Xandria Filmography

• Butt a Face Babes (2004)
• Hot 40+ 6 (2004)
• Mature Kink 12 (2001)
• Naughty Nights 2 (2001)
• Ultimate Strap-On Super Slam 6 (2001)

• My Scarlet Name - Xandria
• Isis & Osiris - Xandria
• Casablanca - Xandria
• Calyx Virago - Xandria
• Winterhearted - Xandria
• Widescreen - Xandria
• Some Like It Cold - Xandria
• Now & Forever - Xandria
• Snow-White - Xandria
• In Love With The Darkness - Xandria
• Dancer - Xandria
• Back To The River - Xandria
• Answer - Xandria
• Mermaids - Xandria
• Who We Are And Who We Want To Be - Xandria
• Valentine - Xandria
• Too Close To Breathe - Xandria
• The Wind And The Ocean - Xandria
• Soulcrusher - Xandria
• Sisters Of The Light - Xandria
• Save My Life - Xandria
• Only For The Stars In Your Eyes - Xandria
• Like A Rose On The Grave Of Love - Xandria
• Kill The Sun - Xandria
• Keep My Secret Well - Xandria
• Forevermore - Xandria
• Forever Yours - Xandria
• Firestorm - Xandria
• Emotional Man - Xandria
• Drown In Me - Xandria
• Black & Silver - Xandria
• Beware - Xandria
• A New Age - Xandria
• Isis/osiris - Xandria
• Eversleeping (Single Version) - Xandria
• So Sweet - Xandria
• She's Nirvana - Xandria
• Ravenheart - Xandria
• Pure - Xandria
• Fire Of Universe - Xandria
• Wisdom - Xandria
• When The Mirror Cracks - Xandria
• Vampire - Xandria
• The Nomad's Crown - Xandria
• The Lost Elysion - Xandria
• The Lioness - Xandria
• The End Of Every Story - Xandria
• The Dream Is Still Alive - Xandria
• So You Disappear - Xandria
• Sleeping Dogs Lie - Xandria
• Salome - Xandria
• Return To India - Xandria
• On My Way - Xandria
• India - Xandria
• Ginger - Xandria
• Fight Me - Xandria
• Eversleeping (album Version) - Xandria
• Eversleeping - Xandria
• Euphoria - Xandria
• Cursed - Xandria
• Call Of The Wind - Xandria
• Blood On My Hands - Xandria
• Black Flame - Xandria
• A Thousand Letters - Xandria
• A Prophecy Of Worlds To Fall - Xandria

Take my life and paint it black
Until I'm sleeping
And my promise, I take back
So please stop creeping
I don't call your heart my own
Where I rest my head I'm home
You are here to please me
You know my name
I don't know yours
Stay until the curfew calls
And kiss your idol
Beneath your black-hair waterfalls
You look so bridal
You know my name

"i am birth - i am death
i'm an elusive symbol
for eternal come and go
for come and go
i have come - i have gone
i have shown you moira
and her restless re-creation
your own re-creation"
"never, no never the day will go down on me
within knowing him by my side
sothis, o sothis, don't pass me again
before i know how to heal

at the temple of black gods i failed again
for you - a chilvarous end for a man
clandestine enthralling haze
a docile sacrifice for your grace
resurrect from the ban they put on you
fall again - you will - what they foreknew
only gods illuminate
and just a slave to be is my fate
and you will hear me
siren's calls of temptation
teasing you
no limit will be
no taboo of imagination
i'll fill your void
i will always savour you

fading lights, I sink into
this other world, where only you
can heal my wounds and make me see
only here I'm free
you are the night with all its charm
glowing darkness keeps me warm
take my life - just one caress
let me be forever yours
close your eyes
fading lights, I sink into

I was a fool for what I thought was love
And I tried my best to keep up what we had
We had a vision, no, I had a vision
And now I've to see that the vision is dead
One of us is winterhearted
One of us is cold as ice
One of us is breaking hearts
And it's not me
I was romantic, so silly and blind
I told the world that true love had a name
But all that is left now is pity and shame
One of us is winterhearted
One of us is cold as ice
One of us is breaking hearts

Cold sweat - there's something on I don't know yet
Thoroughly making my mind mad, I'll jump onto this
Fast train, ruling my life on the fast lane, being a part is a vast strain
I am and I am
Watching it on widescreen all the time
Bringing our lives into one line
Fashion be my guide
Reflections of what they want us to be
Uniformed we are right what we see
A pressure I can't hide
Downfall of visions and dreams, gotta have all,
Like lemmings we rush for the roll call, deprived of all we
Stand for, united we stand as a main bore, just numbers, no names on this dead score

Glamourous stars darken the day
The shadows of night lighten their way
The wisdom of fools is not easy to learn
So go one step ahead and two in return
I am the sense in all of your tears
I am the reason of all your fears
I am praised for my sadness
I am praised for my faults
I am praised for my madness
Cause some like it hot
And some like it cold
Evening calls the sunset to rise
I am a liar so take care of my advice
The wheel of fortune always goes round

Millions of songs all these years in my soul
And when we met I just knew they´re for you
Now your voice is singing them all
Your wings at mine we will never fall
On and on
We will fly now & forever
Side to side now & forever my love
Thousands of miles through the cold stormy air
There´s really nothing that I wouldn´t dare
I climb the eye of the hurricane
When the winds are whispering your name
On and on
We will fly now & forever

Once upon an ancient time
Beauty was born in a someone
She was the Snow-White of mine
And if you're not a copy, my darling, become one
Snow-White skin, ebony hair
And lips as red as blood
Bite my apple, choke my kiss
Gasp for breath in my embrace
Vanity is a bliss of amazing grace
Snow-White, untouchable
Innocent whore, you're the best of them all
You are the best, yes I adore
My bloodred, snow-white, ebony whore
Your innocence moves me to tears

No more tears
I'm out of fears
I'm out of pain
I'm out in the rain
It will gently wash away
The light of the day
I'm in love with the darkness of the night
I'm in love with all that's out of sight
I'm in love with the magic of the new
And the darkness loves me, too
Finally
It covers me
It makes me taste
It's sure embrace
It will gently take away
The sorrows of the day
Come out, come out wherever you are
Don't hide, don't hide near or far

She walks on the moonlit snow
She´s winterhearted, so you say
But you don´t see
She´s a dancer on the glass
That´s broken like her past
She would never flee
Fascination is her name
She is dancing in the wind
Almost dancing everything
Every moment of her life
She is taking me with her
With the music in her heart
She is breaking every ice
She is talking with the world
A far-traveled bird
Her soul´s her home
See how light are all her moves
Just follows her own rules
But she is not alone
Fascination is her name
She is dancing in the wind
Almost dancing everything
Every moment of her life
She is taking me with her
With the music in her heart
She is breaking every ice

I can recall my name - but it was not the same
I fear I'd gone astray - I've almost gone insane
Sometimes I still can hear - echoes of silent fears
But on that winter's day - you swept them all away
These were the times when I longed for the river
And I closed my eyes and you laid your hands down on me
Not just a burning sin - a candle in the wind
It was so much more - I want to thank you for
I can see you, still my friend
Still so deep inside of me
You filled my void, you let me fly
You broke my chains, you showed me life
You set me up, you made me true

We fought the truth
As long as we lived our love
Fearing all the solutions we found
We drowned ourselves
In the lake of fears theat we cried
'Til we found out that love is its ground
Call me a fool, but I'm not
Our love changed - and love changed me
I kept waiting for your answer
The I found out the answer was you
No more riddles of my longings
Now I Know that the answer is you
I want to thank you, my creator
I still wouldn't live my life without you
Call me a fool, but I'm not

sigh - for they make you feel alive
try - it's just one step aside
fly - over seas of drunken wine
lie - cause you'll never draw a line
cry - for they leave you cold and dead
ride - til the last of suns is set
don't dive too deep - too deep into the sea
come and be a child of the blue
we make the azure dream come true
i drift and fall - sapphire spear inside
they come for me and softly close my eyes
fight - for this is your last chance
come and be a child of the blue
leave the past, we make it new

One eye is green, one eye is black
Life threw me down, love broke my neck
I've made mistakes, I'm just a girl
Who wants to live her life
And if I was wrong, I tried to be right
I wanted to survive
Who we are
And who we want to be
Is not the same all the time
And what we say
And what we want to say
Is not the same sometimes
No doubt, I'm okay, but okay is out
My heart's to silent, my voice too loud
Why do they hurt me, why do I
Hurt them, why do I care?
I want to start again from beginning
But I don't dare
Who we are
And who we want to be
Is not the same all the time
And what we say
And what we want to say

Be the valentine, rip the heart of mine
Give your innocence to the brightest of dreams
This is harvest time, taste the bloodred wine
Of this gilded art, it is spilled from my own heart
It’s so hard to see my face
In the mirror’s cold disgrace
I wonder what is this I have become
A childish forlorn wish
So easy to seduce
Seems like it’s just one step to fall down
Be the valentine…
I can hardly write these lines
Cause I already have signed
My name across the wall of prayers
Now I listen to my name
Sounding like a blame
I close my eyes and start to sing my song
Be the valentine…
If I’m looking back behind
To long forgotten times
There’s something that is burning on and on
Oh, oh, oh, pactum fraudis! (x4)
Sanguinans!
I live in memories, cast into melodies
They die in harmony with greed and treachery
Be the valentine…

We played with the fire
Burning souls in the flames
Call me a liar
But now it's not the same
Silently creeping
Soon we were torn apart
By what once was sleeping
In the shadows of my heart
- forgive me -
Too close to breathe he came to me
Under my skin, making me high
I didn't look for what I see
To less to live too much to die
Of love
Heart, don't believe
You don't remind me of
Joy & grief
Though both they are gone
You left me grey and without a core inside

I am like the endless ocean
Carry dreams to distant shores
You are like the wind that moves me
Whispering breeze and roaring storm
Azure is my garden
I grow some seaweed on the ground
I sleep and dream of naiads
And of the sunk ships that I found
I am like the endless ocean...
Through the rough sea's current
My blue heart's drawn to your caress
I'll give you salty kisses
How do you like my glittering dress?
Seawards, seawards
Sail your vessels
Human plaything for my waves
Seawards, seawards
Sail your vessels
'Til my seabed is your grave

I know the truth behind you, there is nothing but fear
Hiding behind violence I felt year after year
Searching for someone to pay Darwin's price
Laughter echoes while you savour my cries
I can't forget it - the pain and the dirt that I had to swallow
This is the limit - the soul you rape will once be strong
You never get it - the tears of the past are the hate of tomorrow
Cursed Soulcrusher
There's no escape, everyday is a treadmill of pain
Working so hard for respect, but it all was in vain
No one would help little chaps picked half-dead
It's evolution, the strongest survive
I can't forget it...
There's a refuge for me, but only in my mind
Outside it's raging on, on and on
Abusing for lust, instinct thirst for blood
Hunting day by day - tears will run dry to hate
For the weakest one is hacked till it's done
Till it's falling out of the nest, dead and gone
This sublime system of pure selection
Guarded carefully by the lies unquestioned
It is living on - it is killing on
While the protectors just watch

Follow me through the night
We are sisters of the light
We are daughters of sin
We are laughter in the wind
Follow me through the night
We are sisters of the light
We are wild, we are free
Through the darkness follow me!
I am here to break the silence and
I want you to be the voice of mine
Follow me now
Follow me through the night...
You alone, you can let time stand still and
You create the missing element
We're the fires of hell
We're the deep rough sea
We're the stormy air
We are we
We're the ashes of time
And we are banshee
Through the darkness, sisters,
Follow me!
Follow me now

Save my life
Save my life
Let these tears be our secret
You and I
You and I
Once we were so close
Save my life
My soul / feels empty
I'm drowning in my tears
It's pain / I'm learning
My heart / is aching
Got poison in my veins
In hell / I'm burning
It's all / or nothing
I'm asking you to give
Let live / or die
Everything / is better
Than this silent lie
Say that / it's no lie!
I need you to save my life
Save my life
Save my life
Let me feel you breathing
In your hands
In your hands
Is the heart of mine

On a train to Neverland
We are riding hand in hand
We are chasing unicorns
And elves
Chinese dragons guide our way
To the dawning of the day
We will give a promise to
Ourselves
Only for tonight
Only for the stars in your eyes
We are crazy, but who cares...!
To our heaven there are stairs
If we want it to be like
That
And reality is just
An illusion that we must
Soon return to, yes, but not
Only for tonight
Only for the stars in your eyes
Hey, Give me what I need
Hey, you are what I want
Only for tonight
For your eyes only
Only for tonight

Come like the dusk
Like a rose on the grave of love
You are my lust
Like a rose on the grave of love
I curse the day I first saw you
Like a rose that is born to bloom
Don't look at me the way you do
Like the roses, they fear the gloom
Your thorns, they kissed my blood
Your beauty heals, your beauty kills
And who would know better than I do?
Pretend you love me!
Indeed, reality seems far
When a rose is in love with you
Slaves of our hearts, that's what we are
We loved and died where roses grew
They watched us silently
A rose is free, a rose is wild
And who would know better than I do?

i am down at the water
my bare feet are numb
and for aeons now nothing seems real
now it's hard to hold sight
through your soft eiderdown
but i still got my hands on the wheel
you have set my mind
between worlds spinning round
i'm a stranger in my universe
but i see my sun
and i know that it will
be forever shining on earth
you can rain down on me
but you can't darken the sun
you can cast a spell on the moon

Keep my secret well
Like my eyes keep their tears
It's raindrops on my face
A thunderstorm has led me here
Keep my secret well
Like my lungs keep on breathing
Until I close my eyes
The last time it's beneath me
For the case all is past and gone
I'll keep my smile and carry on
Don't ask for more
Don't ask for more
Keep my secret well
See how deep I fell
Keep my secret well
And I won't ask you for more
Keep my secret well
Like my veins keep my blood
No wounds can be as deep

Forevermore
Once there was a time of a never-ending dream
Of being free, of immortality
When a song was a mystery
And the stars so easy to reach
But something changed, now the sand’s trickling slow
The time of innocence is over now
I know the rivers won’t be flowing on forevermore
The wind of time blows right into my eyes
My flower withers and so do they all
Nothing lasts forevermore
Why is my fate that I will never see
The story’s end, the final truth to be
And to you lights that help me through the dark
My greatest fear is losing your spark
I know…
I see the days go by and feel the snow is falling down
I’ve seen the end is waiting by my side
The dream is lost, once I was told

It feels like
keeping and holding a star in the sky
born to be born again with you
the days of thunder cry their goodbye
and for the first time I know what to do
I just keep on being one with you
forever yours, forever yours
I'm here to stay
cause in your arms, in your arms
I feel so save
forever yours, forever yours
I'm here to stay
cause in your arms, in your arms
I feel so save
loving and fighting the mirror I need
dearest I'm down on the ground
waitind to see whereto the storm leads
it's my blood that bleeds from your wounds
dearest you're all that I need
forever yours, forever yours
I'm here to stay
cause in your arms, in your arms
I feel so save
forever yours, forever yours
I'm here to stay
cause in your arms, in your arms
I feel so save
and when I kiss you
your lips are the only food I need
your fingertips open
spaces that make me complete
dearest you're all that I need
forever yours, forever yours
I'm here to stay
cause in your arms, in your arms
I feel so save
forever yours, forever yours
I'm here to stay
cause in your arms, in your arms
I feel so save
forever
loving - fighting
holding - losing
giving - taking
wanting forever you
loving - fighting
holding - losing

Close to the flame
Behind my eyes there is a beast
that longs for you
Calling my name
So if you're brave enough to risk it
follow me
Into the firestorm
Have you ever been inside a flame?
Did you ever play a burning game?
Would you do what I want you to do?
Do you like the way I'm burning you?
There's no need to be afraid of this
Let me melt you with my dragon-kiss
Let me walk with you the firing line
Put your burn onto the heart of mine
(I. Will. Burn. You.)
Yesterday I had a flaming dream
We were swimming in a lava stream
We were watching an exploding sun

Watch my poster on the wall
View my pictures on the magazines you store to have them all
Let me be your guiding light
Be the salt inside the wounds of your most ordinary life
Come closer - what you want is what you see
Desire - but you won't dare talk to me
So pure a lie - a hymn for the emotional man
So clean and shy - get it while you can
And yes, what I am is not what you see
Your interest's somewhere else
Your carnal longings make you all the same
Writing letters, sending mails
Offering me your honest interest in what's inside of me
No sins on your mind, of course
Pretend to intellectualize another wasted girl resource
You tell me - you knew what I need
So sorry - for the hypocrite I feed
So pure a lie...
Just a number in a game - you tell me I had a name
Creation of an industry - and not what you might think to see
Glorify an icon's shrine - whose image of me is not mine
Not to save you from your mess - tell you you may kiss...

Trust in me,
I'll make you see everything inside the fire
Let us share all our secrets,
I can take away the dire
I will make you drown,
I will let you fall so deep
I will see you frown,
I will let you fall so deep into me
Fight me - as now it's over
Hate me - so I can forgive myself
Now I am crying
Will it be your fate to love and die?
I will make you drown,
I will let you fall so deep
I will see you frown,
I will let you fall so deep into me

I am amused
You seem to love me
But be reserved
Before you huff me
I'm used to winners
I need the fame
And if you touched me
You'd be my shame
Your childish dreams are all in vain
To me your kind is all the same
A starlit sky
Of black and silver is my core
My last goodbye
Makes you want me even more
For silver is my fame
Black is my name
I am a queen
And if you creep
I'll push my blade
Still-water-deep
I am a dream
A fairy-tale
Your endless quest
Your holy grail
Thanks so much for your confusion
I will be your lost illusion
Deep inside
The silver shines as black as can be
My disguise
The wolf among the sheep, you want me
To me your kind is all the same

I dress myself in black
In black from head to heels
I take my promise back
Cause you don't know how it feels
No, you don't take me as I am
No, you don't want to know at all
Who is the face behind the mask
I'll be the one who'll make you fall
Beware! Beware! I'll be the one
The one to take you under
Beware!
I hate the light of day
I'm happy when it rains
The stars shine on my way
But the memory remains
No, you don't take me as I am...
Beware! Beware! I'll be the one...
I am the night's revenge
I've got a soul to sell
And yet a fist to clench
So wait for me in hell
Beware! Beware! I'll be the one...
Wait for me in hell

ll Bells ringing, it's my wake-up shout
I know the way out
It's five past twelve, we'd better run
A new age has begun
Hush, little darling, don't you cry
I am your favour
I am your answer, I'm your light
I'm your saviour
Oh, I know where we're going, I hold the key to our fate
Let's face a new morning before it's too late
See! A new age has begun
I will get you
To a time of brightest light
Empty is my name and I am right
You think your life will bring you down
Just clean up your mind
I am enlightened, I have come
Just to lead the blind
Oh, no tar and no feathers with answers so close at hand
I'll drive you to madness, but that's what you want!
See! A new age has begun...
I am the insect inside your mind
The buzzing noise that you can't find
Over your shoulder, inside your head
I turn the switch from good to bad
Material saviour with bank account
Glad for the bliss that you have found
A VISA-master, cards up my sleeve,
Appreciate what you leave

"i am birth - i am death
i'm an elusive symbol
for eternal come and go
for come and go
i have come - i have gone
i have shown you moira
and her restless re-creation
your own re-creation"
"never, no never the day will go down on me
within knowing him by my side
sothis, o sothis, don't pass me again
before i know how to heal
who is shattered by the forces of the night"

Once I travelled 7 seas to find my love
And once I sang 700 songs
Well, maybe I still have to walk 7000 miles
Until I find the one that I belong
Once I crossed 7 rivers to find my love
And once, for 7 years, I forgot my name
Well, if I have to I will die 7 deaths just to lie
In the arms of my eversleeping aim
I will rest my head side by side
To the one that stays in the night
I will lose my breath in my last words of sorrow
And whatever comes will come soon
Dying I will pray to the moon
That there once will be a better tomorrow
I dreamt last night that he came to me
He said: "My love, why do you cry?"

One moment of sun
Breathe it and be drown
Having broken lines that have been to straight
We stop walking and look around
Out of control, anchorless
Drifting in space, and it tastes so sweet
Thousand lights explode
And for seconds we sing
Differences have been erased
Everything is nothing
Out of control, anchorless
Drifting in space, and it tastes so sweet
When we run out of sight
When we taste forbidden fruits
So surreal, can't be real
But it tastes to sweet
Not totally consciuos
Or maybe conscious at all
Of a brighter colour than the ordinary grey

do you dare to taste her soul
do you like to trick control
did you think this world was real
realize this was the deal
she's ether fire - burns away all the dire
you will feel her touch for a while
do you see her through the waves
do you think it's her who saves
with a blink of radiant eye
would you really dare to try
she's like a fawn - just appears and then gone
what reamins will be just this one song
she's eternity behind her disguise
you have almost seen a world in her eyes
but you've known that it would never be born
she's flown away like a leave in a storm

Come to me, Ravenheart
Messenger of evil
Come to me. What's the news?
Here I'm still left lonely
You shadow of forgotten dreams
You come to take away
My hope on your black wings
Of love & hate the singers tell
But I feel more, more of both,
More than heaven & hell.
I take a bow to destiny.
Now I have really learnt my part
Once loving him, now hating love
I've made mistakes, my Ravenheart
Will I get back who I adore?

Pure - like the wings of a dove
So pure - is the one that I love
He's holding my heart in his hands
He's God to me
Blue - like the sky that's above
So blue - am I caused by my love
I'm losing myself just by seeing
Him from the far
Soft - like the kiss of a ghost
So soft - is the one I love most
I'm dying to hear from his own lips
He loves me too
High - like the stars use to be
So high - he is standing 'bove me
Unreachable, just like

I clench my fist and break my chains
Destroy the mirror of tears
I force the night to smash you down
And lose my innocence (I'm)
Blinded by the fire of universe
I'm falling down, no reverse
I Can't rewind my life to then
When I was freaming ot warmth
You took away the child I've been
And left me frozen (and)
Rewind rewind to then -
I'm an angel
Born form the breath of life
An Ikarus

we scintillate like cedar stones
in plasma veil as ancient ones
in cold war years you were my fears
but just to gain the power to reign
satan's bllod in our veins
the pigfaced mud will be slayn
but noone dies when blackseas dry
and noone kill. forever this will
our wisdom be
now you're asking
what are you living for
no sense of life
and none afterwards
what I call wisdom is a flower
that can seldom be found
but not in illusions
you only use to find

Took sense and madness as they come
This circus life has left me on my own
My expectations were my home
But when the mirror cracks- there's so much left undone
Who betrayed and who deceived?
Loss of what I once believed
Feel I'm in a dream- scary scenes rush before my eyes
Wake up in a scream- this is real
Where's my paradise?
Downed my circumstance- innocence crushed under this load
Will it ever end, where's my life?
Disastrous certainties once felt
My vast collection of a better time to tell
Knowing my worst enemy
Weak and helpless- is this me?
Feel I'm in a dream- scary scenes rush before my eyes
Wake up in a scream- this is real
Where's my paradise?
Downed my circumstance- innocence crushed under this load
Late comprehension, a new dimension, a newborn child in it's fragile world
[X4]
Feel I'm in a dream- scary scenes rush before my eyes
Wake up in a scream- this is real
Where's my paradise?
Downed my circumstance- innocence crushed under this load

Dark are the streets, gloom's creeping out of the walls
Dirt comes alive and all the neon-lights call
Demons and fools and a lady of black
She's of the kind nighttime-insomniac
She sees the prey and she's aware
The times are hard but she don't care
She's a vampire
Desire darker than black
She's a vampire
Reach higher, no turning back
Her wings are curtains of the night
She knows no wrong or right
Dead are the places where this goddess has been
Cold is the skin that this creature has seen
Her universe is an ocean of blood
Her dining table the cradle of mud
She sees the prey and she's aware
The times are hard but she don't care
She's a vampire...
The night is blind, the mistress she is calling you
To be by her side forevermore
Follow her until her thirst is sated
An immortal lie, heart blood
Can't help yourself, she's got you paralyzed
So would you kiss the sun goodbye
And give your life to never die?

Silent are the winds as he travels forgotten lands
Outcast, yet not fallen, and no-one knows his name
May the winds do once rise again
May the magic be strong to stand
For the dark and the light to come
Soon to an end to give a new way
Over the mountains from the tower above the world
Secrets were given for in his hands to unfold
Will the winds do once rise again?
Will the magic do lead his hand?
For the dark and the light to come
Soon to an end to give a new way?
For this contest to end
Not from hell or heaven sent
To renew the beauty of all
All of the kings have to fall
It's been a long way from the forsaken prison
Seeing the downtrodden ones serve false masters
The rivalry of gods must end here once and for all
Knowing the desire for the crown will lead nowhere
Down there in the fire of the forge it has to burn
Now the winds do rise again
Now the peace will come to the land
For the dark and the light to come
Now to an end to give a new way
We wait for you only - release our world, unfold it
The beauty, the broken - come forth for us and heal it
Be the one, you nameless - and leave us with our freedom

For the lost desire, the star of once been higher
Light the face of dead worlds, forever in my heart
For the lost Elysion
Rivers of red run through the land
Cover the ruins of once golden past
When starlight was strong and I did belong
To the almighty light
Burned are the homes where dreams could be born
The whispers of hope, into hate they are torn
Letters to fate, tears like a blade
Wisdom of Shar-Ilya
For the lost desire...
Secrets are lost, arbors are crossed
The doors of this house will forever be closed
Nothing remains, all full of stains
The colours are fading away
This world full of fear, of lies in my ears
This peace is so false, only greed is sincere
Oh how I wish to be once released
But nothing will turn back time
For the lost desire...
Born from grace and silence, blissful sound of sirens
For the lost Elysion can never be found again
Silence fell down, broken the crown
Now it will never be anyone's own
In this weary world, it's cruelty unfurled
Frozen until we die
Trying to hold a piece of this gold
Back in my heart till it all will be sold
So I hold the key to open and see
The world behind the lies
I can almost create the picture before my eyes again
But most of it has been washed away for years

Cerulean sky over dessert fields and sand veils
And underneath a lioness is stalking narrowing rings
Feel her coming near, she smells the blood, her prey is near
So see her, hear her, feel her, be her
The lioness is hunting us
So beautiful and dangerous
Her embrace is murderous
Beware of the lioness
Do you feel her gentle touch
Her sweet caress hurts just as much
So take care, take care of her
The lioness will win
So close you hear her purring
So close she smells your fear
Not close enough to lose yourself

All we´ve been, all we see was born so long ago
In times of joy and of tears, we carried on
The winds were still, did no harm to our shores
But the seed´s already sewn, now the storm will come
Over and over we´re downcast
Only, it´s only a dark past
Do you know we reached somehow the end of every story
Welcome to the final show it´s here in all its glory
You can run but all you flee is a life of sorrow
Time will tell what kind of fate will be waiting for us now
Built on sand by our hands were all of our homes
Turn around, realize this world is not our own
So we have to succumb to the call of fate
Hear it now, it leads us down to future´s open gate
Falling we´re falling with closed eyes
Losing now losing our old disguise
Do you know we reached somehow the end of every story
Welcome to the final show it´s here in all its glory
You can run but all you flee is a life of sorrow

We have come a long way
Through rain and the dust of time
Times full of wonders
Full of secret signs
We have seen the winters
And the sunlight's brightest shine
But not every single moment
Can stand the test of time
The song now has ended
And the last notes fade away
But a new one begins
The music will stay
Now it's time for the future
We left our past behind
All the battles are over
But the dream is still alive
Smoke has been rising
Now it's blown away by the wind
It's all getting clearer
I wonder where I've been
A past destined to fall down
The final brick in the wall
Was so hard for me to see
But now I see it all
Now it's time for the future...
No-one can take it away from me
No day will ever let it end
Now it's time for the future...
Now we see our tomorrow
The night is long ago
All the fighting is over

i breathe the scent of your hair
your emerald eyes are closed
there's still some music in the air
feels like time no more flows
we sit, you're in my arms
watching the first daylight gleam
you say: "i like your warmth"
a voice just in a dream
i was dreaming of the wind
i was dreaming like a child
a prince and princess fairy tale
and so you disappear
i was dreaming of the fire
of the time when it was wild
i was dreaming far too sweet
and so you disappear
in chaos waters i do swim
and you're the stone one's thrown into
a frail creature now gets dim
as the gold turns into blue
made me think you were so damn near
like a bright shining star
but reaching out you disappeared
for real you are so very far
i was dreaming of the wind
i was dreaming like a child
a prince and princess fairy tale
and so you disappear
i was dreaming of the fire
of the time when it was wild
i was dreaming far too sweet

Night falls down and soon we're all alone
What do you have in mind, guidance of the blind, I feel lost
Lost inside this maze of shame and sin
A taste of sweetest wine, addictive yet so fine, I want more
The conscience says no, all senses yell go,
There's too much at stake this time
The more I deny, the more I commit to this night
Don't tell me what you feel, don't tell me what you see
Close your eyes and stay behind the scene
Any alibi will be one step over the line
Do you feel my pain, do you share my fears
So right even if I die tonight
Will I pay the price at the edge of time?
Let sleeping dogs lie
Time stands still, the room seems frozen now
Two creatures moving in a game of lose or win, right or wrong
Step aside, loosen this stranglehold
May heaven's fires burn the point of no return, sensual thorn
My head's spinning round, waiting to fall, fall for a secret desire
Too far to starve yet too close to breathe in this lie

They call for me
Dance Of The Seven Veils
I have no choice
I'm nothing if I fail
Lonely Salomé, Dancing Salomé
Veil for veil away
Villain and prey
The first veil falls - illusion
The second one - innocence
The third one follows - pride
And four was my way back
Losing my dignity
With every move I make
I'm losing it
The veil falls
Freedom was long ago
With every step I take
I walk away
From this veil
Singing Salomé, Naked Salomé
Veil for veil away
Villain and prey
Losing my dignity
With every move I make
I'm losing it
The veil falls
If there's one thing left to see
That's of interest
Then it's in my chest

Sun rays touching my skin like a stream of gold
Beauty, fame and wealth smell nice on top of the world
Made my day, this day made me the blessed one
My achievements will shine bright when all the smoke is gone
All those years and with all my heart reaching out for what would broaden my horizon
Perpetual striving made my life complete and now that I reached new dimensions
I wonder why, I wonder why
There's still something in my head I fail to explain
Falling deep into this void, only silence to remain
Sheer enlightenment of the soul that's what I hoped to find
Reduced to instincts I've to see there will be no peace of mind
Left behind the ghosts I knew so well, stepped into the light, into a new beginning
But can it be I miss their company, need their guidance and advice to define
The inner me
Where's my dream of India?
Dead-end street to India
Been so close and yet so far
No return to India
Expectations once so high now seem down and low
They once sent shivers down my spine, now make me tremble in my bones
Where's the dream that made me be, made me carry on
Gave my longing for an end just to find that nothings won
Means to an end we're dedicated to might set an end to all those means we have to offer
I can't escape from this lifelong dream, I'm a captice of it's shadows, awaken, end to all sleep
Where's my dream of India?
Dead-end street to India
Been so close and yet so far
Give me back my India
spoken
Once we have reached our destiny we understand that it is different from the dearest wishes of the beginning.
It is much deeper, broader, sometimes greater...

I'm on my way – to the places only you have seen
So far away – show me places where I've never been
Come touch my soul – you're here to fill this life of mine
Take my control – this Midas touch is all divine
I am your light, the keeper of the flame
You are the night causing sweetest pain
And I feel it is real – nothing I can hide inside
A spirit took me back to life again
And I see it is real – forgotten's what I used to be
A new born soul, I'm on my way
To where all dreams whisper your name
I'm yours to take – made in heaven, not in vain
In your dark eyes – lies the suffering of my pride
Look at my tries – to fight this longing I can't hide
You're what I need – got me out of mind
You will take the lead – forever, I'll be blind
And I feel it is real – nothing I can hide inside...
Once I thought this could not happen
Solitary, my soul, now gone astray

Sailing on!
To our fate!
To India...
Above the seas with the wind we are flying high
Our wings are sails and our trail means no second try
Golden and silver the future will be
When we´re at the aim
Forward we sail into the unknown
We have no fear we´re sacred
We´re going to where no one has gone before
Keep on til we have reached the sunset
There will be no withdrawal
We´re heading for the the treasures of India
Stars show the way through the night, we don´t look behind
Water supplies getting low but we´re strong in mind
Power and Glory will come to us all
When we´re at the aim
Once there was a vision to find
A new land behind the horizon
When we chased the sun
A whole new world was born
My dearest wishes they will be fulfilled
When we have reached our destination
Forward we sail into the unknown
We have no fear we´re sacred
We´re going to where no one has gone before
Keep on til we have reached the sunset
There will be no withdrawal

something infests me when I'm alone
it's lunacy
I want to vomit, spit out my life
so queer is seems
retract your reverence and slander me
I'm the traitor of mine
a close-up picture of my lost chastity
there's nothing left of me anymore
and no rain can wash away those bloody tears
as sweet sounds of destruction reach my ears
red lips like roses call my name
but laughter is all the woman of now hears
in gloom I wander, it batters me
though I subsist of it
the smell of incense arouses me
abeyance maddens me
a ginger sunset is my caress
as I expire
as music's fading I fade within
there's nothing left of me anymore
and no rain can wash away those bloody tears
as sweet sounds of destruction reach my ears
red lips like roses call my name

I cannot turn away
From this obscurity
A nameless Force
Is stealing my face
Come and – try to – fight me
You will – never – break me
I know it´s the final breath I´m taking if I let you win
So I cannot be the one forgiving or I´m giving in
Now I can see you
You were just hiding
You won´t betray me
Cause now I know your name
Come and – try to – fight me
You will – never – break me
I know it´s the final breath I´m taking if I let you win

Once I travelled 7 seas to find my lovw
And once I sang 700 songs
Well, maybe I still have to walk 7000 miles
Until I find the one that I belong
Once I crossed 7 rivers to find my love
And once, for 7 years, I forgot my name
Well, if I have to I will die 7 deaths just to lie
In the arms of my eversleeping aim
I will rest my head side by side
To the one that stays in the night
I will lose my breath in my last words of sorrow
And whatever comes will come soon
Dying I will pray to the moon
That there once will be a better tomorrow
I dreamt last night that he came to me
He said: "My love, why do you cry?"

Once I travelled 7 seas to find my love
And once I sang 700 songs
Well, maybe I still have to walk 7000 miles
Until I find the one that I belong
Once I crossed 7 rivers to find my love
And once, for 7 years, I forgot my name
Well, if I have to I will die 7 deaths just to lie
In the arms of my eversleeping aim
I will rest my head side by side
To the one that stays in the night
I will lose my breath in my last words of sorrow
And whatever comes will come soon
Dying I will pray to the moon
That there once will be a better tomorrow
I dreamt last night that he came to me
He said: "My love, why do you cry?"
For now it won't be be long any more
Until in my cold grave we will lie

Serpent angel rape me
Serpent venom in me
O Euphoria, our goddess you are
Take the burden away to live in this hell
Say goodbyes to the dreams, destroyed fantasies
Bitter nightfall at hand, will cover the land
Foresees come- silent
Crosses your mind- blinding
Anesthetize- senses
Steal them all away
Caress you- grievous
Infest you- with lust
Ending soon- chaos
Servant life is waiting
Consume the drugs we sell to you
Keep you begging for more
And soon you will forget
The world you were longing for
Childish dreams- sinful
I have seen- passion
Fearlessly- chainless
All this hope is forever lost
O Euphoria...
Neverworld's End
We sell you a false dream for your own
So we can control your fantasies
There's no hideaway this world is ours
Given in to our plastic paradise
Endlessly traveling the plains of my dream
Slowly it's fading in my memory
O Euphoria, sweet lies that you are
Let the child fade away, just memories stay
O Chimaria, predacious heart
Take our souls with you, Forever repent

Keep yourself from falling into cursed deep waters...
Have you been to the water
Have you gone with the tide
Have you heard of strange creatures
Beware of the moonlight
Down falls the light as they rise from the sea
In comes the night, give your soul, pay your fee
Living a curse, they were born by their sins
Soon life and death will become evil twins
Bound to go where the wind blows
Bound to serve the unreal
Bound to dwell in deep waters
Greed and fear cast their seal
Cursing their non-lives
Living a curse is their lot
Life without senses

Come and sail along the shores of your homeland
See the waves that break onto the walls surrounding all
Tell me
Why have you lost all your wildest desires?
Where is the treasure to die for?
Is there a heart that longs for the unknown in yourself?
No one else but you can...
Sail away to the end of the seas,
The land of dreams, the child to release
Once the horizon is left behind
All you will hear's the Call of the Wind
Leave behind the land that has been turned to grey
Where the winds have whispered only from so far away
Asking
Why don't you face all your wildest desires?
When is the time that you wait for?
There will be nothing to lose but your fear
So come on - and follow me now
Sail away...
Voluntas numerit anima viva Wishes are still sleeping in your heart
Sail away...
Turn the page and follow the lines
Through words of fear and hidden signs
Someday the story unveils what's within
And it is yours, the voice of the wind
Come and try to fight your demons away

Silver stars in my black night
Cold as ice but beautiful
Wandering through broken shadows
The river of life is all filled with sins
The water I drink is the blood on my hands
No-one sees how I'm burning
No-one feels this yearning
So come taste this black poison - You never reach this heart
And forgive my obsession - Something tears me apart
From myself
Silver stars...
Waiting for my damnation - your prosecutor's here
In my own accusation - you can't run from yourself
Oh we're living these lies all alone
So come on and throw the stone
Silver stars...
Pray to the gods I have sold in this game of life and let die
Pray for my soul in this world to deliver me from my sins
Pray...
All that's been and all I see now
Only a ghost of what I called...
Silver stars...
Blood on my hands.

Incinerate my skin
And touch me far far beyond
Burn me out, my sin
And take me deeper underground
I know it's way too late
When this dance has begun
So put on the heat
And let the fire run
Take me away, my black flame
Immaculate you are
In your tender violence
And when you touch my heart
I'll always lower my defense
Don't let me wait too long
Cause I don't like to be save
We know we can't go wrong
On our way through time and space

Last embrace, last words to say
Before the war took their fate away
Before to kill became his forced task
And bleeding fields were covered with sins
His wounded heart is crying out for home
Away away my love to where all darkness will be gone
Away away to our land
Where you will be forever in my arms again
Days of dust, of cruelty and death
Broke his soul until there was nothing left
Only her love that carried him through all
He passed high mountains and rough rivers
He wrote a 1000 letters to be near
He walked a 1000 miles
Just to see her smile again
Just for returning home
Away away my love...
Tell the wind I'll survive just to feel you again
I will fight 'till the end to lay my promised love

I am the one that is walking the night
Sleepless I'm dreaming- eyes wide open
Watching the sky for the ashes to fall
Endless illusions- I keep on hoping
For this world to survive- to keep me alive
So for all you ever desired, you wanted to be
Was shining so bright but only a dream
And nothing remains but this fantasy
Oh this world is falling down
Frozen by gold that has turned me to ice
I kept all these secrets deep inside me
Now I will pass them on- no, now you are the one
So for all...
Et audivi vocem magnam dicentem septem angelis
Effundite septem fialas asperitae mundi in somnium
Vidi cum aperuisset sigillum sextum
Terrae motus factus est
Magnus sol factus est niger luna tota facta est sicut sanguis
And as it opened the final seal
I stood alone on crumbled ground
The stars had fallen And the sun was cold
This world has never been
Only for the seeing it will be seen
I was given the seal and the key
And I will keep it until I die