The night's an offspring of black dreams
Everything's dark, the shades on the walls
Invite me
The memory of my dreams is a distant light
The wind groans the sign of my soul
The night embraces me
You've taken everything away
You've only left an empty snap
And this words that are dead since ages
The could universe
Has sticked to my face
The wishes have died somewhere
I'm only lying in the silence
The hours elapse on
Every memories are taken away by the dimness
My soul's dancing in a red-hot fire
This world we live in
Ain't what it used to be
The roads I have walked
Still mean so much to me
I don't want to forget
Any milestone of the past
I do want remember
Every minute of the past.
I'm beginning of realise
I haven't been alone
Many influenced me,
People I've always known.
The past determines
Who I am today.
It's the soil of my existence,
I can't throw it away.
The past is like my mother,
It has brought me up.
How could I forget
The way to the top,
The road to the valley
Cause I've been there, too.
Sometimes I was happy
Sometimes I felt blue.
The walls of the future
They will fall down fast
If they are not built
From the fragments of the past.
Ignoring what has happenend
Won't take us anywhere.
"History repeats itself"
To doubt it I wouldn't dare.
We should learn from the mistakes
We have already made.
And to make changes
My tired soul sometimes
Escapes from the loneliness
I'll never be alone
In the sea of memories
I'm just lying on the ground
And watching the stars
Thousands of wonderful lights
Bluish eyes of angels
I'm a child again
I'm walking around the moon
On the stardust path
Leaving all the limits
The wind embraces me
While slowly rocking me to sleep
Tells me in a soft voice
A story about endless time
Tell me more!
Don't let this miracle come to an end!
Tell me more!
I've got short time, don't let me go!
Purple rays of the autumn twilight
Paint the past onto my face
Teh past that is still alive
Under the wrinkles of many years
Sometime I still soar
Free as a bird
Sometimes I still soar
I walked on dusty roads
On burning lands
The wind picked up my sigh
The dust swallowed up my steps
Dark changed the light
The sky wasn't blue longer
Crying trees bended
Down over dryed rivers
Fire burned in the night
I fell down tired beside it
The fear spoke from the eyes
Behind the flames
I wait for the vultures
I watch them in silence
As their evil eyes
Are burning into my soul
I let the dream takes me away
Pulls me deeper and deeper
To our future
Painted with brush of madness
When the last leaf
Fell into oblivion
And the rain slowly
Carried away everything
While the wind is crying
The cold white dressed
Infinite night tells about
I feel the light is calling me
Slowly I leave my body
The power Thrills me
A kind of dark tunnel
At the and of the way, the light's waiting for me
I would stay with it
But my time hasn't come yet
Everything has changed
Life has a newmearning
I don't haveto fear anymore
At the and of the way, the light's waiting for me
I would stay with it
But my time hasn't come yet
I will wait for it's
Calling again forever
Want's me back
It holds me in it's hight hand tight
It brought us the sign, death and torture
Waking up te sleeping fire of our fears
Or the hope that was waiting for the divine sign
Shaking and bried deep.
Lights makes your silver eyes blind,
But in the night you will see again.
Immortal wanderer of the sky,
The Earth is just a grain of sand on your infinite way
It will send us to the depths of Hell
On black horses of dark angels
Or it will take us to the garden of Eden
Where our sins will be forgiven.
Light makes your silver eyes blind,
But in the night you will see again.
Immortal wanderer of the sky,
The Eatrh is just a grain of sand on your infinite way.
It's chaos in my faith
The spark of doubt
It came with a thousand questions,
But didn't give me an answer.
It's chaos in my heart
Reality suffocates me,
It's the deadly embrace
Of this untrue world.
Why don't I understand it?
Why can't I feel it, either?
If you're here in my soul.
If you're here in my mind.
Give me strength or take everything.
Being submerged under the dreams
In an other dimension
The time loses it's essence
The mind's flying free
The memories that have been
Living in the deep
Now they're rising to the surface
The sounds are embracing me
They're calling me before the white light
The other side is summoning me
Its door is open
The world of eternity is waiting for me
The other side is summoning me
An other beautiful world
Unknown but known
You're stepped out of the present
Your soul's having a rest
This strange calmness
Goes with you on your way
Beyond the light in a higher level
You will give your pasts over again
Your faults,your virtues
The valley where i can feel the infinite
Cold touch of time forever
The valley which leans over me to defend
And i lived there as a slave
She became my mother and father
And the only one who really knows me
And when i close my eyes forever
She will known why i do it
The valley where the sky is far-away
I sometimes leave for her on a path
But flow is coming and sweeping away
"don't run away" - whispers the wind
The valley only can hear my last words
Among the flowers fed with loneliness
[Chorus:]
The valley where in my own world
I live alone
Now i say goodbye, i'm waited in the sky
The valley will tell that she was the only with me
[Chorus:]
The valley where in my own world
I live alone
Nobody can see my smile
Something has changed
The air seems to be vibrating.
The evil is coming from the ancient walls.
I can feel its breath, I'm shaking
I can't turn back anymore.
The crumbling mortar,
The cracked floor,
All the details are so vivid,
And the mirror on the wall...
My face still glitters in it.
Dust swallows my steps
But deep inside my mind
The echoes of my steps are deafening.
My fear makes me blind
The room is cursed perhaps.
The crumbling mortar,
The cracked floor,
All the details are so vivid,
And the mirror on the wall...
My face still glittes in it.
Memories are coming back
The ones I tried to bury...deep.
They've always painted my dreams black
Now I'm facing them indeed.
I see myself as a child,
I can see my brother too.
"It" possessed him and he went wild.
I see him embrace our mother.
She didn't seem to have a clule.
But Death reflected in her eyes of blue.
I've been a fugitive all my life,
But "It" always found me and now
I'm facing the mirror again somehow.
"Come and join us on the other side."
Burning eyes are watching me
Invisible hands are taking.
"You belong here already."
"We are your family."
The tiny fragments of mirror
Cut deep into my face.
I can't feel the pain any more.
I'm just standing there shivering
And suddenly I feel
Time is riding with me
Like a long shade
My past is following me
I'm wandering
But my way never ends
Just fading away
The night touches me
In the silence
It calls my soul
Behind the clouds
Watching your face looking for
The past listen to the march of time
Floating in the space
In the blinding eternity
I was waiting for a sound
For a forgotten world
But everything is dark
Winter shade gentle breeze
This is the last
The last movement
The night is falling
To the velvet ground
This is the last
There is a place in your dreams
Full of magic and mystery.
It comes to life every night
Till it's time for the last journey.
Everything's so peaceful
The land is so calm,
Soft breeze caressing you
Like some odorous balm.
The only sound you hear:
The whirr of wings in the air,
Falling leaves and flowing creeks.
It's a place beyond compare.
The magic ghost world
Is calling you again.
A path of light shows the way,
Suddenly, you feel no pain.
Everything's so peaceful
The land is so calm.
You can't believe your eyes
Falling a prey to its charm.
The beauty of the view
Takes your breath away.
It's all in front of you
But can't be yours anyway.
Every minutes, every hour
You are getting ever farther
I only can see its face
It hurts and hurts forever
I'm lying in the dept of existence
There only walls around me
It hurts again,i cant feel my body
It was colourful world,
But my memories are getting faded,
Time makes things more pleasent,
My dreams last till day-time
I can see never more
The painful pictures are swallowed
Up by the past.
Faces and pictures live on the beyond
They sometimes touch me
The eyes are too blue behind the faces
They'll return to the mirror.
It's tormenting me smiling in my dreams
I can hear it's steps when i'm awake too
The present has faded
And the past has got clean
I can see never more
The painful pictures are swallowed
I've been building walls around me
Through which you'll never see
What hides inside this lonely man
Who was born to live for eternity.
I've been wearing a mask to hide
All my feelings fighting inside.
I never let anyone too close
Cause I feared the pain would be gross.
I've had enough, I want to change
Even if it sounds too strange
I want to get out this rusty cage.
You cannot change till "I" say so.
But I will never let you go.
This fearful voice rulesover me.
Now through the walls I cannot see.
I am a slave to the Evil's will
But I think I've already paid my bill.
I'll pull up now and be strong
I know all my life I have been wrong.
It is high time to get things straight
I have no more time to wait.
Life has been a desperate struggle.
The difference from Hell would be subtle.
Concealing what you should show
Makes the sorrow inside you grow.
Brick by brick I'll pull down the walls
And I don't care if the Evil's calls.
Brick by brick I'm getting stronger
The magic has gone
Everything's like chaos
The voice is strange
The touch's cold.
The night is colourful
Every sound of it makes me shudder
Attack me from the darkness
Breathes its frosty breath to me.
Somewhere in the deep -
You'll find me if you need me
You see, i needn't fear
The natural beauty casts a spell upon me
Somewhere in the deep -
From below everything's cleaner.
Don't disturb my dream -
I'm defendin' the secret of the world.
You can see a dream
Shades in the fire
Shade of a raven
As i returned.
My body belongs to the decay
Someone above is watchin' me
The sky's silent and feels blue
Signs from the past, watching eyes
From an intime age
The door to the unknown is opened
For a long time
There's only a step
Where the knowledge of thousand of years
And dying stones' sound are
Your soul is waiting silent
Signs from the past
They're lying in front of us, but the truth distruls
Signs from the past
A message that we have never understood
Signs from the past
An ancient, an ancient sound from the last world
Signs from the past
Another hundred of years is flying away
The past remains a white stain
Cold obscurity falls on me
Into my soul the winter to return
Whips of the storm shivered i hear
I waited for you, but you didn't come
Monotomy of misterious stars
Hit a nail to the coffin of dusk
My soul has crashed down under the beats
Just the loneliness gives shelter to me
A not happened embrace, a not happened kiss
One face what charms me in the dark
My knees hit the floor, it was a moment only
I'm sleeping, i will wake up somewhere else
I can't smell the scent anymore
That her skin breathed above silk pillows
[Chorus:]
I hate, when i feel
That the world
Turns its back on me...
And just the loneliness
Gives shelter to me!
I feel that the wild burning desire
Is calmed by the steps of happines
The bright, shinning, rising sun is nice to me
When the first ray comes and rests by my side
Bride of darkness stood before me
Between walls and doubts
[Chorus:]
I hate, when i feel
That the world
Turns its back on me...
And just the loneliness
A cruel place, watered with my blood
A terrile vision I see in my dream
The sky in the net of evil eyes
Spreads its embodied rage over me
A silent scream from the deep
Of my mind, throws the gates open...
Welcome to the land of sorrow
Where your hope will be destroyed
Your fate is written in blood
I set out on the river of souls
A burnt raft on the night rivers
The sorrowful voice of the riverside trees:
The roaring wind, the anger of gods
A silent scream from the deep
Of my mind, throws the gates open...
Welcome to the land of sorrow
Where your hope will be destroyed
Your fate is written in blood
The darkness hides the agonising voices of my soul
On the edge of the outside world
Long years under the black sun
A thousand years of pain is the eternal remorse
My life is the gift of death,
What's the reason for our birth,and death.
Why is there love?
And why is there hate?
Have I a place on Earth?
Or is life only a dream.
Wake me up
My soul wanna' belive
Where's the peace
If wars still rage
What is life worth
If there areno dreams for a lond time
The past, the future
Have alreadyintertwined
In your heart, in your soul
You don't know the answer on your own
I live in mistery
Why is there a god?
And why is there evil?
Why is there Earth?
And why is there space?
The light place of secrets
Is still living in us
Wake me up
Soflty ripples the dark river
I can see the moon among the branches of trees
At this dark summer night
I feel clear
[Chorus:]
Suddenly from the deep
Distress of thousand years is heard
Sketching a purple face before me
A hand motions, asking me to come
I'm flying across the end of existence
And lost sight of calm lands
[Chorus:]
Suddenly from the deep
Distress of thousand years is heard
Sketching a purple face before me
In an obscure - blue room
A child's voice is burning me
I'm painting on his body in red
His dead face is the first step
To an unknown deep
At the door of the new world
I feel what hides in me forever
Cold silence of never-ending space
Green distance of mountains
Steps into the unknown
Dark depth oceans
Old sanctuary of mother earth
I'm looking for the land of miracles
Cradle of every secret
Eternal peace of paradise
Where memories never die
The wind dancing on the trees
Heavenly music of wanderers
I'm looking for the land of miracles
The road that nobody has walked on
The land that nodody has seen
T'm taken away by the endless horizon
The gates are open and in a glance
And the secrets of the past are closed in this land
Ancient signs
Forgotten ages
A silent idol
Fight and tears
Sorrow and hope
Fables written in blood
Purplse shine of sunset
A star on the black sky
Show me the way
I've lived buried all of my life
To waiting for a sign
To get to know you better
To see if you're divine
Each and every promise
Is a hypocritical lie
Without seeing your real face
I just don't
Want to die
Years fly with every minute
I'm dead
I'm dead before I'm born
I try to get out of my tomb
The struggle inside
Makes me torn
Years fly with every minute
I'm dead
I'm dead before I'm born
I try to get out of my tomb
The struggle inside
Makes me torn
I have lived forgotten
Since the thought entered my head
To beg for a beam of light,
In the world of the Dead
Each and every promise
You failed to keep
Made me stronger to believe
I'm the one to
Trust indeed
Years fly with every minute
I'm dead
I'm dead before I'm born
I try to get out of my tomb
The struggle inside
Makes me torn
Years fly with every minute
I'm dead
I'm dead before I'm born
I try to get out of my tomb
The struggle inside
Makes me torn
Years fly with every minute
I'm dead
I'm dead before I'm born
I try to get out of my tomb
The struggle inside
Makes me torn
Years fly with every minute
I'm dead
I'm dead before I'm born
I try to get out of my tomb
The struggle inside
Makes me torn
Years fly with every minute
I'm dead
I'm dead before I'm born
I try to get out of my tomb
The struggle inside
Makes me torn
Years fly with every minute
I'm dead
I'm dead before I'm born
I try to get out of my tomb
The night's an offspring of black dreams
Everything's dark, the shades on the walls
Invite me
The memory of my dreams is a distant light
The wind groans the sign of my soul
The night embraces me
You've taken everything away
You've only left an empty snap
And this words that are dead since ages
The could universe
Has sticked to my face
The wishes have died somewhere
I'm only lying in the silence
The hours elapse on
Every memories are taken away by the dimness
My soul's dancing in a red-hot fire
This day I'd like to thank you
All the bullets you shooted me
So when you were sure
That I'm a perfect aim
One blind man saw my face
And asked me what I feel
My answer wasn't too great
So he told me: "You won't escape"
I warned you so many times
That won't be a prey
'Cause I will hunt you
Till your head will be my state
I visioned a brave new world
Without this killing spree
And then I saw your guns
And I get it won't mercy
You tried to stain my faith
With your superficial life
What is a rotten shame
And a bloody dangerous lie
You are the sacrifice
Of my endless pain
And I taste your sweet tears
That you can't retain
You're looking at your salvation
Whilst I throw off disguise
And you feel you loose everything
And my power will arise
I see into your soul and
I'm playing with your belief
And you are a fugitive man
But won't find relief
This day I'd like to thank you
All the bullets you shooted me
So when you were sure
That I'm a perfect aim
One blind man saw my face
And asked me what I feel
My answer wasn't too great
So he told me: "You won't escape"
You are the sacrifice
Of my endless pain
And I taste your sweet tears
That you can't retain
You're looking at your salvation
Whilst I throw off disguise
And you feel you loose everything
And my power will arise
You are the sacrifice
Of my endless pain
And I taste your sweet tears
That you can't retain
You're looking at your salvation
Whilst I throw off disguise
And you feel you loose everything
Dawn found me lying on the ground
As soon as the night passed away
And the wind among the trees
Is watching me as a hunted game
I feel cold on the dewy field
Where my mind found me
I fear in the early morning light
That death was banished by
My reflection struggle
Like frightened birds in the silence
While i'm scared looking for
My lost memories
Black veil of the night
Still keeps me confined
When i scream and lift up
My bloody hands to the sky
To redeem has gone the dawn
But inside myself is still raging the night
[Chorus:]
I'm dancing with the devil
By moonlight
In the mask of madness
Two minutes before midnight
In the world of shades
"my soulles body
Is wandering through the night
And as a humanfaced monster
Is looking for his sacrify"
The everything - devouring, cold darkness
Is surrounding like an icy - ocean my heart
[Chorus:]
I'm dancing with the devil
By moonlight
In the mask of madness
Two minutes before midnight
I am standing.
Instead of my face the silent surface of the lake
Reflects the profile of an innocent infant
He used to escape from the world crying
And now he cannot belive it's the end
Hesitating smile on his face, bright tear in his eyes
In his glittering glance the life passes
His shadow sinks under the water
As if here the earth and the sky ended
On the corner of a dark room
I silently begin the first steps of a new life
Where there is no light, there is nobody to talk to
I build the walls of my loneliness alone
Where the darkness swallows the light
Where the wall up to the sky does not allow
Your words to light a new candle
[Chorus:]
In the cold corner the reminder of your picture
Draws me the fireplace and the chill winter night
Or the stars of the hot summer sky
Where for me the angel left her cold body behind
Walls surround me that i built
When i was a child, brick by brick
This world disappointed me
I am afraid there is nothing strange in saying this
Nothing but water if front of me, i have my face again
The child is gone, i am only gazing
My gregish temple reminds me
That i can depart bound for the unseen
[Chorus:]
In the cold corner the reminder of your picture
Draws me the fireplace and the chill winter night
Or the stars of the hot summer sky
I see your suffering
When you try to deny me
I'm giving fresh air to you
So you need breathe with me
Do you want to see my soul
And be a guest in my memory
Would you like to talk with my best friend
Who are standing inside me
You're not the cure
For all the pains
I'll embrace you I'll drown you
I'm your part and you need me too
I'll pray for your
Doomsday
Why are you so angry at me
When I try to take rise out of you
That at last I will close the front door
Where you'll have an unholy doom
Be friendly and devoted
'Cause I'm not your grunge
Or else I'll break your mirror
And a casket will be at your charge
You're not the cure
For all the pains
I'll embrace you I'll drown you
I'm your part and you need me too
I'll pray for your
Doomsday
I need to hide
To deep inside me
The morbid part
Of my life
I'll be your guide
But please don't cry
I see your suffering
When you try to deny me
I'm giving fresh air for you
So you need breathe with me
Do you want to see my creater,
And be a guest in my memory?
Would you like to talk with my best friend
Who are standing blow in me?
You're not the cure
For the pains
I'll embrace you I'll drown you
I'm your part
And you need me too
I'll pray for your
Doomsday
Why are you so angry at me
When I try to take rise out of you?
That at last I will close the roomdoor
Where you'll have an unholy doom.
Be friendly and devoted
'Cause I'm not your grunge
Or else I'll break your mirror
And a casket will be at your charge
You're not the cure
For the pains
I'll embrace you I'll drown you
I'm your part
And you need me too
I'll pray for your
Doomsday
I need to hide
To deep inside me
The morbid part
Of my life
I'll be your guide
But please don't cry
When I release the pain
You're not the cure
For the pains
I'll embrace you I'll drown you
I'm your part
And you need me too
I'll pray for your
Doomsday
I need to hide
To deep inside me
The morbid part
Of my life
I'll be your guide
But please don't cry
When I release the pain
I need to hide
To deep inside me
The morbid part
Of my life
I'll be your guide
But please don't cry
When I release the
Lost in disappointment beyond space and time
Harking for noises when there's nothing to hear
Just the orphans lonely cry
In the roaring wind awhile
Disconsolately wandering all alone
Seeking for lifesign in a lifeless place
Out of path in the mist of void
Overgrown by rumbling tide
The wind groans straight into my ears
The last beam of light disappears
I cry, I die
Where the pilgrims sorely sigh
Silent birds fly through the faceless night
Tired teardrops vanish upon the ground
I've lost myself in no-ones land
Just the pilgrims hold my hand
Lurking in a clouded corner of my mind
Shades of past time become alive
I'm down on my knees again
But it does not ease the pain
The wind groans straight into my earsâ¦
Scream, scream painfully wind
Show me what else could I find
Than crave
For grave
The night is about to arrive
The light is no longer bright
Dreams cannot rise any higher
When the setting sun is sighing a last
Above the vast plain
A lifeless bird falls onto the ground
There is silence everywhere
And soon the time will ceise to be
And we'll get finally there
The missing parts of our destiny
Turn up and complete the way
The night is about to arrive
The light is no longer bright
Dreams cannot rise any higher
Traces once we left behind
Are devoured by burning flames
Our names won't be engraved
In the great book of time
When the morning fades out
In the condescending thick fog
Our one last word can be heard and then
There is silence everywhere
Tragedy born in the mist of void
Chilly wind blows straight into our faces
Tragedy born in the mist of void
Chilly wind screams straight into our ears
The nightfall covers this abandoned
Landscape like a satin veil
And the vanishing shape of daylight tells
Who's sitting there
With dark eyes
Who gives an order
'gainst our life
Their prophet lies
About our death
Redemption will be
A simple test
You'll be saved
As long as you obey
We let you tell anytime
One of our prayer
So they don't know
Who we are,
And they don't mind
If we die
And we should keep
Our pride
And hide it for
The after-life
Incubator gives
Brand new image
What will a sign
On our brows
Any squender moments
(What) We left behind
will be a statue
I see your face and I don't understand
Why are you sad while in your hand
Everything that you want
Every little part
But I'd like to hide my god
I interrupt your show
When you sell my dreams
My sad and miserable things
Beneath your skin I'm your god
I am proud of my past
I'm a tattoo on your heart
I feel you burnt my lust
You believe in your escape
I know that you're a poisonous snake
I'll stop you by my stake
To commit suicide so you're late
Chorus:
And the tears fall to our head
And I'm standing above your bed
I watch your turbid eyes
Where my past's already died
I see your face and I understand
Why are you sad when I'd defend
Any chance that I've found
To give light to you
You need to decide what we should do
Look behind my mirror
Tell me what you see
I'm sitting there, crying for me
Feel my hand on our skin?
I try to wash your fingerprint
I seek your weakest, bloody wish
My desires sink
I won't leave you alone
My anger's constantly grown
You're feeding me with your pain
I'll break out from your brain
I see myself
In your hand
I'm following you
But I hate this road
I feel inside
My cells are you
You become alive
While I die
It was not so easy to be a child
Now I can feel that I'm growing older
Behind fancy dreams I can no longer hide
And my heart is slowly getting colder
Feels like the world has changed so much
Nothing remained the same as this before
I became weak and too frightened to touch
My colourless image in the mirror
Seeking for traces of the human deep inside
Billowing in the flood of suffering
Cannot believe that there's nothing left to find
Only frost and lonely shivering
The light of the last candle slowly dies
Not a voice not a hand to hold here
There's no sense to keep opened my eyes
I could behold only my own fear
Marching for the calmness
From the madness
To take some hideaway
Pale visions of sadness
In the darkness
I feel I have been left alone
Surrounded by nothing but gloom
I'm dancing on the stage of chaos
Wearing the velvet gown of doom.
[chorus]
But wait and don't haste
Find the long lost peace inside me.
Stop looking for the end
Row back from the other side.
I can't understand the voices
Shouting in my weary head.
I fall to my knees before them
I've become a living dead.
[chorus]
Perhaps when the ferryman
Takes me to the other side
The dreams will be the same again
Like that of a newborn child.
(Where all the colours are still vivid
And life is like precious stones.
Imagination and reality,
I feel them both in my bones.)
A Face in the mirror
Smiling at me
whispers the words
Through the glint
Conscience fading
I make war on you
And fan the flames
What else could I do
'cause
Sands are running out
And my
I'm down, he is watching me from above
My dream is burning, i dream forever
Keep my life, give me air
I try to think better and better
Solitude has disappeared
Harmony can it be reached?
Misery, don't stay with me
Le't me have a rest, let me be!
Lonliness and destiny
Let me have a rest, let me be!
Broken candles, long slumber
Look at the faces behind the mirror
Into this silent world
Loud cry is heard
My voices and reflections
Are strange and immortal
Mother earth life - giving power
Show me, show me the way
Deep down the dark world
I've lived buried all my life
Waiting for a sign
To get to know you better
To see if you're divine.
Each and every promise
Is a hypocritical lie
Without seeing your real face
I just don't want to die.
Years fly by with every minute
I am dead before I'm born.
I try to get out of my tomb
The struggle inside makes me torn.
I have lived forgotten
Since the thought entered my head
To beg for a beam of light,
New hope in the world of the Dead.
Each and every promise
You failed to keep
Made me stronger to believe