Diary

Diary emerges as the first ever invitation into the life of an artist, narrated first-hand, directly into the camera. Viewers see the artist in their home and on the road, up close and personal, untraditional and uncut.

Cast

• Brittany Murphy
• Beyoncé Knowles
• Tom Cruise
• Sway
• T.I.
• Christina Milian
• Alicia Keys
• Kim Porter
• John Taylor
• Chris Tucker
• Victor Garber
• J.C. Chasez
• Kobe Bryant
• 50 Cent
• Jeffrey Sachs
• Ashton Kutcher
• Willie Nelson
• Johnny Knoxville
• Justin Bieber
• Mandy Moore
• Jack Black
• Julia Stiles
• Edward Barbanell
• Jennifer Garner
• Christina Aguilera

• Season 3
• Episode 14: The Diary of Nas
  USA:20 February 2002...
• Season 7
• Episode 2: Aftershock: Diary of Gideon in Pakistan
  USA:12 January 2006...
• Season
• Episode : Christina Aguilera: Dirrty Blonde
  USA:2002...
• Episode : Diary of Kobe Bryant
  USA:21 November 2001...
• Episode : Diary of 50 Cent
  USA...
• Episode : Diary of Facebook
  A journey deep inside the social network's hyper-kinetic Palo Alto, California, headquarters to tell...
• Episode : Brittany Murphy: Breaking Murphy's Law
  USA:9 August 2003...
• Episode : Christina Aguilera
  USA:12 October 2000...
• Episode : Ja Rule
  USA:1 March 2003...
• Episode : Method Man/Redman
  USA:16 December 2001...
• Episode : Rascal Flatts
  USA:2006...
• Episode : Chris Rock
  USA:8 February 2001...
• Episode : Ryan Reynolds
  USA:21 November 2005...
• Episode : Hilary Duff: In the Driver's Seat
  USA:4 September 2003...
• Episode : Diary of Serena Williams
  USA:14 May 2002...
• Episode : Best of Diary
  USA:1 February 2001...
• Episode : Diddy
  USA:16 October 2006...
• Episode : Justin Bieber
  New York City, New York, USA...
• Episode : Seann Scott: Monk-y Business
  USA:11 April 2003...
• Episode : Diary of Britney Spears
  USA:30 August 2001...
• Episode : Limp Bizkit and Kid Rock
  USA:2000...
• Episode : Tommy & Pamela Lee
  USA:2 March 2000...
• Episode : Destiny's Child II: Encore!
  USA:14 June 2005...
• Episode : The Diary of Katie Holmes
  USA...
• Episode : Pharrell
  This specific episode documents a portion of the life of super producer/artist, Pharrell Williams fr...
• Episode : Christina Milian
  USA:25 February 2005...
• Episode : Destiny's Child
  USA:29 March 2001...
• Episode : Snoop Dogg
  USA:2001...
• Episode : Ashton Kutcher
  USA:6 January 2003...
• Episode : Sean P. Diddy Combs
  USA:16 August 2001...
• Episode : Pink
  USA:8 November 2001...
• Episode : The Diary of Lindsay Lohan
  USA:March 2004...
• Episode : Julia Stiles
  USA:2003...
• Episode : DMX
  USA:24 February 2000...
• Episode : Diary of Tom Cruise and Sway
  USA:5 May 2006...
• Episode : Johnny Knoxville
  USA:22 December 2005...
• Episode : Sum 41
• Episode : Korn
  USA:8 March 2000...
• Episode : Fat Joe and Friends
  USA:19 June 2005...
• Episode : Mandy Moore: One Moore Time
  USA:12 July 2003...
• Episode : The Diary of Jessica Biel
  USA...
• Episode : Kate Hudson
  USA:2003...
• Episode : Jack Black: Rockology 101
  USA:28 September 2003...
• Episode : Diary of Tony Hawk
  USA:March 2003...
• Episode : Diary of The Rock
  USA:3 May 2001...
• Episode : Gretchen Wilson
  USA:2006...
• Episode : Nelly
  USA:15 February 2001...
• Episode : The Diary of Angelina Jolie & Dr. Jeffrey Sachs in Africa
  USA:14 September 2005...
• Episode : Diary of Jay-Z: Water for Life
  USA:19 November 2006...
• Episode : The Diary of Alicia Keys
• Episode : Beyonce
  USA:16 September 2003...
• Episode : Diary of Tom Green
  USA:29 August 2002...
• Episode : Backstreet Boys
  USA:30 November 2000...
• Episode : Jennifer Love Hewitt
  USA:15 March 2001...
• Episode : Ludacris II
  USA:24 September 2006...
• Episode : Jennifer Garner: Spying on Superstardom
  USA:17 April 2004...
• Episode : Diary of Ludacris
  USA:2002...
• Episode : Ashanti: Princess of Her Domain
  USA:25 November 2002...
• Episode : Eve
  USA:14 March 2000...
• Episode : Chris Tucker
  USA:2001...
• Episode : Rebecca Romijn-Stamos
  USA:30 January 2002...

• Lyrics: play full screen play karaoke
• Diary - Babyface
• Diary - Alicia Keys
• Diary - Iced Earth
• Diary - Wale
• Diary - Neil Sedaka
• Diary - Bread
• Diary - Useless I.D.
• Diary - Scream Silence
• Diary - Itchy Poopzkid
• Diary - Vert
• Diary - Arco
• Diary - Low Millions
• Diary - Konspiracy

I found her diary underneath a tree
And started reading all about me
The words she's written took me by surprise
You'd never read them in her eyes
They said that she had found
The love she waited for
Wouldn't you know it?
She wouldn't show it
And when confronted with the writing there
She simply pretended not to care
I passed it off as just in keeping with
Her usual disconcerting air
And though she tried to hide
The love that she denied
Wouldn't you know it?
She wouldn't show it
And as I go through my life
I will give to her, my wife
All the sweet things I can find
I found her diary underneath a tree
And started reading all about me
The words began to stick and tears to flow
Her meaning now was clear to see
The love she waited for
Was for someone else, not me
Wouldn't you know it?
She wouldn't show it
And as I go through my life
I will wish for her, his wife
All the sweet things she can find

Lay your head on my pillow
Here you can be yourself
No one has to know what you are feelin'
No one but me and you
I wont tell, your secrets
Your secrets are safe with me
I will keep your secrets
Just think of me as the pages in your diary
I feel such a connection
Even when you're far away
Oooh baby if there is anything that you fear
Call 489 4608 and I'll be here
I won't tell your secrets
Your secrets are safe with me
I will keep your secrets
Just think of me as the pages in your diary
Only we know what is talked about, Baby boy
I don't know how you could be driving me so crazy
Baby when you're in town
Why don't you come around
I'll be the loyalty you need

(Music : Schaffer, Shawver, Abell / Lyrics : Barlow)
Mine is pure darkness
It is as blackness is
Damn the light which comes from
You as a moth to flame I burn
In the twilight of morning I rest my weary eyes
For the benefits of the nights bounty were many
My soul has been redeemed (with those of others)
I missed my love tonight
Hiding behind the figure I cannot bare to face
That of a dead profit
And his beast of burden
Thorns ripping through his brow
Skin soft and white, eyes fire and ice
Just as I recall
Not longer than nine score
Certainly food for the gods
And fit for a prince
Her throat I¹ll have it now
I will have her, she is mine
Rise of the sun, my test of time
And when shadows fall on unholy ground
It¹s time to sleep again
As consciousness slips into blackness
I rise to nights warm embrace
And though my blood runs cold
I know my love will be alone
And my mortal heart shall beat again
Like it did ten thousand years ago
Forbidden love can only taste this sweet
Not like the others so incomplete
The symbolic arrow that pierces my heart
Takes the shape of a wooden stare
Now I am the one crucified
For her immortal heart I¹d give my own
And die for mankinds sins
But that is not the nature of this beast
I am denied
I will have her, she is mine
Rise of the sun, my test of time
When shadows fall on unholy ground

[Intro:]
If I told you I wanted to talk to you, you know
You think I'm try'na holla at you
And maybe I am but,
You wouldn't hear me out anyways would you?
[Verse 1: Wale]
Rather lose love than to move on
Never knowing what it feel like
Short days, long nights
By the phone, no call
Need a clear mind 'cause I been blind
Got me goin' down that road
Heart made of stone
Far away from home
Black woman, c-c-cold
Every problem that you ever had with another man I gotta face
Started off on thin ice
I'm still here, but I can't skate
Slow sink
Can't breathe
No remorse
Don't think
Listen to your friend, get another man for a minute then repeat
Queen, you deserve the title but she rejects what I give
While she nurse the wounds by them
Tried them, didn't work
Got impossible standards
Nothing I'm a do's gonna work
Diary of a black girl
[Chorus: Marsha Ambrosius]
I wonder why I sit and cry
Wish I could shed all these tears
I'm down and out
I keep on moving and tryna get out
I don't know how to move on
Where I went wrong
Wish I could live with no fear
So down and out
I'll keep it moving and tryna get out
Somehow
[Verse 2: Wale]
Raised by a momma who, who,
Hates her baby father so, so
She don't have a problem with, with,
Saying fuck a nigga quick, quick,
I'm just tryna be the one who never run, but you run away from me
Girlfriend's man cheat, cheat
Why not me the same thing
She can't see in me, what I see in her
This pain she inherit can't be reversed
I can't even stay living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya
The irony in that is that I ain't even that, but you put it in those pages
Wife, you deserve the label
But you been hurt before so you don't feel you're able,
Tried them didn't work
Got impossible standards
Nothing that I ever do work
Diary of a black girl
[Chorus:]
I wonder why I sit and cry
Wish I could shed all these tears
I'm down and out
I keep on moving and tryna get out
I don't know how to move on
Where I went wrong
Wish I could live with no fear
So down and out
I keep it moving and tryna get out
Somehow
[Spoken: Wale]
See all I wanna do is be relevant
Just tell me that I ever meant anything
Or that you could ever see me and you in another light
But it's like the dark woman endores in the darkest nights by the wrong man
See all of them have made you incapable of a first impression
What it do is I channel my aggression with no cable or antenna
Just intentions to impress you, if capable
Hoping that the material possesions can materialise to a better you
Cars, nothing I drive can drive you out of this frame of mind for such an ugly picture
And money, nothing I buy can buy more time for your ears to tell your heart to listen to it
"Diamonds, a girl's best friend" is what they say
But, believe me, with the right allegience shorty you gonna shine anyways
And everyday that goes by is a couple more lines in her diary
The day before is better than the present
So anyone presented in her presence is doing these life sentences
No key for release
No reason to be around
Her minds in the clouds
She writes it all down
In her diary,
[Chorus:]
I wonder why I sit and cry
Wish I could shed all these tears
I'm down and out
I keep on moving and tryna get out
I don't know how to move on
Where I went wrong
Wish I could live with no fear
I'm down and out
I'll keep it moving and tryna get out
Somehow
Somehow

(Ah, ah, ah, ah)
(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
How I'd like to look into that little book
The one that has the lock and key
And know the boy that you care for
The boy who's in your diary
When it's late at night what is the name you write?
Oh, what I'd give if I could see
Am I the boy that you care for?
The boy who's in your diary
Do you recall and make note of all
The little things I say and do?
The name you underline, I'm hoping that it's mine
Darling, I'm so in love with you-oo
Please don't leave me blue, make all my dreams come true
You know how much you mean to me
Say I'm the boy that you care for
The boy who's in your di-a-ry
(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Whoa-oh-oh-whoo-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Whoo-ooh-ooh-ooh)

I found her diary underneath a tree
And started reading about me
The words she'd written took me by surprise
You'd never read them in her eyes
They said that she had found
The love she'd waited for
Wouldn't you know it?
She wouldn't show it
When she confronted with the writing there
Simply pretended not to care
I passed it off as just in keeping with
Her total disconcerting air
And though she tried to hide
The love that she denied
Wouldn't you know it?
She wouldn't show it
And as I go through my life
I will give to her my wife
All the sweet things, I can find
I found her diary underneath a tree
And started reading about me
The words began to stick and tears to flow
Her meaning now was clear to see
The love she'd waited for
Was someone else not me
Wouldn't you know it?
She wouldn't show it
And as I go through my life
I will wish for her his wife
All the sweet things she can find

It's a weekday and I cleaned my room agian,
of endless moments I thought we once shared.
An open book, read every single page.
Naive enough to think that help is on the way.
Rise and shine a day awaits,
watching clear skies turn to grey.
It's a dead end road and I want out.
There's no return.
Let me know when will it end?
If only you were my only friend, Id be fine.
A direction split right from the start.
I'm picking up the pieces to this broken heart.
Move over and make room for someone else.
Mabye a smile will find itself right on your face agian.
Another empty sleeping bag. A broken speaker plays out loud.
An Elliot Smith song for those who can't move on and on.
A tour to write you home about of how I'm doing. Pretty sad.

Saturday two weeks ago
Your light left me
Tortured in my agony
I'm more than helpless
Sometimes I don't know
What shall I do
Without your wings
I fall into blaze
Monday I try to suppress
My wish to follow you
I've lost my will to live
Without you
Tuesday I must prevent
From drifting away
Today...my pain will fade
Sunday she is gone
And beyond the pain
Covered with flowers
She followed him
The only thing that remains
Four words in stone

I used to play with my balls
but now I play with my dick
I'm using both of my hands
I play until I get sick
then I go straight to my room
and watch my neighbours' two dogs
they fuck each others brains out
all my friends think I love cocks
another thing that I like
is scaring kids on the street
while cruising nude on my bike
and penetrating some sheep
when I get punched in the face
I feel extremely horny
and it results every day

I was there when she was writing
I felt her pen on paper
there to stay there to pay
I saw her writing me again
my brain is bleeding
my eyes are melting to my heart
she places the end just before the start
"to lay and die" she thinks to my ears
I can hear her heart and feel her pain
I understand but, can do nothing
a diary is me, a diary can't scream out her name
why is it that I'm the only one who knows
can't they hear her tears hit the floor
why is my mouth locked like a prison door
I wish I could tell someone
I kiss her swollen lips, and blood-she can't bight her tongue-swallow
her words
touch her blue face, touch her scarred back
and ripped down pride, broken side, ripped out hair, hide her tears
and lie
she knows of acid trips and clouds
of rape and placenta
placid eyes can't hide her fears from me
she says it all and I listen, and I hear her hearts call
for help a birds fall
deadly games, the loser goes away for ever, till never and I come
why is it that I'm the only one who knows
can't they hear her tears hit the floor
why is my mouth hers to quiet
I wish I could tell someone
you can't hear her tears fall,
you can't hear her hearts call,

thought life was like a diary
begun the day you're born
filled with crazy writing
up to the latest dawn
and reaching out from there
towards the page you'd never turn
the empty days
the fate you'd still to learn
thought life was like a diary
begun the day you're born
but nothing this confusing
could be so clearly drawn
and today i saw it in a different light
and my heart sank
the days to come were filled

I used a screwdriver, I couldn't find the key, I had to know your secrets, the thoughts you kept of
I read how you resent me, you even dreamed that I was dead, you said, you thought that I'd look
stunning, with a bullet in my head.
Ooh, it's too bizarre to believe, Ooh, you can't be talkin' 'bout me, thats the way I have to read
it, in your diary.
Now we can fight if you want to, unhappily ever after, or you can just tell me, to my face, if you
think I'm such a bastard.
I knew that you'd weren't happy, yeah but who'd have guessed of this, to read that you were planning,
to betray me with a kiss.
Ooh, it's too bizarre to believe, Ooh, you can't be talkin' 'bout me, thats the way I have to read it,
You'll probably just leave me, and I'll fall apart, might as well just kill me, why don't you finish
what you started.
Ooh, it's too bizarre to believe, Ooh, you can't be talkin' 'bout me, thats the way I have to read
it, in your diary.

Revealed your secrets
Unveiled your filth
The pages contain
The hate you've built
And you are trapped now
In your pool of lies
The blood and flesh remains
For what your write
Surrender
Catalystic ways
Undying
Now but soon you'll reach your days
I've felt this
Something stronger than before
The pressure
Just won't raise anymore
And in this diary I've seen the truth and how you've felt for me
This is far from over now that once again it's hard to breathe
And in this diary I've seen the truth and how you've felt for me
This is far from over now
I'll find your weakness
Because you found mine
I'm sick of heartache
From time to time
And now I
Truly know
Just how you cared
For me
Surrender
Catalystic ways
Undying
Now but soon you'll reach your days
I've felt this
Something stronger than before
The pressure
Just won't raise anymore
And in this diary I've seen the truth and how you've felt for me
This is far from over now that once again it's hard to breathe
And in this diary I've seen the truth and how you've felt for me
This is far from over now
Will
Blind
And in this diary I've seen the truth and how you've felt for me
This is far from over now that once again it's hard to breathe
And in this diary I've seen the truth and how you've felt for me
This is far from over now
Will