink
and i watch as your words
fly into my innerloom
i got my own narcotics
but dont know how to smoke
it's when i feel beyond it that
i finally learn to cope
the girl that grew and no one knew
a space to chase
i sometimes flew into my innerloom
into my innerloom
into my innerloom
the skin was torn that i had worn
beneath the thorns i was born
the girl that grew and no one knew
a space i would chase
then i sometimes flew into my innerloom
into my innerloom
into my innerloom
all girls wear pink
some are stained with ink
it's not sometimes i think
to want to be those girls
and i dove into my guts before
i'll never play the same way again
i'll try and call a lipstick boy
and ask where charlotte sometimes went
the girl that grew and no one knew
a space to chase
i sometimes flew into my innerloom
into my innerloom
Inch
I keep you down inside my heart
We watch the whole world fall apart
And melt into an ether sea
You failed to take me by the hand
I failed to make you understand
That all I wanted was your hands
On me
I'm captured in your eye
Am I an inch away from heaven?
And there's too many sad goodbyes
Am I an inch away from heaven?
And just a little higher now
Am I an inch away from heaven?
Am I an inch away from heaven?
The walls have ears
The stones have names
We gave in all our silly games
I knew I'd never let you go
And there is no one I can blame
Because your heart remained the same
I swear I'll never let you go
I'm captured in your eye
Am I an inch away from heaven?
And there's too many sad goodbyes
Am I an inch away from heaven?
And just a little higher now
'Cause every day I die for this
Am I an inch away from heaven?
Am I to be tortured
And not be the victim
All twisted up by my own pride
Am I to be stranded
Just waving my arms in the air
While you're trying to lie
I'm captured in your eye
Am I an inch away from heaven?
And there's too many sad goodbyes
Am I an inch away from heaven?
And just a little higher now
'Cause we're so close and far from this
I don't think I like rejection of my little girl affections it's not dope
I've been crawling on the walls just hoping you will call while I've got hair
and teeth
It's not that I don't have a life
Maybe it's sad I'm sort of glad that I'm
I'm normal please date me
I won't call you half as much as you call me
I'm normal please date me
I have only stalked a couple guys but they were not about surprises
Don't run away cause baby I'm your dream
I have got a lot of hobbies some of which include phone calls that hang up
Quick- click
I was somewhat immature you won't believe how getting dumped makes
Girls grow up
All girls that say they don't obsess are full of shit and such a mess but
I'm normal please date me
I won't call you half as much as you call me
I'm normal please date me
I have only stalked a couple guys but they were not about surprises
Don't run away cause baby I'm your...
There is no restraining order that will separate our love that's ever true
Even if I can't convince you my probation officer is kind of cute
I'm normal please date me
I won't call you half as much as you call me
I'm normal please date me
I think of you
with all my second thought
i think of you
the thought could and go
i think of you
i think of you
i dream of you
when i just close and eye
and think of you
the times you see when blind
i see for you
i think of you
and all i ever wanted
was all i ever needed
and every time i look at you
i know that you're the man
who could love me like no other
and hate me like no other
and want to see this face
look into you forever
you love me like a woman
need me like a habit
every time you stare at me
you know that i'm the girl
who could care enough for you
to let you go
i needed you
the men behind your eyes
you need me too
believe in all your lies
i see in you
i'm watching you
and i think of you
when every sun melts down
i think of you
when winter freezes ground
i see for you
i think of you
and all i ever wanted
was all i always needed
and every time i look at you
i know that you're the man
who could love me like no other
and hurt me like no other
you want to see my face look into you forever
you love me like a woman
need me like a habit
and every time you look at me
you know that i'm the girl
who could care enough for you
to let you go
i think of you
i'm waiting to
to see if you
could love me forever and ever
oh and all i ever wanted
was all i always needed
and every time i look at you
i know that you're the man
who could own me like no other
and kill me like no other
you want to see the face look into you forever
you love me like a woman
and need me like a habit
and every time you look at me
you know that i'm the girl
who could care enough for you
(Sinead O'Connor cover)
I am stretched on your grave
And I'll lie here forever
With your hands in mine
I'd be sure we'd not sever
My apple tree, my brightness
It's time we were together
For I smell of the earth
And am worn by the weather
When my family thinks
That I'm safely in bed
From night until morning
I am stretched at your head
Calling out to the earth
With tears hot and wild
For the loss of the girl
That I loved as a child
The priests and the friars
Approach me in dread
Because I still love you
My love, and you're dead
I'll still be your shelter
Through rain and through storm
And with you in your cold grave
I cannot sleep warm
I am stretched on your grave
And I lie here forever
If your hand's in mine
I'd be sure we'd not sever
My apple tree, my brightness
It's time we were together
For I smell of the earth
And am worn by the weather
She's alive
I see her coming
She's alive
I see her running
She's alive
I see her coming
She's alive
She's alive
I see her coming
She's alive
I see her running
She's alive
I see her coming
She's alive
She's alive
I see her coming
She's alive
I see her running
She's alive
I see her coming
She's alive
She's alive
I see her coming
She's alive
I see her running
She's alive
I see her coming
She's alive
Don't you forget to look up
Don't you forget to look up
Don't you forget to look up
I can't sleep
he is in my mind, racing
i can't sleep
took the quickest start, driving
i can't think or begin to see
what it is he does to me
try and understand
a connection and a plan
i can't think
he is in my thoughts, broken
i can't eat
all i crave is one more moment
both are very much the same
blessed for years or just a night
happen now, happen later
doesn't really matter
except that it happened
and i can't sleep
he's on my mind
i can't breathe
he is on my heart, heavy
i can't hear
but he's in my heart, speaking
i can't think or begin to see
what it is he does to me
try and figure out
why some hearts make louder sounds
i can't be
he has got to be returning
no no no
i can't be
he's the only fire i'm burning
in a constant search he'll call me out
to have him once means everything
instead of not at all
which I'll think of when he calls
what was always different
seems so much in common
and i can't let it be
yeah, i can't let it be
i can't let it be
thickening of what i could never see before
and he's on my mind
he's on my mind
he's on my mind
I seem to recognize your face
Haunting, familiar
But I can't seem to place it
Cannot find the candle of thought
To light your name
Lifetimes are catching up with me
All these changes taking place
I wish I'd seen the place
But no one's ever taken me
Hearts and thoughts they fade
Fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade
Fade away
I seem to recognize your breath
Memories like fingerprints
They are slowly raising
Me, you wouldn't recall
For I'm not my former
It's hard when you're stuck upon the shelf
I change by not changing at all
Small town predicts my fate
Perhaps that's what no one wants to see
I just want to scream, "Hello"
My God, it's been so long
Never dreamed you'd return
But now here you are and here I am
Hearts and thoughts they fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade
Fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade
Watch yourself
Before you crawl inside somebody else.
Were you here
To trap me like a 1000 bottle of tears?
Even though you disappeared
With no goodbye
I see you almost everywhere
You're everywhere
I'm haunted
And all I see is you
I'm haunted
And all I need is you.
There is no one else
There is no one else
Except for you.
I still dream
I won't give up
Until I wear your ring
(come close violate me)
Violate
And if you do it
Try not to be late
A hundred winters made the spring insane
A hundred nights without you
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm haunted
And all I see is you
I'm haunted
And all I need is you
I can't go too far
To find out where you are
I'm haunted
And all I see is you
I'm haunted
And everyone is you.
There is no one else
There is no one else
The memory burns
So deep in my heart
Through the hollow hours
You're close to me.
I can feel
I can feel
I can feel
I can feel
I can feel
I can feel
I'm haunted
I'm haunted
I'm haunted
And all I see is you.
I'm haunted
And everyone is you.
There is no one else
There is no one else
we are wild in this afterlife
feeding child you are inside
galaxies growing out of me
feeling child you are inside
there's miles and miles on the pages yeah yeah
you couldn't be anymore beautiful right now
you couldn't be anymore beautiful
you couldn't be anymore everything to me
you couldn't be anymore
different parts i keep forgetting the countdown
common hearts to mend (i try to bottle this moment)
my dear friends there is no end
i keep forgetting the countdown yeah yeah
you couldn't be anymore beautiful right now
you couldn't be anymore beautiful
you couldn't be anymore everything to me
you couldn't be anymore
couldn't be anymore
couldn't be anymore
I'd give up anything for us
all my faith is still in you
there's miles and miles on the pages yeah yeah
all my faith is still in you
i keep forgetting the countdown
i keep forgetting the countdown
So far from you; other side of the wall
There's a bottomless cry that is spinning
Interdimensional, hidden inside
Of these lights which I seem to be missing
Marching ahead to silent beats
Bumping into these dead machines
You can hear everything with me
You can win everyone but me
Gonna feel my way around you
And then you're gonna get down on your knees
And grow accustomed to the darkness
And see what you're supposed to see
Head up straight
I know what I'm doing
Head up straight
I know what I'm doing
I don't
Don't think I'll talk
Yeah I don't think I'll breathe
And I don't think I'll think
What you're thinking
All that I know of us is what was there
In the longest of stares we were sinking
Ashes to beauty; rust in lust
Passion attempts; misguided trust
Smoking your bag of trickery
Getting to love the little beast
Gonna feel my way around you
And then you're gonna get down on your knees
And grow accustomed to the darkness
And see what you're supposed to see
Head up straight
I know what I'm doing
Head up straight
I know what I'm doing
I don't
In this wading pool
In this waiting room
I elevate us down
In a neglected olive tree
Here is the part you reach for me
Say that you have no need of this
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Again again again
Gonna feel my way around you
And then you're gonna get down on your knees
And grow accustomed to the darkness
And see what you're supposed to see
Head up straight
I know what I'm doing
Head up straight
I know what I'm doing
Gonna feel my way around you
And then you're gonna get down on your knees
And grow accustomed to the darkness
And see what you're supposed to see
Head up straight
I know what I'm doing
Head up straight
I know what I'm doing
Gonna feel my way around you
And then you're gonna get down on your knees
And grow accustomed to the darkness
And see what you're supposed to see
Head up straight
I know what I'm doing
Head up straight
Every time it rains I listen to the sky
I wonder what's so great about sunshine
So everybody lives and everybody dies
And no one's gonna love you like I do
(when it was getting dark
I didn't need a match
I never need a light to see you
You thought I'd disappear but
I was always here, oh
I could never get that far from you, though)
I misunderstand
And been misunderstood
Love me cause you can and
Not because you should
Every time it rains
I know it's good to be alive
Every time it rains
I know I'm trying to survive
Take it as it comes and take me as I am
I never was a good imposter
But I know how to dream
And don't know where I stand
I'm willing to admit I try to hard
Stop playing with my heart
I'm waiting by the phone
Afraid to be myself
Afraid to be alone
But every time it rains
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I know it's good to be alive
Every time it rains
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I know I'm trying to survive
And every time it rains
I'm gonna hide myself inside
Every time it rains
Every time I fall
Every time I crawl and crawl and crawl
If I'm gonna beg, I'm gonna see it all
Gonna bleed it all
And you know I'll scream and scream and scream
Every time it rains
I know I'm trying to survive..
I have been so close to death
And I have run so far from life
Hanging on by a little thread
And now to try and shush the quiet
And the quiet's not gentle
In empty wells, oh
I'm going through a slow withdrawal
'Cause my pretending had to peel
I let it pull so much from me
That I had forgotten how to feel
And the quiet's not gentle
In empty wells, oh
And it's a long, long tunnel
Oh it's a long way down
I'm looking for (I'm looking)
Puddles and oceans or anything
Tearing me up from the ground
And as it turns out I'm alive
And as it turns to look at me
This little devil man admirer
Who said this was my only destiny
My quiet's not gentle (not gentle)
My quiet's not gentle (not gentle)
My quiet's not gentle (not gentle)
In empty wells
I'm looking for puddles and oceans and anything
Looking for puddles and oceans and anything
And now I'm close as I should be
To going under
I'm diving into shallow ground
Afraid you're never coming back
To hold me up from
This single memory of us
Still thinking we were here
Back into dust as we were, as we are
Into the vapor horizon too far
To go
To go
The canvas paints beyond itself
And very dangerous
With my imagination now
If I invented every time
That we were morphing
Into a meaning that was way too much
For me to know
Back into dust as we were, as we are
Into the vapor horizon too far
We are a strange star, a cosmo
It's you
And me
And us
Ooh we were so perfect in my mind
Ooh it was a major calling
Ooh the falling out of space and empty time
Ooh it was a pillar falling hard
Back into dust as we were, as we are
Into the vapor horizon too far
We are a strange star, a cosmo
It's you
And me
And us
And us
Drip
Jawbone clenched
A little drip drip drench
Some more attention, honey
Put your hand on my hand
Left to the clover
And I can't roll over
'Cause you do it so
You do it so well
I'll feel the anointing coming over me
And the thickness of it running down to my feet
You're seeing in the future
Here without the sutures
Oh you say it now
And say it real well
That you can't start letting me
Can't start feeling me slide
Oh you can't start letting me
Can't start feeling me slide
No more labor, I must sit and savor
In the knots you're putting inside my stomach
Need more water if this gets much hotter
Oh you me so
You see me too well
My imagination
Of your fascination
That I swore existed in a new dimension
Come a little closer to the engine motor
I could love you so
I love you so well
But you can't start letting me
Can't start feeling me slide
Oh you can't start letting me
Can't start feeling me slide
Oh you can't start letting me
Can't start feeling me
Can't start watching me roll on by
Oh you can't start letting me
Can't start feeling
I'd really like to understand this
Pedestal that's blowing my mind this
Try, might be the last one landing boy
Tumbling down with you on the ground
Can't train myself to hold back any longer
Breath mint fornicator
I can bear it
If you do her now
Just do her real well
There's enough provision here to fix my vision
I swear I think I have a superpower
Mathematician
Wants a nice physician
But you told her off
I'll tell her off well
That you can't start letting me
Can't start feeling me slide
Oh you can't start letting me
Can't start feeling me slide
Oh you can't start letting me
Can't start feeling me
Can't start watching me roll on by
Oh you can't start letting me
Because my roots are in it
sing in my own voice
you are everywhere
you are everywhere
and it seems you have no choice
i could be mad or very tired
aching, wishing, uninspired
dizzy by a life we all can feel
captivates the strongest trees
harnesses the wildest breeze
still i search for fear's disease
dizzy
diving into drier land
watching water turn to sand
exploding from these little hands
dizzy
i'd rather take a vacant path
could really make the grade i think
wonder where he goes
wonder who i'll be
he belongs to me
i could be scared or very brave
broken, silenced, very aged
dizzy by a life we all can feel
captivates the strongest trees
harnesses the wildest breeze
still i search for fear's disease
dizzy
diving in a sandy sea
feeling people stare at me
in a cage and feeling free
dizzy
circles can die from a neck to a tear
living on air from the thin girl i hear
screaming innate from the silencing years
ripped at the heart beat in my tongue
circles can die from a neck to a tear
living on air from the thin girl i hear
screaming innate from the silencing years
ripped at the heart beat in my tongue
because my heart is a bullet
proof of salty and sweet
almost too much love
almost too much hate
it belongs to me
i might be driven or quite deranged
bitter, weary or enraged
dizzy by a life we all can feel
captivates the strongest trees
harnesses the wildest breeze
still i bid my own disease
dizzy
craving silk to live and run
finishing the things i've done
dizzy in a cage and feeling free
He took me over, took me under
hollowed in my soul
he spoke with silence, kissed with fire
far i didnt know
he climbed into a sleazy love song
i heard on the radio
and deeper dug his hook in me
the hook that somehow set me free
with blinders on, i finally see
and feel how deep it can be
and deeper dug his hook in me
the hook that somehow set me free
with blinders on, i finally see
and feel how deep it can be
he held me dangled next to a river
swim over so bad
he flew me to a sky that melted
and fed me on his hands
he knew i meant it, i knew he felt it
was no accident
and deeper dug his hook in me
the hook that somehow set me free
with blinders on, i finally see
and feel how deep it can be
and deeper dug his hook in me
the hook that somehow set me free
with blinders on, i finally see
and feel and see and feel and see
and feel and see and feel and bleed
and see and feel and bleed
and see and feel and bleed
and see and feel and bleed and oooh
got inside, my mind went crazy
every move he made
he gave me back the innocence i'd lost
along my way
and deeper dug his hook in me
the hook that somehow set me free
with blinders on, i finally see
and feel how deep it got me
and deeper dug his hook in me
the hook that somehow set me free
with blinders on, i finally see
and feel and see and feel and yes
and deeper dug his hook in me
the hook that somehow set me free
with blinders on, i finally see
and feel and see and feel and see
and feel and see and feel and see
and feel and see and feel and see
and feel and see and feel and see
and feel how deep it could be
It's Monday morning and the coffee's on the brill
The sun's a warning, sending signals to the moon
I rise and fall in my accustomed rusted habits
I cant believe myself
And I can hardly stand it anymore
It's Tuesday morning
I file my nails and wash my hair
You're still sleeping like I'm hardly even there
The smell of tangerines are floating through the window
I wonder if someday I'll turn into your widow or your maid
It's Wednesday morning
I think you may have tried to cheat
I smell the perfume on the inside of your sleeve
I must admit I know I can be uite obsessive
I get dramatic and I'm ready to confess it to the lord
It's Thursday morning
I could be pregnant; could be bored
I want to love you
I want to be the staple sword
We might be out of soap or real communication
And all the tricks my little brain plays on my nerves
They need to end
It's Friday morning
Thank god the weekend's almost here
Let's get some breakfast and get far away from here
So I can tell you that I am a secret agent
Who's stationed in a small hotel in Southeast Asia
But that's a lie, you know I've never even been there
Waiting I'm
Waiting to hold nothing cause
Everyone knows nothing's much easier to touch
So I want,
I tried for a love
That buried me under his shrug
No one sees or cares if I'm on my
Closet floor
Shh there's something
Outside my door
Making a little heat
It's getting warm
It said 'even in the darkest hour you shine'
It said 'even in the darkest hour you shine'
Loaded on
Layers and coats
Try to stand up, oh there I go
Down again
God it has been so long
Now I am marching in place
Pretending to say this all to his face
But you know, my guts they may never come
I shake, shake from holding back
Someone's trying to get me back on track from my spiral
You know even in the darkest hour we shine
You know even in the darkest hour we shine
It'll save you when no one will ever try
And I got answers super-glued under my knees
You know you gotta get me, out o'mye eye eye roooom
Outta my my my roooom
And off my closet floor
Shh there's something outside the door
Making a little heat
You're getting warmer now..
And even in my darkest hour you shine
Hands on fire, your eyes are weapons*
Cold as ice and beautiful in dreams
Got myself in too much trouble
Come on girl, must tighten your machines
And our flame drowns in the sea
In the deepest raging sea
Too far gone and too far shattered
But your horse found its way back to me
Burns my heart to feel your power
I walk on the battleground and plead
And our flame drowns in the sea
In the deepest raging sea
Dancing on needles
I can be weightless
You better hold onto me now
I must believe that there is a way to
Hold out for better, solid ground
In this world, no stone too heavy
In this place no flower fades away
Come on darling, lay your body down here
Next to mine and feel me race
And my heart drowns in the sea
In the deepest raging sea
Dancing on needles
I can be weightless
You better hold on to me now
I must believe that there is a way to
Hold out for better, solid ground
Blink your eyes and swim my waters
You don't need to close your eyes to breathe
Can you face the light of brightness
Can you feel the heaven in your feet
And we both need ground beneath our feet
And we both need bitter and the sweet
Dancing on needles
I can be weightless
You better hold on to me now
I must believe that there is a way to
Cut the Cord
Big sigh on my my a mountain lion, hello
Oxygen or baby this one's gonna blow
And we go up, down, up
And we go up and down again
Then we go down, up, down, up
We go down and up again-gain-gain
Three seeds cheap of turning torture into love
I wise up but it's not me you're thinking of
Gonna hold out on me
Gonna go out on her again
And you go frown for sure
And we're real proud you know
And it's the same sad love song
And then it's all right, all wrong
And then we're too weak, too strong
To cut the cord
Stronghold you told me that you weren't into storms
How the sky breaks into what we should have formed
But we are no cloud, no sun
And we're no rainbow that's sure
And we're no street, no heat
Just a vapor in the fog
And it's the same sad love song
And then it's all right, all wrong
And then we're too weak, too strong
To cut the cord
To cut the cord
Just enough to satisfy me
Just enough to gratify me
Just enough to blaze your fire through my desert
Just enough to satisfy me
Just enough to gratify me
Just enough to blaze your fire through my desert
Open books aren't really books without the words
Love's not love if it's not painfully absurd
And then we're hot and cold
And then we're hot and cold again
And then we're shy and bold
And this is crazier as friends
It's the same sad love song
And then it's all right, all wrong
And then we're too weak, too strong
And it's the same sad love song
And then it's all right, all wrong
And then we're too weak, too strong
To cut the cord
To cut the cord
To cut the cord
I trickle streams
From years that tangle the frozen
And around rings
And shapes I can't seem to measure
The offerings
I've given back to your treasury
Of tragedy
The tragedy is not facing
This crimson sky
This crimson sky
It won't say why
But it reminds me of my resurrection
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
That's pouring down (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
Down on a girl so torn she's bleeding out (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
A trail that leads to Eden
And though I fall
I keep on climbing my way back
And though I sink
I got one hand that's above the sea
That carries me
And all the reasons I go on
Through everything
Seems like it cannot survive
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
It won't say why (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
But it reminds me of my resurrection (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
That's pouring down (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
Down on a girl so torn she's bleeding out (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
A trail that leads to Eden
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
It won't say why (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
But it reminds me of my resurrection (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
It won't say why (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
But it reminds me of my resurrection (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
(ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
(ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
it's too easy to walk away
all of mine is gone
silence says it anyway
that leaving you seems wrong
i am not sorry for this complication
not sorry for my motivations
not sorry for this complication
i'm sticking stick with you
when i meet you
i was taken back
it was instant
like a coastal drop
we were set up for a full collapse
we were falling through
i am not sorry for this complication
not sorry for my motivations
not sorry for this complication
i'm sticking stick with you
i am not sorry for this complication
i wont back from this situation
i am sorry for this complication
i'm sticking with you
suddenly i realize
suddenly u realize
we were always meant to be
born of just your right
turning up the stereo
listening to the morning glow
i am not sorry for this complication
not sorry for my motivations
not sorry for this complication
i'm sticking stick with you
i am not sorry for this complication
i won't back from this situation
not sorry for this complication
i'm sticking stick with you
I still dream of Orgonon
I wake up crying
You're making waves
And you're just in reach
When you and sleep escape me
You're like my yo-yo
That glows in the dark
Keep it special, keep it dangerous
So I bury it and I forget
Every time it rains
You're here in my head
Like the sun coming out
Ooh, I just know
That something good is gonna happen
On top of the world
Looking over the edge
I see them coming
You looked too small
In their big black car
To be a threat to the men in power
You're like my yo-yo
That glows in the dark
I can't hide you from the government
Oh God, daddy, I won't forget
But every time it rains
You're here in my head
Like the sun coming out
Ooh I just know
That something good is gonna happen
I don't know when
But just saying it will even make it happen
Civilized
I've got quite a mouthful going here
Maybe I should spit it in your face
I been back and forth and up and down again
Maybe you should stay below the waist
You said nothing's to negotiate
But you could still appreciate my point
I'm rolling up beginnings
And you've been smoking up the ends 'til you explode
Come on now, explode
Why can't we keep this civilized?
Why can't the girl just shut her mouth?
Expose the nature of this crime
In digging up our ground
Why can't we keep this civilized?
You'll pick a fight with anyone
Not saying you deserve to die
Just saying you deserve yourself
Put your claws around me baby
And squeeze a little harder with your arms
When I met you I was weaker
And I'm coming out a man, set your alarm
Don't worry about your reputation
I won't say a word - except right now
Emotional, emotional
Well you got some devotional for pain
And me
Why can't we keep this civilized?
Why can't the girl just shut her mouth?
Expose the nature of this crime
In digging up our ground
Why can't we keep this civilized?
You'll pick a fight with anyone
Not saying you deserve to die
Just saying you deserve yourself
Can't we keep this civilized?
Can't the girl just shut her mouth?
Not saying you deserve to die
Just saying you deserve yourself
Can't we keep this civilized?
Can't the girl just shut her mouth?
Not saying you deserve to die
Just saying you deserve yourself
Can't we keep this civilized?
Can't the girl just shut her mouth?
Not saying you deserve to die
Butterfly on the wall
slow pace in the hall
cobblestone beneath my feet
walking down a one way street
bell ringing on the square
moon shining in my hair
traintracks and fireflies
silent smelling in the air
it's the city of me
yeah, oooh
first kiss come and gone
girl is full and grown
sweetness blooming into love
first love is come and gone
it's the city of me
the subtle strength that's inside
is the fortress of my pride
and even though i try to hide
in the city i reside
the subtle strength that's inside
is the fortress of my pride
and even though i tried to hide
in the city i reside
it's the city of me
grown and gone away
new faces everyday
but i won't betray it, no
my heart will always stay
in the city of me
This could be the very minute
I'm aware I'm alive
All these places feel like home
With a name I've never chosen
I can make my first steps
As a child of twenty-five
This is the straw, final straw
In the
Roof of my mouth as I lie
To you
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean
I didn't
Enjoy it at the time
You're the only thing that I love
Scares me more every day
On my knees I think clearer
Goodness knows I saw it coming
Or at least I'll claim I did
But in truth I'm lost for words
What have I done?
It's too late for that
What have I become?
Truth is nothing yet
A simple mistake
Starts the hardest time
I promise I'll do
Anything you ask
Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
Beetles and eggs and blues
And pour a little everything else
You steam our unstable eyes and glass
Not get passed off through
My bird lips as good news
Still we can find our love
Down from behind
Down far behind this
Fabulous my turn rules
Beetles and eggs and blues
And bells and eggs then blues
Beetles and eggs and blues
And pour a little everything else
You steam our unstable eyes and glass
Not get passed off through
My bird lips as good news
You'll have the hardest black
And dullest knife
We hanged your pass
And start being as you
Still being cried
And laughed at before
Still being cried
And laughed at before
Should I be sewn in hugged?
I can by not saying
And should I be hugged and tugged?
Down through this tiger's masque
And should I be sung
And unbroken by not saying?
You mind not saying
He'll have the hardest black
And dullest ignite
Still being cried and laughed at
From behind me
We hanged your pass
And star being as you
Still being cried
And laughed at before
Still being cried and laughed at
From behind me
Still being cried and laughed at
Before
Should I be sung and unbroken
By not saying
Should I be sung and unbroken
By not saying
Still being cried and laughed at
From behind me
Hugged and tugged down
The chase goes on forever
I'm running out of time
There's madness in the river and it has half my mind
A promise is a promise
When did I lose my thrill
I had you for a moment a moment and a pill
You're running scared
I'm chasing a shadow
When you're not there
I'm chasing a shadow
And I just try to find a souvenir-something to borrow
Something to borrow
Something that's you
There's victory in disaster
A masterpiece of dirt
This faith that's in my heart that
Makes me want to hurt
You're running scared
I'm chasing a shadow
When you're not there
I'm chasing a shadow
And I just try to find a souvenir-something to borrow
Something to borrow
Something that's you
Youâ¦
Youâ¦
Youâ¦
You're running scared
I'm chasing a shadow
When you're not there
I'm chasing a shadow
And I just try to find a souvenir
Something to borrow
Cardboard Ladders
Ladders made of cardboard
That I try to climb
Up a slippery mountain
With no other side
So what about this mountain
Is it really there?
Or am I just seeing things?
There's nothing there
So tell me
What good will it be for a woman
To gain the whole world
And lose her soul
And all the caterpillars
In their hurried piles
Wanna make a million (gonna make it)
They'll have to leave behind in dust
'Cause all our days are numbered
Round and round we go
In our own agendas
Not recognizing gold
So tell me
What good will it be for a man
To gain the whole world
So tell me
What good will it be for a woman
To gain the whole world
And lose her soul
I can't keep turning my back on
I can't keep turning my back on
The horizon
I can't keep turning my back on (the horizon)
I can't keep turning my back on
The horizon
I can't keep turning my back on (the horizon)
I can't keep turning my back on
Surrender
Surrender
Surrender
Surrender
Surrender
In the crooked tunnels
Hallways closing in
Remember where you're going
Remember where you've been
(Remember that I love you
Remember that I love you
Remember that I love you)
I'll tell you
What good could it be for a woman
To gain the whole world
Tell me
What good will it be for a man
To gain the whole world
Well, I'm feeling like I'm falling
But I'm still on my feet
Reality is calling
But that don't bother me
'Cause I'm on my way
And I'm okay
I'm ready to get ready
Willing to get by
I'm able to imagine
What it's like to fly
Into the blue
Fall down too
Hey, hey, come on bring on the day
'Cause I just might get everything I need
Hey, hey, I'm givin' what it takes
I'm ready as I'm ever gonna be
So bring on the day, bring on the day
Like a diver in the water
Everything feels slow
But my caramel macchiato
Really gets me in the flow
And I'm on my way
Whatever it takes
Hey, hey, come on bring on the day
'Cause I just might get everything I need
Hey, hey, I'm givin' what it takes
I'm ready as I'm ever gonna be
So bring on the day, bring on the day
What you get is what you see
Open up your eyes they'll set you free
It all works out eventually
You gotta keep on keepin' on
I can rock and I can roll
I know I wanna move, I gotta take control
Watch out world, 'cause here I come
And I can't stop 'til I'm done
Hey, hey, I'm finally on my way
Hey, hey, come on bring on the day
'Cause I just might get everything I need
Hey, hey, I'm givin' what it takes
I'm ready as I'm ever gonna be
So bring on the day, bring on the day
You gotta keep on keepin' on
You gotta keep on keepin' on
Days are going faster than I ever could keep up
Overwhelming, the bed I've tried to make so perfectly
I surrender my hands beyond my head
You read me
There's a harvest buried in the bottom of the sky
And I'm thinking what will then become of you, i
Analyzing your moments when you're here
Unrepeating
You know well when it hits me
It could raise these bones again
And I wish that the rumbling
It would shake me 'til I'm still
If you're walking and nothing's turning out the way I planned
Armaggedon is flooding through the living room and
I, triumphant, stand off dead and tense
We didn't
Call it off now, dramatic as I'm ever going to be
Second chances are slipping off the cliffs of this defeat
And I'm packing my pack again without
My car keys
You know well when it hits me
It could raise these bones again
And I wish that the rumbling
It would shake me 'til I'm still
Say it like you mean
Mean it like you said it to me
Now it's out of his hands
You cant tear us apart
Because there's nothing to mend
You know well
You know well
You know well
When it hits me
It could raise these bones again
You can't judge the love by the lover
The sky by its thunder, the road with no sign
You can't make the snow fall in summer
Or make him not want her, not leave her behind
Maybe he'll stay in touch years down the road
And hope that he's still on your mind
The sun may come up and go down again
And I'll still swear it's a beautiful life
Maybe we'll meet up in Denver
Talk about weather, talk of old times
I know every word that we said was what we both meant
Well, we meant it at the time
Promise me that you'll be standing up straight
Chasing rivers and shadows and time
The sun may come up and go down again
And I'll still swear it's a beautiful life
Time flies
Time cries
Time flies
Time cries
So swim to the end of the river
Until there's no shiver left in your spine
Live like there won't be tomorrow
See through your sorrow, see through your own eyes
Try to remember these days down the road
And try to remember this time
The sun may come up and go down again
And I'll still swear it's a beautiful life
The sun may come up, the sun may go down
The sun may come up, the sun may go down
The sun may come up, the sun may go down
Zipped up my mouth*
My tongue split the hemisphere
My tongue split the hemisphere
Should I spit the words out
On a little piece of broken mirror
A little piece of broken mirror
My reflection is a woman I do not know
Thunderclouding 'cause she hasn't got far to go
I haven't got far to go
I been weighing this back and forth here
Now I know I must tell the truth
'Cause it's busting out every door in me
And it's filling up both my shoes
I tried walking but my feet are nailed to the floor
I tried talking but lips were a little sore
My mouth was a little sore
I been weighing this back and forth here
Now I know I must tell the truth
'Cause it's busting out every door in me
And it's filling up both my shoes
Any minute now
Any minute now
Any minute now
My walls are ready, ready to be knocked down
A little crazy, I'm breaking some heavy ground
I'm breaking some heavy
Any minute now
Any minute now
Any minute now
The deep's too deep and the salty sweet in this white room*
The tall's too tall for a girl to fall through a blood moon
I didn't know your teeth were swords, no I didn't
I gotta, I gotta, I gotta hold on to you
I gotta, I gotta, I gotta race her
I gotta, I gotta go this far
You didn't know
I locked myself in your heart
I can't get out
Unless you tear me apart
It always burns but I never learn to keep driving
Slow motion chase plays on repeat in my head
Between the lost and the faintest layers is your woman
I gotta, I gotta, I gotta maniac
That's sitting, she's sitting on my shoulder
I gotta, I gotta go this far
You didn't know
I locked myself in your heart
I can't get out
Unless you tear me apart
I try to feel
Feel my way through the dark
Instincts don't help
A lonely animal
Animal
Animal
I loved you too hard
I loved you so hard
I never measured up to your mathematics
I never settled like the dust inside of your attics
I got a, I got a, I got a resting place
But cannot, but cannot, but cannot find her
I gotta, I gotta work this out now
You didn't know
I locked myself in your heart
I can't get out
Unless you tear me apart
I try to feel
Feel my way through the dark
Instincts don't help
You didn't know
I locked myself in your heart
I can't get out
Unless you tear me apart
I try to feel
Feel my way through the dark
Instincts don't help
A lonely animal
Animal
Animal
I loved you too hard
I loved you too hard
You are my angel
Come from way above
To bring me love
Her eyes
She's on the dark side
Neutralize
Every man in sight
To love you, love you, love you ...
To love you, love you, love you ...
To love you
You are my angel
Come from way above
To love you, love you, love you ...
To love you, love you, love you ...
Her eyes
She's on the dark side
I love you, love you, love you ...
To love you, love you, love you ...
To love you, love you, love you ...
To love you, love you, love you ...
To love you, love you, love you ...
To love you, love you, love you ...
To love you, love you, love you ...
To love you, love you, love you ...
Where'd you go off higher now baby
It's been so long
Where'd you go off higher now baby
It's been so long
Where'd you go off higher now baby
It's been so long
Where'd you go off higher now baby
It's been so long
Where'd you go off higher now baby
It's been so long
Where'd you go off higher now baby
How'd this teardrop start a fire?
must've thought about you
i better not do this
better not do that
my rivers gush green
oh how did this happen?
better not rush it
better not crush it
so it won't disappear
so it won't disappear
so it won't disappear
you should get away from me
this is too much chemistry
you better not miss me
better not diss me when she's around
you can't let that happen
i better not crave you, cause i can't save you
you're here as you'll ever be
you're here as you'll ever be
you're here as you'll ever be
i didn't mean to do it
i didn't mean to love you
i didn't mean to chant it so
all the ways i can not want you, you know pouring salt back in the wound
put your full weight on me...
i better not call back
give me a quick slap
maybe i'll slam my teeth on your heart
better not obsess
better not forget
i'm rich as i'll ever be
i'm rich as i'll ever be
Would you like the chance
To shatter heaven?
Would you like to be the one who
Pulls the sky down just for me?
Round and round and round we run
And pretend the sun is all you need
I've never known a moment
To be frozen
You're making deals with minutes that
Will slip away, just slip away
So starve the garden, stop the rain
Winter settles on my petals anyways
Anyways
Is your armor thin again
Do I want to wear it down?
Am I worthy to come in?
Do you want to be found?
Nothing into something into nothing
Every rule you break means
There's no turning back, no looking back.
The words that I could never say
The clutter that is in your way
Is nothing new
Nothing new
Is your armor thin again?
Do I want to wear it down?
Am I worthy to come in?
Do you want to be found?
Is your armor thin again?
Do I want to wear it down?
Am I worthy to come in?
Do you want to be found?
Wandering between the girl
You search for and the one you leave
And I cannot wait
Chasing you around the room is tempting
So near and far away from
Meaning anything to you
But just remember if you're jumping
I would start my jump off
Running after you
Is your armor thin again?
Do I want to wear it down?
Am I worthy to come in?
Do you want to be found?
Is your armor thin again?
Do I want to wear it down?
Am I worthy to come in?
Am I worthy to come in?
Am I worthy to come in?
Do you want to be found?
I think I'll pray for a boat and I raincoat
I think I'll pray for you
The time I waste with my soul on a stretcher
And all I put you through
And there are those who are scared of the dreamers
Their lies become their truths
I try so hard to be your kind of woman
I try so hard for you
And I have not run out
Although you thought I might
And I have not run dry and coming from my eyes
Are many rivers
If you can't breathe with your head under water
Why should I be with you
And I'm left here all alone with my headtrip and
Way too lost for you
And I have not run out
Although you thought I might
And I have not run dry and coming from my eyes
Are many rivers
I must follow where the deep water goes
I must follow you where nobody knows
I must follow you where ever it goes.. it goes
And I have not run out
Although you thought I might
And I have not run dry and coming from my eyes
Are every ounce of pain and I have fought the fight
And I have been let down and I will be alright
Stromata
The clues to you and I are sprawling out like roads
And if we find a place for them they won't lead home
I only meant to say it once but it's too late
I'm into you and out again
The rotted love manipulates me
The rotted love that twists the fates seem
A bit confused by my reflection
'Cause if we die there's still direction and
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
If I can think on purpose then you'll be right here
A paranoia got the best of what I hold dear
The cold linoleum is talking up my shoes
Deciphering the truth of us
And now I know what I'm about to lose
Now I know what I'm about to choose
Now we go for some reaction
A little game of who's distracted more and
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
And see the disappointments walking in their line
But every step they take is perfectly in time
I'm singing you in every breath I'm left to heave
I feel your arms surrounding me
And when I'm in a dirty river
And my receiver meets her giver
I set a trap to come and catch you
Oh someone stop me now I can't do this
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
I I you we're not thinking my stromata
I I we're not thinking my stromata
I I we're not thinking my stromata
I I we're not thinking my stromata
I I we're not thinking my stromata
Waiting I'm
Waiting to hold nothing cause
Everyone knows nothing's much easier to touch
So I want,
I tried for a love
That buried me under his shrug
No one sees or cares if I'm on my
Closet floor
Shh there's something
Outside my door
Making a little heat
It's getting warm
It said 'even in the darkest hour you shine'
It said 'even in the darkest hour you shine'
Loaded on
Layers and coats
Try to stand up, oh there I go
Down again
God it has been so long
Now I am marching in place
Pretending to say this all to his face
But you know, my guts they may never come
I shake, shake from holding back
Someone's trying to get me back on track from my spiral
You know even in the darkest hour we shine
You know even in the darkest hour we shine
It'll save you when no one will ever try
And I got answers super-glued under my knees
You know you gotta get me, out o'mye eye eye roooom
Outta my my my roooom
And off my closet floor
Shh there's something outside the door
Making a little heat
You're getting warmer now..
And even in my darkest hour you shine
Even in my darkest hour you shine
State of pain like mercury
Hearing pink illusions
Gorgeous at 85, older at 23
I drink the water out of time
I said has anybody seen the whirlpool floating in my mind
I said has anybody seen
This is the low that I could find
I'm on solitary sand and
I've been stepped on by a man
But I've stood taller than I am
In parentheses
Beauty queens are very shy
More than lash than meets your eye
So she jumps then wants to fly
It¹s too late now I'm in denial
I'll get medieval on boy-bands
I said is anybody listening
The way life makes the nice girls fast
I said is anybody listening
It isn't just unlucky chance
And I'm on solitary sand
And I've had bullshit from a man
But found exactly who I am
I'll never be the vision of a girl who can write poetry
I'll never be the little black dress we¹ve seen on natalie b.
I'll never be 5'10", I'm barely 5'3"
This could be the very minute
I'm aware I'm alive
All these places feel like home
With a name I've never chosen
I can make my first steps
As a child of twenty-five
This is the straw, final straw
In the
Roof of my mouth as I lie
To you
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean
I didn't
Enjoy it at the time
You're the only thing that I love
Scares me more every day
On my knees I think clearer
Goodness knows I saw it coming
Or at least I'll claim I did
But in truth I'm lost for words
What have I done?
It's too late for that
What have I become?
Truth is nothing yet
A simple mistake
Starts the hardest time
I promise I'll do
Anything you ask
This time
we are wild in this afterlife
feeding child you are inside
galaxies growing out of me
feeling child you are inside
there's miles and miles on the pages yeah yeah
you couldn't be anymore beautiful right now
you couldn't be anymore beautiful
you couldn't be anymore everything to me
you couldn't be anymore
different parts i keep forgetting the countdown
common hearts to mend (i try to bottle this moment)
my dear friends there is no end
i keep forgetting the countdown yeah yeah
you couldn't be anymore beautiful right now
you couldn't be anymore beautiful
you couldn't be anymore everything to me
you couldn't be anymore
couldn't be anymore
couldn't be anymore
I'd give up anything for us
all my faith is still in you
there's miles and miles on the pages yeah yeah
all my faith is still in you
i keep forgetting the countdown
i keep forgetting the countdown
i keep forgetting the countdown
I trickle streams
From years that tangle the frozen
And around rings
And shapes I can't seem to measure
The offerings
I've given back to your treasury
Of tragedy
The tragedy is not facing
This crimson sky
This crimson sky
It won't say why
But it reminds me of my resurrection
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
That's pouring down (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
Down on a girl so torn she's bleeding out (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
A trail that leads to Eden
And though I fall
I keep on climbing my way back
And though I sink
I got one hand that's above the sea
That carries me
And all the reasons I go on
Through everything
Seems like it cannot survive
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
It won't say why (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
But it reminds me of my resurrection (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
That's pouring down (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
Down on a girl so torn she's bleeding out (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
A trail that leads to Eden
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
It won't say why (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
But it reminds me of my resurrection (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
This crimson sky (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
It won't say why (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
But it reminds me of my resurrection (ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
(ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
(ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)
(ash sha kah eee eee ah ah sah oo oo)