Interception, contortion, domineering, ignoring,
Cancellation of frustration. far cry from realization, between suffocation's mind.
Dulling lies, there is no alive,
WHEN THE DEAD COME HOME everyone smiles, when they're dead.
Psychology of fear, the agony and ecstasy makes death stomp and cheer,
it's taunting me, it's taunting me.
Argument, indecision, false pleasure is all that your given, it's what you're living.
There is no alive, WHEN THE DEAD COME HOME everyone smiles, when they're dead.
If your fucking with the demons on the slimy side of town, you've got to keep low down and try not to make a sound.
If they catch you with a razor and you're trying to slit your wrists,
you'd better make sure it's worth it before you take on that bitch.
There is no alive, WHEN THE DEAD COME HOME everyone smiles, when they're dead.
There is no alive, WHEN THE DEAD COME HOME everyone smiles, when they're dead.
Manic Depression!
My spastic obsession!
Lose and fall and fail and stop.
Daddy's little girl's got a blood fetish.
Mommie's little girl's got a blood fetish.
As I bake in this rancid oven that we call earth,
hard to breathe through filth and muck that rides our air.
All I taste, the bile phlegm collects within.
Feeling like shit, again, again, again, again!
URA FUCKING LOSER AND YOU ARE NOTHING!
Never rise, stuck within the depths of which I dwell.
No way out, feel I'll meet my maker soon.
I'm just waiting to die and take a different form.
I am cold, smiling as hate keeps burning my soul.
URA FUCKING LOSER AND YOU ARE NOTHING!
You're a fucking loser!
That's all that you'll be.
You're just a fucking loser!
No, not me!
URA FUCKING LOSER AND YOU ARE NOTHING!
Ura Fucking Loser:
as i bake in this rancid oven that we call earth
hard to breath
thru filth and muck that rides our air
all i taste
the bile phlegm collects within
feeling like shit
again again again again
URA FUCKING LOSER AND YOU ARE NOTHING
never rise
stuck within the depths of wich i dwell
no way out
feel i'll meet my maker soon
i'm just waiting to die and take a different form
i am cold
smiling as hate keeps burning in my soul
URA FUCKING LOSER AND YOU ARE NOTHING
NOTHING
you're a fucking loser
that's all that you'll be
you are a fucking loser
not me
YOU'RE A FUCKING LOSER AND YOU ARE NOTHING
My black arm band, my patent leather boots, my helmet, my holster,
where I've dug my new roots.
This is my duty, this is my voice, this is my uniform, this is my choice.
What I'm gonna be, has nothing to do you see, with anything of you and me,
there is no you and me, no you and me.
You pushed me to the limit, tried to take what I've got,
watch me take away what I gave you, you'll see what you have is not.
You love your torments, think you're above all around,
well how does it feel when I go up and you are dropping down?
What I'm gonna be, has nothing to do you see,
with anything of you and me, there is no you and me.
You pushed me passed the limit, you take not.
Nothing that I want that I gave you, you were just a prop.
Push aside your remnants, downplay you all around,
well how does it feel when I go up and you are dropping down..
down.. down.. down... down......
What I'm gonna be, has nothing to do you see, with anything of you and me.
Depression sets in, my world is grim.
Depression is in, post life is dim.
I am so low.
I am at a low.
I'm beneath the hopes and dreams of everything I know.
I see the road to nowhere, it's tattooed in my brain.
I'm spitting chunks of BILE, that's drowning me insane!
TEKNOWHORE!
Depression is in, my world is grim.
Depression is in, it's taken me in.
I am so low.
I am at a low.
I'm beneath the hopes and dreams of everything I know.
I've seen the road to nowhere,
I've seen it in my brain.
What I want and what I am,
will never be the same!
So as you cry, as the tears slowly slip from your eyes.
I watch, standing, laughing above memories.
So as you die, as the blood slowly slips from your veins.
I watch, standing, laughing above memories.
You'll never let me, you'll never get me, you'll never get me away.
Don't ever want me, don't ever love me, I'll just push you away.
When you plunge through me with your thinning blade,
I get so turned on, about being slayed.
Forever hot bitch, hot sex, she burns with SEX REFLEX.
You'll never never try me, or multiply me, I'll make you cut away.
You'll just go by me, won't satisfy me, I'll just push you out of the way.
When you plunge through me with your thinning blade, I get so turned on, about being slayed.
It's not the way you love me, hot bitch, hot sex, she burns with SEX REFLEX.
Hot bitch, hot sex, she burns with SEX REFLEX.
It's not the way you love me, it's not the way you love me,
Come, swallow, if you please, hand grasp throat up from your knees.
Two faced are always reborn, sunk lower than the lowest form.
ROCK IS DEAD.
Falling fast from the brink of boredom, pork those piggies with no condom.
Rainbow, black flag, Tipper Gore-dom, slutfest, cumsoaked, teknowhore-dom.
ROCK IS DEAD.
Rubber love, from coast to coast, ten count you're out, now who's the most.
Clean shaved boy, cut smiling faces.
Brit-pop dick like you're in Oasis.
Lost-lost-lost, finding nothing. Lost-lost-lost, finding nothing.
Am I destined to reap what I have taken?
Temptress to drag down, down, down, down.
Cheat, lied, stole from your friends.
Cheat, lied, stole from your friends.
Cheat, lied, stole from your friends.
Lost-lost-lost, finding nothing.
Lost-lost-lost finding nothing.
Not worth the dirt, not worth the dirt I step in.
Not worth the dirt, not worth the shit I step in.
This is what you've made me, they're all out to get me.
The others before me, there is no me, this is who I am.
Sunny days and happy trails, blizzard baths and slicing rails.
Coughing fit and untrue grit, pack up all my shit and split.
I seek revenge, never again, never again, can we be friends?
I seek revenge, never again, never again, can we be friends?
All of them are losers!
All of them are fake!
All of them are demons!
All of them just take!
All of them are two-faced!
All of them just speak!
So wrapped up in their own lies they don't see themselves so weak!
NO ONE I CALL FRIEND!
You are not my friend!
All of them are pathetic!
All of them are shit!
All of them aren't worthy!
They're not worth my spit!
All of you are victims!
All of them are thieves!
Consume, devour and fuck themselves just like a piece of meat!
NO ONE I CALL FRIEND!
You are not my friend!
You're all fucking losers!
Left you all behind.
I took some time to realize, you are not my kind.
All of you are gluttons!
All of you are mutts!
Flap around in your own BILE, you fat, fucking sluts!
NO ONE I CALL FRIEND!
You are not my friend!
I can talk and talk and talk, you don't listen to what I say.
I can scream one thousand screams, you always cry, "No way!"
You are stuck in a little world, a closed mind, your fate.
The more and more you look at me, the more and more I hate.
NO I DON'T NO!
Things you do drive me up the wall,
you do them to dig into me,
hoping I will fall.
Well I have some advice for you, so as not to waste your time.
I'm coming to a boil and vengeance will be mine.
NO I DON'T NO!
MELAS CHASM
How do we get out? Following, put out. The feelings are let out, and we
give our best out. When envy comes, put on, all you do is lock on. You
can't put your shoes on, convenience is pulling you down. How do we
get out of this filthy bed I've made? As long as it's over too, no matter
what I've said. And so the pain, it comes to me, through all the pain
and the misery. All I ever wanted was you here with me. I'm not the
only victim, who's stubborn, foolish pride. I'm not the only one who has
something bad to hide. And so the pain, it comes to me, through all
the lies and the misery. All I ever wanted was you here with me. So the
pain, I realize, all I ever, ever needed was you here with me, you here
with me. I'm not the only victim, who's stubborn, foolish pride. I'm not
You are my life, my phantom god.
You've got all I desire.
You're not me, that's the strongest point of you.
Abnormal lust, infects my blood.
You are all I admire.
I am the lowest form of you.
Piss all over me, I piss all over you.
Despise my life, 'cause I'm not you.
I know that I'm a liar.
I am the lowest form of you.
I beat myself for you.
I give myself for you.
I'll do anything to, anything to meet you.
I'll lose myself for you.
I end myself for you.
I'll do anything to, anything to make you...piss all over me.
Nothing's all right, nothing goes right, nothing is right for me.Nothing goes right, nothing ends right, nothing put right for me.
I'm drinking the chalice, that is filled with BILE.
There is no love, just hatred, bleed with a smile.
A slit wrist, a big kiss, send you on your way.
Come down here with me, and blacken my day.
They've already killed you, you can't be alive.
There is no indestructible, no one survives!
They've already killed you, you are not alive!
You are not alive!
No one survives! Disagreement, argument, judgement, then war!
Peaceful harmony - these things I abhore!
A bonfire, a bullet, burnt at the stake.
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!
Pretty boy with a gun, bang- bang, fun- fun.
Pretty girl with a knife, watch your back it's your wife!
Heroin, load my gun, shoot-shoot, fun- fun.
Pretty girl on ecstasy, now she wants to fuck me.
We are the dead, we are in league, we are the doctors of low self esteem.
We do it wrong, we don't believe, we are the congress of the new disease.
Pretty thing with no head, that's OK, better off dead!
Warm blood everywhere, shave off all my hair! Pretty girl, what's she worth?
Stick it where it really hurts!
Government experiment, welcome to my accident.
We are the dead, we are in league, we are the doctors of low self esteem.
We do it wrong, we don't believe, we are the congress of the new disease.
We are the dead, we are in league, we are the doctors of low self esteem.
We do it wrong, and we have no fear, we are the anti of all you hold dear.
Social disease, down on your knees.
Covered in fleas, give me a freeze.
I am a clown, I am disgrace.
It's always thrown up in my face.
Through ignorance, I always fight.
Better face it, I'm always right.
We are the dead, we are in league, we are the doctors of low self esteem.
I am the living dead,
I see in infra-red.
I take what I don't need,
I crush - you bleed.
I REJECT!
I fall out of line,
I kill on my own time.
I stand where you don't dare,
my stench in the air!
Screaming in horror, deafening in hate.
Bleeding with fear, writhing in pain.
Retribution.
Vindication.
MY BRAIN IS POUNDING!
MY BRAIN IS POUNDING!
MY BRAIN IS POUNDING!
MY BRAIN!
Dying slow, wash away my thoughts.
Flying low, evil in its force.
Screaming in pain, screaming in pain, screaming in pain, scream!
MY BRAIN IS POUNDING!
MY BRAIN IS POUNDING!
MY BRAIN IS POUNDING!
MY BRAIN IS POUNDING!
Let me out!
Let me in!
Let me out!
Let me in!
I want in!
Cancer eating, cancer feeding, cancer eaten!
Vindication!
Feeling so old, retribution untold.
SCREAMING IN PAIN!
SCREAMING IN PAIN!
SCREAMING IN PAIN!
SCREAMING IN PAIN!
My brain is pounding!
Mass redemption, hate obsession.
Monstrous, distort in fear.
Ostracize with staring eyes,
Right this wrong until it's near.
SHUDDERING IN DISGUST!
No love, no love, no love, no love, no love, no love......
POUNDING!
POUNDING!
POUNDING!
Pain in my eyes, in my head, in my soul.
Pain for the way that you take control.
Pain for the way that your kissing my skin.
Pain is the key that will let you in.
Pain is the feeling that's never subsiding.
Pain is the word that the whole world is fighting.
Pain keeps on growing 'cause you are all lying.
Pain is my friend now that everyone's dying.
Pain on my hands.
Pain on my feet.
Smile on my face.
Death so sweet.
A habit of fear.
A habit fear.
Fear is here in my habitual sphere.
Begin the mutation to a castrated witch.
Implode through my arteries, slice off that bitch.
I will be strong yet body so weak.
Through death I live, true death I seek.
A habit of fear.
A habit of fear.
Fear is here in my habitual sphere.
Toxins in the airways, venom for all to taste.
A death grip love for my remote, spewing blood, shit and paste.
Help me take my medicine, so the pain will go away.
I'm all fucked up on valium,
I can't move my lips to say - The world is so beautiful, everything's O.K.
The world is so beautiful, what the fuck day is it today?
Voices screaming to reject my will, engulf me, control me, command me to kill.
Ripping and tearing and fucking me to death,
raging flame of hate inside, builds with every single breath...
IN FRONT OF ME!
BEHIND ME!
INSIDE ME!
SURROUNDS ME!
GET OUT!
Constant vibrations, twist through my blood.
Thrusting me forward to what I've come to love.
I'm getting beat with my own brain to slaughter with a smile,
my ears bleed, my eyes cross, I'm drowning in my own
BILE...
IN FRONT OF ME!
BEHIND ME!
INSIDE ME!
SURROUNDS ME!
GET OUT!
living underground and working downtown
got one foot in the grave
punching
kicking
shooting
stabbing
but there's no way i'll be saved
my dream it seems to be turning lean
to get back to the top
put a gun to my head wishing i was dead
a bang some blood then stop
FEELING LIKE SHIT(3x)
AGAIN AND AGAIN
FEELING LIKE SHIT(3x)
LIKE I NEVER KNEW I CAN
this medication that i've been taking makes me see things strange
hallucinations
bad vibrations
i beg you to make this change
the doctor said about my head
you've only got a month to live
but that was 2 years ago and i know that i look like the living dead
FEELING LIKE SHIT(3x)AGAIN AND AGAIN
FEELING LIKE SHIT(3x)
AND I KNOW IM GONNA DIE.................
listen to me when i say
i've slit my wrist thirteen times
not once did i succeed
there's always someone there who claims they care
but i just want to bleed
i'm in hell but still alive
just want it to end
i'll stay hurting, and i'll keep hurting
pain is my friend
FEELING LIKE SHIT(3x)AGAIN AND AGAIN
FEELING LIKE SHIT(3x)I JUST WANT TO DIE
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
FEELING LIKE SHIT
AGAIN AND AGAIN
FEELING LIKE SHIT
LIKE I NEVER NEW I CAN
FEELING LIKE SHIT
AGAIN AND AGAIN
LOOKING LIKE SHIT
TALKING LIKE SHIT
FEELING LIKE SHIT
Living underground and working downtown, got one foot in the grave.
Punching, kicking, shooting, stabbing, but there's no way I'll be saved!
My dream it seems to be turning lean to get back to the top,
put a gun to my head wishing I was dead, a bang, some blood, then stop.
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
AGAIN AND AGAIN!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
LIKE I NEVER KNEW I CAN!
this medication that I'm taking is making me see things strange,
hallucinations, bad vibrations, I beg you make this change.
The doctor said about my head: "You've only got a month to live!"
But that was 2 years ago and I know that I look like the living dead!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
AGAIN AND AGAIN!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
AND I KNOW I'M GONNA DIE...
Listen to me when I say, I've slit my wrists thirteen times, not once did I succeed.
There's always someone there who claims they care but I just want to bleed!
I'm in this hell but still alive, just want it to end.
I'll stay hurting and I'll keep hurting, pain is my friend.
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
AGAIN AND AGAIN!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
FEELING LIT!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
AGAIN AND AGAIN!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
I JUST WANT TO DIE!
Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
AGAIN AND AGAIN!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
LIKE I NEVER KNEW I CAN!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
AGAIN AND AGAIN!
LOOKING LIKE SHIT!
TALKING LIKE SHIT!
FEELING LIKE SHIT!
A wang, dang, dang and a double fang, put you six feet underground.
Flush all the fashion and your old school passion, our world lives underground.
Living for the money, so dead fuckin' funny,
with your three piece suit and your wife that calls you honey.
You're raw meat, now ain't that sweet?
Our world lives underground, SHUT THE FUCK UP, SPEAK WHEN YOU'RE SPOKEN TO!
You're my bitch, now do what you're told to do.
SHUT THE FUCK UP, SPEAK WHEN YOU'RE SPOKEN TO!
Get down on your knees and thank me.
Vampire folklore old stone age, hypodermic wet dream narcotic stage,
an undead anthem to the blackest days, a tribute to the original.
SHUT THE FUCK UP, SPEAK WHEN YOU'RE SPOKEN TO!
You're my bitch now do what you're told to do.
SHUT THE FUCK UP, SPEAK WHEN YOU'RE SPOKEN TO!
Get down on your knees and thank me.
SHUT THE FUCK UP, SPEAK WHEN YOU'RE SPOKEN TO!
You're my bitch, now do what you're told to do.
SHUT THE FUCK UP, SPEAK WHEN YOU'RE SPOKEN TO!
Get down, lick my boot and thank me.
I was taken on a Tuesday night, a summer's night, around midnight.
Blood flows silently to candlelight, yet I re-animate in shadows.
Purveyor of the horror, tormentor in techicolor,
I am the scumbag that you want to kick,
because your girl - she sucked my dick.
Frustration eats you from inside, knowing I got a piece of her hide.
So we laugh at you as I'm flying the cum,
I'm the home wrecker and the damage is done.
Your little slut, whore, wife won't be the same,
you make her cum - she screams my name!
COMPOUND PRESSURE!
You have no power, I devour.
I got a big fat cock and I shot her face,
swallowed my spunk with no disgrace.
Did her doggy style up her fucking ass,
BILE style - bloody and fast!
Let all my friends dog her when I was through,
she was thinking of you when she fucked my whole crew.
I'm the lowest motherfucker now that is true,
but I fucked your woman to get back at you.
COMPOUND PRESSURE!
You have no power, I devour.
BURN!
BURN!
I just burn!
Minds to open, things to learn.
My dead brain is my concern.
So leave me be and let me burn!
BURN! BURN! BURN! BURN!
That's my fate!
Let my lungs evacuate!
Feel no love, feeling hate, feel no urge to contemplate.
BURN! BURN! THAT'S MY FATE!
Peering through these eyes of red, feeling high, feeling dead.
BURN! BURN!
For you and me, all alone and my T.H.C.
Burning all my time away, always got too much to say.
Burning all my time away, always got too much to say.
Burning all my time away, Save it for another day.
BURN! BURN!
You love her but she loves him
And he loves somebody else, you just can't win
And so it goes till the day you die
This thing they call love, it's gonna make you cry
I've had the blues, the reds and the pinks
One thing for sure
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
Two by two and side by side
Love's gonna find you, yes it is, you just can't hide
You'll hear it call, your heart will fall
Then love will fly, it's gonna soar
I don't care for any Casanova thing
All I can say is
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
I've been through diamonds
And I've been through minks, I've been through it all
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks, yeah, yeah
(Love stinks)
A four part fictional melodrama, exploring the degradation of trust,
the emotional death of love, the contemplation of suicide,
and the outlet of anger, to save one's soul.
Although the piece is structured from a man's point of view,
its theme applies to both sexes.
Often in life, relationships, without detailing the possibilities of its demise,
fall apart leaving an innocent victim to brood in endless depression.
In this process of mental mutilation,
the will to live dissipates and suicide becomes a selfish option
whose only achievement is leaving the ones who loved you a lifelong cross to bear.
The realization of this begins the song's final chapter
in which the creation of anger spawns the idea
that living is far more spiteful and control truly makes us strong.
Although we are taught to suppress anger and/or hatred,
they are normal human emotions that act as healthy cleansings and sometimes lifesaving problem solvers.
The creation of "You Can't Love This" is our way of releasing lingering pain.
To cleanse and metamorphasise.
An attempt to problem-solve with the therapy of sound-art.
This explanation is provided solely for those who might misconstrue the true meanings as blatant sexism,
senseless violence, or simple shock value.
At the very least it's a story, nothing more.
Waiting alone in the back of a lie, chewing on stone cause I don't want to die.
Breeding in muck, 'till my spleen rots away.
Screaming in dark, nothing more I can say.
You can't love this.
Yes, the attitude puts you in fear.
Screaming, contorting, the end is near.
Hatred and hatred and hatred inside, you did this to me now you must DIE.
You can't love this.
Not liked and not wanted, not needed.
Don't flaunt it.
Not cool or down with it.
Loser.
Just stay seated.
A creep in all aspects.
A creep in your backseats.
A creep in all your minds.
I don't care...
What you say means nothing.
What you think means nothing.
What you want means nothing.
What you see means nothing.
What you take means nothing.
What you feel means nothing.
What you are means nothing.
Who you are means nothing.
Nothing...
She's out slummin' for another fix, down on her knees giving last licks.
She's got senior rights, don't show her age, her hair's blacker than BETTY PAGE.
Rubber skin so sharp it cuts, she's the rubber lover to all the sluts.
Glory holes in sleazy walls, R.H.Bear cruises mens' room stalls.
She's got the love, she's got the rage, a digital bitch you can't upstage.
Bound and shagged inside her cage, her hair's blacker than BETTY PAGE.
She loves to love the love you hold, she does it hot but oh so cold.
Puss-bone white, super tight, she's triple-X by candlelight.
WEEDA- WEEDA- WADDA- HOODA- HOODA- HA, don't need no lube she likes it raw.
Hands tied down leave you alone, she's seen more rods than the twilight zone.
She's got the love, she's got the rage, a digital bitch you cant upstage.
Bound and shagged inside her cage, her hair's blacker than BETTY PAGE.
She's the snake with the poison apple, she licks down your blood sample.
Something in the way she grinds her hips and ooohh, check out those tits.
Take out the whips, open the crypts, ROCKY HORROR has your lips.
A digital bitch you cant upstage, her hair's blacker than BETTY PAGE.
She loves the meat, she loves the truck, take her hot pants off and fuck, fuck, fuck.
She's a high priced hooker with devil tattoos, and a clean shaved fox, cooh cooh cooh ka joo.
Sit at home you're the masturbater, she gets off when you hate her.
TORI AMOS with bad vodka, she wants blood and you cant stop her.
She's got the love, she's got the rage, a digital bitch you cant upstage.
Bound and shagged inside her cage, her hair's blacker than BETTY PAGE.
BLACK SHEEP, GOD.
BLACK SHEEP, GOD.
BLACK SHEEP, GOD.
