Addaction is a British charity founded in 1967 and working with people who are addicted to drugs and alcohol. The charity works extensively throughout England and Scotland, with administrative base in Farringdon, central London.
In February 1967 The Guardian published an article written by a mother whose son was addicted to heroin. The author was a woman called Mollie Craven, and she appealed for other parents like herself to form an association.
"At present", she wrote, "us parents of addicts are a neglected and ignored group. Some parents have eventually despaired of their child and closed their doors. Perhaps with help and encouragement they might be able to try again with a fuller understanding of the problem, and with support".
Out of this article an organisation called the Association of the Parents of Addicts (APA) was born. At first APA delivered a small number of services funded by grants and private fund-raising. When more harm reduction policies were introduced in the UK to reduce the spread of blood-borne disease, APA developed their treatment services accordingly.
In a deep dark jungle long time ago
Lived a lonesome caveman
He was a solitary soul
And he spent his playtime
Chewing meat from bones.
He didn't know how to talk much
He only knew how to groan
Then he lifted up his hands and reached to the sky
Let out a yell and no one replied.
Frustration and torment tore him inside
Then he fell to the ground and he cried and he cried.
But then education saved the day.
He learned to speak and communicate
Education saved the day.
He thanked God for the friends he made.
'Cos everybody needs an education
Everybody needs an education.
Black skin, red skin, yellow or white,
Everybody needs to read and write
Everybody needs an education.
Thank the day when that primitive man
Learned to talk with his brothers
And live off the land.
He left his cave and he moved far away
And he lived with his friends in a house that they'd made
He learned to think and to work with his brain
And he astounded his friends with all the knowledge he gained
He wrote it down on a rock that he found
And he showed all his friends and they passed it around
And then education came that day.
The day it came was a sacred day.
Education came that day
He thanked God for the friends he'd made.
Well man built a boat and he learned how to sail
And he travelled far and wide
Then he looked up above saw the stars in the sky
So he learned how to fly.
Thanks to all the mathematicians
And the inventors with their high I.Q.s
And the professors in their colleges
Trying to feed me knowledge
That I know I'll never use.
Thank you sir for the millions of words
That you've handed me down and you've told me to learn
But I've got words in my ears and my eyes
I've got so many facts that I must memorize
Because education's doing me in
I want to stop but my head's in a swim
Education drives me insane
I can't recall all the facts on my brain.
Education came that day
The day it came was a sacred day
Education saved the day
He thanked God for all the friends he made.
Teacher, teach me how to read and write,
You can teach me about biology,
But you can't tell me what I am living for
'Cos that's still a mystery.
Teacher, teach me about nuclear physics
And teach me about the structure of man,
But all your endless calculations
Can't tell me why I am.
No you can't tell me why I am,
No you can't tell me why I am.
Everybody needs education,
Open Universities, education.
Every race every creed, education.
And every little half-breed, education.
Every nationality, education.
All the little people need education.
Eskimos and pygmies need
And even aborigines, education.
Well physics and geography, education.
Philosophy and history, education.
Science and biology, education,
Geometry and poetry, education.
Well, education, education, education, education
I'm questioning my education
Is my education who i am now?
While you're deciding, i've been finding
Looking around in the here and now
If i've been taught from the beginning
Would my fears now by winning?
I'm questioning my own equation
Is my own equation relevant somehow?
The flags are waving, the news is breaking
See the man who can't pick out his own tie
If i've been taught from the beginning
Would my fears now be winning?
A wild world, figuring out the answers
I'll be in my own dance and iiii...
I'm questioning my education
Rewind and what does it show?
Could be, the truth it becomes you
I'm a seed, wondering why it grows
Why everything that's supposed to bad make me feel so good?
Everything they told me not to is exactly what I would
Man I tried to stop man I tried the best I could
But (You make me smile)
What's your addiction? Is it money? Is it girls? Is it weed?
I've been afflicted by not one, not two, but all three
She's got the same thing, about me, but more, about us
She's coming over, so I guess, that means, I'm on drugs
Just let me peek now, I mean damn, I'm so curious
She's got a lover, so the lies, and the lust, is a rush
Time's of the essence, I need, you to be, spontaneous
Roll up the doge, henny and c-c-c-cola, then I'm co coming over
Cuz its ne-never over
Why everything that's supposed to bad make me feel so good
Everything they told me not to is exactly what I would
Man I tried to stop man I tried the best I could
But (You make me smile)
I see the emotion in your eyes, that you, try not to show
We get the closest when you high, or you drunk, or you blow
So I pour the potion, so we could both get high, as we could go
Then I'll get the lotion, and do something to me, when your thighs is exposed
There's no turning back now, I mean I don't mean to impose
Not now but right now, I need you to undress, and then pose
I'm into that now, catch a vibe, when the doors, get closed
Roll up the doge, henny and c-c-c-cola, and I keep co coming over
Cuz its ne-never over
Why everything that's supposed to bad make me feel so good
Everything they told me not to is exactly what I would
Man I tried to stop man I tried the best I could
But... (You Make Me Smile)
(You make me smile with my heart)
Why everything that's supposed to bad make me feel so good
Everything they told me not to is exactly what I would
Man I tried to stop man I tried the best I could
But... (You make me smile, With my heart)
I just wanted to ask you
Just wanted to um
Let how would I put this uhh
Let's say all your friends
Remember the one
You said if you ever she would be the one
Ok, Ok, Ok (You make me smile with my heart)
I was thinking, hypothetically
I mean don't take this seriously
Don't take me: I mean just
Uhh not credibly
I'm feeling incredibly
I mean let it be
Just let it be
I mean you, her and me (You make me smile with my heart)
I mean you, her and me
Maybe, Baby, Baby
You know I was just kidding
Unless you gon' do it
[VERSE 1:]
You've got fashion and style
I'm lovin' your smile and
The way you get down
I can't see no one else
It's you by yourself, yea
In spite of the crowd
(Baby no one else matters)
[B-SECTION:]
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction (addiction)
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction
While all the girls say
[HOOK:]
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
[BRIDGE:]
When I'm lookin' in the mirror
Honey, you are all I see
And it could not be no clearer
That I need you here with me
[VERSE 2:]
I was hopin you'd notice
The way that I like to
Have you around
Listen and you will find that
Your heart beats for me
Girl, I hear the sound
[B-SECTION:]
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction (addiction)
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction
While all the girls say
[HOOK:]
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
[BRIDGE:]
When I'm lookin' in the mirror
Honey, you are all I see
And it could not be no clearer
That I need you here with me
[HOOK:]
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
[B-SECTION:]
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction (addiction)
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction
[HOOK:]
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
I can't help it, I'm not sure what to do
Does seem crazy, no good for my health
I've seen the doctor, he's come to look at me
If you don't believe it, don't believe
Closer all the time, Closer all the time
Closer all the time, Closer all the time
Now I'm saying how I'm going to need a pill
I need you like a drug to keep my fill
I can't remember everything I do
Now I put them, it's only good to you
Closer all the time, Closer all the time
Closer all the time, Closer all the time
You can't help but look me in the eye
While I come running, I don't know why
It's an addiction, image of love
Your heart pushing, angel from above
Closer all the time, Closer all the time
Closer all the time, Closer all the time
Closer all the time, Closer all the time
Close!
Call it education
It was somewhere in between
You gave me some sound advice
But I wasn't listening
After we had capsized
I could tell you how you thought
Well, I'm not sure
But laid to rest on the city on the wall
Not quite conversation
It was somewhere in between
You said everything is taught
And I listened patiently
All this talking pony
Still monkeys the whole time
We could not help from flinging shit
In our modern suits and ties
Our instincts, they were cringing
About how we lived our lives
It didn't seem we'd lived enough
To even get to die
All these diss distractions
So beautifully complex
Well, I loved life's surprises so much
I don't want to know what's happened
Stubborn shouting, said
"I don't do what you do"
I don't know
Could it really hear highly if you highly care?
And you don't
Stubborn beauty, stubborn beauty
I've been away
Hardly education
It was somewhere in between
Oh, I hit the roof but I had
Aimed for the ceiling
Hardly education
All them books I didn't read
They just sat there on my shelf
Looking much smarter than me
Good old Nostradamus
He knew the whole damn time
That always being east from west
Someone is there fighting
Stubborn shouting, said
"I don't do what you do"
I don't know
Could it really hear highly if you highly care?
And you don't
Stubborn beauty, stubborn beauty
I've been away
Stubborn beauty, stubborn beauty
I don't know anyway
Stubborn beauty, stubborn beauty
I don't know
Could it really hear highly if you highly care?
And you don't
Stubborn beauty, stubborn beauty
Uh.. I fell away
Stubborn beauty, stubborn beauty
Oh, very well, then
Stubborn beauty, stubborn beauty
Oh, very well, then
Stubborn beauty, stubborn beauty
Oh, very well, then
desperate deranged talking in my sleep again eyes twitch
retain a sentimental something looked lorn and we burned and burned
I was a cinder body soul in my dreams breakdown amidst the mixtures
avoid addictive plea responding disillusion encrusted cruelty decribe
why nails enclose me eating so evenly there exists a lot of reasons
to support fatality abstience possessed hardly what you think it is
hearts beat positive provided there's progress ignorance does insist of
the right coffin took some food offered me can't see myself drank the
wine wished the feverish burst of terror breakdown amidst the
mixtures avoid addictive plea insist that nothing happened chilled
bloodless fatigue recharge with bitterness fanatics beckoning mistook
a look impassioned absorbed with clarity consciousness drifts away
discarded memory packaged shelf life bad display breakdown amidst
the mixtures avoid addictive plea excessive near romances comfort
is treachery so pound the nails in tight eyes screaming out of sight
In the coldness of love?s sweet illusion
There?s a sadness that stands in my way
There?s a note that I left in the hallway
Tellin? you that I could never stay
You never wanted me, I?m outta time
Now, I?ve got nothin? to say
I don?t wanna talk about it
I don?t even hear a word you say
I don?t wanna talk about it
I just turn my back and walk away
I?m the kind that lives with emotion
Now, do I have to live on my own?
I would cross every mountain and ocean
Tell me why has your heart turned to stone?
You never wanted me, I?m outta time
Now, I?ve got nothin? to say
I don?t wanna talk about it
I don?t even hear a word you say
I don?t wanna talk about it
I just turn my back and walk away
I don?t wanna talk about it
I don?t even hear a word you say
I don?t wanna talk about it
I just turn my back and walk away
Ohh, I don't wanna talk
I don?t wanna talk, ohh, yeah
Ohh, ooh, I don?t wanna talk
Turn back, turn away
I don?t wanna talk
[Incomprehensible]
Walk my way
I don?t wanna talk
You can believe
You can make
I don?t wanna talk
G-U-T-T-A I said I said G-U-T-T-A
GUTTA GUTTA ACE HOOD HOMIE
I'm in that murder black made back countin money
Big Shoes bitch move youze a crash dummy
That homicide down to ride on my side fo me
The world is mine and everything that resides in it
I'm Holly Hood Blowin good from my dope buddy
The Sun rise for the rich yeah my shit sunny
See we paid paper cuts rubber band hundreds
My fingernails dirty doin this is twelve thirty
I'm with a bitch suckin dick while I'm still cummin
And yeah laid way back bitch say sumthin
I run the game keep the chains this a clean hundred
I bought a slab bout a half keep the cash comin
I got a bitch on the ave run the cash for me
She wine fine bitch I call her paper bag money
She never fail bring the mail all cash money
She ll go to jail have the bail in a bag for me
Just call me mr cash flow I got bond money
See I'm addicted to the cream keep the feinds comin
I krept the team full of holes keep the green runnin
I'm on top half a million in my knapsack
I need a smack tell em duffel up a mil fast
It's lunchtime tell em gather up the moneybags
A greedy nigga see I'm far from the slim fast
You play the clash get blast like an airbag
I come equiped with the clips give her whiplash
Cause I blast at a bich ass quick fast
And leave your homeboy soul in a trashcan
Ha I'm tryin holla like I'm sayin somthin
It's rookie of the year you better put your cash on em
Nominated I'm the shit what you sayin buddy
I'm Feelin richer than Nicole you ain't seein nuthin
Another album still comin
Without you I'm lost
Without you I'm blind
Without you I'm crossed
And I can't get mind
To think, without you is pain
Without you is sorrow
And I'm going insane
I wish it was tomorrow
Again...
You're my addiction
When you're not here there's a whole in the place of my heart
Like someone just came
Tore my hear my heart in pieces
Left me in tears
Now my heart is shattered on the ground
This is how I feel
What happens to me
When my drug goes missing
I'm addicted.
When you're missing everything is wrong
When you're missing nothing feels right
When you're missing all I ever long
Is for you the next time
To think that I'm still alive
Is too crazy
It's unbelieveable I survived
Without you.
You're my addictions
When you're gone
All I do is cry
Looking for a shoulder to lean on
Hoping another part of me
That needed you here, won't die
Because that's what happens to my heart
It was left to die
To try to survive on its own
This is what happens to me
When you go missing, I go crazy.
I'm addicted
I'm addicted
I'm addicted
I'm addicted
I'm addicted
I'm addicted
I'm addicted
I'm addicted
I'm addicted
I'm addicted
I'm addicted
You're my addiction
When you're here I am found
I see, I breathe, I can hear all the sound
I feel free
I'm happy no more insanity
Yoday or tomorrow doesn't matter
The whole in my heart is replaced
And my heart is one
When you're here everything is right
No more tears, darkness is light"
I'm alive
I'm in a paradise
Only because of my addiction
ooohh my addiction...
[children screaming]
[bell rings]
[Man over P.A. system]
I need your attention now kids
Due to the recent events that have occured
Effective immediately, all classes are suspended
Until further notice
[children cheering]
[Remedy]
Black and white notebooks and ball-point pens
The first day of school, might make some new friends
From the 103, dreams to me was a Benz
Or the 3 o'clock bell that sounds when school ends
Lunch room status, we used to roll dice
Bang beats on the tables to see who was nice
Swore we knew it all, didn't want no advice
How unfortunate, some paid the ultimate price
We used to cut class all day, roam around the hallways
With little wooden passes
I remember 6th grade, assembly, shirt with tie
The young little Remedy, wonderin why
I did what I was told to get to junior high
Cuz at that point in time I believed I could fly
Big blue binders, young designer finders
Livin in the world with no rules, high school
Language arts, I sat and wrote darts
My mind ran wild and free like +Young Hearts+
Mathematics, where I based my foundation
Fall to the nation on wack Education
[Chorus: Children of the World (Remedy)]
We don't need no Education
We don't need no thought control
(What we need?)
What we need is information
Teach us, leave those kids alone
[RZA]
Yo, yo, sit in the back of the class with my hand up
2 wild security guards just grabbed my man up (HEY!)
Threw him in detention for 5 days suspension
Cuz sunset, the teacher was lyin about the Indians
Tryin to tell much of the story of Columbus
Tryin to brain-numb us, when all you see, that came from us
They copy-carvin, I learned about Gods and
Taggin Wu logos on the corner in my book margin
Phat shoe laces and tri-colored sneakers
I stood up like a man then I questioned the teacher
"How did Europeans black out in dark ages?
And when it got light did they white-wash the pages?
Why is it average college kids stuck with low wages?
You wonder why these students walk around with 12 gauges?"
Intense like a New York riot, she stood quiet
And said, "Mr. Diggs, may I please speak to you in private?"
[Chorus]
[Remedy]
"Put away your things, pop quiz"
Yo who he thing he is though messin with them kids?
All he ever did in my 9 to 3 bid yo
We don't really need no, won't you let us live
Misinformation straight from the board of education
Percential government issue number 2 pencils
Scantron sheets, gettin mark incompletes
Yo, "Keep still", "Get up on the wall", "Fire drill"
Routine line-up, snitch how you do us
Try and fool us with the big yellow school bus
But nonsense, parent/teacher conference
The system's invincible, go see the principal
[Chorus]
[Remedy (Children of the World)]
Put a freeze on the nation, board of Education
(Hey teachers! Leave those kids alone!)
Try and fool us with the big yellow school bus
(All in all we're just another brick in the wall)
Diploma or not, got to use what you got
(All in all we're just another brick in the wall)
Even if you drop out, there is no cop out
(All in all we're just another brick in the wall)
Bunch of preachers, so-called teachers
[Chorus]
[Outro: Children of the World]
AWAKE, AWAKE, AWAKE, AWAKE
satisfies my needs
of inner harmony
pulls me up and down
the only friend of mine
to handle what's inside
what's inside!
ADDICTION
seeking - stunning my pain...
not easy to compare
don't know why it's me
all questions that i ask
no answers to be found
existence is our task, our task!
ADDICTION
seeking - stunning my pain...
ADDICTION
seeking - stunning my pain...
AWAKE, AWAKE, AWAKE, AWAKE
ADDICTION
seeking - stunning my pain...
ADDICTION
seeking - stunning my pain...
Desperate
Deranged
Talking in my sleep again
Eyes twich
Retain
A sentimental something
Looked lorn
And we burned and burned
I was a cinder body soul in my dreams
Breakdown amid the mixtures
Avoid addictive plea
Responding disillusion
Encrusted cruelty
Decribe why nails enclose me
Eating so easily
There exists a lot of reasons
To support fatality
Abstinence
Possessed
Hardly
What you think it is
Hearts beat positive
Provided there's progress
Ignorance
Does insist of the right coffin
Took some food offered me
Can't see myself
Drank the wine
Wished the feverish burst of terror
Breakdown amid the mixtures
Avoid addictive plea
Insist that nothing happened
Chilled, bloodless fatigue
Recharge with bitterness
Fanatics beckoning
Mistook a look empassioned
Absorbed with clarity
Consciousness drifts away
Discarded memory
Packaged shelf life bad display
Breakdown amid the mixtures
Avoid addictive plea
Excessive neuromances
Comfort is trechery
So pound the nails in tight
Eyes screaming out of sight
Against a grain-like curtain
addiction, but when you finally did you didn't skip a beat, or alter =
your inflection. Where do you live? You change your home so fast, I got =
you penciled in and then you're gone, your hand is out but I've got =
nothing left to give you, except perhaps some words to get you through =
this. I'm sick of enabling you and you can sense it, you glance around =
as if for the cops, whatever you've stolen I won't fence it, you know =
you're nothing without your props.
[Serenity Prayer]God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things that I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
[female voice]This is getting to be an obsession
Round and round, you’re turning me inside out.
You're burning me down, down, down.
You're spilling me to the ground.
You're killing me (killing me)
This ain't no one night stand.
I wanna do it again!
She's like cocaine, heroin, alcohol and Vicodin.
She's my addiction. (my, my addiction)
She's cocaine, heroin, alcohol, and Vicodin.
She's my addiction, (my, my addiction)
Upside down!
You're taking me underground
You’re breaking me down, down, down.
You're tearing me inside out.
You bury me (bury me)
This ain't no one night stand.
I gotta do it again and again!
She's like cocaine, heroin, alcohol, and Vicodin.
She's my addiction. (my, my addiction)
She's cocaine, heroin, alcohol, and Vicodin.
She's my addiction, (my, my addiction)
You're my addiction!
She's like cocaine, heroin, alcohol, and Vicodin.
She's my addiction.
She's like cocaine, heroin, alcohol, and Vicodin
She’s my addiction
Yeah my addiction
Round and round your turning me
She’s my addiction (my, my addiction)
Inside out
Your burning me
Shes my addiction (my, my addiction)
You got me thinking like a fiend
You?re an addiction
I know you?re dangerous
But still there?s that attraction
Wont you leave me alone you know
We both been down this road before
When we?re alone
It?s an obsession
I?m living without discretion
Like a child in a candy store
I?m leaving wanting more
Addiction
Stay aware from here
I can?t get away from you
Don't know if I want to
Addiction
Get away from here
Can?t get away from you
Don't know if I want to
You got me
In a state of agitation
IS this what you call elation?
Put me in some
Tricky situations
So I don?t know
When we?re alone
It?s an obsession
I?m living without discretion
Like a child in a candy store
I?m leaving wanting more
Addiction
Stay aware from here
I can?t get away from you
Don't know if I want to
Addiction
Get away from here
Can?t get away from you
Don't know if I want to.
Addiction
You?re an
How many times will I cry like I do
in addiction to you
How many nights
will I stare into the mirror
an affliction for you
And how many lives will be lost
by using you- using you
And how many heads
will you screw up in the process of
addiction to you
All the words being spoken
I've said them all before
Staring into my eyes I realize
I'm not here anymore- cause
There's addiction- there's addiction
in all you do
There's addiction- there's addiction
in all those things we do
But I'm thru
How many times will I break the bottle
in addiction to you
How many nights
will I say things I don't want to
in affliction for you
And how many hearts will be broken
by using you- using you
And how many heads
will you screw up in the process of
addiction to you
All the lines I've spoken
for I ain't said the last
Staring up at my face
I'll leave not a trace
of powder on the glass
There's addictionâ¦.
You are my heroine
you always let me in
You are a sweet red wine
so call me cause I can't give up
I'm shooting in the dark
I'm running and I can't give up
I'm wet- you're wet- go get
What has happened in this room I'm in?
Something so unreal.
I cannot remember things I've done,
Why am I right here?
Staring at this mess I'm into,
Trying to believe.
There are ways enough to cure this,
I know this for sure.
Lies.
Don't listen to those lies,
There is no other choice.
The call for more and more,
The grown addiction.
I won't choose it
I won't choose
Waiting in this state of emptiness,
All what's left is greed.
Thinking about leaving all this mess,
Why am I still here?
No one tells you what's true or false,
Manipulation of whole tribes.
No one needs to decide your goals,
The recognition of yourself.
You, you're not justified
To take my flesh and blood child
And rape my pride
I, I got a holocaust in my soul
You tried to shape me
But I broke the mould
My beliefs flow like blood from a stone
As I fight to stay within the dream
That rusts inside your soul
[Chorus:]
Realize what you're giving me
Is feeding my addiction
You, love everything you're shown
It's times these you gotta
Keep us with the Jones's
Entertaining my ideas
I haven't felt this good in years
Shining on your crucifix
The love you preach
Is the hell you kissed
[Chorus]
Realize what you're giving me
Justify all your casualties
Realize I'm gonna break these chains
Justify, don't take my love in vain
[Chorus]
Drink it up
Suck it up
Sniff it up
Blow it up
You know you love it
But you know what?
You're dead now
You go to the corner to spend your money
On some white powder that you take to keep runnin
From your fear, from your problems so you don't have to deal
You don't have to feel, don't have to be real
But you see it's death that you're dealin in now
You cry and you shout and you pout and you tear
Your heart out from your chest from the pain
You can't take it, it's taking over your body
You're quakin, shakin, uncomfortable now
Crack smacks you up and leaves you without
Any brains to waste and lungs for space
To breathe and recieve life for your being
You're not seeing the vision of truth
Take some drugs, and drugs leads to abuse
You wanna get fucked up bad just like me
Keep taking that fuckin dogshit speed
And your mind will rot and body will die
And then your spirit will drop into fire
Welcome to hell, your brand-new home
Hope you like it hot, fuck-up homo
Druggie druggie
Keep smackin yourself on up
Druggie druggie
Keep falling flat on up
Druggie druggie
When addiction comes on up
Druggie druggie
Don't you know your time is up
So you drink again to the problems
And you could not solve the problems because
You're so goddamn wasted, you're pacin and racin
And fuckin moving around without inhibition
To give you control, to give you restriction
You just keep makin a fuckin fool of yourself
And you keep on suckin up the cigarette smoke
You may choke, you may get broke, you may find death waitin
But you won't stop, just keep finishin the drugs that you're takin
Whether it's dope or it's speed,
A dope you will be, fucked up so high
You can't even breathe the night sky
You're passin out, fallin over yourself
Brain's burnt out, erasin your health
Now CPR and Medicare can't help your ass
From being taken when the death bell does pass
And if you do get up and rise again
Hell, you get back to puffin cause you don't know you'll die in the end
Druggie druggie
Keep smackin yourself on up
Druggie druggie
Keep falling flat on up
Druggie druggie
When addiction comes on up
Druggie druggie
Don't you know your time is up
Time is up
Time is up
Up, up, up
Time is up
Time is up
Up, up, up
Last chance to put away the smack
Lay the smack down, before you crack down
And crack up, go insane, become completely deranged
In your head, and you go totally mental instead
Of staying with life on this earth, cause you're goin away
To a far-away place, where the druggie parade
Is sentenced to death, to go far and away
To rot and perish from the sanctity of man
And his land and the people of goodness
Cause this obsess with drugs is makin you a mess
And you can't stop, cause your body needs it
One little puff, and you can't stop takin it
Cause you become addicted, become inflicted
By poison for sale, by death's handy friend
That leads to the end, that leads to the end
Was ten bucks worth the product you get that smokes?
Was fifty worth the horror you get from coke?
Was a hundred grand worth the visions you feel
From the motherfuckin LSD, my man?
I say stop now before you kill yourself
It's too late for the souls of your deadly friends
That wouldn't quit, wouldn't risk
Stoppin the pain in a different way
So lay the bottle down, put the crack away
And think about this, you won't die today
You won't die today, you won't die today
Druggie druggie
Keep smackin yourself on up
Druggie druggie
Keep falling flat on up
Druggie druggie
When addiction comes on up
Druggie druggie
Don't you know your time is up
Druggie druggie
Keep smackin yourself on up
Druggie druggie
Keep falling flat on up
Druggie druggie
When addiction comes on up
Druggie druggie
Don't you know your time is up
Stop the druggin
Save your own life
You've got fashion and style
I'm lovin' your smile and
The way you get down
I can't see no one else
It's you by yourself, yea
In spite of the crowd
(Baby no one else matters)
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction (addiction)
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction
While all the girls say
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
When I'm lookin' in the mirror
Honey, you are all I see
And it could not be no clearer
That I need you here with me
You feel it
Let's go
I was hopin you'd notice
The way that I like to
Have you around
Listen and you will find that
Your heart beats for me
Girl I hear the sound
Baby, nothing else matters (?!)
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction (addiction)
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction
While all the girls say
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
When I'm lookin' in the mirror
Honey, you are all I see
And it could not be no clearer
That I need you here with me
Talk to me now
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction (addiction)
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
addiction.. two faces of. addiction... it's always an addiction, that makes your life an all out race. addiction... so face your. addiction... cause when you race addiction, you'll always end up in second place. you cannot rely on the drug or the drink. they can't save you forever. doesn't matter what you think. addiction finds a way to make you not understand. the reason why you seem to be stuck without a plan. fact of the matter is that it's you against you until your number gets pulled. the cradle fell because the bough broke and now the piper wants his payment in full. it seems to me that you're addicted to pain. you're used to everything not going your way. you're searching high and low for a better way to think. but it always leads you back to the drug and the drink. you say that it's your savior, but both you and i know that that's a bunch of fucking bull. you bit the hand that feeds you. now you got no place to go and the piper wants his payment in full.
School times,strange times
I used to get so bored there
Teachers,homeworks
I hate them all
I wanna grow up to get out of here
To runaway from the school
Punk rock
Big girls
Are waiting for me out there
And I'm here wasting my time
Monday,Tuesday,evaluations make my day
Can't play,can't breath
Let me light a cigarrete
Face to dying face with my future while you mock me behind its broken lines.
Wide awake, but I'm still sleeping with all your lies cuz I
Made the choice to forfeit my freedom.
Oh my God, why can't I just look away?
Consequence says that you force me to look in your face.
(Myself addressing addiction) - You told me you were the cure.
It's my fault I thought that you would be true
to play my life the way you do
I€™m paying cuz I thought that you would be (true to me if I was true to you)
(Addiction addressing me)- I€™m the one that you trusted.
I€™m the one you've been faithful to.
I€™m the one that you needed.
It's your fault you thought that I would be true.
You're the one that I€™m playing.
You're the one that€™s being used.
Embrace me harder I beg you.
It's your fault you thought that I would be...
"Tormented" cannot begin to describe how I feel about what you've done inside.
Riddled by the baggage you left me, irate from all the lies that you sent me.
It's messed up, but I still miss you despite all the hell you put me through.
This cage holds wounds you gave reminding me of you.
Look into my eyes,
come with me I know exactly what it takes to make you feel all right.
Look into my eyes, indulge with me
because it's all you need to do and you can feel all right.
Come with me...
Cuz€š there€™s nothing to fear so just relax and shut up
NOT TRUE
Saranghae gatyeo dachyeo michyeoga
Geudaega gomawoseo geudaereul saranghaeseo geudaereul tteona bonaenda Oh yeah
Niga neomuna sirheo niga neomuna miwo sarangira malhanda
Yo, yo, yo himdeulge bonaesseo meomchul jul moreuneun chujaphan ne yongmange
Kkeullyeo danigiman haesseo
Gakkaseuro neoreul ijeuryeo haetdeon naui noryeogi han sungan muneot nan wanjeonhi muryeok wae? neo wae? jakkuman nan neoui(neoui) noye(noye)cheoreom geureon geonde
Eolmana deo naega bichamhaejigil wonhani ni apeseo amugeotdo hal su eomneun nan mworani
I want you igijeogin geumal
I love you janinhaetdeon geu mal
I need you yasokhaetdeon geu mal
I don't need your love
Geutorok saranghaetdeon niga
Geutorok dajeonghaetdeon niga dasi tto nareul bureune
Jebal(uh! michyeobeorigesseo) tteonaga (dasi dorawa)
Oh jebal (uh! dorabeorigesseo)
Nal jebal (dapdaphae dapdaphae) To heart (ije geumanhae)
To last night (dasi neon naege dorawa)
So wake up (oneuldo naui yeopiya)
And I see you (uh please don't do)
Nugungal mannaya doe
Amuna mannaya doe
Idaeron salsuga eobseo
No yeah eotteoke ijeonneunde dasi tto nareul anneun
Neoreul heorakharyeohae
Tteonan neon doraogo tto naneun badajugo haesseo
It's all messed up nan michyeobeorigesseo
Ijeuryeo aesseodon't wanna be your toy(toy)
Ije deoneun dwaesseo jebal nwajwo nal boy(boy)
Ni kissneun dwaesseo ni maeumdo pass
Hajiman niga wonhamyeon eunghaneun nae mam guess
I gilgodo gin inyeoneun kkeutnaji anha
Let me go, please, baby
Cause I Can't live these days...
I want you I gijeogin geu mal
I love you janinhaetdeon geumal
I need you yasokhaetdeon geu mal
I don't need your love
Geutorok saranghaetdeon niga
Geutorok dajeonghaetdeon niga dasi tto nareul bureune
Jebal(uh! michyeobeorigesseo) tteonaga (dasi dorawa)
Oh jebal (uh! dorabeorigesseo)
Nal jebal (dapdaphae dapdaphae)
To heart (ije geumanhae)
To last night (dasi neon naege dorawa)
So wake up (oneuldo naui yeopiya)
And I see you (uh please don't do)
Yeah! (Ha! ) U-huh! (Ha! )
What u gonna do?(Ha! )
Toxic To Heart (yo)
To last night (u-huh! )
So wake up (I'm the Godfather df K-pop)
And I see you (I am IS! )
Uh~ yeah dapdaphae dapdaphae ije geumanhae
To last night dasi neon naege deureowa
So wake up oneuldo naui yeopiya and
I see you
Jebal(uh! michyeobeorigesseo) tteonaga (dasi dorawa)
Oh jebal (uh! dorabeorigesseo)
Nal jebal (dapdaphae dapdaphae)
To heart (ije geumanhae)
To last night (dasi neon naege dorawa)
So wake up (oneuldo naui yeopiya)
Looking out onto a city of bad people
Climbing the walls to escape all the good evil
Blinding the student like horse independence
But I'm not one, you're not one
One of those bad people
Addiction
So much for teacher
The kids are all playing
But not my son
Not your son
They're not those bad people
They're the bosses of tomorrow
They're called the fcs
Fascist conservative sheep
Who claim to know what's best
Tied to dad's finances
And only just out of school
They want progressive capitalism
And imperialist rule
And it just goes to show
That higher education
Is just the thing for blinding kids
With lies and information
These students think that with their vast experience of life, they know and understand the answers to the world's problems. and all the people around the world without food and civil liberties, the people of nicaragua, and ireland, and chile, and el salvador, and grenada, and south africa... well they're all ignorant peasants without university educations...
Don't let education stand in your way
Bang bang hits me harder than a freight train
This mesmerizing spell running throughout my veins
Bang bang hits me harder than a freight train
Move out or you’re next
Move out or you’re next
Oh I starve I starve I thirst in here
I’ve been lost for over twenty years
My shield, armor, and sword have failed
One more one more couldn’t really hurt
Just one more of this natural born killer
The serpent’s shame becomes a good offer
CHORUS:
Beat the pressure
Ignore your ignorance
Keep composure, fight the addiction
It’s been more than forty days
Lord deliver me from this.
And I try; I try to give you up
But it seems that I haven’t had enough
To fulfill my lack of amount of love
Bang bang hits me harder than a freight train
This mesmerizing spell running throughout my veins
Bang bang hits me harder than a freight train
Move out or you’re next
Morning comes slow when you don't know
If your gonna make it there so you bite your nails and pull your hair
You grind your teeth and man don't you do your share
It's a wicked addiction, pure friction
And the truth about your lies is their all just fiction
And now I know so I'm just gonna have to let you go
And it took you to show me how
That it takes two to bring each other down
You brought me down
Day moves quick when you stick yourself sick
For an hour you float then it's all back down
You pass the others as your leaving town
And it's a crooked affliction your mind gets spinning
And your spine gets twisted
And everybody that you know is out to take everything you own
Each other
Night moves fast the shadows that you cast
Run away from you
And everyone that you touch turns blue
And their all watching you
And it's a wicked addiction, pure friction
And the truth about your lies
Is their all just fiction and now I know
So I'm gonna have to let you go
And it's a wicked addiction pure friction
I need to find my addiction
I need a break from restrictions
Can't tell the fact from the fiction
Just watch the lack of conviction
Lifestyle the new constitution
Fashioned the new persecution
Last place is gone on the lifeboat
Sold for a drink to a cut-throat
Find myself a brand new place to go
Define myself some brand new words to know
Find myself some brand new place to go
Find myself a brand new place to go
I need to find my addicition
I need a break from restictions
Won't buy the new-age solutions
Dressed up as new revolution
Much like the old school religions
Re-live the old contradictions
Last seat reserved for the victor
Nice view from all of the windows
Find myself a brand new place to go
Define myself some brand new words to know
Find myself some brand new place to go
Find myself a brand new place to go
Find myself a brand new place to go
Define myself some brand new words to know
Find myself, design myself, refine, resign, define myself
Should I drink another drink
See another light
I know that you may think
That I'm a broken little bird in my mind
Cause I'm falling on the floor
I'm climbing up the walls
And everytime I get a grip
I seem to lose myself just a little more
Cause I am here and it eats me up
Well, I love the way it feels
I really shouldn't stay
But I can't give up
The more it hurts, the more I need
It's like an addiction
It's like an addiction
Should I drink another drink
Am I running out of time
Confusion makes me think
This solution is beyond my sorry mind
Cause I am here and it eats me up
Well, I love the way it feels
I really shouldn't stay
But I can't give up
The more it hurts, the more I need
It's like an addiction
And I just can't break free tonight
It's like an addiction
Am I the only one with the sad eyes
It's like an addiction
And I just can't break free tonight
It's like an addiction
Am I the only one with the sad eyes
I can't let go
I, I, I can't let go
I, I
It's like an addiction
And I just can't break free tonight
It's like an addiction
Am I the only one with the sad eyes
It's like an addiction
And I just can't break free tonight
It's like an addiction
Am I the only one
I can't let go
I, I, I can't let go
I, I
I can't let go
I, I, I can't let go
I want to Stay and wake up in your room
Like I use too.
What do you say?
I just want to make it all up to you.
I never Meant to chase you away,
Can we take an hour and make up in the shower,
and I won't say anything.
Just let me wake beside you like i used too
I don't want it to be the end.
Chorus
You'd be my own addiction
I need more of you everyday
You make the situation,Tempt me in every way.
I want to talk and wake up the whole floor with the music on
Whatever you want.
I just need to know what I did wrong,
I never wanna give you up.
Maybe we can stay in for the weekend
and I won't try anything,
But i can never stay as your ex girlfriend
I don't want it to be the end.
Chorus
You'd be my own addiction
I need more of you everyday
You make the situation,Tempt me in every way
I know you have me addicted, to stuff
You gave me too much,
Now I know it's not that easy giving up
I can't get enough,
Now i know it won't be easy
I can't give it up.
My own Addiction 4x
I know you have me addicted, to stuff
You gave me too much
Now I know it's not that easy giving up
I can't get enough
You can be so damn Addictive
Like a drug i need more of
Now I know it won't be easy
I can't give it up
My own Addiction 4x
I got up 3am, what am I to do?
Make it in tonight, next time will be without you
Put it in, what am I crying about?
What am I supposed to do with this much proof?
I’m gonna cry for you, cry for you
Surely it's you.
I’m on a track to start again, on my track
I tried to fight but still choke
Make it turn white, make it turn white
Don’t care what it is. it's mine honestly
I know what it is.
I don’t care what it is, as long as you don’t care what it is.
Don’t care if its wrong.
Could rain for every night.
I wrote my sensation.
Oh come on, make me better tonight
Makes me better when we try.
Oh what a fright
I, close my eyes, I’m out of this world, can make it seem right.
Hey now what am I supposed to do,
anything that comes near
Everyday comes along with nothing but pain
Everyday I’ve been waiting
Everyday I’ve been losing you
Losing you
when I read a paper or watch a tv show they often show me only what they wanna show they lie and disguise the facts but most of all objectivity is what lacks objectivity is what it lacks we must know the facts manipulation indoctrination propaganda educates the nations
We are born into the world
With a blank slate for a mind
Capacity for learning,
And tightly closed up eyes
The learning comes so quick
That we have no time to choose
Our own set of standards
And our own set of rules
So we learn, and we learn young
No one thinks you're hard
If you turn and run
We learn, and we learn young
No one dismiss you
When they're staring down your gun
[Chorus]
So all along the city streets
I'm scared to walk alone
In the dirty alleyways,
I'm scared to walk alone
And I admit I've never lived
The life that you must know
But violence towards innocents
Won't fix your broken homes
(you reap the seeds you sow)
We determine what we think
Based on what we're shown
A lack of education leaves the world unkown
So all we have to go on is the world that we see
A world based on violence
And a world based on greed
So we learn, and we learn young
No one thinks you're hard
If you turn and run
We learn, and we learn young
No one dismiss you
When they're staring down your gun
i look at you and all i see
a poisoned soul through black-hole-eyes
abused your body for one shot
your lonely heart needs love and cries
stinking assholes fuck your mind
and day by day they come again
you don't mean a thing to them
but all you need is that shit in your vains
once...
you had no one to dry your tears
once...
your parents didn't see your fears
once...
your books could tell you fairy tales
once...
you could still hope for better days
weary, standing on the edge
tears full of pain run down your face
they're burning deep within your heart
( Talking )
Yeah. Guess Whos Back? E To The Y. Yeah.
( Verse 1 )
Look I Know You Thinkin Bout Me C'mon Lets Just Keep It Real Girl
No MTV Baby But Welcome To The Real World
I Am Going Be Your New Fantasy
Going To Wake Up In The Night. And All You See Is Me
Tattooed My Name By Your Belly Button Ring
And She Just Cant Get Enough Aye.
( Chorus )
She's Sumthen Like A Drug
She Got Me Messed Up
She's My Addiction
Im So Addicted... To Her
Addiction.Addiction.Addiction.Addiction.
( Verse 2 )
Look Im Gone Off Your Perfume
High Up Off Your Remedy
I Feel It, She Ridin With The Realest,
She Spinnin My Hearts Like Spree Wheels
On Every Single E-mail
Pictures On My Wall Baby Girl Photogenic
You See Those Pictures Baby Im In It
Cause.. Im Addicted To You
I wouldn't wanna have it any other way
I'm addicted and I just can't get enough...
Boy I know my shit was on another level
When people would joke around and say I signed with the devil
Cause it's gotta be a sin to be this good
Hating on my music shit I wish you would. (i wish you would)
Yeah I been offered four or five deals
But it's like Banana Clips boy that's four or five kills
Doing the most accumulating so much bread
I think it's time for toast and I ain't talking fine wine
I'm talking semi-automatic shit that blow your mind
Then when I blow like mine the whole world gon' see me shine
This is the life that I should live homie
I'm never going back, I'm addicted to the game
Y'all can tell by the tracks
I wouldn't wanna have it any other way
I'm addicted and I just can't get enough
I wouldn't wanna have it any other way
I'm addicted and I just can't get enough
Yeah Yeah Yeah
I'm addicted to the game, addicted to the pain
I'm sacrificing matters of the heart just to obtain
Living the life that most won't attain
And I know it is essential
But when it comes to love, man, that shit is subsequential
For now I just be chillin' with ballers
Poppin collars, pushing impalas, cutting records and counting dollars
I'm addicted, my lines is cocain
And when they dispurse blow minds like propane
And you know these haters that never made it this mad
Cause they never had what we had
Addicted to the game and I'm glad
On my Amy Whinehouse I'm saying fuck Rehab
I wouldn't wanna have it any other way
She woke up one morning and took a deep breath
Looking at her empty pack of pills with regret
Regret turned to pain and the pain that she felt
Twisted from the inside she wanted to die
She called up her best friend though he wasn't her friend
A seller what he sold to her made her more blue
But the blue was camouflaged into making her feel good
The next morning would be the same as the last
It was everything and more then she expected
The devils got her throwing up and worshipping exits
Though the exit is way down under and she thinks she's protected
The truth hasn't surface her
She isn't effected
Come out from the affect
Come out from your an addict
Come out from the affect
Come out from your an addict
No one could get through no matter what they would do
She told them it was fate and this is her life
Nobody knows what I'm going through inside
They told her if you would just wake up you would see
The beauty in life that is growing around she
Her sister had a baby and her mother is promoted
But the town is looking down on what the family hides
They say she's a criminal give her life
But the police in town use her as their own inside
She doesn't even see what she is becoming
Blame it on her mother
Blamed on her father
Blame it on the world
The world that gave her life
Come out from the affect
Come out from your an addict
Come out from the affect
It could bring pain like a ball and chain
Well, this artificial loving got me going insane
She took? to go way too far
But it matters aobut as much as tears in the rain
All I wanted was just one more night
Just one more chance to make it through alright
But she fucked in my mind just like old times
And I knew it was still the same
She's my addiction
Coming around to get me again
Well, you think I know better than to trust a friend
She always gets whatever she wants
And I'll be the one that lost in the end
She got no time to waste on someone like me
She doesn't want the responsibility
But as long as I'm there she might as well
Have another go 'cause she knows
She's my addiction
You would think I'd learn my lesson by now
I'd like to kick this habit but I don't know how
'Cause though I know she'll never want me again
I'd like to think she will somehow
Someday someone will take her place
And I might be able to forget her face
But for now all I have is a memory that I wish I could erase
You pushed too hard, you fucking crossed the line
And uncovered a hunger you can't satisfy
Now you're lost in a haze, you just can't see
That a fucking substance won't set you free
[Chorus:]
Keep your drugs and alcohol I don't need them
Keep your drugs and alcohol I don't need them
No, no
Keep your drugs and alcohol I don't need them
I said I don't need them
We said we don't need them
You're losing respect, you're fucking wasting your life
Just try to see yourself through these eyes man
You're letting addiction get the best of you
So fucking catch your breath and try to see it through
Nothing is funglue made me numb
confine to...
solitary
give your flower to the empty
you can't fill them but you will be empty
sorry my longhaired friend
her hands are full
ceiling, semen, another stab
feed me
ignore me
feed me sulphurus pain
rain is snow now my darkhaired friend
don't like evil eyes
a denial glued me
release me
do what you don't and do it again
bleeding inside of you
feed you solely with pain in gain
atomic spasm my soft skinned friend
give me your eyes so I can be fulfilled
and forever blind
need a needle
my bignosed friend will help me
A ball is bouncing faster
Between the hands of the quintet
Playing two on three
Smeared glass window, looking through
Holding on to whatever's left of you
Everyone is waiting
Broken wings hold us down
Words are meaning less
We're ignoring more
A ball is bouncing faster
Between the hands of the quintet
Playing two on three
Smeared glass window, looking through
Holding on to whatever's left of you
Everyone is waiting
Broken wings hold us down
Words are meaning less
Why would I take care of you?
Everyone around you, they keep drifting away
Why would I take care of you?
You've got nothing left and I got nothing to say
So wheres all this faith and confidence?
I think its your imagination
Will you take this to hell?
You're not the same
Its an addiction, cant you admit it?
I cant keep watching, you keep drifting away
I cant look in the mirror without thinking that I came from you
I have been consumed with lost memories and long sleepless nights, its all because of you
You take more and more
Its always one more try
Always coughing up another excuse
If you don't stop now, you're never going to be the same person I knew
Blood is the only thing that keeps us biological
And I would drain my body of every ounce just to get rid of you
So wheres all your faith and confidence?
I think it's your imagination
Conflicted and addicted
This shit is just as I predicted
Conflicted and still addicted, yet somehow you still cant admit it
And hey there, you are, I try to start, by saying something smooth to you
And I'll kill, you say, as I stutter away, but I mumble out I love you
Driving fast tonight
And oh we're holding tight
And girl would you please write, tonight
Goodbye
And it's an addiction
Oh how I'm wishing I could have her back
And I can't, explain, why you drive drive drive drive me insane
But you do those things to me
And I'll kill, you say, as I stutter away, but I mumble out I love you
Driving fast tonight
And oh we're holding tight
And girl would you please write, tonight
Goodbye
And it's an addiction
Oh how I'm wishing I could have her back
And oh how I'm missing back when we were kissing
Oh we're growing fast
White fonzy, girls upon me said
Come and get your curly head back in bed
Back in bed
And it's an addiction
Oh how I'm wishing I could have her back
And oh how I'm missing back when we were kissing
Oh we're growing fast
(Can't get enough, won't let go)
And it's an addiction (Can't get enough, won't let go)
Oh how I'm wishing I could have her back (Can't get enough, won't let go)
(Can't get enough, won't let go)
And oh how I'm missing back when we were kissing (Can't get enough, won't let go)
[Ryan Leslie:]
You've got fashion and style
I'm lovin' your smile and
The way you get down
I can't see no one else
It's you by yourself, yea
In spite of the crowd
(Baby no one else matters)
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction (addiction)
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction
While all the girls say
[Chorus: Cassie]
I'm addicted to you, I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you, you're my addiction
I'm addicted to you, I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you, you're my addiction
[Ryan Leslie:]
When I'm lookin' in the mirror
Honey, you are all I see
And it could not be no clearer
That I need you here with me
I was hopin you'd notice
The way that I like to
Have you around
Listen and you will find that
Your heart beats for me
Girl, I hear the sound
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction (addiction)
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction
While all the girls say
[Chorus]
[Fes Taylor:]
I said baby, I have you strung out
Cause I shine like the sun when it come out
Yeah, girl, I can give you a fix
Ma, you feeling down, I can give you a lift
Taylor 2 Fly, baby, you my boo, you fly to
We G-5 to, stunting, g-ride to
Stick shift love, baby, you can ride to
I slide through around 7, like your size shoe
Besides you, never met a perfect girl
So I stuck right beside you, in this imperfect world
Bedroom, make you circle and twirl
Backshots keep working it girl, girl, girl, girl
Smoke fills the air too thick to breath
Can't decipher in which way to reach
No light to guide trapped in this place
Hands are shaking with nothing to drink
No one to take hold to pull me from this
This addiction that I can't resist
My drowning desire is my only friend
That stays with me until the end
Forever bound I can't escape away
These demons forcing me insane
Quietly scream for someone who cares
Realizing that no one is there
Disguising the truth fatigue sinking in
Constant battles fought over again
The self loathing thoughts will trigger the fix
Overcome by this darkened abyss
My drowning desire is my only friend
That stays with me until the end
Forever bound I can't escape away
These demons forcing me insane
Darkness all around me overwhelmed by
This addiction that clouds my mind
All that I have left is this one bottle to extinguish
All that I have left is this one bottle to extinguish
Forever bound I can't escape away
These demons forcing me insane
Forever bound I can't escape away
(feat. Cassie & Fabolous)
[VERSE 1:]
You've got fashion and style
I'm lovin' your smile and
The way you get down
I can't see no one else
It's you by yourself, yea
In spite of the crowd
(Baby no one else matters)
[B-SECTION:]
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction (addiction)
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction
While all the girls say
[HOOK:]
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
[BRIDGE:]
When I'm lookin' in the mirror
Honey, you are all I see
And it could not be no clearer
That I need you here with me
[VERSE 2:]
I was hopin you'd notice
The way that I like to
Have you around
Listen and you will find that
Your heart beats for me
Girl, I hear the sound
[B-SECTION:]
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction (addiction)
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction
While all the girls say
[HOOK:]
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
[BRIDGE:]
When I'm lookin' in the mirror
Honey, you are all I see
And it could not be no clearer
That I need you here with me
[HOOK:]
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're my addiction
[B-SECTION:]
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction (addiction)
It started off with a kiss (uh huh)
Never expectin' this (uh huh)
And now I'm here copin' with
My addiction
[HOOK:]
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
You're so unlucky not to be clean
So keep on walking close to the screen
No dog will bite you 'cause you're one of them
Film star in real life
Cut, start again
When the movie's over so is the day
So is the lust for joy
When the music's over the world is gray
Can I...
When the movie's over so is the day
So is the lust for joy
When the music's over the world is gray
Can I go home?
Don't climb the chairs for bird's-eye view
Disintegration is close to you
Are you directed by anyone?
Am I a stuntman for anyone?
Are you directed by anyone?
Am I a stuntman?
When the movie's over so is the day
So is the lust for joy
When the music's over the world is gray
Can I...
When the movie's over so is the day
So is the lust for joy
When the music's over the world is gray
this is the song dedicated to addiction
or obsession call it what u like,
its very unhealthy it can make the sane go crazy
it can make the sane go crazy
VERSE 1
At first it was love, bliss, and happiness. Passion in the motion i expressed.
overwhelmed by ur presence always content never wanted anybody else i thought if heaven exists its here. Until my happiness turned to tears. All my fears exposed. Like a bad dream with no close. Screaming for help but everytime i wept, u left, u fucking left without once looking back. i didnt know how to react, my love for u was under attack, i couldnt take it. i needed u back. I came cryin' to u, 'till everything was cool, Atleast until i thought it was. Fuck the drugs! Being around u was my buzz. we had a energy a type of chemistry that kept me fiendin for u. But theres no high in the world that lasts forever, lasts forever...
VERSE 2
Whenever we disagree u push me out the door and leave. But u keep the door open, just enuff, that when push comes to shove u can string me along like some fucked up R&B; song. 'cause after time apart, u miss me too much. so we have a break up fuck and each time it happens it made the passion even stronger, we stay together longer. But each break up got harder. I had the urge to be violent, jealousy i couldnt hide it. craziness i couldnt fight it. I was losing it. this is one big mind game fueled by pain that i couldnt escape. my sanity has been raped. what happened to fate? this is far from that. this is one fucking giant mistake. i was obsessed with u, u consume my brain. and worst of all it wasnt gonna change.
VERSE 3