Did I have a dream?
Or did the dream have me?
Set off on a night-sea journey
Without memory or desire
Drifting through lost latitudes
With no compass and no chart
Flying through hallucination
Distant voices, signal fires
Lighting up my unconscious
And the secret places of the heart
Dream - temporary madness
Dream - a voice in the wilderness
Dream - unconscious revelations
The morning says, the answer is yes
Floating through a darkened mirror
Deep reflections in disguise
Soaring through lost altitudes
Without wonder, without fear
Symbols on a field of visions
Behind the curtain of sleeping eyes
On the instant of waking
Another world of dreams appears
Dream - temporary madness
Dream - a walk in the wilderness
Dream - unconscious recreation
[Instrumental]
you ask me why
we cannot make love
I have been ransacking you
for the answer
side by side we lay
not touching
listening to rain falling
in the darkness
where desire writhed there stands a stone
the change was sudden and complete
a serious question
we have turned out to ask
we have sought each other secretly
strong has been the urge
to lie naked facing fearquietly and quickly
our sentences blaze trails upon the night
we are mates on a doubtful voyage
speaking sanely now
allotting no lovers advantage
my room is anxious to expel him
he hurrie~ to be free of my feelings
we wear our words
until he finally dresses
looking for his shoes
he is a shadow in my doorway
A song for the baby in your womb,
A song for your body in the tomb,
A song for the dreams woven in your room,
Come true soon,
Never let you come to any harm,
Never take my future from your arms,
I'll never let what we have turn bad,
Or let you be sad,
Sometimes, I dream that we die young,
Spend eternity beneath the summer sun,
Spend the summers barefoot,
Fly away for good,
The moonlight is playing with my heart,
Hopes and dreams are streaming upwards,
The ephemeral beauty of transient days,
We'll fly away,
Sometimes, I dream that we die young,
Spend eternity beneath the summer sun,
Spend the summers barefoot,
Now let the day just slip away
So the dark night may watch over you
Velvet blue, silent true
It embraces your heart and your soul
Nocturne
Never cry, never sigh
You don't have to wonder why
Always be, always see
Come and dream the night with me
Nocturne
Have no fear
When the night draws near
And fills you with dreams and desire
Like a child asleep so warm, so deep
You will find me there waiting for you
Nocturne
We will fly, claim the sky
We don't have to wonder why
Always be, always see
Come and dream the night with me
Nocturne
Though darkness fades it will give way
When the dark night delivers the day
Instrumental
Nightmare bring me to the dawn
I must ride your body on
Deep inside me I know
You can?t hide me from harm
I?m the secret that you bear
Born of anger and despair
Who will strangle me?
Who will untangle my hair?
Come to me, I can see
Through the holes in your eyes
When I scream out in terror
You?re the one by my side
Run to me strong and pure
As the monster?s child
We?ve been captured for a lifetime
But we?re free when we?re wild
Sleep, my little darling
Don?t you cry for Mama, she?s all gone
Nightmare came and took her in his arms
Find your dark horse
And ride your course through the storm
Lay me down you can see
Through the rain in my eyes
That I?ve no more to lose
And I?ve nothing to hide
Playing in midnight fields
Of dreams exiled
We are strangers in the city
Now let the day
Just slip away
So the dark night may watch over you
Velvet blue, silent true
It embraces your heart and your soul
Nocturne
Never cry, never sigh
You don't have to wonder why
Always be, always see
Come and dream the night with me
Nocturne
Have no fear
When the night draws near
And fills you with dreams and desire
Like a child asleep
So warm, so deep
You will find me there waiting for you
Nocturne
We will fly, to the sky
We don't have to wonder why
Always be, always see
Come and dream the night with me
Nocturne
Though darkness lay
It will give way
When the dark night delivers the day
We'll see who's obsessed with who...
I€™ve been told that I€™m not special
I€™m not the one
I live my life
Content without direction
People always say, when they€™re looking at me
That they€™re not liking what they see
They try to hurt me, make me feel small
But I never felt one thing at all
I€™m waiting€
My unused brain is going numb
From all your revelations that will never come
You know it doesn€™t mean
That you€™re living life free
Just cos you€™re looking at things
That you don€™t want to see
The weight of the world is too much
To carry on my own
(won€™t you carry it with me?)
The weight of the world is too much
To carry on my own
(won€™t you carry it for me?)
I€™m not the one
Who time keeps changing
I€™m not the one
To put your trust in, believe me
The weight of the world is too much
To carry on my own
I€™m not the one
Who time keeps changing
I€™m not the one
To put your trust in, believe me
Love, you€™re in love
You€™re in love, you€™re in love
But not with me
I€™m not the one
Who time keeps changing
I€™m not the one
To put your trust in, believe me
I've been told that I'm not special
I'm not the one
I live my life
Content without direction
People always say, when they're looking at me
That they're not liking what they see
They try to hurt me, make me feel small
But I never felt one thing at all
I'm waiting?
My unused brain is going numb
From all your revelations that will never come
You know it doesn't mean
That you're living life free
Just cos you're looking at things
That you don't want to see
The weight of the world is too much
To carry on my own
(won't you carry it with me?)
The weight of the world is too much
To carry on my own
(won't you carry it for me?)
(Chorus)
I'm not the one
Who time keeps changing
I'm not the one
To put your trust in, believe me
The weight of the world is too much
To carry on my own
(Chorus)
Love, you're in love
You're in love, you're in love
But not with me
I'm on a submarine mission for you baby
I feel the way you were going
I picked you up on my TV screen
I feel you under current flowing
Submission going down down
dragging me down
Submission I can't tell ya
What I found
You've got me pretty deep baby
I can't figure out your watery love
I got to solve your mystery
You're sitting it out in heaven above
For there's a mystery
Under the sea
Under the water
'Cause it's a secret
Submission falling down down under the sea
I want to drown drown under the water
How shall I kill Spooky tonight?
How shall I kill Spooky tonight?
Spooky,
I try to play with you and be your friend
And you run away
And then I go my own way
And you get in my way
For this, Spooky
I have come alone
I have opened myself
I bear all to you
Things seen by no one else
I will walk a thousand years
By your side
But still I'll never know the one
You've kept away inside
Take me on this tragic day
I want to learn to feel
The truth was once uncovered here
But all is erased and washed away
I will never feel you
I will never feel you
I will never feel again
Catch me on this tragic day
I want to learn to live
The truth was once discovered here
And I've thrown it all away
I will never feel you
I will never feel you
The soul of flesh has walked away
A symptom of flash-static pain
Brought through the contrasting of
A world of hate, and a peaceful dove
A saddened face is bathed in light
Unaware of watchful eyes
A victim of the burning night
Assuming no one hears his cries
If one could hear him, then that one wouldn't care at all
If one could hear him, then that one wouldn't care at all
If one could hear him, then that one wouldn't care at all
If you want to use your dick
As your little weapon
Maybe I€™ll just get my gun
And use it as a dick
Shove the barrel in your mouth
Mechanized erection
Blow my load all down your throat
With my 12 gauge-pump-slug-spitting-prick
With my 12 gauge-pump-slug-spitting-prick
Watch the fucker beg for life
Watch his eyes get big and wide
Watch him take back what he said
My little bitch, just about dead
Watch him take back what he said
Yeah, that€™s what I figured
Put the barrel to his head
And pull the trigger
Pull the trigger seven times
And then it€™s over
Pieces of him through the room
And that lovely gunshot odor
My bitch took a bullet in the head for god
My bitch has gone insane
My bitch took a bullet in the head for god
I never asked for this kind of thing
I see you running from me
I see you crawling to him
Now you€™ve just got to believe
But you can€™t, and you don€™t
So I win Harris and Klebold and me
Harris and Klebold and me
Harris and Klebold and me
Setting all your dead souls free
If you want to use your dick
As your little weapon
Maybe I€™ll just get my gun
And use it as a dick
Shove the barrel in your mouth
Mechanized erection
Blow my load all down your throat
With my twelve gauge-pump-slug-spitting-prick
With my twelve gauge-pump-slug-spitting-prick
Watch the fucker beg for life
Watch his eyes get big and wide
Watch him take back what he said
My little bitch, just about dead
Watch him take back what he said
Yeah, that€™s what I figured
Put the barrel to his head
And pull the trigger
Pull the trigger seven times
And then it€™s over
Pieces of him through the room
And that lovely gunshot odor
My bitch took a bullet in the head for god
My bitch has gone insane
My bitch took a bullet in the head for god
I never asked for this kind of thing
I see you running from me
I see you crawling to him
Now you€™ve just got to believe
But you can€™t, and you don€™t
So I win Harris and Klebold and me
Harris and Klebold and me
Harris and Klebold and me
Setting all your dead souls free
After loss of beauty
Through the aging of the skin
Another slow erosion
Will erupt from deep within
And then I'll be...
And then I'll be...
And then I'll be...
Dead
Life, slowly fades away
Trampled, under Man's parade
Our remains will not be found
Our ships will run aground
Continue on to rape the earth
Unconcerned with what gave you birth
Continue on, unaware
Casting up your silent prayers
But, the world will still...
But, the world will still...
Failed, our panets health
Victim of industrial wealth
Screams won't be much help
A shadow of what isn't there
Has appeared out of thin air
Explaining all that you can't see
One small step
One giant leap
I now see
The end
One small step
One giant leap
See our future so bleak
Open your eyes
And lose all your sight
Open your eyes
Then scream
"The world is dead"
"The world is dead"
Our life force
(Music and Lyrics by Chris Telkes)
€œI have to ask, why are you stuck in that deep dark place?€?
If I could leave, I would€
€œCan€™t you come out, can€™t you show your face?€?
If I could leave, I would€
I found her face down in the garden
She€™s lying there so still
So still and lovely
Slowly I approached her
And rolled her over
Then I discovered this girl was me
I gave up everything
I gave up everything
So I could tell you
I€™m happy
I€™m happy now
I had seen her in the garden
She told me that she hated me
And stared at me with those cold stale eyes
One hit to the head and she went down
Then I discovered that this girl was me
I gave up everything
I gave up everything
So I could tell you
I€™m happy
I€™m happy now
I gave up everything
I gave up everything for you
She had seen me in the garden
I€™d been waiting there for her
She knew what was coming
And then we both collapsed
I gave up everything
I gave up everything
So I could tell you
I€™m happy
I€™m happy now
I found her face down in the garden
She€™s lying there so still
So still and lovely
Slowly I approached her
And rolled her over
Then I discovered this girl was me
I gave up everything
I gave up everything
So I could tell you
I€™m happy
I€™m happy now
I had seen her in the garden
She told me that she hated me
And stared at me with those cold stale eyes
One hit to the head and she went down
Then I discovered that this girl was me
I gave up everything
I gave up everything
So I could tell you
I€™m happy
I€™m happy now
I gave up everything
I gave up everything for you
She had seen me in the garden
I€™d been waiting there for her
She knew what was coming
And then we both collapsed
I gave up everything
I gave up everything
So I could tell you
I€™m happy
I€™m happy now
I found her face down in the garden
She€™s lying there so still
So still and lovely
Slowly I approached her
And rolled her over
Then I discovered this girl was me
(Chorus)
I gave up everything
I gave up everything
So I could tell you
I€™m happy
I€™m happy now
I had seen her in the garden
She told me that she hated me
And stared at me with those cold stale eyes
One hit to the head and she went down
Then I discovered that this girl was me
(Chorus)
I gave up everything
I gave up everything€for you
She had seen me in the garden
I€™d been waiting there for her
She knew what was coming
And then we both collapsed
(Chorus)
(Music and Lyrics by Lacey Conner)
I found her face down in the garden
She€™s lying there so still
So still and lovely
Slowly I approached her
And rolled her over
Then I discovered this girl was me
(Chorus)
I gave up everything
I gave up everything
So I could tell you
I€™m happy
I€™m happy now
I had seen her in the garden
She told me that she hated me
And stared at me with those cold stale eyes
One hit to the head and she went down
Then I discovered that this girl was me
(Chorus)
I gave up everything
I gave up everything€for you
She had seen me in the garden
I€™d been waiting there for her
She knew what was coming
And then we both collapsed
(Chorus)
We€™re all constantly festering
Growing, spawning out of control
A cancerous mass upon this earth
Not caring how we take our toll
Destruction, we want
Destruction, we want
The media doesn€™t mind feeding into
Our subconscious craving for homicide
And no one ever questions why we
Breed to live then live to die
(Chorus)
We€™re all part of this big machine
A monster called
Society If you think that you are immune
You€™ll be the next one it will consume
Why would you care
You€™re already there
Destruction, we want
We raise our boys to fight our wars
Raise our girls to be their whores
Spoon-fed lies and raised on hate
We kill and consume what we create
(Chorus)
Why would you care
You€™re already there
Destruction, we want
(We€™ll take what we can get)
Murder is just what this world wants
Murder is what makes the world go round
Murder is just what this world needs
Murder is what makes the world go round
No one seems to care anymore
Our morals have turned to open sores
So now we sit and wait and hold our breath
For the TV to give us our daily dose of death
(Chorus)
Murder is just what this world wants
Murder is what makes the world go round
Murder is just what this world needs
Murder is what makes the world go round
I eat the soul within your flesh
I drink the blood within your vein
I breathe the air within your lungs
I prosper off of your pain
I bathe in tears that you cry
I suffer off of your joy
I live to ruin you
I live to terrorize your life
Dead Sea
Dead Sea
A waste of human life
The world could do without
Your weeping makes me laugh
Your shriek is music to my ears
A candy-coated little whore
Conceived of hate and disease
The worst is yet to come
I will suck your life away
Dead Sea
Dead Sea
He waits and watches, eyes wide open
Muscles tensed, skin cold, body locked and frozen
Waiting and watching, hands tied by some unknown fear
Clenched hands, shaking, until the apparition appears
You've opened doors
Sold your soul
You've opened doors
Sold your soul
You've opened doors to sovereign pain
(Sold your soul for political gain)
Mercy forgotten and soldiers are marching
Tension is twisting in your mind
Grey skies are calling for torpor in your life
Exiled from paradise; again
As we dance a bloody waltz...
As we dance a bloody waltz...
Convulsive marionettes, dancing, held by knotted string
Tangled within discount politics and toxic streams
Tried to keep myself from
Falling in the same trap
But I fell in anyways
Watch myself fall faster further
To the ugly bottom now
Getting closer everyday
Now people see something in me
That isn't there and wo't be back
Now people think they're friends with me
Cos they think I care and their hair's dyed black
Deep down, really far inside
You know that it's not true
There's a thing called a dollar sign
And it's the only thing that hooks me to you
Now feel so alive
But I feel like a whore
Fill your head full of lies
To get you into the store
No such thing as the underground
Just a bunch of little people
trying to make themselves big
No such thing as the underground
And it really doesn't matter how far you dig
I looked I mean I really tried but
I never saw anything that you all pride
Just a bunch of little kids with
Corporate symbols in their eyes
Who were looking for a paper to sign
Deep down, really far inside
You know that it's not true
There's a thing called a dollar sign and
It's the only thing that really interests you
Now feel so alive
But I feel like a whore
Fill your head full of lies
To get you into the store
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
We€™re all constantly festering
Growing, spawning out of control
A cancerous mass upon this earth
Not caring how we take our toll
Destruction, we want
Destruction, we want
The media doesn€™t mind feeding into
Our subconscious craving for homicide
And no one ever questions why we
Breed to live then live to die
We€™re all part of this big machine
A monster called
Society If you think that you are immune
You€™ll be the next one it will consume
Why would you care
You€™re already there
Destruction, we want
We raise our boys to fight our wars
Raise our girls to be their whores
Spoon-fed lies and raised on hate
We kill and consume what we create
Why would you care
You€™re already there
Destruction, we want
(We€™ll take what we can get)
Murder is just what this world wants
Murder is what makes the world go round
Murder is just what this world needs
Murder is what makes the world go round
No one seems to care anymore
Our morals have turned to open sores
So now we sit and wait and hold our breath
For the TV to give us our daily dose of death
Why would you care
You€™re already there
Destruction, we want
Murder is just what this world wants
Murder is what makes the world go round
Murder is just what this world needs
Murder is what makes the world go round
Tried to keep myself from
Falling in the same trap
But I fell in anyways
Watch myself fall faster further
To the ugly bottom now
Getting closer everyday
Now people see something in me
That isn't there and wo't be back
Now people think they're friends with me
Cos they think I care and their hair's dyed black
Deep down, really far inside
You know that it's not true
There's a thing called a dollar sign
And it's the only thing that hooks me to you
(CHORUS)
Now feel so alive
But I feel like a whore
Fill your head full of lies
To get you into the store
No such thing as the underground
Just a bunch of little people
trying to make themselves big
No such thing as the underground
And it really doesn't matter how far you dig
I looked I mean I really tried but
I never saw anything that you all pride
Just a bunch of little kids with
Corporate symbols in their eyes
Who were looking for a paper to sign
Deep down, really far inside
You know that it's not true
There's a thing called a dollar sign and
It's the only thing that really interests you
(CHORUS)
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Once again the night's disturbed
The subtle tremors won't subside
The distant cries can now be heard
The vast and empty dreams collide
Silence falls like shattered glass
The cracks branch out unsparingly
The strength within wants to collapse
To consolidate this atrophy
It's taking over
It's taking over
And I'm engulfed within the noise
I'm surrounded by the screams
The voices calling, shrieking,
clawing at the entrophy
And so I lie here and wait...and wait...
For darkness to erode my spinning mind
It's taking over
It's taking over
A sudden change within the dark
It all came crashing to the ground
The fear was coming to life
And it was me that it had found
And I couldn't tear away
All my screams could not be heard
I've entered now
The Underworld
Tried to keep myself from
Falling in the same trap
But I fell in anyways
Watch myself fall faster further
To the ugly bottom now
Getting closer everyday
Now people see something in me
That isn't there and wo't be back
Now people think they're friends with me
Cos they think I care and their hair's dyed black
Deep down, really far inside
You know that it's not true
There's a thing called a dollar sign
And it's the only thing that hooks me to you
Now feel so alive
But I feel like a whore
Fill your head full of lies
To get you into the store
No such thing as the underground
Just a bunch of little people
trying to make themselves big
No such thing as the underground
And it really doesn't matter how far you dig
I looked I mean I really tried but
I never saw anything that you all pride
Just a bunch of little kids with
Corporate symbols in their eyes
Who were looking for a paper to sign
Deep down, really far inside
You know that it's not true
There's a thing called a dollar sign and
It's the only thing that really interests you
Now feel so alive
But I feel like a whore
Fill your head full of lies
To get you into the store
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Tried to keep myself from
Falling in the same trap
But I fell in anyways
Watch myself fall faster further
To the ugly bottom now
Getting closer everyday
Now people see something in me
That isn't there and wo't be back
Now people think they're friends with me
Cos they think I care and their hair's dyed black
Deep down, really far inside
You know that it's not true
There's a thing called a dollar sign
And it's the only thing that hooks me to you
Now feel so alive
But I feel like a whore
Fill your head full of lies
To get you into the store
No such thing as the underground
Just a bunch of little people
trying to make themselves big
No such thing as the underground
And it really doesn't matter how far you dig
I looked I mean I really tried but
I never saw anything that you all pride
Just a bunch of little kids with
Corporate symbols in their eyes
Who were looking for a paper to sign
Deep down, really far inside
You know that it's not true
There's a thing called a dollar sign and
It's the only thing that really interests you
Now feel so alive
But I feel like a whore
Fill your head full of lies
To get you into the store
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Tried to keep myself from
Falling in the same trap
But I fell in anyways
Watch myself fall faster further
To the ugly bottom now
Getting closer everyday
Now people see something in me
That isn't there and wo't be back
Now people think they're friends with me
Cos they think I care and their hair's dyed black
Deep down, really far inside
You know that it's not true
There's a thing called a dollar sign
And it's the only thing that hooks me to you.
(CHORUS)
Now feel so alive
But I feel like a whore
Fill your head full of lies
To get you into the store
No such thing as the underground
Just a bunch of little people
trying to make themselves big
No such thing as the underground
And it really doesn't matter how far you dig
I looked I mean I really tried but
I never saw anything that you all pride
Just a bunch of little kids with
Corporate symbols in their eyes
Who were looking for a paper to sign
Deep down, really far inside
You know that it's not true
There's a thing called a dollar sign and
It's the only thing that really interests you...
(CHORUS)
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big
Tried to keep myself from
falling in the same trap
But I fell in anyways
Watch myself fall faster further
to the ugly bottom now
Getting closer everyday
Now people see something in me
That isn't there and wo't be back
Now people think they're friends with me
Cos they think I care and their hair's dyed black
Deep down, really far inside
You know that it's not true
There's a thing called a dollar sign
And it's the only thing that hooks me to you.
(CHORUS)
Now feel so alive
But I feel like a whore
Fill your head full of lies
To get you into the store
No such thing as the underground
Just a bunch of little people
trying to make themselves big
No such thing as the underground
an it really doesn't atter how far you dig.
I looked I mean I really tried but
I never saw anything that you all pride
Just a bunch of little kids with
corporate symbols in their eyes
Who were looking for a paper to sign
Deep down, really far inside
You kno that it's not true
There's a thing called a dollar sign and
it's the only thing that really interests you...
(CHORUS)
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big...
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big...
Bunch of little people trying to make themselves big...
Break me against the wall
That you built around yourself
Pushed up against the glass
Cutting pieces of you
(Oh, at last)
Light between your eyes
Dark between the days
What have you done to deserve anything at all?
Can you tell me the way to go
I feel the time slipping away
Can you tell me the way to go
Which way to the end?
Coming down upon me now
Ripping through the sound
Planting the seeds of growing hate
(You kill what you sedate)
It is you I will subdue
I'll do it every time
Watch me wash away the hands of time
Can you tell me the way to go
I feel the time slipping away
Can you tell me the way to go
Which way to the end?
I am singing to the sky
You are singing to the ones below you
Singing to the people in the sky
Singing to your master down below
Singing to the heavens in the sky
Singing to the fire down below
Singing to the fire in the sky
Singing to the fire and the sky
I think I'm seeing things again...
I think I'm seeing things again...
Spare me your fucking lies
When in doubt, I'll try to hide
Away from you
But what good will that do
Can't find a way to flee your
Plastic faces, deadly mind
Count the ways you suffer blind
Keep thinking that I'm seeing things again
Can't find a way to stop you
Spoken:
Tonight I stand before you to bring you a sense of dignity, a sense of pride. Together we shall stand in unity and in strength. We will unite, under my command, as one. This nation is made not of fear, this army is made not of cowards. We are a powerful creation, and all that is on our minds is to destroy. Now is the time to prepare yourselves, we are nothing unless we conquer, and conquer we shall.
My supremacy will never fail
We will not die!
Those of you who choose to stand alone, will suffer alone, and perish...alone.
And those of you who choose to defy my command, how dare you?! I am your leader, I've raised you, and I own you. Tonight, we will unify and take what is rightfully ours. We will push their government into the sea, and the sea will turn red from their blood. This nation is constructed of strength and power. There is nothing we cannot do. We will fight until no man, woman, or child is left alive. This world will be ours.
My authority will never fail.
We will not die!
As your ruler, I command each and every one of you to arm yourselves, leave your homes, kiss your children goodbye. You are now a member of this army, with a mission to destroy. This shall be the greatest massacre in the history of the earth. We will enslave them! We will abolish them! We will bury them! Our victory will be their declivity. And then, and only then can we feel a sense of honor, a sense of triumph. I will, ladies and gentlemen, live to see this. I will live to watch them fall, I will watch them go down...
It doesn't matter
If you're right or wrong
If you're not like the others
Then you don't belong
And if you don't live like they want you to
There's some re-education awaiting you
And it burns ?
You were told not to think that it's best to pray
The one's with ideas were all led away
And those who were watching brimmed up with hate
They were learning the meaning of police-state
And it burned?
The village was burning the brightest flame
The men were all slaughtered in heaven's name
The women were hanging from the highest trees
The priests were all praying on skinless knees
And it burned?
Reprogrammed
By the state
Reprogrammed
Stripped of hate
Reprogrammed
They recreate
Reprogrammed
To subjugate
And all the pigs and soldiers sang,
Don't blame me, I'm not in control
Fear runs wild in the veins of the world
The hate turns the skies jet black
Death is assured in future plans
Why live if there's nothing there
Spectors of doom await the moment
The mallet is sure and precise
Cover the crypts of all mankind
With cloven hoove begone
[Chorus]
Sadistic minds
Delay the death
Of twisted life
Malicious world
The crippled youth try in dismay
To sabotage the carcass Earth
All new life must perish below
Existence now is futile
Decrepit breath, vile in its stench
A world in decay
Transgressor is as one
[Chorus]
Convulsions take the world in hand
Paralysis destroys
Nobody's out there to save us
I've reached the end of my hallucination
It left me without a thought
And everything is green again...
I found you in my dreams
You were falling down below me
And I didn't want to catch you
And I never want to know you...
You've started something now
You've started something now
You've started something now
That you can't escape from...
I cannot conquer this temptation
I see you falling down
It brings me life
I can't explain this sensation...
You've started something now
You've started something now
You've started something now
That you can't escape from...
I've reached the end of my hallucination
It left me without a heart
And you will soon be dead again...
My thoughts of you do scare me...
You've started something now
You've started something now
You've started something now
My mind, it's gone
My mind, it's gone
It's gone, it's gone
And I can't do a thing for it
I live alone
I'll die alone
Leave me alone
And let me slit my wrists
I'm fascinated with the notion
Of people's urge to run and hide
It doesn't touch me
Life doesn't matter
I live my life
Empty inside
(Chorus)
No feelings, no emotion
Only sorrow for the past
You can watch me beg for drugs
Cos I've lost all my pride
I see the looks you give
But I know it doesn't matter
I'd be living life in shame
But I'm empty inside
Empty inside?
Searching, looking for nothing
And you're following me to it
Watching, as every moment
Turns to loss of innocence
Your mind, it's gone
Your mind, it's gone
It's gone, it's gone
And you can't do a thing for it
You live alone, you'll die alone
I'll leave you alone
And let you slit your wrists
(Chorus)
You cannot hurt me
You cannot make me feel small
You cannot touch me
You cannot make me feel at all
(Chorus)
I see it happening now
Ethics fade and morals twisting
I see it happening now
Truth decayed and conscience burning
I don't think that was blood
Coursing through those fragile veins
It seems that conceit and hate
Are the only things that make it to the brain
Spit out by the heart
Pumping and hissing without control
The resulting product was cold and dead
Just another mutation at an animal freakshow
Spit out by the heart
Cast into the veins so cold
Put another knife to the throat
Of those laughing at me cause I don't have a soul
(Chorus)
Have you ever wondered why the god-freaks
Screaming at you beside the homeless on the street
Can never find the love
To give the down some food or a place to sleep
Spit out by the heart
These, the ones that just don't care
A man falls to his knees dying before you
And you walk right past like he's not even there
Raise your glass as the whole world suffers
Turn and laugh at the faceless others
Steal and kill and lose what's found
Murder is what makes the world go round
Paralyzed by fear
As the vultures pick at my feet
And my skin is simply ripped off
In the blackness of the void
The merciless punishments of man
Are treated with nonchalance
They Come
They Come
For Me
Winged demons
They live their lives
Agony and bitterness
They come for me
With heartless, thirsty mouths
They Come
They Come
For Me
Rip at my face
Get them away
They come for me
In the darkness of the day
They Come
Once again the night's disturbed
The subtle tremors won't subside
The distant cries can now be heard
The vast and empty dreams collide
Silence falls like shattered glass
The cracks branch out unsparingly
The strength within wants to collapse
To consolidate this atrophy
It's taking over
It's taking over
And I'm engulfed within the noise
I'm surrounded by the screams
The voices calling, shrieking,
Clawing at the entrophy
And so I lie here and wait...and wait...
For darkness to erode my spinning mind
It's taking over
It's taking over
A sudden change within the dark
It all came crashing to the ground
The fear was coming to life
And it was me that it had found
And I couldn't tear away
All my screams could not be heard
I've entered now
We meet just past sundown
Hands clenched, tempers flared
Two frail figures doused in hatred
An intimately vile affair
The sound growing louder
The beating won?t abate
Now lies our initiation
These bones break like matchsticks
And then we all fall down
Rolling, scratching in the dirt
This encounter is so perfect
A sudden rush begins our siege
Your eyes fill with a seductive rage
For one quick flash I feel you stroke me
Then the pain is re-engaged
You throw me up against the wall
For one quick flash I feel you want me
And then everything goes black
These bones break like matchsticks
And then we all fall down
Writhing, fighting in the dirt
This encounter is so perfect
Your lips caress my neck
For one quick flash I feel you hate me
Your nails dug in my skin
But your hate is what intoxicates me
As I gain redemption
Your hate turns to fear
One final blow concludes our act
Suddenly I am
Motionless within
Waiting here for you
For your touch of death
Inside the soul
Your eyes pierce my skin
Tease me with your knife
Please me once again
Feed your blackened eyes
Tease me with your knife
Enter my soul...
Drowning within
Ripping my skin
What I can take I will never let go of
I'll lose myself, and never be found
Suddenly I am
Motionless within
Feed your blackened eyes
Tease me with your knife
Enter my soul...
Waiting here for you
For your touch...
For your touch of death
Feed your blackened eyes
Tease me with your knife
I'm here to finally take the truth out of the shadows
I couldn't care less about you or anyone at all
I swear to God you've never met someone so shallow
I go out of the way to leave you feeling small
I see that your in pain
I'm thinking that's the point
I'm here to let you down
I'm here to disappoint
I don't care about you
I don't care about
I'll keep you hooked I'll open up to you when it suits me
I'll have my fill and then I'll have you throw your life away
I'll stop and smile and pout when you see me with someone else
You'll lose it all but you still think about me everyday
I like to make new friends
I like to change my style
You think that I feel love
I think you're in denial
I don't care about you
I don't care about you
I don't care about you
I don't care about care about care about
when I'm through with you
you'll want me back
when I'm through with you
you'll want me back
when I'm through with you
you'll want me back
when i'm through with you
you'll want me
I'll make you cry yourself to sleep but you'll still want me
I'll waste your time I'll waste your life just wait and see
I'll destroy your everything, in the end you'll still want me
I'll put your soul in so much pain you wouldn't believe
I don't care about you
I don't care about you
I don't care about you
My last wish,
To never fall again
Was shunned to the fullest extent
I wasn't meant for this
It wasn't supposed to go this far
And now I've reached the end
My last wish
Was made but no one heard the cry
Or was it not sincere enough?
One last fear
Drips down from my head
And mixes with the tears
(A lifetime of pain
Is what I'm destined for)
I am sinking
The truth is bleeding
Night is falling
And I am begging for more
Finished with life
See the choice you've made
The future is bright
With anger's lust parade
You never stopped
To question why
The world had turned away
This was your mistake
I am falling
The world is dying
My life is missing
And you are bathed in sin
The controlling nature of chemicals
Is testing all things practical
I'm losing touch with my autonomy
And falling to dependency
Time is changing
Now transforming
Into nothing
If you want to use your dick
As your little weapon
Maybe I'll just get my gun
And use it as a dick
Shove the barrel in your mouth
Mechanized erection
Blow my load all down your throat
With my 12 gauge-pump-slug-spitting-prick
With my 12 gauge-pump-slug-spitting-prick
Watch the fucker beg for life
Watch his eyes get big and wide
Watch him take back what he said
My little bitch, just about dead
Watch him take back what he said
Yeah, that's what I figured
Put the barrel to his head
And pull the trigger
Pull the trigger seven times
And then it's over
Pieces of him through the room
And that lovely gunshot odor
My bitch took a bullet in the head for god
My bitch has gone insane
My bitch took a bullet in the head for god
I never asked for this kind of thing
I see you running from me
I see you crawling to him
Now you've just got to believe
But you can't, and you don't
So I win Harris and Klebold and me
Harris and Klebold and me
Harris and Klebold and me
I have to ask, why are you stuck in that deep dark place??
If I could leave, I would?
Can't you come out, can't you show your face
I whisper in your ear
Things that you don't want to hear
Things that you can't get out of
Things you can't get out of your head
To afraid to close your eyes
Lie so still awake each night
Then you feel my breath on your skin
I tell the sweetest lies
I know how to get inside
Your greatest fears soon will begin
And you can't rid yourself of this
Rid yourself of this
Slowly I will destroy you
Destroy you
You can't save yourself
I consume your every thought
You don't know how to make it stop
And now your world is caving in
Once I get inside of you
There's nothing left for you to do
I'll tear you limb from limb
Until there's nothing left
And you can't rid yourself of this
Rid yourself of this
Slowly I will destroy you
Destroy you
Slide the blade across your wrist
Feel the cut now this is bliss
Now you have reached your salvation
We're all constantly festering
Growing, spawning out of control
A cancerous mass upon this earth
Not caring how we take our toll
Destruction we want?
Destruction we want
The media doesn't mind feeding into
Our subconscious craving for homicide
And no one ever questions why we
Breed to live then live to die
(Chorus)
We're all part of this big machine
A monster called
Society If you think that you are immune
You'll be the next one it will consume
Why would you care?
You're already there
Destruction?we want
We raise our boys to fight our wars
Raise our girls to be their whores
Spoon-fed lies and raised on hate
We kill and consume what we create
(Chorus)
Why would you care?
You're already there
Destruction we want
(We'll take what we can get)
Murder is just what this world wants
Murder is what makes the world go round
Murder is just what this world needs
Murder is what makes the world go round
No one seems to care anymore
Our morals have turned to open sores
So now we sit and wait and hold our breath
For the TV to give us our daily dose of death
(Chorus)
Murder is just what this world wants
Murder is what makes the world go round
Murder is just what this world needs
Militant mind with a too-rigid spine
And the bone crushing weight
Of an unnoticed crime
Infectious signs with a catch just in time
For a bargain bin cure
On the corporate dime
It's calling again
It's calling again
Statistics say we don't steal but we borrow
I don't know but I don't think it's true
Why should I wait until tomorrow
When right now I can take everything from you
We don't care
We just laugh in your face
We don't care
What a fucking disgrace
We don't care
With your hand over mouth you can't scream
We don't care
When you can't hear our screams you say
Infection says patience is no virtue
I don't know but I think that it's true
Why should I wait until tomorrow
When right now I can take everything from you
I'm standing like I've died
I cannot kill this side
I cannot see what I am running to now
For you, for you
I cannot tell what's right
I cannot take this life
I'll have to empty GOD and kill him dead now
For you, for you..
Why should I wait until tomorrow
We float among the dismal parade of night bewildered
Between spleen and ideal, tremendous chasms that lie in here
Apollonian harmony, Dionysian demonic grasp
And the night goes on...
Between infinities we wonder alone,
searching for home until the struggle will once cease to be
"Lost in a dream...
Drowning in the eyes
Of a statue who dreamt a little dream of me...
Incipiunt hic tenebrarum lectiones secundae,
Cum Lucifer receptaculum noctis evasus,
Demergitur in undis somniorum suorum...
...Quem statua observat.
Sov på min arm! Natten gömmer
under sin vinge din blossande kind.
Lycklig och varm snart du drömmer
flyr mig i drömmen som våg flyr vind.
Fångas igen. Flämtar. Strider.
Vill inte. Vill. Och blir åter kysst.
Slumra min vän! Natten skrider.
Kärleken vaktar dig ömt och tyst.
Sov på min arm! Månens skära
lyftes ur lundarnas skugga skyggt
och på din barm o min kära
täljer dess återglans timmarnas flykt.
Helig den frid hjärtat hyser
mitt i den virvlande blodströmmens larm!
Slut är din strid. Månen lyser.
VÃ¥rnattsvind svalkar dig.
Hollow self indulgence leading the way
In the wake of intent that day
At the fault line, at the fault line we were
Searching for answers
Filthy crimes, power play
Grasping for our lessons overthrown
What you've gone and done now,
It's hard to get over
Events of the past have carried
A lasting grudge toward a pure heart
I'm calling out a false hero
Lay your plans,
I'll play Rome, false martyr, take a stand
Lay your plans.
With broken heart, I've finally become a man
Past the sights and the sound
Cloak and dagger are found
No wonder here, just an echo resounding
Hardship owns all that remains
Red queen, a fallen Knight on the way that day
Caught in the act, right in our midst,
A snake in the grass. No honor,
The greek sword over the head of your bed
It swings around like a mobilee
To help you sleep dont be silly
No sudden movement or youll sleep forever
Thorn in your eye and an awful smell
With the early morning sun
Sleep tight stay quiet
Dont move dont moan
Dont toss nor turn
Nocturne
This is not a warning were not like that
It shall only show how far we can go
You see we could
But if we would
It depends on you
The horses head at the foot of your bed
Smiles at you like the first smile
On the first morning but its eyes gaze
Gone and empty and the sheets and the carpet
Have sucked his blood and an aful smell
With the early morning sun
WILD FLOWER 'NEATH THE
AUTUMN LEAVES, LEAD ME TO THE RIVER BIND MY HANDS AND
FEET, LOST FOR
WORDS I JUST COULDN'T SPEAK, WILL I SINK OR SWIM UP TO
THE GODS TO
PULL ME IN? LIKE FISH TO THE SEA, COME TO ME, BAD
RETENTION IS KILLING
OUR SHEEP LIGHT THROUGH SLEEPING EYES, BLEND THE COLORS
WITH THE NIGHT
SONG CONSTRUCTED FROM THE FIRE, SING IT ALL THE WAY TO
THE SKY WILD,
WILD FLOWER STILL BREATHING IN THE SAND, SPREAD YOUR
LEAVES JUST LIKE
FEATHERS AS THE RAIN SETS IN, I SO DRY, COULDN'T
UNDERSTAND WILL I
SINK OR SWIM UP TO THE GODS TO PULL ME IN? LIKE FISH TO
THE SEA, COME
TO ME, BAD RETENTION IS KILLING OUR SHEEP LIGHT THROUGH
SLEEPING EYES,
BLEND THE COLORS WITH THE NIGHT, SONG CONSTRUCTED FROM
THE FIRE, SING
IT ALL THE WAY TO THE SKY TEN THOUSAND YEARS AND YOU'RE
STILL NOT
READY FOR CHANGES YOU'VE GOT YOUR FATHERS EYES, BUT WHO
WILL HAVE THEM
When you live in darkness
You pray to the angel of light
And out of darkness
The silver is shining ever bright
So sing the song of a black time
Of sacrifice, ready to begin
Sing the song, so many lifetimes
Of sacrifice, blood in the wind
When you sleep in darkness
You dream of the fires in the night
And though it burns
The fire shall whisper in the night
Fire burn as the song it lasts forever
Join together as the angel starts to show
Behold the light with the angel in the fire
The angel laughs as he tears out your soul
Burn!
I am the nocturne
I am the black shadow in the night
In the end, you may burn
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